Meredith: When my mother was diagnosed
梅雷迪思：当我母亲被诊断出病时
with Alzheimer's disease, her cousin said
她的表妹说，患有阿尔茨海默病
she must have gotten it because she didn't take fish oil.
她一定是因为没吃鱼油才得了。
I picked up everything on the list,
我把清单上的所有东西都买了，
except they ran out of Dijon,
除非他们用完了第戎，
so I got whole grain instead,
所以我买了全谷物，
which, yeah, I know is inferior, but --
是的，我知道这比我差，但——
Who are you? Jo: Hey!
你是谁？乔：嘿！
Hey. You're back early.
嘿。你回来得真早。
Yeah. I-I decided to do the groceries first
是的。我决定先买菜
and pick up your car after. Who's this?
然后去取你的车。这是谁？
Um, that's Elroy,
嗯，那是埃尔罗伊，
the contractor I hired to baby-proof for us.
我雇来帮我们做婴儿安全防护的承包商。
These stairs aren't safe.
这些楼梯不安全。
Naked sides.
裸露的侧面。
Don't worry. I can fix them.
别担心。我能帮你解决。
I told you I was gonna do that.
我说过我会这么做的。
Yeah, back when Scout and Luna were babies,
是的，当侦察兵和露娜还是婴儿的时候，
and now we have two more babies.
现在我们又有两个宝宝了。
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[手机提示音]
My patient with a myoelectric prosthesis
我那位使用肌电义肢的患者
was just brought into the E.R. Mountain bike accident.
刚刚被送进了急诊室的山地自行车事故现场。
I should go.
我该走了。
Wait, wait, what about my car?
等等，我的车怎么办？
Ask Elroy.
问问埃尔罗伊。
♪♪
Her neighbor thought it was because my mother,
她的邻居以为是因为我母亲，
a world renowned surgeon,
一位世界知名的外科医生，
didn't do enough crossword puzzles.
填字游戏做得不够多。
♪ Just where I'm gon' go ♪
♪ 我正要去♪的地方
♪ I feel it in my blood ♪
♪ 我能感觉到它流淌在血液♪里
♪ Feel it in my soul ♪
♪ 在我的灵魂♪里感受到它
Is this your way of thanking me for the coffee?
这是你感谢我咖啡的方式吗？
I'm stressed about the M&M.
我对 M&M 感到压力很大。
Well, I am ready to help.
我准备好帮忙了。
♪ Under the pressure they say I'm gon' break ♪
♪ 在压力下，他们说我会崩溃 ♪
♪ Time will tell, time will tell ♪
♪ 时间会证明一切，时间会证明一切 ♪
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[手机提示音]
Uh, Shepherd. I'm on her service.
呃，谢泼德。我是她的服务对象。
♪ Tryna get something worth having, ain't gon' happen here ♪
♪ 想弄点值得的东西，这里♪不会发生
You better go.
你最好走了。
I'll ask her if I can sneak away to come watch.
我会问她能不能偷偷溜出来来看。
But if not, good luck.
如果没有，祝你好运。
♪ Wish you well ♪
♪ 祝你一切顺利 ♪
I told them to shove it.
我让他们去死。
We always want to cast blame.
我们总是想推卸责任。
Something to fear and avoid.
是值得害怕和避免的东西。
But the only thing to blame...
但唯一该被责怪的......
♪ I wish you well ♪
♪ 祝你一切顺利 ♪
...is everything.
...是一切。
[ Gasps ] Bless you. Oh.
[喘息]保佑你。哦。
You left out the door so early,
你这么早就出门了，
I figured you needed a pick me up.
我觉得你需要点提神。
Well, I thought keeping busy would take my mind off things,
我以为忙起来能转移注意力，
but it just means I'm tired and hangry.
但这只是意味着我累了，饿了。
How's Katie doing?
凯蒂怎么样？
Uh, I'm waiting for her labs,
呃，我在等她的化验结果，
but I'm guessing she has carcinomatosis
但我猜她得了癌症
and a partial obstruction.
以及部分阻塞。
Well, how often are they draining her?
那他们多久吸一次血？
Twice a day. [ Sighs ]
一天两次。[叹气]
Okay, well, listen, if there's anything I can do,
好吧，听着，如果我能帮上什么忙，
just -- you know -- Richard: Warren?
只是——你知道的——理查德：沃伦？
You're with me. [ Sighs ]
你跟我一起。[叹气]
Okay, go. I'm okay.
好，走吧。我没事。
Dr. Bailey. Welcome back.
贝利医生。欢迎回来。
First day back in the O.R. How's it feel?
回到手术室的第一天。感觉怎么样？
Well, I'm working with my chief resident.
我和我的主治住院医师一起工作。
I have an M&M later today,
我今天晚些时候有个 M&M，
and the cafeteria is serving shepherd's pie.
食堂里有牧羊人派。
Feels like Christmas. [ Both laugh ]
感觉像圣诞节。[ 两人笑 ]
Well, wait till you see our first consult.
等你看到我们的第一次会诊。
Good morning.
早上好。
Oh, Russell, this is Dr. Webber and Dr. Warren.
哦，拉塞尔，这是韦伯医生和沃伦医生。
Ah, these are the headliners.
啊，这些是头牌。
Russell's a community theater director.
拉塞尔是一名社区剧院导演。
Right now, he's putting up a production of "Hamlet."
现在，他正在上演《哈姆雷特》。
"When sorrows come, they come not single spies..."
“悲伤来临时，不是单一的间谍......”
"But in battalions."
“但要分营。”
Yes. Okay!
是的。好！
You would demote my Claudius to an understudy.
你会把我的克劳狄斯降为替补。
Well, Hamlet's my favorite Shakespeare.
嗯，哈姆雷特是我最喜欢的莎士比亚。
Mm. Um, Dr. Meade?
嗯。嗯，米德医生？
"Much Ado About Nothing."
“无事生非。”
He wants you to present the case.
他想让你陈述案情。
Right. Sorry, um...
右。抱歉，嗯......
Russell West, 34, with history of beta thalassemia,
Russell West，34 岁，有β地中海贫血病史，
with blood transfusions every three months for anemia.
每三个月输血治疗贫血。
Admitted for splenic sequestration crisis
因脾脏隔离危机入院
two weeks ago.
两周前。
His abdomen has been getting increasingly distended.
他的腹部越来越胀大。
Uh, we're consulting today for a splenectomy.
呃，我们今天要为脾切除术咨询。
I thought I was just gaining a little weight,
我以为自己只是稍微胖了一点，
but then my stomach just kept getting bigger and bigger.
但随后我的胃越来越大。
Can I take a look? Yeah.
我能看看吗？是的。
I'll call for an ultrasound.
我会叫人做个超声波检查。
Oh, let's go old school while we wait.
哦，等的时候我们来点老派的。
What was the last time you did percussion?
你上一次做打击乐是什么时候？
Uh...
呃......
[ Hollow tapping ]
[空洞敲击声]
Uh, you hear that? It's hollow. That's his lung.
呃，你听到了吗？它是空心的。那是他的肺。
Here, no, that's dull. That's his spleen.
这里，不，那太无聊了。那是他的脾脏。
From here...
从这里开始......
[ Dull tapping ]
[ 沉闷的敲击声 ]
...to here.
...到这里。
Your spleen extends from the left upper quadrant
你的脾脏从左上象限延伸
all the way to the right lower quadrant.
一直到右下象限。
It's taking up your entire abdomen.
它占据了你整个腹部。
This needs to come out immediately.
这件事必须立刻公开。
I-I'm in the middle of tech week.
我——我正处于科技周中间。
I can't -- Won't it just shrink on its own?
我不能——它不会自己缩小吗？
It's unlikely in a case this severe.
在这么严重的病例里，这种情况不太可能发生。
Plus, you run the risk of rupturing it.
而且，你有破裂的风险。
Okay, that sounds bad.
好吧，听起来很糟糕。
Yeah, really bad. Instant death.
是的，真的很糟糕。瞬间死亡。
[ Clears throat ]
[清嗓子]
Y-You want to take care of this sooner rather than later.
你......你最好尽快解决这事。
Dr. Meade can take you for a C.T. scan
米德医生可以带你去做 CT 扫描
so we can plan a surgical approach.
这样我们才能制定手术方案。
Yeah, could he do it instead?
是的，他能代替它吗？
Yeah, uh, I'll go with you.
