第一部分：千禧年来临 Part One：Millennium Approaches
第一幕：噩耗 ACT ONE : Bad News
制作人：王浩成 校訂人：王浩成 后期：在往事中呐喊
大家早上好 Hello and good morning
我是拉比 伊西多 · 切梅尔维茨 来自希伯来敬老院布朗克斯之家 I am Rabbi Isidor Chemelwitz of the Bronx Home for Aged Hebrews
我们今早齐聚一堂 为已故的萨拉·艾隆森送行 We are here this morning to pay respects at the passing of Sarah Ironson
她既是一位顾家的妻子 她的丈夫本杰明·艾隆森已经故去 Devoted wife of Benjamin Ironson, also deceased
也是一位关爱的母亲 她有儿子莫里斯 亚伯拉罕 萨缪尔 女儿爱思特 瑞秋 Loving and caring mother of her sons Morris, Abraham,and Samuel, and her daughters Esther and Rachel
她又是这些孩子心爱的祖母 马克斯 路易斯 丽莎 马丽亚 Beloved grandmother of Max, Mark, Louis, Lisa, Maria...
莱斯利 安吉拉 朵丽丝 卢克 还有埃里克 Lesley, Angela, Doris, Luke and Eric
埃里克 这是个犹太名字吧 埃里克 Eric? This is a Jewish name? Eric
一个充满爱心的大家庭 我们齐聚一堂 共同悼念这位善良正直的女人 A large and loving family. We assemble that we may mourn collectively this good and righteous woman
这个女人 我并不认识她 This woman. I did not know this woman
我不能具体描述她的一生 公正地对她进行评价 I cannot accurately describe her attributes, nor do justice to her dimensions
她是 希伯来敬老院布朗克斯之家中 有许多像她这样的人 She was... well, in the Bronx Home for Aged Hebrews are many like this, the old
坦白讲 我的发言是针对许多人 而不是单独这一位 她宁愿沉默 And to many I speak but not, to be frank, with this one. She preferred silence
我不认识她 然而我认识她 So I do not know her and yet I know her
她不是一个人 而是一整代人 She was not a person but a whole kind of person
他们漂洋过海 把俄罗斯和立陶宛的村庄也带给我们 The ones who crossed the ocean, who brought with us to America the villages of Russia and Lithuania
我们为了家庭 为了犹太人的家园 挣扎 奋斗 And how we struggled, and how we fought, for the family, for the Jewish home
你们并不是在这里长大 这是个陌生之地 在这个什么都不能融化的熔炉 So that you would not grow up here, in this strange place, in the melting pot where nothing melted
这个迁徙的女人的后裔们 你们并不在美国长大 Descendants of this immigrant woman, you do not grow up in America...
你和你的孩子 和你的孩子的带着异族名字的孩子 ...you and your children and their children with the goyische names
你们并不是长在美国 这样的地方不存在 You do not live in America, no such place exists
你的肉体是利特瓦克沙特的肉体 你呼吸的是大草原的空气 Your clay is the clay of some Litvak shtetl, your air the air of the steppes
她把那个旧世界背在肩上 乘风破浪 漂洋过海 Because she carried the old world on her back across the ocean, in a boat
置于大会堂大道 弗拉特布什 她将这块土地耕耘到你们骨子里 And she put it down on Grand Concourse Avenue, or in Flatbush, and she worked that earth into your bones
你再传承给你的后代 这个古老而又古老的文化和家园 And you pass it to your children, this ancient, ancient culture and home
你们无法完成她当年的穿越 世界上最壮大的迁徙 已经过去了 You can never make that crossing that she made, for such great voyages in this world do not any more exist
可是每一天你们都在做着从彼地到此地的迁徙 But every day of your lives the miles that voyage between that place and this one you cross
每一天 懂我的话吗 那次旅程就在你们身上 因此 Every day. You understand me? In you that journey is. So...
她是最后的莫西干人 这个人 很快老一代都是逝去 She was the last of the Mohicans, this one was. Pretty soon all the old will be dead
别挂 Hold...
我希望我是一个八爪鱼 八只可爱的爪 还有吸盘 I wish I was an octopus, a fucking octopus. Eight loving arms and all those suckers
懂我的意思吗 - 不懂 我 - Know what I mean? - No, I...
来点午餐 - 不用了 真的我不饿 - You want lunch? - No, that's OK really...
艾琳 罗伊·科恩 这是怎么个话说的 Ailene? Roy Cohn. Now what kind of a greeting is...
我以为咱们是朋友 听着 索夫尔夫人 你没必要 I thought we were friends, Ailene. Look Mrs Suffer you don't have to get...
你难过了 你在嚷嚷 只会让形势恶化 You're upset. You're yelling. You'll aggravate your condition
咱们别嚷 叫喊会让脸部肌肤变形 You shouldn't yell, you'll pop little blood vessels in your face if you yell
我说笑话呢 索夫尔夫人 开个玩笑 No that was a joke, Mrs Suffer, I was joking
我已经道歉了16次了 索夫尔夫人 你 I already apologized sixteen times for that, Mrs Soffer, you...
这得且一会呢 先吃点东西 这是什么口味的三明治 This'll take a minute, eat already. What is this tasty sandwich here?
肝脏还是 给 Liver or some... Here
我说过了 不是去休假 I already told you 'wasn't a vacation
是业务 索夫尔夫人 我在海地有客户 索夫尔夫人 It was business, Mrs Suffer, I have clients in Haiti, Mrs Suffer
听着 艾琳 你觉得我是有史以来第一个错过开庭日的律师吗 I... Listen, Ailene, you think I'm the only goddam lawyer in history ever missed a court date?
别这么 别挂 你个老巫婆！ Don't make sum a big fucking... Hold. You hag!
如果不是时候 不是时候 时候正好 - If this is a bad time... - Bad time? This is a good time
好宝贝 给我 妈的 等等 Baby doll, get me... Oh fuck, wait
你好 哪位 抱歉让你久等 霍林斯法官 我 Hello? Yah. Sorry to keep you holding, Judge Hollins, I...
霍林斯太太 抱歉亲 你的嗓音好低沉 旅行愉快吗 Oh Mrs Hollins, sorry dear, deep voice you got. Enjoying your visit?
她的嗓音像个大货司机 她老公的嗓音像凯特.史密斯 让人困惑 She sounds like a truck driver and he sounds like Kate Smith, very confusing
他是尼克松任命的 所有的蠢货来是尼克松任命的 Nixon appointed him, all the geeks are Nixon appointees
好的 完全没问题 要几张票 亲 Yeah, yeah right good, so how many tickets, dear?
七张 剧目呢 猫 还是42街 还是 不 你不会喜欢《鸟笼》 Seven? For what, Cats, 42nd Street,what?No, you wouldn't like La Cage
信我 我懂 噢看在上帝的份上 别挂 Trust me, I know. Oh for god sake. Hold
好宝贝 七张《猫》的票 或是抢手票 不管什么票 他们也不在乎 Baby doll, seven for Cats or something, anything hard to get, I don't give a fuck what and neither will they
你看《鸟笼》了吗 没有 我 - You see La Cage? - No, I...
太棒了！百老汇的最好演出 没准再不会有更好的 Fabulous. Best thing on Broadway. Maybe ever
谁 耶稣基督 哈利 不是 约翰·佛朗西斯·格里姆斯法官 曼哈顿家事法院 Who? Aw, Jesus H. Christ, Harry, no, Harry, Judge John Francis Grimes, Manhattan Family Court
所有的事 都要我亲力亲为吗 Do I have to do every goddamn thing myself?
联系那个王八蛋 别再打我这个电话 我告诉你不要 Touch the bastard, Harry, and don't call me on this line again, I told you not to
罗伊 我需要在外面等吗 --噢 嘘 - Roy, should I wait outside? - Oh sh
你别挂 我让你别挂 你个小王八羔子 You hold. I pay you to hold, fuck you Harry you jerk. Half-wk dink-brain
我见到了宇宙 乔 像外太空的沙尘暴 有着狂飙突进的速度 I see the universe, Joe. as a kind of sandstorm in outer space with winds of mega-hurricane velocity
只是沙尘暴刮的不是沙尘 是碎玻璃渣 But instead of grains of sand it's shards and splinters of glass
你能感觉出来吗 有过一天这样的日子吗 - 没有 - You ever feel that way? Ever have one of those days? - I'm not sure
上诉法院的日子怎么样 法官对你如何 - 他问你好 - So how's life in Appeals? How's the judge? - He sends his best
那个人不错 忠诚 不是历任法官里最聪明的 但很懂规矩 He's a good man. Loyal. Not the brightest man on the bench, but he has manners
满头的银丝 - 让我挑起了很多的担子 - And a nice head of silver hair - He gives me a lot of responsibility
是 给他写判决书 签他的名字 - 呃 - Yeah, like writing his decisions and signing his name - Well...
