1 00:00:02,803 --> 00:00:04,805 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 2 00:00:27,628 --> 00:00:32,166 [GEMMA] But in spite of these deficiencies, the wishes, the hopes, the confidence, 3 00:00:33,134 --> 00:00:37,305 the predictions of the small band of true friends who witnessed the ceremony 4 00:00:38,506 --> 00:00:42,676 were fully answered in the perfect happiness of the union. 5 00:00:46,214 --> 00:00:48,216 Thank you, thank you. 6 00:00:48,349 --> 00:00:51,252 So, next week we're going to be starting Steinbeck's 'Of Mice and Men'. 7 00:00:51,719 --> 00:00:53,421 Which I think you will love. 8 00:00:54,388 --> 00:00:55,389 Thank you. 9 00:00:59,793 --> 00:01:00,794 [MAN] Gemma! 10 00:01:02,463 --> 00:01:03,464 Thank you. 11 00:01:03,631 --> 00:01:04,632 How's the audio book? 12 00:01:05,133 --> 00:01:07,135 Do you know, there's not one single laugh in the Psalms? 13 00:01:07,635 --> 00:01:08,636 Not one. 14 00:01:08,836 --> 00:01:10,838 Shock me. At least it pays the bills. 15 00:01:10,838 --> 00:01:12,473 Yeah well, it certainly helps. Thank you! 16 00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:14,475 [GEMMA] Bye! [MAN] Yeah, bye. 17 00:01:23,016 --> 00:01:24,918 One Joel sized dinner is served! 18 00:01:26,086 --> 00:01:27,087 [MAN] Just putting pajamas on. 19 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:30,424 [BOY] What time is Charlie coming? 20 00:01:31,259 --> 00:01:33,261 After you have eaten your chocolate milk. 21 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:36,464 And drunk your spaghetti! 22 00:01:36,797 --> 00:01:38,799 [JOEL] Yeah, yeah, yeah! 23 00:01:40,668 --> 00:01:42,670 [GEMMA] Alright, out you get. It's my turn. 24 00:01:43,504 --> 00:01:44,505 I'll do it. 25 00:01:44,672 --> 00:01:45,673 You sure? 26 00:01:45,873 --> 00:01:47,408 You had to listen to Howard's anecdotes all night. 27 00:01:47,508 --> 00:01:48,576 Mmm, so did you. 28 00:01:48,676 --> 00:01:49,677 Yeah, but he's my boss. 29 00:01:50,678 --> 00:01:54,348 Now are you sure you're not just offering because you have a thing for the babysitter? 30 00:01:55,883 --> 00:01:56,884 Well that might be it. 31 00:01:58,252 --> 00:02:00,754 Okay, I'll do a couple of lengths and I shall wait up for you. 32 00:02:01,422 --> 00:02:02,423 Okay. 33 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:18,172 [GEMMA] Hello. [CHARLIE] Hi, he's fine. 34 00:02:18,672 --> 00:02:20,674 [GEMMA] Oh great. [CHARLIE] Goodnight! 35 00:02:50,338 --> 00:02:52,340 [JOEL] Can I have a drink of water? 36 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,308 Yes of course you can, darling. 37 00:03:11,259 --> 00:03:13,261 [OPERA MUSIC] 38 00:03:45,626 --> 00:03:46,627 Bugger. 39 00:03:58,839 --> 00:04:02,843 Listen to my voice, my king and my God, for to you do I pray. 40 00:04:05,679 --> 00:04:09,683 Listen to my voice, my king and my God, for to you do I pray. 41 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:14,922 For you are not a god who takes pleasure in evil. 42 00:04:17,090 --> 00:04:18,091 Hello Mrs. Shields. 43 00:04:20,093 --> 00:04:22,095 Hello, didn't hear you come in. 44 00:04:22,796 --> 00:04:24,798 No idea why they chose me for this job. 45 00:04:25,799 --> 00:04:31,805 They chose you because you have a very, very, persuasive voice... 46 00:04:32,973 --> 00:04:33,974 Oh, thank you. 47 00:04:35,208 --> 00:04:36,209 Get off! 48 00:04:38,546 --> 00:04:39,547 Where's Joel? 49 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:40,548 He's in bed! 50 00:04:43,551 --> 00:04:44,552 He's not in his room. 51 00:04:47,254 --> 00:04:49,256 [OPERA MUSIC] 52 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,092 Joel! 53 00:04:53,761 --> 00:04:54,762 Joel? 54 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:59,132 [BOTH] Joel? 55 00:05:00,834 --> 00:05:01,835 [WILL] Joel? 56 00:05:04,338 --> 00:05:05,339 [GEMMA] Joel! 57 00:05:05,673 --> 00:05:07,307 He's not here, he's not here. 58 00:05:07,341 --> 00:05:08,676 Joel! 59 00:05:09,877 --> 00:05:10,878 Joel! 60 00:05:12,179 --> 00:05:13,180 Joel! 61 00:05:14,548 --> 00:05:16,550 [BOTH] Joel? 62 00:05:17,084 --> 00:05:19,086 [GEMMA] Please help us, we can't find our son. 63 00:05:19,887 --> 00:05:22,890 Yeah... Police please. [WILL] Tell them he might've been taken. 64 00:05:23,256 --> 00:05:25,258 [WILL] Tell them he might've been taken! [GEMMA] Yes, yes. 65 00:05:25,759 --> 00:05:26,760 Joel? 66 00:05:27,628 --> 00:05:28,629 Okay. 67 00:05:34,668 --> 00:05:35,669 JOEL!!! 68 00:05:38,005 --> 00:05:39,006 JOEL!!! 69 00:05:57,391 --> 00:05:59,292 [SILENCE] 70 00:06:00,594 --> 00:06:02,596 [DOORBELL] 71 00:06:12,339 --> 00:06:14,341 [DOORBELL] 72 00:06:25,252 --> 00:06:26,253 [KNOCKING] 73 00:06:34,462 --> 00:06:36,464 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 74 00:06:44,672 --> 00:06:45,673 I think we should move. 75 00:06:48,876 --> 00:06:49,877 Gem... 76 00:07:04,758 --> 00:07:06,760 Let's not make any quick decisions, okay? 77 00:07:10,130 --> 00:07:11,131 Okay. 78 00:07:29,683 --> 00:07:30,584 I'll do it. 79 00:08:27,340 --> 00:08:28,341 When did this come off? 80 00:08:29,710 --> 00:08:30,711 Last week. 81 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:33,180 He wanted to surprise you. 82 00:08:38,919 --> 00:08:39,920 God, your hand... 83 00:08:46,594 --> 00:08:47,595 It's nothing. 84 00:10:02,803 --> 00:10:05,806 Don't let me enemies gloat, saying we have defeated him. 85 00:10:07,675 --> 00:10:09,677 Don't let them rejoice at my downfall. 86 00:10:11,378 --> 00:10:13,380 But I trust in your unfailing love. 87 00:10:14,547 --> 00:10:16,549 I will rejoice because you have rescued me. 88 00:10:22,923 --> 00:10:25,926 I will sing to the Lord because he is good to me. 89 00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:30,263 Psalm 14. 90 00:10:32,465 --> 00:10:35,468 Only fools say in their hearts there is no God. 91 00:10:38,171 --> 00:10:40,173 They are corrupt, and... 92 00:10:47,047 --> 00:10:48,048 Will? 93 00:11:58,752 --> 00:12:00,754 [JOEL'S VOICE] I love you, Mummy. 94 00:12:05,058 --> 00:12:06,359 I love you, Mummy. 95 00:12:43,964 --> 00:12:45,966 [HEAVY BREATHING] [FALLING SOUNDS] 96 00:12:49,970 --> 00:12:51,972 [GLASS SHATTERING] 97 00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:20,968 [DOOR OPENING] 98 00:13:22,335 --> 00:13:24,337 [GEMMA] Hello? Hello? 99 00:13:26,673 --> 00:13:28,008 Can you help me? 100 00:13:32,512 --> 00:13:34,514 [GEMMA] Stop it, please! [DOG BARKING] 101 00:13:36,716 --> 00:13:37,717 Stop it. 102 00:13:39,719 --> 00:13:40,720 [MAN] You okay? 103 00:13:41,254 --> 00:13:42,255 [GEMMA] I can't see properly. 104 00:13:42,923 --> 00:13:43,924 Let's get you off the road. 105 00:13:44,757 --> 00:13:45,758 Come on, I've parked just here. 106 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:47,961 [GEMMA] Light. 107 00:13:49,963 --> 00:13:51,298 Light, yes , but blurry. 108 00:13:53,133 --> 00:13:54,634 I can't focus on anything. 109 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:59,306 [DOC] Okay well, doesn't seem to be anything physically wrong with your eyes, 110 00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:00,673 but we'll do an MRI just to be safe. 111 00:14:02,542 --> 00:14:04,177 Someone's gonna need to fill a form out for you. 112 00:14:04,211 --> 00:14:05,578 [GEMMA] I''ll do it. 113 00:14:05,712 --> 00:14:07,014 Well, you won't know what you're signing. 114 00:14:07,214 --> 00:14:08,215 [PAUL] I'll read it out to her. 115 00:14:08,715 --> 00:14:10,717 [DOC] Who are you? [GEMMA] Paul found me and brought me in. 116 00:14:11,751 --> 00:14:13,386 [PAUL] I couldn't leave you alone on the street. 117 00:14:13,420 --> 00:14:14,721 And you'll read the whole thing out to her? 118 00:14:14,754 --> 00:14:16,056 [PAUL] Yes, of course. [DOC] Fine. 119 00:14:17,090 --> 00:14:18,091 What's your prognosis? 120 00:14:18,926 --> 00:14:19,927 [DOC] You a doctor? 121 00:14:20,093 --> 00:14:21,261 [PAUL] Well, I've got some medical training. 122 00:14:21,294 --> 00:14:23,630 [DOC] Could she be malingering? 123 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:26,466 [PAUL] Why on Earth would she do that? 124 00:14:27,434 --> 00:14:28,335 So let's do an MRI. 125 00:14:30,303 --> 00:14:32,305 [MRI SOUNDS] 126 00:14:36,043 --> 00:14:38,045 [NURSE] Okay, we're bringing you out now. 127 00:14:43,550 --> 00:14:44,551 [WILL] Hey. [GEMMA] Will! 128 00:14:44,918 --> 00:14:46,920 [WILL] I'm here. [GEMMA] Where were you? 129 00:14:47,254 --> 00:14:48,588 I'm here now, it's okay. 130 00:14:49,422 --> 00:14:52,425 [NURSE] This will hurt a little, it's an injection into the muscle in your shoulder. 