大脑会将单一记忆储存在数百万个神经元中 The brain stores a single memory in millions of neurons.
# Another day #
# Another hill to climb #
# Feel the rush #
# In the morning rise #
# My, oh, my #
不能再这样下去了 我快疯了 Oh, this has got to stop. I'm losing my mind.
你这样怎么睡得着？ How are you sleeping through this?
小关 关关 Kwanie? Kwan-Kwan!
? Keep up ?
很抱歉 你是谁？ Hi. So sorry. Who are you?
有个神经元锁住了你毕业舞会舞伴的古龙水味道 There's a neuron that holds the smell of your prom date's cologne.
另一个神经元含有你拉上礼服拉链的声音 Another neuron contains the sound of your dress being zipped up.
和你那一晚随之起舞 最爱的歌曲 And one for your favorite song you danced to that night.
你要去上班了？现在才凌晨三点 Are you going to work? It's 3:00 in the morning.
跟格瑞弗斯说吧 Tell that to Griffith.
-你房间那女孩是谁？-谁都不是 - Hey, who's that girl in your room? - No one.
你怎么会睡在这里？她会打呼吗？ Why are you down here? Does she snore?
我要继续睡觉了 I'm going back to sleep.
为了记住那一整晚 To remember the whole evening,
你需要这些神经元 全体互相沟通以制造出那晚的完整样貌 you need all of these neurons to communicate with each other to make a complete picture.
但当大脑经历过创伤 But when the brain experiences trauma,
这些神经元有可能会因缺氧而死亡 these neurons can be starved of oxygen and die.
他们上周忘了订货 Ugh, they forgot to place a supply order last week.
四寸的纱布垫只剩下最后一盒 We're down to the last case of 4x4.
-可以去心脏科偷吗？ -如果可以向诊间借到一位护士的话 - Can we steal from cardio? - If we can borrow a nurse for clinic.
对 没有我们 这个地方连一周都存活不了吧？ Yeah. How did this place survive a week without us?
我回答不出来 你认识一个叫诺拉杨的吗？ Beyond me. Hey, do you know a Nora Young?
认识 她在距离我家一条街的地方长大 她是我妹的朋友 怎么了？ Yeah, she grew up down the street from me. She was one of my sister's friends. Why?
梅根要送她来这里 尼氏手术导致她食道穿孔 Well, Megan's sending her here. She has a perfed esophagus from a Nissen procedure.
他们试图修补 但还是有漏洞 They tried to repair it, but it still has a leak.
我好多年没见到诺拉了 You know, I haven't seen Nora in years.
她这人很难相处 非常颐指气使而且情绪紧绷 She was kind of a pain. Very bossy and tightly wound.
我的意思是非常有自信且目标导向 I mean assertive and goal-oriented.
完整的记忆已不在 取而带之的是隐约的画面 Instead of complete memories, you're left with glimpses.
早安 Good morning.
希望你准备好上工了 I hope you are ready to hit the ground running.
关于基因靶向 我有一些新的想法 I've got some new ideas for genetic targets.
那是新的聚合酶连锁反应仪吗？哪里来的？ Is that a new PCR machine? Where'd that come from?
瑞吉森医生拿到了国卫院的补助 Dr. Ridgeson got an NIH grant.
凯特瑞吉森？ Kate Ridgeson?
她为什么要把她的仪器放在我的实验室？ Why's she putting her equipment in my lab?
这里现在是她的实验室了 It's her lab now.
# Get gone, gravity #
# You ain't got control on me #
对 Right.
当然罗 让实验室空一周实在没道理 Of course. No sense letting a lab sit idle for one whole week.
我会和营运部讨论一下 看看我可以用哪个房间 I will check in with operations and, uh, see what's available.
# Keep up #
一种气味 一种味道 一种感觉 A smell, a taste, a feeling.
早安 Morning.
一旦开始失去一些记忆… And once you start losing bits of memory...
我走楼梯吧 Guess I'll take the stairs.
…你便再也无法想起来 ...there's no way to get them back.
开门之前不是会先出现响铃声吗？ There is supposed to be a ding before the doors open.
-响铃声呢？-好的 我们先冷静下来 - Where was the ding? - Okay. Let's take a step back.
她看过很多人接吻 She's seen plenty of people kiss.
-她是我们的主管 我众多主管之一…-没错 - She's our boss, one of our many bosses-- - Exactly.
今天有很多更重要的事要她操心 She has way more important things to worry about today.
我们要像个狠角色一样抬头挺胸地走出去 We are gonna go out there, like the badasses we are,
-对 -彷佛没发生过任何事 like nothing happened,
一切会没事的 好吗？ and all will be well.
好的
你看到凯瑟琳了吗？ Have you seen Catherine?
她应该很快就会到了 Uh, she should be here soon.
-请排队 我比你先到 -这件事没办法等 - Excuse you. I was here first. - Well, this can't wait.
-你不是被解雇了吗？-我不会用那种字眼 - Uh, didn't you get fired? - I wouldn't use those words.
福斯医生 方便打扰你一下吗？ Dr. Fox, do you have a minute?
好的 我知道我们之间有歧见 Okay, I know we've had our differences,
但我想跟你谈谈 重回这里当住院医师主任的事 but I would like to talk to you about coming back as residency director.
福斯医生 我们约好了 要讨论我的研究 对吧？ We had an appointment to discuss my research. Didn't we, Dr. Fox?
打给我的助理约时间 麻烦你了 贝利医生 Call my assistant and make an appointment, Dr. Bailey, please.
为了这件事我特地穿了高跟鞋 Put on heels for this.
坐吧 Sit.
算你有些胆识 You've got some nerve.
怎么不说：“谢谢你” How about, "Thank you
大老远飞过来看我 for flying all the way across the country to check on me
因为没人知道 我正在接受巴德吉亚利综合征的治疗」？ 'cause no one knows I'm being treated for Budd-Chiari syndrome"?
你有蝴蝶绷带吗？ Do you have a butterfly?
-慢慢来 -不然呢？你要解雇我吗？ - Go easy, now. - Or what? You'll fire me?
去那里吧 好的 谢啦 Over there. Okay, thanks.
好的 但如果她是他的表妹 他为什么不直说就好 对吧？ Okay, but if she's his cousin, then why wouldn't he just say that, right?
-有个神秘女子来找关 -恭喜他 不关我的事 - Kwan has some mystery woman visiting. - Good for him. I don't care.
你们知道什么会很有趣吗？ You know what's gonna be fun?
当你在七月又变成了实习医生 而我们全都会是你的老板 - July, when you're an intern again and we're all your bosses. - Ha-ha.
-哈罗 早安 -早安 Hi. Hello. Hi. - Good morning. - Morning.
-关在哪里？-我来了 - Where's Kwan? -Here. I'm here.
好的 我还以为你病了 Okay, for a second there, I thought you were sick,
这提醒了我 如果你们觉得身体不适 就别聚在一起 Which is a great reminder. If you're feeling under the weather, do not get together,
因为你们可不能在短时间内集体生病 because I-I really-- I cannot have you dropping like flies.
我现在要来谈谈班表的事 I'm going to bring up the schedule now.
-她在这里做什么？-她想要我跟她说我们的事 - What's she doing here? - She wanted me to tell her about us.
在医院说？ At the hospital?
对 她拒绝离开 Yeah. She refused to leave.
我猜失忆症没有抹灭她的固执 Guess the amnesia didn't erase her stubborn streak.
好的 格瑞弗斯 你和艾特曼一组 Okay, so, Griffith, you're with Altman.
安田 你和贝尔川一组 Yasuda, you're with Beltran.
