聽譯：charleschoublues
Let's...em,let's not have many people come in, I would like to do ... is anybody like to do it in here. 那個，不要讓太多人進來。
Could everybody split? 大家可以散開一下麼？
As I like to be here. Thanks 我想在這裡待一會，謝謝
- Maybe we can keep ... - And close the door - 也許我們可以... - 把門關上
- Keep people away from the door...lock it is no good? - 別讓外人靠近這裡...要不要上鎖？
Yep.Thank you 好的，謝謝
"這種感覺從未在我的身上如此刻骨地發生過——"
"我的靈魂與我之間距離如此遙遠，而我的存在卻如此真實。" "- Albert Camus."（法國哲學家，作家）
"給Henry"
I wasn't good in school 我在學校表現不好
I didn't care for school 我也不關心學校的事
Um ... It was nice socially 嗯...就我自身的經驗而言
Based on my own experience 學校有助於培養一個人的社交技能
But I can't just went along ... 但我不敢獨自一人去上課
I started over in Music Major 我當年主修音樂
I was gonna be Rock-n-roll Star 希望能成為搖滾明星
But that didn't quite worked out. 不過這個夢想最終還是沒能實現
In 1985 在1985年
During the hurricane,hurricane Gloria 颶風格洛麗亞逼近的時候
I was taking a train into the city to work 我坐列車到市區上班
I was ... I gone to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law 在車上，我和我的表兄通電話
who ... he had just started teaching 當時他剛開始在學校教書
He said that he was off from school 他說他們放假了
Now, wait a second, 我說，等等，
You off from school for hurricane, I am going to the city .... 你因為颶風不用去學校，我卻還要進市區...
To work in the Office building? 去寫字樓裡上班？
Its an pretty good game, right. 你的工作還真好做啊，是吧。
My mother was a teacher 我的母親是老師
I knew it without a shadow of a doubt 在我還是個孩子的時候
From the early childhood 我就清楚地知道這一點
that the one job I would never do is become an teacher 我這輩子最不想從事的職業就是教師
I'll be shepherd. Anything. 我寧願去當個牧羊人。或者其它的什麼
Rather than become an teacher 也不想成為一名教師
And I decided to be a teacher because I wanted to do something with my life besides 我決定成為一名教師是因為
what I was doing which I was driving a truck 我想讓自己的人生在為公司開貨車這件事之外
For a company and, 獲得更多的目標
And decided that I want to do a little bit to better myself, so I started teaching a little bit, when I went back school， 我想要做點什麼，讓自己變得更好， 我開始用業餘時間教書，回到學堂的那一年
I was at age of 37 我已經37歲了
A friend of mine from the College 我的一個大學同學
His aunt was the ... 他的姑媽是...
Principal of the "all-girls" in the city school in New York 紐約一所城市學校的女生教導主任
In New Jersey 在新澤西州
They were desperate for teachers 她們亟需師資
So I thought "Great", I can do this for a year 於是我想，成，我可以在那裡做一年
It will keep my father from getting me a job for prudential. 這個決定同時出於避免我父親替我找了現成工作之後
And then I figured it out what I wanted to do 我才後知後覺自己到底想要從事哪一行的麻煩
Well they called me up as for an interview 他們叫我去參加一場面試
And I happily get a job, and 我很幸運地得到了一份工作，
In a Junior High school in Queens 在紐約皇后區的一所中學
And I ended up ... 最後...
I started it - my... what was now reached 30 years 也就是現在，我已經在這裡教了30年書
Most of the teachers here,that one point 這裡的大部分教師，他們都相信一件事
They believed 他們相信
They could make a difference 他們能為學生做一些事
I know how important it is 我知道這些事的重要性
After guidance and to have ... 後天的引導以及...
Someone help you to understand the complexities of the 一個幫助你理解
world that we living, I didn't really 你所生存的世界的複雜性的人，在我的童年裡
have that ... growing up 並不存在這樣的人，我孤獨地長大
I ain't money 我不是鈔票
I change hands like a dollar bill which is been robbed by a lab 但我卻像一張被揉過的紙幣，在社會上流動著
就像納博科夫一樣 （俄裔美國作家，代表作《洛麗塔》/《微暗的火》）
我記下的往事足以集結成冊
But the tears were of myself 而我把寫出的眼淚全都還給了自己
And that's where all went wrong 這是所有不幸的發端
* Phone ringing *
Hello, Robe, Dean Mathias here 你好，這裡是Robe，Dean Mathias在麼
I'm sick and won't be coming in today 我生病了，今天請假
alright. 那就這樣
Get to the point, Dr. Harward I have to school today, alright. 講重點吧，Harward博士，我今天還有課要上
Day school gone down at the state for last three years 我們這個州的全日制學校在過去三年中變得越來越不景氣
Don't pretend that you know the game 別裝出一副什麼都明白的樣子
You ink-mark my school and the chance be done to the worst kids in this district 你玷污了這所學校也玷污了我們拯救這個地區最糟糕的孩子們的行為
Children deserve an education Don't you agree? 孩子們需要得到教育，你同意這一點麼
I agree, you joking of it and wasting my time 我同意你是在浪費我的時間
Get to the point, Dr. Harward ... 講重點，Harward博士
We need a consensus builders 我們需要達成共識
A new methodology 教育需要新的方法論
You corruptized the system 你破壞了我們的教學模式
No, we're cleaning house 不，我們只是在做必要的清理
Super-intended fuels,that its time you step down. 現在你該採取措施給學校注入新血了
Babe, you got some fucking nerve come to my yard with the heart your fucking self. 親愛的，你來就是為了和我說這些神經兮兮的屁話麼
Carol, it was a time you were an educator Carol，別忘了你也曾經是名教師
You were well respected. 一名讓人尊敬的教師
Why don't you go out and talk? 你怎麼不出去說呢？
Everybody to sit down and shut up, alright stop pulling out the referrals 大家都坐下，安靜，都別亂跑了
Sit 坐下
Sit down. 都坐下
I am starting the DVD 我要開始放DVD了
I am starting the DVD! 我要開始放DVD了！
- Barthe or Barthes - Barthes
- Mr. Barthes - Yes ma'am 是的，女士
Mr.Henry Brathes
So you've been taking an long term assignments at the ... 所以你在
"Lark & Arthur" Lark & Arthur長期供職...
The Fringe （邊緣人學校）
Ah thats what the works are. 沒錯
This is a month-long assignment 試用期一個月
Until I can fill it permanently 到期後轉為正式教師
I was asked to meet with you because you come the highly recommended the best sub in the whole sheet. 他們在推薦信裡說你是一名極其出色的代課教師
I agree, Mr. Barthe 我同意你說的，Mr.Barthe
You'll find many of your students functionally well below the grade level 你會發現你將面對的學生多少都有點問題
That is your task is trying to get them caught up 你的任務就是讓他們在學習上趕上進度
Teach the curriculum 別脫離課表要求
is most importantly 這一點是最重要的
Understood? 理解？
- Good morning - Good morning 早安
I'm Mr. Barthe 我是Barthe老師
你們當中大多數的英語都不錯吧
- Yes - Yeah 嗯
Listen up, I have one rule 聽好，我有一個原則
Just one. 就一個
If you don't wish to be here 如果你不想上課
Don't come 那你就別來學校
Dude, what does that mean? 夥計，這話是什麼意思？
Its not dude, its Mr. Barthes 不是『夥計』，叫我Barthes老師
The letter S for silent 『肅靜』的S
- You are fucking gay - Marcus, Shut up! - 真他媽娘炮 - Marcus，住嘴！
No, you shut up! 該住嘴的是你！
A diet Bitch 成天節食的賤貨
Hey Marcus 嘿，Marcus
Guess what 你猜怎麼著
What? 什麼？
You are free to leave 你現在可以從教室出去了
- Right now? - yah right now. - 馬上？ - 對，馬上
- hiya ... - See you later, man - □！ - 待會見，夥計
- What the fuck, you want me to go to the Dean's Office? - I don't care where you go. - 你到底想怎麼著，要我去教導主任的辦公室？ - 你想去哪我管不著
Everyone pull it out a sheet of paper 每個人拿出一張紙
I would like to assess each of you individual writing skills you have ... 現在我來測試一下你們的個人寫作技巧
What do you think if I got no paper? 要是我說我沒有紙呢？
Okay here is the situation 我們假設
You're dead. 現在你死了
- Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about ... - Hey jackass, ... - 以此為背景寫一篇著重心理的短文... - 喂，蠢貨
I have a fucking question 我他媽的在問你問題呢
... about what a friend or your parents ... 想想你的朋友和父母
Might say about you during your funeral 在你的葬禮上會說些什麼
- Okay, you have 30 minutes - Bullshit ... - 你們有30分鐘的時間 - 混蛋...
(class laughing...)
I asked your motherfucking question, didn't I? 我他媽的問了你一個問題，沒錯吧？
Anything else? 還有什麼問題麼？
You had better fucking up before I am fucking up your rat shit 你最好給我把皮繃緊點，不然我就...
