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我從來沒想過 有一天要面對失去你這件事 The thought of losing you wasn't something I thought I'd ever have to face.
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你不用面對 跟我回家吧 You don't have to. Just come home with me.
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我再也不能相信你了 I will never be able to trust you.
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-你把我傷得很深 -你不幸福 - You hurt me so bad. - You weren't happy.
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我當然幸福 Yes, I was!
在我知道我的捐贈人之前 It's weird that I'm gonna meet Carrie's family
去見凱莉的家人很奇怪 before I know about my donor.
我們答應過他 他不用露面 We had an agreement that he would remain anonymous.
-他... -我之前做過一次基因測試 - He was... - I did one of those DNA tests,
就能瞭解到自己的遺傳譜系 and they tell you all about your ancestry.
現在什麼情況 What's happening right now?
我們現在只需要想好 想請誰來 We just got to figure out who we want to invite.
-來做什麼 -我們的牌局 - To what? - Our poker game.
我是湯姆·莫爾茨比 I'm Tom Maultsby.
書的編輯 The editor to the book.
我只是有些東西需要再加工 I just want to rework some things,
讓你再深入挖掘一點 get you to dig a little deeper.
蒂娜和我都認為 T and I don't think it's a good idea
基因檢測不是個好主意 for you to do that genealogy test.
-想要這個嗎 -想 - You want this? - Yes.
這遊戲叫做德州撲克 The game is Texas hold'em.
這主意真不錯 This is such a great idea.
應該常辦這活動 You should do this often.
-是這麼計劃的 -我好像是多元戀 - That's the plan. - I think I'm polyamorous.
你跟我說你愛我 只愛我 You told me you loved me. Only me.
如果我能不這樣 我也願意 If I could be any other way, I would be.
如果你需要 我一直都在 If you need anything, I am here for you, always.
我明天一早就離開這裏 I'm gonna be out of here first thing in the morning.
別走 我希望你留下 Don't go. I want you to stay.
好 Okay.
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好了 Okay.
安吉莉卡 一位亲人向你发送一条消息 "你好 我叫凯拉·艾伦伍德" 用户: 凯拉艾伦伍德030 年龄: 保密 位置: 保密
"你好 我叫凯拉·艾伦伍德"
天啊 Holy shit.
我的天啊 My God.
所以你從沒尿過褲子 Dude, so, you're telling me you never shit your pants?
天啊 My God.
我在便利店會尿褲子 Dude, I shit my pants in a CVS.
-不是吧 -在自己床上也尿過褲子 - No, you didn't. - I've shit my pants in my own bed.
對 我有毛病 不然為什麼我總是 Yeah, I have problems. Why do you think I'm coming in here
急急忙忙進來 in such a fucking hurry all the time?
千萬別讓我給你洗衣服... Don't ever let me do your laundry...
你聽這個 我在家的時候 You'll like this one. When I was home,
我表弟去捉弄特別老的祖父母 my cousins pranked my very old grandparents.
半隻腳都進棺材了的那種 You know, they're, like, on their fucking deathbed, right?
可憐的外公 然後呢 Poor Grandpa. What?
他們把外公洗澡的肥皂 They took a block of mozzarella cheese
換成了一馬蘇里拉奶酪 And swapped it for the bar of soap in my grandpa's shower.
他洗完出來 全家都在 My God. He came out, the whole family's over.
他光著屁股跑出來 到處跑 He came out ass-naked just, like, running around,
拿著奶酪就扔到我表弟頭上 threw the block of cheese at my cousin's head.
天啊 真的太好笑了 My God. It was fucking hilarious.
玩得真瘋 That's crazy.
-我家人就是這樣 -對 - Those are my people, though, you know? - Yep.
還有咖啡嗎 Is there, more coffee?
有 我泡了一壺 Yeah. I made a whole pot.
謝謝 Thank you.
天 God.
我們能聊聊嗎 Can we talk?
還太早了 It's too soon.
好吧 Okay.
-好的 我... -我去上班了 - Yeah. Copy that. I... - I got to go to work.
他們終於把路邊的枯樹搞走了 You know, they finally got rid of that, dead tree near the road.
-是嗎 -對 - Yeah? - Yeah. Yeah.
他們肯定把樹砍成小塊 I mean, they must have chopped it up into smaller pieces
用卡車就運走了 and used a truck.
可能用了好幾輛車 Might-Might've needed multiple trucks.
樹那麼大 要砍多少... That was such a huge tree. Like, how many pieces...
為什麼要聊一棵樹 Why are we talking about a tree?
因為我昨晚和別人上了床 有點尷尬 Because I slept with somebody else last night and it feels weird.
但假裝聊樹 就更尷尬了 Well, yeah, but the whole tree rant is just making it weirder
完全不用這樣 and it, you know, doesn't have to be.
謝謝 Thanks.
好 Great.
所以... 怎麼樣 So... how was it?
還可以 Good.
真好 That's great.
對 比我想像的要好 Yeah, it was actually better than I thought it would be.
那很好啊 不是嗎 Well, that's great, right?
對 Yeah.
你知道嗎 這多虧了你 A-And, you know, it's-it's all thanks to you, you know?
謝謝你看懂我 讓我去做自己 Thank you for seeing me and allowing me to be who I am.
你高興我就高興 Well, you know, it makes me happy to see you happy.
這就是我想要的 And, that's all I really want for you.
所以我們才這麼合拍 Okay, see? Yes. This is why we work.
我也希望你高興 You know, that's all I want for you, too.
我想你了 And I missed you.
我應該先說這句話的 我很想你 I should have led with that. I missed you so much.
-是嗎 -對 - Yeah? - Yeah.
-你健身了嗎 -對 - Did you exercise? - Yeah.
沒有 我準備去 剛剛分神忘記了 Well, no. But I was going to. I just got distracted.
你看起來很性感 Well, you look really hot.
你... Well, did you-did you...
抱歉 你做完洗澡了嗎 Sorry. Did you, shower after?
洗得乾乾淨淨 All clean.
要不... I think mayb...
能再洗一次嗎 Could you take another one?
-可以 -就... - Sure. - Just to, like...
好 Sure.
還有事嗎 Yeah. Anything else?
今晚不行 No, I can't tonight.
要去蛙鎮藝術走廊 Going to the Frogtown Art Walk.
這樣吧 告訴艾薩克 All right, you know what? Tell Isaac
我午飯前能來一小時 that I can come in for an hour before lunch,
但下午有兩個工作室要參觀 but then I have two studio visits in the afternoon.
好主意 那可以 That's a great idea. Yeah, that works.
謝謝 再見 Thanks. Bye.
今天我得去趟畫廊 Have to show my face at the gallery today.
去吧 我可以 Go. I'll be fine.
你肯定可以的 I'm sure you will.
別讓她爸對你太霸道 Just don't let her father run roughshod over you.
好 Okay.
-你們好 -你們好 - Hello. - Hi.
貝特·波特 Bette Porter.
很高興再見到你 Nice to see you again.
我也是 魯道夫·努涅斯 這是我的女友 吉吉·格邦尼 Nice to see you, Rodolfo Nuñez. This is my girlfriend, Gigi Ghorbani.
-很高興認識你 -我也是 - Nice to meet you. - Likewise.
非常感謝你幫我安排 Thank you so much for arranging this.
-應該的 -我經常聽貝特說起你 - Of course. - I have heard so much about you from Bette.
我答應了她 會好好照顧你 I promised her I'd take good care of you.
吉吉是很優秀的房地產經紀人 Gigi is an amazing realtor.
你們放心 You're in very, very good hands.
可惜我得走了 回頭再打給你 Unfortunately, I have to run, but I will call you later.
好 Yes, please.
我們上樓吧 Shall we go upstairs?
這衣服好看嗎 Does my shirt look okay?
離開家前你問過我 You asked me when we left the house
停車的時候又問了一次 and then when we parked the car,
-現在你還問 -好吧 抱歉 - and now you're asking me again. - Right. Sorry.
那到底怎麼樣 What'd you say, though?
