(集团笑) [group laughing]
这张照片有什么问题吗？—想象一下。 -[man] What is wrong with this photo? -Imagine.
（维多利亚）当我要开始和罗兰合作的时候， [Victoria] When I was about to start working with Roland,
其他辣妹告诉我她们想去巡演。 the other Spice Girls told me they wanted to go on tour.
[一群人闲聊，大笑] [group chattering, laughing]
大卫说：“孩子们看到你这样做真的很好。” David was like, "It's really good for the kids to see you do this."
我喜欢…… I'm like…
我们的孩子没能看到他们的妈妈成为辣妹。 Our kids weren't around to see their mum be a Spice Girl.
他让我感到内疚。 He mum-guilted me.
[电子音乐刺痛] [electronic music sting]
光[掌声] [light applause]
[大卫]爱你，亲爱的。我送你下去。 [David] Love you, darling. I'll walk you down.
[维多利亚]哦，我脖子都僵了。 [Victoria] Oh, I've got such a stiff neck.
(人群咆哮) [crowd roaring]
我化的妆够吗？ Have I got enough makeup on?
[大卫]绰绰有余。 [David] More than enough.
(笑) [laughs]
[大卫]祝你好运。 [David] Good luck.
[远处的低音鼓声] [distant bass drum thumping]
-[播放辣妹组合的《Goodbye》]-♬不，不，不，不 -["Goodbye" by Spice Girls playing] -♪ No, no, no, no ♪
♬不，不，不，不 ♪ No, no, no, no… ♪
维多利亚：我已经很久没有加入“时髦辣妹”了。 [Victoria] I hadn't been Posh Spice for such a long time.
♬你知道是时候说再见了 ♪ You know it's time to say goodbye ♪
♬再见，我的朋友 ♪ Goodbye, my friend ♪
♬我知道你走了，你说你走了，但我仍然能感觉到你在这里 ♪ I know you're gone, you said you're gone But I can still feel you here ♪
♬这不是结束 ♪ It's not the end ♪
♬在痛苦变成恐惧之前，你要保持坚强 ♪ You gotta keep it strong Before the pain turns into fear ♪
很高兴我们做到了 ♪ So glad we made it ♪
♬时间永远不会 ♪ Time will never… ♪
能回到他们身边真好。 It was good to be back with them.
-不，不，不-不，不，不 -♪ No, no, no ♪ -♪ No, no, no, no… ♪
其中一个女孩对我说， One of the girls actually said to me,
事实上，就在不久前，这确实让我很不安…… and it did upset me, not too long ago, actually…
是Melanie B对我说的， It was Melanie B who said to me,
“不要忘记你从哪里来。” "Don't forget where you've come from."
我从来没有忘记我来自哪里。 I have never forgotten where I come from.
我从来没有忘记过 I've never, ever forgotten
就是因为时髦辣妹才让我坐在这里 that Posh Spice is the reason that I'm sitting here now.
她可能脾气暴躁，但她其实很好。 She might have been grumpy, but she was actually great.
-♬时间永远不会，永远不会改变它-不 -♪ Time will never, never ever change it ♪ -♪ No… ♪
庆祝辣妹组合很好， It was good to celebrate the Spice Girls,
但那是在那次旅行中 but it was during that tour
我意识到我不属于舞台。 that I realized I didn't belong onstage.
这很有趣， It had been fun,
但那已经不是我喜欢的了。 but it wasn't what I loved anymore.
-你好。-你好。 -Hello. -Hello.
辣妹组合总是对我说， The Spice Girls were the ones that always said to me,
“不要退缩。” "Don't hold back."
♬很高兴我们来了 ♪ So glad we made it… ♪
我喜欢时尚， I loved fashion,
我想进入时尚界。 and I wanted to be in the fashion industry.
是时候做些完全不同的事情了。 It was time to do something completely different.
[歌声回响，消逝] [song echoes, fades]
-[人群叫嚷着]-[男子1]挥手！ -[crowd clamoring, shouting] -[man 1] Wave!
-维多利亚！——（人群继续呼喊） -[man 2] Victoria! -[crowd continues shouting]
[莫雷]在流行文化中，维多利亚是个WAG。 [Mouret] In popular culture, Victoria was a WAG.
她是时髦的。 She was Posh.
时尚界不喜欢她。 The fashion industry didn't like her.
这个行业可能有点势利。 The industry can be a little snobbish.
我们想要越过那条线。 We wanted to cross that line.
你希望别人认真对待你。 You want to be taken seriously.
（维多利亚）我知道要开启我人生的新篇章， [Victoria] I knew that to start this new chapter of my life,
我必须改变。 I had to change.
(相机点击) [camera clicking]
-剥离其他角色。——(相机点击) -Strip the other personas away. -[camera clicking]
[玩“纸飞机”] ["Paper Planes" playing]
我把咪咪埋在巴登-巴登了。 You know, I buried those boobs in Baden-Baden.
我变成了一个更简单、更优雅的自己。 I became a simpler, more elegant version of myself.
然后我去上班了。 And I went to work.
♬我像纸一样飞翔，像飞机一样高飞 ♪ I fly like paper, get high like planes ♪
♬如果你在边境逮到我，我有我名下的签证 ♪ If you catch me at the border I got visas in my name… ♪
从她所在的地方， From the top, where she is,
我不得不把她带回海底学习。 I had to bring her back to the bottom to learn.
（维多利亚）他真的挑战了我。 [Victoria] He really challenged me.
[Mouret]如果你想成为一名设计师，你必须知道自己是谁。 [Mouret] If you want to be a designer, you have to know who you are.
维多利亚的顾客是谁？ Who was the customer of Victoria?
是那些想成为她那样的女人。 It's women who wanted to be like her.
她就是产品。 She was the product.
[维多利亚]最终，这真的是我找不到的东西。 [Victoria] Ultimately, it really was about what I couldn't find.
我想要一条完美的裙子 I wanted the perfect dress,
我找不到我要找的东西。 and I couldn't find what I was looking for.
我不素描， I don't sketch,
但我确实开始把自己裹起来，你知道吗？ but I did start by draping on myself, you know?
我们没有足够的预算来聘请合适的模特， We didn't have the budgets to have fit models,
所以我用了自己的身体。 so I used my own body.
我记得站在镜子前，只穿着内裤， I remember standing there in the mirror, in my underwear,
和罗兰在一起，只有一些布料。 with Roland, and just bits of fabric.
裙子就是你在裙子上做的小动作。 A dress is that little movement that you have to do with the skirt.
（维多利亚）他只是不停地说：“完美的裙子。” [Victoria] He just kept saying, "Perfect the dress."
他让我质疑一切，我所做的每一个决定。 He made me question everything, every decision that I made.
我过去常常哭。 I used to cry a lot.
如果你对维多利亚不强硬，维多利亚·贝克汉姆就会把我踩在脚下。 If you're not tough with Victoria, Victoria Beckham will walk over me.
没人认得你的声音。 [scoffs] Nobody know your voice.
你如何让它成为你的？ How do you make it yours?
（维多利亚）他给了我创作所需的工具。 [Victoria] He gave me the tools that I needed to create.
我在做我最终想做的事。 I was doing what I finally wanted to do.
[莫雷]我们不知道她是否会成功， [Mouret] We didn't know if she was going to succeed,
但她已经准备好迎接这个挑战。 but she was ready for this challenge.
（维多利亚）我再也不需要说“嘿，看看我”了。 [Victoria] I didn't need to say "Hey, look at me" anymore.
这个有创意的出口，可以说话。 This creative outlet, that can do the talking.
[“纸飞机”继续] ["Paper Planes" continues]
[自行车铃响] [bicycle bell rings]
[汽车喇叭声] [car horn beeps]
[维多利亚用法语]嗨，最近怎么样？ [Victoria in French] Hi, how's it going?
现在，你要小心，因为它很滑。 Now, you be careful because it's very slippery.
嗨，你好吗？ Hi, how are you?
我的意思是…… I mean…
哦,小心。我担心你会摔倒。 Oh, careful. I'm worried you're gonna fall.
这就是我们经常做的迷人的进出。 So this is the kind of glamorous entrance and exit that we regularly make.
原因是 And the reason for this
是因为外面有很多狗仔队。 is because there's a lot of paparazzi outside.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
我想睡觉的时候真的在想， I was going to sleep really thinking,
“鞋子、裙子、女孩”，嗯…… "Shoe, dress, girl," um…
所以我不知道。 So I don't know.
我们现在正试着让这辆车通过一个非常非常小的缺口。 We're trying to fit this car through a very, very small gap right now.
我是说，这就是… I mean, this is how…
我真的不介意……这样我们就不会被淋湿了吗？ I really don't mind… Is this so that we don't get wet?
这就是你在巴黎能得到的服务。 This is the kind of service that you get in Paris.
它们想保护你的头发。 They wanna protect your blow-dry.
[远处的喇叭声] [distant horn honks]
我们到了。 Here we are.
-你好吗？改善情况。你好吗？ -How are you? -Good. How are you?
(维多利亚)好。大家都好吗？ [Victoria] Good. How is everybody?
[维多利亚]你还好吗？ [Victoria] Are you good?
-一会儿见。-一会儿见。 -[man] See you in a bit. -See you in a bit.
早上好。 Good morning.
-[女人3]早上好。-哦!哦!弗吉尼亚州吗? -[woman 3] Morning. -Ooh! Oh! Ça va?
