肢体接触 Human touch.
是新生儿所用的第一种交流方式 Our first form of communication.
安全感 舒适感 Safety, security, comfort,
都可以通过手指抚摸体现出来 all in the gentle caress of a finger.
或是通过嘴唇在脸颊上的亲吻体现出来 Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek.
在我们开心的时候 肢体接触能让我们心连心 It connects us when we're happy,
在恐惧的时候 能让我们鼓起勇气 bolsters us in times of fear,
我们通过肢体接触 传达出自己的兴奋之情 excites us in times of passion
与爱意 and love.
我们需要所爱之人与我们进行身体接触 We need that touch from the one we love
就像我们需要呼吸空气那样 almost as much as we need air to breathe.
但我一直都没有领会触碰的重要性 But I never understood the importance of touch.
具体来说 是与他的肢体接触 His touch.
直到我失去机会我才恍然大悟 Until I couldn't have it.
愿你我永远不舍弃 爱与被爱的能力
五尺
天
涯
这个真不错 Oh, yeah. This one's perfect.
如果穿上这个 晒日线肯定很不错 Actually, though, the tan lines might be incredible.
我的天 就那连你胸部的一般都没遮住呢 Oh, my gosh. That doesn't even cover half your boob.
这件好看 This is actually cute.
这件真的好看 that's actually really cute.
我看看 Let me see.
我喜欢 I like that.
这件真不错 Oh, yeah, that's actually really pretty.
我说不好 这件是露太多了 But I can't tell, is it too trampy
还是太保守了 or not trampy enough?
喂 Hello!
你听到了我们说的吗 Are you with us?
跟你们说 Okay, guess what.
泰勒和梅森明天上午 Taylor and Mason are meeting us
跟我们在机场见面 at the airport in the morning.
你那表情是什么意思 What's that face?
我的天 Oh, my God!
我知道 我知道 I know. I know, I know!
梅森和布鲁克分手了 Dude, Mason and Brooke broke up.
他们没有 No, they didn't.
我的天 玛雅 Oh, my God! Maya!
你能成的 You're gonna do it!
我真想去现场亲眼目睹这一切 I wish I could be there to see that in person.
你都在这策划一整年 Just sucks that you planned it this year
却不能亲自去 真是太糟了 and you don't even get to go.
这个嘛 Well,
你可以直接用你手机上的修图软件把我加进去就行了 you can just Photoshop me in with your fancy editing apps.
你在说什么呢 What are you talking about?
你知道我在说什么 You know what I'm talking about.
你笑什么 我没有 Why are you laughing? No, I don't.
就是那种你去痘痘 The one where you get your pimples
脸上加点腮红的修图软件 and your little fake blush.
闭嘴 Shut up.
还可以改睫毛的 你眼睫毛压根没那么长 The lashes! Your lashes aren't that long in real life.
你们太烦人了 You guys are so annoying.
来抱一个 多谢你买的汉堡 Okay, come on. Thank you for the burgers.
你们肯定能玩的很开心的 Honestly, you guys are gonna have so much fun.
再见 爱你们 Bye. I love you.
我更爱你 I love you more.
爱你们 I love you.
会想你的 拜拜 Miss you. Bye.
注意防护措施 Mwah. Use protection.
谢谢你 妈妈 Thanks, Mom.
我现在又回医院了 So, I am back in the hospital again
进行一些小治疗 for another tune-up.
我需要注射几个疗程的抗生素 I need a few more rounds of antibiotics
来解决现在的 to get over this little sore throat
困扰了我一段时间的喉咙痛问题 that I've been...
芭芭拉 Hi, Barb!
喉咙痛 Sore throat?
是啊 还发烧呢 Right, with a 102 fever?
我之前还生过比这更大的病呢 来打声招呼 I've had worse. Say hi!
斯黛拉 把这玩意拿走 Stella, get that thing out of my face.
你看起来真不错 You're looking good!
斯黛拉调整好 就马上回来 Stella will be right back after we get her all set up.
你听到这位女士说的了 You heard the boss lady.
我觉得这是她最出彩的作品了 I think this is her best work.
过去半年发生了很多变化啊 Wow. A lot's changed in the last six months.
是啊 Yep.
他三月就离开了 He's due in March.
手臂弯一下 Bend your arm, please.
普尔 住在哪一间 What room's Poe in?
310室 310.
嘿 我在307 接受治疗呢
张嘴 And open up.
好的 All right.
支气管炎犯了 没大碍的 稍后联系
都准备好了 You are all set.
一会见 I'll see you in a bit.
谢谢你 朱莉 Thank you, Julie.
你确定这没问题的吧 Are you sure this is okay?
我会监控你的情况的 I will still be monitoring you.
没问题的 And, yes, it's okay.
要是没了你我该怎么办 What would I do without you?
你会死的 You'd die.
这倒是大实话 That's true.
芭芭拉这次同意把我的 So, Barb is letting me keep
治疗手推车留在房间里 my med cart in my room this time.
还给我留了很多药片 And she left me a bunch of pills,
还有一些营养液 some G-Juice.
这些营养液 Yum! That's the liquid nutrition
通过管子 that goes straight to my stomach
直接输送到我的胃部 through my G-tube.
所以我有话想对那些 So, to any of you girls out there
想每天摄入五千卡路里 wishing you could eat 5,000 calories a day
但却不长胖的人说 and not gain a pound,
你来体会一下我过的日子吧 I'll trade you any day.
今天我要好好收拾这手推车上的东西 Today I'll probably be reorganizing this thing
因为你们中不少人都知道 我对生活用品的摆放是有点挑剔的 because as many of you know, I'm slightly anal.
也就是说我有点强迫症 By slightly anal, I mean clinically OCD.
祝大家心情平和 So, peace.
再见各位 Bye, guys.
整理治疗手推车 玛雅&卡米拉来访 来生 优化应用推送功能 穿戴医疗背心 零食 锻炼身体
生命 死亡 永生
楼上新来了一位病人 New baby upstairs.
我们15分钟后见 Meet me in 15.
你好 辛西娅 Hi, Cynthia.
你好 斯黛拉 Hi, Stella.
你好 Hi.
我已经了解清楚护士的值班表了 I've already clocked the nurse's schedule,
除非你们一屁股坐在了呼叫按钮上 so unless you plant your ass on that call button,
差不多你们有一个小时的时间 不会受人打扰 no one's gonna bother you for, like, an hour.
我待会还要睡在那床上呢 Hey. I gotta sleep on that bed, okay?
我们又不是动物 不会弄的一片狼藉 Wow. I mean, we're not animals.
别担心 不会花那么久的 Don't worry, it's not even gonna take that long.
你在暗示什么呢 薇莉斯 Hey! Whatchu talkin' about, Willis?
再见 Okay, bye.
禁止使用手机
看到你把你的生活用品都拿过来了 Saw you moving in your stuff.
东西 It was, uh...
真多 There was a lot of it.
你要在这住一段时间吗 Are you gonna be here for a while?
你好 Hello?
你是个聋子 You're deaf.
你现在不应该去忙着给你的客人 Shouldn't you be procuring your room
找房间么 for your guests?
你是不是把房间按小时租给那些想滚床单的人 You rent by the hour or what?
所以你在走廊偷窥我的情况啊 So, that was you lurking in the hall.
我可没有偷窥 而且是你一路跟踪我过来的 Mmm, I don't lurk, and you followed me here.
我想自我介绍一下 I wanted to introduce myself,
但你这架子摆的 but that little attitude of yours...
我觉得 你是那种 Let me guess. You're the kind of guy
喜欢忽视规则的人 that ignores the rules
这样你就会觉得局面由你掌控 我说的对吧 'cause it makes you feel in control. Am I right?
你说的没错 You're not wrong.
你觉得这样很好玩吗 You think that's cute?
你觉得呢 Do you think it's cute?
把房间借给朋友做爱 Letting your friends borrow your room for sex
挺恶心的 我觉得不好玩 is disgusting, so, no.
你不喜欢做爱么 You don't like sex?
不 我喜欢... No, I like
做爱嘛 我喜欢做爱 sex. I like sex.
做爱还行 Sex is fine.
虽然“还行”这个不算非常明确的肯定 Fine isn't exactly a ringing endorsement,
但我觉得这也算我们之间的共同点吧 but I'll take some common ground where I can get it.
我们之间没什么共同点 We have nothing in common.
你真冷漠 Ooh, that's cold.
你在这里干什么 What... What are you doing up here?
你们之间要保持六尺的距离 你们都懂规矩的 Six feet at all times. You both know the rules.
威尔 快点回病房 Will, get back to your room.
好吧 There you go.
现在你知道你心理描写对象的名字了 A little name for your psychological profile.
我叫威尔·纽曼 I'm Will Newman.
请问您叫 And you are?
聋子 Deaf.
