I think as a kid I was brainwashed into
thinking that I needed to be
romantically attracted to someone
my classmates would be like hey Tom who
do you like uh why
I'll tell you who i like if you tell me
who you like I'm thinking I don't
necessarily like anyone in particular
but for this transaction to go through i
guess i needed to name someone and as a
kid most of us haven't really had much
time to know a lot of people so my
choices were limited to pretty much
whatever was in my school
more specifically in my classrooms I
don't know it's sarah telling wait what
who do you like oh I got baited so as a
kid I thought it was mandatory to just
have someone in mind to admire and
obviously when you're young you don't
exactly know yet what your personal
criteria is why you like someone growing
up you develop these things based on
experiences and over time you tend to
narrow your tastes down to certain
traits that the person must have in
order for you to be interested if they
have a sense of humor do they like
animals do they play video games are
they as we abou as you do they have a
self-esteem issue that forces them to
undermine others in order to validate
themselves under self-worth
it's up to you to determine these things
so that if you were to pursue someone
with those traits then it's safe to
assume that you'd probably get along but
when we were kids
let's be honest we were shallow assholes
what do you like Victoria I don't know
she's pretty and knife
what do you like Jerry I don't know he's
funny and knife
what do you like Steve I don't yes same
when i was a kid i tended to like the
popular girls not like the bratty
cliché everyone is trash beneath my
feet mean girls but the girls that most
guys also had a crush on melody was the
intelligent beanie I didn't really have
a reason to talk to her so I pretty much
admired her from afar I remember one
time the teacher had us read from the
textbook out loud to the class and once
it was melodies turn I gave her like two
hundred percent of my attention as she
was reading I was following along and
came across the word that I've never
seen but once you got to the word
Fahrenheit she read it with no hesitancy
and how so surprised and impressed that
further emphasized
it's my attraction to intelligence
dollar how could you not know the word
Fahrenheit
okay first of all I was like nine and
second of all the rest of the world use
Celsius alright get outta here
eventually after realizing that I had
zero chance with melody eventually
developed a crush on another girl that I
also had zero chance with Rachel Rachel
was the sporty girl in my class she was
the fastest girl in all the running
activities in PE it was actually faster
than most of the guys during recess
usually played sports and other games
with guys because a lot of the girls
weren't into the games we played add
more interactions with her because we
were all kind of in the same group of
friends who played during recess later
on we all find out she had a crush on
Liam who was also one of my friends and
you think I'd be upset or jealous of
Liam but looking back Liam was a pretty
good-looking guy and also not a
douchebag so yeah yeah good choice and
not bad no big deal i got over it pretty
quick and then there was Stephanie she
was a bit different from the girls i've
liked she wasn't part of the popular
group she wasn't the most intelligent
she wasn't outstandingly athletic she
was more or less kind of average but I
had a crush on her
I was surprised at the fact that not
many other guys liked her considering I
was so used to being in competition with
pretty much the whole class population
but with Stephanie it seemed like I was
the only guy running and eventually
became public news that I like Stephanie
because of the numerous school dances
that occurred and every time I asked her
and only her to dance I felt like that's
pretty much what dance is essentially
were in elementary school confession
opportunities if two people were dancing
they were instantly shift together
Albert and Kailyn are dancing Oh Ryan
and Zoe are dancing
oh steve is still alone
oh hey man I feel like you're using the
video to project your inner hate on a
personal matter
why you hating on Steve so much what
what what the heck really mad you Steve
anyway i'm pretty sure stephanie knew I
liked her I don't remember properly
confessing it because I was a little
bitch at the time and it
really have the kind of time that I yeah
I set myself up for that but despite
knowing nothing really progressed
between us and for good reason to
we didn't really have that much in
common or had any familiar things to
talk about at the beginning of great
steaks i had to move to a new school and
left behind a lot of close friends near
the end of the school year I decided to
visit my old school again and see my
friends and teachers by that time I went
through puberty and although i didn't
get a major growth spurt
I developed this sexy voice settle here
to add a hat although school was still
happening
it was the end of the years so not many
activities were happening in class i
spent the day at the school and when it
came time for recess i decided to look
for Stephanie whom I didn't see in the
class i stayed in because she wasn't a
different homeroom my friends were
egging me on to talk to her and make
some moves and I was actually feeling
more confident to do so moving to the
new school helped me build some
interpersonal skills I was like yeah
I'll talk to Stephanie let's go and I
don't know what happened with Stephanie
over the months or if it was just the
heat of the moment but she kinda flirted
back with me
whoo-hoo I can't remember exactly what
we talked about but it ended with a kiss
on the cheek a phone number in my head
and a crowd of classmates cheering as if
we just got engaged
oh shit and i repeat i don't know what
happened with her or why things went so
smoothly that day but when I got home
that night I decided to call her that
tldr she blew me off even though we went
to different schools which was honestly
just like a 15 minute drive away she
said she didn't feel comfortable
pursuing anything with me it didn't
really sound like she wanted to stay
friends either by how the conversation
went
so why even given here number I had a
hunch that maybe your friends just told
her to play along or something i don't
know i was pretty confused but not
exactly disappointed I was always
questioned girls out of my league so
rejection wasn't really anything new to
me
the real problem that was when girls
didn't reject me and I got into
relationships that neither I nor they
were probably ready for and thus the
shitstorm saga of breakups began whoa
you suck Steve man girls sure are hard
to understand how mob my opinion get
over tsubomi she she seems kind of basic
oh you guys don't know my homie mob
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