Rebel, what time is it? 反叛者，现在几点了？
Take a look and tell me. 看一眼告诉我。
And I'm not sure. 我也不太确定。
It's time for you to submit and to suffer. 是你该屈服和受苦的时候了。
All the clocks are a different time because the external world is no longer just for 所有的钟显示的时间都不同，因为外部世界不再仅仅属于
you. 你。
This is my world and you're in my time here. 这是我的世界，你在这里处于我的时间。
Just whatever time I say. 就按我说的任何时间。
We talked earlier about what we're going to explore and that is going to be you. 我们之前谈过要探索的内容，那就是你。
You have done a lot of crazy things, haven't you? 你做过很多疯狂的事情，不是吗？
Yes, I have. 是的，我做过。
And yet, when I look at you, I don't see a crazy person. 然而，当我看着你时，我看不到一个疯狂的人。
So how is it that somebody who does such crazy things is not crazy? 那么，一个做如此疯狂事情的人怎么会不疯狂呢？
How is that possible? 这怎么可能？
I think we need to look deeper inside you. 我认为我们需要深入你的内心。
We need to probe you physically and mentally to find what's lurking somewhere inside. 我们需要对你的身心进行探测，找出潜藏在内心深处的秘密。
So that is what we're going to do today. 所以今天我们就要这么做。
We're going to have a little art therapy, we're going to have a little enamel therapy, 我们将进行一点艺术疗法，一点珐琅疗法，
and we're going to have some enhanced discussion. 以及一些深入的讨论。
And we'll see what we find. 看看我们能发现什么。
Does that sound good? 听起来不错吧？
Yes. 是的。
Open your mouth. 张开嘴。
You got something in there? 你嘴里有什么东西吗？
A little bit. 有一点。
Take a little more. 再拿一点。
A little in there. 里面再放一点。
I want you to go down and I want you to use and I want you to loop up your share. 我要你下去，我要你使用，我要你提升你的份额。
Need some more loop? 需要更多的循环吗？
(indistinct) （模糊不清）
Good enough. 足够好了。
(indistinct) （模糊不清）
[silence] [silence]
You want one more? 你还想要一个吗？
Um, maybe a tiny bit more. 嗯，可能再多一点点。
[silence] [silence]
Will you stand up? 你能站起来吗？
[silence] [silence]
Take that off the floor. 把地上的东西拿开。
And back up. 然后往后退。
Stretch your asshole and then have a seat. 把你的肛门撑开，然后坐下。
Turn, let me see you. 转过来，让我看看你。
Turn all the way around. 转一圈。
That's it, yeah, tuck that skirt under your blouse. 对，就是这样，把裙子塞进衬衫下面。
Stretch your asshole. 把你的肛门撑开。
It's not a race and the rest was a lot ahead of it today. 这不是比赛，今天其他人已经领先很多了。
Don't ruin it. 别搞砸了。
Ugh. 呃。
Oh my. 天哪。
Ugh. 呃。
Oh. 哦。
Ugh. 呃。
[ Pause ] [ 暂停 ]
We're going to the jug. 我们要去酒馆。
[ Pause ] [ 暂停 ]
Hmm. 嗯。
[ Pouring ] [ 倒酒声 ]
Take a little breath. 深呼吸一下。
When you're ready you can have a seat. 准备好了就可以坐下。
I want you to finish your ass just like that. 我要你像那样把你的屁股坐满。
No. 不。
Here you go. 给你。
This was hard for you last time. 上次你做这个很难。
Almost there. 快到了。
You want that? 你想要那个吗？
Yeah? 是吗？
Yeah. 是的。
That's you, huh? 那就是你，对吧？
That's you. 那就是你。
Sexy little pitch, huh? 性感的小音调，对吧？
You can bounce on it. 你可以在上面弹跳。
[grunting] [咕噜声]
Put your hand down. Put it around your thigh in the front. Sit in here. 把手放下，放在大腿前面。坐在这里。
[grunting] [咕噜声]
You like that? 你喜欢这样吗？
Yes. 是的。
[moaning] [呻吟声]
Now get up and look at clean. 现在站起来，看看干净的地方。
[moaning] [呻吟声]
[BLANK_AUDIO] [空白音频]
You feel a little bunch much, huh? 感觉有点紧，是吧？
[BLANK_AUDIO] [空白音频]
[INAUDIBLE] [无法听清]
[COUGH] [咳嗽]
>> And spread that lube around through your mouth. >> 把润滑剂在嘴里均匀涂抹。
[BLANK_AUDIO] [空白音频]
>> Getting nice and lubed everywhere. >> 到处都涂上润滑剂。
Does it need any more lube to sit on it again? 还需要更多的润滑剂才能再次坐上去吗？
Yeah. Okay, sit on it again, facing me. Lift up your skirt, tuck it under your clavs. 是的。好的，再次坐上去，面对我。把裙子提起来，塞到锁骨下面。
Right, yeah, that's just like that. Go ahead, have a seat. 对，就是这样。来吧，坐下。
[grunts] [咕哝声]
Put your legs in front of you. 把腿伸到前面。
Take a canvas out from the desk. 从桌子上拿出一块画布。
slaves, let me see them. I want you to draw me a picture of how you see yourself in the 奴隶们，让我看看你们。我想让你们画一幅画，展现你们在当前时间如何看待自己。
current time. That doesn't mean in the scene, just in life, how you see yourself as a person. 这并不是指在场景中，而是在生活中，你们如何作为一个人的自我认知。
There can be other people enjoying if you wish, it doesn't matter, the environment 如果愿意，可以有其他人享受，这没关系，环境由你决定。
is up to you. 随你选择。
[silence] [沉默]
Okay. 好的。
[silence] [silence]
Great gift. Tell me... tell me what I'm looking at now. 很棒的礼物。告诉我...告诉我现在看到的是什么。
Um, so this represents, um, me in the picture and I'm happy. 嗯，这代表照片中的我，我很开心。
Um, I'm doing something that I enjoy. Um, I'm outside. 嗯，我在做我喜欢的事情。嗯，我在户外。
Um, and I also enjoy being a slut and getting fucked in the ass. 嗯，我也喜欢当个荡妇，被人从后面干。
Um, and I like to think that, you know, I'm still happy doing both sides and I make other people happy too. 嗯，我喜欢这么想，你知道的，我两边都做得很开心，也让别人开心。
Again? - Mm-hmm. 又来？- 嗯哼。
Okay. 好吧。
So you're getting fucked in the outside of the side. 所以你感觉自己被边缘化了。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
And that's how you see yourself? 这就是你对自己的看法吗？
In general. 总的来说。
I mean, I see myself as a lover of different things. 我的意思是，我自认为是一个热爱多样事物的人。
I like nature, I like being alone, 我喜欢大自然，我喜欢独处，
and I like, just in general, 而且我一般喜欢，
being happy. 快乐。
Okay. 好吧。
Keep yourself up. 振作起来。
(grunts) （咕哝）
Like getting fucked in the outside of the side too? 也感觉被边缘化了吗？
Yes, I do. 是的，我有这种感觉。
And riding huge things? 还喜欢驾驭巨大事物？
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
Yeah? 是吗？
You being hurt? 你会感到受伤吗？
