hi my name is brielle and i am 14 years
old
because of my own mother i had to leave
home and go on the street
where i met and fell in love with a
homeless guy
how did it happen just a few years ago
i had a happy childhood and loving
parents but one day
my dad met a younger woman and left us
my mom started drinking
the alimony she received was barely
enough to buy some bread
since most of the money she spent went
on her drinks soon
i was kicked out of a private school but
when i moved to a regular school
children began to mock me there they
constantly pointed fingers at me
because i was wearing old ragged clothes
called me names
and spat on me all the time i would
often hide from everyone
in the school's toilet and cry there for
hours
soon my mom met another man and he moved
in with us
they both didn't have jobs and all they
did was drink
they would shout at me beat me and lock
me in the room without food or water for
a whole day
it became unbearable i was emaciated
and often fainted from hunger i couldn't
handle it anymore
so one day i decided to escape through
the window when they locked me in my
room
for the whole day i was wandering
through the streets
hungry and choking on tears then
i decided to go to the old cemetery
nearby in the hope to find at least some
sweets or bread on the graves
soon i felt very tired so i laid down on
some bench near an abandoned tomb
and fell asleep but when i woke up in
the morning
i found that i was covered with a
blanket but
where did it come from the next moment i
heard some noise nearby
and when i looked back i saw some guy
digging a hole in the ground
suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my
stomach
because i hadn't eaten anything for more
than a day
i decided to go to that guy and ask if
he has any food
but as soon as i managed to take a few
steps my head started spinning
and with a scream and crush i fell right
on a bush of flowers
on someone's grave in a matter of
seconds i saw a very
nice looking blue-eyed boy above me
kneeling down on the ground
he put his hand on my head and asked if
i was okay
but i just silently looked at him trying
to come to my senses
don't be afraid of me i will help you
and having said that
he suddenly took me into his arms and
began to carry me somewhere
about five minutes later i found myself
in some small wooden shed
with a broken table and an air mattress
inside
also there was a bad smell of something
gently he laid me down on the mattress
and handed me a bottle of water
when i drank it all to the last drop i
was able to say that i was terribly
hungry
then he looked at me with despair and
quietly said
i have a bun but it's stale will you eat
that
or i'll go look for something and then i
suddenly shouted so give me that damn
bun before i eat you
that piece was so dry that i almost
broke my tooth
however soon i felt a little better and
asked the boy to tell me about himself
it turned out he is 18 years old his
name is daniel
and he has been leading a vagrant
lifestyle for three years already
once his house burned down with his
parents inside
and he was left completely alone and
with nothing
he found this abandoned shed which
became his home
and works part-time the cemetery but his
earnings are barely enough
to buy water and bread i also told him
about my situation
and he accepted me to live with him on
weekdays
i brought us food from school which i
shoved into the bag
and pockets of the malnourished in the
dining room and on weekends
we hunted pigeons and cooked soup with
them over the fire
it was fun and cozy together with him we
were like brother and sister
but it didn't last long soon i felt
sympathy
for this boy one evening it suddenly got
very cold and i froze terribly we sat
around the fire for a long time
but when a strong wind blew we went
inside the shed
that night i lay for a long time and
couldn't sleep
i was very cold and i pressed closer to
him
daniel felt i was shivering and hugged
me tightly
i was so close to him that i could hear
his heart beating
suddenly he made a sharp movement and
the next moment
i felt the warmth of his lips on my face
we kissed for a long time and
i fell in love with him i was his first
girlfriend
and he was my first boyfriend we thought
we were made for each other
and even started making plans for the
future but then
everything changed dramatically daniel
went to the cemetery to do his job
but he didn't return for a long time
first i didn't give much importance to
that but it started to happen again
and the strangest thing is that he
started to bring delicious food home
although he never told me where it was
from and one night
he didn't come back at all so i decided
to go look for him
i wandered for a long time between the
graves and trees
when suddenly i heard some voices and
girlish laughs
i continued to follow the sound and soon
i saw two figures
sitting on a bench in an embrace no way
it can't be is it really him hiding
behind the trees
and coming closer i suddenly could
clearly hear daniel's voice
oh my gosh he's dating another girl
what a sneak my heart started to beat
wildly in rage
but i stood motionless and listened to
the voices coming
soon they stopped talking and started
kissing
oh no suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my
heart
and a river of tears appeared in my eyes
a few minutes later
i saw them get up and start walking in
my direction
oh no what should i do they came closer
and i kept hiding and all of a sudden i
saw my friend
it was eliza my classmate from the
previous school
unbelievable are they together but she's
ugly as hell how is it possible
and then i realized where all the traits
were coming from he dated her for food
trading me for food i bent
out of shape so badly that i was about
to kill
however i decided to act in a more
cunning way
i quickly returned home and pretended to
be asleep
in the morning i found lots of food on
the table again
daniel was no longer sleeping and was
sitting outside the shed
but as soon as he saw me the first thing
he said was brielle
i have to tell you something we can't be
together any longer
you i love you but you were too
beautiful for me and i want you to leave
and then i became nuts
so you dared to drive me away for that
gorgon
then i told him everything i know and
everything i think about him
spat into his face and left all day
i wandered around the city hungry and
crying
and in the evening i decided to go home
there
i found my mom left her boyfriend and
now we live together
sometimes i think to go and burn that
shed
but fate had already taken away his
house so let it be
but what would you do if you were me
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