131 00:14:53,961 --> 00:14:55,963 [GEMMA] Aaagh! [NURSE] Good, all done. 132 00:14:58,431 --> 00:15:00,433 [GEMMA] Oh, yes... it's coming back. 133 00:15:02,669 --> 00:15:03,670 Hello beautiful. 134 00:15:04,671 --> 00:15:05,672 [DOC] Okay look at me please. 135 00:15:07,474 --> 00:15:08,475 And... how many fingers? 136 00:15:09,009 --> 00:15:10,010 [GEMMA] Seven? 137 00:15:10,843 --> 00:15:11,844 Two. 138 00:15:12,212 --> 00:15:13,213 Six. 139 00:15:13,546 --> 00:15:14,547 Ten. 140 00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:16,516 Okay good, and follow my finger. 141 00:15:20,087 --> 00:15:21,088 Where's Paul? 142 00:15:21,588 --> 00:15:22,589 He left before I got here. 143 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:24,424 He asked us to give you this. 144 00:15:26,293 --> 00:15:28,928 Okay, what you had is a form of panic attack, it's quite rare. 145 00:15:29,629 --> 00:15:30,797 Mmm, not malingering then? 146 00:15:32,632 --> 00:15:34,101 It's called Amaurosis. 147 00:15:35,135 --> 00:15:39,139 It's more common in one eye but loss of sight or distortion in both is not unheard of. 148 00:15:39,172 --> 00:15:40,507 Have you had anything like this before? 149 00:15:40,507 --> 00:15:42,475 No, never. What was the injection? 150 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,877 That's Lorazepam, it's a quick acting sedative. 151 00:15:45,545 --> 00:15:46,546 Well it did the trick. 152 00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:49,782 I'd like to recommend a psychiatric evaluation. 153 00:15:50,383 --> 00:15:51,551 Ahh, there's no need. 154 00:15:51,584 --> 00:15:52,785 Please thank your staff. 155 00:15:53,586 --> 00:15:55,588 I spoke to your husband during the MRI. 156 00:15:56,756 --> 00:15:59,092 Given your history, Mrs. Sheilds, I really think you should speak to someone. 157 00:16:09,169 --> 00:16:11,171 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 158 00:16:25,252 --> 00:16:26,253 [WILL] It's the first fish we bought. 159 00:16:28,921 --> 00:16:29,922 I miss you... 160 00:16:31,591 --> 00:16:33,593 Here's a picture of you and little Dub Dub. 161 00:16:35,795 --> 00:16:37,797 You got him for your birthday, you were four... 162 00:16:38,298 --> 00:16:39,466 Little Dub Dub's still here. 163 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,836 Mummy forgot to feed him one day, didn't she. 164 00:16:45,338 --> 00:16:46,339 She just forgot. 165 00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:50,009 You remembered... 166 00:16:52,345 --> 00:16:53,346 Oh, you're so clever. 167 00:17:04,057 --> 00:17:06,059 [CLOCK BELLS] 168 00:17:06,093 --> 00:17:07,094 Be careful! 169 00:17:08,128 --> 00:17:09,129 I said be careful! 170 00:17:41,761 --> 00:17:42,762 Will? 171 00:17:44,431 --> 00:17:45,432 Oh, that's mine. 172 00:17:45,598 --> 00:17:46,599 [HOUSE ALARM] 173 00:17:47,467 --> 00:17:48,468 Gem! 174 00:17:48,501 --> 00:17:50,137 [WILL] It's Paul... [GEMMA] Who? 175 00:17:50,170 --> 00:17:51,338 The life saver. 176 00:17:53,340 --> 00:17:54,341 [QUIET] 177 00:17:57,877 --> 00:17:59,879 I should have called to say thank you. 178 00:18:00,513 --> 00:18:01,514 [PAUL] Oh, don't worry about it. 179 00:18:03,049 --> 00:18:04,351 This all looks professional. 180 00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:07,420 Gem does audio books. 181 00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:10,257 She's brilliant. 182 00:18:11,424 --> 00:18:12,425 [PAUL] It's pretty cool. 183 00:18:14,127 --> 00:18:15,128 What do you do? 184 00:18:15,795 --> 00:18:17,797 Ahh, I was a pharmacist. 185 00:18:19,299 --> 00:18:21,301 Til about five years ago when it went corporate. 186 00:18:21,834 --> 00:18:23,836 We thought we'd get out and live the dream. 187 00:18:24,837 --> 00:18:27,174 Lucky you. And the dream is? 188 00:18:29,176 --> 00:18:31,178 We inherited a small estate in the lakes. 189 00:18:33,546 --> 00:18:34,547 Wow. 190 00:18:35,382 --> 00:18:38,585 Yeah, it's a bit tired at the moment, but we're renovating it in time and... 191 00:18:39,752 --> 00:18:43,923 we've got a small cottage in some of it's already ready, the main house, 192 00:18:43,923 --> 00:18:48,027 which we hire out for weddings, and well, anyone who pays, really. 193 00:18:50,463 --> 00:18:51,631 We lost our son. 194 00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:57,837 Yeah, you showed me his room. 195 00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:00,973 Do you want to see a photo? 196 00:19:03,543 --> 00:19:04,544 [PAUL] Sure. 197 00:19:09,882 --> 00:19:10,883 [WILL] That was just a couple of weeks ago. 198 00:19:12,585 --> 00:19:13,586 Yeah, he's very handsome. 199 00:19:16,088 --> 00:19:17,089 Sorry. 200 00:19:18,258 --> 00:19:19,259 It's okay. 201 00:19:19,959 --> 00:19:20,960 He's in heaven now. 202 00:19:23,463 --> 00:19:24,464 Heaven? 203 00:19:25,798 --> 00:19:26,799 Of course. 204 00:19:29,135 --> 00:19:31,304 What, he's here one minute and then just gone? 205 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,172 Just nothing? 206 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,842 Yes... sadly, yes. 207 00:19:36,209 --> 00:19:38,211 Well fuck that, Gemma. 208 00:19:39,045 --> 00:19:40,046 [PAUL] I'm intruding. 209 00:19:43,550 --> 00:19:50,056 Listen, if you guys ever wanna get away from it all, the guest house is already finished. 210 00:19:50,590 --> 00:19:51,758 It's right by the Lake. 211 00:19:55,928 --> 00:19:56,929 If you're interested. 212 00:19:57,797 --> 00:19:58,798 It's okay, I've got the old one. 213 00:20:00,267 --> 00:20:01,268 Take one anyway. 214 00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,217 [TOY] I love you, Mummy. 215 00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:14,641 Call home. 216 00:21:16,343 --> 00:21:18,345 [RINGING] 217 00:21:20,212 --> 00:21:21,213 Hi! 218 00:21:21,548 --> 00:21:22,549 [WILL] Where are you? 219 00:21:23,182 --> 00:21:24,684 [GEMMA] I'll be back in ten minutes, I've got a surprise for you. 220 00:21:25,718 --> 00:21:27,720 Do you remember that baker on Landsdown street? 221 00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:29,389 [WILL] Chocolate donuts... 222 00:21:29,556 --> 00:21:30,890 You like donuts Paul? 223 00:21:31,257 --> 00:21:32,258 What, Paul's there? 224 00:21:32,892 --> 00:21:34,827 I'm just leaving. Dropped in a brochure. 225 00:21:35,762 --> 00:21:36,763 Take a look. 226 00:21:36,763 --> 00:21:37,930 Keep well, both of you. 227 00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:39,632 Bye... 228 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:42,369 [WILL] Why did you take the batteries out? 229 00:21:44,136 --> 00:21:46,138 It woke me up, it scared me. 230 00:21:46,973 --> 00:21:47,974 I still need to listen to him. 231 00:21:49,175 --> 00:21:50,176 I know. 232 00:21:50,510 --> 00:21:51,511 [TOY] I love you, mummy. 233 00:21:53,012 --> 00:21:54,013 [GEMMA] Oh, can't see. 234 00:21:56,048 --> 00:21:57,049 Oh God... 235 00:21:59,552 --> 00:22:00,553 [WILL] Don't brake! 236 00:22:01,053 --> 00:22:04,056 [GEMMA] Can't see. [WILL] Gemma, slowly change lanes. 237 00:22:07,427 --> 00:22:08,428 [GEMMA] Oh God! 238 00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:11,263 [CAR HORNS] 239 00:22:12,965 --> 00:22:14,967 [SCREECHING] [CRASHING] 240 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:23,175 You got really lucky. 241 00:22:24,577 --> 00:22:26,579 Yeah, I'm really lucky. 242 00:22:29,215 --> 00:22:32,284 You have minor whiplash. It could have been much worse. 243 00:22:37,223 --> 00:22:38,224 You made a mistake, Gem. 244 00:22:40,927 --> 00:22:42,595 Could have just as easily been me. 245 00:22:44,296 --> 00:22:45,297 You blame me. 246 00:22:48,468 --> 00:22:50,036 You nearly died out there today. 247 00:22:50,703 --> 00:22:51,704 Do you understand that? 248 00:22:51,804 --> 00:22:52,805 [GEMMA] Yes. [WILL] Really? 249 00:22:53,973 --> 00:22:55,975 You think that's a small thing, do you? 250 00:22:57,009 --> 00:22:59,011 Do you have any idea how much I love you? 251 00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:07,119 They said they can give you two pills, the same as this sedative stuff. 252 00:23:08,755 --> 00:23:11,924 You take it every day and it stops these panic attacks. 253 00:23:14,594 --> 00:23:16,596 But you come in and you talk to someone every week. 254 00:23:18,631 --> 00:23:19,632 And you get better. 255 00:23:26,973 --> 00:23:27,974 You get better. 256 00:23:31,844 --> 00:23:32,845 [GEMMA] You coming in? 257 00:23:33,012 --> 00:23:34,013 Not yet. 258 00:23:48,595 --> 00:23:50,597 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 259 00:24:17,423 --> 00:24:19,425 [GASPING] 260 00:24:51,090 --> 00:24:52,091 What's that doing there? 