遁入虚无
遁入
嘿！嘿！琳达.过来！
出来
从那往下看东京.会是什么样？
-不想知道 -为什么？
-我会害怕
-害怕什么？
我猜是怕死吧…
掉进虚无中…
据说你死后会飞起来
真他妈的冷
嘿.试试这本书 艾利克斯给我的
像是本藏经
毒鬼艾利克斯？
书里说的都是死后的事情
看！
那你是想当佛教徒啦？
不
你知道他妈的天主教、犹太教 都是一回事…
就是一帮伸手捞你钱的混蛋…
艾利克斯也会 把你弄成个毒鬼…
然后再把你 弄成个鸡巴佛教徒
不.他只是朋友
我不会成为佛教徒…
艾利克斯就他妈是个毒鬼
他不是你朋友
-别这样 -他不是你朋友
我得走了
嘿.过后见？
回见
锁上门.得锁上门…
好.很好
她怎么会觉得我是个毒鬼？
我知道我不是毒鬼
我知道我是谁
我知道我不是毒鬼
她是我妹妹. 有时她很无知
就是这个
这是尖货
布鲁诺为什么要给我这个？
也许想让我给他口交 真恶心！
你以为我是谁啊
我知道我不是毒鬼
就这样吧…
这货尝起来不那么好
这药的味道像屎
哇！已经生效了
很好…开始了
哦上帝.这是最棒的
万一晕过去怎么办？
你不会晕过去的
我知道我会. 以前有过…
-喂… -奥斯卡…我是维克托
嘿.我正要找你呢
啊.你能给我带货来么？
你来我这拿吧
不…我需要你带来
哦…好吧.你在哪？
在虚无酒吧…
昨天的事很抱歉. 我等你…
其实…
-其实如果你… -别太久…
喂？
喂？… 哦.好吧
醒醒
管好自己
噢上帝…
又来了
镇定点
阳台
从那走开
要睁着眼
我脑袋要掉了
水
水…沾水 沾点自来水
干净的自来水
很好
恢复正常
看看你的脸 看看你的眼睛
有点不一样
狗屎
是邻居吗？
他们听见我了？ 我喊叫了？也许吧
冷静
艾利克斯.等会
嘿.奥斯卡.没事吧？
啊.还好. 最近怎样
不怎么样… 一直很好.很好…
我想冲个澡！
噢.别去阳台.离那远点
嘿.你读那本书了吗？
-书？ -是啊
-哦.《度亡经》 -是啊
耶.还没读完 还在读.很不错
这是本疯狂的书
很高兴你喜欢它
送我吧 让我读完它
-没问题 -哦多谢…多谢
-你还好吧？ -啊.没事
-我碰见你妹妹了 -啊？
耶.她跟着那个混蛋.马里奥
真他妈讨厌那个家伙
没想到她和他一起出去了
要是她怀孕了. 我就把小孩弄死
我向上帝发誓
嘿.总之… 今晚能和我一起去看看她吗？
我倒真想去看看她…
好
首先我要去虚无酒吧 有些货要带给维克托
去哪？
-虚无酒吧？ -是
我不喜欢那地方 但我会跟你去…
…然后我们去看你妹妹
-耶.走吧 -好！
-我能喝点水吗？ -当然
水！
你没全带上.对吗？
是.就他那一份
-伙计.那也不少了 -耶
狗屎！太他妈危险了 你应该让他自己来
不.他再也不想来了
自从我和她妈妈那件事之后
-什么？他发现了 -是…
-他怎么发现的？ -我不想说这个
好吧.我能带点水么？
-带上吧 -好
街道真空啊.今天是节假日？
-你怎么了？
-伙计你吸过了？ -耶.怎么了？
你看来很糟糕…
我早晨吸了点药… 你来之前又吸了点DMT（二甲基色胺）…
狗屎.今天过得不错啊～！
今天还没结束呢！
嘿.你觉得布鲁诺 还有比DMT更猛的货吗？
拜托.你想榨干自己脑袋吗伙计！
你应该把《度亡经》读完. 那会更好些
但要等到你死后. 开始你的旅程
这书还是让我很困惑
你怎么解释它？
嗯.很难解释…
基本上.等你死了… 你的灵魂会离开身体…
首先你会看到你的一生
就像魔镜里显现的样子
然后你开始像幽灵一样浮起
你能看到身边发生的一切
你能听到一切.但没法交流
然后你会看到光… 各种颜色的光
这光就像门一样 把你拽进其他的存在平面…
但多数人…实际上
就像这个世界里的. 都不愿意被带走
所以整个事情 就进入到一种恶之旅
而唯一逃脱的方法就是转生
-有意思吧？ -耶.差不多…
我不知道.什么是恶之旅
好.就是你全部的噩梦… 你知道.你变得.发疯…
你所有的恐惧都变成现实 能吓出你屎来…
像是发生在意识中的.对吗？
那时.你会希望你还活着
而且.一些新的光线出现了
他们象征着所有做爱的男女…
然后一束光会从他们腹部发出. 如果你靠近了
你会看到一个来世图景
然后你选择适合自己的人生. 回到子宫…
然后你就转生了 故事结束
基本上你就这样永远往复下去
直到你想打破循环为止
听懂了？
那你意思是.我们所在的这个世界 都是为了来世？
那之外没有更好的了吗？
嘿.知道吗 我等不及要见你妹妹了
她真是个美人
我知道 但她还是我妹妹好吧…
我知道.我知道.我只是说说… 我不是瞎子.她太美了
玩蛋去
-出租车
-你要照顾好她 -你在说什么？
你变成毒贩子了
-我不是毒贩子 -你是.我们现在要去干啥？
你知道…
去看你妹妹 你知道…
她想要阻止你去做那些…
你发神经？！
-是你把我介绍给供货人的 -啊.摆脱
实话说.你应该找个工作 懂吗…
我不懂
我是说.你是个聪明的家伙 知道吗…一个好DJ
也许去夜总会可以找个差事 兼职的.比如调酒…
干那个真他妈轻松
小菜一碟…特别是在东京
你是个外国人.长得帅…