-抱歉 我太緊張了 -可不是嗎 - I'm sorry. I'm-I'm nervous. - Yeah, no shit.
從讀研我就一直在教治療方法 I've been teaching therapeutic modalities since grad school,
現在真的要實踐了 我... and now I actually get to apply them. I...
你說的我聽不懂 不過... I don't know what you just said, but...
-這是我夢寐以求的工作 -大廳裏有咖啡廳 - It's a dream job. - There's a coffee shop in the lobby.
有了這個經驗 未來我就可以自己開診室 This could put me on the path to having my own practice.
還是免費的 And it's free.
-邁卡 -好 謝謝 - Micah? - Yeah. Thanks.
很謝謝你今天能來 Look, I'm really grateful that you were able to come today.
家裏真的很彆扭 It's really weird at home.
小事而已 Yeah, totally fine.
我還巴不得能有借口 I, honestly, will take any excuse
-不按時去上班呢 所以... -是哦 - not to show up to work on time, so... - Of course.
我要去娜特的辦公室找她 Okay, I have to go meet Nat in her office.
為我祈禱吧 Pray for me.
-玩得開心 -晚點聯繫你 - Have fun. - I'll call you after.
-邁卡 -怎麼了 - Micah. - Yeah?
衣服好看 大家都在說 The shirt's great. Everyone's talking about it.
他們肯定在議論 They're definitely talking about it.
-好 -那傢伙在說 - Okay. All right. - That guy's talking about it.
-再見 你回去吧 謝謝 -這傢伙肯定也在說 - Bye. Just go. Thanks. - This guy'sdefinitely talking about it.
這些促銷的酒 泰絲說要怎麼來著 Tess said something about these promo bottles.
我記不太清了 你知道嗎 I can't remember what it is. Do you know?
不知道 放那兒就行 I have no idea. But just leave them there.
也許她要用來做雞尾酒 Maybe she can make a cocktail out of them.
-行 收到 -謝謝 - Okay. Copy that. - Thanks.
那我去收拾垃圾了 Then I'll do garbage duty.
去跟我的老鼠朋友打個招呼 Say hello to my little rat friends back there.
你最好是在開玩笑 That better be a joke.
-謝恩 -在 - Shane. - Yeah.
有事問你 Question for you.
我可以給你答案 I might have an answer for you.
為什麼我上周的薪水是五千塊 Why is my paycheck from last week for $5,000 dollars?
我不知道你是怎麼想的 I don't know what the hell you were thinking,
我可不是來尋求施捨的 but I am not a charity case.
不是給你的 是給你媽的 Well, that's not for you. It's for your mom.
-行 可我得自己賺 -你會掙到的 - Okay, but I wanted to earn that. - You are gonna earn it.
抱歉 我剛才很心煩 Shit. Okay, I'm sorry. I, like, was upset,
還準備了一大段話 and I had this whole speech planned.
大概喝了四杯咖啡 And I drank, like, four espressos
就想說個痛快... so that I could get it all out, and...
我現在感覺整個人都在發抖 I actually feel like my bones are shaking a little bit.
-看得出來 -謝謝 - I can tell. - Okay, thank you.
-不客氣 -等等 這些是什麼 - Welcome. - Wait, no, what are those?
我跟芬利說了 別再拿促銷的酒 I told Finley to stop accepting those promo bottles.
不是什麼好酒 They're no good.
她人呢 Where is she?
我可不能告訴你 You know, I'm not gonna disclose that information.
我怕你把她殺了 萬一你真殺了她 You know, 'cause you might kill her, and if you do,
我會良心不安的 I just can't have that on my conscience.
告訴我 她在哪兒 Tell me where she is.
媽呀 喬蒂 God. Jordi!
喬蒂 我有個妹妹 同父異母的妹妹 Jordi. I, I have a sister. I have a half sister.
-天啊 什麼 -我... 對吧 - My God. What? - I got... Yes, I got... I know.
我今天收到結果了 I got my results back today,
他們會幫你匹配家庭成員 and they match you with family members,
-有個妹子給我發了消息 -媽呀 - and I got a DM from this girl. - Shit.
-我去 -她是我同父異母的妹妹 - Holy shit! - And she's my half sister.
-天啊 她多大 -是吧 - My God. How old is she? - I know.
她15歲 She's 15.
她住在哪兒 Where does she live?
-就在本地 -不是吧 - Here. - Shut up.
-對 她想見面 -天啊 - Yes. She wants to meet. - My God.
太酷了 你媽怎麼說 This is so dope. What did your mom say?
她還不知道 Well, she doesn't know.
好吧 'Kay.
我們得去見她 Well, we still have to meet her.
-我們 -當然 - We? - Of course.
如果她用了假身份... I mean, it could be really dangerous if it's...
你會有危險的 If she's not who she says she is.
你可能會被塞進後備箱 You could end up in the trunk of a car.
-你想被帶走嗎 -你真願意陪我去嗎 - Hello. Taken? - No, you'd really come with me?
當然 Of course.
如果你想要我去 我就去 If you want me there, I'm there.
我想 I do.
-那我就去 -謝謝 喬蒂 - I'm there. - Thank you, Jordi.
大樓的屋頂有泳池 The building has a rooftop pool,
熱水浴缸 和一個三百多平的健身中心 hot tub and a 3,000-square-foot fitness center,
但那些都算個屁 原諒我的粗魯 but fuck all that. Pardon my French.
這才是真正的亮點 This is why we're really here.
我懂貝特的意思了 I see what Bette meant.
-你還真有一手 -謝謝 - You are amazing. - Well, thank you.
直走 主臥就在右手邊 The master is straight down to the right.
我不... 我不太確定 Yeah, I don't... I don't know about this place.
一個人住真的太大了... It's really big for one person and...
我現在真的想買嗎 I mean, do I even want to buy something right now?
拜託 這裏多好 Por favor, it's perfect.
你需要有個自己的地方 You need a place that's yours, okay?
我爸媽也是這樣 My parents are the same way.
我爸常說 "房子能讓人自由 My dad always used to say, "Four walls make a man free,
前提是自己的房子" but only if he owns them."
-你爸媽是哪裏人 -伊朗 - Where are your parents from? - Iran.
你肯定能把這裏變成個溫馨的家 丹妮 I'm pretty sure you'll make this a lovely place, Dani.
慢慢看 不著急 Take your time. There's no rush.
不用了 她要了 No. No, she'll take it.
你可以開始準備合同了 吉吉 You can start drawing up the contract, Gigi.
我只聽你的 I'll do whatever you say.
開始準備文件吧 You can start the paperwork.
你忙嗎 You busy?
-我的球隊要爭冠軍 -看來你很忙 - My team's in the championship! - So you're swamped.
贏了 Yes!
我跟你沒完 This is not over.
"拼車卡拉秀"[綜藝節目]的單元 我有個疑問 I had a question about the Carpool Karaoke segment.
打住 我們別這麼叫 Okay, I have to stop you there. We have to stop calling it that,
因為這種話詹姆斯·柯登會聽到 because somehow it got back to James Corden
[英國演員 歌手 主持人"拼車卡拉秀"的主持人]
我們正在推特上吵架呢 and now we're in a huge Twitter fight.
是嗎 Really?
和英國人吵架是會這樣 他說我"厚臉皮" I mean, as much as you can be in a fight with a British person. He called me "cheeky."
我要不要還擊 說他是英國爛牙 Should I get him back with, like, a British teeth dig?
-行 -行 - Yeah. - Okay.
對 你知道所有深夜脫口秀節目 Yeah. So you know how all late night talk shows
都有素人版吧 have their version of man on the street, right?
我一直在想 也許我們的節目也該這樣 I keep wondering. Maybe that's what our segment needs to be.
讓同性戀的素人上節目 Like, man on the street, but-but gay.
那不就是比利·艾希納嗎 Isn't that just Billy Eichner?
[代表節目"比利闖大街" 走上街頭 向行人詢問有關流行文化問題的節目]
對 就是這個意思 Yep. That's exactly what that is. Okay.
那我繼續想 然後向你匯報 So I'm gonna keep thinking about it, and I'll get back to you.