薛波回来了 所以米伦 你跟她待在神经科 Uh, Shepherd is back, so, Millin, you'll be with her in neuro.
关 你和杭特一组 亚当斯 Kwan, you're with Hunt. Oh, and, Adams,
看来你准备好 协助我做病况纪录了 it looks like you are all set to help me with progress notes.
尽管杜古的确指名要你 所以你来决定 Although Ndugu did request you, so it's your call.
也许我该去了解一下杜古要我做什么 Uh, maybe I should just see what Ndugu wants.
对耶 好主意 Oh, yeah. Great idea.
如果有人想交换的话 我这里有个空缺 Ooh, so if anybody wants to do a switcheroo,
-那么…我们… -当然没问题 好的 I have a spot open with me. So-- And we-- Sure. No. Okay. Yeah.
大家加油！ Go, team!
如果你拆开了敷料检查伤口 你就得重新包扎一次 If you take down a dressing to look at a wound, you have to redo it.
我有工作在身 好吗？ I have my own job, okay?
我没办法成天追着你跑 帮你收烂摊子 I can't follow you around all day cleaning up your messes.
她还真是有话直说 对吧？ She does not hold back, does she?
没错 She does not.
昨天的我还会反击 但今天的我想尝试新的做法 And yesterday I would've thrown down. But today I am trying something new.
是吗？什么新的做法？ Oh, yeah? What's that?
保持专业距离 Professional detachment.
我知道我争取不到儿科住院医生的缺 I know I'm not getting the peds fellowship.
有人把申请人的排名清单 落在护士站 我看到了 I saw the list of ranked applicants.Somebody left it at the nurses' station.
-很抱歉 我老早就想跟你说 -没关系 - I'm sorry. I-I wanted to tell you. - It's okay.
我知道我的外医国考成绩不太理想 I-I knew my ABSITE wasn't competitive enough,
而且我没有研究经验 and I don't have the research experience.
-我会找到别的出路的 -一定的 - I will find something else. - No question.
好的 我们去巡房吧 Alright, let's go round.
你知道有超过两百人冻死在圣母峰吗？ Did you know that there are more than 200 frozen dead people on Mount Everest?
-那没什么 -你听过泰坦尼克号这艘小船吗？ - That's nothing. - Ever hear of a little boat called the Titanic?
猫王死在马桶上 你可能不知道他是谁啦 Elvis died on the toilet. Not that you know who that is.
是因为心脏病发 不是便秘 有很多人搞错 Heart attack, not constipation.Common misconception.
-厉害 -我是帅气的院牧 - Lovely. - I'm the cool chaplain.
自从凯尔他妈过世之后 他就对死亡有点执迷 Ever since Cal's mom died, he's, uh, been a little obsessed with death.
我在你这个年纪的时候 很着迷于防腐处理 我懂你 Oh, I was obsessed with embalming when I was your age, so I get it.
-安田？-凯尔王 15岁 - Yasuda? -Cal Huang, 15.
八年前被诊断出有李佛美尼综合征 Diagnosed eight years ago with Li-Fraumeni syndrome,
这是种遗传性疾病 罹癌的可能性比正常人高 a genetic disorder associatedwith an increased likelihood of cancer.
他在两年前接受过肾上腺皮质癌的治疗 目前是处于缓解状态 He's in remission for an adrenocortical carcinomatrea ted two years ago.
诊间在检查过 他日益加剧的中背痛之后便安排他住院 Admitted from clinic for a work-up of his increasing mid-back pain.
他没办法睡觉 几乎没有食欲 He hasn't been able to sleep, barely has an appetite.
-是另一颗肿瘤 对吧？-先别急着下定论 - It's another tumor, isn't it? - Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
我们需要做更多检测 才能找到背痛的根本原因 We need to run some more tests to get to the bottom of this pain.
但目前的检测结果都没问题 But your labs have come back normal so far.
对 史密特医生说的没错 一步一步慢慢来 Yeah, Dr. Schmitt's right. One step at a time.
安田医生会带你去做电脑断层扫描 Dr. Yasuda will take you to get your CT scan,
结果出来之后 我会来看你 and I'll come check on you when we have the results.
现在方便讨论重启我研究计划 该如何募资的事吗？ Is now a good time to talk about getting the funding for my research project back?
你希望我的血栓塞爆血管吗？ Do you want my clot to just blow?
梅若迪丝？ Meredith.
你怎么没告诉我你回来了？ Why didn't you tell me you were coming back to town?
你改变心意了吗？你要回来福斯基金会了？ D-Did you change your mind? Are you back at the Fox Foundation?
-我还在处理一些细节 -那是什么意思？ - I'm working out the details. - What does that mean?
研究计划募资进行得怎么样了？ What's happening with the research funding?
-凯瑟琳有说什么吗？-现在不适合谈这个 - Did Catherine say something? - Now's not really a good time.
你为何不有话直说? Why won't you give me a straight answer?
我们等等再说好吗？ 我在帮病人检查 Can we talk about this later? I'm checking on a patient.
她的扫描结果出来了 肝癌？ Your scans are up. Liver cancer?
什么？ What?
那颗肝脏被肿瘤包围着 That liver's covered in tumors.
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杜古医生 我听说你指名要我？ Dr. Ndugu? I was told you requested me.
对 没错 皮尔斯医生说 你拒绝了她在芝加哥的邀约 Yeah, I did. Dr. Pierce said you declined her offer in Chicago.
对 那是个绝佳的机会 但我很满意我的现况 Yeah, it was a great opportunity, but I'm happy where I am.
我们这里也有很多绝佳的机会 Well, we have some great opportunities here, too.
要不你跟我们一起去技能室吧？ How about you join us today in the skills lab?
我们正在为这里的住院医师 Yeah, we're setting up a vascular anastomosis lab
成立血管吻合实验室 for the residents.
韦伯医生 我一直在找你 Dr. Webber, I've been looking for you.
我想谢谢你在我离开的这段时间 稳住这里的运作 I wanted to thank you for holding down the fort while I was gone.
我刚刚仔细看了一遍手术班表 贝利不在简直是一团糟 I was overlooking the OR schedule, and it is a mess without Bailey,
希望你不会介意 so I hope it's okay, but I took the liberty
我自作主张 帮你排满了接下来两周的行程表 of filling up your schedule for the next two weeks.
别担心 并不是只有疝气手术 And don't worry. It's not all hernias.
谁说你该做这种事？ Who said you should do that?
管理班表是主任的工作 Well, it's the chief's job to oversee the schedule.
你又不是主任 You're not the chief.
凯瑟琳说我可以复职了 Well, Catherine said that I had my job back.
你受聘的职务是心脏胸腔外科医师 You are employed as a cardiothoracic surgeon.
当你可以在不破坏任何规则 或不偷钱的状况下 Now, when you can do that job without breaking the rules
做好你的工作 or without stealing any money,
我们再来谈谈主任的可能生 then we'll see about chief.
了解 I see.
好的 谢谢 Okay. Thank you.
我们研究好一段时间了 We've been at this a while.
何不出去休息一下？ What do you say we, uh, get out of here, take a break?
-没有那个必要 -也许你不需要吧 - That's not necessary. - Maybe not for you.
我36个小时没有离开这家医院了 I haven't left the hospital in 36 hours.
你会打高尔夫球 对吧？ You golf, right?
你也来吧 亚当斯 You too, Adams.
你打算告诉我她是谁吗 或者得要我严刑逼供？ So, are you going to tell me who she is, or am I going to have to pry it out of you?
-欢迎回来 -谢啦 - Hey. Welcome back. - Thanks.
走吧 Let's go.
诺拉杨 46岁女性 Nora Young, 46, female.
