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He had been living in the city for nine years, 他已经在这个城市呆了九年
and was only now coming to think of it as home. 现在才把它当做家看待
Characteristically, not in a hurry, 就如他的性格 不紧不慢
but perpetually enraged by slow foot traffic before him, 但他却被步履缓慢的行人激怒了
Philip was on this day meeting for lunch with Mona, his ex-girlfriend, 那天菲利普正在去和在大学期间交往过的前女友
whom he had dated throughout a portion of college. 莫娜吃午饭的路上
As with any punctual individual, 和所有守时的人一样
Philip loathed when people ran late, 菲利普讨厌别人迟到
which Mona typically was. 而莫娜正是这类人
By the time Mona made her way to Philip, 莫娜见到菲利普的时候
he was in a state of rage and on the verge of storming out... 他正处在愤怒的边缘而且马上就要爆发了...
A reaction he was known to often have towards the end of their two-year relationship. 在他们两年的关系走向尽头的时候 他常常处于这种状态
During the arguments that led to their breakup, 在导致关系破裂的争吵期间
Mona repeatedly emphasized Philip's short fuse and poor temper 莫娜反复强调菲利普的急性子 暴脾气
as key factors in no longer being capable of tolerating his company. 是她已经不能再忍受他的关键
It's just crazy that you're late to me. It's just... 这太疯狂了 你竟然迟到了 这太...
Can we stop talking about it? I'm here now. 能别再说了吗 我已经到了
Twenty-five minutes I'm waiting, almost 30. It's an insult. 我等了二十五分钟 将近三十分钟 这是对我的不尊重
Also, I have a really busy day, so now I have less than an hour. 而且 我今天很忙 现在只有不到一小时的时间了
Probably not even enough time to eat anything. 可能都不够和你吃这顿饭的
Maybe a grilled cheese for me. 我想吃烤奶酪
I had that the other day. It's disgusting. 我那天吃过了 太恶心了
So I'll ask you how you are, right? Things are good? 我应该问你最近怎么样 对吧 一切顺利吗
Things are good with me. 非常好
Allie and I just finally found a new roommate. 我和艾莉终于找到了新室友
Oh, what's-her-ass moved? 哦 那个谁谁搬走了?
- She got married like, two years ago. - Figures. -她大概两年前结婚了 -是嘛
- Is that the new book? - Oh, yeah. -那就是你的新书吗? -哦 是的
I wasn't sure you'd noticed, or heard. 我不确定你注意到没有 或者听说过
Okay. I'm just getting ready. 好吧 我已经准备好了
Things are gonna be pretty crazy for me after the release. 新书发布后我估计要忙疯了
In fact this might be the last time I'm home 事实上这可能是我未来八九个月里
for more than a week at a time 最后一次
for the next eight or possibly nine months. 能在家里呆超过一星期了
Actually, yeah, definitely. It's just busy. 准确地说 对 非常忙
Los Angeles in January, San Francisco... 一月在洛杉矶 ...还有旧金山
Powell's in Portland, the whole West Coast thing, really. 波特兰的鲍威尔书店 实际上囊括了整个西海岸
I'm told to expect big things out there. 他们告诉我在那会很火的
- You sound like you're bragging. - That's because I am bragging. -听起来你在吹牛 -因为我就在吹牛
And you're doing a really hurtful job of sounding unfazed. 你这样毫无反应真的很伤人
And do you know why that is? 你知道原因吗?
Because you're not pretending. 因为你不会伪装
You're not interested in this or me, not even a little. 你对我 对这本书根本没兴趣 一点都没有
Why would you say that? 为什么这么说?
Because you never believed in me, and you don't now. 因为你从不相信我 现在就是
Well, good for you. 好吧 我是为你好
No, not good for me. Great for me. 不 不是为我好 是对我好极了
You know, you told me many times, 你跟我说了好多次了
now that I think about it, actually... 回想一下...
...that my goals were unreasonable and foolhardy. 我的那些目标都是不合理的 草率的
Am I recalling this correctly? 我记得对吧?
That my dream, the only dream I've had 从14岁开始
since I was 14 years old, 我的梦想 唯一的梦想
to write and publish a novel of my own, 就是出版一部自己的小说
wasn't something I could just reach out and have. 但一直没能成功
Hard work, you tell me. Years of working up from the bottom, you tell me. 你告诉我 要努力 要一步一步往上爬
Well, you know something? You were wrong. 但你知道吗? 你错了
Dead wrong, actually. About me and everything. 对于我 对于这一切 你是大错特错
This was for you. It's an advance copy. 这是给你的 这是新书样本
I'd even written a little note on the dedication page and everything. 我甚至在献辞那页写了东西
But you know something? You don't support me and you never did. 但你知道吗? 你自始至终根本不支持我
So you don't get this gift from me, not today, not ever. Forever. 所以你不会得到这份礼物 今天不会 以后不会 永远都不会
You were unkind, and you tried to stray me from my path. 你那么无情 还想让我放弃自己的理想
And had I listened to you, I'd be nothing right now. 我如果当初听了你的 现在就一无所有了
Philip had never been one for speaking his mind, 这是菲利普第一次表达自己的想法
preferring instead to bottle up his emotions, 而不是压抑自己的情绪
eventually forgetting or utilizing them for creative inspiration. 为了创造灵感 遗忘或者利用它们
However, this outpouring resulted in Philip feeling 但是 这次发泄却让菲利普
more satisfied and content than he had in some time, 比以往都满足
and it was for this reason that he immediately telephoned his college roommate, Parker, 所以他马上就给他的大学室友帕克打了电话
with the intention of delivering to him an equally robust dressing down. 对他进行了同样粗野的训斥
You blew people's minds, man. 伙计 你可真能打击人
Now look at you. You're just a combination of strange fucking colors. 看看你 你就像该死的奇怪颜色的混合体
It was gonna be you and me, man. Ring a bell? 这本来可以是你我一起的 伙计 还记得吗?
Sophomore year, creative writing seminar, it was us versus them. 大学二年级的创意写作研讨会 是我们对抗他们
What the fuck happened? 他妈的后来呢?
I... 我..
Apparently not everybody's cut out for life in the fast lane. 很显然 并不是所有人都适合快节奏的生活
You make me want back every minute of time I wasted with you, 你让我想讨回我和你一起设想共同的美好未来时
dreaming of a future we could share. 所浪费的每一分钟
Our declaration of principles. 我们的原则宣言
Remember this? 还记得吗?
It's worthless now. 如今已经毫无价值了
I was so stupid to think you wanted it... 我是如此愚蠢以为你也渴望
I wanted it, you fucking asshole! I did want it. 我也渴望追逐梦想 你个混蛋 我也渴望
I wanted it more than you could know. 你根本不知道我有多渴望
It's not so easy for everybody, okay? 但这并不是对每个人都很容易 好吗?
We can't all be as lucky and talented as the great Philip Lewis Friedman. 我们不像伟大的菲利普·路易斯·弗里德曼一样 幸运与天赋兼顾
You know what, though? I'm glad, I'm glad. 但你知道吗? 我很高兴 很高兴
Because if both of our goals had come true, 因为如果我们都实现梦想
then I'd be just as much of an insufferable piece of shit as you, 然后我就会像忍受一坨屎一样地忍受着你
you fuckin' Jew bastard! 你这个该死的犹太佬!
This could have been us. 本来我们可以一起的
Instead, I'm all alone. 但是 我只能一个人了
Returning home to the apartment he shared with Ashley Kane, 菲利普回到他和阿什莉·凯恩 他交往了两年的女朋友
his girlfriend of two years, 同居的公寓
Philip found himself gripped by uncontrollable lust, 菲利普发现自己陷于无法控制的欲望
temporarily forgetting the ambivalence and negligence towards him 矛盾和混乱被抛之脑后
that she was increasingly incapable of concealing... Ashley? 当她的摄影才华日益凸显之后 阿什莉
...as her success as a photographer in the art world 作为艺术界有名的摄影师
led to consistent and lucrative commercial work. 从事着始终如一 有利可图的商业工作
Hello? Ashley? 在吗? 阿什莉?
Hello. 在
Come out. I have a surprise for you. 出来吧 我要给你一个惊喜
For the past year, they had been living together, 过去的几年里 他们一直生活在一起
one advantage of which was added stability, 这样的一个好处就是为他的写作
and a clear head space for writing. 提供了稳定的现状和清醒的头脑
Philip would credit this with allowing him to finish his second novel, 菲利普第二部小说的完成就归功于此
which he previously believed himself unable to complete. 在这之前他都不敢相信自己能完成
...Parker, and I smoked him too. I don't know what happened. 我嘲笑了帕克 我不知道为什么会这样
- Parker too? - Yeah, so... -连帕克都? -是的
- Two nemesi in one day. - Yes. -在同一天对两个人 -是的
That's pretty hot. 那可真酷
- I'm really proud of you. - Thank you very much. -我真为你自豪 -非常感谢
I, uh... I feel... No, it's insane. 我...我...我感到 真是太疯狂了
It's very hot. 非常酷
- What is? The champagne? - You being mean. -什么酷 香槟吗? -你咄咄逼人的时候
Oh. 是吗
Not hot when you stand like that. 那个样子就不酷了
Not hot. You ruined it. Go back to your story. 不酷了 被你破坏了 回到你的小说里吧
Despite these recent events, 虽然发生了这么多事情
Philip was incapable of experiencing happiness. 菲利普还是无法享受幸福
He counterbalanced his feelings of love and productivity 他一直维持着爱情和写作的平衡
with periods of extreme isolation, 时不时地感到极度的孤独
sometimes finding that days on end had passed since last leaving the house. 还有时他躲在家里 感觉时间一晃就过去了
Shortly after the rush of severing ties 在和那些他认为会毒害自己的心理健康的人
with those he believed to be poisonous to his mental health, 匆匆断绝关系之后
Philip was too crippled with anxiety and dread 菲利普被恐惧与焦虑困在家里
to go outside for the better part of a week. 即使是一周之内最好的状况也没办法出门
Philip had harbored increasingly romantic notions 关于生命中的这段光阴的意义所在
about what this period in his life would mean, 菲利普不切现实的想法与日俱增
until one day, a few months before the publication of his second novel, 直到某一天 在他第二部小说出版前的几个月
he abruptly became confidently disenfranchised 他突然丧失了自信
to the point of despondency. 变得意志消沉
菲 利 普 的 生 活
翻译 静子 Acefy 惊蛰 Navi
校对 DoggyTHM 惊蛰
时间轴 阿贝
特效 番茄小丸子
压制 小新
You know this should be your job. 你知道这本应是你的工作
- So sorry about the wait. - Ah, it's ridiculous. -很抱歉我迟到了 -这太可笑了
总监 DoggyTHM
Thirty minutes I'm out here, 40 maybe. 我在那里等了三十分钟 或许是四十分钟
I'm five away from leaving. 再过五分钟我就要走了
I'm sorry. What do you want me to say? 我很抱歉 你想要我怎么做
Nothing. I'd prefer you to say nothing. 不用 什么都不用做
Riley, don't hold my calls. 莱利 把我的电话接过来
I've got some bad news, two items of good news. 我有坏消息和两条好消息
Give 'em to me in that order. 就按照顺序说吧
Bad news is you're not looking at a good review in the Times. 坏消息是你的小说在时代杂志反响不佳
What? How do we know so soon? Who's doing it? 什么? 这么快就能下结论? 是谁说的?
Some new woman. She's new. 某个新来的女人 她很不寻常
So what's the problem? 原因呢?
She doesn't like your book. 她不喜欢你的书
Fuck, I really needed that. I'll take the good news now. 该死的 我需要他们打好评 告诉我好消息吧
Well, two things. 好吧 两件事
First, you're going to be in the "35 Under 35" issue 第一 《纽约文学评论》杂志评出了35位35岁以下的青年作家
of the New York Literary Review. 你是其中之一
Nobody reads that anymore. 没人会看的
This is something. It is not uncompetitive. 这还是有意义的 并不是那么容易得到
Don't be a baby. Shit. 成熟点 该死的
Other thing is, Ike Zimmerman got back to me. 另一件事情是艾克·齐默曼给我回复了
He liked your book, wants to meet you. 他喜欢你的书 想要见你
That's huge. 这是大事
Ike Zimmerman was one of the most prolific American authors of the 1970s and '80s. 艾克·齐默曼是七十到八十年代美国最多产的作家之一
His breakthrough novel, Madness & Women, 他的突破之作《疯狂与女性》
sold over three million copies in hardback alone. 光是精装本就销售了三百多万本
Lesser returns and failed genre experiments gave way to the triumphant comeback 越来越少的收益和失败的文风尝试加重了他新作问世的负担
Audit in 1982. 1982年《审计》出版了
Since then he published infrequently. 再那之后他就很少出书了
He had not completed a novel in six years. 最近六年还没有一部小说完成
Do you wanna look in our wardrobe area? 要不要去我们的服装间看看?
We can probably find you a lighter-weight jacket. 我们可以给你换件亮色的夹克
Let's just keep this jacket on me and take the photograph sooner rather than later. 就穿这件 拍照宜早不宜迟
We actually wanted to get a picture of you in front of the printing press, 我们想照一张你在印刷机前面的照片
and then the portrait. 然后拍个人肖像
- Is that from the 1920s? - Yeah. -那是20年代的吗? -是的
Well, I'm not, so let's skip it 我可不拍 不做这个
and move on over to this yellow thing, all right? 直接拍这个黄色背景前面的照片 好吗?
I know. "What an asshole." 我知道你们想说什么 "这个混蛋"对吧
Do you mind standing? 您可以站起来吗?
What is this for? 这是做什么?
Could you open it as though you're reading, then look at me again? 打开它假装你在看书 然后再看向我好吗?
I don't wanna do that. 我不想这么做
- Why? - It's a poor idea. -为什么? -太蠢了
Why would I be standing up with my jacket buttoned, reading? 为什么我要这样系着外套的扣子 站在这里读书?
- It's just a prop. - I can see that. -只是个道具 -我知道
But I think it presents a very false depiction of me. 但这是对我的一个非常错误的描述
I'd much rather this picture at least seem honest. 我想让照片更真实点
You know, Tolkien wouldn't allow himself 你要知道 托尔金从不会让
to be photographed writing, 别人拍摄自己写作的照片
because he didn't allow anybody to watch him work. 因为他不允许任何人看着他工作
Same idea here. Just slightly modified to suit me. 同样的道理 简单介绍一下我就好
Philip. 菲利普
I hope that wasn't too bad. 我想还不算太糟糕
It's always bad. There's just degrees of bad. 总是很糟糕 只是糟糕的等级不一样
Oh, hey. How's it going? 哦 嘿 你好吗?
Good. 不错
We've met before. 我们以前见过
I don't think we have. 没有吧
You sure about that? 你确定吗?
I wanted to tell you I really liked your book. 我只想说我很喜欢你的书
Those advance copies really get around, huh? 样书已经传开了 是吧?