別的事還好嗎 You good otherwise?
我在擔心下次和湯姆的合作 Yeah, I'm just dreading my next work sesh with Tom.
好吧 你和娜特還好吧 Okay. And-and things with Nat are okay?
當然 我們很好 Yeah, they're good.
她剛跟瑪麗莎睡了一晚 I mean, she had her first sleepover with Marissa.
你都可以接受嗎 And you're just fine with that?
是啊 挺好的 Yeah, I'm great.
娜特 天 我肯定不骗你 一点不骗你 晚安 爱你 我也爱你 我明晚再去见玛丽莎可以吗
有什麼事嗎 Everything okay?
沒事 都挺好的 Yeah. So good. So good.
我... 那我就繼續想餿主意了 I'll, I'll keep thinking of more bad ideas, too.
娜特 天 我肯定不骗你 一点不骗你 晚安 爱你 我也爱你 我明晚再去见玛丽莎可以吗 没问题
我主要教的是家庭系統理論 Mostly I taught family systems theory,
聚焦於悲傷對家庭成員的作用 with a focus on how grief impacts the family unit.
那挺好啊 Good for you.
我很小的時候爸爸就去世了 Yeah, my dad died when I was pretty young,
所以我對"家庭如何面對傷痛"很感興趣 so I've just always been drawn to how families deal with grief.
那很棒 不是你爸去世的部分... That's great. I mean, not about your dad...
-那部分... 挺糟糕的 -沒錯 - That's awful... the other part. - Right.
索菲說你想找份臨時工 God, when Sophie said you might be interested in the gig,
我就馬上聯繫你了 I just jumped at the chance,
因為我們非常需要像你這樣的人才 because we have been desperately looking for someone like you.
- 真的嗎 太... -沒錯 - Really? That's... - Yeah.
現在有十幾個跨性別青少年正在接受治療 We have about a dozen trans youth receiving therapy,
你的加入會對我們有很大的幫助 so having you on staff will just make such a big difference.
這裏是零食區 Now, here is the snack room.
我們在這裏慶祝大家的生日 We celebrate everybody's birthday,
所以裏面通常都會放有一塊大蛋糕 so there's usually a sheet cake in there.
不過... 友情提醒... 基於經驗 However... hot tip... Based on experience,
一定要讓壽星 也就是琳達 make sure the birthday person, aka Linda,
看到蛋糕之後再切 has at least seen the cake before you cut into it.
-瞭解了 -這是無性別衛生間 - Noted. - Okay. And here's the gender-neutral bathrooms,
你可能用得到 這就是你的辦公室了 should you need them, and up here is your office.
雖然不大 但是你獨享的 Now, it's not much, but it's all yours.
太好了 謝謝你 This-this is great. No, thank you.
不用客氣 Yeah, of course.
有事的話再聯繫我 Okay, well, let me know if you need anything.
-好的 -那先這樣 - Okay. Yeah. - All right.
祝你第一天工作愉快 Have a great first day.
-謝謝 -不客氣 - Thanks. - Yeah.
在這裏和這裏簽名 Just sign here. And here.
我第一間公寓花了三萬塊 I bought my first apartment for $30,000 dollars.
我當時還和你媽吐槽說上班太遠了 I remember telling your mother it was too far from the office.
-好吧 -她就看著我說 - All right. - And she looked at me and said,
"你想我們住得離你上班近點 "Do you want us to live close to your office,
還是離我們女兒要讀的學校近點" or close to the school where our daughter will go?"
她就是這樣告訴我 她懷上了你 And this is how she told me she was pregnant with you.
給你 Here.
敬新的可能 多虧了你朋友 她叫什麼名字 To new possibilities, thanks to your friend. What's her name?
-吉吉 -好 我挺喜歡她的 - Gigi. - Yeah. I liked her.
我總想你會和她這樣的人在一起 And I always imagined you'd end up with someone like her.
波斯人嗎 Someone, Persian?
是熱愛冒險又勇敢的人 No. Someone adventurous, gutsy.
像媽一樣 Someone like Mom?
再在這兒簽個字 And just a couple more signatures here.
還有最後一頁這裏 And then this last page here.
那就這樣了 So, this is it.
新的郵編 新的生活 New zip code, new life, just like that.
-媽的 -怎麼了 丹妮 - Shit. - What's wrong, Dani?
我還得去舊公寓搬東西 I have to get my stuff from the old apartment.
這兒有你需要的嗎 這個沙發 你挺喜歡的 You need anything here? I mean, this couch. You love this couch.
你可以搬走 你想要什麼都行 You can have it. You can have anything you want here.
好了 那就先這樣了 Okay, so that is about it.
阿里 趁著你在 還有件事 Ari, just one more thing, since you're here.
這還有一些文件 There's another set of documents here.
只微調了些內容 I mean, just some minor changes.
這些要簽 I need these signed.
你的遺囑 Your will?
授權委託書 Power of attorney?
你要尊嚴死 This is a DNR.
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你怎麼了 What's going on?
聽起來可能會很蠢 但是... Okay, I'm probably gonna sound really ignorant, but...
你怎麼判斷一個作品好不好 how do you know if it's any good?
這一點都不蠢 That's not ignorant at all.
我會問 它有沒有觸動你 Well, I might ask, does it move you?
有沒有改變你的 Does it change you in any kind of,
比如說 存在的方式 you know, existential way?
因為好的作品就是發問 'Cause good art asks questions.
把你連接到你曾經 And-and it connects you to worlds
不知道存在的世界和想法 and ideas that you didn't even know existed,
至少不是有意識的 at least not consciously.
隨著時間推移 I mean, certainly, you know, over time,
你會有自己的評價體系 you can develop a critical framework,
不過這是最基本的要素 but that's basically what it boils down to.
我來 就是要看看新興藝術家和他們的作品 And I come here to see emerging artists and their work.
如果有吸引我的 我就可能展出他們的作品 And if someone catches my eye, then, then I might show them.
你現在就非常吸引我 Well, you catch my eye.
要來點紅酒嗎 Would you like some wine?
不用了 謝謝 I'm good. Thank you.
你想喝就喝吧 But have at it.
-好 -好 - Okay. - Okay.
你還好嗎 You okay?
我很好 非常好 Yes. Yes. Yes.
這是皮帕·帕斯卡的作品 This is the work of Pippa Pascal.
我一看就知道 I know it is.
我回來了 What's up?
-披薩 -謝天謝地 - Za! - Thank God.
今天過得怎麼樣 How did your day go?
-對哦 第一天上班 -我... - Yeah. Big first day! - I...
有人想要加橄欖嗎 沒有嗎 Does anybody want olives on theirs, by the way? No?
我真的很討厭人類 I really, really fucking hate people.
誰不討厭呢 Who doesn't?
我現在沒資格去評價別人 所以... Well, I'm not in a place, personally, to judge others, so...
我很高興終於能在有人能懂我的地方工作 I was really excited to finally work somewhere that understood me
毫無保留地接受我 and accepted me implicitly,
但我還是被限制在跨性別的框框裏 but I'm just still checking these trans boxes,
真的很煩 and I'm sick of it.
世界對你不好是嗎 Did the world treat you bad?
別逗我了 Don't fuck with me.
有一次 我叫我媽給我買一匹小馬 One time, I asked my mom for this pony I saw.
淺棕色的 深色的鬃毛被編成了辮子 It was light brown with a dark braided mane.
我求她給我買 但最後她也沒買給我 I begged her for it. You know what? She didn't get it for me.
-是個悲傷的故事 -對 有時候生活就是很糟糕 - It's a sad story. - Yeah, sometimes life sucks.
這和你的馬不一樣 This isn't a pony situation.
我主管覺得我幫不了別人 My-my supervisor doesn't think I can help anyone
只能幫跨性別客戶 這太鬱悶了 except trans clients, and it's fucking demoralizing.
-這不叫鬱悶 -就是 - That's not demoralizing. - Yeah, it is.
今天有個白人女 想把我從椅子上抱起來 No. A white lady tried to lift me up from my chair today.
