我要讲的故事，是一场在我生命中留下深刻印记的相遇， The story I'm about to tell is the story of an encounter that left a profound mark on my life,
无论好坏。 for better or for worse.
主角是咪咪、她坐轮椅的丈夫安德烈亚， Its heroes are Mimi, her wheelchair-bound husband Andrea,
我妻子菲奥娜，还有我。 my wife Fiona, and me.
我叫弗朗西斯科。 My name is Francesco.
菲奥娜和我在海边度假，住在一间美丽的小公寓里， Fiona and I were on vacation by the sea in a beautiful little apartment
度假村里，决心将日常生活的忧虑 at a resort, determined to leave the worries
与烦恼抛诸脑后。 and troubles of everyday life behind us.
那天是菲奥娜的生日， It was Fiona's birthday,
我送了她一件花了大价钱的珠宝。 and I had given her a piece of jewelry that had cost me a fortune.
她开心得不停吻我， She was so happy, kissing me nonstop,
说我会是她生命中唯一的男人， telling me that I would remain the only man in her life,
会永远爱我，没有什么能分开我们。 that she would love me forever and nothing would separate us.
那天我第一次见到咪咪。 That day I saw Mimi for the first time.
她喝醉了。 She was drunk.
我马上回来，亲爱的。在这儿等我。 I'll be right back, love. Wait for me here.
你感觉不舒服吗，小姐？你还好吗？ Are you feeling unwell, miss? Are you all right?
是的，可能我喝太多了。- 啊，是的。 Yes, maybe I drank too much. - Ah, yes.
你住在这个度假村吗？ Are you staying at this resort?
是吗？是的。 Yes? Yes.
我最好送你回公寓。- 是的，也许这样更好。 I'd better walk you to your apartment. - Yes, maybe that's better.
我和妻子也住在这里。 My wife and I are also staying here.
亲爱的，帮帮我。 Darling, please help me.
没事的，你会好起来的。 It's okay, you'll get better.
休息一下对你有好处。 A little rest will do you good.
我没看错。 I wasn't wrong.
晚餐后，菲奥娜直接回了房间， After dinner, Fiona went straight up to the room,
而我去酒吧喝了杯酒才去找她， while I went to the bar for a drink before I joined her,
咪咪正在那儿跳舞。 and Mimi was there dancing.
你想喝什么？- 金汤力，谢谢。 What would you like? - Gin and tonic, please.
给你。 Here you go.
感觉好些了吗？- 好些？ Are you feeling better? - Better?
是吗？ Yes?
你不记得了？你刚才喝醉了。- 什么？ Don't you remember? You were drunk. - What?
打扰一下，你是在搭讪我吗？- 我什么都不记得了。 Excuse me, are you trying to flirt with me? - I don't remember anything.
你在说什么？你在嘲笑我吗？还是怎样？ What are you saying? Are you making fun of me? Or what?
你叫什么名字？- 我叫弗朗西斯科。 What's your name? - My name is Francesco.
弗朗西斯科，讲点有趣的，好玩的事。 Francesco, tell me something fun, something funny.
我不知道该说什么，现在什么都想不起来。 I don't know what to say, nothing comes to mind right now.
我是经理，在一家大型金融公司工作。 I'm a manager and I work for a large financial company.
你失败了，你真无聊。 You failed, you're boring.
现在你可以回你的公寓了。 Now I'll let you go to your apartment.
她把我像个傻瓜一样留在那儿。 And she left me there like an idiot.
但她让我欲火焚身。 But she turned me on so much.
所以我回去和妻子做了。 So I went and fucked my wife.
还给她带了礼物，另一个男人和我一起上了她。 And I brought her a gift, another man fucks her, with me.
今天是你的生日，我有个小礼物给你。 It's your birthday, and I have a little present for you.
给，给你的小礼物...拿着。 Here, a little something for you... Take it.
他会撕开你的屁股，你等着瞧吧。 He's going to tear your ass apart, you'll see now.
看着他的眼睛。看看是谁要操你的屁股。 Look into his eyes. Look at who's going to fuck your ass.
尽管我像野兽般上了菲奥娜好几次， Even though I fucked Fiona like a monster a few times,
我还是忘不了咪咪。 I couldn't get Mimi out of my head.
我走到阳台透气， I went out onto the balcony to get some fresh air,
突然... And suddenly...
浪漫的景色，是吧？- 非常浪漫。 Romantic view, isn't it? - Very romantic.
月光映在海面上。- 是的，没错。 The moon reflected on the sea. - Yes, that's right.
你是弗朗西斯科，对吧？ You're Francesco, right?
是的，但请问我们认识吗？ Yes, but excuse me, do we know each other?
小心她。 Be careful with her.
对男人来说她是定时炸弹。 She's a time bomb for men.
我不明白，抱歉。 I don't get it, excuse me.
但你懂我的意思。我是她丈夫。 But you understand me. I'm her husband.
看看她对我做了什么。你觉得她怎么样？ Look what she did to me. What's your impression of her?
我很好奇。 I'm curious to know.
呃，我得说她是个非常...有魅力的人。 Well, I can say she's a very... attractive person.
真的？她很有魅力？ Really? She's very attractive?
你会和她上床吗？说实话。 Would you sleep with her? Tell me the truth.
她让你兴奋了，是不是？ She turns you on, doesn't she?
你在说什么？我不明白。 What are you saying? I don't get it.
你到底想说什么？ What are you trying to get at?
别把我当傻子，说实话。 Don't treat me like an idiot, come on. Tell the truth.
你迫切想了解她的一切。 You're eager to know everything about her.
我不知道你是谁， I don't know who you are,
但感觉你是我等待已久的人。 But I feel like you're the one I've been waiting for for a long time.
带我回房间吧，求你了... Take me to the room, please...
这家酒店充满意外惊喜。 This hotel is full of unexpected surprises.
我有很多事要告诉你。 I have a lot to tell you.
快点，送我上楼。 Come on, quick. Walk me upstairs.
别担心。 Don't worry.
咪咪不在这儿。她去另一个房间了。 Mimi isn't here. She's gone to the other room.
我们订了两间分开的房。 We requested two separate rooms.
听着。 Listen.
我知道让你对一个与你无关的事表态很难， I know it will be difficult for you to take a stand
但可能我错了，这事对你很重要。 on an issue that doesn't concern you.