是的，呃，我陪你去。
Well? It's better than Christmas.
怎么样？比圣诞节还要好。
[ Chuckles ]
[笑]
...had been compromised. We then used
...已经被渗透了。然后我们用
4-0 vicryl -- vicryl sutures to inset --
4-0 维克里尔——维克里尔缝合到内嵌处 ——
You reciting your presentation?
你在背诵你的演讲吗？
You know how when you lie,
你知道你撒谎时，
your cheeks get flushed, and your voice gets all high?
你的脸颊会发红，声音变得尖细？
Mm? You do both of those things,
嗯？你两者都做，
and so do I when I give presentations,
我做演讲时也是如此，
and I also sweat, and sometimes I faint.
我也会出汗，有时会晕倒。
[ Elevator bell dings ]
[电梯铃响]
Person: [ Over intercom ] Dr. Riefle to Neurology.
人员：[对讲机] Riefle 医生，神经科。
Dr. Jennifer Riefle to Neurology.
詹妮弗·里弗尔医生，神经科。
Interesting case?
有趣的案例？
Your sternal reconstruction patient.
你的胸骨重建病人。
Scott Hill?
斯科特·希尔？
Beckman's out. Someone has to check on him.
贝克曼出局了。总得有人去看看他。
Well, Dr. Wright is supposed to be attempting
赖特博士本该尝试
another flap tomorrow.
明天又要拍一拍。
Hope it takes. [ Elevator bell dings ]
希望能撑得住。[电梯铃响]
See you at the M&M.
M&M 见。
It'll be fine. [ Elevator bell dings ]
一切都会好起来的。[电梯铃响]
I've successfully avoided him after lying to help his patient.
我曾在帮他病人撒谎后成功避开了他。
Oh, that was weeks ago.
哦，那是几周前的事了。
He's probably forgotten.
他大概已经忘了。
You truly are a terrible liar.
你真是个糟糕的骗子。
Sorry for interrupting your parental leave.
抱歉打扰你休育儿假。
Was Jo annoyed?
乔生气了吗？
Yeah, but not because of that.
是的，但不是因为这个。
Oh, here they are.
哦，他们来了。
Okay, Jon Ellison, 40, status post mountain biking accident.
好的，乔恩·埃利森，40 岁，山地车事故后状态。
No LOC or signs of head trauma.
没有脑失神或头部外伤迹象。
He has bruising on his chest,
他胸口有淤青，
and X-rays show multiple rib fractures.
X 光显示多处肋骨骨折。
He had targeted muscle reinnervation surgery
他做了针对性的肌肉再神经循环手术
a few months ago for an advanced arm prosthesis.
几个月前，我做了一个高级的手臂假肢。
I know. I did it.
我知道。我做到了。
After I amputated his arm.
在我截肢他的手臂之后。
Jon. Pauline. What happened?
乔恩。宝琳。发生了什么？
Jon: I was training at Tiger Mountain.
乔恩：我当时在虎山训练。
The hand just let go. I lost my balance and fell.
手就这样松开了。我失去平衡摔倒了。
He crashed straight into a boulder.
他直接撞上了一块巨石。
Tell them about the last time.
告诉他们上次的事。
Yeah, it did the same thing last month.
是的，上个月也发生了同样的情况。
I sideswiped a tree
我擦撞了一棵树
and almost missed qualifying for the World Championships.
差点错过世界锦标赛资格。
When's the competition? Three months.
比赛什么时候？三个月。
I can still compete, though, right?
不过我还是能参赛吧？
I'm up for sponsorships.
我愿意申请赞助。
Well, the nerve we rerouted to your upper arm
嗯，我们把神经重新引导到你的上臂
should be sending precise signals to your hand.
应该向你的手发送精准信号。
We'll get some scans. We'll check it out.
我们会做些扫描。我们去看看。
Kwan, call C.T., let them know we're coming.
关，给 CT 打电话，告诉他们我们来了。
Yeah.
是的。
Dr. Ryan to Pathology. Dr. Lisa Ryan to Pathology.
瑞安医生，请到病理科。丽莎·瑞安医生，请到病理科。
What are we playing?
我们玩什么？
Five-card stud. You play?
五张梭哈。你会打球吗？
Uh, not anymore.
呃，现在不行了。
But I ran a weekly poker night in med school.
但我在医学院时每周都会举办扑克之夜。
Were you any good? Graduated debt-free.
你唱得怎么样？毕业时没有债务。
[ Angela chuckles, Katie coughs painfully ]
[ 安吉拉轻笑，凯蒂痛苦咳嗽 ]
How you feeling today?
你今天感觉怎么样？
They drained another liter this morning.
他们今天早上又放掉了一升水。
She's still nauseous.
她还是恶心。
We asked for ice chips 30 minutes ago.
我们 30 分钟前还要了冰块。
Oh, it must have gotten lost in the morning hand-off.
哦，早上交接时一定丢了。
I'll get them myself.
我自己去拿。
Can you grab some for my mom, too?
你能帮我妈妈也拿点吗？
She needs to chill.
她需要冷静一下。
You see how she treats me? [ Both chuckle ]
你看她怎么对我？[ 两人轻笑 ]
X-ray tech to nurses station. X-ray tech to nurses station.
X 光技师到护士站。X 光技师到护士站。
Uh, I-I'll get you those ice chips.
呃，我去给你拿冰块。
How bad? [ Sighs ]
有多严重？[叹气]
Katie's creatinine's elevated, albumin low.
凯蒂的肌酐升高，白蛋白偏低。
Her AST, ALT, and INR are through the roof.
她的 AST、ALT 和 INR 都非常高。
She's in multiple organ failure.
她多器官衰竭。
The TPN is too hard on her liver.
TPN 对她的肝脏太过消耗。
But it's the only thing giving her nutrition.
但这是唯一给她提供营养的东西。
♪♪
Call palliative care.
叫姑息治疗。
♪♪
[ Indistinct conversations ]
[ 模糊的谈话声 ]
I thought I was late.
我还以为我迟到了。
Bailey does not need another reason to yell at me.
贝利不需要更多理由对我大喊大叫。
Hey, how's Katie? Yes?
嘿，凯蒂怎么样？是吗？
Her INR is getting worse. She needs two more units of FFP.
她的 INR 正在恶化。她还需要两单位新鲜血液。
Correct.
没错。
Thank you.
谢谢。
Katie? What, is -- Is her liver failing?
凯蒂？什么，是——她的肝衰竭了吗？
What did the repeat scans show?
复查扫描显示了什么？
She doesn't know yet. We're gonna tell her after the M&M.
她还不知道。我们打算在 M&M 之后告诉她。
I want to be there.
我想在那里。
Bailey: You are not part of her care team.
贝利：你不是她护理团队的一员。
Do I need to write you a reminder?
我需要给你写个提醒吗？
Toni: Hi.
托尼：嗨。
Good morning, everyone. Are we ready to begin?
大家早上好。我们准备好开始了吗？
Dr. Millin?
米林医生？
Yes.
是的。
Uh, so, Scott Hill, age 73, presented four months ago
呃，斯科特·希尔，73 岁，四个月前发病
with shortness of breath and chest pain.
伴有呼吸急促和胸痛。
Richard: See what I told you?
理查德：看我说的吧？
The spleen has taken over the entire abdomen.
脾脏已经占据了整个腹部。
It has sequestered so much of his blood supply.
它切断了他大量的血液供应。
I mean, how would you even mobilize that?
我是说，你怎么动员那个？
You tell me.
你告诉我。
Uh, well, um --
呃，嗯，嗯——
If it were a smaller spleen,
如果脾脏更小，
I would enter the lesser sac, take down attachments,
我会进入小囊，取下附属物，
and medially rotate it to access the pedicle.
并内侧旋转以接触到基部。
But this... Yeah, I have no clue.
但这......是的，我也不知道。
Plus, once we're in there, one nick to the organ,
而且，一旦我们进去了，风琴上只要有一点划痕，
and Russell could bleed out in seconds.
而拉塞尔可能在几秒钟内失血过多而死。
When I was a resident,
当我还是住院医师时，
I scrubbed in on a liver teratoma
我手术时发现了肝畸胎瘤
I thought was impossible to resect.
