第五集，對你撲通作響的心臟的邪惡渴望
綠色背心的男子… Man with green vest...
拜託不要 Please, no.
手指粗肥的男子… Man with fat fingers...
拜託停下來 Please, stop.
洗窗戶的工人… Window washer...
我不能這樣死去 I cant die like this.
穿紫色鞋子的女子… Woman with purple shoes...
拜託 Please.
帶著輪胎內胎跟狗的男孩… Boy with inner tube and dog...
留我的狗活口 Let my dog live.
拜託不要 Please, no.
拜託停下來 Please, stop.
住手 Stop.
哦，這個不錯 Oh, heres a good one.
看《酋長之子》電影 最後一排的男子… Man in the last row of The Son of Sheik picture show...
你還說你有香煙 You said you had cigarettes.
這根本是一份獵殺清單 Its a kill list.
對 Yes.
以青少女手寫稿呈現 In a teenagers handwriting.
她的受害者的遺言 The final words of her victims.
如果我沒記錯，總共有42頁 There are 42 pages, if I remember correctly.
學校老師… Schoolteacher...
護住你的心臟 Guard your heart.
我以為會比這個更凌亂無張 Im trying to think of something more fucked up than this.
你的作品會有何不同？ And how is your work any different?
等你出版這本書之後 等世界上其他吸血鬼 Well, what do you think will happen to Mr. du Lac
都拜讀了之後 when you publish this book,
你覺得杜拉克先生會發生什麼事？ when the other vampires of the world get their hands on it?
只要他們支付全額運費就好 As long as they pay full freight.
他們會長驅直入迪拜 They will make their way to Dubai.
他們會沿著這棟建築物攀爬而上 They will scale the sides of this building,
破門而入 force their way inside,
然後用他的鮮血染紅牆壁 and paint the walls with his blood.
你是在記錄一個自殺事件 You are chronicling a suicide.
不要瞧不起克勞蒂亞 Do not look down on Claudia.
照照鏡子吧 Look in the mirror.
拉希德是一位固執己見的年輕男子 Rashid is an opinionated young man.
他為了分享這些看法而活 即使沒人要求也一樣 He lives to share these opinions, even when they are not solicited.
他吃起來是什麼味道？ Whats he taste like?
我沒問 I didnt ask that.
但你在想 You were thinking it.
滾出我的腦袋 Stay out of my head.
蜂蜜跟鳳梨 Honey and pineapple.
他在獻身給我之前好幾天 都用這兩種食物塞滿自己 He stuffs himself with both for days before he offers himself to me.
你想品嚐看看嗎？ Would you like to sample?
我等達米克來的時候再吃 Ill wait till Damick comes around again.
我通常比較喜歡咸食 Im a savory man most days.
我比他還在乎他自己 I care for him more than he cares for himself.
我絕對不會讓你靠近我的脖子… And I wouldnt let you near my neck if you were...
62.5公斤 62 1/2 kilograms.
什麼？ What?
換算下來是138磅 138 pounds for the metrically challenged.
丹尼爾想知道你多重 Daniel here was wondering how much you weigh,
拉希德，所以我跟他說… Rashid, so I told him...
滾出我的腦袋 Stay out of my head.
睡覺、祈禱、進食 Sleep, pray, eat,
祈禱、游泳、祈禱等等 pray, swim, pray, et cetera.
當他胖到139磅的時候 On days hes a plump 139,
我相信他會游兩次 I believe he swims twice.
生活很有節奏，我的拉希德 Metronomic, my Rashid.
續杯 Refill.
路易斯安那州檔案不對外公開 Louisianas a closed records state.
所以呢？ And that means?
所以我沒辦法查閱1923年的死亡資料 It means that I cant browse the mortality data for 1923.
就算可以，你想找的東西也無從查證 You wouldnt find the corroboration you were seeking even if you could.
都被我們燒掉了 We burned.
被我們掩埋了 We buried.
一個泱泱大城不會想 And a convention city is not motivated
公告讓人不悅的數據資料 to advertise grim statistics.
第五段，路易德普安特杜拉克… Session five, Louis de Ponte du Lac...
對克勞蒂亞而言 For Claudia,
所有人類都跟著查理一起死去了 all humans died with Charlie.
至於規模… As for scale...
我也有所存疑 I was skeptical,
我覺得她在進行絕食抗議 too. I thought she was on a hunger strike.
已經好幾個月了 Its been months.
她吃得太少了 Her meals are too meager.
還是你把你的獵物帶到她房間去？ What if you bring one of your kills into her room?
我們可以把他綁在棺材旁… We could tie him up next to the coffin...
靠鳥類或夜行動物 她是活不下去的，路易 Shes not surviving on birds or nocturnals, Louis.
她在伺機而動，等我出去狩獵 She waits for that slither of time when Im on the hunt
或是等你去後門 假惺惺地對捕鼠者彬彬有禮 and youre gone round the back to make nice with the ratcatcher.
-或是她在慢慢餓死自己 -嗯 Or shes slowly starving herself. Bon.
我知道要怎麼做，但你對我綁手綁腳的 I know what Id do, but youve cut my hands off.
我的教育方式是… My parenting is...
殘酷的？ Sadistic?
跟克勞蒂亞有關的時候 你這話還是省了吧 So save your words when it comes to Claudia.
她是因為你才在裏面的 Shes in there cause of you.
夠了！ Ca suffit!
看吧 Voila.
我就說吧 Comme je dit.
