The Girl on the Train 《火车上的女孩》
Subtitle by Bambula 原字幕：Bambula 翻译 同步：639
My husband used to tell me I have an overactive imagination. 我丈夫曾跟我说过 我的想象力过于活跃
I can't help it. 我情不自禁
I mean, haven't you ever been on a train 比如说 你有没有坐在火车上
and wondered about the lives of the people who live near the tracks? 对住在轨道两旁的 人们的生活感到好奇？
The lives you've never lived. 那种你不可能经历的生活
蕾切尔 These are things I want to know. 这些就是我想知道的事
Twice a day I sit in the third car from the front 一天两次 我坐在前面第三节车厢
where I have the perfect view into my favorite house: 在那里我可以清楚地看到 我最喜欢的房子：
Number 15 Beckett Road... 贝克特路15号……
I don't know when exactly. 我不知道确切是那一天
I suppose I started noticing her about a year ago 我想大约在一年以前 我开始注意到她
and, gradually, as the months went past, 几个月过去以后
she became important to me... 她渐渐变得对我重要起来……
I'm not the girl I used to be. 我不再是从前的那个女孩
I think people can see it on my face. 这个我想人们可以从我脸上看出来
She's what I lost. 她就是我之所失
She's everything I want to be... 她就是我之所欲……
I imagine she's a painter... 我想象她是个画家…
She's creative. He's a doctor or an architect. 富有创造力 而他是医生或建筑师
He has a good laugh. 他笑声爽朗
She can't cook. 她不会做饭
I wonder what they say to each other before they go to sleep. 我想知道每晚入睡前 他们互相会说什么话
Today her name is Jess, tomorrow it could be Lisa or Amber. 今天她的名字是杰丝 明天就可以是莉莎或安柏
It all depends on the day, it depends on my mood. 这全取决于当天的情况 取决于我的心情
The truth is, I don't know her name. 事实是：我不知道她的名字
I don't know if she paints or whether he has a good laugh. 我不知道她是否是画家 或他是否笑声爽朗
I just know they know love... 我只知道他们知道爱……
Sometimes I catch myself trying to remember 有时我会出神地努力回忆…
the last time I had meaningful contact with another person... …我最后一次与另一个人的 真正意义上的接触……
I used to live two doors down... number 13 Beckett Road. 我曾经住在两个门牌号之后 ——贝克特路13号
It was my first home. 那是我的第一个家
We bought it together. It was ours. 我们一起买的 那是我们的家
Every day, I tell myself not to look. 每天 我都告诫自己别去看
But then I look... 但我仍然会看……
- Are you alone? - Yeah. - 你一个人吗？ - 是的
No, come. It's all yours. 没事 来吧 随便坐
- Your baby's so cute. Hi, baby. - Thank you. - 你的宝贝好可爱 嗨 宝贝 - 谢谢
- Is it... Is it a boy? - Yeah. - 他是…他是男孩？ - 是的
So sweet. How... how old is he? 太可爱了 他…他多大了？
- Six months. - Six months. - 六个月 - 六个月
So sweet. 好可爱啊
梅根
A teacher once told me I was a mistress of self-reinvention... 有位老师曾对我说 我是自我重塑的情妇
I wasn't really sure what it meant at the time. 当时我不太确定 这话是什么意思
But since moving here I've come to understand it... 但自从搬到这里 我开始慢慢理解了……
6 MONTHS AGO 6个月以前
Ardsley-on-Hudson is boring and routine. 哈德逊河畔阿兹利 的生活平淡又无聊
It's a fucking baby factory. 这里简直就是个婴儿工厂
I want to start my life over again. 我想重新开启我的生活
So far, I've been: rebellious teenager, 到目前为止 我当过： 叛逆青少年、
lover, 情侣、
waitress... 女侍者、
gallery director, 画廊主管、
nanny, 保姆、
and a whore. 还有贱货
And not necessarily in that order. 不一定是按照这个次序
I can't just be a wife anymore. 我再也成为不了好妻子
That's why I stay awake at night, staring at the ceiling. 这就是为什么我会 彻夜不眠 盯着天花板
In fact, the only time I feel like myself is when I'm running. 事实上只有在我跑步时 我才觉得是我自己
You always felt that way? 你一直有这样的感觉吗？
Maybe since I was about seventeen. 也许从大概十七岁起
With Mac. 和麦克在一起时
Mac? Who's Mac? 麦克？麦克是谁？
My brother's best friend. 我哥哥最好的朋友
My brother who died... 那时我哥哥刚死……
I tend to smile when I'm nervous. 紧张时我容易微笑
Sometimes, I laugh. 有时我会发笑
For a year, Mac and I lived in this hunting cabin. 有一年时间 麦克和我 住在一间狩猎小木屋里
We started fucking. 我们疯狂做爱
We were the saddest people we knew. 我们是世界上最伤心的人
But in a way, that cabin made us happy. 但从某种意义上说 那个木屋使我们幸福
No one could find us. 没人能够找到我们
Everyone thought we were dead. 每个人都以为我们死了
And if you were to run away today, right now, where would you go? 假设今天你想逃跑 就在现在 你会去哪里？
I read once that when a train hits, it can rip the clothes right off of you. 我曾读到过如果被火车撞到 你的衣服会被火车撕掉
I'm pretty sure Scott thinks the nanny job is gonna make me less restless, 我非常确定斯科特认为 保姆工作能使我不那么焦躁
make me wanna get pregnant... 能使我想要怀孕……
And that's not the case? 但情况并非如此？
When I finish work, every night I run home, 每天晚上做完工 我都跑着回家
and I get in the shower and wash the smell of that baby off me as fast as I can. 我站在淋浴下尽快洗掉 我身上的婴儿味道
安娜
TODAY 今天
When you woke up this morning I went and I brought you back to bed with me. 今天早晨你醒来时 我过去 把你抱过来和我躺在一起
And when I was feeding you, we heard daddy singing from the kitchen, didn't we? 在我给你喂奶时 我们听见 爹地在厨房唱歌 是不是？
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, “祝你生日快乐 祝你生日快乐
Happy Birthday dear Anna, Happy Birthday to you! “祝你生日快乐 亲爱的安娜 祝你生日快乐！”
Daddy came upstairs with a beautiful breakfast 爹地走上楼 端来一顿丰盛的早餐
that he made for Mommy, didn't he? 那是他给妈咪做的 是吗？
Yes he did. 是的 没错
Thank you, Megan. 谢谢 梅根
There you go. 好了
Oh, hello. 噢 你好啊
I swear I sometimes feel like my heart is gonna explode. 我发誓 有的时候我感觉 我的心都快要爆炸了
I mean, look at her. 我是说 看看她
Look at her! 看看她！
You're not sleeping! 你不睡觉！
- Hello? - You're not sleeping... - 喂？ - 你不睡觉……
Hello? 喂？
Hello? 你好？
Is that another hang-up? 又给挂掉了？
And grab the corners. 抓着两个角
- And straighten. - I got another job. - 抖一下 - 我另找了份工作
You what? 你什么？
I'm really sorry, Anna. 真的很抱歉 安娜
I thought you were happy here. I mean, you seemed happy here... 我还以为你在这儿很快乐 我是说 看上去在这儿很快乐
I am. 我是的
It's just this isn't what I do. 只是这不是我想做的
Take care of children? 照看孩子？
Or laundry. 或洗东西
Another gallery head-hunted me. 另一家画廊看中了我
- That's great. - The thing is, it starts tomorrow. - 很不错 - 问题是 明天就开始
I'm out all day tomorrow. That is so uncool. 我明天要外出一整天 这样真的很不着调
I hate to leave you like this, without childcare, but, you don't have a job. 我真的不想这样离开 孩子没人看 但是你又不工作
Ok, that sounded wrong. 好吧 这样说不太对
- I know that you're busy volunteering. - It's not the volunteering. - 我知道你忙于志愿工作 - 不是志愿工作
It's all the shopping, it's spending hours in the farmer's market, 而是买各种东西 是在农贸市场花几个小时
it's finding the right foods for her, it's pureeing sweet potatoes. 给她挑最合适的食物 是给红薯削皮
And I do all of this at the same time as I'm nursing. 我一边做所有这些事情 一边还要给她喂奶
Maybe you should go back to work, too. 也许你也应该再回去工作
Mothers need to work, 母亲需要工作
- it's actually better for the kid. - How would you know? - 这样其实对孩子也好 - 你怎么知道？
Your key. 还你钥匙
There is no job more important than raising a child... 没有任何工作比 抚养孩子更加重要！
Megan, please... 梅根 求你了……
Rachel? What are you doing? 蕾切尔？你在干嘛？
