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你能照顧好哥哥嗎 Can you take care of your brother?
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你一直都是我的依靠 From the day you were born, you were my strength.
我很愛你弟弟 I love your brother so much.
我不明白你為什麼能覺得可以這麼做 I don't know why that you would do that right now.
這次我需要你站在我這邊 I need you to stand up for me for once.
答應我 多米 Promise me, Dom.
你是社會工作者嗎 Are you the social worker?
我會照顧他的 媽媽 我會好好照顧他的 I'll take care of him, Ma. I'll take care of him.
我和托馬斯去過三個州 Thomas and I have been to three different states...
馬薩諸塞州 羅得島州 新罕布什爾 Massachusetts, Rhode Island, and New Hampshire.
算上康尼狄格州是四個 Four, counting Connecticut.
不到半小時 我們就會到一個新的地方了 紐約 In less than half an hour, we'll be in a new state, New York.
因為我們在去往自由女神像的 Because we're on the third grade field trip
三年級郊遊路上 to the Statue of Liberty.
媽媽告訴我們在坐渡輪的時候 Ma told us when we ride on the ferry,
我們會看見當年外祖父1913年初次來到這個國家 we'll see the exact same view our grandfather saw
看見的場景 when he first came to this country in 1913.
你一個都沒有嗎 You don't have one?
能給我一個嗎 Can I have one of those?
媽媽總是談起她的父親 Ma was always talkin' about her father.
她說他是一個偉大的人 但是我從未見過他 She says he was a great man, but I never knew him.
我們出生前他就去世了 He died before we were born.
大概在半路的時候 We're about halfway there
我哥哥想去廁所 when my brother gets up to use the bathroom.
他可能會把整車給搞臭了 He's probably gonna stink up the whole bus
讓所有人噁心 and make everyone gag.
別把東西沾你身上了 Don't get anything on ya!
我弟弟把一切都搞砸了 My brother ruins everything.
5分鐘後他還在廁所裏面 Five minutes go by and he's still in there.
卡住了 It's stuck!
我早就聽見他沖馬桶了 I heard him flush a long time ago.
多米尼克 幫幫我 Dominick, help, help!
他可能拉的到處都是 He's probably poopin' all over.
我感覺很丟臉 I feel bad for him.
抓狂 羞恥 And mad. And humiliated.
孩子們也在看著我 不止托馬斯 Kids are looking at me, too, not just Thomas.
"伯戴西兄弟 智障二人組" "The Birdsey brothers, identical twin retards."
裏面一股子屎臭味 It smells like a pile of shit in there.
-怎麼了 -都從門裏熏出來了 - What's going on? - It came through the door.
怎麼了 孩子們 好了 孩子們 What's going on? All right, you guys, you guys.
快點 坐下 這怎麼了 Come on, sit down. What's going on here?
托馬斯鎖在廁所裏了 Thomas is locked in the bathroom.
托馬斯 Thomas.
冷靜點 聽我說 把住門把手 Calm down, listen to me. Push the lock,
扭一下 然後扳到左邊 grab the lock, and flick it to the left.
- 扳到左邊 -不管用 - Click it to the left. - It's not working!
真是個怪逼 What a weirdo!
-司機 -他在裏面一頓子拉 - Bus driver! - He's pulling his pud in there!
你能靠邊停一下嗎 Can you pull over?
你就一起扳門栓和把手 You just gotta move the bolt and the handle together.
好了 大家都安靜點 All right, everybody settle down.
-你能坐在那嗎 -我拉肚子了 - Could you just stop that? - Diarrhea'd on me.
-他叫什麼 -托馬斯 - What's his name? - Thomas.
-托馬斯 -你能坐下嗎 - Thomas? Thomas. - Can you please sit down?
試著把門栓和把手一起扳到左邊 Try to move the... the bolt and the handle together to the left.
-求求你了 求求你了 -它鎖住了 - Please! Please! - It's stuck.
你能單純把他推開嗎 Can you just pull it open?
不能 得從裏面開 No. It opens from the inside.
就... 不 我明白你的意思 Can you just use... No, I understand that.
-我明白 -這個傻蛋 - I understand that. - That weirdo!
-我兩歲的弟弟都能自己開門 -應該卡住了 - My 2-year-old brother could open the door. - I think it's stuck.
我有一車孩子 I have a bus full of kids.
我們得在10點45前上渡輪 不然我們就會錯過... We need to get on the ferry by 10:45 or we're gonna miss...
我會... 我會打給汽車公司 I will... I will call the bus company.
他們得帶著工具過來修好它 They'll have to come down here with the tools and fix it.
大概兩三個小時 It may take two hours. It may take three hours.
讓他出來 Get him out!
讓他冷靜點 大家都坐下 Calm him down. Everybody, sit down.
車要開了 坐下 Bus moves. Please sit down.
-車要開了 -好的 - Bus moves. - Okay.
別啊 我們要錯過渡輪了 Come on. We're gonna miss the ferry.
大家都很難過 Everyone's disappointed.
我們會停在路邊 We're gonna stop at the side of the road...
好好的一天毀了 The day is ruined.
-我們去加油站找幫手... -坐下 - We're heading to a gas station to call for help... -Sit down, please.
這個小聰明 尤金·沙維斯基 When this know-it-all, Eugene Savitsky,
走到車尾 提出一個建議 walks to the back of the bus with an idea.
尤金 你坐下 Eugene, you've gotta sit down.
-尤金 坐下 -讓他扳到右邊 - Eugene, sit down. - Have him push it to the right.
可是鎖在左邊 Yeah, but the lock is to the left.
是的 但是他可能分不清 Yeah, but maybe he doesn't know the difference
左和右 between the right and the left.
左右不分 行 The right and the left. Okay, all right.
托馬斯 試一下反方向 Thomas, let's try something different, okay?
試試扳到右邊 Try pushing it to the right, the lock.
右邊 你現在相反的方向 To the right. The other way that you were.
終於 Finally!
還好嗎 Okay?
來吧 我們可以出發了 Come on, let's go out.
尤金 你能和多米尼克換下座位嗎 Eugene, can you switch seats with Dominick, please?
謝謝 來 多米尼克 Thank you. Dominick, come on.
和你弟弟坐一起 Let's go sit by your brother.
你還好嗎 You okay?
托馬斯 你還好嗎 Thomas, you okay?
好的 孩子們我們快到了 All right. We're almost there, guys.
接下來 在這漫長的一天 For the rest of that whole long day,
托馬斯丟了魂一般 Thomas acts really out of it.
-就呆呆地坐在那 -我們要錯過渡輪了 - Just sit down, please. - We're gonna miss the ferry!
不 我們不會錯過渡輪的 No, we're not gonna miss the ferry.
我們不會錯過渡輪 我們會準時到達 We are not missing the ferry. We're fine.
坐下 坐下 Please, sit down. Please, sit down.
沒有人再去廁所 Nobody uses the bathroom anymore!
在紐約港 托馬斯和漢克老師說 At the harbor, Thomas tells Miss Hanker
他太緊張 不敢上渡輪 he feels too nervous to get on the ferry to the statue.
所以她讓我和大巴司機留下陪他 So she makes me stay behind with him and the bus driver.
那一晚 That night,
我夢見我被困在一個小黑洞裏 I dream I'm trapped in a small, dark cave
在一片我不認識的叢林中 in a woods I don't recognize.
一片黑 It's pitch dark.
我大哭大叫尋求幫助 最後 I bang and cry for help and when, at last,
我發現了一條路 我發現 I discover a way out, I realize
我根本沒被困在山洞裏 I've not been trapped in a cave at all
而是在自由女神像裏 but inside the Statue of Liberty.
我知道这是真的 第一季 第２集
醒醒 瞌睡蟲 Wake up, sleepyhead.
你肯定猜不到昨天誰給我打電話了 You'll never guess who called yesterday.
誰 Who?
誰打電話了 Who called?
康妮·宗 Connie Chung.
[又譯宗毓華 當時美國身價最高的華裔女主播]
她想採訪托馬斯 She wants to interview Thomas.
天啊 Jesus Christ.
怎麼了 這是一件好事 What? It's a pretty cool thing.
他們在做一個節目 They're doing this special on people's reaction
看人們對沙漠盾牌行動的反應 to Operation Desert Shield.
他反應確實不小 He definitely had a reaction.
我還挺激動告訴你這事的 I was really excited to tell you.
過來 看看 Come here, look at this.
-什麼 -看看這個 - What? - Look at that.
我的天啊 My God.
我的天 這是什麼 My God, what is that?
狗日的囚衛膝撞了我的蛋蛋 Fucking guard kneed me in the testicles.
哈奇鑒定醫院 Hatch Forensic Hospital.
它竟然變得這麼大了 疼死我了 I can't believe how big they got. Fuckin' killing me.
-所以你覺得怎麼樣 -什麼 - So what do you think? - What?
