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[Episode 8] [Losing Heart]
I'm getting used to my new job. Everyday is fulfilling.
I feel motivated and I'm enjoying it.
Well, I shouldn't pretend.
To be honest, I don't feel like it's for me.
Of course I'm grateful to Noah for picking me up.
And I enjoy being involved in pro-wrestling.
But I built roads for a long time.
You know the intersection of Itsukaichi-kaido and Inogashira street?
I'm the one who paved the road there.
- I built the foundation of this country. But now-- - What are you talking about?
- Good morning. - Good morning.
I was told that it's good to talk to her a lot.
But that doesn't mean you should complain about your job to her.
Look, Akari is knitting her brows.
No way.
Oh, you are right.
Don't you have to go to work?
Oh, no. Please stay as long as you'd like.
- Have a good day. - Your daddy is going to work very hard.
Bye.
I'm relieved. He is doing well.
I wonder if it's because he has a scary, scary wife?
- What do you mean? - I'm giving you a compliment.
You are in charge of the household.
Of course. I have your genes in my blood.
Oh please.
- Good morning. - Good morning.
Good morning.
- Good morning. - Good morning.
- Good morning, Akari-chan. - Good morning.
Hikari-san, how has Tadashi-kun been?
He is doing all right now.
Although we are worried since he had some trouble with the police.
Correct.
Therefore 4p - 3q = +- 5q.
- Solve this equation... b = 2q or-- - Kasumi.
I'm sorry... Tadashi gave you so much trouble.
Don't be. It was my fault to begin with.
Anyway, I won't let him do things like that anymore.
I'm really sorry.
Let's go.
Hey.
What is it?
Haru, come.
Hello.
Hey.
What is this?
Well, Terao found it.
You can find it easily online.
- My friend who saw the play found it... - Who did it?
What is this about?
I took that picture with Tadashi-kun's cell phone a while ago.
Hey, the dinner--
Are you the one who spread this online?
Hey.
Tadashi.
Answer me. Did you do it?
That's right. I spread it.
It's your fault, Haru-nii.
Because you stole my girlfriend.
You...
I trusted you, but you betrayed me.
So you spread it to get back at her?
I only uploaded one picture. No one will see it.
You don't understand anything.
My theater group members found this.
Do you know what this means?
Everyone in the world can see this image.
This image can be seen anytime anywhere.
Do you understand what it means?
I didn't mean to...
Did you do revenge porn?
- Does Asa-nii know this? - I haven't told him yet.
Good morning.
[She is supposed to be a senior at S Girls' High.]
[How do you know?] [It says it on the site.]
[She is a student from our school.]
[She looks like she would do something like this.]
[This is the picture everyone is talking about.]
[Seriously?]
[History quiz]
It's really her. Isn't she embarrassed?
It's unfortunate for her.
If the school finds out about this, she will definitely get kicked out.
Read this. It's Nagahara-san.
Nagahara-san, is this you? I found it online.
What happened?
I found out she is doing theater...
I wanted to warn her to be careful to not let the school know.
[I haven't seen you for a while. I want to see you and talk about that thing.]
[Doi]
What do you think about this?
A boyfriend who got dumped uploaded his ex-girlfriend's nude images online for revenge.
He should die. Those guys are the worst.
Let's go.
- Hi. - I'll go buy some water.
Sure. Go ahead.
[Kasumi]
[I won't be coming to practice for a while. I'm sorry.]
[Nagahara]
She said she wasn't feeling well and didn't want to leave her room.
I see. I'll come back again.
Excuse me.
Did something happen in the theater group?
What?
She doesn't want to go outside.
She seems to be scared of something.
What? Reven--
Revenge porn? Is that some kind of new organization?
I'm sorry.
And?
That idiot.
- Where is Tadashi? Upstairs? - Wait.
I said wait.
- Who put push pins here? - That's why I said wait.
It was you? It hurts.
We should discuss before scolding Tadashi.
We don't need to. He's done such a horrible thing.
You know what Tadashi would do if he is cornered.
What would he do?
You know why he quit high school, don't you?
He was bullied because I was arrested. Right?