Anyway, the first one's better. 总之 我第一本书更好看
Um, I haven't read it. 我还没读
I'm not some weird groupie or anything. 我不是什么奇怪的追星族
No, if you were a groupie, you'd likely would have read both my books. 如果你是 你肯定已经读过我的两本书了
Are there book groupies? Author groupies? 有追书的人吗? 追捧作家的?
Not many, but yeah. 不多 但是存在
Hey. 嗨
Quick thought I just had. I'm not doing any press for the book at all. 我刚才想了想 我不要给书做媒体公关了
Readings, interviews. Nothing. 读书 采访 都不做
- You cannot be serious. - Oh, quite. -你不是认真的吧 -哦 相当认真
That's a horrible, horrible idea. 你的想法太可怕了
I don't like the idea of being on display. My mind is made up. 我不喜欢被当做商品展示 我心意已决
I wanna be left alone. Hi, Riley. 让我一个人呆着 嗨 莱利
I think the tie is a bit much. 我觉得不系领带会更好
I'm invited to his home. I don't wanna look like a schmo. 我被邀请去他家里做客 我不想看起来像个傻瓜
Then maybe lose the jacket. 那不穿外套会更好吧
You know, it's 80 degrees out. 今天外面有二十六七度
It looks like you don't own a more seasonally-appropriate jacket. 你这样就像没有更合适的外套了
I think it looks nice. 我觉得很好
Yeah. Nice, just kind of sweaty. 是挺好 不过会出汗
Philip Lewis Friedman. 菲利普·路易斯·弗里德曼
- Go get 'em. - Okay, bye. -加油 -好的 拜拜
Bye. 拜拜
- Pleasure. - Good luck. -我的荣幸 -祝你好运
- Thank you. - Fix your collar. -谢谢 -系上扣子
- Huh? Oh. Thank you. - Your collar. -什么 哦谢谢 -你的扣子
I'd seriously consider having a better answer to that question if I were you. 如果我是你 我会慎重想出一个更好的回答
I'm filling up notebooks, but it's nothing but worthless garbage. 我记满了笔记本 但那不过是一文不值的垃圾
Don't tell people that. 不要这样说
Makes you look lazy and stupid. 会显得你又懒又蠢
Got it. 知道了
That probably came out a lot crueler than I intended. 我可能说得有点过
But don't make being lackadaisical and disorganized your thing. 但不要让你的事情变得毫无意义 杂乱无章
It sends out a message that you'll regret. 那意味着你将来会后悔的
I see. 我知道了
Do you have a nice place to write? 你有合适的地方让你写作吗?
I mean, that's important. 我是说 这也很重要
You'll find that, if you haven't already. 如果你还没发现这一点的话 不久也会发现的
I rented a small studio. 我租了一个小的工作室
Does it work for you? 有用吗
No, not really. In fact, I rarely go. 没什么用 实际上 我很少去
Here. 接着
I probably wouldn't have wanted to hear this either 当我在你这个年纪的时候
when I was your age, but... 大概也不想听到这样的唠叨 但是
The city. 这座城市
You can't get anything done here. 你在这儿什么也完成不了
It has a creative energy, but not a productive energy. 这里有创造的活力 但是不适合写作
Quiet does not exist, and I find that difficult. 想要静下心来写作很困难
Do you know, I've not written a single page within the city limits 你知道吗 过去的三十年间 我在这座城市的范围里
these past 30 years? 一页书都没有写出来过?
You'll need a country retreat, if you can afford one. 如果你有能力 应该去租一个乡间庄园
I can't. 我没有钱
Of course, I had achieved considerably more than you by now. 当然 目前为止 我比你收获了更多的成就
- Not to be insulting. - Of course. -无意冒犯 -当然
But if I can be of any assistance, 但如果我能提供
if I can help in any way, just ask outright. 任何形式的帮助 你直接说出来就好
Don't be shy. 不要不好意思
I loved your book. 我喜欢你的书
- Yeah, it was okay. - Don't denigrate yourself. -是啊 还行吧 -不要贬低自己
It's really, really good, 书真的很棒
and it would be a shame for me not to read another one. 如果不能再读你另一本的话就太遗憾了
Hello. 嗨
It's a filthy system, the way it's structured. You can trust me on this. 这是一个肮脏的系统 它被创建的方式 你要相信我
I'm not sorry if this kills any of your illusions about anything. 我很抱歉打破你的美好幻想
I feel like it's my job to tell you the honesty. 我很高兴能告诉你实情
Nobody else has. 不会有其他人了
Nobody else can. 没人可以
It's rare to find these things out, and also upsetting. 难以发现 而且很让人苦恼
These little glasses. Let me see these things. 看看这眼镜 让我戴戴看看
Oh, yeah, we have the exact same affectation. 哦 看来我们都喜欢故弄玄虚
Emily. 艾米丽
Seems like a less than ideal place to carry on. 这里不太合适继续下去
Is it 'cause you have a girlfriend? 因为你有女朋友?
You mentioned her in an interview. 你在采访中提到过她
It's because it's gauche to grope and kiss in public. 是因为在公共场合亲热很粗鲁
You really don't remember meeting me, do you? 你不记得见过我 是吧?
I had a photo shoot in that same place 我在同样的地方拍过照片
when my first book came out. 在我第一本书出版的时候
I gave you a copy of it. 我给过你一本样书
You acted like you were better than some first-time author 你表现得比一些没人听过的
nobody had ever heard of, 作者还要优秀
even though you were probably still in college. 即使那时候你可能还在上学
I wrote my number in it, twice. 我两次把我的号码写在书里
I really honestly don't remember meeting you. 我真的没有记得见过你
Sorry, but I remember you now. 很抱歉 但是现在我记住你了
No, of course you do. 当然了
Okay. I'll call you. 好了 我会给你打电话的
Where were you? 你去哪里了?
Out. 出去了
So my meeting with Ike today... 今天我和艾克的见面
Oh, so he's Ike now? 哦 你已经叫他艾克了?
With Zimmerman. How's your gin? 和齐默曼 你的杜松子酒呢?
- How was he? - He has a quality that can only be described as -他怎么样 -他的性格只能用像镀铬一样优秀
chrome. 来形容
And? 然后呢?
He seems to wanna help me. 他似乎想要帮助我
How can he help you? 他怎么帮你?
He didn't say. 他没说
He's got great stories. I'd love to hang out with him again. 他有很多很棒的想法 我喜欢跟他一起出去
Do we have plans? 我们有什么计划吗?
Do we have plans when? 我们的什么计划?
Whenever. 随便什么时候
Yes, Philip, I'd say sometime in the indeterminate future, we may have plans. 好吧 菲利普 我得说在不确定的未来 我们可能会有计划
Good shoot today? 今天的拍照不错嘛?
Can you just leave me alone? I have to do this. 你能让我单独呆会儿吗? 我想静一静
You're fucking with other people's money here. 你这是在拿别人的钱开玩笑
Money, money, money. What about my integrity? 只有钱 钱 钱 我的尊严呢?
You know, I can think of a few other important writers 你得明白 我知道很多其他著名作家作家
who also took a firm no-press position. 都坚持不受出版社的束缚
I just wanna know that you've thought it through thoroughly. 我想知道你是否考虑清楚了
I haven't. It's a very impulsive decision, 没有 这只是一个非常冲动的决定
and I'm very pleased with myself for that. 我对此非常满意
Philip, this is Josh Fawn. 菲利普 这是约什·弗恩
Josh, this is Philip, who's being a baby and an asshole. 约什 这是菲利普 既幼稚又讨人厌
Ciao. Yes, we've met before. We've done some panels together. 你好 我们以前见过 一起进行过讨论
I remember one of them. 我还记得
Phil, Josh is going on a promotional tour for his new book. 菲尔 约什要为自己的新书做推广活动
That's what responsible authors do. 有责任心的作者都应该这么做
It helps them sell copies and benefits all parties involved. 这既能帮助他们卖书 也能使所有相关者得益
- Noted. - We're wanting you to cover this -知道了 -我们也想让你
as a feature for one of several magazines, 做几份杂志的专题节目
that we're currently negotiating with. 目前正在协商中的
I just like the new book, and this idea came up, 我只是因为喜欢这本新书 才有了这个想法
and I kind of suggested you. 我只是提个建议
- Thanks, Josh. - Interest? -谢谢 约什 -有兴趣吗?
Terms? 有条件的?
You'll take whatever we can get you. 我们能找到多少你就接受多少
It'll be two to three weeks. 大约需要两三周
I assume we can get you something like 5,000 to 8,000 我们大概会付给你5000到8000
depending on where we ultimately sell it to. 这取决于最终卖了多少
Right in my pocket. Sounds great. 这些钱已经在我的口袋里了 听起来不错
See, when I slam a door, life opens a window. 当我关上一扇门 生活就给我打开一扇窗
When do we leave? 我们什么出发?
You gonna be speaking in little turns of phrase like that the whole time? 你在采访里要接着说这些意味深长的话吗?
I might. I don't know. 可能吧 我也不知道
I think this is gonna be fun. 我觉得会很有趣
You wanna go sit somewhere and talk more about it? 要不要找个地方聊聊?
I think we're pretty much on the same page. 我也是这么想的
Hey, thanks for doing this, by the way. 顺便说一句 谢谢你
You don't seem to give a shit about this at all. 你好像根本不在乎这些
Sure, I do. 我当然在乎
I'm a nice guy. Read an article about me. I'm self-deprecating. 我是个好人 去读读有关我的文章吧 我很谦虚的
No, I'm not thrilled you're going away for over a month. 不 你要离开那么久我一点都不激动
That is why I'm acting like this. 这就是为什么我现在这个样子
Can we please not talk about this in public? 我们能别在公共场合说这个吗?
It strikes me as unlikely, as you supported ideas like this 令我吃惊的是我本以为你不会这样 就像你不会
when I still could have turned them down. I need the money. 在我能够拒绝的时候支持我接受它一样 我需要钱
What I said was, it would be good for your career. 我说的是 这会对你的事业有帮助
I thought you meant "career" with a dollar sign. 我以为你说的事业指的就是钱
I think we need more. 我想还应该再丰富些
Fireworks, shooting guns. 放焰火 开枪
Maybe we need to get arrested. 甚至是被逮捕
Yeah, that might be a little bit problematic 这对于一些年轻的容易受影响的粉丝来说
for some of my younger, more impressionable fans. 有点棘手
I have a lot of those, I'm told. 他们告诉我的还有不少呢
Hi. 嗨
Ashley. 阿什莉
Oh, my God. Hi. 哦 天呐 嗨
- Josh. - Josh. -我是约什 -约什
Yeah. 好的
Wow. How are you? 哇 你好吗?
I'm good. How you doin'? 我很好 你呢?
It was... 在忙...
- Beth's wedding? - Beth's wedding, right. -贝丝的婚礼? -贝丝的婚礼 是的
Wow. Was a fun night. 哇 今晚真有趣
I'm foggy. 我还不知道
- Good to see you. - Yeah, nice to see you as well. -很高兴见到你 -我也是
You guys know each other. 你们认识
Yeah, we fucking live together. 是的 他妈的我们住在一块呢
Nice. 很好
How you take a punch, Josh? 你挨拳怎么样 约什?
- Excuse me? - I think we should get into a fight. -什么? -我想我们应该打一架
For the article. I think it'd be a neat idea. 为了文章 我想这是个不错的主意
Stand up, Josh. 约什 站起来
Okay. 好的
I'm gonna show you how to take a punch. 我要向你展示如何接拳
I know how to take a punch. 我知道怎么接拳
I'm gonna show you the right way to take a punch. 我要告诉你正确的方法
Okay. Hit me. 好的 来打我
- Where? - Right in my stomach. -哪里 -朝我的肚子打
Hit me as hard as you can, just at my stomach. 尽全力打我的肚子
That wasn't as hard as I can. 我没尽全力
I know. I hope not. 我知道 我也希望不是
Hit me again. Harder. Seriously. Yeah, okay. 再打一次 用点力 严肃点 好的 好的
- Go. Yeah. - You ready? -来吧 好了 -准备好了吗?
- Harder? - Go. Harder. -重一点? -来吧 用点力
I'm fine. 我很好
What I did was essentially, breathing is key. 控制呼吸很关键
- Think of it as, like... - Just hit me. -就像... -打我吧
- All right, you ready? Okay. - Yeah. -好的 你准备好了吗? -准备好了
One... 一...
Two... 二...
It's canceled. I'm fired, if you can believe that. 已经取消了 我被解雇了 简直不敢相信
The whole damn time, he had another guy 全部时间 他都和另一个人
and was talking to another magazine, and just goes with that. 谈着另一本杂志 一直继续下去
It's sociopathic, is what it is. Fucking snake. 这是反社会的 该死的
Feel like a real fat loser right now. 现在觉得自己特别失败
You should use the time doing something equally as productive. 你应该把时间用在创作上
Well, I was actually planning to stay home and suffer quietly 我还打算呆在家里 忍受着寂寞
as I can no longer afford to do much else. 因为我没有钱再做别的了
Come to my country house. 去我的乡间别墅吧
Stay with me. 和我呆在一起
Rub two sticks together. 我们这两根树枝
Make a fire. 擦出智慧的火花
I know most people expect surprising and generous offers 我知道大多数人面对慷慨的给予
to be politely refused, 会礼貌地拒绝
but I might have to call your bluff and emphatically accept. 但我会爽快果断地接受
How does Memorial Day sound? 你觉得阵亡将士纪念日那天来怎样?
*美国阵亡将士纪念日是每年五月最后一个周末加星期一
That's next week. 那是下周吧
Sooner the better. 越快越好
I have a girl, Melanie, up there. 我那有个姑娘 叫梅勒妮 她在那边
She looks after the place. 负责照看别墅
I'll mention it to her. 我会跟她说的
Thank you. 谢谢你
Skol. 干杯
Philip had begun to feel that the city was rejecting him, 菲利普刚开始感觉整个城市都在排斥他
and Ike's sudden offer of solitude and respite was immediately appealing. 艾克就突然出现提供给他独处和喘息的机会
So much so that Philip even requested that the invitation be open-ended, 菲利普甚至要求让这个邀请不受时间限制
and that he be allowed to stay until he felt 他可以一直呆到
emotionally capable of returning to the city. 有心情回到城市
To Philip's surprise, Ike considered this a terrific idea, 使菲利普吃惊的是 艾克认为这是个很糟糕的想法
and even said so. 甚至如是说
Actually, that's a terrific idea. 事实上 这是个很糟糕的想法
I admire you for being so bold as to come right out and ask. 我很钦佩你直言不讳
I know that sounds like I'm being sarcastic, but I'm not. 我知道这听起来像是我在讽刺你 但并不是这样
Ike had begun to lose his passion for being alone all the time, 艾克逐渐失去了独处的热情
and was eager to have an impressionable young mind on which to impart his wisdom. 很渴望找到一个易受影响的年轻人 来传授他的智慧
It was under these circumstances that Philip agreed 就是在这种情况下 菲利普同意
to spend a portion of his summer upstate with Ike, 和艾克在北边度过一小段夏天
rather than in the city with Ashley. 而不是和阿什莉呆在城市里
Ashley had not been the first to notice 阿什莉不是第一个意识到
Philip's increasingly marginal role in her life. 菲利普在自己的生活中日渐增加的影响
It was talked about often by friends and colleagues, 甚至是那些与菲利普没有任何关系的
none of whom ever had a relationship with Philip, 都经常谈起他
but grew used to hearing about him much more than they had been lately. 听说和他有关的事情
It had been months since Ashley felt any real connection to Philip. 距离上次阿什莉和菲利普有直接联系已经过去了几个月
He began to drift away while applying the finishing touches to his new book 他离开去完成他的新书了
and had never come back. 再没有回来
She tried her best to ignore the mounting signs, 她尽全力强迫自己不去在意越来越多的迹象
but the more often they were brought to her attention, the harder it became. 但他们提得越多 这样就越困难
The most difficult part of which was her own increasing ambivalence 最困难的是关于她在菲利普生活里的角色
regarding her role in Philip's life, or his in hers. 或者是他在她生活里的角色 她的矛盾之情与日俱增
She wanted him to want her, 她想要他需要她
and the slowly dawning realization that he might not 但她慢慢地意识到他可能
was enough to push her into emotionally unprecedented levels 不足以把她推到感情上前所未有的
of doubt and misdirected anger. 怀疑和毫无意义的愤怒的状态
So it's canceled, and you're suddenly leaving again? 所以采访都取消了 你还是要走吗?