你喜欢咪咪吗？说实话。 But I may be wrong, and it may become important to you.
你喜欢咪咪吗？说实话。 Do you like Mimi? Tell the truth.
什么？ What?
好吧，这个故事要从很久以前说起。 Well, this story started a long time ago.
在公交站台的人行道上。 On the sidewalk, in front of the bus stop.
我见到她，立刻坠入爱河。 I saw her and fell in love immediately.
她无疑是我此生见过最美的女人。 She was without a doubt the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life.
我认识很多女孩， I knew many girls,
但没人像她那样让我一见倾心。 but none of them captivated me at first sight like her.
在那短暂的旅途中，我望着她，忘记了自己是谁。 Throughout that short journey, I looked at her, forgetting who I was.
该做什么，该去哪里。 What to do, where to go.
仿佛整个世界都消失在她的眼眸里。 It was as if the whole world had disappeared in her eyes.
她是那里唯一的存在，她的美让我眼前的一切黯然失色。 She was the only one there, her beauty obliterating everything before me.
她看到我时，给了我一个神秘的微笑，俘获了我的心。 When she saw me, she gave me a mysterious smile that captivated my heart.
我仿佛触摸到了天堂。 I touched heaven with my hands.
突然，我发现自己独自站在公交站台。 Suddenly, I found myself alone at the bus stop.
抱歉打断，但为什么告诉我这些？ Excuse me for interrupting, but why are you telling me all this?
因为你已经为她疯狂了。 Because you're already crazy about her.
别否认。我妻子已经蛊惑了你。 And don't tell me I'm wrong. My wife has bewitched you.
我曾是作家，但失去了所有灵感。 I was a writer, but I lost all my inspiration.
幸运的是，祖父去世给我留下大笔遗产。 Fortunately, my grandfather died and left me a large inheritance.
我满脑子都是她的脸。 I couldn't do anything but think of her face.
我被她的魔力控制了。 I was under her spell.
我每天都会去公交站台前的那个地方， I used to go every day to that platform in front of the bus station,
希望能再见到她， hoping to see her again,
连公交车司机都认识我了。 Even the bus drivers recognized me.
尝试一个月后，我决定不再见她。 After a month of trying, I decided never to see her again.
我独自去吃饭，阴郁而悲伤， I would go alone, gloomy and sad, to eat,
在各种不同的地方。 here and there, in the most diverse places.
回到家时，我神志不清。 When I got home, I was delirious.
然后有一天，我终于遇见了她。 Then one day, I finally met her.
那太美妙了。 And it was wonderful.
她美丽动人，像天使般闪耀。 She looked beautiful and radiant like an angel.
我再次感受到血液在血管中流动， Once again, I felt the blood in my veins,
她让我重获新生。 She brought me back to life.
我感觉她会是我的，没人能阻止我。 I felt she was going to be mine, and no one could stop me.
她穿着服务生制服，看起来甜美又温柔。 She looked sweet and delicate in her waitress uniform.
她让我重新露出笑容。我很幸福。 She brought a smile back to my lips. I was happy.
我开始和她说话，甚至不知道该说什么。 I started talking to her and I didn't even know what to talk about.
她用那个微笑看着我，直击我的心脏。 She was looking at me with that smile that pierced my heart.
我问她第二天要不要和我共进午餐。 I asked her if she wanted to have lunch with me the next day.
她爽快地答应了。 She agreed, with amazing simplicity.
我无法形容那一刻的喜悦。 I can't describe the joy of that moment.
一种从未有过的感觉。 A feeling I'd never experienced before.
我想拥抱她，举起她，亲吻她，占有她。 I wanted to hold her in my arms, lift her, kiss her, own her.
但当然，我什么都不能做。 But of course, I couldn't do any of that.
我只是深情地吻了她的手。 I just kissed her hand passionately.
看这些盘子多漂亮。- 给你。 Look how beautiful these plates are. - Here you go.
谢谢。- 谢谢。 Thank you. - Thank you.
用餐愉快！- 谢谢，克劳迪娅。 Enjoy your meal! - Thank you, Claudia.
看起来很好吃。 It looks delicious.
你看到他为我们准备的漂亮菜肴了吗？ Did you see the beautiful dish he prepared for us?
这些都是为你准备的，亲爱的。 All this is for you, my dear.
用餐愉快！- 也祝你用餐愉快。 Enjoy your meal! - Enjoy your meal to you, too.
谢谢你邀请我共进午餐。 It was kind of you to invite me to lunch.
我很久没在外面吃饭了。 It's been a long time since I've eaten out.
你知道，我经常负担不起这个 - 你在...工作吗？ You know, I often can't afford this - Do you work in....?
是的，我是兼职，工作很累，工资很低。 Yes, I'm part-time, and my job is tiring and the pay is low.
是的，非常累。 Yes, very tired.
我明白了，很抱歉。我不饿，但是... I see, I'm sorry. I wasn't hungry, but...
这些点心真的很好吃。 These pastries are really delicious.
干得好，克劳迪娅。你今天超常发挥。 Well done, Claudia. You've outdone yourself today.
是的，很好吃。 Yes, delicious.
干杯！- 干杯！ Cheers! - Cheers!
第二天，我们又见面了，我邀请她到我家。 The next day, we met again, and I invited her to my house.
亲爱的，这是我家。喜欢吗？ Darling, this is my house. Do you like it?
哇，太神奇了，真漂亮。 Wow, it's magical, so beautiful.
谢谢。想喝点什么吗？ Thank you. Would you like a drink?
也许你饿了？我给你做些意大利面？ Maybe you're hungry? Shall I make you some pasta?
意大利面？太好了，我喜欢。 Pasta? Great, I love it.
现在我要为你做一顿美味的午餐。 Now I'm going to make you a delicious lunch.
多美的地方啊。 What a beautiful place.
是你自己装修的吗？ Did you decorate it yourself?
不，是室内设计师做的。 No, the interior designer did that.
过来，安德烈亚。 Come here, Andrea.
我爱你。 I love you.
我永远不会忘记那一刻的甜蜜。 I will never forget the sweetness of that moment.
第一次在她身边醒来时，我感觉自己像亚当。 The first time I woke up next to her, I felt like Adam.
尝到了第一个苹果。 When I tasted the first apple.
我发现世界所有的美都体现在她性感的身体上。 I found all the beauty of the world embodied in her sexy body.