(蒸汽发出嘶嘶声) [steam hissing]
[优雅的弦乐演奏] [elegant string music playing]
莉兹，米娅，蕾拉。 [man] Liz, Mia, Layla.
[维多利亚]散散步。 [Victoria] Have a walk.
[紧张的音乐播放] [tense music playing]
-我觉得她很可爱。——(维多利亚)是的。 -[woman] I think she's cute. -[Victoria] Yes.
埃斯特，等等。 [man] Esther, wait.
[西班牙语]等一下。我们要在你身上做些试验。 [in Spanish] Wait a second. We're going to try something on you.
-[众人笑]-[男人]谢谢你。 -[all laugh] -[man] Thank you.
非常感谢。 Thank you so much.
我们有40个女孩要选40个造型。 We have 40 girls to cast for 40 looks.
然后，工作室必须让衣服完美地适合每个模特。 The atelier then have to make the clothes fit perfectly on each model.
(聊天朦胧地) [chatting indistinctly]
(点击) [clicks]
所有的机器都关机了。 All the machines have turned off.
宇宙回答说：“不。” The universe went, "Non."
是的，保险丝烧断了。 Yes, the fuse has blown.
不是今天。 Not today.
[维多利亚]我们正在努力完成大量的工作 [Victoria] We're trying to get an enormous amount done
在很短的时间内。 in a very short space of time.
这周我们睡不了多少觉。 We're not gonna sleep a lot this week.
绝对的。我们把裤子也洗一下吧。 Absolutely. Let's do the trouser as well.
你能买到各种各样的针织品吗？ Can you grab the various knitwear options?
这么晚了，在外面，就在一个地方。 It's so late at night, outside, just in one space.
通常女孩们会从一个房间走到另一个房间。 Normally the girls walk from room to room.
这是我第一次作为房子展示 This is the first time I'm showing as a house
集时尚，美丽和芬芳于一身。 with fashion and beauty and fragrance all together.
这绝对是我们做过的压力最大的演出。 It's definitely the most stressful show we've ever done.
有压力的! Stressful!
（维多利亚）有太多可能出错的地方了。 [Victoria] There's so much that could go wrong.
你要把它固定在底部吗？ Are you going to attach it at the bottom?
我一直在反复质疑自己的每一个决定。 I've been cross-questioning every single decision in my head.
-所以我们有四个。——(Lara)好。 -So we have four there. -[Lara] Okay.
一个，两个，三个。 One, two, three of those.
[沉郁的音乐] [pensive music playing]
（维多利亚）一切都必须完美。 [Victoria] Everything has to be perfect.
在我发布之前，它必须是班上最好的， It's gotta be best in class before I put it out there,
所以没有任何妥协。 so there's never any compromise.
我花了很多年建立这个基础。 And I've spent years building this foundation.
当我踏入时尚界时，我有很多天真。 When I stepped into the fashion industry, I had a lot of naivety.
我记得当时在想， I remember thinking,
“哦，她根本不知道自己面临的是什么。” "Oh, she has no idea what she's in for."
(人群争相) [crowd clamoring]
[福特]我第一次知道维多利亚是在90年代中期。 [Ford] I first became aware of Victoria in the mid-'90s.
我确实知道她喜欢古驰，因为她总是被拍到。 I did know that she loved Gucci because she was photographed all the time.
所以当我看到她穿着我的衣服拍照时，我总是很开心。 So I was always happy when I saw her photographed in my clothes.
大卫也是。 David as well.
我从来不知道该穿什么。 I never know what to wear.
这对你来说一定很难，维多利亚， Yeah, it must be really hard for you, Victoria,
你知道，在决定要不要穿那条古驰的小裙子， you know, trying to decide whether to wear the little Gucci dress,
古驰的小裙子，或者…古驰的小裙子。 the little Gucci dress, or… the little Gucci dress.
完全正确。 Exactly.
我还记得我第一次听说 I remember when I first heard
维多利亚要创立自己的时尚品牌 that Victoria was going to start her own fashion label.
我想打电话给她说， And I wanted to call her and say,
“为什么?你为什么要这么做？” "Why? Why would you do this?"
“你知道这个行业有多艰难吗？” "Do you understand this business is so tough?"
她必须向人们展示，向人们证明，她拥有它， She has to show to people, demonstrate to people, that she had it,
人们不容易意识到这一点。 and people are not easy to recognize that.
如果你是一个流行歌星，你就会永远是一个流行歌星。 If you are a pop star, you're gonna be a pop star forever.
我觉得她非常非常勇敢。 I thought she was very, very brave.
我想很多人并没有把它当回事。 I think a lot of people didn't take it seriously.
我想很多人会想，“好吧，维多利亚·贝克汉姆要开始一个系列了。” I think a lot of people thought, "Okay, Victoria Beckham's starting a collection."
“其他人可能会设计它。她会把自己的名字签在上面的。” "Someone else will probably design it. She'll stick her name on it."
“不会很严重的。” "Won't be very serious."
每个人都警告她，“你不会被录取的。” And everybody warning her, "You will not be accepted."
“哦，又来了一个想成为时尚人士的名人。” "Oh, here comes another celebrity wanting to be a fashion person."
-[戏剧性的弦乐演奏]-[相机咔嗒声] -[dramatic string music playing] -[cameras clicking]
[伊娃]每个人都带着台词出来。 [Eva] Everybody was coming out with a line.
杰西卡·辛普森有台词，帕丽斯·希尔顿也有台词。 Jessica Simpson had a line, and Paris Hilton had a line.
（维多利亚）我成功的可能性 [Victoria] The likelihood that I was going to become successful
非常非常苗条， was very, very slim,
但我真的没听进去 but I really didn't listen to that.
说实话，这给了我动力。 That fueled me, to be completely honest.
[戏剧音乐继续] [dramatic music continues]
所以在2008年， So in 2008,
我决定展示我的第一个系列。 I decided to show my first collection.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
我没有做过一场大的时装表演，然后出来干冰。 I didn't do a big fashion show and come out to dry ice.
我在酒店套房里展示了十件裙子。 I was showing ten dresses in a hotel suite.
尽管大卫在经济上帮助我建立了这家公司， And even though David helped me set up this business, financially,
他没有来看演出。 he didn't come to the show.
我不希望有名人在场 I didn't want celebrities there
因为我不想跟名人扯上关系。 because I didn't want it to be about celebrity.
[沉郁的音乐] [pensive music playing]
我真的很害怕。 I was really, really scared.
就好像你光着身子站在房间里。 It's almost like you're standing in a room naked.
你感到脆弱。 You feel vulnerable.
害怕被那个行业拒绝的恐惧是存在的。 The fear of being rejected by… by that industry was there.
[维多利亚]记者们，他们并没有说太多， [Victoria] Journalists, they didn't really say very much,
他们走了，我就坐在那里想，“他们喜欢吗？” and they left, and I'd be sitting there thinking, "Did they like it?"
我知道每个人的期望是什么。 I knew what the expectation of every person is going to be.
他说：“最坏的情况是什么？” He said, "What's the worst that can happen?"
一败涂地。 To fall flat on your face.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
我还记得第一次收到的评论。 I remember the first review coming through.
[戏剧音乐播放] [dramatic music playing]
太神奇了。 It was amazing.
我完全被他们的反应震惊了。 I was absolutely blown away by the response.
媒体真的是，“哦，哇。哦……哦，哇。” The press was really, "Oh, wow. Oh… Oh, wow."
我当时的公关说：“你不会相信的。” My PR at the time said, "You're not gonna believe this."
麦当娜在《W》杂志上穿着我设计的裙子。 It was Madonna in W Magazine wearing one of my dresses.
我做梦也没想到会发生这种事。 I didn't think in my wildest dreams that was gonna happen.
[莫雷]我说：“一场演出是不够的。” [Mouret] I said, "One show is not enough."
“我……我不能为此给你颁发文凭。”(笑) "I… I can't give you a diploma for that." [laughs]
“这只是个开始。”她只是触及了一点皮毛， "It's just the beginning." She's just scratched a bit the surface,
然后，然后，现在是下一个。 and… and, uh… and now the next one.
早....。 Morning.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
你的房子怎么样了？-我有火鸡之类的。 -[woman] How's your house coming along? -[man] I have, like, turkeys.
[维多利亚]你有火鸡吗？我们有鸡。 [Victoria] You have turkeys? We've got chickens.
我得告诉大卫，他应该买些火鸡 I have to tell David he should get some turkeys
因为你知道他有很多动物。 'cause you know he's got lots of animals.
[劳拉]你最终会得到一个合适的农场。 [Lara] You're gonna end up with a proper farm.
这个鸡舍有多大？ [man] How big… How big is the chicken house?
哦，真令人印象深刻。是啊，这是个真正的鸡舍。 Oh, it's impressive. Yeah, it's a proper chicken house, yeah.
你应该看看他的鸡巴。它是宏伟的。 You should see his cock. It's magnificent.
(所有的笑) [all laughing]
我不是在开玩笑。 I'm not kidding.
我不是在开玩笑。确实如此。 I'm not kidding. It really is.
(维多利亚)嘿。 [Victoria] Hey.
-嘿。-你好吗？ -Hey. -[David] How you doing?
[维多利亚]嘿，你还好吗？ [Victoria] Hey, are you all right?
-嘿。——(Harper)嗨。 -Hey. -[Harper] Hi.
演出前的准备工作是艰难的。 The lead-up to a show is hard.
但她很擅长伪装。 But she's good at putting up a front.
维多利亚：我们又来了一个女孩。 [Victoria] We've got another girl that's come for the casting.
