[water dripping]
[breathing heavily]
Get up...
Get up... Get up...
[water dripping]
[metal rubs]
What?
eh?
[struggling voice]
Ah... who did this?
Ugh! Ah...
Ahhhhhh!
[door closing]
[whistling "Humpty Dumpty"]
why…
[door opening]
Where am I?
Hey!
[faucet tightens]
[gasps]
You are alive.
What?
I'm here to make sure you realize that
(Dangerous Drugs of Sex)
Disappointing...
You're going to have to relax
Stop
I'm not going to stop
Ah...
Stop it...
I'm not going to stop
Let me rub this down to where it'll feel good
Hmm... oh!
Stop it, stop it... it tickles!
Ah... Pervert!
Stop it, you pervert, pervert, pervert!
Pervert, pervert, pervert, pervert, pervert...
Pervert pervert pervert pervert!
Ah pervert pervert!
Pervert... Pervert... Pervert...
Is that all you want to say?
Go on
Oh, toilet!
Oh?
I need to go to the bathroom!
That's a lie
You see
Your bladder should be completely empty
While you were unconscious, I brought you to the bath and emptied you all out.
This one too
Ah!
All empty
You're completely empty now
That tickles... Oh...
Your life is mine now
I...
You don't need to understand it
All you have to do is accept everything you are given
what?
The "Enemagra"
An amazing medical device developed by a urologist.
It effectively stimulates the prostate to great effect
(Katsuragi) Huh ah ah!
Look, you're finally getting it up properly
No...
I'm just trying to wake up
Your primal instincts
It's hot
You can't move your body so there's no escape from this
Ah... ah...
It'll be alright
I can go to heaven as many times as I want
It's hot... It's too hot!
Pull it out! pull it out!
I can't move away... I can't move away!
Ah... I'm dying
Die
Die die die die
Uh... I'm dying
You're living your best life right now!
Hahahahaha!
Uhhhhhh!
Mr. Katsuragi?
Boss?
(Katsuragi) A dream?
You look overworked
Sorry, do you have it?
Here
Don't stay up so late
You should take breaks every now and then
Could you do this for me?
No, I can't do it.
I'll rest once the report is out.
The reports are probably out now.
Hmm?
The director is looking for you.
I went over your proposal
Eh... really?
Well done!
Thank you.
It's all thanks to you
This has been the biggest project in company history.
How does "project leader" sound?
I'd be honored
Don't let it get to your head!
You could always climb higher!
Yes
What's up, mom?
Is there some kind of anniversary today?
It's been a while since I've had a proper meal with you
So I went all out
Oh...
I'm sorry I've been too busy recently
Don't overwork yourself, everything ends when you die
Stop that now
Take a seat
Yes, before that
I got a temporary bonus
Why don't you two take a vacation sometime?
What? This is too much...
Thank you
Makoto, Thank you
you're welcome
Thanks to you two for raising me
Stop it
Hey, sake
Yes
It's just like a dream
Dream?
dream?
This isn't one
Good morning
[chains clinking]
Ah...
You promised you wouldn't run away, right?
All the nutrition and water you need for the day is here
And vitamins
Why are you doing this?
Is it poisoned?
Starvation is much more painful than jumping
[mobile ringtone]
Hey!
I won't kill you
It's my job to save lives
[door closes]
Ugh...
Ugh! Ugh!
Shit why...
[Mobile ringtone]
It's your dad
He's already called several times
Ah…
Ah
what?
My parents are coming back from Okinawa today
Oh, that trip you gave them as a gift?
Filial piety, right?
I promised to pick them up at the airport
What? I thought we were staying in!
I'm sorry, I forgot
[notification sound]
“Are you busy with work?”
“We're coming home by taxi, we can pick you up.”
Because
Oh, I've done it this time
You non-filial son
You're ditching them and staying, right?
I'm sorry!
Hey! Please don't run!
I... I'm Katsuragi
Right here
They were brought in from a head-on collision between a taxi and a truck...
Mr. Katsuragi?
Are you okay?
Please breathe slowly.
It's... It's...
It's my fault
It's all my fault
My fault... My fault...
[chains clinking]
You passed out after eating
Did you get enough rest?
What?
You haven't ejaculated yet, right?
We have to give it a try
Just relax
Ah...
Hey... How are you fitting that in?
Hey!
Ah!
Do you feel comfortable?
