你有什么心事 DR. PATEL: What's on your mind?
我外公写的这本书 DOMINICK BIRDSEY: This book my grandfather wrote.
我母亲这一辈子都以为 DOMINICK: My mom, her whole life,
他是个了不起的人 just thought he was this wonderful guy.
但其实他并不是 - -Turns out he's not.
你觉得我像他吗 DR. PATEL: Do you think that you're like him?
你提到你外公背叛了他兄弟 Your grandfather betrayed his brother.
- 不 - 你们弄疼他了 -THOMAS BIRDSEY: No! No! -DOMINICK: You're hurting him!
他被诅咒了 He's fucking cursed,
我们都被诅咒了 we're all fucking cursed.
别纵容他 Don't pamper this boy.
我生父还活着吗 Is my real father alive?
他们抓到他闯入你兄弟的房间 MAN: I caught him breaking into your brother's room.
放我兄弟出院 I want my brother out of there by the end of the week.
所有人都认为 LISA SHEFFER: Everybody thinks it's wrong
他跟你走是错误的决定 for him to go with you.
我不会放弃我兄弟 好吗 DOMINICK: I'm not giving up on my brother.
我们可以等两个月再来 Hey, you know what? We'll come back in a couple months
记得山上有覆盆子 and we'll go raspberry picking
能采吗 over the hill there. Remember?
覆盆子的叶子有毒 The raspberry leaves are poison.
医院的人磨叶子 They ground it up and they put it in my tea
泡茶 when I was in the hospital.
想害死我 They were trying to kill me there.
那种叶子没有毒 They're not poisonous, buddy.
瞧瞧那几棵黄橡树 All these big old Chinkapin Oaks.
汤玛斯 你看 Look at 'em, Thomas.
跟小时候一模一样吧 Just the same as when we were kids, right?
从那时到现在一直 It's like they've always been massive,
都这么高 even when we were little.
你还记得她吗 You remember her?
潘妮安丁华特 Penny Ann Drinkwater.
你在那里 Dominick: Hey, did you, uh...
会常看到她哥哥吗 did you see her brother a lot when you were down there?
在哪里 Down where?
哈区医院 罗夫丁华特 Dominick: In Hatch. The janitor.
是院里的工友 Ralph Drinkwater.
你说看过他一次 记得吗 Remember, you said you saw him once?
想不想去看瀑布 You want to see the Falls?
这里是圣地 A holy place.
什么 What?
我说这里是圣地 I said it's a holy place.
你信上帝吗 Do you believe in God?
真希望我相信 I wish I did, man.
耶稣基督是你的救主 多明尼克 Jesus Christ is your savior, Dominick.
他爱你 原谅你 He loves you, forgives you.
我很清楚 I know.
曾经有人跟我说 这条河流就是生命 You know, someone told me once that this-- this river is life.
从过去流进未来 And all it's doing is flowing from the past into the future.
就这样在我们身边奔腾而去 And just passing us as it goes.
下到水边去吧 Let's walk down to the water.
不行‥现在太冷 该走了 No, no, it's too cold. Come on, let's go.
天气暖和一点再带你来 I'll bring you back when it's warm.
六月吧 等月桂花开时再来散步 In June, when the laurels are blooming.
走吧 饿不饿 We'll walk around. Come on, are you hungry?
我饿了 咱们去吃东西 I'm hungry. Let's get some food.
去死吧 外公 Fuck you, Grandpa.
好了‥ Okay. Great.
准备好了吗‥ You ready, pal? Let's get you...
我帮你换睡衣 put some pajamas on you, okay?
手举高 Hands up.
好 两只手都给我 Okay, man. Give me a hand here.
绝不是在揶揄你 No pun intended.
好了 Okay.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢你照顾我 Thank you for taking care of me.
没事 Yeah.
谢谢 Thank you.
躺好 Lay down, bud.
舒服得很 Snug like a bug.
需要什么吗 You need anything?
- 水 - 你要水吗 -Water. -Some water?
好 Okay.
兄弟 Hey, buddy.
你要的水来了 Buddy, I got your water.
汤玛斯 Thomas?
汤玛斯 Hey, Thomas?
汤玛斯 - -Thomas?
汤玛斯 Thomas?
糟糕 Fuck.
汤玛斯 Thomas.
汤玛斯 Thomas!
汤玛斯 : Thomas!
汤玛斯 Thomas!
你通报有人失踪吗 Officer: We got a call about a missing person.
- 对 是我哥哥 - 我们会帮忙 -Dominick: Yeah, my brother. -We're here to help you.
这是令兄吗 Who's this? Is this your brother?
不是 他是我爸 我的继父 No, no, that's my father, stepfather.
他到底跑到哪儿去了 Where the hell is he? Where is he?
目前失踪 但我们会去找到他 Officer: He's missing, but we're gonna take care of it.
我们会去找他的 We're gonna get out there and we're gonna look for him.
- 什么时候去 - 一定会找着 -When are you gonna do this? -We're gonna find him.
他有没有特别喜欢去的地方 Any specific places that he likes to hang out at?
有 瀑布 Yeah, the Falls.
天啊 老天爷 Jesus. Jesus Christ!
汤玛斯 Dominick: Thomas!
汤玛斯 Thomas!
汤米 Ray: Tommy!
汤玛斯 Dominick: Thomas!
汤玛斯 Thomas!
出来 Come out!
汤米 Ray: Tommy! Tommy!
汤米 Tommy!
在瀑布池的 Dominick: In deep water,
深水里 in the plunge pool of the waterfall,
他们找到人了 they found him.
据说他卡在湍流中 He'd been stuck under the forces of the current
好几小时 for hours, they said.
给石头撞得遍体鳞伤 The rocks had banged him up pretty bad.
雷说汤玛斯的脸都划花了 There were scratches all over his face, Ray told me.
去认尸的人是他 He was the one who went down and identified the body.
我有发现 I found something!
警方判定是意外身亡 Dominick: Accidental, they ruled.
安排葬礼之前 Funeral Director: Before I start the funeral arrangements,
我要收集资讯以开立死亡证明 I'd like to gather some information for the death certificate.
他叫汤玛斯柏希 So I have his name as Thomas Birdsey.
出生年月日是 Uh, his date of birth?
１９４９年１２月３１日 December 31st, 1949.
他入伍过吗 Did he ever serve in the armed forces?
- 不曾 - 了解 -No. -Okay.
最高学历是 Highest level of education.
高中毕业 大学念了一年 Uh, 12th grade. He had a year of college.
所以是大学肄业 Okay, so some college.
婚姻状态呢 And his marital status?
未婚 单身 None. Single.
- 单身 从未结婚 - 好的 Single. Never married. Okay.