懂吧.吸毒和毒贩子之间——
有很大不同.明白么？
我说了我不是毒贩子！
你是毒贩子 伙计.你还是个老鸭子
真想不到 你把那个老婊子给操了
这是东京啊. 有他妈成堆的漂亮鸡可以搞啊
你却要操那个老婊子 而且还是个老外…
至少你要是操个日本人…
-老婊子.知道吗… -她操的我…
总之…伙计…警察！
操！
嘿.嗯…
我去把瓶子扔了 等我一会
-你听说过曼陀罗吗？ -没有
真牛逼！
-什么曼陀罗？一种蘑菇？ -耶.是一种植物
能带你去任何地方.很奇特
什么样子？我是说
曼陀罗的幻觉是什么样子
啊…就像…你连进入幻觉都不知道
你会躺在地上 和每个做爱的身体对话
但两周后你会发现
你没跟任何人交谈 你猜怎样…
我试了一次.我看到了一个鸡 伙计她太美了
…等等.等等 她真他妈的美啊
我真他妈喜欢她
我想要亲她 交谈了30分钟后
刚想亲她.她他妈的消失了. 根本不存在！
【虚无酒吧】
我不想看到你和维克托 干的那些烂事.所以…
我在快餐店那等你 一分钟见
-好 -好.一分钟找你
耶.过后见
琳达说的对 艾利克斯比我更像毒鬼
希望维克托已经在这了
我不想等他
我把货带来了
对不起
-什么？ -对不起
警察！ 狗屎！
警察！开门！
你们想干什么？ 我要给大使馆打电话！
等会.等一分钟！
我这就出来啦！
-开门！
我有枪！
我有枪！ 我要开枪啦！
如果你们不走开我就开枪！
你们想怎样…
什么…？他们开枪了…
他们开枪了…
他们把我杀了？ 他们打中我了？
我不想这样死掉…
我需要帮助
我还有个妹妹
手上有血
是血吗？
也许这里是监狱 他们抓住我了
是警察么
没影响任何人…
…也没伤到谁 操蛋人生
胳膊没感觉了
这没发生 只是幻觉…是幻觉
但是…
是DMT
谁知道呢？
我要死了
我死了吗？
一切都不是真的
我浮起来了
她怎样了.我的小妹妹
帮帮我 我需要你帮助
带我回家
我不想死 我不想这样死
-怎么了？ -事故
维克托…维克托！
-奥斯卡怎么了？ -他们打死了他！
【性/钱/权】
我得做点什么
琳达… 警察在虚无酒吧把你哥打死了
他正给维克托送货然后…
我不知道发生了什么
我听见枪响
维克托说他们把他杀了 你快去…
-谁啊？ -没事
马里奥？马里奥？
琳达… 警察在虚无酒吧把你哥打死了
他正给维克托送货 然后我不知道发生了什么
我听见枪响
维克托说他们把他杀了
你快去看看
对不起.我在外面
只能告诉你这些 警察跟过来了…
给我回电
奥斯卡
-奥斯卡你爱我吗？ -爱
-有多爱？ -非常
什么非常？
妈妈
还记得我们的约定吗？
记得一点
我们约定永不分离
永不？
永不
-你发誓？ -我发誓
-如果你死了呢？ -我会回来
这是血誓
从现在起我们永远在一起
停下！我不想跟你走！ 奥斯卡！
奥斯卡别让他们带走我！
我们约定好的！ 奥斯卡.我们约定好的！
不！不！不！不！
于是她被领养了. 我在另一家.生活变成了噩梦
你应该带她来日本
我太想她了… 她还小.还在上学
这是我的室友
-奥斯卡 -嘿.嗨
试试
什么！老天 不可能.哇
很棒哦
耶这很疯狂 就像个迷幻东京
这架飞机… 会带你妹妹来
相信我.我真想 只是需要钱
钱.钱.钱. 我没钱
钱.钱.钱. 你可以赚钱.你很聪明…
抢银行！
耶！耶！这是最难的 可以考虑.我宁愿做个毒贩子
伙计别.那太他妈危险.知道么
鸡巴工作
好货很多… 你能挣很多钱但是…
你会越陷越深.知道吗
最后就进了监狱…
我妈年轻时就是这样 为了挣钱变成了艳舞女
-真的？ -耶！
她很迷人… 你可以来见见她
耶
出来吃个饭 见见我父母
头一次见她. 她还是个东京艳舞女郎
耶.我去了几次夜总会… 得了病…
总之！总之！
-说说你吧 -啊.嗯…
你父母在东京？
不.不. 我父母很久前就过世了
发生了什么？
如果你想要.我可以借你钱 怎么样？
你在东京没什么朋友.对吧？
维克托？
维克托怎么了？
-没人知道我在这.对么？ -是
嘿.真美
-你知道这让我想起什么 -什么
抽烟…
让我想起吸允我妈的乳头
我人生中最美的事情.耶
变态…这药什么时候见效？
你知道LSD可是好东西
能克服你的恐惧
它能带你去 任何你想去的地方…
妈.你死后会怎样？
我会和你们永远在一起
我会一直看着你们
我会从天上看着你们
-你发誓 -我发誓
你爱爸爸多过爱我们吗？
不.你们我都爱
但那是不同的爱 非常不同的爱
妈妈…妈妈
嘿.嘿！
记得我吗？
不
嘿.你嗑过药吗？
药？
-你嗑过药吗？ -没有
-从没嗑过药 -从没
-从没？ -从没
但我喜欢酒
是吗？所以你喜欢酒 然后喜欢药
就像这一关.然后下一关
一关.耶！
-戴维？
我朋友说我可以带点货去聚会
谁.你朋友是谁？
无所谓啦
有所谓.你朋友是谁？
加斯帕
好吧.谢谢你… 你要什么？
可卡因多少钱？
6 元/克
-好.很好 -你确定？
拿走 走吧
-干的漂亮 -当心.这个很有劲儿
-你猜怎么着？ -怎么了？
-我找到公寓了 -真好
我现在工作了.能给你卖机票啦
-别开玩笑了 -不高兴吗？
