I couldn't sleep.
Maybe a little repeat could help.
A repeat of what?
You already forgot?
Well, do your first dance while there are sleeping pills in the cabinet.
I remember a time when I felt like I was just on the verge of something.
There were no clocks in that period.
That's what I remember most.
Everything was alive and sparking.
I was alive.
And there was a boy.
That was my first time like that.
I don't know what took me so long.
And then, in an instant, there was a rush so strong, I felt like it would push me over this edge.
Like I was just there, with my toes in the dirt, digging in to keep from falling.
Just as I was about to fall, I pulled back.
Have you ever faced your sexuality?
Do you know why you're here, Jonathan?
To please you, man.
Wrong!
You're here because you enjoy the taboo of walking through my door.
Lying, bolted to my table, arching your back beneath the falls of my whip.
Yes, ma'am.
You're here for the taboo of me, my chaos, my impulse, my violence.
They threaten you.
They disturb the order and safety of your life.
There is no difference between one taboo and the next.
Each achieves the same result.
That's why you're here.
Because the urge towards love, pushed to its limit, is the urge towards death.
You've come to love me?
Once.
There was one time.
It was right after I'd begun dating my husband.
We worked together.
We stayed late.
He and I were on the same team.
We had an intern.
She was capable.
She was effortless.
And she was thin.
She was everything that I wanted to be.
And there was something lecherous about her.
It was as if she dragged her body across surfaces and left her scent behind.
She even had the tits.
That's the one thing I always had on other women.
And I had nothing on her.
And I watched the way he watched her.
And then she touched him.
Do you think anyone is available to you?
Answer me.
Do you think this man is available to you?
Women only touch men that are available to them.
Why did you touch him?
Angela, it was harmless.
Nothing is harmless.
You touched him because you knew it was inviting, didn't you?
Didn't you?
Angela, stop it.
Your dick is hard.
Which part of this is arousing to you?
Is it her?
Is it her tits?
Or is it my jealousy?
Are you going to need both to get this done?
When you flirt, you were considering whether it could move to fulfilment.
You're blowing this way out of proportion.
It was harmless.
Nothing is harmless.
Nothing is innocent and nothing is harmless.
There are only actions that get you closer to or farther from your needs.
So, see it through.
See if she's a better sexual mate.
Maybe she is.
I'll stay and help you decide.
Go on.
Go on!
It's what you wanted, right?
It's what you both fucking wanted?
Does it feel good?
Does it?
It's what you fucking wanted.
Is she what you fucking want?
She's beautiful, isn't she?
I can see that's what you fucking want, huh?
You like this fucking cunt?
Fuck.
If you're going to fucking suck it, you've got to suck it dry.
Take that cup deep down your throat.
Don't. Stay on it. Stay on it. Stay!
Stay on it.
Stay on it again.
Stay there.
Stay.
Stay on it.
I told you to stay on it.
Stay.
Oh, fuck yes.
This isn't everything that you wanted, is it?
You wanted more than this, didn't you?
What were you thinking about?
Fucking around the table?
Is that what you wanted?
Is that what you fucking wanted?
Fuck.
Yeah, shoot.
If you're going to suck it, you've got to suck it dry.
What?
I want you to fuck her.
That's what you wanted.
I want to see you fuck her.
Spin around.
Get on your fucking knees.
She's so good.
Let me watch. Let me watch.
Fuck her.
Give it to her.
Quiet, quiet, quiet.
Come on, my girl.
Give it to her.
Come on.
Give it to her.
My girl.
You like his fucking cock?
You like interfering with people's relationships?
No?
What was all this about then, huh?
What was all this about?
Well, you got it now, so you enjoy it.
Fuck.
Fuck, yes.
Oh, man.
Fuck.
Oh.
You just get through the ass, baby.
Oh.
Let me watch you laugh.
In those perfect fucking tits.
Is this what you like about him?
These perfect fucking titties?
Beautiful fucking titties.
They're huge and cute.
Shhhhh.
Come here.
Shhhhh.
Okay, now come here.
Good job.
Yeah.
Good job.
Yeah.
Shhhhh.
Oh, one of those fucking ticks.
I'm gonna fuck him up.
Shhhhh.
Ohhhh.
Get over it.
Shhhhh.
Tell me how that dick feels.
Shhhhh.
Right.
Let me watch.
Here.
That's it.
Oh my God.
Shhhhh.
Why would you want these?
Shhhhh.
Look at her.
Tell her what a fucking good dick she's got.
Tell me how good it is.
Look at me. Look at me while he fucks you.
Look at me.
Is this what you wanted?
You wanted his dick?
What else did you want?
Nothing else. Just his cock.
Just his cock.
Look at this.
Shhhhhhh
Look at this.
Guard, look at her.
Look at this.
Come, come look at her.
Look at her.
This is what you want to see.
This is what you want to look at.
Look at her.
I think you want to take as much as I want.
Fuck you.
Get out.
Get back right now.
Look at her.
You want to fuck you.
You look at her when I fuck you.
Tell her how good that dick is.
That's what you wanted to see, huh?
You want to watch this?
Look.
Touch her.
Touch her when it goes in.
Yeah.
Touch her when it goes in.
Yeah.
Touch her when it goes in.
Fucking good.
You like me jacking off his cock and said your pussy like that?
I bet you do, you little fucking slut.
You pussy.
You fucking slut.
Shh.
Oh.
Fuck.
Oh.
Fuck.
Oh my god.
Yes.
Fuck.
Is that what you wanted to take?
Fuck.
This pretty face right here.
This pretty face.
Yeah.
You want him to come on your pretty face?
Yes please.
I'm not gonna joke that fucking way.
I don't want him to come on.
Fuck.
Oh.
It looks so fucking pretty covered in his cum.
It looks so fucking shitty.
Get down.
Yeah. Yeah you want his fucking cum?
You want his fucking cum?
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yes. Yes.
Fuck.
Fuck. Take it all.
That's what you fucking wanted.
Yes.
Taste it.
Fuck.
Let me see that cum all over your face.
Is that what you fucking wanted?
Come on this pretty little fucking face.
Fuck.