汤玛斯的职业是什么 Now, what did Thomas do for an occupation?
- 他没工作过 - 他是有个工作 -He didn't work. -Well, he, he had a job.
他是有过工作 但反覆进出 He had a little job. But, uh, he was-- he was in and out of--
州立医院 he was in and out of state hospitals,
是精神病院 mental hospitals, but he had a-- he had a little,
但他卖过咖啡 he had a coffee cart.
那就注明为精障吧 Okay, how about I'll put down "disabled" then.
- 好 - 没问题 -Yeah, that's fine. -Is it? Okay.
行了 我需要生父的本名 That's fine, and I need the birth name of his father.
不清楚 Ray: We don't know that.
- 我们都不知道父亲是谁 - 那就写父不详 -Yeah, we don't know who his father is. -I'll put down unknown.
好 -Mm-hmm. -Okay.
我是罗夫丁华特 Ralph : You've reached Ralph Drinkwater,
为温卡洛克族守护烟斗 tribal pipe-keeper of the Wequonnoc nation.
罗夫 我是多明尼克柏希 Hello, Ralph, it's, uh, Dominick Birdsey.
我只是想告诉你 Uh, I'm just calling...
我哥哥的葬礼在这个星期 to let you know my brother's funeral is this week.
周四上午十一点 在波斯威尔大道的墓园 Uh, Thursday, 11:00 at the Boswell Avenue Cemetery.
告别式大概二十分钟 It's just gonna be a 20-minute service.
你不能来也没关系 It's not a big deal if you don't make it.
谢了 罗夫 Thanks, Ralph.
你好 Dessa: Hello?
德莎 Dominick : Dess?
多明尼克 Oh, Dominick.
天啊 我也好难过 Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
还好 我想邀你参加 Yeah, just wanted to invite you to
他的葬礼 his funeral.
妹妹已经告诉我了 I-- my sister told me about it already.
我本来就打算去 I, I was gonna be there...
不在话下 anyway, of course.
谢了 Thanks.
- 多明尼克 - 嗯 -Dominick. -Dominick: Yeah?
我知道 I know...
你一辈子都想救他 that you spent your whole life trying to save him.
结果失败了 And I failed.
这不是你的错 多明尼克 Dessa: It wasn't your fault, Dominick.
不然是谁的错 Yeah, whose fault was it?
大家都没有错 你救不了他 No one's. You couldn't save him.
没人救得了他 No one could.
你是个好弟弟 You were an amazing brother to him.
他知道你有多爱他 He knows how much you love him.
谢了 Okay, thanks.
多明尼克 Dominick.
不要太自责 好吗 Please take it easy on yourself, okay?
好 Dominick: Okay.
葬礼时见 Dessa: I'll see you at the service.
好 再见 Okay, bye.
耶和华是我的牧者 我必不至缺乏 Father Lavie: "The Lord is my Shepherd. I shall not want.
祂使我躺卧在青草地上 "He maketh me to lie down in green pastures.
领我在可安歇的水边 "He leadeth me beside the still waters.
祂使我的魂苏醒 "He restoreth my soul.
为自己的名引导我 "He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
走义路 "for His name's sake.
我虽然行过死荫的幽谷 "Ye, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
也不怕遭害 因为你与我同在 "I shall fear no evil, for Thou art with me.
你的杖 你的竿 都安慰我 "Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
你在敌人面前为我 "Thou preparest a table before me
摆设筵席 "in the presence of mine enemies.
你用油膏了我的头 "Thou anointeth my head with oil, my cup runneth over.
使我的福杯满溢 "Surely goodness and mercy
一生一世必有恩惠慈爱随着我‥ shall follow me all the days of my life."
德莎会来吗 Is Dessa coming?
会 我跟她通过电话 Yeah, I talked to her.
她有事耽搁了 She's just running late, I think.
阿门 -Lavie: ...forever. Amen. -Woman: Amen.
我并不认识汤玛斯 Lavie: I wasn't lucky enough to know Thomas
但你们分享了许多有关他的回忆 but many of you have shared your memories of Thomas with me.
他改变了在座 He touched many of the lives
许多人的生命 of the people who are here today
影响深远 in many deep ways.
例如多明尼克 他的弟弟 From Dominick, his brother,
双胞胎的另一位 his twin.
你和汤玛斯对彼此的了解 Well, you and Thomas must have known each other
应该超过世间所有人了 just about as-- as well as two people could.
我知道他承受痛苦与磨难时 I know through all his trials and tribulations,
你是他的磐石 you were his rock.
是他的保护者 对不对 You were his defender, weren't you?
反观圣经中的该隐 Unlike Cain.
杀害了弟弟亚伯 He murdered his brother, Abel.
但你为哥哥挺身而出 You stood up for your brother.
大家都会记得你守护哥哥 And you will be remembered as your brother's keeper.
你的继父雷 Your stepfather, Ray,
初遇汤玛斯和多明尼克时 first met Thomas and his brother, Dominick,
两人都还是小孩子 when they were just baby boys.
雷看着这两个孩子 And Ray looked upon these children,
和照顾他们的 and then he looked upon a single mom
单亲妈妈 who was raising them,
心里八成想 天啊 这一切该怎么应付 and Ray must have thought, "Good Lord, how am I gonna handle this?"
上帝听他询问就给了他回答 And then God heard him, and he answered him.
祂说 雷 尽力接下这份挑战 And he said, "Ray, take this challenge and do the best you can."
你自此接下这个重担 And with that, Ray, you took the responsibility
养育这两个小男孩 upon yourself to raise those two baby boys,
在这一刻就成了他们的父亲 and in a moment, you became their father.
雷当汤玛斯的父亲足足４１年 For 41 years, Ray was a father to Thomas.
也别忘了汤玛斯的 And let us not forget
母亲康瑟提娜 Thomas' mother, Concettina.
朋友都叫她康妮 但汤玛斯 Known to her friends as Connie, but to Thomas,
都说是＂妈＂ she was just called "Ma."
汤玛斯 Ma: Come on, Thomas.
我是兔子先生 时间到了 Oh, Mr. Rabbit. It's time.
- 汤玛斯和妈 - 快上楼吧 -Lavie: Thomas and Ma... -Ma: Hippity hop, hippity hop.
不只是普通母子 Lavie: ...were more than just mother and son.
感情相当特殊 They had a very special connection.
走吧 Thomas: Come on, let's go.
不可以吃果冻 那是餐后甜点 Don't you touch that Jell-O, huh? That's for after supper.
爸爸回来就说一声 You let me know if your dad comes home, huh?
上去吧 兔子先生 Here we go, Mr. Rabbit.