Yeah. 是的。
So we're gonna figure out what happened in your past. 所以我们要弄清楚你过去发生了什么。
We're gonna figure out what happened in your past and how you ended up this way. 我们要弄清楚你过去发生了什么，以及你是如何变成这样的。
Pass a girl who looks like a fuckton of yaps outside and make others happy. 路过一个看起来很吵的女孩，让别人开心。
Right? Fucking her in the yaps outside. 对吧？在外面被操。
Is that it, though? You only like to be fucked in the yaps outside or do you like other things to happen to you? 但是，就只有这样吗？你只喜欢在外面被操，还是喜欢其他事情发生在你身上？
No, I like other things to happen too. 不，我也喜欢其他事情。
Like what? 比如什么？
Um, I enjoy other things. I like deep-throating. I love being hurt. I love... 嗯，我喜欢其他事情。我喜欢深喉。我喜欢被虐待。我喜欢……
Well, then the drawing's not really very complete. It sounds like there's a lot of other things. Why don't you add those in there? 好吧，那么图画就不太完整了。听起来还有很多其他的事情。你为什么不把它们加进去呢？
Okay. 好。
[drawing] [图画]
I'm surrounded by big toys. 我被巨大的玩具包围着。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
I am tied up. 我被绑起来了。
I'm here. Here there's a rope around my neck. 我在这里。这里我的脖子上有一根绳子。
I'm being choked. 我被勒住了。
I've been beaten. My ass is red. 我被打过了。我的屁股红了。
And I'm crying, but I'm still happy. 我在哭，但我仍然很开心。
Aw. You're crying, but you're still happy? 哦。你在哭，但你仍然很开心？
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
Tell me again. What makes you happy? 再告诉我一遍。什么让你开心？
I'm crying, being wrapped up, fucked, slapped, degraded. 我在哭，被捆绑着，被操，被抽打，被羞辱。
Crying makes you happy? 哭让你开心？
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
All right, well we're gonna investigate your past and see how you ended up this way. 好的，我们要调查你的过去，看看你是怎么变成这样的。
We're just getting started with you. 我们才刚刚开始了解你。
Bounce up and down in your seat. Let me see you in a dill down. 在座位上上下跳动，让我看看你的蹲下动作。
Lincoln Marker is back. 林肯·马克回来了。
I'm gonna go sit next to you. 我要坐到你旁边。
Come on, come on. 来吧，来吧。
Come on. 来吧。
(soft music) （轻柔的音乐）
Sick, sick girl. 病态，病态的女孩。
Let's put this up somewhere, huh? 我们把这个挂起来，好吗？
I believe there is a sickness somewhere inside you. 我相信你内心深处有某种病态。
I wouldn't like to find it. 我不想找到它。
[silence] [沉默]
Okay, bounce. 好的，跳动。
[silence] [沉默]
Do you like it like that? 你喜欢这样吗？
[silence] [沉默]
off of it, down. Off, down. Off, down. Off. Now turn around and gag on it. Get that mouth 从上面下来。下来，下来，下来。现在转过身来，把它含在嘴里。张开嘴
around that. You're just getting started. You understand? 围着它。这才刚开始。明白吗？
I'm just getting started with you. Get higher up in me and let's start with the first 我才刚开始玩你呢。在我里面再高一点，我们从你第一次被操开始
time you were fucked. I want you to look over here. We have various heads. I want you to 说起。我想让你看看这边。我们这儿有很多头。我想让你
pick the head - you can actually crawl over - pick the head that most closely resembles 选一个头——你实际上可以爬过去——选一个最像
the first person to fuck you. Tell me about the first time you were fucked. It was my 第一次操你的人的头。告诉我你第一次被操是什么时候。那是我
first year of college and like my first - I had a really short relationship - so I guess 大学一年级，就像我的第一次——我有一段很短的关系——所以我猜
technically my first boyfriend. We didn't know what we were doing. I want to see the 从技术上讲是我的第一个男朋友。我们不知道自己在做什么。我想看看那
head while you talk. We didn't know what we were doing, so we basically just threw on 个头，你边说边看。我们不知道自己在做什么，所以我们基本上就是胡乱地
a condom and he fucked me in the pussy for about five minutes, came and then that was 他用避孕套，插了我阴道大约五分钟，射了，然后就结束了。
it. It was very boring for me. Boring? Mm-hmm. So your first sexual experience was boring? 对我来说非常无聊。无聊？嗯哼。所以你的第一次性经历很无聊？
Yeah? This hanger symbolizes all these people in your closet. I want you to pick a dildo 是吗？这个衣架象征着你衣橱里的所有人。我要你选一个最接近这个时钟形状的假阳具。
that most closely resembles what this clock would have been. That one? Okay. Go to your 那个？好的。去你的
[BLANK_AUDIO] [BLANK_AUDIO]
Go ahead, kiss him like you kissed that night. 继续，像那晚一样吻他。
That's it? 就这样？
Yes. 是的。
Okay, bend over now. 好，现在弯下腰。
Okay. 好的。
Is this how it was that night? 那晚是这样吗？
Pretty similar, yeah. 挺相似的，是的。
Was it rougher or gentler? 是更粗暴还是更温柔？
Um, it was a little rougher, but he came very fast and yelled back. 呃，稍微粗暴一些，但他很快就来了，还大声叫喊。
And weren't you getting the mindset of that night? 你不是在找回那晚的心态吗？
Hm? You're getting fucked by him. 嗯？你在被他操。
Look back, you see him? 回头看，看到他了吗？
Mm-hmm. 嗯。
Mm. 嗯。
[PANTING] [喘气]
Um 呃
[PANTING] [喘气]
Um 呃
[PANTING] [喘气]
Mm? 嗯？
Would you have to say to him after you're fucked? 事后你会对他说什么？
Mm, I didn't mean to. 嗯，我不是故意的。
Mm? 嗯？
Mm. 嗯。
Mm? 嗯？
And what did he do afterward? 之后他做了什么？
Um, he cleaned up and then went and watched TV with his roommate. 呃，他清理了一下，然后和室友一起看电视。
All right, see you later. 好的，再见。
[DOG BARKING] [狗叫]
Mm, how does that make you feel about him? 嗯，这让你对他感觉如何？
Um 呃
How does that make you feel? Do you want to kiss him? 这让你感觉如何？你想吻他吗？
Not really. 不太想。
No? What do you want to do? 不想？那你想要做什么？
Um, move on. 呃，继续前进。
Do you want to move on? 你想继续前进吗？
Yeah. 是的。
Like this? 像这样？
Mm-hmm. 嗯。
Is that better? 这样好些了吗？
Much better. 好多了。
Yeah? 是吗？
What do you think that did to you? 你觉得那对你做了什么？
How did you feel afterward? 之后你感觉如何？
Um, I felt a little bit... a little cheated because... 呃，我感觉有点...有点被骗，因为...