哈珀。-[劳拉]带我们出去走走。 -Harper. -[Lara] Give us a good walk.
[维多利亚]让我们好好散散步。你看起来美极了。 [Victoria] Give us a good walk. You look gorgeous.
我只是想让你感觉舒服，所以只要你… I just want you to feel comfortable, so as long as you're… Okay.
-你看起来很完美。美丽。-我喜欢这个颜色。 -You look perfect. Beautiful. -[Harper] I like the color.
[大卫]真漂亮。 [David] So pretty.
[维多利亚]这就是你要穿的鞋子，对吗？ [Victoria] These are the shoes you're gonna wear, yeah?
——(Harper)是的。-[维多利亚]这裙子真漂亮。 -[Harper] Yeah. -[Victoria] It is such a gorgeous dress.
[劳拉]看起来棒极了。我们只需要计算长度。 [Lara] Looks amazing. We just need to do the length.
[维多利亚]大卫坐在那里，看着我。 [Victoria] David's sitting there, watching me.
这是他唯一一次真正看到 It's the one time where he really sees
我付出的所有努力都有了成果。 all of the work that I've put in really come to fruition.
其实我觉得我有自己的好想法。 I actually think I have my own good opinions.
我确实有，有时我会说出来。 I actually do, and sometimes I'll voice them.
[维多利亚]它太适合你了。 [Victoria] It fits you so perfectly.
[大卫]你不觉得她的鞋跟太长了吗？ [David] Do you not think they're at a dangerous length for her heel?
[维多利亚]他给我建议的时候总是让我笑， [Victoria] He always makes me laugh when he gives words of advice,
我说，“是啊，太棒了。” and I'm like, "Yeah, that's great."
（小声说）“别告诉别人。” [whispers] "Keep it to yourself."
-[维多利亚]哦，又来了。好吧。-[Del Moro]我喜欢。 -[Victoria] Oh, here we go. Okay. -[Del Moro] I love it.
[维多利亚]我喜欢这个袖子。这正是你想要的，对吧？ [Victoria] I love the sleeve. That's exactly what you wanted, right?
[大卫]克鲁兹，这真的很酷。为什么我从来没买过西装？ [David] It's really cool, that, Cruz. Why did I never get a suit?
问题相当粗鲁。-[维多利亚]我确实提过。 -Quite rude. -[Victoria] I did offer.
-我更喜欢黑色的那件。-是的。 -[Cruz] I kind of prefer the black one. -Yeah.
-[大卫]让我们看看。-黑色不太搭。 -[David] Let's have a look. -The black is less matchy.
我喜欢黑色的那件。-是的。 -[David] I like the black one, actually. -Yeah.
是的。 Yeah.
[维多利亚]这是一个非常繁忙的时刻。 [Victoria] It's a really busy moment.
但当你有了所有的家庭成员，这就成了一件麻烦事。 But then when you've got all of the family, it is a juggle.
“有人不高兴吗？”每个人都得到了他们想要的东西吗？” "Is anybody upset? Has everybody got what they want?"
我希望每个人都快乐。 I want everyone to be happy.
你对你的裙子满意吗？-是的，我喜欢。 -[David] You happy with your dress? -Yeah, I love it.
[维多利亚]我想试着让每个人都感觉良好， [Victoria] I want to try and make everyone feel good,
但内心深处，我的思绪却在别处。 but inside, my mind really is elsewhere.
我在想很多…很多其他的事情。 I'm thinking of a lot of… a lot of other things.
我认为他们中没有人真正知道发生了什么。 I don't think any of them really know quite what goes on.
你来看我踢球的时候就是这种感觉吗？ Is this what you felt like when you came to watch me play football?
是的。 Yeah.
[大卫]我们在一起27年了…… [David] We've been together for 27 years…
令人惊奇的。如此美丽。 It's amazing. So beautiful.
她还是像我第一次见到她时那样有动力 …and she's still as driven as she was when I first met her.
[神秘的音乐播放] [mysterious music playing]
[大卫]你知道，她的方式是不同的。 [David] You know, the way she was wired was different.
（维多利亚）解释一下你脚上穿的是什么。 [Victoria] Explain what you've got on your feet.
[大卫]你可以解释。 [David] You can explain.
[维多利亚]看那个。大卫·贝克汉姆穿着辣妹组合的袜子。 [Victoria] Look at that. David Beckham wears Spice Girls socks.
我相信我的父母会希望我遇到一个当地的女孩， I'm sure my mum and dad would've loved me to have met a local girl,
我的经纪人也希望我能认识一个当地女孩 and my manager would've loved me to have met a local girl
留在了曼彻斯特 that stayed in Manchester,
住在曼彻斯特从来不想离开曼彻斯特的人 that lived in Manchester, that never wanted to leave Manchester,
她就是我的妻子。 and just was my wife.
但我不想那样。 But I didn't want that.
[神秘的音乐继续] [mysterious music continues]
我从来不想那样。 I never wanted that.
哈珀，你会喜欢的。 Harper, you're gonna love this.
-哦，那太酷了。——(维多利亚)是的。 -[Harper] Oh, that's so cool. -[Victoria] Yeah.
（维多利亚）我从来都不是那个长大后梦想结婚的小女孩 [Victoria] I was never the young girl, growing up, that dreamt of getting married
梦想着成为一名母亲。 and dreamt of being a mum.
直到我遇到大卫，我才想到这些。 It wasn't until I met David that those things even occurred to me.
我怀布鲁克林的时候还在辣妹组合。 I was in the Spice Girls when I got pregnant with Brooklyn.
[无音乐音频] [no musical audio]
怀孕的时候我太兴奋了。 I was so excited to be pregnant.
那是八月，在迈阿密。 It was August, in Miami.
我当时已经怀孕几个月了。天气太热了。 I was a couple of months pregnant. It was so hot.
(所有争相) [all clamoring]
维多利亚：我穿着PVC紧身连衣裤。 [Victoria] I was in a PVC catsuit.
我在舞台边上放了一个桶 I had a bucket on the side of the stage
我就得一直跑到台下 that I would have to just keep running offstage
还有，因为我有严重的晨吐，所以我想回家。 and, like, being sick in because I had such bad morning sickness.
[神秘的音乐继续] [mysterious music continues]
我的PVC紧身连衣裤每天都要被晾出来 And my PVC catsuit was having to be let out on a daily basis
因为我…我在成长。 'cause I was… I was growing.
我记得，我曾经转身对导游说， I remember, I used to turn around to the tour director and say,
“我实在活不下去了。” "I just can't go on,"
他会对我说：“只剩下102场演出了。” and he'd say to me, "There's only 102 shows left to do."
她的决心…… The determination that she has…
(投影仪转动) [projector whirring]
那是来自她父母的 …that comes from her parents.
[有趣的音乐播放] [intriguing music playing]
花园里的每样东西都是我们建造和种植的。 We've built and planted every single thing in this garden.
每一个……一切。 Every… Everything.
所以你可以看到托尼在你到达时停止了工作。 So you can see Tony stopped work when you arrived.
[维多利亚]我父母仍然住在我长大的房子里。 [Victoria] My parents still live in the house that I grew up in.
他们买下那所房子时，它只是个空壳。 When they bought that house, it was a shell.
我爸爸自己做的。 My dad built it himself.
他有一个梦想，他要尽他所能 He had this dream, and he was gonna do everything that he could
为他的家人创造完美的生活环境。 to create the perfect living environment for his family.
[托尼]它有我想要的一切 [Tony] It had everything that I wanted
因为我知道我可以用它做一些事情。 because I could see that I could do things with it.
-不是我想要的都有。-不。 -Didn't have everything I wanted. -No.
我想要一个炊具，并且能够打开和关闭水龙头。 I wanted a cooker and to be able to turn the taps on and off.
是的。是的。它处于一种可怕的状态。 Yeah. Yeah. It was in a terrible state.
[女]托尼，你做的是什么生意？ [woman] Tony, what kind of business did you have?
-[Jackie]电器批发。-[Tony]电器批发。 -[Jackie] Electrical wholesaling. -[Tony] Electrical wholesaling.
孩子们一直是你事业的重要组成部分，不是吗？ The children have always been a big part, weren't they, of what you did.
是的。是的。 They have, yes. Yeah.
[维多利亚]我爸爸白手起家。 [Victoria] My dad started with nothing.
他过去常坐我和我哥哥妹妹 He used to sit me and my brother and sister
就像一条小生产线。 in, like, a little production line.
我们会建造东西。 We would build things.
插头和电器。 Plugs and electrical things.
我妈妈把我们穿着睡衣放在货车的后面。 My mum put us all in the back of the van in our pajamas.
我爸爸会开车到处送我们做的东西。 My dad would drive around, delivering these things that we'd built.
-灯和…-电缆什么的 -Lights and… -Cable and stuff.
-什么都可以。-不是家里的事。 -Anything like that. -It wasn't domestic stuff.
但托尼一直都很有职业道德。 But Tony's always had an amazing work ethic.
是的，我对自己很严格。 Yeah, I was very strict, to myself.
爸爸工作非常非常努力 Dad worked so, so hard,
他希望我也能这么做。 and he expected me to do the same.
那天晚上我和爸爸妈妈在一起， I was with my mum and dad the other night,
我们说的是我在戏剧学校的时候 and we were talking about when I was at theater school
当我非常想成为一名舞者时。 and when I desperately wanted to be a dancer.