-什麼 -她覺得可以像嬰兒一樣抱著我 - Wait. What? - She thought it would be okay to hold me like a baby.
我們好爛啊 We're the worst.
-天啊 -拜託 - Goddamn it. - Please.
我總是會遇到這種破事 Shit like that happens to me all the time.
總要教別人做個體面人 這樣真的很煩 I'm just really tired of teaching everyone how to be decent fucking humans.
-這就像... -人都很傻 - You know, it's... - Look, people are dumb.
也看不穿你的想法 They can't read your mind.
你想要別的東西 就說出來嘛 So use your damn voice if you want something different.
說真的 我很同情你要幫助跨性別孩子 And seriously, I am sorry you have to help trans kids.
聽著就覺得很難 It must be a real burden.
得了吧你 滾遠點 All right. Fuck off.
-你真是聖徒和殉道者 -你真煩人 - You're a saint and a martyr. - You're a pain in the ass.
吃你們的披薩吧 All right? Eat the pizza I brought.
我代表全體白人女性 I do just want to say, on behalf of all white women,
向你們... 道個歉 I apologize... to both of you.
-謝了 -謝謝 - Thanks. - Thanks.
我第一次見到她的作品 So the first time that I saw her work was
是在巴德大學畢業展上 her senior thesis show at Bard.
真是太不可思議了 And it was fucking unbelievable.
要知道 那時候 And you have to remember, back then,
主流藝術家的作品從來不涉及種族 nobody in the mainstream was making art about race
壓迫和性暴力 and oppression and sexual violence.
太震撼了 It was incredibly powerful.
你和她合作過嗎 So did you ever work with her?
天啊 沒有 我... My God, no. When I...
90年代 我第一次開美術館時 When I the opened my first gallery back in the '90s,
她已經聲名遠揚了 she was already a superstar.
我根本夠不到她 She was way out of my league.
後來 業內就盛傳 And then, of course, she was given this reputation
她很難相處 as being a difficult artist.
難相處 是委婉地說她是女性吧 Difficult being a euphemism for female.
-還是黑人 -當然 - And Black. - Of course.
之後 在2000年 And then, in 2000,
她在時代週刊上開了專欄 she published an op-ed in The New York Times
說藝術世界是 calling the art world
"公開大搞種族歧視 有組織地反對黑人" "openly racist and systematically anti-Black."
然後呢 What-what happened?
她急流勇退 She disappeared.
不再創作 也不在公眾場合露面 She stopped working and stopped showing.
-直到現在 -直到現在 - Until now. - Until now.
到現在 現在 Until now. Until now.
-你想回去嗎 -回去吧 - You want to go back? - Let's fucking go back.
-走吧 -走 - Yes! Come on. - Go, go, go.
你和娜特是兩年半前在同性戀中心認識的嗎 So you and Nat met at the LGBT Center two and a half years ago?
是的 我們徹夜暢談 Yes, and, you know, we talked all night.
基本上是我講故事 她在笑 I mean, mostly, she was just laughing at my stories, but
但她的笑... 完全... 融化了我 her laugh, though... it just... I don't know. It melted me.
真是令人羨慕 我前任說她喜歡我 That's very endearing, 'cause my ex told me she loved
是因為派對上只有我一個人胖乎乎 that I was the only guy at the party with a dad body.
那你還和她約會 And you dated her anyway?
我這人很會放低身段 I had really low self-esteem.
反正我不知道 Yeah, anyway, I don't know.
她說只有我才讓她笑成那樣 She said no one ever made her laugh like that,
我也很喜歡 所以我第二天約她出來... and I really liked that, so I asked her out the next day, and...
從那時起我們就在一起了 We've been together ever since.
那你們和吉吉的關係又是怎麼開始的 So, why'd you guys open a relationship up with Gigi?
是因為... 龍舌蘭 I think it was... tequila.
不 不對 不對 Yeah. No. No, no, no.
是伏特加 It was vodka.
-艾麗絲 別呀 -什麼 - Alice. Come on. - What?
你得說得再深入一點 You got to give me more than that.
你想要那種深刻的回答 我不... 就... What? You want some big, deep answer. I don't... It...
就很自然而然 That's what it was.
她的前妻很美 我們很有激情 再加上... She has a hot ex-wife, we had chemistry, and...
伏特加 vodka.
我不知道我能不能這樣 See, I don't know if I could do that.
也可能你們比我要高級得多吧 You know, maybe it's because you guys are way more evolved than I am,
我和一個女人在一起 眼裏就只有她 but when I'm with a woman, I only see her, you know?
是 Yeah. Yeah.
所以... 吉吉 Okay, so, Gigi.
這段關係為什麼又結束了呢 Why did you guys end that relationship?
她們是前妻 Well, they're ex-wives.
所以就很複雜 So that was complicated.
你知道嗎 But you know what?
娜特和我... 又回到了開放式關係 Nat and I... we are back into the open thing.
-主要是娜特 -你... - Yeah. Well, Nat is. - You...
她進入開放式關係 我樂於接受 It's more her thing, but I'm along for the ride.
等等 她... 在約別人 Wait. So she's... she's dating?
對 就一個 Yeah. Well, one person.
你見過嗎 And you've met her?
見過一面 Like, briefly. Yeah.
換做是我 肯定接受不了 Yeah, that's gonna be a no from me, dawg.
你懂我的意思吧 根本不可能 You know what I mean? There's no way.
只要見過這個人 After seeing the person,
我就只會想像他們做愛 在咖啡廳裏約會 all I would do is picture them having sex, going on coffee dates,
共進早餐 eating breakfast together.
早飯後再來一次 Fucking after breakfast together.
-或者... -剪刀式 - Or... - Pumpkin-patching.
我... 說得太過了 抱歉 I've... said way too much. I'm sorry.
這... 我... 今天... 就這樣吧 It's... I-I just... Let's... today.
我... Yeah. I'm...
寫作和頭腦風暴有點累了 好嗎 With the writing and the brainstorming. Is that okay?
當然 It's totally fine.
-抱歉 我多嘴了 -沒事 - I'm s-I'm sorry. I got a big mouth. I'm sorry.- Okay. Yeah.
沒事 No, it's fine.
-我能問你個問題嗎 -說吧 - Can I ask you a question? - Yeah.
你願意晚點繼續嗎 Would you be up for doing this maybe later?
比如晚飯 Perhaps dinner?
今晚 Tonight?
可以 Yes.
好 好 Yeah. Yeah.
真的嗎 Really? For real?
-當然 -好 - Yeah. - Okay.
我叫助理給你發有件 I'm gonna have my assistant, you know, email.
我很期待你的郵件 Yeah, yeah. I'll-I'll be looking for the email.
好 Okay.
你怎麼回來了 What are you doing here?
回來換個衣服 I came home to change.
你現在不該在戲劇社嗎 Wait, aren't you supposed to be in drama club?
活動結束得早 It let out early.
你這是什麼 What have you got here?
我做了網上基因檢測 Okay. I did that DNA website thing.
-我... -蒂娜和我明確說過 不要去網上查基因 And I... Mama T and I specifically told you not to do the DNA website thing.
我知道 I know.
我有個同父異母的妹妹 But I have a half sister.
-你沒有妹妹 -然後... - Okay, you don't have a sister. - And...
-你沒有 -我有 - You don't have a sister. - I do.
-說了你沒有 -我想去見見她 - No, you don't. - And I'm supposed to meet her.
-你已經說好要去見她了 -對 - You made plans to meet her? - Yes, I did.
還瞞著我 Behind my back.
安吉莉卡 我最擔心的就是你的安全 Angelica, my number-one concern is for your safety.
我們不知道這個女孩是誰 Okay, we don't know who this young girl is.
-這不是我想說的 -她還不一定是個女孩 - That's not what I'm saying. - Or even if it is a young girl.
網上的東西 誰他媽說得清楚 I mean, it's the fucking Internet, for fuck's sake.
行 Fine.
-安吉... -我的天啊 - Angie... - Dear-dear God!
-靠 -我也很高興見到你 - Shit. - Nice to see you, too.