她在外面用餐 Shes dining out,
跟我說的一樣 as I said she was.
啊 Ah.
不要看，那是私人日記 Dont do that. Its private.
啊 Ah.
親愛的日記 Dear Diary,
我每次做的時候都會是處女嗎？ am I gonna be a virgin every single time I do it?
如果我割開下面的皮膚 它會像我的頭髮一樣 Wont my skin down there grow back like my hair
長回來嗎？ does when I cut it?
天啊 Jesus.
今… What...
今晚是幾號？ What night is it?
拖船的聲音讓我聽不到你說話 I couldnt hear you over the tugboat.
今… What...
今晚是幾號？ What night is it?
1月5號 January 5th.
1月 January.
我一直以為會是夏天 Always thought it would be summer.
過去這幾個月都白白擔心你了 A whole lot of concerns been wasted on you these past months.
你偷看我的… You read my...
全部都看了 All of it.
一整家人、半個閱兵隊 Whole families, half a parade crew.
焚燒爐會人滿為患 The incinerator will be overflowin.
光是燒出來的煙就會弄髒月亮 The smoke alone would blot out the moon.
你怎麼處理屍體，克勞蒂亞？ What did you do with em, Claudia?
你們有看我的其他日記嗎？ Did you read my other ones?
-沒有 -我有 No. I did.
字字不知感恩 Inked with ungratefulness.
屍體在哪裏？ Where are the bodies?
那我想你們只能祈禱有好好教我 Well, then, I guess you better hope and pray you taught me
怎麼善後了 how to clean up good.
屍體在哪裏？ Where are they?
你要讓他這樣對我嗎？ You gonna let him do this to me?
有些段落我有大聲念出來 I read some passages out loud, Im afraid.
刺傷了你的兩個監護人 Hurtful words for both your guardians.
有些只是寫寫而已 I didnt mean harm,
然後，屍體只是假裝… a-and the bodies are just preten...
不要再說謊了，克勞蒂亞！ Stop lying, Claudia!
我把他們埋了，好嗎？ I buried them, okay?!
埋在離小鎮很遠的地方 Way out of town.
附近好幾英里什麼都沒有 Nothin out there for miles.
絕對不會有人發現他們 No ones ever gonna find em,
除非有兇手要埋他們的屍體 except maybe criminals burying bodies of their own.
我永遠不會忘了發生在這裏的事 Im never gonna forget what happened here.
我恨你們兩個 I hate you both.
小鎮外的哪裏？ Where out of town?
查爾梅特，好了，滾出我房間！ Chalmette. Now get out of my room!
查爾梅特在河道下游三英尺處 Chalmettes three feet below the river line.
那又怎樣？滾出我的房間！ So what?! Get out of my room!
下一場暴風雨衝上海灣的時候會怎樣？ What happens when the next storm comes out the gulf?
快過來！ Over here!
基督徒逃到阿特蘭大了 The Christian ran to Atlanta.
恐怕我已經被巴吞魯日大老遠 Ive been tapped on the shoulder from the long arm of Baton Rouge,
趕到這裏來了 Im afraid.
他們承諾說我只要一年的 三分之一去開會就好了 Theyre promising I only have to be in session bout a third of the year,
但巴吞魯日的承諾，套句我太太的話 but a promise for Baton Rouge is what my wife would call
是蕪菁菜園裏的豬 a pig in a turnip field.
我也不知道那是什麼意思 I dont know what it means either.
但我想說的是 I mean, you cant count on it,
你不能指望它 is what Im getting at.
然後當你從巴吞魯日趕過來的時候… And when you have been tapped on the shoulder from Baton Rouge...
你要錢嗎？ You want money?
你說話每次都好直，路易 I mean, its always a straight line with you, Louis.
對 Yes.
對，我想請你跟萊昂柯特支持我 Yes, I am asking for your and Mr. Lioncourts support
參選路易斯安那州眾議院議員 in my campaign for the Louisiana House of Representatives.
政治是一門骯髒的生意 A grubby business, politics.
也沒有尊嚴 Also devoid of dignity.
但是又有一個戒酒混蛋要參選了 But theres one of those Temperance fartknockers runnin again.
看看我們… And, well, look at us...
一個擁有數千間酒館的城市黯然失色 a city of a thousand saloons shamed into the shadows.
你們看，那位是巴丁警察局長 Look, thats Chief of Police Bardeen.
也許我應該請他喝一輪 Maybe I should buy him a round,
問他為什麼最近法屬區 有兩倍警察走來走去 ask him why theres double the cops walkin the Quarter lately.
因為最近在第九區發生的不幸事件 Our recent unpleasantness in the Ninth Ward.
漂浮者 The floaters.
我在報紙上看到了 I read about that in the papers.
六具屍體，對嗎？ Six bodies, was it?
六具？ Six?
是56具 Try 56.
整批屍體小艇，好像審判日到了一樣 Fleet of corpses like it was a judgment come.
他們還在挖 But theyre still digging.
是溺死嗎？ Drowned?
一定是被颶風溺死的 Must have drowned in the hurricane.
我接到電話時第一句話就是這樣說的 First words out of my mouth when I got the call.
看在我們是老友的份上 But Ill tell you both somethin,
我跟你們兩位說 cause were old friends.
每一具屍體上都有一個部分被砍下來 Every single one of those corpses had some soft part of it lopped off.
這個是手指、那個是腳… Finger here, a foot there...
腳趾 a toe.