Give me my baby. 把宝贝还我
Rachel, what are you doing?! 蕾切尔 你想要干嘛？
Hello? 喂？
Thank you. 谢谢
Beautiful. 太美了
How many times has she texted you today? 今天她给你发了几条短信？
- I don't know. - She called the landline three times. - 我不知道 - 她打到家里三次
- You have to talk to her. - I know. - 你必须跟她谈谈 - 我知道
- It's getting crazy. - I will. I know I know I know. - 这越来越疯狂了 - 我会的 我知道 我知道
Okay. 好吧
It's going to be fine. 一定会没事的
Isn't it always fine? 不总是没事的吗？
Don't I always make everything fine? 我不是把一切都弄得 妥妥帖帖的吗？
Who gives a shit? It's your birthday. 管它那么多呢？ 今天是你的生日
You sure you don't want me to take you out tonight? 你确定今晚不想让我带你出去？
- No, I like it at home. - Call Megan. Ask her to come back. - 不用 我喜欢在家里庆祝 - 打电话给梅根 让她回来
She just quit. 她刚刚辞职了
- She what? - She just told me she got another job. - 她什么？ - 她刚告诉我她找到了另一份工作
Shame. I thought you guys were kind of a good team together. 可惜 我以为你们两个 还挺合得来的呢
So did I. 我也这么以为
（蕾切尔·沃森）
（汤姆·沃森）
（蕾切尔）
（汤姆·沃森）
Hey, it's Tom. Sorry I missed you. 嘿 我是汤姆 抱歉没听到你电话
Hey, Tom, it's me. I just wanted to wish Momma happy birthday. 嘿 汤姆 是我 我只是想祝妈妈生日快乐
- Happy birthday, Momma. - Rachel! - 生日快乐 孩子他妈 - 蕾切尔！
Jesus... 天哪……
No no no. No, don't, Cathy. Please stop it! 不 不 不 别 不要 凯茜 请住手！
- Relax. Relax. - Cathy, come on! - 放松 放松 - 凯茜 别这样！
I just need something to go to sleep. I just need a little bit to go to sleep. 我只需要喝点助我睡眠 我只需要喝一点点帮助我睡眠
What brought this on? 这又是因为什么？
He posted another picture of the baby. 他又发了一张孩子的照片
- It was a cute picture. - Yeah? - 非常可爱的照片 - 是吗？
Facebook and drunk ex-wives do not make good friends. 脸书和醉醺醺的前妻 成不了好朋友
- I got it. I got it. - Alright. I'll just get you to your room. - 我自己来 我自己来 - 行了 我送你进自己房间
Rachel, you have to stop calling them. Okay? 蕾切尔 你必须停止 给他们打电话 明白吗？
I really appreciate this room. I do. 我真的非常感激这个房间 真的
I thought that I would just be here for a couple of weeks or a month. 我还以为我只会在这里 呆上一两星期或一个月
Yeah. That was two years ago. 是啊 那都已经两年以前了
Get some sleep. 睡点觉吧
IVF rarely works the first time. 试管受精很少第一次就成功的
Would you like a moment? 你们想商量一下吗？
It's okay, sweetie. We're gonna try again. 没事的 亲爱的 我们再做一次
We can't afford to do it again. 我们没钱再做一次了
When we can, we will. 等有钱了 我们再做
I wonder what she's looking at... 我想知道她在看什么…
Or if she even sees this train at all. 或者她是否根本没看到这火车
Who is that man? 那个男人是谁？
What is she doing? 她这是想干嘛？
She's throwing it all away. 她是在抛弃掉这一切啊
（“斯坦因霍尔兹伏特加”）
【应该是没这个牌子的】
安娜博伊德 致 汤姆·沃森 回复：吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻
Anna, I fell asleep last night thinking of you. 安娜 昨夜我想着你 就进入了梦乡
I dreamed about kissing the inside of your thighs. Holding your breasts. 在梦里我亲吻着你的 大腿内侧 抓着你的胸脯
God, I wish I was fucking you right now. 天哪 我多希望现在我就在干你
Anna, I love you. I love you so much. 安娜 我爱你 我是那么地爱你
When it happened to me, I found dozens of emails. 当这事落在我头上时 我发现了几十封电子邮件
Tom told her that he'd never felt like this before. 汤姆向她告白 他以前从没有这样的感觉
He said it wouldn't be that much longer until they were together. 他说用不了多久 他们俩就可以在一起
I know what they say: You shouldn't check his email. 我知道人们会说： 你不应该查他的电邮
I was stupid. 我太蠢了
But when I saw it was from the realtor 可我看到的信是地产商发来的
I thought that it was just spam. 我以为那只是垃圾邮件
And then I realized that they were kisses not Xs 然后我意识到那些“X” 真正代表的是他们的吻
and my husband was fucking a Century 21 Agent. 而我丈夫操上了一个 “21世纪”的房地产经纪人
【由亚瑟·巴特利特于1971年 创立的跨国不动产企业】
- That sucks. - It does. - 真狗血 - 的确狗血
Her name was Anna Boyd and he was in love with her. 她的名字叫安娜·博伊德 他说他爱上她了
Come here for one second. 过来一下
Say "fuck you, Anna Boyd", 说“操你妈 安娜·博伊德”
- but just yell it. - Right. - 但要喊着说 - 好的
Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 操你妈 安娜·博伊德！
That bitch is living in my house. 那个贱货现在住在我的房子里
I picked everything in that house. I picked everything. 那房子里的东西都是我挑的 每一件都是我选的
I picked the dining table, the kitchen table. 我选的吃饭桌、厨房桌
I wonder if she knows that 我很好奇她是否知道…
I fucked Tom on the same table that her baby eats at. 就在她宝贝用餐的桌子上 我干过汤姆
I just want to tell her. 我真想告诉她
I wish I could tell her. I picked everything in that house. 我希望我能告诉她 我挑选了那房子里的一切
I fucking picked everything in that house! 我他妈的挑选了那房子里的一切！
I could never find the words to describe how I felt 我一直找不到适当的措辞 来描述我读到那封…
when I read that e-mail, …电邮时的感受
but this morning, I did. 但今天早上 我找到了
I did. 真的找到了
When I saw that woman kissing someone else... 当我看到那个女人 在亲吻另一个人时…
I... Betraying her husband, I felt... 我…她背叛了她的丈夫 我感到…
I felt it. I felt pure rage. 我感觉到了 我感觉到彻底的愤怒
Like something has been taken from me again. 好像是我的什么东西 又被人夺走了
If I could... If I could, I'd just go to her house. 如果有可能…如何有可能 我会径直去她的家
And I'd go in and find her sitting at the kitchen table. 我会走进厨房 找到正坐在桌旁的她
I'd wrap my hand in her long blonde hair and jerk her head back. 我会用手攥住她长长的金发 猛地拽向脑后
Just jerk it back! 猛地向后一拽！
And then I'd pull her down to the ground 然后我会把她拖倒在地
and I would just smash her head all over the floor! 把她的头一遍又一遍地 砸向地面！
Move! Get out of my way! Move! 闪开！别挡我道！闪开！
You whore! 你个贱货！
Jesus Christ, Rachel! What the hell is wrong with you? 天哪 蕾切尔！ 你这人他妈的怎么回事？
I've spent the past hour driving around looking for you! 我花了一个小时 开着车一直在找你！
You scared the shit out of Anna, do you know that? 你他妈的把安娜 吓个半死 你知道吗？
She thought you were going to... She wanted to call the police. 她以为你想要…… 她都想打电话报警了
So just... 所以…
Leave us alone! 别来打搅我们！
You can ruin your own life if you want to, but you're not gonna destroy ours. 你尽可以毁掉你自己的生活 但绝不允许你破坏我们的
I'm not gonna protect you any more. 我不会再保护你了
Oh my god... 噢 我的天哪……
Rachel, open the door. 蕾切尔 把门开开
- Cathy, I just need a sec. - Are you ok? Rachel, open the door. - 凯茜 我现在需要点时间 - 你没事吧？蕾切尔 快开门
I have a stomach flu, okay? 我得了病毒性肠胃炎
You don't have a flu. What the fuck, Rachel? 你没得肠胃炎 这他妈怎么回事 蕾切尔？
I'm not stupid... 我不是傻……
- Rachel! - Cathy, just go away! - 蕾切尔！ - 凯茜 你走吧！
Come here for one second. 过来一下 就一下
- Say "fuck you, Anna Boyd." - Fuck you, Anna Boyd! - 说“操你妈 安娜·博伊德” - 操你妈 安娜·博伊德！
You whore! 你个贱货！
Anyone counting days one to ninety who would like to share a day count? 有谁想分享一下自己的 戒酒天数吗？三个月内的？
Hey, I'm Jason, I'm an alcoholic. 嘿 我叫詹森 我是个酒鬼
- Welcome, Jason. - I've got twenty-two days back. - 欢迎 詹森 - 我已经22天没碰了
Anyone else? 还有吗？
- Hi, I'm Rachel, and... - Welcome, Rachel. - 嗨 我叫蕾切尔…… - 欢迎 蕾切尔