他是个好人 你掩护得很体面 - 啊 过奖了 罗伊 我 - He's a nice guy. And you cover admirably - Well, thanks, Roy, I...
好 哪位 你他妈是谁 别挂 Yeh? Who is this? Well who the fuck are you? Hold
哈利 八万七千 差不多那个数 去他妈的 吃了我吧！ Harry? Eighty-seven grand, something like that. Fuck him. Eat me
新泽西 威霍肯的成人片连锁店 New Jersey, chain of porno film stores in Weehawken
这才是 哈利 这是法律的动人之处 That's... Harry, that's the beauty of the law
哪 好宝贝 怎么样 猫 呃！ So, baby doll, what? Cats? Ugh
猫！演的是猫 会唱歌的猫 你肯定喜欢 八点 剧场通常八点开演 Cats! It's about cats. Singing cats, you'll love it. Eight o'clock, the theater's always at eight
该死的游客！ Fucking tourists
享受一下 乔 吃点东西 看在上帝的份上 - 罗伊 你能不能 - Oh live a little, Joe, eat something for Christ sake - Um, Roy, could you...
什么 请等一下 索夫尔夫人 What? Hold a minute. Mrs Suffer? Mrs...
该死的下地狱的上帝 哪去 - 罗伊 我希望你 - God-fucking-damnit to hell, where is... - Roy, I'd really appreciate it if...
她刚才还在线 好宝贝 看一下 Well she was here a minute ago, baby doll, see if...
耶稣啊 操你妈！ - 我的确希望你别 - Jesus fuck this goddamn thing! - I really wish you wouldn't...
好宝贝 打给华盛顿邮报 接通苏珊的电话 Baby doll? Ring The Post, get me Suzy see if...
基督啊！- 罗伊！ - Christ! - Roy!
别挂 怎么了 - 你不要动不动就喊上帝 好吗 - Hold. What? - Could you please not take the Lord's name in vain?
对不起 请不要那样 至少我在的时候不要 I'm sorry. But please. At least while I'm...
好的 抱歉 操 美国独一份 Right. Sorry. Fuck. Only in America
好宝贝 让他们去死吧 就说我不在 Baby doll, tell 'em all to fuck off. Tell 'em I died
你应付索夫尔夫人 告诉她正在办 告诉她我在跟法官上床 You handle Mrs Suffer. Tell her it's on the way. Tell her I'm schtupping the judge
我打给她 我会打给她 我知道我借了多少 I'll call her back. I will call her. I know how much I borrowed
她得到了四百倍 塞满了 好的 就跟她这么说 She's got four hundred times that stuffed up her... Yeah, tell her I said that
好了 乔 - 抱歉 罗伊 我刚才 - So Joe - I'm sorry Roy, I just...
不用不用 原则重要 我尊重原则 我不虔诚 但是我爱上帝 上帝爱我 No no no no, principles count, I respect principles, I'm not religious but I like God and God likes me
浸礼会还是天主教 - 摩门教 - Baptist, Catholic? - Mormon
摩门教 太有趣了 绝对是 美国独一份 Mormon. Delectable. Absolutely. Only in America
好了 乔 你觉得怎么样 - 还行 - So, Joe. Whattya think? - It's... well...
很疯狂 - 混乱 - Crazy life - Chaotic
不错 但是上帝保佑混乱 对不对 Well, but God bless chaos. Right?
摩门教 我知道内华达州有摩门教 - 主要在犹他州 - Mormons. I know Mormons, in Nevada - Utah, mostly
不 我知道的那些摩门教徒在拉斯维加斯 No, these Mormons were in Vegas
言归正传 你想不想去华盛顿 就职司法部 So. So, how'd you like to go to Washington and work for the Justice Department?
再说一遍 Sorry?
你想不想去华盛顿 就职司法部 How'd you like to go to Washington and work for the Justice Department?
我只要拿起电话 跟艾德通个信 你就进去了 All I gotta do is pick up the phone, talk to Ed, and you're in
进到哪 具体点说 In what, exactly?
高层的副助理 内务部 关键职位 有影响力的肥缺 Associate Assistant Something Big. Internal Affairs, heart of the woods, something nice with clout
艾德? - 密斯 司法部长 - Ed...? - Meese. The Attorney General
噢 - 我拿起电话就能办到 - Oh - I just have to pick up the phone
我要考虑一下 - 当然了 - I have to think - Of course
去华盛顿的关键时刻 乔 - 罗伊 太让人兴奋了 - It's a great time to be in Washington, Joe - Roy, it's incredibly exciting
对我也很重要 你懂吧 And it would mean something to me. You understand?
我很感激 都无以言表了 我有点 晕 我是说 I can't say how much I appreciate this Roy, I'm sort of... well, stunned, I mean...
谢谢 罗伊 我需要时间想一想 我跟我妻子商量一下 Thanks, Roy. But I have to give it some thought. I have to ask my wife
你妻子 当然 Your wife. Of course
可我真的非常感激 - 当然 跟你妻子商量一下 - But I really appreciate... - Of course. Talk to your wife
孤独的人 独处的人 自言自语地瞎扯 想象着 People who are lonely, people left alone, sit talking nonsense to the air. imagining...
美丽的体系在死去 古老的既定秩序在分崩离析 ...beautiful systems dying, old fixed orders spiraling apart
从外表看 从太空飞船上看 臭氧层像一层淡蓝光晕 When you look at the ozone layer, from outside, from a spaceship, it looks like a pale blue halo
轻柔的、发光的光晕 包围着大气层 包围着地球 A gentle, shimmering aureole encircling the atmosphere, encircling the earth
我们上空的三十英里 薄薄的一层三原子氧分子层 Thirty miles above our heads, a thin layer of three-atom oxygen molecules...
光合作用的结果 这就解释了挑剔的蔬菜为什么偏爱可见光 Product of photosynthesis, which explains the fussy vegetable preference for visible light...
它抵制暗射线和发射物 来自外部的危险 ...its rejection of darker rays and emanations. Danger from without
上帝赐予的某种天分 对世界造物的滑稽接触 It's a kind of gift, from God, the clowning touch to the creation of the world
保护天使 手牵着手 围成球形的网 Guardian angels, hands linked, make a spherical net
一张蓝绿色的筑巢 对生命的保护壳 A blue-green nesting orb, a shell of safety for life itself
无论什么地方 一切都在崩溃 假象在浮出水面 保护系统在垮掉 But everywhere, things are collapsing, lies surfacing, systems of defense giving way
这就是为什么 乔 我不能一个人独处的原因 This is why, Joe, this is why I shouldn't be left alone
我想去旅行 把你留在家里担心 I'd like to go traveling. Leave you behind to worry
我会寄明信片 上面贴着奇奇怪怪的邮票 后面写上一些逗弄的话 I'll send postcards with strange stamps and tantalizing messages on the back
或许会的 永不会了 'Later maybe.' 'Nevermore'
噢 你吓我一跳 - 现金 支票还是信用卡 - Oh! You startled me - Cash, check or credit card?
我记得你 你从盐湖城来 我们飞往纽约的时候 你卖给我们的飞机票 I remember you. You're from Salt Lake. You sold us the plane tickets when we flew here
你在布鲁克林做什么 - 你说你想旅行 - What are you doing in Brooklyn? - You said you wanted to travel
你就来了 好贴心 - 我叫谎言 国际秩序旅行代理人 - And here you are. How thoughtful - Mr Lies. Of the International Order of Travel Agents
我们全球行动 助人们漂流 我们搅动人流 叫流浪的人满世界流动 We mobilize the globe, we set people adrift, we stir the populace and send nomads eddying across the planet
我们是运动的适应版 变动的仆人 现金 支票还是信用卡 选好目的地 We are adapts of motion, acolytes of the flux. Cash, check or credit card. Name your destination
南极洲 还不错 我想看看臭氧层空洞 Antarctica, maybe. I want to see the hole in the ozone
我从收音机上听到的 我可以安排导游 - I heard on the radio... - I can arrange a guided tour
现在 - 过几天 或许过几天 - Now? - Soon. Maybe soon
你知道我在这没有安全感 一切都不对 怪异的事情发生 I'm not safe here you see. Things aren't right with me. Weird stuff happens
比方说 - 呃 比方说你 突然冒出来了 - Like? - Well, like you, for instance. Just appearing
或是上周 噢 没关系了 Or last week... well never mind
人们就像行星 你需要一层厚厚的皮肤 People are like planets, you need a thick skin
很多事情找上我 乔又不在家 瞧 我的梦境找我对话了 Things get to me, Joe stays away and now... Well look. My dreams are talking back to me
这是不安分的代价 运动病 唯一的治愈药就是保持运动 It's the price of restlessness. Motion sickness. The only cure, to keep moving
我尚未决定 我感觉有事要发生 1985了 再15年就是第三个千禧年 I'm undecided. I feel that something's going to give. It's 1985. Fifteen years till the third millennium
没准基督会再次降临 没准种子会再次播下 Maybe Christ will come again. Maybe seeds will be planted
然后结出果子 有最初的智慧果可以吃 或许就有了新生 新的血液 Maybe there'll be harvests then, maybe early figs to eat, maybe new life, maybe fresh blood
或许会有了陪伴 爱和保护 安全不受外部侵扰 或许门会关紧 Maybe companionship and love and protection, safety from what's outside, maybe the door will hold
也可能 有大麻烦了 末日就要来临 Or maybe...Maybe the troubles will come, and the end will come
天塌地陷 暴雨倾盆 毒光四射 And the sky will collapse and there will be terrible rains and showers of poison light
没准我的人生完好 没准乔是爱我的 我只是想入非非 Or maybe my life is really fine, maybe Joe loves me and I'm only crazy thinking otherwise
也许不是 也许比我想得更糟糕 Or maybe not, maybe it's even worse than I know, maybe...