-你覺得什麼樣 -什麼怎麼樣 - What do you think? - About what?
我的蛋蛋嗎 About my balls?
不 康妮·宗啊 No, about Connie Chung.
-她怎麼了 -好吧 不管怎麼樣 - What about her? - Well, I need to let her know
都得給她個答覆啊 one way or the other, and I had to give her
我的工作電話給她了 好讓她能聯繫到你 my work number in case she couldn't get a hold of you.
-你給了她你的工作電話 -是的 - You gave her your work number? - Yeah.
告訴她 不 不 Tell her no. No.
-你認真的嗎 -認真的 - Seriously? - Seriously.
好吧 我覺得... Okay, I mean...
這是你的決定 我就是覺得... it's your decision. I just think...
-你只是什麼 -我 我只是... - You just what? - I, I just...
我就是覺得你該和她談談 I just think that you should talk to her
她真的是個好人 我認為你應該... because she was really nice and I think you should just...
在做決定前和她在電話上談談 talk to her on the phone before you make your decision.
而且賽德也這麼覺得 And Thad thought so, too.
薩德 關他什麼事 Thad? What does he have to do with this?
不關他事 He had nothing to do with it.
她打電話的時候薩德剛好在場 He was just here when she called
他接了電話 and he answered the phone
等我把電話掛了以後 我倆就都 and then when I got off we were both just like,
"天吶 我們居然和電視裏的康妮·宗說話了" "My God, we were just talking to Connie Chung from TV."
那你們好棒棒哦 Big fat fuckin' whoop.
都搭上電視裏的康妮·宗了 Connie Chung from TV.
我不想讓...我不想讓那混蛋 I don't want that fuck... I don't want that asshole
接咱們電話 好嘛 picking up our phone, all right?
我還要用那個電話談生意的 I have business on that line.
我不想讓他的聲音代表我的生意 I don't want his voice representing my business.
跟她聊聊嘛 多米尼克 Well, just talk to her, Dominick.
她 她人挺好的 She's, she's really nice.
嗯 我確定她肯定很好 很好 Yeah, I'm sure she's really, really nice
因為她很 很有求於我啊 because she really, really wants something from you.
聽著喬伊 康妮·宗成不了 Listen, Joy, Connie Chung is not gonna be
你的新閨蜜 好嗎 your new best friend, all right?
我知道她不是我新閨蜜啊 I know she's not my new best friend.
別給我整這事兒 現在我手上的 I don't want it here. I'm dealing with a few
破事兒夠多了 你又不是不知道 fuckin' things here, as you can see.
我不想讓什麼媒體馬戲團 I don't want the fuckin' media circus
在咱家搞雜耍 circling our house.
她那是在操控你好麼 All right, she's manipulating you.
我又不 又不傻 I'm not, I'm not stupid.
不管你怎麼覺得 Whether you think I am or not.
你可饒了我吧 Give me a fuckin' break.
你知道我真心希望的是什麼嗎 Do you know what I really, really wish?
我希望 我希望你能用照顧他的方式 I wish, I wish that you could just take care of me
來照顧我 the way that you take care of him.
老天爺啊 Jesus Christ.
被我自己的男友照顧得當 That would be a really nice surprise
那真算得上是一個好棒的驚喜了 to be taken care of by my own boyfriend.
但那是不可能的對吧 因為我沒有瘋掉 That's not gonna happen, is it? Because I'm not crazy.
這不好說 Well, that's debatable.
-滾 -得了 - Fuck you. - Come on.
咱先 先別吵 成不 Don't, don't, just don't do this, all right?
現在先別吵 你停一下成不 Not now. Stop yourself, all right?
你冷靜下 Put the brakes on yourself.
我沒...對不起 行了吧 So I don't... I'm sorry, all right?
我 我沒覺得你傻 I, I didn't, I don't think you're stupid.
我也沒覺得你瘋 我 我現在很難捱 And I don't think you're crazy. I... this, this is hard for me.
你也很難捱 大家都難捱 It's hard for you. It's hard for all of us.
但我不得不照顧我兄弟 But I have to take care of my brother.
這沒得商量 好嗎 That's non-negotiable, all right?
我身不由己 It's just something that I have to do.
我必須做 I have to do it.
行吧 Right.
你做吧 做你的吧 多米尼克 You, you do it. Just go for it, Dominick.
喬伊 Joy.
喬伊 我不是無理取鬧 Joy, I am not being unreasonable.
這是住在吉列大街67號的亨利·魯德 This is Henry Rood, 67 Gillette Street.
這已經是三天內給您打過的 This is my fourth call...
-該死 -第四通電話了 - Shit. - I n three days.
我想知道到底什麼時候 I'd like to know when in the hell
你才能回來完工 you're gonna get back to work over here.
如果可能的話 我希望在降雪的時候 If at all possible, I would like to be able
我的辦公室窗戶外 to look out my office window
不是只有你搭的腳手架 by the time the snow flies and not see your scaffolding.
您好 這是三河審查人 Hello, this is the Three Rivers Examiner
來電是為了能夠盡快 calling to request an interview with Thomas Birdsey
採訪托馬斯·伯戴西 at his earliest convenience.
請聯繫292-1314 Please call 292-1314.
排隊尾去吧 傻逼 Get to the back of the fuckin' line, asshole.
就排康妮·宗後面 Behind Connie Chung.
我是麗莎·謝費爾 This is Lisa Sheffer
我找多米尼克·伯戴西 calling for Dominick Birdsey.
我是哈奇鑒定醫院的社會工作者 I'm a social worker at the Hatch Forensic Institute.
我為您兄弟托馬斯的事來電 I'm calling about your brother, Thomas.
我知道你們入院的時候 I know that there was a bit of a... commotion
起了...小騷動 when you guys checked in,
但我想讓您知道我看望了他 but I wanted to let you know I saw him
他恢復得很好 and he's doing really well.
考慮現狀 他還挺好的 Under the circumstances he's doing fine.
我今晚大約11點前都有空 I'll be here tonight till about 11:00 o'clock
早上8點開始上班 and I'll be here at 8:00 in the morning.
給我回電 號碼是617-9300 Give me a call back. 617-9300
如果您有任何問題或者 if you have any questions or you wanna know
您想知道您兄弟的近況 隨時打給我 how your brother's doing at any time.
他今晚很好 我剛剛見過他 He's actually very well tonight. I saw him just now.
他們給他派了一對一看護 這樣很好 And they've got him on one-to-one observation, which is good.
-您是他兄弟吧 -嗯 我是多米尼克·伯戴西 - You must be his brother. - Yeah, I'm Dominick Birdsey.
麗莎·謝費爾 跟您在答錄機留了口信 Lisa Sheffer. Left a message on your machine.
謝謝您盡早趕來 Thanks for gettin' here so quickly.
請坐吧 Have a seat.
我今早才聽到您留言 Yeah, so I didn't get your message till this morning,
但明擺著 but there's obviously been
我兄弟的事 some kind of misunderstanding...
-...是個誤會 -不好意思 - with my brother. - Excuse me.
您好 我是謝費爾 Hello, Sheffer.
親愛的 你好嗎 Yeah, honey, how are you?
不 親愛的 我在辦公室和人談事呢 No, honey, I have somebody in the office with me now.
媽媽在忙 嗯 Mommy's working. Yeah.
謝謝 愛你 拜 Thank you. I love you, goodbye.
不好意思哈 Sorry about that.
我女兒不太好對付 My daughter's quite a handful.
你真名是多米尼哥嗎 Yeah, so, your real name's Domenico?
對 你怎麼知道的 Yeah, how do you know that?
你兄弟的病例裏有記錄 It was in your brother's records here.
家族名字嗎 What is it, a family name?
我是以外祖父命名的 I was named after my grandfather.
我祖父也叫多米尼哥 My grandfather's name is Domenico as well.
多有趣啊 Isn't that funny?
嗯 多米尼克·帕拉皮亞諾 Yeah, Domenico Parlapiano.
特別繞嘴吧 How's that for a mouthful?
我想把你兄弟的檔案調過來 Just trying to get your brother's file transferred here
但你猜怎麼著 我老是按到shift but you know what I'm doing, I keep hitting the shift key.
可以 說我兄弟的事了嗎 Can, can we just talk about my brother?
我怎麼把他弄出去 How am I gettin' him outta here?
那言歸正傳 Okay, we can.
你兄弟 托馬斯 以一張15天的 Your brother, Thomas, was placed here
強制令調到這裏的 on a 15-day paper.
這意味著他得在這裏接受15天觀察 That means he'll be here for 15 days under observation.
一旦觀察期結束 When the observation is complete,
他的案件可能會走緩刑 his case will go before probate,
極有可能由專業法定管理機構接管 and then most likely to the PSRB.
-您瞧 我... -嗯 - Okay, listen, I... look. - Yeah.