[轻快的音乐播放] [lilting music playing]
我爸妈把他们的房子抵押了 My mum and dad remortgaged their house
这样我就能去戏剧学校了 so I could go to theater school.
我很清楚这一点。 And I was so aware of that.
意识到责任，我必须努力工作。 Aware of the responsibility I had to work really hard.
但我从来都不是最好的。 But I wasn't ever the best.
我不是最好的舞者，也不是最好的歌手。 I wasn't the best dancer, the best singer.
我和其他女孩长得不一样。 I didn't look like a lot of the other girls.
这就是我开始受到很多批评的地方 That's where I started getting a lot of criticism
我的外表，我的体重。 about my appearance, my weight.
我记得戏剧学校的校长对我说， And I remember the principal of the theater school saying to me,
你知道，“在节目结束时，我们会让你们这些女孩飞进去。” you know, "At the end of the show, we're gonna just fly you girls in."
“你们可以直接坐飞机过来。” "You girls can just be flown in."
意思是我们不是， Meaning that we weren't, sort of,
看起来和其他一些一样美观。 looking as aesthetically pleasing as some of the others.
“我们会让你坐后座。” "We'll just fly you in the back."
是的，我是说…… Yeah, I mean…
有一次我们认为她做得非常非常好， On one occasion where we thought she was doing really, really well,
然后我们去看她做事的时候， and then when we went to see her do something,
她被安排在后面，对吧？ she was put right at the back, wasn't she?
-是的。-如果你记得的话。 -Yeah. -If you remember that.
[轻快有节奏的音乐播放] [lilting rhythmic music playing]
（杰姬）被告知：“你超重了。你在后面。” [Jackie] Told, "You're overweight. You'll be in the back."
[轻快有节奏的音乐播放] [lilting rhythmic music playing]
显然这让她很不高兴。 Obviously it used to upset her.
但这肯定会影响到你 But it must… it must affect you
因为对一个年轻人说“你很胖”是一件很愚蠢的事，不是吗？ because that's a very silly thing to say to a young person, isn't it, "You're fat."
我记得给我妈妈打过电话。我哭了。“我想回家。” I remember phoning my mum. I was crying. "I wanna come home."
我妈妈说：“回家吧。” And my mum said, "Come home."
“我们会去湖边，我们会买一双新鞋。” "We'll go to Lakeside, and we'll buy a new pair of shoes,"
然后我爸接电话，他会说… and then my dad would come on the phone, and he'd say…
——“呆在那里。忍忍吧，然后——”“让他们都看看。” -"Stay there. Put up with it, and--" -"And show them all."
“你呆在那儿。你工作很努力。” "You stay there. You work hard."
这最终为她的生活奠定了基础。 And that ultimately set her up for life.
就在我们说话的时候，我收到了很多信息。 As we speak, I'm receiving tons of messages.
我的WhatsApp着火了。 My WhatsApp is burning.
是啊，这几天一直下着倾盆大雨， Yeah, it's been raining cats and dogs for the last few days,
当然，我每小时都会查看天气预报。 and I, obviously, am checking the weather forecast every hour.
现在我正试图找到很多解决方案 Right now I'm trying to find a lot of solutions
所以这个节目看起来不像活生生的噩梦。 so the show doesn't look like a living nightmare.
如果有一个季节我们可以在头发上做些不同的事情，那就是这个季节。 If ever there was a season we could do something different with hair, this is it.
（男）很多女孩都理发了。 [man] A lot of the girls have haircuts.
你可以更倾向于这种个性。 You can really lean into that individuality a little bit.
[维多利亚]那真是太好了。你知道在外面吗？ [Victoria] That'd be really nice. You know it's outside?
-[人]好吧。（笑）我们有……我们有掩护。 -[man] Okay. [laughing] -We do have… We do have a cover.
但很明显，你面对的可能是潮湿，有点潮湿。 But obviously, you could be dealing with a damp, sort of, humidity.
-对。——(维多利亚)也许。 -Right. -[Victoria] Maybe.
——(安东尼)好。-这让你的工作很不容易。 -[Anthony] Okay. -Which is not making your job easy.
但现实就是“不知道天气会怎样”。 But it's just the reality of "don't know what weather's gonna be like."
(安东尼)嗯。是的。 [Anthony] Mm-hmm. Yeah.
[维多利亚]我想要一个户外展场 [Victoria] I had my heart set on an outdoors show space
因为我确信天气还会很热 because I was convinced it was gonna still be hot
9月27日在巴黎。 on 27th September in Paris.
我不知道我当时在想什么。 I don't know what I was thinking.
[神秘的音乐播放] [mysterious music playing]
(工具转动) [tools whirring]
欢迎来到格拉斯顿伯里！ [Clément] Welcome to Glastonbury!
[女1]哦，天哪，这一点都不酷。 [woman 1] Oh my God, this is not cool.
[女2]是啊，想象一下星期五晚上。 [woman 2] Yeah, well, imagine Friday night.
[女1]哦，我的天哪。 [woman 1] Oh my God.
[qh]我们要去巴黎旁边的城堡 [Clément] We're going to this amazing castle next to Paris
这是以前从未有过的表演。 that has never received any show before.
所以，基本上，这座建筑还没有准备好迎接所有这些客人。 So, basically, the structure is not ready to welcome all these guests.
他妈的。朋友们，昨天不是那样的。 Fuck. Guys, yesterday was not like that.
这太疯狂了。情况一天比一天糟。 It's crazy. It's getting worse and worse every day.
(工具转动) [tools whirring]
这条美丽的小路现在被泥土覆盖了， [Clément] This beautiful path is now covered by mud,
这对我们要招待的客人来说显然是不可接受的。 which is obviously not acceptable for the guests we're gonna host.
[女1]嗯，他们肯定得把这个覆盖起来。 [woman 1] Well, they have to cover this, for sure.
你不能到处铺地板。今天看起来像坨屎，而且…… You can't do flooring everywhere. Today it looks like shit, and…
我们都同意这一点。 We all agree on this.
而且，在这种湿度下，到处都是霉菌和其他东西。 Also, with this humidity, we have mold and things everywhere.
这是不可能的。我们还在工作。还有卡车来了。 It's impossible. We are still working. We still have trucks coming.
这是一个关于我们要做什么的问题，但显然这是一个问题。 Here is a question of what we're gonna do, but it's a question, obviously.
[法语]真是一场灾难。这只是泥。 [in French] It was a disaster. It's just mud.
市长办公室不允许我们加碎石。 The Mayor's office won't allow us to add gravel.
我们现在正处于危机之中。 We're in a crisis situation with this.
伙计们，我们走吧。 [in English] Guys, let's go.
(工具发出咔嗒声) [tools clacking]
[克莱蒙深深地叹了口气] [Clément sighs deeply]
[qh]现在你明白那天我为什么那么紧张了吧。 [Clément] Now you understand why I was stressed the other day.
但我一回来，就会带上维多利亚、劳拉和简。 But as soon as I come back, I grab Victoria and Lara and Jane.
(模糊聊天) [indistinct chatter]
比如，如果你盖不住，你能放点什么吗？ Like, could you put something if you can't cover it?
我在想白裤子。它们是黑色的。 I'm just thinking about white pants. They'll be black.
现在，我们没法掩护他们 Right… right now, we can't cover them,
因为那样会很难看。 which is… because it would be ugly as fuck.
[维多利亚]如果我不高兴或担心，我会尽量不表现出来。 [Victoria] If I am upset or concerned, I really try to not project.
看起来好像灯是开着的，但里面没人。 It must look like the lights are on but there's no one in.
[播放悬疑音乐] [suspenseful music playing]
[维多利亚]你知道，我花了很长很长时间才走到这一步。 [Victoria] You know, it's taken a long, long time to get here.
这就像坐过山车一样。 It's been a hell of a roller coaster.
(音乐减弱) [music subsides]
[有节奏的悬疑音乐] [rhythmic suspenseful music playing]
[汽车喇叭声] [car horn beeps]
(所有争相) [all clamoring]
[维多利亚]我像其他初创企业一样，创立了自己的时尚事业， [Victoria] I was building the fashion business like any start-up,
在纽约和洛杉矶之间来回穿梭 traveling back and forth between New York and LA.
我不知道会是一个系列，还是两个系列。 I didn't know if it was gonna be one collection, two collections.
哇!如果我能做三个系列，那不是很棒吗？ Wow! Wouldn't it be amazing if I could do three collections?
但当人们意识到罗兰参与其中时， But as soon as people did become aware that Roland was involved,
每个人都想说，是罗兰秘密创造了这个系列。 everybody wanted to say that it was Roland that had secretly created the collection.
(人群争相) [crowd clamoring]
我强烈反对这些名人一心多用。 [man] I object strongly to these celebrities multitasking.
维多利亚·贝克汉姆。 Victoria Beckham.
对不起,女孩。你唱歌，我们设计，你知道吗？ Sorry, girls. You sing, we design, you know?
我们花了几年时间训练，去圣马丁学院 We spend years training, going to Saint Martins--
她的衣服看起来很像罗兰·莫雷，不是吗？ [woman] Her dresses look suspiciously like Roland Mouret, don't they?
非常可疑。我想罗兰是在给她一点帮助。 Very suspicious. I think Roland is… is offering her a little assistance.
-哦。等一等。哇。呃，呃，什么？-[神秘的音乐播放] -Oh. Hold on. Wow. Uh, uh, what? -[mysterious music playing]
当然可以。肯定有人在幕后操纵。 Of course. There's gotta be a man behind it.
