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-* wistful music -[crying]
-* 忧伤的音乐 -[哭泣]
[Liliana] He wanted to be
[莉莉安娜] 他想成为
buried here.
埋葬于此。
There's a spot, marked on a map.
地图上标出了那个地点。
I know the spot.
我知道那个地方。
I can't remember his face.
我记不起他的长相了。
If I were you, I wouldn't listen.
如果我是你， 我不会听的。
Play it.
播放它。
[metal straining, clattering]
[金属摩擦声、碰撞声]
[Preston] Jesus! Fuck, Paul!
[普雷斯顿] 我的天！去你的，保罗！
-[Paul] Just hold on. -[Preston] Christ.
-[保罗] 坚持住。 -[普雷斯顿]基督。
Stacy!
斯黛西！
Oh, my God.
我的天啊。
I heard him die.
我听到他去世的声音。
[Van] As much as I like sitting here,
[经过] 虽然我很喜欢坐在这里，
it hurts more than you'll ever know.
更痛 比你想象的还要多。
So, if you're wondering how I feel about you,
所以，如果你想知道 我对你的感觉，
I feel enough to sit here and take it.
我觉得足够了 坐在这里收下。
[Stacy] Abby,
[斯泰西] 艾比，
if I were you, I would
如果我是你，我会
set my hooks pretty deep in that one.
准备好我的鱼钩 在那件事上我陷得很深。
They're not making any more men like him.
他们没有生产 还有像他这样的人吗？
[laughing]
[笑]
I wonder if you know how happy this would make him.
我想知道你是否知道 这会让他多么高兴啊。
It would fill his heart.
这会让他感到无比满足。
Tomorrow, we bury them.
明天，我们将埋葬他们。
* slow, haunting music *
* 缓慢而令人难忘的音乐 *
* music swells *
*音乐渐强*
***
[Macy] That's an elk track right there.
[梅西百货] 那明显是麋鹿的足迹。
[Stacy] Oh.
[斯泰西] 哦。
Oh. Look, there's another one.
哦。 看，还有一个。
No, that's moose.
不，那是驼鹿。
How can you tell the difference?
如何区分它们？
[sighs]
[叹气]
If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
如果你花足够的时间 追踪，你自然会知道。
Ah.
啊。
So, do you have any questions about today?
那么，你有什么问题吗？ 今天怎么样？
Like what?
比如什么？
I don't know.
我不知道。
Asking you.
问你。
Well, you're gonna bury 'em.
好吧，你要把他们埋了。
We are, mm-hmm.
嗯，是的。
Then what happens?
然后会发生什么？
Uh, then
呃，然后
they return to the land.
他们回归土地。
And their bodies become...
他们的身体变成了……
a part of it,
其中的一部分，
um, and their souls, too,
嗯，还有他们的灵魂。
I guess.
我猜也是。
They don't go to heaven?
他们上不了天堂吗？
I think this is their heaven.
我认为这里就是他们的天堂。
Heaven is...
天堂是……
Oh, how do I explain this?
哦，我该怎么解释呢？
-Um... -Our teacher says
-一... 我们的老师说
there is no heaven.
没有天堂。
You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out,
你知道，我不知道你是否…… 我已经想明白了。
but do not believe everything your teacher says.
但不要轻信一切。 你的老师说。
Heaven is
天堂是
your... perfect place.
你的……完美之地。
For some, it's
对某些人来说，是
ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains.
冰淇淋海洋 还有棉花糖山。
-[chuckles softly] -And...
（轻笑） -和...
others, it's these mountains.
对另一些人来说，则是这些山脉。
Does that make sense?
这样说得通吗？
And Grandpa's heaven is here.
爷爷的天堂就在这里。
I think so.
我也这么认为。
But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
但如果你认为他在这里，为什么？ 大家都为他的离去感到难过吗？
Well, his heaven isn't mine,
嗯，他的天堂不是我的天堂。
and...
和...
...you know, I can't see him
你知道，我看不见他。
and I can't talk to him and can't hug him,
我没法跟他说话。 而且不能拥抱他，
and he can't hug me, and I... I miss that.
他不能拥抱我， 而我……我很怀念那段时光。
Yeah.
是的。
I miss it, too.
我也很怀念它。
But that's why we have memories.
但正因如此，我们才拥有记忆。
We can revisit all those times
我们可以重温所有这些时光。
that we did have.
我们确实拥有过。
All the talks, all the laughs,
所有的谈话，所有的欢笑，
all the hugs, and...
所有的拥抱，还有……
You know, it's like a movie. We can...
你知道吗，这就像电影一样。 我们可以……
We can play it over and over
我们可以一遍又一遍地玩。
as many times as we want,
想来多少次就来多少次，
you know, in our minds.
你知道，在我们心里。
You know what I mean?
你知道我的意思？
I do.
我愿意。
Not the same, though, as a real hug.
但并不完全相同。 就像一个真正的拥抱。
No, it's not the same.
不，不一样。
* sentimental music *
* 伤感音乐 *
[Cade] Right here, huh?
[凯德] 就在这里，对吧？
[Van] She marked it on a map.
[经过] 她把它标记在了地图上。
[Cade] All right.
[凯德] 好的。
Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
好吧，我们没得到。 这里停着一台挖掘机。
Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but...
或许能弄到一台拖拉机 从河上上来，但是……
...not sure what good that'll do us.
...没有把握 这样做对我们有什么好处？
No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
不，这些坑正在被挖。 古老的爱尔兰方式。
Yep.
是的。
How the hell we gonna get the caskets here?
我们到底该怎么做 棺材在这里吗？
Swensons still feed off a wagon, don't they?
斯文森仍然喂养 他们从马车上下来了，不是吗？
That's a good idea.
这是个好主意。
You want to call or run for shovels?
你想打电话 还是赶紧去找铲子？
Ah, you call, I'll run.
啊，你打电话，我去跑。
[Van] My gelding's just gonna follow you.
[来自]我的骟马的 我就跟着你。
Yank off that bridle.
把缰绳扯下来。
Yeah.
是的。
* gentle music *
* 轻柔的音乐 *
[Abigail] I am aware.
[阿比盖尔] 我知道。
Yes, I am aware.
是的，我知道。
We have had a death in the family.
我们这里发生了一起死亡事件 在家庭中。
I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball
我相当肯定这个世界 女子排球
will survive the week without her.
将会幸存 没有她的这一周。
Yes, you are correct.
是的，你说得对。
I am not factoring how this affects anyone else
我没有考虑这一点。 这会对其他人产生什么影响？
even a little.
哪怕只有一点点。
Fucking school.
该死的学校。
Is this gonna be okay?
这样可以吗？
It's gonna have to do, honey, it's all you got.
就这样吧。 亲爱的，这就是你全部的家当了。
Hey.
嘿。
It's just us.
只有我们俩。
Okay? There's nobody to be offended.
好的？ 没人会因此感到冒犯。
What did school say?
学校怎么说？
You're missing a volleyball tournament.
你错过了 一场排球锦标赛。
It's okay.
没关系。
-It's okay. -[sobbing]
-没关系。 （抽泣）
Hey.