Looks like it. 差不多是这样
God, you'd do anything to get away from me. 天哪 你真是千方百计要离开我
You see, it's remarks like that that tell me I'm doing the right thing. 你知道 是那些评论告诉我我做了正确的选择
Can we please talk? 我们能谈谈吗?
Okay. Talk. 好啊 谈吧
Kind of figured you would say something. 我以为你有什么想说的
Nope. 并没有
Actually, I do have something to say, 事实上 我确实有些话想说
and I imagine you'll not care to hear it, and it is this. 我想你应该不爱听 但我还是要说
I'm not going to Ike's for just the week. 我在艾克家不止要待一星期
He invited me to stay for longer. 他邀请我多住一会儿
- Wait, longer? - Yeah. -等下 要多住吗? -是的
I don't understand. 我不明白
Honestly, I don't see myself returning till July or so. 老实说 我觉得大概在七月之前我都不会回来
So you're basically leaving me for the whole summer. 所以说基本上整个夏天你都不在我身边
Not if you look at it like that. 你如果不这么想就不会啦
- How am I supposed to look at it? - Look at it like this. -那我应该怎么办? -你这么想吧
I was supposed to be gone most of June anyway, right? 不管怎样我本来大半个六月都不会在这 是吧?
I don't see how this is any different. 我看不出和现在这样有什么不同
I can't breathe here, and you seem to resent my presence. 我在这里喘不过气 你看上去也讨厌我的存在
Thus I'm unable to work. 因此我没办法工作
It's ugly. It's loud. It's always moving. 这里太惹人厌恶 太吵闹 还总有人进进出出
I never feel still long enough to hold a thought. 我根本不能静下来好好思考
I feel sick out there among the people. 和那些人呆在一起我感到恶心
I need to remedy this, and an opportunity has presented itself. 我得补救这一切 而机会自己出现了
I'm gonna take it. I've got no money and no hope of another advance. 我得抓住它 我既没钱也没有任何前进的希望
I'm doing what's best for me. 我做了对我最好的选择
Yeah, you're doing what you're best at. 是 你做的是你最擅长的
You're looking out for your own self interests 你只在意自己的利益
without thinking about how it might affect me or anybody else. Typical. 根本不想想可能对我或者其他人造成什么影响 一贯如此
You're hardly around anyway. What do you care? You won't even notice. 你反正也基本不在这里 为什么要在乎? 你甚至都不会注意到
Hey, don't tell me I'm not gonna notice 喂 别告诉我我不会注意到
that I'm alone all of a sudden. 突然间我就孤身一人了
Why can't you do something that involves me? 为什么你不能和我一起做些什么事呢?
Why can't we go somewhere together? 为什么我们不能一起去什么地方?
You know, alone or... 你知道 就我们俩或者...
Is it the money? Because I don't mind if you need to borrow some again... 是因为钱吗? 因为我不介意你要和我再借...
Put your money away, all right? 把你的钱拿开 行吗?
I'm not taking any money from you. Those days are behind me. 我不会再和你拿钱了 那样的日子都过去了
Forever, I told myself. 永远不会了 我告诉自己
I hope this will be good for us. 我希望这对我们俩都好
But especially for me. 但主要是为了我自己
You are selfish and unsentimental. 你既自私又无情无义
Everyone knows this about you. 这一点每个人都知道
You say that like it's a bad thing. 你把它说得好像是一件坏事
On the contrary... 恰恰相反...
An admirable trait, if you ask me. 依我说 是令人钦佩的品质
I come from an unsupportive background. 我的成长环境并不支持我
Yeah, I do, too, but don't cling to it. 我也是 但是别太执念于此
It'll make you lazy and angry. 会让你懈怠又愤怒
- Your work will suffer. - I'll keep that in mind. -你的作品会受损 -我会谨记于心
And I don't believe you need to exacerbate these instincts in yourself 我认为你不需要激化你的本能
more than you already do. 你现在做的已经足够了
You got it. 你知道该怎么做
Now, your room's out the back. 现在 你的房间在后面
I... 我...
I have to go to the city for a couple of days. 我得去市区呆几天
Do you think you'll be all right here? 你自己在这里没问题吧?
- Yes, I do. - I thought so. -没问题 -我也这么想
Hello? 谁啊?
Dad? 爸?
Hello? 是谁?
Are you that kid? 你就是那小子吗?
You're the caretaker, Melanie? 你是看家的梅勒妮吗?
Dad mentioned you might be here. 我爸说过你可能会在这里
So this comes as no surprise. 所以没有惊喜了
Not to me, no. 对我没有
"Dad"? "爸"?
Beautiful sunset. 夕阳很美
- Productive day? - Not particularly. -今天过得充实吗? -也不见得
I'm glad that he's replaced himself with a younger surrogate 我很高兴他用一个年轻人取代自己
to handle the forlorn moping. 以沉浸于孤独忧郁之中
I'm glad it pleases you. 你开心就好
He'll be back in a few days. 他过几天就会回来
I know. 我知道
I wasn't sure if you cared about me being here and him not. 我不确定你是否在意我在这里而他不在
- I do not. - Right. -我无所谓 -好吧
Because you are a guest. 因为你才是客人
And this is probably your summer home. 这里可能是你的夏日度假之处
He used to bring other women here so he could cheat on my mother. 他以前常常把女人带来这里背着我妈妈偷情
So no family vacations. 所以说没有家庭旅行
Only horrible, traumatic ones. 只有可怕的令人不快的经历
You never smell cut grass in the city. 你在市区从来闻不到切割青草的味道
I don't find you charming. You are just like him, 我并不觉得你迷人 你就和他一样
and I hope you learn to take responsibility for yourself 而我希望你能在毁了
before you destroy the lives of people who care about you. 关心你的人的生活之前学会承担责任
This is really nice. 很好吃
Thanks, Dad. 谢谢 爸
So how's it been up here? 那么你在这待得怎么样?
It's been good. 还行
I've really enjoyed all the alone time. 我很享受独处的时间
I'm sorry about the scheduling problem. 我很抱歉计划有变
Will you admit that you made a mistake? 你能承认你犯了个错误吗?
I don't think that's necessary. 我觉得没必要
It was a simple misunderstanding. 只是一个误会罢了
Could happen to anyone. 可能发生在任何人身上
Was anybody speaking to you? 有人在和你说话吗?
I thought I was part of the conversation. 我以为我是对话的一部分
Well, you weren't supposed to be. 你本不应该是
In fact, you're not even supposed to be here. I am. 事实上 你甚至本不应该出现在这里 应该是我才对
Does that make sense? 你听懂了吗?
You are the scheduling problem I was referring to. 你就是我口中的计划问题
I thought you were talking about how your father had to go back to the city. 我还以为你在和你父亲谈论他回到市区的事
- Yeah, I thought so too. - Well, I wasn't. -我也以为是 -我不是
You didn't make that clear, sweetheart. 你没说清楚 甜心
I can't process how grossly dissatisfied I find myself feeling. 我没办法处理发现自己极度失望的感觉
Things I've coveted for years are mine now, and all I feel is miserable. 我垂涎多年的东西现在属于我了 我能感到的只有痛苦
That is so cliche. 真是陈词滥调
But you know that, so I won't bother reminding you of how silly you sound. 但你自己知道 所以我也不必提醒你这话听上去有多愚蠢
Didn't you say you placed on some 你不是说你被列在
silly list of young so-and-so's? 那个叫什么什么名单里吗?
35 under 35. 35位35岁以下青年作家
That's it. Yeah. 就是那个 是的
Yeah, we didn't have crap like that when I was your age. 我像你这个年纪的时候我们可没有这样乱七八糟的东西
You're ahead of the game. 你可是捷足先登了
Yeah, but when you were 32, didn't you win the National Book Award? 是 但是你32岁的时候不是拿了国家图书奖吗?
That's true. 那倒是真的
But you are not me. 但你不是我
树 屋 字 幕 组 电 影 组
How would you like to accept a gracious favor I've done for you? 你会愿意接受我善意的帮助吗?
Depends on what it is. 得看是什么了
That answer is at once both arrogant and correct. 这个答案真是既傲慢又正确
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Don't accept too readily something you might want. 别太轻易接受你可能想要的东西
In any event, a friend of mine from Lambert College got in touch. 不管怎样 我一个在兰伯特学院的朋友联系到了我
They're looking for an adjunct creative writing instructor 他们在找一个兼职的创意写作教员
for the fall semester. I teach there occasionally, 去教秋季学期 我偶尔在那里讲课
as you know, but usually more advanced seminars. 如你所知 但更多的是参加高级研讨会
I find this to be beneath me, 我觉得这不值得我做
but it's a good opportunity for you. 但对你却是个好机会
He'd like to interview you tomorrow. You can take my car. 他希望明天面试你 你可以开我的车去
What does it pay? 工资多少?
At that level, I have no idea. 我不知道这个级别的工资
But, hey, you haven't got the position yet. 不过 你可还没得到这份工作呢
I've merely placed you on their radar. 我只是向他们推荐了你
But you're notable now, and that helps. 但你现在出名了 这很有帮助
We're so excited you accepted. 我们很激动你接受了这份工作
The new book is really terrific. 你的新书真是太棒了
Oh, boy. 哦 天哪
I wish somebody here would say something mean. 我希望这里有人能刻薄点
- Mean? - Or honest. -刻薄? -或者说诚实
It's unlikely that everybody here has nothing but praise. 不可能这里所有人都只有赞誉之词
It's not real. I don't like how this is starting. 这不真实 我不喜欢这样的开始
These are decent people. 他们是正派人
They just want to be your friend. 他们只想成为你的朋友
I know, that's the problem. 我知道 这就是问题所在
Sorry to bother you again. Is there trash in here? 很抱歉再次打扰你 这里有垃圾吗?
Yes, I'm right here. 有啊 我就是
Hey. 嗨
It's Philip. 我是菲利普
You look like you're asleep with your eyes open. 你看上去像是睁着眼睛在睡觉
I didn't even see you there. 我根本没看到你在那里
You were looking right at me. 你直勾勾地看着我
You were right. This place is beautiful. 你是对的 这地方很美
You sure you don't want any of these? 你确定不想吃一个吗?
Brought you a whole box. 我给你带了一整盒
I'd rather just look around and stare at people. 我宁愿四处瞧瞧盯着路人看
I was surprised you called me. 我很惊讶你会打给我
I didn't see any way that I couldn't. 为什么不呢
Things are pretty hectic with my new book and everything. 我的新书什么的都很火
That's pretty cool. 挺不错的
No, it's not cool. It's fucking amazing. 不 不是不错 这是他妈的惊艳
Do you know how few people reach this level? 你知道有几个人能到达这个水准吗?
You seem to not care. 你看上去并不关心
I really don't. 我确实不关心
Did you ask me here so you could talk about yourself? 你叫我来这里是为了谈论你自己吗?
Next question. 下个问题
Does talking about this stuff make you feel happy? 谈论这些让你开心吗?
No. 不
I find thinking about it all to be unfulfilling and exhausting. 我发现思考这些事只能让人不满足 让人精疲力尽
Does nothing for me. 对我没任何好处
Well, that's how the rest of your life is gonna be. 好吧 那你下半辈子都会这样过了
Unfulfilling and exhausting. 不称心又精疲力尽
I think success has made you ugly. 我觉得成功让你变得丑陋
I think you've gotten far too in touch with your selfish instincts, 我觉得你在自私的本能里陷得太深
and it's not healthy. 这样不健康
But I still think about you. 但我还想着你
I think the guy I used to know would have made a really great boyfriend. 我觉得我过去认识的那个人本可以成为一个很棒的男朋友
I want to take that cupcake out of your hand right now 我现在想把纸杯蛋糕从你手上抢走
and throw it so fucking far away from you. 扔得离你越远越好
Goddamn it, you make me sick. You're just a big baby. 该死 你让我恶心 你真是幼稚得像个孩子
Babies wanna be around sugar all the time. 孩子时刻都想呆在糖果周围
No wonder you're a baker. 难怪你是个面包师
You're the worst. 最差劲的就是你
I'm not successful. I'm notable. 我并不成功 我只是有名
There's a difference. Besides, I'm not notable, either. 这是有区别的 另外 我也不有名
Noteworthy at best. 最多是值得注意
I once considered you my favorite ex-girlfriend. 我曾经将你视为我最喜欢的前女友
That's very sweet of you. 你这么说真是太好了
Let's turn this day around, do something fun. 让我们扭转一下今天的气氛 做些有趣的事
Maybe, I don't know, break into a bank, 或许 我不知道 闯进一家银行
or rob a car or something. 或者抢一辆车或者别的什么
- All right, let's do it. - Let's do it. -好啊 就这么办 -就这么干
Got some wire hangers at my place. 我家里有些铁衣架
Oh, great, well, let's steal a car, go to your place, get the wire hangers, 哦 太好了 我们先偷一辆车 去你家 拿几个铁衣架
come back, steal another car, and just drive off. 原路返回 再偷一辆车 然后开走
- Okay. - I feel like it wouldn't be weird -好啊 -我感觉如果你现在
for you to kiss me right now. 吻我也不会奇怪
Every girl's so beautiful to me. 我觉得每个姑娘都很美
I don't want to think about her at all anymore. 我再也不想想着她了
- You should have followed her. - She wouldn't have me. -你应该跟着她 -她不想和我在一起
Besides, she's moved on... 而且 她已经放下了...
And in a way, so have I. 从某些方面 我也放下了
Just not actually, of course. 只是没那么彻底 这是当然
Well, I speak from experience when I say that it is horrible 我这么说也是经验之谈 被一种只能表明你有多毫无意义的
to be treated in a way that only points out how meaningless you are. 方式对待 这样真是可怕
Never thought of it that way. 我没从这个角度考虑过
He's here. 他回来了
Yeah, he just walked into your bedroom. 是的 他刚进了你的卧室
Oh, hey, how's it goin'? 哦 嘿 最近怎么样?
