我在卡罗莱纳海岛的 l grew up slowly, beside the tides and marshes...
潮浪与沼泽边缓缓成长… ...of a Carolina sea island.
我们住在一栋白色小屋 We lived in a small, white house...
那是我高曾祖父… ...won by my great-great-grandfather...
…温斯顿莎德瑞克温格… ...Winston Shadrach Wingo...
…掷马蹄铁赢来的 ...in a horseshoe game.
最后绕过树的是傻瓜! Last one around the tree is a ninny!
来这,小珠… Joop, Joop! Come here.
儿子们,小心 boys, boys! Careful, now.
-我跟你赛跑,汤姆 -等等,路克 -l'll race you, Tom. -Wait up, Luke.
有些家庭… There are families who live their entire lives...
既平淡又无趣的过一生 ...without a single thing of interest happening to them.
别跑那么快,汤姆! Don't run so fast, Tom!
我一向羡慕那些家庭 l've always envied those families.
路克,别虐待狗了 Luke, mind you, don't torment that dog.
它是我的狗 lt's my dog!
汤姆,你会踩到它 它只是只小狗 Tom, you're gonna step on him. He's only a pup!
来,小珠,过来 Here, Joop. Come here!
妈,你看见我在跑吗? Mom, did you see me run?
莎瓦娜,要吃豆子吗? Savannah, you want a bean?
儿子们,你们要吃豆子吗? boys, you want a bean?
别叫了 ,莎瓦娜 Quit squealing, Savannah.
下个该你,汤姆 You're next, Tom.
一位美女的孩子 我也是个捕虾人的儿子… The child of a beautiful woman, l was also a shrimper's son...
…而我则是深深地 爱着船的形状 ...in love with the shape of boats.
路克,他推我 Luke, he's pushing me.
我没有推她! l'm not pushing her!
莱拉小姐号
儿时我喜欢开父亲的捕虾船… As a small boy, l loved to navigate my father's shrimp boat...
…穿梭于沙洲间 ...between the sandbars.
我想亨利温格要不是 爱对人施暴力… l suppose Henry Wingo would have made a pretty good father...
…应当会是个好爸爸 ...if he hadn't been such a violent man.
我从母亲那儿遗传到… From my mother, l inherited a love of language...
…对语言与自然的珍爱 ...and an appreciation of nature.
她能将环岛散步… She could turn a walk around the island...
…变成一趟发现之旅 ...into a voyage of purest discovery.
小时候,我认为她 是世上最独特的女人 As a child, l thought she was the most extraordinary woman on earth.
我并非第一个 错看母亲的儿子 l wasn't the first son to be wrong about his mother.
我真厌倦你… l am sick and tired...
…你从不尊重我这一家之主 ...of you never showing me any respect in my own house.
我不知道我父母间的战争 是从什么时候开始 l don't know when my parents began their war against each other.
但我知道,他们唯一捕获的战俘 是他们自己的孩子 But l do know the only prisoners they took were their children.
等等,我鞋子掉了 Wait, you guys. My shoes are falling off!
快跟上来,莎瓦娜 Keep up, Savannah.
每当我们兄妹需要逃避时 就会进行一套仪式 When my brother, sister and l needed to escape, we developed a ritual.
我们找到一个没有痛苦 寂静又能抚慰心灵的世界 We found a silent, soothing world where there was no pain.
那是个没有父母的世界 A world without mothers or fathers.
我们会以血、肉… We would make a circle bound by flesh...
…和水… ...and blood...
…围成一圈 ...and water.
直到肺承受不了了 才会朝光往上游… And only when we felt our lungs betray us, would we rise toward the light...
…去面对在水面上 等着我们的恐惧 ...and the fear of what lay in wait for us above the surface.
潮浪王子
这都是许久前的事… All this was a long time ago...
…是在我选择遗忘以前 ...before l chose not to have a memory.
爸! Daddy!
我好像被咬了 ! l think something bit me!
布莱顿先生 你又贩毒给我女儿? Mr. brighton, are you selling dope to my girls again?
别烦我们,爸 Stop bugging us, Dad.
-再见,布莱顿先生 -进来,天晚了 -bye, Mr. brighton. -Come on in. lt's getting late!
是海螺 lt's a conch.
带它回家 我送它上大学! bring him home. l'll send him to college!
你怎么知道它是男的? How do you know it's a boy?
我们替它检查一下 Well, let's examine him.
丫头们,我说过人生的奥秘吗? Girls, have l ever told you the facts of life?
不,别又来了 Oh, no. Not this again.
远离男生 因为他们是恶心的禽兽… Stay away from boys because they're disgusting beasts...
…会在树丛里撒尿 而且会挖鼻孔 ...that pee on bushes and pick their noses.
好恶心喔,爸! Gross, Dad!
恶心毙了 That's completely gross.
总之,我不会远离男生的 Anyway, l'm not gonna stay away from boys.
这样才对,露西 千万别听父母的话 That's the spirit. Never do what parents tell you.
妈,你看我找到什么 Hey, Mom, look what l found!
爸,你不戒烟会死掉 这是学校教的 lf you don't quit smoking, you'll die. That's what they told me at school.
那么,不准你再上学 Well, no more school for you.
妈,爸又抽烟 Mom, Dad's smoking again.
讨厌,你知道该怎么做 把烟丢到水槽里 Oh, no. Well, you know what to do with that. Put it in the sink.
让我亲一下 Give me a kiss.
我想玩 l wanna play.
你看起来好累 ,医生 我替你弄杯饮料 You look tired, doctor. l'll fix you a drink.
这样太好了 我今天不太爽 That would be so nice. lt's been one of those days.
亲爱的,圣人难当 Hey, honey, it's tough work being a saint.
莎莉 ,接一下好吗? Sal, can you get it?
有东西闻起来好香 Something smells good.
爸,来跟我们玩 Hey, Dad. Come and play with us.
等一下 Later.
是你妈,从车上打来的 Your mother's calling from her car.
我不在 l'm not here.
好,莱拉…她要过来 Okay, Lila. She's coming over.
你怎么不跟她说 我们正在接受隔离? Why didn't you tell her we were under quarantine?
她说有事找你 She said she had to see you.
爸,她们不分我 Dad, they won't share.
丫头们, 自己解决… Work it out, girls. Work it out.
她说是急事,她在哭 She said it was urgent. She was crying.
我不记得有哪天莱拉不哭的 l can't remember a day when Lila wasn't crying.
对她仁慈点,汤姆 be nice to her, Tom.
我恨我妈,我以恨她为乐 l hate my mother, Sally. l enjoy hating her.
请别扼杀我仅剩的生活乐趣之一 Don't kill one of the few pleasures in my life.
那我们能谈点别的吗? Can we talk about something else?
-行,什么事? -我们 -Sure, what? -Us.
那我需要一点烈酒来谈 l need a stiff drink for that conversation.
丫头们? Girls?
-丫头们! -什么事? -Girls! -What?
有人想坐爸爸腿上吗? Anyone want to sit on Daddy's lap?
-有钱可以拿哟 -我要!… -There's money involved. -Okay!
我要问你们一个 严肃的问题… l'm gonna ask you a serious question...
…你们得老实回答 ...and l want you to answer honestly.
我知道你要问什么 l know the question.
谁是世上最伟大的人? Who's the greatest human being on this earth?
妈妈?我得发展些新的例行公事了 Mama? l've gotta develop some new routines.
来,大家收拾一下 Come on, everybody. Pick up, now.
快,去洗澡,时间到了 Come on, wash. lt's bath time.
对,我们得通过检阅 莱拉要来了 Gotta pass inspection. Lila's coming over.
莱拉… 我们为什么不能叫她祖母? Lila, Lila, Lila. Why can't we call her Grandma?