尼氏胃底折叠术术后并发食道穿孔 Status post Nissen fundoplication, complicated by an esophageal perforation,
直接缝合后出现持续泄漏和感染 post primary repair with ongoing leak and infection.
-鲁斯特 看看你 长这么大了 -诺拉 - Rooster, look at you, all grown up. - Hi, Nora.
-她在跟你说话？-恐怕是的 - Is she talking to you? - Afraid so. Ah.
欧文…抱歉 杭特医生 天啊 听起来好奇怪 Owen-- Uh, sorry, Dr. Hunt. God, that sounds weird.
杭特医生在泰夫特中学1980年的年度制作 Dr. hunt played Roosterin Taft Middle School's nineteen eighty--
《安妮》…年份不是重点 重点是他饰演鲁斯特 oh, the year doesn't matter-- production of "Annie."
-你小时候是剧院咖？-听好 就演了这么一部 为了额外学分 - You're a theater kid? - Listen, I did one play for extra credit.
他穿着吊带裤 声音沙哑 He wore suspenders, and his little voice cracked.
好的 这是我太太 泰蒂艾特曼医生 Okay, uh, this is my wife, Dr. Teddy Altman.
-她会负责照顾你 -欢迎来到葛蕾史隆 - She's gonna be taking care of you. - Welcome to Grey-Sloan.
感激不尽 我知道你很忙 梅根说你是这里的老大 Thank you so much. I know you're busy. Megan said you're the boss.
是啦 我很乐意帮忙 Yeah. Well, I'm glad to help.
梅根的朋友就是我们的朋友 Any friend of Megan's is a friend of ours.
好的 我们会上传前一家医院的扫描档 然后再讨论接下来的安排 Alright, we'll upload those scans from the last hospital and take it from there.
-谢谢 -走吧 - Thank you. - Let's go.
-你没事吧？-没事 Hey, hey. Um... You okay?
没事 我很好 Yeah, yeah. I'm fine.
我得去主持洗礼 可以麻烦你把这个交给凯尔吗？ Hey, uh, I have to do a baptism. Could you give this to Cal?
棺材型录？ A coffin catalog?
对 他很想要迷彩的 Yeah, he-- he really wanted camo,
但我能找到最接近的选项就只有军事绿 but the closest I could find was Army green.
他才15岁 He's 15.
他患有遗传性疾病 先天便更容易罹癌 He has a genetic disorder that predisposes him to cancer.
好的 你不用跟我解释我病人的病状 Okay, you don't need to explain my patient's pathology to me.
如果你想把这个拿给他 我个人是强烈反对 If you want to give this to him, which I highly advise against,
你得亲手交给他 you'll have to do it yourself.
你能心平气和地看待死亡吗 医生？ Are you at peace with mortality, Doctor?
-神父 恕我直言…-是牧师才对 - Father, with all due respect-- -It's Reverend.
-但你叫我詹姆斯就好 -太好了 - But you can call me James. -Great.
容我先告辞了 我得回去工作 Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to get back to work.
那是棺材型录吗？ Is that a coffin catalog?
好消息是看起来像是 胸椎根的良性神经鞘瘤 So, good news is it looks like a benign schwannoma of the thoracic group,
但很大一颗 but it's huge.
有办法切除吗？ Can we resect it?
我想不出来有什么办法 太靠近脊椎了 I don't see how. It's so close to the spine.
看看那些还没安排手术的会诊 Look at all of the consults that haven't yet scheduled procedures
努力把一些尽快排进行程表 and try to get some of those on the books.
薛波医生 我不知道你回来了 Dr. Shepherd, I didn't know you were back.
对啦 我只是想要慢慢进入状况 Oh, well, yeah, just trying to ease back in.
抱歉耽误了你的原定行程 但你方便看一下这个吗？ Well, sorry to mess up your plans, but could you take a look at this?
我想不到正确的做法 I can't figure out the right approach.
-这是个难题 -是的 - Wow, that is a puzzle. - Yeah.
你有时间帮忙会诊一下吗？他很痛苦 Do you think you could squeeze in a consult? He's in a lot of pain.
我应该可以调整一下我的行程 I think I can probably shuffle some things around.
安排磁振造影 并针对这些扫描结果进行3D重建 Let's schedule an MRI and a spinal 3-D reconstruction on these scans.
就这样了 我会以这种方式死去 So this is it. This is how I die.
目前还是未知数 We don't know that.
我了解我的原发癌 梅若迪丝 I know my primary cancer, Meredith.
这次的扫描结果显示 要么是转移 要么是另一种癌症 The scan tells me it's mets or new cancer.
两个选项都很糟糕 Neither is a good option.
在我们做进一步检测之前 我们还不能确定 We won't know that for sure until we get further testing.
-别安抚我了 -好吧 - Don't placate me. -Fine.
你不想要我安抚你？ You don't want me to placate you.
-你得告诉理查 -不行 - You need to tell Richard. - No.
-他能帮助你度过这一关 -不行 梅若迪丝 - He can help you through this. - No, Meredith.
他会想要帮助你的 He would want to help you.
你知道我每年会出现多少并发症吗？ Do you know how many complications I have every year?
嗜中性白血球低下 背痛 胸痛 屁股痛 Low neutrophils, pain in my back, pain in my chest, pain in my ass.
我不希望理查每个月 每周都得惊慌失措 I don't want Richard panicking every month, every week,
放下手边所有的事 等着看我会不会死 putting his life on hold, waiting to see if I'm going to die.
尚未结束 还没走到终点 It's not over. This is not the end.
对你来说也许不是吧 但对我来说是 Maybe not for you, but it is for me.
就我目前的处境而言 这听起来会很奇怪 This is gonna sound weird given where I am right now,
但我觉得自己像个电影明星 but I feel like a movie star.
你说的对 这听起来的确很奇怪 You're right. That does sound weird.
我有四个孩子 I have four kids.
我的人生就是洗衣和做饭 My life is laundry and making lunches.
而今天我被飞机送来这里 And today I was whisked away in a plane,
你们拿不是我洗的毯子给我 and you're giving me blankets I didn't even wash.
你听起来可能觉得很可悲 Probably sounds so sad to you.
你在说笑吗？我无法理解妈妈们是怎么办到的 Are you kidding? I don't know how moms do it.
选择性5-羟色胺回收抑制剂和葡萄酒 至少我是这么做的 SSRIs and wine. At least that's how I do it.
你一直都想要个大家庭吗？ Do you always want a big family?
我想成为白宫记者 I wanted to be a White House reporter.
然后我认识了我先生 Then I met my husband.
他家在乡间有座甜菜农场 规模很大 His family has a sugar beet farm in the country. And it's this big operation.
每个农夫都需要太太的协助 Every farmer needs his wife.
过去式了 我们冗长的离婚谈判就快结束了 Needed. We're at the finish line of a long divorce.
-很遗憾 -我不这么觉得 - I'm sorry. - I'm not.
在这之后 我们会检视你的检测和电脑断层结果 After this, we'll check on your labs and CT,
然后艾特曼医生会过来讨论下一步 and then Dr. Altman will be back to discuss next steps.
她怎么会来到这一层楼？ How did she end up on this floor?
你和病人的孙女好上了吗？ Are you hooking up with a patient's granddaughter?
没有 No.
你不该出现在重症监护室 Hey, you shouldn't be here in the ICU.
我带了贝果给你 Um, I brought you a bagel.
我看你今早什么都没吃 I saw you didn't eat anything this morning.
我从来不吃早餐的 而这一点总是让你受不了 I never eat breakfast. And that used to drive you crazy.
那是一天最重要的一餐 Well, it's the most important meal of the day.
咖啡才是一天最重要的一餐 Coffee is the most important meal of the day.