該死的，還有一個可憐的女人少了左… Hell, one poor woman was missing her left...
天啊！ Mama!
只有左邊 Only the left.
不要客氣 Dont be shy.
拿去，整組拿去 Go on ahead, just take the whole set.
聽起來有個瘋子逍遙法外 Sounds like theres a maniac on the loose.
他們在河口處撈上來的可憐蠢蛋 Most of the poor fools they hooked out of the bayou
大部分都是法屬區的前居民 are former inhabitants of the Quarter,
所以，如果警察來敲你們家門 so dont be too startled if the police
不要太意外 come knockin on your door.
只是調查的例行公事而已 Its just a routine look-see.
你不是邀請我們來談參選捐獻的 You didnt invite us here for a campaign donation,
對吧，湯？ now, did you, Tom?
被巴吞魯日趕過來的 Tapped on the shoulder from Baton Rouge.
被兄弟會趕過來的 Tapped on the shoulder from the Fraternal Order.
兩件事可能都是真的，路易 Both things can be true, Louis.
一人負責一個 One each.
晚安，兩位 Good evening, sirs.
我是哈伯沙姆副警長 My name is Deputy Habersham.
我可以跟這間房子的屋主談一談嗎？ Uh, am I speaking with the owners of this townhouse?
我們就是 You are.
可以說明一下你為什麼會在這裏嗎？ And can you explain your presence in it?
皇家街有幾位居民失蹤… Well, weve had a few citizens go missin from Rue Royale...
一位年輕侍女 a young maid,
就兩戶過去而已 not two doors over.
天啊 Oh, dear.
我們挨家挨戶拜訪，看有沒有犯人 Were goin door to door, looking for malefactors,
在附近潛伏 uh, lurking about.
你們的女兒開門讓我們進來 Your daughter let us in.
他們敲門的時候我在打掃 I was in the middle of cleanin when they knockered.
我們？ Us?
他們？ They?
哦，有幾位同事跟我一起搜索 Oh, I have a few deputies searchin the premises.
這樣比較有效率 Uh, makes for a more efficient intrusion.
你要不要去樓上把事情做完，親愛的？ Why dont you finish your chores upstairs, young lady?
你們常常讓女兒一個人在家喝酒嗎？ You often leave your daughter alone with access to illegal spirits?
哈伯沙姆副警長！ Deputy Habersham!
找到了這個，長官 Found this, sir.
那是什麼？ What is it?
是焚化爐 Its an incinerator.
焚燒什麼？ What is it incineratin?
院子修剪下來的枝葉嗎？ Yard clippings?
垃圾 Waste.
廢物 Refuse.
我們是賣焚化爐的 We sell incinerators.
賣到很多美國城市去 To various American cities.
垃圾場有很多老鼠聚集 有傳染病的生物 Where garbage collects, rats congregate, infection breeds.
這個問題連最大的自治市都無法避免 The problems can waylay even the most formidable municipalities.
我們會帶客戶來這裏示範產品給他們看 And we bring our clients here to demonstrate the product.
不… No, no, no, no, no, no!
噓！ Shh!
這道門鎖住了，副警長 This ones locked, sir.
那是我女兒的房間 Thats my daughters room.
你還在猶豫什麼？快破門而入 Well, what are you waitin for? Knock it down.
我在準備上床睡覺！ Im getting ready for bed!
-抱歉，小姐 -天啊！ -Excuse me, miss. -Oh, my!
將這棟房子裏有酒窖的事情呈報 Now, it is my sworn duty to notify the dry agents
是我宣誓過的職責 as to the wine cellar on the premises.
我不會通知兒福聯盟 I will refrain from contacting the Child Welfare League,
但我不喜歡我在這裏看到的東西 but I dont like what Ive seen in this home.
我們也會確定巴丁局長知道 And well make sure Police Chief Bardeen is informed
他的人在奉公守法 乖乖納稅的市民家裏 how his men conducted themselves in the home of law-abiding,
是如何行事的 taxpaying citizens.
在你們去進行指控前，最好在臥房裏 You know, Id add a second bed to the boudoir
加第二張床 before you two go making accusations.
我確定你們有錢付罰金 I have no doubt you could carry the fines,
但違背天性的犯罪 but crimes against nature,
一旦成立，要面臨五年牢獄之災 that comes with a five-year prison term if convicted.
我們會盯著你們的，杜拉克先生 Well be watching you, Mr. du Lac,
萊昂柯特先生 Mr. Lioncourt.
你是該死的瘋了嗎？ Have you lost your goddamn mind?
紀念品 Souvenirs.
在沒有棺材的牢房裏過一晚 Overnight in a jail cell with no coffin.
我們不帶紀念品進家裏！ We do not bring souvenirs into the house!
早上就會死了 All be dead by mornin.
當然，那就是她要的 Of course, thats what she wants.
他的血裏面有好多酒 So much wine in his blood.
是你要她的，你自己把她修好！ You wanted her, you fix her!
還有啤酒跟威士忌 And beer and whisky.
我們是一起的 Were doin this together.
你記得我們的人生 Do you remember our life,
在沒有她之前有多幸福嗎？ how happy we were before her?
幸福？我們一點都不幸福 Happy? We were not happy.
現在有一個鐵砧，綁在我們的腳踝上 An anvil, tied around our ankles,
將我們拉向一片漆黑海洋裏 pulling us towards the pitch-black ocean floor.
我要愛誰才好？ Who am I supposed to love?
你們兩個有彼此 You two have each other.