That bag ... 那個包
It doesn't have any feelings ... 它沒有任何感覺
Its empty 它是空的
I don't have any feeling that you can hurt either 我也沒有能供你損害的某種感情
Okay? I understand you're angry 知道麼？我能理解你的憤怒
I used to be very angry too, okay. 我曾經也因為一些事非常憤怒，知道麼。
I get it. You have no reason to be angry with me, because ... 你完全沒有衝我發火的理由，因為...
I am only the few people that to see trying to give you an opportunity. 我是會對這樣的你給予機會的極少數人中的一個
Now I am going to ask you 現在輪到我對你說了
you just sit down 你可以試著
And do your best 坐下來
And I will give you a piece of paper 我給你一張紙
How's that? 怎麼樣？
Can I get a fucking pen too? 能他媽的再給我支筆麼？
Kids don't have any attention spent 孩子們不喜歡消耗自身的注意力
They're bored 他們對此感到乏味
So how you supposed to review the man with class literature they don't ... if they don't believe ... 因此，你要如何跟一個人談論文學，如果他們不相信...
that you ...你
Have something meaningful to share 想要和他們分享一些有意義的事的話
Thank you 謝謝
Why you fell Marcus out of the class but not Jerry? 你為什麼把Marcus趕出教室卻不管Jerry呢
Well I got to make an example out of somebody 我只需要一個人做範例
you know Marcus has been expelled from this unit, and this would not be allowed in my classroom 你已經知道Marcus被趕出班級了，你知道你不能在我的課上做這種事
What they were saying to me is just "material" 他們對我說的話只不過是物質存在的一種形式罷了
What's your name? 你叫什麼名字？
Meredith
Nice to meet you, Meredith 很高興認識你，Meredith
So you don't really care what the kid say to you? 所以你不在意他們對你說的話麼？
Perhaps I used to it 也許我已經習慣了
I wish to be that strong 我也想變得這麼堅強
It doesn't take that strength, Meredith 這和堅強無關，Meredith
You must understand that unfortunately most of people are act on their self-awareness 要知道，很不幸地，大多數人都選擇聽從自我而行動
You should really keep that in mind and you will have that chance at your second period 記住一點，你在往後的人生階段裡仍要面臨這樣的問題
You will meet them again at every age 每個年齡段都存在這樣的人
I want to see the Principal! 叫你們教導主任出來！
That's her, mom 媽，就是她
You're bitch who expelled my baby? and for what? 你就是那個把我家孩子趕出教室的婊子？因為什麼？
- Excuse me, maybe you would like to ... - Because you can't handle it? ... - 不好意思，你聽我... - 因為你沒辦法管那麼多學生是麼？
Bitch why are you here? You want to be at home everyday like that??! I don't have time for this bullshit! 賤貨，你以為你是誰？你是不是想回家蹲著？我沒那閒工夫和你扯！
- Keep your voice down! - Why are you here? - 小聲一點！ - 你在這幹什麼吃的？
Hey Madam, clam down 嘿，夫人，冷靜點
We will talk about this in the Dean's Office 我們去教導主任的辦公室談
I wouldn't go anywhere with you 我不去
Look, I know you're angry, but 我知道你很生氣，但是...
But they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me. 他們不會聽你的，你需要和我談談
- Racist bitch come on, I will sue your ass ... - Come on, ladies ... - 你這個種族主義的臭婊子，我要起訴你 - 好啦女士們...
This way 這邊走
- Ladies - What happened? 怎麼回事？
賤人，你居然讓我在班裡出醜，你怎麼敢（方言...）， 我要踹爆你的屁股！
Excuse me 不好意思
Are you new here? 你是新來的？
Yes,em, first day 是，嗯，第一天上班
Welcome 歡迎
That was quite a scene back there. 辦公室每天都有這種事
I was a little stunned 我剛才有點被嚇著了
But its actually safe here 不過這裡其實很安全
Sorry I am Miss Madison 我叫Madison
I am Henry, Henry Barthes 我是Henry，Henry Barthes
Whenever on my mind, I say there was a feeling 有一種感覺無時不縈繞在我的腦海裡
I am truthful to myself 我對自己很誠實
I ain't young 我不再年輕
I am old and I am bored up to my soul 我正在老去，開始厭倦自己身體裡的靈魂
So many times 有好幾次
I am out of face and I am gone 我用光了所有表情，從人群中倉皇逃走
I am just like you 就像你當年那樣
Patricia
* knocking the door*
Patricia
(Phone ringing)
- Hello - Henry, its Rita, from the hospital - 你好 - Henry，我是Rita，醫院的那個
He's done it again, you need to get down here 他又那樣了，你得過來一趟
Bastard, leave me alone! 混賬，讓我一個人呆著！
Why aren't you handling this? 為什麼不是你處理這種事？
I can't get him out! 我沒法叫他出來
- You come and get him ... - Patricia - 你過來把他...
Thanks 謝謝
Grandpa, come on 好了，爺爺
Its Henry, open the door 我是Henry，把門打開
Patricia
No, its Henry, its Henry 不是，我是Henry，Henry
- Who? - Its Henry - 誰？ - Henry
Grandpa, please, open ... open the door ... 爺爺，快點，請你把門打開
Wow, sweetheart 哇，小寶貝
I thought that you were your mom 我把你當成你媽媽了
Your dress okay, there ... 你穿成這樣...
Were you going somewhere? 你要去哪？
Now I go to work 我要去上班啊
You are retired 你已經退休了
You are retired, okay? 你退休了，知道麼？
Its very very late so I need you to go to sleep, okay? 現在很晚了，你該上床睡覺了，好麼？
Lets come to bed 來，上床
How you doing, huh? 感覺怎麼樣？
Some people they sleep a lot before they died. 有人說，人在死之前會沉睡很長一段時間
Is that so? 是這樣麼？
Fuck. 操
Henry, everything okay? Henry，怎麼樣？
Shut up 閉嘴
You listen 你給我聽著
I know you're just a under-educated drunk who 我知道你就是個沒受過教育的酒鬼
Passing your time with these old dying people 混跡在這些行將就木的老人堆裡打發時間
But I paying you to assist him for living 但是我付了錢請你照顧他的生活起居
You're not assisting him! 你根本就沒在照顧他！
I told you that take the lock off of his bathroom door! 我告訴過你去把洗手間上的鎖拆掉!
you know how he get up at night and he forget 你知道他常常半夜醒過來，也很健忘
So you have to be there for him 因而你必須陪著他
Make him feel safe 讓他有點安全感
Let me be very clear here 我現在就跟你挑明一點
You stop neglecting his needs 你別再漠視他的需求
or I would stop fucking with yours! 不然我也同樣會漠視你的
I would have you fired! 我會把你炒掉！
There is going to be your family 你也有自己的家庭
Your children 自己的孩子
how can he be in risk! 你怎麼能這樣對他！
You got it?! 你，明白？
I got it. 我明白了
Don't make me come down here again to sort this out, okay? 別讓我再有過來處理這種事的機會，知道了麼？
Okay? 知道了麼？
Give me the fucking money! 你他媽快付我錢！
You heard me? Give me the fucking money! 聽見沒？你他媽快點付錢！
Give me the fucking money now! 現在，給我付錢！
You think I love you? 你覺得我喜歡你麼？
Give me the fucking money! 快把錢給我！
- You want the money? - Now! - 你要錢？ - 就現在！
Why are you following me? 你跟蹤我做什麼？
I am not, its late, you should be home, I'm just a schoolman 我沒有，現在很晚，你該回家了，我只是個老師而已
What? Are you crazy now? 什麼？你有毛病麼？
- What the fuck is your deal, huh? - Keep away from me - 你這麼清高，嗯？ - 離我遠點
Why you let the guy beat shit on me? 那你剛才怎麼沒有阻止那個男人打我？
- Huh, you selfish like a fucking lemon or something - Excuse me, I don't wanna talk to you - 你自私得就像什麼一樣 - 不好意思，我不想和你談這些
Don't you think there're something wrong with that? 你不覺得這樣做不對麼？
Listen 聽著
Little kid, I don't know how old you were, and when all went wrong. 孩子，我不知道你幾歲，也不知道你幹這行多久了
But this is the fucking answer, okay. 但這就是我要告訴你的
Figure it out, you gonna be really old really quick. 想想吧，你很快就會變老
- You should know that - Why are you mean to me? huh - 你要知道，你沒法這樣混一輩子 - 你幹嘛這麼刻薄？
You don't think that I have feelings? 你不覺得我也有感情麼？
Do you? Do you have feelings? 你有麼？你有感情麼？
Listen, pal 聽著，老兄
In between you and me 在你和我之間
You look like even have more problems than me 你的問題看起來比我的還多
Oh really? 哦，是麼？
- Yes really, so come on, I mean I will make you better - What are you doing, get off from me please, you alcoholic? - 是，來吧快點，我可以讓你好受點 - 你在幹什麼，走開，你喝醉了麼？
Nothing, I just want to free anything out with you if you want me, and I... 沒什麼，我就是想問你願不願意...