如果我们订婚了 为什么我只有找到一张你的照片？ If we were engaged, why could I only find one photo of you?
我不知道 I don't know.
我们是怎么认识的？ How did we meet?
在一场万圣节派对上 At a Halloween party.
你打扮成巨型迪斯可球 You were dressed up as a giant disco ball.
大到你没办法进厕所门 It was so big that you couldn't fit in through the bathroom door.
我就排在你后面 I was waiting to go next,
你问我是否可以帮你压一下道具服 让你能够挤进去 and then you asked me if I could hug the costume so you could squeeze in.
我们看起来超蠢的 我们俩一直笑个不停 We looked so dumb, and we couldn't stop laughing.
然后我从道具服上 那些迷你镜子上看到你的倩影 And I saw your reflectionon the tiny little mirrors on the costume.
我记得我心想着 And I remember thinking...
「这个人的每个角度我都好喜欢」 there's no view of this person I didn't like.
能够被那样爱着一定很棒 Well, that must have been nice, to be loved like that.
我们为什么会分手？ Why did we break up?
-说来话长 -那是什么意思？ - It was complicated. - What does that mean?
蓝色代码 Code blue!
蓝色代码 四楼 手术重症监护室 Code blue, fourth floor...
立刻给我一辆急救车 I need a crash cart in here now!
蓝色代码 四楼 手术重症监护室 Code blue, fourth floor, surgical ICU.
从这里开球 There.
好的 吹东北风 Okay, northeasterly breeze.
让你们看看什么叫打高尔夫 Show you fellas how this is done.
不对 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh. No.
球洞不是在那里吗？ Isn't the hole over there?
-也许被太阳光照到眼睛了 -好的 我有点生疏了 - Maybe the sun got in his eyes. - Alright, I'm a little rusty.
没关系 亚当斯 你厉害吗？ That's okay. Adams, you any good?
还可以吧 I'm alright.
好的 Okay.
那叫还可以？ That was just alright?
跟我平常的球友比较起来的话 Well, compared to the guys I normally play with.
杜古医生 我认为这个年轻人刚刚对我们不敬 I think this young man just insulted us, Dr. Ndugu.
你也不是没看到我的球的落点 Hey, you saw where my ball went.
来看看我是否宝刀未老 Well, let's see if I still got it.
那球打得漂亮 Whew! That's a beauty right there.
有你好看的了 You're going down.
好的 告诉我最新状况 Alright, bring me up to speed.
她吐出了超过一升的血 我们再也测不到她血压 She vomited over a liter of blood. We can't get a read on her BP anymore.
她心肺快停了 She's about to code.
好的 那样的出血量 Alright, with this much bleeding,
有可能会是上消化道 或是主动脉食道瘘管 it could be an upper GI or an aorto-esophageal fistula.
格瑞弗斯 你来协助我放置明尼苏达管 Griffith, you're gonna help me place a Minnesota tube.
我需要需要科利克斯绷带 点滴和X光 I need Kerlix, an IV bag, and X-ray.
-放进去了 颜色已改变 -太好了 - I'm in. Color change noted. - Great.
格瑞弗斯 你放置过气囊吗？ Griffith, have you ever placed a balloon tamponade?
用这个 就跟放置口胃管一样 You're gonna take this. It is just like an OG tube.
把导管插入喉咙 放在气管内管后面 You are gonna place a catheter down the throat behind the ET tube.
好的 Yep.
-管子应该到胃里了 -充气胃内气球 - I think I'm in the stomach. - Inflate the gastric balloon.
好的 让我看一下 Alright, let me take a look.
完美 好的 把X光机推进来 Perfect. Alright, let's get X-ray out of here.
我们需要引发收缩 We need to engage traction.
好的 关 将抽吸器连接至食道口 Alright, Kwan, hook up suction to the esophageal port.
很好…很好 Good, good, good.
你说的对 出血口一定是来自于食道 You're right. Bleeding must be coming from the esophagus.
好的 给食道气球充气 在她心肺停止之前还有几秒的时间 Alright, inflate the esophageal balloon. We have seconds before she codes.
-我们该再吊一个单位吗？-对 - Should we hang another unit? - Yes.
-格瑞弗斯 目前状况如何？-食道球囊充气完成 - Where are we, Griffith? - Esophageal balloon is inflated.
大家辛苦了 接下来呢？ Great job, everyone. What's the plan?
进行血管腔内主动脉瘤修复术 和覆盖瘘管的支架置入术 TEVAR and stent to cover the fistula?
好的 关 预约介入放射科室 Excellent. Alright, Kwan, book and IR suite.
成功止血了 Bleeding has stopped.
贝利医生 Dr. Bailey.
贝利医生 我需要有人会诊 Dr. Bailey, I need a consult.
去问在这间医院工作的人吧 Oh, go ask someone on the payroll.
如果与早上的事有关 那我道歉 If this is about this morning, I'm sorry.
真的吗？ Are you?
当你摆明着阻拦我找回工作时 你看起来并没有抱歉的意思 Well, you didn't seem sorry when you brazenly got in the way of me trying to get my job back.
你也没有抱歉 对于悉尼赫伦还在 And you don't seem sorry at all that Sydney Heron
对我的实习医生呼来唤去的现况 is still bossing my interns around.
等等 悉尼赫伦回来了？ Wait. Sydney Heron's back?
对 带着她招牌的精力充沛 被动式攻击性的光环回来了 Yeah, in all her perky, passive-aggressive glory.
所以你需要有人会诊的话 呼叫她吧 So you need a consult, page her.
我才不要呼叫悉尼赫伦 I'm not paging Sydney Heron.
好哦 那就呼叫韦伯吧 Well, call Webber.
-我没办法 -为什么？ - I can't. - And why not?
因为这名病人不希望他知道 Because the patient doesn't want him to know.
好的 现在是什么状况？ Alright, what are we looking at?
神经鞘瘤已侵入脊柱 The schwannoma has invaded this spinal column,
现正压缩着脊髓 and now it is compressing the cord.
他撑了这么久 都没出现症状实在是不可思议 Well, it's incredible that he made it this long without becoming symptomatic.
对 他这辈子都在进出医院 Yeah, well, he spent his life in and out of hospitals.
此时他的疼痛耐受力变得非常高 At this point, his pain tolerance is very high.
我无法想象在15岁那年知道自己的细胞 Can't imagine being 15, knowing that every moment,
随时有可能会突变成癌症 your cells could be mutating into cancer,
却还是得出席几何学期末考是什么感觉 and still have to take a geometry final.
如果从前侧入手 我们就没办法接触到后侧边缘 If we do an anterior approach, we won't be able to assess the posterior margins.
如果从后侧入手 我们就没办法接触到前侧边缘 And if we go in posteriorly, we can't access the thoracic component.
我们可以在手术期间把他翻过来吗？ Can we just turn him over during surgery?
如果他侧躺的话 我们就没必要这么做 Well, we wouldn't have to if he's on his side.
贝尔川医生 你可以做开胸手术 从前方进行到后方 Dr. Beltran, you could open his chest and work from front to back,
而我可以做脊椎手术 从后到前 and then I could open his back and work my way forward.
你认为风险太高了？ You think that's too risky?
我认为凯尔仅存的就只剩风险 我们去和他和他父亲谈谈 I think risky is all Cal has. Let's go talk to him and his dad.
-凯尔不在他的病房 -他人呢？ - Um, Cal's not in his room. - Where is he?
牧师说他要带他去一个地方 叫我们不用担心 The chaplain said that he was taking him somewhere and not to worry.
干嘛？ What?
他是照护团队的一员 He's part of the care team.