斯黛拉 谢天谢地你把口罩戴上了 Stella, thank you for putting your mask back on.
你叫斯黛拉啊 Stella.
别板着脸 You need to lighten up.
生活就是如此 It's just life.
眼睛一睁一闭就过去了 It'll be over before you know it.
他也是囊肿性纤维化患者么 So, he's a CFer?
洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌引发的 B. cepacia.
他正在接受希瓦福马林公司的新药治疗 Part of a new drug trial for Cevaflomalin.
要是你感染了那种细菌 You contract that and you can...
那你肺移植的可能性就彻底没有了 You can kiss the possibility of new lungs goodbye.
受到那种细菌感染就无药可救了 There's no coming back from that bacteria.
离他远点 Stay away.
你好各位 Hello, world.
你在穿戴背心30分钟 Okay, AffloVest for 30 more minutes,
就可以了 then you're all set.
我马上就走了 还有什么需要我帮忙的么 You need anything else before I hit the road?
带两个巧克力布丁可以吗 Chocolate pudding for two?
你这是把我当客房服务了么 Oh, so, what? I'm room service now?
既然你提供了机会我肯定不能浪费啊 Gotta take advantage of the perks.
好吧 All right.
好的 好的 Good girl, good girl.
好的 好的 All right, good. Right.
好了 宝贝 Right, sweetie.
我们明天见 I'll see you tomorrow.
再见 芭芭拉 Bye, Barb.
好 Okay.
我和其他患上囊肿性纤维化的孩子一样 Like all kids with cystic fibrosis,
我注定短命 I was born terminal,
虽然我明天不一定就离开人世 which doesn't necessarily mean I'm gonna die tomorrow,
但说不定我明天就离开人世了 but I could die tomorrow.
大家都是如此嘛 Anyone could die tomorrow.
只是我的寿命 I just have a little bit less time
比大多数人略短一点 than everyone else.
现在我的肺功能只有正常人的一半左右 My lungs are at about 50% function right now.
照这样的衰退速度 So at this rate,
哈米德医生说 我刚进高中 Dr. Hamid says that I'll need a transplant
差不多就要准备肺部手术了 by the time I'm a junior in high school.
那还不错 That'll be fun.
各位 Hi, guys! Shh!
我现在在新生儿重症监护室 We're at the NICU
因为我真的很喜欢孩子 because I'm obsessed with babies.
芭芭拉 And Barb...
美丽的芭芭拉允许我 The beautiful Barb is giving me permission
到这参观 to come in here by myself now.
囊肿性纤维化是一种基因遗传疾病 Cystic fibrosis, as you know, is a genetic disease
通俗点说就是 我的身体内部产生大量黏液 that basically makes my body produce a shit ton of mucus.
有趣的是 我在同其他囊肿性纤维化患者打交道时 Fun fact, I have to be extremely careful
必须非常小心 around other people with CF.
规矩是两位患者必须 The rule is that we're not
保持六尺以上的距离 supposed to get within six feet
因为我们可能感染到 because we could end up
对方身上的菌种 catching each other's bacteria.
很多人都没意识到 其实我们新移植的肺 A lot of people don't realize that new lungs
差不多只能工作五年 generally only last about five years,
其实对于我们患者来说这基本足够了 which is okay actually because most of us
因为我们只是想撑久一点 are just trying to stay alive long enough
撑到新疗法研制出来就行 for a new treatment to come out.
穿上新的治疗背心 很不错 Just chilling here in my new AffloVest,
真的很酷 which is really cool
因为很明显 我可以自由走动 because now I don't have to be hooked up to the wall,
不必待在治疗设备附近 which obviously I'm not
现在我正在床上玩倒立呢 because I'm hanging upside down on my bed.
其实倒立的话 This is actually good
有利于清楚体内的黏液 for getting the mucus up and stuff.
这样蛮滑稽的 对吧 I know, cute, right?
圣格蕾丝医院
你好啊 姐妹 Dang, girl.
你看上去很累啊 You look worn.
他是谁 Who is he?
是我认识的人么 Is it anyone I know?
你今天吃的是什么 What'd you get?
什么 What?
那是松露么 你上哪搞来的 Are those truffles? How'd you get truffles?
肯定是自己带的呀 Oh, you gotta bring them with, sister.
看这菜真是够辣的 Look at how spicy that food cart is.
我很惊讶 I'm impressed.
好了 来说说我的事吧 All right, let's talk about me.
我现在单身 I'm single!
你跟迈克尔分手了 You broke up with Michael?
也许是他提的分手呢 Maybe he broke up with me.
是他提的么 Did he?
感觉是互相提的吧 It was mutual.
也不算吧 No, it wasn't.
怎么回事 你那么爱他 Why? You actually really liked him.
我以为他会跟你一直在一起 And I thought he was gonna be the one.
但很明显他不是啦 He obviously isn't.
去他的 Screw him anyway, right?
你肯定跟他那啥过吧 At least you got to do that.
波尔 Poe?
波尔 你没事吧 Poe, you okay?
310病房的病人噎住了 Choking, 310.
很抱歉 朱莉 I'm sorry, Julie.
我的脚踢到呼叫按钮了 My leg hit the call button.
你把我们吓坏了 波尔 You scared us, Poe.
下次嚼细一点再吞 Yeah, try chewing next time.
看这 斯黛拉 Here, Stella.
好好吃你的松露吧 混蛋 Enjoy your truffles, asshole.
你小心点 And please be careful.
我爱你 斯黛拉 I love you, Stella.
现在是临床测试的第一阶段 Phase one clinical trials
目前已经过去了18个月 only started only 18 months ago,
我们要耐心等待 so we need to be patient
我们会关注威尔的情况 and Will needs to help us with that.
现在患者间交叉感染的风险更高了 所以... The risk of cross infection will be even higher now, so...
别在其他患者周围咳嗽 Don't cough on any other CFers.
别离他们太近 别发生肢体接触 Well, don't get close enough to touch them
这是为了你和其他患者的安全考虑 for their safety and yours.
相隔六英尺以上 我懂的 Six feet at all times. I got it.
威尔 为了让疗法起效 Will, in order for this to work,
你要按照你的治疗计划走 you need to keep up with your regimen.
好的 我们一会见 Okay, I will see you soon.
她现在穿着泳衣 You're wearing the bathing suit!
我好嫉妒呀 你们玩的好开心 Oh, I'm officially jealous. That looks so fun!
我们都很想你 We miss you!
我也很想你们 I miss you, too!
有没有遇到帅哥访客啊 You have any cute boy visitors?
不 不 他不怎么帅 No. No. He's not cute.
什么 What?
有男生找你搭话了？ Boy?
什么啊 What?
给我们看看他的照片啊 Show us! Show us!
你在这干什么 What are you doing?
你这是想自杀还是想干什么 Do you have a death wish or something?
我的肺已经完蛋了 My lungs are toast, okay?
能不能让我 趁我还有命的时候 欣赏一下这个世界的风景 Can you just let me enjoy this view while I can?
你知道你是有多幸运么 Do you know how lucky you are to be here?
能参与这次药物测试 To be a part of this drug trial?
你怎么知道我药物测试的事 How do you know about my drug trial?
你在打探我的情况 You been asking about me?
如果你觉得无所谓 If you don't care,
那就放弃吧 then leave.
把你的机会留给别人 Give your spot to someone else.
有人想要这机会 想活下去 Someone that wants it, that wants to live.
好的 Okay.
你要干什么 威尔 What are you doing? Will?
威尔 别这样 求求你 Will, stop, please!
请下来吧 Please get down now!
威尔 别 我的天 Will, stop! Oh, my God!
我的天 God!
放松 Relax!
好吧 Fine.
那你就一个人待在这吧 Stay up here then.
别这样 我开个玩笑 Come on. It was a joke.
我开个玩笑而已 Hey, it was a joke.
去他的 Damn it!
请进来的人 放弃希望吧
你的医疗车 药片去哪了 Where's your med cart, and your pills,
还有你的医疗背心怎么放在地上 and why's your AffloVest on the floor?
能不能让我了解一下你的治疗计划 Can... Can I see your regimen?
这跟你没关系吧 Uh... Not that it's any of your business...
这个是... Is this... What?
为什么 Why would...
动脉瘤就是长这样吧 Is this what an aneurysm looks like?
为什么 Why? Ugh!
我明白你想有一种 Look, I get that you have some kind of
普度众生的心理 save-the-world hero complex going on,
但你能不能别来烦我了 but can you leave me out of it?
那些药物是必须服用的 These meds are not optional.
我知道 所以他们才会 Yeah, that's probably why
一直把那些药往我嘴里塞 they keep shoving them down my throat.
你真是要把我逼疯了 You're making me crazy.
斯黛拉 等等 Stella, come on!
保持六尺 Six feet!
我希望你能 I need you to follow your regimen
严格遵守你的治疗计划 strictly and completely, please.