那一刻，我意识到她是我寻找已久的女人。 At that moment, I realized that she was the woman I'd been searching for for so long.
我们在我的公寓里待了三天。 We stayed locked in my apartment for three days.
白天形影不离，夜晚贪得无厌。 We were inseparable during the day and insatiable at night.
外面的世界不复存在。 The outside world no longer existed.
我们成了整个世界，整个宇宙。 We became the world, the entire universe.
我们彼此足够。 We were sufficient for each other.
我们靠咖啡、牛角面包、爱与性活着。 We lived on coffee and croissants, love and sex.
毁灭胜于创造。 Destruction is better than creation.
如果你无法达到绝对的完美， If you can't achieve absolute perfection,
那么虚无就是完美。 then nothingness is perfection.
似乎世界上存在某种正确而清晰的东西， It seems there is something right and clear in the world,
某种值得存在的东西。 something worthy of existence.
很美。 It's beautiful.
如果所有出版商都像你这样想， If all publishers thought like you,
我会成为弗朗西斯·斯科特或海明威那样的人。 I'd be like Francis Scott or Hemingway.
可惜不是。但我非常爱你。 Unfortunately, that's not the case. But I love you so much.
我非常爱你。 I love you very much.
哦，看！ Oh, look!
哦，不！ Oh, no!
但那样你会伤到自己。 But you'll hurt yourself like that.
不，我从小就这么刮胡子。 No, I've been shaving like that since I was a kid.
从没割伤过自己。 And I've never cut myself.
为什么不用剃刀？那样安全。 Why don't you use a razor? It's safe.
不知道，可能是习惯吧。 I don't know, maybe out of habit, that's all.
我能帮你刮吗？ Can I shave you?
不，我喜欢自己来。 No, I like to do it myself.
来吧，我想试试。- 不行。 Come on, I want to try. - No.
求你了，拜托，拜托。 Come on, please, please, please.
求你了，来吧。 Please, come on.
好吧，试试吧，但小心点。 Okay, try, but be careful.
她的阴道紧如孩童， Her vagina was as tight as a child's,
但当我体内沉睡的野兽苏醒时， But as soon as the sleeping beast inside me awoke,
她的阴道就张开了。 her vagina opened up.
像丝绸窗帘在她的阴部展开。 Like a silk curtain opening over her pubis.
她变成了一朵食肉花，危险而诱人。 She became like a carnivorous flower, dangerous and attractive.
像孩子贪婪吮吸拇指的嘴唇。 Like the lips of a child sucking its thumb greedily.
我喜欢用舌头舔她的阴蒂。 I like to lick her clitoris with my tongue.
然后让它变得闪亮湿润。 Then I leave it shiny and wet.
我的嘴埋在这个肉盆里。 My mouth is buried in this tub from meat.
和她湿润、粉红的阴道之间。 and between her moist, pink vagina.
弗朗西斯科，你怎么了？看起来心烦意乱？ Francesco, what's going on with you? You look upset?
这有点极端。我不是假正经。 That's a bit extreme. I'm not a prude.
但凡事都有界限。 But there are limits to everything.
我只是想给你上一堂人生课。 But I'm just trying to give you a life lesson.
我想满足你可悲的性幻想。 I'm trying to satisfy your pathetic sexual fantasies.
我见过你妻子，她很无聊。 I've seen your wife, she's very boring.
我觉得你们的性生活很糟糕， I think your sexual relationship is miserable,
非常例行公事，非常无聊。 very routine, and very boring.
抱歉，我们不熟。 Excuse me, but we don't know each other.
你没权利这样评价我。 And you have no right to say such things about me.
我们可以互相心理分析。 We could definitely psychoanalyze each other.
但我不想打扰你， But I don't want to bother you,
如果你想现在离开，可以。 If you want to leave now, you can.
听着，如果你真想敞开心扉，还有更多秘密要分享， Look, if you really want to open up, and you have more secrets to share,
我们可以再见面，但现在我得回妻子那儿。 We can meet again, but right now I have to go back to my wife.
好吧，弗朗西斯科，去吧。明天见。 Okay, Francesco, go. We'll meet tomorrow.
好的，再见。 Okay, bye.
但我不明白他为什么告诉你这些。 But I don't understand why he's telling you all these things.
一个被迫坐轮椅的男人，我们必须理解他的处境。 A man forced to live in a wheelchair, we must understand his situation.
他太夸张了。他不在乎展现真实的形象， He exaggerates. He doesn't care about presenting an honest image.
只在乎用言语给人留下深刻印象！ as much as he cares about impressing with his words!
他让我很烦，就这样。- 哦，真的吗？ He's irritating me, that's all. - Oh really?
是的，他真的很烦人。 Yeah, he's really irritating me.
别这样，亲爱的，没那么糟。 Come on, sweetheart, it's not that bad.
我们要宽容些。 We must be tolerant.
没错，但不可能每个人都如我们所愿。 True, but not everyone can be as we want them to be
是的，但我不喜欢那样。来吧。 Yes, but I don't like that. Come on.
一天晚上，命运让我们四人相遇。 And one evening, fate would have it that the four of us met.
我、菲奥娜、安德烈亚和咪咪。 Me, Fiona, Andrea, and Mimi.
我们能加入吗？还是打扰你们了？- 不，欢迎。 Can we join you, or would we be disturbing you? - No, you're welcome.
这是我妻子，但我想你们已经认识她了。晚上好。 This is my wife, but I think you already know her. Good evening.
你丈夫是个出色的谈话者，我必须承认。 Your husband is an excellent conversationalist, I must admit.
我们聊了很多，真的。 We've had a lot of conversation, really.
我知道你们主要聊了你妻子。 I know you've mostly talked about your wife.
哦是的，我妻子不是普通女人。 Oh yes, my wife is no ordinary woman.
她是个性格坚强的非凡女人。 She's an exceptional woman with a strong personality.
有时生活中需要这样。 Sometimes that's necessary in life.
你觉得这家酒店怎么样？ Well, what do you think of this hotel?
假期愉快吗？ Did you enjoy your vacation?
还不错。 Yeah, not bad.
我们只是想放松一下。 We're just trying to relax, that's all.
你们要在这里待多久？- 大约一周。 How long are you staying here? - About a week.
啊，七年之痒中的蜜月周。 Ah, a week of honeymoon in the face of a seventh-year crisis.