诺拉有主动脉食道瘘管 Nora has an aorto-esophageal fistula,
我找不到人协助我修复她的食道 and I can't find anyone to help me repair her esophagus.
为什么没人回应六号手术室？ Why is no one answering OR six?
我肯定一定找得到帮手 I'm sure we can find someone to help.
你会魔法吗？你能凭空变一个人出来吗？ Are you magic? Can you just pull someone out of thin air?
因为贝利在对街工作 理查今天休假 Because Bailey works across the street, Richard has taken the day off,
而悉尼赫伦正在做紧急清创手术 and Sydney Heron's in an emergency debridement.
-悉尼赫伦是谁？-她接手了贝利的工作 - Who's Sydney Heron? - She's the new Bailey.
需要花一些时间才会喜欢上她 而我永远不会有那一天 And she's an acquired taste which I will never have.
我相当确定理查不会介意 进来协助紧急状况 Pretty sure Richard wouldn't mind coming in for an emergency.
我觉得那不是个好主意 I don't think that's a good idea.
为什么? Why not?
他闭着眼睛 都有办法做食道支架置放手术 He could do an esophageal stent in his sleep.
理查不愿意卸下主任的位子 他说他没办法信任我 Richard is not stepping down from chief. He said that he doesn't trust me.
所以我认为我不该和他一起动手术 So I don't think that he and I should be operating together.
最后的处理工作麻烦你了 谢谢 Could you finish up in here, please? Thanks.
他没办法信任你是什么意思？ What do you mean he said he doesn't trust you?
我意思是你怎么回他的？ What did you say to that?
我什么都没说 他心意已决 好的 你知道我打算怎么做吗？ Nothing. His mind is made up. Alright, you know what I'm gonna do?
我要把理查叫进来 然后把手术交出去 I am gonna call in Richard, and I'll just replace myself.
贝克曼可以胜任 Beckman can do it.
不行 诺拉是为了你才大老远跑来这里 食道支架手术交给我吧 No, Nora came all this way to see you.I'll do it. I'll stent the esophagus.
这是你重返创伤外科的第一天 Tis is your first day back in the trauma room.
而你是这家医院最优秀的心胸外科医生 And you are the best damn CT surgeon in this whole hospital.
-让我帮你吧 -谢谢 - Let me help. - Thank you.
好的 我们手术室见 Okay. I'll see you in the OR.
她不想接受任何侵入性治疗 She doesn't want any type of intervention.
我基本上得按住她 才能帮她抽血 I practically had to hold her down for her blood draw.
我不怪她 她有过惨痛的经历 I don't blame her. She's been through a lot.
我以为你和凯瑟琳最近处得不太好 I didn't think you and Catherine were exactly on good terms these days.
你和你所有的病人都处得很好吗？ Are you on good terms with all of your patients?
她是个开路先锋 我尊敬她 She's a trailblazer. I respect her.
她替大家铺路 让我看到了可能性 She paved the way, showed me what was possible.
我的职涯发展多亏了她 即使我现在已经被边缘化了 I owe her my career, even if I'm sidelined right now.
但说句公道话 那是我的决定 Although, in fairness, that was my decision.
好的 听好 这些肿块看起来 已经长了好一段时间了 Okay, look, see, these masses look like they've been growing for a while.
你不认为到现在 也该转移到别的地方了吗？ By now, wouldn't you think there'd be metsin other places, too?
有可能是另一种原位癌 It could be a different primary cancer.
如果根本不是癌症呢？ What if it isn't cancer at all?
也许是血管瘤 或其他因缺血导致的脂肪变化 Maybe hemangiomas or other fatty changes from ischemia.
可能性微乎其微 The odds of that are almost nonexistent.
她可是凯瑟琳福斯 It's Catherine Fox.
任何事都有可能 Anything's possible.
对 我喜欢
你们在这里做什么？ Hey, what are you doing out here?
计划我的丧礼 以防万一我死了 Just planning my funeral in case I croak.
你还活得好好的 You're not dying.
你长了一颗良性肿瘤 我们今天就会将肿瘤切除 What you have is a benign tumor that we are going to remove today.
安田 请你带凯尔回病房好吗？ Yasuda, will you please take Cal up to his room?
好的 我们要走罗 Alright. Train's leaving.
他想要计划他的丧礼 He wanted to plan his funeral.
我知道他很有可能会得到更多种癌症 I know that he'll likely get more cancers,
而且我知道其中一种 很可能会夺走他的性命 and I know that one of them will probably take his life.
但我现在不能想着那件事 But I can't think about that right now,
因为我得专注在切除那颗挤压他脊柱的 because I have to focus on removing the gigantic one
巨型肿瘤 that's impinging on his spine.
你的上帝情结还真不轻 That's quite the God complex you have there.
-我在做我的工作 -去你的工作 当个人吧 - I'm doing my job. - Screw your job. Be a person.
他对死亡如此执迷 那些事实 那些笑话 那表示他在害怕 His whole obsession with death,the facts, the jokes-- he's scared.
他在告诉你他在害怕 He's telling you he is scared.
他患有无药可救的遗传性疾病 He has an incurable genetic disease.
那点我帮不了他 我没办法让那个疾病消失 I can't fix that for him. I can't make that go away.
如果我办不到 我拍胸脯保证你也无计可施 And if I can't, there's sure as hell nothing you can do.
听好 你的学历也许比我高 Look, you might have more schooling than me.
你得到的尊重也比我多… You might get more respect.
但你并非无所不知 You don't have all the answers
你就是吗？ And you do?
我没有任何解答 I don't have any answers.
我能做的就只有倾听 All I can do is listen.
你该试试 You should try it.
找到了 Found it!
不 那是颗石头 Oh, no. It's a rock.
你舅舅和我到了夏天 每周都有固定的高尔夫球局 Your uncle and I had a standing game every week in the summer.
对 他万事精通 超讨人厌的 Yeah, he was obnoxiously good at everything.
对 除了高尔夫球之外 他那种击球的方式可不行 Not golf. All the way he shanked that ball.
你的球技怎么会如此高超？ How'd you get to be so good?
我爸逼我练习 Oh, my dad pushed me to learn.
说在某个时刻将会 有助于我和同事之间的社交互动 Said it'd helped me socialize with my colleagues one day.
我想他的确言之有理 I guess he had a point.
对呀 有时候我会忘了 Yeah, sometimes I forget.
和同事一起出来走走有多棒 It's nice to get out of the hospital with your colleagues.
其实现在想起来 Actually, now that I think about it,
你舅舅和我以前常和菲尔科波曼一起打球 your uncle and I used to play with Phil Kopelman.
他是耳鼻喉科医生 He's an ENT,
但他现在在 毕业后医学教育评监委员会负责外展活动 but now he runs the outreach over at the ACGME.
不妨打个电话给他 Wouldn't hurt to give him a call.
你认为他可以为我的 补救措施做点什么吗？ You think he could do something about my remediation?
他是个公平的家伙 He's a fair guy.
如果他认为惩罚不当 I mean, if he doesn't feel that the punishment fits the crime,
我肯定他会尽力而为 I'm sure he'll do what he can.
但别告诉凯瑟琳我说过这句话 But, um, don't tell Catherine I said that.
-不会的 我们说话的机会不多 -找到了 - Yeah, we don't talk that much. - Here it is.
你们看看 离果岭不算太远 Look at that. Not too far from the green.
杜古 那个状况不好处理 You're still in the rough, Ndugu.
-现在不是个好时机 -我们只需要两分钟 - This is not a good time. - We just need two minutes.
我没心情争论任何人的雇佣状态 I am not in the mood to debate anybody's employment status.
我们是来讨论你的健康状况 We're here to discuss your health.
我的健康状况很好 多谢关心 My health is fine. Thank you.