-你來了 -他們沒有覆盆子味的 - Yeah. Hi. - They didn't have raspberry,
所以我買了草莓味 so I subbed for strawberry.
對不起 我現在有點事 I'm sorry. I'm just in the middle of something.
-是安吉的事 -怎麼了 - I-it's Angie. - What-what happened?
-她還好嗎 -她背著我 - Is she okay? - She went behind my back
上了個什麼破基因檢測網查捐贈人 and she went on some fucking DNA website to find the identity of her donor.
天啊 Okay.
你很難接受嗎 Is that a huge problem for you?
娜特和我... 沒有對孩子隱瞞他們的捐贈人 Nat and I... we're open with the kids about their donor.
好吧 這不一樣 Okay, well, this is different. All right?
安吉的捐贈人不是在精子庫裏找的 We didn't find Angie's donor at a sperm bank.
他是我們認識的藝術家 He was an artist that we knew,
我們也答應過他 不會洩露他的信息 and we promised him that he would be able to stay anonymous.
我真的... 不知道該怎麼辦了 I really... I don't know what to do right now.
也許我可以幫忙 Maybe I can help.
我們的孩子是娜特懷的 不是我 Nat carried our kids. I didn't.
就像你一樣 Just like you didn't.
如果你覺得緊張 我也能理解 So I can understand if you feel threatened.
-就像... -我來吧 - Like, maybe... - I got it.
好吧 也許你會感覺 Okay. Maybe you feel like, I don't know,
-你作為母親的地位會動搖 -天啊 不是 - it diminishes your role as a mom. - God, no.
-不是這樣的... -好吧 可能是我代入了自己 - That's not it. That's not it. I... - Okay. Maybe I'm projecting.
-大概是的 -可這是我的經驗 - Yeah, maybe you are. - But that was my experience.
我有時會害怕 我的孩子不再屬於我 I just get scared sometimes that my kids aren't really mine.
但孩子當然是我的 只是... 有點嚇人 But of course they're mine. It's just... threatening.
不 不是這樣 我沒有感覺害怕 No. Well, that's not it. I don't feel threatened.
媽 誰來了 Mom, who's here?
沒誰 No one!
昨天我還是你女朋友 今天就誰也不是了 So, yesterday, I was your girlfriend, and today I'm no one?
天啊 我不是這個意思 Jesus. That's not what I meant.
我只是覺得... All I meant was it-it is...
現在不是見她的好時機 It's really not a good time to meet her.
是嗎 你是這個意思 Really? That's all you meant?
我感覺還有別的意思 'Cause that felt like a lot more.
好吧 我現在沒法解析你的感受 Okay, I can't deconstruct your feelings right now.
我從沒讓你解析我的任何事情 I've never asked you to deconstruct anything of mine,
-更別說我的感受了 -好吧 - let alone my feelings. - Okay.
祝你愉快 You have a great day.
是我 能打給我嗎 It's me. Can you call me?
收到留言之後 能盡快打給我嗎 Can you call me as soon as you get this?
安吉 Angie?
在 Yeah.
我帶你去見她 I'll take you to meet her.
什麼 What?
我帶你去見你妹妹 I'll take you to meet your half sister.
真的嗎 Really?
-對不起 -對不起 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
治疗室3
好了 我們下週四見 All right, I'll see you next Thursday.
治疗室3
非常高興能認識你 It was nice to meet you.
生活愉快 Have a good day.
與華金進展如何 How'd it go with, Joaquin?
很順利 事實上我們的對話很有成效 It went well. We had a really productive session, actually.
那太好了 上帝保佑你 That's so great. God bless you.
我問了他 You know, I just actually asked him
有沒有坦率地跟父母談過 if he'd ever flat-out talked to his parents
去做化學變性的問題 about making a chemical transition,
我看到了他眼中的光 and I watched this light go on in his eyes
那時他發現他在我們自己想要什麼 when he realized that he asked us for what he wants.
我就喜歡這種覺悟 I live for those realizations.
真是難以想像的感覺 It was an incredible feeling.
這些孩子人生重要的轉折點 It's going to be life-changing for these kids
就是有個像你這樣理解他們經歷的跨性別治療師 to have a trans therapist like you to know their experiences.
說到這個 能在這裏工作我真的很高興 About that, like, I'm-I'm really happy to be working here,
能和華金這樣的客戶交流 and-and to be working with clients like Joaquin.
我知道你肯定適合這裏 I knew it would be a great match.
可我的客戶 Yeah, it's just, my client list
好像全是跨性別客戶 seems to be exclusively trans clients.
我... 我很抱歉 Right. I am... I'm so sorry.
天哪 我... 真古板 God, I feel... old.
還很笨 我簡直又老又笨 And dumb. I feel old and dumb.
-很抱歉 -我明白 - And so sorry. - I get it.
我知道你的考量 I know your intention.
這很難辦 但我有能力應對 It's tricky. You know, I'm-I'm capable of
每種類型的顧客 dealing with all sorts of clients.
-我只是... 不想被定性 -好吧 - You know, I just... I don't want to be pigeonholed. - Right.
我不是這個目的 That was not my intention at all.
我只是以為... 我怎麼以為不重要 I-I just thought... It doesn't even matter what I thought.
給我一個週末 我會擴寬你的候選名單 Just give me the weekend, and I will diversify your roster.
那就太好了 That would be great.
-謝謝你 -不 謝謝你能告訴我 - Thank you. - No, thank you for telling me that.
你好 琳達 Hi, Linda.
-那就是... -3月19日 - I take it that's... - March 19. Yeah.
讓她看到自己的蛋糕 否則就等她發火吧 Let her see her own cake or face the wrath.
可怕的蛋糕 That damn cake.
-你好 -你好啊 - Hey. - Hey, Lady.
你爸沒跟你一起嗎 Your dad's not with you?
沒 但你的問候會讓他非常開心 No. But he'll be thrilled you asked for him.
辦公室真不錯 Nice office.
謝謝你... 恭喜 Thank you. And... congratulations.
這... 完全不是我計劃中的生活 I mean... it's definitely not the life I was planning, you know.
你的事 我聽貝特說了 Yeah. Bette told me what happened.
要不我帶你在新家附近轉轉吧 Why don't you let me show you around your new neighborhood.
你不用這麼做 No, you really don't have to do that.
等我發完郵件... 接下來都陪你 Just gonna finish this email... and I'm all yours.
你別誤會 Don't take this the wrong way,
但你看起來很需要出去玩一晚 but you look like you could use a night out.
這麼明顯 That obvious?
是 Yeah.
以前的呢 You got old ones?
鑰匙 Keys.
對 Yeah.
你完全可以... 都扔了 Well, you're more than welcome to... throw them out.
怎麼回事 What the fuck?
搬家的人帶走了丹妮的東西 Well, movers came for Dani's stuff.
她都帶走了 She took everything.
我把周圍的東西移了移 Yeah, I tried to move some stuff around,
想維持這裏的風水 maintain the feng shui in here.
沒剩什麼東西了 所以... Didn't have a ton to work with, so...
我連放鑰匙的地方都沒了 I don't even have a place to put my keys.
是 但我可以解決 那個很簡單 Right, I-I can fix that, though. That's an easy one.
連沙發也沒了 And the goddamn sofa is missing!
是 沙發 顯然沒了 Right, yeah, the sofa. Obvious void.
但還可以買新的 But we can get a new sofa.
放了一天的披薩吃嗎 You want some day-old pizza?
吃 Yeah.
-會沒事的 -應該吧 - Yeah. It's gonna be fine. - Okay.
-別直接看向前面... -天啊 - So, maybe don't look directly in front of you... - My God.
真的嗎 桌子也搬 Really? The table?
那張桌子... 沒人喜歡它 The table, though... Everybody hated that table.
還有小植物 我喜歡那張桌子 And the tiny plants? I liked that table.
好吧 Okay.
至少還有披薩 We got pizza, though.
-好吧 -還是有好事的 - All right. - There's an upside.
能把那瓶紅椒醬遞給我嗎 Okay, can you pass me the red pepper, please?