261 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:56,328 I put it there. 262 00:24:57,630 --> 00:25:01,868 I'm having therapy and I'm taking the damn pills. 263 00:25:03,469 --> 00:25:04,470 Good. 264 00:25:07,674 --> 00:25:09,008 Look, why don't we go away. 265 00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:15,347 Might do us both some good, we could take up Paul's offer for the weekend. 266 00:25:17,016 --> 00:25:18,017 No. 267 00:25:19,118 --> 00:25:20,119 I thought you liked the idea. 268 00:25:21,387 --> 00:25:24,557 I changed my mind, okay? 269 00:25:31,263 --> 00:25:32,264 Sure. 270 00:26:07,834 --> 00:26:08,835 Thank you. 271 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:29,588 Gem... 272 00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,058 Yes? 273 00:26:33,459 --> 00:26:34,460 I hear him. 274 00:26:38,330 --> 00:26:39,331 Will... 275 00:26:40,499 --> 00:26:43,169 In his room. I hear him. 276 00:26:46,706 --> 00:26:47,707 When? 277 00:26:50,877 --> 00:26:51,878 At night. 278 00:26:55,381 --> 00:26:56,382 Sometimes during the day. 279 00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:05,124 You don't believe me. 280 00:27:09,662 --> 00:27:10,663 What does he say? 281 00:27:12,999 --> 00:27:14,000 He says he loves me. 282 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,042 Your mind is playing tricks on you. 283 00:27:30,249 --> 00:27:31,250 I swear. 284 00:27:35,121 --> 00:27:36,122 I hear him. 285 00:27:41,427 --> 00:27:42,294 Come with me. 286 00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:57,376 He's still here, Gem. 287 00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:03,582 Isn't that the most important thing? 288 00:28:06,085 --> 00:28:07,086 He's still here. 289 00:28:37,083 --> 00:28:38,084 I stayed awake all night. 290 00:28:40,419 --> 00:28:41,420 Nothing. 291 00:28:51,831 --> 00:28:52,832 Okay, thank you Howard. 292 00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:54,834 Thanks, we'll be in touch. 293 00:28:55,968 --> 00:28:56,969 Okay, bye. 294 00:28:57,703 --> 00:28:59,205 He thinks it's a great idea. 295 00:28:59,371 --> 00:29:00,840 Take as much time as you want. 296 00:29:02,341 --> 00:29:03,675 We don't even know them. 297 00:29:04,543 --> 00:29:05,544 But it's a guest house. 298 00:29:06,412 --> 00:29:07,413 We don't need to know them. 299 00:29:10,049 --> 00:29:11,550 You really, really wanna go? 300 00:29:12,751 --> 00:29:13,752 Yeah. 301 00:29:14,620 --> 00:29:15,621 Yes, I do. 302 00:29:16,956 --> 00:29:17,957 Get rid of all the clutter. 303 00:29:21,794 --> 00:29:22,795 Fine. 304 00:29:25,164 --> 00:29:26,698 If he's got space, let's go. 305 00:29:27,967 --> 00:29:28,968 I'lll email him. 306 00:29:38,911 --> 00:29:40,913 What shall I say? Tomorrow? 307 00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:53,792 Will what are you doing? Stop it, Will, no! 308 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:55,962 [WILL] AAAGH!!! 309 00:29:56,662 --> 00:29:58,664 [BOTH SHOUTING] 310 00:30:07,506 --> 00:30:09,475 [BOTH CRYING] 311 00:30:19,751 --> 00:30:21,753 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 312 00:31:58,384 --> 00:31:59,385 [WILL] Joel? 313 00:32:22,708 --> 00:32:23,709 Did you see him? 314 00:32:24,510 --> 00:32:25,511 No. 315 00:32:40,459 --> 00:32:41,460 Give me five minutes. 316 00:32:58,877 --> 00:32:59,878 Here. 317 00:33:04,416 --> 00:33:05,417 Can't hurt. 318 00:33:08,287 --> 00:33:10,289 [WILL] Dear God, we pray for our little boy, Joel. 319 00:33:13,092 --> 00:33:14,260 Look after him and keep him safe. 320 00:33:20,132 --> 00:33:23,402 Now and forever more, may he rest in peace. 321 00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:42,254 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 322 00:33:51,130 --> 00:33:52,131 Do you want me to take over? 323 00:33:52,831 --> 00:33:54,833 Who just puked up in that church, you or me? 324 00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:56,668 Okay. 325 00:33:57,869 --> 00:33:58,870 I'm fine. 326 00:34:07,746 --> 00:34:08,747 GPS is gone. 327 00:34:10,249 --> 00:34:11,250 Nearly there. 328 00:34:37,543 --> 00:34:38,544 Hello? 329 00:34:54,126 --> 00:34:55,127 Paul? 330 00:34:55,761 --> 00:34:57,629 [DRILLING] 331 00:35:07,506 --> 00:35:09,141 Hey, my first guests! 332 00:35:10,209 --> 00:35:11,210 It's beautiful! 333 00:35:12,211 --> 00:35:13,879 Well, I said you'd get away from it all. 334 00:35:14,746 --> 00:35:16,081 [WILL] Paul. [PAUL] Hi! 335 00:35:17,249 --> 00:35:18,250 You did all this? 336 00:35:19,751 --> 00:35:22,421 No, Elise designed it all years ago, I just hired a contractor. 337 00:35:22,954 --> 00:35:23,955 Elise? 338 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:25,291 Yeah, my wife. 339 00:35:25,424 --> 00:35:26,425 Where is she? 340 00:35:27,426 --> 00:35:29,295 She's not living here at the moment. Right. 341 00:35:30,996 --> 00:35:31,997 Think we're all done up here. 342 00:35:37,669 --> 00:35:41,673 I printed out a list of anything you might need, but any problems, just up the path. 343 00:35:42,841 --> 00:35:44,843 And I got you an official welcome pack. 344 00:35:45,711 --> 00:35:46,712 [GEMMA] Oh, thanks very much. 345 00:35:47,913 --> 00:35:49,915 Where are the pans? 346 00:35:50,916 --> 00:35:51,917 Ahh, bugger... 347 00:35:52,584 --> 00:35:54,085 [PAUL] I'll just nip into town and get you some. 348 00:35:54,786 --> 00:35:56,455 Town being the place we passed thirty minutes ago? 349 00:35:56,955 --> 00:35:58,457 Yeah, no problem there. 350 00:35:58,624 --> 00:36:00,959 No, no, we'll manage tonight. It's okay. 351 00:36:01,092 --> 00:36:03,495 Well, I got some steak I was gonna cook, you could share that. 352 00:36:04,129 --> 00:36:06,632 [WILL] Thanks, but... [GEMMA] Yes, yes, that would be lovely, thank you. 353 00:36:06,798 --> 00:36:08,099 Great, I'll see you soon. 354 00:36:17,543 --> 00:36:19,044 There's no way I'm not asking him. 355 00:36:19,745 --> 00:36:20,912 Just be diplomatic. 356 00:36:21,580 --> 00:36:23,582 Your version of diplomatic, or mine? 357 00:36:24,916 --> 00:36:25,917 Mine. 358 00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:28,920 Use this entrance, come on in. 359 00:36:33,425 --> 00:36:34,426 Oh, this is lovely. 360 00:36:35,794 --> 00:36:36,795 It's quiet, that's for sure. 361 00:36:37,463 --> 00:36:38,464 How do you like them? 362 00:36:38,497 --> 00:36:39,498 Medium rare. 363 00:36:39,831 --> 00:36:40,832 [PAUL] Medium rare it is. 364 00:36:41,333 --> 00:36:42,334 Will? 365 00:36:43,335 --> 00:36:44,336 Yes? Thanks. 366 00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:46,872 Do you have any wifi? 367 00:36:48,507 --> 00:36:50,476 Ahhh, that's the reason it's so quiet. 368 00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:52,210 How about a phone signal? 369 00:36:58,884 --> 00:36:59,885 I'll show you. 370 00:37:01,753 --> 00:37:02,754 I've tried every provider. 371 00:37:03,622 --> 00:37:05,624 They're all as bad as each other, I'm afraid. 372 00:37:08,794 --> 00:37:10,796 I like to think it adds to the charm of the place. 373 00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:14,500 Right, just this way. 374 00:37:16,668 --> 00:37:20,506 Bit of a climb, but if you do need to make a call, this is the only place. 375 00:37:22,173 --> 00:37:24,109 You're welcome up here anytime you like. 376 00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:30,382 Here should work, most of the time. 377 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:32,751 Give it a go. 378 00:37:39,090 --> 00:37:40,091 So... 379 00:37:40,792 --> 00:37:41,960 What happened to Mrs. Paul? 380 00:37:43,128 --> 00:37:44,129 Who? 381 00:37:44,330 --> 00:37:45,331 Elise. 382 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,001 She moved out for a while. 383 00:37:51,703 --> 00:37:53,705 Like I said, I... I hope it's temporary. 384 00:37:57,543 --> 00:38:00,612 Hey Paul? What do you for entertainment around here? 385 00:38:02,414 --> 00:38:05,250 Wanna attract the holiday crowd, you're gonna need more than a pretty sunset. 386 00:38:07,386 --> 00:38:09,254 [PAUL] Well, you got the lake on your doorstep. 387 00:38:10,756 --> 00:38:12,724 Access to the boat full time, 388 00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:16,294 there's salmon fishing in the river just over the hill. 389 00:38:17,663 --> 00:38:18,664 Shooting? 390 00:38:20,131 --> 00:38:21,099 No. 391 00:38:24,503 --> 00:38:25,504 Anyone like coffee? 392 00:38:25,537 --> 00:38:26,705 Ahh, decaf? 