为什么你 Why don't...
你告诉我现在究竟是什么情况吧 Why don't you tell me what's going on, actually?
告跟我说实话 我不会笑话你的 Talk to me. I'm not gonna make any jokes or laugh.
我这人比较有掌控欲 I have control issues.
我想让周围的一切看起来井井有条 And I need to know that things are in order,
我知道你没有完全执行你的治疗计划的时候 and I know that you're not doing your treatments
我感到浑身难受 and it's really, really messing me up.
我很想帮你 Okay, I wanna help you.
真的 I do.
但我都不知道我要怎么去做 I don't even know how to do what you're asking me to.
扯淡 That's bullshit!
扯淡 我们这病的患者 That's bullshit! All CFers know
都知道要按治疗计划走 how to administer their own treatments.
都要久病成医了 We're practically doctors by the time we're 12.
你刚才说的是真心话吗 Are you serious?
我不治疗计划走 让你感到浑身难受 Am I actually messing you up?
是的 Yes.
好吧 All right.
我答应你 I'll help you.
但如果我乖乖听话 But if I do,
对我来说有什么好处呢 what's in it for me?
不是说... No, not like...
我想给你画像 I... I wanna draw you.
不行 No.
为什么不行 我是认真的 Why not? I'm serious.
不行 No.
好吧 Okay.
那我不会听你的 Then no deal.
这种性命攸关的规则 You really can't practice just a little bit of discipline
你都不愿意去遵守吗 even to save your own life?
斯黛拉 再怎么样我们都难逃一死 Stella, nothing is going to save our lives.
我们活一天算一天 We're breathing borrowed air.
享受人生吧 Enjoy it.
好吧 Fine.
但我可不要连着几个小时摆同一个姿势 But I'm not posing for hours on end.
然后你的治疗方案 要按我说的严格执行 And your regimen, we're doing it my way.
首先 你先把医疗车 Okay, the first thing you're gonna do
放进你的病房 成交吗 is get a med cart in your room. Deal?
成交 Deal.
握手表示成交吧 Shake on it?
你真幽默 Funny.
该死 Shit!
我的天 Oh, God, no, no, no!
你错过了一场好戏 You missed the show.
你在病房里玩杂技吗 Yeah. You doing stunts in there?
也去不了别的地方折腾啊 Well, there's no better place to break a leg.
没错 That's fair.
我叫威尔 I'm Will.
我叫波尔 I'm Poe.
洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌 B. cepacia.
真恐怖 Damn, that's rough.
是啊 Yeah.
没办法给我肺移植了 So, no lung transplant for me.
你什么时候染上的 When did you contract it?
大概8个月前 感染的太迅速了 About eight months ago now. It colonized so quickly.
我前一秒还在移植候选名单上 然后就... I was on the transplant list one minute and then...
我觉得你的态度和斯黛拉蛮般配的 I'm sure that attitude is what's giving Stella fits.
怎么说 Yeah, what's up with that?
她说她有点控制欲 She told me that she has control issues or something.
你说控制欲也行吧 她蛮有条理的 Call it what you want, she's got her shit together.
我乖乖听她的 She definitely keeps me in line.
那么 So, uh,
你们俩 have you two...
不 No.
不不 No, no, no.
我七岁的时候就认识她了 I've known that girl since I was, like, seven.
原来是这样啊 伙计 I don't know, man.
听起来你爱上她了啊 Sounds like you love her.
当然我爱她 Of course, I love her.
那你为什么没付诸行动呢 So, why haven't you done anything about it?
因为 Because
她不是男的 she's not a he.
别担心 我不喜欢白人男孩 Don't worry. I don't like white boys.
哈米德医生说 你突然想 Dr. Hamid said that you suddenly
执行你的治疗计划了 wanna be responsible for your own regimen.
可别让我后悔给你忙里忙外的 Don't make me regret this.
我们都擦干净了吗 Did you wipe everything down?
这可不是我出的主意 Yes. This wasn't my idea, you know?
目前还没有情况吧 Are we still clear?
一切正常 动作快点 Yes. Hurry up.
我马上就好 I'm almost done.
更新完毕
呼吸就好
好了 你的医疗车都整理好了 Okay. Your med cart's all set up.
我自己写了一个提醒慢性疾病病人服用药物的应用 I built an app for chronic illnesses.
这个应用能提醒你什么时候 It'll alert you when to do
要进行治疗 服用药物 your treatments, and take your pills...
你写了一个应用 Built an app?
你自己写的吗 Like you built it?
惊讶吧 Surprise.
很简单的 It's pretty simple.
你应该自己也能学会 You should be able to figure it out.
圣格蕾丝医院
好吧 斯黛拉 Okay, Stella.
别跟我说 你感兴趣的对象 Don't tell me that the one time you're interested
是一位囊肿性纤维化患者 in some guy, he's a CFer.
我只是帮他整理了他的医疗车 I just helped him set up his med cart.
就这样 就这样 That... That's it. That's all!
我懂你的 斯黛拉 I know you, Stella.
帮人整医疗车就像前戏 Organizing a med cart is like foreplay.
这么不懂礼貌 They're called manners!
信息 威尔·纽曼 小情侣闹别扭了？
你穿戴了医疗背心吗 Are you doing your AffloVest?
穿了 Yeah.
让我看看 Show me.
没办法让你看 我现在半裸着 I can't. I'm half-naked.
你现在应该穿戴医疗背心了 You're supposed to be doing your AffloVest right now,
你吃了得每通吗 and did you take your Creon?
你说的那个是栓剂吗 Are those the suppositories?
好吧 Okay.
我信不过你 Okay, I can't trust you,
所以我要这么办 so this is how it's gonna work.
我们一起接受治疗 We're gonna do our treatments together
这样我就能很方便的看到你的治疗情况了 so that way I know you're actually doing them.
可以吧 Okay?
你这是在想方设法 Always looking for ways
跟我共处吧 斯黛拉 to spend more time with me, aren't you, Stella?
拜拜 Bye.
我从很小开始就开始这样了 I've been doing this since I was a little kid.
你把这些药 和补丁搅和在一起 So you just pour them all in the pudding
就行了 懂了吗 and stir it around. Are you doing that?
晚安 Good night.
妈妈 看来“离婚减肥法”给你影响不小呀 The Divorce Diet doesn't look good on you, Mom.
你在说什么呢 What are you talking about?
你太苗条了 估计爸爸要后悔了 You're too thin. Dad needs a bath.
你们都快赶上我的身材了 You guys are stealing my look.
我赶上你的身材 I'm stealing your look?
也许我应该多喝喝奶茶增肥吧 Okay, maybe I need this more than you do.
不 No!
我的天 Oh, my God!
怎么会这样 How did that happen?
怎么会这样 How did it happen?
我的天 Oh, man!
给我餐巾纸擦擦 Give me napkins.
来 亲爱的 Aw, here, honey.
我好爱你 I love you so much.
我知道 我也爱你 I know. I love you, too.
我不知道失去了你我要怎么办 I don't know what I'd do without you.
感觉怎么样 How does it feel?
不太好 Not great.
试着服用一些百多邦吧 Let's try some Bactroban,
看看一两天后疗效如何 see how it looks in a day or two.
说不定能解决问题 Maybe we can clear it up, huh?
五分钟后锻炼
我要去健身房了 Oh. I'll be at the gym.
谢谢你 医生 Thanks, Doc!
真是太糟了 Hey, you know, this sucks.
我们之前达成的协议不算互利互惠啊 When does this deal of ours become mutually beneficial?
你让我做的 我都做了 I've done everything you've asked
然而没有回报 with no return on my investment.
我们锻炼完之后 你真的要给我画像吗 You really wanna draw me after we work out?
当然 Yeah.
不行 No.
我现在一身汗臭味 I'm gross, and sweaty, and smell.
"我的头发脏了 "My hair is dirty.
"我好累 "I'm too tired.
"我的医疗车太乱了" "My med cart is messy."
好吧 Fine.
那你都这么说了 我就锻炼出更多汗吧 I'll sweat harder then. Just for you.
那我把你出汗的样子也画下来 I'm going to draw that sweat.
那是什么 What's that?
我的待办事项清单 My to-do list.
待办事项 To-do list?
你都会写应用了 还有这么老套的方式写待办事项啊 That's pretty old-fashioned for someone that builds apps.
因为应用不能给我完成 Yeah, well, the app doesn't give me
任务后杠掉任务的 the satisfaction of doing
让威尔给我画像
快感 that.
你的待办事项清单上还有什么 What else is on that to-do list of yours?
你是问我的总清单还是每日清单 My master list or my daily list?
是啊 你这么有条理 当然会有俩清单 Yeah, of course you have two lists.
总清单上都是一些人生中的大事吧 The master list. That's the big stuff, right?
念几个 Okay.
在一次重要的政治活动中担任志愿者 Volunteer in an important political campaign.