你们俩应该试着解决彼此之间的问题。 You two should try to work things out between you.
总之，这地方不错。 Anyway, the place is nice.
酒店安静，食物也不差。 The hotel is quiet, and the food isn't bad.
亲爱的，你说过你有约。 Darling, you told me you had an appointment.
如果你想，你可以去。 If you want, you can go.
抱歉。给你，给你。 Excuse me. Here you go, here you go.
她确实是个非凡而杰出的女人。 She is certainly an exceptional and remarkable woman.
这点毫无疑问。 There's no question about that.
现在她去参加定期聚会了。 Now she's going to one of her regular meetings.
送我回房间吧，我会告诉你故事的后续。 Take me to my room, and I'll tell you the rest of the story.
我一直渴望被女人羞辱。 I've always longed to be humiliated by a woman.
那会很有趣。 It would be so much fun.
但我不知道男人会被影响多深。 But I had no idea how much a man could be affected.
咪咪是取之不尽的快乐源泉。 Mimi was an endless wellspring of pleasure.
与她的性爱从不平凡。 Sex with her was never ordinary.
即使随着时间的推移， Even as time went on,
她依然让我惊喜，越来越让我兴奋。 she still surprised me and excited me more and more.
我们会独自在家待上几周， We would stay home alone for weeks,
玩我们最喜欢的游戏， playing our favorite games,
一次门都不出。 without going out even once.
弗朗西斯科，尽管有这一切， You know, Francesco, despite all this,
有一天我意识到我们开始变成 one day I realized we were starting to become
一个鱼缸里的两条鱼。 like two fish in one tank.
不幸的是，我一直害怕的事情发生了。 Unfortunately, what I always feared was happening.
同居让我窒息。 Living together was suffocating me.
我告诉她，我们换个场景，出去走走，见见朋友。 I told her, let's change the scenario, go out for a bit, see friends.
否则我会窒息。 Or I'll suffocate.
你喜欢这地方吗？- 非常喜欢。 Did you like the place? - Very much.
先生，您要点什么？ What's your order, sir?
请给我两杯饮料。- 马上来。 Could you get me two drinks, please? - Right away.
这让你兴奋吗？- 是的。 Does this excite you? - Yes.
给你。 Here you go.
干杯！ Cheers!
你好，你叫什么名字？ Hello, what's your name?
菩提。我叫菩提。你呢？- 咪咪。 Bodhi. My name is Bodhi. And you? - Mimi.
咪咪立刻感到自在， Mimi immediately felt comfortable
开始认识每个人。 and started getting to know everyone.
至于我，本可以和女孩们玩得开心， As for me, I could have had fun with some girls,
但我没那个欲望。 but I had no desire to.
我不想再待在这个夜店了。 I no longer wanted to stay in this nightclub.
我想回家。 I wanted to go home.
这是我第一次见到你。- 是的，没错。 This is the first time I've seen you. - Yes, that's right.
咪咪？咪咪，我看你很容易交朋友。 Mimi? Mimi, I can see you make friends easily.
你喜欢吗？ Do you like it?
哦，我只是和他聊天。 Oh, I'm just talking to him.
我要回家了。你跟我一起还是留在这儿？ I'm going home. Are you coming with me or would you rather stay here?
我留在这儿。- 好的。 I'm staying here. - Okay.
晚点再聊。再见。 We'll talk later. Bye.
我觉得他看起来不太高兴。 I think he doesn't look very happy.
我不能待在家里。 I can't stay home.
我想摆脱他，但我在外面。 I wanted to get rid of him, but I'm outside.
不，停下。抱歉，我不想那样做。 No, stop. Sorry, I don't want to do that.
你好 Hello
哦，该死。 Oh, shit.
哦是的，再来一次，但这次进我屁股，来吧。 Oh yeah, do it again, but in my ass, come on.
哦是的，操我！ Oh yeah, fuck me!
操我的屁股！来吧，操它！ Fuck my ass! Come on, fuck it!
哦是的，就这样操我的屁股，来吧。 Oh yeah, fuck my ass like this, come on.
哦是的，再插进我屁股里！ Oh yeah, put it back in my ass!
哦是的，操我，用力！ Oh yeah, fuck me, hard!
是的，现在可以了 Yes, now yes
好痛 It hurts
那屁股怎么了？ What's that ass?
是的，来吧，射，射！ Yes, come on, cum, cum!
你好。- 早上好。 Hello. - Good morning.
睡得好吗？为什么用这种讽刺的语气？ Did you sleep well? Why such a sarcastic tone?
因为我终于意识到我对你来说不够了。 Because I finally realized that I'm no longer enough for you.
所以你吃醋了？- 是的。 So you're jealous? - Yes.
你吃醋了，亲爱的？ Are you jealous, my love?
亲爱的，我非常爱你。 Darling, I love you so much.
我只爱你一个人。 I love no one but you.
我有好多话要告诉你，弗朗西斯科。 I have so much to tell you, Francesco.
你还不知道故事的结局。也不了解我... You don't know the end of the story yet. Nor anything about me...
我一个字都没听懂。 I didn't understand a word you were saying.
为什么把我当成你那些可疑肮脏故事的垃圾桶？ Why are you using me as a trash can for your dubious and dirty tales?
你该为在外人面前抖搂家丑感到羞耻。 You should be ashamed to air your dirty laundry in front of a stranger.
你们俩在吵架？是的，亲爱的。 Are you two fighting? Yes, my dear.
我们没有共同的观点或意见。 We don't share the same views or the same opinions.
但我们确实有共同点。 But we do have something in common.
就是你，亲爱的。你最好知道这一点。 It's you, my dear. You'd better know that.
好了，现在我得走了。 Well, now I have to go.
是的，我真的得走了。我妻子在等我。 Yes, I really have to go. My wife is waiting for me.
谢谢你的茶。 Thanks for the tea.
我晚点再来看你。 I'll come back to see you later.
别担心。- 再见。 Don't worry. - Bye.
我会等你。你知道在哪里能找到我。 I'll wait for you. You know where to find me.
任何时候你想来看我，我都在这里。 Anytime you want to visit me, I'm always here.
尽管我努力抗拒， Despite my efforts and resistance,
安德烈的故事像魔法一样起了作用。 Andrea's stories worked like magic.