不可能是一个傻傻的小流行歌星。 It couldn't be, like, a silly little pop star.
不，不可能。不可能。那个系列不是我设计的。 No… No way. No way. I… I didn't design that collection.
大家都觉得我只是个幌子 People thinking that I was just the front person
罗兰才是真正负责设计的人。 and that Roland was the one that was actually designing.
-我知道我还有很长的路要走。——(音乐消失) -I knew I had such a long way to go. -[music fades]
要证明我的能力，不止一场演出。 It was gonna take more than one show to prove myself.
这需要时间。这需要时间和坚持。 It takes time. It takes time and consistency.
[维多利亚]我能做什么？我可以集中注意力。我可以努力工作。 [Victoria] What can I do? I can focus. I can work hard.
-我真的…我屏蔽了噪音。-[播放悬疑音乐] -And I really… I blocked out the noise. -[suspenseful music playing]
她喜欢证明别人是错的。 She likes to prove people wrong.
安静地。 Quietly.
[维多利亚]最终，这就是我想要的 [Victoria] Ultimately, what I wanted
安娜·温图尔来看我的一件作品 was Anna Wintour to see one of my collections.
长期担任美国版《Vogue》主编的安娜·温图尔， [woman] Anna Wintour, the longtime editor in chief of American Vogue,
是时尚界最有影响力的人物之一。 is one of the most powerful figures in fashion.
[安娜]我认识她时她还是辣妹， [Anna] I knew her as a Spice Girl,
我们欣赏她的风格和她对时尚的执着， and we admired her style and her sense of commitment to fashion,
但是大多数参与我们世界的名人 but most of the celebrities who get involved in our world
不是真正的设计师。 are not true designers.
我还以为这是个爱好呢。 I thought maybe this was a hobby.
我不太相信。 I didn't quite believe it.
我们每一季都会邀请她， We would invite her every season,
但是她没有出现。 but she didn't show up.
要么是这个，要么是两种不同的颜色。 It's either this or it's two different colors.
没错，我更喜欢，因为我更喜欢合身。 Exactly, which I prefer because I prefer the fit.
我要去做预览了。可以吗？ I'm gonna just go do this preview. Is that okay?
(劳拉)好。 [Lara] Okay.
-嘿,马克。你好吗？-你好,维多利亚。很高兴见到你。 -Hey, Mark. How are you? -Hi, Victoria. Lovely to see you.
我做媒体预演，媒体会一对一来 I do press previews where the press will come one-on-one
问我问题。 to ask me questions.
这就是我解释藏品的机会 And that's my opportunity to explain the collection
在他们看演出之前。 ahead of when they then see the show.
来巴黎有没有改变什么呢？ Did coming to Paris… Has it… Did it alter anything or not?
我觉得你感觉压力更大了 I think you feel more… more pressure
因为，对我来说，巴黎一直是我的梦想。 because, ultimately, for me, Paris has always been the dream.
我被夹在品牌之间 And I'm sandwiched between brands
我一生都敬仰和尊敬的人 that I have looked up to and respected my entire life.
而且很可能已经磨损了。是。是。 And worn, probably. Yes. Yes.
[维多利亚]我们设计了一个可以在t台上看到的系列。 [Victoria] We create a collection that is seen on the catwalk.
然后我们将其转化为更可穿戴的版本 We then translate that into a more wearable version
这将被出售。 that will be sold.
你对此感到兴奋吗？我真的很兴奋。 -Are you excited about it? -I'm really excited about it.
因为我们还要推出下一款香水。 Because we're also launching the next fragrance.
正确的。 Right.
这香味，以及伴随香味而来的故事， So the fragrance, and the story that goes alongside the fragrance,
是场地的灵感来源。 was the inspiration to the venue.
哦,好的。 Oh, okay.
[维多利亚]我想成为对话的一部分。 [Victoria] I want to be part of the conversation.
我想突破界限。 I want to push boundaries.
但如果我这么做了 Um… but if I'm doing that,
我确实冒着人们不理解我的风险。 I do run the risk of people not understanding.
[简]为了拍照，凯蒂，你能确保他们…… [Jane] For the picture, Katie, can you just make sure they…
[维多利亚]一位时尚记者并不总是看到 [Victoria] One fashion journalist who hasn't always seen
或者感谢我们今天所做的努力。 or appreciated what we're trying to do is trying to come in today.
她给你这样的评价，为什么还要来？ [woman] Why does she even wanna come when she gives you reviews like that?
她永远不会来到这里，想要喜欢她所看到的。 She's never gonna come in here and want to like what she sees.
你在演出前利用这宝贵的时间， You are taking this precious time before the show,
打断我们正在做的事情…… interrupt what we're doing…
[女2]不管怎样他们都会写， [woman 2] They're gonna write regardless,
所以，如果你把自己放在一个让别人明白你的观点的位置上， so if you put yourself in a position where you've gotten your point across,
如果他们不懂，那我们就只能这么做了。 if they then don't, you know, get it, that's… that's all we can do.
你不能控制别人写什么。 You can't control what people write.
[简]我看到很多人完全受到了精神创伤 [Jane] I see so many people get completely traumatized
通过人们写的东西。 by, like, what people write.
-工作非常努力的人。-我明白了。 -People that have worked really hard. -I get it.
当他们精疲力尽的时候，这些评论就会出来。 And those reviews come out when they're exhausted.
-我完全明白。-真的累了。 -[Jasmine] Completely get it. -Really tired.
-[Jasmine]如果你没有那个对话-[Jane]团队已经很努力了。 -[Jasmine] If you don't have that conver-- -[Jane] The team have worked so hard.
[茉莉]反正他们会写信的。 [Jasmine] They're gonna write anyway.
不管她来不来，她都会写信的。 Whether she comes or not, she's gonna write.
[劳拉]我觉得你应该以更大的姿态去做这件事。 [Lara] I think you're gonna have to be the bigger person and do it.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
[维多利亚]看到负面评论确实很痛苦。 [Victoria] It does hurt to read negative reviews.
[轻柔的音乐播放] [gentle music playing]
[伊娃]当你把东西带到这个世界时，你必须被评判。 [Eva] When you put something out into the world, you have to be judged.
有些人会评判它，他们不会喜欢它。 Some people will judge it and they won't like it.
但希望他们会，嗯，这真的是… But hoping they will, um, it's… it's a really…
哦!这是一个非常微妙的处境。 Uh! It's such a delicate position to be in.
尤其是作为她，因为她经历了这样一段时间 Especially being her because she went through such a time
这里的一切照片，文字，都是负面的。 where anything that was photographed, written, was negative.
我觉得她总是有这种下意识的反应 And I think she's always had this knee-jerk reaction
只要有摄像机出现，只要有文章发表， anytime a camera comes up, anytime an article's gonna come out,
“这将是负面的。结果会很糟糕。” "It's gonna be negative. It's gonna be bad."
[人]高贵辣妹,我希望下次有强风, [man] Posh Spice, I hope that next time there's a strong breeze,
她的脖子会卡在那个位置 her neck gets stuck in that position
所以她不能吃东西，也不能喝水 so she can't eat anything or take any, uh, fluids
最终饿死 and eventually starves to death
这样她的古驰套装就会掉下来，她 so that her Gucci twinset suit falls off her and she
到期。 expires.
(笑声回声) [laughter echoes]
[播放忧郁的音乐] [somber music playing]
人们觉得批评一个女人是可以的 People felt it was okay to criticize a woman
为了她的体重，为了她的所作所为， for her weight, for what she's doing,
因为她的穿着。 for what she's wearing.
你知道，当时电视上发生了很多事情 You know, there were a lot of things happening in TV then
现在不会了。 that won't happen now.
现在不可能了。 That can't happen now.
布鲁克林六个月大的时候，我在全国电视上称体重。 I was weighed on national television when Brooklyn was six months old.
在电视上说“站到秤上”“你瘦了吗？” "Get on those scales," on television. "Have you lost the weight?"
你知道吗?我们嘲笑它，开它的玩笑 You know? And we laugh about it and we joke about it
当我们上电视的时候， when we're on television,
但我当时真的很年轻。 but I was really, really young.
这很伤人。 And that hurts.
我认识的维多利亚穿着运动服坐在家里， My Victoria that I knew sits at home in a tracksuit,
微笑，大笑，喝杯酒。 smiling, laughing, having a glass of wine.
维多利亚(笑) [Victoria chuckles]
这纯粹是因为她受到的批评。 That started to go purely because the criticism that she was getting.
我真的开始怀疑自己，不喜欢自己， I really started to doubt myself and not like myself,
你知道，嗯，因为我让它影响了我。 you know, um, because I let it affect me.
当我照镜子的时候，我不知道自己看到了什么。 I didn't know what I saw when I looked in the mirror.
我胖吗？我瘦吗？我…我不知道。 Was I fat? Was I thin? I… I don't know.
你失去了所有的现实感。 You lose all sense of reality.
我只是对自己很挑剔。我不喜欢我所看到的。 I was just very critical of myself. I didn't like what I saw.
我什么都做过，从胖子时髦到瘦子时髦 I've been everything from "Porky Posh" to "Skinny Posh."
我是说，发生了很多事，这很难。 I mean, you know, it's… it's been a lot, and that's hard.
我无法控制别人怎么写我， I had no control over what was being written about me,
正在拍摄的照片， pictures that were being taken,
我想我是想控制它，你知道吗？ and I suppose I wanted to control that, you know?
我可以用衣服控制它， I could control it with the clothing,
我可以控制我的体重。 I could control… I could control my weight.