哦上帝…你怎么会有钱买机票？
-太疯狂了 -嘿我说了我有工作
奥斯卡 我爱你！
快收拾行李吧
-怎么？ -啊.没什么
弄到了什么？
嗯.摇头丸和迷幻药 还弄了点DMT
-噢.好 -耶
我能跟你来吗？
不可能.这些家伙太偏执
那你有钱吗？
给你
吸毒的那个家伙 是个肮脏的混蛋
耶.他喜欢男的
-他是谁？ -布鲁诺.给我药的家伙
别喝酒.否则你会在两天后 咬着屎醒过来…
你自己的屎懂吗
我会让他来见你 但我不会和你回去.你要当心了…
你知道他的新花招吗？
都他妈联系不上他 所以他在做…
嘿.我不会从这跳下去对吧？
嘿.有一次 一个新来的给他口交.耶…
他把手指插进他自己屁眼里 然后擦在他们脑袋后面
然后他们就头发粘着屎 到处走
他就是我说的那个家伙
嘿.你跟我很像…
-你叫什么 -奥斯卡
-那你想要什么？ -有LSD吗？
让我看看…
好.奥斯卡.看看这个
他怎么了？
可怜的孩子 整晚在喊他妈妈
耶.这就是我找的…
干.哥们
-好！ -好东西！
嘿.你有DMT吗？
DMT？可能还有点
你试过GHB吗？
很有趣 DMT只能持续六分钟…
但真像一种永恒
你死的时候 大脑产生的就是这种物质
有点像… 死亡才是终极幻觉懂吧
嘿.我们来试试
当心
你看那些地道
通向很多排水沟
知道么.流浪汉都躲在那边…
人们晚上就到排水沟里去…
你怎么看？
-太他妈的帅了 -耶？
想象一下如果那些墙都是干净的
而你所有朋友都在里面 比如.在做爱
-奥斯卡！ -耶
来看看 我给你带了东西
你在试DMT之前先看看这个
西藏度亡经
我认为这书和死亡有关
好.它会告诉你 死后灵魂怎么从身体里出来
你有过脱体体验吗？
-你呢？ -耶.有过一次
什么样的？
首先.很久才达到
必须要练习
放慢呼吸 放慢.放慢…
就像我的意识空下来. 我能看到自己.从自己上方…
我真的发疯了
因为我没法回到自己身体里
耶 那真他妈的疯狂. 很酷
-但是… -嘿.还是我
试试这个.试试这个
嘿.还是我
-我是琳达 -你的妹妹？
别忘了接我
周一晚上六点
你会去接我.对吧
嘿！
真想你啊
看
万一你和爷爷死 我们会怎样？
你会照顾好亲人
我们保证.会照顾你
不！不！不！
奥斯卡！
你知道吗？ 我又梦到那次车祸
耶.没关系.我们现在又是一家人了. 只有你和我
你还要什么吗？
这个好吗？
嘿.夜总会里用的
要走了？
-嘿.带着药片 -这是什么？
-摇头丸 -我从没用过
-带上吧 -危险吗
一种药罢了 就像维生素.好啦！
女孩们上！
你妹妹真是个小辣妹
你可得照顾好她
这个夜总会的男人们…
来和我跳舞吧
嘿！来吧！
她喜欢我…
嗨这么办.你借我点钱做交易
我冒险卖货. 然后咱俩五五分账
等不及了！你的卖家是谁？
跟你无关
你需要多少？
那.你在哪？
我在找你…
你喝多了
你在哪？
嘿伙计们！
真的.咱们走
来吧
小心台阶
我自己来！
你知道明天是爸妈的忌日吗？
真开心
这就像天堂
真美
和你在这里我真开心
感觉很自由
非常非常自由
-你答应我永远不离开我？ -当然
-我们死在一起？ -永远不死
-永远不死？ -永远
-我们永生 -是的
-我们永远不死 -好
怎么…？
我想你…我太想你了
-我长大了么？ -当然
我现在像个女人吗？
-嘘… -你相信轮回吗？
我已不是五岁的心理年龄了
你不想找个真正的工作吗？
不！ 有工作的人就是个奴隶
那还是有个重要的事. 要有个目标
比如…你有目标吗？
我不知道
-你应该有个目标 -也许你应该谈一次恋爱？
嘿那个家伙和你在夜总会干什么？
-他给了我一份工作 -做什么？
-嘿.你是马里奥对吗？ -耶
那是我妹妹
别碰她好吗
做个好哥哥吧
那你欠他多少？
啊.50片
-给我朋友的 -我不认识你朋友
我不想让他知道我.好吗？
好
嘿宝贝.你喜欢蛇吗？
别这么紧张 你朋友在这呢
他要可卡因吗？ 冰毒？
不…你有DMT吗
不…
过来
你在看什么？
-想试试吗？ -当然
你们准备好
你他妈在这干什么呢？
不会有事的 我不伤害任何人
-什么？ -别碰我的货
-你把药卖给我的女孩儿？ -滚开.还钱！
操！
如果再在这看到你 我就杀了你！
-你知道爸妈怎么说的吗？ -什么？
某天他们会带我们去日本
-狗狗也去吗？ -是
怎么了？
你他妈在哪？ 你昨晚没回来.也没给我打电话
下次你可以告诉我 你和那个傻逼睡觉了
你是说马里奥.我没和他在一块
什么？
你嫉妒了？
奥斯卡.这人是谁？
我是他朋友…
他在…他…他想搞我
-布鲁诺 -嘿奥斯卡
-怎么样？ -很高心你做成了
那我知道了.你喜欢MDMA
当然
-你想试试这个吗？ -耶.只来这个？-当然
过后载考虑…价格…
阿姆斯特丹来的 真正的好货
酷…多谢！
我还有你想要的 一点DMT
给她点着… 有点长.真正的.真正的冒险
这就对了…小心. 别掉了 烧着你
如果你想…
我下次帮你. 我给你留着
-嘿 -嘿
-你在这干嘛？ -我就来看看你
你他妈疯了吗？ 拿开.拿开
-你好吗 奥斯卡？ -嗨 我很好
-嗨 丹尼你想看看电视吗？
-嗯好 -走吧