Yeah? 是吗？
I thought that sex was gonna be something more special and it didn't really make it 我以为性爱会是更特别的事情，但它并没有让我
feel special. 感到特别。
Yeah? 嗯？
What was your next experience like? 你接下来的经历怎么样？
Um, my next experience was... well, we tried again with the same guy and it was... not 嗯，我的下一次经历是……好吧，我们又试了同一个家伙，结果……不行了
anymore. 不行了。
Was there somebody after him? 他之后还有其他人吗？
Um, there was a girl. 嗯，有个女孩。
Um, so she was... started out as a friend but I was very attracted to her. 嗯，所以她……一开始是朋友，但我对她很有吸引力。
Um, and I thought that maybe I wasn't into guys, so I decided to explore a little bit. 嗯，我以为我可能不喜欢男人，所以我决定探索一下。
And, um, she was amazing. 而且，嗯，她太棒了。
She gave me my first orgasm from another person. 她给了我第一次来自别人的高潮。
How did she fuck you? 她怎么和你那个的？
Um, she was very... like, she fluctuated. 嗯，她非常……怎么说呢，变化很大。
So she started out very gentle and then went a little bit rougher. 所以她一开始很温柔，然后变得粗暴了一点。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
Um, but not too rough. 嗯，但不算太粗暴。
Did she fuck you rough? 她和你那个的时候粗暴吗？
Uh, no. 呃，没有。
Just your pussy? 只是你的阴部吗？
My pussy. 我的阴部。
Okay, I'd like you to pick the markers and make her, uh, any adjustments you needed for her appearance. 好的，我想让你选择标记，并让她，呃，进行任何你需要的调整以改变她的外观。
Did she wear a strap on with you? 她用过束缚带吗？
Um, she didn't, no. 嗯，没有。
How did she fuck you, then? 她当时是怎么和你那个的？
Um, so she ate me out and then she fingered me and she used a dildo vibrator. 嗯，她先口了我，然后又用手帮我，还用了个震动棒。
A dildo vibrator? 震动棒？
Mm-hmm. 嗯嗯。
Okay. 好吧。
Listen. 听着。
Oh, isn't she lovely? 哦，她是不是很可爱？
Okay, alright? 好吧，好吗？
It's very pretty. She's also very kind of creepy looking. 它很漂亮。她看起来也挺吓人的。
She wasn't that creepy looking in person. 她本人没那么吓人。
And opens. 然后打开。
Same to the shelf up. 同样放到上面的架子上。
Yeah. 是的。
She's a little gold-tinted, yes? 她有点金黄色的，是吗？
She was rough with you? 她对你粗暴吗？
You liked her better. 你更喜欢她。
My dad. 我爸爸。
Did she make you come? 她让你高潮了吗？
She did. 她做到了。
Because you don't care if you come anymore, do you? 因为你不在乎自己是否高潮了，是吗？
No. 不。
What did you like better with her? 你更喜欢她什么？
The gentle part or the rough part? 温柔的部分还是粗暴的部分？
I enjoyed exploring the rough side with her. 我喜欢和她一起探索粗暴的一面。
It was my first experience with her. 那是我和她第一次的体验。
You enjoyed what? 你喜欢什么？
Exploring the rough side with her. 和她一起探索粗暴的一面。
Did she turn you on to the rough side? 是她让你喜欢上粗暴的那一面吗？
I think she kind of showed me that it could be fun. 我想她让我明白这也可以很有趣。
You know? 你知道吗？
Yeah? 是吗？
Yeah. 是的。
We didn't do too much other exploration. 我们没有做太多其他的探索。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
(mumbles) (含糊不清)
So she was a little rough with your blessing, huh? 所以她对你祝福有点粗鲁，是吗？
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
(laughs) (笑)
I want you to hold onto her. 我希望你抓住她。
(mumbles) (含糊不清)
Let's look in her eyes. 让我们看看她的眼睛。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
That was your first rough person, huh? 那是你遇到的第一个粗鲁的人，是吗？
What happened to her? 她怎么了？
Um, she had a boyfriend and she wanted me 嗯，她有男朋友，她想让我
to join their poly family and I didn't want to. 加入他们的多元家庭，但我不想。
So she opened the door. 所以她打开了门。
Yeah, yeah it was more of a fun, 是的，是的，更像是一个有趣的，
fun experiment, you know, it showed me 有趣的实验，你知道，它向我展示了
You know, it showed me that I... 你知道，它向我展示了我……
still enjoyed sex. 仍然享受性爱。
She opened the door. 她打开了门。
To who you are now. 通向现在的你。
Yes. 是的。
Thank her. 感谢她。
Thank you. 谢谢你。
Remember? Just thank her for opening a door... 记得吗？感谢她打开了一扇门……
so that others could open your back door. 这样别人才能打开你的后门。
Thank you for opening a door... 谢谢你打开了一扇门……
so that others could open my back door. 这样别人才能打开我的后门。
Thank you for opening the door to your back door. 谢谢你打开你后门的门。
Thank you for opening the door to my back door. 谢谢你打开我后门的门。
Yes. 是的。
Oh... 哦……
shit. 该死。
Uh... 呃……
What happened after her? Hmm? 她之后发生了什么？嗯？
Um... 嗯……
Then... - Was there someone after her? 然后……-她之后还有其他人吗？
Hmm... 嗯……
Not until my husband now. - Yeah? 直到我现在的丈夫。-是吗？
Which was... 那是……
very soon after. 在她之后不久。
Uh... 呃……
Now you enjoy all sorts of rough and dipping things. 你现在喜欢各种粗暴和深入的东西。
I don't need seduce. 我不需要诱惑。
I don't seduce. 我不诱惑人。
You want me to bend in your ass? 你想让我弯下你的屁股吗？
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
You don't need any gentleness for your kisses and stoops, 你的吻和俯身不需要温柔，
do you? - No. 是吗？-不。
Mm-hmm. 嗯哼。
(groaning) （呻吟）
You're gonna say, "Bring this football." 你会说，“把这个足球拿来。”
You're gonna say, "Do you like it?" 你会说，“你喜欢吗？”
(groaning) （呻吟）
I looked in her eyes and wondered she was freaked out. 我看着她的眼睛，想知道她是否吓坏了。
(laughing) （笑）
She made all this possible for you. 她为你成就了这一切。
(groaning) （呻吟）
You were ready to give up on sex 你和第一个人之后就准备放弃性爱了，
after the first person, weren't you? 不是吗？
Yes, yes I was. 是的，是的，我是。
Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 是吗？-嗯哼。
When she brought it back for you 当她为你把它带回来时，
and she brought the roughness and... 她带来了粗暴和……
Yes. 是的。
(groaning) （呻吟）
What else we can find in your closet? Because there's still a mystery. 你的衣橱里还有什么我们能找到的东西？因为这里面还有个谜。
Come here. 过来。
I think we didn't go back far enough. Let's go back before the first time you had sex. 我想我们没有回溯得足够远。让我们回到你第一次发生性行为之前。
What was it like for you? Did you have a 对你来说是什么样的？你经历过
easygoing upbringing, a strict upbringing? What was it like? 轻松的成长环境，还是严格的成长环境？是什么样的？
It was more on the strict side. 更偏向严格的那一边。
Were there a lot of rules? 规则很多吗？