嘿。
It's okay.
没关系。
[crying]
[哭泣]
-Hey. -Hey.
-嘿。 -嘿。
Where'd you find cream?
你从哪儿找到的奶油？
Same shopping center where I found the dress.
同一购物中心 我在哪里找到那件裙子的。
I got to say, Bozeman impressed me.
我得说， 博兹曼给我留下了深刻的印象。
I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
我没想到会发现 唐娜·卡兰在山里。
-[chuckles] -Found a little something
（轻笑） 发现了一点小东西
-for you, too. -Yeah,
也对你一样。 -是的，
Preston would prefer me in jeans.
普雷斯顿会 喜欢我穿牛仔裤的样子。
I think he would find a certain
我认为他会发现某种
victory in that.
那场胜利。
He deserves a little black dress,
他值得拥有这一切。 一件小黑裙，
and that's exactly what I got you.
正是如此。 我给你带了什么。
Did the boys say when they would be ready?
男孩们说了什么？ 他们什么时候才能准备好？
They said to walk over at noon.
他们说中午走过去。
How are they gonna get them out there?
他们会怎么做？ 让他们出去吗？
I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
我没问， 他们什么也没说。
They just said it was handled.
他们只是说事情已经处理好了。
About two hours.
大约两个小时。
Preston wrote a chapter on...
普雷斯顿写了一章关于……
telling time from the sun's position.
报时 从太阳的位置来看。
It's... alarmingly accurate.
它的准确度……令人震惊。
The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
女孩们问我 安排飞机。
When?
什么时候？
Tonight.
今晚。
Oh...
哦...
Okay.
好的。
They need closure, honey.
他们需要一个了结，亲爱的。
They won't get it here.
他们在这里买不到。
They have lives, and they need to go live them.
他们也有自己的生活。 他们需要去实现它们。
I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
我非常乐意 筹划追悼会。
He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
他有很多朋友， 应该有方式道别。
Does he?
是吗？
He does. And you know that.
他会的。 你知道的。
We could do it at the Explorers Club.
我们可以做到 在探险家俱乐部。
Okay, just...
好吧，就……
How about the apartment?
公寓怎么样？
Have Carbone cater.
请Carbone公司提供餐饮服务。
He loved that place.
他很喜欢那个地方。
I already called.
我已经打过电话了。
You flying back, too?
你也坐飞机回去吗？
I have a very worried husband.
我丈夫非常担心。
He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber
他确信某个遥远的人 “大学炸弹客”的表亲
is going to abduct me
他要绑架我。
and hold me in his basement for ransom.
把我关在他家地下室里。 勒索赎金。
Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
取决于表亲的情况， 我并非完全反对。
-Oh, stop. -Of course, that's my
-哦，别说了。 当然，那是我的
warped romance novel version of abduction.
扭曲的爱情小说 绑架的一种形式。
I doubt that's how it would play out, Lili.
我怀疑事情并非如此。 事情会水落石出的，莉莉。
That is how it'd play out in my mind after two Percocets,
事情就是这样发展的。 服用两片Percocet后，我的脑海里浮现出这样的画面：
-so... -[laughs]
-所以... （笑）
You think I'm joking?
你以为我在开玩笑吗？
-No. -No?
-不。 -不？
I love you.
我爱你。
There is nowhere I would rather be
没有地方 我宁愿
than with you when you need me.
比在你需要我的时候陪伴在你身边更重要的事了。
I know.
我知道。
I have a little bottle of KahlĂșa
我有一小瓶卡赫拉咖啡利口酒。
if you would like some lead in that coffee.
如果您愿意的话 那杯咖啡里可能含有铅。
Oh. Well, now you're talking.
哦。 嗯，这才像话嘛。
[door opens]
[门开了]
[bottle clinks]
[瓶子碰撞声]
* contemplative music *
* 冥想音乐 *
Little more, more.
再多一点，再多一点。
-Okay. -[chuckles]
-好的。 （轻笑）
Okay.
好的。
***
Of course you packed the perfect dress.
当然你 打包了一件完美的连衣裙。
[door opens]
[门开了]
Is there some little black dress tree
有没有什么小的 黑色连衣裙树
by the river that I am unaware of?
在河边 我不知道的？
Okay, girls.
好了，姑娘们。
And Russell.
还有罗素。
* mournful music *
* 哀伤的音乐 *
-Where are they? -Uh, coming.
-他们在哪里？ 呃，来了。
Okay.
好的。
I'm sorry.
对不起。
Thank you.
谢谢。
Sorry for your loss.
对你的损失深表哀悼。
-Sorry for the snot. -No, it's fine.
-对不起，我流鼻涕了。 -不，没关系。
I'm sorrier than you'll ever know.
我更抱歉 比你想象的还要多。
Thank you.
谢谢。
[sniffling]
[抽泣]
[crying]
[哭泣]
[Swenson] Okay, boys.
[斯文森] 好了，孩子们。
Watch your hand.
注意你的手。
***
[grunting softly]
[轻轻哼了一声]
Mrs. Clyburn,
克莱伯恩夫人
-I'm very sorry for your loss. -Thank you.
对于您的损失，我深表哀悼。 -谢谢。
Is a preacher coming?
有牧师要来吗？
I forgot. I-I didn't-- I--
我忘了。 我没有——我——
Uh...
呃……
this one'll be sans preacher.
这次不会有牧师。
What's that mean?
那是什么意思？
-Means we don't have one. -Oh.
意思是我们没有。 -哦。
Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
你有伴侣吗？ 如何规范诉讼程序？
[Stacy] We, um...
[斯泰西] 我们，嗯……
This is my first funeral here,
这是我第一次在这里参加葬礼。
so we're sort of winging it.
所以我们基本上是摸着石头过河。
Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
嗯，这是 这可不是我第一次参加牛仔竞技。
Um, do you mind if I say something first
嗯，你介意吗？ 如果我先说的话
and then give you all a chance to speak?
然后把一切都给你 有机会发言吗？
I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
我不认为我的团队 里面有很多演讲。
Do you mind a prayer?
你介意我为你祷告吗？
I do not.
我没有。
[Swenson clears throat]
[斯文森清了清嗓子]
Lord, we stand before You with heavy hearts.
主啊，我们站在您面前。 怀着沉重的心情。
With the glory of love comes the pain of loss,
带着爱的光辉 随之而来的是失去亲人的痛苦。
and we look to You for comfort.
我们向您寻求安慰。
Remind us that
提醒我们
it is a selfish pain
这是一种自私的痛苦
because You have promised a place called Heaven
因为你已应许 一个叫做天堂的地方
where our departed bask in the glow of Your grace.
我们逝者所在之处 沐浴在您恩典的光辉中吧。
They are no longer men.
他们不再是人了。
They are angels
他们是天使。
who guide us through darkness,
谁能指引我们走出黑暗？
lift us when we are weak
当我们软弱时，请扶我们一把。
and nourish our souls and spirits.
滋养我们的灵魂 以及烈酒。
Our pain is a selfish pain
我们的痛苦是自私的痛苦。
because we do not know this place, Heaven.