她帶走了 She took the red pepper.
-你開玩笑吧 -沒有 - You're fucking kidding. - No.
-真的嗎 -是 - Really? - Yeah.
我的天 Jesus Christ.
這就是我的生活 糟糕透頂 This is my life. This is my fucking life.
除了你 什麼都沒了 Empty, except for you.
你沒必要這樣跟我說話 You know, you don't have to talk to me like that.
哪樣 Like what?
把我當混蛋 Like I'm an asshole.
你不是嗎 You kind of are.
-我確實是犯了錯 -行 - I made a mistake. - All right.
你這說得有點太輕了吧 Okay, now you're just underselling it.
是嗎 你犯了個錯 Really? You made a mistake?
我以為我是在解救你 I thought I was saving you, dude.
確實 You did.
你說什麼 Excuse me?
沒什麼 Nothing.
-什麼 -你剛說什麼 - What? - What did you just say?
-什麼都沒說 -不 不 不 - Nothing. What? - No, no, no, no, no.
-真的沒說 -你絕對說了 - No. Nothing. - You said something.
-我什麼都沒說 -不 我聽到了 - I didn't say anything. - No, I heard it.
-你說了什麼 -我一個字都沒說 - What did you say? - I didn't say anything at all.
-你說了什麼 告訴我 -行 你救了我 - What did you say? Tell me. - Okay, fine! You saved me, okay?
你確實解救了我 You fucking saved me.
行 所以你是在說好話 只是語氣很沖 Okay, so you're saying something nice, but in a mean way.
是 Yeah.
把我搞糊塗了 It's confusing.
我也被搞糊塗了 Well, I'm confused.
你... 你能原諒我嗎 Okay, wha... Will you just forgive me?
求你了 Please.
我不知道怎麼原諒 I don't know how.
是 我不該伸手 也不該碰你 Okay, yeah, the hand was too much, the touching was too far.
我承認 我有錯的時候會承認 I-I admit it. I can admit when I'm wrong here.
這是哪兒 Where are we?
-馬上就知道了 -你該不會 - You'll see. - You're not gonna try to,
-要在這兒殺了我吧 -不 - like, murder me out here? - No.
因為我從沒想過這樣出門 Because really, I ain't trying to go out like that.
不是 我只是想感謝你 No, God, I'm just trying to thank you. Okay?
謝什麼 For what?
今天我跟娜特說了 她也聽到了我的話 I stood up to Nat today, and, she really heard me.
是我讓你這麼做的嗎 Did I tell you to do that?
對 你吼我 說我還像個孩子 Yeah. Yeah, you actually kind of yelled at me for being a baby.
這聽著確實像我 Yeah, that sounds more like me.
所以 我就... 想給你點別人給不了你的東西 Yeah, so, I just... I wanted to get you something that no one else has.
什麼 What?
-這是什麼 -托妮 - What the fuck is that? - That's Toni.
是匹小馬 就是馬 She's a pony. I mean, she's a horse,
但今晚可以當它是小馬 but we can call her a pony tonight.
我知道你媽媽沒買給你 所以... You know, I know your mom never came through, so...
天啊 當時我只是想表達 My God, I was just trying to make a point
人生有時很艱難 天啊 that sometimes life is hard, fuck!
抱歉 Man, I'm sorry.
我只是覺得 小馬 馬... Look, I-I just thought, you know, pony, horse...
不 沒事 謝謝你 No, it's okay. Thank you.
早知道 我就該給你講 我想要勞力士卻得不到的故事 I mean, honestly, I really should have told you the story about wanting a Rolex.
-對 -但是 謝謝你 - Right. Yeah. - But thank you.
謝謝你認為我能騎上它 And thanks for assuming I could ride it.
對 所以你... 你要試試嗎 Yeah. So, you gonna... you gonna do it?
托妮 來玩一場吧 寶貝 Well, Toni, I mean, let's do this, girl.
你手機帶了嗎 All right, do you have your phone?
帶了 Yes, I have my phone.
-充滿電了嗎 -滿了 - And it's charged? - And it's charged.
不用進來了 Well, please don't come in.
我沒事的 I'll be fine.
這... 不然也太尷尬了 It's... I just... I'll just die.
我得確認跟你見面的不是個戀童癖 I mean, I need to see that you're not meeting a pedophile.
我明白 但你能從外面確認嗎 I hear that, but can you just check from outside?
你可能會想讓我進去 I think you're gonna want me in there.
我今天很好看 I look pretty cute today.
-圖案疊穿 很潮 -去教會的也這麼穿 - Pattern on pattern is in. - Says the church lady.
行吧 Okay.
安吉拉 如果你有任何需要 Angela, blink twice or scream at the top of your lungs,
眨眼兩次或者大聲喊我們 whatever, in case you need anything.
謝謝 Thank you.
我們 我們就等在這裏 We'll be, we'll be right here.
-好 我愛你 -我愛你 - Okay. I love you. - I love you.
好了 好了 Okay. Okay.
-你能行的 去吧 -我們就在這兒 - You got this. Go. - We're right here.
-我們都在 -嗯 - We're right here. - Yeah.
你是凱拉 對吧 You're Kayla, right?
-對 -我是安吉 - Yeah. - I'm Angie.
-有點尷尬 -確實 - Is this weird? - This is weird.
-我能... 坐下嗎 -坐吧 - Can I... Can I sit? - Yeah, sit, sit.
-抱歉 -沒事 -Sorry, - No, it's okay.
-謝謝你來... 見我 -沒事 -Thanks for meeting... me. - Yeah.
那是我的家人 她們有點緊張 Hi. That's my family. They're kind of nervous.
-你還好嗎 -還行 - You okay? - Yeah.
我應該在她包裏偷偷藏個 I should have just concealed a listening device
-錄音筆什麼的 -確實 - in her bag or something. - We could have.
她是個聰明孩子 她沒事的 She's a smart kid. She's gonna be fine.
安吉知道誰是她的家人 Angie knows who her family is.
-你知道的 -謝謝你 - You know that. - Thank you.
真的很感謝你們都能過來 I really appreciate you both being here.
-不然我們要去哪兒 -當然 - Where else would we be? - Of course.
真希望蒂娜在這裏 I wish Tina were here.
是啊 Yeah.
這件事她的反應特別平靜優雅 Of course, she's handling this whole thing with total grace
不像我 還對吉吉發火 while I'm biting Gigi's head off,
她明明提了非常合理的建議 you know, for offering very reasonable advice.
娜特還想繼續和瑪麗莎上床 所以 Well, Nat wants to keep fucking Marissa, so, I mean,
可能會更糟 it could be worse.
你可以阻止這些事 艾麗絲 You can shut all of that down, Al.
我不行 Actually, I can't.
對她來說 這事也不能就那麼過去 It's not like it's something that's just gonna go away for her.
就算不是瑪麗莎 也會是別人 I mean, if it's not Marissa, it's gonna be someone. You know?
她們是不是還挺像的 Do you think they look alike?
-確實 -絕對是 - Yeah, I kinda do. - Definitely.
太美了 This is so beautiful.
你還好嗎 You okay back there?
我還行 Yeah. Yeah, no, I'm-I'm good.
你... 開心嗎 Are you... you glad you came?
真慶幸我來了 I am so glad I came.
那我們下次再來 We should do this again sometime.
好 下次再來 Yeah, let's do this again sometime.
今晚有私人活動 不營業了 We're closed tonight for a private event.
開始吧 Let's do this.
好 這是我出的部分 All right, here's my end.
進來吧 Come in.
她在酒吧那頭 She's at the end of the bar.
她叫泰絲 把錢給她 Her name is Tess. Give her your money.
非常感謝 Thank you so much.
-泰絲 謝謝你 乾杯 -乾杯 - Tess, thank you. Cheers. - Cheers.
我把這些拿到後面去 I'm gonna go take these into the back.
你給了她一拳 You punched her?
是 I did.
天 真不錯 My, good for you.
這是不花錢就能看的嗎 I would have paid money to see that.
不過現在 我和朋友的關係 Yeah, except now things are pretty awkward
就有點尷尬了 with me and my friends.