393 00:38:27,205 --> 00:38:28,540 [PAUL] Sure. [WILL] Not for me. 394 00:38:29,708 --> 00:38:31,710 So fishing... 395 00:38:31,710 --> 00:38:33,044 And walking. 396 00:38:34,580 --> 00:38:36,582 Well if people wanna come, it's up to them. 397 00:38:37,416 --> 00:38:39,418 I figured it'd be a break from all the craziness out there. 398 00:38:41,286 --> 00:38:44,289 And if not, well... got more than enough to keep me busy. 399 00:38:47,092 --> 00:38:48,093 Like what? 400 00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:50,829 A ring but no wife? 401 00:38:52,664 --> 00:38:53,665 Not just now. 402 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,902 No wifi, no wifey. 403 00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:01,840 No guests, apart from us. 404 00:39:04,843 --> 00:39:05,844 So seriously... 405 00:39:06,578 --> 00:39:07,579 Like what? 406 00:39:08,246 --> 00:39:10,248 Look I'll give you all the space you need. 407 00:39:11,383 --> 00:39:13,385 I value my privacy just as much as you value yours. 408 00:39:13,752 --> 00:39:14,920 We understand. 409 00:39:16,287 --> 00:39:17,288 Do you? 410 00:39:32,538 --> 00:39:33,539 I'm sorry about that. 411 00:39:34,039 --> 00:39:35,040 No, no, I'm sorry. 412 00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:38,209 I should have been clear about Elise before you guys came. 413 00:39:38,844 --> 00:39:39,711 No, no, it's okay. 414 00:39:41,580 --> 00:39:45,083 Both been through enough hell with Joel without any more surprises. 415 00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:48,954 He thought he saw him in the village today. 416 00:39:50,789 --> 00:39:52,123 I'm sorry. 417 00:39:53,792 --> 00:39:54,960 I can't lose Will too. 418 00:39:56,327 --> 00:39:57,629 Of course not. 419 00:40:01,166 --> 00:40:05,336 Now, you'll get peace and quiet and rest here. 420 00:40:07,372 --> 00:40:08,674 I'll stay out of your way. 421 00:40:10,709 --> 00:40:12,878 Okay, I'm falling asleep here. 422 00:40:14,713 --> 00:40:15,881 Yes, they put you on medication? 423 00:40:17,583 --> 00:40:19,417 [PAUL] Lorazepam would be the obvious choice. [GEMMA] Yeah. 424 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:20,586 What dose? 425 00:40:21,453 --> 00:40:23,455 Ahh, 0.5 milligrams, two in the morning. 426 00:40:23,922 --> 00:40:25,090 That'll be why you're drowsy. 427 00:40:27,292 --> 00:40:29,795 Try taking just one. And see how you go. 428 00:40:31,497 --> 00:40:33,632 Any problems, you let me know, okay? 429 00:40:33,665 --> 00:40:34,833 Thanks Doc. 430 00:40:53,418 --> 00:40:54,419 Gem? 431 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:55,921 Gem? Come on. 432 00:40:56,622 --> 00:40:57,623 Come! 433 00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:00,626 Some inheritance. 434 00:41:07,332 --> 00:41:09,668 Come on. You've got to see this. 435 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:11,469 The things you could do with this place. 436 00:41:13,371 --> 00:41:14,540 This is his private space. 437 00:41:15,541 --> 00:41:16,708 I know. 438 00:41:16,842 --> 00:41:18,009 We're snooping. 439 00:41:18,844 --> 00:41:19,878 Door was open though. 440 00:41:21,079 --> 00:41:22,247 That's his room. 441 00:41:23,414 --> 00:41:24,583 Another bedroom here. 442 00:41:26,752 --> 00:41:28,920 Come in here. Come on, come on. 443 00:41:30,421 --> 00:41:31,256 Look... 444 00:41:31,790 --> 00:41:34,459 He's a bird watcher. A fucking bird watcher. 445 00:41:35,794 --> 00:41:36,628 So? 446 00:41:36,962 --> 00:41:39,464 So? All day long, out there somewhere, 447 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:44,502 waiting, watching, waiting for some chick to hatch. 448 00:41:44,636 --> 00:41:46,037 Very fucking interesting. 449 00:41:46,672 --> 00:41:48,006 No wonder his wife ran off. 450 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,141 Come on, let's go. 451 00:41:52,177 --> 00:41:53,511 I thought you'd be interested. 452 00:41:54,746 --> 00:41:57,916 Did you hear anything last night? 453 00:42:00,586 --> 00:42:01,419 No. 454 00:42:04,455 --> 00:42:05,456 Well that's great. 455 00:42:09,828 --> 00:42:10,829 [GEMMA] He's back. 456 00:42:19,705 --> 00:42:22,040 Oh, watch your step, it's very slippery on here. 457 00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:26,712 Hey, you can pass it onto me. 458 00:42:27,913 --> 00:42:29,080 [GEMMA] Thanks. [PAUL] I hope I got enough. 459 00:42:29,581 --> 00:42:30,749 It's three days. 460 00:42:31,082 --> 00:42:32,250 Yeah, maybe I overdid it, huh? 461 00:42:36,955 --> 00:42:38,123 [PAUL] You sleep well? 462 00:42:38,289 --> 00:42:39,625 [GEMMA] Yes. [WILL] No. 463 00:42:45,330 --> 00:42:47,498 No, no, it's okay Paul. We'll do that thanks. 464 00:42:48,499 --> 00:42:49,334 Sure. 465 00:43:00,411 --> 00:43:01,579 [WILL] What? [GEMMA] This. 466 00:43:02,881 --> 00:43:04,049 [GEMMA] It's breathtaking. 467 00:43:06,417 --> 00:43:07,585 [WILL] He'd have hated it though. 468 00:43:08,053 --> 00:43:09,120 [GEMMA] Yeah. 469 00:43:11,456 --> 00:43:13,625 I remember one time I took him to Alderley Edge. 470 00:43:14,459 --> 00:43:15,694 He wouldn't even get out of the car. 471 00:43:17,328 --> 00:43:19,497 Another time, I don't know if you were there, 472 00:43:19,998 --> 00:43:22,267 he made me hold him by the ankles all the way to the post box. 473 00:43:24,502 --> 00:43:25,503 Doing the wheelbarrow. 474 00:43:27,505 --> 00:43:28,674 He hated walking. 475 00:43:44,289 --> 00:43:46,825 Do you ever wonder if we did something to deserve this? 476 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:49,961 No, I never wonder that. 477 00:43:51,496 --> 00:43:52,363 Like what? 478 00:43:54,499 --> 00:43:55,333 Sin. 479 00:43:58,003 --> 00:43:59,170 Maybe we're being punished. 480 00:43:59,537 --> 00:44:00,706 [GEMMA] For what? [WILL] I don't know. 481 00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:04,209 You think we did something to justify losing Joel? 482 00:44:05,543 --> 00:44:06,712 Come on, let's go back. 483 00:44:08,914 --> 00:44:10,281 No, I want to stay here for a minute. 484 00:44:14,252 --> 00:44:15,086 Will. 485 00:44:15,453 --> 00:44:16,621 Will? 486 00:44:17,122 --> 00:44:18,123 Will! 487 00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,334 [GEMMA] I can't see. 488 00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,337 I can't see. 489 00:44:33,872 --> 00:44:35,874 [WILL] Shh, I'm here. You alright? 490 00:44:36,007 --> 00:44:37,342 [GEMMA] I only took one pill. 491 00:44:37,709 --> 00:44:38,944 [WILL] Why would you do that? 492 00:44:39,044 --> 00:44:40,378 [GEMMA] I wanted to see if I was okay. 493 00:44:40,411 --> 00:44:41,246 [WILL] But you're not! 494 00:44:42,047 --> 00:44:43,381 The next time you decide to change your own dose, 495 00:44:43,414 --> 00:44:44,750 ask someone who knows. 496 00:44:44,916 --> 00:44:48,920 [GEMMA] I feel so stupid, I'm blind on a fucking cliff top. 497 00:44:50,956 --> 00:44:52,958 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 498 00:45:24,956 --> 00:45:25,824 Legs. 499 00:45:29,761 --> 00:45:30,996 I think we should go home. 500 00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:33,298 Please can you just get me a pill? 501 00:45:35,666 --> 00:45:36,835 I'll be fine. 502 00:45:36,835 --> 00:45:38,003 I just need to rest. 503 00:45:39,370 --> 00:45:41,539 Hi, I... I saw you coming down the path, is everything okay? 504 00:45:43,174 --> 00:45:45,176 I cut back on my pills, and it's my fault. 505 00:45:45,877 --> 00:45:47,045 [PAUL] I'm so sorry. 506 00:45:49,247 --> 00:45:50,415 [WILL] Here you go. 507 00:45:53,051 --> 00:45:54,219 I think I should start packing. 508 00:45:54,886 --> 00:45:55,954 [PAUL] You're leaving? 509 00:45:56,587 --> 00:45:57,755 [WILL] I hope so. 510 00:45:58,223 --> 00:46:02,994 [PAUL] Okay, well, no need to rush into anything, just let me know. 511 00:46:10,501 --> 00:46:11,336 Paul! 512 00:46:14,873 --> 00:46:17,142 If we were to leave, what's the best way to settle up? 513 00:46:24,715 --> 00:46:26,051 You must really miss being home. 514 00:46:30,121 --> 00:46:31,289 I hear him. 515 00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:34,625 [PAUL] Who? 516 00:46:36,294 --> 00:46:37,295 [WILL] Joel. 517 00:46:39,664 --> 00:46:42,834 In his room. At home. 518 00:46:46,704 --> 00:46:48,173 I can imagine that's very painful for you. 519 00:46:50,008 --> 00:46:51,509 [WILL] It's ahh... 520 00:46:53,244 --> 00:46:54,412 It's comforting. 521 00:46:59,084 --> 00:47:00,585 You do what's best for both of you. 522 00:47:03,754 --> 00:47:04,923 We'll let you know later. 