因为我们不知道 这里，就是天堂。
We lean on our faith
我们依靠信仰
that it exists,
它确实存在。
and on Your mercy
仰赖您的怜悯
that it holds a place for us
它为我们留有一席之地。
where we may sit in Your light beside our loved ones
我们可以在您的光中安坐 在我们所爱的人身边
and know only joy forever.
永远只知快乐。
Amen.
阿门。
Uh, if anyone would like a word.
呃，如果有人想说几句的话。
Stacy.
斯泰西。
It's not the first time you've given that speech.
这并非第一次 你已经发表过那篇演讲了。
No, ma'am.
不，女士。
[Stacy] It's a good one.
[斯泰西] 这是个好主意。
You care to say something?
你有什么想说的吗？
I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
我有很多话要说， 但我今天不会说。
Guess that's it, then.
看来就是这样了。
Um...
一...
[sniffles]
[抽泣]
So, what happens now?
那么，接下来会发生什么？
We'll take care of everything.
我们会处理好一切。
[mouths]
[嘴巴]
Wait, that's it? That's-that's it?
等等，就这些？ 就……就这些？
If you have something to say, then say it, Paige.
如果你有什么话要说， 那就说出来吧，佩奇。
I-I don't know what to say.
我不知道该说什么。
Wh-What are you supposed to say?
你……你该说什么？
I think that's her point.
我想这就是她想表达的意思。
Which one's Paul?
哪个是保罗？
Goddamn you for taking him from us.
该死的你 因为他把他从我们身边夺走了。
I love you.
我爱你。
[Swenson] Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
[斯文森] 每个人都会遇到这种情况 他们不一样，对吧，孩子们？
[Van] I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
[范] 我不认为 他们根本没在处理这件事。
Not yet, anyway.
至少现在还没有。
Who can blame 'em?
谁又能责怪他们呢？
* somber music *
*忧郁的音乐*
[grunting softly]
[轻轻哼了一声]
Thank you.
谢谢。
[indistinct chatter]
[含糊不清的交谈声]
Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
真是阴险，想占便宜。 参加葬礼，但不要告诉任何人。
Oh, I...
哦，我……
I-I didn't know anyone would care. I--
我不知道 任何人都会关心。我——
We let you have the funeral.
我们让你自己安排葬礼。
We will not be denied our feast.
我们的盛宴绝不会被剥夺。
[chuckles]
[轻笑]
[Bill] When they decided
[账单] 他们决定
to build these cabins,
建造这些小木屋，
they wanted to do it all themselves.
他们想做所有事 他们自己。
Mill the wood, frame it,
加工木材，制作框架
rough in the electric, the whole deal.
电气方面比较粗糙， 整个交易。
Look at the bottom of 'em there.
看看它们底部。
They're sitting on railroad ties,
他们坐着 在铁路枕木上，
and I could not figure out
我百思不得其解。
what in the hell purpose that would serve.
这到底是什么鬼目的 这样就可以了。
And I told 'em they're gonna be colder than the devil in winter,
我告诉他们，他们会…… 比冬天的魔鬼还冷
and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else
以及每一只臭鼬和浣熊 天知道还有什么其他的。
is gonna set up shop underneath them.
即将开店 在它们下面。
Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
嗯，普雷斯顿只是 他看了我一眼，点了点头。
Didn't say a word.
他一句话也没说。
About six months later,
大约六个月后，
tax assessor comes by my place and says,
税务评估员 他来到我家，说道：
"Have you seen these cabins they built next door?"
你见过这些小木屋吗？ 他们就在隔壁建了房子？
I said I had.
我说我有。
And he asked me if I'd ever seen 'em move.
他问我 如果我曾亲眼见过它们移动的话。
I said, "Move? What do-what do you mean, move?"
我说：“动？怎么办？怎么办？” 你的意思是，搬家？
Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on 'em,
税务评估员说，当他尝试 给它们估价，
your husband said they was mobile homes.
你丈夫说 那是移动房屋。
-[laughing] -You pick 'em up with a forklift
-[笑] -用叉车把它们运走
and move 'em.
把它们搬走。
And asked me if I'd ever seen 'em be mobile.
然后问我是否曾经 看到它们移动了。
Well, I told him,
我告诉他，
"Well, yeah, they haul 'em all over the place."
“嗯，是的，他们把它们拖走了。” 到处都是。
And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
如果你看一下背面 那间户外厕所，
your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
你丈夫把轮胎钉坏了 从购物车
and said that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
然后说，那个狗娘养的 它也具备移动性。
[Bill laughs]
（比尔笑了）
He did not want to pay any taxes.
他不想付钱 任何税费。
I wondered what those were for.
我想知道那些东西是做什么用的。
Preston always had issues with authority.
普雷斯顿一直都有问题。 以权威的方式。
Wheels on the outhouse. Never seen anything like it.
户外厕所装上轮子。 从未见过这样的东西。
-No. -[Bill chuckling]
-不。 （比尔轻笑）
Indian tacos. Good stuff.
印第安玉米饼。 好东西。
Want some?
想要一些吗？
Mm, how about some of those cookies?
嗯，怎么样？ 那些饼干里有一些？
Ah. Good choice.
啊，不错的选择。
I was thinking, like, three.
我当时想的是，大概三个吧。
What's your mom gonna say about that?
你妈妈是…… 你对此有什么要说的吗？
My mom's not gonna say anything
我妈什么也不会说。
'cause she's not gonna see me eat 'em.
因为她不会 看我吃它们。
Let's keep this between us.
这件事我们俩保密吧。
[chuckles]
[轻笑]
I think that's a good idea.
我觉得这是个好主意。
* gentle music *
* 轻柔的音乐 *
-[Abigail] Thank you for today. -[Van] Mm.
-[阿比盖尔] 谢谢你今天陪伴我。 -[来自]女士
[Abigail] It means more than you know.
[阿比盖尔] 它的意义远超你的想象。
Someone had to do it for me. I know what it means.
总得有人帮我做这件事。 我知道这意味着什么。
I'm sorry it had to be done.
我很抱歉不得不这样做。
We're flying out tonight.
我们今晚就要飞走了。
Girls have missed enough school,
女孩们已经缺课够多了，
and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
我拥有 衣服都穿完了。
-Mm. -But...
-毫米。 -但...
...I'd like to come back.
我想回来。
Or...
或者...
dare I invite you to New York?
我敢邀请你来纽约吗？
[chuckles] Well, the only way
[轻笑] 嗯，唯一的办法
you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union
你带我去纽约 如果它脱离了联邦的话。
and I was drafted into the army to take it back.
我被征召入伍。 把它拿回去。
Okay, you got to go a little easier
好吧，你得…… 稍微放松一点
-on my city, buddy. -[chuckles softly] I'm-I'm...
——为了我的城市，伙计。 （轻笑）我……
I'm not knocking it.
我不是在贬低它。
I'm just not going there.
我绝对不会去那里。
Fair enough.
很公平。
Then I'll come visit.
那我到时候会来看你。
Sure.
当然。
I mean it.
我是认真的。
Okay.
好的。
I mean it.
我是认真的。
Hmm.