-嘿.我把货带来了 -好.我们去你那
我怎么会为这烂货付账？
你和我妈睡觉了？
你在说什么？
你把我妈搞了？
耶
收起你他妈的药片！你个垃圾！ 你个垃圾.真他妈垃圾！
维克托！
维克托.回我电话
-喂 -奥斯卡我是苏济
维克托昨晚没回来 你知道他去哪了吗？
不
如果有消息 打电话给我好吗
关于奥斯卡你梦到了什么？
还记得我们的约定吗？
记得一点
我们约定永不分离
无论发生什么
永不？
永不
我昨晚和维克托吵架了
你想要吸一口吗？
你疯了？
琳达…
我想知道 从那往下看东京是什么样？
我不…
为什么不？
我害怕
怕什么？
怕死
-欧？ -奥斯卡我是维克托
得把货带给维克托
-想来吗？ -当然
你读了度亡经
对不起
别担心我正烧他的存货呢
耶.一切.都没了
这些混蛋. 他们说他们有枪
现在又他妈不肯验尸
我不相信这是真的…
操
但他为什么还在那？
你是艾利克斯的朋友.对吧？ 说说他吧
我要你说话呢！
-我什么也不知道 -你知道.别撒谎
人们说谎时我能闻出来
如果你帮我们. 我们能帮你出去
我们能帮你摆脱困境
如果你不帮.就得进监狱
你不想进监狱吧. 那就说说你的朋友艾利克斯
我们知道.他认识主要供货人
说！
他说过什么？他说 琳达的哥哥有个危险的朋友
那人攻击了长官… 他们想得到我们的信息
都是日文.我不懂
来吧.我帮你
是阳性的对吗？
是的.阳性
-你还好吧？ -哦.伙计
你太好了.你是说 能给我点可卡因吗？
不.我已经清货了
我怎么知道奥斯卡没 把我的名字给那个卑鄙的维克托呢
-不.是你的错！ -谁打的电话？
我没叫警察！
你叫了警察！ 你叫了警察！
滚开！
嘿我们在这是一家人！
停.停！
我妈是个婊子！
别和你妈这样说话！
她操了我的朋友
你还想把屋里的男人都玩了吗？
-我就是这屋里的男人！ -你不是这屋里的男人！
现在滚出去.滚出去！
-你再干什么？ -你知不知道你在干什么？
-我鄙视你 -我他妈鄙视你.我他妈恨你！
你没看出她在利用你吗？
不.这不是关键
问题是我喜欢琳达
她甚至想和我有个孩子
-嗨 -嘿
嘿.你还好吗？
不.我不好.我很糟糕
你能帮我个忙吗
你能来我这 跟我室友说说话吗
耶.我需要点钱
耶.他知道在哪
我还要一件外套.冷死了
别叫他.你去我那
我确定警察在窃听我们电话
好.我过后再打 告诉你见面地点
好.好.再见
马里奥只是床上功夫好
我应该听我哥哥的…
我应该和艾利克斯…
他真的喜欢我
他说了什么
-他很好 -我们能说的就这个…
为什么你带我来这？
经理对你的舞蹈不满
我们不能再留你了
那我做什么？
我不是你爸爸. 但我会照顾你的
你困了么？
如果感觉到奥斯卡不在身边
我会自杀的…
我希望他活过来…
别伤害自己了
我知道这很让人难过
但死…就是死了
如果他能说话了.请告诉我们
发生那件事的不是我哥…
很明显他不是那样的
-那件事真他妈恶心… -闭嘴
你们俩决定好我们去哪了吗？
你们俩个. 他妈的决定好去哪了吗？
我… 我没法忍受他
别他妈碰我！
快他妈离开这
嘿.醒醒！
他们烧了你对吗？
他们烧了你！
他们烧了你.想想看 闭上眼想想看
如果幸运 你也许能找到你的灰
继续.你这个小贱货！
继续！闭上眼想想！ 继续！
-我啊… -什么…
我梦见我哥从太平间里醒过来
把他放在盒子里不是很恐怖吗
你想怎样？
他他妈是你哥哥！
盒里的不是我哥哥
是.你要干什么？
再见…
-给你！ -谢谢你！
-你还好吧？ -噢
-我靠… -多谢.弄到烟了？
好 我需要点钱
好.我让琳达带给你
她想见你
-是吗 -是
-他还和马里奥在一起 -我想是…
操
你想干什么
我想说对不起
我想说对比起.对不起
你想说的就是这个？
-说对不起？ -是 -真的？ -是
为什么你不自己动手
自杀…
耶.为什么你不自己动手
-他妈的自杀 -你不是那个意思
我是
你不理解… 我意思是其中部分是我的错
去自杀吧…
-你得理解… -你个垃圾！
但是奥斯卡死在贩毒上 因为你们总是和这些混蛋在一起
因为我.因为他妈我的错误？
-你个垃圾！ -滚出去！
我恨你！
操你妈！操你妈！
你个垃圾！是我的错？ 滚出我的房子！
操你妈！操你妈！
你他妈敢！… 我的错…我的错…？
操你妈.滚出我的房子！
滚出我的房子！操你妈！
我他妈想死！
干我的老哥和他那些蠢货朋友！
我的生活完蛋了.我的生活完蛋了！ 我的生活完蛋了！
我不想在这
我不想和那些他妈的恶魔在这里. 他妈的恶魔！
都是他妈的恶魔！
我就想一个人
我就想一个人…
你们都是恶魔.滚开！
我想死…
嘿
嘿.很高心见到你
很高心见到你
-近来还好吗？ -还不错…
我也是
-你的哥哥我很难过 -还好…
当心！
不！不！不！不！
爸爸！妈妈！
琳达！
来！
来.进入我！
虚无
ENTER THE VOID
ENTER
Hey! Hey Linda, come here!
Come outside
I wonder what Tokyo looks like, from up there?