This is day one, I suppose. 今天是第一天 我想
I'm here because I... 我来这里是因为我…
Because I... 因为我…
Because I woke up covered in blood. 因为我醒来时浑身是血
And I had bruises all over my arm and... 我的胳膊满是瘀伤……
It's usually from when I've fallen and someone has helped me up. 通常这是由于我摔跤导致的 还经常有人扶我起来
My husband... 我丈夫…
He used to tell me what I'd done the night before. 他常常告诉我 前一天晚上我的行为
And I learned that when you wake up like that, you just say you're sorry. 我知道像那样子醒过来 你只会说你很抱歉
You just say you're sorry for what you did 你只会为你的所作所为而道歉
and you're sorry for who you are and you're never gonna do it again. 为你成为这样的人而道歉 并保证再也不会这么做
But you do. You do it again. 但是你会的 还是会这么做
And there's... time missing. 有些时间…不见了
I need to remember. 我需要回忆
Okay. Thank you, Rachel. 好的 谢谢你 蕾切尔
It was that homeless thing. I don't remember what it was called. 那跟无家可归者有关 我不记得叫什么名字了
- Oh, Safe Shelter... - Yeah. - 对了 “安全庇护所”…… - 是的
- That was a tube top, right? - Yeah, it was. - 那是件筒式抹胸 对吗？ - 是的 没错
- Do you like Devil's Eggs, Martha? - Deviled Eggs? Yeah, I do. - 你喜欢吃恶魔的蛋吗 玛莎？ - 恶魔蛋？是的 喜欢
Deviled Eggs. 恶魔蛋
【一种抹了芥末等调料的煮蛋】
The classics. 经典款
Do you want to try one, anybody? 有谁想尝一个吗？
Those go outside. I don't want the eggs with the dessert. 这个放到外面去 我不想 把蛋和甜点放在一起
It doesn't fucking matter where they go, okay? So do you want to put them here? 放哪儿都他妈一样 行吗？ 你想把它们放这儿？
Do you want them with your hot dogs? Or you can put a couple with your quinoa if you want. 你想把它们和你的热狗放一起？ 还是想拿几个和你的奎奴亚藜放一起？
Or do you want to put them with your other salad and your corn, and a couple on the wall! 或者你想把它们和你的色拉和 玉米放一起 还放两个到墙上！
- Rachel! - I'm fine, Tom. Stop it! - 蕾切尔！ - 我没事 汤姆 住手！
You didn't back me up. You never have my back. 你不支持我 你从没支持过我
- You never have my back. - That's my boss's wife. - 你从没支持过我 - 那是我老板的老婆
- You probably got me fired back there. - I don't give a fuck. I'm your wife. - 你那样很可能会让我丢饭碗的 - 我才他妈不管呢 我是你老婆
- I'm your wife and you never... - Rachel! - 我是你老婆你却从不… - 蕾切尔！
You never fucking support me! 你却从不他妈的支持我！
Please stop. Hey, come on. I need you to focus here. 求你别闹了！嘿 别这样 我需要你现在醒一醒
- Don't fucking talk to me like that! - Relax! - 别他妈的那样对我说话！ - 放松！
- Rachel, there you are. - Cathy, I'm sorry. - 蕾切尔 你回来了 - 凯茜 对不起了
I need to get my shit together. I'm... 我需要把我东西规整一下 我……
You must be Miss Watson. I'm Detective Riley. 你一定是沃森小姐 我是莱利警探
This is Detective Gaskill. We need to ask you a few questions. 这位是加斯基尔警探 我们需要问你几个问题
- What's this about? - Want to sit down? - 和什么有关？ - 能坐下么？
Can you tell me where you were Friday night? 你能告诉我星期五晚上 你在哪里？
I was at work in the city. And then... 我…我先在城里工作 然后…
- And then I went to visit my husband. - You mean your EX-husband? - 然后我去看望我丈夫了 - 你的意思是你前夫？
Yes. So I got off the train at Ardsley-on-Hudson. And then... 是的 所以我在哈德逊河畔 阿兹利下了火车 然后…
And then I decided that it was a bad idea. 然后我觉得这是个坏主意
Around what time did you reach that conclusion? 大概是什么时候 你得到这样的结论的？
I was back here by 11:00. 我回到这里是11点钟
Yeah. Yeah. 是的 是的
On your way back here, did you stop anywhere? 你回这里的路上 有没有在任何地方逗留？
No. 没有
And what time did you take the train there? 你几点在那儿坐的火车？
- Um, 6:00. - So... What did you do - 呃 6点 - 那么…那几个小时…
during those hours in Ardsley if you weren't seeing your ex-husband? …你在阿兹利干什么呢 如果你没去看你的前夫？
Do you remember seeing this woman? 记不记得见过这个女人？
She worked for your ex-husband. 她为你前夫工作
- She's gone missing. - What do you mean she's missing? - 她失踪了 - 你什么意思 她失踪了？
Her husband said she never came back home the same night 她丈夫说她再也没有回家 就是在你在…
you got off the train in Ardsley-on-Hudson. …哈德逊河畔阿兹利 下火车的同一天晚上
- I was just...I was... - Do you know Megan Hipwell? - 我只是…我…… - 你认识梅根·希普韦尔吗？
- No. - Did you see her? - 不 - 你见过她吗？
- No. I don't think so. - Is that because you were inebriated? - 没有 我想我没见过 - 是因为你处于醉酒状态？
Just to clarify, you said you were at work Friday? 只是想澄清一下 你说你星期五去工作了？
Are you referring to your job in Public Relations? 你是指你在公共关系部的 那份工作吗？
Right. 是的
It's my understanding you were fired from that job over a year ago 可是据我了解 一年多前 你就从那儿被解雇了
because of your drinking problem? 因为你的酗酒问题？
Ok. That's enough for now. 好吧 今天就到这儿吧
If you're able to remember anything else, give us a call. 如果你想起些什么了 给我们打电话
Did you really get fired? 你真的被解雇了吗？
Look, I didn't want you to worry that I couldn't pay the rent... 你看 我是不想让你担心 我付不起房租……
If you don't have a job, then what do you do everyday? 既然你没了工作 那你整天都在干什么？
I... 我……
- I ride the train. - You what? - 我…我坐火车 - 你什么？
I ride the train to New York and back. 我坐火车上纽约再坐回来
That's what your alimony's paying for? Tickets to nowhere? 你的赡养费都用在这上面了？ 买哪儿都不去的车票？
- That's really fucking weird, Rachel! - Okay. Okay. - 这真他妈的怪异 蕾切尔！ - 行了 行了
I got on the train. 我…我上了火车
And then, I got off the train. I don't know! It's very unclear... 然后 我…我下了火车 我不知道！一切都太模糊了……
You don't remember anything, do you? 你什么都不记得了 是吗？
You know, I read about this man in Long Island who blacked out. 你知道 我读到过在长岛 有个男的 他糊涂了
He left a bar and drove to the house 他离开酒吧 开车回到…
that he'd grown up in, stabbed its occupants to death. …他从小长大的房子 把里面的住户一个个扎死
He woke up the next morning oblivious to what he did 他第二天早上醒来 对所做的事全然不知
until the police came to get him. 直到警察来把他抓走……
- Rachel! - What? What? - 蕾切尔！ - 什么？什么？
You have to leave. I can't do this anymore. 你必须搬走 我不能再这样做了
- I'll give you a few weeks. - Hold on. - 我会给你几周时间 - 等一下
Hold on. 等一下
- Detective Riley! Detective Riley! - Yeah, I agree with you, but... - 莱利警探！莱利警探！ - 是的 我同意你说的 可是……
I saw someone with Megan Hipwell, but not on Friday night. 我见到有人和梅根·希普韦尔 在一起 不过不是在周五晚上
She was having an affair. She had a lover. 她…她有了婚外情 她有一个情人
- That's what I'm trying to tell you. - I thought you didn't know her. - 我就是想告诉你这个 - 我还以为你不认识她呢
- No. But I saw her. - You saw her where? - 是的 但是我看见她了 - 你在哪儿看见的？
I saw her from the train. She was standing on the deck with this man. 我…我从火车上看见她 她站在平台上 和那个男人
- With her husband, Scott Hipwell? - No. It wasn't him. - 和他丈夫 斯科特·希普韦尔？ - 不是 那不是她丈夫
This man was different. And they were kissing. 那个男人不一样 他们吻在了一起
Wow. That's pretty coincidental, isn't it? 哇哦 这相当地巧啊 不是么？
You just happen to be on a train at the same exact moment that a woman you don't know, 你碰巧在一列火车上 它在一个你不认识但不知怎么…
but somehow recognize, is cheating on her husband? …又能认出的女人正在出规的 那一刻恰好经过？