大家都说他们的个性一模一样 Lavie: And people said that they were like two peas in a pod.
非常要好 They really were best friends.
对不对 多明尼克 Weren't they? Dominick?
雷 Ray?
大家想必感到安慰 I'm sure we can all find some solace
汤玛斯和妈现在又重聚了 knowing that Thomas and Ma
在一个很特别的地方 are reunited together now in a very, very special place.
他们正在天国做什么 What are they doing now in Heaven?
可能在玩他们 Maybe they're playing a special game
最爱玩的游戏 they like to play together.
就请各位好好缅怀一番 Lavie: I leave you to consider and reflect upon this
让我们回忆这位人子 while we remember our son.
我们的兄弟和朋友 Our brother. Our friend.
汤玛斯 Thomas.
主啊 请让他永远安息 Eternal rest grant unto him, O Lord,
受永恒的慈光照耀 and may the perpetual light shine upon him.
愿他与所有亡者的灵魂 May his soul and all the souls of the faithful departed
因主的慈悲而安息 through the mercy of God, rest in peace.
阿门 Amen.
我们不是故意的 Young Dominick: It was an accident.
我马上弄干净 I'll clean it up.
-你妈呢 - 在楼上 -Where's your mother? -Upstairs.
他们又在玩那个笨游戏 They're playing their stupid game again.
谢谢你 兔子先生 Ma: Thank you, Mr. Rabbit!
这是怎么回事 Ray: What the fuck is going on in there?
我说过不准玩茶会游戏了 What did I tell you about having a fuckin' tea party?
- 过来‥ - 不准伤害他 -Come here, come here! -Ma: Don't you hurt him!
放开我 -Ray: Get off of me! -
给我过来‥ Ray: Stop right where you are!
不准跑‥天杀的 Stop right where you are, goddammit!
过来 你手上的是什么东西 Come here! What are these things in your hands, huh?
那些是女生戴的 Huh? Those are things girls wear.
你是女生吗 What are you, a goddamn little girl?!
给我 脱下来 Give me these things. Get 'em off your fuckin' hands.
你是想当女生吗 Is that what you wanna be? A goddamn little girl?
进去‥ 不准出来 Get in there, get in there. And stay in there.
让我出来 Thomas: Let me out.
拜托 Please.
雷 -Ray! -
- 放我出去 - 拜托你别碰他 好吗 -Let me out! -Ma: Please don't! Don't touch me!
妈 Ma?
没事的 It's okay.
别碰他 Don't touch me!
我不会有事‥ It's okay, baby. I'll be okay.
把整个地方给我清干净 Ray: You clean up this floor. Clean up this whole mess.
不准放他出来 听懂了吗 And don't you dare let him out of that door, understand me?
多明尼克 - -Thomas: Dominick?
放我出去 Let me out!
拜托你放我出去 - -Please. Let me out.
多明尼克 拜托 Thomas: Dominick? Please!
门就别关了 You can leave the door open.
多明尼克 Thomas: Dominick?
放我出去‥ - -Let me out.
拜托 Please?
- 放我出去 - 多明尼克呢 -Let me out. -Woman: Where's Dominick?
在厨房 Ray: He's in the kitchen.
我去看他 请进 你好吗 Hi, come on in. How you doing?
你好 Hey, how are you?
感谢你过来 Thank you so much...
出来 Ray: Come on, get outta there.
这些要放在哪里 Angie: Um, where, where do you want these?
随便放就好 谢了 Oh, anywhere in there is good, thanks.
请坐‥ Ray: Sit down, sit down.
- 你好吗 - 很好 -How you doing? -Doing good.
你老爹家里有没有酒 Hey, if, uh, Pops has any booze in the house?
有些老家伙大概想喝两杯 I bet some of these geezers would take a drink.
- 见到你真好 - 是啊 -So good to see you. -Man: Yeah.
我去拿 Forget about it.
请进 我还好‥ Come on, I'm all right, I'm all right.
- 你还好吗 - 我很好 -Wayne, how are you, buddy? -I'm all right.
- 她在哪里 - 不知道 -Leo: Where is she? -Angie: I don't know.
早该到了 She should have been here by now.
你打个电话给她 Leo: You should give her a call.
欢迎 请进 Ray: Welcome. Come on in, hello.
- 我是雷柏希 - 我是派提尔医师 I'm-- I'm Ray Birdsey.
汤玛斯和多明尼克的继父 I'm Thomas' adopted stepfather.
- 幸会 - 幸会 -Lisa: Nice to meet you. -Ray: A pleasure to meet you.
感谢你们帮忙多明尼克 I appreciate everything you've done for Dominick, too.
他现在很需要你们协助 他很自责 He's gonna need your help now 'cause the guy's beating the hell out of himself.
- 麻烦你看好他 - 谢谢你们 -Dr. Patel: Just keep an eye... -Ray: Thank you both so much.
不晓得她在哪里 安姬会留言 I don't know where she is, but Angie's gonna leave her a message.
她有自己的人生要过 It's her life, man.
- 你们饿了吧 - 她会来的 -Ray: If you're hungry... -She'll be here.
要不要喝点东西 Ray: Would you like something to drink?
一定会来 She'll show up.
-有什么需要帮忙吗 - 没事 -Lisa: Do you need any help? -Ray: No, no, no.
她不知为何不接电话 Angie: I don't know, she's not answering.
要威士忌吗 Ray: You want some scotch?
待会儿倒一杯给你 Well, we'll get you a scotch when we get the scotch out here.
- 安姬 - 你终于来了 - -Dessa: Angie.
对不起 我‥ Dessa: I'm sorry.
吉恩没事吧 Leo: Geez, is he okay?
没事 我刚送他去急诊 Dessa: He's okay. I had to go to the ER and he's--
我正要出发时接到电话 I was gonna call. I was on my way to the service and forgot this.
我爸跌得很惨 Dessa: My father had a really bad fall.
我得送他去急诊 I had to take him to the ER.
结果等了好久 It was such a long wait, and then...
对不起 -I'm so sorry. -Hey.
没事的啦 Ray: Come on, take it easy, take it easy.
你人都到了 You're here now.
- 雷 - 我的小女孩还好吗 -Ray, I'm... -How's my little girl?
对不起 迟到了 I'm so sorry I wasn't here.
- 雷 - 我会很想念他 -Dessa: Ray? -Ray: I'm gonna miss him so much.
我知道 Dessa: I know.
我也很难过 Dessa: I'm so sorry.
他会哭是因为有罪恶感 It's his guilt, that's why he's crying.
雷 对吧 你跟我一起欺负他 害他死掉 Right, Ray? You bullied him to death.