我不想 不想無禮 好嗎 I don't, I don't wanna be rude, all right?
因為你是我進來後見到的第一個願意交流的人 'Cause you're the first human being I've run into in this place.
但首先 麻煩你跟我說話別用簡稱 But first of all, don't, don't sit here talking initials at me.
第二 別跟我說什麼15天強制令 And number two, don't tell me about any 15-day paper,
因為我今天就得讓他出去 because I'm gettin' him out of here today.
-嗯 -好嗎 - Yeah. - Okay?
那你換個語氣怎麼樣 How about you change that tone?
深呼吸 冷靜一下 好嗎 Okay, just take a deep breath and calm down.
等你不搪塞我了我就冷靜下來了 I'll calm down when this whole runaround is over.
你要做的是找他的醫生 What you need to do is get ahold of his doctor,
威利斯·埃勒斯醫生 Dr. Willis Ehlers.
他會告訴你 他不...這是有人搞錯了 He'll tell you, he doesn't... This is somebody's mistake.
他不屬於這裏 他該回安置樓的 He doesn't belong here and he should be over at Settle.
埃勒斯醫生不再是你兄弟的醫生了 Well, Dr. Ehlers is no longer your brother's doctor.
-他被替換了 -被誰替換的 - He has been reassigned. - Reassigned by who?
哈特福德州委員會辦公室換的 The state commissioner's office in Hartford.
也不全是壞消息 It's not all bad news though.
帕特爾醫生是他的新心理學家 Dr. Patel is his new psychologist,
她真的很厲害 who is absolutely fantastic.
不行 埃勒斯醫生才是我兄弟的醫生 All right, no, Dr. Ehlers is my brother's doctor.
他作我兄弟的醫生已經有... He has been my brother's doctor for the...
最近四年都是他治的 Treating him for the last four years.
總的來說治得不錯 Successfully, for the most part.
治得不錯嗎 您兄弟剛砍了他的手 Successfully? Your brother cut off his hand.
我...每次他有狀況的時候 I... every single time he's ever had an episode,
都會送他去安置樓 he ends up at Settle.
這次為什麼把他送來這裏 So why would he end up here, all right?
他算是那裏的常客了 He's practically a fixture down there,
如果您就打一通電話 and if you made one phone call,
花時間聽聽我跟您說的... if you took the time to listen to what I'm saying to you...
-打一通電話 -你猜怎麼著 - and you made a phone call. - You know what?
-我不喜歡你這語氣 -不好意思 - I don't like your tone. - Heh. Sorry!
我很不喜歡 如果願意你可以離開 I really don't, no. You can leave if you want to.
我是支持你們的 我擁護你和你的兄弟 I'm an advocate. I'm here for you and for your brother.
-別鬧了 -聽我說 - So knock it off. - Listen to me.
我兄弟不屬於這兒 他招架不住的 My brother doesn't belong here. He's got no defenses.
-我能理解 -恐怕這會兒他嚇壞了 - I understand. - He's probably freaking out right about now.
這跟把一隻兔子放狼窩裏無異啊 It's like putting a bunny rabbit into a pack of wolves.
他在這撐不下去的 到時候全都得怪你 He's not gonna survive here. And it's gonna be on you.
-不會算在我頭上 謝謝費心 -那要算誰頭上 - Well, it's not gonna be on me, but thanks for saying that. - Who's it gonna be on?
多米尼克 我就直說了 I'm gonna give it to you straight, Dominick, okay?
你弟弟被安置在一家鑒定醫院 Your brother was placed in a forensic hospital
因為他患有嚴重的精神疾病 because he's seriously mentally ill
而且犯下重大罪行 and he committed a serious crime.
什麼罪行 What, what crime?
-你心裏明白 -他做了什麼 - You know what he did. - What did he do?
-你心知肚明 -就因為他打擾了某個老太太的午後閱讀 - You know what he did. - So he interrupted some old lady's
然後在地毯上濺了一點血 afternoon reading, and he gets a little blood on the library carpet?
-一點 -他確實行事古怪 - A little? - I mean, what he did is totally bizarre, yes.
這我完全認同 I'm not, I'm not refuting any of that.
但他犯了什麼大罪 But what serious crime did he commit?
他揮舞危險武器 He was brandishing a dangerous weapon.
可是...他是對自己下手 Yeah, he wasn't... He did it to himself.
沒錯 但這也算犯罪 Yes, but you know what? He counts.
他自殘也算 多米尼克 He used it on himself and he counts, Dominick.
聽著 全世界我最瞭解他 Listen, I know him better than anybody
說起來我可能比他危險多了 and I'm probably more dangerous than he is.
他是無害的 This guy is harmless.
你知道問題在哪兒嗎 You know what I think your problem is?
如果你能冷靜一下 If you could calm down for a minute,
我就跟你好好說明 I'll just explain something to you, okay?
你覺得這裏是世上最糟糕的地方 You're assuming that this is the worst place in the world
不適合你弟弟 但也許並非如此 for your brother to be, and that may not be the case.
再說 多米尼克 你現在也無法改變事實了 And besides, Dominick, there is nothing you can do about it.
你無能為力了 Nothing. It's out of your hands.
根據法院裁定 托馬斯最少要在這裏觀察十五天 Thomas is going to be here for 15 court-ordered days, minimum.
行吧 那接下來呢 Okay, so what, what about... What happens after that?
十五天以後他會怎麼樣 What happens after the 15 days?
第二隊的評估小組會向檢驗法官提出建議 Unit Two's evaluation team will make a recommendation
裁定他是被釋放 to the probate judge that he either is discharged,
還是轉送其他機構 也可能留院 transferred to another facility, or stays here
由審查委員會管轄 under the jurisdiction of the review board.
審查委員會是幹什麼的 What does the review board do?
他們繼續起訴 讓他留院 They commit him.
-要留多久 -一年 - For how long? - For a year.
-一年 - 冷靜 不要發脾氣大喊 - A year?! - I know. Okay, okay, with the violence and the yelling.
冷靜一點 You could maybe calm down just a little.
我知道這很難受 I know it's... I know it's upsetting.
一整年 你要我今天看他的時候 A year? How am I supposed to look at him
怎麼直視他 when, when I see him today and look him in the eyes
怎麼跟他說 "托馬斯 事情是這樣" and I tell him, "Thomas, here's how it is, okay?"
-我懂 -"你得在這兒待十五天 - Yeah. - "You got 15 days here
可能後面還有365天" and possibly 365 days after that."
我要怎麼開口 How am I supposed to say that to him?
你今天不能看他 You're not gonna get to see him today.
真他媽的夠了 You're a fuckin' picnic.
別這樣 多米尼克 Now, Dominick, really.
-真的 -為什麼我今天... - Really. - Why am I not gonna get...
-不能看他 -因為法定如此 - to see him today? - Because this is protocol.
他要受到最高等級的監護 He's here under maximum security status.
我和托馬斯商量後會列出探視名單... Thomas and I will have to come up with a visitor list...
-最多五人 -多久能搞定 - up to five people. - How long is that gonna take?
通常許可下來要等兩周 It usually takes about two weeks for clearance.
兩周 兩周後他都能出來了 Two weeks. He's gonna be outta here in two weeks.
這不一定 That is not necessarily the case.
很抱歉 但你需要幫助時可以來電話 I'm sorry, but you can call me whenever you need.
無論早晚 Day or night.
我幫你聯繫帕特爾醫生 I'm gonna put you in touch with Dr. Patel.
要不我現在就給她打電話 In fact, you know what? Let me call her now
看看她能不能見你 and see if she can see you.
她肯定能回答你很多問題 I'm sure she'll be helpful at answering questions.
但先提醒你 不要在她辦公室大喊大叫 But I'm gonna tell you, don't scream in her office.
她忍不了 She won't take it.
我是麗莎·謝費爾 Yeah, hi, it's Lisa Sheffer.
我很好 謝謝 你呢 I'm well, thank you. How are you?
你今天有空 Do you think you have any time today
見見托馬斯·伯戴西的哥哥多米尼克嗎 to see Thomas Birdsey's brother, Dominick?
他很想見你 He's very eager to see you.
-要不下午五點 -好 - How's 5:00 p.m.? - Fine.
五點可以 5:00 p.m. is fine.
太好了 謝謝你 All right, thanks very much.
約好了 她很忙的 There you go. You know, she's very busy,
今天能見她不容易 so that's great we got in today.
聽好了 我今天會去看你弟弟 Now, listen, I'm gonna see your brother today.
我會告訴他你很努力想看他 I'm gonna tell him that you were here trying to see him.
還有別的要我帶話嗎 Is there anything else you want me to tell him for you?
-沒有 -你沒別的要和他說 - That's fine. - Nothing you want me to tell him?
沒有 就這樣吧 No, I guess that's it.
要不要說你愛他 How about that you love him?