-等你当祖母就知道 -我会吗? -You'll know when you're a grandma. -l will?
东西收好然后去洗澡 Pick up and get into that tub.
来点鱼羹如何,温格太太? How does bouillabaisse sound to you?
恶心,我们就不能 吃点正常食物吗? Yuck! Can't we ever have normal food?
我们可以正经谈几分钟吗? Do you think we could talk seriously?
现在不成 我妈正在逼近 Not now, Sally. My mother's close.
你不觉得空气都凝结了吗? Can't you tell? The air stopped moving.
有时候我觉得 你只需要被打一巴掌 Sometimes l think all you need is just a good smack across your mouth.
她来了 ,莎莉 ,快 把蒜头绑在我脖子上 Here she is. Sally, tie this garlic around my neck.
我们要邀她共进晚餐吗? Do we have to invite her for dinner?
她不会肯的,这你很清楚 She won't stay. You know that.
那我们邀请她 Then let's invite her.
莱拉 Lila.
你好,莎莉 ,亲爱的 Hello, Sally, dear.
灌木该浇水了 Those shrubs need watering.
对,我得浇水 Yeah. l have to do that.
-你气色真好,莱拉 -别贫嘴 -You're looking well, Lila. -Don't be glib, Tom.
-要不要一起吃晚餐? -不,我不能久留 -Will you be having dinner with us? -No. l can't stay long.
真可惜 What a shame.
孩子们呢? Where are the children?
她们在洗澡, 怎么了? They're taking baths. Why?
我有坏消息 l have some bad news.
你的美国运通卡被取消了? They canceled your American Express card?
你妹妹又企图自杀了 Your sister tried to kill herself again.
你还想再开玩笑吗? You wanna make another joke?
天哪,什么时候的事? Oh, my God, Lila. When?
我不确定 l'm not sure.
她被人发现时已陷入昏迷 She was in a coma when they found her.
她现在情况如何? How is she now?
她还活着,谢天谢地 She's alive, thank God.
我和她的心理医生谈过 l spoke to her psychiatrist.
一个住纽约的犹太女人 Some Jewish woman in New York.
她要我们家属马上过去 我跟她说你会去 She wants one of us to go up there right away. l told her you'd go.
因为她是犹太籍心理医生 所以你不能去? lf she's a shrink and a Jew, you can't go?
我没那意思 我只是不确定我是否受欢迎 l didn't say that. l'm just not entirely sure l'd be welcome.
莎瓦娜可能会怪我 我的孩子什么都怪在我头上 Savannah will probably blame me. My children blame me for everything.
妈,我是否嗅到了 一丝罪恶感? Do l detect a note of guilt, Mama?
别跟我扯臭心理学 Don't give me that psychological horseshit.
你何不直说? 我得为你所有的问题负责 Why don't you just say it? l'm responsible for all your problems...
包括你的失业 ...including you not having a job.
让我们互相攻击吧! Let's hit way below the belt!
别假装这不是你挑起的 Don't pretend you didn't start this.
我现在不能去 这周末是你继父的生日 l just can't go right now. lt's your stepfather's birthday this weekend.
妈,我也不能去 我得替莎莉洗裤袜 l can't go either. l gotta wash out Sally's pantyhose.
我得送衣服去洗衣店 l'm going to the cleaners.
你何不去说单口相声? Why don't you get a job as a standup comedian?
待遇一定比教书好 lt pays better than teaching did.
反正我教书就是没出息,是吗? Which was far beneath me. Right?
是,以你的能力算是没出息 beneath your abilities, yes.
你对我的能力了解多少? What do you know about my abilities, for chrissake?
你们俩都住口 ! Just stop it, now, the both of you!
对于你的痛苦我感觉很难过 l'm sorry you're hurting.
你想谈吗? You wanted to talk?
我可以等 lt can wait.
我们去走走吧 Let's walk.
告诉我你在想什么 Tell me what you're thinking.
我在计算这片混乱 究竟是在何时形成的 l'm trying to calculate the exact moment everything got so fucked up.
我也担心勇士队会殿后 l'm also worried the braves are gonna finish last.
我笑不出来 l don't feel like laughing.
得了 ,莎莉 ,拜托 Oh, come on, Sally. Come on.
知道吗?这是几周来 你第一次碰我 Do you know that this is the first time you have touched me in weeks?
我的生活一团糟 My life's a mess, Sally.
是我们的生活一团糟 Our life's a mess, Tom.
你看…大北斗星 Look, there's the big Dipper.
我才不在乎大北斗星 l don't give a shit about the big Dipper!
该死,我在乎的是我们 Damn it, l care about us.
我在乎的是 你为什么把我推开 l care about why you keep pushing me away.
我以为你说 你可以等 l thought you said this could wait.
自从路克死后 我已经等了两年 l've been waiting for two years, Tom. Ever since Luke died.
我了解你对他的感觉 l know how you feel about him.
但我已经不清楚 你对我的感觉了 l just don't know how you feel about me anymore.
这不关你的事,我已经 不清楚自己对任何事物的感觉 Don't take it personally. l don't know how l feel about anything anymore.
天哪,你真可悲 God, you're pathetic.
别怪我们 怪在罪人爱德身上 Don't blame it on us. blame it on Con Ed!
快以开大卡车 Get this truck out of here.
快点,我赶时间 Come on, l'm in a hurry!
我要去看医生 l've got a doctor's appointment.
小姐,干嘛对我按喇叭?… Hey, lady! What are you honking at me for?
只有我妹 能逼我来这座恐怖城 lt was only my sister who could force me to come to this God-awful city.
这座嘈杂扰攘的城市 This city that roars down on you.
她热爱这里的一切… She loved it all. The muggers, the winos...
抢匪,酒鬼,流浪女 无所不在的噪音 ...the bag ladies, the wall-to-wall noise.
这些事物无关我们的童年 所以她爱它们 She loved it because it had nothing to do with our childhood.
但路克和我 则为着相同的理由痛恨这一切 Luke and l hated it for exactly the same reason.
你是-- You're--
你好 Hello.
我是露温斯汀医生 你一定是汤姆吧? l'm Dr. Lowenstein. You must be Tom.
是的,女士 Yes, ma'am.
为何不进来? Why don't you come in?
你东西可以放那儿 You can leave your things there.
我是该躺在长椅上? 还是先客套地跟你聊几句? Am l supposed to lie down on the couch, or are we gonna make polite chitchat?
来杯咖啡如何? How about a cup of coffee?
我们要先客套聊几句 Oh, we're gonna make polite chitchat first.
那你要不要喝咖啡呢? Was that yes or no to the coffee?
要,女士 lt's a yes, ma'am.
要加奶精和糖吗? 还有,你无须称呼我女士 Cream and sugar? And you don't have to call me ma'am.
我家教好嘛 而且我有点紧张 That's my good home-training, and l'm a little nervous.
加奶精不加糖 Cream, no sugar.
你为什么会紧张? Why do you think you're nervous?
每次我妹想自杀的时候我就紧张 这是我的怪癖 l get nervous every time my sister tries to kill herself. lt's a quirk.
怪癖? A quirk?
抱歉,我很愤世嫉俗 我们家的人都这样 l'm sorry. l was being cynical. lt's a family trait.
我不觉得莎瓦娜愤世嫉俗 Oh, l don't think Savannah's cynical.
是吗?她有自杀倾向 No? She's suicidal.
我倒希望她愤世嫉俗 l wish she was cynical.
我妹妹情况如何? How is my sister?
她在生理上已脱离险境,但-- She's out of physical danger, but--
我几时能见她? When can l see her?
你得等到明天 You have to wait until tomorrow.
为什么现在不能去? Why can't l go now?
因为她今天很烦乱 我们还在尝试安抚她 She's very agitated today. We're trying to quiet her down.