You're a monster. 你这个禽兽
I hate you. 我恨你
Then I doubt you'll mind me being gone through December. 那你应该不会介意我在十二月前都不会回来
I don't even know how to respond to that. 我都不知道怎么回答
I've been offered a position teaching creative writing 我得到了一份在兰伯特学院教
at Lambert College. 创意写作的工作
I'm moving there for the semester. 这个学期我都会搬去那里
You stood in my way when I had so many opportunities. 我有那么多机会的时候你却阻拦了我
I guess that's why I'm telling you about this after I agreed to it. 我想这就是为什么我接受了这份工作之后才告诉你
So you decided to sneak back in the middle of the night? 所以你决定大半夜偷溜回来吗?
It's not the middle of the night, Ashley. It's 10:00 p.m. 现在不是大半夜 阿什莉 现在才十点
Besides, I had some meetings in the city that ran late, 而且 我在市里和别人见面耽误了一会儿
and I considered just buying new clothes, 我考虑衣服就买新的好了
but I needed to get some books I wanted to re-read. 但我得拿些我想重读的书
Also, I want my car. 还有 我来开走我的车
Oh, shit, I forgot about the car. 我去 我把车忘了
You haven't been moving it for street cleaning? 你还没从街边把它开走吗?
I've been gone for three weeks. 我走了三个星期
Do you know how many tickets I must have? 你知道我得交多少罚单吗?
Shit. 该死
I kind of would have thought this to be beneath you. 我有点觉得这份工作不值得你去
You know, at one time I would have as well, 你知道 以前我也会这么想
but look at me now. 但看看现在的我
You're a man of contradictions. 你是个矛盾体
No, I'm not. Who are all these assholes? 不 我不是 这些混蛋是谁?
They're my friends. 他们是我的朋友
"They're my friends." "他们是我的朋友"
Mostly. 大部分是
I got this job, this... 我得到了一份工作 它...
This national ad campaign, so... 全国广告大赛 所以...
We're celebrating. 我们在庆祝
That's great. 很好
Philip wished Ashley had not reminded him 菲利普希望阿什莉没有提醒他
of how great it felt to be proud of her. 为她骄傲的感觉有多好
His own relationship with success had forced him to grow out of 他自己的成功迫使他不再会
feeling resentful towards her accomplishments. 对她的成就感到忿恨
He was not prepared to lose that constant stream of enthusiasm. 他还没准备好失去源源不断的热情
You see? You don't even need me. 你看吧? 你根本不需要我
God, you really believe that, don't you? 天 你真的信这话 不是吗?
I'm not sure how to answer that without making things worse. 我不知道该怎么回答才能不把情况搞得更糟
I supported you when nobody gave a shit about you. 没人愿意多看你一眼的时候是我支持了你
I want you to know I regret that now. 我希望你知道我现在很后悔那么做
Good. 很好
I don't wanna talk to you anymore. 我再也不想和你说话了
So you can just be somebody else's 那么你就能变成别人的
charity case. Maybe Zimmerman will take care of you. 慈善事业 也许齐默尔曼会照顾你
He already has, and he will gladly continue. 他已经在照顾了 而且他很乐意继续下去
Get out of my house. 滚出我的房子
My house too. 也是我的房子
No. It was never your house. You just lived here. 不 这从来不是你的房子 你只是住在这里
You know, I'd like to hope that in a few months' time, 你知道 我希望几个月之后
we'll both have some perspective on this 在这件事上我们都有些计划
and be able to move somewhere, like forward. 能够向其他方向发展 比如说向前
This feels irreparable. 看上去我们是无法挽回了
You accusing me of indifference? 你是在谴责我冷漠吗?
You don't seem to be struggling. 你看上去不是很难过
I am. Just not in the ways that you notice. 我很难过 只是不是你会注意的方式
You need a haircut. 你该剪头发了
I know. 我知道
I'm pretty sure I'm missing a brush. 我确定我丢了一个刷子
I'll bet one of those models yoinked it. 肯定是哪个模特顺走了
You got any plans tonight? 你今晚有什么计划吗?
Just gonna stay in, or are you going out? 就呆在家里 还是要出去?
We were together for almost three years. 我们在一起快三年了
Do you want to come over? We were just gonna make dinner at home. 你想来我家吗? 我们打算在家里做晚饭
You should come. 你过来吧
No, thanks. I don't want to be a burden. 不用 谢谢了 我不想成为负担
Not being a burden. 你不是负担
I couldn't tell him anything without him getting depressed and jealous. 我和他说什么他都会沮丧或者嫉妒
Now he's gone. 现在他走了
He owes me a lot of money. 他欠我很多钱
You know, when he was writing and had no income. 你知道 在他写作没有收入的时候
Thousands of dollars. 好几千美元
I don't mean to bring you into it. I just... 我不是想把你扯进来 我只是...
I don't think dinner tonight's a good idea. 我不觉得今天的晚餐会是个好主意
No, it's not a good idea at all. 不 这个主意太糟了
I'm allergic to cats. Can we just like, put them down until you're ready? 我对猫过敏 我们能不能 等你准备好了再抱着猫?
No, 'cause then they're likely to run away. 不能 因为它们很可能就跑掉了
And then where are we? Stuck with no cats. 那样我们怎么办呢? 不就没有猫了
Is everything okay? 你还好吗?
What is this cat's name? 这只猫叫什么名字?
This little guy is called Prescott. 这个小家伙叫普赖斯考特
That was my grandfather's name. 这是我爷爷的名字
For the first time in years, Ashley found herself feeling truly alone. 多年以来阿什莉第一次感觉到自己真正孤身一人了
Despite being surrounded by people most of every day, 尽管几乎每一天她都被人群环绕着
she was unable to connect to them in a way she considered meaningful 她无法以自己觉得有意义的方式与他们联系在一起
and found herself passing through their lives, and her own, 她发现自己只是他们生命中的过客 而自己
in a state of total isolation. 完全处于孤立的状态
What size are these shirts? 这些衬衫是多大的?
I don't know. Small or medium. Try it on. 我不清楚 小码或者中码 你试一下
I'll give you an ill-fitting discount. 不合身的话会有折扣
They seem expensive. 这些看上去很贵
Sold to the highest bidder. 价高者得
- This too. - Yeah, why not? -这件也是 -对 有何不可
This? Throw this in. 这个呢? 这个也带走吧
It's not very good, but you can use it as a coaster or something. 不是本好书 但是你可以当杯托或者别的
No good. Naw. 确实不好
Take the jacket too. Two for one. 夹克也给你 买二送一
Look at that. 看看
You would date that man, right? 你会愿意和这样一个帅哥约会 对吧?
Yeah. 是啊
- Congratulations. - Thank you. -恭喜 -谢谢
You're late. 你迟到了
- Yeah. - It's okay. -是的 -没关系
Yeah. 好
You lost? Goddamn it. 你迷路了吗? 该死
Well, at least there's one pinball player in the family. 好吧 至少我们家有一个会玩弹球的人
- That's a triple take. - Yeah? -你连回了三次头 -是吗?
Is that with the spin? 会晕吗?
Wait, let me try. 等下 让我试试
You missed mine. Let me see it again. 你错过我的了 让我再看一次
We were both double-taking at the same time. 我们同时都在连回两次头
- Hey, that was three. - That was good. - That was pretty good. -嘿 连回了三次 -做的不错吧 -确实很不错
- What do you get if you cut a bra in half? - What? -如果把胸罩剪成两半是什么? -什么?
A yarmulke with a chin strap. 带着下巴托的圆顶小帽
- Can you guys keep it down, please? - What? -能麻烦你们小声点吗? -你说什么?
Can you please keep it down? 你们能小声点吗?
How dare you tell me to keep it down? 你怎么敢叫我小声点?
I'm here with my better half here. Go fuck yourself. 我和我的另一半在这里 去你妈的
You can't come into my place where I'm with my friends, 我在自己的地方和朋友喝酒 玩弹球
drinking, playing pinball, having a fun time, celebrating. 在庆祝 正玩得开心 你不能来告诉我该做什么
You're not welcome. Get out of here. 这里不欢迎你 滚出去
Get the fuck out of here. 快他妈滚出去
I'm not kidding you. Get the fuck out of here right now. 我没在开玩笑 马上给我滚出去
I hate that man. 那个人真烦
Hey, sweetheart. 嘿 甜心
What? 干嘛?
What are you staring at? 你在看什么呢?
Nothing. 什么也没有
- Nothing? - Thought I smelled gasoline. -没有吗? -我以为闻到了汽油味
That's me. 是我的味道
- You look lost. - I'm not. -你看上去失魂落魄的 -我没有
Wanna come hang out? 想过来聊聊吗?
You want something to drink? 想喝点什么吗?
Sure. 好啊
All right, sit down. 很好 坐下吧
When she had first spoken to the lowlife at the bar, 当她第一次在酒吧里和来历不明的男人说话的时候
it was the first time in four days Ashley heard her own voice out loud. 这是她四天以来第一次听见自己的声音
She became devastatingly aware of her own desperation, loneliness and torment. 她开始沉重地意识到自己的绝望 孤独和痛苦
Quickly she could take no more and went home. 她很快再也无法承受 回到了家里
Nobody here is in pain. 没有动物在这里会痛苦
This is a no-kill shelter. 这是个没有杀害的庇护所
We have plenty of available foster parents who are able 我们有足够多的领养人 能在它们需要
to take care of them for as long as necessary to find a home. 需要一个家的时候照顾它们
- Do you have any cats? - What? -你们有猫吗? -什么?
Cats! Cats! 猫! 猫!
This guy is really friendly. Loving. 这家伙很友好 很可爱
Do you have any black and white ones? 你们有黑白花色的吗?
Like, that resemble a panda? Or a raccoon? 就像熊猫那样? 或者说浣熊?
You really care about the color. 你真的很在乎花色
Yeah, kind of. 是的 有一点
He chooses you. 他选择了你
You want a snack? Do you want a snack? 想吃零食吗? 你想要零食吗?
This is your new home. 这是你的新家
What do you think? 你喜欢吗?
There we go. Get familiar. 去吧 熟悉一下
Okay, come on. Ready? 好啦 来吧 准备好了吗?
Ready to find your bed? 准备好看你的床了吗?
What do you think? 你喜欢这个吗?
- Hey! - Hey. -嗨! -嗨
- Hey, you're here. - I'm here. -嘿 你来了 -我来啦
- How was your trip? - Ugh, I feel sick. -旅途怎么样? -唉 太累了
- You feel sick? - Yeah. - Oh, it's a beautiful day. -你累了吗? -是的 -今天天气很棒
Right? 是吧?
Place looks good. 这里看上去不错
I'm excited you finally get to see our renovations. 你终于看到我们翻修好的样子太让我兴奋了
Can't believe that excites you. 不敢相信这都能让你兴奋
God, you sound like a brat who lives in a dump in New York. 天 你听上去就像一个住在纽约的垃圾场的熊孩子
Don't be shitty. My house is not a dump. 别说这话 我的房子不是垃圾场
Wouldn't know. I've never been. 我不知道 我从没去过
Lots of fights happened in this room. 这间屋子里发生过好多次争吵
Only with you. 只有和你吵的
We're going out. 我们要出门
Get yourself dressed up. 快打扮一下
It's gonna be a big night. 今晚会很精彩的
Okay, could you stop doing that? It's really annoying. 行了 你能别这么做了吗? 烦死了
I planned on going away for a week. 我计划离开一星期
You know this is important to me. 你知道这对我很重要
I know, but it wasn't supposed to start for 10 days. 我知道 可是一开始不用去十天的
They changed it. I don't know what to tell you. 他们改了计划 我不知道怎么和你说
You're not being really supportive right now. 你现在真的不像是支持我的样子
You know this is an amazing opportunity for me. 你知道这对我是个绝佳的机会
Tell me the good version of this conversation. 你告诉现在我们应该怎么更好地对话?
"You got the job?" "你得到一份工作了?"
"Congratulations, Ashley. I'm so happy for you." "恭喜你 阿什莉 我真为你高兴"
"Although I admit to being a little disappointed," "尽管我承认我有点失望"
"I understand that these things happen." "我理解这样的事总会发生的"
"I'm so proud of you, baby." "真为你骄傲 宝贝"
That's basically what I said. 这基本就是我的意思
I would never say that. 我不会那么表达
I am proud of you. 我的确为你骄傲
Come here. 过来
I wish you wanted to go out. 我希望你想出去
I am out. I don't live here. 我出门了啊 我之前又不住这里
Ooh, I adopted a cat. 哦对 我收养了一只猫
I know. You send me pictures. 我知道 你发了照片给我
I send them or I sent them once? 我发过照片了还是只发过一次?
- Oh, more than once. - I think I'm going to name my cat Gadzookey. -肯定不止一次 -我想给我的猫取名叫加祖奇
You have a little situation there. With your... 你出了点状况 和你的...
Oh. 哦
I love him. 我爱他
You should love a human. 你应该爱一个人类
I just don't want him to be one of those exes I have to see every few years. 我只是不希望他也成为那些我隔几年见就要一次的前任们
You know? 你明白吗?
He's making it really easy. 他让分手变得如此简单
I hate that you think this is easy. 我讨厌你会觉得这很简单
That's nice. 这个角度不错
- Should I do anything? - No, no, no, just look that way. -我该摆什么姿势吗? -不 不 不 别看镜头就好
There you go. Smile. 就这样 笑一下
Think of something funny. 想想好笑的事
Nice. 不错
There you go. 就是这样
It's me. 是我在拍啦
Work it. Work it. 继续 继续
Classic, but not a comedy. 很经典 但又不是喜剧
And he got 'em all! 他得到了一切!
- You want another one? - Not another banana joke. -还想再拍一次吗? -别再来一个冷笑话了
Can I take one of you? 我能给你拍一张吗?