-他知道的 -但所有人都想親耳聽到 - He knows it. - Yeah, well, everybody likes to hear it.
好吧 告訴他我愛他 Okay, fine. Tell him I love him.
我會的 Okay, I will.
BGM: I got a name-Jim Croce
早上好 路德夫人 Good morning, Mrs. Rood.
-早 -早安 - Morning. - Good morning.
能和你丈夫聊兩句嗎 Can I speak with your husband?
他給我留了幾條信息 He's been leaving me quite a few messages.
不行 我不能打擾他 他在寫作 No, I can't disturb him. He's writing.
也可能喝大了 Or passed out in an alcoholic stupor.
好吧 那你能幫我向他道歉嗎 Okay, well, you know, can you apologize to him for me?
因為工作上的延誤 For the delay? I mean, obviously,
你看雨這麼大 沒法開工 the rain, it can't be helped.
-沒錯 -而且我也 - No. - And I've been, I've been
我還有些私事要處理 personally dealing with a few...
-對 我們看新聞了 -現在的情況我無法掌控 - Yes, so we read. - ...circumstances that are beyond my control.
你哥哥怎麼樣了 How is he, your brother?
他沒事 已經好多了 Yeah, he's all right. He's better.
不過 看天氣情況 But listen, depending on the weather,
我應該最多在六周內完工 I should be done with this job in six weeks tops.
這波鋒面明天應該就會過去 This front is gonna pass in the next 24 hours
到時候我會火力全開 and then I'll be going full-steam ahead.
所以你丈夫不用一直打電話催 好嗎 So he doesn't have to keep callin' me, all right?
好的 沒關係 All right, that's fine. Really, it's fine.
好的 All right.
他在寫什麼 So what's he writing up there, anyway?
那種宏大的美國小說 The great American novel?
是紀實文學 It's, it's non-fiction.
應該是那種事實揭露類的 我也不清楚 It's some sort of expose. I don't know.
事實揭露 他要揭露誰 房屋粉刷匠嗎 An expose? Who's he exposing? House painters?
好了 我明天盡量趕過來 All right, so I'll try and stop by tomorrow.
拜託了 Do that, yes.
等我完工那天 你們夫妻倆 By the time I'm finished here, you and your husband
估計都看我看煩了 are gonna be sick of seein' me.
真的嗎 我不覺得 You think so, really? I don't think so.
謝謝 路德夫人 Thank you, Mrs. Rood.
甜蜜小屋 Home sweet home.
我姥爺搭建的這樓 The only one left at the house
就只剩下雷·伯戴西 that my grandfather had built for his family
還住在裏面了 was Ray Birdsey.
一個來自俄亥俄州 信仰新教的歐裔美國人 A WASP from Youngstown, Ohio.
已經沒有坦帕斯塔家的血脈了 No Tempesta blood in residence.
甚至沒有意大利血脈 No Italian blood, even.
雷 Ray?
每次回到蜀葵大道68號 Being back at 68 Hollyhock Avenue
我都感覺憤怒和弱小 always made me feel pissed and small.
像回到十歲 無能為力 Ten years old again and powerless.
長大過程中 我常常希望繼父死掉 Growing up, I had wished my stepfather dead so often.
這成了種嗜好 It was practically a hobby.
在腦海中 我早把他殺了無數次 I had killed him over and over in my mind.
在懸崖推他下去 在浴缸把他電死 Driven him off cliffs, electrocuted him in the bathtub.
在打獵時誤殺他 Shot him dead in hunting accidents.
外公去世的那年夏天 The summer my grandfather died was the same summer
媽媽剛好懷了我和托馬斯 Ma was pregnant with Thomas and me.
我們父親是誰 Pregnant by a guy whose name
估計這輩子都無法知道 I was probably never going to know.
他知道我們的存在嗎 Had he known about us?
為什麼媽不告訴我們他是誰 Why had she kept him from us?
真相到底有多黑暗 Was the truth really that bad?
很遺憾沒能和你做成生意 I'm so sorry it didn't work out.
保重 珍妮特 Okay, now. Take care, Jeanette.
你個騙子 You liar.
怎麼了 What happened?
老兄 Dude.
沒成 No sale.
我請一天假進城 結果她呢 I take one day off to go into the city and what does she do?
改變主意 去隔壁買了輛福特金牛座 Changes her mind, goes and buys a Ford Taurus across town.
只能有五個人探視 So they're only givin' him five visitors.
還要先經過安全檢查 You gotta get through a security clearance,
然後搜身 then you gotta go get frisked,
再過金屬探測器 and then you get to go through a metal detector.
他們那簡直不能叫搜身 What they did to you is not frisking, man.
他們... That's like...
這可是警察暴力執法 police brutality.
-你去拍照了嗎 -還沒有 - Have you taken pictures of that? - No.
你得抓緊時間在傷口癒合之前拍 兄弟 You gotta get pictures taken, man, before it heals.
趕快留下證據 You need to document that shit.
你今天得去看醫生 You need to go to a doctor today
去拍照 好好的拍給 and get pictures taken, like, real pictures.
你蛋蛋的美照 Tasteful pictures of your balls.
這樣就鐵證如山了 So you have documentary evidence.
你再拿著照片去找那幫混蛋理論 You can use it to cut a deal with these bastards, man.
給他們看照片 威脅他們 You show them the pictures and you say,
"咱法庭見除非..." "I'll see you in court unless..."
"除非什麼" "Unless what?"
"除非你們把我弟弟轉到安置樓去" "Unless you transfer my brother back to Settle."
-主意不錯 -是吧 - That's not a bad idea. - Right?
等你接到弟弟 And then when you get him out,
你就翻臉不認人再接著告他們 you turn around and you sue their ass off anyway.
是你就會這麼干 對吧 You would do that, wouldn't you, man?
-不帶猶豫的 -你真是... - In a heartbeat. - You're so...
得快 兄弟 機不可失 In a heartbeat, man. That's a real opportunity.
跟你說 要換我 I'm telling you, I would take that in...
天上掉餡餅可不得接著 I would love that money. That's easy money.
-電話響了 -這錢可就難賺了 - Your phone. - This, this is the hard money.
-先接電話 -天上掉餡餅啊 - Your phone's ringing. - That is easy money.
-行了 接電話 -我聽得見 - All right, get the phone. - I hear the phone.
康斯坦丁汽車行 我是裏奧 Constantine Motors, it's Leo.
你這單是不是黃了 Did you blow the sale?
抱歉 老闆 她改主意了 所以... No, sir, she, she had a change of heart, so...
-怎麼回事 -她去三河那兒買了福特的金牛座 - What happened? - She went with the Ford Taurus over at Three Rivers.
什麼 她之前明明很心動 What? She was hot for that car when she left!
她應該是最後改主意了 I think she just changed her mind at the last minute.
-所以 -到底啥情況 - So... - What happened?
我請假去試鏡了... I took a day off for an audition...
-可能她覺得... -什麼 - and so, she thought... - You what?
你得把主次搞清楚 You've gotta get your priorities straight.
你居然請假把生意給搞黃了 You took a day off, and you blew the sale.
這回不是廣告 It wasn't a commercial.
這次是正經的電影 It was a feature film this time.
-那又怎麼樣 -是個恐怖片 - So what? - It was a horror movie.
演主人公一個偵探 To be the lead detective.
講的是一群信仰基督教的青少年被... There's some Christian teenagers that are being...
-隨便你 -謀殺了 - Whatever. - Murdered.
掛了吧 Hang up.
快別說了 掛了吧 Don't... just hang up.
-他先掛了 -他掛了 - He hung up. - He hung up.
我得走了 I gotta go.
-恐怖片 -為什麼得我去他那兒 - A horror, a horror film? - Why do I have to go back there?
他為什麼不能過來 Why doesn't he just come out here?
他是不想見我 He doesn't want to see me.
得了吧 你可是他的愛婿 Give me a break, you were always the favorite son-in-law.
放屁 That's bullshit.
-他恨死我了 -等我回來 - He hates me. - Stay here.
反正我也無處可去 Where am I going?
嗨 吉恩 Howdy, Gene.
基恩·康斯坦丁
醒醒 兄弟 Wake up, man.
快醒醒 Wake up.
-幾點了 -兩點一十五 - What time is it? - It is 2:15.
是下午兩點 以免你失了智 In the p.m., in case you were wondering.
你看起來糟透了 Man, you really look like dogshit, dude.
-多謝關心 -你有得到睡眠嗎 - Thanks, man. - Are you getting any sleep at all?
你看起來就像... You look like one of those...
那種臉下垂的厲害 what's that dog with, like, the droopy face?
-牙也不大好的狗 -巴吉度獵犬 - And like the fucked-up teeth. - A basset hound.
就是巴吉度獵犬 你跟它一個樣 A basset hound. That's what you look like.