我以为根本不可能切除。
But I had an attending, Dr. Rathbone,
但我有一位主治医生，拉斯本医生，
who did a total vascular exclusion of the liver
他们做了肝脏全血管排除术
to create a bloodless field. It was brilliant,
创造一个无血的场地。真是太精彩了，
and it taught me to always keep an open mind.
这也教会了我要始终保持开放的心态。
I saved a piece of that tumor in a jar for years after.
我把那个肿瘤的一部分保存在罐子里多年。
Maybe after this, you can save a piece of Russell's spleen.
也许之后，你能救一块拉塞尔的脾脏。
Oh. Do I have to?
哦。我必须吗？
Okay, let's take a page from Rathbone's playbook.
好吧，我们来借鉴拉斯本的做法。
Let's call I.R., have them embolize the splenic artery.
叫急诊，让他们给脾动脉塞栓。
Then we'll open him up and see what we got.
然后我们开刀看看有什么。
Uh, what about the M&M? We're already late.
呃，那 M&M 呢？我们已经迟到了。
Oh, M&Ms happen every week.
哦，每周都有 M&M。
But a spleen like this?
但像这样的脾脏？
It happens once in a lifetime.
这一生只有一次。
We then used interrupted 4-0 vicryl sutures
接着我们使用了间断式 4-0 乙烯基缝线
to inset the omental flap.
用于植入眼膜瓣。
You can see the healthy flap here.
你可以在这里看到健康的皮瓣。
Did his pre-op scans show any sign for concern
术前扫描显示出任何担忧迹象吗？
about pedicle tension?
关于牙根张力？
No. The team agreed that the distance between the epigastrium
不。团队一致认为，上腹间距
and the superior sternum was acceptable.
而且上胸骨是可以接受的。
And at this point, the team was --
此时，团队——
Uh, me and Dr. Mohanty.
呃，我和莫汉蒂医生。
You had finished harvesting the omentum,
你已经采集完了网膜，
and Dr. Wright and Dr. Warren were needed on another case.
赖特医生和沃伦医生则需要处理另一个案件。
So, the, uh -- the changes in the flap's appearance
所以，呃——皮瓣外观的变化
progressed rapidly post-op.
术后迅速进展。
As you can see here, uh, it is dark and swollen.
正如你在这里看到的，呃，它又黑又肿。
Did you check doppler flow after inset?
你在插入后检查过多普勒流量吗？
Yes, there was biphasic signal.
是的，有双相信号。
And which one of you did that?
你们当中谁干的？
Uh, well, we can both confirm that there was a signal.
呃，我们都可以确认确实有信号。
When we realized there was no blood flow to the flap, we --
当我们发现瓣膜瓣没有血流时，我们——
I'm sorry. So, the two of you both heard the signal?
对不起。所以，你们俩都听到了信号？
Were roles clearly defined during the inset?
在插入时角色有明确划分吗？
I believe so. You believe so?
我相信是的。你相信吗？
Who placed the stitch causing tension around the pedicle?
是谁缝的，导致根部周围有张力？
Look, this patient,
看，这个病人，
my patient, hasn't left the hospital in weeks
我的病人，已经好几周没出院了
due to a gaping hole in his chest,
因为胸口有一个巨大的洞，
which I believed we had fixed.
我以为我们已经解决了这个问题。
He's still here because of someone's negligence,
他还在这里，是因为某人的疏忽，
and it sure as hell isn't mine. So...
而且肯定不是我的。所以......
who placed the stitch?
是谁缝的？
♪♪
That's on me.
这是我的错。
I should have watched my resident more carefully.
我本该更仔细地观察我的住院医师。
I take full responsibility as her supervisor.
作为她的主管，我承担全部责任。
♪♪
[ Spectators murmuring ]
[ 观众低语 ]
♪♪
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[手机提示音]
He is all set.
他一切就绪。
Would either of you mind if I catch the last part of the M&M?
你们有人介意我看最后一部分 M&M 吗？
We do. Start the scan, Kwan.
我们有。开始扫描，关。
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[手机提示音]
[ Scoffs ]
[嗤之以鼻]
Everything okay? I'm a handy person.
一切还好吗？我是个动手型的人。
Did I miss the first part of this conversation?
我是不是错过了这段对话的第一部分？
Jo's getting an estimate from a contractor
乔正在向承包商报价
to baby-proof our place,
为了给我们家做婴儿安全防护，
even though I told her I can do it. I want to do it.
尽管我告诉她我能做到。我想做。
Are you sure you still need me here?
你确定还需要我吗？
The babies can't even roll over on their own.
宝宝们甚至自己都不会翻身。
They're nowhere close to crawling.
它们根本不会爬行。
We have a minute before the stairs are an actual risk.
我们还有一分钟，楼梯才真正危险。
So you'll just wait till Scout and Luna are teenagers.
所以你就等到侦察兵和露娜都成了青少年。
Kwan. Yes. Alright.
关。是的。好吧。
Three right-sided rib fractures.
右侧肋骨骨折三处。
He has a small pneumothorax.
他有一个小气胸。
He probably doesn't need a chest tube,
他大概不需要胸腔引流管，
but the muscle in the TMR looks good.
但 TMR 的肌肉看起来不错。
Alright. Admit him for observation
好吧。让他住院观察
and then just do a follow-up X-ray with him later today.
然后今天晚些时候再和他做一次复查 X 光。
I'm sorry you had to come in for rib fractures,
很抱歉你因为肋骨骨折不得不来这里，
but maybe now you can go home and baby-proof.
但也许现在你可以回家做个婴儿安全防护了。
Should still check the signals to his bionic arm.
还是应该检查一下他机械臂的信号。
I mean, there's no hematoma or bleeding
我的意思是，没有血肿或出血
around the nerves in the TMR. The signal should be fine.
在 TMR 的神经周围。信号应该没问题。
Yeah, but he's still falling off his bike.
是的，但他还是在摔自行车。
Kwan, get Jon back to his room and set up for EMG testing.
关，把乔恩带回房间，准备做肌电图检查。
Yeah. Mm-hmm.
是的。嗯哼。
When a particle passes through narrow tunnels,
当粒子穿过狭窄的隧道时，
we're essentially working blind.
我们基本上是在盲目工作。
Uh, Dr. Millin, when you placed the stitch,
呃，米林医生，当你缝合时，
did you use a lot of tension?
你用了很多张力吗？
E-Excuse me?
抱、抱歉？
I asked if you used a lot of tension
我问你是不是用了很多张力
when you placed the stitch.
你缝线的时候。
I-I didn't place the stitch.
我——我没缝针。
Dr. Mohanty, did you or did you not
莫汉蒂医生，你到底有没有
allow Dr. Millin to place the stitch?
让米林医生缝合？
She specifically asked to do some of the suturing.
她特别要求做部分缝合。
And you said no. Uh, the -- This is a huge miscommunication.
你说不。呃，这——这是个很大的误会。
Uh, are you saying she's lying?
呃，你是说她在撒谎？
I-I didn't say that.
我——我没那么说。
But you are denying that it was you.
但你否认是你。
Winston: If you're both saying you didn't place the suture,
温斯顿：如果你们都说你没缝合，
one of you is not telling the truth.
你们中有人没说实话。
[ Voice breaking ] I only closed the abdomen.
[声音哽咽]我只缝合了腹部。
I wasn't anywhere near the pedicle.
我根本没靠近那根根。
Dr. Millin, admitting your mistakes
米林博士，承认你的错误
is an important part to learning.
是学习的重要组成部分。
If you can't own up to them,
如果你不能向他们坦白，
we've got a much more serious problem.
我们有更严重的问题。
What the hell was that?
那到底是什么？
Dr. Millin -- You placed that stitch,
米林医生——你缝的针，
and you know it. Can we talk about this, please?
你知道的。我们能谈谈吗？
Oh, I'm sorry. Do you not want to get dragged in public?
哦，抱歉。你不想被拖进公共场合吗？
Sometimes M&Ms go south. Everyone knows this.
有时候 M&M 会出问题。大家都知道这一点。
Is that supposed to be an apology?
这是道歉吗？
You're a resident. Residents are supposed to make mistakes.
你是住院医师。居民本该犯错。
I didn't screw up.
我没搞砸。
You lied, and I got scorched for it.
你撒谎了，我因此被烧伤了。
I have patients to see.
我还有病人要看。
[ Scoffs ]
[嗤之以鼻]
Okay, let me know if you feel any discomfort.