At that time, he didn't come out of his room for a week before quitting school.
Asa-nii didn't want to see him like that so he dragged him to school.
That night, he cut his wrist with a razor.
- What? - The wound wasn't deep.
And Asa-nii noticed it right away, so nothing happened.
That's why Tadashi decided to quit school.
Why did this happen?
It's my fault.
I started dating Tadashi's girlfriend.
Huh?
- Hey, even between siblings-- - Let's talk about that later.
Anyway we have to think about the image Tadashi spread.
It must be really hard for her.
The image was circulated without her knowing.
- I hope you are all right. - Why would he do that?
Right, you and him broke up peacefully.
- You broke up with Shinjo-san? - That's not what we are talking about.
Right.
But that woman made Tadashi drunk and
asked him for money even though they didn't have sex.
What? Is that true?
That image... apparently she took it herself in order to deceive Tadashi.
- She created all of this. - But he can't spread it online.
She is scared and hasn't been able to go to school.
Whatever the circumstances are, Tadashi was the one who spread the image.
First we have to go to her house and make apologies.
What if they say they will sue him?
Revenge porn is a trendy crime. The media won't be quiet about it.
If that happens, his life is totally ruined.
That's why we need to discuss with them to avoid that from happening.
Asa-nii, keep calm, okay?
What are you doing?
Are you going to stay in there again?
Nothing is going to be solved by running away like this.
Tadashi.
You think you did something bad, don't you?
You want to apologize to her, don't you?
Yes?
Good morning. My name is Sato.
We came here to talk about Kasumi-san.
What do you need to talk about?
The theatrical group that Kasumi-san belongs to--
Theatrical group? Are you still letting her do that?
- Kasumi. - Leave.
- My younger brother did-- - Just leave.
- Kasumi. - Leave.
No, we are the ones who did something wrong.
Can you reschedule that to the beginning of next week?
Sorry about that. Goodbye.
So you are saying that you spread my daughter's naked photo online.
I'm really sorry. We are sorry.
This isn't something that can be solved with apologies.
Of course it's partly my daughter's responsibility since she let you take the photo.
But you went over the line you weren't supposed to pass.
If the image is spread, my daughter will likely be eliminated from this society.
In other words, she was killed by you.
How are you going to take responsibility for this?
- That's-- - I'm not asking you.
What do you say?
You can't answer, huh?
Then why did you come here?
Did you think everything would be fine if you apologized?
Even if I turn you in, it doesn't mean that my daughter's wound will heal.
But if that is the only way to make you pay for what you did, I have no choice...
I will report it to the police.
Please do anything you want but that.
It's my fault, as I am my brother's guardian.
I will tell him firmly not to make the same mistake again.
So please forgive him for this time only. Please. Please.
If you were in my situation, would you be able to forgive him?
I know you adore your brother.
But it's the same for me too.
It's okay.
Will you forgive me if I die?
What?
I will atone by dying.
What are you talking about? I'm sorry. He is confused.
It's all right. There is no meaning for me to be alive.
So it's better for me to take responsibility and die.
Don't be stupid. Just sit down.
I'm sorry. Please give us a little time.
Three days. Just three days. Can you wait for three days?
Please give us time to think about how to pay for what he did. Please. Please.
You too. Please.
Hey you.
Huh? What's wrong?
Why don't you let me die?
Geez, are you still saying that?
Don't say you are going to die so easily. It's a precious life that Mom gave you.
I didn't ask to be alive.
Hey, Tadashi.
To pay back for what he did... What should we do, Akari?
I didn't know you were here.
Her breathing isn't steady yet but her blood pressure is getting more stable
and we have been giving her less medicine.
When she can digest better and drink more milk
we can remove the IV and she will start gaining weight.
Good.
Asahi, do you want some coffee?
I broke up with Hikari.
Hikari told me.
I see.
Did something happen?
Well, Tadashi did something stupid.
We were asked how to pay for what he did.
How should we pay for it?
How can you ask me that now?
Anyway is that something that you have to think of?
The one who has to pay is not you, it's Tadashi.
So he has to realize and find the answer by himself.
All you can do is be by Tadashi's side.