-滾你媽的 -我這是跟你掏心窩子 兄弟 - Fuck off. - I'm just telling you, man.
別人可不會這麼關心你 'Cause no one else is gonna tell you.
你這車銹可不少 You got a lot of rust on that thing.
-不是什麼大毛病 -我可以 - Yeah, don't worry about it. - I'm just saying.
給你搞一輛特好的五十鈴貨車 I could get you in a nice Isuzu truck.
我不吃你這套 Find another victim.
-我認真的 -我不聽 - I'm serious, man. - No.
機不可失 失不再來 I can get you a good deal.
上次你也這麼說 The last time you gave me a deal,
他媽變速器都掉出來了 the fuckin' transmission fell out of it.
沒這麼糟吧 That's not how I remember it.
-聽我說 -我沒心情 兄弟 - Listen. - I'm not in the mood, man.
我感覺糟透了 I'm feelin' like shit.
你弟弟名單上有幾個人來著 How many people did you say your brother gets on that list?
五個 Five.
告訴他可以加我一個 All right, well, tell him he can put me on it.
如果他願意的話 I mean, if he wants.
我很樂意去那兒 Yeah, I'd be happy to go down there and just
看看他 make sure he's hangin' in there.
畢竟也是老相識 I mean, me and him go back a few years too, right?
我會跟他說得 多謝了 Yeah, I'll mention it to him, thanks.
行吧 兄弟 All right, brother.
請進 Yeah?
多米尼克 Dominick?
老兄 我是戴爾 Man, I'm Dale.
可以的話 我要給你拍幾張照片 I'm gonna take a few photos of you, if that's all right.
是睪丸挫傷 對吧 This is the, testicular contusion, correct?
-沒錯 -好的 - Yeah, man. - Okay.
能坐起來嗎 Can you sit up for me?
現在給你的傷處拍幾張 I'm just gonna take a few photos of your injury.
-你得先把褲子脫了 -該死 差點忘了 - I need to see the injury. - Shit. Right.
好的 你好 小睪睪 All right, good morning, sunshine.
我們開始了 There we go.
二 三 Two, three.
警察干的 Cops did this to you?
沒錯 獄警 Yeah, man. A prison guard.
傻逼警察 Fuckin' cops, am I right?
這麼做真的很明智 老兄 It's smart to do what you're doin', man.
說真的 我也被警察揍過一次 I'm serious, I got hit by the cops once, man.
我當時真不該坐以待斃 I should have done somethin'.
從史密斯飛船演唱會回家的路上 Coming back from an Aerosmith concert.
聽過史密斯飛船吧 世界上最牛逼的樂隊 You know Aerosmith? They're the fuckin' best band in the world.
我跟兄弟都磕嗨了 My brother and I were high as hell.
被警察給攔下來 讓我們下車 Cops pull us over, they tell us to step out of the car.
我兄弟讓他們走開 My brother tells 'em to walk this way.
然後我倆給揍得屁滾尿流 They beat the shit out of us.
沒開玩笑 屎都給揍出來了 I mean, the shit out of us, man.
如果我有什麼證據 早時來運轉了 If I had any proof, I would be a richer man.
我希望我當時也能跟你一樣深謀遠慮 You know, I wish I had your brains, man...
幾點了 What time is it?
你多睡會兒吧 親愛的 Babe, seize the day.
好 我得... Okay, I gotta...
-就... -我去抱孩子吧 - Just... - I'll get the baby.
行 把她抱過來 Right, bring her in here.
寶寶 Baby!
多米尼克 Dominick.
-不 -出事了 - No. - Something's wrong.
-不 -我不知道該怎麼辦 - No. - I don't know what to do!
不 不 多米尼克 為什麼 No, no, Dominick. Why is...
不 不 不 不 不 不 她還有呼吸嗎 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! Is she breathing?
那真是世上最可怕的紀念日 On the worst anniversaries,
安吉拉的生日成了她的忌日... Angela's birthday, or her death day...
我依然記得當救護車開到我們家時 I still see Dessa doubled over
戴莎悲痛得站不起身來的樣子 and wailing as the ambulance pulled out of our driveway.
接著是我的哥哥 And then there was my brother.
都是因為我常常去看安吉拉 And they knew that I would sometimes stay there,
她才會被謀殺的 and that's how Angela was murdered.
我一想到托馬斯 I still clench when I remember Thomas
告訴所有人安吉拉的死 telling people that there was a strong possibility
十有八九是仇家為了警告 Angela's death had been arranged by his enemies
托馬斯而被謀殺的 as a warning to him.
-聯調局 中情局 多米尼克 -閉嘴 - The FBI, the CIA... Dominick. - Knock it off.
-他們是衝我來的 我很抱歉 -你閉嘴 - They were after me and I'm sorry... - Knock it off.
這跟你沒關係 It has nothing to do with you.
是巴勃羅·艾斯科巴干的 It was Pablo Escobar...
行了 行了 行了 Come on, come on, come on!
-我對天發誓 -夠了 兄弟 - I swear to God! - Come on, man!
這跟你沒關係 It has nothing to do with you!
一毛錢關係也沒有 It has nothing to do with you!
行了 她是我的女兒 All right, it's my daughter!
我不記得那個月是阿亞圖拉 I forget whether it was the Ayatollah
還是哥倫比亞販毒集團 or the Colombian drug cartels
在那個月追殺托馬斯 who were pursuing Thomas that month.
我真氣得可以把他頭錘爛 But I could have bashed his fuckin' head into the wall
當我聽他說那些東西 when I heard him say that,
把我們女兒的死扯到他身上 making our daughter's death about him.
你他媽怎麼回事 What the hell's the matter with you?
一個多月以來 戴莎就像一具行屍走肉 For a month more, Dessa was a zombie
我成了家裏的主心骨 and I was management central.
忙於應付驗屍官和警察 The one who dealt with the coroner and the cops.
和人們不斷拿來的砂鍋 And all those casseroles people kept bringing to the door.
成摞蓋著的盤子 The covered dish brigade.
大約一周後 我把吃的都扔了 A week or so later, I threw everything out,
洗了所有盤子 washed everyone's dishes,
跑一大圈去歸還 and went driving around town returning them.
會好起來的 會好起來的 This will pass. It'll pass.
戴莎的父親信誓旦旦 Dessa's father assured me
說世事難料 that we two kids would get over our loss.
只要我們有了第二個孩子 These things happen.
這些都不再是問題 He assured me as soon as we had another baby.
你不能再消沉下去 You can't be moping around.
我們要盡早開始 We should start as soon as possible.
你得向前看 You have to embrace life.
很多人都是這麼做的 A lot of people did that.
把再次懷孕當成解決悲傷的方法 Prescribed pregnancy as the answer to our grief.
都會好起來的 Everything's gonna be all right.
把對她的感覺 她的聲音 People assumed the feel and sound
和她的氣息當成一次性的 and smell of her was disposable.
-可替代的 -我出去走走 - Replaceable. - I'm gonna go for a walk.
好像我和戴莎唯一需要做的 As if all Dessa and I had to do
就是像抹錄音帶一樣把對女兒的記憶抹掉 was erase over our daughter like videotape.
塞迪 過來 Sadie, come on, come.
你要來嗎 You wanna come?
不 我不了 No, I'm good.
好吧 我們走 All right, come on. Let's go.
我們的關係又維持了一年 We held on for a little over a year.
戴莎和我 Dessa and me.
我們沒怎麼吵架 吵架太費力氣了 We never really fought. Fighting took too much energy.
之後 她開始參加 After a while, she started going to these
紐黑文的SIDS家長互助組集會[嬰兒猝死綜合征] SIDS parent support group meetings down in New Haven,
要求我跟她一起 pressuring me to go too.
他叫凱利 His name was Kyle.
我去了兩次 之後再也不想去了 I went twice, then I couldn't go back.
我就是做不到 I just couldn't do it.
如果你想究其原因 Because that group pissed me off,
因為那夥人讓我怒不可遏 if you want to know the truth.
那群神神叨叨的人 All those touchy-feely types connecting with their sorrow,
沉溺於喪子之痛 wallowing in it.
家有夭女俱樂部 The dead babies club.
每周悲慘派對 The weekly pity party.
多米尼克 我們好好談談吧 Dominick, I need you to open up to me.
我自己克服不了悲傷 I can't do this by myself.
真的 Please.
這有什麼用 What good is it gonna do?
我們說說話 淚流滿面 然後接著說 We'll talk and we'll cry and we'll talk some more.
她還是死的 She'll still be dead.
多米尼克 Dominick.
求求你 Please.
生活就是這樣蠻不講理 Life didn't have to make sense.
好像個天大的玩笑 懂嗎 That was the big joke, get it?
你有一個哥哥 把金屬夾纏在頭髮里 You could have a brother that stuck metal clips in his hair
只為阻攔來自古巴的敵方信號 to deflect enemy signals from Cuba.