好的，如果你感到不适，告诉我。
Oh, I'm used to it.
哦，我习惯了。
Okay, Jon, I want you to imagine your phantom limb
好，乔恩，我想让你想象你的幻肢
and start opening and closing your hand.
开始张开和合上你的手。
Pauline: That's a good sign, right?
宝琳：这是个好迹象，对吧？
Yeah, the muscles are receiving signal.
是的，肌肉接收到了信号。
It's a really good sign.
这是个非常好的信号。
How's the prosthesis treating you otherwise?
假肢对你来说还怎么样？
If I was wearing it, I'd give you a thumbs up.
如果我穿了，我会给你竖起大拇指。
Or the middle finger. Depends on my mood.
或者竖中指。这取决于我的心情。
Oh, he's painted the baby's room and started cooking again.
哦，他又粉刷了婴儿的房间，还开始做饭了。
It's changed his life at home.
这改变了他在家的生活。
It just can't do the one thing I was really hoping for.
它就是做不到我真正期望的那件事。
Well, your signals are good. The TMR is not the problem.
嗯，你的信号没问题。TMR 不是问题所在。
Jon, when you ride,
琼恩，当你骑马时，
do you experience a high level of stress?
你是否感受到高度的压力？
He's dodging trees and jumping rocks
他在躲树跳石头
and trying not to fall off the trail.
还努力不让自己掉下小径。
I actually find it relaxing.
我其实觉得这很放松。
Right, but you're still encountering
对，但你还是遇到了
unexpected obstacles and changes in terrain
意外障碍和地形变化
that could cause a reflexive reaction
这可能会引发反射反应
in the muscles that send signal,
在发送信号的肌肉中，
that could potentially make your hand do things you don't intend.
这可能会让你的手做出你不想要的反应。
Like let go of the bike?
比如放开自行车？
Exactly.
没错。
Mountain biking's all about dealing with the unexpected.
山地车就是要应对意外。
If I can't do that, I can't ride.
如果我做不到，我就不能骑马。
And that means no sponsorships, no prize money.
这意味着没有赞助，没有奖金。
Jon -- No, without that money,
乔恩——不，没有那笔钱，
we can't afford repairs to my gear,
我们付不起修理我的装备，
my training time, part of our mortgage.
我的培训时间，是我们房贷的一部分。
I've been working for months to qualify for this race.
我已经努力了几个月才能获得这场比赛的资格。
Now you're telling me I could lose it all?
现在你告诉我我可能会失去一切？
If you're getting more exercise,
如果你锻炼得更多，
your muscles are getting stronger.
你的肌肉越来越强壮了。
They might be sending a stronger signal
他们可能发出了更强的信号
than the prosthesis needs.
比义肢所需的还要多。
Let's take a look at that, and we'll go from there.
我们先看看这个，然后再做决定。
♪♪
Curtis? Up for a visit?
柯蒂斯？想去拜访吗？
[ Chuckles ] From the chief?
[笑]是从局长那里？
Anytime.
随时。
How are you? Ah,
你好吗？啊，
I told the nurses I was cancer roommates
我告诉护士我是癌症室友
with Richard Webber.
与理查德·韦伯合作。
Suddenly I got extra pillows and unlimited applesauce.
突然间，我多了几个枕头和无限量的苹果酱。
What's a fancy title for, huh?
这么花哨的标题是干嘛的？
You just missed my wife and kids.
你刚错过了我的妻子和孩子。
Really wish you would have met them.
真希望你能见见他们。
Yeah, I would have loved that, too.
是的，我也很想那样。
How old are your kids?
你的孩子多大了？
Trevor's 8. He's my bookworm.
特雷弗 8 岁。他是我的书虫。
And, um, Amani's 5.
还有，嗯，阿玛尼 5 岁。
She's already running around on her bike like a bat out of hell.
她已经骑着自行车乱跑，像个疯狂的蝙蝠。
[ Both chuckle ] She'll be trouble.
[ 两人轻笑 ]她会惹麻烦的。
[ Chuckles ]
[笑]
You know, that's the hardest part of all this,
你知道，这一切中最难的部分，
is, uh...
呃......
leaving them behind.
把他们留在身后。
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[手机提示音]
Look, I'd, uh -- I'd love to stay, Curtis,
听着，我，呃——我很想留下来，柯蒂斯，
but I'm needed in surgery.
但我需要去手术室。
Thank you for stopping by, Dr. Webber.
谢谢你过来，韦伯医生。
Just Richard.
只有理查德。
♪♪
Angela: How long does she have?
安吉拉：她还有多久？
If I give you an answer, i-it's just my best guess.
如果我给你答案，那只是我最好的猜测。
But I have more energy today.
但我今天精力更充沛。
We removed the N.G. tube.
我们拔掉了 N.G.管。
I ate a popsicle without throwing up.
我吃了冰棒却没吐。
Yeah, it's common to have good days.
是的，好日子很常见。
Our focus now is on keeping you comfortable
我们现在的重点是让您感到舒适
so you can have as many good days as possible.
这样你才能拥有尽可能多的好日子。
And if you do in-hospital hospice,
如果你做住院临终关怀，
we can manage your symptoms and pain here
我们可以在这里管理你的症状和疼痛
for as long as you need.
只要你需要，我就多久。
No, I-I need to go home.
不，我——我得回家。
I need to sleep in my own bed.
我需要睡在自己的床上。
I need to eat my own food.
我需要吃自己的食物。
And m-maybe if we work with the P.T., I'll improve.
也许如果我们和物理治疗师合作，我会有所进步。
Then that's what we'll do.
那我们就这么做。
Uh, we --
呃，我们——
We can arrange home health and P.T.,
我们可以安排家庭健康和物理治疗，
but you'd only have someone a couple hours a week,
但你每周只有几个小时的陪伴，
and you need more support.
你需要更多支持。
If you do in-home hospice care,
如果你做居家临终关怀，
well, they'll send you someone 24/7,
他们会全天候派人来，
but it could take a week to get started.
但启动可能需要一周时间。
I need to get out of here now.
我现在得离开这里。
I need to get better.
我需要变得更好。
I'll take care of her until everything's arranged.
我会照顾她，直到一切安排妥当。
She needs a hospital bed, an oxygen concentrator,
她需要一张病床，一个氧气浓缩器，
a Hoyer lift --
霍耶电梯——
I'll figure it out.
我会想办法的。
I did it with my mom.
我和我妈妈一起做过。
If you do this, Katie will be leaving against medical advice.
如果你这么做，凯蒂将违背医生建议离开。
The insurance won't cover everything she needs at home
保险不会覆盖她在家的所有需要
if she does that.
如果她真的那样做的话。
I've done everything you've asked.
我已经做了你要求的所有事情。
Every scan, every test, every infusion.
每一次扫描、每一次检查、每一次输液。
And here I am, so...
而我现在就在这里，所以......
You don't know if I'm dying.
你不知道我是不是快死了。
You don't know anything.
你什么都不知道。
If I go home,
如果我回家，
I'll get better.
我会好起来的。
You'll see.
你会看到的。
♪♪
Ju--
朱——
Okay. Then I will talk with social work,
好的。然后我会和社会工作者谈谈，
and we'll start the process.
我们会开始这个过程。
♪♪
Bailey, are you sure AMA is the right move for Katie?
贝利，你确定问我问她是凯蒂的正确选择吗？
I most certainly am not.
我绝对不是。
Look, don't -- don't make any moves yet.
听着，别——别急着行动。
I know someone she might listen to.
我认识一个她可能会听的人。
Hey. I'm still here. Did you read the estimate?
嘿。我还在这里。你看过估价吗？
I've been with my patient.
我一直在照顾我的病人。
Well, in order to fully baby-proof the balcony,
为了彻底防止阳台安全，
we have to put up a higher enclosure,
我们得搭建一个更高的围栏，
which costs more than I can say without throwing up.
这比我能说的还贵，否则会吐。
I told you I could do it.
我告诉过你我能做到。
You know, I'm not even sure the HOA will allow it.
你知道吗，我甚至不确定业主协会会不会允许。
So what do you want to do?
那你想怎么办？
Now you want my opinion?
现在你想听我的意见？
You really want to get into it again?
你真的想再开始吗？
I'm sorry. I should go.
对不起。我该走了。
Same. [ Baby crying ]
我也是。[婴儿哭声]
[ Sighs ] [ Cellphone beeps ]
[叹气][手机提示音]
Amelia: You gotta go? No. It's fine. Let's continue.