我想知道 也许我不想知道 I want to know, maybe I don't
谎言先生 这种疑虑 在折磨我 - 我建议休假 - The suspense, Mr Lies, it's killing me - I suggest a vacation
电梯响了 噢上帝 我应该梳洗一下 That was the elevator. Oh God, I should fix myself up
你快走吧 你不该来这 你是虚构的 You have to go, you shouldn't be here, you aren't even real
决定好了叫我 - 快走！ - Call me when you decide - Go!
宝贝 宝贝 抱歉我晚了 刚出去了一下 走了走 Buddy? Buddy? Sorry I'm late. I was just out. Walking
等急了吧 - 有点不放心 - Are you mad? - I got a little anxious
宝贝亲亲 Buddy kiss
没什么好担心的 好了 Nothing to get anxious about. So...
你觉得搬到华盛顿住 怎么样 So how would you like to move to Washington?
我奶奶实际上见过爱玛·古德曼发言 用依地语 My grandmother actually saw Emma Goldman speak. In Yiddish
但她所能记得的 就只是她讲得很好 并戴了一顶帽子 But all Grandma could remember was that she spoke well and wore a hat
葬礼好怪异 那个拉比 What a weird service. That rabbi
一个准确的发现 你去墓地 要他的电话 我要他在我的葬礼上发言 A definite find. Get his number when you go to the graveyard. I want him to bury me
我要去了 落棺后 人们要在棺材上洒土 Better head out there. Everyone gets to put dirt on the coffin once it's lowered in
噢 墓园的乐趣 千万不能省 Oooh. Cemetery fun. Don't want to miss that
犹太人表达爱的古老习俗 拿着 奶奶 给你一铲子 It's an old Jewish custom to express love. Here, Grandma, have a shovelful
迟到的人总会担心墓穴被填满了土 Latecomers run the risk of finding the grave completely filled
她真的很疯狂 在那个敬老院住了十年 自言自语 She was pretty crazy. She was up there in that home for ten years, talking to herself
我从未看过她 她看上去很像我的母亲 I never visited. She looked too much like my mother
可怜的路易斯 很难过你奶奶去世了 - 微小的棺材 哈 - Poor Louis. I'm sorry your grandma is dead - Tiny little coffin, huh?
抱歉我没有介绍你 我在家族事务上一直都很隐蔽 Sorry I didn't introduce you to... I always get so closety at these family things
爷们！你会变爷们 Butch. You get butch
嘿 朵丽丝表妹 你还记得我吗 我是路 瑞秋的儿子 'Hi, Cousin Doris, you don't remember me, I'm Lou, Rachel's boy'
路 不是路易斯 你怕发出S的嘶嘶声 Lou, not Louis, because if you say Louis they'll hear the sibilant S
我没有 我不怪你 隐藏 - I don't have a... - I don't blame you, hiding
血脉 犹太人的诅咒是最糟糕的 Bloodlines. Jewish curses are the worst
如果犹太人看着我的眼对我说“Feh” 我就会被溶解 I personally would dissolve if anyone ever looked me in the eye and said 'Feh'
很幸运盎格鲁萨克逊新教白人不说Feh 对了宝贝 顺便提醒你 表妹朵丽丝是拉拉 Fortunately WASPs don't say 'Feh.' Oh and by the way, darling, Cousin Doris is a dyke
不 是吗 - 你甚至都没注意到 - No. Really? - You don't notice anything
四年来不是我给你口交 我敢说你就是直的 If I hadn't spent the last four years fellating you I'd swear you were straight
你情绪很臭 猫还没找到 You're in a pissy mood. Cat still missing?
毛都找不到 都怪你 - 怪我吗 - Not a furball in sight. It's your fault - It is?
我警告过你 名字很重要 I warned you, Louis. Names are important
给动物起名叫小希巴 你还指望它不跑掉 Call an animal Little Sheba and you can't expect it to stick around
还有 那是个狗名 - 我起初就想养只狗 不是猫 - Besides, it's a dog's name - I wanted a dog in the first place, not a cat
他在我书上尿尿 - 他是一只母猫 - He sprayed my books - He was a female cat
猫是愚蠢的、容易激怒的食肉动物 巴比伦人把它们封在砖里 Cats are stupid, high-stung predators. Babylonians sealed them up in bricks
狗很聪明 - 猫有直觉 - Dogs have brains - Cats have intuition
聪明的狗 跟迟钝的两岁孩子一样的智商 A sharp dog is as smart as a really dull two-year-old child
猫能预知灾难 - 除非你不喂它 - Cats know when something's wrong - Only if you stop feeding them
他们知道 这就是为什么希巴跑了 她知道 - 知道什么 - They know. That's why Sheba left, because she knew - Knew what?
今早我像雪莉·布思 尽了最大努力 软拖鞋 家常服 卷发夹 一罐粮 I did my best Shirley Booth this morning, floppy slippers, housecoat, curlers, can of Little Friskies
回来吧 小希巴 回来吧！都是徒劳 那只猫 永远永远都不会回来了 'Come back, Little Sheba, come back, ' To no avail. Le chat, elle ne reviendra jamais, jamais
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只是血管破裂 - 最好的医学权威可不这么说 - That's just a burst blood vessel - Not according to the best medical authorities
是什么 告诉我 What? Tell me
卡波济肉瘤 宝贝 病变一号 瞧瞧 K.S. baby. Lesion number one. Lookit
死亡天使的深红色之吻 - 得了 - The wine-dark kiss of the angel of death - Oh please
我是病变患者 国外病变 美国病变 病变患者之病 I'm a lesionnaire. The Foreign Lesion. The American Lesion. Lesionnaire's disease
打住 - 我的麻烦是病变 - Stop - My troubles are lesion
能打住吗? - 你不觉得我应付得很好吗 - Will you stop - Don't you think I'm handling this well?
我要死了 - 放屁 - I'm going to die - Bullshit
放开我的胳膊 - 不要 - Let go of my arm - No
放开 - 不要 - Let go - No
我不知道该如何叫你省心 宝贝 I can't find a way to spare you, baby
再没有比科学之墙更加坚固的了 一头碰上 头破血流 No wall like the wall of hard scientific fact. K.S. Wham. Bang your head on that
操你 操你 操你 操你 Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
哪 这才是我想听的 反应成熟了 Now that's what I like to hear. A mature reaction
我们回去 看看猫回来了没有 Let's go see if the cat's come home
路易斯? - 你什么时候发现的 - Louis? - When did you find this?
我不能告诉你 - 为什么 - I couldn't tell you - Why?
我害怕 路 - 怕什么 - I was scared, Lou - Of what?
怕你离开我 - 噢 - That you'll leave me - Oh
时机不对 又是葬礼又是什么的 但是我想既然我们提到了死 Bad timing, funeral and all, but I figured as long as we're on the subject of death...
我要去祖母的墓地了 - 路 - I have to go bury my grandma - Lou?