And what do you like about all the perverted, kinky things that you do? 你喜欢你做的所有那些变态、另类的行为的什么地方？
I like that it's outside of what's considered the norm. 我喜欢它超出了所谓的常态。
Ah, so you're breaking the rules now. 哦，所以你现在是在打破规则。
Yeah. 是的。
I don't know. Do you think you have a need to break the rules? 我不知道。你认为你有打破规则的需要吗？
After growing up with so many of them and feeling so challenged in various ways for 在经历了这么多规则，并在各个方面都感到受到挑战之后
them? 吗？
I think it helps, for sure. 我想肯定有帮助。
And I think we need to consider how rules have played a role in your life. 我想我们需要考虑一下规则在你生活中扮演的角色。
Because your name, after all, is Rebel, isn't it? 毕竟你的名字叫“叛逆”，不是吗？
Yes. 是的。
Yeah. 是的。
So you're Rebellin', aren't you? 所以你在叛逆，是吗？
I am. 我是的。
Yeah? 是吗？
Now I want you to take one of these blank faces and you're not going to illustrate 现在我想让你拿一张空白的脸，但不要画一个人。
a person. 不要画一个人。
You're going to illustrate the group of people, the society, with all those rules 你要画一群人，一个社会，以及你反抗的所有规则。
that you're Rebellin' against. 你反抗的所有规则。
Understood? 明白了吗？
Okay. 好的。
It's not really a face. 这不是一张真正的人脸。
Tell me about the face I see. 告诉我你看到的这张脸。
Come on in. 请进。
Yeah, so it's a face with all the, you're supposed to be thought bubbles. 是的，所以这是一张脸，上面有很多，应该是思想泡泡。
And it's basically what, what the forefront like of my roles and everything were growing 它基本上代表了我成长过程中所扮演角色的最前沿以及所有的一切。
up. 成长。
Just a lot of focus on a successful and respectable career, good grades, the traditional family 非常注重成功和体面的职业、好成绩、传统的家庭生活、准时、学习，以及许多我们需要达到的高标准。
life, being on time, studying, and just a lot of high standards that we needed done. 生活，准时，学习，以及许多我们需要达到的高标准。
Thank you. 谢谢。
What are the two figures down below? 下面那两个图形是什么？
So that represents the traditional family life. 这代表传统的家庭生活。
So one of the standards that I saw too was to wait till marriage, marry one person, 我看到的一个标准也是等到结婚，嫁给一个人，
and very traditional in that. 非常传统。
That's a lot of rules, isn't it? 那规则很多，不是吗？
And what is the clock? 那钟是什么意思？
The clock was representing the tight schedule 钟代表我紧张的日程安排
that I had. 我有的。
We don't have a tight schedule here. 我们这里没有紧张的日程。
We have all day. 我们有整整一天。
It's whatever time we need to be here. 我们只需要在这里的时间。
Hmm? 嗯？
You don't like that clock? 你不喜欢那个钟吗？
Well, that's a lot of rules and a lot of expectations. 嗯，规则和期望太多了。
Do you rebel against all of them? 你反抗所有这些吗？
What about your time? 你的时间呢？
Look it all up. 查查所有的。
(clock ticking) （钟表滴答声）
[silence] 【沉默】
[inaudible] 【听不清】
You're going to hook it up. 你要把它挂起来。
[hammering] 【锤击声】
You want to hammer it too? 你也想锤吗？
Go ahead. Hammer it away. 来吧，锤吧。
Look up all the... 查查所有的...
Look up the pitch. 查查音高。
[hammering] 【锤击声】
Good therapy for you? 对你来说这是好的治疗吗？
[hammering] 【锤击声】
You're going to wash off your face. 你要洗脸。
And you're going to embody your new perversity in one sin motion. 你要在一个动作中体现你的新变态。
Get out that piece of bone. 拿出那块骨头。
I said look it all up! 我说了，全都查清楚！
That's sick. 真恶心。
Another one for the heap. 又一个加入堆里。
Now get down on that floor and slurp up all that piss. 现在趴到地上，把那些尿都舔干净。
(slurping) （舔舐声）
(snoring) （打鼾声）
You are the toilet for the past, for your own past. 你是过去的马桶，是你自己过去的马桶。
You, you're flushing away all the rules. 你，你在冲走所有规则。
Let me hear you say it. 让我听你说出来。
Toilet from for all my past. 过去的马桶，为了我所有的过去。
Slurp and after each slurp say, 每舔一下后说，
I'm flushing away all the rules. 我在冲走所有规则。
Flushing away all the rules. 冲走所有规则。
I'm flushing away all the rules. 我在冲走所有规则。
I'm flashing away all the rules. 我在冲走所有规则。
I'm flushing away all the rules. 我在冲走所有规则。
[moaning and moaning] [呻吟声]
This is what it's all been for you, hasn't it? Your first act of sex was so unsatisfying, the next one, it was good for you, but in the end, didn't really mean much for you. 对你来说，这一切都是为了这个，不是吗？你的第一次性行为如此不尽如人意，第二次，对你来说很好，但最终，对你来说并没有什么特别的意义。
You're going to own your journey after that. It's been about flushing away all the rules, hasn't it? Yeah? About becoming a rebel. 之后你将掌控自己的旅程。这都是为了摆脱所有规则，不是吗？是的？为了成为一个叛逆者。
Yeah, you had so many rules, so many expectations, and now you're free by breaking all of them, aren't you? Hmm? Yeah? Yeah. 是的，你曾经有很多规则，很多期望，而现在你通过打破所有这些规则而自由了，不是吗？嗯？是的？是的。
(moaning) (呻吟)
Oh, that's it. 哦，就是这样。
A little bit. 一点点。
(moaning) (呻吟)
Come and look off this cock. 来看看这根屌。
That's it. 就这样。
Show me your ass again. 再给我看看你的屁股。
You want your belly in the pit, 你想把你的肚子放在坑里，
show me your ass again. 再给我看看你的屁股。
Scoot back more. 再往后挪挪。
(moaning) (呻吟)
You can't stop this. 你停不下来了。
(Baby noises) （宝宝的声音）
Go ahead and lift it up. Tell me what you are doing. 继续抬起它。告诉我你在做什么。
I am pushing the underbellys. (Baby noises) 我在推腹部。（宝宝的声音）
Look it up. Let me see. Put your tongue out wide. Big strokes to the side. 向上看。让我看看。把舌头伸出来，大幅度向旁边移动。
(Baby noises) （宝宝的声音）
Roll over to that left of you. See that little pool on the left? Get over there and look it all up. Tell me what you are doing. 翻到你左边。看到左边的小水池了吗？过去看看。告诉我你在做什么。
What are you doing? I am pushing away all the rolls. Look up towards that fist bitch. 你在做什么？我在推开所有的褶皱。向上看那个拳头婊子。
(Baby noises) （宝宝的声音）
Cause I am in front of you. To the left. Look at that pool. Look it up. 因为我就在你前面。向左看。看那个水池。向上看。
(grunting) （哼哼声）
Up. 向上。
Lick. 舔。
What are you doing, huh? 你在干什么，嗯？
Is it hurting where I live? 是不是我住的地方疼？
Yeah. 是的。
(grunting) （哼哼声）
That's it. 就是这样。
(grunting) （哼哼声）
[Groaning] [呻吟声]
Now sit. 现在坐下。
[moaning] [呻吟]
Wipe the rest out. Wipe away. 擦掉剩下的。全部擦掉。