523 00:47:05,790 --> 00:47:06,958 If that's okay? 524 00:47:07,458 --> 00:47:08,293 Yeah. 525 00:47:33,084 --> 00:47:34,085 Rubbish. 526 00:47:35,786 --> 00:47:37,122 What do you think? 527 00:47:39,424 --> 00:47:40,591 I think you need more practice. 528 00:47:45,163 --> 00:47:46,464 Yep, I do. 529 00:47:56,541 --> 00:47:57,408 [BOTH] Hi... 530 00:47:57,708 --> 00:47:58,944 Can we, can we stay another couple of nights? 531 00:47:59,344 --> 00:48:00,678 If that's okay. 532 00:48:01,046 --> 00:48:02,213 Can we be flexible? 533 00:48:02,914 --> 00:48:03,915 It's January. 534 00:48:04,249 --> 00:48:05,250 Thanks. 535 00:48:08,619 --> 00:48:09,620 Will's exhausted. 536 00:48:10,755 --> 00:48:11,756 Keeps himself awake at night. 537 00:48:13,291 --> 00:48:14,459 Listening for your boy? 538 00:48:15,961 --> 00:48:17,128 Yeah, he's torturing himself. 539 00:48:18,997 --> 00:48:20,165 Well, I can't force him to sleep. 540 00:48:24,002 --> 00:48:24,835 Hang on. 541 00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:43,288 Here, try a couple of these. 542 00:48:43,454 --> 00:48:46,724 They're tasteless, dissolve in hot or cold liquid. 543 00:48:47,959 --> 00:48:50,128 I think a good night's sleep will really help him. 544 00:48:51,963 --> 00:48:52,964 Thank you. 545 00:48:53,965 --> 00:48:56,101 [GEMMA] Really, thank you. [PAUL] Okay. 546 00:48:59,370 --> 00:49:01,372 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 547 00:49:03,041 --> 00:49:04,209 [WILL] Talk to me. 548 00:49:05,876 --> 00:49:07,045 Talk to me. 549 00:49:33,004 --> 00:49:34,172 My boy... 550 00:49:55,293 --> 00:49:56,127 Hello? 551 00:49:59,330 --> 00:50:00,331 [PAUL] It's open! 552 00:50:08,839 --> 00:50:09,640 [PAUL] Come on up! 553 00:50:17,048 --> 00:50:18,015 [PAUL] Hi. 554 00:50:18,416 --> 00:50:19,350 How was last night? 555 00:50:20,251 --> 00:50:21,919 He's still sleeping, thanks. 556 00:50:23,621 --> 00:50:24,955 Do you mind if I call a cab? 557 00:50:25,456 --> 00:50:26,624 No, go ahead. 558 00:50:31,962 --> 00:50:33,964 [CAR HORN] 559 00:50:46,177 --> 00:50:47,512 Right, now, should get a signal 560 00:50:47,878 --> 00:50:48,879 [RINGING] 561 00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:51,216 [DRIVER] Dave. It's Himesh. 562 00:50:52,383 --> 00:50:53,884 Where can I find an electronics store? 563 00:50:54,752 --> 00:50:56,621 I need a microphone for my laptop. 564 00:50:57,422 --> 00:50:59,590 [DRIVER] Yeah, passenger wants a microphone for her laptop. 565 00:51:01,459 --> 00:51:03,461 Ahh, yes, brilliant. Alright, thanks mate. 566 00:51:05,630 --> 00:51:07,998 So there's a high spec camera store in town. 567 00:51:09,300 --> 00:51:10,468 Okay, worth a try. 568 00:51:14,672 --> 00:51:15,673 I'll see you back here in an hour? 569 00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:16,841 [DRIVER] Okay. [GEMMA] Thanks. 570 00:51:32,923 --> 00:51:33,758 Excuse me! 571 00:51:34,959 --> 00:51:37,128 Hi, sorry, I think, I think this milk's off. 572 00:51:37,762 --> 00:51:39,430 [WOMAN] Let me change it. [GEMMA] Thank you, thanks. 573 00:51:54,379 --> 00:51:56,381 [CREAKING NOISE] 574 00:51:58,383 --> 00:51:59,717 Can you turn your engine off please? 575 00:52:18,836 --> 00:52:19,837 Please stop. 576 00:52:30,381 --> 00:52:31,549 Please, please... 577 00:52:44,929 --> 00:52:45,763 Stop! 578 00:52:47,465 --> 00:52:48,299 Stop, no! 579 00:52:49,133 --> 00:52:50,968 [GEMMA] Oh, sorry... [WOMAN] What are you doing? 580 00:52:52,470 --> 00:52:53,638 Sorry, I made a mistake. 581 00:52:54,672 --> 00:52:55,706 Sorry, I'm so sorry. 582 00:52:59,677 --> 00:53:00,678 Everything okay? 583 00:53:00,711 --> 00:53:01,546 Yeah. 584 00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:04,382 [DRIVER] Did you get what you [GEMMA] Yes, I did thanks. need? 585 00:53:05,383 --> 00:53:06,351 Excellent. 586 00:53:06,917 --> 00:53:07,752 Scenic route? 587 00:53:09,420 --> 00:53:10,288 Pardon? 588 00:53:11,756 --> 00:53:13,591 Quick route, or scenic route? 589 00:53:15,926 --> 00:53:17,828 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 590 00:53:34,545 --> 00:53:36,046 [DRIVER] Beautiful, isn't it? [GEMMA] Yeah. 591 00:53:37,047 --> 00:53:38,349 I got married last week. 592 00:53:39,550 --> 00:53:40,718 Oh, congratulations. 593 00:53:40,751 --> 00:53:41,619 Thanks. 594 00:53:43,254 --> 00:53:44,422 You got children? 595 00:53:45,423 --> 00:53:46,424 Miss? You got kids? 596 00:53:47,425 --> 00:53:48,259 No. 597 00:53:49,294 --> 00:53:50,461 We're trying straight away. 598 00:53:51,262 --> 00:53:53,431 In fact, I bought a test earlier. 599 00:53:54,299 --> 00:53:55,300 A test? 600 00:53:58,336 --> 00:54:00,538 I uhhh, couldn't decide. 601 00:54:01,839 --> 00:54:03,341 Could I buy one of those from you? 602 00:54:04,675 --> 00:54:05,843 What, really? 603 00:54:06,677 --> 00:54:07,845 If you don't mind. 604 00:54:08,846 --> 00:54:09,847 Ohh, so you're... 605 00:54:12,883 --> 00:54:14,051 You'll be happy then? 606 00:54:14,419 --> 00:54:15,286 Of course. 607 00:54:16,220 --> 00:54:17,555 Well, then, you've got to take one. 608 00:54:33,504 --> 00:54:34,372 [DRIVER] There we go. 609 00:54:35,139 --> 00:54:36,140 Well, I pray it works out for you. 610 00:54:37,007 --> 00:54:38,175 [GEMMA] I hope it works out for you, too. 611 00:54:42,513 --> 00:54:43,514 [GEMMA] Will? [DRIVER] You okay? 612 00:54:44,048 --> 00:54:46,216 Yeah... yes thanks. 613 00:55:06,170 --> 00:55:07,171 Paul? 614 00:55:23,388 --> 00:55:24,722 [WILL] Hi Gem. [GEMMA] Will where are you? 615 00:55:24,755 --> 00:55:25,756 [WILL] Back home. 616 00:55:26,256 --> 00:55:28,426 Can you imagine what it must be like to be reaching out to us, 617 00:55:28,593 --> 00:55:29,827 and we've left him? 618 00:55:34,298 --> 00:55:37,468 Will, I heard the noise again in the town. 619 00:55:40,304 --> 00:55:41,806 It was just a little girl on a bicycle. 620 00:55:44,675 --> 00:55:45,510 It wasn't him. 621 00:55:47,177 --> 00:55:49,514 [WILL] I'll come back and get you right now, but I need to be with him. 622 00:55:49,547 --> 00:55:52,550 No, no it's okay. I'm gonna stay and work for a couple of days. 623 00:55:54,585 --> 00:55:55,753 [WILL] Okay, that's fine Gem, really. 624 00:55:57,087 --> 00:55:58,756 You should call me anytime. I'll be right here. 625 00:56:00,758 --> 00:56:01,592 I love you. 626 00:56:06,130 --> 00:56:07,465 Everything okay? 627 00:56:11,001 --> 00:56:12,169 Dropped your phone... 628 00:56:13,804 --> 00:56:14,972 Will's gone back home. 629 00:56:16,841 --> 00:56:20,010 I'll stay for a couple of nights, if that's okay? 630 00:56:21,178 --> 00:56:22,012 If you like. 631 00:56:33,591 --> 00:56:34,925 [PAUL] What about in here? 632 00:56:44,502 --> 00:56:45,335 Perfect. 633 00:56:46,170 --> 00:56:47,705 Okay, have fun. I'll see you around. 634 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:04,388 [TOY] I love you mummy. 635 00:57:04,388 --> 00:57:06,390 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 636 00:57:29,046 --> 00:57:30,047 Can I get you a drink?. 637 00:57:30,214 --> 00:57:31,549 Ahh, no. Thanks. 638 00:57:36,554 --> 00:57:37,722 What can I do for you? 639 00:57:39,223 --> 00:57:40,224 Can I borrow your car? 640 00:57:44,629 --> 00:57:45,796 You are joking... 641 00:57:46,597 --> 00:57:47,431 Please. 642 00:57:48,799 --> 00:57:51,301 You're having panic attacks and they're messing with your vision, 643 00:57:51,468 --> 00:57:52,803 you shouldn't be anywhere near a car. 644 00:57:52,970 --> 00:57:54,338 Look, I'll be back in the morning. [PAUL] No! 645 00:57:54,505 --> 00:57:56,507 I'm fine now, I've taken two pills, please. 646 00:57:58,008 --> 00:58:02,179 It's important or I really wouldn't ask. I need to go back home. 647 00:58:08,418 --> 00:58:09,253 Okay. 648 00:58:13,758 --> 00:58:15,092 Pay for any scratches, okay? 649 00:58:15,760 --> 00:58:16,594 Will do. 650 00:58:23,634 --> 00:58:24,802 Drive carefully, stay calm. 651 00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:37,514 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 652 00:59:06,176 --> 00:59:07,177 [PHONE RINGING] 653 00:59:08,212 --> 00:59:09,046 Hello? 654 00:59:09,546 --> 00:59:11,381 [PAUL] You've gotta stop taking that Lorazepam completely. 655 00:59:11,548 --> 00:59:12,382 What? 656 00:59:12,382 --> 00:59:13,217 [PAUL] It's okay for you, 657 00:59:13,417 --> 00:59:14,985 but it's really not okay for your baby. 658 00:59:16,253 --> 00:59:17,254 How do you know about that? 659 00:59:17,421 --> 00:59:19,757 [PAUL] What difference does it make? I saw the box. 660 00:59:20,758 --> 00:59:21,592 Jesus. 661 00:59:22,092 --> 00:59:23,260 [PAUL] I have to clean the cottage. Look... 662 00:59:23,961 --> 00:59:25,129 This is important, Gemma. 