- I don't wanna hang out with you - I don't know you seem lonely - 我不想和你做什麼？ - 你看起來很孤獨
Maybe we can get back to your place just relax ... 也許我們可以到你家，放鬆一下...
You fragile don't like it? 不想麼？
I'm afraid I fuck the way you done so many times, I get used to it. 我不知道你這套把戲用了幾次，我是不吃這一招的
Fuck you, man! 去你的，混蛋！
Fuck off, queer. 滾遠點，你這個基佬
Have a good night, yeah 正合我意，晚安
Yeah, yeah, just walk away? hey? 好，好，你就這麼走了？嘿？
Where are you going? 你去哪裡？
"He just fuck their shit up and the ..." 「他們都非常苦逼」
"The ladies cried for me ..." 「女人們為我哭泣」
"At the funeral" 「在葬禮上」
"Because I ain't around no more to," 「因為我無法再...」
"Dig that splited up ..." 「從土裡挖出...」
"Raw shit ..." 「新鮮的狗屎...」
"And my boys all get faded ..." 「男孩們的臉上黯然無光...」
"Leave that gunk shit and fuck." 「讓那坨玩意自生自滅吧。」
Tony
You know it's funny that I spend a lot of time 有件事很有趣，我一直
Trying not to have the deal 試著不要去想
Not really committed 不去承認
I am a substitute teacher 我只是個代課教師的事實
There are no real responsibility to teach 我其實沒有認真教學的必要
The responsibility is to maintain the order 我只需要保持班級的秩序
Make sure that nobody has killed anybody in the classroom 確保沒有學生在教室裡殺人
And then make that into next period 就這樣進入第二個階段
"She used to be an sweet girl" 「她曾經是個貼心的女孩」
"She never seems to be satisfied with her life..." 「她似乎從不對她的生活感到滿足...」
"And why should she have been?" 「為什麼她要感到滿足？」
"Her mother of mine gave her everything she needed ... " 「她的母親會滿足她的一切物質需要。」
"So why she did become so angry?" 「那她為什麼會生氣呢？」
"So miserable and mean all of a sudden" 「突然間她變得暴躁而刻薄」
"We don't know." 「我們不知道她怎麼了」
"Frankly, it doesn't reflected on us." 「誠然，這和我們無關」
"We were good parents" 「我們是稱職的父母」
"But still, she repay us for all we've done" 「但她卻用這種方式來回報我們對她的付出」
"Like killing herself" 「她自殺了」
"Stupid and selfish Child" 「真是愚蠢又自私的孩子啊」
"Now she will never get into Princeton" 「她再沒有上普林斯頓大學的機會了」
No name. 沒有署名
"Hello, its this Mathias Dean" 「你好，是Dean麼。」
"I can't do it anymore" 「我不能再這樣幹下去了」
" I ...um I quit! " 「我...辭職！」
Oh, if it isn't ... good afternoon Dr. Parker 哦，這不是...下午好啊Parker博士
Do you like a happy pill or happy babe? 來一片福靈藥麼親愛的？
- They're yummy. - I need you to fill out the Dean Mathias in the second period. - 很好吃的 - 下學期我需要你填上教導主任的位置
I am worried about you, Charlie 我很擔心你，Charlie
Just the ... maybe I'd love to watch you leave the room 我喜歡看你從房間走出去的樣子
Haha Mr. Seaboldt, he maintain an sense of humor 哈哈，Seaboldt老師一直保留著他的幽默感
I think the sense of humor is key, But I don't make possesses ... haha 幽默感是關鍵，我就沒有那樣的天賦，哈哈
I mean, I do ... 我的意思是，我的幽默感裡
in a tragic sort of way 還摻雜著某種悲劇感
What are you doing here Mr Sea? 你在這做什麼，Mr.Sea
Um I am coming in fill for the Dean of Mathias 我來代教導主任的班
Mathias is a Bitch 她就是個婊子
Talked shit. 滿嘴屁話
You are not gonna to give me the attention either 你同樣不會管我的
I am gonna off this shit of type 我真是受夠這種人了
Motherfucker 王八蛋
Oh shit, I am fucking your shit type of Motherfucker 哦草，我他媽就是你說的那種王八蛋
Wow...that is I mean really great. 哇，這感覺真棒
I mean that its truly un-literical
You should take that on the stage 你應該上台表演
I mean that should serve itself 這真的挺有意思
Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says 有讀心術的人就知道，我的內心在說
I am going to un-fuck your shit, of type Motherfucker. 我要把你對我說的都原話奉還，小王八蛋
I'll tell you now, your little naughty 我現在告訴你，小淘氣
I'm not the fucking shit of your type 我還真他媽不是你說的那種人
I'm not the fucking shit of type of your ass 我可不是你說的那種蠢貨
You motherfucker! 你這小王八蛋
I am going to on fucking shit of type your motherfucker 我就是你說的小王八蛋啊
I'll tell what, um... 我想說，嗯...
Why don't you have an seat? 不坐一會麼？
Okay and 好吧，接著
I will back shortly and then to discuss your great future 我一會就回來和你聊聊你的遠大前程
Okay, my man? 成不，夥計？
I mean, your motherfucker. 我是說，小王八蛋
Okay, Miss what? 好了，小姐
Ellen, can I see your boobs? Ellen，我能看看你的波麼
What? No! 什麼？不行！
It will be wrong. 這樣啊
Actually I can 其實沒什麼關係
See there is the whole point, you have to wear a bra to go to school 重點是你在學校不能不穿胸罩
Well Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just want to be me 好吧，Mr.Seaboldt，我只是想做我自己而已
I don't want me to tell you how you dress, so you don't tell me. 我不想評論你的穿著，所以你也不要評論我的
Understand? 理解？
Ellen you know what's that is? Ellen，你知道這是什麼嗎？
It's a beautiful picture of the sunset in Hawaii 夏威夷的美好日落
Its really pretty, isn't it? 很漂亮，不是麼？
Now 現在
you know what's that is? 你知道這是什麼嗎？
It vagina infected with gonorrhea; 這是一個感染淋病的子宮
Its fucking gross 真他媽噁心
Yes very, as you see 是的，很噁心，正如你看到的
When you come to school dress like that, you give ... 你穿成這樣來學校，會給人一種與你所說相反的錯覺
The wrong signal, don't you want the people to respect you? 你不希望得到他人的尊重麼
Yah I get respected, I don't have to give everyone "dick" in my face 我確實是被尊重的，至少那些男人沒把他們的屌掏出來給我看
Every "dick" in your face. 他們的屌
That respectful. 這可真是讓人尊重呢
Put it on, wear this for the rest ... 穿上它
Hey I said that, wear that for the rest of the day. 我說了，在放學之前，你都得穿著它
Okay? 可以麼？
Can I go now? 我可以走了麼？
I supposed you can, I mean 我想是的
If we were done, I'll be done? 如果我們的談話結束了，那就結束了
- We were done - We were done - 結了 - 結了
Another student was saved 又拯救了一名學生
* knocking the door*
Come out of the bathroom, Grandma! 奶奶，你點快從洗手間出來！
Come on, laundry open the door 快點，把門打開
Hello Grandpa 爺爺
* knock the door*
Grandpa 爺爺？
Grandpa 爺爺
You okay? 你沒事吧
What is it, Grandpa? 怎麼了爺爺
Its Henry, Grandpa 是我，Henry
Grandpa, its Henry. 爺爺，是我，Henry
- Who? - Do you feel pain? - 誰？ - 你身上疼麼
I ... I pissed myself 我...我尿褲子了
* Knock the door*
Come on, grandma open the door! 快點，奶奶，把門打開！
Excuse me 不好意思
Excuse me 你好
- Can you come in here please? - There has an accident? - 你可以過來一下麼 - 突發狀況？
- Yes - you should ... haa.. - 對 - 你應該...
- Do you want to? - You see, we've been taking care of him, see. - 你想
- You right? - Have you done any writing, Grandpa? - 你還好麼？ - 你剛才寫了什麼，爺爺？
Any writing, in journals? 你有在日誌上寫什麼嗎？
No, my life ... 沒有，我的人生...
My life is not worth mentioning 我的人生不值一提...