Go ahead, wipe away your past. 继续，擦掉你的过去。
Wipe away the rules. 擦掉规则。
[moaning] [呻吟]
(snoring) （打鼾声）
All those expectations of you, 所有那些对你的期望，
trying to lead you to a high place, they've been replaced? 试图引导你达到高处，这些都被取代了吗？
By madness and mad people. 被疯狂和疯狂的人所取代。
(laughing) （笑声）
Here's your tongue. “这是你的舌头。”
You notice any taste? 你注意到任何味道了吗？
Taste? 味道？
Yeah. 是的。
Do I have a bad taste in your mouth? 我让你觉得味道不好吗？
Uh-huh. 嗯哼。
Does it make up? 这能弥补吗？
Uh-huh. 嗯哼。
We're changing your taste, 我们正在改变你的味道，
I'm going to change all of your senses. 我要改变你所有的感官。
[INAUDIBLE] [无法听清]
Pull it out. 把它拔出来。
I'm going to say pull it out with one hand and jerk up one cock with the other. 我要说用一只手拔出来，另一只手同时撸一下。
[INAUDIBLE] [无法听清]
That's it. 就这样。
Hmm? 嗯？
You little bitch. 你这个小婊子。
Hmm? 嗯？
That's it. Hmm? 就这样。嗯？
Can you play with my tongue? 你能用我的舌头玩吗？
[coughing] [咳嗽]
That's it. 就这样。
Head up and look over there. 头抬起来，看那边。
You're not gonna see any of the world anymore. 你再也看不到这个世界了。
Okay. 好的。
That's it. 就这样。
[coughing] [咳嗽]
That's it. 就这样。
You're gonna smell their world. 你要闻他们的世界。
Snort! 哼！
[coughing] [咳嗽]
Go ahead. Go down and snort it. 去吧。下去闻闻。
(sucking) (吸吮)
(coughing) (咳嗽)
No, I'm good. 不，我很好。
(coughing) (咳嗽)
It's gonna be about me and my madness and my pleasure. 这将是我和我的疯狂与我的快乐。
(coughing) (咳嗽)
(screaming) (尖叫)
Go down lower. 再低点。
(coughing) (咳嗽)
Your mouth is gonna suffer. 你的嘴要遭罪了。
(coughing) (咳嗽)
I'm gonna ruin your face and then you're gonna throw your face in front of those snakes. 我要毁了你的脸，然后你把脸扔到那些蛇面前。
That's it. 就这样。
(gagging) (作呕)
Oh, aren't you disgusting, hmm? 哦，你不恶心吗，嗯？
You're disgusting. 你真恶心。
Hm? 嗯？
You lick some of that up you bitch. 你这个贱货，舔干净。
Disgusting pig. 恶心的猪。
Look at you. 看看你。
Let me hear you say, "There are no more rules." 让我听到你说：“规则已不存在。”
There are no more rules. 规则已不存在。
That's it, huh? 就这样，嗯？
Just madness. 只是疯狂。
I feed on madness now. 我现在以疯狂为食。
Yeah? 是吗？
Do you feed on madness? 你也以疯狂为食吗？
Yeah. 是的。
Yeah? 是吗？
Are you mad yourself? 你自己也疯了吗？
Maybe a little bit. 也许有一点。
Well, maybe a little bit. 也许有一点。
Do you feel mad now? 你现在感觉疯狂吗？
Do you feel a little sick now? 你现在感觉有点恶心吗？
A little fucked up? 有点乱套了？
Mm-hmm. 嗯嗯。
Hm? 嗯？
You chose to be fucked up, but didn't you? 你选择让自己乱套，不是吗？
Yes. 是的。
That's it, slurp it up, bitch. 就这样，把它吸干净，贱货。
Now open your fucking mouth. 现在张开你他妈的嘴。
It's too disgusting to stand over there. 太恶心了，受不了。
You filthy pig, wipe that up. 你这个脏猪，擦干净。
I don't know. 我不知道。
Open your fucking mouth. 张开你他妈的嘴。
Hi. 你好。
*gagging* *干呕*
(gagging) （作呕声）
I'm gonna listen to your fucking disgusting mouth. 我要听听你那该死的恶心嘴巴。
(gagging) （作呕声）
I think it's not going away. 我觉得它不会消失。
Ah you can breathe. 啊，你可以呼吸了。
(laughing) （笑声）
All your senses. 你所有的感官。
In mine now. 现在都属于我了。
A new world for you. 对你来说，这是一个新世界。
A new world without rules, just my orders. 一个没有规则的新世界，只有我的命令。
(laughing) （笑声）
Open. 打开。
(coughing) （咳嗽声）
(laughing) （笑）
(gagging) （作呕）
(laughing) （笑）
(spitting) （吐）
(coughing) （咳嗽）
(gagging) （作呕）
(laughing) （笑）
(coughing) （咳嗽）
Open, some medicine for you. “张开，给你点药。”
Swish your medicine around. 把药含在嘴里。
Swallow it. 咽下去。
Can you do it with the scissors? 你能用剪刀做吗？
Swish it around. 含在嘴里晃一晃。
[COUGHING] ［咳嗽］
[GROANING] ［呻吟］
[INAUDIBLE] [听不清]
Just bring your medicine around. 把你的药拿过来。
[INAUDIBLE] [听不清]
[GROANING] [呻吟声]
No, it's good. 不，很好。
[COUGHING] [咳嗽声]
[GROANING] [呻吟声]
[inaudible] [听不清]
You got my character? 你拿到我的角色了吗？
Yes, I do. 是的，拿到了。
Face the desk. 面对桌子。
Huh. 嗯。
Look at my ass. Measure my cock. 看看我的屁股。量量我的鸡鸡。
And I want you to thank me for replacing your world. 我希望你感谢我重塑了你的世界。
Thank you for replacing my world? 感谢你重塑我的世界？
Over and over again. 一遍又一遍。
Because of replacing my world, because of replacing my world, because of replacing my world. 因为重塑我的世界，因为重塑我的世界，因为重塑我的世界。
This is what you get in place of rules? 这就是你取代规则后得到的结果？
All the norms are out the window now. 所有规范现在都抛到脑后了。
You've rebelled so far, but you've come to this. 你反抗得如此之远，却落得如此下场。
You've come to this. 你落得如此下场。
You think you're so clever, don't you? 你自以为很聪明，是不是？
[Groans] [呻吟声]
Can you hear me now? 你现在能听到我说话吗？
I don't hear you. Louder. 我听不到你说话。大声点。
You think you're so clever, don't you? Louder. 你自以为很聪明，是不是？大声点。
You think you're so clever, don't you? 你自以为很聪明，是不是？
[Groans] [呻吟声]
Oh, fuck yes. 哦，操，太爽了。
You know, we don't deserve it for someone like us. 你知道，像我们这样的人，不配拥有这个。
See? 看吧？
I'm telling you, you're so crazy. 我告诉你，你真是疯了。
You're such a filthy bitch. 你真是个下贱的婊子。
Oh. 哦。
You can't take everything alone? 你不能什么都自己扛着？
Fuck yes. 操，太爽了。
Oh. 哦。
I'm so sorry. 我很抱歉。
You know, you're the greatest person I've ever met. 你知道，你是我见过的最好的人。
You know... 你知道……
Such... 如此……
I'm so sick of this whole deal. 我对这整件事都感到厌烦了。
(laughs) （笑）
Yeah, I'm kinda screwed off again. 是啊，我又有点烦了。
I'm upset. 我很不爽。
(sighs) （叹气）
I'm upset. 我很不爽。
(mumbles) （嘟囔）
You're fucked up. 你真是疯了。
I think there might be such an opinion. 我觉得可能有这种看法。
Thank you. 谢谢。
Just look at me, you're fucked up. 看看我，你真是疯了。
You're fucked up, Barrett, but you know why? 你疯了，巴雷特，但你知道为什么吗？
Because fucking fucked up girls and fucked up Barrett 因为那些疯了的女孩和疯了的巴雷特
is isn't, huh? 不是，对吧？
I don't think you'd respond to me like that. 我觉得你不会那样回应我。
You're an asshole. 你这个混蛋。
You took my balls, bitch. 你拿走了我的蛋蛋，贱人。
(groans) （呻吟）
[silence] [沉默]
[inaudible] [听不清]
Do you want me to do a chair? 你想让我做个椅子吗？
I'm just going to do a chair. 我就做个椅子。
[silence] [沉默]