663 00:59:25,329 --> 00:59:27,364 It's dangerous for your baby, especially in the first term. 664 00:59:28,132 --> 00:59:30,467 [GEMMA] Thanks. But it's really none of your business. I've got to go. 665 00:59:30,801 --> 00:59:33,137 [PAUL] No, no, no, listen to me, listen to me Gemma... [HANGS UP] 666 00:59:38,676 --> 00:59:39,509 Will? 667 00:59:51,722 --> 00:59:52,556 Will? 668 00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:56,593 Will? 669 00:59:59,797 --> 01:00:01,131 Oh my God... 670 01:00:01,799 --> 01:00:02,967 [WILL] Shhh!!! 671 01:00:04,635 --> 01:00:05,870 You scared him off. 672 01:00:07,337 --> 01:00:08,505 [GEMMA] Why would you do that? 673 01:00:09,674 --> 01:00:13,177 Let's see what he thinks about the new Joel. 674 01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:16,847 How do you know? 675 01:00:18,048 --> 01:00:19,216 He told me. 676 01:00:19,717 --> 01:00:20,550 Who? 677 01:00:20,885 --> 01:00:21,719 Joel. 678 01:00:24,054 --> 01:00:25,222 But he's dead... 679 01:00:25,255 --> 01:00:26,757 Shhh!!! 680 01:00:27,257 --> 01:00:28,558 He can hear you. 681 01:00:31,128 --> 01:00:33,297 He won't tell me why he's still here. 682 01:00:35,265 --> 01:00:36,433 But he might tell you. 683 01:00:40,337 --> 01:00:42,172 Try saying sorry! 684 01:00:52,216 --> 01:00:53,383 Joel are you there? 685 01:01:02,592 --> 01:01:03,761 Joel, I'm so sorry. 686 01:01:07,932 --> 01:01:10,434 Joel, it's Mummy. It's Mummy. 687 01:01:12,136 --> 01:01:12,970 I'm here. 688 01:01:16,173 --> 01:01:18,175 I'm sorry Joel. Talk to me. 689 01:01:20,010 --> 01:01:22,012 [GEMMA] Talk to me Joel, and tell me what to do. 690 01:01:24,849 --> 01:01:26,851 Please, Joel, tell me what I can do. 691 01:01:53,878 --> 01:01:55,880 [CRYING] 692 01:01:58,883 --> 01:02:00,885 [BANGING ON CAR] 693 01:02:00,885 --> 01:02:03,387 [GEMMA] Oh God!!! Oh my God... 694 01:02:04,254 --> 01:02:05,422 Ohhh!!! God!!! 695 01:02:08,092 --> 01:02:10,094 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 696 01:03:58,135 --> 01:03:58,969 Hi. 697 01:03:59,836 --> 01:04:01,005 Is everything okay? 698 01:04:01,505 --> 01:04:02,339 Yes. 699 01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:05,842 [PAUL] Will didn't come back with you? [GEMMA] No. 700 01:04:08,045 --> 01:04:09,213 [PAUL] Is he okay? [GEMMA] Yep. 701 01:04:14,218 --> 01:04:16,386 Sorry, I just came to ask for my car keys back. 702 01:04:16,586 --> 01:04:17,754 Oh, of course. 703 01:04:18,222 --> 01:04:19,056 It's okay. 704 01:04:25,795 --> 01:04:26,964 Why did you call Will last night? 705 01:04:28,966 --> 01:04:29,799 I didn't. 706 01:04:29,967 --> 01:04:30,800 To stop me from taking the pills? 707 01:04:31,135 --> 01:04:32,302 You know, I don't mind listening to your advice, 708 01:04:32,336 --> 01:04:34,338 but you really shouldn't have called him. 709 01:04:35,339 --> 01:04:36,173 No. 710 01:04:37,341 --> 01:04:39,076 Paul... you did. 711 01:04:41,378 --> 01:04:42,546 Look, I lent you my keys. 712 01:04:44,048 --> 01:04:45,215 I thought I was helping out and that's it. 713 01:04:47,384 --> 01:04:49,553 You know, you came down here to relax, you should give it a go. 714 01:04:50,754 --> 01:04:53,090 Yes, well, bird watching's not really my thing. 715 01:04:58,128 --> 01:04:59,296 I don't watch... 716 01:05:08,172 --> 01:05:09,506 Here, put these on. 717 01:05:41,505 --> 01:05:45,509 [BIRD NOISES] 718 01:05:57,721 --> 01:06:00,224 [OPERA MUSIC] 719 01:06:04,294 --> 01:06:05,129 Paul... 720 01:06:06,596 --> 01:06:08,765 Turn it off. Please, turn it off. 721 01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:09,966 [PAUL] What's up? 722 01:06:11,968 --> 01:06:13,137 [GEMMA] It's the music. 723 01:06:15,172 --> 01:06:16,340 Just turn it off! 724 01:06:18,675 --> 01:06:19,676 [PAUL] How many pills did you take? 725 01:06:19,843 --> 01:06:20,844 [GEMMA] None. [PAUL] Good. 726 01:06:21,011 --> 01:06:23,047 [GEMMA] You told me not to because of the baby. 727 01:06:25,049 --> 01:06:26,216 [PAUL] Okay breathe... 728 01:06:26,383 --> 01:06:27,217 Breathe... 729 01:06:28,718 --> 01:06:29,886 Try and fight against it. 730 01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:31,921 Deep breaths. 731 01:06:37,294 --> 01:06:38,462 It's coming back. 732 01:06:39,129 --> 01:06:40,297 It's coming back. 733 01:06:43,300 --> 01:06:44,468 Yes, I can see now. 734 01:06:45,502 --> 01:06:46,670 I can see now. 735 01:06:47,837 --> 01:06:50,174 You really don't need to walk me back. 736 01:06:51,007 --> 01:06:52,509 [PAUL] You're hilarious. [GEMMA] What? 737 01:06:53,843 --> 01:06:57,047 I know I don't need to, obviously I don't need to, I'm just doing the right thing. 738 01:06:59,383 --> 01:07:00,550 Elise always liked to be escorted. 739 01:07:02,752 --> 01:07:03,920 She loved the attention. 740 01:07:04,054 --> 01:07:05,389 [GEMMA] Have you heard from her? 741 01:07:06,756 --> 01:07:07,924 [PAUL] Yeah... 742 01:07:08,758 --> 01:07:10,927 She's not coming back. So... 743 01:07:12,629 --> 01:07:14,798 [GEMMA] Well look, I'm... I owe you for the steak. 744 01:07:15,799 --> 01:07:17,134 I must warn you, I'm a crap cook. 745 01:07:19,303 --> 01:07:23,340 [PAUL] I'm sure you're not, but I'm not very good company at the moment. 746 01:07:24,508 --> 01:07:25,675 [GEMMA] Okay, of course. 747 01:07:26,510 --> 01:07:27,677 Listen, I'll be fine from here, honestly. 748 01:07:29,012 --> 01:07:30,013 [PAUL] You sure? 749 01:07:32,182 --> 01:07:34,451 [WATER RUNNING] [TOY] I love you Mummy. 750 01:07:38,222 --> 01:07:39,556 [TOY] I love you, Mummy. 751 01:08:19,429 --> 01:08:20,597 [JOEL] I love you, Mummy. 752 01:08:25,369 --> 01:08:26,536 [JOEL] Where are you? 753 01:08:33,743 --> 01:08:34,578 Joel. 754 01:08:39,849 --> 01:08:40,684 Joel. 755 01:08:40,850 --> 01:08:42,118 [JOEL] Where's Daddy? 756 01:08:44,221 --> 01:08:45,389 Joel? 757 01:08:45,722 --> 01:08:46,556 Baby? 758 01:08:47,224 --> 01:08:48,057 Baby? 759 01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:51,328 Baby, where are you? 760 01:08:52,996 --> 01:08:54,998 [JOEL] I'm here. [GEMMA] Baby, where are you? 761 01:08:55,665 --> 01:08:57,000 I can hear you. 762 01:08:57,701 --> 01:08:59,869 Come with me, baby, I can hear you. 763 01:09:00,804 --> 01:09:02,972 I can hear you baby, I can hear you. 764 01:09:05,475 --> 01:09:06,576 I can hear you! 765 01:09:13,517 --> 01:09:14,751 [GEMMA] Paul! 766 01:09:16,453 --> 01:09:17,287 Paul! 767 01:09:19,456 --> 01:09:20,457 Paul! 768 01:09:21,057 --> 01:09:22,058 [PAUL] Gemma? 769 01:09:24,328 --> 01:09:25,161 What happened? 770 01:09:27,096 --> 01:09:28,265 [GEMMA] I heard Joel! 771 01:09:28,598 --> 01:09:30,434 [PAUL] Okay, let's get you inside, let's get you inside. 772 01:09:30,600 --> 01:09:32,369 [GEMMA] I heard him, I heard him. 773 01:09:34,804 --> 01:09:35,805 [PAUL] Come inside. 774 01:09:37,641 --> 01:09:38,475 In here. 775 01:09:40,410 --> 01:09:41,411 [GEMMA] Joel? 776 01:09:44,348 --> 01:09:45,515 [PAUL] There's no one here, Gemma. 777 01:09:46,850 --> 01:09:47,951 [GEMMA] I heard him. 778 01:09:48,785 --> 01:09:50,787 [PAUL] You can talk yourself out of it if you calm down. 779 01:09:52,222 --> 01:09:53,390 [GEMMA] I need to go home. 780 01:09:54,057 --> 01:09:55,225 [PAUL] Not until you get your sight back. 781 01:09:55,559 --> 01:09:58,662 [GEMMA] Now! I need to see Will. Now! 782 01:09:59,263 --> 01:10:00,430 [PAUL] Okay, okay let's go. 783 01:10:03,767 --> 01:10:04,868 [PAUL] Get some sleep. 784 01:10:05,535 --> 01:10:07,704 When you wake, I'll take you home. 785 01:10:08,972 --> 01:10:09,973 [GEMMA] Give me my pills. 786 01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:11,808 [PAUL] I can't Gemma, I can't. 787 01:10:12,141 --> 01:10:13,243 [GEMMA] Give me my fucking pills. 788 01:10:16,179 --> 01:10:17,347 Alright, one, one. 789 01:10:18,181 --> 01:10:19,516 Where are they? 790 01:10:19,683 --> 01:10:20,850 [GEMMA] They're in my jeans in the bathroom. 791 01:10:32,662 --> 01:10:33,363 Here you are. 792 01:10:35,265 --> 01:10:36,600 [GEMMA] Go, just go, please. 793 01:10:47,076 --> 01:10:48,244 I'll check on you later, okay? 794 01:10:56,119 --> 01:10:58,288 [GEMMA] Joel, are you there? 795 01:11:02,559 --> 01:11:03,993 I love you so much, Joel. 796 01:11:07,664 --> 01:11:08,665 And I'm listening. 797 01:11:11,868 --> 01:11:13,036 I'm listening. 