你们见面她会不舒服 l think it would be too upsetting.
但我不会不舒服 Wouldn't upset me.
对,但可能让她不舒服 No, but it might upset her.
咖啡如何?够热吗? How's your coffee? ls it hot enough?
可以了 lt'll do.
在莎瓦娜的诗中 ln Savannah's poems...
你是捕虾人还是教练? ...are you the shrimper or the coach?
教练,路克才是捕虾人… 或说曾经是 The coach. Luke's the shrimper, or was.
莎瓦娜上一次自杀 是在他死后吗? Savannah's last suicide attempt was right after his death, correct?
对,她难过了好些日子 Yeah, she had a few bad days over it.
此外,她还自杀过吗? Were there other times?
我不知道 l don't know.
在我们年纪还小时 她可能自杀过…但我不确定 There might have been another time when we were young, but l'm not sure.
你怎么收费? How are you getting paid?
你为什么改变话题? Why change the subject?
因为我不太喜欢那话题 我可以抽烟吗? because l don't like it much. ls it okay if l smoke?
最好不要 l'd prefer it if you didn't.
你对令妹的诗了解多少? How well do you know your sister's poetry?
我说我是教练,没说我是猩猩 l said l was a coach, Lowenstein, not an orangutan.
我也是个英文老师 当然懂她的诗,我们是双胞胎 l was also an English teacher. l know her poetry. She's my twin.
我比你更了解她的作品 l know it a hell of a lot better than you do.
你不太喜欢心理医师吧? You don't like psychiatrists, do you?
你们做了啥好事? 你问了一堆问题 What good do you people do? You ask a lot of questions.
这些惯例令我作呕 l'm sick of this whole damn routine.
我厌倦我妹老受剃刀引诱 l'm sick of my sister's attraction to razorblades.
我厌倦帮不了她的心理医师 And l'm sick of shrinks who can't do a fucking thing to help her.
我也不知道自己能否帮得了令妹 l don't know if l can help her either.
可是我知道 我不会放弃尝试 but l do know l'm not gonna give up trying.
为什么? 或许她太想死了 Why not? Maybe she just wants to die too damn much.
你无所谓吗? 你似乎想听任她死去 And that's okay? You sound resigned to losing her.
才怪,我当然在意 Hell no, it's not okay with me.
可是没错,我听天由命 Yeah, but l am resigned.
我认为你无法帮我拯救莎瓦娜 Then l don't think you can help me with Savannah.
很抱歉让你特地跑一趟 l'm sorry you had to come all this way.
你要我做什么? What do you want from me?
提供资讯 lnformation.
我当莎瓦娜的医生不过数月 You see, l've only been Savannah's doctor for a few months.
我需要知道许多关于她的事 There's so much more l need to know about her.
我得听听她的童年故事 但她没办法告诉我… l need to hear about her childhood, and she can't tell me...
因为她大部分的生命 已被她阻断 ...because she's blocked portions of her life out.
完全阻断 blotted out.
所以我需要你 告诉我她的过往 So l need you to be her memory, in a sense...
填补她遗失的生活细节 ...and fill in the missing details.
我这辈子一直努力想忘记 那些遗失的生活细节 l've spent my life trying to forget those missing details.
-你说什么? -我说-- -l beg your pardon? -l--
天哪,她真令人头痛 God, she's a pain in the ass.
明天几点? What time tomorrow?
明天中午我们在医院碰头 l'll meet you at the hospital at noon.
怎么了?你头痛吗? Do you have a headache?
昏昏的…你有吗啡吗? A doozy. You wouldn't have any morphine handy, would you?
吗啡? Morphine?
开开玩笑罢了 That's a joke, Lowenstein.
快让开,小朋友 不然你会受伤 Come on, get out of the way, kid. You're gonna get hurt.
去死吧 Screw you, man.
你会帮我拿袋子吗? You gonna help me with the bags?
你疯啦? 我才不帮你拿袋子 You out of your mind? l ain't helping you with no bags.
快让开,别挡路好吗? Come on, move! Get out of the way, huh?
计程车 Yo, taxi!
可恶… Shit! Shit!
你敢动 Move your ass an inch...
就死定了 ...and you can kiss it goodbye.
嗨, 艾迪,尽管开枪 我今天过得糟透了 Hi, Eddie. Go ahead and shoot, l've had a rotten day.
汤姆! 你要来应该通知我 Tom! You should have told me you were coming.
枪, 艾迪,注意枪 The gun, Eddie, the gun.
抱歉,莎瓦娜和我 今年已被抢两次了 l'm sorry. Savannah and l have been robbed twice this year.
他们现在都从防火梯跳进来 有个家伙还跳在我的冷气机上 They're leaping from fire escapes. One landed on my air conditioner.
我在窗台上抹油 却一点用都没有 l greased my windowsills. That didn't help.
我爱纽约 l love New York.
说得好 Tell me about it.
-安德鲁他好吗? -他搬走了 -How's Andrew? -Gone.
他说他需要空间,所以 就找了个住楼中楼的小伙子 Said he needed space, so he found a younger man with a duplex.
那是他的损失 lt's his loss, Eddie.
上帝保佑你 bless you.
莎瓦娜真善良 我简直算是住在这儿了 Savannah was an angel. l practically lived over here.
所以你现在落单? So you're alone now, huh?
除非我能趁你在这里时 勾引你越界,教练 Unless l can tempt you into crossing the line while you're here.
我麻烦已够多了 l got enough troubles, Eddie.
老实说,你看起来很糟 甚至已经不可爱了 Actually, you look terrible, Tom. You're not even cute anymore.
如果这就是你所谓的勾引 难怪你会没男友 lf that's your idea of seduction, no wonder you're alone.
要交男友并不简单 Well, it isn't easy.
你知道莎瓦娜 又在看心理医生了吗? Did you know Savannah was seeing a psychiatrist?
知道,是我推荐她去的 那医生是我的朋友 Of course. l recommended her. She's a friend of mine.
我花了一番工夫才洗掉的 lt was a bitch washing it out.
是你发现她的? You found her?
每天三次,一次50毫克 We've been giving her 50 mgs three times a day.
我会减到25毫克 l'd bring it down to 25.
别抱太大期望 Don't expect too much.
露温斯汀医生,我有事找你 Dr. Lowenstein, l need to see you.
莎瓦娜,亲爱的 Hey, Savannah. Hey, darling.
是我,汤姆 lt's me. Tom.
有个预约被取消了 45分钟后 l have a cancellation, so why don't you meet me...
你到医院来和我碰面如何? ...here at the hospital in 45 minutes, okay?
我在3楼 l'm on the third floor.
这是怎么回事? 为什么她被绑住? What the hell is going on here? Why is she strapped down?
但她的小组认为有此必要-- Her team felt she had to be restrained--
何必?她体内的药量 够麻醉一头鲸鱼了! Why? She has enough drugs to anesthetize a whale!
-她的小组认为-- -别叫他们她的小组了 ,好吗? -Her team decides-- -Quit calling them her team!
听起来好像她要参加 纽约巨人队甄选似的 Sounds like she's trying out for the Giants.
你要我怎么称呼他们? What should l call them?
咱们来点创意,叫他们浑蛋 Let's be creative. Call them assholes.
我跟你谈谈那些“浑蛋” Let me tell you something about those assholes.
我很感谢他们 因为他们救了令妹一命 l'm grateful because they saved your sister's life.
我不喜欢-- l don't like--
我不管你喜欢什么 她还有自杀的可能 l don't care what you like. She's still a threat to herself.
除非能救活莎瓦娜 否则说什么都没有用 There's no point to this unless we keep Savannah alive.