我越决定不去见他， The more I decided not to see him,
就越好奇想去拜访他。 the more curious I became to visit him.
我必须知道他的故事和咪咪的故事。 I had to know his story and Mimi's story.
一个难以置信的故事，有时我自己都难以相信。 An unbelievable story, so incredible that sometimes I find it hard to believe it.
你刚才说什么，杰西卡？ What were you saying, Jessica?
我说你是个有才华的作家，但不出名。 I was saying you're a talented writer, but not well-known.
请接受这点。我不能冒这个险。 Please accept that. I can't take that risk.
我认为现在不是出版你书的好时机。 I don't think this is the right time to publish your book.
人们想要知名作家。 People want well-known writers.
我不能。我不想冒这种险。 I can't. I don't want to take that kind of risk.
亲爱的杰西卡，事实是你和那些该死的出版商， Dear Jessica, the truth is that you and your damn publishers,
根本不懂什么是艺术。 have no idea what art is.
你们不想承担冒险的责任， You don't want to take the responsibility of taking risks,
而这正是你们工作的一部分。商人必须冒险。 and it's part of your job. A businessman has to take risks.
作家不出名，作品就无法出版。 A writer doesn't become famous unless their work is published.
只要作家不出名，他们的作品就无法出版。 And as long as a writer isn't famous, their work can't be published.
这是个恶性循环。 It's a vicious circle.
亲爱的，这就是生意。就是这么运作的。 Darling, that's business. That's how it works.
如果你不出名，我不会冒险出版你的书。 If you're not famous, I won't risk publishing your book.
恶性循环。 A vicious circle.
但安德烈的小说太美了。 But Andrea's novel is so beautiful.
你不懂出版意味着什么。 You don't know what it means to be a publisher.
每次我冒险出版， Every time I take a publishing risk,
公司都会遭受灾难性损失。 the losses are catastrophic for my company.
你无法想象我面临多大的破产风险。 You can't even imagine the risk of bankruptcy I'm running.
所以我不能出版这本书。 So I can't publish the book.
抱歉。我不想冒这个险；以前发生过。 Sorry. I don't want to take that risk; it's happened to me before.
不幸的是，对我们艺术家来说，总是这样。 Unfortunately, for us artists, it's always the same.
我们艺术家不被理解，只有死后才被认可。 We artists are incomprehensible, only recognized after we die.
但也许有解决办法。 But maybe there is a solution.
是什么？ What is it?
你有个美丽的妻子。我们可以达成协议。 You have a beautiful wife. We can come to an agreement.
嗯，我确实有个美丽的妻子。 Well, it's a fact that I have a beautiful wife.
这点毫无疑问。 There's no doubt about it.
不... No...
但我想...我想她可能...可能会同意，对吧？ But I think... I think she might... might agree, right?
不 No
如果你帮我这个忙，我会考虑你的书。 If you do me this favor, I'll think about your book.
我只要你。 I want only you.
不幸的是，我妻子只爱我一个人。 Unfortunately, my wife loves no one but me.
当然，她的品味很差， Of course, her taste is bad,
但有那么多男人可选， But with so many men to choose from,
她偏偏爱上了我。 she had to fall in love with me.
为了爱，我们可以做些小牺牲。 For love, we can make some small sacrifices.
亲爱的，听我说。我现在需要你的帮助。 Darling, listen to me. I need your help right now.
你知道这本书对我多重要。 You know how important this book is to me.
如果你不帮我，告诉我，谁能帮我？ If you won't help me, tell me, who will?
亲爱的，不，别要求我做这种事。 Darling, no, don't ask me for something like that.
但考虑到我们的关系已经岌岌可危。 But considering our relationship is already on the rocks.
如果你不帮我...我不想这样。 If you don't help me... I don't want to do this.
好吧，那你可以走了。 Okay, then you can leave.
杰西卡，别理她。她太蠢了。 Jessica, don't mind her. She's stupid.
停车，拜托。我妻子要下车。 Stop the car, please. My wife is getting out.
哦，真不幸。只有上帝懂你们女人。 Oh, how unfortunate. Only God understands you women.
你们经常什么都不懂， You often don't understand anything,
而我妻子，不幸的是... and my wife, unfortunately...
我觉得她蠢到离开了我。 I think she's reached levels of stupidity that made her leave me.
但现在我该怎么办？ But what do I do now?
那我只能将就你们两个了。 Then I'll have to make do with the two of you.
当然，亲爱的，你可以指望我们。 Of course, my dear, you can count on us.
啊，给我。 Ah, give it to me.
啊，我要放进去了。 Ah, I'm going to put it in.
啊，是的。 Ah, yes.
把它深深插进我屁股里。 Put it deep in my ass.
啊，太棒了。 Ah, this is amazing.
来吧，更用力地操我。 Come on, fuck me harder.
是的，更用力地操我的屁股。 Yes, fuck my ass harder.
我想吸它！ I want to suck it!
你太棒了。 You're amazing.
现在我也想要你的鸡巴。 Now I want your cock, too.
把我整根鸡巴含住。 Suck my whole cock.
全部吸进去，快点。 Suck it all, come on.
今天真是情绪化的一天。 It's been an emotional day.
你困了吗，宝贝？ Are you sleepy, baby?
是的，我明天还有很多工作。 Yes, I have a lot of work tomorrow.
你满脑子只有性，天啊。 You're thinking about nothing but sex, oh my god.
我非常喜欢你。这一点我很清楚。 I like you a lot. That, I know.
来吧。 Come on.
睡吧，宝贝。 Sleep, baby.
你离不开我的鸡巴。 You can't do without my cock.
我很喜欢。来吧。 I like it a lot. Come on.
别那样喝酒，像个乞丐似的。 Stop drinking like that, you look like a beggar.
你越来越…粗鲁了。 You're getting... ruder.
哪有这样喝酒的。 That's no way to drink.
你总把手指插进鼻孔吗？ And you're always put your finger in your nose?
啊，现在服务员要给我上礼仪课了。 Ah, the waitress is going to give me etiquette lessons now.
我难以相信。 I find that hard to believe.
你为什么不反省自己的行为？我从不骂你。 Why don't you think about what you're doing? I never scold you.
但你完全有理由骂我。 Yet you have every reason to.
亲爱的，要不是找到我这样的混蛋照顾你， Darling, if you hadn't found a jerk like me to look after you,
你还在俱乐部端啤酒等小费， you'd be serving beer at a club and waiting for tips,
活得像个乞丐，我的小可怜。 and living like a pauper, my little one.