我的黎斯特是誰？ Whos my Lestat?
我的路易是誰？ Whos my Louis?
我不是人類 Im not human.
哪…哪個人類會要我？ Wh-- What human would want me?
變態嗎？ Perverts?
像以前公寓裏 會偷看我上廁所的叔叔嗎？ Like the uncle at the roomin house who used to watch me pee?
還是小男生？ Or little boys?
然後40年後… And 40 years from now...
還是小男生？ still little boys?
這你是要怎麼修？ How are you gonna fix it, huh?
你們哪一個人要上我？ Which one of you gonna fuck me?!
嗯，你不是我喜歡的類型 Well, youre not my type.
我比較喜歡豐滿一點的 I like a fuller figure.
黎斯特！ Lestat!
是她不可理喻 Shes being impossible.
為什麼我不能自己做一個？ Why cant I make one?
不管我給他們多少血 他們就只是奄奄一息地躺在那裏 No matter how much blood I give them, they just lie there gaspin.
什麼東西？ What is this?
看著我，你做了什麼？ Look at me. What have you done?
你在試著做另一個嗎？ Did you try to make another?
龐沙圖拉的男生 Boy from Ponchatoula.
霍利格羅夫的男生 Boy from Hollygrove.
阿爾吉爾斯打著領結的男生 Boy with the bow tie out in Algiers.
克勞蒂亞 Claudia,
你覺得事情會怎麼發展？ howd you figure this was gon go?
幫我做一個 Make me one.
因為你變身之後好好的 Because you turned out so well.
如果你不幫我 Cause if you dont,
我就去外面找其他吸血鬼 Im gonna go out there and find other vampires.
你一定找不到，但如果你找到了 If you could find them, which you wont,
他們會把你四分五裂 they would shred you to strips,
因為你被做得像隻鳥一樣 because you are built like a bird,
因為你是一個錯誤 because you are a mistake.
你要不要閉上你的臭嘴！ How bout you shut the fuck up?!
他待我們如糞土，你卻全盤接受！ He treats us like shit and you take it!
為什麼？ Why is that?
而你這個殘酷的惡魔 And you, cruel as the devil ever made,
自己有兩個愛，卻一個都不給我 to refuse me one love when youve got two.
白人女孩，在阿爾吉爾斯 White girl, down in Algiers,
晃著扁平屁股唱情歌的 sings torch songs with a flat, no-nothing ass.
我一直跟蹤你，黎斯叔叔 Been following you, Uncle Les.
你不夠小心 You aint been your careful self.
他厭倦我們了，路易爸爸 Hes gotten tired of us, Daddy Lou...
厭倦了太太跟錯誤 the housewife and the mistake.
我一直在娛樂自己 Ive been entertaining myself.
取悅我的… Amusing my...
不知道你記不記得… I dont know if you remember...
安東妮 Antoinette.
我很快就會把她殺掉 Ill kill her soon.
不要…不要離開 Dont. Dont... Dont run off.
我知道我們犯了一些… I know we made some...
錯誤？ Mistakes?
我記得我被創造的那晚 I remember the night I was made,
火勢讓我窒息 the fire chokin me,
你抱著我穿過火焰和煙霧 you carryin me out through the flame and the smokes.
但你為什麼帶我回家？ But then whyd you take me home?
為什麼不是去醫院？ Why not a hospital?
你…快沒呼吸了 You... You were barely breathin.
但我有在呼吸！ But I was breathin!
也許現在我已經有一個英俊的老公了 Maybe Id have a handsome husband by now.
或是長相平凡，但是個性很好 Or maybe hed be plain but with a good disposition.
那樣也不錯 Thatd be fine, too.
我會掃地、準備晚餐、照顧小孩 Id be sweepin floors, makin dinners, nursin babies.
也許我會去教堂 Maybe Id go to church.
你自己想一想 You think on that some.
我無話可說 I had no words for her.
要說什麼？ What words were there?
一切發生得太快了 It all happened so fast.
我是為了要救你 I was trying to save you.
所有吸血鬼都是因創傷而生的 All vampires are born out of trauma.
我們出於懊悔創造了她… We made her out of remorse...
出於自私創造了她 out of selfishness.
可憐的孩子 Poor dear.
那些儀式性獵殺也沒能支撐住她 She wasnt held enough in between ritualistic murders.
她整整五年每晚身邊沒有朋友 She spent every night for half a decade with no friends,
被關在青春期的情緒風暴裏 locked in the emotional storm of puberty.
聽我說 Look,
查理斯文遜寫了幾首動聽的歌曲 Charlie Manson wrote a couple of beautiful songs.
但他還是查理斯文遜 Still, he was Charlie Manson.
你是這樣看她的嗎？ Is that all you think of her?
大部分是 Mostly.
我還覺得她讓你跟法國人 看起來像一對愛抱怨 I also think she makes you and Frenchy look like a couple of whiny,
存在主義的酷兒 existential queens.
或許這就是為什麼她是該死的金礦了 Probably why shes a fuckin gold mine.
這女孩會讓這本書銷量破百萬 The girl who moves a million books.
我不會利用她 I wont have her exploited.
你打算怎樣不重要 Wont matter what your intentions are.
現在重點在於外面的世界 Its the world out there now.
她是…他們渴望的單槍匹馬的 Shes the...single-shooter, Xbox,
沒大腦的遊戲腳色 mouth-breather shit they crave.
你可以把日記放在適當的內容裏 You can put the diaries in a proper context.