唔。
I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
我是警长的副手。 年收入52000美元。
I have $12,000 in the bank, and I'm about to spend six of it
我银行里有12000美元。 我即将花费其中的六个小时。
on a pretty average rope horse.
骑着一匹很普通的套索马。
Three nights a week, I'm gonna load him in a trailer
每周三个晚上， 我要把他装进拖车里。
and drag him all over Montana
然后把他拖遍整个蒙大拿州
trying to win back what I spent on him.
试图赢回 我为他花的钱。
In October, I'm gonna take my boys in the mountains
十月份，我将 带我的孩子们去山里
for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
一个月 我们把冰箱装满了麋鹿肉。
I ain't never laying on no beach.
我从来没有 躺在空无一物的沙滩上。
I'm never going to Europe,
我永远不会去欧洲。
or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
或者旧金山或任何城市 比比林斯大。
Ever.
曾经。
What part of that sounds good to you?
那部分 你觉得怎么样？
-None of it. -Now, walk me through your life.
一个也没有。 现在，请你向我介绍一下你的人生经历。
What won't you change?
什么你不会改变？
I don't have those kind of obstacles.
我没有 这类障碍。
I-- Just walk me through it.
我 - 请你一步一步地给我讲解一下。
Macy has gymnastics every morning.
梅西有体操 每天早上。
From there, I go to Pilates. From Pilates,
之后，我去上普拉提课。 来自普拉提，
I go to my therapist. From my therapist, I go to coffee
我去看心理咨询师。 我的治疗师，我去喝咖啡
with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice
和我的女朋友们聊天 关于所有那些胡说八道的建议
my therapist gave me.
我的治疗师给了我。
Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridgett and we go to ballet.
然后我拿起梅西百货，就拿到了 我和布里奇特一起去看芭蕾舞。
We have recitals every Friday night.
我们有汇报演出 每个星期五晚上。
Saturday morning, we have competitions.
星期六早上， 我们有比赛。
-Mm. -I take the girls to St. Barts
-毫米。 我带女孩们去圣巴茨岛
for Christmas, Italy for the month of July,
圣诞节期间， 意大利七月份的行程
which you would love,
你一定会喜欢的，
I will point out.
我会指出。
Who feeds the horses?
谁喂马？
Isn't there a service for that?
难道没有相关的服务吗？
You have to do it every day?
你必须每天都做吗？
Okay.
好的。
Okay, there is no future in this,
好的，有 这条路没有前途。
but you are tall
但你个子很高
and kind and fucking beautiful.
而且善良，美得令人窒息。
You are tall and kind and beautiful.
你个子很高 善良又美丽。
Okay. So can we just agree to fuck this up together
好的。那我们能达成一致吗？ 一起把这事搞砸
and have as much sex
并且尽可能多地进行性生活
-as possible until... -[laughs] Jesus.
尽可能直到…… -[笑]我的天。
-until we can't? -Yeah,
直到我们无法做到为止？ -是的，
you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
你们这些都市女孩 你非要把话说清楚，对吧？
Yeah, we-we... we get to the point.
是的，我们…… 我们说到重点了。
-Yup, we do. -I go
是的，我们有。 我去
from wondering when we're gonna see each other
从想知道什么时候 我们会见面的。
to wondering when you're gonna leave. I...
想知道什么时候 你要走了。我……
[sighs]
[叹气]
I think I'd rather just miss you.
我想我宁愿 好想你。
-I'm not gone yet. -You know what I mean.
我还没走。 -你知道我的意思。
So is this goodbye?
这就是告别吗？
-[scoffs] -I think it's best.
-[嗤之以鼻] 我认为这是最好的。
Oh, wow.
哦，哇。
Let me just clarify
让我解释一下
that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
你要和我分手 在我父亲的葬礼上。
We-we aren't together to break up. We--
我们——我们没在一起 分手。我们——
No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when
不，不，不，我们看起来很漂亮 昨天我们一起的时候
-you were lying on top of me. -Abby, I--
你当时压在我身上。 艾比，我——
Don't fucking "Abby" me now.
别他妈 现在叫我“艾比”。
You want to miss me?
你想念我吗？
Is that what you want?
这就是你想要的吗？
Here's your fucking chance.
这是你他妈的机会。
* melancholy music *
*忧郁的音乐*
[door closes]
[门关上了]
Oh.
哦。
It's time to go home, isn't it?
该回家了，对吧？
It's been time, honey.
亲爱的，时候到了。
[paper rustling]
[纸张沙沙作响]
When did your father die, Russell?
什么时候 拉塞尔，你父亲去世了吗？
Um, it'll be, uh, six years in April.
嗯，应该是，呃， 四月份就是六周年了。
Where is he buried?
他葬在哪里？
Uh, my mother had him cremated.
呃，我母亲把他火化了。
Yeah, the plan was
是的，计划是
to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk,
撒下他的骨灰 我们在蒙托克的住处，
but... never did it.
但是……我从未这样做过。
I don't know why.
我不知道为什么。
So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle,
所以，他现在被放在一个罐子里。 在我们的壁炉架上，
which is an odd custom. [chuckles]
这是一种奇怪的习俗。 [轻笑]
Putting ashes in a jar
将骨灰装入罐子
above a fireplace full of ashes.
壁炉上方堆满了灰烬。
What do you miss most
你最怀念什么？
about him?
关于他？
He used to call me every Monday and, uh, tell me a joke.
他以前每个星期一都会给我打电话。 呃，给我讲个笑话吧。
-Really? -Mm.
-真的吗？ -毫米。
You still remember them?
你还记得他们吗？
Oh, yeah. [chuckles]
哦，是的。 [轻笑]
Tell me one.
举个例子。
-Oh, no, no, no. -Come on.
-哦，不，不，不。 -快点。
Uh, they, um...
呃，他们，嗯……
Yeah, my father had a, uh,
是的，我父亲有一个，呃，
rather warped sense of humor.
相当扭曲的幽默感。
Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
是的，嗯，就目前而言， 我这个人不太容易被冒犯。
Mm.
毫米。
[chuckles softly]
[轻笑]
Okay. [inhales sharply]
好的。 [猛吸一口气]
Um...
一...
Okay.
好的。
So there are four nuns driving in a van.
所以有四位修女。 驾驶面包车。
And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
然后面包车坠入悬崖， 然后他们都死了。
-Funny. -No, no, no, that's...
-有趣的。 不，不，不，那是……
I'm-I'm getting to the story. This is all just the setup.
我……我马上就要讲到故事了。 这只是前期准备工作。
-Yeah, I got-I got it, yeah. -Okay.
-是的，我明白了，我明白了。 -好的。
So they're standing at the pearly gates,
所以他们站着 在天堂之门，
and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
圣彼得环视着他们， 他对第一位修女说：
"This is your last chance to confess
这是你最后的机会 坦白
before you enter the gates of Heaven,
进入之前 天堂之门，
and your conscience must be cleansed before you enter."
你的良心必须是 进入之前要先洁净自身。
So the first nun thinks about it, and she says,
所以第一个修女认为 谈到这件事，她说：
"Well...