只要能救她,我不在乎 用药物,巫毒或塔罗牌… And l don't care if it takes drugs or voodoo or reading tarot cards...
你了解了吗? ...l want her alive. Do you understand me?
我虽然是个乡下佬 但也是很聪明的男人 When l'm not picking straw out of my teeth, l'm a very smart man.
抱歉,我无意露出优越感 l'm sorry. l didn't mean to sound condescending.
你很强悍 You're tough, Lowenstein...
而我饿死了 ...and l'm starving.
有兴趣一块儿吃午餐吗? Any interest in lunch?
除非你让我请你 Only if you let me pay.
我坚持 Oh, l insist.
我不反对去“禄特施” 或“竞技场” l wouldn't have objected to Lut鑓e or Le Cirque.
他们的辣椒没这么好吃 谢谢 Their chili isn't as good. Thank you.
谢谢 Thank you.
告诉我,你父亲 Tell me something.
为什么不回我的电报? Why didn't your father answer my telegram?
爸只喜欢好消息 况且虾子生意好 Dad only likes good news. besides, the shrimp are running good.
你妈呢?她为什么不来? 我是跟她联络的 And your mother? Why didn't she come? She was the one l spoke to.
事有轻重,我妈忙着… Priorities. My mother's too busy hiring a caterer...
请外烩师替我继父做寿 ...for my stepfather's birthday.
你总是以笑话代替对话吗? Do you always make jokes in place of conversation?
这是南方人的生活之道 lt's the Southern way, ma'am.
南方人的生活之道? The ''Southern way''?
这是我妈的不朽名言 My mother's immortal phrase:
“当一切变得太痛苦时 我们选择回避或大笑” ''When things get too painful, we either avoid them or we laugh.''
依据南方的生活之道 你们几时哭? When do you cry, according to the Southern way?
我们从不哭 We don't.
老天,莎莉做的都比这个好吃 Jesus, even Sally makes better chili than this.
-我有很棒的食谱 -不必,谢了 ,我从不下厨 -l have a good recipe. lnterested? -No, thanks. l never cook.
你们医生是怎么回事? What the hell is it with you doctors?
你知道“凯伦沃德” 是什么意思吗? Does ''Callanwolde'' mean anything to you?
不知道,为什么问? No. Why?
莎瓦娜刚苏醒时 她不断重复说这几个字 Savannah kept repeating it when she first came out of the coma.
“凯伦沃德…” 你不知道? ''Callanwolde, Callanwolde.'' No?
我不知道 l don't know.
我得回医院 l have to get back to the hospital.
不早了 lt's late.
我明天7点半后才有空见你 l can't see you tomorrow till about 7:30. Okay?
露温斯汀! Lowenstein!
你叫什么名字? What's your first name?
为什么问? Why?
为何不能问? Why not?
只是…我的病人都叫我 露温斯汀医生 lt's just that my patients call me Dr. Lowenstein.
但我不是你的病人 but l'm not your patient.
我叫苏珊 Susan.
谢谢,医生,我不会 叫你的名字,我只是想知道 Thank you, doctor. l won't use your name. l just wanted to know it.
别迟到 be on time.
-每磅8块钱 -每磅8块钱?虾子? -Eight bucks a pound. -Eight bucks a pound? For shrimp?
-新鲜吗? -很新鲜 -Are they fresh? -Yeah!
今天才捕获的,很漂亮 They're today's. They're gorgeous.
-好,我买一磅 -让我秤一下 -l'll take a pound. -Let me at the scale.
纽堡酱虾球? 老天,这里面加了酒 Shrimp Newburg? For chrissakes, Lila, it's got wine in it!
这是垃圾! lt's garbage!
这是精致料理 而且能让我加入克蕾顿联盟 lt's elegant food, Henry. And it's gonna get me into Colleton League.
笑话,你以为他们 干嘛成立克蕾顿联盟? That's a joke. Why do you think they got a Colleton League?
还不是为了排除你这种人 小珠… To keep people like you out. Joop!
如果他们不要你 你为什么要加入,妈? Why do you want to join anyway, Mama, if they don't want you?
他们当然要我 只是他们还没发现我的才能 Of course they want me. They just don't know it yet.
瞧,连狗都不吃 Even the dog won't eat it.
该死,辛苦工作一天 回家还得吃这种垃圾? Goddamn it! l work hard all day long to come home and eat this shit?
我觉得很好吃啊 l think it's good.
-谁问你了? -没人 -Who asked you? -Nobody.
没人 Nobody.
把头抬起来,你不会哭吧? Tip your head up, boy. You ain't gonna cry, are you?
我怎么跟你说过关于哭的? What did l tell you about crying?
我怎么跟你说过 关于在这个家哭的? What did l tell you about crying in this house?
把手放膝盖上,坐直 Put the hands in your lap. Sit up straight!
快坐直,你要哭啦? Come on, sit up straight. You gonna cry now?
莎瓦娜,拿一件你的衣服 给这小姑娘 Savannah, get this little girl one of your dresses.
你干嘛这么恶劣? Why are you so mean?
亨利,何不让我 另外替你做晚餐? Henry, why don't l get you another supper?
肉末豆泥饭还有剩 我替你热一热? There's leftover hash and rice. l'll heat it up.
过来帮忙,汤姆 Give me a hand, Tom.
去和其他的娘儿们一起下厨吧 You go out in the kitchen with the rest of the girls.
你干嘛不欺负 跟你一样大的人? bully on somebody your own size.
这个家没人开得起玩笑吗? Can't anyone take a joke around here?
我来帮忙 l'll help, Mama.
莎瓦娜,你先把奶油加热 l want you to melt this butter, Savannah.
再把这些饭炒一炒 汤姆,把洋葱剁碎 Heat up this rice. You chop that onion into fine little pieces, Tom.
洋基队重新出场 And the Yankees are back out in front.
我很遗憾,妈妈 l'm sorry, Mama.
-狗食 -没什么好遗憾的 There's nothing to be sorry for.
嫁鸡随鸡,嫁狗随狗 Marry into nothing, you get nothing.
再加点胡椒 Add some pepper, Tom.
给我一些黑醋 Hand me that Worcestershire sauce.
你嘴巴忘了闭上,孩子 Your mouth is hanging open, child.
料多味美 Nice and spicy.
我只想吃美味简单的美国料理 All l want is a good, plain American meal!
来了 ,亲爱的 Here you go, darling.
这才像叫做食物,莱拉 Now, this is food, Lila.
快吃吧,孩子们 Eat up, children.
你妈拿狗食喂他? So your mother fed him dog food, huh?
对,他甚至还想再来一份 He even asked for a second helping.
或许你的幽默感是得自你母亲 Maybe you got your sense of humor from your mother.
真有趣 Very funny.
她今天来过电话 她很担心莎瓦娜 She called today, very concerned about Savannah.
别相信她,她是骗子 Don't believe a word she says. She's a liar.
这倒有趣 她说你会毁谤她 That's interesting. She said you'd tell lies about her.
这可想而知 That figures.
那天我在你这里看到赫勃伍杜夫 他小提琴拉得真棒 l saw Herbert Woodruff come out of your office. He sure can play the fiddle.
你又改变话题了 You're changing the subject.
他有什么毛病? What's wrong with him?
开玩笑的 Just kidding.
很难相信像他赚那么多钱的人 也会有困扰 l can't believe anybody with that kind of money has troubles.
你真的那么闭塞? Are you really that provincial?
对,莎瓦娜也是 Oh, hell, yes. So is Savannah.
我们小时候一定要搭船 才能离开居住的岛 When we were kids, the only way to get off our island was by boat.
我们是在潮原上长大的 We grew up on a tidal plain.
潮原?什么意思? A tidal plain? What does that mean?
潮水代表一切 是衡量一切的标准 Tides mean everything, Lowenstein. They measure everything.