- I know it sounds crazy, but... - Neighbors saw a drunk woman - 我知道这听起来很荒唐 可…… - 邻居们星期五晚上…
in the vicinity of her house Friday night. …在她家附近见到过 一个醉醺醺的女人
Megan Hipwell does bear a resemblance to Anna Watson. 梅根·希普韦尔的确和 安娜·沃森有点像
Mrs. Watson reported that you go to their house sometimes uninvited. 沃森太太报告说有时 你会未获邀请地去他们家
And that on one occasion, you actually broke in and took their child. 甚至有一次 你闯进去 抱走了他们的孩子
Let me give you some advice. 我给你来点忠告吧
Don't go back to Beckett Road. Don't contact your ex-husband. 别再回贝克特路 别再联系你的前夫
Don't go anywhere near Anna Watson or her baby. 别再去任何跟安娜·沃森 或她的宝贝很近的地方
- Are you listening to me? - Yes. - 你在听我说吗？ - 是的
You don't live there anymore. 你已经不再在那里生活了
Stay away. 离远点
You know, I lie all the time. 你知道 我总是撒谎
4 MONTHS AGO 4个月以前
I lie to Scott. I lie to you. 我对斯科特撒谎 我对你撒谎
I mean I know that's not the point of therapy, but... 我知道这不是 心理治疗的关注点 但是…
I have to keep things vague. 我必须保持事物的模糊性
Jumble up all the men, the Exes, the lovers. 把所有男人都混起来 所有的前任、情人
It doesn't matter who they are. It matters how they make me feel. 不管他们是谁 不管他们给我怎样的感觉
Lying is like taking a trip. 撒谎就像是做一次旅行
It's like having a secret. 就像是有了一个秘密
It's like touching yourself and no one else knows... 就像是触摸你自己 而没有任何人知道…
Except you. 除了你自己
But you're just pretending. 但是你只是在假装
You're just pretending to touch yourself. 你只是在假装触摸你自己
Scott's possessive. Jealous. 斯科特占有欲很强 容易妒忌
He likes to own me. 他喜欢拥有我
He figures out all my passwords. 他破解了我所有的密码
Which is kinda sexy. 这倒是有点性感
So, when I came home last night, Scott was on my laptop wondering why... 所以当我昨晚回家时 斯科特 正在我笔记本电脑上好奇地……
Scott's behavior is not normal. 斯科特的行为是不正常的
It's a form of emotional abuse. 这是感情虐待的一种形式
Are you ever afraid of Scott? 你害怕过斯科特吗？
It's not abuse. 这不是虐待
Not if you don't care. And I don't. 不在乎的话就不是虐待 我不在乎
Maybe it's become a normal state for you. 也许对你来说 这变成了一种正常态
Is it normal I think about you all the time? 我总是在想着你 这正常吗？
Almost exactly a week ago, 几乎正好一周以前
Megan Hipwell walked out of Number 15 Beckett Road and disappeared. 梅根·希普韦尔走出 贝克特路15号后就消失了
No one has seen her since. Neither her phone nor her bank cards 再也没人看见过她 她的电话和银行卡周五以后…
have been used since Friday. …也再没有使用过
（阿兹利女子仍没找到）
A wonderful woman. An intensely private person with a warm heart. 一个很棒的女人 虽然 个性内敛却有颗温暖的心
She lost a brother when she was sixteen, 在她十六岁时 她失去了哥哥
and both her parents died a few years ago. 她的父母也在 几年前双双过世
Scott Hipwell urges anyone with information to please come forward. 斯科特·希普韦尔盼望出现 任何能提供她消息的人
- You're Megan's friend? - Yes. Rachel. - 你是梅根的朋友？ - 是的 我叫蕾切尔
Come in. 进来吧
- Do you want a coffee? - Sure. Thank you. - 想来杯咖啡吗？ - 好的 谢谢
Sorry it's a mess. 不好意思 乱的很
I've been hunting for her social, birth certificate. 我在找她的身份证和出生证
The cops need a lot. 警察什么都需要
- Have we met somewhere before? - I don't think so. - 我们以前见过面吗？ - 我…我想没见过
- And you know Megan from? - From the gallery. - 那你怎么认识梅根的？ - 呃…通过画廊
- Are you an artist? - Well, I like to think so. - 你是艺术家？ - 唔 我想算是吧
So you said on the phone, you wanted to tell me something about Megan. 你在电话里说你想告诉我 有关梅根的一些事
What did you want to tell me? 你想告诉我什么？
I saw your wife with someone, on Friday morning. 星期五上午 我看见 你妻子和一个人在一起
With who? 和谁？
She was up there on your porch. 她站在你们的平台上面
I saw her from the train because I commute to Manhattan everyday 我是从火车上看见的 因为每天我都坐车去曼哈顿
and I go straight past here. 我正好经过这里
She kissed him. 她吻了他
They were kissing. 他们在亲吻
I'm sorry. I know this is a terrible thing to hear. 我很抱歉 我知道 听到这样的事真的很可怕
I know how it feels. 我知道这是什么感觉
What did he look like? 他长什么样？
He was average height. 他…他有平均的身高
He had dark hair. 他是黑色头发
And they were out there on the porch? 他们在外面的平台上？
Yes. 是的
Fuck. 操！
No, no, no. Thank you. 噢 不 不 不 谢谢
OK. Sure. 好吧 当然
It could, I don't know. Maybe it's a good thing? 可能吧 我不知道 也许这样反而倒好？
It could mean she's all right. 这样可能意味着她没事
- She just ran off with someone. - Right. - 她只是跟着别人跑了 - 是的
- She talked to you? - Oh no. I haven't heard anything. - 她跟你谈过吗？ - 噢 不 我没听到过任何事
You know her well enough to know where we live. 你跟她足够熟悉 都知道我们住的地方
Megan doesn't have many friends. 梅根没有太多朋友
Well, I used to live nearby... She and I, we took yoga... 唔 我曾在附近居住过… 她和我 我们学过瑜伽…
We took pilates together. 我们一起学过普拉提课
I think I should go, I feel like I've taken up too much of your time. 我想我该走了 我觉得 我已经占用你太多时间了
So sorry to have had to tell you that in that way. 非常抱歉要以这样的 方式告诉你这事
Do you think you'd recognize him again? If you saw him? 你觉得你能认出他来吗？ 如果你见到他？
I don't know. 我不知道
There was a guy, a therapist. 有个家伙 心理医生
His name's Abdic. Abdic. 他的名字叫阿布迪克…阿布迪克
Kamal Abdic. 卡马尔·阿布迪克
Is that who you saw? 你看到的是他吗？
I don't know. I really can't tell. 我不知道 真的说不好
She spends a lot of fucking time with her shrink. 她他妈的花很多时间 和她心理医生在一起
I remember... That's him. 我想起来了 就…就是他
I remember. That's him. 我想起来了 就是他
I'm sorry. 对不起
2 MONTHS AGO 2个月以前 Where are you? Where are you? 你在哪儿？你在哪儿？
Where are you? 你在哪儿？
Stay away from me. 离我远点！
This is so stupid. He makes every conversation about getting pregnant. 这太愚蠢了 每一次谈话 他都会扯到要我怀孕
- And every time we go there... - Where? - 每次我们去那里…… - 去哪里？
To that subject. 谈到那个话题
What subject? 什么话题？
Megan. 梅根
What subject? 什么话题？
It's okay. 没事的
Megan. 梅根
All right, Megan. 没事的 梅根
We shouldn't... 我们不应该……
No. 不
Megan. 梅根
Don't make it impossible for us to work together. 别让事情一发不可收拾 我们再也不能合作
Megan, I could lose my practice. 梅根 我可能会被吊销执照的
I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck about your fucking practice! 我才他妈不管！我才他妈 不管你的什么狗屁执照！
I don't give a fuck... 我才他妈不管……
Dr. Kamal Abdic has been brought in for questioning on the disappearance 卡马尔·阿布迪克医生被带走 询问有关哈德逊河畔阿兹利…
of Ardsley-on-Hudson resident, Megan Hipwell. …居民梅根·希普韦尔的 失踪一事
He was, according to sources, Mrs. Hipwell's psychiatrist... 根据消息来源 他是 希普韦尔太太的心理医生……
For the first time in ages I have purpose. 几年以来 我第一次有了目标
Or at least, I have a distraction... 或至少我有了分心的事……
I want Megan to show up safe and sound. I do. 我希望梅根会 平安无事地现身 真的
SCOTT: We need to meet ASAP 斯科特：我们需要尽快见面
Just not quite yet. 只是现在还不到时候
Hi. 嗨
- What's wrong? - Abdic's been released. - 怎么了？ - 阿布迪克被放出来了
What?! 什么？！
There wasn't enough evidence. 没有足够的证据
And because I'm the one that got him arrested, he talked. A lot. 因为是我让他被抓起来的 他开口了 谈了很多