- So you pull the thing back? - Oh, it looks nice, yeah. 你把那个东西往后按了吗? -这个角度不错
- Did it click? - Yeah. Smile a little. -有咔哒一声吗? -有 笑一笑
I don't feel like smiling. 我不想笑
- Focus up there. You all right? - I'm getting addicted to this. -对好焦 还好吗? -我快对拍照上瘾了
It's gonna be a bit fuzzy, I have a feeling. 拍出来估计会有点失真 我有预感
There you go. Turn that thing. Don't be shy. 就是这样 转下那个 别害羞
They're art house. 就像艺术片一样
That sun. 夕阳真美
Philip had returned for his winter clothes the third week of July. 菲利普在七月的第三个星期回来取他过冬的衣服
By early September,Ashley had at last begun to feel 九月初的时候阿什莉终于开始意识到
as though her life was her own again. 生活似乎又一次只属于她一个人了
All signs of Philip had been erased, 所有曾属于菲利普的痕迹都已经被清理干净
save for a few irrelevant boxes, 取而代之的是几个无关紧要的盒子
allowing her to go hours,occasionally days, 这让她在偶尔的几小时里
without being preoccupied by thoughts of him. 有时是几天里能够不去想他
Once, when she failed to keep him out of her mind, 曾有一次 当阿什莉终于忍不住去想他的时候
Ashley decided to uncover and finally read, 她决定翻开他的书并最终读起了那些
the short stories Philip had written while in college, and shortly thereafter, 菲利普曾在大学里写过的小故事 就是在那不久后
before they had met. 他们初次邂逅
She was sad to discover that the stories were, as Philip had always promised, 她很失望地发现那些故事 就像菲利普总是说的
not of any remarkable quality. 并无什么精彩可言
Ashley felt her final remaining vestiges of admiration 阿什莉发现自己对菲利普仅剩的那点赞赏
for Philip slipping away, 也统统不见了
although she respected his progression from these to his recent work. 尽管如此 她还是尊敬他近来作品相较于之前这些小故事的进步
Ashley wondered if Philip's first novel 阿什莉在想菲利普的第一本小说
would have excited her as much as it once did 是否真的像以前一样令她兴奋
if she had read these stories when they first met. 在他们相遇以前她是否就已经读过这些小故事了
Following this episode, Ashley put the stories and Philip away 随着这段往事的回忆 阿什莉已经把菲利普和他的小故事
for as long as she could manage. 远远抛在脑后了
By this point, the truth was 由此 事实是
that she had no idea of what he had been doing all summer, 阿什莉根本不知道菲利普一整个夏天都在忙什么
nor was it of any pressing concern to her. 不过这也不是她关心的
Ashley's dedication to carrying on with early autumn traditions, 阿什莉继续着
ones formerly enjoyed with Philip, 她曾和菲利普一起享受过的早秋传统
did much to distract her from the shifting of seasons 这让她分散了对季节变换的注意力
and all the connected feelings that could come along with it. 以及一切可能与菲利普有关的连带情感
Her dedication to normalcy allowed Ashley to stave off 阿什莉极力克制的平静使得她击退了
a seasonally-augmented sense of melancholy, 季节变换带给她的忧郁
which prevented her from regressing back to the darkness 也阻止了她再度陷入
she had completely left behind. 她早已经挣扎着趟过的黑暗之中
Yearning for intimate interaction detached from her work 渴望着与平日里的工作和朋友们不相同的
and regular circle of friends, 那种亲密关系
and needing to spend an evening away from Gadzookey the cat, 还有她想远离猫咪加祖奇度过一晚
to whom she had discovered she was mildly allergic, 因为她发现她也对猫有轻微的过敏
Ashley made social plans with her ex-boyfriend Peter. 阿什莉跟她的前男友彼得制定了社交计划
They had dated for just under two years prior to her meeting Philip, 在遇见菲利普前的两年里他们曾约会过
and seldom saw one another, 之后就很少见面了
so the invitation came to him as something of a surprise. 所以这个邀请对彼得来说有点惊喜
The ease with which their conversation flowed 随着交谈的进行
made her further disdain Philip for not only the void he had left in her life, 轻松愉快的感觉令她更加鄙视菲利普不仅让她浪费了生命
but also the energy she had decided he routinely drained from it, 也一天天地抽干她的精力
which she now felt being slowly breathed back in. 而现在她感觉生活终于慢慢回到正轨
You didn't talk about him at all. 你一点也没提起他
Got nothing to say. 没什么好提的
How is he? 他人怎么样?
I did so well. Can you not ask? 我已经很努力了 你能别问了吗?
Please. 拜托了
Thank you. 谢谢
I feel him weighing on me more in his absence, 我感觉他现在不在我身边
than I did when he was around. 反而更压抑得我喘不过气来
Where is he? 他在哪?
He's just gone. 消失了
It's like he was a figment of my imagination. 就像他只是我想象里虚构的一个人
I'm fairly certain I'm not welcome here. 我很清楚你肯定不欢迎我在这
Ding-ding-ding. 答对了
It's late. I've been sitting here waiting to make a scene for hours. 很晚了 我已经坐在这几个小时了等着跟你大吵一场
What do you want? 你想干嘛?
I'm very lonely. 我好孤独
That's unfortunate. 真可怜啊
I don't like teaching creative writing as much as I assumed I would. 我有多假装我喜欢教创意写作实际上我就有多讨厌它
Well, you're a cruel, miserable person, so it makes sense 你是个残酷又悲惨的人 所以你会变得这么悲惨
you'd end up in a miserable situation. 似乎也说得通
What happened to my desk? 我的书桌呢?
That's my bonus desk. 现在是我的了
Nobody at the school likes me. 在学校里没人喜欢我
Nobody here likes you. 在这里也是
I think I might resign and come home. 我觉得我有可能辞掉工作回家来
You don't live here. 你不住在这
You live upstate. 你住在北边
No, I don't want that to be my home. 不 我不想那里成为我的家
It's lonely and sad and the faculty have turned on me. 很孤独 很难过 同事都针对我
Boo-hoo! The last few weeks have been so hard for you. 真可怜! 最近几周你一定过得很艰难
Whose cat is this? 这是谁的猫?
It's my cat. 我的
We don't have a cat. 我们没养猫啊
Apparently I do. 很明显 我养了
Look, see, there it is. 快看 它来了
Come here, big boy. 过来 宝贝
This is Gadzookey. 这是加祖奇
Gadzookey, meet Philip. 加祖奇 这是菲利普
Don't get attached. He was just leaving. 别喜欢他啊 他马上就要走了
Do you ever make a decision that at the time seems sound 你有没有做过这样的决定 当时似乎很棒
but quickly reveals itself to be empty? 但很快又显得很空虚的决定?
Good-bye, Philip. I don't like you. 再见 菲利普 我不喜欢你
He's kind of an asshole. 他真是个混蛋
What a strange feeling. 好奇怪的感觉
I'm so off. It's like my head is a car 我感觉很糟 就像我的脑袋是一辆车
but I can't drive fast because there's too much traffic. 但因为路太堵了我不能把它开快
So instead I'm just moving very, very slowly. 所以我只是很慢 很慢地挪动
It's so hard, what I do. 实在太困难了
I mean, it's not at all, and that is the joke, right? 我是说 我看起来就像个笑话 对吧?
God, this is so boring. 天啊 怎么那么烦
Ashley's so bored right now. 阿什莉现在觉得太烦了
Just go back where you came from. 拜托你从哪来滚回哪去可以吗
I'm getting angry at myself, do you understand? 我开始生我自己的气了 你懂吗?
Because it doesn't even upset me to see you like this. 因为看见你这样我并不难受
I want you to leave and leave me alone. 我想你走开 离我远点
I don't know why you are here, 我不知道你为什么会在这
but I'm not interested, so don't tell me. 但我一点也不想知道 所以不用告诉我
God, do you remember there was a time when we just, 天啊 你还记不记得有一次
when we wanted to go to sleep together and wake up together, 我们想一起睡觉 一起起床
every day, indefinitely. 每天都是这样 日复一日
Now I don't even given a shit if I ever see you again. 现在我根本无所谓会不会再见到你
I want you to leave, and just don't come back 我想你离我远远的 别再回来了
and stop hurting me. 别再伤害我了
I got asked to write a short story about photography. 我要去问如何写一篇关于摄影的小故事
By who? 问谁
Oh, God, you'd be so mad if I told you. 哦 天啊 我告诉你你会生气的
Isn't that what you want? 那不就是你想要的吗?
I don't know what you want me to say. 我不知道你想让我说什么
You used to be so exciting. 你以前那么令人兴奋
Now you're just pitiful. 但现在 你只让我觉得可怜
I'm afraid you've seen the last of me 恐怕你已经看穿了我
for a long, long time. 很久以前就看穿了
树 屋 字 幕 组 电 影 组
- Hey. - I know you. -嘿 -我认得你
Do you know where he is? 你知道他在哪吗?
I don't. 不知道
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Do you, like, live here now? 你现在 还住在这吗?
I still have the keys. 我还有这儿的钥匙
No, now I live in a depressing faculty apartment. 不 我现在住在一个糟糕的学校公寓里头
How is the college? 学校怎么样?
It's fine. 挺好的
I assumed he'd be here. Seems I was mistaken. 我以为他会在这 看来我错了
Yeah, that makes two of us. Hey, you can stay if you want to. 是的 我们俩都弄错了 嘿 你可以留下来的如果你想的话
That won't be necessary. 没必要了
For reasons unclear to him, 因为某些不明确的原因
the exchange with Melanie caused overwhelming anxiety in Philip, 与梅勒妮的交换引起了菲利普内心无法抑制的焦虑
who had driven through the night to get here. 他整晚都在开到这里来的路上
In the weeks he had spent living with Ike, when Melanie was not around, 在与艾克一起度过的几周里 梅勒妮不在的时候
she was never brought up in conversation. 她从没被提起过
Philip would have forgotten about her 如果不是她留在菲利普睡的房间里
had it not been for the smattering of photographs 一些照片
that still remained in the guest room where he slept. 菲利普可能已经忘了她
Sitting meekly on the couch, 梅勒妮软软地坐在沙发里
Melanie embodied the high cost of isolation 透出与所爱的人
and detachment from loved ones. 孤立与分离所花的代价
Unable to stand it any longer, 菲利普无法忍受这样的她
Philip excused himself and returned to his pitiful life at the college. 他借故离开 回到了他可悲的大学生活
Tell him I was here. 告诉他我来过
Your little protege stopped by yesterday. 你的小徒弟昨天来过
He's not a protege. He's a friend. 他不是我的徒弟 他是我的朋友
I still haven't read his book. I couldn't find it anywhere. 我还是没去读他的书 根本找不到他那些书
My copy is in the city. 我有一本 在城里
Should I read it? 我要去读吗?
Well, it is remarkable. 嗯 写得很棒
He suffers a little from being too arrogant, 他被自己的狂妄自大折磨着
both in his writing and as a person. 这点在他的书里还是他这个人身上都能感受到
Oh. Match made in heaven. 哦 天作之合
I don't know if I can continue to accommodate you here. 我不确定能不能继续留你在这
Why is that? 怎么了?
Because you're a pain in the ass. 因为你很烦
I have to go to the city today. 我今天得去趟城里
What for? 去干嘛
See my agent. 去见我的经纪人
Henry? Henry? No. 是亨利吗? 不是
Henry's not been with me for 10 years. 亨利已经有十年了不为我工作了
Why not? 为什么?
Because he's a cocksucker and a little piece of shit. 因为他是个同性恋 还是个人渣
Oh, fuck. 啊 该死
Jesus, God Almighty. Fucking thing. Look at this. 天啊 真他妈操蛋 你看看
Is this a meeting about something new? 你们这次见面是讨论什么新东西吗?
Hmm? Well, potentially. It's complicated. 嗯? 哦 差不多 有点复杂
We're hoping for some money from a sale of movie rights. 我们希望能从卖电影版权里赚点钱
Is that woman still your editor? 那个女人还是你的编辑吗?
No. She's an asshole with no loyalty as well. 不是了 她是个毫无忠诚可言的贱人
What about... 那那个...
Are you here only to put me on the spot? 你是专门来烦我的是吧?
None of this is worth revisiting to me. 你说这些对我根本毫无意义
I've been betrayed by a lot of small-minded and worthless people. 我已经被很多小肚鸡肠一文不值的人背叛过了
Do I need them to accomplish anything? 我需要他们来帮助我完成什么事吗?
The answer is no. They are altogether nothing. 答案是不需要 他们算个屁
Having once known me will always be the most interesting thing about them. 认识我将是关于他们最有趣的事
Those fucking vultures have fed off me longer 这些吸血鬼对我的蚕食
than any sane man would have allowed. 远比那些明智的人要多
That sounds like a horrible example 对你的小徒弟来说
to set for your little student. 这听起来是个很糟糕的例子
So what? He's not my kid. 那又如何? 他又不是我的孩子
Ike's time with Philip had been rejuvenating, 艾克同菲利普在一起的时光恢复了活力
restoring a sense of pride and vitality 恢复了骄傲的感觉
that the man at one point subsided solely upon. 在他孤独地沉在谷底的时候
The adoration and attention was something he'd not felt in years 那种崇拜和注目是他很久都没有再感受过的东西
and, during the summer months, resulted in Ike feeling stronger 整个夏季里 都让艾克感到比以往
and more productive than he had been in some time. 更有力 更文思泉涌
When Philip departed in late-August for the college, 当菲利普在八月末动身去学校的时候
Ike was remiss to find himself backsliding 艾克无意间意识到自己
into a familiar pattern of boredom and tedium. 又退回到那种熟悉的无聊又单调的模式里去
His friendship with Philip eventually served as little other than a reminder 他同菲利普的友情最终成只成为了一个提示
of the absences in his life, 提醒着他生命里的缺憾
and of their increasing presence and volume. 也提醒着他们的存在和与日俱增的情谊
Seeing Philip during the previous weekend 几周前看见菲利普
had left Ike in an even lower state of self-pity, 使艾克陷入了更深的自怜里
as he found himself unable to produce a worthwhile thought. 因为他发现自己竟无法提出一个有价值的想法
So consumed was he with the solitude and self-imposed exile 孤独感与内心的放逐耗尽了他
he had once coveted and manufactured for himself so meticulously 他曾经梦寐以求 为自己精心制造这种感觉
but now experienced only as an infinitely replenishing prism of regret. 但如今却仅仅感到无限的悔恨
The companionship of Melanie was, at best, diverting 梅勒妮的陪伴对他而言至多算是快乐
and, at worst, a constant reminder of the multitudes of relationships 却也提醒着他多年来愉快地打破的
Ike had gleefully sabotaged over the years, 各种各样的人际关系
all in the name of preserving and feeding his increasingly insatiable ego. 所有这些都以保护的名义填补着他日益增长的贪婪和自负
When she asked, he would refuse to be open or honest 每当她问起他生命里过去的几年时
about the past several years of his life, 他总是不愿意坦诚
neglecting to satisfy her curiosity about what had become 忽视了要满足她对他过去的
of his many friends, acquaintances and colleagues. 朋友,熟人以及同事的好奇
Nobody's seen her since she was a teenager. 自从她是个少女的时候就没人见过她了
Well, she stopped visiting right about then. 嗯 那个时候她就不到处跑了
Which is just as well. She's a pain in the ass. 那样也很好 她就是个讨厌鬼
How so? 怎么了?
She asks too many questions. 她总是喋喋不休地问问题
She used to have all those cute friends. 她曾经有那么多玩的好的朋友
Have any of them been by? 他们中有人来过吗
I'm not here all the time. 不知道 我不是一直待在这
I used to be a lion. 我曾经是头雄狮
We all did. 我们都曾是
I think we've become pathetic. 我觉得我们太可悲了
Want to hear a funny idea? 你想听个有意思的主意吗?
Come on in. Come on. 进来吧 快进来
Hey, come on. 嘿 进来吧
Here, take your coat off. Here you are. 把外套脱在这 这边
Yeah. This is my place. My humble home. 欢迎光临鄙人寒舍
I know. 我知道
- You want to take your coat off? - Oh, thank you. -你想脱外套吗? -哦 谢谢
Yeah, I'll set it right here. 嗯 就放这儿了
- So, uh, drinks? - Sure, of course. -呃 你们喝点什么吗? -好啊
We have some wine, red wine, white wine. 我这有些酒 红酒 白酒
Red. 红酒吧
Prosecco. 普罗塞克
That's fancy, Norm. 诺姆 那酒很贵的
You know, I love movies. 我啊 我喜欢电影
So here's a line from a movie. You have to guess. 这有句电影台词 你来猜猜看
She says to a younger man who's trying to woo her, to flirt with her... 女主对一个想向她求婚向她调情的年轻男人说...