心情,季节,耕种 Moods, seasons, the time to plant...
打鱼,交配 ...to fish, to mate.
那地方很原始 到处都可听见生物钟声 lt's primitive. biological clocks ticking all over the place.
听起来像是不错的生活方式 Sounds like a nice way to live.
我妈还说了什么? What else did she say, my mother?
她说是她鼓励莎瓦娜 成为诗人的 She said that she was the one who encouraged Savannah to become a poet.
真的吗? ls that true?
老天 Jesus Christ!
那女人真无耻 That woman has no shame.
想知道她是怎么 鼓励莎瓦娜写作的吗? Wanna know how she encouraged Savannah?
-烧掉她儿时的日记 -为什么? -by burning her childhood journals. -Why'd she burn them?
因为莎瓦娜记下我们家可怕的事 而被说是不忠 because Savannah was being disloyal, writing about our hideous family.
你们家怎么可怕法? What's hideous about your family?
你要我“不忠”? Are you asking me to be disloyal?
若能帮莎瓦娜,是的 lf that's what it takes to help Savannah, yes.
差不多了吧?现在几点? Aren't we about done? What time is it?
还有几分钟 We still have a few more minutes.
你妈烧掉日记后 莎瓦娜怎么做? What did Savannah do after your mother burned her journals?
她用手指在沙上画 She took her fingers, and she wrote in the sand.
在空中画 And then she wrote in the air.
她开始写诗 以免我妈看懂 She wrote poetry so mother wouldn't understand it.
所以从某方面说 你妈帮忙造就了一位诗人 ln a sense, your mother helped to create a poet.
胡扯,她造就出精神分裂患者 bullshit, Lowenstein. She created a schizophrenic.
我妈应该养眼镜蛇,而非小孩 My mother should've raised cobras, not children.
能说点你父母的优点吗? Can you tell me anything good about your parents?
没办法 No.
试试看 Try.
好,他们做了两件很棒的事 They did two really good things:
他们生了路克和莎瓦娜 Luke and Savannah.
这两个不可思议的人 lncredible people.
热情,不服输,不出卖自己 Passionate, defiant, not for sale.
那你呢? What about you?
我是个有礼的南方人 谨守他人的教训 Oh, l was a courteous Southern boy that did what he was told.
我有责任感,普通,无趣 l was responsible and normal and dull.
“普通”是什么我不清楚 但你绝不无趣 l don't know what normal is, and you're anything but dull.
跟他们比起来我是无趣 Compared to them, l was.
现在你妹妹在住院 你哥哥已经过世 Your sister's in the hospital, and your brother's dead.
你一定有什么可取之处 You must be doing something right.
你可以走了 You can go now.
时间到了 Time's up.
晚安 Good night.
女与男 , 皆渺小 ''Women and men both little and small
丝毫不关心任何人 Cared for anyone not at all
播种其非,收割其同 They sowed their isn't They reaped their same
日 、月 、星、两 Sun, moon, stars, rain
孩童几无不猜 Children guessed but only a few
却随成长忘怀 And down they forgot As up they grew.''
接下来一连串的告解日 就如是展开 So this began a series of confessional days...
为了救莎瓦娜 ...when l spun out the history of Savannah's past...
我缓缓道出她的过往 ...in order to keep her alive.
第2周,我的第1个 纽约外来客症状就爆发了 By the second week, l'd developed the New York willies.
若不时时提升自己的心灵 The guilt that every out-of-towner feels...
每个外地人都有罪恶感 ...if he's not improving his mind every goddamn second.
我列了自己该做的事 l made a list of things l should do.
逛博物馆,看戏 15分钟内跑6哩 Museums, plays, run six miles in under 50 minutes.
同时还要看三部外国电影 See three foreign films all at the same time.
任何能免除罪恶感的事 Anything not to feel guilty.
你最早察觉莎瓦娜 Tom, how old was Savannah when you first realized...
不对劲时,她几岁? ...something was wrong with her?
大概7 , 8岁 About 7 or 8.
发生了什么特别的事吗? Anything specific happen?
我妈在家生孩子 My mother had a baby at home.
胎死腹中 lt was stillborn.
她说我们不乖 所以婴儿死了 She told us it died because we were bad.
总之,我们要在次日埋葬他 Anyway, we were gonna bury it the next day...
爸用毛巾把他包起来 放进冰箱 ...so Dad wrapped it in some towels and put it in the freezer.
当晚我起床喝水时 That night, l got up to get a drink of water...
看见莎瓦娜坐在摇椅上 ...and l saw Savannah sitting in the rocking chair...
怀里抱着死婴 ...with the dead baby in her arms.
她说 She was saying...
“你很幸运 因为你不必和我们一起生活” ...''You're the lucky one because you don't have to live with us.''
你有跟她说什么吗? Did you say anything to her?
第二天有,但她全不记得了 The next day l did, but she didn't remember anything about it.
当我告诉她时,她只说 When l told her, she said...
“谁会做那种疯狂事?” ...''Why would anyone do a crazy thing like that?''
所以当时你也是她的记忆? So you were her memory even then?
大概是吧 l guess so.
周五晚我开派对 盛装,务必到, 艾迪
臭锁 Goddamn locks!
我来了… l'm coming! l'm coming!
什么?再说一次? What was that again?
我在学习纽约人的语言 嗨,莎莉 l'm learning to speak the language of the natives here. Hi, Sally.
家里好吗? How's it going down there?
暴风两好像要来了 lt's just sort of blowing up a storm.
我收到女儿们的图画了 l got the girls' drawings.
-她们有收到我的信吗? -有,她们很喜欢 -Did they get my letters? -Yes, and they loved them.
很好,你收到我的信了吗? Good! Did you get my letter?
汤姆? Tom?
我想你这周末 还是别回来比较好 lt's not a good idea for you to come home this weekend.
为什么? Why not?
我不确定自己 现在是否想见到你 l'm just not sure that l want to see you right now.
我有很多事要想 l have a lot to figure out.
有什么意义? What's the point, Tom?
咱们面对现实吧 l mean, let's face it...
我们再也无法取悦彼此 ...we don't make each other feel good anymore.
好 Right.
听着 Look...
我不想在电话里讲这个 ...l didn't want to tell you this on the telephone.
我原想在你走前说 但你走得那么 l wanted to tell you before you left. but the way you left...
我来不及说 ...there wasn't any time.
你想告诉我什么? What did you want to tell me, Sally?
他叫什么名字? What's his name?
他叫什么名字?莎莉 他总有个名字吧 What's his name, Sally? The man must have a name.
杰克可里夫兰 Jack Cleveland.
不… 老天,莎莉… Oh, no. Oh, no! Oh, Jesus, Sally!
杰克可里夫兰? Jack Cleveland?
医院那个还在骑摩托车的 臭屁老嬉皮? That aging, pompous hippie from the hospital who still rides a motorcycle?
老天爷,为什么是他? Oh, for chrissakes, Sally! Why him?
为什么是他? Why him?
因为他知道他对我的感觉 because he knows how he feels about me.
莎莉… Oh, Sally.
这在电话里讲太难了 This is too difficult to talk about over the phone.
你仔细考虑,好吗? Just think about it carefully, okay?
我满脑子都在想这件事 l hardly think about anything else.
晚安,汤姆 Good night, Tom.
什么事? What?
你真的恋爱了吗? Are you really in love?
我不确定 l'm not sure.
我甚至可能是为了 想伤你而这么做 l might even be doing this to hurt you.
我该挂电话了 l gotta go.
亲爱的莎莉 Dear Sally:
希望“我爱你”这句话 l wish the words, ''l love you''...
对我来说不是那么难启齿 ...weren't so difficult for me.