“出色地...
I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower."
我以前经常偷看 “莱利神父正在淋浴。”
-Mm-hmm. -St. Peter says,
嗯。 圣彼得说：
"Well, you're a naughty one, sister.
“嗯，你是……” 妹妹，你真淘气。
Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water
用这个碗洗洗眼睛 圣水
and say five Hail Marys."
然后念五遍圣母经。
She does. Sends her off to Heaven.
她确实有。 送她上天堂。
So he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
于是他看向第二个修女， 问了她同样的问题。
She says, "Well, on occasion,
她说：“嗯，有时候，
I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand."
我会抚摸莱利神父的 用手牵着我。
St. Peter just shakes his head,
圣彼得只是摇了摇头。
tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
让她洗手 在圣水碗中，
say ten Hail Marys.
念十遍圣母经。
So, she does, lets her into Heaven.
所以，她确实这么做了。 让她进入天堂。
Now the third nun steps up,
现在第三位修女站了起来，
but the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground
但第四个修女抓住了她， 把她扔到地上
and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
并向上走 到圣水碗前。
St. Peter says, "What on earth are you doing, Sister?"
圣彼得说：“这世上怎么回事？” 姐姐，你好吗？
And the nun says, "I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl
修女说：“我要……” 用这个碗漱口
before that bitch puts her ass in it." [chuckles]
在那婊子把屁股放进去之前 里面有。”[轻笑]
I stand corrected, Russell.
我承认我错了，拉塞尔。
I can still be offended.
我仍然会感到被冒犯。
That was very poorly chosen.
那是一个非常糟糕的选择。
I'm sorry. It was the first one that came to my mind.
对不起，是第一个。 我当时就想到了这一点。
I am so sorry. I...
我很抱歉。我……
-It's terrible. -Common denominator
太糟糕了。 -公分母
for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
因为他们的问题 似乎是莱利神父。
Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
是的，他确实到处沾花惹草。
Ah. What's in it?
啊，里面是什么？
Vodka soda, easy on the soda.
伏特加苏打水，苏打水少放点。
God bless you.
上帝保佑你。
I'm meeting Stefan at the gym
我约了斯特凡在健身房见面。
at 9:00, if you're up for it.
9点钟，如果你有空的话。
Oh, yeah.
哦，是的。
Exercise is exactly what I need.
锻炼正是我需要的。
I see things didn't end well with the cowboy?
看来事情结局不太好。 和牛仔一起？
Has that look about it.
看起来就是这样。
Paige has been quiet.
佩奇一直很安静。
[Stacy] I think this is going to be hardest
[Stacy] 我觉得 这将是最难的。
on her, I'm afraid.
恐怕是她了。
-How so? -When you've dedicated
-为何如此？ 当你全身心投入时
your entire life to gaining the attention of one person...
你毕生都在追求获得 一个人的注意力……
...what is your purpose when that person is gone?
你的目的是什么？ 当那个人离开之后呢？
The girls are handling it well, at least.
女孩们处理得很好。 至少。
Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
是啊，他们太小了。 要知道其中的区别。
Just one less present at Christmas.
少了一份礼物 圣诞节期间。
I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
我认识一位非常优秀的 治疗师，斯泰西。
You are my therapist.
你是我的心理咨询师。
You're my best friend.
你是我最好的朋友。
I'm incapable of being impartial.
我做不到。 保持公正。
Speaking to someone who can look at the situation
与某人交谈 谁能审视一下这种情况
with clarity and with zero opinion--
清晰 并且没有任何个人意见——
What I need is opinion.
我需要的是意见。
If I want to know what the book on death says,
如果我想知道 那本关于死亡的书是怎么说的？
I'll buy the fucking book.
我他妈的要买这本书。
* thoughtful music *
* 引人深思的音乐 *
[keys jingling]
[钥匙叮当作响]
[speaking indistinctly]
[说话含糊不清]
[man speaking indistinctly]
[男子含糊不清地说话]
[TV narrator speaking indistinctly]
[电视旁白] 模糊地]
[remote clatters softly]
[远处传来轻微的碰撞声]
[Stacy] I ordered a charcuterie board from Eataly.
[Stacy] 我点了 来自 Eataly 的熟食拼盘。
And the pizzas from Joe's?
乔氏披萨店的披萨呢？
One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
我们之中有人在思考 关于你的胆固醇。
Pizzas are for Paul. It's the one thing
披萨是给保罗的。 这是唯一一件事
he misses about this city.
他很想念这座城市。
Look at you.
看看你。
-Look at me, what? -[sighs] Men are such children.
-看着我，怎么了？ （叹气）男人真是幼稚。
Well, this should be interesting.
嗯，这个 应该会很有趣。
You are. You have the same look on your face
你是。你有 你脸上的表情和以前一样
pulling out those nasty boots
把那双脏兮兮的靴子拿出来
as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
11岁时 他掏出棒球鞋。
[chuckles] It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
[轻笑] 还是一样的样子 只有在 Gucci 打折的时候才能买到。
That's different. That's me saving you money.
那不一样。 我这是在帮你省钱。
[chuckles] You know,
[轻笑] 你知道，
this is proof of the genetic distinction
这是证据 基因差异
between men and women.
男女之间。
Tell me, oh, love of my life,
告诉我，哦，我生命中的挚爱，
all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
所有方式，何时 你买了一件打折商品，
it saves me money.
它帮我省钱。
I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
我一定要买下这玩意儿。 无论。
Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
等待促销 这就是我对你的爱。
[laughs]
[笑]
-That almost makes sense. -It makes perfect sense
这几乎说得通。 这完全说得通。
once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
一旦你接受了 购买是不可避免的。
[laughs]
[笑]
Okay.
好的。
Why do you do that?
你为什么这样做？
What?
什么？
[Stacy] Is your little
[斯泰西] 你的小
mountain mistress the jealous type?
山岳女主人 是那种爱嫉妒的人吗？
You want to know?
你想知道吗？
I do want to know. I really want to know.
我确实想知道。 我真的很想知道。
Because I lost it once.
因为我曾经弄丢过它。
Fell off in the river.
掉进河里了。
I spent two days looking for it.
我花了整整两天时间才找到它。
I'm not going through that shit again.
我不去 又经历了那件糟心事。
So if I put it right there,
所以如果我把它放在那里，
I can't lose it.
我不能失去它。
Hmm. Panicked, were you?
嗯，你当时很慌张吗？
-Terrified. -Mm.
——吓坏了。 -毫米。
It's nice to see I still have that effect.
很高兴看到 我仍然有这种效果。
Oh, boy. Do you ever, baby.
我的天哪。 宝贝，你有没有过这种经历？
* pensive music *
* 沉思的音乐 *
***
[Stacy] Oh, Madison Avenue.
[斯泰西] 哦，麦迪逊大道。
How did they get the name, do you think?
他们是怎么得到这个名字的？ 你觉得呢？
-I always assumed James Madison. -Oh.
我一直以为是詹姆斯·麦迪逊。 -哦。
-The president. -Yeah.
总统。 -是的。
Of course. That would make sense.
当然。 这很有道理。
Yeah.