798 01:11:27,784 --> 01:11:28,718 Joel? 799 01:11:37,827 --> 01:11:38,995 Joel can you hear me? 800 01:11:45,869 --> 01:11:46,870 I won't be long. 801 01:11:58,848 --> 01:11:59,849 Come on, Will. 802 01:12:23,640 --> 01:12:25,642 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 803 01:13:15,391 --> 01:13:16,793 [THUNDER] 804 01:13:31,307 --> 01:13:33,242 [BIRD NOISES] 805 01:13:40,016 --> 01:13:41,951 [DRIPPING] 806 01:13:56,432 --> 01:13:57,266 Come on, Will. 807 01:13:58,535 --> 01:13:59,368 Come on, Will. 808 01:14:01,805 --> 01:14:02,639 Come on, Will. 809 01:14:20,724 --> 01:14:21,558 [GEMMA] Will? 810 01:14:22,391 --> 01:14:23,493 How'd he get like this? 811 01:14:23,993 --> 01:14:26,496 He jumped me the second I walked in. Crazy like a horse. 812 01:14:27,931 --> 01:14:29,098 I wanted to bring him to you. 813 01:14:30,099 --> 01:14:33,202 I gave him a pretty heavy dose of sedative. I had no choice. 814 01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:37,473 He can have Elise's room til he wakes. 815 01:14:45,849 --> 01:14:47,183 He'll be fine in a couple of hours. 816 01:14:48,618 --> 01:14:49,786 Can you just go, please. 817 01:14:51,555 --> 01:14:52,556 Just go! 818 01:15:00,597 --> 01:15:01,765 I'll be around if you need anything. 819 01:15:13,577 --> 01:15:15,078 I am so sorry, I didn't believe you. 820 01:15:17,914 --> 01:15:19,082 But we're all together now. 821 01:15:25,789 --> 01:15:26,790 I'll be back. 822 01:16:04,327 --> 01:16:06,329 [DRIPPING] 823 01:16:15,471 --> 01:16:16,305 [GEMMA] Psalm 69. 824 01:16:17,707 --> 01:16:18,708 Save me, oh God. 825 01:16:19,475 --> 01:16:21,510 The flood waters are up to my neck. 826 01:16:21,678 --> 01:16:24,013 Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire. 827 01:16:24,848 --> 01:16:26,015 I can't find a foothold. 828 01:16:26,850 --> 01:16:29,218 I'm in deep water and the flood's overwhelming. 829 01:16:30,787 --> 01:16:34,490 I am exhausted from crying for help, my throat is parched. 830 01:16:35,224 --> 01:16:38,494 My eyes are swollen with weeping, waiting for my God to help me. 831 01:16:56,345 --> 01:16:59,348 [RECORDING] [GEMMA'S VOICE] 832 01:17:01,517 --> 01:17:03,119 [GEMMA'S VOICE] Don't let me sink any deeper. 833 01:17:04,053 --> 01:17:05,722 Save me from those who hate me. 834 01:17:08,557 --> 01:17:10,493 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 835 01:17:13,096 --> 01:17:14,263 Will, wake up. 836 01:17:20,970 --> 01:17:23,472 [RECORDING CONTINUES] Answer me quickly, for I am in deep trouble. 837 01:17:24,808 --> 01:17:27,076 Come and redeem me, free me from my enemies. 838 01:17:29,012 --> 01:17:31,180 You know of my shame, scorn and disgrace. 839 01:17:32,682 --> 01:17:34,851 You see all that my enemies are doing. 840 01:17:34,951 --> 01:17:37,286 Their insults have broken my heart. 841 01:17:38,054 --> 01:17:39,222 And I am in despair. 842 01:17:40,389 --> 01:17:44,828 If only one person would show some pity, if only one would turn and comfort me. 843 01:17:46,662 --> 01:17:49,833 But instead, they give me poison for food. 844 01:17:53,202 --> 01:17:55,371 They offer me sour wine for my thirst. 845 01:17:57,807 --> 01:17:59,475 [TOY] I love you, Mummy. 846 01:18:02,345 --> 01:18:03,512 Oh no, not again... 847 01:18:12,889 --> 01:18:13,890 Paul! 848 01:18:16,826 --> 01:18:17,827 Paul! 849 01:18:19,595 --> 01:18:20,596 What happened? 850 01:18:20,764 --> 01:18:22,098 What do you think happened? 851 01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:26,702 Okay, okay, let's get you back. 852 01:18:27,470 --> 01:18:28,637 Let's get you back, this way, come on. 853 01:18:32,976 --> 01:18:35,078 [PAUL] Just through here, that's it. 854 01:18:39,348 --> 01:18:40,516 What will Will think, eh? 855 01:18:41,350 --> 01:18:42,451 Wandering around in this state? 856 01:18:44,120 --> 01:18:44,821 I know. 857 01:18:46,222 --> 01:18:47,891 I've got to beat this, and I will. 858 01:18:49,058 --> 01:18:49,993 I will. 859 01:18:52,762 --> 01:18:54,931 Can you pass me my clothes, please, I need to get changed. 860 01:18:56,599 --> 01:19:00,703 Yeah, there's some just here, there's a pair of jeans. 861 01:19:03,973 --> 01:19:04,808 And a top for you. 862 01:19:04,808 --> 01:19:05,641 Thanks. 863 01:19:07,576 --> 01:19:08,845 Cup of tea? 864 01:19:09,012 --> 01:19:09,913 Please. 865 01:19:54,891 --> 01:19:56,059 [LOUDLY] How's Will? 866 01:19:58,594 --> 01:19:59,762 Paul, are you there? 867 01:20:03,599 --> 01:20:04,433 Paul? 868 01:20:08,804 --> 01:20:09,638 Paul! 869 01:20:15,078 --> 01:20:15,912 Paul? 870 01:20:23,786 --> 01:20:25,321 [PAUL] Hi, did you want something? 871 01:20:26,722 --> 01:20:27,891 Yeah, I'm hungry. 872 01:20:29,225 --> 01:20:30,326 [PAUL] Okay, I can cook. 873 01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:32,328 Great, what have you got? 874 01:20:32,428 --> 01:20:33,762 [PAUL] Bacon, eggs. [GEMMA] Smoked salmon! 875 01:20:34,763 --> 01:20:35,932 [PAUL] No, sorry. 876 01:20:37,934 --> 01:20:41,370 And uhhh, Ben and Jerry's ice cream, any flavor. 877 01:20:43,139 --> 01:20:44,307 I'll do my best. 878 01:20:44,707 --> 01:20:45,875 It's a very specific craving. 879 01:20:47,076 --> 01:20:49,245 Smoked salmon and chocolate ice cream. 880 01:20:50,846 --> 01:20:52,015 You said any flavor. 881 01:20:52,015 --> 01:20:53,182 You call this looking after me? 882 01:20:56,285 --> 01:20:57,553 Sure, we can go get some later. 883 01:20:58,387 --> 01:20:59,555 But I want it now. 884 01:21:03,059 --> 01:21:07,163 Okay, I'll... just check in on Will before I go. 885 01:21:26,849 --> 01:21:28,017 Who are you kidding... 886 01:21:44,267 --> 01:21:45,334 Will, wake up! 887 01:21:45,701 --> 01:21:46,535 Wake up! 888 01:21:47,803 --> 01:21:48,972 Can you wake up? 889 01:22:01,350 --> 01:22:02,285 You bastard. 890 01:22:06,555 --> 01:22:07,890 [DRIVER] Hello? [GEMMA] Hello, Himesh? 891 01:22:08,624 --> 01:22:09,292 Can you... 892 01:22:10,326 --> 01:22:11,494 Ohhh, fuck... 893 01:23:00,576 --> 01:23:01,510 Fuck! 894 01:23:25,368 --> 01:23:26,369 [GEMMA] Paul? 895 01:23:26,702 --> 01:23:27,536 Paul! 896 01:23:35,511 --> 01:23:36,345 Why are you up here? 897 01:23:36,412 --> 01:23:37,280 I need to be with Will. 898 01:23:38,181 --> 01:23:39,348 Did you get any ice cream? 899 01:23:39,682 --> 01:23:40,516 Forgot my wallet. 900 01:23:40,683 --> 01:23:42,618 Please, take me to him. 901 01:23:44,787 --> 01:23:45,988 I'm gonna stay here with him. 902 01:23:48,791 --> 01:23:50,793 Can you pack up my things and bring them over? 903 01:23:52,261 --> 01:23:53,429 Instead of ice cream? 904 01:23:53,496 --> 01:23:54,197 Yes. 905 01:23:55,431 --> 01:23:56,599 Leave it to me. 906 01:24:16,785 --> 01:24:18,654 [CLOCK BELLS] 907 01:24:20,956 --> 01:24:22,791 [WHISTLING] 908 01:24:30,599 --> 01:24:32,535 [DRIPPING] 909 01:24:37,373 --> 01:24:39,208 [CLOCK BELLS] 910 01:24:59,595 --> 01:25:01,597 [RINGING] 911 01:25:06,034 --> 01:25:08,137 [RECORDING] [GEMMA'S VOICE] Hi, if you want to leave a message for Will or Gemma... 912 01:25:08,304 --> 01:25:09,305 [JOEL'S VOICE] And Joel! 913 01:25:09,472 --> 01:25:11,307 [GEMMA'S VOICE] Please speak after the tone. 914 01:26:01,890 --> 01:26:02,725 Steady. 915 01:26:04,159 --> 01:26:05,160 You're back! 916 01:26:06,829 --> 01:26:07,863 I think I got everything. 917 01:26:12,201 --> 01:26:13,702 I'll go and get lunch sorted. 918 01:26:14,637 --> 01:26:16,305 [WILL] Ughhh... [GEMMA] Will? 919 01:26:17,473 --> 01:26:19,975 It's good, means he's coming around. 920 01:26:42,765 --> 01:26:43,932 I'm sure he'll wake soon. 921 01:26:45,534 --> 01:26:46,702 I hope so. 922 01:27:08,223 --> 01:27:09,558 [SCREAMING] 923 01:27:13,762 --> 01:27:14,597 Well... 924 01:27:17,500 --> 01:27:19,635 Looks like you can see okay now... 925 01:27:20,202 --> 01:27:21,370 Fuck you! 926 01:27:33,682 --> 01:27:35,618 [TOY] Hello, my name is Edward Bear. 927 01:27:38,387 --> 01:27:39,888 [PAUL] I recorded over the old message. 928 01:27:43,225 --> 01:27:44,293 I'm not scary. 929 01:27:48,263 --> 01:27:49,264 [TOY] I'm not scary. 930 01:27:51,099 --> 01:27:52,200 [PAUL] Say something. 931 01:27:53,369 --> 01:27:54,470 I'm not scared. 932 01:28:00,909 --> 01:28:02,244 You know, Elise left because of you. 933 01:28:04,012 --> 01:28:05,180 I doubt it. 934 01:28:07,683 --> 01:28:11,620 I heard you on the radio, reading poetry. 935 01:28:14,557 --> 01:28:17,660 So I ordered some audio book you made. Some... 936 01:28:19,928 --> 01:28:21,096 chick lit nonsense, but... 937 01:28:24,600 --> 01:28:26,702 You brought the mediocre to life. 938 01:28:28,971 --> 01:28:30,138 You were magnificent. 939 01:28:32,808 --> 01:28:37,913 Anyway, I went to the bookstore, and saw you. 940 01:28:42,017 --> 01:28:43,118 Became a habit. 941 01:28:44,219 --> 01:28:45,388 Weekly fix of... 942 01:28:48,223 --> 01:28:49,725 Extraordinary pleasure. 943 01:28:52,928 --> 01:28:54,930 When Elise found out, she left. 944 01:28:58,100 --> 01:28:59,368 She said I was obsessive. 