我用一种非常不健康的方式控制着它。 And I was controlling it in an incredibly unhealthy way.
[轻柔的音乐] [tender music playing]
当你有饮食失调时，你会变得非常擅长撒谎。 When you have an eating disorder, you become very good at lying.
我从来没有对我父母坦诚过。 And I was never honest about it with my parents.
我从未公开谈论过这件事。 I never talked about it publicly.
它真的会影响你 It really affects you
当你不断地被告知，你不够好。 when you're being told, constantly, you're not good enough.
我想这已经伴随我一生了。 And I suppose that's been with me my whole life.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
(鸟叽叽喳喳) [birds twittering]
[远处的钟声] [distant bells tolling]
（女）时尚是你和维多利亚一直以来的共同爱好吗？ [woman] Was fashion something you and Victoria always bonded over?
哦，上帝，不。天啊，我们从来没有因为时尚而亲近过。 Oh God, no. Oh my God, we never bonded over fashion.
我一点也不在乎时尚。 I could care less about fashion.
她教会了我很多关于时尚的东西，你知道吗？ She's taught me a lot about fashion, um, you know?
如果我能做主，我会戴很多珠宝， If it was up to me, I'd wear so much jewelry,
我会看起来像一棵圣诞树。 I'd look like a Christmas tree.
（英国口音）然后她说：“你知道，你真的应该少穿点。” [British accent] And she's like, "You know, you really should wear less."
“只是少了。”(笑) "Just less." [laughs]
这是维多利亚为你挑选的走秀礼服。 [woman] So this is the dress that Victoria has picked out for you for the show.
(Eva)哦!我喜欢它。会很舒服的。 [Eva] Oh! I love it. It's gonna be comfortable.
和你以前穿过的一件衣服的布料相似。 [woman] Similar fabric to one of the dresses you wore before.
而且有点冷，所以我很高兴是长袖的。 And it's a little cold, so I'm glad it's long sleeve.
没错，但还是很性感。 Exactly, but it's still quite sexy.
这个放在后面还是前面？ Does this go in the back or the front?
-这是从后面掉下来的。从后面下去。好吧。 -This falls down the back. -Down the back. Okay.
所以，让我去找她。 [woman] So… Let me go get her.
[伊娃]好吧。 [Eva] All right.
这是她为自己的演出做过的最大的一件事。 This is the biggest thing she's ever done for one of her shows.
她压力很大， She is stressed out,
所以为她出现一天，并不是要求太多， so to show up for one day for her, is, like, not asking for a lot,
但当她看到时，这对她来说意义重大，比时尚评论家更重要 but it means so much to her when she sees, more than the fashion critics
不仅仅是明星们在演出现场… and more than celebrities being at the… at the, uh, show…
她只是看看她的孩子们，看看大卫。 She just looks over to her kids, she looks over to David.
她看着我， [whispers] She looks over to me,
然后我们，你知道，呃，她就觉得，好吧。 and then we, you know… uh, she just feels, like, okay.
——(Eva)嗨。——(维多利亚)嘿。你好吗？ -[Eva] Hi. -[Victoria] Hey. How are you?
[伊娃]你看起来很漂亮。我想你了。 [Eva] You look beautiful. I miss you.
-你也是。-嗨，亲爱的。 -[Victoria] You too. -[Eva] Hi, honey.
你在节目里太美了。 You were so gorgeous in the show.
你知道，这很有趣。 You know, it's fun.
但这通常是时装周的尾声。所以它总是在你旁边。 But it's usually the end of Fashion Week. That's why it's always next to yours.
这次他们开了门。 And this time they opened.
下着倾盆大雨。我们在外面。 It was pouring rain. We were outside.
-你没在外面吧？-是的。 -You're not outside, are you? -Yes.
——你是谁?-是的。 -You are? -Yeah.
不，我们在外面淋雨。-我的天啊。 -No, we were out in the rain. -Oh my God.
-其中一个女孩摔倒了。-哦。至少不是你。 -One of the girls fell. -Oh no. At least it wasn't you.
（笑）我知道。我就像…… [laughing] I know. I was like…
这些吗?你知道我是拉丁裔。-那很好。 -These? You know I'm a Latina. -That could be good.
你知道可可·香奈儿曾经说过，在你离开家之前， You know Coco Chanel used to say that before you leave the house,
你得照照镜子，脱下一件东西。 you have to look in the mirror and take one thing off.
假吗? Off?
-你做的正好相反。-（笑）我加了一句！ -You do the opposite. -[laughs] I add!
在你离开家之前，你会照照镜子 Before you leave the house, you look in the mirror
你只是想加，加，加。 and you just wanna add, add, add.
我做的事情。我总是说“不，我需要更多” I do. I'm always like, "No, I need more."
这些裙子穿在你身上会很好看。-哦上帝。你疯了吗？ -These skirts would look great on you. -Oh God. Are you crazy?
-不!看起来会很不错。我太老了。 -No! It would look good. -I am too old.
这个，用针织。不，你不是。我穿这个配长靴。 This, with a knit. No you're not. I wear this with long boots.
是啊，但你的腿很棒。 Yeah, but you have great legs.
-你的腿真棒。不，我有点… -You have great legs. -No, I'm a little…
[维多利亚]但它看起来确实很漂亮…… [Victoria] But it does look gorgeous…
我记得有一次，我和伊娃约会， I remember, once, going out with Eva,
还有很多狗仔队。 and there were lots of paparazzi.
(相机点击) [cameras clicking]
伊娃走在旁边，她一点都不在乎， And Eva's walking along, she doesn't give a shit,
她把头往后一仰，笑了起来。 and she's throwing her head back, and she's laughing.
她不在乎。 She doesn't care.
我记得，我都没跟她说话 And I remember, I wasn't even talking to her
因为我不想被拍照。 because I didn't wanna be photographed.
-[相机点击]-[飘渺的音乐播放] -[camera clicking] -[ethereal music playing]
维多利亚：我一看到摄像机，我就变了。 [Victoria] The minute I see a camera, I change.
屏障升起，我的盔甲穿上， The barrier goes up, my armor goes on,
那时候，你知道，那头不笑的可怜母牛， and that's when, you know, the miserable cow that doesn't smile,
那是她出来的时候，我很清楚。 that's when she comes out, and I'm so conscious of that.
我不喜欢那样。我不想成为那样的人。 And I don't like that. I'd rather not be that person.
我喜欢自信地微笑着走出餐厅 I'd love to have the confidence to walk out of a restaurant and smile
或者站在红地毯上微笑， or… or stand on a red carpet and smile,
但我就是做不到 but I just can't do it.
-好吧，我让你上车。-我爱你。走了。 -Okay, I'm gonna let you get on. -I love you. Go.
谢谢你的光临。裙子看起来很漂亮。你看起来棒极了。 Thank you for coming. Dress looks gorgeous. You look amazing.
-我爱你。周五见。-再见！ -[Eva] I love you. I will see you Friday. -See you later!
你不会因为我的屁股就觉得我们身材一样， [Eva] You wouldn't think we're the same size because of my ass,
但我们是！ but we are!
-[伊娃笑]-[维多利亚]嗯… -[Eva laughing] -[Victoria] Well…
你的屁股很漂亮。 You've got a gorgeous bottom.
好了，我要下去了。 Right, I'm gonna go back down.
[古板的弦乐演奏] [prim string music playing]
[维多利亚]2011年是重要的一年。 [Victoria] 2011 was a big year.
我们当时在洛杉矶。 We were in LA.
孩子们在上学，我怀了哈珀。 The boys were at school, and I was pregnant with Harper.
-[人群喧哗]-[男人]恭喜你维多利亚 -[crowd clamoring] -[man] Congratulations, Victoria.
藏品越来越多。 The collections were growing.
这花了很多年，但事情开始发生变化， It took years and years, but things started to change,
一切都很顺利。 and things were going well.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
安娜：人们说他们非常喜欢维多利亚的秀 [Anna] People said how much they enjoyed Victoria's shows
那是多么有趣啊。 and how much fun it was.
所以我很好奇。 And, uh, so I got curious.
(群聊天) [group chattering]
Anna要来参加演出。——(相机点击) -[Victoria] Anna was coming to the show. -[cameras clicking]
-我的天啊。-好好欣赏。 -[Victoria] Oh my God. -[man] Enjoy the show.
如果安娜要去看演出，你就等着尿裤子吧。 When Anna's going to the show, you're ready to shit yourself.
[沉郁的音乐] [pensive music playing]
(安娜)平庸。 [Anna] Mediocrity.
与其说让我厌烦，不如说让我生气。 It doesn't so much as bore me as, uh… as anger me.
我很紧张。 I was nervous.
这是件大事。 It's a huge deal.
[安娜]我很怀疑。 [Anna] I was skeptical.
我觉得在时尚界，我们都会有点势利 I think we can all be a little bit snobby in the… in the fashion business
我想也许这是，你知道，副业。 and… and think maybe this is, you know, a side gig.
但维多利亚完全证明了我们错了。 But Victoria was one that totally proved us wrong.
(音乐加剧) [music intensifies]
[安娜]很明显，那里有一个愿景， [Anna] It was clear that there was a vision there,
有一种观点可以让人们认识到她的立场， there was a point of view for people to recognize what she stands for,
她以优雅、魅力和谦逊做到了这一点。 and she achieved it with grace and with charm and with humility.
[维多利亚]那真是一个让我揪心的时刻。 [Victoria] It was a real pinch-me moment.