至少你爸還站在你這邊 Well, at least you have your dad on your side.
他以前不這樣 He wasn't always.
是最近情況才有所好轉 But things have gotten better recently.
但這... 也讓我覺得事情變得更糟了 Which, which makes me think that something's gotten worse.
為什麼這麼說 Okay, why? Say more.
我覺得... 我爸可能病了 I think... I think my-my dad might be sick.
-什麼 你為什麼會這麼想 -我也不知道 - What? Why would you think that? - I don't know.
我知道這話聽著很蠢 但他對我太好了 I know this sounds crazy, but he's been, like, too nice to me.
可能是因為他愛你 知道你很受傷 Maybe he loves you, and he knows you're hurting.
他其實不怎麼喜歡我前任 Yeah, well, he wasn't the biggest fan of my ex.
我本以為他會幸災樂禍 但… I would have expected him to gloat, but...
你和家裏人關繫好嗎 Are you close with your family?
說來好笑 小時候 我爸是我最好的朋友 It's funny, my dad was my best friend growing up,
但我出櫃後 他就不理解我了 but when I came out, he just stopped understanding me.
我媽很了不起 是個狠角色 But my mom was terrific. She's a hard-ass.
也是那種被惹火絕對要打回來的人 She would definitely have punched someone, too.
我們現在比以往都要親近 And we're closer than we've ever been.
我和兄弟們 關係時好時壞 但... And my brothers and I, we've had our ups and downs, but...
我們都一直互相關心 互相愛護 we've always loved the shit out of each other.
治癒我爸... 我曾經很生氣 But yeah, my dad... I used to be so angry,
但現在我只是替他遺憾 but now I just feel sorry for him.
因為他錯過了這一切 I mean, he's missing out on all of this.
那我能說什麼呢 What can I say?
你有幾個兄弟 How many brothers do you have?
-七個 除了我全是男孩 -七個兄弟 - Seven. All boys and me. - Seven brothers.
-和他們生活肯定一股味兒 -臭得要死 - That must have been so smelly. - Fucking smelly.
還一團亂 And hectic.
我夾在他們中間 所以童年都是做不完的家務 I was right in the middle, so my childhood was just one long chore wheel.
但是... 他們教我打架 But... they taught me how to fight,
為我挺身而出 and they always stood up for me.
而且總是有人陪著我 And there was always someone around,
特別是我遇到困難的時候 especially when things were hard.
但你像是那種肩上擔子很沉的人 But it sounds like you had to shoulder a lot on your own.
我確實是 Yeah. Yeah, I have.
特別是我媽媽去世後 Especially since my mom died.
家裏安靜得可怕 It was just so quiet.
我就會去朋友家裏玩 在那裏過夜 I would actually go over to friends' houses and sleep over there
這樣醒來就能和他們的父母一起吃早餐 just to wake up and eat breakfast with their parents.
就喜歡熱鬧一點 You know, just to be around people.
-再來點酒嗎 -一點就好 - Maybe more wine? - A little more.
謝謝 Thank you.
老天啊 Jesus Christ.
好吧 那我... 能加入你們嗎 Okay. Okay. Can I... Can I join you?
抱歉 我知道這不是約會 Sorry. I know this isn't a date,
但這樣能最快擺脫他們 but it's the fastest way to get rid of them.
是啊 確實夠快的 Yeah. Yeah, that-that was fast.
我真的... 為你和貝特感到高興 You know, I'm really... I'm really happy for you and Bette.
她很了不起 She is an amazing woman,
我很高興 她能找到這麼善良有趣的人... and I am glad that she found someone who is kind and funny and just...
抱歉 我說錯話了嗎 Sorry, did I say something wrong?
沒有的事 只是... No, not at all, it's just...
我不確定 我和她會不會有結果 I'm just not sure it's gonna work out with us.
靠 Shit.
不好意思 我不該說那些的 Sorry, I shouldn't have said anything.
算了 No, forget it.
我想多瞭解你一些 I want to know more about you.
我棄牌 I'm out.
-你還好嗎 -我沒事 - You okay? - Yeah.
你在騙我嗎 Are you lying to me?
沒有 我真沒事 No. I'm good.
我再來杯馬提尼 I'll take another martini.
-沒問題 -謝謝 - You got it. - Thanks.
這兒真是好萊塢 This place is Hollywood, y'all.
真的 太完美了 Straight up, which is crazy.
在墨西哥餐廳吃工作晚餐 I mean, a work dinner at a Mexican place
作為英語文學專業的人 when you're an English Lit major.
-肯定想不到 -那你會想什麼 - You don't picture this. - What do you picture?
債務 Debt.
我發現你身上有很有趣的事... So, something I find very interesting about you...
我們可以談也可以不談 We can talk about or not talk about.
你是個雙性戀 對嗎 You are a bisexual person. Right?
-對 -好的 - Yeah. - Yeah. Okay.
-那你呢 -我嗎 不 - What about you? - Me? No.
我... 我年輕的時候踢過足球 You know, I... I did play soccer when I was younger,
球隊裏有很多體貼的男人 and there were a lot of thoughtful men.
但是信不信由你 我是百分之百的異性戀 But no, I am, believe it or not, a hundred percent hetero.
我以前足球隊的兄弟 Actually, one of my old soccer mates
跟我的前女友訂婚了 is engaged to marry my ex-girlfriend.
我還要做他的伴郎 I'm gonna be the best man at their wedding.
我會和我哥們站在聖壇邊 I'll be at the altar with my buddy
看著她走下紅毯 走向他 而不是我 watching her walk down the aisle to him, and not me.
我有一分替他們高興 九分嫉妒他們 I'm ten percent happy for them, 90 percent jealous,
我相信你也能理解 which I'm sure you can understand,
鑒於你們的情況和約定 given your circumstance and arrangement.
我才不嫉妒 I'm not jealous.
娜特愛我 Nat loves me.
她不愛瑪麗莎 Nat doesn't love Marissa.
她只想和她上床 She just, you know, wants to fuck her.
好吧 這對我來說就很難 Well, that would be difficult for me.
我... 我很難把性和情感分開 I... I have a hard time disconnecting sex and emotion.
要做也行 I mean, I can do it,
但很難 比男人嘴上說的要難多了 but it's hard; I mean, it's way harder than guys let on, you know?
-是吧 -是 - Yeah. - Yeah.
我覺得跟自信心有關 I think it's a confidence thing, though.
我的前女友... 她叫米拉 My ex-girlfriend... Her name is Meera.
-就叫這名字 -米拉 - That's her name. Yeah. - Meera?
很漂亮... 是 簡直了... Piece of work... yeah, that'd be fucked up...
我非常嫉妒 like, I'd be just so jealous.
因為如果是我 我得看到... 'Cause if it were me, and I had to see it...
實際上 matter of fact, matter of fact,
我也不知道該怎麼處理這些破事 I don't know how I would be able to handle that shit.
你是覺得她的笑話比我的笑話有意思嗎 You gonna to laugh at her jokes and not my jokes?
我可能需要... I might, I might need to...
我感覺有點... 行了 I might, I feel a little... Yeah.
- 我得... 我不能走那邊... -艾麗絲 等等 - I got to... I can't go that way... - Alice, wait!
艾麗絲 艾麗絲 Alice. Alice! Alice!
別進去 這裏是廚房 No, no, no, no, no, no! This is the kitchen!
你不該進來的 You're not supposed to be in here, girl!
-湯姆 湯姆 -我來了 - Tom! Tom! - I'm coming!
我能把她弄出去 I'm gonna get that mole to go, I think.
-湯姆 -我在呢 就在你旁邊 - Tom. - Yeah, I'm I'm here. I'm with you!
靠 Shit.
媽的 Shit.
-操 -你還好嗎 - Fuck. - You okay?
艾麗絲 艾麗絲 Alice. Alice?
是因為焗烤起司嗎 Was it the queso fundido?
有時候焗烤起司是不怎麼好吃 'Cause sometimes ain't nothing fun about that dido.
娜特也在這兒約會 Nat's here with her date.