你跟我 记得吗 We both did, right? You and me.
我们要锻炼他 You remember, Ray? We had to toughen him up
- 免得他变成妈那种娘娘腔 - 你搞什么 -so he didn't become a pussy like Ma. -What are you doing?
你是他的救主 记得吗 You were his fuckin' savior, Ray, remember?
- 你干什么 - 天啊 多明尼克 -What are you doing? -Jesus. Dominick.
你知道雷去哈区看过 You know how many times he went to visit him
- 他几次吗 - 老兄‥ -when he was down there at Hatch? -Leo: Buddy, buddy, buddy.
你去了几次 How many times, Ray? You wanna tell her?
跟她说你去医院看了儿子几次 How many times you went to visit your son at the hospital.
别丢脸了 Leo: Don't embarrass yourself.
我才不会丢脸 Dominick: I'm not embarrassing myself.
那也是为了磨练他吗 Or was that to toughen him up, too, huh?
我去那里 -Hey. -I'd go down there,
经过层层安检 I'd go through all that maximum security bullshit
院方会押着他进来 and he'd come in, Ray, they'd escort him in
他一坐下就会谈 he'd sit down, he'd tell me about everything
当天的遭遇 that happened to him that day.
中午吃了什么 What he had for lunch.
那天下午有哪些人想杀了他 Who was trying to assassinate him that particular afternoon.
但会面大概五分钟后 And, oh, let's say five minutes into the visit,
他就会问 雷好吗 he'd go, "How's Ray?
＂雷为什么不来看我 ＂ "Why doesn't Ray come and see me?
＂雷在生我的气吗 ＂ Is Ray mad at me?"
我帮你编了好多借口 I made all the excuses I could for you, buddy.
但是帮队友掩饰 I mean, there's only so far one teammate can go
也有个限度 to fake it for another.
雷 整整七个月 In seven months, Ray, not one time?
你都不去看所谓的宝贝儿子 To see your own son that you said you loved.
连圣诞节都不去 Not even for fuckin' Christmastime?
我们出去 Let's go outside, man.
我承认 我也不是圣人 Hey, I'm no saint. I, I admit it.
我跟你一样 我想尽办法 I, I was the same. I made his life fuckin' miserable
让他过得痛苦不堪 按照你当初的要求 anytime I could, just like you wanted me to, Ray.
但是他都默默承受了 And he would take it, Ray. He took it.
他好柔顺 就跟妈一样 He was so sweet, just like Ma.
你我最讨厌这种人了 Everything that guys like you and I hate.
- 他们是好人 我们却欺负他们 - 别说了 -They were the good guys, Ray, but we beat 'em. -Knock it off, knock it off.
害他发疯的不是脑子 It wasn't his brain that made him cuckoo.
是我们 It was us. We did it to 'em.
是我们把他逼疯的 -We did it to 'em both, buddy. -Hey.
我们两个彻底压垮了他 It was us. We beat their asses.
- 雷 我们最厉害了 - 这样啊 -We're the fuckin' champions, Ray. -Look.
我为那孩子尽心尽力 I did the best I could for that kid.
也为你尽心尽力 I did the best I could for you.
我问心无愧 听到了吗 And my conscience is clear, you got that?
- 对 - 你确定问心无愧 Really, your conscience is clear. Yeah. Really?
你问心无愧 Your conscience is clear.
你知道监护法官 在领养当天 You know what the probate judge said to me
- 跟我说什么吗 - 我洗耳恭听 -the day I adopted you two? -Dominick: What? Tell me.
他说我是好人 He said I was a good man, that's what.
一千人里也 -Wow. -He said that not one man
找不到一人这么勇敢 in a thousand would take on what I was taking on.
- 可不是嘛 - 我不只领养一个孩子 -Oh, no shit. -Not one, but two.
一次就两个 Two of you.
我不是没犯过错 Now, look, I'm not sayin' I didn't make mistakes,
有些作法是该改进 that I couldn't have done things differently.
- 你真了不起 - 你尽管去法院 -Wow, you're amazing. -But you can walk on down to that goddamn courthouse
查那段纪录 and you can read that record if you want to, buddy.
你是个大英雄‥ You're a fuckin' hero, aren't ya?
- １９５５年３月１９日 - 大伟人 -March 19th, 1955. -You're a real fuckin' hero.
- 应该去领奖 - 三河镇的监护法庭 -You deserve a medal for that, Ray. Wow! -Probate court of Three Rivers.
- 大伟人 - 哈洛亚当斯法官 -What a guy! What a fuckin' guy's guy! -Because Judge Harold T. Adams--
告诉秘书 He told his secretary he wanted it
在纪录中要写我是个好人 in the goddamn record that I was a good man!
哈洛亚当斯法官知道你打断她的手臂吗 Did Harold T. Adams know you broke her arm?
糟糕 说漏嘴了 Oops. Oh, I let that slip, right?
家丑不可外扬 That was supposed to stay in the house, I forgot.
我忘记了 真糟糕 这些龌龊事今天都要清干净 Oh, no, you know what, we're clearing all this shit outta here today.
破烂东西全得丢出去 All this old shit is going out of this house today.
- 那是意外 - 对 是意外 -That was an accident. -Right.
我们约好了嘛 An accident. That's what we say.
你下地狱吧 Why don't you go to hell?
好啊 雷 我在那里等你 Sure, Ray. I'll meet you there.
那是意外 It was an accident.
说的对 好了 Yeah, all right.
真是不吐不快 想喝咖啡吗 Got that out of the way. Does anyone want any coffee, huh?
还是甜点 Some dessert?
安姬 要再来杯酒吗 Another drink, Ang-Angie?
- 还是冷盘肉 - 冷静 -How about some cold cuts? -Calm down.
想要三明治吗 来 Can I make you a sandwich? Here.
我来帮忙 吃三明治吗 Let me make you something. You want a sandwich?
来 这里有 Here, here's a sandwich.
人都去哪儿了 不是要颂赞 Where's everyone going? I thought we were celebrating
汤玛斯柏希悲惨的一生吗 the miserable life of Thomas Birdsey.
感谢你们送来炖菜 Thanks for the casseroles.
我过两天再打给你 Leo: I'll call you in a couple days.
- 李欧 你要去哪里 - 走吧 -Dominick: Wait, where you goin', Leo? -Leo: Let's go.
你们这七个月去哪里了 Dominick: Where the fuck have you all been the last seven months?
医师 有何贵干 What do you need, doc?
这下我们有得聊了 Now we got something to talk about, huh?
谢谢你们来 Thanks for coming.
多明尼克 Dominick.
- 请节哀 - 谢谢 -I'm very sorry for your loss. -Thank you.
