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跳舞 我出生时头很小，但 dancing i was born with a small head but
随着 as
时间的推移，头越来越 days passed the head grew bigger and
大，现在 bigger that now
这里的人继续说她 people here go on saying that she has
是世界上最大的头， the biggest head in the world
她妈妈担心她 her mother is worried that her
daughter's head will never stop growing
这个女孩出生后，女儿的头永远不会停止增长 after this girl was born people urged
，因为这么大的头，人们敦促母亲把她的孩子扔掉 the mother to throw her baby away
，但 because of such a big head but the
母亲 mother
不敢想这样的懦夫 would not dare think of such a cowardly
行为， act
这个女孩才15岁，但这里没有人 this girl is 15 years old but no one
here believes
相信 她那么大，他们认为 that she's that old they think that
她可能是八岁 she's maybe eight
遇到一个震惊世界的大头女孩 meet a girl with a big head that shocked
the world
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她是一个年轻的女孩她 she is a young girl she has a biggest
在这方面的头最大 head in this area
她说她过着不一样的 she says she is living differently
孩子 children
，其他人总是欺负她 and other people are always bullying her
说她是校长， saying that she's the head mistress
很多他这个年纪的孩子都害怕她， many children of his age fear her
因为头 because of such a big head
比他们大，她有15岁， compared to theirs she has 15 years of
age
但看起来像个八岁的孩子，没有 but looks like an eight-year-old no one
人相信 here believes
她这么大，反思她的 she is this old reflecting on her
教导 呃 teacher
他们都说她看起来 they all say that she appears to be
比实际年龄小 younger than her actual age
她说她在学习是 she says she is learning so that she
为了成为一名牧师 would be a pastor
并教导社会公平对待人们 and teach the society to treat people
因为 fairly because
这里的人对她的头反应过度 她 people here overreact on her head she
认为 believes
她的头很大 但不是 she has a big head but not bigger as
人们说 people say
我是她的母亲更大 她是我的第六个孩子 i am her mother she is my sixth child
她出生时头 she was born with a small head it was so
small
很小 一个网球比她的头还大 that a tennis ball was bigger than her
head
但是当她四个月时，头 but as she had four months the head
开始变 started enlarging in size
大，头也在增长 一 the head was growing on a high speed
高速我们都看 that we all saw it becoming
不正常就赶紧去医院 abnormal then hurried to the hospital
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医生检查了她的头 doctors examined her head and said that
说不能动她动 they cannot operate her
了马上就 that when operated she can immediately
丢了性命 lose her life
就让我们回家就这样丢下 they told us to go back home and leave
她 her like that
他们甚至没有给我们 they did not even give us an appointment
预约 头 the head
越来越大 kept on growing bigger and bigger the
周围的人害怕 people around here were scared of how
头越来越大 他们都 bigger the head was getting they all
可以给我 could give me just
一个他们告诉我的不雅想法 one idea which was indecent they told me
把她扔掉，他们 to throw her away they convinced me in
以各种可能的方式说服我， each and every possible way
告诉我她是第六个孩子 telling me that she is the sixth child
，扔掉她 that throwing her away would not be a
没什么大不了的 big deal
他们相信她会对家庭造成弊大于利 they believed she would cause more harm
than good to the family
他们认为她有点邪恶 they thought she's somewhat evil i told
他们 them
说给我这个孩子的他会 that he who gave me this kid will
protect her
在怀孕时保护她 我没有遇到 when conceiving her i did not experience
任何不寻常的事情 anything that was unusual
我告诉那些人要管好自己的 i told those people to mind their own
事，因为我在生这个孩子时没有征求他们的任何 business because i did not ask them any
建议 advice
，但这 when producing this child but this hits
作为父母的打击更大 harder as a parent
当人们走进你的眼睛告诉 when people comes in your eyes telling
你这样的事情 you such nothings
但有些人你 yet there are people whom you consider
认为是明智 to be wise
的 清晨去某个地方时 when going somewhere early in the
背着她 morning carrying her in my back
人们不让我通过 他们 people would not let me pass they would
会挡住我的路并尽量不让我 come in my way and try not to let me
继续前进， keep going forward
他们可能会在街上大喊大叫， they could be yelling in the street
说我的脑袋 saying i'm carrying the biggest head in
是世界上最大的 the world
这些人不会给我和平 these people would not give me peace all
我所做的只是改变我的方式 i did was changing my ways
我开始改变我的道路 我会走 i started changing my path i would pass
得很远以 very far to make sure
确保我不会遇到这些疯狂的人 that i don't meet these crazy people
后来我学会了 later i learned
另一个技巧 我把她放在我的背上 another trick i'd put her in my back
然后 then
用一些东西盖住她的头 cover her with something on the head
，如果有人看到她 that if someone saw her
他们无法分辨出她是 一个 they could not tell that she's the one
是因为我有其他孩子， because i had other children
这是为了避免人们聚集在一起并 this was to avoid people gathering and
在我拿到钱后拖延我做 delaying me in doing
我的事情 my things
并去找一位白人 once i got money and went to a white
专家， expert
他尝试治疗她并 he tried treating her and put a tube
在她体内 inside her
放一根管子，直到现在头部仍然有 even up to now the head is still having
那个管子 插入她体内 that tube inserted inside her
它从头一直到 it comes all the way from the head up to
here
这里 医生一直在治疗她甚至 that doctor keeps treating her and even
给 operated her
她手术 她住院了几个星期 she was hospitalized for weeks when were
在那家医院 in that hospital
饥饿几乎要了我们的命 我可以 hunger almost killed us i could go out
下床挑一些食物 of the bed and pick some food
然后给 给那些做饭的人，这样 and give it to people who cooked so that
他们会给我们一杯粥 they would give us a cup of porridge
，我会给我女儿看 which i would give to my daughter to see