Its ok, its okay. 沒關係，沒關係的
I don't want we both odd like this 我不想讓我們都活得這麼辛苦
I hate being a burden 我不想成為你的負擔
You aren't a burden 你不是我的負擔
Okay? 知道麼？
You aren't a burden 你不是我的負擔
Sure, usual like coming here 當然了
Your mother came by today 今天你媽媽來過了
Have you spoken to her anything? 你有對她說什麼嗎？
No 沒有
I would told her I am fine? 我會告訴她我很好
You always say you were fine, but I know you hide things from me 你總是說你很好，但我知道你心裡藏著不少事
You always been closed off. 你總是把自己封閉起來
Ever since you were a kid. 在你還是個孩子的時候就這樣了
Why is that? 為什麼呢？
Why? 為什麼
Ah .. you upset, I didn't mean to say these things to you ... 啊，你看起來很難過，我不是故意要和你說這些
- I didn't mean to make you ... - yah you didn't upset me - 我不是故意要讓你... - 我沒有難過
Grandpa 爺爺
So I don't wanna talk about the past. 我不想談論過去的事
You and I remember it very differently 『過去』在你我眼中是截然不同的模樣
Get some rest, close your eyes, I'm here 休息一下吧，閉上眼睛，我就在這裡
- I am here with you - When you stop coming, Henry - 我在這裡陪著你 - 等你不再來看我的時候
I would die 我就會死的
Fuck. 操
You got smoke? 你想抽煙麼？
No, I don't smoke 不，我不抽煙
Where you go huh? 你要去哪？
- What gotta do now? - What would you gonna do, little kid? - 你現在要做什麼？ - 你現在要做什麼，小女孩？
I don't know 我不知道
Can you lend me ten bucks? 能借我10美元麼？
Come on, man I'm hungry 快點，老兄，我餓死了
I may have some you need in my place. 我家可能有你需要的
Come in, wash your hands. 進來吧，去洗個手
The soap over there. 肥皂在那邊
Sit down 坐在那兒
Really nice place you got. 你家真不錯啊
Thanks 謝謝
You've got anything stronger? 有烈性飲料麼？
Eat your sandwiches. 把三明治吃了，別囉嗦
Hey, hold on man! 喂，你能等會麼老兄！
It's a hundred bucks 100美元一次！
Relax ... 放輕鬆...
What? 什麼？
Have you been raped recently? 你最近被強暴過麼？
What do you care? 你關心這個幹什麼？
I'm not sure what I am doing particularly 我不確定要怎麼處理
Better put something on 你裡面最好穿上點什麼
Look, I think I gotta get back 看吧，我還是回去好了
Back? 回去？
Back to where? 回去哪裡？
Listen, buddy 聽著夥計
If you don't got the money its cool, i mean... 如果你沒錢，那也沒關係，我是說
I like you 我挺喜歡你的
How about I can do it with you for 50? 半價，50美元怎麼樣？
Listen to me 你也給我聽著
Knock off the bullsit, okay? 別再說這些有的沒的
Coming to the bathroom 到洗手間去
This stained for long ... 這看起來有很長一段時間了...
Why you doing this? 你為什麼要這麼做
Take a shower 沖個澡
- This is a fresh towel - Thanks - 這條毛巾是新的 - 謝謝
Go sleep 睡吧
Hello, this is Dr. Parker 你好，這裡是Dr.Parker
My son has ADHD - "learning disabilities", I was an operator, this what he got ... 我兒子有多動症，他沒法正常學習
Mr. Kevin, your son offensively hitting another student Mr.Kevin，你的兒子狠揍了其它學生一頓
His problems are behavioral 他的問題是行為上的
Hey he has to do it because my son is disable to learning anything 他不能控制自己，他沒法學習任何東西
And this is your fault! 這是你們的問題！
Hey hey ... what are you doing? 嘿，嘿，你在幹什麼？
What is the matter with you? 你怎麼回事？
As it is, our research has been made that we have an real ADHD kids here may need your attention. 正如我說的，我們的調查顯示這個多動症的孩子應當引起你的重視
He is always mad all the time because he is not getting the services he needs 他總是很生氣，他得不到他需要的照顧
No Charter Hypothesis that protecting our right, you will be hearing from my lawyer! 憲法裡有保護我們權利的條款，你和我的律師去說吧！
Mr. ... 等...
Hey, what are you doing? 嘿，你在幹什麼？
What is this? 這是什麼
What is this? Funny? Get the class, get the class right now 這是什麼？你覺得這好玩麼？回教室去，馬上
What's the joke? I didn't got the joke, huh. 這算是一個玩笑麼？我不覺得這很好笑，嗯？
Is this funny? Was this little goodies? You like hurting animals? Huh?! 有意思麼？好玩？你喜歡虐待動物，是麼？
Is that what you like to do? Listen to me, you like hurting Animals? You like this?! 這就是你喜歡做的事麼？我問你，你喜歡虐待動物？你喜歡這樣？
Come here, go, lets go, come on. 過來，走，快點
Go walk 走
Mr. Raymond, the studies shown that the kids keep hurting the animals at their early age Mr.Raymond，研究表明從小就喜歡傷害動物的孩子
Eventually they fall into the highly percentage of adults 長大後有相當的幾率
Who may fail to develop even the most basic feelings for people. 會缺失基本的人類情感
Raven
How do you feel about this? 你感覺怎麼樣？
I feel ... 我感覺...
Trapped. 我被困住了
Like the cat. 就像這隻貓一樣
* Man's moaning"
* Key sound*
Fuck. 操
Who are you? Why? 你是誰？為什麼在這裡
Did you paid? Did you paid for her? 你付錢了麼？你付她錢了麼？
- Yeah alright, yeah yeah alright, here ... - Pay her - 好，好好好，我... - 付他錢
- alright, here, take ... - What are you pay me for, huh?! - 好，給你，拿... - 你給我做什麼？
Was that my mouth? 那是我的嘴麼？嗯？
Get fuck out of here, get out of here! 滾出去，快點滾出去
Fuck! 操
Don't hurt me! 別打我！
Here ... 拿著...
Change your sheets! 把床單換了
How could you do it again? 你為什麼又要做這種事
Please don't be mad at me. 請你別生我的氣
I am not mad at you 我沒生你的氣
Don't think about relinquish me 別趕我走
I won't do it anymore 我不會再做了
I promise 我保證
I don't need you to promise me 你不用向我保證
Okay don't promise me 不用
Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. 只要是你想做的事，你就可以做
But you don't do it here 但是別在這裡做
Okay? 知道了？
What are you doing there? 你幹嘛？
Don't you knock? 你不敲門的？
So,what these all supposed to be? You tortured soul? 這些是什麼？你受難的靈魂？
Why don't you paint something cheerful? 你就不能畫點歡樂的東西麼？
Like happy with colors. 比如顏色的愉悅
What do you want me dad? Besides of me before having me born like a peanuts. 爸，你想要我怎麼樣？你把我生成這樣還想要我怎麼樣？
I don't work all day 我工作一整天
To have my night ruining by your teen ants 不是為了浪費一晚的時間看你消磨青春的
Mostly your age, I get my full right of sample at Stanford University like that some minority can ... 大部分你這個年紀的孩子，都在向那些少數能進斯坦福的人學習
I am not going to support you 我是不會支持你
And your little creative hobbies! 和你創意十足的愛好的
Okay? I have already tired of all your art projects 明白了麼？我已經受夠你的『藝術作品』了
They will going nowhere! 它們屁也不是！
You always know what to say, Dad 你每次都有這樣那樣的說辭，爸
No people grow hair like yours 把你的頭髮修一修
And lost some weight 減點肥
You could attract some boys, who knows. 也許還有男生想要你，誰知道呢
There should be 我覺得
Prerequisite 嘗試做家長之前
Curriculum for being an parent, before the people attempt to 你也需要學習一門必修課
Don't try this at home 可別在家裡試
Take this 拿著
What are those? 這些是什麼
You supposed to ask me before you take them 你在吃之前就該問我
They're Vitamins 維生素片
And Aspirin 還有阿司匹林
At some point 我覺得
You should get an HIV test. 你應該去做個HIV抗體測試
At some point 過段時間吧
Why are you crying on the bus? 你為什麼在公車上哭了？
Go to sleep 去睡吧
A friend of yours? 你朋友？
A friend 朋友
Oh...No no 哦，不，不
Of course a friend, he was .... 是一個朋友，他就是..
Totally asshole 一個徹頭徹尾的老混蛋
What was his problem? 他怎麼了？
He chosen an vocation that he did not chosen to have ... 他選了一樣他不該選的工作
That man has spent his whole career 他用了全部的時間
Casting curses before swear, he talked like that ... 在詛咒和賭誓
The child hate his face 說孩子們厭惡他的面孔
He was trying to purchase Stanford back and
Ford nerve of required reading list
There will be sad for this safety years about bible
listen you could do no more harm 聽著，你可沒法再毒害別人了
How did he die? 他怎麼死的
Who knows, and who cares. 誰知道呢，又有誰在乎呢
(glauas)
*Phone ringing*
"Hello" 「你好」
"Its tragedy this life" 「生活充滿悲劇」
"and retention" 「滯後」
"Suspension and exposure" 「中斷與袒露」
"Death meetings" 「與死亡會面」
"The People cuts" 「人們切割自己」
"The vacant parents" 「家長漠然無視」
"The vicious kids" 「孩子們充滿惡意」
"The dreadful pigs" 「像一群可怖的豬」
"They spilt on my soul" 「他們踩在我的靈魂上」
"This humanition will stop" 「這種羞辱終究會結束」
"Disciplines must be restored, these kids having fun of their run." 「我們需要恢復紀律，我們正被孩子們所奴役」
" Wow ... run, our Child! " 「所驅使」
" It's fucking rabbit! "
" Is every child have value? " 「每個孩子都有他或她的價值麼？」
"Where is your worthy of education? 「教育的意義到底在哪裡？」
" Fucking kids who has no desire " 「這些該死的孩子沒有半點渴望」
" No fire ..." 「沒有熱情...」
" No mind to be taught " 「沒有一個可供教化的頭腦」
" Assimilate "
What's that mean? 誰知道這是什麼意思？
To take something in 吸收
Well excellent, to absorb 很好，是吸收的意思
" Ubiquitous "
Anyone? 有人知道麼
Everywhere all the time 無所不在，無時無刻
So what is the meaning ... 那麼這兩個加在一起...