然后就回家 - 然后就回家 - Then you'll come home? - Then I'll come home
华盛顿 - 给我的一项莫大的荣誉 宝贝 - Washington? - It's an incredible honor, buddy
我要考虑一下 - 当然 - I have to think - Of course
拒绝 - 你说你要考虑一下 - Say no - You said you were going to think about it
我不想住华盛顿 - 呃 我想 - I don't want to live in Washington - Well I do
那是个巨大坟场 到处都是巨大白色的坟墓和陵园 It's a giant cemetery, huge white graves and mausoleums everywhere
我们住在马里兰 或乔治城 We could live in Maryland. Or Georgetown
我们在这很幸福 - 不是这样的 宝贝 - We're happy here - That's not really true, buddy
已经够幸福了 假装幸福 聊胜于无 Well happy enough. Pretend-happy. That's better than nothing
是时候做一些改变了 哈珀 - 为什么要改变 - It's time to make some changes, Harper - No changes. Why?
我做了四年的书记员 一年挣上两万九千美元 很荒唐 I've been chief clerk for four years. I make twenty-nine thousand dollars a year. That's ridiculous
我班级第四名毕业 混得比我认识的任何人都差 I graduated fourth in my class and I make less than anyone I know
我厌倦了做一名书记员 我想换个情形在好转的地方 And I am tired of being a clerk, I want to go where something good is happening
华盛顿情形也没有好转 Nothing good happens in Washington
我们会忘了教会教义 上康兰买家具 变成雅皮士 We'll forget church teachings, we'll buy furniture at Conran's and become yuppies
这里我还有很多事情要做 - 做什么 - I have too much to do here - Like what?
我有很多事 - 什么事 - I do have things - What things?
我要把卧室粉刷完 - 你粉刷了一年多了 - I have to finish painting the bedroom - You've been painting in there for over a year
我知道 还没干完 我没有时间把它干完 I know. It just isn't done because I never get time to finish it
你这么说没道理 你有的就是时间 你可以趁我上班的时候干 That doesn't make sense. You have all the time in the world. You could finish it when I'm at work
我害怕一个人在卧室 - 害怕什么 - I'm afraid to go in there alone - Afraid of what?
我听到那里有人 在墙上磨金属 也许是个男人 拿着刀 I heard someone in there. Metal scraping on the wall. A man with a knife, maybe
卧室里没人 哈珀- 现在没人 - There's no one in the bedroom, Harper - Not now
早上也没人 - 你怎么知道 你早上在上班 - Not this morning either - How do you know? You were at work this morning
这个地方叫人毛骨悚然 你记得《罗斯玛丽的婴儿》吗 There's something creepy about this place. Remember Rosemary's Baby?
《罗斯玛丽的婴儿》 我们的公寓就像那个 - Rosemary's Baby? - Our apartment looks like that one
那个公寓不就在布鲁克林吗 -没有 在 - Wasn't that apartment in Brooklyn? - No, it was...
呃 看上去像 的确 -那我们搬家 - Well. It looked like this. It did - Then let's move
乔治城更糟 《驱魔人》在乔治城 Georgetown's worse. The Exorcist was in Georgetown
到哪都有恶魔 宝贝 -是的 到哪都有 - The devil everywhere you turn, huh, buddy - Yeah. Everywhere
今天吃了几片药 宝贝 - 一片没吃 - How many pills today, buddy? - None
一片 三片 就三片 One. Three. Only three
为什么只有两个木桩固定棺盖 Why are there just two little wooden pegs holding the lid down?
她想出来的话 就容易些 So she can get out easier if she wants to
我希望她不要出来 这些年我假装她已经不在人世 I hope she stays put. I pretended for years that she was already dead
得知她去世的消息 我吃了一惊 我抛弃了她 When they called to say she had died it was a surprise. I abandoned her
子女的忘恩负义 比蛇的牙齿还锋利 - 我不会依地语 Sharfer vi di tson fun a shlang iz an umdankbar kind - I don't speak Yiddish
子女的忘恩负义 比蛇的牙齿还锋利 莎士比亚的《李尔王》 'Sharper than the serpent's tooth is the ingratitude of children.' Shakespeare. King Lear
《圣经》是如何评判人们在危难关头抛弃所爱之人的这种行为的 Rabbi, what does the Holy Writ say about someone who abandons someone he loves at a time of great need?
人为什么会这么做 - 因为必须 - Why would a person do such a thing? - Because he has to
也许因为这个人知道世界会因奋斗而更好 Maybe because this person's sense of the world, that it will change for the better with struggle...
也许这位新黑格尔主义的实证主义者知道历史在不断进步 Maybe a person who has this neo-Hegelian positivist sense of constant historical progress...
人必须朝着幸福和完美迈进 ...towards happiness or perfection or something
他感知了强大力量 因为他感到和这些力量进行连接 不断攀登 Who feels very powerful because he feels connected to these forces, moving uphill all the time...
也许这个人不能把疾病纳入到他感知事物前进的范畴 Maybe that person can't incorporate sickness into his sense of how things are supposed to go
也许 呕吐 疼痛 疾病吓坏了他 也许他应付不了死亡 Maybe vomit and sores and disease really frighten him, maybe he isn't so good with death
《圣经》没有描述过这样的人物 The Holy Scriptures have nothing to say about such a person
拉比 我对即将犯下的罪行 感到害怕 Rabbi, I'm afraid of the crimes I may commit
行行好 先生 我又病又老 还要走上漫长的路 回布朗克斯之家 Please, mister. I'm a sick old rabbi facing a long drive home to the Bronx
你想忏悔 最好找个牧师 - 可我不是天主教徒 我是犹太人 - You want to confess, better you should find a priest - But I'm not a Catholic, I'm a Jew
太不幸了 bubbulah Worse luck for you, bubbulah
天主教相信救赎 犹太教相信原罪 Catholics believe in forgiveness. Jews believe in guilt
你能保证那些木桩子稳固就好 You just make sure those pegs are in good and tight
别担心 先生 她的一生 会叫她安息 她会好起来的 Don't worry, mister. The life she had, she'll stay put. She's better off
听着 我知道这对你来说不容易 但你要理解 这对我很重要 Look, I know this is scary for you. But try to understand what it means to me
尽力好吗 - 好 - Will you try? - Yes
很好 很尽力 我觉得世界就要发生改变了 Good. Really try. I think things are starting to change in the world
但是我并不想 等一下 变好 越变越好 - But I don't want... - Wait. For the good. Change for the good
美国重新找回了自己 找回了它在世界中的神圣地位 America has rediscovered itself. Its sacred position among nations
人民不再像之前那样深感愧疚 这是好事 And people aren't ashamed of that like they used to be. This is a great thing
真理得以留存 秩序得以稳固 这是里根总统的功劳 哈珀 The truth restored. Law restored. That's what President Reagan's done, Harper
他说：真理存在 可以骄自豪地说出来 人民已经回应了 He says: 'Truth exists and can be spoken proudly.' And the country responds to him
我们好起来了 好处会更多 我想参与 我需要重大变化的鼓舞 We become better. More good. I need to be a part of that, I need something big to lift me up
我是说 六年前 世界在崩溃 变得丑陋无望 I mean, six years ago the world seemed in decline, horrible, hopeless...
充满了障碍 犯罪 困惑 饥饿 和 Full of unsolvable problems and crime and confusion and hunger and...
现在仍旧如此 还不如以前 他们说臭氧层 But it still seems that way. More now than before. They say the ozone layer is...
哈珀 - 今天窗外亚特兰大大街 - Harper - And today out the window on Atlantic Avenue...
有一个精神分裂的交警 就在做这些 ...there was a schizophrenic traffic cop who was making these...
打住！我在表达论点 - 我也在表达 - Stop it！ I'm trying to make a point - So am I
你在胡说八道！ - 我的观点是世界看上去 - You aren't even making sense - My point is the world seems just as...
你之所以这么看 是因为你从来都不出门 哈珀 你情绪不稳 It only seems that way to you because you never go out in the world, Harper, and you have emotional problems
我出门-你不出门 - I do so get out in the world - You don't
你整天待在家里 焦虑不安 胡思乱想 - 我出门 你不知道我干什么了 - You stay in all day, fretting about imaginary... - I get out. I do. You don't know what I do
你没有整天在家 - 没有 - You don't stay in all day - No
好了 你当然整天在家 - 那是你的看法 - Well... Yes you do - That's what you think
你去哪了 - 你去哪了 你出去走走的时候 - Where do you go? - Where do you go? When you walk
而且 我没有情绪不稳 - 抱歉 - And I do not have emotional problems - I'm sorry
如果我真的情绪不稳 也是跟你一起生活的结果 And if I do have emotional problems it's from living with you
要不 - 对不起 宝贝 我不是有意 - Or... - I'm sorry, buddy, I didn't mean to...
如果你觉得我情绪不稳 你真不该娶我 你藏着那么多秘密和谎话 Or if you do think I do then you should never have married me. You have all these secrets and lies
哈珀 我想娶你 - 你不该娶我 这是个错误 - I want to be married to you, Harper - You shouldn't. You never should
嘿宝贝 嘿宝贝 Hey, buddy. Hey. buddy
宝贝亲亲 Buddy kiss
我听收音机 讲如何口交 - 什么 - I heard on the radio how to give a blowjob - What?