她是否能 whether she could survive
i spent a month and a half and no one
could bring us food in the hospital
活下来 饥饿 r the way we survived that hunger is
令人难以置信 unbelievable
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我独自经历了这一切 i passed through all that alone the
父亲太老了 father was too old
，每当我 that he would not still move whenever i
想起 remembered how i suffered
我带女儿去医院时的痛苦 with taking my daughter to the hospital
，后来又没能得到交通工具 and later failed to get transport
把我们带回家所做的一切时，他仍然不会动 to bring us back home all that made me
feel like
几天后父亲 running mad after some days the father
也去世了 also passed away
，我感觉要发疯了，我是唯一一个 and i'm the only one left to take care
照顾我所有六个孩子的人 of all my six children
i go find these casual jobs and
sometimes i'm paid
我 sometimes i'm not given the money i've
一直在工作， worked for
只要有什么可以给他们，我 whenever there is what to give them i do
give them
当然会在这里给他们我的意思是如果没有 of course here i mean food if there is
什么可以给他们的食物， nothing to give them
他们必须知道我们很穷， they have to know we are poor and go
饿着肚子睡觉 sleep hungry
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我从来没有停止过带丹西拉去 i never stopped taking dansila to the
医院 我总是有很多 hospital i always have many appointments
约会要带她去， of taking her there
但医院离这里很远， but the hospital is very far from here
大多数 most of the times
时候我没有交通费，我不得不 when i have no transport fee i have to
取消约会并 cancel the appointment and wait until
等到那天我拿到钱， the day i'll get the money
就像现在我有一个七月 约会，但 like now i have a july appointment but
如果那样 一天来了 if that day comes
，我发现自己没有钱，她 and i found myself having no money she's
可能会错过那个约会 likely going to miss that appointment
所有这些约会都是检查 all those appointments are check-ups
头部已经走了多远 seeing how far the head has gone
，知道需要做什么 and knowing what is needed to be done
，这里 and doctors here
的医生总是问我为什么要咨询所有 are always asking why i counsel all
约会 appointments
和 我给他们解释了为什么 bono and i give them reasons why bono
根据我自己的观察，她的头没有变 to my own observation her head is not
小， reducing in size
尽管 amor 正在带她去当地的这些 though amor is taking her to these local
医院，但她的头一直在增大， hospitals the head keeps on increasing
我担心这个头可能会继续 i'm afraid that this head might keep on
增大 growing
，看起来好像不会停止 成长中的 it looks as if it will not stop growing
医生 doctors
还告诉我，头部不会 also told me that the head will not
轻易变小， easily reduce in size
但他们放弃了 but they give up that after a certain
一段时间后， period of time
当所有的液体都排干她的头部后， when all fluids are drained in her head
它会开始 it will start reducing in size
通过泥浆慢慢变小 slowly by slurry
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我们问她的母亲 六 we asked the mother of six the reason
为什么丹西拉 why dan sila
这个大脑袋的女孩并不 this girl with the big head is not
总是和别人一起微笑或大笑的 always seen smiling or laughing with
原因 others
我们认为这可能是头部的 we thought maybe the head might be the
原因， reason behind this
但这就是她解释 but this is how she explained
你什么都不是 我们很着迷 you're nothing we are fascinating the
她没有微笑的原因 例如 reason she's not smiling for instance
昨晚她没有吃东西 我们 last night she did not eat we had
什么都没有 nothing to eat
每当她什么都不吃 她 whenever she did not take anything of
当然不能快乐 course she can't be happy
她不能说话 她不能微笑 她没有 she can't talk she can't smile she has
no reason
理由 完全微笑加上头部 to smile at all plus that the head is
总是很痛苦 always painful
我的要求之一是 one of the requests i have is where to
住在这里我看到一所房子 live here i'm seeing a house
我们没有自己的房子我们正在 we don't have our own house we are
出租而且我没有工作 renting and i'm not working
并且正在努力提供六个 and struggling to provide for six
孩子和再次支付房租 children and again paying rent
这些是我无法单独处理的 these are things i cannot manage alone
另一件事是我的女儿需要 another thing is that my daughter needs
高级治疗 advanced treatment
虽然有时我带她去 though sometimes i take her to these
当地的 local hospitals
这些医院这些医院无法治疗我的 these are not capable of treating my
女儿她需要 daughter she needs
高级治疗你可以帮助我获得 advanced treatment you can help me get
高级治疗 我的 advanced treatment for my daughter
女儿其余的我正在努力抚养这些 the rest i struggle with raising these
孩子 children
你记得他们的六个孩子他们的父亲 you remember their six and their father
去世了 died
你可以帮助我以 you can help me in raising them in one
一种或另一种方式抚养他们 way or the other
你可以帮助这个女儿通过 clic 获得 you can help this daughter to get the
高级治疗 advanced treatment
国王在 by clicking the link below in the
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每当你感到不知所措时 whenever you're feeling overwhelmed with
so much of the unknown
，你的信仰中有这么多未知的安息家庭， resting family in your faith struggling
with anxiety
所有这些都与焦虑作斗争，经历困难的 all of that and going through difficult
情况 circumstances
会带来新的负担 can bring forth new burdensome
当 challenges to navigate when the
你正在处理的痛苦 afflictions you're dealing with
似乎太严重和难以控制时，要应对的挑战 seem too severe and unmanageable
记住 remember
，你并不孤单，你 that you're not alone you are stronger
比你意识到的更强大， than you realize
我们都需要花时间来处理呼吸 we all need to take time to deal breathe
关闭 shut out
我们头脑中的恐慌和担忧的声音 voices of panic and worry inside our
heads and be reminded
提醒我们可以并且会克服这些 that we can and will get through these
困难 hardships
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