够了。你太过分了。 Enough now. You've gone too far.
得了吧，你以前穷得可怜。 Come on, come on, you were really poor, miserable.
感谢我拯救了你。 Thank me for saving you.
咪咪，怎么了？ Mimi, what's wrong?
嘿，你怎么了？ Hey, what's wrong with you?
我不知道，但咪咪怀孕了。 I didn't know, but Mimi was pregnant.
因为挨打，她被迫堕胎。 Because of the beatings she received, she was forced to have an abortion.
尽管我那样对她，她仍爱着我。 Despite what I did to her, she still loved me.
多美好的一天，我的爱。 What a beautiful day, my love.
但愿能永远和你在一起。 I wish I could be with you forever.
永远？你太夸张了。 Eternity, you're exaggerating.
我难以想象永恒。 I have a hard time imagining eternity.
我永远想象不到。 I could never imagine that.
但美好的事物，难道你不想它永恒吗？ But when something is beautiful, don't you want it to last forever?
可惜美好的事物从不持久。 Unfortunately, beautiful things never last.
连我们也是？ Not even us?
你觉得我们之间真的美好吗？ Do you think what's between us is truly beautiful?
是的，我们的故事很美，不是吗？ Yes, our story is beautiful, isn't it?
如果你真要我亲口说出来… If you really want me to say it to you...
够了咪咪，别取笑我了。 Come on, Mimi, enough. Don't make fun of me.
曾经美好，但现在…我不懂你了。 It was beautiful, but now... I don't understand you anymore.
曾经美好，但我们毁了它。 It was beautiful, but we ruined it.
现在一切都毁了。 Now, everything is ruined.
我曾希望你能主动，但相反， I was hoping you would take the initiative, but on the contrary,
你似乎乐于看到我们之间毁灭。 You seem so happy to see everything between us destroyed.
别再无缘无故互相羞辱了。 Let's stop humiliating each other like this, for no reason.
现在分开吧，别玷污美好回忆， Let's separate now, without spoiling our beautiful memories,
保留最后的尊严。 in order to preserve what's left of our dignity.
只要我们还有一点骄傲和理智。 As long as we have a little pride and common sense left.
但我爱你，没有你我什么都不是。 But I love you, and I'm nothing without you.
我想和你生孩子，永远在一起。 I want to have children with you and stay with you forever.
我想把生命献给你。 I want to give you my life.
我不知道如何处理你的生命，咪咪。 I don't know what to do with your life, Mimi.
我想远离你生活。 I want to live my life away from you.
但我做了什么伤害你的事？ But what did I do to you? Did I hurt you?
告诉我到底做了什么。说啊。 Tell me what the hell I did to you. Come on.
你没伤害我，咪咪。 You didn't do anything to me, Mimi.
你的存在让我烦扰，仅此而已。 Your presence is bothering me, that's all.
你真要我走？ Do you really want me to go?
是的咪咪，这对我们都好。 Yes, Mimi. I think this is best for both of us.
但我爱你，永远爱你。 But I love you and I will love you forever.
滚出我的视线。 Get out of my sight.
爱的赢家是先离开的人。 The winner in love is the one who leaves.
这话真实反映了现实。 This saying is true and reflects reality completely.
很快我发现她坐在我家门外。 It wasn't long before I found her sitting outside my door.
她离不开我。生活多奇怪。 She couldn't live without me. How strange this life is.
不久前，我还会为她公交上的微笑狂喜。 A short time ago, I would have been overjoyed by her smiles on the bus.
现在我却说最好别再见面。 And now, here I am, telling her it's better if we don't see each other anymore.
她无法想象没有我的生活，绝望至极。 But she couldn't imagine life without me. She was desperate.
于是我让她进了屋。 So I let her into the house.
决心彻底结束这段关系。 and I'm determined to end this story once and for all.
这段最初占据我全部身心的故事， That story that initially took over my being
逐渐成了我的负担。 Then it gradually became a burden on me.
她的执着、顽固和屈辱没有底线。 Her determination, her stubbornness, her humiliation knew no bounds.
我用最狠的话想摆脱她，却徒劳。 I tried in vain, using the harshest terms, to get rid of her.
似乎每次拒绝都让她更依赖我。 It seemed that with every refusal from me,
她绝对需要和我生活。 her absolute need to live with me grew stronger.
我只好变本加厉地残忍。 And I tried to be even more cruel than I had been.
我公开鄙视、侮辱她， I publicly despised her, insulted her,
说出能想到的最恶毒的话。 and said the most horrible things I could think of.
我对她燃起滔天怒火。 I felt a tremendous anger building inside me toward her.
我越折磨她，她越脆弱。 And the more I tortured her, the more vulnerable she became to me.
每句话都像刺伤她却不致命的刀。 It was as if every word I spoke was a stab that penetrated her but didn't kill her.
她绝望、激动、毫无尊严， And she desperate, agitated, and without dignity,
跪倒在我脚边乞求。 She threw herself at my feet and begged.
她想做我的影子、我的狗、 She wanted to be my shadow, my dog,
我的垃圾桶，只要能留在我身边。 my trash can, as long as she could stay by my side.
最残忍的男人也难抵挡她的哀求， Even the most cruel man couldn't resist her pleas,
于是我同意她留下。 So I agreed to let her stay by my side.
但我是对的。 But I was right.
当初分开才是最好选择。 It would have been better for us to separate and say goodbye.
当路尽头是悬崖时， When you're walking down a road that ends in a cliff,
必须有勇气回头改道。 you have to find the courage to turn around and change your path.
但不是所有人都有这种意志力。我就是。 But not all men have that strong will. That's what happened to me.
她就跪在我脚边，俯首帖耳。 There she was, at my feet, kneeling and bowed.
这种屈辱激发了我们内心的施虐欲。 And that humiliation fueled the sadism that slumbers within us all.
我知道会比从前更羞辱她。 I knew I would humiliate her even more than before.
那时我把她当作施虐的肉体工具。 In those moments, I thought of her as a body to be sadistically treated with.
是的克里斯蒂娜，美丽的克里斯蒂娜。 Yes, Christina, you're Christina, beautiful Christina.
喂？好的。待会儿见。 Hello, yes? Yes, that's good. See you later.