我简直不敢相信。 I couldn't believe it.
她实际上，真的，应该被视为一个严肃的设计师，她确实是。 She's actually, really, to be taken as a serious designer, which she is.
人们接受我的事实真的很令人兴奋。 The fact that people are accepting me is really exciting.
[播放《Ooh La La》] ["Ooh La La" playing]
我们不得不邀请更多的人来参加演讲， There were more people we had to invite to the presentations,
所以，很自然地，我们从演示转入了大秀 so, naturally, we went from presentations into the big show
在纽约的公共图书馆。 at the public library in New York.
♬拨我的号码 ♪ Dial up my number… ♪
维多利亚：我记得，我还在给哈珀喂奶。 [Victoria] I remember, I was still breastfeeding Harper.
每次有人移动椅子，我就会想，“我的天啊。” Every time someone moved a chair, I was like, "Oh my God."
你知道那是什么感觉。 You know what it's like.
♬把我打开…♬-[掌声] -♪ Switch me on… ♪ -[applause]
♬把我打开♬ ♪ Turn me up ♪
♬我不想要波德莱尔 ♪ Don't want it Baudelaire… ♪
[主持人]年度最佳设计师品牌是 [presenter] Designer Brand of the Year goes to
维多利亚·贝克汉姆。 Victoria Beckham.
(欢呼) [cheering]
[莫雷]我们证明他们错了。 [Mouret] We proved them wrong.
她在为我们报仇 She was taking our revenge,
以最好的方式，通过创造性。 in the best way possible, by being creative.
她得到了好评如潮。 She was getting rave reviews.
-[欢呼，吹口哨]-谢谢 -[cheering, whistling] -Thank you.
那种感觉是我不习惯的 That feeling was something I wasn't used to
自从辣妹组合以来。 since the Spice Girls.
你想要更多。 And you want more.
-[“Ooh La La”继续]-[欢呼，呐喊] -["Ooh La La" continues] -[cheering, whooping]
[莫雷]这有点让人上瘾。 [Mouret] It's kind of addictive.
你可以沉浸其中。 You can lose yourself in it.
维多利亚，笑一笑！来吧。你能做到的。微笑。 [man] Victoria, let's see a smile! Come on. You can do it. Smile.
我说：“慢点。慢下来。” I said, "Slow down. Slow down."
[维多利亚]节目越来越大，越来越大。 [Victoria] The shows just got bigger and bigger and bigger.
维多利亚·贝克汉姆开设了她的第一家独立精品店 Victoria Beckham opened this, her first stand-alone boutique
在伦敦时髦的梅菲尔区。 in London's swanky Mayfair.
[维多利亚]太不可思议了。我从没想过会是我。 [Victoria] It was incredible. I never thought that that would be me.
我要让这个品牌更上一层楼。 I was taking this brand to the next level.
五年前，维多利亚·贝克汉姆只有三个人为她工作。 Five years ago, Victoria Beckham only had three people working for her.
现在她有一百多个。 Now she has over a hundred.
♬需要，哦啦啦啦啦 ♪ Need, ooh la la-la la… ♪
[维多利亚]我们投入了大量资金。 [Victoria] We were investing heavily.
♬啦啦啦啦♬ ♪ La la la la ♪
♬我需要哦啦啦 ♪ I need ooh la la… ♪
[大卫]我们把所有的钱都花在拍摄地点、模特身上， [David] We were spending all this money on locations, on models,
人们在那里， on people being there,
然后我就走进秀场，然后我就… and I… I would walk into, you know, the show area, and I'm like…
(欢呼) [cheering]
（维多利亚）事情开始失去控制了。 [Victoria] Things were starting to get out of control.
-[音乐结束]-[欢呼声回荡] -[music ends] -[cheers echoing]
我们在做造型。我们已经完成了6个，还有34个呢。 We're getting the looks done. We've got six done, and, what, 34 to go.
我们下节课再看 Um, so we'll see how that goes in the next
四个小时…… four hours…
[笑] [chuckles]
如果有更多消息将被确认。 …if any more will be confirmed.
我们有一些模特来试穿衣服， We've got some, um, models coming in to try things on,
我们来看看效果如何。 and we'll see how that fitting goes.
一，二，三，四，自动拇指大战。走了。 One, two, three, four, automatic thumb war. Go.
好吧。否。你走了，我们得再来一次。 Okay. No. You went… We have to do it again.
(女人)好。一，二，三，四，自动拇指大战。 [woman] Okay. One, two, three, four, automatic thumb war.
-维多利亚，她真的很可爱。-她真的很可爱。 -Victoria, she is really cute. -She's really cute.
-是的，我喜欢她的口音。-是的，她很性感。 -Yeah, I like her accent. -Yeah, she's hot.
她精力旺盛。 Her energy is hot.
-我长大后想像她一样。-她是个婊子老板。 -I wanna be like her when I grow up. -She's a boss bitch.
这是我们的第一件“即看即买”连衣裙。 So this is our first "see now, buy now" dress.
节目一播出，就可以直接买到， As soon as the show hits, it is available to buy straightaway,
对于这个品牌来说，这是一个美妙的时刻，因为这是一条华丽的裙子。 which is a fantastic moment for the brand because it's a gorgeous dress.
在节目中也会有一个很棒的女孩。 Gonna have it on a great girl for the show as well.
[赛琳娜]杀了它，吉吉。继续。 [Selena] Kill it, Gigi. Go on.
(Sean笑) [Sean laughs]
-哦!你看到了吗？-哇! -Oh! Did you… Did you see that? -Whoo!
[笑] [chuckles]
[轻柔地播放轻快的音乐] [lilting music playing softly]
-[女人1]所以你一定要高跟鞋？-[女人2]冒险。 -[woman 1] So you definitely want heels? -[woman 2] Risky.
-[女1]我们可以试试。——(维多利亚)好。 -[woman 1] We can try it. -[Victoria] Okay.
我是说，这就好像你以前做过一样。 I mean, it's almost like you've done this before.
(所有的笑) [all laugh]
维多利亚：你很专业，琪琪。 [Victoria] The professionalism, Gigi.
让琪琪穿上那条裙子，让她走秀 To put Gigi in that dress and for her to walk in the show
对我来说真的很重要。 is really important to me.
[轻快的音乐继续] [lilting music continues]
她可以挑选她想做的节目。 She can pick and choose what show she wants to do.
我是一个独立品牌， I'm an independent brand,
所以我不会拿出一大笔钱。 so I'm not pulling out a big, meaty checkbook.
-[相机咔嗒声]-[设备嘟嘟声] -[camera clicking] -[device beeping]
-[维多利亚]好鞋。-[劳拉]那很好。 -[Victoria] Good shoe. -[Lara] That's good.
我觉得这看起来很酷。你喜欢那只鞋吗？ That looks really cool, I think. Do you like that shoe?
[琪琪]我喜欢。 [Gigi] I love it.
-我喜欢她的态度-是啊，我也是 -I like the attitude that she-- -Yeah, so… so do I.
[简]只是一个想法。你想试试不带袋子吗？ [Jane] Just a thought. Do you wanna try it without the bag?
-我喜欢这个包。-我喜欢这个包。 -I like the bag. -I like the bag.
[维多利亚]你觉得舒服吗？你喜欢吗？ [Victoria] You feel comfortable? You like that?
-是的。-[维多利亚]那个表情？ -Yeah. -[Victoria] That look?
-你确定？-[维多利亚]看起来不错。 -[Jane] You sure? -[Victoria] It looks great.
-[简]也试试别的。是的。-拍张照片。 -[Jane] Try a different one too. Yeah. -Take a picture.
-[维多利亚]谁？菲利斯?是的，这是那条新裙子。 -[Victoria] Who now? Felice? -[Lara] Yes, this is the new skirt.
新裙子，颜色不对。 New skirt, not right color.
——【简】哇。-[qh]真漂亮。 -[Jane] Wow. -[Clément] It's beautiful.
嗯, Um,
它是否需要…它是否需要… does it need… does it need to be…
[劳拉]你要说的是“不那么透明。” [Lara] You were gonna say "less transparent."
[简]我觉得，如果说有什么不同的话，那就是感觉它向前倒了一点。 [Jane] I think, if anything, it feels like it's falling forward a bit.
-什么，裙子？-是的。 -What, the skirt? -Yeah.
紧身胸衣后面有东西，对吧？是的。 And there's something on the back of the corset, right? Yeah.
[劳拉]我真的不满意这个人的身材。 [Lara] I'm really not happy with the fit of this one.
不，它往前掉了，后面又乱了。 No, it's dropping forward, and it's a mess at the back.
[维多利亚]这条裙子让我烦了整整一个星期。 [Victoria] This skirt has been bothering me all week.
这种织物非常透明 The fabric is very transparent
并没有按照我们希望的方式运行。 and isn't behaving in the way that we want it to.
你…我猜这是不可能的 You… I'm assuming that it's out of the question
用和裙子一样的布料做紧身胸衣？ to make the corset in the same fabric as the skirt here?
还有时间把顶部做成和…一样的颜色吗？ Is there time to make the top in the same color as the…
[劳拉]我非常怀疑。 [Lara] I highly doubt it.
他们做这件衣服的布料不太完美，所以…这是个问题。 The fabric they've made this one in isn't perfect, so… it's a problem.
(模糊聊天) [indistinct chatter]
看,宝贝。你爸爸在法国。看。 Look, babe. Your dad's in France. Look.
我的爸爸? My dad?
（笑）炸鱼和薯条。 [laughing] Fish and chips.