已完成 Done.
研究莎士比亚的所有作品 Study all the works of William Shakespeare.
已完成 Done.
给别人讲述我所了解的囊肿性纤维化疾病的情况 Share everything I know about CF with other people.
我开的那个油管主页就是干这个的 That's my YouTube page.
所以你是想死之前 变的更聪明 So, your plan is to die really smart
然后等死后 so that you can join
你就能加入冥界的辩论队吗 the debate team of the dead or something?
环游世界怎么样 What about traveling the world?
和阿比去西斯廷教堂 学会一口流利的法语
学会弹钢琴 Learn to play piano.
已完成 Done.
学会一口流利的法语 Speak fluent French.
能不能看一下我这边 Can you look at me for a sec?
想不想听一下我的待办清单 You wanna hear my list?
不想 No.
上一堂鲍勃·罗斯的绘画课 Painting class with Bob Ross.
他已经去世了 He's dead.
别在意这些细节 Yeah, never mind. Uh...
在梵蒂冈做爱 Sex in the Vatican.
我还是想办法让你和鲍勃·罗斯见面吧 I'd rather help you meet Bob Ross.
我也说不好 I don't know.
我想环游世界 I'd like to travel the world.
看看外面的世界 Actually get to see some of it
不想待在医院里 and not the inside of these hospitals.
谢谢你 Thank you.
怎么了 For what?
跟我说这些真心话 For saying something real.
你是说你也想跟我在梵蒂冈那啥吗 Was it the Vatican thing?
你能不能快点 Can you hurry up?
我觉得你想体验一下这种感受 Okay. I just thought you might want to know
你准备好了吗 how this feels. You ready?
我还带了个娃娃 And I brought a jumping buddy.
别担心 我会抱紧它的 Don't worry. I'll hold him tight.
好了 艾比 准备好跳出飞机了吗 All right, Abby, ready to jump out of a plane?
准备好了 Ready!
祝你生日快乐 斯黛拉 Happy Birthday, Stella.
我爱你 斯黛拉 一会见 I love you, Stella. I'll see you soon.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
你现在这样真不错 I like seeing you like this.
什么样 Like what?
一副充满希望的样子 Hopeful.
好了 All right.
朱莉 Hey, Julie.
如果这些治疗手段无效怎么办 What if this doesn't work?
如果有效呢 What if it does?
在信封里能看到我的真情实意 小心点
哈哈 Ha-ha!
为什么画漫画呢 Why cartoons?
漫画是极具颠覆性的 They're subversive.
看起来很搞笑 但实际上蕴含深意 They can be light and funny but pack a powerful punch.
我觉得漫画要是画的好 I think a well-drawn cartoon
表达能力胜于文字 can say a lot more than words ever could.
是吗 Yeah?
所以这幅漫画是什么意思 What does this say exactly?
三言两语可说不清楚 A lot more than words ever could.
我觉得画的蛮好的 I think it's actually pretty good.
我觉得你背后画的那些蛮不错的 I think that's really good. Behind you.
那些画的是什么 What is that?
那些关于肺的画 真不错啊 Oh, those are lungs. That's brilliant.
是你画的吗 Did you do that?
不是 我姐姐艾比画的 Uh, no, my older sister, Abby.
她画的真不错 Wow. She's really good.
我想多看看她的画 你那还有吗 I'd love to see more of her stuff. Do you have any?
我们不用分享那么多故事 We don't have to, uh, share our stories, okay?
一起进行治疗就好了 We can just do our treatments together.
各位 我要进行息肉.. Hey, guys! I have to get a nasal poly...
息肉切除 Polypectomy.
把鼻腔内的息肉切除 We're removing polyps from your nasal passages.
斯黛拉很紧张 And Stella's nervous.
我会在她身边唱歌 直到她睡着 But I'm gonna be there to sing her to sleep.
我一直都是如此 Just like always.
* 我非常爱你 * * I love you A bushel and a peck *
* 我非常爱你 * * A bushel and a peck *
别全唱出来啊 Don't sing the whole thing yet.
* 搂着你的脖子 * * And a hug around the neck *
唱出来就不灵了 You're gonna jinx it.
* 我超级爱你 * * And a barrel and a heap *
唱出来就不灵了 You're gonna jinx it.
* 我梦里想的都是你 * * And I'm talkin' in my sleep About you *
我认真的跟你说 But seriously.
你入睡的时候 我会在你身边 I'm gonna be there when you go to sleep
你醒来的时候 会看到我还在你身边 and I'm gonna be right here when you wake up.
好吗 Okay?
好 Okay.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
这位是我的姐姐 艾比 My sister, Abby, ladies and gentlemen.
顺便告诉大家 她现在还单身 She's single, by the way.
她的三围是... Her digits are...
这是去年发布的视频 That was last year.
艾比没有出现在她去年发布的视频中 Abby's not in any of the videos after that.
我搜到了艾比的照片墙账户 I found Abby's Instagram.
发过不少她的照片 I mean, it's mostly art,
还有她跟斯黛拉的合照 但你推测的没错 her and Stella, but you're right.
艾比已经一年没有发布新照片了 I mean, she hasn't posted in a year.
芭芭拉没看到你进来吧 Barb didn't see you come in, did she?
没有 No.
艾比是不是已经死了 Abby's dead, isn't she?
你真是不懂什么叫委婉啊 You're as delicate as a jackhammer.
我们没时间扯什么委婉了 斯黛拉 我们活不了几年了 We don't have time for delicacy, Stella. We're dying.
你能不能不要老提醒我没几年好活了 Can you stop reminding me that I'm dying?
我知道 我知道 I get it. I get that.
我真不想听人叨叨这个了 Okay? I just can't.
我这辈子不就是活一天少一天吗 I have been dying my whole life.
我每年庆祝生日 都像是庆祝我在这世界上的最后一次生日 Every birthday, we celebrated it like it was my last one.
我知道你的感受 我也是如此 I know. Me, too.
是啊 你说得对 艾比死了 Because then, yeah, as you pointed out, Abby died.
然后我爸妈离婚了 And then my parents' marriage died.
本来应该我先走一步 And it was supposed to be me.
大家都准备好了 Everyone was ready for that.
大家都准备好了 Everyone was prepared for that.
但现在我不能死 I just, I can't die.
我不能 我爸妈 我不能死 I just... My parents... I can't.
怪不得你这么沉迷于执行你的治疗计划 Is this why you're so obsessed with your regimen?
你不是害怕死亡 你是幸存者 所以你有负罪感 You're not afraid of dying. You have survivor's guilt.
威尔 Will?
你是幸存者 有负罪感 You're a sick girl with survivor's guilt.
这不能怪你 This is out of your control.
我没得选 I just don't have any other choice, okay?
你有的选 我就想告诉你 You do. But that's what I'm trying to tell you.
我没得选 威尔 我没得选 I don't! Will, I don't.
抱歉 斯黛拉 我很抱歉 Okay, Stella. Hey, I'm sorry.
我们应该在这冥想的 We're supposed to be meditating.
斯黛拉 别走 Stella, come on!
你知道他跟你说的那些越界了 You knew he had boundary issues.
不管怎么说 他肯定不是故意伤害你 For what it's worth, I don't think he meant to hurt you.
我知道 但我还是很生气 Yeah, but it's still annoying.
他一直就粗暴的说 "艾比" 死了 Like, he said "Abby" and "dead"
给我一种他完全不在乎的感觉 in the same sentence like it was no big deal.
我应该去的 I should've been there.
斯黛拉 听我说 Stella, look at me.
这世界上没有后悔药 You can't know.
已经过去的事无法挽救 You just can't.
患了这病就像犯人一样 Oh, this disease is a prison.
我想拥抱你 I wanna hug you.
我就假装我现在正在拥抱你吧 Just pretend that I'm doing it right now.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
你想吃冰激凌吗 You wanna get ice cream?
我想 Yes.
斯黛拉
如果你的血液受到感染 If the infection gets into the bloodstream...
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
这你可说不好 You don't know that.
你说得对 我说的号 You're right. I don't. It's risky.
但脓毒症是更棘手的 But sepsis is the bigger monster.
你很坚强 斯黛拉·格兰特 You're a fighter, Stella Grant.
你一向如此 You always have been.
我 So...
说的对吧 Yeah?
对 Yeah.
那就定在明天早上 Tomorrow morning, then.
我会通知你父母的 I'll let your parents know.
抱歉
你来了 You're here.
我来了 I'm here.
我收到了你的画 我原谅你了 退后吧 I got your cartoon. You're forgiven. Back up.
你没来参加治疗 怎么回事 You missed our treatment. What's going on?
我输液管附近的组织受到了感染 Infected G-tube.
哈米德医生担心会引发脓毒症 Dr. Hamid's worried about sepsis,
所以明天早上她要帮我换一下官字 so she's replacing it in the morning.