And she says to him, "You don't want me. You want somebody young and fresh." 她说 "其实你并不想要我 你只是想要一个年轻新鲜的肉体"
And she goes, "Armies have marched over me." 然后她又说 "军队在我的身躯之上前进"
All right, guess that one. Right away. 好了 快猜是什么电影
Thank you. 谢谢
Are we supposed to guess who said that? 是要我们猜那句台词是谁说的吗
Well, maybe. Yeah. What movie? 嗯 也可以 猜是哪部电影?
- What was your name again? - Thank you. Flo. -想再问下你叫什么? -谢谢 我叫弗洛
*弗洛音同"流过"
Flow gently sweet afton. 流过甜蜜的艾菲顿
It is spoken by Rita Hayworth. Do you remember Rita Hayworth? 这句台词是丽塔海华丝说的 你记得她吗?
Of course. 当然记得
They don't remember Rita Hayworth. 他们才不记得
In a movie called Fire Down Below. 那部电影叫烈火战将
Hey, you know that? There's snow on the roof, but there's fire down below. 嘿 你知道那个吗? 地板上有雪花 但烈火却地板下
- You're French, right? - Come here. It's more cozy. -你是法国人 对吗? -过来 这里更舒服
- Yeah, come on. - Is there anyone else coming tonight? -对啊 过来吧 -今晚还有人要过来吗?
Well, I'm younger than Norm. 我比诺姆年轻一点
Oh, I thought you said there was a party happening. 哦 我还以为你要说就要开派对了
Oh, I'm sorry. 哦 很抱歉
I have a secret weapon. 我还有杀手锏
Oh. I'll go get it. 哦 我马上就来
Just hold it right there. 在这等我一下
Yeah, he's young. 是啊 他很年轻嘛
He's not tall, but he's young. 他个子不高 但他很年轻
Philip, Philip, get over here. 菲利普 菲利普 快点过来
No, now, as quick as you can. 不是 就现在 用你最快的速度
Get here now. 现在就来
So there was these two old men 现在这里有两个老男人
sitting in deck chairs on the beach, 正坐在沙滩上的椅子上
and one of them turns to the other and he says, "It's nice out today," 然后其中一个人对另个人说 "今天外面天气真好啊"
and the other one says, "Sure, I'll get mine out in a minute." 然后另一个说 "是啊 我也要把我的拿出来了"
Hey, let's hope it's a boy! Huh? 嘿 希望是个男孩!
Philip. 菲利普
Come on, stand up. Oh, you are standing. 来吧 大家起立 哦 你们本来就站着呢
Come in, come in. Hey. 快进来 嘿
- Hey. - Hey. -你们好 -你好
We will be social with these women tonight. 今晚我们要这些女士们交流
Son, you're young. Come on. 小伙子 你真年轻啊 快过来
Huh? What are you? 啊? 你是谁?
- Old. - Yeah? -我很老 -嗯?
Wise. And also rich, which helps. 很聪明 也很有钱 这点最重要
Yeah, one day you'll be old, wise and rich. Now get in there. 是啊 有一天你也会变得又老又聪明 也会有钱 现在快过来吧
Come on. Enjoy yourself! 来吧 放开玩!
Call me son, yeah? Hi, I'm Philip. 你刚才叫我小伙子? 你们好 我是菲利普
My name is Philip. 我名叫菲利普
I know who you are, but it's a real pleasure. 我知道你是谁 但实在是太荣幸了
- Yes, an old friend of Ike's. - How do you know each other? -是的 我是艾克的一个老朋友 -你们是怎么认识的
Well, I've never met him personally, but, um... 嗯 我没有没有见过你本人 但是 嗯...
You've heard of me. 你听说过我
- I've read. I've read who I think you are. - Wow. -我读过你的书 我从书里认识的你 -哇哦
Yeah, you know who he is, correct? 是的 你知道他是谁 对吗?
No, should we know who he is? 不知道 我们应该知道吗?
- Yeah, he's one of the... - I don't know whether you should... -是的 他是一个... -我不知道你们是否应该...
- I write. - He's what they call essential. -我是个作家 -他就是我们称之为必需品的人
A writer. Like the profession. 作家 像是一种职业
This guy is like, they teach this guy. 这家伙就像 他们教他
Oh, really? Yeah, I'm gonna just go check 真的吗? 是的 我要去找下
really quickly on the lord of the manor. 这个房子的主人 我很快的
Oh, well, get yourself a drink. You need a drink. 哦 好的 去喝点东西啊 你需要一杯酒
Well, I shouldn't, probably. 也许我不该喝酒
I've already taken, like, all kinds of strange things 在到这里来之前
before coming over here, so I don't know. 我已经经历过各种奇怪的事情了
Good, you'll be able... You look very put together. 好的 你可能...你看起来很好
You handle your things well. 你把你的事情处理的很好
I do handle them well, but... 确实 但是...
I'm speaking of allergy medicine in this case 我在说我对药物过敏的事
'cause upstate really fucks with me. 北方真的是让我糟透了
All right, have yourself... 好的 你去...
All right, have yourself a Merry little Christmas. I'll be right back. 好的 让自己过一个愉快的小圣诞吧 我马上回来
Good to see you. It's an honor. 见到你很高兴 我也很荣幸
Sit down. Sit down. Thank you. 坐下 坐下 谢谢
What are you doing in here? 你来这干嘛?
They said they want you to come back. 他们说想让你过去
You fucked up. 你搞砸了
Huh? Get back in there. 嗯? 快回去
I could have made that transaction in two minutes when I was your age. 我像你这么大时 这种场合我两分钟就能搞定
Twice a week. Fucking get back in there. 一周两次都行 赶快滚回去
Well, it's my understanding that was a different time. 我的理解是 现在这种场合不一样
Women were, you know, looser then. 女人们是 你懂的 都很无聊
So much more impressed by authors. 但却让作者印象深刻
Yeah, authors like me. Get in. 是的 就像我这样的作者 快回去
You wrote that book? 那本书是你写的?
- Well, no. No, no, no. Listen. - Oh, my god. -啊 不 不是的 听着 -天哪
Can we have an autograph? 你能给我们签个名吗?
You wanted to know about Joseph Conrad. 你们想知道约瑟夫·康拉德
And we're back. 我们来啦
Hey, hey, how about you give us a little tune on the piano, huh? 嘿 你来给我们弹一小段钢琴怎么样 嗯?
Come on, come on. 来吧 来吧
You want a little song? A song from Philip? 你们想听歌吗? 菲利普来唱怎么样?
Georgia On My Mind. 就唱我心中的乔治亚
More upbeat. Upbeat. Let's dance. Let's dance. 音调再高一点 再高一点 来 我们跳起来吧
That's it. 就是这样
Melanie! Hey, hey, hey! 梅勒妮 嘿! 嘿!
That's my daughter, huh? 这是我女儿 嗯?
I hate you both. 我讨厌你们
- I have nothing to do with this. - Oh, didn't you? -这些都跟我无关 -哦 真的吗?
Go fuck yourself. 你去死吧
You've ruined this night for me. 你毁了我这个晚上
Okay, okay, okay. No, no. 好吧 好吧 结束了
It's over, it's over. 派对结束了 都结束了
Okay, you should go. 好了 你们该走了
Go, go, go! 都走啊!
Thanks for coming. 谢谢你们的光临
Bye. 再见
Ike. What just happened? 艾克 这到底怎么了
I told you what she's like. 我告诉过你她的德行
I didn't think it was that... Yeah. 我不知道是那样...对
I'd completely forgotten she was here. 我完全忘了她也在这
Oh, she can be such a bitch sometimes. 哦 她有时候真是个混蛋
To hell with her. 让她去死吧
- Norm? - Yes, sir. -诺姆? -是的
Little drink for the road. 喝点酒再走吧
- Here. - Oh, thank you. -给 -哦 谢谢
Smell that? '25. 闻出来了吗? 拉弗格25年
All right, the good stuff. 真是好东西
Philip, I got something special for you. 菲利普 我也给你准备了特别的
I don't talk to her mother anymore. Did I tell you that? 我没再跟她妈妈说过话 我告诉过你这个吗?
I guess I just sort of assumed it. 我想应该有吧
She asked me about it the other day. I didn't know what to say to her. 前几天她问了我这个问题 我不知道该怎么跟她说
Oh, God. 啊 我的天啊
She can be such a pain in the ass. 她可真是个讨厌鬼
Anyway, here's to us. 不管她 来咱们喝一杯
Cheers. Philip. 干杯 菲利普
Seems like it's just you and me left now, Norm, huh? 诺姆 似乎现在只剩下你跟我了 对吗?
Oh, hey. 哦 嘿
I forgot to tell you. 忘了告诉你
I saw this the other day. Hmm? 我前两天看到了这个 你看看?
The guy you were supposed to do the journalism piece on, 那个应该采访你的那个人
that snake? 那个狡猾鬼?
It seems he took his own life. 好像是他自杀了
- Jesus. - Who is it? Who's that? -我的天啊 -那是谁啊?
What's he called? 他叫什么?
Josh Fawn, the writer. 约什·弗恩 那个作家
I mean, I'm glad he's dead and all, but... 他死了我挺开心的 但是...
Doing that interview would have been 那次采访对我来说
a really great opportunity for me. 确实是个很好的机会
Last interviews are hard to get, because you never know. 最后的采访总是很难得 因为无法预知
I know this guy. I like his work. 我知道这个人 我喜欢他的作品
- I had lunch with him recently. - You did? -我最近还跟他吃过饭 -真的吗?
- I did. - You had lunch with him? -真的 -你还跟他吃过饭?
- Yes. - Lunch, and, whoo! -对啊 -吃过饭啊 哇哦!
Oh, well. 哦 好吧
You know, I'm looking forward to reading your work. 你知道 我很期待读你的作品
Hey, hey, hey. Don't buy a copy. I got plenty here. You can have one of mine. 嘿 嘿 不用去买 我这有很多 你可以从我这拿
Anyway, listen... 好啦 听着...
I gotta go to bed, okay? Old Ikey has got to get some rest. 我要去睡觉了 好吗? 老艾克要去休息咯
Why don't you stay here tonight? 你今晚为什么不待在这呢?
I've got a meeting at the college tomorrow. 明天我在大学有个会要开
You can drive me there. 你明天正好可以开车送我
- Is that good? - Yeah. -好吗? -好吧
- I didn't bring a toothbrush. - Good night, everybody. -可我没带我的牙刷啊 -大家晚安
Good night. 晚安
- Night. - Good night to you. -晚安 -你也晚安
- Norm. Was a pleasure. - Take care. -诺姆 见到你很荣幸 -你保重
And...Be well. 呃...你好好的
- I can, I will be. - Oh, well, don't look at that. -我会的 -哦 别看那个报纸了
Jesus Christ. 我的天呐
You dick. 你这家伙
- Good one? - Good enough. -感觉好吗? -很好
Even looking at the girls here brings on a cascade of conflicting emotions. 现在甚至看这里的女生也能引起一连串的情绪
They're always gonna want more than you're prepared to offer. 女孩们想要得到的永远比你准备的更多
You remember that. You'll learn it yourself one day, 这点你要记住 不过总有一天你自己会学到的
if you haven't already. 如果你还没有的话
What are you thinking about? 你在想什么?
Are you thinking about what I just told you? 你是在想我刚才跟你说的话吗?
This place looks unforgiving. 这地方看起来真糟
Suffers in comparison to the guest room. 跟你家的客房一样
Well, the offer's still on the table. 那个提议仍然还在
Don't sit on the car. 别坐车子上
Listen, this isn't the city. 听着 这不是在城里
They're a different breed of snob up here. 在这里他们是一种不同的势利小人
It's academia. 这就是学术界
Academia nuts. 学术疯子
I fail to understand the distinction. 我不明白有什么区别
Yeah, I do, too, sometimes. 我也是 偶尔
It's been really awful. 真的很糟
I consider you my good friend. 我把你当成我的好朋友
I appreciate that. 我很感激
But you'll soon find how little that counts for. 不过很快你就会发现那并不重要
I'm not referring to myself. 我不是在说我自己
But there's a lot of assholes out there. 但外面确实有很多混蛋
Less up here than in the city, 比城市里的少
but it's all relative. 但也有关系
You say it yourself. You don't see anybody. You have no friendships. 你自己说的 你不见任何人 你跟人没有友情
And you have ruined every relationship 你把你的每段关系都毁掉
- in which you ever could have found meaning. - Who? -哪怕在那些关系中你本可以找到有意义的事 -谁?
Huh? Associates? Sycophants? 比如说? 伙伴? 马屁精?
Who the fuck needs pissants like that? Good riddance. 谁他妈需要那种东西? 没有就是解脱
Me, Mom. 我呀 还有妈妈
You don't know what the fuck you're talking about, as usual. 你根本不知道你自己他妈的在扯什么
Why do you assume that she never talked to me? 你为什么以为妈妈从没跟我说话?
Oh, I'm sure she was only too eager to fill your head 哦 我很确定 你妈她永远只想着
with some inane, fictitious bullshit. 往你脑子里塞那些愚蠢虚幻的狗屁
But one thing I know for a fact, 但有一件事我确实知道
you only got one version of events 你只听到了一个角度故事
told from the perspective 就是一个非常自卑
of a very sad, very lonely, pathetic woman. 非常孤独,又可悲的女人的角度
You insult again. 你又开始骂人了
This is my mother you're talking about. 你在说的是我的母亲啊
And? Go on. You talk about her 还有呢?你继续 你把她说的好像是
like she's some leech that sucked you dry. 一个把你榨干吸尽的吸血虫
Yeah, well, she would have done, given half the chance. 是的 没错 她确实这样 她有一半的机会
Her and everyone else. 她还有其他每一个人
You know, she is my biggest regret, hmm? 你知道吗 认识她是我最后悔的一件事
The strongest and saddest proof that you cannot change anyone, 你不能改变任何人的最有力的证明
and that your first instinct about them will always be right. 你对他们的第一直觉永远是对的
Yeah, well, that just proves that you yourself can't be changed, either. 是啊 那只能证明你自己也无法被改变
Yeah, well,much to my chagrin,I prove my own point. 是的 我很懊恼的是 我证明了我的观点
I always try to lead by example... 我总是尽量以身作则...
To show everyone how I can put aside preconceptions 向任何人展示我可以把先入为主的观念抛在一边
and find new feelings,new ideas. 然后找到新的感受 新的想法
But the innate ineffability of human disappointment 但人类与生俱来的失望情绪
overcomes my faith every time. 总是击垮我的信仰
- So when you belittle me... - Belittle you? -所以说当你看不起我的时候... -我看不起你?