I'm coming in.
Tadashi.
Good night.
Damn.
About the revenge porn that you were talking about the other day.
It's all right.
You don't like to talk about it, do you?
Something similar happened to my friend.
In her case, it didn't spread to the public...
but she's always scared when and where it will spread.
That's why I can't forgive people who would do such a thing.
Why are you telling me that?
I don't know why.
Please tell your friend 'Thank you.'
Hold back the riot police.
On Kagoshima University's honor, give Kanbayashi time to say goodbye.
The leader of Hiroshima University is dead.
Are you making a joke?
Isn't it amazing?
This is her performance.
We can't see her being like this again.
Don't give me that.
It's your fault, Haru-nii. This happened because you betrayed me.
Then why didn't you say that to me?
You didn't have to hurt her.
The button that you pressed without hardly thinking ruined her life.
She can't stand on the stage anymore.
Not only that, she might have to quit her high school.
Shut up.
It's okay if I die, right?
I will apologize by killing myself. Then you have nothing to complain about, right?
You...
I will never forgive you, Haru-nii.
You should regret forever that I died.
That it was your fault that you stole her from me.
What are you talking about?
Consider how she feels at least a little.
What happens to her if you die?
Don't you think you will hurt her more?
I love you.
I love you so much.
- I don't know why I love you this much. - Think about what you can do for her.
I will think with you, so don't do anything stupid.
Hey, Tadashi.
- I don't want to say goodbye. - Stop it.
- Ippei-chan, listen. - I don't want to say goodbye.
Izunuma-san died so he could give us time.
I'm glad that you can leave the hospital.
But it's hard for me to leave her at the hospital.
It's hard for me too.
I realized from being with Akari.
That it's special just to be alive.
To breathe, to receive nutrition, to cry because it hurts...
Those ordinary things... When she does them, they seem amazing.
And that's thanks to the people around her for their support.
We are all depending on people around us.
I feel like Akari is teaching us that.
You are right.
Oh crap, I forgot to turn off my cell phone.
[I'm sorry. Goodbye.]
[Tadashi]
I had a fight with him.
It's my fault.
What does he mean by 'goodbye?'
He might be trying to do the same thing he did when he was in high school.
I'll go looking for him.
- I'll look for him too. - Yeah.
- Call Satoru and Hikari too. - I know.
- Tadashi-kun disappeared? - Yeah.
I'll go look for him.
Do you have any idea where he could be?
Go back to your room.
Hey, watch it.
Oh, it's you.
You surprised me.
- I'm the one who was surprised. - Stop it.
'Stop it?'
Haru kept saying 'Stop it.'
- Don't hold it. - Wait.
You two are here too?
Hey.
What are you doing? Hurry up and come here.
He was the first one who got here.
Oh man, I was the third.
Hey, Tadashi--
- Don't scare me. - Huh? I didn't know this was so low.
Stop joking.
Tadashi, come out.
- He wouldn't come out by that. - You never know. He might come out.
By the way, don't forget school's seven mysteries. On the night with a full moon...
- in the hallway... - What?
Hey, stop that.
We will split up and find him.
- Don't scold him too much even if you find him. - I know.
Go. Go.
It can't be.
Tadashi.
Hey.
Tadashi.
It's there. It's there.
It's there.
Asa-nii.
- You... don't do that. - Are you scared?
No, I'm not.
What the hell are you holding?
What?
Tadashi, it's no use for you to resist.
Tadashi.
He didn't fall.
Everyone, come to classroom number 3-2.
Is he here? Where is he?
- Hey, hey, hey... - What is it?
- You found him? - What is it?
- Hey, hey, hey... - What is it? You are so loud.
Look at this. I engraved this. I'm pretty good, huh?
'My dream is to become rich.'
Don't tell me you called us to show us this.
Look for him seriously.
Tadashi used this room and this desk too.
[Me too. Tadashi.] 'Me too. ' What the heck?
- So cute. - Do you remember?
You came to this room on the classroom observation day when you were 20.
- I was 19. - That's right.
And a mother next to you asked you 'How old were you when you had your child?'
Stop talking about it and look for him.