想要试试吗 - 你不应该听那些乱七八糟的 - You want to try? - You really shouldn't listen to stuff like that
摩门教允许口交 Mormons can give blowjobs
哈珀 - 乔 - Harper - Joe
是个带德国口音的犹太女士 It was a little Jewish lady with a German accent
现在正是时候 我想怀个孩子了 This is a good time. For me to make a baby
然后他们可以去参与臭氧层空洞的项目 在南极洲 Then they went on to a program about holes in the ozone layer. Over Antarctica
皮肤在燃烧 鸟变瞎了 冰山融化 世界走向了末日 Skin burns, birds go blind, icebergs melt. The world's coming to an end
呃 早上好 Oh, um... Morning
早上好 顾问 - 抱歉 我 我不知道你的名字 - Good morning, Counselor - Sorry, I... I don't know your name
别费心 文字处理员 底层中的底层 Don't bother. Word processor. The lowest of the low
乔·皮特 我跟威尔逊法官的 - 噢 我知道 皮特顾问 首席书记员 - Joe Pitt. I'm with Justice 'Wilson - Oh, I know that. Counselor Pitt. Chief Clerk
你 你还好吧? - 很好 谢谢 - Were you... Are you OK? - Oh, yeah. Thanks
你好贴心 - 没那么贴心 - What a nice man - Not so nice
什么 - 没那么贴心 没事 你确定你 - What? - Not so nice. Nothing. You sure you're...
人生糟透了 人生真的糟透了！ Life sucks shit. Life just sucks shit
出什么事了 - 尼龙丝袜老是跑 - What's wrong? - Run in my nylons
什么 - 没事 听着 谢谢关心 - Sorry? - Forget it. Look, thanks for asking
啊 - 我是说你真的太贴心了 - Well... - I mean it really is nice of you
抱歉 抱歉 朋友生病了 Sorry, sorry. Sick friend
我很难过 - 是的 是的 你好可爱 - Oh, I'm sorry - Yeah, yeah, well, that's sweet
你的三个同事先你看到这不幸的场面 你是头个开口问的 Three of your colleagues preceded you to this baleful sight and you're the first one to ask
其他人开了门 看到我 就跑掉了 我希望憋死他们 The others just opened the door, saw me, and fled. I hope they had to pee real bad
他们只是不想打扰- 哈！一群里根主义的无情的大男子主义混蛋律师 - They just didn't want to intrude - Hah. Reaganite heartless macho asshole lawyers
这么说不厚道 - 怎么说 无情 大男子主义 里根主义 律师 - That's unfair - What is? Heartless? Macho? Reaganite? Lawyer?
我投里根的票 - 真的吗 - I voted for Reagan - You did?
两次 - 两次 噢乖乖 一个同性恋共和党 - Twice - Twice? Well, oh boy. A Gay Republican
你说什么 - 没说什么 - Excuse me? - Nothing
我不是 算了 I'm not... Forget it
共和党 不是共和党 还是 Republican? Not Republican? Or...
什么 - 什么 - What? - What?
不是同性恋 我不是同性恋 - 噢 抱歉 - Not gay. I'm not gay - Oh. Sorry
只是 - 什么 - It's just... - Yes?
噢 有时候我们从一个人的声音可以判断 Well, sometimes you can tell from the way a person sounds, that...
我是说你听上去像 - 我没有 - I mean you sound like a... - No I don't
像什么 - 像共和党 - Like what? - Like a Republican
我听上去像 - 什么 像什么 共和党 还是 我像吗 - Do I sound like a...? - What? Like a...? Republican, or...? Do I?
你像什么 - 听上去像不像 - Do you what? - Sound like a...?
像什么 我困惑了 - 那就对了 - Like a...? I'm confused - Yes
我叫路易斯 我的朋友都叫我路易丝 My name is Louis. But all my friends call me Louise
我是文字处理员 谢谢你的厕纸 I work in Word Processing. Thanks for the toilet paper
德米尔先生 我准备好拍摄特写镜头了 I'm ready for my closeup, Mr DeMille
人想优雅从容地度过一生 One wants to move through life with elegance and grace
珍稀绽放 品味高雅 年华正好 Blossoming infrequently but with exquisite taste and perfect timing
像稀有的花朵 Like a rare bloom
像斑马兰 A zebra orchid
人之所欲 但是人之所欲 几乎不会满足 是不是 One wants... But one so seldom gets what one wants, does one?
不 不会满足 No. One does not
人会完蛋 人死于三十 夺去盛年的光华 One gets fucked. Over. One dies at thirty, robbed of decades of majesty
真他妈衰！真他妈衰！ Fuck this shit. Fuck this shit
我像一具死尸 I look like a corpse
一具女尸 A corpsette
哦我的女皇 你即使全副盛装 你也已经跌入谷底 Oh my queen, you know you've hit rock-bottom when even drag is a drag
你是 你是谁 Are you... Who are you?
你是谁 - 你在我的幻想世界中做什么 - Who are you? - What are you doing in my hallucination?
我不在你的幻想世界 你在我的梦里 I'm not in your hallucination. You're in my dream
你化妆了 - 你也化妆了 - You're wearing makeup - So are you
可你是男人 But you're a man
手脚出卖了我 The hands and feet give it away
肯定哪不对劲 我不认识你 你不是 There must be some mistake here. I don't recognize you. You're not...
你是不是 我的假想朋友 - 不是 你这么大了 还有假想朋友 - Are you my... some sort of imaginary friend? - Ne. Aren't you too old to have imaginary friends?
我情绪不稳 我吃了药 I have emotional problems. I took too many pills
你为什么扮女装 Why are you wearing makeup?
我正在化脸 试着哄自己开心 I was in the process of applying the face, trying to make myself feel better
我在梅西百货的倩碧柜台偷了新的秋妆粉底 I swiped the new fall colors at the Clinique counter at Macy's
你偷来的这些 - 我超支了 这是情绪危机 - You stole them? - I was out of cash. It was an emotional emergency
乔肯定特别生气 我答应他不再吃药 - 你一直说的药是什么 - Joe will be so angry. I promised him no more pills - These pills you keep alluding to?
安定 我吃安定 大量的安定 - 然后你就跳嗨了 - Valium. I take Valium. Lots of Valium - And you're dancing as fast as you can
我不上瘾 我不相信上瘾有什么帮助 是这样 我不喝酒 也不吸毒 I'm not addicted. I don't believe in addiction, and I never... Well, I never drink. And I never take drugs
瞧你光鲜亮丽的 侦探南茜！ Well, smell you, Nancy Drew
除了安定 - 除了安定 就一小撮 - Except Valium - Except Valium, in wee fistfuls
挺可怕的 摩门教徒不对任何东西上瘾 It's terrible. Mormons are not supposed to be addicted to anything
我是摩门教徒 - 我是同性恋 - I'm a Mormon - I'm a homosexual
我们的宗教不相信同性恋 - 我们的宗教不相信摩门教徒 - Oh. In my church we don't believe in homosexuals - In my church we don't believe in Mormons
你是什么宗教 噢 我懂了 What church do you... Oh. I get it
我还是没明白 我以前没有见过你 我不觉得 I don't understand this. If I didn't ever see you before and I don't think I did...
我不觉得你应该出现在我的幻想世界 ...then I don't think you should be here, in this hallucination
因为以我的经验 头脑才是幻想的源头 Because in my experience the mind, which is where hallucinations come from...
不能虚构出一开始就不存在的东西 ...shouldn't be able to make up anything that wasn't there to start with
因为幻想通过经验和真实世界 进入头脑 想象不能创造新东西 是吧 That didn't enter it from experience, from the real world. Imagination can't create anything new, can it?
想象 只把世界的碎片重新利用 集合成幻象 It only recycles bits and pieces from the world and reassembles them into visions
我刚才说的有道理吗 - 基于目前形势 有道理 - Am I making sense right now? - Given the circumstances. yes
那么 我们以为逃避了难忍的平庸和生活的虚伪 So when we think we've escaped the unbearable ordinariness and, well, untruthfulness of our lives...
其实还是同样的平庸和虚伪 只不过是重新组织成了新奇和真实的表象 ...it's really only the same old ordinariness and falsenes rearranged into the appearance of novelty and truth
未知的东西毫无可知性 你不觉得这很郁闷吗 Nothing unknown is knowable. Don't you think it's depressing?
想象的界限 -是的 - The limitations of the imagination? - Yes
这就像是你总在同一个主题派对上看到的 一切都不新鲜 It's something you learn after your second theme party. It's All Been Done Before
这个有限的世界 非常非常的 The world. Finite. Terribly, terribly...