我想你 想念触碰你的感觉 l've missed you. l miss touching you.
我不知道是什么 使得我如此疏远你 l don't know what keeps me at such a distance.
很抱歉让你失望 l'm sorry l disappoint you, Sally...
但你会有那种感觉没有错 ...but you're right to feel that way.
对不完整的男人 你还能作何反应? How else could you react to half a man?
你怎能不失望? How could you not be disappointed?
我似乎辜负了 每个看重我的人 Hell, l seem to disappoint anyone who tries to find the best in me.
汤姆? Tom?
妈 Ma'am?
进来 Come on in here.
来,躺在我身边… Come on, lie beside me. Come on.
你将会是温格家 唯一有成就的人 You're the only Wingo who's gonna amount to something.
路克不行, 因为他不聪明 Luke can't do it, because he isn't smart.
莎瓦娜也不行,她只是女孩 Savannah can't, because she's just a girl.
-但路克很聪明 -他不像你 -but Luke's smart, Mama. -Not like you.
或我 Or me.
这件事还没人知道 Nobody knows this yet...
但我是很棒的女人 ...but l'm an amazing woman.
你相信吗? Do you believe that?
相信 Yes, ma'am.
我向你保证 我绝不会死在这种房子里 l'm not gonna die in a house like this. l promise you that.
还有,汤姆 Something else, Tom.
我爱你远超过爱他们 l love you more than l love any of them.
-可是妈妈… -真的 -but, Mama! -l do.
我忍不住 l can't help it.
我最喜欢你 You're my favorite.
这是我们的小秘密 That's gonna be our little secret.
你能保密吗? You keep a secret?
能 Yes, ma'am.
我可以走了吗? Can l go now?
你得先说你爱我 Not till you tell me you love me.
我爱你,妈妈 l love you, Mama.
我忍了20年才把我的秘密 告诉路克和莎瓦娜 lt took me 20 years to tell Luke and Savannah about my secret.
我说完后 他们倒在地上狂笑 And when l did, they just fell on the floor, howling.
我妈也分别唤他们进去 My mother took each of them into that room...
说了同样的话 ...and told them exactly the same thing.
你为什么告诉我这件事? Why did you tell me that story?
为了证明莱拉温格… To prove that Lila Wingo would....
为了说明莎瓦娜 为何无法信任她 Just to show why Savannah could never trust her.
你是指你 为何无法信任她 You mean why you could never trust her.
抱歉…这故事不合适 咱们跳过吧 l'm sorry. That's the wrong story. Let's just skip it...
我再想个好一点的 ...and l'll try to think of a better one.
你在烦恼什么? What's bothering you?
全球温室效应 酸两,国家负债 Global warming, acid rain, the national debt....
还有我老婆在南卡 和一个心脏外科大夫有染 And my wife's having an affair with a heart surgeon in South Carolina.
天哪,我觉得自己像白痴 Jesus! l feel like such an idiot.
老天,我甚至没察觉 l never even knew it was going on.
-或许你是没去注意 -胡扯 -Maybe you weren't paying attention. -bullshit!
咱们面对现实吧 女人比男人狡诈 Let's face it, Lowenstein. Women are more devious than men.
你们很会隐瞒事情,保密 说谎时还会面带微笑 You're great at hiding things. You keep secrets. You smile when you lie.
你们期待男人坚强有力 You expect a man to be a tower of strength.
当你们发现他有弱点 有不安全感时 When he's got a few weaknesses and insecurities...
你们怎么着? 该死,你们就转身背叛他 ...what do you do? You turn around, and goddamn it, you betray him!
你觉得你母亲背叛你? You feel that your mother betrayed you?
我是在说我老婆 l was talking about my wife!
天哪,我恨佛洛伊德的鬼扯 Oh, God, l hate this Freudian crap.
反正听我抱怨不是你的工作 如果你不介意,我想走了 lt's not your job to listen to my problems. l'd like to go.
你随时都可以走 You're free to leave anytime.
很好 Good!
臭心理医生 Goddamn shrink.
我在骗谁? Who was l kidding?
我是保密冠军 l was a champion at keeping secrets.
比任何女人都行 Better than any woman.
直到苏珊露温斯汀出现 Until Susan Lowenstein came along.
我这个从不吐实的男人 A man who never talked...
现在却成天做这件事 ...now is doing nothing else.
她问的问题 和她的香水一样令我晕眩 Her questions making me as dizzy as her perfume.
抱歉 Excuse me.
你想跳舞吗? Would you like to dance?
谁?我吗? Who, me?
对,你 Yes, you.
来吧 Come on.
来吧,放轻松就好 Come on, just loosen up!
安分点,他名草有主了 Hands to yourself! He's spoken for.
汤姆,莎瓦娜她好吗? 我几时能见她? How's Savannah? When can l see her?
我不知道,跟她说话 跟羊齿植物讲话没两样 l don't know, Eddie. lt's like talking to a fern.
我很高兴她有进步了 Well, l'm glad she's improving.
来吧,我们跳舞 Come on, let's dance.
拜托,饶了我 我跳得很差 Give me a break, Eddie. l'm a lousy dancer.
拜托,疯狂点 你在大城市里 Walk on the wild side. You're in the big city.
管他的,好… Oh, hell. All right....
天哪,你跳得还真难看! 去交际 God, you are a lousy dancer! Go mingle.
快,进去 去玩吧 Get in here. Get into the party.
我的椅子呢? Where are my chairs?
找到4把 另外两把有线索了 l found four of them, and l have a lead on another two.
萝贝塔,我替你准备了长椅 Roberta, have l got a settee for you!
不许笑 Don't laugh.
你在笑…! You're laughing!
对不起 l'm sorry.
很訝异在这儿见到你 l'm surprised to see you here.
怎么会?我喜欢艾迪呀 Why? l like Eddie.
你知道吗-- You know, l--
你今天真是把我惹火了 You really pissed me off today.
但你让我去思考一些事 but you made me think about some things.
别养成习惯 否则我得开始跟你收钱 Don't make it a habit, or l'll have to charge you.
你有幽默感嘛 Oh, we do have a sense of humor!
我还以为你已经 开刀切除了呢 l was beginning to think you had it surgically removed.
你今天很漂亮 You look mighty pretty tonight.
谢谢 Thank you.
你还好吧? Are you all right?
天哪,我好极了… Oh, God, l'm great. l'm just great.
我谎话说完了 能邀你跳舞吗? Now that l finished lying, can l ask you to dance?
你会是第一个在纽约 与我共舞的女人 You'd be the first woman l've danced with in New York.
我宁可不要 l'd rather not.
别这样,疯狂点 Come on, Lowenstein. Walk on the wild side.
派对嘛,来吧 lt's a party. Come on.
放心,我没办法 边跳舞边调情 Don't worry, l can't dance and make a pass at the same time.
我会数错拍子 l lose count.
你一个人来? You came alone?
很奇怪 我婚前从不独来独往 Yeah, it's funny. l never went anywhere alone until l got married.
你把婚姻关系描写得丝丝入扣 Well, that speaks well for matrimony.
不,只是 No, it's just that...
我先生经常旅行 ...my husband travels a lot.
他是做什么的? What does he do?
很晚了 ,我真的该走了 You know, it's late. l really should go.
我送你回家 l'll take you home.
我自己回去就好,真的 No, it's okay. l'm fine.
我是南方人,女士 我们都会送女伴回家 l'm a Southerner, ma'am. We take our ladies home.
你怎么有办法? How do you do it?
你怎么有办法成天听别人诉说 伤心事?你不会因而沮丧吗? How do you listen to people's sob stories? Doesn't it depress you?
只要觉得自己能帮他们就不会 No, not if l think l can help them.
总之,你得学会 把病人和自己的问题分开 Anyway, you learn to separate your patients' problems from your own.