內容？ Context?
當然了 Sure.
警告世界末日即將來臨 Warn the world about a forthcoming apocalypse.
或是成為性感克勞蒂亞 萬聖節服裝的推手 Or maybe inspire a line of sexy Claudia Halloween costumes.
或是在希薇亞普拉斯的郊區場景中 帶起很酷的肢解風潮 Or a cool dismemberment trend amongst the suburban Sylvia Plath set.
一旦公諸於世，就由他們決定是什麼 Once you put it out there, they decide what it is.
可能跟你想的有所不同 It can get away from you.
繼續讀吧 Keep reading.
繼續說吧 Keep talking.
克勞蒂亞的夜間漫步暴露了我們的身份 Claudias night rambles had exposed us.
假設我們遭到懷疑 Assume we are under suspicion.
假設我們的經濟狀況 無法再提供我們保護 Assume our finances no longer provide us protection.
到城外去進行獵殺 Make your kills outside the city,
每晚一個 one a night,
無名小卒… no persons of note...
倒霉鬼、不受歡迎的人 unfortunates, undesirables.
不要再用焚化爐 No more incinerator,
門上加新鎖 new locks on the doors,
關上窗戶、不辦派對… shutter the windows, no parties...
沒有朋友 no friends.
她的缺席讓少了她的我們原形畢露 But her absence would lay bare who we were without her...
一個充滿憤怒的燉鍋 a simmering pot of resentments.
我們應該離開這座城市 We should leave the city,
重新開始，把背叛變成一個機會 start anew, turn a betrayal into an opportunity.
紐約、芝加哥 New York, Chicago,
洛杉磯 Los Angeles.
巴黎 Paris.
不行 No.
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
我們應該拆掉她的房間 We should dismantle her room.
不准碰她的房間 You dont touch her room.
她會回來的 Shell be back.
她不會 No, she wont.
我們不會再有咆哮的二十年代了 There would be no Roaring Twenties for us.
我們在地底待了七年 We would be underground for seven years.
情緒上，我若有所失 Emotionally, I was vacant.
我渴望克勞蒂亞，我想念她 I longed for Claudia. I ached for her.
我走在紐奧良的街道上 I walked the streets of New Orleans
各種人來來去去，沒有食物的人 with the shifting masses of the unfed,
生於絕望的毒蟲 the addicts born of despair,
從四面八方傳送出懊悔的思緒 sending out telepathic thoughts of remorse in every direction.
那時她的心已拒我於門外一陣子了 But she had shut her mind off to me for some time then.
因此我重遊舊地 And so I was left to revisit old haunts,
亟欲有所連結 desperate for connection.
克勞蒂亞，回家吧 Claudia, come home.
我知道我傷了你 I know I hurt you.
我知道我可以再次彌補一切 I know I can make it right again.
小女孩 Little girl.
小女孩，我在跟你說話 Little girl, Im talking to you.
我不跟陌生人說話 I dont talk to strangers.
你剛剛在圖書館做什麼？ Now, what were you doin in the library?
你不能進去那裏 Youre not allowed in there.
我媽媽在這裏工作 My mama works here.
她打掃教室 She cleans classrooms.
她打掃的時候我就看書 I read while shes cleanin.
你識字？ You can read?
哦，跟我想的一樣 Oh. Just as I thought.
一個小偷 A little thief.
你得跟我走 Youre comin with me.
跟你走之後呢？ What are you gonna do after that?
什麼？ What?
你把她交給警察之後 After you turn her in,
在你覺得自己很偉大之後 after it makes you feel like a big man,
你的下一步是什麼？ whats your next move, you think?
你不能在校園裏面騎那種東西 You are not allowed to ride one of those things on campus.
你不能看書，我不能騎車 You cant read. I cant ride.
這男的懂很多規矩耶 This guy knows all the rules.
這是我們的學校 This is our school.
你捍衛學校的精神在哪裏？ Where is your fightin pride?
你餓了嗎？ You hungry?
當全國開始大蕭條時 As the depression set in on the nation,
我把自己封閉起來 I barricaded myself
封閉在皇家街1132號搖搖欲墜的牆裏 within the dilapidating walls of 1132 Rue Royale,
用黎斯特圖書室裏的書教育自己 educating myself from Lestats library,
無視克勞蒂亞曾經嘲諷過我的 那個腳色的其他責任 ignoring all other duties of the role Claudia once mocked me for...
那個不幸福的太太 the unhappy housewife.
福樓拜的風格好強烈 Flauberts style is so dense.
路易斯巖士唐今晚在鎮上 Louis Armstrongs in town tonight,
會在佩利肯演奏 playing at the Pelican.
我們要去度過兩個人的夜晚嗎，路易？ Should we make it a night of the two Louis?
少了隱喻好明顯 The absence of metaphor is so striking.
你聽起來好像我吃掉的 索邦神學院裝模作樣的學生 You sound like ever pompous Sorbonne student Ive ever eaten.
那我應該要像你嗎？ Should I do like you instead?
每本書只讀前十頁 Read the first 10 pages of every book,
就當自己有文化素養？ pass myself off as cultured?
至少你有在聽我說話 Well, at least, youre listening.
-我坐在這裏想著 -用我二流的 -I sit there thinking, -Use my middling command
-放把火燒掉自己吧 -文學大炮能力 -Light yourself on fire, -of literary canon to impress
-看他會不會發現 -去嚇嚇幾個小時後 -see if he would notice. -some hapless human
就會被我殺掉的倒霉人類 Im gonna kill in a few hours anyway.