- I don't... - Why not?
- I'd be scared
- Scared of what?
Dying I guess...
Falling into the void
They say you fly when you die
Its fucking cold
Hey, check out this book Alex gave me
Its like the Tibetan bible
Alex the junkie?
Its all about what happens after you die
Look!
So your going to become a Buddhist now?
No
You know they're all the same Fucking Catholics, the Jew's ...
Just a bunch of sucks out to get their hands on your money...
Alex is gonna make you a junkie...
and then he's going to make you a fucking Buddhist
No, he's just a friend
I'm not gonna become a buddhist...
Alex is a fucking junkie.
He's not your friend
- C'mon - He's not your friend
I gotta go
Hey, I'll see you later?
See ya.
Lock the door, just lock the door...
Ok, good
Why does she think I'm a junkie?
I know I'm not a junkie.
I know who I am
I know I'm not a junkie
She's my sister, sometimes she doesn't know anything
There we go
This is the good stuff
Why else would Bruno give this to me?
Probably wants a blowjob. Thats disgusting!
Who do ya think I am anyways
I know I'm not a junkie
There you go...
This stuff doesn't taste good
These drugs taste like shit
Wow! Its already kicking in
This is it... its started
Oh god, this is the best
What if you faint?
You're not gonna faint
I just know I will You've done this before...
- Hello... - Oscar... its Victor.
Hey, I'm looking for you...
Ah, can you bring my stuff?
Can you come and get it
No... I need you to bring it to me
Oh... Ok. Where are you?
I'm at the Void...
Y'know I'm really sorry about yesterday, I'll wait for you...
Actually...
- Actually I'd rather if you... - Don't be long...
Hello?
Hello?... Oh, come on?!
Wake up
Get a hold of yourself
Oh God...
its back
Collect yourself
Balcony
Walk away from that
Keep your eyes open
My head is throbbing now
Its water
Water... Splash water Splash tap water
Nice clean tap water
Its perfect
Back to normal
Look at your cheeks, look at your eyes
They look different
Shit
Is that the neighbours?
Did they hear me? Did I scream? Maybe I did?
Just calm down
Alex. Hold on
Hey Oscar, you alright?
Ah its good man, how ya doin'
Nothing much... Been pretty good, pretty good...
I think I need a shower!
Oh, don't go to the balcony, stay away from the balcony
Hey, have you read the book?
- The book? - Yeah
- Oh, The Book of The Dead - Yeah
Yeah, haven't finished reading it yet, its pretty good.
Its a wild book
I'm glad you like it
Can I keep it, so I can finish it?
- No problem - Oh thanks... thanks
- You okay? - Ah... well...
- I bumped into your sister - Yeah?
Yeah. Following that cunt, Mario
I fuckin' hate that guy
I can't believe she's going out with him.
If she ever gets pregnant, I'll kill the baby.
I swear to God.
Hey look, anyway... Do you mind if we go and see her tonight?
I'd really like to see her...
Yeah sure
First we have to stop at the Void I have some stuff for Victor
Wanna come?
- The Void? - Yeah
I don't' like the place, but I follow you...
and we go see your sister
- Yeah, lets go - Great!
- Can I grab some water? - Yeah sure
Water!
You're not taking it all, are you?
No, only his share
- Man, thats alot of gear - Yeah
Shit!? Thats fucking dangerous You should let him pick it up himself
No, he won't come here anymore,
not after what happened with his mother.
- What? He found out - Yeah...
- How did he find out? - I don't want to talk about it
Alright, can I take the water?
- Bring it - Okay
The streets are really empty. Is it a holiday today?
- Hey whats wrong with you?
- You tripping man?! - Yeah. You can tell?
Yeah, you look really fucked up...
I popped some tabs this morning... and just took a hit of DMT before you came...
Shit, looks like a good day!
And the day isn't over either!
Hey, do you think Bruno has anything stronger than DMT?
C'mon, you'll fry your brain man!
You should finish The Book of The Dead, that will be a lot better
but wait until you die, then you get your big trip
The book is still confusing to me
How would you explain it?
Um, its really hard to explain...
basically, when you die... your spirit leaves your body...
actually at first you can see all your life,
like reflected in a magic mirror.
Then you start floating like a ghost,
you can see anything happening around you,
you can hear everything but you can't communicate.
Then you see lights... lights of all different colours...
these lights are the doors that pull you into other planes of existence...
but most people... actually
like this world so much, that they don't want to be taken away,
so the whole thing turns into a bad trip,
and the only way out is to get reincarnated.
- Is that making sense? - Yeah, I guess so...
I dunno, whats the bad trip?
Well, you got all these nightmares... you know, you go like, yo' crazy...
all your fears become reality and it scares the shit out of you...
Its like whats happening to your mind, right?
At that point, you wish you never died...
And, some new lights appear to you
they represent all these couples making love...
and then a light comes out from their bellies, and if you get closer
they give you a vision of a possible future life
and you choose a life that suits you the best you know, end up in the womb...
and you're reincarnated end of story
and basically you do this forever and ever...
until you manage to break the circle
you follow me?
So you mean, we're stuck in this world for all of eternity?
There's nothing better out there?
Hey, y'know what? I can't wait to see your sister
She looks real beautiful man
I know but she's still my sister okay...
I know, I know, I'm only saying... I'm not blind, she's gorgeous.
Fuck off
- Taxi
You should look after her What are you talking about?
Your turning into a dealer
- I'm not turning into a dealer - Yes you are, what we going to do tonight?
You know...
look what your sisters doing, you know...
she' trying to stop you from doing that...
Are you schizophrenic?!
- your the one who introduced me to your provider - Ah, c'mon.
Honestly, you should try to get a job you know...
I don't know
I mean, your a smart guy, you know... Good dj
Maybe ask the club to get you a job part time, like bartending...
its really fucking easy I did it
piece of cake... Especially in Tokyo
Your a foreigner, your good looking...
You know, theres a big difference...
between taking psychedelics and being a dealer, you know?
I said I'm not a dealer!