" ubiquitous assimilation " 是什麼意思呢？
Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time 無時無刻不在吸收（理解事物）
Well done, George. 說得很好，George
How were you to imagine anything? 如果所有事物的具象都呈現在你眼前
If the image is always provided for you 你還如何去想像它們的模樣呢？
Who here had read "1984" last year? 有誰去年讀過《1984》的麼？ （英國作家喬治·奧威爾最負盛名的代表作之一）
Good 不錯
(Writing down "Doublethink") Anyone? 有誰知道這個
Meredith
Having two opposing belief at once 同時持有兩種相矛盾的信念
Believes that both are true. 相信兩方都是正確的（即思想矛盾）
Excellent 很好
Why you always suck as a dick, fuck? 你們為什麼總是
To deliberately believe in lies 刻意去相信謊言
While knowning they're false 即使你明知道它們是虛假的
An example of this in your everyday life 從你們日常生活裡舉一個例子
or I ... 或者是我
I need to be pretty 我想要變得漂亮
To be happy 變得快樂
I need surgery 我就需要整形
To be pretty 為了美貌
I need to be thin 我需要保持身材
Famous 或者是成為明星
Fashionable 穿著時尚
Our young men 你們這一代年輕人
Today 當下
They being told that women 他們被這樣告知
are whores 女人都是妓女
Bitches,things to be secluded 婊子，被排擠
Beaten 毆打
Shit on 欺辱
Ashamed 蒙羞的對象
This is a marketing holocaust 這是一場24時不間斷的
24 hours a day 傳銷式精神屠戮
For the rest of our lives 使我們的後半生
The power that be 都受這種錯誤觀念的控制
A harder work 它很強烈
Dumbing us 蒙蔽我們的雙眼
To death 至死方休
So, to defend ourselves 為了保護我們的頭腦
And fighting against the stimulating of this dumbs into our thought processors. 阻止這種愚蠢的想法滲入我們的思想進程中
We must learn to read 我們要學會閱讀
To stimulate our imagination 用以激活我們的想像力
To cultivate 耕耘它
Our own consciousness 提高我們的自我意識
Our own belief systems 我們的信仰系統
We all need these skills 我們都需要這樣的技巧
To defend 用以抵禦
To preserve 用以保有
Our minds 我們純粹的精神世界
Just carefully, yes perfect 小心點，嗯，完美
Great 非常好
Let me have a look 我看看
You just make your destination 你達到自己的目標了
- Wow - I don't care what they say how you doing great. - 哇 - 我不在乎他們怎麼評價你
I was having hard time in mathematics too, it takes time. 我以前數學也很不好，學數學需要投入時間
Wow, that was damn cool 這實在是太酷了
Hi guys 嗨，各位
Thanks for staying late 謝謝你們這麼晚還留下來
15 to 20 of you 大概，15到20個人
Today it will be presented a new course work, Engineering Bruce of State Examinations preformance as mandated by
No Child Left Behind
Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here 下午好女士先生們，我很高興來到這裡
I have come today with some edify materials to help your matriculating and non-matriculated students 我今天帶來了一些針對你們即將升入大學和不準備升學的學生們的素材
Better for prepare upcoming State of Exams this May 對五月份即將到來的全國高考相當有益
Let me start by stating 我想說
I love teachers 我熱愛教師
I love what you do 我欣賞你們的所作所為
What you stand for 以及你們所代表的意義
You guys are the real heroes 你們是真正的英雄
Now one thing I've learned all my years on private sector 國家私營經濟教會我一件事
Is that 那就是
Real estate generates revenue 實業創造財富
And emerging the the property of value will be this school for saving grace 拯救這所學校的唯一方法就是發掘它的商業價值
But your school's low test scores 你們學校過低的考試分數
It's bringing down the whole resell value in this neighborhood 降低了這整個街區的實業價值
During the market in already decline 加快了市場的衰竭
We gotta to get the scores up 只要我們提高分數
New families in our district 這個地區的新遷入家庭
And the motivated kids in this schools 這所學校裡充滿動力的學生
And I am not asking any blame 以及我，都不會再有微辭
Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests materials? 不好意思，你來這裡到底是要推銷應試教材
Or air your concern the area of your property owners ? 還是要表達你對這一區業主的關心？
Listen, umm ... I am curious 聽著，嗯...我很好奇
Can you giving me pop-corns or just grab me some bullshits? 能給我點爆米花或者直接說點實在的麼？
These fellows have been spent their lives on the board, and now you tell us 我的同事們是用生命在上課，而你現在告訴我們
Our careers are about to re-sell and... 我們的工作是轉售和...
- Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ... - 狗屎 - 別為他發火，女士
- Stop the game - Don't let the things simply, man - 別說了 - 站著說話不腰疼
That is not the thing that you can't afford 這可不是你能買得起的
This sound like an threat. 聽上去像是威脅呢
- I mean that's enough, please sit down? - No I would not ... - 夠了，請你們坐下 - 不我不會...
That's enough, could you please sit down? 夠了，可以請你們坐下麼
We have some order here, please 我們有指標的
Dr. Harward was right Dr.Harward說得對
- This school was crying for this district - Yeah you bad Pal - 這所學校在為這個地區而哭泣 - 好啦夥計
Could you finish your bad tricks and go home? 你能收起這些然後走人麼
Why you hurry, huh? 你著急什麼？
I heard you and Richard bastard ... 聽說你和那個Richard
So enjoy running this relevance place for few or more months 很想再經營這個破學校一段時間
Your fossil and you're fucking done! 你和你的老古董學校都已經窮途末路了
You urge going home? Like I don't know what to do with myself like I'm not in the classroom 你急著回家麼，你覺得我是只會教書的那一型？
Some Friday afternoon, I am afraid to go home 在某些週五的下午，我害怕回家
I spend all the time on my own 我一個人度過大部分的時間
Yeah 嗯
- My mother hated my father passionately - Are they for there not permanently ... - 我媽媽很討厭我爸爸 - 他們不會永遠在那裡...
Just watched a lot of TV 看了很多電視
- For the only time that I don't feel naked - Not a temporary one - 那是我第一次沒有感覺到自己的赤裸 - 不是臨時的
- I teached for selfish reasons - My mother was Smith Madison - 我教書是因為一些自私的理由 - 我媽媽是Smith Madison
... I need an good control ... 我需要很好地控制自己
- I need ... to get those kids - It does great similar things ... - 我需要，幫那些孩子 - 有很多事都很相似
- Thats moments in school ... - Is all she has ... - 在學校的那些時光 - 是她的全部所有...
It must be like a shut up there 那一定是種被孤立的感覺
That situation you ever have. 就你所說的這種情況而言
So what is your story? 你的故事是什麼？
My story? 我的？
I just ... umm I just taking one thing at a time 我只是..一次只說一件事而已
Why are you wasting your life, you know something that to attach 你為什麼要浪費你的人生呢，你知道你想做的事
I teach every day i mean, weren't we? 我每天都教書，不是麼？
you are not really know me 你不夠瞭解我
So what happened to you? 你遇到過什麼事？
You don't want something more permanent? 你不喜歡建立一些更為持久的關係麼？
- Hi - Where have you been? 你去哪了？
Why? I was out. 什麼？我只是出去一趟
- With a colleague? - A boy or a girl? - 和同事 - 男的女的？
A woman 女人
you make me feel like so stupid Why do you treat me like a kid? 你讓我覺得自己就像個白癡，你為什麼總把我當成孩子
- Well，you're a kid, I am sorry I wasn't expecting this - All you have to do is ... - 你本來就是個孩子，對不起我不知道你在等我 - 你要做的只是
Tell me that you gonna be home later 告訴我你會晚點回來
Back up, alright? 提前告訴你，是麼？
I am not beholding to you, okay? I mean you welcome to stay here, but you know? 我和你之間不存在從屬關係，知道麼？ 我歡迎你呆在這裡，但是你要知道
You don't have to get expectation of me, alright? 你不需要對我抱有額外的期待
This is an temporary thing, you ... you able to stay here, but ... 這些都只是暫時的，你...你可以呆在這兒，但..