是的。
[sighs]
[叹气]
I suppose they named the Madison River
我想 他们把这条河命名为麦迪逊河
after him, as well.
他之后也是如此。
Where's the Madison River?
麦迪逊河在哪里？
Montana.
蒙大拿。
Where your husband spent time?
你丈夫都去了哪些地方？
Mm-hmm.
嗯。
Is that where he died?
他是在那儿去世的吗？
No. He died on another river.
不。 他死于另一条河上。
Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
其实不是。 他死在了山上。
No-no river involved at all.
完全没有涉及到河流。
How do you feel when you tell me that?
你感觉如何 你什么时候告诉我的？
How do you think I feel?
你觉得我感觉如何？
I don't presume to know. It's why I asked.
我不敢妄自知道。 这就是我问的原因。
Isn't that your job?
那不是你的工作吗？
To tell me how I feel?
告诉我我的感受？
My job is to help you understand how you feel.
我的工作就是帮助你 理解你的感受。
-Hmm. -More so,
-唔。 更甚者，
my job is to help you understand the behaviors
我的工作就是帮助你 了解这些行为。
that those feelings elicit.
这些感受所引发的。
Hmm.
唔。
And how would you describe my present behavior?
你会如何描述 我现在的行为？
Hostile.
敌对的。
[short chuckle]
[轻笑]
Hostile?
敌对的？
Mistrusting.
不信任。
Which I understand.
我明白。
You don't know me.
你不了解我。
And yet, here you are, in theory,
然而，你却在这里， 理论上来说，
willing to expose
愿意揭露
your most personal thoughts
你最私密的想法
and intimate feelings.
以及亲密的情感。
Trust me in my interpretation
相信我的解释
of those feelings and behaviors...
那些感觉 以及行为……
...to guide your decision-making in the future.
……以指导您的决策 将来。
My decision-making? What...
我的决策？ 什么...
what-what decisions are we questioning?
什么决定 我们是在质疑吗？
-I'm not questioning any. -No, you are the one
我没有质疑任何人。 不，是你。
who said it. My husband died.
是谁说的？ 我丈夫去世了。
The love of my life,
我生命中的挚爱，
the father of my children,
我孩子的父亲，
my center, my soul is gone.
我的中心，我的灵魂都消失了。
If you, by chance, have
如果你碰巧有
happened upon any information
偶然发现的任何信息
that might assist me in mitigating the desire
那或许对我有帮助。 在减轻这种欲望
to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon
挖出我的双眼 用一把该死的勺子
to get rid of the pain,
为了消除疼痛，
I sure would appreciate that.
我一定会非常感激的。
But I do not need you staring at me
但我不需要 你盯着我看
like I'm some bored housewife
就像我是个无聊的家庭主妇一样
trying to justify her affair with her fucking tennis coach.
试图为她的婚外情辩解 和她那该死的网球教练。
I know those women, plenty of them.
我认识那些女人， 很多。
I am not one of them.
我不是他们中的一员。
I...
我...
am hurting.
我感到疼痛。
And I would like some help with that.
我愿意 这方面需要一些帮助。
If you can.
如果可以的话。
If you can't...
如果你不能……
...then I'll leave early.
那我提前离开。
And you can keep the fucking change.
而且你可以保留 这该死的变化。
You care for a drink?
要不要喝一杯？
I would love one.
我想要一个。
Don't normally do this.
通常情况下不会这样做。
Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
我大部分时间都花在说服别人上 我告诫我的客户不要自行用药。
Don't mind whiskey?
不介意威士忌吗？
I don't give a shit what it is.
我才不在乎它是什么。
What you need is this.
你需要的是这个。
A lot of this.
很多都是这样。
Not this.
不是这个。
A lot of talking.
聊了很多。
And yelling and crying.
还有叫喊和哭泣。
A lot of it, and often.
很多，而且经常。
And in time...
随着时间的推移……
...those memories will become fond again.
……那些回忆 会再次喜欢上它。
They won't hurt to recall them.
回忆一下也无妨。
And you'll...
而且你还会……
laugh.
笑。
Will you love again?
你还会再次恋爱吗？
Maybe.
或许。
I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
我完全不知道 如果你想要的话。
Will you ever be whole again?
你还能恢复如初吗？
Will you feel like you did before he died?
你会感觉 就像他去世前你做的那样？
No.
不。
But you know that.
但你知道的。
But you will heal if you let yourself.
但你会痊愈的。 如果你放任自己的话。
You will have as much life to live
你将拥有 拥有如此丰富的人生。
as you allow yourself.
随你心意。
Or you'll have none.
否则你将一无所有。
You'll have no life.
你将毫无生活可言。
Does that make sense?
这样说得通吗？
Yeah.
是的。
Okay.
好的。
Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
你为什么不把饮料喝完呢？ 让我拥有它？
Seriously.
严重地。
Come on. Give it your best shot.
快点。 尽你全力。
You're a terrible therapist, you know that?
你是个糟糕的心理治疗师。 你知道吗？
Yeah. With that smug fucking sweater.
是的。 穿着那件自鸣得意的毛衣。
[chuckles softly]
[轻笑]
You really like saying "fuck," don't you?
你真的很喜欢 你是不是在说“fuck”？
I know.
我知道。
I find it quite...
我觉得这相当……
...liberating, at the moment.
此刻，这是一种解脱。
Good.
好的。
-Say it again. -[laughs]
再说一遍。 （笑）
Fuck you.
去你的。
Are we gonna do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
我们要玩信任背摔吗？ 接下来，你这该死的鸭子？
[laughs]
[笑]
It's a really good place to start. Come on.
那真是个好地方 开始吧。来吧。
Keep it coming. Let's go.
请继续。 我们走吧。
-Mm? -I'm serious.
-毫米？ 我是认真的。
[Stacy laughs]
[斯泰西笑了]
I'm thinking about it.
我正在考虑。
I'm considering it.
我正在考虑。
I know, I know, I know.
我知道，我知道，我知道。
I'm running away,
我要逃跑了。
running away from my problems.
逃避问题。
But this problem goes with me, so
但这个问题 跟我一起，所以
I'm not running from anything.
我并没有逃避什么。
Would I miss my daughters? Uh...
我会想念我的女儿们吗？ 呃……
Honestly, I don't... I don't know.
说实话，我并不…… 我不知道。
And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
我的一部分想法是 这对他们来说更好。
You know, live their own lives.
你知道，他们应该过自己的生活。
Maybe they could move with you.
或许他们可以和你一起搬走。
I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound
我的意思是，听起来不像 他们俩都受约束
-to the city. -That's what I said.
到城里去。 我就是这么说的。
My oldest daughter needs it.
我大女儿需要它。
I...
我...
...actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
……实际上受到了威胁 如果她不这样做，就断绝和她的关系。
That's not very nice.
这不太好。
Oh, what, do they teach sarcasm
哦，什么？他们教讽刺吗？
in therapy school these days?
最近在心理治疗学校学习吗？
Well, if by "therapy school" you mean Dartmouth,
嗯，如果“治疗学校”指的是…… 你是说达特茅斯学院吗？
then, yeah, they kind of invented it there.