You're a dealer and you're a mother fucker, man
I can't believe your fucking that old bitch
You're in Tokyo, theres a lot of fucking cute chicks everywhere,
and your fucking some old bitch, and she's a foreigner as well...
at least if your fucking a Japanese...
- old bitch, you know... - She fucked me
Anyway... Oh man... Police!
Fuck!
Hey um...
I want to dump my bottle... be back in a sec'
- Have you heard of Datura? - No
Its crazy shit!
- Whats Datura? Is it a mushroom? - Yeah, ... its a plant
that takes you somewhere, you know quite freaky...
Whats it... Whats it like...? I mean,
Whats the trip like on Datura?
Ah... like... you don't even know your fucking tripping, you know...
You'll be on the floor, talking to every-fucking-body...
but you realise two weeks later...
you were not talking to anybody, you know what...
I took it, I saw that chick man she was gorgeous
hang on a sec, hang on, she was fucking gorgeous
I really fucking like her, right...
And I tried to kiss her, been talking for 30 minutes
tried to kiss her, she fuckin' disappeared, she never existed!
THE VOID
I don't want to see you doing that shit with Victor right, so...
I wait for you at Express on food and I see you in a minute
- Okay - Right, I catch you in a minute man.
Yeah, see you later
Linda's right, Alex is way more of a junkie than me.
Hope Victor's here already
I don't want to wait for him
I got your stuff.
I'm sorry.
- What? - I'm sorry
Police! Shit!
Police! Open up!
What are you doing!? I'm gonna call my embassy!
Hold on, hold on a minute!
I'm coming out!
- Open!
I have a gun!
I'm gonna shoot!
If you don't leave I'll shoot!
What do you want me to...
What...? They shot me...
They shot me...
Did they kill me? Did they shoot me?
I don't want to die like this...
I need help
I have a sister
Thats blood on my hands
Is that blood?
Maybe I'm in prison they've caught me
Its the police, isn't it
Didn't do anyone harm...
or hurt anyone. Life sucks
I can't feel my arms
This is not happening Just tripping... tripping
But it is...
Its the DMT
Who knows?
I'm dying
Am I dead?
None of this is real
I'm floating
What'll happen to her? My little sister
Please help me I need your help
Then take me home
I don't want to die I don't want to die like this
- Whats happening? - Accident
Victor... Victor!
- What happened to Oscar? - They shot him!
SEX MONEY POWER
I have to take that
Linda... The police shot your brother at The Void
He was bringing some shit to Victor and...
I don't know what happened
I heard the shot
and Victor said they killed him You should run...
- So, who was that? - Doesn't matter
Mario? Mario?
Linda... The police shot your brother at The Void
He was bringing some shit to Victor and I don't know what happened
I heard the shot
and Victor said they killed him
You should run there to find out
I'm sorry, I was outside
Can't tell you more, the police are after me now...
please call me back
Oscar
- Oscar do you love me? - Yes
- How much? - Alot
Whats alot?
Mama
Do you remember that pact we made?
Kind of
We promised to never leave each other
Never ever?
Never ever.
- Do you swear? - I swear
- And if you die? - I'll come back
This is a blood pact
Now we'll always be together
Stop it! I'm not going you bitch! Oscar!
Oscar don't let them take me!
You promised me! Oscar, you promised me!
No! No! No! No!
And she was sent to a foster home, I was sent to a different one, life became like a nightmare
You should bring her to Tokyo
I miss her so much... She's younger, and she's still in school
Come meet my flatmate
- Oscar - Hey, Hi
Check it out
What! Holy shit No way, Wow
Pretty good eh
Yeah thats extra pretty insane its like Tokyo on acid
And this is the plane... that brings your sister
Trust me, I really want to its just money man
Money, money, money, that I don't have
Money, money, money, you can make money, you're smart...
Rob a bank!
Yeah! Yeah! Its like the hardest thing I can think of, I'd rather be a drug dealer
No man, thats fucking dangerous, you know
Shitty job
Good drugs are nice here but... you can make alot of money but...
you can go like really deep into the shit, you know
You can end up in prison...
My mums the same when she was young. To make money she was a go-go dancer
- Really? - Yeah!
She's an amazing woman... You should come and meet her
Yeah
Come out for dinner come meet my parents
When I met her, she was a go-go dancer in Tokyo.
Yeah, I went down to the club a few times... Got a disease...
Anyway! Anyway!
- Tell us about you - Ah, um...
Your parents here in Tokyo?
No, no, my parents passed away a long time ago
What happened?
If you want, I can find the money to lend you. How about it?
You don't have alot of friends in Tokyo, right?
And Victor?
What about Victor?
- Nobody knows I'm here, right? - Nobody
Hey, thats beautiful
- You know what this reminds me - What?
Smoking...
It reminds me of sucking on my mothers nipples
Best thing in my life, yeah
Freak... When is this acid gonna be hitting me?
You know the good thing about LSD
you can manage to overcome your fears
he can take you to other stations wherever you want...
Ma, what happens if you die
I'll be with you forever
I will always watch you
I will watch you from the sky
- You promise - I promise
You love Daddy more than you love me?
No, I love you both
But its a different love, a very different love
Mom... mom
Hey, hey!
Remember me?
No?
Hey, do you take drugs?
Drugs?
- Yeah do you take drugs? - No
- Never once have you taken drugs - Never once
- Never once? - Never once
But I like alcohol
Yeah? So you like alcohol then you like drugs
It's like one step, then the next step
One step, yeah!
- David?
Some of my friends said I can come back here and get some stuff to party with
Who's that, who's your friend?
It doesn't matter
It always does matter, who's your friend?
Gaspar
Alright, thank you... What do you want?
How much is coke?
10 gram for sixty
- Okay, yeah thats good - Are you sure?
Here take it Just... There you go!
- Nice one mate - Be careful, they're really trippy
- Hey guess what? - What?
- I finally found an apartment - Thats great
I have a job now, and I have enough money for your ticket
- Are you kidding - Isn't that exciting?
Oh my god... How'd you make enough money to buy me a ticket?