真是可怕的巧合 What a horrible coincidence.
湯姆 Tom.
-是你安排的 -我... - You totally set this up. - I...
天啊 都是你安排的 Holy cow. You totally set this up!
所以我們才坐在廚房旁邊 That's why we were sitting by the kitchen.
我得看著 I had to see it.
我得看看她們 才能感受到 I had to see them, okay? In order to feel it.
感受到什麼 In order to feel what?
不是... Well, well, it wasn't...
-不是嫉妒 -好 - It's not jealousy, okay? - Okay.
-你就別... 不是... -我不會說你嫉妒 - So don't try to... it's not... - I'm not gonna say it's jealousy,
希望你是生氣 but I hope you're pissed.
換做是我 早氣壞了 'Cause I'd be pissed the fuck off.
想知道是什麼感覺嗎 You want to know what it feels like?
-想 -感覺像有個人 - Yeah. - It feels like someone took a,
拿著把生銹的刀 like, a rusty knife,
-捅在我心上 然後還 -媽呀 - and they just jabbed it in my heart and they just, - Shit.
-往下一劃刀 -天啊 - Like, slicing it down, okay? - God!
把我的內臟往外掏 And then they're just taking my insides out.
-就這樣... -行了 - And they're just, like... - Shit!
好了別說了 不是因為你 Stop, stop, stop. And that's not you.
是垃圾的味道 再加上這個畫面 It's the smell of the trash, and that image was way more
-太血腥了 -對不起 我... - visceral than I expected. No! - I'm sorry, I just...
不 沒事 你別擔心 Don't, don't, don't, don't worry about it.
寫進書裏吧 Let's put it in the book, though.
我沒想到看到她們 會讓我這麼傷心 I didn't, I didn't think seeing them was gonna hurt this bad.
就... And, it's...
天啊 God.
完了 It's over.
完蛋了 對不對 It's over, isn't it?
對不起 I'm sorry.
操 我沒拿包 還有... Fuck. I left my purse. I left my...
我不能進去 不能再看到她們 I can't go in there. I can't see them.
沒事 我去拿 我馬上回來 等我 Don't worry, I'll go get it. I'll be right back. Stay here.
好 Okay.
-門鎖了 鎖了 -媽的 - It's locked. It's locked. - Fuck me!
-沒事 -干 - No. - Fuck.
不敢相信 我都快輸了 Couldn't believe it. I was down,
結果來了個8到J的順子 就這樣了 and then I came back with that jack-high straight and it was over.
這牌就是這麼容易讓人上癮啊 It is a trip how this game gets in your head, don't you think?
是啊 Sure.
-怎麼了 -沒事 - What's wrong? - Nothing.
泰絲 怎麼了 Tess, what happened?
告訴我 Come on, talk to me.
之前那個男的 That guy, from earlier.
跟著我到了辦公室 把手放在我身上 He followed me to the office and he put his hands on me.
我笑了 因為一般都會教我們這樣 And I laughed, because that's what we're taught to do.
我就一直等著他摸膩了... And I just waited for him to get tired, and...
受不了我一直不答應 sick of me not saying yes,
最後他終於走了 就是這樣 and he did, eventually, and he left and that's it.
沒什麼事 Nothing happened.
你要幹什麼 What are you doing?
我要查他的住址 Well, I'm gonna figure out where he lives.
-別 所以我剛剛才不想告訴你 -我好去宰了他 - No. Look, that's why I didn't tell you. - So I can go and fucking kill him.
我不希望你有這種反應 I don't want you to do anything like that, okay?
你怎麼受得了這種事 How do you work this fucking thing?
-你聽我說好不好 -好 -Will you just listen to me, please? - Okay.
-我處理好了 -怎麼處理的 - I took care of it. - How?
我拿了抽成 I took a rake.
很好 什麼叫抽成 All right, great. What's a rake?
檯面注額的一部分 幾個百分點 A portion of the winning pot, like, a small percentage.
不合法但也算約定俗成 It's illegal, but it's actually customary.
如果有人贏得太多 或牌品太差 If a player's winning too much or if they're a prick,
今天這人就佔了這兩種情況 and, in this case, both those things are true.
拿了多少 How much?
四千... 你兩千 我兩千 Four grand... Two for you, two for me.
對不起 Look, I'm sorry, okay?
就這麼一次 以後不會了 It was a one-time thing. It will never happen again.
我不想讓我們的牌局受影響 I didn't mean to jeopardize the game.
拜託別生我的氣 Please don't be mad at me.
真的對不起 Okay, I'm sorry.
我反而希望你多拿點 I kind of wish you took more.
我... 你沒事就好 I'm... I'm just glad you're okay.
你確定沒事吧 You are okay, right?
是 Yeah.
好 Good.
謝謝 Thanks.
我以為你肯定早睡了 I thought for sure you'd be asleep.
不 我沒睡 No. Not asleep.
都好吧 Is everything okay?
孩子都睡了吧 Did the kids go down okay?
我回來的時候他們就睡了 Yeah, they were asleep when I got here.
保姆也睡了 So was the babysitter.
她又穿了你的毛衣 She had your sweater on again.
好 我跟她說了 如果冷可以穿 Well, yeah, I told her she could wear it if she got cold.
還穿了你的牛仔褲 不過這個你們倆商量吧 She had your jeans on, too, but I'll let you two work that out.
娜特... Nat...
怎麼了 What?
我做不到 I can't do it.
好 那我們不這樣了 Okay, we don't have to.
不用這樣子 We don't have to.
我不想改變你 真的 Look, I don't want to change you, I don't.
我也... 做不到 And I... I can't.
我愛你 艾麗絲 I love you, Alice.
我知道 I know.
我們還在一起 I mean, it's me and you.
你應該找個能陪你這樣的人 You deserve someone who can do this with you.
不 No.
艾麗絲 相信我 我想要的不是那樣 No, Alice, believe me, that's not what I want.
-我想要你 -我要走了 - I w-want you. - I'm gonna go.
等等 走 艾... 等等 Wait. Wait, go? A... Wait.
-艾麗絲 什麼意思 -會沒事的 - Alice. What do you mean? - It's gonna be okay.
-我們可以想辦法 -沒關係 - We can figure this out. - It's gonna be okay.
我們可以想... 艾麗絲 We can figure this... Alice.
艾麗絲 你別走 Alice, please don't go.
艾麗絲 Alice.
七 八 九 十 Seven, eight, nine, ten.
沒錯 That's right.
皮帕·帕斯卡
皮帕·帕斯卡怎么了
她完全脱离了
艺术行业
她有种不可思议的
吸引力
她在托潘加的工作室
贝特·波特
好 Okay.
我有個阿姨 Okay, this is my auntie.
"哥娜... 開始的爭吵 "Golnar... a fight in the beginning
也比最後的平和好" is better than peace at the end."
這... 這什麼意思 Wh... What does that even mean?
我也不知道 I have no idea.
等等 Wait.
"哥娜" "Golnar"?
是我沒錯 That's me, baby.
"吉吉"是我媽編的名字 "Gigi" is just a nickname my mom invented
方便我小學那些"蠢美國人"叫我 for "stupid Americans" in grade school.
是我名字的縮寫... 哥娜·格邦尼 It's my initials... Golnar Ghorbani.
吉吉 G.G.
他們不會念哥娜嗎 They couldn't just say Golnar?
不會 太難了 No, too hard.
我們年級有三個哥娜 There were three Golnars in my grade.
-三個 -三個 - Th-ree? - Th-ree.
都開著奔馳 穿著普拉達 They all drove Mercedes and wore Prada.
這種"高級貨"就是我非常... See, that's the part of "Tehrangeles" that I'm very...
我們太窮 體驗不了的 that we were too poor to experience.
我今晚很開心 I had the best time tonight.
我也不知道為什麼 And it really came out of nowhere.
再次謝謝你 做這麼多 Thank you, again, for everything.
我也很高興 Pleasure was all mine.
什麼情況 The fuck is going on?
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- 我的天 -這是你爸家嗎 - My God. - Is this your dad's place?
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