是的， 他们算是发明了这项技术。
You think I should?
你觉得我应该吗？
Not my place to say, but...
我不好妄加评论，但是……
...I think you should consider it,
...我认为 你应该考虑一下。
and I'll tell you why.
我会告诉你为什么。
Because you are actively weighing your future
因为你积极主动 权衡你的未来
and the consequences of your choices in that future,
及其后果 你对未来的选择，
and that's healthy. That's good for your soul.
这很健康。 那对你的灵魂有益。
So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
所以，无论你是否真的 这样做无关紧要。
But you should seriously consider it.
但你应该 认真考虑一下。
You should consider
你应该考虑
moving to Europe,
移居欧洲，
spend a year traveling.
花一年时间旅行。
You've got the financial means,
你有足够的经济能力，
no responsibilities here preventing it.
这里没有任何责任 阻止它发生。
You should consider everything.
你应该考虑所有因素。
Wish I could have met him.
真希望我能见到他。
Must have been a hell of a man.
他肯定是个了不起的人。
Because you are a hell of a woman.
因为你是 真是个了不起的女人。
You know who you are and you're not ashamed of it.
你知道你是谁 而且你并不为此感到羞耻。
And this-- the yelling, and crying and pondering--
还有这——叫喊声， 哭泣和沉思——
this is what you're supposed to be doing.
这就是 你应该做这件事。
This is grieving.
这是哀悼。
This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
这是接受 你生命中无法估量的损失
and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
你绞尽脑汁地想办法 找到生存之道。
And you will.
你会的。
[sighs]
[叹气]
Thank you, Phil.
谢谢你，菲尔。
Wow. This has been...
哇。 这已经是……
...pleasantly cathartic.
……令人愉悦的宣泄。
[sniffles] I took one look at that sweater,
[抽泣] 我只看了一眼那件毛衣，
and I had very little faith in you, but you--
我当时几乎没有任何信心。 在你里面，但你——
you overcame it.
你克服了它。
Turns out you don't suck at your job.
结果证明你不需要 你工作能力很差。
Well, that is wildly offensive.
这简直太冒犯人了。
Thank you.
谢谢。
Same time tomorrow?
明天同一时间？
I'm thinking afternoon.
我在考虑下午的事。
I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
我还有五个客户。 我喝得有点醉了。
I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
我认为你是一位即将结束的客户。 用一天的时间，而不是开始一天。
Fine. See you at happy hour.
美好的。 欢乐时光见。
* serene music *
* 宁静的音乐 *
[keys clatter]
[键盘敲击声]
[indistinct chatter on TV]
[电视里传来模糊的交谈声]
[weatherwoman] Across the northern plains and into
[气象女播报员] 横穿 北部平原及周边地区
the upper Midwest, a colder air mass is settling in.
美国中西部北部地区，气候较冷 气团正在稳定下来。
[overlapping, indistinct chatter continues on TVs]
[重叠，模糊不清 电视上还在继续议论纷纷]
Who's your realtor?
你的房产经纪人是谁？
Yeah. No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
是的。无论我做什么， 我不能留在这里。
Lili, I can smell him.
莉莉，我能闻到他的味道。
Hold on, hold on.
等等，等等。
Is everything okay?
一切都好吗？
-So, um, Paige is-is-is in bed, -[Paige crying]
所以，嗯，佩吉在床上， -[佩吉哭泣]
and she won't talk,
她不愿开口说话。
and she can't stop crying, and she's...
她哭个不停。 她……
Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like
她呼吸急促。 我觉得
I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
我应该叫救护车。 但我没有……
Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
感觉就像…… 可能会让她的情况更糟。
No, you're right, you're right. It would.
不，你说得对，你说得对。 会的。
I'll be there in 15 minutes.
我15分钟后到。
-Call Abby. -Okay, okay. Calling her now.
-给艾比打电话。 好的，好的。我现在就给她打电话。
-[door buzzes] -[lock clicks]
[门铃响] -[锁定点击]
[doorbell rings]
[门铃响了]
[Paige crying]
[佩吉哭泣]
[sighs]
[叹气]
-Is she in the bedroom? -Yeah.
-她在卧室吗？ -是的。
[sighs]
[叹气]
Uh...
呃……
do you have any sweets?
你有糖果吗？
-Sweets? -Okay, get some ice cream--
甜食？ 好了，去吃点冰淇淋吧。
rocky road-- and buy some chocolate chips.
崎岖的道路—— 买些巧克力片。
Put three scoops in a glass of milk,
放三勺 在一杯牛奶里，
put the chocolate chips on top,
将巧克力碎撒在上面，
and-and then just bring it to me with a spoon.
然后——然后就把它带来。 用勺子给我。
That sounds, uh, disgusting, to start.
听起来，呃， 首先，令人作呕。
I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
我不是在问 罗素，你对此有何看法？
[doorbell ringing]
[门铃声]
I got rocky road.
我吃的是巧克力碎冰。
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
绝望的时刻召唤 采取非常手段。
-Grabbed the chocolate chips? -The shitty ones like she likes.
拿到巧克力片了吗？ -她喜欢的那种劣质货。
Well, looks like all we need
看来我们只需要这些了。
from you is a cup, Russell.
罗素，这是你送的一杯酒。
Give it to her.
给她。
-She knows how to make it. -Got it. Okay.
她知道怎么做。 明白了，好的。
-[crying] -Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
-[哭泣] -嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿。
-Hey, it's okay. It's okay. -I... I'm sorry.
-嘿，没关系，没关系。 我……对不起。
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. You know what this is?
没关系，没关系，没关系。 你知道这是什么吗？
Wha-What?
什……什么？
This is how much you loved him.
这就是你有多爱他。
And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
而你的身体却浑然不知。 现在该把这份爱放在哪里呢？
Okay? But you don't have to put it anywhere.
好吧？但你没有 随便放哪儿都行。
And you don't have to stop loving someone
而你没有 必须停止爱一个人
when they're gone, honey.
等他们走了，亲爱的。
In fact, one could argue
事实上，有人可能会这样说。
that you should love them more.
你应该更爱他们。
And here's a sad fact of life.
这就是生活中一个令人悲哀的事实。
You will feel this way again.
你还会再次有这种感觉。
-No. -Yeah, when I die.
-不。 -是啊，等我死了以后。
When your husband dies and your friends.
当你的丈夫去世时 还有你的朋友们。
And-and someday,
而且，总有一天，
your children will feel this way about you.
你的孩子 会对你产生这种感觉。
Thanks, Mom. I feel so much better.
谢谢妈妈。 我感觉好多了。
[Abigail] I come bearing gifts.
[阿比盖尔] 我带着礼物而来。
[Paige] I'm not hungry.
[佩奇] 我不饿。
It's not food. It is a drug.
这不是食物。 它是一种毒品。
It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture
它是由糖和巧克力制成的。 在混合物中
that only your metabolism can process in a way
只有你的新陈代谢才会受到影响 可以以某种方式处理
that doesn't end up on your hips.
结果并非如此 放在你的臀部。
And I hate you for it.