阿米莉亚：你得走了吗？不。没事。继续吧。
Okay. Okay. This should test the grip.
好的。好的。这应该能测试握把。
Mm-hmm. Hmm.
嗯哼。嗯。
And now finger rolls.
现在是手指滚动。
It's working well within normal EMG signals,
它在正常的肌电图信号内运作良好，
and he says it works fine when he's not biking, so...
他说不骑车时它就很好用，所以......
It's the stress. Yeah.
是压力。是的。
He's done with competitive racing.
他已经不再参加竞技赛车了。
That was lunch.
那是午餐时间。
My life is over.
我的生活结束了。
Are your organs failing from stage 4 gastric cancer?
你的器官是否因第四期胃癌而衰竭？
It'll work out. I've been there.
一切都会好起来的。我经历过。
You got kicked out of your last program.
你被上一个项目踢出去了。
Still worked out. I'm here.
但还是能成功。我来了。
Hey, your girlfriend is not only a sloppy surgeon, she's a liar.
嘿，你女朋友不仅是个马虎的外科医生，还是个骗子。
The M&M did not go well.
M&M 的表现并不顺利。
She blamed me for her crappy suture
她把缝线烂归咎于我
that killed our patient's flap,
那把我们病人的皮瓣弄坏了，
and now none of the attendings will even look at me.
现在连主治医生都不看我一眼。
Kavita is not a liar. Both her parents are doctors.
Kavita 不是骗子。她的父母都是医生。
And that makes her immune to being a horrible person?
那她就不会成为一个可怕的人了吗？
Hey, wait, she's not a horrible person --
嘿，等等，她不是个坏人——
No, you told me to be nice to her, and I was,
不，是你让我对她好，而我确实，
and look where that got me.
看看这让我变成了什么样子。
Thrown under the freaking bus.
被扔到该死的车底下。
You love the bus.
你喜欢公交车。
Kwan.
关。
This isn't a joke. Hey, this is my career.
这不是开玩笑。嘿，这是我的职业。
And you know what makes it worse
你知道什么让情况更糟吗
is that you're automatically taking her side.
而是你自动站在她那边。
Oh, some friend you are.
哦，你真是个朋友。
Where are you going?
你要去哪儿？
To -- To fix this.
为了——为了解决这个问题。
Lucas: Hey.
卢卡斯：嘿。
[ Mouths words ]
[ 嘴型 ]
[ Chuckles ] "Anna Karenina"?
[笑]“安娜·卡列尼娜”？
This is what you want to read right now?
这就是你现在想读的吗？
It's pretty depressing.
这真的很让人沮丧。
Well, I'm making my way through a list.
我正在整理一份清单。
100 books you should read.
你应该读的 100 本书。
Yeah, I've read these. You can skip them.
是的，我读过这些。你可以跳过它们。
You've read all 100 books?
你读完了全部 100 本书？
Uh, "Moby Dick," a bunch of men yelling on a boat.
呃，《白鲸》，一群男人在船上喊叫。
Oh, and there's a whale. Uh, "War and Peace,"
哦，还有一头鲸鱼。呃，《战争与和平》，
a lot of war, a little peace. [ Chuckles ]
多了战争，少许和平。[笑]
That's two off your list.
这已经从你的清单上划出了两个。
Let's get out of here. Let's go look at the houseboats.
我们走吧。我们去看看那些屋船吧。
[ Sighs ]
[叹气]
We can't just leave. You're a patient.
我们不能就这么离开。你是病人。
Didn't stop you before. You were my doctor then.
以前没阻止过你。那时你是我的医生。
Yeah, it's not that simple. You can't walk.
是的，事情没那么简单。你走不了路。
We'd need portable oxygen --
我们需要便携式氧气——
I can walk. Just give me your hand.
我能走路。把手给我。
Look, Katie, we just --
听着，凯蒂，我们只是——
Can -- Can you get my bag?
你能帮我拿包吗？
I can't -- I don't even know if I could get you in my car.
我不能——我甚至不知道能不能让你上我的车。
Aah! [ Gasps ]
啊！[喘息]
Okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
好的。没关系。没关系。没关系。
I got you.
我抓住你了。
This is it for me, isn't it?
这就是我的终点，不是吗？
I really wanted to go home.
我真的很想回家。
I'm so sorry.
我很抱歉。
♪♪
[ Monitor beeping ]
[监护仪滴滴声]
Richard: Okay. Going through the fascia.
理查德：好的。穿过筋膜。
Metz. Ben: You know, Meade here
梅斯。本：你知道，米德在这儿
has been doing some research.
我做了一些研究。
Fact -- the largest spleen ever recorded,
事实——有史以来最大的脾脏，
26 pounds and 17 inches.
26 磅 17 英寸。
Harrison: And based on our estimates,
哈里森：根据我们的估计，
this one could beat it, sir.
这辆能胜过它，长官。
You ready to make history, Dr. Webber?
韦伯医生，你准备好创造历史了吗？
[ Laughing ] Oh, my God.
[笑声]天哪。
That is... Nothing but spleen.
那是......只有脾脏。
[ Laughs ] Look.
[笑]看。
I don't want to hear another word about records or history
我不想再听任何关于记录或历史的话了
until Russell is on his way to post-op. Okay,
直到拉塞尔被送往术后病房。好的，
our focus should be on this patient and on this surgery.
我们的重点应该放在这位患者和这项手术上。
Understood? Loud and clear, boss.
明白了吗？听得很清楚，老板。
We got a lot of work ahead of us.
我们还有很多工作要做。
And I need full visualization.
我需要完整的可视化。
Titan.
泰坦。
Okay. Alright, here we go.
好的。好了，开始吧。
She'll stay here
她会留在这里
until her in-home hospice is set up.
直到她的居家临终关怀机构建立起来。
The social worker's on her way to get the process started.
社工正赶来启动流程。
Did you mention we're hoping they can rush this?
你提到我们希望他们能加快进度吗？
Yeah, and I might have dropped your name.
是的，我可能漏掉了你的名字。
Mm. Alright. We'll see if it helps.
嗯，好吧。看看有没有帮助。
Oh.
哦。
So, what? Now you bring in the doctors
那又怎样？现在你把医生叫进来
with the sad smiles and quiet voices
带着悲伤的微笑和轻声细语
pretending to know what it's like
假装知道那是什么感觉
to die before you're supposed to?
死得比该死还早？
Our team will do everything to make her more comfortable.
我们的团队会尽一切努力让她更舒适。
They'll also move her into a room
他们还会把她搬到一个房间里
with more natural light, fewer machines.
更多自然光，更少的机器。
And the chaplain will come, too, right?
牧师也会来吧？
You had this same conversation 15 years ago about my mother.
十五年前你也谈过我母亲的事。
And now you have the gall to have it again about my daughter?
现在你还有脸又对我女儿说话？
She was doing better.
她好多了。
I know.
我知道。
I am so sorry --
我很抱歉——
Stop saying you're sorry!
别再说对不起了！
If this was one of your babies,
如果这是你的孩子，
and their life-saving medication was discontinued,
他们的救命药物被停用，
and you had to watch the life drain from their bodies,
你不得不眼睁睁看着生命从他们身上流逝，
what would you do?
你会怎么做？
I...would fight.
I...会战斗。
But you didn't, did you?
但你没做，对吧？
Not for my baby.
不是给我的孩子。
[ Both sigh ]
[ 两人叹气 ]
♪♪
Dr. Bailey?
贝利医生？
♪♪
Whoa. Come in. Make yourself at home. What is this?
哇。请进。请随意。这是什么？
I borrowed a few things from Dr. Salley.
我从萨利医生那里借了几样东西。
I wanted to see if adjusting the grip
我想看看调整握把是否
on a body-powered prosthesis helps.
用身体驱动的假肢会有帮助。
Amelia: Jon talked you into finding another solution?
阿米莉亚：乔恩说服你去找别的解决办法？
I couldn't tell him that he can't use the robotic one.
我不能告诉他不能用机器人。
Link -- After his car accident,
林克——车祸之后，
he went really dark when he couldn't ride.
当他不能骑马时，他变得非常黑暗。
I-I don't want him or Pauline to have to repeat that.
我不想让他或宝琳重复那个。
[ Sighs ]
[叹气]
Damn it! Why can't I do this?