I didn't even fucking say anything to you. 我他妈什么都没说
- Yes! Belittle me! - What are you talking about? -是的!你看不起我! -你在说什么?
For my self-made disconnect from those who wanted nothing from me 因为我自己和那些不需要从我这得到任何东西的人断绝了联系
but to further their own petty feelings of self-delusion. 但却助长了他们那可怜的自欺的心理
Then you reinforce the degree to which I saved myself 我为了让自己不在未来失望而如此孤独
from future disappointment by cutting myself off to the extent that I did! 你却还要再来雪上加霜
Do you hear yourself? 你听到你自己说什么了吗?
The emotions which arose from his spectacular confrontation 艾克和他女儿惊人的冲突给他带来了一种
with his daughter enraged and excited Ike in such a way as he no longer felt possible. 他本以为不再可能产生的狂怒与兴奋
Philip's unbridled respect and reverence for his idol, 菲利普对他偶像不受拘束的崇敬与尊重
compounded with his youthful sense of rage and entitlement, 配合上他幼稚的自我优越感
had forced unwanted introspection upon Ike. 使得艾克不得不去自我反省
And what he saw was a shamefully complacent old man, 然后他看到的是一个可耻的自负的老男人
who had long since given up the forcefulness 他放弃他的力量太久了
that had once motivated him to create some of his best work. 而正是那种力量曾经激发他创作出他最好的作品
The autumn months had brought about an overwhelming sense of shame in Ike, 秋天的日子给艾克带来了一种无法阻挡的羞耻感
as he tried and failed to put out of his mind 他怎么都没法驱逐这种羞耻感
the vigor and dissatisfaction that once drove him to succeed, 曾经启示他走向成功的活力和不满足
replaced with frustration, self-pity and disappointment. 现在被沮丧 自卑和失望代替
And of course, the frustrating thing is 当然 最让人失望的是
to want to focus your energies on something that, 是想要去把精力专注于一件事情上
well, at this point in my life, should be something of an opus. 在我这个年龄就可以说是 一件作品上
- A culmination. - Right -一种登峰造极的状态 -是啊
Could we swap seats? 我们可以换个位子嘛?
I don't feel right sitting here. 我坐在这很不舒服
I'd rather not sit in a pupil's chair in my own office. 我不喜欢在我的办公室里坐在学生该坐的座位上
We can both sit over there, or we can both stand. 我们可以一起坐在那 或者一起站着也行
I've had years of this shit. 我这个鬼状态好几年了
How long did yours take? 你写书花了多久?
Something like two years apiece. 大约两年一本吧
Oh, God, I used to be faster than that. 哦 我的天呐 我曾经比这快
Two years would be humiliating for me... 两年对我来说简直就是羞辱...
Well, for anyone. 好吧 对任何人都是
I didn't mean it like that, but you get the idea. 我其实不是这个意思 但你应该能理解我的意思
This could be so big for me. 这对我来说太重要了
Instead, I'm suffering here. 然而 我现在这样就是煎熬
More than you could know or I could possibly explain. 严重到你无法想象 我也无法形容
I just don't see anything clearly. 我就是什么都不明白
I'm trying to do my best here. 我已经试着做到最好了
Oh, fuck it. 哦 太糟了
I should have this figured out by now. 我早该想到了
Well, thank you for listening to the sentimental, 好吧 谢谢你倾听一个多愁善感的
and frustrated, ramblings of an old man. 而且沮丧的 唠叨的老人
- You've done a lot for me. - I didn't do much. -你为我做了很多 -我没有
No. But your work did. 不 但是你的作品帮了我很多
That's true. 那倒是
Bonjour, Yvette. Ca va? 你好 伊薇特 过得还好不?
- She's Yvette? - Yeah. -她是伊薇特吧? -是的
Yvette Dussart was entering her third year on the faculty 伊薇特·杜萨尔已经快步入在学校工作的第三年
when she was informed that a young, newly successful author from the city 就在此时她接到通知一个来自另一个城市的年轻有为的作家
would be joining the English department, 就要加入英语部门
which she took as a personal attack on her territory, 而她把这件事当做一个对她领域的侵犯
as it relieved her of the title of youngest faculty member, 因为这也意味着她最年轻教师的称号被夺走
a distinction from which she derived no small amount of satisfaction. 一个从来没有给她带来任何满足的称号
Philip and Yvette were only about three years apart in age. 菲利普和伊薇特只差了3岁
这真的很好看
但让我有点烦
Prior to his arrival and introduction... 在他到这里做介绍之前...
Yvette had decided to act unkind towards him, 伊薇特决定对他冷眼以对
and was able to convince several other faculty members 并说服了其他几位教师
that, in fact, a novelist with no teaching experience 让他们认为 实际上 一个没有教师经验的小说家
did not belong among their ranks, 与他们不是一个等级的
a cunning move that created an environment of tension and hostility 在菲利普出现在那个越发痛苦
before Philip appeared for what became an increasingly-painful, 而且令人羞耻的介绍仪式之前
and humiliating orientation process. 这狡猾的一招就已经制造了一个紧张的充满敌意的环境
The result of her scheming was immediate and total isolation for Philip, 她的诡计使菲利普被马上并且全面地孤立起来
who routinely found himself with nothing more to do 菲利普发现除了每天晚上回到他小小的令人伤感的公寓之外
than retreat to his small, sad apartment every night, 他都无事可做
where he made a concerted effort to devote himself fully 在他的公寓里他全心全意地写作
to his writing, and to doing as good a job teaching as possible. 并尽全力把教书做好
I wonder what type of style we should be working on for these exercises. 我想知道我们在练习时要用什么文体和风格写作
I'm not sure I can answer that question. 我不确定我自己能回答这个问题
In fact, I'm certain I cannot. 其实 我肯定不行
I don't have a very academic relationship with form or style. 我在文章格式和题材上并不是太专业
So... 所以...
What is your advice? 你的建议是?
The best thing I can offer is what I do, which is 我给你最好的建议就是我自己的方式
to kinda goof around until you find what works. 就是花点时间直到你发现什么是对的
Besides, in my experience, more than half of you 另外 根据我的经验 你们中超过一半
will probably abandon writing, creative or the other kind, 将会放弃写作 无论是创作性的还是别的
very shortly after graduating. If you haven't already. 就在毕业之后 如果你们现在还没放弃的话
I'm thinking of a few of you specifically when I say that last part. 当我说最后那部分的话的时候我就已经想到了你们中的几个
Hey, hey. 你好 你好
Are you at all qualified to be teachin'? 你真的有资格教书嘛?
I never use the word "teach." I always say "instruct." 我从来不用"教书"这个词 我总是说"指导"
Nice try. 问的好
You've made it a point to turn others against me, and I don't understand why. 你已经做到了让大家都讨厌我 但我不懂这是为了什么
I've not. 我没有
You have. 你有
And as a result, I'm sad and alone... 结果是 我很伤心而且很孤独
And I don't like it here. 而且我不喜欢这里
Hello. 你好
Hi. 你好
I read Obidant. I really liked it. 我读了你的书Obidant 我真的很喜欢
- I didn't realize it had come out already. - About two weeks ago. -我都没有意识到它已经发售了 -两个礼拜之前
Huh. 额
Listen, it's nothing personal, but... 听着 这不是针对你 但是...
I'm really trying to do my best up here, 我真的已经很努力做到最好了
and part of that means not getting involved with anybody in, 而很好就意味着不和任何这里的人混熟
say, a human way. 任何正常人所谓的交往
So if you'd like, you could come visit me at my office. 所以如果你愿意 你可以到我办公室来
This is not my office. 这不是我的办公室
Please don't act like somebody who doesn't know how to handle themselves. 不要表现得像那些生活不能自理的人
I don't know what you mean. 我不知道你想表达什么
Act as though you attend these things all the time. 表现得好像你无时无刻都在关心这些事情
How? 怎么了?
Feel like you don't want to be here. Like me. 感觉好像你不想呆在这里 就像我一样
See how little I wanna be here? 你看出来我多么不想呆在这了吗?
But I very much want to be here. 但我很想留在这
Oh, Jonathan. 哦 乔纳森
Are you proud of me? 你为我感到骄傲吗?
In what way? 哪个方面呢?
Never mind. 算了
You seem to have a decent situation here. 你看上去在这里过得很好
This place is just fine. 这地方确实不错
Yeah. 是的
You do not need to look away every time you see me. 你没必要每次看到我时都转移目光
This is your father that I saw you with earlier? 之前我看到和你在一起的是你父亲吗?
He's my uncle. Mon oncle. Like the film. 他是我舅舅 我的舅舅 就像电影里那样
*Mon Oncle 我的舅舅 "法国卓别林"雅克塔蒂执导的经典喜剧片
You look sad with him. 你和他在一起看上去很不开心
I don't think you're saying what you think you are. 我觉得你说的并不是你想的事情
I meant to say... 我想要说...
When with him, it makes you look as though you are not happy. 当你和他在一起的时候 你看上去你好像不开心
Oh. I guess that's pretty much what you said the first time. 哦 我觉得这就是你一开始说的
Why this is? 这是为什么呢?
Your own family makes you unhappy? 你的家庭让你觉得不开心?
I feel uncomfortable talking to you like this. 我觉得和你这样谈话很不舒服
- Why? - Because we don't like each other. -为什么? -因为我们不喜欢对方
Or you don't like me. 或者你不喜欢我
It's not like that. I mean... 不是这样的 我的意思是...
Okay, it's true that I am upset that 好吧 我很不高兴是因为
I study for years to obtain a teaching degree, and you... 我学了那么多年才得到一个教师学位 而你...
You just publish two slim novels and get a job 你只不过发表了两部很薄的小说就得到这个
many would murder for. 很多人做梦都想得到的职位
I, however, think it is possible 但我还是认为我们俩
we could be friendly together. 是可以做朋友的
You encouraged the faculty to turn on me. Nobody likes me here. 你怂恿教职工一起讨厌我 这里没有人喜欢我
Nobody ever talks to me. 没人和我说话
We like it here. We have family and community. 我们都很喜欢这里 我们有我们的家庭和社交圈
And you've just come here with your new novel 你刚来这里 带着你的小说
and turned them against yourself 不让自己与他人接触
with your arrogance and ego. 满足你的自尊和自傲
You are to blame nobody but yourself for these things. 你自己才应该为这一切负责
I don't know how to process that. 我不知道我该怎么理解你的话
I'm not sure how quickly I can absolve you of wrongdoing 我不确定我多久才能原谅你之前那么做
and shoulder the blame myself. 而现在又把责任推给我
I'd like to go elsewhere and talk. 我想我们可以换个地方再聊聊
Speak with you more. 和你好好谈谈
Just not standing here, outside. 不要站在这里 站在外面
Okay. Just not back in there. 好的 只要不回去就行
Hello. 你好
I've thought it best for my students 我一直认为最好不要让我的学生
not to ever see me out of class. 在课堂以外看到我
So what do you do at night? 那么你晚上一般做什么?
I stay home. I read and I think. 我待在家里 看书 思考人生
It will make my life harder if people see me differently. 如果人们有区别地对待我的话我的生活就更困难了
Does that make sense? 你能理解吗?
But you want only to be thought of as a talented writer 但你只想被看成一个天赋异禀的作家
and not as a real person? 而不是一个有真实情感的人?
Hmm, yeah. 额 是的
Yeah. That's probably about right. 是的 基本上就是这样
In fact, that's exactly right. 事实上 我就是这么想的
Thank you. 谢谢
All right. 好样的
Be a good boy. Give me a call, okay? 表现好一点 给我打电话 好吗?
Yeah. 好的
I never had a weekend on campus where I went to school. 我上学时从来没有一整个周末呆在校园里
I can't really quite adjust. 我有点没法适应
Last night your uncle and then me... 昨天晚上先是你的叔叔然后是我
It's your first real conversation since you arrived here? 这是你到这里以后第一次和别人交流?
Conversation that take place on or around campus and was substantial? 在校园里或者校园附近的有意义的交流?
Yes. 是的
Wow. You must be really lonely. 喔 那你一定非常孤独
Can't see your eyes in that hat. 你戴着帽子我没法看到你的眼睛
That's better. Where are you going? 好多了 你要去哪里?
Are your office hours over? 你的面谈时间结束了?
For the time being. Also they're for people in classes I teach. 现在是的 而且那里只为我教的学生开放
- That's not you, is it? - No, but I was hoping... -你不是吧? -不 但我希望...
No, it's urgent. 不好意思 我有急事
So today we'll be learning about the Romantic period, 那么我们今天将会学习浪漫主义时期
and the impact of the French Revolution, 以及法国大革命对其的影响
such as Jean-Jacques Rousseau and... 比如让·雅克·卢梭和...
William Godwin and... 威廉·古德温以及...
Did anyone read it? 有人读过他们的书吗?
We'll be also talking about the... 我们也会讲一些有关...
Romantic themes. 浪漫主义的主题
Sorry, the cult of sensibility, emphasizing... 不好意思 对于感性的崇拜 强调...
Sorry, what were we talking about? 不好意思 我们前面讲到哪了?
Well, this is the most amount of visitors I've ever seen during a single session. 好吧 这是我一次性见到拜访者最多的一次
And on a Friday, no less. What a world. 而且是周五 依然有这么多人 世界多么奇妙啊
One second. 等我一会儿
Come right in. 直接进来吧
When I was in school, I never went to these things, so... 在学校的时候 我从来没有参加过这种东西 所以...
- I tend to forget about them. - That's okay. -我都快忘了这么回事儿 -没关系的
I was hoping we could discuss my story. 我希望我们能谈谈我写的小说
Right. Which I read. 好的 我看过了
I think the perspective was very clear. 我觉得观点很清晰
And, also, I should say that... 而且 我想说...
What was the title of it again? 你文章的题目是?
I'll be honest. That's not the main reason I'm here. 说实话 我来这主要不是为了这个
Thank God, because honestly, I don't even think I've read yours yet. 太棒了 因为说实话我不记得我读过你的文章
Or any of them, for that matter, so don't be offended. 其实所有人的我都没有读过 所以不要觉得被冒犯了
I was hoping you could provide me with 我希望你能给我一封推荐信
a letter of recommendation for an internship I'm pursuing at Paragon Press. 因为我想去派拉贡出版社实习
Okay. Is that not possible? 好的 这是不是不可能?
Look, I'll say this, and then we can proceed accordingly. 听着 我这么说吧 然后我们可以继续
Number one, internships are a waste of time, so you shouldn't bother. 第一 实习就是浪费时间 所以你不必太在意
Two, that company sucks, 第二 那公司太糟
and you wouldn't gain any worthwhile experience there. 所以你在那不会得到任何有价值的工作经验
And three, I don't actually think that I know you very well... 第三 我并不觉得我很了解你...
Or at all, now that I think about it. 我仔细想了一下 其实我一点都不了解你
So I wouldn't be the best person to sing your praises. 所以我并不是给你唱赞歌的最佳人选
Where does that leave us on the whole letter of recommendation tip? 那这样我该怎么给你写推荐信呢?