- Thats crazy - Hey I told you I have a job
Oscar I love you!
Start packing okay?
- What? - Ah, nothing
So what we getting?
Um, e's and acid and I think I'll get some DMT too
- Oh, nice - Yeah
Can I come with you?
Not a chance, guys' so paranoid
Do you have the money though?
Here you go
The drug guy hes a dirty bastard you know
Yeah, he likes boys
- Who is this? - Bruno, the guy that gave me drugs
Don't even take a drink, you might wake up two days later with shit in your mouth...
Or your own shit, you know
I should be able to get him to see you today but I won't come back with you so you should be careful...
You know what his new trick is?
He can't even be turned on by fucking now So what he does is...
Hey, I'm not gonna jump from here am I?
Hey, once a new guy gave him a blowjob, yeah...
He sticks his finger inside his own ass and then wipes his finger on the back of their head
So they walk around with shit on their hair
Thats the guy I was telling you about
Hey, you look just like me...
- Whats your name - Oscar
- So what do you want? - Do you have any LSD?
Lets have a look...
Good, Oscar, check this
What happened to him?
Poor baby, screaming for his mum all night
Yeah, this is what I'm looking for...
Cheers, mate
- Nice! - Good shit!
Hey, do you have any DMT?
DMT? I might have a little bit left
You ever tried GHB?
Its funny you know DMT only lasts for six minutes...
But it really seems like eternity
Its the same chemical that your brain receives when you die
Its a little bit like... Dying would be the ultimate trip, you know
Hey, lets try this
Be careful
You see these tunnels,
it leads to huge gutters
you know, all those bums hiding there...
people go at night in those gutters...
What do you think?
- Its fuckin' awesome - Yeah?
Imagine if like the walls are all clear
and all your friends are inside, like, fucking
- Oscar! - Yeah
Come and check it out, I have something for you
I'll show you that before you try DMT
Tibetan Book of The dead
I'm assuming its about death
Well, it tells you how your spirit comes out from your body after you die
Have you had a out of body experience?
- Have you? - Yeah, once
Whats that like?
First - Took me so long to get there
had to practice,
slowing down my breathing slowing down, slowing down...
Its like my mind is out, and I can see myself, just above myself...
I really freaked out because
I would not be able to get back in my body
Yeah its fuckin' crazy, you know Yeah its cool, you know
- but... - Hey its me, again
Check this out, check this out
Hey its me, again
- its me Linda - Your sister?
Don't forget I'll be arriving at the airport
Monday evening at six pm...
and you will be there, won't you...
Hey!
Missed you so much
Look at that!
When you and grandpa die what will happen to us?
You'll be taken care of dear
We promise, you'll be taken care of
No! No! No!
Oscar!
You know what? I dreamt again of the accident
Yeah, well it doesn't matter, we're going to be like a family from now on. Just you and me.
Do you want some more?
Was it good?
Hey, thats for a club
Wanna go?
- Hey take this pill - What is it?
- Its ecstasy - I've never did it before
- Just take it - Is it dangerous?
Its a drug c'mon Its like a vitamin, okay!
Girls got moves!
Your sister is a real tight hottie
You gotta take care of her
The men in this club...
Come and dance with me
Hey!, Come on!
She likes me...
Hi heres the deal, you float me the money for the deal
I take the risk scoring and selling stuff, we go for a 50/50 split and we split all the profit
I can't wait! Who's your dealer?
Thats none of your business
because, how much do you need?
Look, where were you?
I was looking for you...
That guy got you way too drunk
Where were you
Hey guys!
Hey seriously, lets go
Come on
Watch the step
Let go of me!
Do you know that tomorrows' the anniversary of Mum and Dads death
I'm having fun
It's like heaven
So beautiful
I really feel so happy here with you
I feel free
I feel very very free
- You promise me you'll never leave me? - Of course
- We die together? - Never die
- We'll never die? - Never
- We're immortal - Yes
- We will never die - Good
What...?
I missed you... I just missed you so much
- Have I grown - Of course
I look like a woman now?
- Boo... - Do you believe in reincarnation?
I don't have a mental age of 5 anymore
Don't you want to find a real job?
Fuck no! Everybody who has a job is just a slave
There's one important thing though, its to have a goal
Like... Do you have a goal?
I don't know
- You should have a goal - Maybe like have a big love affair?
Hey what did that guy want with you in the nightclub?
- He offered me a job - Doing what?
- Hey - Your Mario right? - Yeah
Like thats my sister
Don't touch her okay
Don't be a bad brother
So how much do you owe him?
Ah, 50 pills
It's for me and my friend, Look man I don't wanna know your friend
I don't want him to know me, okay?
OK
Hi baby, you like snakes?
And don't look so nervous, you're with friends here
Does he want any coke? Any ice?
No... Do you have any DMT
No...
Come here
What are you looking at?
- Want to try some? - Sure
Get ready you guys
What the fuck are you doing here?
It doesn't matter to you I'm not hurting anybody
- What? - Don't touch my stuff
- Your selling the drugs to my girls - Fuck off! Give it back
Fuck!
If I ever see you in here I'm gonna kill you!
- Do you know what Mum and Dad said? - What?
That they would bring us to Japan one day
- Can doggy come? - Yes
Whats up?
Where the fuck were you? You didn't come home last night, you didn't call me
You can let me know the next time you get laid by that dick-sucker
If you mean Mario, I wasn't with him
What?
Are you jealous?
Oscar, who is this man?
I'm his friend...
Hes doing... He's... He's trying to fuck me
- Bruno - Hey Oscar my man
- How's it goin'? - I'm glad you could make it
So I know you like MDMA right
Sure
- Do you want to try some of this? - Yeah, I can just take it? - Sure
You can worry about the... price later...
Straight from Amsterdam Real trippy shit man
Cool... Thanks man!
And I got what you wanted Got you a little DMT
Just light her up... Bit longer c'mon, real, real go-for-it
Thats the boy... Just want to be careful, you might drop it and burn yourself
So if you want...