老地方见，今晚会很美妙。再见。 We're going to have a wonderful evening at the same place we always do. Bye, see you later.
亲爱的，怎么了？ Hello, love. What's up?
我给你做了烤午餐，很美味。 I made you a delicious lunch. It's grilled.
我看看。得煮熟才行。 Let's see. It has to be cooked.
做饭不是你的专长。 Cooking isn't your specialty.
上次你煮了焦炭般的鸡肉。 Last time you cooked, you served me burnt chicken.
那不算煮熟，是烧焦了。 It wasn't cooked, it was burnt.
知道吗？我要和朋友吃晚餐。 You know what? I'm going to dinner with my friends.
也许明天见？ Maybe I'll see you tomorrow, okay?
留你和烦人的"菜肴"作伴吧。再见小家伙。 I'll leave you here with your annoying "dishes." Bye, little one.
我不知道该说什么。 Well, I don't know what to say.
你一半的话像是自我编造。 It seems to me that half of what you're saying is your own doing.
哇，如果一半是我编的， Wow, if half of what I told you was my own,
我早该是伟大作家了。 imagine what a great writer I would have been.
所以坦白说，若你一半话属实， So, let's face it, if half of what you're saying is true,
你该感到羞耻。 you should be ashamed.
不，别这么说。 No, don't say that.
让我讲完这个故事吧。 Anyway, let me tell you the rest of this story.
能别用扫帚了吗？ Can you stop using the broom?
说过多少次不用你打扫？ How many times have I told you you don't have to clean the house?
谁让你打扫了？ Who asked you to?
看看你现在的样子，像我祖母。 But look how you've become. You look like my grandmother.
我羞于和你公开露面。 Do you know I'm embarrassed to be seen in public with you?
这身破衣服真难忍。 And look at these pathetic clothes. They're unbearable.
你照过镜子吗？ Have you looked at yourself?
你真丑。 You're ugly.
你说什么？ What did you say?
你又怀孕了？ Are you pregnant again?
是的，我怀孕了。真的？ Yes, I'm expecting a baby. Really?
几个月了？ How many months ago?
约两个月。 About two months.
你觉得我像父亲的样子吗？ Do you think I have a father's face?
生孩子是好事吗？ Do you think having a baby is a good thing?
你不会是个好母亲。 I don't think you'll make a good mother.
我觉得我会。 I think I will.
我说服（实为强迫）她堕了胎。 And I convinced her, or rather, forced her to have an abortion.
但几天后他建议她乘飞机旅行。 But a few days later, he suggested she take a plane trip.
最后一刻， At the last moment,
我腹部剧痛并昏厥。 I felt pain in my stomach and suddenly lost consciousness.
记得当时月色很美。 And I remember there was a beautiful moon.
她也看着那轮明月。 And she was also seeing that beautiful moon.
但同一事物有两种截然不同的视角， But the same thing can be seen from two very different perspectives,
意义也天差地别。 and in a very different sense.
于她，那必是苦涩的月亮。 For her, it was certainly a very bitter moon.
于我，那是美丽的月亮， For me, it was a beautiful moon,
因为我迫不及待想摆脱她。 because I couldn't wait to be rid of her.
他说我坏话了吗？ Did he say bad things to you about me?
没有，他在讲你们的故事。 No, he was telling me your story.
那不是我们的故事，只是他的版本。 It's not our story. It's just his story.
那为什么不讲讲你的版本？ Then why don't you tell me your story?
语言不适合我。 Words weren't made for me.
留给他吧，他只剩这个了。 I leave them to him, for he has nothing else left.
亲爱的弗朗西斯科，故事到此结束。 Dear Francesco, we've reached the end of the story now.
我独自在酒吧消磨长夜， I was alone, spending my nights in one bar and another.
直到那天来临。 Until that day came.
我们宁愿…谢谢。 We'd rather. Thank you.
剩下的呢先生？ And the rest, sir?
留着吧。-谢谢，祝好。 Keep it. - Thanks, have a nice day.
再见。 See you.
嗨，是你啊亲爱的。 Hi, oh, it's you, dear.
生命如电影般转瞬即逝。 In an instant, life passes like a movie.
我昏迷片刻，躺在沥青路上。 I lay unconscious for a while, lying on the asphalt.
不知自己是谁、身在何处、是死是活。 I no longer knew who I was, where I was, whether I was alive or dead.
那场看似严重的车祸中我很幸运。 I was lucky in that accident; it seemed serious.
仅需打一个月石膏，脸上留道疤。 But I would have survived with a month in a cast and a scar on my face.
我腿打石膏卧床近一个月。 I spent three weeks and almost a month in bed with my leg in a cast.
那天很美，却无人探望。 It was a beautiful day. No one visited me that day.
没有朋友，没有亲人， No friend, no relative,
直到她带着美丽花束出现。 One fine day, she appeared with a beautiful bouquet of flowers.
天啊！ Oh my God!
看谁来了！ Look who's here!
天啊！你来了！ Oh my God! You're here!
既然来了就坐吧。 Okay, sit down, since you're here.
你好吗？-很好。就这样。 How are you? - Fine. See? Like that, like that.
看来你最终没自杀。 So you didn't kill yourself after all.
怎么自杀？有你我早死了。 And how do I do that? I was already dead with you.
是的，你依然很美。 Yes, you're still very beautiful.
这两年你去哪了？ And where were you all this time, these two years?
你该知道，机票是你买的。 You should know, you bought the tickets.
哦对，想起来了。在牙买加。 Oh yes, yes, now I remember. In Jamaica.
工作吗？怎么生活的？ Were you working? How did you live?
在酒店当服务员，店主让我重拾对人性的信心。 I worked as a waitress at a hotel, and the owner restored my faith in humanity.
后来听说你出事了。 Then I heard about your accident.
想着你可能需要我。 I thought you might need my help.
是啊，酒店服务员。 Yes, a waitress at a hotel.
知道我需要什么吗小家伙？ You know what I need, little one?
别回到我的生活。 Don't come back into my life.
我只想平静生活。 I want to live in peace, that's all I want.
别坚持回到我生活中。仅此而已。 I don't want you insisting on coming back into my life. That's all.
你的魔力丝毫未减，安德烈。 You haven't lost any of your magic, Andrea.
是啊亲爱的。现在扶我起来。 Yes, darling. Now, help me up.