该死！我为什么做不到？
Uh, last time I checked, you're not a prosthetist.
呃，我最后一次确认时，你不是义肢师。
I have reconstructed fingers. I've replanted amputated hands.
我做了重建的手指。我重新植过截肢的手。
I've replaced every joint you can name.
我换了你能想到的每一个关节。
I fix things. It's what I do.
我会修好东西。这就是我的工作。
Sounds like you're trying to fix things at home in my lab.
听起来你是在我实验室里试图修理家里的东西。
My shoulder's still... bugging me.
我的肩膀还是......真烦我。
You had a major injury. I mean, that's gonna take time.
你受了重伤。这需要时间。
I know, I just, I --
我知道，我只是，我——
I felt pain the last time I was in the O.R.
我上次进手术室时感到疼痛。
It's also why I'm behind on baby-proofing.
这也是我为什么宝宝安全措施还没做。
What does Jo think?
乔怎么看？
You haven't told her.
你还没告诉她。
She's got her own stuff.
她有自己的东西。
I-I thought I was gonna be back to normal
我——我以为我会恢复正常
by the time the twins came.
等双胞胎出生时。
Instead, I'm just icing my shoulder and...
结果我只是敷了冰敷肩膀......
hoping nobody face-plants off the stairs.
希望没人从楼梯上摔下去。
[ Sighs ]
[叹气]
You are very handy, and you can fix a lot of things,
你很能干，能修很多东西，
but sometimes when you let go of expectations,
但有时候，当你放下期待，
you open yourself up to other possibilities.
你会敞开心扉，接受其他可能性。
Yeah, you're right.
是的，你说得对。
Does that mean I get my lab back?
这是不是意味着我能拿回我的实验室？
Soon. Mm-hmm.
很快。嗯哼。
You just gave me an idea.
你刚给了我一个主意。
Hey, I got your text. I'm sorry I missed the M&M.
嘿，我收到你的短信了。很抱歉我错过了 M&M。
That's old news.
那是旧闻了。
Wright said that Jackson Avery called to check my references.
赖特说杰克逊·艾弗里打电话来核对我的推荐人。
That's huge. Boston's in the bag.
这非常重要。波士顿稳操胜券。
It gets even better. Apparently, she told him
更精彩的是。显然，她告诉了他
that Grey-Sloan wouldn't give me up without a fight.
格雷-斯隆不会轻易放弃我。
So you could stay here?
所以你能留在这里？
I don't have any formal offers yet,
我还没有正式的 offer，
but as long as I don't majorly screw anything up,
但只要我不搞砸什么，
I'm gonna have options.
我会有选择的。
[ Both sigh ]
[ 两人叹气 ]
Wow. Um, can I ask you something?
哇。嗯，我能问你点事吗？
Would stitching over the pedicle
要缝合在蒂上
in an omentum be a major screw-up?
在眼膜里会犯大错吗？
Why do you ask?
你为什么问？
Uh, did you blame Jules for your suture in the M&M?
呃，你把你在 M&M 缝合的事怪到朱尔斯头上了吗？
I've been in school
我一直在上学
or residency or fellowship my entire life.
或者我一生都没做过住院医师或专科培训。
I'm so close to it finally paying off.
我离终于有回报已经很近了。
So you did lie.
所以你确实撒谎了。
Surgery is cutthroat, especially plastics.
外科手术竞争激烈，尤其是整形外科。
Don't tell me you've never told a small mistruth
别告诉我你从没说过一点小谎言
to get what you needed. Yeah, but this is more than just a little white lie.
为了获得你需要的东西。是的，但这不仅仅是个小小的善意谎言。
Every M&M feels like the end of the world
每次 M&M 都感觉像世界末日
when you're a resident. But you get past them.
当你成为住院医师时。但你还是能突破他们。
No one will even remember this case tomorrow.
明天没人会记得这个案子。
And I'll figure something out to help Millin.
我会想办法帮米林。
If I take an attending job here, I can help her even more.
如果我在这里做主治医生，我能帮她更多。
Yeah, I guess that makes sense.
是的，我想这说得通。
So you're actually considering Grey-Sloan over Boston?
所以你真的在考虑格雷-斯隆而不是波士顿？
Maybe. As much as I love Boston,
也许吧。尽管我很喜欢波士顿，
Seattle's also... growing on me.
西雅图也......越来越喜欢上了。
♪♪
[ Sighs ] 16 inches. So close.
[叹气] 16 英寸。差一点。
Well, it's still pretty damn big.
不过，它依然相当大。
Stand next to it for scale.
站在旁边以示比例。
Oh, uh, shouldn't it be Dr. Webber?
哦，呃，应该是韦伯医生吗？
Oh, yeah. Hey, what about it, chief?
哦，是的。嘿，怎么了，老大？
You, uh -- You want a picture with the mega spleen?
你，呃——你想和那个巨脾合影吗？
Uh, no pictures for me.
呃，我不拍照。
We should weight it. I mean, it's not the biggest ever,
我们应该称重它。我是说，这也不是史上最大的，
but it might be the heaviest. Come on.
但可能是最重的。快点。
Here we go.
开始了。
Got it? Got it.
明白了吗？明白了。
Hold on. Let me -- Let me help you.
等等。让我——让我帮你。
You can just put it --
你可以直接写——
That's a damn shame.
真是太遗憾了。
It -- It looks even bigger on the floor.
它——它放在地上看起来更大。
I --
Hey, you know what? Get down. Get down.
嘿，你知道吗？趴下。趴下。
Okay.
好的。
Yeah, yeah. Hey, hey, no, no.
是的，是的。嘿，嘿，不，不。
No, look, that's enough.
不，够了。
Now, no more pictures or jokes
现在，不要再拍照或开玩笑了
or talking about bragging rights.
也没谈过吹牛的事。
Today was not a success of medicine.
今天医学并未成功。
It was a failure.
结果是失败。
You think Russell wanted it to get that bad?
你觉得拉塞尔想让事情变得那么糟吗？
It's a miracle it didn't kill him.
能没杀他简直是奇迹。
You should be ashamed.
你应该感到羞愧。
I know I am.
我知道我是。
Clean this mess up.
把这烂摊子收拾干净。
♪♪
You know, I-I replay the steps in my head every night.
你知道，我每晚都在脑海里回放那些步骤。
Could I have operated earlier?
我能不能早点动手术？
Could I have pushed oncology harder?
我能不能更努力地推动肿瘤科？
Could I have filed more appeals with the drug manufacturer?
我能不能向药厂提出更多申诉？
No, you did everything you could.
不，你已经尽力了。
I did everything I could 15 years ago
十五年前我已经尽力了
for Katie's grandmother.
给凯蒂的祖母。
But immunotherapies didn't exist then.
但当时还没有免疫疗法。
She died from actual cancer.
她死于真正的癌症。
But Katie?
但凯蒂？
No, Katie's dying from... bureaucratic stupidity.
不，凯蒂是因为......官僚主义的愚蠢。
Just, years of hard work
只是，多年的辛勤工作
finally developed a medicine that was working.
终于研发出一种有效的药物。
And instead of helping people access it,
而且，他们没有帮助人们访问它，
our government is dismantling science.
我们的政府正在拆解科学。
Just like that. Clinical trial, gone.
就这么简单。临床试验，没了。
Not just Katie or cancer. It's maternal health,
不仅仅是凯蒂或癌症。这是孕产妇健康，
diabetes prevention,
糖尿病预防，
substance abuse programs.
物质滥用项目。
Space exploration is even on the damn chopping block.
太空探索甚至也面临该死的砍伐。
Just, decades of groundbreaking work.
就是，几十年的开创性工作。
Without even a single thought to its cost in human lives.
甚至没有考虑过它对人命的代价。
I can't even give Katie a chance
我甚至不能给凯蒂一个机会
to spend her last moments outside of these hospital walls.
在医院的墙外度过她的最后时光。
Uh, well, we're setting her up with in-home hospice care,
呃，我们正在给她安排居家临终关怀，
and she'll --
她会——
It'll be a miracle if she makes it that long.
她能撑那么久简直是奇迹。
♪ Stay ♪
♪ 留下 ♪
♪ And I will ♪
♪ 我会的 ♪
Hey, I spoke to Kavita -- Now's not a good time.