我要接受全身麻醉了 I'm going under general.
我的天 Shit.
你的肺吃得消吗 Are your lungs up for that?
明天8点记得用喷雾器 还要穿戴治疗背心 别忘了 Do your nebulizer at 8:00, and your AffloVest, okay?
下一疗程时间 早上6点 24小时内不能摄入食物及饮料
你来干什么 What are you doing here?
我以为这里是浴室 I thought this was the bathroom, honestly.
这是你第一次接受手术时 没有艾比在身边陪着你 It's your first surgery without Abby.
你怎么知道 How do you know that?
你拍的录像我都看了 I've seen all your movies.
有些人说 Some might say
我是你的死忠粉 I'm your biggest fan.
所以我真的希望我的表现能给力点 So, I really hope that I don't mess this up.
* 我非常爱你 * * I love you A bushel and a peck *
* 我非常爱你 我搂着你的脖子 * * A bushel and a peck And a hug around the neck *
别唱了 别唱了 Go away! Go away!
* 我非常爱你 我超级爱你 * * A hug around the neck And a barrel and a heap *
* 我超级爱你 * * A barrel and a heap *
* 我梦里想的都是你 * * And I'm talkin' in my sleep About you *
以前我奶奶就给我们俩唱这首歌 Our grandma used to sing that to us.
我上谷歌查了一下才知道怎么唱 这首歌蛮老了 I had to Google it. It's really old.
我知道 I know.
这个我超级爱你 What the heck's
是什么鬼 a barrel and a heap?
你会没事的 You're gonna be okay.
答应我 Promise?
准备好进行手术了吗 You ready to get this show on the road?
好了 Yeah.
不是吧 Oh, hell, no!
威尔 Will!
她吓到了 She was scared.
我只是想做点好事而已 I just wanted to do something nice.
不是吧 Come on!
她接受麻醉的时候 比跟我在一起 She's in more danger under the anesthesia
还有危险 than she is with me.
特雷弗·冯 Trevor Von.
你让我想起了他 That's who you remind me of.
特雷弗·冯和艾米·普雷斯利 Trevor Von and Amy Presley.
他们 Oh, they were...
他们爱上了对方 They were in love.
我让他们打破规定幸福的缠绵在一起 And I let them break the rules so they could be happy.
让我猜猜他们的结局 And let me guess,
是不是都死了 they died?
是啊 威尔 他们都死了 Yes, Will, they did.
我管理的病人死了 On my watch.
我绝不会让这种事再发生 And I'd be damned if I let that happen again.
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
你知道的 You know what to do.
十 九 Ten, nine...
八 ...eight,
七 seven...
洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌感染的治疗方法 许多常见抗生素对洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌无效 与别的囊肿性纤维化患者极易发生交叉感染 肺移植无法根治感染 无论移植后情况如何 病人需继续保持隔离状态 目前尚无成功的药物临床试验
该菌的感染者肺移植后死亡率仍然更高
斯黛拉
是我 Hi, it's me.
我想你了 有空了回我电话 Call me 'cause I miss you, okay?
还是别打给我吧 因为我刚做完手术 But don't call me, 'cause I just got out of surgery
很累 and I'm really tired.
收到我的留言还是打给我吧 But call me though when you get this,
因为你好可爱 because you're cute
我想看到你那 and I wanna see you
蓬松的头发 and your fluffy little hair
还有你的细腿 and your little skinny legs.
好吗 Okay?
别打给我 Don't call me, though,
因为如果我听到你那性感的声音 because if I hear your sexy voice,
我就睡不着 I won't be able to sleep, so...
收到我的留言还是打给我吧 Call me when you get this, okay?
再见 Bye.
十分钟后中庭见
威尔不会来了 Will's not coming.
威尔 Will?
你不打开门我就不走 I'm not leaving until you open the door.
我不能打开门 I can't.
先把门打开 我们好好商量 Just, please open the door and we can talk about this.
我不管芭芭拉跟你说了什么 Okay? I don't care what Barb said.
把门打开吧 Just open the door!
我不能开 I can't.
威尔 求求你了 Will, come on.
走吧 斯黛拉 Go away, Stella.
也许分开是最好的 Maybe it's better this way.
不 我能想办法解决的 No, I can figure this out.
我可以想办法解决的 I need to figure this out.
我们不是普通人 We're not normal kids.
我们不能这样冒险 We don't get to take chances like this.
你不是认真的吧 Oh, come on. You're not gonna give me that, too?
面对现实吧 Admit what's going on here.
威尔他是在以身涉险 跟艾比一样 Will's a risk-taker, just like Abby.
你什么意思 What's that supposed to mean?
你觉得我是害怕冒险 You think that I'm the one that's afraid to take risks?
那说说你吧 你一生中 What about you and your life
谈的那些恋爱 and your relationships?
你跟蒂姆 瑞克 还有迈克 You and Tim, you and Rick, you and Michael.
别扯他们 Don't go there.
他们知道你病了 但他们还爱着你 They knew you were sick and they loved you.
每次都是你离开你的爱人 每次都是你 You were the one who ran. Every time, you ran.
你根本不了解具体情况 You don't know what you're talking about.
有那么多次获得真爱的机会 你都毁掉了 You ruined every chance you've ever had at love,
你把那些建议留给你自己吧 so just keep your advice to yourself.
你这次做得对
碧池 Bitch.
混蛋 Asshole.
你说的其实没错 You know, you're right.
我总是在情场临阵脱逃 I am afraid.
你知道吗 我的爱人 You know what someone gets for loving me?
得付我的医疗费 They get to pay for all my care.
然后眼睁睁的看着我死掉 And then they get to watch me die.
医保费 药物费用 医院住宿费 手术费 Deductibles, meds, hospital stays, surgeries.
等我到18岁了 就不会全额报销了 When I turn 18, there's no more full coverage.
那到时候我找谁出钱呢 Who should I put that on?
找迈克吗 还是找我的家人 Michael or my family?
我得了这病 这是我个人的问题 It's my sickness, it's my problem.
也许让威尔和你结婚蛮不错的 Maybe we can get Will to marry you.
他很适合你 He's loaded.
他的心思不难猜 他爱的是你 He's not picky. He likes you.
抱歉 I am sorry
你跟威尔的事 about you and Will.
洗手的步骤 勤洗手
斯黛拉 Stella?
怎么了 What?
斯黛拉 Stella?
一直保持五英尺
威尔 请查看你所订阅的频道的最新视频 有志者事竟成
大家好 Hello.
我今天想给大家分享一个 There is something a little bit different
和往常不一样的故事 I want to talk about today.
洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌 Burkholderia cepacia.
该菌患者需要注意的风险 受到的限制 The risks, the restrictions
还有与其他人接触时的一些规则 and the rules of engagement.
洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌是很难缠的 B. cepacia is a hardy bacteria.
它的适应能力极强 Okay? It is so adaptive
甚至它们能把盘尼西林当食物 that it literally feeds on penicillin.
抵御这种细菌的第一道防线就是 So, our first line of defense is
医用洗手液 Cal Stat, a hospital-grade hand sterilizer.
多次大量使用洗手液洗手 Apply liberally and often.
第二 老规矩 要经常戴手套 Next is good old-fashioned latex!
谁用谁知道 Tried-and-true.
在日常生活中能有效抵御各种细菌 Used for protection in all types of activities.
患者的唾液和痰中有大量的洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌 B. cepacia thrives best in saliva or phlegm.
其实 患者咳嗽就能把细菌送到6英尺之外 Fun fact, a cough can travel six feet,
一喷嚏下去 细菌就以200英里每小时的速度随着唾液喷出去 a sneeze can travel up to 200 miles per hour.
既然唾液能传播细菌 也就是说该菌患者不能与他人接吻 But the "no saliva" thing also means no kissing.
绝对不能 Ever.
所以最好的解决办法是与他人保持距离 So, our best defense is distance.
要一直保持六英尺 Six feet at all times.
看这个 Ta-da!
这是一根台球杆 Here's a pool cue.
它的长度大概是五英尺 It measures approximately five feet.
五英尺 Five feet.
关于保持距离六尺这一点我想了很多 I've given a lot of thought to foot number six.
我觉得这个距离限制让我抓狂 And you know what? It made me mad.
你患上这病 就失去了生命中的很多乐趣 When you have cystic fibrosis, so much is taken from you.
你每天的生活都要按照 You live every day of your life
疗程来 要吃药 日程安排固定 according to treatments, and pills, and schedules.
得了我们这病的患者 大部分不能生育 Most of us can't have children.
甚至大部分病人都活不到 A lot of us don't even live long enough
可以生育的年纪 to try to have children.
我知道这么解释起来比较复杂 Shit, it's complicated to try to explain,
但我们是很难去爱上一个人的 but it's even hard to fall in love.
