hi guys i'm andy today i wanted to tell
you my love story and ask for advice
i hope you can help me because this is
affecting not only my mentality but also
my work
i don't know what to do now i am 24
years old
i'm currently an employee of a telecom
company that is on the rise in the city
where i live
i graduated from university with high
results and had a bit of work experience
from the time i was in school until i
got the job at this new company
in addition with broad shoulders a toned
body and light brown hair
i'm considered good looking by my
friends especially girls
i had more than enough confidence that i
would be appreciated in my new company
but things didn't turn out as i imagined
while my new colleagues
especially the women loved and helped me
wholeheartedly from the very first days
i joined the company
my direct manager was a nightmare during
the job interview i had a strong
impression of my future boss
she is very different from what i
imagined as a female leader in the
telecom industry
trish my boss is a woman with seductive
beauty and a luxurious aura
she has wavy red hair that accentuates
her bright complexion with blue eyes
in the company no one knew her true age
because minimal courtesy did not allow
us to ask
moreover her beauty and physique really
made the younger girls
jealous after that interview i thought i
had failed because trish was so cold
she didn't seem to be interested in me
at all but eventually i was the only one
who passed i can't explain how excited i
was when i accepted the job
however i was nervous too because
through the words of everyone in the
company
trish was a very fierce and fearless
woman
last year in the shareholders meeting
she pledged to take responsibility for
60
of the business company income and she
did it no one can deny her talent
but since i started working the more i
interacted with trish the more i feared
and hated her
trish often gave me jobs that were much
more difficult than i was capable of
even my colleagues said that it was not
fair but no one dared to speak up
directly
not only that every time i made a
mistake she scolded me terribly
during that time i used to avoid her and
always felt uncomfortable when she
called me in her room to discuss
work because the work pressure was so
great i wanted to quit
many times not to mention i didn't like
the way she looked at me
how can i describe it the gaze was
filled with confidence pride and disdain
all in one that day i made a big mistake
when composing an order
causing a loss of customer data if it
was not thanks to an emergency backup i
would have had to pay a huge amount
although the consequences of the mistake
i made were not too serious
i felt the responsibility weighed on
myself so i volunteered to work
without salary for three months to
compensate for the company
i intended that after those three months
i would quit my job to do something else
because i didn't want to face trish's
harsh gays
because of my mistake upon receiving my
resignation
trish scolded me as badly as always she
said that i dared to do it carelessly
but wouldn't dare to admit my mistakes
and improve
afterwards she said that she held the
main responsibility of the project so
the guilt would be on her
not me hearing that from trish i was
both scared and confused about whether
she was defending or putting more
pressure on me
but then i heard rumors from the
administrative office that because of my
mistake
trish had to pay quite a lot of money
for the project since that day i have
been in more contact with trish
perhaps out of guilt i often text her
and chat about everything outside of the
workplace
trish may look serious and strict but i
never expected that when i put in a
little effort she turned out to be very
humorous and goofy
from the after hours inquiring messages
i boldly bought lunch to bring to her
office without asking in advance every
time she got too busy due to the
projects
then i invited her to dinner with me and
my colleagues and over time it was just
me and her
she never refused the more i knew about
trish the more curious and fonder of her
i became
trish is still single and doesn't seem
interested in getting married
i'm not exactly sure when but i had
fallen in love with her beauty and
confidence
so i decided to pursue this charming
woman that was valentine's day
i brought a large bouquet of roses to
confess my love to trish even though i
knew she would not accept it
but i made up my mind so i had to do it
i brought flowers to trish's house
completely out of surprise even though a
few minutes earlier we still texted each
other like normal
trish said she would be staying at home
that night no gifts and no one asking
her out
i hesitated for a long time at the door
before daring to call trish to open the
door for me
trish seemed a bit surprised when i
called her but still came down and
opened the door to me
i gathered up my courage handed the
bouquet to trish and confessed my
feelings for her
however as i expected my feelings were
bluntly rejected
trish still accepted the flowers but
said she would only love and marry a man
who is smarter than her and one she can
respect
i was disappointed and completely
devastated however
right after that trish actively invited
me to go to the movies with her
to make us both feel more comfortable i
didn't understand trish's intentions but
still went for it
i really wanted any chance i had with
this woman it was a cute love drama
making both of us feel less awkward and
in a flirty mood
on the way home trish told me that she
liked me too but because of her broken
love story in the past
she was determined not to love and marry
a man who is no better than her
before entering her house trish looked
dearly at me and said that she would
wait for me to gain more achievements
before considering my love for her
for some reason she cried when she said
that causing me to lose my temper and
rushed to hug her
we kissed through our racing breaths i
made all sorts of promises to her that i
would try to be a man she can rely on
and what had to come did come we had sex
on that valentine's night and of course
many more times after that we had to
maintain our relationship sneakily so
that no one in the office knew
so as not to affect her reputation and
my work
every time we were together i would not
be afraid to say i love her but she
never changed her mind two years have
passed and i have still worked hard at
the company
with help from trish i have gradually
gained some achievements at work but
still
under her supervision
under her supervision continued to grow
continued to grow
as did my relationship with trish
however no matter how hard i try
it is almost impossible to overcome her
no matter how much i have improved her
ability and effort were many times more
than that
while i was delighted by my progress and
wanted to be recognized by my lover
trish gradually became colder with me it
seems like i haven't changed enough to
impress her
yesterday was trisha's birthday knowing
that she just returned from a long
business trip i missed her so much and
wanted to surprise her
so i brought flowers to her doorstep and
waited like the first time i impressed
her
the whole drive to trish's house i
couldn't help but imagine trish's bright
smile when i suddenly appeared
but unexpectedly when i arrived i saw
her stepping into a luxury car
with an elderly man with a successful
appearance
i stood still for a long time but my
heart ached
trish seemed to have seen me but she
just calmly turned away and got into the
man's car
and i just stood there crying like an
idiot at that moment i knew my emotions
had been taken advantage of by trish
but i couldn't hate her am i too stupid
how can i overcome this situation please
give me some advice
i have to face trish at the office every
day too and who is that man
you