嘿，我和卡维塔谈过了——现在不是好时候。
♪ Hold you close ♪
♪ 紧紧抱着你 ♪
Uh, Dr. Wright?
呃，赖特医生？
♪ And I will ♪
♪ 我会的 ♪
How is Scott doing?
斯科特怎么样了？
Well, his heart's had minimal tissue coverage for two weeks.
嗯，他的心脏已经有两周几乎没有组织覆盖了。
He's not great.
他表现不好。
♪ And I will ♪
♪ 我会的 ♪
Can I help you?
我能帮你吗？
I have worked really hard
我真的很努力
to build a good reputation for myself here,
为了在这里树立好声誉，
and I-I can't stand by and watch it all go down the drain.
我——我不能袖手旁观，看着一切付诸东流。
Dr. Mohanty lied in the M&M.
莫汉蒂医生在 M&M 中撒谎。
I didn't stitch over the pedicle.
我没有缝合在蒂肌上。
I wanted to sew around the pedicle,
我想缝在蒂柱周围，
but she wouldn't let me. And I don't know why she lied,
但她不让我去。我不知道她为什么要撒谎，
but I promise you, it wasn't me.
但我向你保证，不是我。
That's quite the sob story you've got there.
你这故事真是个悲情故事。
I'm setting the record straight.
我要澄清事实。
Look, hospitals are high school.
听着，医院就像高中学生。
Emotions are high. Status matters.
情绪很激动。地位很重要。
People are competitive and desperate and insecure.
人们竞争心强、绝望且不安全感十足。
I need my surgeons to be mature, to rise above,
我需要我的外科医生成熟，超越自我，
to not get sucked into the drama and the politics.
不被卷入戏剧和政治。
Did you have a good outcome or a bad one?
你的结果是好结果还是坏结果？
That's all I care about. Understood.
这就是我关心的全部。明白。
I will make sure that Scott has his labs in the morning.
我会确保斯科特明早做化验。
You're not on his surgery anymore.
你已经不在他的手术室了。
Hey, Kwan, have you ever done a sternal reconstruction?
嘿，关，你做过胸骨重建吗？
Blue: No. You will tomorrow.
蓝：没有。你明天会的。
Come with me, and I'll give you my notes on the case.
跟我来，我给你我关于这个案子的笔记。
♪♪
Did you figure it out?
你弄明白了吗？
Making the bionic hand work for competitive mountain biking?
让仿生手在竞技山地自行车中发挥作用？
No.
不。
So that's it? I'm done?
就这样？我结束了吗？
Not necessarily.
不一定。
I've come up with another option.
我想出了另一个办法。
Now, this is just a prototype. But the idea is that
这只是个原型。但核心理念是
instead of your bionic hand gripping the handlebar,
不再是你的机械手握着把手，
we build an attachment to the bike
我们对自行车产生了依恋
and a terminal device that you'd wear only while biking.
还有一个只在骑车时佩戴的终端设备。
Keep talking.
继续说。
We'd make a custom, activity-specific prosthetic
我们会定制一个针对活动的假肢
that would snap into the bike attachment.
那会卡入自行车的固定装置。
It'd be built so you could snap quickly out of the receiver
它设计成可以快速从接收器中弹出
for safety. If you like it,
为了安全。如果你喜欢，
we could find a prosthetist to collaborate with,
我们可以找个假肢师合作，
and maybe even a sponsor will help cover the costs.
甚至赞助商可能会帮忙分担费用。
This is, uh --
这是，呃——
This is amazing.
太棒了。
You made this? How?
这是你做的？怎么做到的？
No, no, this was all Dr. Lincoln.
不，不，这全是林肯博士的功劳。
I know nothing about bikes.
我对自行车一无所知。
Man. Thank you.
天哪，谢谢你。
I don't know what I would have done if, uh --
我不知道如果，呃——我会怎么办。
You're welcome.
不客气。
♪ I wanna know what happens underneath ♪
♪ 我想知道底下♪发生了什么
Should I not ask?
我是不是不该问？
Dr. Wright said that I was being dramatic,
赖特医生说我太夸张了，
and she doesn't want to work with me anymore.
她不想再和我合作了。
I'm sorry. I know the truth.
对不起。我知道真相。
I don't think you're being dramatic.
我不觉得你太夸张了。
Everyone who knows and loves you feels the same.
所有认识并爱你的人都有同样的感受。
I'm not so sure.
我不太确定。
Hey, hey, I need a favor. It's about Katie.
嘿，嘿，我需要你帮个忙。是关于凯蒂的。
You know I can't disclose her medical information,
你知道我不能透露她的医疗信息，
but nice job getting her to stick around.
不过你能让她留下来，真是太好了。
What if we took her to your place?
要不我们带她去你家？
To what, die at my house?
死在我家吗？
You want her to die at my house.
你想让她死在我家。
Well, okay, technically, it's my Aunt Meredith's house --
好吧，严格来说，这是我梅雷迪思阿姨的房子——
She's gonna go to her own home next week.
她下周要回自己的家了。
She doesn't have that long.
她没那么多时间了。
♪ I feel the dance of the willow trees ♪
♪ 我感受到柳树♪的舞蹈
You sure this is a good idea?
你确定这是个好主意吗？
She's dying.
她快死了。
I-I'll ask for time off so I can take care of her myself.
我......我会请假，自己照顾她。
No.
不。
We'll take shifts.
我们轮流上班。
Thank you.
谢谢。
Count Kwan in, too.
关也算进去。
He owes me for putting up with Mohanty.
他欠我一个人情，因为我忍受了莫汉蒂。
♪ Oh ♪
♪ 哦 ♪
[ Knock on door ]
[敲门声]
♪ Oh-oh ♪
♪ 哦哦 ♪
Hey, uh, chief? Look, um,
嘿，呃，局长？听着，嗯，
I just wanted to apologize.
我只是想道个歉。
I-I got excited about a flashy case,
我——我因为一个炫目的案子而兴奋，
and I-I let things get out of hand.
我让事情失控了。
Well, a few weeks ago, a case like that
几周前，就发生过类似的案子
would have made my year.
那会让我今年大开心。
A spleen the size of a sandbag?
脾脏像沙袋那么大？
I'd have taken photos, too. But I'm feeling different now.
我也会拍照的。但我现在感觉不一样了。
Bad different?
不好吗？
I tried to push it down
我试图压抑它
and return to work like nothing happened.
然后像什么事都没发生一样回去工作。
These days, the patients that I can't stop thinking about
如今，那些我无法停止思考的病人
are the ones we couldn't get to in time.
是我们没能及时赶到的那些人。
And instead of addressing the problem,
而非解决问题，
we're patting ourselves on the back
我们是在自我表扬
for removing a massive spleen.
切除一个巨大的脾脏。
Having a perspective shift after cancer,
癌症后视角的转变，
it's -- it's natural.
这是——这是自然的。
I mean, I've been there.
我是说，我经历过。
Well, what if I can't unsee this?
那如果我无法忘记这一切呢？
Would that be so bad?
那会很糟吗？
Maybe it's time to start a new chapter.
也许是时候开启新的篇章了。
Spoken like a younger man.
说得像个年轻人。
[ Chuckles ] No, uh,
[笑]不，呃，
just a guy who has a lot of experience starting over.
只是一个有丰富经验重新开始的人。
♪ Light a fire ♪
♪ 生火 ♪
Look, I'm going to go check on our patient.
听着，我要去看看我们的病人。
♪ Till I'm home again, oh, rushing water ♪
♪ 直到我回家，哦，奔流的水♪流
It really was quite a spleen, though, wasn't it?
不过这脾气确实挺大的，不是吗？
Lord have mercy. [ Both chuckle ]
主啊，怜悯我。[ 两人轻笑 ]
♪ Gonna follow the moon till I'm home again ♪
♪ 要跟着月亮走，直到回家 ♪
Monitor her pain and oxygen requirements,
监测她的疼痛和氧气需求，
and page me if we need to take more fluid off of her abdomen.
如果需要再从她腹部取水，请呼叫我。
Hey, Dr. Bailey, can we run something by you?
嘿，贝利医生，我们能跟你商量件事吗？
Why do I feel like I'm not gonna like this?
为什么我觉得我不会喜欢这样？
Well, uh, Griffith offered to take Katie to her home.
嗯，格里菲斯主动提出送凯蒂回家。
We all know there's a good chance
我们都知道有很大机会
she won't make it to her own home
她连自己的家都回不了
if she waits for hospice to be set up.