这病夺走了我那么多东西 So, after all that CF has stolen from me,
夺走了我们那么多东西 from us,
我觉得我要做出一点小小的反抗 I don't mind stealing a little something back.
两位患者的最短距离减少一英尺 One foot.
他妈的一英尺 One fucking foot
距离什么的 of space, of distance,
或者你叫它最短长期 都可以 of length, or whatever you wanna call it.
我觉得这样没问题 I don't mind stealing that back.
因为 Because CF...
我们不能让病魔嚣张下去了 you're not the thief anymore.
我要主导自己的生活 I'm the thief now.
距离五尺 Five feet apart.
可以吗 Deal?
你愿意吗 Are you in?
我非常愿意 I'm so in.
9点 中庭见 Atrium. 9:00.
我怎么带来的衣服都不咋地 Why didn't I pack anything nice?
毕竟在医院约会这种事可不常见啊 Oh, 'cause you always pack for a hot hospital romance.
这是透视装吗 Is this see-through?
还是别打这个主意吧 Don't even think about it, ho.
你好 Hi.
我出生的时候 他就溜了 He cut and ran when I was born.
我估计是他没想到生下来的孩子会患先天疾病吧 I guess having a sick kid wasn't part of his plan.
那你妈妈呢 What about your mom?
她很漂亮 很努力 很聪明 She's beautiful and driven and smart.
她一心都扑在我身上 She's just focused on me and me alone.
所以等明天 我18岁了 So, starting tomorrow, when I'm 18,
我就能自己想做什么就做什么了 I will be making the decisions for myself.
慢着 慢着 Wait, wait, wait, wait.
明天是你的生日吗 Tomorrow's your birthday?
你应该早点告诉我 You could have told me that.
我都没给你准备礼物 I don't have a present for you.
你答应多陪我一会儿怎么样 How about you just promise to stick around for the next one?
逗你的 Come on.
我们走 I'm getting out of here.
有个说法我很喜欢 There is this one theory I like
"要想理解死亡 你得先把目光投向新生" that says, "To understand death, you have to look at birth."
比如说 So, like,
我们还是子宫中的胎儿的时候 只知道胎中的世界 while we're in the womb, we're living that existence
不知道几寸之外 not knowing that our next existence
是另一个世界 is just an inch away.
也许死亡也是如此 So, maybe it's the same with death.
也许死后的世界 Maybe death is just the next life,
也离我们只有一尺之隔 but an inch away.
也可能只是长眠不醒罢了 Or maybe it's just a big sleep, baby.
陷入黑暗 Lights out.
过完了一辈子 Done and done.
不 No.
我觉得 There's no way
艾比不可能就这么突然去了 that Abby just blinked out.
我到现在都很难接受 I refuse to believe it.
艾比怎么了 What happened with Abby?
她去加利福尼亚州玩悬崖跳水 She was cliff diving in California.
入水的时候姿势不对 脖子摔断 淹死了 She landed wrong, broke her neck and drowned.
他们告诉我说 她刹那间就离开人世 没有感到痛苦 They said she didn't feel any pain,
但他们怎么知道那是什么感觉 but how would they know if she felt pain?
我应该跟她一起去的 但我病了 I was supposed to be there with her, but I got sick.
我一直这么病着 Like I always do.
我没法忘怀这件事 I just keep imagining it over and over again.
我一直在想她的感觉 What she was feeling.
感受那撕心裂肺的痛苦 Without knowing that, she just never stops dying.
斯黛拉 Stella.
就算你当时跟她一起去了 你还是不会知道她的感受 Even if you were there, you still wouldn't know.
但事实是我没跟她一起去 But I wasn't there.
她死的时候孤单一人 She died alone.
我们不也是会那样死去么 Isn't that how we're gonna die?
窒息而死 只不过不是被水呛死的 Drowning. Just without the water.
而是被我们自己的体液呛死的 Our own fluids doing the dirty work.
我想了很多我离世时候的样子 I think about that last breath a lot.
挣扎的呼吸空气 Gasping for air,
但却没法呼吸 not getting any.
没有空气 No air,
陷入黑暗 just black.
但我只有每周一会想这些 But that's only on Mondays.
剩下的大部分时间 我都不会去想这事 Otherwise, I don't dwell on it.
看你笑的 There's that smile.
我的天 你真美 God, you're beautiful.
很勇敢 And brave.
我真想碰你 I wish I could touch you.
我们见面的时候 I lied
我撒谎了 when we met.
我从没跟人上过床 I've never had sex.
我不想让别人看到我的样子 I've never wanted anyone to see me.
看到我身上的伤疤 The scars, uh,
还有那些管子 都很不性感 the tube, nothing about it's sexy.
那些并不能掩盖你的性感 Everything about you is sexy.
我觉得你真是完美的女神 I think you're perfect.
早上好 Good morning.
看到了那些灯吗 See those lights out there?
艾比和我把那些当成星星 Abby and I would call them stars
我们对着它们许愿 and we would make wishes.
她从来不告诉我她许的什么愿 She'd never tell me what her wish was,
但我知道她肯定是许愿能让我移植新肺 but I knew she wished for new lungs for me.
我希望她愿望能实现 I hope she gets her wish.
我也希望 Yeah, me too.
早上好 芭芭拉 Mornin', Barb.
他们在哪 Where are they?
谁 Who?
你说什么 What are you talking about?
糟了 芭芭拉知道我们不在病房了 Oh, shit. Barb knows we're gone.
好吧 Okay.
她会先去新生儿加强监护病房找我 所以... Uh, she'll look for me first in the NICU, so...
再见 Bye! Okay.
我们可以隔开10尺 能解决的 求求你回我消息
我自由了 I'm free!
我的天 Oh, my gosh!
祝你生日快乐 Happy Birthday!
很抱歉 我忘了 I'm so sorry. I forgot.
没事的 No, it's fine.
你在干什么呢 你忙吗 我们出去走走吧 What are you doing? Are you busy? Let's take a walk.
我现在不行 I can't right now.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我在学习 Studying.
待会吧 Maybe later?
我朋友待会来找我 My friends are actually coming later.
没关系 That's all right.
我们待会再约 We'll figure something out.
我只是 I was just, uh,
有点想你了 missing you.
回聊 Talk to you later.
好 再见 All right. Bye.
杰森 Jason.
不用 不用 Yeah, no. Don't...
不用担心 我没事 No. Don't worry about it. It's fine.
别急 我认真的 No, seriously, I'm not mad.
没事的 忙你的吧 It's fine. Just do your thing.
我们明天再聊 I'll talk to you tomorrow.
我亲爱的威尔 祝你生日快乐 永远爱你 妈妈
斯黛拉·格兰特 来玩捉迷藏吧
去我们最初相遇的地方
红玫瑰 是红的吗
要是我能屏住呼吸那么久就好了
离我们第一次约会已经过了24小时了
我们的第二次约会开始了
还以为你永远找不到我呢 Thought you'd never find me.
我知道现在很晚了 I know it's late,
但我们要等到食堂关门才行 but we had to wait till the cafeteria closed.
"我们" "We"?
惊喜吗 Surprise!
我们也不想瞒着你 兄弟 We felt so bad for ditching you, dude.
但你女朋友发消息给我们 But your girlfriend DM'd us
要让我们给你个惊喜 and convinced us to surprise you, man.
"女朋友" "Girlfriend"?
你真棒 You're so good.
我很棒 Yeah, I'm good.
简直难以置信 I can't believe he's real.
我知道 I know!
他本人看起来比照片更帅啊 And he's even hotter in person.
我说真的 Seriously.
食物马上准备好了 Hey, the food's almost ready!
祝你生日快乐 And Happy Birthday!
我想来看看你工作时的样子 Just wanted to observe the master at work.
那些是玫瑰吗 Are those roses?
太美了 They're so beautiful.
你是怎么做到的 How do you do that?
我练了很久了 I've been practicing.
因为下个月 我要跟迈克尔 'Cause next month, Michael and I
一起去见我妈 are gonna go see my mom.
不会吧 Really?
我明天要跟他一起吃午饭 我要争取一把 He's coming to lunch tomorrow and I'm gonna go for it.
我的天 Oh, my God!
他爱我 He loves me.
我也爱他 And I love him, too.
波尔 我太高兴 Aw, Poe, I'm so happy!
别这么多愁善感啊 Don't go all soppy on me.
你知道的 我看不得女孩子哭 You know I can't let a girl cry alone.
这是激动的泪水 They're happy tears.
我为你感到高兴 波尔 I'm happy for you, Poe.
我们开吃吧 Let's eat!
波尔 你是上哪搞到这些的 Poe, where did you get all of this?
医院里设有贵宾用厨房 Hospitals have VIP kitchens
好东西都放在那呢 where they keep all the good stuff.
你知道的 供那些达官贵人使用的 You know, for celebrities, politicians.