要起来？-是的。 Do you want to get up? - Yes.
没想到天使变恶魔。 I didn't expect that angel to turn into a demon.
她猛拽我，背部撕裂般剧痛。 She pulled me so hard that I felt a terrible tear in my back.
疼痛难以形容，只记得又昏过去。 The pain is indescribable. I just remember losing consciousness.
现在我任你摆布了？ Now you're in my hands?
想象我刚从昏迷苏醒， Imagine that as soon as I woke up from the coma,
就摔断了脊椎。 I had broken my back.
她来对我说， She came to me and said,
有两个消息，一好一坏。 I have two pieces of news for you, one good and one bad.
第一个：你腰部以下瘫痪了。 The first is that you're paralyzed from the waist down.
我问："现在说好消息吧。" So I asked her, "Give me the good news now."
她说："可那就是好消息。" She said, "But that was the good news."
坏消息是：今后由我照顾你。 The bad news is that from now on, I'm the one taking care of you.
于是我们复合了。 And so we're a couple again.
咪咪照顾我，她是我的护士、厨师、狱卒。 Mimi takes care of me. She's my nurse, my cook, my jailer.
她成了刽子手，我成了受害者。 She became the executioner and I the victim.
她要我偿还带给她的痛苦。 She wants to make me pay for all the suffering I caused her.
由于腰部以下瘫痪， Of course, since I'm paralyzed from the waist down,
我无法性交。 I can't have sex.
唯一快感是用眼睛意淫她。 The only pleasure I can feel is fucking her with my eyes.
对我这种一生纵欲的人真是讽刺。 Small consolation for someone like me who's done nothing in his life but have sex
她带男人回来，懂吗？ She bring me men, you understand?
当着我面和男人做爱？ And she Fuck them in front of me?
我以受虐的方式试图获得快感， And I try, in a masochistic way, to feel pleasure
看着曾属于我的女人， while I see this woman who was once mine
被粗鲁的陌生人随意玩弄。 in the arms of rude strangers who do whatever they want with her.
几天前我生日时， Even a few days ago, on my birthday,
她除了神秘礼盒， Along with a decorated box containing her mysterious gift,
还带了两个男人挑逗我。 she brought two men with her and turned me on.
问我是否想看她的表演。 She asked me if I wanted to watch her shows or not.
安德烈的故事让我既兴奋又恶心。 Andrea's stories turned me on and made me sick.
没想到咪咪会做到这种地步。 I never imagined Mimi could go this far.
但我仍为这女人着迷… But even so, I was fascinated by this woman...
她越来越吸引我。 She just keeps attracting me more and more.
我想操你。-不行。 I want to Fuck you. - It's not possible.
我以为…我在想什么？ But I thought... What did I think?
你的故事结束了… Your story is over...
不，还没结束。 No, it's not over yet.
我想我爱上你了。 I think I've fallen in love with you.
不，我只是你解闷的玩物。 No, I'm just a whim to distract you from boredom.
你是说这只是场游戏？ You mean this was just a game, just a game?
我说过不是这样吗？ Did I ever tell you it wasn't like that?
但我爱你。-不。 But I love you. - No.
你怎能这样伤害妻子？ How could you make your wife suffer like this?
可我妻子不知情。 But my wife doesn't know anything.
你妻子就在那儿看着我们。 Your wife is there. Looking at us.
我确实没注意菲奥娜在观察。 I actually didn't notice Fiona looking at us.
她肯定明白了一切。 She definitely understood everything.
她脸色阴沉，怒不可遏。 Her face was dark, and she was really angry.
以她的性格，不会大吵大闹， Knowing her, I was sure she wouldn't make a fuss.
但会让我痛苦偿还。 But she would make me pay in a painful way.
当我因咪咪的拒绝心乱如麻时， While I was drowning in the confusion that weighed on my heart and mind,
菲奥娜已策划精准残忍的报复。 because of Mimi's rejection.
Fiona was laying out her plan for precise and cruel revenge.
你，看那边。 You, look over there.
你喜欢吗？ Do you like that?
来，过来。 Come, come here, come here.
你刚错过精彩一幕。 You just missed a very beautiful scene.
我从没见过如此甜蜜诗意的画面。 I've never seen anything so sweet, so poetic. Excellent.
他们像刚云雨过的国王。 They look like two kings who just made love.
你妻子从未给过你这种美妙吧。 I think you've never received anything so beautiful from your wife.
七年婚姻里。-你这丑陋的混蛋！ In seven long years of marriage. - You ugly bastard!
混蛋，卑鄙。 Bastard, vile.
别这么蠢，弗朗西斯科。 Don't be so stupid, Francisco.
显然你根本不懂生活。 It's clear you don't understand anything about life.
再待会儿吧。 Stay a little longer, stay with us.
别动。 Stay still, stay still.
放下枪，别做傻事。 Please, put down the gun. Don't do anything stupid.
我们不会再伤害谁了亲爱的，我们太贪婪了。 We won't hurt anyone anymore, my dear. We've been too greedy.
再见，我的妻子。 Goodbye, my wife.
不！ No, no, no!
不！ No!
我想讲的故事， The story I wanted to tell you,
以安德烈和咪咪的生命终结告终。 ends here, with the lives of Andrea and Mimi.
他们狂野的生命悲剧收场。 They lived wild lives that ended tragically.
不能对命运要求不可能的事。 You can't ask the impossible of fate.
当你幸运地找到一生挚爱时， And when you're lucky enough to find the love of your life,
必须抓紧别让它飞走。 you have to hold on to it and not let it fly away.
不能要求一切。 You can't ask for everything.
不能得到别人的爱 You can't have someone's love
自己却无动于衷。 and not feel the same way.
安德烈的遗言对我很重要。 Andrea's last words were important to me.
我们太贪婪了。 We were too greedy.
或许他的结局和可怜的咪咪一样。 Maybe his end is the same as poor Minnie's.
除了深深悲伤，他们留给我的 In addition to deep sadness, they left me
是终生受用的教训。 a lesson I will carry with me for the rest of my life.
我很幸运有相爱的人相伴。 I am lucky to have the person I love and who loves me by my side.
菲奥娜，我深爱的妻子。 Fiona, my wife, the wife I adore.
我意识到不想失去她。 I realized I didn't want to lose her.
我要永远留她在身边。 I want to keep her by my side and never let her go.