Is it turning more that way? 是不是越来越像那样了？
[INAUDIBLE] [无法听清]
(gagging) （作呕声）
Good. 好。
You gonna get that all on your ass, hmm? 你打算把那些都弄到屁股上吗，嗯？
Hmm? 嗯？
I'm not sure. 我不确定。
Okay. 好的。
(gagging) （作呕声）
Did you go again? 你又去了吗？
There you go. 就这样。
[struggling] [挣扎]
At the same time that your external world is changing, your internal world is going to change. 当你的外部世界在变化时，你的内心世界也会随之改变。
You're going to get all twisted inside. 你会感到内心扭曲。
Come back to all the twisted stuff that's happening outside. 回到外面正在发生的那些扭曲的事情上。
Yeah? 是吗？
Your insides are all twisted up now. 你的内心现在都纠结在一起了。
[struggling] [挣扎]
Alright, you're going to twist them some more for me. 好了，你再帮我扭一下。
[struggling] [挣扎]
Alright, show me what a twisted girl you are. 好了，让我看看你有多么扭曲。
Show me what a twisted little fuck you are. 让我看看你有多么变态。
[struggling] [挣扎]
Twisted up. 扭成一团。
We know you're going to be all twisted on the inside. 我们知道你内心会扭曲。
Even if not mentally or physically, you're going to be all twisted on the inside. 即使精神上或身体上没有，你的内心也会扭曲。
Tell me you're going to be all twisted on the inside. 告诉我你的内心会扭曲。
I'm gonna feel twisted on the inside. 我内心会感到扭曲。
Twisted girl. 扭曲的女孩。
You're gonna get twisted in there. 你会在里面被扭成一团。
Twist it in there. 把它扭进去。
There you go. 好了。
Ah! 啊！
Yeah. 是的。
Look at that. 看看那个。
Whoa, look at that. 哇，看看那个。
So close. 这么近。
Only an inch and a half to go. 只剩一英寸半了。
It's gonna be two inches. 会有两英寸。
Whoa! 哇！
(chewing) (咀嚼)
(gagging) (作呕)
That's it. 就这样。
I'm gonna get twisted bitch. 我要被扭成贱货。
(moaning) (呻吟)
I don't know. 我不知道。
I trust you all. 我相信你们所有人。
I don't know. 我不知道。
I'm not kidding with you. 我不是在跟你开玩笑。
Don't damage yourself, I want you to be twisted, not ripped and torn. 别伤到自己，我希望你被扭曲，而不是撕裂和撕扯。
There's still room to twist you up some more, isn't there? 还有空间让你再扭曲一些，不是吗？
You're not as twisted as you were before. 你没有以前那么扭曲了。
Sit. 坐下。
There you go. 这就对了。
Okay. 好的。
Sit down. 坐下来。
You feel it inside, twisting you? 你感觉到它在里面扭曲你吗？
Do you want to feel it? 你想感受一下吗？
Yes I do. 是的，我想。
Are you sitting on that stool even? 你甚至坐在那个凳子上吗？
Are you sitting on that stool even? Hmm? You go back? Does it hurt you more when you go back? 你坐在那凳子上吗？嗯？你往后靠？往后靠是不是更疼？
It's so close. 太近了。
Well, you got some more ways to go, don't you? Hmm? You're about as twisted as you can be. Okay, you wanna... 你还有更多方式要走，不是吗？嗯？你已经够扭曲了。好吧，你想...
Oh! 哦！
Go ahead, lick that up, you disgusting bitch. 继续，舔干净，你这个恶心的婊子。
Huh?! 嗯？！
*moans* *呻吟*
[SIGHS] [叹气]
I'm at the walls. 我到了墙边。
So could you hand me some of that? 你能递给我一些吗？
I ain't eating that. 我不吃那个。
[SIGHS] [叹气]
We'll have a nice conversation. 我们可以好好谈谈。
[CHOKING] [窒息]
Use your hands for my balls and your mouth, everything. 用你的手帮我揉弄我的蛋蛋，还有你的嘴，所有的地方。
[silence] [沉默]
Yeah, my tongue is gonna be so delicious with you compared to this. 是的，我的舌头和你在一起会比现在美味得多。
Oh, stick it out. 哦，伸出来。
Swirl it around. 绕着它转圈。
And use your hands to nibble. 然后用你的手轻轻啃咬。
[silence] [沉默]
[grunts] [呻吟]
(coughing) （咳嗽声）
That's it. Hands on the ball. 就这样，手放在球上。
(coughing) （咳嗽声）
That's it. 就这样。
Oh, fuck this. 哦，去他妈的。
(gagging) （作呕声）
That's it, baby. 就这样，宝贝。
(gagging) （作呕声）
I've come to a conclusion about what's going on in your head. 我对你脑袋里发生的事情有了结论。
I'll share that with you very shortly. 我很快就会告诉你。
First, put this on. 首先，把这个戴上。
This hand. 这只手。
(gagging) （作呕声）
[silence] [silence]
[moaning] [moaning]
>> You like it? How does it feel? >> Good. >> 你喜欢吗？感觉如何？ >> 不错。
>> Yeah? Is it hurting somewhere? >> My puppy. >> 是吗？有哪里疼吗？ >> 我的小狗。
>> Well, that's what it's supposed to hurt, so too bad. Now you're gonna be done with that. >> 嗯，就是要疼的，可惜了。现在你得结束了。
[silence] [silence]
Yes. 是的。
Okay. 好的。
[snoring] [打呼噜]
Was that okay back there? 刚才那样可以吗？
That's good for you, isn't it? 这对你好，不是吗？
Yeah? 是吗？
Now I have a theory for you. My theory is that you never left your rules behind. 现在我有一个理论要告诉你。我的理论是，你从未抛弃你的规则。
My theory is that when those rules fell apart for you, you sought out new rules. 我的理论是，当那些规则对你瓦解时，你又寻找了新的规则。
You sought out rules that you could submit to, and rules that if you didn't obey, would 你寻找的是你可以服从的规则，以及如果不遵守就会让你受苦的规则。
cause you to suffer. 我相信你根本没有反抗规则。
I believe that you didn't rebel against rules at all. 我相信你试图在规则消亡后再次找到准则。
I believe you sought to find the norm over again as they dissolved. 我相信是这样的。
That's what I believe. 因此，我将给你一些规则。
And so, I'm going to give you some rules. 我们现在就开始。
We're going to start now. 然后下次见到你时，我会再给你一些规则。
And then the next time I see you, I'm going to give you some more rules. 很多规则。
A lot of rules. 所以，第一条规则是说“是的，长官”。
So rule number one for this is to say "yes, sir." “是的，长官。”
"Yes, sir." 所以我会给你很多规则。
So I'm going to give you a lot of rules. 你怎么说？
What do you say? 你怎么说？
Yes, sir. 是的，先生。
And if you don't say yes, sir, you get a punishment. 如果你不说“是的，先生”，你就会受到惩罚。
Like this. 像这样。
Like that. 像那样。
What do you think of my theory? 你觉得我的理论怎么样？
Do you think you need new rules? 你认为你需要新规则吗？
Yes, sir. 是的，先生。
Rules, sir? 规则，先生？
Or are you just saying that? 还是你只是说说而已？
I don't want you to just say things, because when you just say things and do something, 我不希望你只是说说而已，因为当你只是说说却做了什么，
you'll get a worse punishment. 你会受到更严重的惩罚。
[LAUGHTER] [笑声]
Are you saying that just to please me? 你这么说只是为了取悦我吗？
Yes, sir. 是的，先生。
OK. 好的。
My head's going to go up here next, and we're going to see what you draw. 我的头接下来要放在这里，我们要看看你画什么。
Hm? 嗯？
What kind of girl are you? 你是哪种女孩？
Um... 嗯...