一個生父 三十三年了 A biological father who, in 33 years,
從沒露過臉 had never shown his face,
一個死在搖籃裏的女兒 and a baby dead in her bassinet.
這些都毫無意義 And none of it meant a fucking thing.
戴莎預見了最後一根稻草的出現 Dessa saw ahead of time the wallop
安吉拉的生日要到了 Angela's birthday was going to pack
她隨即開始安排 and started planning accordingly.
想讓我們一起去旅行 She wanted both of us to go on a trip
去希臘和西西里 to Greece and Sicily.
想用人身保險的錢 Wanted us to use the life insurance money
去旅行 we'd gotten to take that trip.
我覺得我能從工作中騰出時間 I could've gotten the time off from work, I guess.
但是我拒絕了 But I said no.
跟她說我覺得拿著女兒的保險費去旅遊 Told her I thought it was sick taking a trip
實在是令人噁心 financed with death money.
但我沒說的是 我說不出口的是 But the unspoken truth, the thing I couldn't say,
我害怕 is that I was afraid.
害怕跟她關在一個船艙裏 Afraid to confine myself in a ship's cabin with her.
在船上 不能拿鑰匙開車走人 On a ship, you couldn't grab the keys and drive off.
在船上 我們可以造人 On a ship, we could make another baby.
我們在孩子去世後的一年裏 We made love maybe a dozen times
做愛過幾次 in the year after the baby's death.
總是戴著子宮帽 Always with a diaphragm in,
並且每次我都早早拔出來 and each time, I pulled out early anyway.
旅行的想法對我來說太可怕了 The thought of that trip scared the crap out of me.
"你自己去吧" 我鼓勵她 "Go without me," I encouraged her.
然後她就真去了 And so she called my bluff and went.
我有我的計劃和安排 I had my own plans, my own mission
給自己療傷 for my own recovery.
多米尼克·伯戴西 Dominick Birdsey?
抱歉 Sorry.
抱歉嚇你一跳 So sorry I startled you.
你是在睡覺吧 You were sleeping, weren't you?
-你哪位 -我是帕特爾醫生 - Who are you? - I'm Dr. Patel.
抱歉 我只是... I'm sorry. No, no, I'm just...
很抱歉 我只是閒得蛋疼 I'm sorry, I was vegging out.
上來坐坐吧 蛋疼先生 Why don't you come on up, Mr. Vegetable?
好的 All right.
不好意思 Excuse me.
來吧 我們走 Come on! Let's go!
請坐 Take a seat, please.
開始之前我先泡壺茶 I was going to put on a pot of tea
你想要喝點嗎 before we started. Would you like to join me?
好 Yeah, sure.
你睡眠充足嗎 伯戴西先生 Are you getting enough sleep, Mr. Birdsey?
只是疲憊的一天 It's just been a long day.
-那我給你拿點甘菊 -你懂的 - Well, I can offer you chamomile... - You can understand.
薄荷 野莓香料 Peppermint, and wildberry spice.
-隨便吧 -隨便吧 - Whatever. - Whatever.
迷茫美國男人的首選用詞 The favorite word of ambivalent American men.
你不覺得有些消極嗎 It's passive-aggressive, don't you think?
我加香料 謝謝 I'll have the spice, thanks.
我哥哥怎麼樣了 So what's going on with my brother?
你見他了嗎 Have you seen him?
見了 實際就是今天 Yeah, just today, actually.
-出了點狀況 -狀況 - There... there was an incident. - An incident.
你哥哥對監控 Your brother seems to have a preoccupation
似乎耿耿於懷 with the surveillance cameras.
下午吃午飯的時候 他開始大喊大叫 And this afternoon, at lunch, he began shouting
把食物砸向餐廳牆上的攝像頭 and throwing food at the camera on the wall in the dining room.
之後協管想控制住他 And then, when an aide attempted to contain him,
桌子翻了 the table overturned.
托馬斯掀翻了桌子 Thomas turned the table?
據我所知 幾個病人的午飯 And from what I understand, several of the other
掉在地上 patients' meals landed on the floor
又引起一陣騷亂 and something of a melee followed.
最後看守來了 But the guards were called and the situation
快速控制了局面 was quickly brought under control,
但你哥哥不得不被強行管制 but your brother had to be restrained.
開玩笑嗎 他 他還在被關押嗎 Are you kidding? Is he, is he still like that?
不 四點他回房間了 No, no, he was back in his room by 4:00.
我告訴你這些不是讓你驚慌 I didn't tell you this to alarm you.
妄想癥患者 It's not abnormal for patients with paranoia
時不時發作很正常 to act out occasionally.
我告訴你這些是因為你對麗薩·謝菲爾說 I'm telling you this because you had mentioned
你想時刻保持跟進 to Lisa Sheffer that you wanted to be kept informed.
-他現在怎麼樣 -一言不發 悶悶不樂 - How is he now? - He's withdrawn, sullen.
我跟他的精神醫生 蔡斯醫生 聊了聊 I spoke to his psychiatrist, Dr. Chase,
他正在考慮 and, well, he's considering as one of his options
提高你哥哥的氟哌啶醇用量 to increase your brother's dosage of Haldol.
天啊 得了吧 解除了他的限制之後 Jesus Christ, here we go. You know, you take off the restraints
又把他扔進藥物的控制裏 and then you throw him in a straitjacket of his medication.
上次醫生在他發作後加大藥物 The last time his doctors upped his medication after an episode,
那場面實際上就像 it was literally like someone
有人把他摁進狗日的電燈插座裏 had plugged him into a frickin' light socket.
他跟沒了魂一樣 He was walking around like a fuckin' piece of bacon.
伯戴西先生 你知道的 安定藥物 Well, Mr. Birdsey, you know, neuroleptic medications
對緩解妄想和幻覺癥狀有明顯作用 are very effective in lessening delusions and hallucinations
但不幸的是 but unfortunately,
它們也加劇了負面效果 they also enhance the negative symptoms.
我知道 我知道得一清二楚 I know, I know all about it.
我對氟非那秦和三氟拉秦 I know all about the Prolixin and the Stelazine,
還有其他所有的秦瞭如指掌 好嗎 and all that other stuff, all right?
沒有...有這樣一個弟弟 You don't... You can't have a brother
二十年來進進出出州立醫院 who's been in and out of the state hospital for 20 years
我對醫院的用藥把戲都瞭如指掌 and not know all of their chemical voodoo.
他討厭氟哌啶醇 He hates the Haldol.
讓他感覺糟糕得像一坨屎 It makes him feel like shit.
我不會給你們許可 And I don't give you guys
只因為他嚇壞了掀了一張桌子 permission to turn him into a zombie
就讓你們把他變成行屍走肉 just because he freaked out and he turned over a table
以為這樣就能 just because it happens to be,
解決一切 對嗎 convenient for the staff, all right?
我可不接受 It's unacceptable to me.
我也不接受 伯戴西先生 And it's unacceptable to me, too, Mr. Birdsey.
請你尊重下我的職業素養 Please give me credit for some professional ethics.
我是站在你哥這邊的 我...我不是反對他 I'm an advocate for your brother. I'm... I'm not an enemy.
也不是什麼瘋狂的科學家 I'm not a mad scientist.
我和蔡斯醫生談過 我個人覺得 I spoke to Dr. Chase, and I told him that in my opinion,
增加你哥服用氟哌啶醇的劑量是有失明智的 increasing your brother's dosage of Haldol was probably ill-advised
而且為時過早 and most certainly premature.
我也同樣願意尊重你的意見 And I would be more than happy to relay your concerns...
-還有醫生的 -有意義嗎 - to the doctor as well. - Which would count for what?
還自詡為什麼治療精神病的大神 One of the divine gods of psychiatry doing what?
聽完他的傾訴還不是一如既往地 Just listening politely and then going forward
執行你們那一套傻瓜式的治療方案 and doing whatever the hell they wanted to anyway?
我也是醉了 I mean, come on.
我經歷過的 I've been here.
你一定很累吧 伯戴西先生 You're very tired, aren't you, Mr. Birdsey?
對啊 Yeah, I am.
我是很累 這可是漫長的四十年啊 小姐 I am. It's been a long 40 years, lady.
現在喝點茶嗎 Would you like to have some tea now?
好的 Sure.
你哥和我說你求知若渴 Your brother tells me that you're an avid reader.
家裏書盈四壁 That your house is filled with books.
他聊到你時眉飛色舞的 You know, he was very animated when he was telling me about you, you know?
似乎以你的才華為驕傲 He seems very proud of your mind.
是哦 Right.
你不這麼覺得嗎 You think otherwise?
我覺得 托馬斯... I think that, Thomas...
以為地球都圍著他轉 can't focus on much of anything or anyone but Thomas.
因為他的病情 他做不到 And because of his disease, he's unable to,
思考其他人的處境 think about anybody but himself.