They'll build a case against him, it'll just take some time. 他们…他们会对他立案的 只是需要些时间
Are you totally sure he's the guy you saw Megan with? 你十分确定他就是你看见的 和梅根在一起的那个家伙？
Yes. 是的
- You sure as fuck better be. - I don't understand. - 你最好他妈的确定 - 我不明白……
- The police think I did it. - Yeah, but he's the one... - 警察认为是我干的 - 是啊 可是他是那个……
He told them Megan's miserable, that I'm a jealous, controlling husband. 他告诉他们梅根很不幸 我是个妒忌心强喜欢控制的丈夫
I'm sure that they're just trying to rule you out... 我相信他们只是想把 你的嫌疑排除……
Abdic told them I'm abusive. 阿布迪克告诉他们我打她
When she walked out, I didn't go after her. 在她出走的时候 我…我也不去追她
I never called to check on her. 说我从不打电话看看她如何了
I went to a sports bar, for fuck's sake, and got drunk. 说我去他妈的运动酒吧 喝得酩酊大醉
No. We just need to find more evidence on Abdic. 不 我们只需要找到更多的 阿布迪克的证据
I've spent the whole day going through her stuff. 我已经花了一整天 检查她的东西
There's no emails, there's nothing, no letters, no emails. Nothing. 没有电邮 什么都没有 没有信件、电邮 一无所有
For a second, I thought about contacting Abdic myself... 有那么一瞬间 我都想 亲自联系阿布迪克了……
Fucking phone won't stop! 妈的破电话响个不停！
This is Scott. Yeah. Hold on. Hold on. 我是斯科特 是…是 等一下 等一下
Do you mind? 你不介意？
You're heavy. You're a fatty. You're a little fatty. 你好沉啊 你好胖啊 你是个小胖纸
Rachel? No. Anna, get in the house. 蕾切尔？不 安娜 进屋里去
Your wife hit me on Friday night! 你…你老婆星期五晚上打了我！
- What are you talking about? - Yes. Yes, she did. Yes, you did. - 你在说什么呢？ - 是的 她打了 是的 她打我了
And then she got in your car. 然后她…然后她上了你的车
No. She said you yelled at her that night. 不 她说那天晚上 你冲她叫喊
No. That is not what happened! 不 不是那么回事！
She was in the tunnel. And she hit me. 她…她在隧道里 她…她打了我
I won't argue in the street. The middle of the day and you're drunk. 我不想当街和你争吵 现在是大白天你已经醉了
I'm not drunk, Tom! 我没醉 汤姆！
My wife is scared of you. 我老婆害怕你
Of what? 怕什么？
I don't even know if that's a joke or not. Let's start with child abduction. 我不知道你是开玩笑还是什么 我们就从绑架孩子说起
That's bullshit. You know that's not... how it happened. 那是胡说！你知道根本… 不是那么回事
You and I both know what you're capable of. 你我都很清楚 你能干出什么事来
You were just at Scott Hipwell's house? 你刚去斯科特·希普韦尔家了？
- Why are you at Scott Hipwell's house?! - Because I'm helping him. - 你为什么去斯科特·希普韦尔家？ - 因为我想帮他…帮他
How? 帮什么？
- To try and find Megan. - You don't even know Megan! - 帮他找到梅根 - 你都不认识梅根！
Rach. I don't think you're helping anybody. 蕾切 我觉得你谁都帮不了
So you're here because you want to uncover lost memories. 那么你来这里是想 恢复你失去的记忆
- Is that correct? - You have an accent. - 是这样吗？ - 你有口音
Pardon? 什么？
Sorry. I wasn't expecting you to have an accent. 不好意思 我…我 没想到你会有口音
Well, you have an accent. 是啊 你也有口音
- Where are you from? - I'm an American citizen. - 你从哪儿来？ - 我是美国公民
But I guess you're not here to talk about me. 但是我想你不是 来这里谈论我的
- Unless, you are... - No. I'm sorry. - 除非你真的是…… - 不…不 对不起 我只是…
I was just trying to make conversation. 我只是想找个话题
The blackouts. You're experiencing blackouts. 暂时失忆 你经历的是暂时性失忆
Do you want to tell me about them? 你想跟我聊聊你的情况吗？
Well, when I wake up, and when someone tells me what I've done, 唔 我醒着的时候 当有人告诉我我做过的事时
it just doesn't feel like me or like something that I would do. 感觉那根本不像我 我根本不会做出那样的事
I feel bad about it. 我为此感觉很糟 但是…
But it's like it's so far removed that I have a... 但是一切都似乎隔得那么遥远 仿佛我做了一个……
I just don't feel bad enough. 我感觉还不够糟
You want to take personal responsibility for what you've done, 你想为你的所作所为 承担起个人的责任
but you find it difficult to feel accountable because you can't even remember it. 但是你发现很难感到有责任 因为你甚至都不记得了
Yeah? 是吗？
- Yeah. - So, Rachel, besides drinking... - 是啊 - 那么蕾切尔 除了喜欢喝酒…
Because you clearly drink. 显然你喝酒的吧
You've been drinking today, haven't you? 你今天就喝了不少酒 有没有？
What else do you enjoy? Do you have any hobbies? 你还喜欢别的什么？ 有没有任何业余爱好？
I like to draw. Art, I guess. 我喜欢画画 艺术 我想
Good. We can try to regain some of your memories by drawing them. 很好 我们可以试着通过画画 来恢复你的部分记忆
I've tried it. It doesn't work. 我试过了 不起作用
Have you ever tracked all the way back to when you started drinking heavily? 你有没有一直往前追溯到 你开始大量饮酒的时候？
When was that? 那是什么时候？
It was with Tom. When I couldn't get pregnant. 当时我还和汤姆在一起 但是我怀不上孩子
Who's Tom? 谁是汤姆？
He's my ex-husband. 他是我的前夫
Do you want to talk about that? 你想谈谈那些事吗？
I really wanted a baby. 我真的很想要个宝宝
We tried everything and nothing worked. 我们想尽一切办法但都不管用
And it just absolutely... 这绝对地……
It just broke my heart. 这令我心碎
So I got really sad and then... 所以我伤心欲绝 然后…
The booze just broke us. 酒精摧毁了我们
Okay. 对
Tell me more. 接着说
I used to watch this perfect couple. 我曾经注意到一对完美夫妻
And they were just the embodiment of true love. 他们简直就是真爱的化身
It's like the kind of love you always want. 那好像是你一直希望 得到的那种爱
And then, she betrayed him. 可是后来 她却背叛了他
And it's sparked something in me... 这件事触动了我内心的什么……
Why are you really here, Rachel? 说实话你为什么来这里 蕾切尔？
Because I'm afraid of myself. 因为我害怕我自己
July 5th: 1:33, 1:34, 1:37... 七月5号：1:33、1:34、1:37…
She calls again 1:38 and then she calls again at 1:44, 1:45, 2:15 PM. 她在1:38又打过一次 然后在 下午的1:44、1:45、2:15多次打来
And then July 6th... You get the point. 然后是七月6号…… 你知道我的意思
She sometimes texted him dozens of times a day. 有时她一天给他发来 几十条短信
- But these are all from an unknown number. - Unknown is Rachel. - 但这些都是匿名号码发来的 - 匿名就是蕾切尔
You have a log of the calls. 你只有拨号的纪录
You don't have a log of what they're saying to each other. 但是没有他们互相通话的 内容的纪录
Look, has she been back to the house since the incident with your child? 你看 自从那次婴儿事件之后 她有没有再回过你们家？
Not that I know. 据我所知没有
Well, then you might have a case for harassment in the second degree, 这样的话也许可以给你 立一个二级骚扰的案子
but these are texts, they're not threats, so... 但是这些都是短信 并不构成威胁 所以……
She's been hanging around Scott Hipwell's house. A lot. 她一直在斯科特·希普韦尔 家周围转悠 非常频繁
I'm aware. There are a lot of loose ends here that suggest something, 我知道 现在存在非常多 也许有意义的线索
but they don't add up to much. 但是都不能太说得通
If you can bring me something more solid... 如果你能给我提供些 更加可靠的……
What more do you need? 你还需要什么？
Evidence. Real evidence? 证据 确凿证据
You sure your husband doesn't want to stay in touch with his ex-wife? 你确定你丈夫不想 与他前妻保持联系吗？
What? No. She's harassing us. 什么？不 她在骚扰我们！
Is that what he calls it? 他也是这么说的？
汤姆 密码不对 再试一次
安娜 密码不对 再试一次
蕾切尔 密码不对 再试一次
Hi. 嗨
- Hi. - Reporters are in my yard. - 嗨 - 我院子里都是记者