He actually didn't like that you came to observe the classroom in place of Dad.
Huh? That's not true. He was happy every year.
You are so optimistic. Think about it.
If he was the only one whose brother came others would wonder what happened to your parents.
He felt guilty that Mom died because of him, so he didn't like it when people talked about it.
Why didn't he tell me directly?
That's how Tadashi is.
He knew you came although you were embarrassed.
That's why he pretended to be happy.
That's the kind of person he is.
That's not something to talk about now.
- I remember something too. - I said...
On the day he quit school, he came to my work.
He said sorry so many times.
He said he felt really bad because Asa-nii helped him to go to school.
The reason why he didn't tell you is that he didn't want you to see him crying.
We used to say often... 'You are the Sun of the Sato family.'
'So you have to be smiling all the time.'
I do think he needs to pay for what he did.
And it will take time until he is forgiven.
But I like Tadashi's smile.
So I don't want him to forget that smile.
I will support you too.
I did a horrible thing to Tadashi.
He's always loved her. And I knew it.
But I took his happiness away from him.
I want to pay for what I did.
You are the only one accused for the crime.
I want to pay together with you.
What would you tell Tadashi when you find him, Asa-nii?
'If you want to die, just die.'
He only thinks about himself.
He should die after he is able to pay at least the rent, food and utility bills.
Hey...
How can he die?
What does that make out of the 18 years that he's lived?
The 18 years that he spent with us... is it something that easy to abandon?
I'm frustrated about that more than anything.
When he was born, frankly I couldn't accept him.
Losing Mom was such a big deal to me.
It was even hard to look at his face.
But after Mom's funeral, he smiled at me even though I was still crying.
I thought 'He is trying to cheer me up.'
I started crying more because of that.
Since then, Tadashi has been my best younger brother.
Not only me.
Tadashi's smile makes all of us happy.
I've been grateful to Mom for letting him live.
So...
Don't you ever think that you should die.
Tadashi.
Hey... Tadashi.
I can't say there is always hope beyond the hardships and suffering you will face.
Because reality isn't that easy.
But...
But I can be on your side.
All of us can share your pain together.
So keep on living.
Keep living and pay for it.
Sorry. Sorry.
I'm sorry, Asa-nii.
Sato-nii.
Sato-nii, sorry.
Haru-nii.
Big sis'.
Stupid.
Tadashi. Don't cry.
You don't look good in tears.
Stupid, stupid...
Big sis'.
Big sis', I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. Big sis'.
Are you alone?
Yes.
What can you do to pay back my daughter... did you find the answer?
No.
Then I have to report you to the police.
Before that, please let me see Kasumi-san. I want to apologize to her properly.
She says she doesn't want to see you.
You understand that you will make her feel worse if you see her now.
But I want to tell her how I feel.
I beg you. Please let me see her.
Please.
No matter what you say in words, her feelings won't change.
Are you going to report it to the police?
It's part of Kasumi's fault.
If I do, Kasumi will be the one who gets hurt by getting public attention.
Then why?
Is Tadashi all right by himself?
He said he would go.
It's ready.
Hmm? Where is Asa-nii?
Bathroom.
He will be in there for a long time with an umbrella.
He is still here.
Kasumi.
Can you see him outside?
What do you want to do?
I am sorry.
I did something irretrievable.
You are suffering because of me.
I wanted to die.
I wanted to feel better by killing myself.
But...
now...
I want to live. I want to live and pay for what I did.
Please let me live and pay for my crime.
It's all right.
It was my fault too.
Let's end this.
Goodbye.
Kasumi, I'm coming in.
Yes.
I will do as much as possible. I will protect you.
Thank you.
What is it?
Tadashi.
She wasn't smiling.
She didn't forgive me.
Nothing has been solved yet.
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[To be continued.]
What's wrong? The face you make when you look at text messages...
you look like Golgo.
Can I stay here a little longer?
This is exactly what you said. This isn't the parenting that I imagined.
I want to talk to you about Haru-nii.
Is it the same guy that texted you the other day?
- Did something happen with you and him? - No.
Do you think it's okay for me to be happy?