-她看过扫描了 -该死 葛蕾 - She's seen the scans. - Damn it, Grey.
我绝对会告你违反健保转责法 You can believe that I'm gonna sue you for breaking HIPAA.
你的律师知道我的联络方式 我需要有人会诊 Your lawyers know where to find me. I needed a consult.
你就不能让我有尊严地默默死去吗？ Can't you give me the dignity of just dying in private?
但如果不是癌症呢？ But what if it isn't cancer?
你也看过扫描了 You saw the scans.
没错 尽管状况令人担忧 I did, and while they are concerning,
但这次的病变仍有可能是 there's a chance that the lesionsare a benign finding
是你亚急性吉亚利综合征的良性现象 of your subacute Budd-Chiari syndrome.
我们可以做切片来找出答案 And we could do a biopsy to find out.
我的肝被病变包围着 My liver is teeming with lesions.
做切片可能会造成失血 中风 A biopsy could cause bleeding, a stroke.
很危险 太荒谬了 It's dangerous. It's absurd.
你怎么能够提出这种建议？ Why would you even recommend that?
因为是理查教我这么做的 Because it's what Richard taught me to do.
而我认为这会是他想要的 And I think it's what he would want.
理查的耳朵在发痒 Richard's ears are burning.
理查：你在办公室吗？我很快就会过去一趟
发生了什么事？ Um, what's happening?
我不知道 她中风了吗？ I don't know. Is she having the stroke now?
快啊 你们想聊是吗？那就来聊吧 Well, come on. Y'all want to talk? Let's go talk.
好哦 Okay, okay.
康宁汉医生请至手术室 Dr. Cunningham to the OR.
奈玛康宁汉医生请至手术室 Dr. Nyema Cunningham to the OR.
你的病人还好吗？ How's your patient doing?
我几分钟后就得带她进手术室 I have to take her up to surgery in a few minutes.
-那表示你会有一点空档可以聊聊吗？-我真的该回去楼上了 - Oh, does that mean you have a minute to talk? - I really should head back upstairs.
在我弄清楚我们之间的 来龙去脉之前我无法离开这里 I can't leave here until I know our whole story.
我发誓我没有占你便宜的意思 我知道你的时间很宝贵 I swear, I'm not trying to take advantage. I know your time is valuable.
我们之间的来龙去脉真的有这么重要吗？ Does it really matter what happened?
你看起来似乎很快乐 You seem happy.
但那不代表我不想知道答案 That doesn't mean I don't want answers.
在戴夫之前 I mean, until Dave,
这是我的一生当中最重要的一段关系 this was the most significant relationship in my entire life.
我不知道为什么会结束 如果是你的话 你不会想知道吗？ I have no idea why it ended. I mean, wouldn't you want to know?
你没有我照片的原因是因为你全都删掉了 You don't have any pictures of mebecause you deleted them all.
某天晚上当我到家时 我看到你倒在地上哭泣 I came home one night, and you were crying on the floor.
你发现了我在外面偷吃 You had found out that I had cheated on you.
听好 我们当时很年轻 We-- We were young.
婚礼就快到了 而我一直想着我妈不会出席的事 The wedding was getting closer, and I kept thinking about how my mom wasn't gonna be there.
那是个喝醉之后犯下的愚蠢错误 And it was a stupid, drunk mistake
之后我每天都活在后悔当中 that I have regretted every single day since.
听好 我肯定当时的我一定感到很心碎 I'm sure it was devastating at the time,
但我现在没事了 but I'm okay now.
你没有什么好后悔的 You don't have anything to regret.
我根本还没告诉你最糟糕的部分 I haven't even told you the worst part.
我们吵了一架之后 你开车离开… After we fought, you got in the car.
一个小时之后 我接到电话说你出事了 And an hour later, I got a call that you had been in a wreck.
那场意外 The accident?
对 那件事不能怪任何人 Yeah, well, that was nobody's fault.
不 如果你那时没有那么生气… No, but if you hadn't been so upset, then I--
我很久以前就不再这么想了 I stopped thinking that way a long time ago.
我现在释怀了 I'm at peace with it.
我得以重新开始 I got to start over.
麻烦继续抽吸 More suction, please.
-那里的状况如何？-正在下刀最后一个切口 - Alright, how's it going over there? - Making my final cut.
太好了 再多收缩一些 Great. Millin, more traction.
好的 请把盆子准备好 我要切除最后一块了 Alright, someone get a basin ready.I'm going to remove the last piece.
整个肿瘤都切除了吗？ We got the whole tumor?
最后确认得做病理切片 但就我看来 边缘没什么问题 Well, path will confirm, but to my eye, the margins look good.
不…糟糕 他在出血 No, no, no, no, no, no. He's bleeding.
-哪里？-我看不到 - Where? - I can't see.
-你那一侧有什么问题吗？-没有 没什么问题 - Do you have anything on your side? - No, nothing.
-吸水垫 -会不会是供血给肿瘤的血管在出血？ - Lap pads.Could it be bleeding from the vessel feeding the tumor?
看起来像是来自于正常组织 It seems to be coming from normal tissue.
找到了 史密特医生说对了 Ah, found it. Dr. Schmitt is correct.
是来自于肋间动脉 It's coming from an intercostal artery.
米伦 我要你负责缝合 Millin, I'm gonna have you tie it off.
请给我直角钳和丝线 Right angle and silk tie, please.
谢谢 Thank you.
你可以吗？ You got it?
-好了 像这样吗？-对 很好 - Alright. Like this? - Yeah. Good.
确保是方结 Make sure the knot is square.
-非常好 -接下来呢？ - That's great. - Okay. What now?
现在开始庆祝吧 Now we celebrate.
大家辛苦了 Great job, everybody.
史密特医生 我们带他去术后恢复室之后 Dr. Schmitt, after we take him to post-op,
你想告诉他爸这个好消息吗？ would you like to tell his dad the good news?
没问题 On it.
展开支架 我不觉得她有多专横 Deploying the stent. She didn't seem bossy to me.
诺拉和梅根以前常叫我投球 让她们练习打击 Nora and Megan used to make me pitch batting practice to them,
而且她们会刁难我 and they would heckle me,
用非常难听的字眼 容我补充一下 in very colorful language, I might add.
但她没料到她会把命交到你手上 Bet she didn't expect to put her life in your hands.
-好的 准备注射染色剂 -好的 - Okay, let's get ready to inject the dye. - Okay.
该死 给我一个气球来做扩张 Damn it. Get me a balloon for dilation.
-格瑞弗斯 你看到了什么？-出血来自于支架 - Griffith, what do you see? - Blood is coming from the stent.
正确 关 下一步是？ Correct. Kwan, next steps?
把气球充气 将支架推入主动脉壁以止血 You dilate the balloon to push the stent into the aortic wall to stop the leak.
非常好 好的 插入气球 Good job. Alright. Inserting the balloon.
好的 气球进去了 帮气球充气 Alright, balloon is in. Inflating the balloon.
很好 Good.
好的 注射染剂 Alright, inject the dye.
出血止住了 Leak is fixed.
-大家表现得太好了 -我们来将导引鞘拔除 - Great work, everyone. - Let's remove the sheath
杭特医生就能够放置食道支架 so Dr. Hunt can place the esophageal stent.
手术结果再完美也不过 The surgery couldn't have gone better.
-谢谢 -凯尔是个很棒的孩子 - Thank you. - Cal's a great kid.
当他醒来后 我会找一个 精采得要命的死亡真相给他 When he wakes up, I found a killer death fact for him.
我真的不是故意讲双关语的 Oh. That was actually unintentional.
-给我乐耐平 -这是怎么回事？ - Get me lorazepam. - What's happening?