Everywhere. I didn't know where else to go. 到处都是 我没别的地方可去了
Come in. 进来吧
The detective just... 警探刚…
The detective just told me something I've wanted to hear for a long time. 警探刚告诉我长久以来 我一直盼望听到的消息
She's pregnant. 她怀孕了
She told her shrink but not me. 她告诉了她心理医生而不是我
I wanted a family, 我一直想要孩子
but she fought me every step of the way. 可她却是步步与我作对
We always fought about it. 我们总是为此争吵
Did Megan ever say anything about me to you? 梅根有没有向你 说起过我的什么事？
She loved you. 她爱过你
She loved you in ways that people only dream of being loved. 她爱你的方式就是 人们梦寐以求的相爱方式
1 MONTH AGO 1个月以前
You shouldn't be here. 你不该在这里
I just... 我只想…
I need to tell someone, 我需要告诉什么人
just once. 就一次
Just say it out loud. 就是想大声说出来
I want to tell you. 我想告诉你
And then I'll be gone, I swear. 然后我就走 我发誓
I got pregnant. 那时我孕了
I was seventeen. 在我十七岁时
I had her by myself. 我自己生下了孩子
She had dark eyes and blond hair. 她长着黑色眼睛和金色头发
I expected it to be hard, but it wasn't. 我以为这样会很难 但实际并不难
It was easy. 很容易
Because I loved her. 因为我爱她
I loved her. 我爱她
I called her Elizabeth. 我叫她伊丽莎白
Libby. 丽比
It was December. 那是在十二月
We'd gotten in a fight, me and Mac. 我们大吵了一架 我和麦克
He'd gone off and left. 他一走了之
The roof was leaking. 屋顶正漏着雨
I was freezing cold, so I got in the tub. 我感到彻骨的寒冷 于是就躲进了浴缸
I brought Libby in with me, 我把丽比带在身边
put her on my chest, 让她依偎在我胸前
her head just under my chin. 她的头就在我的颏下
I fell asleep. 我睡了过去
I let her go. 我松开了她
I couldn't look. 我不敢正视
I didn't want to see it. 我不想看到这一幕
I didn't want to see her. 我不想看到她
I wrapped her in a blanket. 我把她用毯子包裹住
And I buried her. 然后掩埋了她
Then... 后来…
Mac went out that night. 有天晚上麦克出去了
And he never came back. 就再也没有回来
He never came back. 他再也没有回来
I missed our home. 我想念我们的家
So one day when I was drunk, I decided to go there. 所以有一天在我喝醉后 我决定去那里看看
The front door was open. It's not like I broke in. 前门是开着的 所以我并没有闯进去
And then I heard Evie. 然后我听见了伊维
Who's Evie? 伊维是谁？
Tom's baby. 汤姆的宝宝
I know this sounds insane, 我知道这听上去很疯狂
but I just wanted to hold her. 但是我只是想抱抱她
Just for a moment. 就抱一会儿
Rachel? What are you doing?! 蕾切尔？你在干嘛？！
What are you doing? 你想要干嘛？
Rachel... 蕾切尔……
I wasn't going to hurt her. 我没有想要伤害她
I would never hurt her. 我绝不可能伤害她
I just wanted to hold her. 我只是想抱抱她
Partially decomposed body found... Female body found... 发现部分腐烂的尸体… 发现女性尸体…
Death a result of blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed body. 死因是强力钝击伤… 发现部分腐烂的尸体…
Megan Hipwell. Investigation now being called a homicide. 梅根·希普韦尔… 目前变成了对杀人案的调查……
Sources say the partially decomposed body found 有消息说所发现的 部分腐烂的尸体…
is missing Ardsley woman Megan Hipwell. Death a result of blunt force trauma. …是失踪的阿兹利女子梅根· 希普韦尔 死因是强力钝击伤
Megan Hipwell's investigation now being called a homicide. 梅根·希普韦尔的失踪 目前变成了对杀人案的调查
Mr. Hipwell? 希普韦尔先生？
What's wrong? 怎么了？
I'm sorry. 对不起
This reminds me of when I used to watch 这让我想起以前我看着你…
you getting dressed before going back to her. …穿戴整齐 然后再回到 她身边的情景
Back to this house. 回到这所房子里来
I actually miss being the other woman. 我其实挺怀念当第三者时的感觉
- Did you enjoy cheating on Rachel? - Seriously? - 欺骗蕾切尔有没有让你很享受？ - 这算什么问题？
Can we not fixate on her?! 我们能不能别受她摆布？
- I saw her again today. - Where? - 我今天又看见她了 - 在哪儿？
This afternoon when the police brought Scott back home. She was across the street. 今天下午当警察带斯科特 回家时 她就在街对面
And when she saw me she got aggressive. 她看见我时变得具有攻击性
Aggressive how? 怎么个攻击性？
What if Rachel killed Megan? 要是蕾切尔杀了梅根呢？
Rachel did not kill Megan. 蕾切尔没杀梅根
Then why is she creeping around Scott's house? 那她为什么偷偷摸摸地 围着斯科特家转？
- She's dangerous and you know it. - Anna, sweetheart, - 她很危险这你知道 - 安娜 亲爱的
Rachel is a sad person. 蕾切尔很伤心
She's completely harmless. 她完全是无害的
What are you doing here? How did you get in? 你在这里干嘛？ 你…你怎么进来的？
Come here. 过来
Have a beer with me. 和我共饮啤酒
I'm not drinking right now. 我…我现在不想喝
Detective Riley came to see me last night. 莱利警探昨晚来看我
It turns out I'm not the father. 检验结果我不是父亲
Neither is the shrink. 心理医生也不是
Did my wife confide in you about a third man? 我老婆有没有向你袒露过 还有第三个男人？
Sit down. 坐下
Sit down! 坐下！
Look, I don't know what this is about... 你看 我不知道… 我不知道这是怎么……
Come on! You and Megan were such good friends. 噢 拜托！你和梅根 不是要好朋友吗？
You must have known. 你一定是知道的
- Admit it. - Admit what? - 承认吧 - 承认什么？
Admit that you never even fucking met my wife! 承认你从没他妈的 遇见过我老婆！
The Detective said you didn't even know Megan. 警探说你甚至不认识梅根
She used other words too. 她也用了些其他的词：
Alcoholic. Maybe even mentally unstable? 酒瘾 也许甚至精神不稳定？
I am sorry. I was honestly just trying to help. 对不起 我真的只是想帮你
You're Tom's crazy ex! 你是汤姆的疯子前妻！
When the fuck were you going to tell me that? 你他妈的打算何时 告诉我这一点 哈？
And now the detective is asking if you and I are in a relationship?! 现在警探甚至问我 是否你和我搞在一起了？！
You?! I would never even get near someone like you! 你？！打死我都不会 喜欢像你这样的人！
My wife is dead, and you're lying to me!? 我老婆死了 而你却在对我撒谎！？
What's wrong with you? Who does this? 你这人哪有毛病？ 谁会做这样的事？
I needed to tell you about Megan's affair, 我必须告诉你 梅根婚外情的事
and you wouldn't have believed me if I was just Tom's ex! 要是你了解我汤姆前妻身份 你就不会相信我！
Well, thank you, you know. For getting Abdic to point the finger at me! 那我要谢谢你了 你知道 为了让阿布迪克指认我为嫌疑犯！
For getting the cops to say that you and I are fucking! 为了让警察说你和我正干得欢！
How are they going, huh? 它们进展如何 嗯？
You know? The sessions? 我是说 那些疗程？
With the doctor? 和医生的？
I wanted to know about Abdic and I went to him to help you. 我想了解阿布迪克 我去找他是为了帮你
You're just a sad liar with no life. 你只是个可悲的没有生活的骗子
- You're all liars. - Please, don't! - 你满嘴谎言！ - 求你了 别这样！
I need to file a statement. 我需要提交一份证言
- Name? - Rachel Watson. - 名字？ - 蕾切尔·沃森
Pete? I got this. 彼特？我来吧
You wanted to file a statement? I'm listening. 你想提交一份证言？ 我听着呢
Scott Hipwell just assaulted me. 斯科特·希普韦尔刚刚攻击了我
You mean your new boyfriend Scott Hipwell? 你是说你的新男朋友 斯科特·希普韦尔？
No. We were just friends. 不 我们…我们只是朋友
But that's what you wanted, isn't it? 但这正是你所希望的 不是吗？
I mean, you got him to stay overnight at your apartment, right? 我是说 你让他在你的 公寓里过夜 对吗？
- You need the context. - I know the context. - 你…你需要了解来龙去脉 - 我知道来龙去脉
But what I'm trying to determine is when your obsession with Mr. Hipwell began. 但是我想要确定的是你是何时 开始对希普韦尔先生着迷的
Was it before or after his pregnant wife was murdered? 是在他怀孕的妻子 被谋杀前还是谋杀后？
I mean, you were neighbors at one point? 我是说 你们过去曾经是邻居？