Eventually you have to go, you understand that? 你最後還是得走的，你理解了麼？
- I think it is important for you to ... - Its clear. - 我想你需要... - 我明白
I get it, you want me to go now? 我知道了，你想我現在就走麼？
I got better off considering these dumb. 我知道我最好別再想這些蠢事
I can't believe you made dinner 真不敢相信你做了晚飯
From what? 材料哪來的？
Groceries, from the Groceries store 雜貨店，從雜貨店來的
Wow, it's really nice kid 哇，看上去真不錯呢
Its been long time since somebody cooked me out at home 很久沒人在家為我煮飯了
- Thank you Erica. - We all have problems, we all have things dealing with - 謝謝，Erica. - 我們都有自己的問題，有要處理的事
And we all ... 我們...
Take them home with us at night,take them to work in the morning 晚上把它們帶回家，白天又帶著它們出門
I think that helplessness, that realization for boating off 這種無助，這種意識到自己
Being adrift in the Sea 正孤舟出航，漂泊不定的心情
No bowies and safety, when you thought you will be the one 當你覺得自己會是那個壓垮心理最後一道防線的稻草之時
throwing the bowie, 你也就失去了安全感
Hi 嗨
- Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning - - 有晚飯麼？ - 從頭對我說一遍
- You don't care - Oh no ... - 你完全不在乎... - 哦，不
- I am so into,my love - relax - 親愛的，我是認真的 - 放鬆
You are so self-condescending 你這樣真是自降身價
Give me a kiss 親我一下
Come on, come with me, I will sort out everything 來吧，跟我來，我會處理好所有的事
- Come on - You stop it - 快點 - 別這樣
Do you remember when I bought you this? 你記得這是我什麼時候買給你的麼？
The beautiful summer in Venez before I travel to resign to reviving with old passions 那個委內瑞拉的美好夏天， 我順從於喚醒舊日熱情渴望的旅行起點
" You suck! " 「 爛人！」
- Bloody? - Yeah - 1分熟？ - 嗯
- Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No ... - 爺爺，你有在日誌裡寫什麼麼 - 沒...
I don't remember much 我記不太得以前的事了
Who was there ever,you can't think in this place 曾經有誰出現在我的人生裡，這個地方無法使人思考
Can't make new memories 也無法產生新的回憶
Thank you 謝謝
- You alright? - What? - 你還好吧？ - 什麼
You see me? You see me standing here? 你看得見我？你能看見我站在這裡？
Yes, I see you here 是的，我看見你了
Oh God, its so re-linkness, thank you. 哦天啊，我似乎重新和這個世界建立了聯繫，謝謝
" Carol, there is no way for us to do this, I spoke with the Super Attendant, its agree to let you out for the rest of year " " Carol，我們不能在這樣做下去了。我和SA談過了，你馬上就可以退休。」
" It is where it is, take your pension and fill out last years ... " 「就這樣吧，拿著養老金退出學校吧。」
" Send greetings to Bastards ..." 「順便替我跟那個混帳問好...」
I wish ever. If ever, I wish I ever just tell someone to fuck off. 我希望，如果，我希望自己曾經叫別人滾開過
I think I am sick 我覺得自己糟透了
- Why? - I crossed the line today - 為什麼？ - 我今天越界了
I mean the whole thing is fucked 一切都糟透了
Whole thing is fucked, is it not? 所有的一切，不是麼？
What's up, Dr.Parker? 什麼事啊，Dr.Parker？
Can't get this over with? I have got other things to do. 非得叫我來麼？我有別的事要做。
Well, what are your plan for after High School ever since you will not go to University? 嗯，既然你不打算上大學，那你畢業後的打算是什麼？
I don't know 我不知道
Hanging out with my boyfriend,designing a modelling shit ... 和男朋友混日子，試著去做模特
- Be in my friends' band - I have your ten of your scores report - 和朋友組樂隊 - 我這裡有十份你的成績單
Do you know what it says? 你知道裡面寫的什麼？
Fail, Fail, Fail 不及格，不及格，不及格
- F, F, F - F, F, F yah - 全部不及格 - 嗯，全部不及格
You know what that means? It means you don't care 你知道這意味著什麼麼？這意味著你毫不在乎
You're brilliant. 真聰明
Can I go now? 我能走了麼？
Oh god, you are an shallow disgusting creature. 天啊，你真是個膚淺得讓人作嘔的傢伙
You want to know the truth? One, you not gonna be in a band, 你想知道事實是什麼麼？你不會組成什麼樂隊，
Or a model Missy, because you have no ambition. 或者當上模特，小姐。因為你毫無志向
With no skills, you will gonna be competed with 80% of the U.S. workforce for minimum wages job 沒有任何技能，你要和美國百分之八十的勞動力在最底層崗位上競爭
Which means the way you living for the rest of your life 這就是你未來的人生
Until they're replaced by computers. 有朝一日你可能被一台簡單的電腦搶走飯碗
- I don't care - Two, .... - 我不在乎 - 二，
The only talent you ever have is getting men to fuck you. 你唯一的專長就是讓男人上！
Your life will basically become an car all loaded of pain 你的生活會變成一輛裝滿苦痛的破車
Now, you can't stand it 你不會有辦法忍受的
Not for one more day,not one more hour! 不能再多一天，多一個小時
It will get worse, much worse! 它還會變得更糟，比這還糟得多！
Everyday I come into this office and I listened your kids to shit all over yourself! 每天我來辦公室處理你們這些孩子鬧心的破事！
Its so easy to be careless, it takes course and courage to take cares 一個人可以輕易地學會不在乎，但學習在乎卻要付出百倍的努力和勇氣
None of you have any of these qualities. 你們中沒有任何一個人有這些品質
- Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!! - 出去！滾出去！出去！ - 你有病！
* shut the door *
- I would totally burn out - No you were not. - 我覺得快要燃燒殆盡了 - 不，你沒有
- I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day. - 快了 - 我不知道你今天是怎麼撐過來的
Listen, seriously what do you think you can take these pills right? 聽著，我是認真的，你可以選擇吃藥
I mean, there are lot of routes there. 有很多種手段避免這種情況
Oh come on, I don't dig these things, I can be an Master of these parents 我不想深究這些，我對那些父母瞭解得很
I will be help them out to throw the fucking kids out of the window 我可以幫他們把這些熊孩子扔到窗戶外頭去
Come on, you're the best. 好啦，你是最棒的
I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job 我覺得，做我們這一行最糟糕的是
Is that nobody says thank you 沒人會對你說：「謝謝」
- No - No - 沒有
I'm here to say thank you 現在我在這裡對你說一聲謝謝
You're doing the job, none of us could do 你正在做一份其他人都無法勝任的工作
None of us. 我們都不能
- Grace - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person - 我有沒有跟你說過，你是唯一一個
That I have to talk to 能和我聊天的人
- Hi Henry - What happened? - 嘿Henry - 怎麼了
They called your house 他們打電話到你家了
- Your grandfather felt in chest pain - Then? - 你爺爺感覺胸疼 - 然後呢？
Doctors said he's stable 醫生說他的病情暫時穩定
He doesn't have a lot of time 不過他已經時日無多了
- I am so sorry Henry - How long ... - 我很遺憾，Henry - 你...