我为此恨你。
I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
我以前常吃这个 我大概五岁的时候。
Well, you still act five, so...
嗯，你看起来还是五岁，所以……
Mmm.
嗯。
Fuck you and your bad roots.
去你的，还有你那糟糕的出身。
Now she's back.
她回来了。
I don't understand it.
我不明白。
It's the crunch with the cold
寒冷的嘎吱声
and the mushy of the ice cream.
还有冰淇淋糊状的部分。
Right.
正确的。
The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
解释 佩奇，这卖不出去。
Well...
出色地...
You got her?
你抓到她了吗？
I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
我抓到她了， 但我不能留宿。
[Stacy] I can stay the night.
[斯泰西] 我可以留下来过夜。
[shaky breaths, sniffles]
[呼吸急促，抽泣]
[sniffles]
[抽泣]
Mmm.
嗯。
-This is my favorite thing ever. -I know.
这是我最喜欢的东西。 -我知道。
[sighs]
[叹气]
She okay?
她没事吧？
Yeah, she will be.
是的，她会的。
Mm.
毫米。
Is there a decent bar near here?
附近有比较好的酒吧吗？
Um, there's a...
嗯，这里有个……
there's a dive bar around the corner.
那里有一家小酒吧 就在拐角处。
Well, SoHo's version of a dive bar.
嗯，SoHo 的版本 一家破旧酒吧。
Hmm.
唔。
[indistinct chatter]
[含糊不清的交谈声]
Hmm. What's this place called?
唔。 这里叫什么名字？
Um, I don't know.
嗯，我不知道。
I'm-I'm not sure it has a name.
我……我不确定它有没有名字。
[mutters]
[低声嘟囔]
[Stacy] Hmm.
[斯泰西] 唔。
Hi.
你好。
What's the name of this place?
这是地方叫什么？
Name? Uh, people just call it the bar.
姓名？ 呃，人们都管它叫酒吧。
Or the bar down the street. Something like that.
或者街角的那家酒吧。 差不多是这样。
-No name? -Not that I'm aware of, no.
没有名字？ 据我所知，没有。
What does your paycheck say?
你的工资单上写着什么？
Uh, XT Enterprises LLC
呃，XT Enterprises LLC
or some shit.
或者其他什么乱七八糟的东西。
[short chuckle]
[轻笑]
Okay, so...
好的，那么……
Bar just doesn't have a name.
这家酒吧还没有名字。
No name. What can I get you?
无名氏。 您想喝点什么？
Oh, God. I'm, uh...
我的天哪。 我，呃……
I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
我没心情。 做出任何决定。
Mm-hmm. Martini?
嗯。 马提尼？
Oh, that is a cocktail,
哦，那是一种鸡尾酒。
and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
这是最远的地方 来自一家鸡尾酒吧，所以……
True that. Uh, how about a Irish car bomb?
确实如此。 呃，来个爱尔兰汽车炸弹怎么样？
I have no idea what that is.
我不知道那是什么。
-Trust me. -[Stacy] Okay.
相信我。 -[Stacy] 好的。
What about you?
你呢？
What kind of amber ales do you have?
哪种琥珀艾尔啤酒 你有没有？
That'll be two Irish car bombs.
那将是两枚爱尔兰汽车炸弹。
Hey, I like your style. Two Irish car bombs.
嘿，我喜欢你的风格。 两起爱尔兰汽车炸弹袭击事件。
I have to work in the morning.
我早上要上班。
It's one drink, Russell.
就一杯酒，拉塞尔。
Ooh, I didn't see that coming.
哦，我真没想到会这样。
-Um... -Oh, gosh. Apologies, Russell.
-一... 哦，天哪。抱歉，罗素。
This is gonna hurt.
这会很疼。
Uh, y--
呃，还有——
Great. [clears throat]
伟大的。 [清嗓子]
-You got to... Yeah. -[Stacy] Yeah.
你必须……是的。 -[Stacy] 是的。
-[Stacy laughing] -It went down the wrong pipe.
（斯泰西笑着说） 它掉进了错误的管道。
-[coughs] -[laughs]
-（咳嗽） （笑）
I have a bad gag reflex.
我的呕吐反射很强烈。
-[coughs] -No, no. I'm not...
-（咳嗽） 不，不，我不是……
I'm-I'm not laughing at that.
我……我一点也不觉得好笑。
What, then?
然后呢？
Oh, life.
唉，人生啊。
And the choices people make.
以及人们做出的选择。
Don't get me wrong.
别误会我的意思。
She made a good one with you.
她和你相处得很好。
What are your dreams?
你的梦想是什么？
-Dreams? -Or...
梦想？ -或者...
you know, "aspirations" might be a better word.
你知道，“抱负” 或许用这个词更合适。
For your life.
为了你的生命。
For my daughter.
送给我女儿。
I mean, what-- Uh, you know,
我的意思是，什么—— 呃，你知道的，
we-we just got the town house, so we--
我们——我们刚刚得到 那栋联排别墅，所以我们——
Yeah, well, that's a purchase, not a dream.
是的，那算是一笔消费。 这不是梦。
-[weak chuckle] -Have you two
（轻笑） 你们俩
-talked about starting a family? -Uh,
谈过组建家庭的事吗？ 呃，
you know Paige.
你认识佩奇。
She just got down to a size zero,
她刚下车 到零号尺寸，
and she worked really hard for it, so--
她非常努力。 为此，所以——
Okay, Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
好的，拉塞尔，拉塞尔。 独立思考。
Do you have any?
你有吗？
Yeah, I mean, I guess I want-I want to have kids.
是啊，我的意思是，我猜 我想要——我想要孩子。
-Mm-hmm. Okay. -And I want to raise them,
嗯。好的。 我想抚养他们，
and I want to...
我想……
I want to move out of town,
我想搬出这座城市。
you know, where they can have a normal--
你知道，他们可以在哪里 正常——
You know, tr-- you know, trick-or-treat
你知道，tr-- 你知道，就是万圣节的“不给糖就捣蛋”活动。
and-and play baseball
而且——还会打棒球
and run out on the street, you know?
然后跑到街上， 你知道？
Mm. No, I don't know.
嗯，不，我不知道。
No, I don't know. I raised mine here.
不，我不知道。 我在这里养育了我的孩子。
Right.
正确的。
Well, that would be my dream. [clears throat]
那将是我的梦想。 [清嗓子]
What about when they're grown?
那他们长大后呢？
-What's the dream then? -[laughs]
那么，梦想是什么呢？ （笑）
I don't know. I don't know.
我不知道。我真的不知道。
I-I haven't gotten that far.
我还没走到那一步。
Yeah, well, then you need a new dream.
是啊，嗯。 那么你需要一个新的梦想。
Honestly, I always thought of you and Preston as the dream.
说实话，我一直觉得 你和普雷斯顿的梦想。
So did I, Russell.
我也是，罗素。
* thoughtful music *
* 引人深思的音乐 *
But that dream is over.
但那个梦已经结束了。
Then I guess we both need a new one.
那我猜 我们俩都需要一个新的。
[chuckles softly]
[轻笑]
Yeah.
是的。
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