不要太苛责自己 好吗 But you go easy on yourself, all right?
多明尼克 -Dominick: Hm. -Dominick.
对别人也要好一点 And others.
好 Okay.
你下周会来找我吗 Patel: Will I see you next week?
不知道‥ I don't know. I don't know.
多明尼克 想办法来一趟 拜托你 Dominick. Try and come, please.
你说中了 我自大到害死了哥哥 Hey, you were right. My arrogance killed my brother.
不是这样 -Finally, huh? -No.
多明尼克 : No, Dominick.
对不起 I'm sorry.
对不起 : I'm sorry.
对不起 I'm sorry.
不怪你 It's not your fault.
你都看到了 And there you have it.
你还真会赶客人 -You sure know how to clear a room. -
你知道他最不该的是什么吗 You know what I think his worst offense has always been?
不是你的亲爹 Not being your real father.
那绝对不是他最重的罪 That's not his worst offense by a long shot, baby.
是吗 Really?
我觉得你会先原谅他的其他过错 See, I think you'd forgive him for all the other stuff
然后才原谅这件事 before you'd ever forgive him for that.
我永远不会原谅他 I'm never gonna forgive him.
我不懂你何必这样 I just don't know why you do this.
怎么样 Why I do what?
你为何老把大家推开 I mean, push everybody away.
为什么老是拒人于千里之外 Why do you push people away?
少来了 看看我们这德性 Come on, look at us.
我们受诅咒了 We're cursed, Dess.
胡说八道 Such bullshit.
我们整个家族都受诅咒了 My whole fuckin' family is cursed.
面对事实吧 Let's face it.
剩下的给我洗就好 You know, I'll finish this.
你会变得跟他一样 You're gonna end up like him.
像谁 Like who?
康瑟提娜小时候 Dominick: "As Concettina was growing up,
我辛苦一天后最盼望的 "the highlight of my long days
就是回家哄宝贝女儿睡觉 "was coming home and putting my sweetheart to bed.
我的小兔子像鲜花般绽开 "My little rabbit was growing like a flower,
我对她的爱也与日俱增 "and my love for her was growing accordingly.
但普洛瑟琵娜那个巫婆 "But still, I had Prosperine, that witch,
还在帮我管家 "running my household.
她不配住在工头家里 "She was unworthy of living under the roof of a foreman,
我靠敬业拚命爬上了这个位置 "a position I had earned through hard work and commitment.
一如家里 工厂也有老鼠屎 "As it was at my home, the mill still contained one rotten apple.
所以我腹背受敌 "And so, I was surrounded by my enemies.
女巫教导我的女儿 "The witch had taught my daughter
女性在家里要尽什么责任 "her womanly responsibilities in the home.
再过不久 甜美的康瑟提娜 "And soon, my sweet Concettina
就会长大 接手照顾我了 would be old enough to take care of all my needs."
- 你叫什么 - 亨利 -Domenico: What's your name? -Henry.
- 姓氏呢 - 丁华特 -Henry? -Drinkwater.
滚 Domenico: Go!
你瞧 Voila!
喜欢吗 You like?
用一只手 This...
这样拿好 Hmm? Okay?
很好 像这样 This.
那可怜的兔唇女孩 Dominick: ...poor hare-lipped girl...
没有别的男人会看上眼 Dominick: ...that no other man wanted.
康瑟提娜有西西里的血脉 Dominick: Concettina has Sicilian blood in her veins.
知道要如何保守秘密 She knows how to keep her secrets.
就这样 That's it.
后面没了 He, he ends right there, that's it.
虽然未必不可能 Dr. Patel: I'm not saying it's impossible. I'm--
但机会很低 I'm saying it's highly improbable.
少来了 他写得很清楚 I mean, come on, doc. He says it right there.
说她知道怎么保守秘密 "She knows how to keep her secrets."
什么西西里血统和黑手党荣誉 Sicilian blood. All that omerta mafia bullshit.
秘密有很多种 Secrets-- it could mean anything.
可能是普洛瑟琵娜的秘密 It could mean Prosperine has secrets,
或是秘密食谱 it could mean secret recipes.
什么都有可能 I mean, anything.
据你所说 确实你的外公 From what you told me, yes, your grandfather,
人生非常不幸又观念扭曲 he was a-- he was a terribly unhappy, misguided man.
残酷自私 可能有被害妄想症 Cruel, self-serving, paranoid, perhaps.
但这一切都不代表 But nothing, nothing you have told me
他性侵了女儿 necessarily means that he raped his daughter
生下你们兄弟 and fathered you and your brother.
结果我又回到原点了 Okay, so I'm right back to where I started before I--
等于没看过这本自传 before I even began reading the goddamn thing.
- 什么样的原点 - 一团糟 父不详 -Yeah, and where is that? -I'm fucked up and fatherless.
我们好好设想一下 Okay, let's just think for a moment, okay?
不要把这份手稿当成待解谜团 Let's think of this manuscript, not as a mystery
结局不知所云 with some maddeningly inconclusive ending.
而是把它当作寓言 Let's think of it as a parable.
寓言意有所指 Right? Parables instruct.
读者看完后 One reaches the end of an allegory
会发现某个教训 and confronts the lesson that it offers,
所以我要问你 so I'm asking you,
外公的故事让你学到什么 what does your grandfather's story teach you?
我们没戏唱了 行行好 That we're doomed. I mean, come on.
你认识几个家庭这样 How many families do you know that have so much
惨上加惨 fucked-up shit happen to them?
说真的 Seriously.
我失去了一切 I've lost, I've lost everything.
孩子夭折 I lost my baby.
妻子离我而去 母亲 I lost my wife. I lost my mom.
和哥哥都过世了 I lost my brother.
你觉得哥哥死于诅咒吗 And you think your brother's death is part of a curse.
对 Yeah.
对 很有可能 Yeah. Why not?
多明尼克 就我看来 Seems to me, Dominick, that...
你努力保护哥哥 you tried protecting your brother
结果发生了重大意外 and a terrible accident occurred.
意外 An accident.
多明尼克 是意外 Yes, Dominick, an accident.
你完全无法掌控 An accident that was completely out of your control.
我才不是无法控制 It wasn't out of my control.
实掌控不了 你根本不在场 It was out of your control. You weren't even there.
你为什么无法理解呢 Why is it so hard for you to-to-to grasp the concept of this?
父债子偿 The sins of the father are visited on the son.
你相信因果吧 You believe in karma, right?
你相信因果吗 -Do you believe in karma? -Mm-hmm.
这和因果之说有何不同 So why is that any different than the concept of karma?
- 我不明白你怎么会不懂 - 因为 -Because, Dominick-- -I don't understand why you...