关于你的问题,我想我能处理 Now yours, l think l could handle.
是吗?别这么肯定 Oh, yeah? Don't be so sure.
告诉我 Tell me something.
你有没有想过要 像莎瓦娜一样写作? Did you ever wanna write like Savannah?
你在改变话题 You're changing the subject, Lowenstein.
是吗? Am l?
这一招是跟你学的 lt's a technique l'm learning from you.
又是他 There he is again.
看见了吗? 这家伙在跟踪我 You see him? That guy is following me.
你是明星的心理医生? So you're a shrink to the stars, huh?
他不是我的病人,是我的丈夫 He's not my patient. He's my husband.
真的?赫勃他妈的伍杜夫 是你丈夫? No kidding? Herbert-fucking-Woodruff is your husband?
赫勃伍杜夫是我丈夫 Herbert Woodruff is my husband, yes.
你是怎么认识他的? How'd you meet him?
我去卡内基音乐厅 l saw him perform at...
听他演奏,那年我22岁 ...Carnegie Hall. l was 22 years old.
我没听过那样的音乐 我是指那种 l had never heard anything like it. l mean, that kind of...
热情,艺术性,随你说 就像莎瓦娜的作品 ...passion, artistry, whatever you call it. lt's like Savannah's.
他们有令人感动的天赋 They have that gift to make people feel.
我立刻爱上他 l fell in love with him instantly.
于是你嫁给他 从此过得幸福快乐? So you married him, and then you lived happily ever after, huh?
我嫁给他 l married him.
你想说什么? 世上不只我婚姻失败? Are you telling me that mine isn't the only screwed up union?
-我不再多说了 -等等,不公平 -l'm not telling you anything more. -Wait. No fair.
我对你掏心挖肺 l spill my guts.
跟你说我的婚姻伤痕累累 问你时,你竟什么都不说? l tell you my marriage is full of holes. but you got nothing to say?
轮到你说你的心事了 l think it's your turn to give a little.
拜托,通点人情 Come on, Lowenstein, be human. Talk to me.
-谈谈你自己吧 -我没办法 -Tell me about yourself. -l can't.
要招计程车时怎么就是叫不到 Why are there never any cabs?
我问你几个简单问题 你来回答 l'll ask you a few simple questions, and you just answer.
-简单? -对,非常简单 -Simple? -Very simple.
-你父亲叫什么名字? -道格拉斯 -What's your father's name? -Douglas.
你最喜欢什么车? What's your favorite car?
我喜欢旧型的福特 l like old Ford Woodies.
很好,你的初吻对象是谁? Good! Who's the first boy you ever kissed?
迪克博考维兹,他很可爱 Dick berkowitz. He was very cute.
你知道你穿这套装有多美吗? Do you have any idea how beautiful you look in that suit?
今天是“安慰露温斯汀日”? ls this ''Make Lowenstein Feel better Day''?
你的微笑也很美 你应该多微笑 And you got a great smile. You should smile more.
-别说了 -你不相信我的话? -Stop. -You don't believe me, do you?
来,我带你看样东西 Come here. Let me show you something.
过来,我带你看 Come here. Let me show you.
-你带我来看画? -不,看你 -A painting? -No, you. Look at you.
你的脸,你的微笑 你的套装 You. Your face, your smile, your suit.
我说的可是很棒的东西 很美 l'm talking great stuff here. beautiful.
好,你说服我了 Okay, you convinced me.
替我叫部计程车好吗? Now, would you please get me a cab?
要不要上去坐坐? 我想介绍我儿子给你认识 Come up for a minute. l'd like you to meet my son.
当然好 Sure. Okay.
请进 Come on in.
伯纳? bernard?
我想介绍我朋友给你认识 l'd like you to meet a friend.
你好吗? How do you do?
别挡路,好吗? Mind stepping out of the way?
抱歉 Oh, excuse me.
温格先生是橄榄球教练 Mr. Wingo is a football coach, bernard.
是吗? Oh, yeah?
爸今天从维也纳打电话回来 他要我见到你时,代他向你问好 Dad called from Vienna today. Said to say hi to you when l saw you.
你今天下午有练习吗? Did you practice this afternoon?
没有,我忙着看电视 No, l've been too busy watching TV.
你很无礼,伯纳 You're being rude, bernard.
不会,青少年都是这样 No, he's being a teenager.
我以前也一样 l used to be one myself.
不会吧? No kidding?
你从哪儿来? 说话腔调好怪 Where are you from? Your accent's weird.
南卡 South Carolina.
你看电视还是--? ls this TV or--?
我正在看电影 l'm trying to watch this movie.
好,不早了 All right, it's late. Come on.
该上床睡觉了 ,快点 lt's time for bed, bernard. Let's go.
马上关电视去睡觉 Turn down the TV and go to bed.
再见 l'll see you, bernard.
很抱歉他对你那么无礼 l'm sorry that he was so rude to you.
不,你不必道歉 You don't have to apologize, Lowenstein.
根据认定 青少年本来就不适应社会 Teenagers, by definition, are not fit for society.
的确是 That's true.
伯纳想打橄榄球 所以我才让你们俩见见面 bernard wants to play football. That's why l brought you to meet him.
我想或许你每星期 可以指导他几天 l thought that maybe you could coach him a couple of days a week.
他爸在时 他都没机会打球 You see, he never gets a chance to play while his father's around.
赫勃正在作巡回表演 我想或许-- Herbert's on tour. l thought maybe--
你是想聘请我教他? ls this a job offer?
对,我坚持付你钱 Yes, and l would insist on paying you.
你觉得多少钱合理? What would you consider a reasonable rate?
你看诊都收多少钱? What are your rates?
我每小时收费150元 l charge $1 50 an hour.
好,我接受 Fine, l'll take it.
你一定是很棒的教练 You must be a very good coach.
算了 ,我还不需要人施舍 Forget it, Lowenstein. l'm not a charity case yet.
告诉伯纳我们周一开始上课 Tell bernard we'll start Monday.
很好 Good.
晚安 Good night.
第一要则,绝对不得迟到 First rule of thumb, bernard. Never be late.
我根本就不想来,行吗? l didn't want to come anyway, okay?
你妈以为你想打球 这是真的吗? Your mother thinks you want to play. ls that true?
或许是,或许不是 Maybe, maybe not.
你在哪里当教练? 老土村? Where do you coach, Mr. Wingo? Hillbilly country?
你有阶级意识吧? We're a little class-conscious, are we?
你念波特女子学校? Do you go to Miss Porter's?
是伊氏中学,臭屁鬼 Phillips Exeter, smart-ass.
你去年没能参赛,对吗? You didn't get to play last year, did you?
你怎么知道? How'd you know?
因为胆敢叫教练臭屁鬼的 because any snot-nosed punk that would dare call his coach a smart-ass...
小阔佬连倒水都别想 更别提上场打球了 ...wouldn't get to haul water, let alone play.
依你的态度,只配坐冷板凳 With your attitude, you belong in the bleachers, kid.
等你准备好打橄榄球 再跟你妈要我的电话 When you get ready to play football, get my number from your mother.
接着 Catch.
雷娜塔霍本收
未付帐单
大屠杀 雷娜塔霍本
你需要人帮助 You need help.
中年男子穿这样根本毫无魅力 This is not an attractive look for a middle-aged man.
你几时带我去购物? 你听过雷娜塔霍本吗? You can take me shopping. Did you ever hear of Renata Halpern?
没有,她是谁? No, who is she?
不知道,但她写了些有关 犹太人在布鲁克林成长的好诗 l don't know, but she writes poems about growing up Jewish in brooklyn.
她最近没住莎瓦娜家? Was she staying with Savannah recently?