但今晚 就拿来给你庆生用了 But tonight, Birthday Boy, it's for you.
干杯 Salud!
我们就像十岁的孩子一样 We were, like, ten!
我们当时把床单蒙在头上 Yes. And we literally put sheets over our head
跑到精神病病房去了 and ran into the dementia ward!
就是那样 It was just like that!
真是太疯狂了 It was crazy.
那是我度过的最棒的万圣节 It was the best Halloween ever!
我们当时惹上大麻烦了 We got in so much trouble.
最初这主意都不是我们想出来的 And it wasn't even our idea.
还记得吗 是艾比想出来的 Remember? Abby... Abby came up with that.
艾比当时可顽皮了 Abby was wild.
她生性自由 She was free.
她经常说 她要过的很精彩 She always said she was gonna live big
为了斯黛拉好好生活 because Stella couldn't.
她确实度过了 She did.
精彩的一生 She lived big.
比我们的人生都要精彩 Bigger than any of us.
她要是在场 肯定会喜欢这种 She would've loved a clandestine party
秘密聚会的 like this one!
肯定的 She would've.
敬艾比 To Abby.
* 祝你生日快乐 * * Happy Birthday to you! *
许个愿吧 Make a wish!
我不能吹熄蜡烛 要不然你们就不能吃了 I can't blow the candles out or else you guys can't eat it.
那我替你许愿了 I made a wish for you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
一 二 One. Two.
好 All right.
耶 Yay!
祝你生日快乐 威尔 Happy Birthday, Will!
芭芭拉 Barb?
我们以为你今晚不值班呢 We thought you were off tonight.
要不要我给你拿个盘子来 You want us to fix you a plate?
就这样 就这样 That's it. That's it.
你们都进房间 You're all confined to your rooms
等化验结果出来 while we get respiratory cultures.
还有你 And you.
早上就把你转到别处去住院 You'll be transferred in the morning.
芭芭拉 芭芭拉 这不是他的错 Barb! Barb, it wasn't his fault.
你们平时可能敢拿自己的生命开玩笑 Well, you might be willing to gamble with your lives,
但我不能让你们这么做 but I'm not!
我们小的时候就是如此呀 Just like when we were kids.
你们已经不小了 波尔 But you're not kids anymore, Poe.
但我们都很注意的 就像你叮嘱我们的一样 But we were safe like you taught us to be.
很抱歉 但我们玩的很开心 I'm sorry, but it was fun!
好的 我们就聊到这 你去睡吧 All right, I'm gonna let you go to sleep, okay?
晚安 Good night.
转院手续办理 病人：威尔·纽曼
来喝点提提神吧 A little pick-me-up?
谢谢 Thank you.
他走了对大家都更安全 It's just safer if he goes.
你做得对 You're probably right.
她会恨我的 She's gonna hate me.
怎么了 波尔 What's up, Poe?
他可能是又碰到呼叫按钮了 He probably sat on the call button again.
我去看看 I got it.
我来了 波尔 开门 Knock, knock. Poe?
蓝色警报 Code Blue!
请全体医疗人员注意 Attention, all medical personnel.
波尔 波尔 Poe! Poe!
波尔 Poe!
没有脉搏了 No pulse.
我的天 Oh, God! Okay.
撑住 撑住 Stay with me, baby.
他没有呼吸了 他没有呼吸了 He's not breathing. He's not breathing.
撑住 撑住 Come on, you can do it. Come on.
快 开始胸外按压 Bag him. Start chest compressions!
挺住啊 Come on!
给他注射肾上腺素 Give him an Epi!
挺住啊 Come on, baby!
张力性气胸 It's a massive tension pneumothorax.
他的肺撑不住了 His lung is collapsing!
把垫子拿过来 把垫子拿过来 Put the pads on him! Put the pads on him!
挺过来啊 Come on, buddy.
挺过来啊 挺过来啊 Come on, sweetie. Come on, sweetie!
挺过来啊 Come on, buddy!
芭芭拉 怎么了 Barb, what's happening?
去个人把她带走 Somebody get her out of here!
把门关上 Close that door!
芭芭拉 怎么了 Barb, what's happening?
哈米德医生 Dr. Hamid?
现在没空 斯黛拉 Not now, Stella.
哈米德医生 Dr. Hamid?
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
不 No!
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
不 No!
我的天 Oh, my God!
我的天 他走了 Oh, my God! He's gone!
迈克再也没有机会见到他了 Michael's never gonna see him again.
他的父母再也没有机会见到他了 His parents are never gonna see him again.
我再也没有机会见到他了 I'm never gonna see him again.
我都从来没有拥抱过他 I never hugged him!
他是我最好的朋友 我他妈的都从来没有拥抱过他 He's my best friend and I never fucking hugged him!
我的天 Oh, God!
这么多和我亲密的人都离我而去 I'm losing everyone.
我还在你身边呢 You're not losing me.
你干什么呢 What are you doing?
出去 Get out!
出去 Just get out!
我要去看看那些灯光 I wanna go see the lights.
那至少有两英里远 It's gotta be, like, two miles away.
我们进去吧 我们进去吧 Hey, come on, let's go inside.
我们一起去吧 Come with me.
斯黛拉 现在可不能闹小脾气 Stella, now's not the time to be rebellious.
是因为波尔的事吗 Is this about Poe?
是因为波尔的事 It is about Poe.
艾比的事 还有我们俩之间的事 It's about Abby, it's about you and me
还有那些我们没有机会一起做的事 and all the things that we'll never get to do together.
很长时间以来 我生活的中心就是接受治疗 This whole time, I've been living for my treatments
而不是通过治疗使得我自己能享受生活 instead of doing my treatments so that I can live.
我想享受生活 I wanna live.
生活就是如此 威尔 It's just life, Will.
眼睛一睁一闭就过去了 It'll be over before we know it.
好吧 All right.
我们能不能打辆车 Can we catch a cab at least?
我想边走路边欣赏夜景 I wanna walk and enjoy the night.
我戴了手套 没事的 Glove. We're good.
怎么感觉你是拖着我出来锻炼身体 How are you always getting me to exercise?
感觉从这看风景更不错 Sure looks better from up here.
那是什么 What's that?
说来听听 Yeah, you're gonna have to explain that one.
我第一次住院的时候 Abby got it for me
艾比把它送给我 the first time I came to the hospital.
从那时起我就一直把它带在身边 I've had it with me every time since.
我还蛮欣慰的 That's a relief, honestly,
因为我还真不忍心跟你说 'cause I didn't have the heart to tell you
要是那玩意是你前男友给你的信物 我是很难接受 that a third boob might be a deal breaker.
斯黛拉 Hey, Stella.
好冷啊 It's cold.
来吧 Come on.
去看看你说过的那些灯 Let's go see your lights.
我们坐下歇会 Let's take a breather.
斯黛拉 别下去 Stella? Hey, don't do that.
斯黛拉 Stella.
都冻严实了 It's frozen solid.
各位 Hey, ladies.
堪萨斯城的圣卢克医院刚刚打来电话通知我 I just got a call from St. Luke's in Kansas City.
发生了一起车祸 Car accident with fatalities.
一位女性遇难 血型AB阴性 胸廓大小合适 One female, AB neg, 5'2", thoracic cage size...
有可供斯黛拉移植手术的肺源了 Stella's getting lungs.
三小时后就送到 给她做好术前准备 ETA three hours. Get her prepped.
我的天 Oh, my God.
不 不 不 No, no, no, no, no.
不 不 不 No, no, no, no, no. No!
没事吧 Everything all right?
没事 Yeah.
斯黛拉 新的肺源来了 马上回医院 斯黛拉 时间不够了 你在哪 肺源来了
我没事 Yeah, I'm good.
我爱你 斯黛拉 I love you, Stella.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
不能这样 We can't.
我知道 I know.
斯黛拉 Stella.
糟了 Shit!
小心点 Come on, come on!
小心点 Come on.
芭芭拉 芭芭拉 Barb. Barb? Barb.
她现在不接电话 She's not answering,
给她打电话都转接到语音信箱了 and now it's going straight to voicemail.
斯黛拉从来不会偷偷摸摸溜出院 Stella would never run off. She wouldn't do that.
你们能联系上他吗 Have you been able to reach him?
不 No.
他们出去多久了 How long have they been gone?
如果是因为你儿子 斯黛拉错失这次机会... If your son causes Stella to lose these lungs...
我的儿子跟你女儿一样 都身患这种疾病 My son is just as sick as your daughter is.
斯黛拉不会这样的 Stella would never do anything like this.
她以前从来没这样过 She's never done anything.
斯黛拉是自愿的 伊琳 Stella did this, Erin.
威尔都压根不知道有肺源来了 Not Will. He doesn't know anything about the lungs.
肺源 Lungs?
是要进行移植手术了吗 Is there a transplant?
是啊 提供给斯黛拉的肺源 已经在过来的路上了 Yeah, for Stella. They're on the way.