I don't like it!
How about this? In this position
Your whole lower body will start to burn up after being penetrated in this way
No... No...
Let me hear it
I want to come
I want to come hard
I want to come...
I want to come... I want to come...
Not that way...
I want to come
I'm moving my hips
- Look - Oh yeah!
How is it? Does it feel good?
My nipples are getting caught...
Are you going to come?
If you want to come, let it out now. Patience is poison.
It... it won't come out! It won't come out!
Huh, isn't this enough?
You're moving!
Ah...
Hahaha...
Hurry... Faster!
Faster! Faster! Faster! Faster!
Another...
Don't you think you've had enough?
I'm still good
I can't serve you any more
What? [glass breaks]
Damn it.
Please wait
Let me clean up
[glass shards being collected]
Hey
Where's my wallet?
What?
Hey!
Right there
Oh? Mr. Katsuragi?
Oh, no
We were just eating together
I really couldn't understand
how everything changed for you, Mr. Katsuragi
I called you many times
You can't get away with more than one absence without a leave
You should check in with the company!
You still have your pension!
[Laughter]
Hahaha...
Ugh...
I've really grown out my hair
Hahaha...
It doesn't matter
“You could always climb higher”
Up...
Who are you?
Do you really want to die so much?
I want to die
If you really want to throw your own life away...
Give it to me instead.
Uh...
Ah...
[heavy breathing]
It's beautiful
What a beautiful view
Ah!
Don't move, you'll hurt your knees
Take this off!
I told you not to move
No... Stop
Stop it
Stop
Here's the cervical artery
Good boy, good boy
Yeah, you just became a good man
I'm okay, take it off
This too...
Ah... hey...
Hey...
If you ever go wild, I'll cut it off
[Whistling "Humpty Dumpty"]
It's beautiful
Are you embarrassed?
Well,
Now we have to clean the inside
Ah...
Isn't one finger enough?
Eh...
Oh!
You're hard already
You have talent
Let's see if you can orgasm from behind, okay?
I can't! Ah!
Is that so?
It's impossible!
See, you just need some more
Go! Go!
Ah... I... I'm coming!
It wasn't impossible, right?
Pull it out...
We're in the bath
Did you get everything out?
Oh my goddess
I'm already sick, stop
Ah...
Oh! Ah...
Ah... I'm coming!
Getting turned on? What?
Ah... something's coming out!
How does it feel? Refreshing?
Repeated pleasures
I was pleasured for so long that I could not keep consciousness
Ah...
[vinyl creaking]
Ah...
[vinyl creaking]
Oh! No more!
I can't think of anything
The body accepts everything that is given
Ugh...
Ahhhh...
[humming]
Stop... Stop...
More?
[hum intensifies] Ah! Uh...
The instinct does not obey
Stop!
As a man, I shall resist
Forced to repeat fear and pleasure
Death and life are tied for victory
[chain drags]
How are you still alive?
Why aren't you dead?
[mirror breaks]
You have to eat everything
Are you awake?
Ugh!
[heavy breathing]
Do it if you want to do it
Take my life, or take your own
God doesn't forbid either
do it
Ah...
Hmm...
Stop!
Why are you doing this?
Tell me
Why did you try to die?
Answer me
Everything I had is gone
Because of me
Everything's gone
That's not a valid reason
What?
If you die, will you get back all you lost?
What do you know?!
I understand
ah?
You look just like...
what?
Hey
[Ringtone]
If you drink it, you will die easily
do whatever you want
Eh
[door closes]
What's his condition?
Patient fell to the ground while working at a great height
Extensive bruising on the abdomen, reduced consciousness
- Is the operating room ready? - I'm preparing it now
[ECG monitor beeps]
Am I dying?
Do you want to live?
I have a child
I don't want to die
I won't let you die
Let's begin
(All) Yes
Suction
Here
[suction sound]
[ECG monitor alarms]
Doctor!
It's alright, I'm keeping him alive.
It's alright
It's alright…
Alright…
[chain drags]
[bottle breaks]
Hahaha...
[ECG monitor alarms]
- DC - Yes
[energizing sound]
Shit
[energizing sound]
When he was brought in by ambulance to our hospital
He was no longer conscious...
We brought him into surgery immediately
We did our best to revive him, but...
Yeah?
Hey...
Doctor?