Have you been here? 在這裡多久了？
Since this morning, I didn't know how to get the hold of you 從早上開始，我不知道怎麼聯繫你
I don't know where you work 我不知道你在哪裡上班
You are having a whole day with him? 你一整天都陪著他？
Hi, grandpa 嗨，爺爺
I am still hanging in there, I see huh? 我還在這裡，嗯
Hey sweetheart, your mother was with me today 嘿小寶貝，你媽媽今天一直陪著我呢
Did you see her? 你看到她了麼
- No - I told her I was afraid to leave you - 沒有 - 我告訴她，我害怕離開你
... But she promised ... 不過她答應我
- That she would look after you - Sure, she meant - 她會好好照顧你的 - 當然，她一直在好好照顧我
Patricia tell me that Patricia對我說
You've forgiven me, haven't you? 你原諒我了，是麼？
- What do you need to be forgiven for, daddy? - Those things - 你做了什麼需要被原諒的事麼，爸爸？ - 那些事
You know, the things I did 你知道的，我做的那些事
All you have to do is 你需要做的只是
- Always take hug of me - Won't you afraid of me? - 抱著我 - 你不害怕我麼？
No, daddy, not 不，爸爸，我不害怕
I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up 你知道你有時候頭腦有些混亂
You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do 你對你沒有做過的那些事感覺負有責任
So I wasn't the one who hurted you? 所以我不是傷害你的那個人麼？
No sir, that wasn't you 不，不是你
I wish this wasn't true 我希望這不是真的
Patricia, I always love you Patricia，我一直愛著你
Daddy, you can feel free to leave, whenever you're ready 爸，只要你準備好了，你就可以毫無顧忌地離開了
Do you know that? Thats okay. 知道麼？沒關係的
There is nothing to fear 沒什麼好害怕的
Come on 來吧
Let's leave from here 走吧
Is Patricia your mom? What happened to her? Patricia是你的媽媽麼？她怎麼了？
She left a while ago 她走了
You mean she died? 你是說她死了？
How did she dead? 怎麼死的？
My father left when I was a kid,I don't really remember him 我爸爸在我還小的時候就跑了，我不太記得他的樣子
Its always the three of us,Mother and Grandpa and I together 一直以來都是我們三個人，媽媽，爺爺和我
In his house 在爺爺的房子裡
I found her... on the floor 那天我發現她倒在地上
... She was taking enough pills ... 吃了太多藥
And Grandpa at that moment,seriously kinda of lost ... 爺爺在那個時候，就像失去了一件重要的東西一樣
* Tape written - For Henry *
I sat with my grandpa's bench and we watched her to came and go away 我坐在爺爺的長椅上，看醫院來人把她抬走
How old were you? 你當時幾歲？
Seven, I am kinda not for sure, i think my mother was young when something happened 七歲，我也不太確定，我覺得在她還小的時候
- With my grandpa - Were you afraid of it? - 我爺爺就出了什麼事 - 你害怕麼？
No 不
Did she ever say anything to you? 她對你說過什麼？
No 沒有
But looking back on it, I think she protected me on her own way 現在想想，她應該是在用她自己的方式保護我吧
How? 怎麼保護？
She made me locked my door at night 她讓我晚上把房間門鎖上
The park is now empty and bare, and we feel ... ashamed about it 那個公園現在荒涼而空蕩，我們從心底感到一種遺憾
The jungle jam slide and swing have rusted together 滑梯，車胎鞦韆和鐵欄都銹蝕風化，消失不見
I also terribly alone now 我現在是一個完全孤獨的人了
Where did the ... all children gone 那些孩子們...都去了什麼地方呢？
Didn't they know the park needed them? 他們不知道，公園需要他們的笑聲麼？
The child's intelligent heart can flatten the death of many dark places 赤子之心可以照亮潛藏於死亡之中的黑暗
I cannot find any kinda delicated moment at its own attachment 我再也找不到像那樣脆弱易碎的事物了
- Hi Mr. Barthe - Hello Meredith
- How's going? - Fine, I am alright ... - 怎麼樣？ - 嗯，我還好
- I made a picture for you 我做了一張你的畫
Come here 過來這裡
- you did? - Yeah - 你畫的？ - 對
Wow, it's beautiful and,you're reallt talented 哇，很漂亮，你在這方面很有天分
- Thanks - Are you doing this for an long time? - 謝謝 - 你做這些很久了麼
I've been doing this since I was a kid. 在我還小的時候就開始了
A faceless man, an empty room 沒有面孔的男人，一個空教室
Is this how you see me, Meredith? 這是你眼中的我麼，Meredith
I don't know how I see you 我不知道我眼中的你是什麼樣的
This is just how I feel in your situation 這只是我對你處境的一種感覺
Don't you ever think about who a teacher is from the outside 你有沒有思考過一個老師外在的模樣呢？
- In real life? - I guess so - 在現實生活裡 - 我想是這樣的
- Does this place seem real to you? - I watched him down the school - 這裡在你眼中是實在的麼 - 我看著他穿過校園
You always seem so sad 你看上去總是很難過
If you are having an hard times ... and if you need someone to talk to 如果你感到處境艱難，需要一個和你聊天的人...
- Meredith - Yes Sir - Meredith - 嗯？
- Do you need someone to talk to? - Yeah, will you talk to me? - 你需要一個和你聊天的人麼？ - 對，你要和我聊天麼？
When you talk to me, you give me is like you really see me 當你和我說話的時候，你讓我覺得自己是確實存在的
I do see you Meredith 你確實是存在的，Meredith
- Would you like to see Dr. Parker? - Oh come on, I don't want to find any guidance councilor - 你想去和Dr.Parker聊聊麼 - 夠了，別讓我去找什麼心理咨詢師
I am not, I am not ... 我沒有，我沒有...
What can I do? 我能做什麼？
Its like you said we bordered to us...there is nothing left, nothing but to realize and how fuck up the things are ... 就像你說的，我們都被困在了自己的身體裡...什麼都不剩... 我們只能看到周圍的世界是如何亂成一片
It's not enough, I won't last 這還不夠，我堅持不住了
Listen to me, just Listen 聽我說，聽著
We are all the same, we all feel pain, and we all have chaos in our lives 我們都一樣，都能感覺到苦痛，生活中都有混亂的部分
Life is very very confusing, I know 生活本身就使人相當困惑，我明白
I don't have the answer,but I know that if you write it out 我無法得出答案，但我知道，如果你把它寫出來
It will be okay. 一切都會好起來的
- Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do - Mr.Barthes，你喜歡我麼？ - 當然
- Meredith, please don't - I want you to help - Meredith，請你不要... - 請你幫幫我
- Please, please - No, no - 請你... - 不，不要這樣
- You don't ... - You said you like me, please... - 你不要... - 你說你喜歡我的，求你...
Please, please ... 求你了...
Oh please, don't push me away, please just hold on to me, and tell me that everything gonna be okay 求你了，不要把我推開，抱著我，告訴我一切都會好的
Everything is okay,It is okay, please. 一切都是好的，它們是好的，你可以放手麼
- Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second - 求你...別...別... - Meredith，等一下
- What's going on? - What? - 怎麼回事？ - 什麼？
- Meredith, Meredith - What were you just doing? - 你在幹什麼？
Meredith, I am sorry. Meredith，我很抱歉
- What were you doing? - What? - 你在幹什麼？ -什麼？
What are you doing? 我問你在幹什麼？
- Excuse me?! - You were just touching her - 你什麼意思？ - 你剛才在摸她的臉
What do you ... what are you insinuating? 你是...你想暗示我什麼？
It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl 我想說和一個女孩獨處在一間教室裡有失妥當
It is inappropriate, she needed someone to talk to 有失妥當，她需要人和她說話
- What do you think I'm doing? lady - I don't know what you are doing. - 你以為我在幹什麼？小姐 - 我不知道你在幹什麼
"Just make me close." 「讓我靠近你」
What? Do you think I am fucking pervert? Is that what you insinuating? 什麼，你是不是覺得我是一個好色的變態？ 你繞著彎子是想告訴我這個麼？
She needed someone to talk to her 她需要一個人陪她說話
- and then why were you touching her? - I wasn't touching her - 那你為什麼摸她的臉 - 我沒有
"Its alright my dear" 「沒關係，親愛的」
"Patricia" 「Patricia」
I'm not ... not a sick old man! 我不是...不是一個噁心的老男人！
Is that all you think of me? 你難道是這麼覺得的麼？
Is that what you think? 這就是你想的麼？
I just wanted to help her! 我只是想要幫她！
- Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think? - 讓開！謝謝！謝謝！ - 你要我怎麼想？
Fucking to your fucking judgement! 隨便你怎麼想吧！
Hello, no he's not home. 你好，他不在家
Hello Mr. Barthes 你好Mr.Barthes
Whenever you feel like you are ready to have some paperworks downstairs 不知道你什麼時候方便處理一下善後的文件
I need you to take care of them 我需要你處理一下這些東西
I am sorry. 節哀
I wish things would be different 我希望事情能有些轉機
I tried, you know, fucked up the things is ... we all 我嘗試過了，這些事真是一團糟...我們都...
We all have problems with all the things we dealing with 不管我們做什麼事，都會遇到一些問題
Somedays would better than others, Some days we're not so great, somedays we have limited space 有時比別人好，有時我們做得不那麼好，有時我們
For others. 甚至沒法為別人在心裡騰出一個位置
Good day, sit down, have a breakfast. 早安，坐，吃早飯
Want some milk? 要牛奶麼？
These kids need something else 這些孩子們需要一些別的東西
They don't need me. 他們需要的不是我
- You don't have it? - Yeah, I'm not hungry - 你不吃麼？- 不了，我不餓
- You know, you can't keep living on the street. - No I am not, I mean I here staying with you. - 你不能一直住在街上 - 沒有啊，我現在不是和你在一起麼
You can't continue to stay here with me. 你不能一直這樣下去
- Its not good for you - It's not true - 這對你沒有好處 - 這不是真的
You're like the only family that I ever have 你就像我唯一的親人
Well I can't be your family. 我不能做你的親人
I can't give you what you need 我給不了你需要的
- You have to understand, you should be ... - You are good ... - 你要理解，你應該... - 你人那麼好
And gentle ... 又溫柔
You are the most guy 你是我見過最好的男人
I love you Henry 我愛你Henry
- Come in, hi - Hi - 進來吧，嗨 - 嗨
Hello there 你好
- Erica ... - Don't let them take me ... 別讓他們帶我走
Please ... 求你...
- Noo ... - Listen, you should ... - 不要... - 聽著，你應該...
You are all that I have, please... 你是我的全部，求你...
- Don't let me go - You should go, sorry - 別讓我走 - 你必須走，對不起
- No, no ... - No, don't do this ... 不要...不要這樣...
- Henry! Henry! - You should go 你應該走！
- Henry! - You have to let go 放手
- Henry! - You have to ... 你得...
- Henry! - You have to let go now 快點放手
Henry!