希望你是喜欢猫的那种人吧 Well, tell me at least you're a cat person.
你喜欢猫吗 Do you like cats?
我养过雪貂 I owned a ferret.
我小时候可喜欢雪貂了 I was a ferret kid.
你可喜欢雪貂了 Oh, no. You would be a ferret kid.
别接电话 Don't answer it.
别接嘛 他们现在能有什么事 Really. What do they need right now?
是我妈发来的消息 It's my mom.
我回个消息给她报平安吧 Let me just tell her that I'm okay.
斯黛拉 有适配你的肺源了 Stella, they have new lungs for you.
有适配你的肺源了 Hey, they have new lungs for you.
我们现在赶紧回医院啊 Let's go to the hospital. Come on!
我还没看到那些灯光呢 I haven't seen the lights yet.
什么灯光 The lights?
你有没有搞清楚现在的情况 我们还在这坐着干啥呢 Did you know about this? What are we doing out here?
我们现在赶紧回医院啊 Let's go to the hospital.
快点啊 Come on.
五年 Five years?
五年对于患我们这种病的人来说 就像一辈子 Five years is a lifetime for people like us.
不是的 如果 It's not! Because what happens
他们失败了 一切又回到了起点 when they fail and I'm back to square one?
别犯傻了 我们回医院吧 Let's not be stupid. Can we go the hospital, please?
快 我们走 Come on, let's go.
斯黛拉 Stella!
斯黛拉 Stella.
快 Come on.
别闹了 外面很冷 Please? It's cold.
斯黛拉 Stella!
斯黛拉 Stella.
救命 Help!
撑住 斯黛拉 Come on, Stella.
撑住 Come on!
撑住 斯黛拉 Come on, Stella.
一位17岁的患者 We have a 17-year-old...
病人具体情况如何 What have we got?
病人为女性 17岁 囊肿性纤维化患者 A 17-year-old female with cystic fibrosis.
已经有新的肺源来了 We already have lungs for her.
闲杂人员能不能先退出去 Can someone get the other mask off?
我的天 亲爱的 Oh, my God. Honey.
没事的 It's okay.
我儿子 我儿子也在场 My son. My son was out there, too.
很抱歉 清退后 I'm sorry. Step back, please.
没事的 没事的 You're okay. You're okay.
威尔在哪 Where's Will?
亲爱 Honey.
病人来了 Coming through!
他没事吧 Is he okay?
尽快给她通上氧气面罩 Get a mask on her as soon as possible, please.
氧气水平45 O2 is at 45.
病人可能体温偏低 Possible hypothermia.
需要更多毯子保温 We're gonna need more blankets over here.
呼吸就好 斯黛拉 Just breathe. Stella?
我在这呢 亲爱的 I've got you, honey.
斯黛拉 Stella?
冷静 You need to calm down.
已经有新的肺源了 We have your new lungs.
斯黛拉 Yes, Stella.
我不要 I don't want them.
斯黛拉 我们都等肺源好几年了 Stella, we've been waiting for these lungs for years.
你怎么说不要 What are you talking about?
不移植的话 你就时日无多了 亲爱的 If you don't use the lungs, they're wasted, sweetie.
我爱他 如果我移植了 I love him. The new lungs
他不在我身边 那就毫无意义 won't mean anything without him.
躺下 Lay down!
别闹了 Stop! Stop!
别闹了 Please! Stop.
威尔 Will!
别闹了 Please.
接受移植吧 Take the lungs.
就当是为了我 For me.
好 Okay.
快 把面罩戴上 Come on, put the mask on.
我准备好了 I'm ready.
好了 各位 我们走 Okay, all right, let's go, everyone.
好 Okay, okay.
好了 推着病人进入手术室 Okay, here we go. We're moving.
我陪着你 亲爱的 I'll be right here, honey.
我们走 Let's go.
我非常爱你 Okay, I love you so much.
我爱你 爸爸 I love you, Dad.
准备开始 Okay, here we go.
哈米德医生 Dr. Hamid.
我给她做了人工呼吸 I gave her mouth-to-mouth.
很抱歉 我当时没得选 I'm sorry. I didn't have any other choice.
你已经救了她一命了 威尔 You saved her life, Will.
如果她染上了洋葱伯克霍尔德氏菌 我们会想办法处理的 If she has B. cepacia, we'll deal with it, okay?
化验结果出来了 Bacterial cultures came back.
不知道怎么会这样 但她没问题 I don't know how, but she's clean.
没染上 She didn't get it.
这不代表她以后就一定不会染上 But that doesn't mean she won't.
威尔的治疗情况如何 What about Will?
疗法有效吗 Is the treatment working?
没有 No.
结果无效 No, it's not.
出了这么多事 I'm sorry.
我很抱歉 For all of this.
不 亲爱的 No, no, no, no, sweetie.
不是你的错 It's not your fault.
妈妈 Mom. Hey.
妈妈 Hey, Mom.
怎么了 怎么了 亲爱的 What? What is it? What is it, honey?
能不能帮我做一件事 Could you help me with something?
你们愿意帮忙吗 Are you guys in?
很愿意 Absolutely.
芭芭拉 Barb?
我愿意帮忙 Hell, yeah, I'm in.
她已经麻醉了 我们还有几个小时的准备时间 She's sedated. We have a few more hours.
还有时间 We have time.
解决了 It's done.
他们同意了 They said yes.
好 Okay.
我们动手吧 Let's do this.
我已经都做完了 威尔 做完了 I've done all I'm doing with this, Will. I'm done.
谢谢 Thank you.
她醒了 She's waking up.
亲爱的 Hey, honey.
亲爱的 你撑过来了 Hey, sweetie, you did great!
你撑过来了 You really did.
你撑过来了 You did great.
你撑过来了 亲爱的 You did wonderful, baby.
你撑过来了 You did good.
好的 It's okay.
我们给你准备了一些东西 We have something for you.
美丽的 倔强的 斯黛拉 My beautiful, bossy Stella.
你的那本书说的不错 I guess it's true, what that book of yours says.
我们的灵魂不受时间制约 That the soul knows no time.
我接受的新药物实验没有起效 My drug trial's not working.
我想告诉你 这段时间的回忆 I want you to know that this past month
将伴随我 走向生命的终点 will last forever for me.
我唯一后悔的是 My only regret is that
没能陪着你去看那些灯光 you didn't get to see your lights.
可算等到你在我面前说不出话的时候了 I finally got you speechless.
人们常说 如果你深爱一个人 You know, people are always saying if you love something,
你就要学会放手 you have to learn to let it go.
我之前觉得 这是什么扯淡的说法 I thought that was such bullshit.
直到我看到你差点没命了 Till I watched you almost die.
斯黛拉 In that moment, Stella,
当时我觉得什么都不重要了 nothing mattered to me.
我的心里只有你 Except you.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我也不想离开 I don't wanna go.
我只想跟你在一起 All I want is to be with you.
但我不行 I can't.
我想你健康的活下去 I need you to be safe.
那就意味着我要离开 From me.
我不知道未来如何 I don't know what comes next,
但我绝对不后悔我所做的一切 but I don't regret any of this.
你能不能闭上眼睛 Could you close your eyes?
我觉得如果你睁眼看着我 I just don't know if I can walk away
我都没有勇气迈开腿离开了 if you're still looking at me.
求求你 Please.
我非常 I love you
爱你 so much.
他把这些留给了你 He left this for you.
威尔的待办事项 永远爱斯黛拉
肢体接触 Human touch.
是新生儿所用的第一种交流方式 Our first form of communication.
安全感 舒适感 Safety, security, comfort,
都可以通过手指抚摸体现出来 all in the gentle caress of a finger.
或是通过嘴唇在脸颊上的亲吻体现出来 Or at the brush of lips on a soft cheek.
斯黛拉 别录了 Hey, Stella. You can't record that. No.
在我们开心的时候 肢体接触能让我们心连心 It connects us when we're happy...
艾比 不要 Abby, no.
在恐惧的时候 能让我们鼓起勇气 ...bolsters us in times of fear...
能把这个关掉吗 Can you turn that off?
我们通过肢体接触 传达出自己的兴奋之情 ...excites us in times of passion...
别录了 斯黛拉 不要 Ah. No. Stella, no. Stop!
与爱意 ...and love.
我们需要所爱之人与我们进行身体接触 We need that touch from the one we love
就像我们需要呼吸空气那样 almost as much as we need air to breathe.
但我一直都没有领会触碰的重要性 But I never understood the importance of touch.
具体来说 是触碰他 His touch.
直到我失去机会我才恍然大悟 Until I couldn't have it.
请看到这段录像的各位 So, if you're watching this
趁现在还可以 and you're able,
触碰你爱的他 touch him.
或她 Touch her.
人生苦短 不可浪费 Life's too short to waste a second.