945 01:29:00,369 --> 01:29:01,370 Which I am. 946 01:29:07,142 --> 01:29:08,411 And now you're here. 947 01:29:11,847 --> 01:29:13,181 You haven't flown off. 948 01:29:25,661 --> 01:29:27,663 [OPERA MUSIC] [GEMMA] Oh... 949 01:29:31,600 --> 01:29:32,535 I love this. 950 01:29:37,640 --> 01:29:40,308 You can fight it. Can you stop it? 951 01:29:43,912 --> 01:29:45,948 Can't be easy getting over what you did to Joel. 952 01:29:46,181 --> 01:29:47,683 [GEMMA] It was an accident. 953 01:29:48,684 --> 01:29:49,718 [PAUL] You messed up. 954 01:29:50,285 --> 01:29:52,120 [GEMMA] Please, switch it off. 955 01:29:54,890 --> 01:29:57,826 [QUIET] [GEMMA] What do you want? 956 01:30:03,098 --> 01:30:04,099 [PAUL] I don't know. 957 01:30:05,868 --> 01:30:07,970 I'm winging all this to be with you. 958 01:30:11,640 --> 01:30:13,308 [PAUL] Baby will need a father figure. 959 01:30:13,976 --> 01:30:15,077 [GEMMA] It has a father. 960 01:30:16,244 --> 01:30:17,279 [PAUL] Of course it does. 961 01:30:22,451 --> 01:30:24,286 What would she do without you, Will? 962 01:30:26,889 --> 01:30:28,223 [PAUL] Goodbye, Will. [GEMMA] Will! 963 01:30:29,725 --> 01:30:31,660 [PUNCHING] [WILL] Aaagh! 964 01:30:56,785 --> 01:30:57,953 You're pathetic! 965 01:31:00,889 --> 01:31:03,892 I have lost my child. I thought I lost my mind. 966 01:31:05,327 --> 01:31:09,498 But I am not losing him as well. 967 01:31:10,499 --> 01:31:11,667 Not to you. 968 01:31:12,367 --> 01:31:13,536 [DRIVER] Hello? 969 01:31:14,637 --> 01:31:15,638 [GEMMA] In here! 970 01:31:15,971 --> 01:31:17,139 Did you call me? It sounded like... 971 01:31:17,305 --> 01:31:18,641 We're going to the police station. 972 01:31:19,207 --> 01:31:22,177 Can you stay here for a minute and then help me carry him to your car? 973 01:31:22,410 --> 01:31:23,579 [DRIVER] What about him? 974 01:31:23,746 --> 01:31:25,781 Shout at him and he'll run, he's harmless. 975 01:31:46,702 --> 01:31:48,704 [SCREAMING] 976 01:31:59,347 --> 01:32:00,515 Get away from him. 977 01:32:01,183 --> 01:32:02,350 I want you to stay. 978 01:32:07,222 --> 01:32:08,056 Please. 979 01:32:08,891 --> 01:32:09,725 Move! 980 01:32:28,577 --> 01:32:30,579 Shhh... 981 01:32:31,179 --> 01:32:32,347 I'm not gonna hurt you. 982 01:32:34,016 --> 01:32:35,017 I'm not gonna hurt you. 983 01:32:36,284 --> 01:32:37,786 I just want what's best... 984 01:32:40,055 --> 01:32:41,389 for you and the baby... 985 01:33:13,555 --> 01:33:14,890 Are we even now? 986 01:33:16,725 --> 01:33:17,492 No! 987 01:33:34,576 --> 01:33:36,244 Come on, let's go, let's go! 988 01:33:41,516 --> 01:33:42,350 Gem. 989 01:33:42,951 --> 01:33:43,786 Gem! 990 01:33:43,786 --> 01:33:45,220 I'm okay... 991 01:33:46,554 --> 01:33:47,723 He bugged our house. 992 01:33:49,224 --> 01:33:50,993 He must have been listening on us for months. 993 01:33:50,993 --> 01:33:52,260 Not just listening. 994 01:33:52,928 --> 01:33:53,929 He recorded us. 995 01:33:56,665 --> 01:33:57,499 What did he want? 996 01:33:58,000 --> 01:33:58,667 Me. Us. 997 01:34:00,368 --> 01:34:02,404 He sat up here in his house and listened in on our life. 998 01:34:04,372 --> 01:34:05,874 The 17th, it's here. 999 01:34:06,208 --> 01:34:07,209 Gem, no. 1000 01:34:08,744 --> 01:34:10,913 [GEMMA'S VOICE] One Joel sized dinner is served. 1001 01:34:11,579 --> 01:34:12,915 [WILL'S VOICE] Just putting pajamas on! 1002 01:34:13,515 --> 01:34:15,517 [WILL] Close it, Gem! [RECORDING CONTINUES] 1003 01:34:16,618 --> 01:34:18,787 [GEMMA'S VOICE] After you've eaten your chocolate milk... 1004 01:34:19,788 --> 01:34:20,956 [WILL] For God's sake close it! 1005 01:34:21,890 --> 01:34:23,225 [GEMMA] Oh God... 1006 01:34:24,059 --> 01:34:25,327 [WILL] Can you see, Gem? 1007 01:34:25,660 --> 01:34:26,494 Can you see? 1008 01:34:28,263 --> 01:34:29,431 Ahhh, fuck it. 1009 01:34:31,099 --> 01:34:32,100 [GEMMA] Will? 1010 01:34:34,202 --> 01:34:35,370 I'm going to finish him. 1011 01:34:36,705 --> 01:34:37,706 [GEMMA] No! 1012 01:34:37,973 --> 01:34:40,142 No, Will, let the police deal with it. 1013 01:34:40,642 --> 01:34:42,745 Will, please, don't leave me here! Will! 1014 01:34:43,746 --> 01:34:45,280 We can call them from the garage. 1015 01:34:47,515 --> 01:34:48,350 [WILL] You're right. 1016 01:34:53,621 --> 01:34:55,457 [JOEL'S VOICE] Can I have a drink of water? 1017 01:34:55,623 --> 01:34:57,125 [GEMMA'S VOICE] Yes, of course you can darling. 1018 01:34:57,559 --> 01:34:58,593 [WILL] The bastard! 1019 01:34:58,827 --> 01:35:01,329 He was playing back Joel's voice to me in Joel's room. 1020 01:35:02,664 --> 01:35:04,833 And all this time he was gone, just gone. 1021 01:35:04,933 --> 01:35:07,702 No heaven, no angels, nothing! 1022 01:35:09,137 --> 01:35:10,472 And I prayed like an idiot. 1023 01:35:11,473 --> 01:35:13,809 As if God was gonna look after our boy after taking him! 1024 01:35:14,142 --> 01:35:14,910 [GEMMA] Will. 1025 01:35:19,514 --> 01:35:20,849 [WILL] I'll be two minutes. 1026 01:35:26,054 --> 01:35:27,890 [GEMMA] Oh, my poor baby. 1027 01:35:33,595 --> 01:35:34,930 [GEMMA] I'm sorry Will. [MAN] Shhh... 1028 01:35:36,598 --> 01:35:38,934 [GEMMA] I'll make it up to you. 1029 01:35:41,636 --> 01:35:43,305 [RECORDING] [GEMMA'S VOICE] Hello? Can you help me? 1030 01:35:44,306 --> 01:35:45,473 [GEMMA] When I went blind. 1031 01:35:45,473 --> 01:35:46,474 [RECORDING] [PAUL'S VOICE] You okay? 1032 01:35:46,641 --> 01:35:47,742 [GEMMA] He was right there. 1033 01:35:47,742 --> 01:35:48,743 He took me to the hospital. 1034 01:35:48,911 --> 01:35:51,079 He must have been right outside the house. 1035 01:35:51,847 --> 01:35:53,015 Spying on me. 1036 01:35:54,682 --> 01:35:58,954 [RECORDING] [GEMMA AND WILL] Joel? Joel! 1037 01:36:00,455 --> 01:36:03,291 [GEMMA] It was his car you chased. He was right there, listening, he, he, he... 1038 01:36:03,558 --> 01:36:06,661 he heard me close the pool cover and he knew Joel was in the pool. 1039 01:36:08,263 --> 01:36:10,432 Drowning! He could have saved him... 1040 01:36:11,599 --> 01:36:13,201 And he fucking did nothing! 1041 01:36:14,803 --> 01:36:16,805 [PAUL] Do you think it'll be a boy? 1042 01:36:26,181 --> 01:36:27,515 It was all very quick. 1043 01:36:29,184 --> 01:36:31,119 I do want to make it up to you. 1044 01:36:33,555 --> 01:36:34,722 What did you do with Will? 1045 01:36:36,391 --> 01:36:37,559 Let's go inside. 1046 01:36:40,095 --> 01:36:42,097 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 1047 01:37:08,456 --> 01:37:10,625 [PAUL] I know I made the wrong decision not saving Joel. 1048 01:37:12,660 --> 01:37:15,663 I panicked. It was stupid. 1049 01:37:28,410 --> 01:37:29,744 I could help you. 1050 01:37:36,952 --> 01:37:37,785 Thank you. 1051 01:38:16,391 --> 01:38:17,225 Is Elise alive? 1052 01:38:20,929 --> 01:38:21,763 Of course. 1053 01:38:26,101 --> 01:38:27,035 Paul, look at me. 1054 01:38:30,472 --> 01:38:31,639 She just left you? 1055 01:38:35,577 --> 01:38:36,411 Walked out. 1056 01:38:38,080 --> 01:38:39,081 Like I said. 1057 01:38:39,514 --> 01:38:40,682 But you planned all this. 1058 01:38:43,618 --> 01:38:44,953 Planned that you'd go blind? 1059 01:38:47,555 --> 01:38:48,556 No. 1060 01:38:50,725 --> 01:38:51,994 No, that was pure luck. 1061 01:38:55,930 --> 01:38:57,099 To Kill a Mockingbird... 1062 01:38:59,267 --> 01:39:01,369 Do you remember reading that at Waterstones? 1063 01:39:01,469 --> 01:39:02,470 [GEMMA] Last summer. [PAUL] Mmm. 1064 01:39:04,139 --> 01:39:05,140 Late July. 1065 01:39:08,076 --> 01:39:15,250 Well, one afternoon, soon after Elise left, I had nothing to come back up here for. 1066 01:39:19,221 --> 01:39:20,888 And I wonder where you'd live. 1067 01:39:23,891 --> 01:39:24,993 You followed me? 1068 01:39:26,328 --> 01:39:28,496 It was only the 4th or 5th time, though... 1069 01:39:31,099 --> 01:39:32,100 brought the microphone. 1070 01:39:33,535 --> 01:39:36,204 Just... listening? 1071 01:39:38,640 --> 01:39:40,475 I grew to like Will, too. 1072 01:39:43,345 --> 01:39:45,513 He's got such a dry sense of humor. 1073 01:39:49,017 --> 01:39:50,785 I know I could have saved Joel, but... 1074 01:39:54,389 --> 01:39:56,058 I couldn't bare to give myself away. 1075 01:39:57,992 --> 01:39:59,161 Don't worry Paul. 1076 01:40:00,428 --> 01:40:01,596 One wrong decision. 1077 01:40:04,432 --> 01:40:08,703 Can change my, change my life, change our lives forever. 1078 01:40:11,139 --> 01:40:12,307 We'll be fine. 1079 01:40:17,245 --> 01:40:18,446 Didn't think you'd understand. 1080 01:40:28,890 --> 01:40:30,058 That should relax you. 1081 01:41:29,184 --> 01:41:31,119 [CLASSICAL MUSIC] 1082 01:42:17,765 --> 01:42:18,766 Hello. 1083 01:43:03,345 --> 01:43:05,347 [CLASSICAL MUSIC]