他小時候也這樣嗎 Was he like that even as a child?
不是 No.
他會去關心 He worried more.
關心什麼 About what?
關心其他人吧 About, about people.
比如說我 About me.
其實 他比她還要杞人憂天 I mean, he was a bigger worrywart than she was.
-她 是誰 -我母親 - And who was that? - My mother.
她以前叫他乖寶寶 She used to call him the bunny rabbit
叫我淘氣包 and me the spider monkey.
這有什麼意義嗎 What difference does it make, anyway?
過去的事 都是浮雲了 I mean, all this history stuff, it's-it's-it's irrelevant.
這和他們二十年前做的事一樣啊 I mean, this is the same stuff they were doing 20 years ago
這整件事 不都是噩夢開始的地方嗎 when this whole thing, when this... when this nightmare first started.
好吧 是家族遺傳 先天不足 和後天沒關係 All right, it's genetic. It's got nothing to do with his upbringing.
糾結過去沒什麼用 There's no use delving into the secrets of the past.
我們還是...關注當下吧 You know, let's just... Let's focus on the present.
我們給他正確的治療 Let's, let's get him the proper medications
他就能控制自己的衝動了 so that he can control his behavior
再教教他如何生活自理吧 and let's try to teach the guy some self-management.
回憶過去讓你不舒服嗎 Are you uncomfortable about remembering the past?
我嗎 我可沒有 Am I? No, I'm not uncomfortable.
為什麼 Why, why, listen.
你怎麼一直扯到我身上 Why do you insist on turning this around on me?
因為你和他是雙胞胎啊 對吧 Well, because you're his twin, aren't you?
可以說 你是他的對立面 You're his mirror image, so to speak.
他健康的一面 His, his healthy self.
從科學上來講 你們是對照組中的 In scientific terms, well, you're the equivalent
相同個體 of a control group.
好吧 All right, all right.
你是他那沒有疾病負擔的 The part of himself that is free
另一面 from the burden of his disease.
某種意義上 作為同卵雙胞胎 In a sense, as his identical twin,
你就是他 他就是你 well, you are he and he is you.
和多數雙胞胎相比... More than most siblings...
-你們更心有靈犀 -我 我不知道 - you are each other. - I, I, I don't know.
我想放一段你哥的心理咨詢 I want to play you a recording of my session
就是在今天事故之後 with your brother from today after the incident.
我很滿意我們的進展 我... I was very pleased with our progress and I...
覺得聽聽你的反應會有幫助 I thought it might be helpful to hear your reactions.
可以嗎 針對病人隱私來說 Is that fair? I mean, in terms of patient confidentiality?
你又來了 伯戴西先生 There you go again, Mr. Birdsey.
擔心我的職業素養 Worrying about my ethical intent.
聽吧 Listen.
托馬斯·伯戴西的心理咨詢 下午兩點三十分 Session with Thomas Birdsey, 2:30 p.m.
一九九零年十月十六號 Sixteen, October, 1990.
伯戴西先生 你知道這是要錄音的嗎 Mr. Birdsey, are you aware this is being taped?
嗯 我知道 我知道很多的 Yeah, I'm aware. I'm aware of plenty.
我有許可 And I have your permission
可以讓我們談過的這些人聽這段錄音 to replay the tape to the people we talked about.
你弟 謝費爾小姐和蔡斯醫生 Your brother, Miss Sheffer, Dr. Chase.
不 不要蔡斯醫生 我不想讓他聽了 No, not Dr. Chase, I changed my mind about him.
-為什麼 -因為太冒險了 - Why is that? - 'Cause it's too risky.
我 我怎麼知道他不為伊拉克工作呢 How-how do I know he's not working for the Iraqis?
我幹這行 是冒不起險的 In my line of work, you can't afford to take chances.
你這行 伯戴西先生 Your line of work, Mr. Birdsey?
什麼工作 What line of work is that?
無可奉告 No comment.
我只是想理解你 伯戴西先生 I'm just trying to understand, Mr. Birdsey.
你是指你的咖啡 報紙生意什麼的嗎 Do you mean your coffee and newspaper business or something else?
好奇心殺死貓 不是嗎 Curiosity killed the cat, didn't it?
伯戴西先生 我是否可以叫你托馬斯呢 Mr. Birdsey, I'm wondering if I may call you Thomas.
-不可以 -為什麼 - No, you may not. - Why is that?
我是西蒙·彼得 I am Simon Peter.
[聖經中十二使徒之一 安德烈的哥哥]
西蒙·彼得 那個耶穌使徒嗎 Simon Peter the apostle?
答對了 甘地小姐 Bingo, Miss Gandhi.
你為什麼叫我甘地小姐呢 Why do you refer to me as Miss Gandhi?
因為你的穿著呀 蘇西·Q 'Cause you dress the part, Suzie Q.
蘇西·Q 我怎麼又成蘇西·Q了 Suzie Q. Why am I Suzie Q?
我怎麼知道你為什麼是蘇西·Q How should I know why you're Suzie Q?
我不認為這有啥意義 I-I don't know if this means anything,
不過我們繼父曾經叫我媽 but that's what my stepfather used to call my mother,
蘇西·Q 他聽起來和雷如出一轍 Suzie Q, and he sounds just like him there.
蘇西·Q是你母親的別名 Suzie Q was your mother's nickname.
她叫蘇珊嗎 Was her name Susan?
不 是康森緹娜或康妮 No, Concettina or Connie.
不過我們繼父這麼叫她是在... But that's what my stepfather used to call her when...
什麼時候 Yes?
每當他生她氣了 奚落她 When he was mad at her, when he ridiculed her.
就這麼叫她 That's what he called her.
我對你的家人知之甚少 I know very little about your family.
跟我講講吧 Tell me about them.
你母親去世了 對吧 Your mother is deceased, correct?
你還有個繼父 And you have a stepfather?
和弟弟 And a brother?
雙胞胎弟弟 我們長得一樣 A twin brother. We're identical.
他喜歡讀書 He likes to read.
你應該看看他家裏 全是書 You should see his house. It's filled with books.
他 絕頂聰明 He's very, very intelligent.
那你呢 伯戴西先生 And what about you, Mr. Birdsey？
怎麼說呢 上帝選擇了我 I was called. I was chosen by God.
他們就立即開始 And they almost immediately, they started,
開始追隨我 they started pursuing me.
可是我弟 是個好老師 But my brother, he was a good teacher.
學生們追捧他 敬佩他的才華 Students liked him and respected his brain.
不過他辭職了 But he quit.
為什麼 Why?
我不知道 I don't know.
發生了點兒事 我不想說 Something happened. I don't want to talk about it.
那他現在以什麼謀生呢 What does he do for a living now?
他給房子刷漆 He paints houses.
我告訴他要小心油漆中的有害物質 多米尼克 I tell him, watch out for the radioactive paint, Dominick.
他不聽我的 He doesn't listen to me.
你聽到了嗎 多米尼克 You hear that, Dominick?
其實 托馬斯還是以他的方式擔心你的 In his own way, Thomas is still worrying about your safety.
我看到我弟想把漆刮掉 I see my brother trying to get it off his fingers.
繼父也有 My stepfather has it, too.
可是他再也沒來看過我 But he doesn't come to see me anymore
所以我 我也不必擔心他了 so I don't, I don't have to worry about him.
你能跟我說說他嗎 Can you tell me about him?
我繼父 他打...他以前打我們 My stepfather, he beat... He used to beat us.
-他打你們 -我們小時候 - He hit you. -When we were kids, yeah.
經常還是偶爾呢 Frequently or infrequently?
-經常 -是偶爾 - Frequently. - Infrequently.
他以前把腰帶解下來打我 He used to take his belt off and hit me with it.
-打哪 -我 我胳膊 - Where? - My-my arms.
還有屁股 My behind.
有一次 他 他用皮帶抽我的臉 One time, he, he hit me across the face with his belt...
-上面的扣子還把我牙硌碎了 -停 - and its buckle chipped my tooth. - Stop the tape.
停 就那 他在扯淡 Stop. Right there, that's bullshit.
根本不是那樣 'Cause that, that didn't happen.
他 他的牙是在一次雪橇事故里磕掉的 He, he, he chipped that tooth in a sledding accident.
我們在牛棚山上 正準備下去 We were over at Cow Barn Hill, we were going down the hill,
他摔翻了 嘴巴撞在金屬滑條上 he flipped over and he hit his mouth on a metal runner.
-你想我停下來嗎 -不 繼續 - Do you want me to stop? - No, keep going.
不 不 他從不會像打我一樣打多米尼克 No, no. He never hit Dominick the way he hit me.
-不會嗎 -不會 - No? - No.
他總挑臭托馬斯 He always picked on Thomas Dirt.
臭托馬斯 Thomas Dirt?
請問你為什麼這麼稱呼自己 Why do you refer to yourself in that manner, please?