如果她等临终关怀机构准备好的话。
All she wants is to not die in a hospital.
她只想不要死在医院。
Yeah, yeah. What do you think?
是的，是的。你怎么看？
I think...
我觉得......
you two have lost your ever-loving minds.
你们两个疯了。
Katie is not a stray cat to take in.
凯蒂不是一只流浪猫，值得收养。
She needs 24/7 care.
她需要全天候 24 小时的照顾。
Adams, Kwan, and I would take shifts.
亚当斯、关和我轮流上班。
Yeah, and -- and her mom can stay in their spare bedroom.
是的，而且——她妈妈可以住在他们的备用卧室。
[ Sighs ] Sorry.
[叹气]抱歉。
What about pain management?
疼痛管理呢？
We can get her scripts filled
我们可以给她开处方
and administer them at the house.
并在家中进行管理。
Yeah, and I can drain her abdomen when needed.
是的，我可以在需要时给她腹部引流。
Look, it's literally her dying wish.
听着，这可是她临终的心愿。
I-I hear you.
我——我听到了。
But as her surgeon and a leader in this hospital,
但作为她的外科医生和医院的领导者，
I cannot advise it.
我不能建议你这样做。
Okay, she would need a hospital bed,
好吧，她需要一张医院床，
an oxygen concentrator -- Are you writing this down?
氧气浓缩器——你记下来了吗？
Oh. Yeah.
哦。是的。
[ Sirens wailing ]
[警笛声]
Finally. I was about to go to Saigon Palace by myself.
终于。我正准备一个人去西贡宫。
Yeah, I was looking over Dr. Wright's notes
是的，我刚才在看赖特博士的笔记
for the sternal reconstruction.
用于胸骨重建。
I heard you were joining the case.
我听说你要加入这个案子。
I'll fill you in over pho.
我边吃越南边跟你说。
I can't do it. Bánh mi?
我做不到。班米？
Whatever. I'm starving. Let's go.
随便吧。我饿死了。走吧。
I told Wright to find another resident
我让赖特去找另一个住院医师
for the procedure tomorrow.
明天的手术。
Why? Jules is my friend.
为什么？朱尔斯是我的朋友。
Turns out you and I aren't as alike as we thought.
事实证明，你我并不像我们想象的那么相似。
I already told Wright that I was committed
我已经告诉赖特我已经承诺了
to assist Altman tomorrow.
明天去协助奥特曼。
You didn't tell her about me.
你没告诉她我的事。
I was gonna give you a chance to do it yourself.
我本来想给你机会自己去做。
I hope you get the job in Boston.
希望你能在波士顿找到这份工作。
[ Gem Club's "Spirit & Decline" playing ]
[ Gem Club 的《Spirit & Decline》播放中 ]
Meredith: We often place blame
梅雷迪思：我们经常把责任归咎于别人
because it's easier than taking responsibility.
因为这比承担责任容易。
If you always look outward, you never have to turn inward.
如果你总是向外看，就永远不必向内翻。
Seriously?
真的吗？
I get to leave?
我可以走了？
Yeah. We arranged medical transport,
是的。我们安排了医疗运输，
and Dr. Griffith is working to get you discharged right now.
格里菲斯医生正在努力让你出院。
I'll stock the fridge, cook meals, whatever I need to do --
我会给冰箱补货，做饭，做任何我需要做的事——
No, that's -- that's not necessary. We, uh --
不，没必要。我们，呃——
We want to help.
我们想帮忙。
Thank you.
谢谢。
None of this would have happened without you.
没有你，这一切都不会发生。
But progress only comes
但进步只有在发生
when you shine the light on yourself.
当你照亮自己时。
♪ Hushed ♪
♪ 低声 ♪
Didn't I fold all this laundry earlier?
我不是刚才叠好这些衣服了吗？
Hattie spit up everywhere. So did Peyton.
哈蒂到处吐。佩顿也是。
Luna got the ketchup bottle and --
露娜拿了番茄酱瓶，然后——
You know what? I don't want to talk about it.
你知道吗？我不想谈这个。
♪ Struck your shoulder ♪
♪ 撞到了♪你的肩膀
My shoulder still hurts.
我的肩膀还是疼。
I was hoping it'd get better, and I'd go back to work and...
我本希望情况会好转，然后我会回去工作，然后......
build the safest staircase ever to exist.
建造有史以来最安全的楼梯。
But obviously, that hasn't happened.
但显然，这并没有发生。
Well, you don't have to fix everything yourself.
其实你不必自己解决所有问题。
Yeah, I've realized that.
是的，我意识到了。
But you might have to go back to work eventually
但你可能最终还是得回去工作
so we can afford to pay Elroy to do it.
所以我们有钱请埃尔罗伊去做这件事。
[ Laughs ]
[笑]
[ Chuckles ]
[笑]
You know, I-I was wondering... Mm-hmm?
你知道，我——我在想......嗯？
...what if Elroy didn't actually fix this place?
...如果埃尔罗伊其实没修好这个地方怎么办？
We've really pushed our luck already with these stairs.
我们已经在这些楼梯上冒了很大的险。
The -- The fireplace, the balcony, the glass doors --
壁炉、阳台、玻璃门——
What if we fixed my rental instead?
要不我们改修我的租房呢？
You want us to move into the man cave?
你想让我们搬进男人洞穴？
It's in a great neighborhood,
它位于一个很棒的社区，
and it would be way easier to baby-proof.
而且这样做会更容易做婴儿安全防护。
♪ To lose focus ♪
♪ 失去专注 ♪
This place just has so many memories.
这个地方有太多回忆。
You know, movie nights on this couch,
你知道的，在这沙发上看电影之夜，
the Nicoletti's take-out dinners on that table.
尼科莱蒂家的外卖晚餐就在那张桌子上。
You proposed to me right there.
你就在那时向我求婚。
♪ Your spirit rise ♪
♪ 你的精神振奋 ♪
Yeah.
是的。
Guess we'll have to make new memories.
看来我们得创造新的回忆了。
♪♪
We will.
我们会的。
♪♪
What do you think?
你怎么看？
How do you feel?
你感觉怎么样？
Millin. What are you doing here?
米林。你在这里做什么？
Uh, your front driver's side tire's looking a little low.
呃，你驾驶员侧前轮看起来有点低。
You're checking my tires?
你在检查我的轮胎？
Today sucked. In a lot of ways.
今天真糟糕。在很多方面都是如此。
But the worst part is that it confirmed
但最糟糕的是，这证实了这一点
what you think about me. Millin --
你怎么看我。米林——
And I know that I've disappointed you.
我知道我让你失望了。
And you're not wrong. I haven't always been honest with you.
你说得没错。我并不总是对你诚实。
Like sometimes when I'm too tired,
比如有时候我太累了，
I don't dictate your op notes. I make my interns do it.
我不会口述你的作战记录。我让我的实习生去做。
And I know where you keep your secret stash of protein bars
我知道你藏着的蛋白棒藏在哪里
at the nurses' station. And I'll sneak one
在护士站。我会偷偷拿一个
if I don't have time to get to the cafeteria.
如果我没时间去食堂的话。
♪ Watched for the point ♪
♪ 关注那个点 ♪
And I coached your patient
我也指导过你的病人
behind your back to get around his insurance
背着你绕过他的保险
so you would have to operate on him that day.
所以你那天必须给他做手术。
♪ When you'd wake ♪
♪ 当你醒来♪时
He was in pain.
他很痛苦。
I didn't know what else to do, so I lied.
我不知道还能做什么，就撒了谎。
But I didn't lie today.
但我今天没有撒谎。
I didn't sew over Scott's pedicle,
我没有缝合斯科特的根部，
and I-I wasn't trying to frame Mohanty
我——我不是想陷害莫汉蒂
or not take responsibility.
或者不承担责任。
I just didn't do it, and I need you to know that.
我只是没做，我需要你知道这一点。
It's not my department. I'm not the one you need to convince --
这不是我的部门。我不是你需要说服的人——
I don't care what anyone else thinks.
我不在乎别人怎么想。
♪♪
I believe you.
我相信你。
♪♪
I'll, uh -- I'll see you tomorrow.
我，呃——明天见。
Ask the questions, and the answers might surprise you.
提出问题，答案可能会让你感到惊讶。
♪♪