- I met him after... - After being questioned by me, - 我认识他是在…… - 在我询问你之后
you befriend another even more obvious suspect than yourself, 你去找了一个比自己看起来 更像嫌疑犯的人做朋友
and then you manage to get him to incriminate himself all the while hoping he'll fuck you. 然后你想办法使他受到了牵连 与此同时还希望他会干你
I came here trying to help you. 我来这里想要帮助你
He just assaulted me in my own house! 他刚刚攻击了我在我自己家里！
You were seen in the area that night. 那晚有人看见你在那块区域
There are several hours that you say you can't account for. 有好几个小时 你说你记不起来了
It was Scott. Scott Hipwell killed his wife. 就是斯科特 斯科特· 希普韦尔杀了他妻子
No. He didn't. 不 他没有
Surveillance footage from a sports bar accounts for Mr. Hipwell's whereabouts that night. 一家运动酒吧的监控录像证实了 希普韦尔先生整晚的下落
You're lying. You're lying. 你在撒谎 你一直在撒谎
Tell me what happened. 告诉我发生什么了
It's okay. 没事的
Tell me. 告诉我
I don't know... 我不知道……
Did you murder Megan Hipwell? 梅根·希普韦尔是你杀的吗？
LAST FRIDAY 上星期五
Hi. 嗨
I need to see you. 我需要见你
Can you please come over? 能不能请你过来一下？
I can still see her dark eyes. 我仍然能看见她黑色的眼睛
I can smell her skin. 我能闻到她的肌肤
I can feel how cold she was. 我能感觉到她有多冷
Forgive yourself. 原谅你自己
You don't have to be afraid of being alone. 你没必要害怕会变得孤独
You're not alone. 你不孤独
You'll be fine. 你会没事的
You and your baby will be fine. 你和你的宝贝会没事的
Why are you following me? 你为什么跟着我？
Why are you here? 你为什么来这儿？
I could ask you the same question. 我可以问你同样的问题
I saw you. 我看见你了
I saw you that night in the tunnel. I saw you there. 那天晚上我在隧道里看见过你 我看见你在那儿
- I know I saw you there! - Lady, I live here. - 我…我知道我看见你在那儿！ - 女士 我住在这里
I'm always in that tunnel. 我总是经过那条隧道
But what did you see? 但是你看见…你看见什么了？
What happened that night? What did you see? 那天晚上发生了什么？ 你看见了什么？
You busted your ass. You fell. I felt sorry for you. 你摔倒在地 你跌倒了 我觉得你可怜
I tried to help you up. You told me to fuck off. 我想扶你站起来 你让我滚开
- So, I fucked off. - Was I with anyone? Was I alone? - 所以我就滚开了 - 我和别人在一起吗？我一个人？
- What happened?! - I don't know. - 发生什么事了？！ - 我不知道
You were wasted. You're always wasted. 你喝得大醉 你总是酩酊大醉
That's all I can tell you. 我只能告诉你这么多了
Whoa. Take it easy. 喔哦 别激动
I need you to tell me the fucking truth. 我需要你告诉我他妈的真相
What did you see that night? What happened that night? 那晚你看见什么了？ 那晚发生什么了？
I don't know. 我不知道
I'm assuming it's the worst. 我想一定是最糟糕的事
God... 天哪……
Come here for one second. Just one second. 过来一下 就一下
Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd." 说“操你妈 安娜·博伊德”
Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 操你妈 安娜·博伊德！
I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom. 我很好奇她是否知道 就在她宝贝……
When I saw that woman kissing someone else, 当我看到那个女人 在亲吻另一个人时
betraying her husband. I felt it. Pure rage. 她背叛了她的丈夫 我感觉到了彻底的愤怒
If I could, I'd go to her house, 如何有可能 我会去她的家
find her sitting... 找到正坐在……
and I'd smash her head all over the floor!! 把她的头一遍一遍地 砸向地面！
Cathy, thank you for all you have done for me. 凯茜 感谢你为我所做的一切
I'm sorry to leave this way. I'll send for my things later. 很抱歉以这样的方式离开 过后我会找人来取我的东西
Love, Rachel. 爱你 蕾切尔
It's so true. It's the worst restaurant ever. 说的太对了 那是史上最烂的餐馆
Why do we keep going back? 为什么我们还老是回去？
Martha? 玛莎？
Rachel? 蕾切尔？
I haven't seen you in a million years... 有一百万年没见到你了……
Yeah, I wanted to call you, but Tom said I should just leave it alone. 是啊 我本来想给你打电话 可汤姆说我还是别提这事为好
I'm so sorry. 我太抱歉了
For what? 为了什么？
For the barbecue. 为了那天的烧烤
I just need you to know that I don't remember anything and I just completely blacked out... 我只希望让你知道我不记得 任何事了 我完全失去了记忆……
Everyone had a little too much to drink, so... It's okay. 大家伙都喝得有点儿多 所以…没关系的
I know, but with the eggs... And then I screamed at you. 我知道 可是用恶魔蛋… 然后我冲着你吼叫
That I was that abusive. I just feel... I just feel so ashamed about it. 我那么恶语伤人 我感到… 我太为此感到丢人了
I don't... 我没有……
Tom... Tom said that I smashed your plate. I don't... 汤姆…汤姆说我砸碎了 你们的盘子 我不知……
Tom was fired because of how I behaved. 汤姆因为我的行为被解雇了
You felt sick and you took a nap in our guest bedroom. 你当时感到不适 就在我家 客房卧室里小睡了一觉
Do you want to lie down? Come with me. 你想躺下来吗？跟我来
Excuse us... Rachel? Are you feeling better? 劳驾…… 蕾切尔？感觉好点了吗？
You guys can stay the night if you want. 如果愿意的话 你们可以住一晚上
No, no. That's fine. Thanks. 不 不 没事的 谢谢
I think I'd remember if you caused a scene. 我想如果你当时大吵大闹的话 我一定会记得的
I'm so sorry. 我太抱歉了
Get up. 起来！
And then Tom took you home. 然后汤姆就带你回家了
- I'm sorry, Tom... - Stop fucking saying that! - 对不起 汤姆…… - 少他妈的说这话！
- I know you're sorry. - I'm sorry. - 我知道你对不起！ - 对不起
What's your fucking problem? 你他妈的有什么毛病？
You can't even focus on me. You can't even fucking stand up. 你都不能集中注意力 你他妈的站都站不稳
What is wrong with you? Can you stand? 你怎么回事？你站得稳吗？
Fucking disgusting. 真你妈恶心！
No... No... 不…不……
Yeah. Tom got fired because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. 是的 汤姆被解雇是因为他 不能把自己的鸡巴掖进裤裆里
You did nothing wrong. 你没做错任何事
Fuck up, Rachel! Wake the fuck up! 妈的 蕾切尔！ 快他妈的醒醒！
Wake up! 醒醒！
You can sleep out here. 你就睡在这外面吧
We all felt so bad for you. 我们都太为你难过了
Such a bad guy. 那样一个坏蛋
God. 天哪
Are you okay? 你还好吗？
贝克特 密码不对 再试一次
贝克特路13号
密码不对 再试一次
I need to see you. 我需要见你
Meet me at 3. 3点钟见我
I'm here, where are you? 我到了 你在哪里？
I can't. Stuck watching Evie. 不行 照看伊维脱不开身
What are you doing up? 还不睡在干嘛？
Picking up after Evie. 收拾伊维的烂摊子
阿兹利 默西学院
You whore! 你个贱货！
Leave us alone. 别来打搅我们
No new messages. No saved messages. 没有新留言 没有保存的留言
To hear your current voice-mail greeting, please press TWO. 想听你目前设置的 语音邮件招呼 请按“2”
Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 嗨 我是梅根 留个口信
To replay this greeting, press ONE. 重放这条招呼 按“1”
Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 嗨 我是梅根 留个口信
You okay? 你没事吧？
I thought I heard something. 我想我听到了什么动静
You should wake me up if you heard something. 如果你听到什么动静 你应该叫醒我
I just... 我就想……
Come back to bed. 回床上去吧
Whore! 贱货！
Rachel's down there. 蕾切尔在后面
What the hell are you doing? 你他妈的想干嘛？
Hey, get the fuck out of here. Get the fuck out of here! 嘿 他妈的滚开！ 快他妈的滚！
You're okay. You just need some help. 你没事 只是需要些帮助
Don't touch me. Don't touch me. Just fuck off. 别碰我 别碰我 滚开
Fuck off! 滚开！
- Come here. - Anna. - 来吧 - 安娜
- No, no. - Anna, please. - 不 不 - 安娜 别这样 别这样
Go away. Go. 走开 走！
I'm just going to stand right here. I'm not gonna come closer. 我…我就站在这里 我不会再靠近了