是這樣嗎 多米尼克 Is that right, Dominick?
-什麼 -你經常倖免嗎 - What? - Were you usually spared?
對 有時候是這樣 沒錯 Yeah, sometimes I was, yeah.
因為我不像他那樣 Because I didn't push Ray's buttons
惹雷生氣 好嗎 the way this kid did, all right?
我 我夠聰明 知道閉嘴 I mean, I, I was smart enough to know to shut up,
知道防守 他不懂 to play defense, he didn't.
放帶子吧 繼續 Just play the tape. Come on.
伯戴西先生 Mr. Birdsey,
你認為為什麼你的繼父對你 why do you think your stepfather was more harsh with you
比對你弟弟更嚴厲 than he was with your brother?
我不用認為 我知道為什麼 I don't think why. I know why.
因為他嫉妒我 Because he was jealous of me.
為什麼 What made him jealous?
因為他發現上帝優待我 Because he realized that God has special plans for me.
他以前會打開我的衣櫃撒尿 He used to open up my closet and urinate.
尿得衣服上到處都是 Urinate all over my clothes.
還有鞋子上 他總這麼做 My shoes, too. He was always doing that.
尿在我的鞋子裏 Pissing in my shoes.
你認為他為什麼要尿在你的衣服上 Why do you think he urinated on your clothes?
這 這都不算事 That, that was nothing.
這是最輕的 That was the least of it.
還有更嚴重的嗎 He did worse things?
嚴重得多 Much worse.
他做了什麼更嚴重的事 What did he do that was worse?
他強姦我母親 逼我們看著 He would rape my mother and make us watch.
-他還 他還... -拜託 - And he would, he would... -Come on.
他綁住我往我的屁股裏塞東西 He would tie me up and stick things up my rear.
什麼東西 What kind of things?
-要是雷知道他說這些 天吶 -尖的東西 - If Ray knew he was saying this stuff, man, Jesus. -Sharp things.
鉛筆和螺絲刀 Pencils and screwdrivers.
有一次他拿著餐刀的把手 You know, one time he took the handle of a carving knife.
我不能 我不能 停 停 I can't, I can't. Just stop it, stop it.
放進... Right inside...
操 Fuck.
你弟弟說的這些讓你很難過 對嗎 What your brother said has upset you very much, hasn't it?
什麼 不 沒有 醫生 What, no. Hell no, doc.
有什麼好難過的 我母親被強姦 Why would that upset me? My mother got raped
我們在一旁圍觀 and we sat around and watched.
我繼父往他屁股裏塞螺絲刀 My stepfather used to stick screwdrivers up his ass.
拜託 這多輕鬆 I mean, come on, that's easy.
這 這... 聽著好極了 That's, that was... That's awesome to listen to.
老天爺 我還以為他在你那有進步呢 操 Jesus Christ, I thought you were making progress with him. Fuck!
告訴我你現在的感受 多米尼克 Tell me what you're feeling right now, Dominick.
我他媽什麼感受重要嗎 What the fuck does it matter what I'm feeling?
我又不是那個病態 扭曲... I'm not the one who's having this sick, perverted...
你看起來很憤怒 多米尼克 告訴我為什麼 You seem very angry, Dominick. Tell me why.
你想知道我為什麼生氣嗎 那我告訴你 You wanna know why I'm angry? I'll tell you why I'm angry.
我現在本該在吉列街上 I'm supposed to be down on Gillette Street right now
完成我的粉刷工作 這份工作 finishing a painting job that I was supposed to finish
我他媽三周前就該完成 three fucking weeks ago,
可我他媽在一個迷你商場 and here I am in a fuckin' mini mall,
聽我弟弟鬼扯這些 listening to my brother talk about shit
從來沒發生過的破事 that never, ever happened.
沒錯 我們家是很爛 Okay, yeah, it got bad in our house.
雷的脾氣他媽的一點就著 Ray had a temper like he was fucking on fire.
但他從來沒有用螺絲刀捅他 But he never raped him with a screwdriver.
多米尼克 請你小聲點 Dominick, please keep your voice down.
-你要不坐下吧 -我不想坐下 - Why don't you sit down? - I don't wanna sit down.
深呼吸 Take a few deep breaths.
你想知道 你想知道我怎麼想嗎 You wanna know, do you wanna know what it's like for me?
是嗎 Do you?
就像是... It's like...
我弟弟就像是 it's like my brother has been an anchor
我整個生活裏的錨 around my entire life.
即使他生病前也是 Even before he got sick.
即使他在砍胳膊前也是 Even before he goes and lops his frickin' hand off.
這個錨往下拽我 你知道我有什麼嗎 An anchor pulling me down. You know what I get?
我的繩子剛好只能讓我探出水面 I get just enough rope to break the surface.
喘口氣 To breathe.
我常想著有一天 I used to think one day, that I'd actually
我能真正離開他 get away from him, you know?
能把繩子斬斷 That I'd cut the cord.
但是現在 我40歲 But here I am, I'm 40 years old,
我他媽還是在精神病院 and I am still down at the fuckin' nuthouse
擔心他的事 我現在懂了 running interference, and I get it now.
我真懂了 明白了 I really do. I get it, man.
我他媽大徹大悟 I really fucking get it.
-你明白什麼了 多米尼克 -我知道我會... - What do you get, Dominick? - That I will...
我知道... 他是我的詛咒 that... that he is my curse.
我就... I'm just...
我... 抱歉 抱歉 I'm... I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
我不知道該怎麼辦 I don't know what to do.
你的反應 多米尼克 Your reactions, Dominick, they've...
對我很有啟發性 they've been very illuminating to me.
但我想我們不該繼續 But I think we should discontinue the practice
讓你聽你弟弟的錄音了 of having you listen to your brother's taped sessions.
是你說會有用的 You're the one who said it would help.
這可能是個壞主意 Well, perhaps it was a bad idea.
會有幫助 但... It can help, but...
哥哥的治療不該給弟弟帶來風險 one brother's treatment shouldn't put another brother at risk.
我今天有了新發現 I learned something today.
我發現有兩個年輕人迷失在樹林裏 I learned that there are two young men lost in the woods.
不止一個 是兩個 Not one, two.
而我可能永遠無法找到其中一個 And I may never be able to find one of those young men.
他很有可能很早以前就走丟了 He's been gone so long, the odds, I'm afraid,
我沒什麼機會了 但... may be against me, but...
另一個我可能更有希望 as for the other, I may have better luck.
另一個年輕人也許在呼喚我 The other young man may be calling me.
靠 Shit.
-猜猜誰回來了 -你好啊 多米尼克 - Guess who's home! - Hello, Dominick.
你想過來吃個南瓜... You want to come in here and have a pumpkin...
來吃個棒棒糖 Come have a sucker.
不 還有更好的 No, better than a sucker.
我烤了南瓜子 I have toasted pumpkin seeds.
-你想來點南瓜子嗎 -不想 - You want some pumpkin seeds? - Nope.
我不想要... 南瓜子 I don't want any... pumpkin seeds.
嘗嘗嘛 Try them!
多米尼克 我們烤了南瓜子 Dominick, we toasted pumpkin seeds.
多米尼克 來吃點... 他說什麼 Dominick, come and have... What'd he say?
他老這麼生氣嗎 Is he always this angry?
我知道你現在腦子裏很多事 I know that you have a lot on your mind right now,
但這絕不是你對我朋友 but that gives you absolutely no excuse
這麼粗魯的理由 to be that rude to my friend.
-天吶 -這也是我家 要是我想下班回家 - Jesus. -This is my house too, and if I want to come home
要是我想放鬆 要是我想讓賽德過來 after work and I wanna relax, and I wanna have Thad over,
這是我的事 that's my business.
別給我摔門 Don't shut the door on me!
別給我... 摔門 Don't shut... the door on me.
所有人都得圍著你 是吧 You just steal the light, don't you?
一進來就掃興 You come in and you shit over everything.
聽好了 我今天很累 Listen, I've had a long day,
回到家想吃點東西 and when I come home, I wanna have something to eat.
真實的東西 Something real.
不是他媽的烤南瓜子 Not frickin' roasted pumpkin seeds.
然後我想躺在床上 And then I want to lay down in my bed,
因為我需要睡覺 because I need some sleep.
這要求高嗎 Is that asking too much?
-高 -是嗎 - Yeah, yeah! - Is it?
因為你從不考慮我需要什麼 不是嗎 'Cause you never think about what I need, do you?
-去你媽的 -一次都沒有 - Fuckin' Jesus Christ. - Not once!
幹嘛不帶你的小男朋友還是女朋友 Why don't you get your little boyfriend or girlfriend
還是他媽的什麼東西滾出去 or whatever the fuck he is outta here.
操你媽 Fuck you!
賽德 走 我們走 Thad, come on, let's go.
操你媽 Fuck you!
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