因为有时我们大可归咎 -...can't understand this. -Because, because sometimes,
外在原因 it's so much easier to look outside of ourselves
解释自己为何痛苦 to find explanations for our own pain,
为何遭遇挫折和失望 our own failures, our own disappointments,
而非自省 rather than looking inward
为自己的行为负起责任 and taking responsibility for our actions.
- 少来了 - 这种作法 -Come on. -I mean, it would be,
轻松多了吧 it would be so much easier, wouldn't it,
说运气 上帝或遗传 if luck or God or genetics or some unthinkable sin
某种难以想象的原罪或魔咒 造就了今日的自己 or magical spell just made us who we are.
不是容易多了吗 It would be easier, wouldn't it?
比什么容易 Easier than what?
靠自己的力量认清自己 Figuring out who we are on our own.
承认我们可以有很多层面 And that, in fact, we can be many things.
既狂暴又仁慈 坚强又软弱 Rageful and kind. Strong and weak.
害怕又悲伤 Terrified and sad.
痛失所爱却 Bereft but...
不至于裹足不前 not afraid to go forward.
不论他是否有意 Now intentionally or not,
外公送了你一件很珍贵的礼物 your grandfather has given you a very valuable gift, Dominick.
他失败的寓言 他在人格和人生抉择上都失败了 A parable of his failure, the failure of his character.
毕竟他是有得选 多明尼克 The failure of his choices because he had choices, Dominick.
你相信人有自由意志吧 You believe that a man has free choice, right?
- 是吗 - 少来了 -Well, do you? -Come on.
- 你相信吗 - 你说呢 -Do you believe that? -What do you think?
那你就该收下这份礼物 好好利用 Then you need to take this gift and you need to use it.
向它学习 You need to learn from it.
你刚才说自己一团糟 父不详 You said earlier that you feel fucked up and fatherless.
对 就是这样 Yeah, it's true.
- 是吗 - 对 -Is it? -Yeah.
我倒不这样看 I beg to differ.
首先 你绝对不会没有父亲 First off, you're certainly not fatherless, Dominick.
前提是不以精卵结合来界定 Provided you're willing to think beyond egg and sperm.
你的确可能永远无法 Yes, you may never, you may never discover
找到生父 the identity of your biological father,
但假如父亲的定义是一名年长男性 but if one defines one's father as the male elder
陪你从童年一路步入成年 who follows one's childhood to adulthood,
那你的父亲还活着吧 then your father's very much alive, isn't he?
雷可能不是个好父亲 Whatever Ray's parental shortcomings have been,
但他一直在你的生命中 his presence in your life has been a constant.
你在葬礼后跟他说过话吗 Have you spoken to him since the reception?
没有 No.
看来你还有些事情要做 I think you have some work to do.
雷 Dominick: Ray?
雷 - -Ray.
雷 Hey, Ray.
雷 Hey, Ray?
雷 Ray?
你是谁 Who are you?
老爸 我是多明尼克 Hey, Pop, it's Dominick.
你还好吗 How you doin'?
谁 Ray: Who?
我是多明尼克 It's Dominick.
康妮的儿子 双胞胎的其中一个 Connie's boy. One of the twins.
球赛几点开始 What time is the game starting?
什么球赛 Which game?
美式足球 Football.
现在不比美式足球 Football's not on, Ray.
现在是五月 棒球赛季 It's, it's May. It's baseball season.
还有篮球季后赛 Basketball playoffs.
慢着 老爸 Whoa, whoa, wait, wait, wait, wait, Pop,
你得躺好 Pop, you gotta lay down.
什么 What?
- 多明尼克 - 是我 老爸 -Dominick. -Yeah, I'm here, Pop. I'm here.
你会好起来的 我保证 You're gonna be okay, Pop. I got this.
你是个好孩子 You're a good boy.
你是个好孩子 多明尼克 You're a good boy, Dom.
你是 You're my...
我的好孩子 you're my boy.
令尊今晚很惊险 Doctor: So, your dad had a heck of a night.
心脏病严重发作 He had, he had a massive heart attack.
供血给心脏的血管 All of the blood vessels that feed his heart
都堵塞了 were essentially blocked.
我们做了五个血管绕道术 We had to bypass five of the arteries
才能重新供氧给心肌 so that his heart muscle could get some oxygen.
这次发作非常严重 You know, it was, uh, it was a pretty big heart attack.
我要扶你起来 Nurse: Okay, I'm gonna lift your head
换个枕头 and we're gonna switch pillows here.
很好 不要忘记呼吸 Good job, don't forget to breathe.
当下也只有这个选项 Doctor: At this point, it's the only thing left for him.
得靠紧急绕道手术 It was the only way to really save his life
来救他一命 was to do this emergency bypass surgery.
你打给我的儿子了吗 Have you called my son yet?
帮你擦完澡就打 Nurse: Once we're done with the bath,
好吗 we'll give a call to your son, okay, Mr. Birdsey?
他还得在加护病房住个两三天 Doctor: He's gonna need another couple days in the ICU
接下来两天转到普通病房 maybe three, and then he's gonna be a couple days on the ward.
之后住进复健中心 And then he'll have to go to a subacute rehab facility,
也就是养老院 which is a nursing home.
可能要在那里待个八到十二周 Alright? He'll probably be there for eight to twelve weeks.
可以往床边移一点吗 Nurse: Just move to the edge of the bed a little bit for me, please.
他绝对不会答应 Dominick: He's not gonna go for that, man.
他非答应不可 Yeah, he's-he's gonna have to. He's gonna have to.
他不可能再像以前一样 There's no real way for him to get back to his old life.
过活了 You know, the way he was before.
数到三就站起来 一 二 三 Nurse: We're gonna stand on three. One, two, three.
他很幸运 Doctor: Alright? He was lucky.
很多人像这样心脏病发后 A lot of people don't make it out of the other end
就走了 of this kind of heart attack.
- 是很幸运 - 对吧 -Dominick: Yeah, lucky. -Doctor: Right?
他独居吗 He lives by himself?
这样啊 在家要爬楼梯吗 Yeah. Has he got a lot of stairs in the house?
楼梯 There's stairs.
对 这样会难办些 Yeah, that makes it harder.
会非常辛苦 That makes it a lot harder.
这条路绝对 A tough road to hoe,
很艰辛 no doubt about it.
他得努力适应 He's gonna have to put some into this himself, too.
好了 - -You're all right.
也需要家人支持才 You know, he really needs the support of his family
能过这一关 to get him through this.
好吗 Alright?
好 Okay.
你怎么来了 难道有人生病了 What are you doing here? Is someone sick?
是你妈吗 或是吉恩 Your ma? Gene?