- Thanks, you help me this - Yes 謝謝，幫我一下
- Henry! Henry! - Come on. 來吧
- No! No! ... - Things will be okay - 不要！不要！ - 一切都會好起來的
Don't do this 不要這麼做
- You gonna be okay - No! No! No! - 你會好起來的 - 不！不！不要！
No! ... 不...！
Well ... I does feel awful for her 嗯 ... 我感覺很內疚
- For who? - For our school - 對誰？ - 對我們學校
It may sound strange but I always felt that the school has a spirit 聽上去可能很奇怪，但我一直覺得它是有靈魂的
Its not just a bunch of buildings, they're alive. 它不是單純的由樓房排列成的集合，它們是活的
I just can't understand where are all the parents? 不知道那些家長都去哪了
I don't know 我也不知道
I was in my room for two hours and I saw only one parent, where are they? Where is everybody? 我在教室裡呆了兩個小時，只看到一個家長，他們去哪了？大家去哪了？
- We don't know - Its uncanny. - 不知道 - 這不可能
No annoying, no sirens, no bombs 沒有爭吵，沒有警車，沒有炸彈
Doesn't happen that way 這和往常不一樣
Starting the whisper, then nothing 偶爾有細微的說話聲，然後重歸安靜
We had an music once, hadn't we? 我們曾經就著一首歌跳舞，記得麼
Yes, we did 是啊
Do you remember that night, where we have two parents at a time? 你記得那天晚上麼，孩子們的家長是成對過來的
And then we have more and the many more waiting in the waiting list 我們一次接待兩個，外面排隊的人越來越多
And halls were filled with joys and celebrations. Now, its nothing. 禮堂裡充滿笑聲和慶祝的聲音。現在，什麼都沒有
I remember the things passed. 我還記得過去的事
I actually felt quite at home 我感覺就像在家裡一樣
No parents 沒有父母，一個人都沒有
I thought about how its appropriate, Its like - A moment of the insight 我想過這件事的合理性，這是窺伺
The reality of the fucking problem in the first place 那些該死的問題的內在根源的第一現場
Some of us believe that we can make a difference 我們中的一些人覺得自己能做些什麼
And then sometimes when we wake up 可有時我們從夢中醒來
And we realize we failed. 才發現我們最終一事無成
* Phone ringing*
Hi its Gretchen calling from the free Clinic 我是診所的Gretchen
Erica Lous has an tests result was back Erica的測試報告出來了
Please get her to call us as earliest as possible at your convenience. 您方便的時候請叫她來取
Thank you 謝謝
" - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. " 「你的父母很好。」「賤人，把嘴閉上」
"A Mother of mine gave her ... " 「我媽媽給了她...」
" A Diet Bitch! " 「成天節食的賤貨！」
" What sculpture supposed to be? This sculpture so bad ..." " Its nothing but to realize how fucked up the things are ..." 「這些是什麼鬼東西？」「我們意識到事情有多糟糕...」
" - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful ..." 「我受不了了，爸！」「畫點歡樂的東西...」
" We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight" 「生活需要你付出代價...」「把頭髮剪剪，再減點肥」
" We all gonna be okay " 「一切都會好的」
- Good morning - Good morning 早安
Before we take row 在點名之前
I want to tell you that ...today will be my last day with you 我要和你們說下，這是我教你們的最後一天
You will have a permanent teacher on Monday. 週一你們就會有一個正式的老師來上課了
- Where are you going, Mr. Barthes? - I will go to another school - 你要去哪？Mr.Barthes - 去另一所學校
- We will miss you, man. I'll fuck with you. - Yeah? - 我們會想你的。我他媽不會忘記你的 - 是麼？
All those teachers there in this place ... they're "dickies" 這裡其它所有的老師都是混球
Don't you get tired of moving around all the time? 一直換學校不覺得累麼？
It's my job,works,Tanya, well I was coming in here for a period of time ... 這是我的工作，Tanya，我只在這裡待一段時間
So you don't have to turn in yourself a lot here ... and then you will have an permanent teacher come in ... 這樣我就不會被一個地方所束縛住，你們下周就有正式老師了
And I leave 然後，我會離開
"Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principal's Office. " 「所有老師請注意，教導處的特別通知」
" There will be all faulties meeting today during the nutrients " 「營養午餐的時間請所有老師來開一個小型會議」
" Students' nutrients period will be extended " 「營養的午餐的時間延長十分鐘」
" For ten minutes, thank you." 「謝謝」
I invited you here today to discuss, the status things 我請你們來這裡是為了討論，
I know they wasn't ... I know that there isn't ... 我知道他們不是...我知道沒有...
- I am sorry ... - We all need something - 對不起 - 我們都需要
To distract us from the complexity and reality - 一些事物幫助我們分散用於思考
More or less to think about where they came from? 現實的複雜性的精力，去思考某些事物從何而來
More or less to think about the struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of ... 去更多或更少思考一個人需要多努力才能擺脫
... to get out of the ... 擺脫...
The sea of pain,we all have to get out of it. 脫離苦海，我們都需要從那裡解脫出去
- Hey Meredith - Hey - 嘿Meredith - 嘿
Haven't seen you in class lately? 最近沒看你來上課
Where have you been? 你去哪了
- Baking - Oh I see - 烤蛋糕 - 哦，我看到了
- Yah - I am happy to see you because it is my last day 我很高興今天看到你來，這是我最後一天在這裡上班
How ironic 真是諷刺
Listen, I was thinking,I bought this for myself 我在想，這本來是我買給自己的
Maybe you could make better use of it. 我想你知道怎麼更好地使用它
- I like that, its best - You can have that one 我喜歡這個，這個看上去最特別 - 這個給你
It's mine 這個是我的
But, can you have this one? 你拿這個可以麼
- It's better for you anyway - Thanks - 我想這個更適合你 - 謝謝
I am sorry. 對不起
If I have hurted you in any way, I um ... 如果我那時候傷害到你了，我...
- I know that its tough right now, for you, but its not gonna your wish ... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes. - 我知道現在你的處境不太好過，不過事情不像你想的... - 再見了，Mr.Barthes
Goodbye Meredith. 再見，Meredith
They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem 他們都說，自殺是長久地解決那些暫時性問題的辦法
How well would you know? 關於這點你知道多少呢？
My name is Meredith and I want to kill myself 我的名字是Meredith，我想要殺死自己
Meredith
No 不
Henry
Things would gonna be okay.It's gonna be okay. 一切都會好的，都會好的
Everything's gonna be okay. 所有的，都會好的
We have such a responsibility to guide a young so that they don't end up ... 你承擔著如此重大的責任，去引導一個孩子
Falling apart. 避免他們走向支離破碎的結局
Falling by the way side. 碎成粉末，散落路邊
Becoming insignificant. 變成微不足道的存在
I realized something today 我意識到了一件事
I'm not a person you are,you shouldn't be here. 我和你不是同一種人，我不該在這裡
I am not here 我的靈魂不在這裡
You may see me, but I am hollow. 你可以看見我，但我只是一具空洞的軀殼
Failing, we're failing 我們失敗了
Failure does have sense of mean,we let everyone down. 失敗的意思就是，我們讓所有人都失望了
Including ourselves. 包括我們自己
And I am walking down the hallway to the class. 我穿過走廊，走向教室
How many of you have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? 你們當中有多少人，曾經感覺到過施加在你身上的某種重壓
I have. 我曾經有過
Everyone? Well, Poe wrote about these things over 100 years ago 全部都有？好的，愛倫·坡在100年前曾經描寫過這種感覺
So as we read 誠如我們讀到的那樣
We can see that the house of Usher is not merely an old ... 我們知道厄捨府並不僅僅是一個老舊的...
The crapped castle in there to be repaired. 搖搖欲墜的城邸
It is also a state of being. 它還代表著我們自身的存在
" During the whole of a dull,dark soundless day " 在那年秋季枯燥，灰暗而瞑寂的某個長日裡
" In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heaven " 沉重的雲層低懸於天穹之上
" I had been passing alone on the horse's back " 我獨自一人策馬前行
" Through the Singularly,dreary tract in the country" 穿過這片陰沉的，異域般的鄉間土地
" and at length found myself, as the shades of the evening drew on" 最終，當夜幕緩緩降臨的時候
" Within the view of melancholy House of Usher" 厄捨府清冷的景色展現在我眼前
" I know not how it was " 我未曾目睹它過往的模樣
"But with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit " 但僅憑方纔的一瞥，某種難以忍受的陰鬱便浸透了我的內心
" I looked upon the scene before me the simple landscape features of the domain " 我望著宅邸周圍稀疏的景物
" upon the bleak walls,upon the white trunks of decayed trees " 圍牆荒蕪，衰敗的樹遍體透著白色
" With the utter depression souls " 我的靈魂失語了
" There was an iciness " 我的心在冷卻
" A sinking." 下沉
"a sickening of the heart " 顯出疲軟的病態
聽譯：charleschoublues 本字幕為個人翻譯，僅供交流，請勿用作商業用途
First hand translation by mattrew & recorrection by charleschoublues