-呼叫贝尔川和薛波 -好的 - Page Beltran and Shepherd. - Okay.
好的 你没事 我在这里 You're okay. I'm here.
你们看看 这才叫做小鸟 Now, that's what you call a birdie.
我想说如果我们比的是美式橄榄球的话 I'd just like to state that if we played football,
我会把你们打得落花流水 I would have wiped the floor with both of you.
-我不会把话讲得这么满 -麻烦你去还车好吗？ - I wouldn't be so sure. - Why don't you go return the cart?
我们还有一点时间 Well, we still got some daylight.
想去练习场打几杆吗？ You want to go hit some on the driving range?
怎样啦？ What?
你难道看不出来你担心 You don't see how ridiculous it is
在手术室里失去精力这件事有多可笑吗？ that you're worried about losing steam in the operating room?
你比实习医生还更专注 更有耐力 You've got more focus and stamina than an intern.
听好 高尔夫球不一样 好吗？ Look, golf is different.
不 没那么不一样 It's not that different.
两者都需要耐力和专注力 强烈的动力和热情 Both take endurance and concentration,that fire in your belly.
听好 我犯了一个错 Look, I made a mistake.
我们都会犯错 Yeah, we all make mistakes.
不是每个人都超过65岁 Not everybody is over 65.
对 但我不相信 别误会我 Yeah, I don't buy it. Don't get me wrong.
你会反思是件好事 It's good that you're taking stock.
这是负责任的表现 It'd be irresponsible not to.
但从我的观点看来 你仍然锐不可当 But from where I stand, you're still going strong.
为什么地上一定要有花生壳？ Why do they have to have peanut shells on the floor?
你想换个地方吗？ Uh, do you want to go someplace else?
对街就有一间很不错的寿司餐厅 There's a nice, um, sushi restaurant across the street.
不用了 理查绝对料不到我会来这种地方 No, this is the one place Richard won't think to look for me.
你想讨论你的选项吗？ Would you like to discuss your options?
我了解这样做的利弊 I understand my pros and cons.
我不确定的是我是否有毅力 有精力 What I don't know is if I have the fortitude, the energy.
我的身体很疲惫 而你们所要求的… My body is tired. And what you're asking,
更多的手术 另一种治疗… more surgery,another treatment--
除非那是良性的 Unless it's benign.
我们知道概率微乎其微 We know the odds of that are minuscule.
但并非完全不可能 But they're not nothing.
凯瑟琳福斯 我对你有更高的期望 Catherine Fox, well, I expected more from you.
所有的天花板都被你打破了 战胜了所有挑战 You have shattered every glass ceiling, beaten every odd.
对吧？你现在为何要放弃了？ Right? Why are you giving up?
如果你想讨回工作 你最好注意你说话的口气 贝利医生 You better watch your tone if you want your job back, Dr. Bailey.
听好 有必要的话 我会找别的工作 Look, I'll find another job if I need to,
但拜托哦 你有这么多 值得活下来的原因 你何不努力看看？ but come on, you have so much to live for. Why won't you try?
你以为我就只是枯坐着 Do you think I'm just sitting back,
等着死神来把我带走吗？ waiting for death to come and snuff me out?
大部分的日子里 我觉得自己还是那个 把世界踩在脚下的年轻女子 Most days I feel like the same young woman I was with the world at my feet.
但我不相信奇迹 我相信科学 But I don't believe in miracles. I believe in science.
而科学对我不利 And the science is not on my side.
也许是 也许不是 Maybe. Or maybe not.
但除非做切片 否则我们无法确定 But we won't know unless you let us do the biopsy.
你有多少病人战胜了概率？ How many of your patients have beaten the odds?
他们可以 为何你不行？ Why them and not you?
好吧 就来做这该死的切片吧 Fine. Do the damn biopsy.
但你们其中一人得买单 But one of you pay for the drinks.
我很开心你决定打给梅根 I'm glad you called Megan when you did.
你的病情比任何人以为的都严重得多 You were a lot sicker than anyone realized.
我们差点就要失去你了 We almost lost you.
对 但现在你会完全康复 Yeah, but now you're gonna make a full recovery.
谢谢你们大家 Thank you, all of you.
-不客气 - Our pleasure.
是梅根 我方便告诉她你的最新状况吗？ It's Megan. Are you okay if I give her the update?
请吧 多亏了她 我才能活下来 Please. I owe her my life.
好的 我们来预约一些术后化验 Okay, let's order some post-op labs.
-好的 -谢谢 - Mm-hmm. - Thanks.
你长大之后真的跟你爸很像 You really grew up to look like your dad.
我不敢相信你还记得他 I can't believe you remember him.
当他过世的时候你才六七岁吧？ I mean, you must have been 6 or 7 when he died.
他有一次为了让我 能够抓到单杠 而把我放在他肩上 He put me on his shoulders once so I could reach the monkey bars.
我一辈子忘不了 I never forgot it.
很高兴见到你 It was good seeing you.
我用最快速度赶来了 到底是… I got here as fast as I could. What are--
我的天 弥漫性内生性脑桥胶质瘤 Oh, my God. Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma.
伴随卫星病灶 With satellite lesions.
但他每年都有做全身扫描 刚好忽略了那个部位吗？ But he gets yearly full-body scans. This was just missed?
有可能是上一次做扫描的时候还太小 It could have been too small to catch on his last one.
这是一种生长快速的恶性脑瘤 I mean, this is a rapid-growing malignant brain tumor.
很快就会开始影响他所有的生命机能 Soon it is gonna start affecting all of his vital functions--
呼吸 血压 心率 breathing, blood pressure, heart.
我们完全不能为他做些什么吗？放疗 化疗？ Isn't there anything we can do for him? Radiation, chemo?
我们可以让他做放疗 I mean, we could put him through radiation,
但那也许只是让他痛苦地多活两个月 but it'll give him maybe two agonizing months.
那等于是判处死刑了 So it's a death sentence.
我去告诉凯尔和他爸 I'll go talk to Cal and his dad.
我来吧 我来告诉他们 I'll do it. I'll tell them.
是凯伦护士的生日 It's Nurse Karen's birthday.
我们为了婚礼试吃过十几种蛋糕 而你想要柠檬口味的 We tried a dozen different cakes for our wedding. And you wanted lemon.
我想那其实是我们吵过最大的一架 I think that was actually our biggest fight.
这件事每次都让我觉得很怪 It never gets less weird.
我才刚认识你 但同时我们五年前为蛋糕大吵过 I mean, I just met you, but we also fought about cake fight years ago.
你打破了时空连续体理论 You've broken the space-time continuum.
# How to know the storm is close #
是的 Yeah.
# And not to fear it #
我明白我为什么喜欢你了 I see why I liked you.
是吗？ Yeah?
你很搞笑 而且聪明 You're funny and you're smart.
你知道当你微笑的时候 你的眼睛会像这样闪闪发光吗？ You know, and when you smile, your eyes do this... this sparkly thing.
不 才没有 No, no, no.
# ...to the end #
看吧？有够搞笑 See? Funny.
是的 而且你会带蛋糕给我 You know, and you bring me cake,
就算你花了一整天的时间忙着救人 even when you've spent all day saving other people's lives.
我对于我失去的记忆 没有任何感觉 因为… I don't have feelings about the memories that I've lost, because,
你无法思念你不知道发生过的事 I mean, you can't miss something that you didn't know happened in the first place.
但我真希望我记得你 But I wish I remembered you.
# Every little drop of rain #
我…天啊 我很抱歉 I am-- I'm so, so sorry.