这是我有过的最郁闷的一次幻想 Well, this is the most depressing hallucination I've ever had
万分抱歉 我真的尽力要逗你开心了 Apologies. I do try to be amusing
不要道歉 你 我没有指望像你这种病体沉重的人来娱乐我 Oh, well, don't apologize, you... I can't expect someone who's really sick to entertain me
你是怎么看出来的 - 有时候能看出来 - How on earth did you know? - Oh that happens
有时候 果真有天启的界限 你能看出来 你病得很沉重 This is the very threshold of revelation sometimes. You can see things... how sick you are
你能看出我什么吗 - 是的 - Do you see anything about me? - Yes
什么 - 你惊人的不开心 - What? - You are amazingly unhappy
这还用说！你见一个对沉溺安定药物的人 推断她不开心 Oh big deal. You meet a Valium addict and you figure out she's unhappy
这不算 当然我 别的呢 说点出人意料的 That doesn't count. Of course I... Something else. Something surprising
说点出人意料的 - 是 - Something surprising - Yes
你老公是同性恋 Your husband's a homo
哦 瞎说！ Oh, ridiculous
真的吗 Really?
天启的界限 Threshold of revelation
呃 我不喜欢你的天启 我觉得你完全不擅长直觉推断 Well I don't like your revelations. I don't think you intuit well at all
乔是非常正常的人 他 噢上帝 噢上帝 他 Joe's a very normal man, he... Oh God. Oh God. He...
同性恋喜欢 比方说 长途散步吗 Do homos take, like, lots of long walks?
是的 我们喜欢 穿着松紧裤 戴着薰衣草头巾 Yes. We do. In stretch pants with lavender coifs
来往于索多玛大道 命里注定 难逃一死 Up and down the avenues of Sodom we walk. Doomed, doomed
我刚才看到你 有种 - 有种一闪即逝的似曾相识 - I just looked at you, and there was... - A sort of blue streak of recognition
是的 - 就像你我相识已久 - Yes - Like you knew me incredibly well
是的 - 是的 - Yes - Yes
我要走了 我得回去 有什么东西崩溃了 I have to go now, get back, something just fell apart
噢上帝 我感觉好难过 Oh God, I feel so sad
抱歉 我常说 别在乎他妈的真相 可往往真相不在乎你 I'm sorry. I usually say, 'Fuck the truth, ' but mostly. the truth fucks you
对于你 我还看到了别的 - 噢 - I see something else about you - Oh?
你身体的深处 有一部分 最隐秘的地方 完全不受疾病感染 Deep inside you, there's a part of you, the most inner part, entirely free of disease
我看的出来 - 是不是 - I can see that - Is that...
你骗我呢 - 天启的界限 - That isn't true - Threshold of revelation
家 Home
这里的人们来无影去无踪 People come and go so quickly here
我不觉得我身上有任何地方免于疾病的感染 I don't think here's any uninfected part of me
我的心脏输送的是被污染的血液 我感觉肮脏 My heart is pumping polluted blood. I feel dirty
抬头 Look up
哈喽 Hello?
抬头 Look up
你是谁 Who is that?
做好准备 - 我看不到任何 - Prepare the way - I don't see any...
抬头 抬头 做好准备 Look up, look up, prepare the way
无限的降临 空中的呼吸 漂浮下去 The infinite descent. A breath in air. floating down
荣誉归于 Glory to...
哈喽 就这些吗 Hello? Is that it?
哈喽 搞什么鬼 Hello! What the fuck?
我好可怜 我好好可怜 Poor me. Poor poor me
为什么是我 为什么偏偏是我 Why me? Why poor poor me?
我现在感觉很糟 我真的感觉很糟 Oh I don't feel good right now. I really don't
你去哪了 - 出去了 - Where were you? - Out
哪 - 就出去了 想事情 - Where? - Just out. Thinking
很晚了 - 有很多事情要想 - It's late - I had a lotto think about
我把晚饭烧糊了 - 对不起 - I burned dinner - Sorry
我的没有 我的晚饭很好 你的晚饭 Not my dinner. My dinner was fine. Your dinner
我把你的放回烤箱 温度调到最高 然后 I put it back in the oven and turned everything up as high as it could go...
我看着它烧糊的 ...and I watched till it burned black
还热着呢 非常热 你要吃吗 - 你没必要这么做 - It's still hot. Very hot. Want it? - You didn't have to do that
我知道 好像这才是一个精神错乱、性欲饥渴、药物依赖的家庭主妇该做的 I know. It just seemed like the kind of thing a mentally deranged sex-starved pill-popping housewife would do
于是我就做了 谁知道我还能做出别的什么事来 So I did it. Who knows anymore what I have to do?
多少片药 - 大量 别转移话题 - How many pills? - A bunch. Don't change the subject
我不想跟你谈话 除非你 - 别别 你别这样 我 我很好 - I won't talk to you when you... - No. No. Don't do that! I'm... I'm fine
药不是问题 不是我们之间的问题 Pills are not the problem, not our problem
我想知道你去哪了 我想知道是怎么回事 I want to know where you've been. I want to know what's going on
什么怎么回事 工作吗 - 不是工作 - Going on with what? The job? - Not the job
我说过还需要考虑 - 不是工作 - I said I need more time - Not the job
我跟科恩先生通过电话了 他说我要尽快 Mr Cohn, I talked to him on the phone, he said I had to hurry
但是我无法跟你理性地讨论任何事情 因此 But I can't get you to talk sensibly about anything so...
闭嘴！ - 然后呢 - Shut up! - Then what?
别跑题 - 我不知道你的主题是什么 - Stick to the subject - I don't know what that is
你有什么话要问我吗 那就问 问吧！ You have something you want to ask me? Ask me. Go
我问不出来 你让我害怕 - 我累了 我去睡了 - I can't. I'm scared of you - I'm tired, I'm going to bed
直接告诉我 别逼我问 - 你疯了 我不知道 - Tell me without making me ask - This is crazy, I'm not...
晚上你回到家来 你的脸完全不是我记忆中的样子 When you come through the door at night your face is never exactly the way I remembered it
我很吃惊 你脸上有种残忍和沉重的东西 I get surprised by something mean and hard about the way you look
甚至晚上你在床上的体重 你沉睡中的呼吸 都不再熟悉 Even the weight of you in the bed at night, the way you breathe in your sleep seems unfamiliar
你让我心惊 You terrify me
你知道你是谁 - 是的 我是你的敌人 显而易见 一直如此 - I know who you are - Yes. I'm the enemy. That's easy. That doesn't change
你以为就你讨厌做爱 我也讨厌跟你做爱 我讨厌 You think you're the only one who hates sex. I do. I hate it with you, I do
我希望你对我大打出手 打得骨架分离 像蜡一样 把我打成碎片 I dream that you batter away at me till all my joints come apart, like wax, and I fall into pieces
就像一种惩罚 嫁给你 就是个错误 It's like a punishment. It was wrong of me to marry you
我知道你 这是罪恶 快把我们折磨死 I knew you... It's a sin, and it's killing us both
你吃了药 我能看出来 你脸红流汗 I can always tell when you've taken pills because it makes you red-faced and sweaty
坦白讲 这就是为什么经常我不想 And frankly that's very often why I don't want to...
因为 - 因为你不漂亮 像今天这样 - Because... - Well you aren't pretty. Not like this
我有话想问你 - 那就问 问啊！你到底想 - I have something to ask you - Then ask. Ask! What in hell are you...
你是同性恋吗 是吗 Are you a homo? Are you?
你现在敢出去的话 我把你的晚饭放回烤箱 调到最高温度 If you try to walk out right now I'll put your dinner back in the oven and turn it up so high...
整栋楼就会烟雾弥漫 所有人都窒息而死 上帝保佑我会的 ...the whole building will fill with smoke and everyone in it will asphyxiate. So help me God I will
现在 回答我 - 如果我 - Now answer the question - What if I...
求求你 告诉我 我们想办法 - 不是 我不是 - Then tell me, please. And we'll see - No. I am not
我看不出这又有什么区别 I don't see what difference it makes
犹太人没有任何关于来生的明确的文字指导 甚至都不存在 Jews don't have any clear textual guide to the afterlife, even that it exists
我思考得不多 对我来说 来生是三月永恒有雨的周四午后 落叶满地 I don't think much about it. I see it as a perpetual rainy Thursday afternoon in March. Dead leaves
哟呃 非常希腊罗马式 Eeeugh. Very Greco-Roman
对我们来说 判决结果不重要 重要的是如何判决 Well for us it's not the verdict that counts, it's the act of judgment
这就是我永远成不了律师的原因 在法院 一切取决于判决结果 That's why I could never be a lawyer. In court all that matters is the verdict
你永远成不了律师 是因为你性欲过剩 你总是分心 You could never be a lawyer because you are oversexed. You're too distracted
不是分心 是心不在蔫 我正在试着表达论点 - 即 - Not distracted, abstracted. I'm trying to make a point - Namely?