你把我拉進你的陰暗中 You draw me into your gloom.
她離開是你的錯 Its your fault shes gone.
如果你沒有火上加油的話… If you hadnt pushed her...
克勞蒂亞 Claudia.
如果你沒有… If you hadnt done your...
克勞蒂亞… Claudia, Claudia.
我沒辦法再聽到 這些關於克勞蒂亞的胡言亂語了 I cannot listen to this insanity about Claudia one more time.
法文 (Speaking French)
惹怒黎斯特並未讓我樂在其中 I took an unsavory delight in provoking Lestat...
但有個廉價的滿足感 but it was a cheap satisfaction.
遊客馬車駛過 As the tourist carriages rode by,
竊竊私語地說著駐紮在里面的 奇怪兄弟的傳說 whispering tales of the weird brothers who encamped inside.
我以前在底特律替亨利福特先生工作 Used to work for Mr. Henry Ford in Detroit.
他派遣我們大概20個人 去一個叫做哥本哈根的地方 Sent about 20 of us over to a place called Copenhagen
去蓋工廠 and build a factory.
我有一天傍晚走在碼頭的時候 認識了我的造物者 Met my maker walkin the harbor one evening.
之後問題接踵而來 Trouble punchin the clock after that.
那你是怎麼回家的？ Howd you get back home?
假裝自己死了 Faked my own death.
躺在棺材裏用船送回去 Shipped back on a boat in a coffin.
不會吧 Naw.
我聽到自己的葬禮過程 Got to hear my own funeral.
不會吧 Naw.
真的 No lie.
只有十幾個人出席而已 Only a couple dozen people showed up,
大部分都沒什麼話要說 most didnt have much to say.
幾分鐘後就開始講天氣 Started talking about the weather a few minutes in.
我幾乎要被活埋 Almost got myself buried alive.
幫我挖墳墓的可憐傢伙 躺在家族墓地長眠了 Poor fella diggin my grave lies restin in the family plot.
你的造物者是什麼樣的人？ What was he like, your maker?
奇怪的 Strange.
歐洲人 European.
我們沒有那麼合得來 We didnt get on much.
那我們是在逃離一樣的東西 You and I are runnin from the same thing then.
就是那個每晚叫你名字的人嗎？ Is that whos callin out your name every night?
那是路易嗎？ Is that Louis?
你聽到他的聲音？ You heard his voice?
我本來以為我是美國唯一的吸血鬼 I thought I was the only one stateside.
後來我聽到他的呼喊 Then I heard him callin out.
克勞蒂亞，對不起 Claudia, Im sorry.
克勞蒂亞，回來吧 Claudia, come back.
不是那樣的，他比較像爸爸 It aint like that. Hes more like a dad.
我心想 I thought,
哦…現在我們有三個人了 Oh...now theres three of us.
讓我開始去想那會是什麼感覺… Got me wonderin what itd be like...
一起騎車、成群狩獵 ride with others, hunt in a pack.
嗯，一個小吸血鬼幫 Mm, a little gang of vamps.
小獠牙幫 Little fang gang.
你叫什麼名字？ You got a name?
我父母幫我取名為布魯士 Parents named me Bruce.
布魯士？ Bruce?
你獵殺得很不布魯士 You dont kill like a Bruce.
那我獵殺得像什麼？ What do I kill like?
你獵殺得像個…像個殺手 You kill like a...like a killer.
你喜歡看書，對吧？ You like books, right?
我有一本書 I got a book.
歡迎你讀 Youre welcome to it.
從一個比你大一點的女生身上拿的 Got it off a girl a little older than you.
這不是我讀的那種書 Not the kind of book Id read.
謝了，殺手 Thanks, killer.
書裏有教一些好東西… Theres good things in that book...
禮貌 manners,
怎麼當一位有禮貌的淑女 how to be a nice young lady.
-我還可以 -嗯哼 -I manage just fine. -Mnh-mnh.
你在傑斐遜城不夠謹慎 Youve been sloppy out in Jefferson City.
你跟了我多久… How long you been followin...
你不該把屍體丟在密蘇里河的 You shouldnt dump bodies in the Missouri.
就算用石頭讓他們往下沉 Even if you weigh em down with rocks,
水流還是太快了 rivers too fast.
我發現你建了一個很淺的墓 I find you build a shallow grave,
有時候草原風吹來 sometimes a prairie windll catch,
會燒更快 burns faster.
你跟了我… How long you been...
大概跟了五、六所大學吧 About five, six colleges or so.
你怎麼做到的？ Howd you do it?
我活著的時候就耳朵很好 I had good ears when I was alive.
現在是非常好 Got great ears now.
我在空氣裏聽到你的名字 Heard your name in the air.
聽起來不太一樣 Somethin about the way it sounded.
克勞…蒂…亞… Clau...di...a.
你幾歲，克勞蒂亞？ How old are you, Claudia?
104歲 104.
我一直都喜歡年紀比較大的女人 Always had a fondness for older women.
你靠太近了，布魯士 Youre gettin a little close there, Bruce.
你很沒禮貌！ You are bein rude!
你…你為什麼要這樣？ Wha-- Whatd you do that for?
因為你會跑走 Cause you were gonna run away,
而我知道你一定會後悔 and I knew youd regret it.
哦，天啊 Ooh, mama.