不是 我在这里当班 No, I, I work here.
- 我说过在儿童病房有工作 - 抱歉 我忘了 -Remember I told you I work the children's ward. -I'm sorry, I forgot.
你在这里做什么 What are you doing here?
他得在这里住个 So he's gonna, he's gonna be here
一周左右 about another, another week or so...
然后去复健中心 until rehab.
天啊 他一定爱死了 Geez, he's gonna love that.
- 你能想象吗 - 没办法 -Can you imagine? -No, I cannot imagine.
那里的人惨了 Oh, those poor people.
就是说啊 I know.
幸好你来了 这算进步吧 It's good that you're here. I mean, that's a step.
对 -Yeah. -Right?
我 I, uh...
对 其实我 I'm really, uh...
我非常 I'm sorry about, uh...
守灵那天的事很抱歉 the day of the wake.
我发现自己 You know, I realized that I, um...
这辈子都没学过怎么好好道歉 never really learned to say sorry for anything.
所以 So, uh...
我要跟你说声对不起 I wanna apologize to you.
我 I, uh...
安琪拉的事真是 I'm sorry about what happened.
对不起 With Angela.
抱歉 I'm sorry that I...
我那时心不在焉 I wasn't there.
很抱歉没陪你一起哀悼她 I just wasn't there.
还有对不起 我把机会毁了 And I'm sorry that I wasn't there to grieve her with you.
不能再 I'm sorry that I stopped our chances of...
生小孩 having a baby again.
我并不想伤害你 I wasn't being malicious.
当时只是以为别无他法 It was just that I didn't know how to do it any other way.
我说这些并不希望你有什么回应 And I'm not saying this because I expect anything from you.
我那时实在是 But I didn't know how to do it.
不知所措 You know, I just didn't know how to do it.
也不懂得倾听 And I didn't know how to listen.
我一直怪你抛下我 And I know I blamed you for leaving.
但问题出在我身上 But it was me.
是我害的 It was all me.
怪你太不公平了 And it was unfair of me to blame you.
我不该让你难过 And make you feel bad about it.
因为你也无能为力 'Cause there was nothing else you could do, and I,
我现在 you could do, and I totally--
已经完全明白了 I totally see that and understand that.
就是这样 Anyway...
谢谢你 Thank you.
我爱你 德莎 I love you, Dess.
雷 Ray.
柏希先生 有人来看你 You have some visitors, Mr. Birdsey.
雷 Ray.
我带人来看你了 I brought you some company.
- 多明尼克 - 记得这个小妞吗 -Hey, Dom. -Hey, you remember this kid?
咪咪范多伦 Mamie Van Doren?
我不打扰了 你们聊吧 Nurse: I'm gonna let you visit with your company.
好 Okay.
咪咪范多伦是谁啊 -Hey. -Dessa : Who's Mamie Van Doren?
- 谢谢 - 你不记得了吗 -Thank you. -You don't remember her?
她的胸部超美 She had the most beautiful breasts.
好吧 Right.
我亲爱的小女孩 Hi, sweetie. My little girl.
够了 Shut up.
你到底是怎么了 What the hell happened to you?
天晓得 Ray: I don't know, I...
迷迷糊糊就这样了 I guess it all just caught up with me.
我本来不知道 还好碰到他 I knew nothing about it, then I ran into that guy.
- 是吗 - 对 -Yeah? -Yeah.
你们在哪里遇上 Where'd you run into him?
- 电梯里 - 她在这里上班 -In the elevator. -Dominick: She works here.
你 You...
- 在这里上班啊 - 我在这儿当志工 -you work here? -I just volunteer.
儿童病房 I'm in the children's ward.
- 我再下楼找你 - 你别乱动 -Ray: Well, I'll come down and visit. -You don't move.
- 你不可以动 - 没关系 -You shouldn't move. -Ray: No, I gotta--
不准出病房 Dessa: You're not allowed to leave this room, oh, no.
我总得起来走动 Ray: I, I have to get up and... move.
他会推我下去 He'll roll me down.
真是的 这里有人啊 Dessa : Oh, God!
带我回房间吧 Would you take me to my room?
好 大步跨出去 Nurse: All right, take long steps, Ray.
我若是马 早就被一枪毙了 If I was a horse, they'd shoot me.
你做得很好 You're doing fine.
没问题 继续走 You got this, keep going.
你妈很会刮胡子 Your mother used to give me the best shaves.
我怎么没看过 I never seen her do that.
你自以为对我们一清二楚啊 What, you think you knew everything about us?
倒不是 No, I just...
但真没想到你们会这样 I just didn't know you did that stuff together.
我们一起做的事可多了 Well, we did lots of stuff together
只是你不知道 that you didn't know about.
她也许有点害羞 She was a little shy, maybe.
但我不在意 But that didn't bother me.
人有失足嘛 如此而已 She made a mistake, that's all.
人都会犯错 Anyone can make a mistake.
难不成我当海军时是圣人吗 What, you think I was an angel in the Navy?
何况我很喜欢你们这两个小鬼 Plus, I got a kick out of you kids.
＂甜蜜双重麻烦＂ "Double trouble."
我以前都这么叫你们 That's what I used to call both of you.
妈是否提过 Did she ever...
雷 妈是否说过 did she ever tell you, Ray...
我们的生父是谁 who our father was?
我们从来不谈那些 We never talked about stuff like that.
都是老黄历了 It was all water under the bridge.
我跟她都觉得不必翻出来说 We just let the past lie, her and I.
也是 Yeah.
我们可能无法如愿长命 I may not live to be as long as I would have liked to.
但活得久不如活得精彩 But a good life is more important than just living a long time.
韦伯 你实在很勇敢 You're being really brave about it, though, Wilbur.
对 我是很勇敢 Yeah, I am pretty brave.
但我从你身上 But it's just one of the many things
学到的更多 夏绿蒂 I've learned from being your friend, Charlotte.
演得真棒 He did alright. He did a good job.
我劝你不要辞掉正职 If I were you, I'd hold on to your day job.
别这么狠 -Oh, come on. -Oh.
- 我只是 - 他看得很乐 -He was laughing his ass off. -You liked it.
少来 你完全不喜欢吗 You didn't like it at all?
- 你演得很好 - 谢谢 -You were good. -Thank you.
你太厉害了 You were good.
但回家的感觉一定会很棒 Dominick: I bet it's gonna feel good going home.
对吧 Right?
晚上九点以后还能看电视 You can watch TV past 9:00.
不用五点钟就吃晚饭 No more 5:00 dinners.
随时想吃什么都可以 You can eat whatever you want, whenever you want.
这里的东西 Food's not bad.