-没关系 -我…不 这实在是… - It's fine. - No, no, it's, uh--
-没关系 -不…不对 这实在是… - It's fine. - No, no, no, it's--
我今天累坏了 我的思绪很乱 而且… it's been a long day. There's a lot going on in my mind.
没事的 你很好 You're good. It's okay.
我该…回去工作了 Um, I should-- I should get back inside.
# With the grand design #
但如果… But if...
如果你有任何需要… if you ever need anything, you--
我知道去哪里找你 I know where to find you.
好的
# Dance me to the end #
# Back to where it all began #
# Sing me home, sing me home #
我还能活多久？ How long do I have?
# Sing me home #
可能是几周或几个月 Uh, it could be anywhere from weeks to months.
就这样？ That's it?
我很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
你知道当学期结束 Do you-- Do you have that feeling when school's over
你和朋友在外面玩乐的感觉吗？ and you're outside playing with all your friends
你们会感到夏天永远不会结束 and it feels like summer could last forever?
那是因为我们对时间的感受不是固定的 It's because our perception of time isn't fixed.
两个月也可以感觉像是十年 Two months could feel like 10 years,
而十年可以转瞬即逝 and 10 years can go by in a blink of an eye.
我们可以在几个月之内做很多事 We-- We can cram a lot into a few months.
# Sing me home #
我不想死 I don't want to die.
# Oh, sing me home #
这样吧 Um...
在你死前 你想做些什么？ What do you want to do...... before you die?
你一直想要去参加太空营 You've always wanted to go to space camp.
-好的 -那是个好活动 - Okay. - That's a good one.
还有呢？ What else?
我想去看麦金利山 I want to go see Mount McKinley.
重读《魔戒》 And reread "Lord of the Rings."
那也是我的最爱之一 That is-- That is literally one of my favorites, too.
你打出低于标准杆的成绩吗？没事啦 Oh, you come in under par? It's okay.
杜古告诉我你们去打高尔夫球了 Ndugu told me that you guys hit the links.
-对 我打得还不错 -那一定很棒 - I did fine. - Must be nice.
那是什么意思？ Sorry?
我从来没交过位高权重的朋友 Oh, I've just never had friends in high places.
如果你意有所指的话 那并不是我在这里的原因 That's not why I'm here, if that's what you're implying.
我是我班上外医国考的榜首 I got the highest ABSITE score in my class.
原来是这样的哦？ Oh, is that-- is that how it works?
你考上榜首 然后他们就会带你去打高尔夫？ Get the highest score, and then they take your golfing?
我想我该多用功点 Guess I should have studied more.
都是梅根的功劳 I have to hand it to Megan.
她知道有地方不对劲 她力求要把事情做对 She knew something was wrong, and she pushed to make it right.
梅根打了几通电话 你救人一命 Megan made a few phone calls. You saved a life.
-我很快就回来 -好的 - I'll be right back. - Yeah.
韦伯医生 Dr. Webber.
我想拿回主任的工作 I want chief back.
好的 Okay.
我准备了长篇大论 来告诉你我值得这份工作的原因 I have a whole speech about why I deserve it.
艾特曼 见好就收吧 Take the win, Altman.
# Give me something real to long for #
-我还要再待一会儿 -去做你需要做的事吧 - I'm gonna stay a little later. - Go do what you need to do.
# Every time I feel safe #
# I find a trapdoor #
# If I'm down #
今天真是够了 Today can suck it.
# At least I know the score #
那个可怜的孩子 That poor kid. Mm-hmm.
有个没那么令人难过的消息 In less depressing news,
我撞见两名实习医生在电梯里接吻 I caught two interns kissing in the elevator.
好耶 Oh, nice.
还记得我们在当实习医生时 Remember when we were interns
总觉得前途一片光明吗？ and our futures felt so bright?
一切都有可能 Everything was possible.
现在我相当肯定梅若迪丝有事瞒着我 Now I'm pretty sure Meredith is hiding something from me.
而我的部门趁我不在的时候 把我的案子全都转给别人了 And my department reassigned all of my cases while I was gone.
我不知道接下来该怎么办 I don't know what to do next.
我知道 I do.
我想说欢迎你回来 但我其实也才刚回来 - Hi. - Hi. I'd say welcome back, but I've been gone, too.
我们还没回来 Uh, we're not back.
我们需要你的帮忙 我们要在诊间进行一项手术 We need your help. We're doing a procedure in the clinic.
可以安排一位刷手护士给我们吗？ Can we have a scrub nurse?
刷手护士？在诊间？ A scrub nurse in the clinic?
好的 主治医生是谁？ Okay, who's the attending?
拜托哦 Oh, come on.
-我才刚要回我的工作 -我知道 - I just got my job back. - I know,
而且我还知道是我害你失去工作的 and I also know that I'm the one responsible
如果不是碰上了生死一线间的状况 我绝对不会向你开口 for you losing it, and I would never ask you if this wasn't a matter of life and death.
好吧 别让我后悔做出这个决定 Okay. Don't make me regret it.
那还真是不容易 你还好吗？ That was rough. You okay?
我以为如果我不理会疼痛 I thought, uh, that if I walled off the pain...
就不会觉得痛 that it wouldn't hurt.
但是… But...
我错了 I was wrong.
# Sail #
我们可能并不介意失去某些记忆 There are some memorieswe probably wouldn't mind losing.
死亡 分手 困境 The deaths, the breakups, the hard times.
你就要回家了吗？ You heading out soon?
我正在修正赫伦的病况纪录 I'm catching up on Heron's progress notes.
当你重新实习 再过一次 做纪录 换绷带的日子 What is gonna happen when you're repeating intern year,
而我可以开刀时 到时会发生什么事？ doing notes, changing bandages,and I get to operate?
? The sound is hypnotizing ?
这件事与你无关 This isn't about you.
我不想被别人保住 I don't want to be bailed out.
我的家人就是那样 That's what my family does.
但我不想变成那种人 But I don't want to be that person.
我想要为我犯下的错负责 I want to take responsibility for my mistakes.
# Time #
但有一点点是因为我 对吧？ But it is a little about me, right?
? Here freedom comes ?
但记忆就跟神经元一样 会一起合作让你成为你自己 But memories, like neurons, work together to make you who you are.
# Release the weight I'm carrying #
# And join with the horizon #
怎么搞的？ What?
散开 占领 Back out! Take cover!
# Watch me fly #
你没事吧？ Hey. You okay?
# Sail #
如果我们只记得开心的日子… If all we remembered were the good times...
好的 准备好投降吧 Alright. Prepare to be vanquished.
我要毁灭你 Oh, I am going to destroy you.
我们的友情就不会这么坚固… ...our friendships wouldn't be as strong...
茱尔丝 你在做什么？离开角落 Jules, what are you doing? Get out of the corner!
对 听她的 Yep, listen to her.
你没事吧？ You okay?
我没事 亲爱的 I'm fine, baby.
我们的爱就不会这么甜蜜 ...and our loves wouldn't be as sweet.
我亲爱的 # Oh, my love #
你吻我一千次 # A thousand kisses from you #
永远不嫌多 # And it's never too much #
我就是不想停下来 # And I just don't want to stop #
我亲爱的 # Oh, my love #
别这样 我最喜欢听你唱歌了 Come on. I love it when you sing.
在你怀里待上数千年 # A million days in your arms #
-永远不嫌多 -永远不嫌多 # And it's never too much, And it's never too much #
-我就是不想停下来 -就是不想停下来 # And I just don't want to stop #
-永远不嫌多 -永远不嫌多 # Never too much, never too much, never too much #
因此 好的坏的都紧紧抓牢吧 So cling to the bad along with the good.
有一天 你会庆幸你这么做了 One day you'll be glad you did.
字幕翻译：欧德慧