禮貌要求你，當身為賓客時 Courtesy demands that you, when you are a guest,
不該表現出厭煩或失望… shall show neither annoyance nor disappointment...
不論狀況如何 no matter what happens.
有四頁被撕掉了 There are four pages torn out.
我重申一次 Ill repeat myself.
我不會利用她 I will not exploit her.
是她撕的嗎？ Did she tear them out?
感覺不像她會做的事 Doesnt seem like something she would do.
很明顯發生了什麼事 Its clear what happened.
她寫了下來 And she wrote about it,
我想讀 and Id like to read it.
不行 No.
路易，如果你那樣 如果你加入個人意見 When you do that, Louis, when you editorialize,
不管背後理由多崇高 however noble the reasoning,
都會讓人質疑 你對我說的其他內容的真假 it calls into question the other shit youre shoveling my way.
不然…不然你可以照你的記憶讀給我聽 Or...Or maybe you can recite it from memory,
就跟你之前一樣 as youve demonstrated before.
來看一下哦 Uh, lets see.
布魯士從營火走回來 倒在我身上，然後… Bruce walked back from the fire and leaned down over me and...
頁面被撕掉了… Torn out pages...
不要再問了 Dont ask again.
杜拉克先生有時候 很難談論克勞蒂亞的事 Mr. du Lac occasionally finds it difficult to talk about Claudia.
瞭解 Got that.
杜拉克先生想向你道歉 Mr. du Lac would like to apologize
並繼續這段訪問，如果你… and continue with the interview, if you are in...
還在錄音 Still recording.
大學圖書館大量的 Rash of mysterious deaths
神秘死亡事件讓當局一籌莫展 at university libraries perplex authorities.
你聽這個 Listen to this.
范德堡大學的打掃員工 Housekeeping staff of Vanderbilt University
想叫醒 tried to rouse students
看起來像是唸書念到睡著的學生 who appeared to have fallen asleep at their studies,
卻發現他們其實 only to discover that they were, in fact,
早已死亡 deceased.
查理斯頓大學、傑斐遜城的林肯大學 Similar incidents have been recorded at the College of Charleston,
以及阿拉巴馬大學 Lincoln University in Jefferson City,
都有同樣紀錄 and the University of Alabama.
是她，一定是她 Its her. It has to be her.
可能是她 It could be her.
但現在站在你面前的人是我 But I am the one who is presently standing in front of you.
不像克勞蒂亞 And unlike Claudia,
我是一個精力旺盛的成年人… I am a full-blooded adult...
四肢健全 with all the right appendages.
所以，如果我可觀的條件 繼續被揮霍的話… So, if my considerable considerables continue to be squandered...
兩個犯罪現場，七件死亡事件 Two crime scenes, seven deaths.
位置相近 Close proximity.
死亡原因 Cause of deaths,
待釐清、調查中，驗屍官辦公室… for reason, under investigation. Coroners office...
我現在坐在你以前寫日記的那個陽台… Im sitting on the same balcony where you used to write...
我會在這裏坐一輩子… and Ill sit here forever...
向下看向皇家街的兩邊盡頭… looking down both ends of Royal Street...
等著你回來… waitin for your return...
等著你原諒 for your forgiveness.
喂？ Hello?
抱歉，我… Sorry, I...
不會…很高興聽到你的聲音 No, no. Its good to hear your voice.
可以，我可以去見你 Yeah, I-I could meet you.
我們… Were, um...
我們要去北方 Were headed north.
房子垮了，我們一無所有 Crash cleaned us out.
不要幫忙 And dont offer,
我不是在請你幫忙 cause Im not asking.
李維在波士頓附近找到一些工作 Levi found some work near Boston.
我們覺得受到眷顧 We feel blessed for the work.
你看起來很棒 You look good.
我也不需要這個，路易… Dont need that either, Louis...
或你這個帶走我路易的東西 or whoever you are that took my Louis.
是我啊，嘉麗絲 Its me, Grace.
我一輩子都坐在他飯桌對面 I sat across the dinner table from him my whole life.
禮拜天在聖奧思定會坐在他旁邊 The pews in St. Augustines on Sunday.
故意把我四年級的成績卡藏起來 Hid my fourth-grade report card on purpose.
因為他的慘不忍睹 他不想要我們的父母發現 Cause his was so bad and he didnt want our parents to find out.
你不是我的路易 Youre not my Louis.
不可能 You cant be.
弗蘿倫斯德普安特杜拉克 1848年7月1日至1923年1月23日
路易德普安特杜拉克 1877年10月4日至1930年10月18日
我祈禱自己老了 I prayed myself old,
懇求知道怎麼面對你 beggin what to do about you.
上帝從未給我回復，所以… God never talked back, so...
只能這樣了 this is how it has to be,
為了我，為了我的家人 for me, for my family.
你懂嗎？ You understand?
我花時間跟蹤路易跟黎斯特 I spend time following Louis and Lestat
因為現在我已獨立自主… now that I am my own woman...
我不太清楚自己為何跟蹤他們 with no obvious sense of why I follow them,
但沒有他們，沒有我的不死同伴 other than meaning slowly disintegrates without them...
意義也逐漸瓦解… my companions in immortality.
但今天在墓園 But today, at the cemetery,
我終於瞭解到如此顯而易見的事 I finally understood something so obvious,
我思索了十年的事… which I pondered for a decade...
他們為什麼創造我 why they made me.
為了當路易的妹妹 To be Louis sister.
謝謝你 Thank you.