A... royal follower. 一个...皇室追随者。
A what? A royal follower, I guess. 什么？皇室追随者，我想是吧。
A royal follower? You just saying that to be wise, huh? 皇室追随者？你这么说只是为了显得聪明，对吧？
Ah! 啊！
You saying that to be wise, huh? No, stop it. 你这么说只是为了显得聪明，对吧？不，别这样。
Ah! 啊！
Why are you laughing? Is that too easy for you? 你为什么笑？这对你来说太简单了吗？
Ah! 啊！
Okay, we're gonna have some enhanced questioning now... 好吧，我们现在要进行一些强化提问...
Um... 嗯...
Based on my idea... 根据我的想法...
That you're just seeking to replace the rules that dissolved from your past life. 你只是在寻求取代那些从你过去生活中消失的规则。
Hmm? 嗯？
Question number one... 问题一...
Tell me something you've been keeping secret from me. 告诉我一些你一直对我保密的事情。
Um... 嗯...
Oh, you know, Sean... 哦，你知道的，肖恩...
And you'll keep getting Sean weird. 你会一直让肖恩觉得奇怪。
Um... 嗯...
What about? Um... 关于什么？嗯...
That I, um... 我，嗯...
Constantly like... 经常喜欢...
Kind of... 有点...
That I'm like a... 我就像一个...
Um... 嗯...
Like a secret... 像一个秘密...
People pleaser? I don't know! 讨好别人的人？我不知道！
What is this? 这是什么？
Um, that I'm like a secret people pleaser sometimes. 嗯，我有时像个秘密的讨好别人的人。
You've been keeping that secret for me? 你一直对我保密这件事？
I don't know. 我不知道。
Mmm... I'm not convinced by that. 嗯...我不太相信那個。
AHH! 啊！
Tell me something else. 告訴我別的。
AHHHH! 啊！
Something you haven't revealed to me about you. 告訴我一些你沒有透露給我的關於你的事。
Something you're ashamed of. 一些你感到羞愧的事。
Something bad that you did in the past. 一些你過去做過的壞事。
Something that really embarrassed you... 一些真正讓你感到尷尬的事...
At some point in the past. 在過去的某個時刻。
I want to know something... 我想知道一些事...
From your closet. 從你的秘密中。
I want one thing... 我想要一件事...
ONE thing... 一件事...
To work with here. 在這裡合作。
Until I get that thing... 直到我得到那件事...
AHHHH! 啊！
You're gonna get this. 你會得到這個。
Um... 嗯...
That... I... 那...我...
Have a... 有...
Um, and so like... 嗯，所以像是...
wanting to... 想要...
sit and see that sometimes I would like, cheat to get there. 坐下來，有時候我會作弊來達到目的。
You're a cheater. 你是個騙子。
Give me an example of when you cheated. 給我一個你作弊的例子。
And that's a good girl, you're not gonna get shot for that because you gave me something that I asked for, you followed the rules. 你做得很好，你不會因此被懲罰，因為你給了我我要求的東西，你遵守了規則。
Tell me sometime that you cheated. Something that you can disclose to anyone who might be listening. 告訴我一次你作弊的經歷。一些你可以公開給任何可能聽到的人的事情。
Back when I was in school... 在我还在学校的时候...
you cheated on an exam. 你考试作弊了。
Yeah. 是的。
Because I was afraid of, uh... 因为我害怕，呃...
dropping down... 降级...
the grade. 降一个年级。
Dropping down a grade. Why were you afraid of dropping down a grade? 降级。你为什么害怕降级？
Um, because... 呃，因为...
the subject was hard for me and... 这门课对我来说很难，而且...
I couldn't... 我无法...
uh, I was frustrated with not... 呃，我对...
not being easy like other subjects were. 不像其他科目那样容易感到沮丧。
Were you ashamed to drop down a grade or were you afraid of consequences from others if you dropped down a grade? 你是为降级感到羞耻，还是害怕如果降级会受到他人的后果？
That's probably more the consequences for mother. 那可能更多的是对母亲的后果。
Consequences? Yeah. 后果？是的。
So right now, 所以现在，
here in this world you have consequences too, don't you? 在这个世界上你也有后果，不是吗？
Yeah. 是的。
This is your punishment for cheating. 这是你作弊的惩罚。
That's your punishment for cheating. 这是你作弊的惩罚。
Here, I'll do it for you. 在这里，我来帮你。
That's what you deserve for cheating. 这是你作弊应得的。
Hmm? 嗯？
Long delayed punishment for cheating. That's what you deserve, isn't it? 迟来的作弊惩罚。这是你应得的，不是吗？
Hmm? Because you cheated? 嗯？因为你作弊了？
Because when you cheated you said all those other people who didn't cheat back. 因为你作弊时，还指责那些没有作弊的人。
That wasn't fair, was it? 那不公平，对吧？
No. 是的。
Ah! 啊！
It wasn't fair. 确实不公平。
It wasn't fair at all. 一点都不公平。
Are you going to cheat here with me? 你打算在这里和我作弊吗？
No, that would be a very bad idea, wouldn't it? 不，那会是个非常糟糕的主意，不是吗？
I guess. 我想也是。
Hmm? 嗯？
But let me ask you something. 但让我问你一件事。
You like having consequences here, don't you? 你喜欢这里的结果，对吧？
Hmm? 嗯？
here, don't you? You need to be put in your place, yeah? Do you think maybe it's because 这里，对吧？你需要被置于适当的位置，是吗？你认为可能是因为
you found a certain comfort in those consequences and when you ran away from them you realized 你在那些结果中找到了某种舒适感，而当你逃离它们时，你意识到
you needed them back? Is that what it was, maybe? Maybe that's where your sickness comes 你需要它们回来？可能是这样吗？也许这就是你的病根
from. Your sickness comes from wanting to reclaim a certain normality that you had, 你的病源于想要重获某种正常状态，
a certain basic set of rules to live by, predictable punishments and consequences. 某种基本的生活规则，可预测的惩罚和结果。
That's what I think. That's what I think. That's your sickness. That's my diagnosis here. 这就是我的想法。这就是你的病态。这是我这里的诊断。
That's my diagnosis. Look at you all treated up here. We had a nice breakthrough, I think. 这是我的诊断。看看你已经被治愈了。我想我们有了不错的突破。
Yes, sir. Have you learned something about yourself? Tell me what you just learned. 是的，先生。你对自己有什么了解吗？告诉我你刚刚学到了什么。
Um, that I envisioned myself as like as a rebel, um, escaping the rules, but really I 嗯，我曾把自己想象成一个叛逆者，逃避规则，但实际上我
You needed me, really. 你需要我，真的。
Yeah. 是的。
That's right, isn't it? 没错，是吧？
Rebel is kind of a facade, isn't it? 叛逆只是个表象，对吧？
Rebel is just a name. 叛逆只是一个名字。
Yes. 是的。
Do you know what your name is going to be here? 你知道你在这里的名字会是什么吗？