是议事厅的法官 在权衡 在记录 在分析证据 It's the judge in his or her chambers, weighing, books open, pondering the evidence
在自由地对分类进行探讨 善 恶 无罪 有罪 Ranging freely over categories. Good, evil, innocent, guilty
这是规避室的法官 不是法官席上拿着槌的法官 The judge in the chamber of circumspection, not the judge on the bench with the gavel
法律的形成 不是法律的执行 - 论点 亲 论点 - The shaping of the law, not its execution - The point, dear, the point
论点就是法律是人生的问题和模型 That it should be the questions and shape of a life
对总体的复杂性进行汇集 整理 思考 这才是最终重要的东西 Its total complexity gathered, arranged and considered, which matters in the end
不是盖个救赎或诅咒的章 驱散所有的复杂性 Not some stamp of salvation or damnation which disperses all the complexity...
这些小小的判决丝毫不令人满意 比例要权衡 ...in some unsatisfying little decision. The balancing of the scales
我喜欢这个 非常禅宗 有着安慰般的费解和无用 I like this. It's very Zen. It's reassuringly incomprehensible and useless
我们是将死的人 谢谢 - 你不会死的 - We who are about to die thank you - You are not about to die
病情没有好转 真的 It's not going well, really
两处新的病变 我的腿疼 Two new lesions. My leg hurts
小便里有蛋白质 大夫说 不知道这个到底预示着什么 There's protein in my urine. the doctor says, but who knows what the fuck that portends
反正蛋白质不该出现在小便里 我的屁股因腹泻而皲裂 昨天我便血了 Anyway it shouldn't be there, the protein. My butt is chapped from diarrhea and yesterday I shat blood
我真的憎恨这个 你没有告诉我 - 你会特别难过 我反而要安慰你 - I really hate this. You don't tell me... - You get too upset, I wind up comforting you
反而更容易 - 噢 谢谢 - It's easier - Oh thanks
情况不好 我会告诉你 - 便血听上去就很糟糕 - If it's bad I'll tell you - Shitting blood sounds bad to me
所以我告诉你了 - 我承受得住 - And I'm telling you - And I'm handling it
再给我讲讲正义 - 我承受得住 - Tell me some more about justice - I am handling it
路易斯 你赢了《月度骑兵》 Well Louis. you win Trooper of the Month
我收回 你没赢《月度骑兵》 I take it back. You aren't Trooper of the Month
还是没用 This isn't working
再跟我讲讲正义 Tell me some more about justice
你不会死的 - 正义 - You are not about to die - Justice
是无限 是令人困惑的洪荒 正义是上帝 Is an immensity, a confusing vastness. Justice is God
普莱尔 - 嗯 - Prior? - Hmmm?
你爱我吗 - 爱 - You love me? - Yes
如果你我此离开你了 你怎么办 你会永远恨我吗 What if I walked out on this? Would you hate me forever?
会 Yes
我们应该祈祷 向上帝请求帮助 一起请求 I think we ought to pray. Ask God for help. Ask him together
上帝不跟我对话 跟我对话的人是我虚构的 God won't talk to me. I have to make up people to talk to me
你要持续问 - 我忘了问题了 - You have to keep asking - I forgot the question
哦对了 上帝 我老公是 - 打住 打住 我警告你了 - Oh yeah. God, is my husband a... - Stop it. Stop it. I'm warning you
有什么区别吗 Does it make any difference?
我骨子里的那个东西 不管它多错误 多丑陋 That I might be one thing deep within, no matter how wrong or ugly that thing is...
只要我一直在抗争 用尽我的一切 去扼杀它 ...so long as I have fought, with everything I have, to kill it
你还想让我怎么样 你还想让我怎么样 哈珀 这还不够吗 What do you want from me? What do you want from me, Harper? More than that?
上帝啊 什么都不剩了 我是个躯壳 没有要扼杀的东西了 For God's sake, there's nothing left, I'm a shell. There's nothing left to kill
只要我认为我的行为没有错 体面 正确 上帝唯独把这个看在眼里 As long as my behavior is what I know it has to be. Decent. Correct. That alone in the eyes of God
不 不是这个 这是犹他口吻 摩门口吻 我恨这个 乔 告诉我 快讲 No, no, not that, that's Utah talk, Mormon talk, I hate it. Joe. tell me, say it
我要说的是 我是个好人 我非常努力做一个好人 All I will say is that I am a very good man who has worked very hard to become good
你想毁掉这些 我想毁掉我！但是我不允许你这么做 And you want to destroy that. You want to destroy me, but I am not going to let you do that
我怀上了孩子 - 撒谎 - I'm going to have a baby - Liar
你撒谎 一个依赖药物生出来的婴儿 一个不会做梦 只能幻想的婴儿 You liar. A baby born addicted to pills. A baby who does not dream but who hallucinates
用空洞的大眼睛瞪着我们 却不知道我们是谁 Who stares up at us with big mirror eyes and who does not know who we are
你真的 - 没有 - Are you really...? No
是的 Yes
没有 No
是的 Yes
离我远点 Get away from me
现在我们两人都有秘密了 Now we both have a secret
我的一个先人是船长 One of my ancestors was a ship's captain...
他靠把鲸鱼油卖到欧洲挣钱 再把移民带回来 ...who made money bringing whale oil to Europe and returning with immigrants
多数是爱尔兰人 轻装上阵 每一人头值好多美金 Irish mostly, packed in light, so many dollars per head
他指挥的最后一趟船在新斯科舍沿岸的冬季暴风雨中沉没 沉入海底 The last ship he captained foundered off the coast of Nova Scotia in a winter tempest and sank to the bottom
他跟着船一起沉没了 La Grande Geste（伟大的姿态） He went down with the ship... La Grande Geste
但他的员工带了70名妇女儿童上了船所附的唯一大艇里 一个大敞篷的划艇 But his crew took seventy women and kids in the ship's only longboat, this big, open rowboat
当天气狂暴 他们担心划艇不堪重负 And when the weather got too rough, and they thought the boat was overcrowded...
船员就开始轻快摇晃人们 将他们掷入大海 直到压舱物平稳 ...the crew started lilting people up and hurling them into the sea. Until they got the ballast right
他们来回在大艇里走动 眼睛盯着吃水线 They walked up and down the longboat, eyes to the waterline
船一旦低于吃水线 他们就近抓起行客 扔进大海 And when the boat rode low in the water they'd grab the nearest passenger and throw them into the sea
船出现裂缝 你知道吗 70人 当船行驶到哈利法克斯港 还剩9个人 The boat was leaky, see. Seventy people. They arrived in Halifax with nine people on board
耶稣啊！ - 我现在总在想这个故事 - Jesus - I think about that story a lot now
船上的人 在恐惧中等待着 另一部分人 执拗而生冷 无法抗拒的强大 People in a boat, waiting, terrified, while implacable, unsmiling men, irresistibly strong,
一把抓住的 没准就是你旁边的人 没准就是你 seize maybe the person next to you, maybe you
毫无预警 也就快速吸入一口空气的当儿 And with no warning at all, with time only for a quick intake of air...
你就被掷入寒冷汹涌的海水和盐里 吞没于黑暗中 ...you are pitched into freezing, turbulent water and salt and darkness to drown
我喜欢你的宇宙学 宝贝 I like your cosmology, baby
时间到了尽头 我发现自己溺死于不管是什么东西的时候 缺乏一个结局 While time is running out I find myself drawn to anything that's suspended, that lacks an ending
但是对我来说 看上去能让你安然逃脱 - 你什么意思 - But it seems to me that it lets you off scot-free - What do you mean?
没有判决 没有原罪 没有责任 - 为了我 - No judgment, no guilt or responsibility - For me
不管为了谁 只是一个字面上的“你” For anyone. It was an editorial 'you'
求你一定要变好 求你 求你一定不要病情加重 Please get better. Please. Please don't get any sicker
没人知道什么引起的 也没人知道该如何治愈 Nobody knows what causes it. And nobody knows how to cure it
最好的理论是逆转录酶病毒惹的祸 人类免疫缺陷病毒 The best theory is that we blame a retrovirus, the Human Immunodeficiency Virus
病毒为我们所知 是因为抗体的无用 Its presence is made known to us by the useless antibodies...