I think they can be somewhat generic. 我觉得推荐信可以很宽泛
It's kind of a formality anyway. 这本身就只是一种形式罢了
Nah. 这不行
Does your publisher have an internship program? 你的出版商提供实习机会吗?
To be honest with you, I have no idea. 说实话 我也不知道
I'm not thinking about this right now. 我现在不在想这事情
Here's a piece of paper with some staples in it. 这里有一张钉了订书钉的纸
Wish I could be of more help. 真的很希望能帮上你忙
The semester drew to a close, 学期快结束了
and an impending sense of melancholy and longing developed within Philip, 菲利普越发的悲伤但却又越发期待
as the promise of facing Ashley again 因为他回去面对阿什莉的承诺
became less of an abstraction and more of a looming certainty. 从一个抽象概念逐渐变成一个现实
Anticipating this, and unable to process his feelings verbally, 一想到这 他不能通过言语去表达他自己情感
Philip wrote and mailed her a letter, which read, 菲利普写了一封信给她 里面写道
"I find myself alone again and again, "我一次又一次觉得我很孤独
"and I've abandoned hope that this is something that can or will change. "我已经放弃了对这种状态可以改变与否的期待
"I would extend my apologies for neglecting to phone, "我为我不打电话回来表示抱歉
"were I not certain that they would be rejected. "因为我不确定我的电话会不会被拒接
"I offer the honest yet invented-sounding explanation "我给你一个真诚的却又看上去很虚伪的解释
"that hearing your voice or anything about your current life 听到你的声音或者知道你现在生活的情况
"would compound my already overwhelming sense of isolation and regret 将会加深我的后悔和孤独
"in a way I would consider crippling. 这对我而言太过严重
"My return date is set for December the 15th. 我回来的日子定在了12月15号
"I look forward to seeing what type of person I feel like by then." 我非常期待到那时候我能感受到全新的自我"
The letter was signed simply, "P." 信上留下很简单的签名 "P."
She threw it away without ever opening the envelope. 她信封都没打开就把信扔掉了
Just under four weeks had passed since Philip had last attempted to contact Ashley, 菲利普尝试联系阿什莉四周以后
and his letters had started being returned. 他的信件开始被退回
The period following his collection of midterm assignments 在他收了期中作业后
and leading up to Thanksgiving, found Philip at long last 一直到感恩节
adjusting to his temporary life at the college. 菲利普一直在尝试改变他在学校的生活习惯
No longer fighting against his situation and finally at peace with it, 他不在与自己作对并学会了平静
he had noticed himself making friends where there before had been none, 他开始交朋友
and experiencing feelings and emotions 并且开始有各种情感
he had studiously blocked out from August through late October. 那些他从8月到10月封锁出去的情感
The result of which was his transformation into a tolerable person 结果就是他变成了一个很宽容的人
for whom the faculty began to care, 一个教职工们都开始在意的人
to say nothing of the added benefit of winning Yvette's affections, 当然还没算上因此赢得了伊薇特的爱慕
a goal of his since he first convinced himself 这是他的一个目标
of the extent to which she disliked him. 自从他说服自己她有多么讨厌他
I don't know what you want me to tell you. 我不知道你希望我和你说什么
You know what I want you to tell me. 你知道我想听什么
Oh, the situation is becoming really irritating. 哦 这情形真让人讨厌
I have a life somewhere. Or had one. 我有自己的生活 至少曾经有过
I'm not sure which. It's probably not even there anymore. 我不确定在哪 可能已经没有了
Then forget it. And come back home with me for the holiday break. 那就忘了它吧 假期的时候和我一起回家
I have nothing to do when I get back. Also I have nowhere to live. 我回去了什么事情都做不了 而且我没地方住
I don't work here permanently. Only you do. 我不是一直在这边工作的 只有你是
I'm sure you can get one more semester of work. 我确信你能再做一个学期
Hang on while I put my head in this sweater. 等一下 我在穿毛衣
Keep going. 继续吧
It is possible. 有这个可能
A lot that would need to change for that to happen. 如果这样的话有很多事情都要改变
Are we still going to Ike's for Thanksgiving? What are we bringing? 我们感恩节还去艾克那嘛? 去的话我们要带些什么?
Really? 你认真的嘛?
Yeah. 是的
You know what? Why don't you stay at your own apartment tonight? 你知道我想说什么吗? 你今晚为什么不回你自己公寓住?
My apartment is sad and has improper heating, 我的公寓很糟糕 而且供热有问题
which you know because we're standing in it right now. 你应该知道因为这里就是我的公寓
So you don't want to be trapped by academia. 所以你不想被束缚在学术界
There are some people over there who I wish I could still call my colleagues. 那里还有一些我可以称他们为同事的人
They didn't want this life for themselves. 他们也不想要这种生活
I told this to our boy here. 我告诉过这孩子这些
You know, you have to be very careful. 你懂的 你要非常的小心
Don't believe too strongly the structures they put in front of you. 不要太相信他们摆在你面前的方式
This is good advice. 这是一个很好的建议
For you more so than him, though. 对你来说比对他可能更重要
Excuse me. 失陪一下
You seem ill equipped to deal with someone like that. 你和她这样的人相处看上去很不开心
We began by hating one another. 我们的关系从相互讨厌开始的
I think we're coming back down the other side now. 我想我们的关系回到了另一端
That's a very potent image. 那是一个很强有力的画面
You should write it down and use it. 你应该把它写下来并好好利用
I came up with it on the silent, excruciating drive over here. 我是在来的路上 那段寂静的 折磨人的车程中想到的
- I'm glad you approve. - Oh, I do, indeed. -我很高兴得到你的认可 -哦 我同意 真心的
I should go check on her. 我应该过去看看她怎么了
Excuse me. 不好意思
I think you're being rude to Ike. 我觉得你对艾克很不礼貌
I'm glad his feelings are so important. 我没想到他的想法这么重要
I think I need to leave. 我想我该走了
You said you wanted to meet him. 你说你想要见他的
Besides we just got here. 而且我们才刚到这里
Why don't you leave me alone? 你能让我待会儿吗?
My uncle, who you saw in passing, 我的叔叔 就是你遇见过的那位
raised me 养大了我
because both of my parents were killed in a car accident. 因为我父母都在一场车祸中去世了
Why are you telling me this? 你为什么要告诉我这些?
Because I want you to contextualize my sadness. 因为我希望你能理解我为什么而悲伤
Put whatever you're going through into perspective. 可以和你所经历的一切做个比较
My mom was pregnant at the time. 我妈妈当时怀孕了
Seven months. 已经7个月了
I was on the news. 我也上了新闻
I'm telling you this to hurt you right now, 我现在告诉你这些是为了让你难受
because you're trying to make me feel bad, 因为你想要让我难过
horrible even, which I don't appreciate. 甚至让我痛不欲生 我不想要这样
But I never will... 但我不会...
Because nothing ever feels bad once you learn what that emotion is capable of. 因为当你体验过最糟糕的情绪后你就不会再难过了
Now let's not make a big deal about it. 所以我们不要太在意了
I usually don't... 我通常不...
But you really forced my hand on this. 但你真的逼我去处理这事了
Do you know that expression? 你知道这个词组嘛?
"Forced my hand"? “逼我去做”?
It's one of my favorites. 这是我最喜欢的词组
- She seems difficult. - She is. Very. -她看上去很难对付 -是的 非常难对付
Well, you're putting her in an ugly situation. 好吧 你让她处在一个很尴尬的位置
What with you trying to have two girlfriends. 而且你现在想要同时交两个女朋友
That's a tawdry way to phrase it. 其实说得可以更好听的
You have one living in a house that you share with her in the city 在城里 你和这个姑娘同住同生活
and another one up here that you're living with. 在这里又有另一个姑娘一起生活
Yeah, I can see the appeal. 是的 我可以理解这很有吸引力
I practically invented it. 这可以说是我发明的
But I did it better than you. 但我做得更好
Nobody hated me then. 没人恨我
I could enjoy it. Until later, of course, when it all came crashing down. 我很享受它 当然是直到某一天没法维持的时候
But by then, I had my escape all planned. 但到那时候 我已经计划好逃离了
You haven't put enough thought into something as delicate as this. 这件微妙的事情上你没有花足够的心思
Ever since I was a teenager, 自从我还是个少年的时候
I wanted to fall in love with a French girl. 就想和一个法国女孩谈恋爱
I'm proud of you, boy. 孩子 我为你感到骄傲
You'll find yourself 当你不再自闭
referring to this experience often 回归工作的时候
when you opt to pull your head out of your own ass 你会发现自己
and get back to work. 常常想起这段时光
Can you offer any suggestions about what I should do until then? 对于到时候我怎么做 你有什么建议吗?
Well, I could. 这个 我是有的
But this really belongs to you. 但这是你自己的经历
You'll find a solution. 但你会自己找到一种解决方法
I gave you the '25, by the way. 顺便提一句 我给你喝的是拉弗格25年
Oh, thank you. 哦 谢谢
The way I see it, you have two possible scenarios. 在我看来 你只有两条路可以走
Either you abscond to France 要么就是和一个你刚刚认识三个月的女孩
with a girl you just met three months ago, 一起私奔去法国
thus becoming a cliche, 这就会成为一个超级老套的情节
leaving the city in disgrace 带着屈辱离开城市
and your former life in shambles, 蹒跚着和你过去的生活说再见
or you'll return to your kind, successful, tolerant, 或者你可以回到你那个善良 成功 宽容
and probably very attractive girlfriend in the city. 而且应该很漂亮的城里女友身边
Immerse yourself in work, 全心全意工作
and become miserable for eternity. 因为一成不变的生活而痛苦
Two fine options, as far as you're concerned. 这两种选择 就你而言
You're lucky to have them already, at your age. 在你这个年纪就有这两个选项已经很幸运了
You're a good friend, Ike. 你是个很好的朋友 艾克
It's an honor to say that I know you. 认识你真是我的荣幸
Don't make yourself any more miserable than you need to be. 别在没必要的时候让生活变得很糟
Leave that to the women you love. 把糟糕的东西留给你爱的女人吧
That's what they're pretty much there for. 她们就是因为这个而存在的
In my experience. 至少我的经验是这样
I believe that I'll need to return home to the city at some point. 我相信会有某天我要回到城市
It's highly likely that I'll realize I made a huge error, 很有可能到时候我会发现我犯了个很大的错误
at which point I might try to return to this place 然后我就会想要回到这里
to see if you'd ever still care about me. 来看你是否还关心我
I'm fairly certain that what I just said is exactly what's gonna happen. 我很确定我刚刚说的就是我会去做的
I can't believe you still think that's your decision to make. 我不敢相信你仍旧认为这是你能做的决定
Just trying stuff out to see what the right thing to do is. 我只是试着去发现我应该做什么
Thank you. 谢谢
Philip left the college much as he arrived, 菲利普和他来时一样离开了大学
alone and devoid of meaningful connections with anybody else. 孤身一人 与其他任何人都了无关系
His time spent there would come to be regarded 他在那儿的那段经历
as adequate by the administration, 被管理层认为足以
who subsequently invited him back, 再次请他回来
an offer which he would repeatedly decline, 但他不断的拒绝了这个提议
until he heard several years later that Yvette had gotten 直到多年后有一天他听说
a tenure job at another school further north. 伊薇特在更北边的一所学校有了稳定的工作
He eventually returned to teach several more semesters 他终于回到学校又教了几个学期
at increasingly-irregular intervals as the publication of his work allowed. 但他书的出版使得教书的时间越发不规律
My key is broken. 我钥匙坏了
- You don't live here anymore. - He returned home to the city -你不再住在这里了 -他回到城市里
and was refused decency by Ashley, 却被阿什莉无情的拒绝了
who had made the decision that Philip would not be allowed 阿什莉已经决定不让菲利普
to reenter either her home or her life, 再次走进她的家以及她的生活
having come to the realization that she would no longer invest in somebody 她意识到她不会再寄期望于任何
who would routinely cause her to feel terrible. 总是会让她伤心的人
Without so much as noticing, 尽管并不明显
Philip had lapsed into his usual pattern of destructiveness 菲利普又陷入他惯常的自我毁灭
and self-sabotage, forever ruining yet another relationship, 不断摧毁任何良好人际关系的状态
while Ashley explained all the reasons he was no longer welcome to Philip, 当阿什莉解释为什么菲利普不再被欢迎时
he found himself thinking back on a quotation, 他发现自己想起一句名言
which he had hoped to one day use as the opening of a novel, 一句他希望有一天可以用作自己小说开头
or perhaps just a chapter. 或者只是一个章节的开头的名言
"Nothing lasts forever," he thought, "and we both know hearts can change." "没有什么是永恒不变的" 他想 "我们都知道痴心也会改变"
You're wrong. I know what you need. Open the door. 你错了 我知道你需要什么 开门
Let me show you. Let me show you that you're wrong. 让我告诉你 让我告诉你我们都错了
It's okay. 没关系
I'm not angry with you anymore. 我不再生你的气了
Philip's thoughts then turned to Ike, 菲利普随后想到了艾克
alone in his isolated home in the woods, 孤独地在他的林间小屋里
a lifetime of enemies and scorched earth 一生与他人敌对化自己为焦土
forcing him into a quasi-involuntarily self-imposed exile. 让他陷入一种看似不情愿的自我放逐之中
He recalled the lessons learned from Ike's novels about character, 他开始回忆他从艾克小说中学到的有关人的性格
sense of place and dialogue, 地位感和对话的重要性
before realizing that his hero and new friend had imparted Philip 直到他意识到小说的主人公和他的新伙伴都
with more than either of them had realized, for better or worse. 教会了他很多他从未想的东西 无论好坏
Staring down at the small creature, 盯着这个小生灵
Ashley's emotions were at last completely hers to control. 阿什莉终于完全掌控了她自己的情绪
Gadzookey had a home, food, and one very good friend, 加祖奇有了它自己的家 食物和一个很好的伙伴
who cared more about him than anything or anyone else. 一个关心他胜过任何其他的伙伴
He needed nothing more to be content. 他已经十分满足了
Rejected by both Ashley and Yvette, Philip walked off on his own, 被阿什莉和伊薇特拒绝后 菲利普独自一人生活下去
with only the faintest notion of where to move forward from this, 对于如何脱离他人生的低谷
the low point of his adult life. 只有十分模糊的想法
And while he would remain close with Ike, 他和艾克依然很亲密
a friendship that proved essential to the eventual completion 这是一段对他最后能够发表多篇小说
and publication of several more novels, 十分重要的经历
and later achieve an enviable level of wealth and success, 最后他也成就了令人嫉妒的财富和成功
from this day forward, 自此之后
Philip would never invest so much of himself in anybody else, 菲利普再也不会在一个人身上花这么多的精力了
instead living the rest of his life unwilling to so much as consider 相反 他在余生中十分不情愿真诚地表达他的感情
emotional honesty, and deeply wary of those 而且对于那些想要接近他的人
who attempted to get close to him, 十分警觉
a pattern of behavior that ultimately left him 这种行为模式最终使得他
an isolated and emotionless specter, 成为了一个孤单而无情的看客
forever remaining a mystery, even to himself. 成为一个谜 即使他自己也没有解开
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