[大卫]我爸爸在巴黎，他正在吃炸鱼薯条。 [David] My dad is in Paris, and he's eating fish and chips.
(所有的笑) [all laughing]
-泰德很时髦。-巴黎的炸鱼薯条？ -Ted is very chic. -Fish and chips in Paris?
-[大卫]他看起来很高兴。——(Clement)非常。(笑) -[David] He looks very happy. -[Clément] Very. [laughs]
[大卫]这很典型。 [David] That's typical.
（维多利亚）最后一分钟还在做衣服 [Victoria] There's last-minute garments being made
或者正在发生的变化。 or alterations that are happening.
奇怪的是它很突出，然后它从这里进来。 What's weird is it stands out, and then it comes in on this bit here.
-然后就…-好吧好吧。 -Then it goes… -Okay. All right.
-那就把它弄小点。——……对不起。它看起来是……。 -Make it smaller, then. -It's… Sorry. It's… Look.
工作室已经满员了，我们有点紧张了 The atelier, they are full capacity, and we're getting a little stressed
关于他们必须及时为演出做的修改。 about the amount of amendments they have to make in time for the show.
你感觉怎么样？-恩…累了。 -[woman] How are you feeling? -Um… tired.
昨晚有点晚了。凌晨1点 A little bit of a later night last night. 1:00 a.m.
前一天晚上，我们中午12点下班。 The night before, we finished 12:00 a.m.
维多利亚有点紧张，很紧张。模特迟到了。 Victoria's a little bit stressed, on edge. Models are late.
我们确认了23个。 We are 23 looks confirmed.
我们还有17个。 We have another 17 to go.
我们远远落后了。 We're quite behind.
我们打算通宵达观。 We're thinking it's going to be an all-nighter.
在时装周上，没有人睡觉。[笑] On Fashion Week, there's no sleep. [chuckles]
[维多利亚]你确定要把骨头留在这里吗？ [Victoria] Are you sure you wanna keep this boning down here?
因为你不认为这就是产生这些折痕的原因吗？ Because do you not think that is what is making all of this creasing happen?
[简]我知道到处都是。 [Jane] It's all over the place, I know.
这里发生了什么？我们如何保持这个… What's happening here? How do we keep this…
-他们在重拍整部电影。——(女人)是的。 -They're remaking the whole thing. -[woman] Yeah.
[紧张的音乐播放] [tense music playing]
维多利亚：这个节目对每个为我工作的人都很重要。 [Victoria] This show is important for everybody that works for me.
但我的名字在厂牌上，我感觉到了压力。 But my name's on the label, and I feel the pressure of that.
-[叫嚷]-你的水准和你的最后一场演出一样好。 -[clamoring] -You are only as good as your last show.
所以这个品牌在成长。 So the brand was growing.
我们得到了很好的评价。 And we were getting great reviews.
感觉很好。 That felt good.
从外面看一切都很好。 Everything looked great from the outside.
但事实是，它从我的指缝间溜走了。 But the reality was, it was slipping through my fingers.
我们必须从小型的展示变成大型的展示， We had to go from small presentations to bigger shows,
但我们用了一种非常奢侈的方式， but we were doing it in a really extravagant way,
而且业务的增长速度也不一样。 and the business wasn't growing at the same pace.
有很多本不该花的钱被花了。 There was a lot of money being spent that should never have been spent.
损失是如此之大。 The losses were so, so big.
大卫做了很多投资。 David was investing a lot.
这让我很恐慌。我很恐慌，因为我从来没有看到任何东西回来。 It made me panic. I was panicked by it because I never saw anything coming back.
大卫，我是维多利亚。 [man] David, Victoria.
(争相) [clamoring]
情况越来越糟，越来越糟。 It was just getting worse and worse and worse.
我们一直都同意互相支持， We always agreed that we would support each other,
无论如何。 no matter what.
但这让我很担心。 But it worried me.
这是不可持续的。 This isn't sustainable.
它就像一个滚下山的雪球。 It was like a snowball that was going down the mountain.
-[记者闲聊]-[维多利亚]浪费太多了。 -[reporters chattering] -[Victoria] There was a lot of waste.
我们有数百万英镑的赤字。 We were millions of pounds in the red.
我不知道该怎么办， I didn't know what to do,
我太想挽救这家公司了 and I was so desperate to save this business
我非常在乎的东西 that I cared so much about.
我觉得，如果我完全诚实的话，我自己都快崩溃了。 I felt, if I'm being completely honest, like I was breaking down myself.
(人)维多利亚! [man] Victoria!
(引擎运行) [engine running]
维多利亚，你的时装系列怎么样了？ How's the fashion line coming along, Victoria?
[维多利亚]我知道这是众所周知的。 [Victoria] And I knew it was public knowledge.
我感到很尴尬。 I felt embarrassed.
但这是事实。 But it's fact.
这是事实。 It's a fact.
这不是任何人的意见。 It wasn't an opinion of anyone.
不是谁不厚道。 It wasn't anyone being unkind.
这是事实，我只能忍气吞声。 It was a fact, and I had to just take it on the chin.
我陷入了困境。我觉得自己像在流沙里。 I was in a hole. I felt like I was in quicksand.
她的生意不可能继续下去了。 There was no way of her business surviving.
(相机点击) [cameras clicking]
对不起，退一步。退一步。 Sorry, step back. Step back.
我绝望了。我真的非常非常绝望。 I was desperate. I was really, really desperate.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
[汽车喇叭声] [car horn honks]
[维多利亚]会有，像，五件事… [Victoria] There's gonna be, like, fire things along…
你走进去，感觉就像我们做过的最盛大的演出。 [Jasmine] You walk in, and it feels like the biggest show we've ever done.
这是一项巨大的爱的劳动。 It's been this huge labor of love.
但这也让人觉得“糟了” But it also feels like, "Oh shit."
-你觉得那里很奇怪吗？——(维多利亚)嗯? -Do you think it's weird there? -[Victoria] Huh?
它不应该放进去…… It shouldn't go in that…
不，因为所有的门都会开着 No, 'cause all these doors are gonna be open,
然后外面就全是茶灯了 and then all outside is gonna be all… all the tea lights--
哇。这是…… Wow. That's…
顺便说一下，如果有人反对的话。你得小心点。 If someone pushes against that, by the way. You wanna be careful.
-[叮叮声]-[众人惊讶地低语] -[tinkling] -[all murmur surprise]
-好的[笑]。- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[qh] -Okay [laughing]. -[Clément] We're not working with that.
[茉莉]地板已经被雨淋了一个星期了， [Jasmine] The floor, having been rained on for a week,
就像在参加一个节日。 is like being at a festival right now.
不是以正确的方式。 Not in the right way.
嗯，我想今晚轮子可能会掉一点。[笑] Um, I think the wheels might come off a little bit tonight. [laughing]
[戏剧音乐播放] [dramatic music playing]
我就想“明天就是这个样子吗” I'm like, "Is this how it's gonna look tomorrow?"
我想我们必须记住我们不想跑得太晚。 I think we do have to bear in mind we don't wanna be running too late.
由于交通和距离的原因，客人到达的时间可能会更晚。 The thing might be more the guest arrivals because of the traffic and the distance.
——(Clement)是的。-我们显然… -[Clément] Yeah. -[Jasmine] We're obviously…
[大卫]我很担心，但我没有告诉她 [David] I worried, and I didn't say it to her
因为我不想让她有压力。 because I didn't want her to stress.
[维多利亚]我要把人们从巴黎市中心带出来， [Victoria] I'm taking people out of the center of Paris,
在一个星期五的晚上 on a Friday night,
去一座破败的城堡。 to a dilapidated castle.
好的，我们来取模型。 Right, let's get the model.
[qh]你觉得这件衣服的透明度怎么样，维多利亚？ [Clément] What do you think of the transparency of the dress, Victoria?
我只是担心她的裙子。 Well, I'm just worried about her skirt.
是的。 Yeah.
[戏剧音乐继续] [dramatic music continues]
（维多利亚）我试着不哭。 [Victoria] I'm trying to not cry.
我不想让大卫知道我不开心。 I don't wanna worry David if he knows I'm upset.
所以，我确实内化了很多这些东西。 And so, I do internalize a lot of those things.
我不会走下楼梯的。我就站在那儿。 I'm not gonna walk down these stairs. I'm just gonna stand up there.
-你更喜欢这样吗？-我觉得我不需要走下去。 -[Jasmine] Is that what you prefer? -I don't think I need to walk down.
我觉得你应该这么做。 Well, I do think you should.
请你走到第一个主站台好吗？ Would you walk down to that first main platform?
-也许是第一个。-[茉莉]那样会更好。 -[Victoria] Maybe that first one. -[Jasmine] That would be better.
[大卫]她为这生意倾尽了全力。 [David] She's put everything into this business.
-[模糊的闲聊]-[戏剧音乐继续] -[indistinct chatter] -[dramatic music continues]
她的身份就是她的工作。 Her identity is her work.
我喜欢它。 I love it.
如果我的演出很糟糕， If I have a bad show,
我可能会失去我努力得来的一切。 I could lose everything that I've worked for.
(大卫)好。 [David] Okay.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
明天早上见。 I'll see you in the morning.
嘿,弗朗西斯卡。 Hey, Francesca.
[大卫]这个还没准备好。 [David] This is not gonna be ready.
(音乐消失) [music fades]
[戏剧性的弦乐演奏] [dramatic string music playing]
(音乐消失) [music fades]