病毒通过划伤或注射进入血流 抗体开始发生反应 ...which appear in reaction to its entrance into the bloodstream through a cut, or an orifice
抗体对保护身体抗击病毒完全无用 我们不知道原因 The antibodies are powerless to protect the body against it. Why, we don't know
身体的免疫系统停止作用 有时候 身体甚至自我攻击 The body's immune system ceases to function. Sometimes the body even attacks itself
无论如何 细菌打开了感染的恐怖屋之门 这些细菌本该保护身体 At any rate it's left open to a whole horror house of infections from microbes which it usually defends against
像卡波济肉瘤 这些病变 或你的喉咙 或腺体 Like Kaposi's sarcomas. These lesions. Or your throat problem. Or the glands
我们认为 病毒能够通过脑血管屏障 进入大脑 We think it may also be able to slip past the blood-brain barrier into the brain
当然这是非常严重的事情 Which is of course very bad news
致命的是 我们并不知道有多少人有抑制免疫应答 And it's fatal in we don't know what percent of people with suppressed immune responses
非常新鲜 魔法师先生 你干吗要对我说这个? This is very interesting, Mr Wizard, but why the fuck are you telling me this?
是这样 我刚移除了你三处病变中的一处 Well, I have just removed one of three lesions...
活检的结果告诉我们 是卡波济肉瘤病变 ...which biopsy results will probably tell us is a Kaposi's sarcoma lesion
你的颈部、腹股沟和腋下的腺体有明显的肿胀 And you have a pronounced swelling of glands in your neck, groin. and armpits
淋巴结病又是一个信号 你有口腔念珠菌感染 Lymphadenopathy is another sign. And you have oral candidiasis...
你右手的两个手指的指甲下面感染了更多的细菌 所以 ...and maybe a little more fungus under the fingernails of two digits on your right hand. So that's why...
这个病 - 综合症状 - This disease - Syndrome
随便了 基本是同性恋和瘾君子们得的 Whatever. It afflicts mostly homosexuals and drug addicts
基本上 血友病患者也有风险 - 同性恋和瘾君子 - Mostly. Homophiliacs are also at risk - Homosexuals and drug addicts
那么 你到暗示我 你在暗示什么 亨利 So why are you implying that I... What are you implying, Henry?
我没 - 我并不是瘾君子 - I don't... - I'm not a drug addict
不要这样 罗伊 - 干吗 干吗 什么叫不要这样 - Oh come on, Roy - What, what, come on Roy what?
你以为我吸毒吗 亨利 你见过针眼吗 - 这太荒唐了 - Do you think I'm a junkie, Henry, do you see tacks? - This is absurd
说吧 - 说什么 - Say it - Say what?
说 罗伊·科恩 你是一个 - 罗伊 我没有 - Say 'Roy Cohn, you are a...' - Roy? I don't...
你是一个 说呀！ 'You are a...' Go on
不是‘罗伊·科恩你是一个瘾君子’ 而是‘罗伊·马库斯·科恩 你是一个’ Not 'Roy Cohn you are a drug fiend'. 'Roy Marcus Cohn, you are a...'
说呀 亨利 以H开头的词 - 噢 我并不会 - Go on, Henry. It starts with an H - Oh I'm not going to...
以H开头的词 还不是血友病 With an H, Henry, and it isn't 'hemophiliac'
说呀！- 你为什么要这么做 罗伊 - Come on - What are you doing, Roy?
说吧 说吧！我是认真的 ‘罗伊·科恩 你是同性恋 ’ No, say it. I mean it. Say 'Roy Cohn, you are a homosexual'
我会有条不紊地开始 And I will proceed, systematically...
一步步 摧毁你在纽约州的名声 业务和事业 ...to destroy your reputation and your practice and your career in New York State, Henry
你知道 我能做到 Which you know I can do
罗伊 从1958年你就找我看病 Roy, you have been seeing me since 1958
除了面部拉皮 我用尽一切办法治好了你梅毒 Apart from the facelifts I have treated you for everything from syphilis...
来自达拉斯的一个卖淫者 - 从梅毒到花柳病 病毒在直肠里面 - From a whore in Dallas - From syphilis to venereal warts. In your rectum
你可能从达拉斯的卖淫者身上得的 但绝不是一个女妓 Which you may have gotten from a whore in Dallas, but it wasn't a female whore
那就说吧 - 罗伊·科恩 你是 - So say it - Roy Cohn, you are...
你跟男人 有过很多次 很多次性关系 罗伊 You have had sex with men, many many times, Roy
他们有的人 或很多人 叫你病体严重 你有艾滋 And one of them, or any number of them, has made you very sick. You have AIDS
艾滋 AIDS
你的毛病 亨利 在于你过于迷恋文字和标签 Your problem, Henry, is that you are hung up on words, on labels
你相信这些文字表面看上去当什么讲 艾滋 同性恋 同志 拉拉 That you believe they mean what they seem to mean. AIDS. Homosexual. Gay. Lesbian
你认为这些名字可以告诉你 谁跟谁睡觉 但是这些名字什么都不是 You think these are names that tell you who someone sleeps with, but they don't tell you that
不是 - 不是 - No? - No
就像所有的标签 它们代表一件事 就一件事 Like all labels they tell you one thing and one thing only
这个人被明确置于食物链啄食顺序的哪一环 Where does an individual so identified fit in the food main, in the pecking order?
不是意识形态 不是性口味 更简单 是影响力 Not ideology, or sexual taste, but something much simpler. Clout
不是我操谁 也不是谁操我 是我拿起电话谁来接 谁欠我的情 Not who I fuck or who fucks me, but who will pick up the phone when I call, who owes me favors
这是标签代表的意思 不理解这个意思的人们会以为 This is what a label refers to. Now to someone who does not understand this...
我之所以是同性恋 因为我和男人有性关系 这大错特错 ...homosexual is what I am because I have sex with men. But really this is wrong
同性恋并不是男人跟男人睡觉 同性恋是一群挣扎了15年 Homosexuals are not men who sleep with other men. Homosexuals are men who in fifteen years of trying...
都不能在市议政厅通过一项无足轻重的反歧视法案的人 ...cannot pass a pissant antidiscrimination bill through City Council
同性恋既毫无人脉 也不为人所知 他们是零影响力 Homosexuals are men who know nobody and who nobody knows. Who have zero clout
听上去我像是这种人吗 - 不像 - Does this sound like me, Henry? - No
不 我有影响力 很大的影响力 我拿起电话 拨十五个数字 No. I have clout. A lot. I can pick up this phone, punch fifteen numbers...
你知道五分钟后 谁会在电话那头吗 亨利 ...and you know who will be on the other end in under five minutes, Henry?
总统 - 更胜一筹 亨利 他老婆 - The president - Even better, Henry. His wife
我很佩服 - 我不想让你佩服 - I'm impressed - I don't want you to be impressed
我想让你懂事 这不是诡辩 这也不是伪善 这是现实 I want you to understand. This is not sophistry. And this is not hypocrisy. This is reality
我跟男人上床 但我跟这些男人不同的是 这是真的 I have sex with men. But unlike nearly every other man of whom this is true...
我把我操的男人带到白宫 里根总统要笑脸相迎 还得跟他握手 ...I bring the guy I'm screwing to the White House and President Reagan smiles at us and shakes his hand
因为 我是谁定义了我是什么人 Because what I am is defined entirely by who I am
罗伊·科恩不是同性恋 Roy Cohn is not a homosexual
罗伊·科恩是异性恋 亨利 只不过跟男人上床 Roy Cohn is a heterosexual man, Henry, who fucks around with guys
好吧 罗伊 - 我的诊断是什么 亨利 - OK, Roy - And what is my diagnosis, Henry?
你得了艾滋 罗伊 - 不是 亨利 不是 - You have AIDS, Roy - No, Henry, no
艾滋是同性恋的疾病 我得了肝癌 AIDS is what homosexuals have. I have liver cancer
好吧 不管你得了该死的什么病 罗伊 这很严重 我束手无策 Well, whatever the fuck you have, Roy, it's very serious, and I haven't got a damn thing for you
贝塞斯达的美国国立卫生研究院有新药物 叫AZT 要等上两年才能获得 甚至我都无法帮你拿到这种药物 The NIH in Bethesda has a new drug called AZT with a two-year waiting list that not even I can get you onto
打个电话吧 罗伊 拨通那十五个数字 So get on the phone, Roy, and dial the fifteen numbers
告诉第一夫人 你需要这种药为肝癌做实验处理 And tell the First Lady you need in on an experimental treatment for liver cancer
你随便怎么称呼你的病 罗伊 但是说到归齐 这是噩耗 Because you can call it any damn thing you want, Roy, but what it boils down to is very bad news