I'm going to give you a new name for every time you come here. 每次你来这里，我都会给你一个新名字。
It's going to be Conformist. 你将会是顺从者。
Miss Conformist? 顺从小姐？
Yes. 是的。
That's your new name. 这是你的新名字。
What's your name? 你叫什么名字？
Conforma. 顺从。
Yes. 是的。
You're going to conform to my rules. 你要遵守我的规则。
Yes, sir. 是的，先生。
Yes, that would be me, wouldn't it? 是的，那就是我，对吧？
Yes. 是的。
I'm going to take you down here and you can show me some appreciation for your therapy 我带你到这里来，你可以表达一下对这次治疗的感谢
that I put a lot of work into here. 我在这里付出了很多努力。
Thank you. 谢谢。
[BLANK_AUDIO] [BLANK_AUDIO]
[silence] [沉默]
[laugh] [笑声]
[silence] [沉默]
You're a good little conformist, you. You follow all the rules, don't you? 你是个听话的好孩子，你。你遵守所有规则，不是吗？
I hope we didn't really buy the rebel thing. 我希望我们没有真的买账那个叛逆的形象。
With all these kind of facades and suck ass. 带着所有这些虚伪和阿谀奉承。
I'm not sure. 我不确定。
Sick. 真恶心。
Ugh. 呃。
Mm. 嗯。
mmmm 嗯嗯
and some pickles 和一些泡菜
mmmm 嗯嗯
nope 不
okay 好
let's get this off of you now 现在让我们把这个从你身上拿下来
now 现在
*slurping* *吸溜声*
[silence] [沉默]
[writing] [书写]
What's your name? 你叫什么名字？
Kim Poynest. 金·波伊内斯特。
Yeah. How do you feel about the rules? 是的。你对这些规则感觉如何？
Um, I like them and they're the right ones. 嗯，我喜欢它们，而且它们是对的。
Mm-hmm. You're right. I'm done with you. 嗯哼。你说得对。我对你没辙了。
Thank you, sir. 谢谢您，先生。
Can you relax? 你能放松一下吗？
That's it. 就这样。
Oh fuck yes. 哦，操，太爽了。
That's it. 就这样。
Alright, swallow that all down. 好了，全部吞下去。
That's it. 就是这样。
What's your name again? 你叫什么名字来着？
That's important. - That's right. “那很重要。- 没错。”
You like my rules here? - Yes, sir. 你喜欢我这里的规矩吗？ - 是的，先生。
Yeah, they give you all that come, ‘是的，它们让你全都来，’
there's no really no's. 真的没有“不”。
Now because you've been a good conformist 现在因为你一直是个好顺从者
and you've obeyed all my rules, 并且遵守了我所有的规则，
I'm gonna let you come too. 我会让你也来的。
Thank you, sir. ‘谢谢您，先生。’
(whimpering) （呜咽声）
You're stuck on my foot while you fucking sit there “你被粘在我的脚上，你他妈的坐在那里”
with your pussy all fucking ready to blow. 你的下面全都准备好了要爆发。
Sometimes you just put it in your mouth. 有时候你就把它放进嘴里。
You're only allowed to come with something of mine in your mouth, you understand? 你只允许在我嘴里含着我的东西的时候来，明白吗？
That's the new rule here. 这是这里的新规则。
If you want to come, there has to be something of mine in your mouth. 如果你想来的话，嘴里必须有我的东西。
You're never allowed to come unassisted. 你永远不允许自己来。
You understand? 明白吗？
That's a new little toy. 这是一个新的小玩具。
I'm not cheating here, I'm telling you that. 我这里没有作弊，我告诉你。
I'm not cheating here. 我这里没有作弊。
That's a new little toy. 这是一个新的小玩具。
Look at you pretty there, you put it in your mouth. 看你美美的样子，把东西放嘴里了。
Curiosity pouring through your con... 好奇心从你那儿流出来...
(baby crying) (婴儿哭声)
Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. - You're gonna come again? 是的，先生。是的，先生。是的，先生。 - 你还要再来吗？
I'm sensitive. Yes, sir. - You want to come again? 我很敏感。是的，先生。 - 你想再来一次吗？
Yes, please. - I think you're gonna have to get more power if you want to come again. 是的，请。 - 如果你想再来，我觉得你需要更多的力量。
[screams] [尖叫]
[grunts] [咕哝]
You're gonna have to get more power if you want to come again? 如果你想再来，你需要更多的力量吗？
[grunts] [咕哝]
You're gonna have to get more power if you want to come again? 如果你想再来，你需要更多的力量吗？
You are. 你是的。
[grunts] [咕哝]
That's it. 就这样。
[COUGHING] [咳嗽]
Spike down that finger. 把手指放下。
That's it. 就这样。
[COUGHING] [咳嗽]
A little monster coming around you. 你身边的小怪物。
[GASPING] [喘气]
A little monster to eat you, Lucy. 小怪物要吃掉你，露西。
[GIGGLING] [咯咯笑]
[GROANING] [呻吟]
(moaning) (呻吟)
Help, help, help, hands off, I'm going. 救命，救命，救命，别碰我，我要走了。
Well, try and put 'em in if you can. 好吧，如果你能的话，试试把它们放进去。
Don't put 'em in mine. 别放进我的。
Put 'em in your mouth and you're allowed to come. 放进嘴里，你就可以再来。
Now sit, sit little bitch. 现在坐下，坐下，小婊子。
Come here and sit, that's all you've got to do. 过来坐下，这就是你要做的全部。
Give yours a foot in your mouth and wires in your pussy. 让你的脚放进嘴里，电线放进你的私处。
That's all you need, oh yeah, that's all you need. 这就是你所需要的，哦，是的，这就是你所需要的。
(moaning) （呻吟声）
(screaming) （尖叫声）
(moaning) （呻吟声）
Now I want you to take your canvas and your markers and actually I'm going to change 现在我要你拿起你的画布和马克笔，实际上我要稍微改变一下
the assignment up just a little bit. 任务内容。
I want you to draw me a portrait of the little conformist and I want you to sign it, "the 我要你给我画一幅小顺从者的肖像，并且我要你签上，“小顺从者”。
little conformist." 小顺从者。
[silence] 【沉默】
Instead of the nitride. 而不是氮化物。
Um, this just says basically obey my rules and it says yes sir and the thought bubble that makes me happy. 嗯，这基本上就是说遵守我的规则，说“是的，先生”，还有让我开心的想法泡泡。
Aww. 啊。
Is it signed? 签名了吗？
Not yet. 还没有。
I think you need to sign it cause it'll come floppy. 我觉得你需要签名，因为会变得软塌塌的。
You can modify it if you want but there's another way you can do it but I won't conform with them. 你可以修改它，但还有另一种方法你可以做，但我不会顺从他们。
You've had quite the journey today I'd say. 我得说，你今天经历了不少。
And uh, I feel like we both learned something about you. 嗯，我觉得我们俩都了解了你一些事情。
And we both got to come in the process, how about that? That's a good day of therapy. 我们俩在这个过程中都有所收获，怎么样？这算是一次不错的治疗。
Thank you, sir. 谢谢您，先生。
You're alright. You are released. 你没事了，你可以走了。
Thank you, sir. 谢谢您，先生。
You're welcome. 不客气。
Thank you, sir. 谢谢您，先生。
[BLANK_AUDIO] [无声]