很好吃 They do a good job with it.
让我想到你妈做的菜 Reminds me of your mother's cooking.
一天吃三顿热饭很不错 It's nice to have three hot meals a day.
更棒的是不用洗碗 Beats doing dishes, I can tell you that.
我也完全不想再爬楼梯了 And I do not miss those stairs either.
我们可以装电动椅 Yeah, I'll get you one of those little electric chairs
让你坐着上楼 that whisks you up the stairs.
我才不要呢 谢了 No. I don't need that, no thanks.
其实我还蛮喜欢这里的 I don't know, I kinda like it here.
少来了 Come on.
他们给你加药了吗 What, they up your meds?
说这什么疯话 You're talkin' crazy now.
你要不要 You wanna take it?
要不要什么 Take what?
那栋房子 The house.
你妈也会同意的 Your mom would have wanted it that way.
别这样 雷 Come on, Ray.
那是你的房子 妈想留给你住 It's your house. She'd want you to live there.
- 你的外公大概也想留给你 - 我不知道 雷 -Your grandfather probably would have wanted you to have it too. -I don't know, Ray.
有什么好知道的 What's there to know?
那里有太多回忆了 雷 Just too many memories, Ray.
这样啊 Well...
那就卖掉吧 I guess we could sell it then.
对 多少能支应这里的账单 Yeah, I mean, sure, it'll help out with your bills here.
别傻了 No.
我反正也不会再活太久 I'm not gonna be around that much longer anyway.
有一件事 There's something, um...
我放在心里很久了 I've been thinking about that's been bothering me.
还记得我们在两周前 You remember a conversation that we had
谈到你的父亲吗 a couple weeks ago about your father?
我说你妈没交代他是谁 How I said she never told me who he was?
她要我答应不能说出来 She made me promise not to say anything.
她在过世前两个月跟我说了 She told me a couple of months before she passed away.
我在那之前 I, I didn't know...
确实不知情 anything until then.
跟你们一样蒙在鼓里 I was as much in the dark as you were.
她生病之后大概受不了 When she got sick, I guess it weighed on her.
就跟我说了 So she told me.
但要我保证不说出去 Made me promise not to say anything.
也许是害怕 I guess she was scared
或觉得丢脸吧 or ashamed...
现在未婚生子已经 Of course, nowadays, people have babies
稀松平常 out of wedlock all the time,
什么肤色的孩子都有 all different colors of the rainbow, too,
但那个时代不一样 but it was different back then.
尤其是意大利裔 For Italians, especially.
很多人都有种族歧视 A lot of them, I mean, they were...
看不起有色人种或墨西哥裔 prejudiced as hell when it came to the coloreds and Mexicans.
还有印第安人 所有肤色比他们深的人 Indians, too. Anyone who was darker than them.
她的父亲就是这样 Her father, for instance...
他要是知道了就会杀了康妮 he would have murdered her if he knew.
知道什么 Knew what, Ray?
她说她一直很担心 She told me she was always worried
怕你们两个发现 about you two finding out.
你哥其实还好 I mean, not so much your brother, but you.
她最担心你会因此而恨她 She, she thought that you would hate her for it,
或是恨你自己 or hate yourself.
但时代不同了 But it's different now, so you...
我觉得你有权知道 Dom, you have a right to know.
他名叫亨利 His name was Henry.
在韩国阵亡了 He was killed over in Korea.
根本不晓得你们两个在世上 He never even knew you two existed,
你妈是这么说的 according to your mother.
她一定很爱他 She must have really loved him.
我看你妈谈他的样子就知道了 I knew it by the way she talked about it.
但有意思的是 Of course, the funny thing is...
你的外公认识你的祖父 your grandfather knew your father's father.
他们好像是工厂的同事 I guess they worked together at the mill.
亨利什么 -Henry what? -Hm?
他姓什么 What was his last name?
丁华特 Drinkwater.
罗夫 你好吗 Hey, how you doin', Ralph?
我去哈区找过你 I stopped over at Hatch to see if I could track you down there.
他们说你现在 They said you weren't working anymore.
到这里工作了 You're here.
有何贵干 -What can I do for you? -
我在今天下午听说了一件事 Yeah, I found something out this afternoon.
什么事 Ralph: What's that?
亨利丁华特是我的生父 Henry Drinkwater was my father.
今天下午 This afternoon?
什么叫今天下午才听说 What do you mean you just found out this afternoon?
继父在两小时前告诉了我 My stepfather just told me a couple hours ago.
你早就知道了吗 Did, did you know that?
我一直都知道我们是堂兄弟 I've always known we were cousins.
也以为你向来知情 I thought you'd known all along too.
只是想瞒着大家而已 Thought you wanted it kept secret.
不是 我今天才晓得 No, man, I didn't know. I just found out.
有意思 That's funny.
赌场开张在即 Now that the casinos have opened up,
大家都闻到钱味了 everyone's got the scent of money.
你不会相信我有多少堂表亲 You wouldn't believe how many cousins I got.
我才不要钱 I don't give a shit about your money, man.
我只想搞清楚我是谁 I just want to figure out who the fuck I am, really.
以前一起上学时 I hated you and your brother
我好厌恶你们兄弟 when the four of us were at school.
厌恶大家老把我们当成一挂 I hated the way everyone always lumped us together.
两对双胞胎 Two sets of twins.
一对是印第安人 One Indian.
另一对是白人 The other one white.
高我们一等 And therefore, better.
我妹妹过世时 When my sister died,
你在植树典礼上念 that day when you read that speech about her
追思文的那天 at the tree ceremony.
我好想杀了你 I wanted to kill you that day.
我学到＂伪君子＂这个词时 First time I ran across the word "hypocrite"...
马上就想到你 I immediately thought of you.
那你为什么要帮我们 So, why'd you help us, Ralph?
因为我们是亲人 Because we're connected.
不管我喜不喜欢你 Whether I like you or not.
谢谢你 罗夫 Thanks, Ralph.
也许我改天再来看你吧 Maybe I could stop by and see you again sometime.
谢谢 Thanks.
我不是很聪明 Dominick: I'm not a smart man, particularly.
我不是很聪明 But one day, at long last,
踉跄走出自己的黝暗密林 I stumbled from the dark woods of my own,
还有家族和国家的黑暗过往 and my family's, and my country's past,
手中掌握了真理 holding in my hands these truths.
那就是宽恕孕育了爱 That love grows from forgiveness.
破坏后又会有生机 That from destruction comes renovation.
天理存在于 That the evidence of God exists
人与人的连结中 in our connections to one another.
至少我弄懂了这些 This much, at least, I've figured out.
我知道这些是真的 I know this much is true.