回頭的女兒 The prodigal daughter.
我是來道歉的 Ive come to apologize.
我讓你們處於困境中 I put you both in a bad spot.
我腦袋不清醒 I wasnt right in my head.
但現在清醒了 I am now.
不接受你的道歉 Apology not accepted.
大學怎麼樣？ How was college?
得到極優？最優？ Magna cum? Summa cum?
加入優等生榮譽學會？ Phi Beta Kappa?
我讀了很多書 Ive read a lot of books.
從波斯跟巴比倫開始看起 那些渴望血的舊神祇 Started with Persia and Babylon, the old gods who longed for blood.
很多打發時間用的，但也有一些舊巨著 A lot of those popcorn, but a few old tomes.
一篇關於吸血鬼的羅馬尼亞短文 A Romanian tract on vampirs.
還有一篇奇怪的匈牙利古文 A strange old Hungarian text,
Masticatione Mortuorum Masticatione Mortuorum,
就是咀嚼死者 the chewing dead.
我打算盡可能早點前往那個世界 I plan to leave for that part of the world as soon as I can.
所以 So,
你只是在一走了之前 先回家洗個衣服而已 quick stop home to do laundry before you fuck off for good.
是一走了之前來接路易 A quick stop to pick up Louis.
哦 Oh.
就看過一些傳說故事集 Perused a few folklore anthologies,
現在你要橫跨海洋 and now youre going to cross the ocean
去面對猛獸世界啦 and take on a society of monsters.
如果我讀到的東西是謊言 那告訴我真相是什麼 If what Ive read is lies, then tell me whats true.
七年了，改變了什麼？你還是一樣需要一個管家婆 Seven years and whats changed, other than you need a housekeeper?
外面的吸血鬼很…兇惡 The vampires out there...are vicious.
哦… Oh...
看來你已經知道了 but youve learned that already.
你在美國內陸碰到了誰？ Who did you meet out there in the American hinterland?
讀她的心，路易 Read her, Louis.
他就是這樣，讓人害怕 Thats it, keep em scared.
那就是他的方式 Thats his way.
歐洲的吸血鬼會更糟更糟 The vampires in Europe are much, much worse.
但我覺得他怕了 But I think hes scared.
我都沒問過你 I never asked.
查理吃起來怎麼樣？ How did Charlie taste?
吃起來像你永遠不會瞭解的愛嗎？ Like the love youll never really know?
他怕的時候就會冷嘲熱諷 And when hes scared, he ridicules.
她是個一無所有的小女孩 She was a destitute little girl,
注定要過無足輕重的渺小生活 destined to live an inconsequential little life.
但那被我們奪走了 And we took it from her.
我們詛咒了她 We cursed her.
跟我走！ Come with me!
跟我走，路易 Come with me, Louis.
路易 Lou.
我以為沒有你我也可以活，但我錯了 I thought I could live without you, but I was wrong.
路易 Louis.
路易！ Louis!
他的愛是個小盒子，他把你困在裏面 His love is a small box he keeps you in.
不要待在那裏 Dont stay in it.
一千晚的憤怒，現在一看到她 A thousand nights of sulking, and the first sight of her,
你就要轉身走人？ you are just gonna up and leave me?!
拜託跟我走！我們一起當 值得你的愛的吸血鬼！ Please, come with me! Lets be vampires worthy of your love!
放開她！ Get the fuck off her!
住手！ Stop!
不准碰他！ Dont you touch!
親愛的，我們停下來吧！ Cheri, lets stop this!
你不想再這樣大吵了 You dont want to fight like this anymore.
-我在盡量克制自己！-住手！拜託住手！ -I am trying to restrain myself! -Stop! Please, stop!
不要打！ Dont do it!
拜託！ Please!
退後，克勞蒂亞 Stay back, Claudia.
沒事 Its okay.
一切都很好 Its all good.
路易爸爸… Daddy Lou...
沒事 Its okay.
我們吵完了 Were done.
我…我就在這裏，我… Im... Im right here. Im...
結束了，待在那裏不要動，好嗎？ Its over. S-Stay where you are, okay?
我們吵夠了 We had enough.
只是需要冷靜一下而已 We just need a moment here.
只是… Just...
路易，不！ Louis, no!
我內心掙扎了好幾百萬次 I fought myself a million times,
對抗自己的本性 fought my nature,
控制我的脾氣 controlled my temper.
我一次都沒傷害過你 I never once harmed you.
黎斯叔叔！ Uncle Les!
現在又突然改口叫黎斯叔叔啦？ Its Uncle Les now suddenly?
放開他 Let him go.
他什麼都沒做 He didnt do nothin.
放開他 Let him go.
你要的是我 Its me you want.
聽我說 Listen to me,
好好地聽我說，我的小死亡 and listen very carefully, my infant death.
從來都不是你 It was never you.
我選擇了你 I chose you.
路易… Louis! Louis! Louis!
我等待過，路易 I have waited, Louis.
我耐心地等著，徒勞無功地等著 I have patiently waited in vain
等著你愛我 for you to love me
像我愛你一樣 as I love you.
說出來 Just say it.
說黎斯特，我永遠不會愛你 Say, Lestat, I am never going to love you.
聽到你親口說出來… It would help me a great deal...
親口從你那顫抖… to hear that from your lips...
可恨的嘴裏說出來… your quivering...
會幫我很大的忙 hateful lips.
放開我！ Let go of me!
一切都是為了你 Anything for you.
路易！ Louis!