Thank you very much
I'm sorry
We couldn't do much more
[Sobbing]
Why
Why does life just spill away
[door opens]
You didn't drink it?
It's just water
Didn't you want to die?
You…
Me?
What's up with me?
Haha...
Don't laugh!
What an erection
Do you want to tell me what made you like this?
Is this your purpose?
Hahaha
Don't laugh!
After all, my body...
that's right
Stop it! Ah!
Ah ah!
Stop!
Ah, stop...
Let go! Ah...
Stop! Ah...
Do you feel good? Are you nervous?
Right there...
Do you want it?
Hmm!
Hahaha...
Do you hate it? Even if you don't like it, eat it
See, that's right
You hate me, right?
Because, listen...
I'm going to die for you
Hey, let's do it
Hahahaha...
Faster! Faster!
do it!
Ahaha!
[coughing]
[heavy breathing]
I'm tingling all over
Ugh
Ah ah ah!
It's so hot...
Alive
You are alive
I'm living the best life
So hot
Huff Huff Huff Huff...
Don't laugh
Ahaha
Uhhhh
[water dripping]
[door closes]
What?
- Nurse? - Ah Yes Yes!
- That's right...
Yes, but you're drinking now, right?
I just don't think it's enough
Let me talk to the doctor
- Really? - Yes
Thank you. Thank you.
Uhh,
Yes?
what is it?
Ah... I'm sorry
Okay!
[Footsteps]
Hey
Hey!
[heavy breathing]
Did you come here to jump again?
You...
You're free
If I tell anyone what you did to me, your life will be over
Can you finish it?
You who wanted to end your own life
What's your name? I haven't heard it yet
Ryuji Yoda
You are...
I am... Makoto Katsuragi
I know
This hospital...
Do you remember
The place where we first met
I'm sorry
[distressed breathing]
You were brought in for cardiopulmonary arrest
Don't resent me
It isn't anyone's fault
It could be your fault
I'm hungry
Let's eat? My treat.
[coughing]
Where do you want to go next?
Keep your eyes on the road and drive
Oh
What'll you do if an accident happens?
Huh...
That's right
I met you here as well
It was a second coincidence
My fault... My fault…
My fault…
You were not the only one who lost someone important
What?
You look just like...
[Ringtone]
Hold on
Hurry up, genius surgeon!
Don't mock me
I envy you
You can save lives
Our work has always been surrounded by death
But he was in the field of end-of-life care
Even that wasn't allowed
All the lives that he couldn't save
Swallowed his heart
I…
I didn't realize it
[Whistling "Humpty Dumpty"]
Didn't you quit?
Quit what?
Smoking
Ah…
I forgot
It's not your fault
Ah
Why don't you take a break?
Ah…
Say, Ryoji?
Yeah?
Can you come over to my house tonight?
Hold me tight
Not a lot of people invite me over
Is it strange?
It's weird
I see…
I'm sorry, I'm on duty tonight
I see
I'm going tomorrow
Don't force yourself!
Hey, I can't...
I was busy that night
I saved three lives in one night
but…
I couldn't save one important life
Anger rushed into my heart
Anger at him... at myself...
Ugh
Ugh...
Ah ah!
A keepsake of his... Fentanyl
A painkiller 100 times stronger than morphine
It's a powerful drug
I've carred this with me
while looking for a place to die
and…
I met you... a third time
Three coincidences
My instinct whispered to me
"I have to catch him"
"Don't let go"
A man who seemed just like him
About to choose death right in front of me
I couldn't forgive that fate
I wanted to plant that will to live in the most humiliating way
I wanted to strongly instill the instinct to live.
It's a drug that could save a life.
A powerful drug? Is there any other way?
Do you remember the first thing you called me?
What?
"Pervert"
You really were a pervert
That's it
Accept it, you're the same
Stop
No
Your life is no longer mine
Just do what you want
Whatever I want?
You can live, no matter what I do
I am…
[whistling "Humpty Dumpty"]
[coughing]
You told me to do whatever I want
Now give me your life!
What are you going to do?
What should I do?
Don't say things you don't understand
Ah...
Hmm...
Oh no...
Are you about to come?
Do you remember?
Oh... haa...
do whatever you want
It's yours
Hmm...
Hmm ah ah... ah!
[heavy breathing]
Hmm...
Not that guy!
I am... Makoto Katsuragi
Ah ah!
[heavy breathing]
Are you still alive?
I'm alive
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