I can help you out next time, I can hold it for you
- Hey - Hey
- What are you doing here? - I just came to see you
Are you fucking crazy?! Get off, get off
- Hello Oscar how are you? - Hi I'm fine
- Hi Danny do you want to see whats on TV?
- Mmm good - Lets go
- Hey, I brought your stuff - Okay, lets go to your place
I don't know why I'm paying you for this shit
Have you slept with my mother?
What are you talking about?
Have you fucked my Mom?
Yeah
Keep your fucking pills! You piece of shit! You piece of shit, you piece of fucking shit!
Victor!
Victor, call me back
- Hello - Oscar its Suzy
Victor didn't come home last night Do you know where he is?
No
Will you call me if you hear from him please
What you dreaming about Oscar?
Do you remember that pact we made?
Mmm, kind of
We promised to never leave each other
No matter what
Never ever?
Never ever.
I got into a fight with Victor last night
Do you want a trip?
You sick?
Linda...
I wonder what Tokyo looks like from up there?
I don't...
Why not?
I'd be scared
Scared of what?
Of dying
- Huh? - Oscar its Victor
Have to bring the shit to Victor
- Wanna come? - Sure
Have you read The Book of The Dead?
I'm sorry
Don't worry I'm burning his stash now
Yeah, everything. Gone.
The fucking assholes, first they said he had a gun
and now they won't even take a fuckin' autopsy
I can't believe this is real...
Fuck
But why is he still here?
Your Alex's friend, right? Tell us about him.
I'm asking you say something!
- I don't know anything - Yes you do, don't lie
I can smell when people lie
And if you can help us, we can help you out
We can help you to get out of this situation
If you don't, you go to jail
And you don't want to go there, so tell us about your friend Alex
We know that, he knows the main supplier
Say something!
What did he say? They say Linda's brother had a dangerous friend
Who attacked one of the officers... And they want us to let them know any information
Its in Japanese, I can't read it
C'mon, I can do it for you
It's positive isn't it
Yes, it's positive
- You alright? - Oh, man
You're sweating alot... So, you mean I can't get any coke from you
No. I got rid of my entire stash
How do I know Oscar didn't give my name to that slime bag Victor
- No it is your fault! - Who made the call?
I didn't call the police!
You called them! You called them!
Get the fuck off me!
Hey we're a family here!
Stop it, just stop it!
My mothers a bitch!
Don't talk to your mother like this!
She fucked my friend!
And you think you can play man of the house?!
- I'm the man of this house! - You are not the man of this house!
Now get out. Get out!
- What are you doing? - What do you think you're doing?
- I despise you - I fucking despise you, I fucking hate you!
Don't you see she's just using you?
No. Thats not the point.
It's just that I like Linda
She even want to have a baby with me...
- Hi - Hey
Hey, are you okay?
No man I'm not okay, I'm in deep shit
Look can you do me a big favour
Can you go to my place and speak to my roommate
Yeah, I need some money
Yeah, he knows where it is
And I need a jacket as well, I'm freezing
Don't call him, you go to my place
I'm sure the police are tapping our phones
Okay, okay I'll call you later and give you a place for the meeting
Alright, alright cheers. Ciao.
Mario is just a good fuck
I should have listened to my brother...
I should have been with Alex...
He really likes him
What did he say?
- He's okay - Thats all we can say...
Why did you bring me here?
The manager isn't happy with your dance,
we can't keep you any more
but what am I gonna do?
I am not your Daddy, but I could take care of you
are you asleep?
I would have already committed suicide
if I didn't have this sensation... that Oscar is somewhere around me...
I wish he could come back to life...
Stop hurting yourself
I know its hard to lament
But dead... is dead
Please let us know if he gets his speech back
That thing is not my brother...
He's obviously not like how he was...
- That thing is fucking disgusting... - Shut up!
Have you two decided where we going?
Have you two decided, where the fuck we going?!
Theres... theres no way I could put up with him
Don't fucking touch me!
Lets get the fuck outta here
Hey, wake up!
Hey, hey wake!
They burnt you didn't they?
They torched you!
They torched you, c'mon think about it Close your eyes and think about it
If your lucky you might find your ashes
Go on you little cunt!
Go on! Close your eyes think about it! Go on!
- I ah... - What?
I had another dream where my brother resuscitated from the morgue
Isn't it creepy keeping his remains in that box
What you gonna do?
It's your fucking brother!
Those remains are not my brother
Do, what you want
Goodbye...
- Here you are! - Thank you man!
- Are you okay? - Oh...
- Shit... - Thanks, you got cigarettes?
Okay I'm gonna need some money
Okay I ask Linda to bring it to you
She want to see you
- Yeah? - Yeah
- Is she still with Mario? - Yeah I think...
Fuck
What do you want?
I want to say sorry
I want to say sorry, sorry
Thats what you keep hearing the others saying?
- That your sorry? - Yes - Really? - Yes
Why don't you go make yourself useful
and go kill yourself...
Yeah, why don't you go and make yourself useful
- and fucking go kill yourself - You don't mean that
I do
You don't understand... I mean It's partly my fault
From me and Oscar... Go fucking kill yourself...
- You have to understand... - You piece of SHIT!
Yeah but Oscar died dealing drugs because you went with all these sleazy people
Because its me, because its my fucking fault?
- You piece of shit! - Get the fuck outta here!
I hate you!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
You piece of shit! It's my fault? Get the fuck out of my house!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Fucking dare you!... Its my fault... My fault...?
Fuck you, get the fuck outta my house!
Get the fuck outta my house! Fuck! Fuck!
I wanna fucking die!
Fuck my older brother and his stupid fucking friends!
My life is fucked, my life is fucked! My life is fucked!
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here with these fucking evil, evil fucking people!
They're fucking evil!
They're fucking evil
They're fucking evil people
I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be alone...
All you people are evil, fuck off!
I just wanna die...
Hey
Hey, Good to see you
Good to see you too
- How have you been? - I've been better...
Me too
- I'm sorry about your brother - It's okay...
WATCH OUT!
No! No! No! No!
Daddy! Mummy!
Linda!
Cum!
Cum, cum inside me!
THE VOID