I just need to talk to you. 我只是需要和你谈谈
I don't want to hear anything you have to say. 我不想听从你嘴里 说出来的任何话
Where's Tom? 汤姆在哪儿？
He's lying to you. He always does. He's a good liar. 他在骗你 他一直在欺骗 他骗术高超
I know he's a good liar. 我知道他骗术高超
We went behind your back for months. 我们背着你往来了好几个月
- He's just done it to you... - I know he's cheating. - 他也是这样对你的…… - 我知道他在欺骗我
I know. 我知道
- Anna... He killed Megan. - No, we don't... We don't know that. - 安娜…他杀了梅根 - 不 我们没…我们没证据
- He's dangerous. - We don't know anything! - 他很危险 - 我们没任何证据！
- Anna, you need to leave. - No. - 安娜 你必须离开 - 不
You need to leave. You need to take Evie 你必须离开 你必须把伊维带走
- and you need to leave. - No. - 你必须离开 - 不
- Get out of here. - I'm not leaving him. - 离开这里 - 我不会离开他
It's hardly the first time he's had an affair. 这又不是他第一次劈腿
It's not about the affair. And you know that, deep down. 这不仅仅是劈腿 你内心深处也很清楚
- Anna, please just come with me. - I'm not leaving him. - 安娜 请跟我走吧 - 我不会离开他
Please come with me. 请跟我走
- Anna, dont. Dont! Please. - Come in the house, honey. - 安娜 别 别！求你了！ - 进屋里来 亲爱的
I saw you, Tom. You motherfucker, I saw you! You murderer! 我看见你了 汤姆 你个混蛋 我看见你了！你个杀人犯！
You fucking murderer! You killed her! You fucking killed her, I know it! 你个该死的杀人犯！你杀了她！ 你他妈的杀了她 我知道！
You're un-fucking-believable. 你简直不可他妈的理喻！
Now listen. Listen to me. Megan got into his car that night. 现在听着 你听我说： 梅根那天晚上上了他的车
You think I don't remember. You thought I blacked out. I saw you. 你以为我不记得了 你以为 我失忆了 我见到过你
Why did Megan get in your car? Did Megan get in your car? 梅根为什么要上你的车？ 梅根上你的车了吗？
- No! - Yes, she did. - 没有！ - 有 她上去了
Tell her the truth. Just tell her the truth right now. 告诉她真相吧 现在就告诉她真相
You attacked me in that tunnel, because I saw her with you. 你在那隧道里攻击了我 因为我看见她和你在一起
I found Megan's phone. 我发现梅根的手机了
I found it. 我发现了
So, all those phone calls. They weren't from Rachel. 所以所有那些打来的电话 都不是来自蕾切尔
So were you fucking her while she was here, working? 所以她在这里干活时 你就和她操上了？
While she was looking after our daughter?! 就在她照看我们的 女儿的时候？！
You were so tired all the time. 你总是显得那么疲倦
It's all about Evie. 要怪就怪伊维
That's right. 没错
- Tom, give her to me. - It's all right. - 汤姆 把她给我 - 没事的
Tom, give her to me. Please. Please give her to me. 汤姆 把她给我 求你了 求你把她给我
- It's gonna be fine. - I think she needs changing. - 她没事的 - 我想她需要换尿布了
Please? Please just give her to me. 求你了 求你让我来抱她
Let her go. You're going to hurt her. 放开她 你会伤到她的
- Change her here. - Okay, I'll change her. - 在这儿换 - 好的 我来给她换
Let her go. You're gonna hurt her. 放开她 你会伤到她的
911, what's your... 911 你有什么……
What's your emergency? 你有什么紧急情况？
No no, stay. Stay. 不 不 别动 别动
Do you need a drink? 你需要来一杯吗？
No. 不
Yeah, you do. 不 你需要
All those things that you said I did. 所有你说我做过的那些事
Those terrible things. I didn't do any of them. 那些可怕的事 我一件都没有做过
You just watched me suffer. You made me feel so worthless. 你眼睁睁地看着我受苦 让我觉得我是那么一无是处
You made me think that everything was my fault. 你让我觉得每一件事 都是我的错
Drink it. 喝吧
You told me I got you fired. 你告诉我是我让你丢了工作
But, I didn't. 但是我没有
You know, I saw Martha on the train. 你知道吗 我在火车上 遇见了玛莎
Drink it! 喝啊！
I saw Martha on the train. And she told me that you were fired 我在火车上遇见了玛莎 她告诉我说你被解雇…
because you were fucking everyone in the office! …是因为你和办公室里的 每一个人鬼混！
Rachel's down there. 蕾切尔在后面
Wait here. 在这儿等着
You want to get in the car? 快到车里来
What's going on? 怎么回事？
Don't worry about it. 别担心
Come on. 快点
Okay, I'm here. What is it? 好了 我来了 什么事？
I just want to go to the woods. 我想到林子里去
What is it with you crazy women? 你们女的怎么都这么疯？
Is this what you want? 你想要这个？
No. 不
Like this? 这样？
- What? - I'm pregnant. - 怎么了？ - 我怀孕了
Congratulations. 恭喜了
I thought you should know. 我以为你该知道
You thought I should know? 你以为我该知道？
- There's a chance it could be yours. - Then get an abortion. - 有可能是你的 - 那就去做掉
Or if it's Scott's, do whatever you want. 如果是斯科特的 随你怎么办 但…
But if it's not then... Get rid of it. 但如果不是 那就…把它打掉
You can be as involved as you want. 你本可以更加积极一点
You're a shitty nanny. 你是个烂保姆
What makes you think you're gonna be a good mother? 什么让你觉得 你会成为一个好母亲？
Why did you bring me there in the first place? 当初你为什么要 带我去你家？
Because I thought it would be fun to have you both around. 因为我认为那会很有趣 有你们两个人在那儿
I played your game so you could fuck me 我按你的游戏来玩 好让你在伊维的…
- in between Evie's playdates. - I don't need another kid. - …玩伴聚会之间干我 - 我不需要再有个孩子
【家长们安排的带着孩子们一起玩的聚会】
Certainly not with you. 肯定不要和你的
I took care of your kid to be near you! 我为了接近你 甚至去照顾你的小孩！
You fucked Anna because you couldn't fuck Rachel anymore! 你干了安娜因为你 再也干不了雷切尔！
And you fucked me because you couldn't fuck Anna! 你干了我因为你 再也干不了安娜！
Take us all away and you're just a pathetic, impotent man! 干了我们所有人可你不过是个 可悲的、性无能的衰人！
You're not gonna get rid of me. 你不可能摆脱掉我
You're gonna pay for this child for the rest of your life. 你这一辈子都将为 这个孩子付出代价
You're like a dog. 你像条狗
Like one of those unwanted, mistreated dogs. 像一条没人要的、 受尽虐待的狗
You can kick them, but they keep coming back to you. 你可以踹它们 可它们还是一直回来找你
Thinking that somehow if they're good... 以为要是自己怎么着乖一点…
You're not doing this again. 你不能再这样对待我
You'll love them. …你就会爱它们
This is what you do. You're not doing this to me. 你就是这么做的 你不能再这样对待我
You brought this on yourself, Rachel. 这都是你自找的 蕾切尔
If you had just stayed away that one night... 如果那一个晚上 你躲得远远的…
Just left us all alone. 没过来找我们麻烦
You brought this on Megan. 梅根也是你害的
In a way, you killed her. 某种意义上说 你杀了她
But I didn't. 但我没杀
You did. 你杀的
You did this to me in our marriage. 你杀了我们婚姻中的我
You made me fucking crazy. 你让我快他妈的发疯了
Do you have any idea what it's like to be married to a fucking blur? 你知不知道和一个满脑子糨糊 的人结婚是什么样的感觉？
I had no choice. He was... 我没别的选择 他…
He would have killed me. 他会杀了我的
I never wanted to hurt him. 我也不想伤害他
It was self-defense. 这是正当防卫
She had no choice. 她没别的选择
Tom would have killed her. 汤姆会杀了她的
I saw the whole thing. 整个过程我都看见了
Rachel was right about Megan. 蕾切尔说梅根的事是对的
She was right about everything. 她说的所有事都是对的
（梅根·希普韦尔 1990 — 2016）
We are tied forever now, the three of us. 现在我们永远扯平了 我们三个人
Bound forever by the story we share. 被我们共同的故事 永远绑在了一起
Today, I sit in a different car. And I look ahead. 今天 我坐在另一节车厢里 我抬头看向前方
Anything is possible. 一切皆有可能
Because I am not the girl I used to be. 因为我不再是 从前的那个女孩
Subtitle by Bambula 原字幕：Bambula 翻译 同步：639