不知道,我常不在纽约 Not that l know of. Of course, l've been out of town a lot.
礼拜六去百货公司 ,大男孩 bloomingdale's on Saturday, big boy.
温格教练? Coach Wingo?
听着,昨天我… You know, yesterday, l....
你知道,我… You know, l....
我接受你的道歉 l accept your apology, bernard.
我去年没能参赛 是因为我进不了校队 l didn't play last year, because l never made the team.
他们取笑我 They made fun of me.
经过我的调教 我保证他们不会笑你 lf l coach you, l promise they won't make fun of you.
但你得答应我一件事 but you gotta promise something.
你得闭上嘴 你一开口 ,我就火大 You gotta shut up, bernard. Your mouth pisses me off.
应该说“遵命” ''Yes, sir'' is the way to address me.
首先我们必须 遵守某些形式和礼貌 First thing we'll do is follow certain courtesies.
我说什么,你就做什么 并且带着热忱做 You'll do whatever l tell you and do it with enthusiasm.
我会教你成为打橄榄球的高手 l'm gonna teach you to play football well.
-我每天都会操死你 -等等,我还要上小提琴课 -l'll run your ass off every day. -l have my violin lessons.
-住嘴,伯纳 -遵命 -Shut up, bernard. -Yes, sir.
我要把你操到挂 要你举重… After l run you till you drop, make you lift weights...
…要你擒抱直到手臂痉挛… ...tackle till your arms cramp...
…你可悲的闭塞人生 一定会有空前转变 ...something will happen to you that's never happened in your life.
怎么说? What's that, sir?
你会变得快乐 You're gonna be happy, kid.
跑,继续,触地 Keep moving. Move them. Hit it!
快,起来 Come on! Get up.
放下那条腿,滚 放下这条腿,滚 Drop that leg. Roll. Drop this leg. Roll.
对,很好,笑一个 That's it. All right, let's see that smile.
带着笑脸再来一次 Do it again with a smile.
交叉,回来,交叉,对 Cross. back. Cross.
交叉,交叉,回来,交叉 That's it. Cross them over. Cross!
肩膀要这样转动 bring this shoulder out. This shoulder.
眼睛专心看球 专注 Keep your eyes on the ball. Concentrate!
快,伯纳,手举起来,快 Come on, bernard. Get your hands up.
接着,往后看 Get it. Look behind!
转身跑 Turn around and run!
你是世上最棒的人,爸 You're the greatest person in the whole world, Daddy.
怎么?我连发问的乐趣 都没得享受了? What? l don't even get the pleasure of asking the questions anymore?
-你几时回家? -很快 -When you coming home, Daddy? -Soon.
要是我生日你没回来 我会杀了你 Well, if you miss my birthday, l'm gonna kill you.
你生日我当然会回去 Chandler, how could l miss your birthday?
你出生那天我在场呀 l was there the day you pushed your way into the world.
我要鳄鱼 l want an alligator!
你去沼泽抓就有 You go down to the marsh and you get one.
我要鳄鱼娃娃 我要跟它一起睡 l want a stuffed alligator so he can sleep in bed with me.
这个习惯好危险 Now, that's a dangerous habit to get into, kiddo.
妈妈在吗? ls Mama there?
妈咪,爸要跟你说话 Daddy wants to talk to you.
你好,莎莉 Oh, hi, Sal.
小芊生日我真的想回家 l want to come home for Chandler's birthday.
两天就好-- lt would only be--
如果你不回来 我们会很失望 We'd all be upset if you didn't come, Tom.
太好了 ,谢谢你,莎莉 Oh, good. Well, thanks, Sally.
好,我们再谈,再见 Okay. l'll talk to you. bye.
好,再见 All right. bye-bye.
好,摆好姿势…好 Hustle. Hustle. Hustle!
-你竟然含了根烟? -你拿走我的烟? -You got a broken cigarette. -You gonna take it away?
这成了我的例行公事 早上训练伯纳 So this became my routine. Coaching Bernard in the morning...
下午告诉他妈妈 温格家的秘密 ...and in the afternoon, telling the Wingo family secrets to his mother.
而且期待这么做 或说,期待见到她 And looking forward to telling them. Or looking forward to seeing her.
莎瓦娜似乎有某种碎片 lt's as if Savannah has some kind of a splinter...
就是她被忽略了 ...that she's neglected.
而且…溃烂 lt festers.
在内心溃烂,直到你 lt festers inside you until you...
说出来,懂吗? ...you get it out. You know what l mean?
你告诉我的故事 对她回想很有帮助 The stories you're telling me are helping her remember...
我以我们所做的为荣 ...and l'm very proud of the work we're doing.
懂吗? Know what l mean?
时间到, 出去 Time's up. Out.
露温斯汀 Lowenstein.
-接着 -我的指甲 -Here. Catch. -My nails!
-把球丢给我… -把球丢给你? -Throw me the ball. -Throw you the ball?
教练,你想干嘛, 自杀? Coach, are you trying to kill yourself?
我绝不戒烟,听见没? l'm not quitting, bernard. You hear?
那我也抽 Then l'll smoke.
不,你不能抽… No, you're not smoking. You're not smoking.
那就把烟丢掉 Then throw them out.
好,我丢… All right. l will.
全丢掉 All of them.
太棒了… All right. All right!
-恭喜,教练,感觉如何? -我觉得好多了 -Congratulations. How do you feel? -l feel better already.
适度恨纽约是一种艺术 You know, it's an art form to hate New York properly.
不,这是陈腔滥调 No, it's not. lt's a clich?
柏纳,你没那么笨嘛 我们去书店 You're not such a dumb kid after all. Let's go to the bookstore.
下礼拜我女儿过生日 她想要一只鳄鱼 lt's my daughter's birthday. She wants an alligator.
比得潘里有鳄鱼 你想这样她会接受吗? There's a crocodile in Peter Pan. Think she'll buy it?
我妈的生日也在下礼拜 lt's my mom's birthday next week.
我肯定你一定什么都不送她 l bet you got her exactly nothing.
走,看能不能找到东西送她 Come on, we'll see if we can find her something.
南方人的生活之道 雷娜塔霍本着
露温斯汀之未付帐单
可恶… Shit! Shit.
雷娜塔霍本到底是谁? 她和我妹有什么关系? Who is Renata Halpern, and what's she got to do with my sister?
你坐下,冷静下来吧 Sit down and cool off.
你早就知道了吧? You knew about this, didn't you?
这样我很难进行咨商-- lt's difficult to conduct a session--
这不是咨商,该死 我在问你问题 This is not a session! l'm asking you a question.
你回避得很差劲 告诉我这本书是谁写的 You're doing a shitty job of evading it. Who wrote this?
干嘛这么激动? What's so disturbing?
那不是问题 问题是你为什么不告诉我? That's not the issue. Why didn't you tell me?
以我的身分不能告诉你-- lt wasn't my place to--
你真不简单 You're a piece of work.
我到这儿来告诉你一切 你却保留一项重要资讯 l tell you everything, and you withhold important information!
-或许有所保留的是你 -这与我无关 -Maybe you're withholding. -This is not about me!
那你为什么这么生气? Then why are you so upset?
因为我不喜欢被骗 我不喜欢秘密 l don't like being lied to. l don't like secrets.
我可以向当局告发你 让你的执照被吊扣 l could report you. Have your license suspended.
别像个毛躁孩子 Stop acting like a petulant child.
你还没回答我 告诉我这本书是谁写的 You haven't answered my question. Who wrote this book?
你何不告诉我? You tell me.
好,那是我妹写的 全是关于我那该死的家 l will. My sister wrote it. lt's all about my goddamn family.
这书要是让我妈看到 她准会挖出莎瓦娜的内脏 lf my mother read it, she'd rip out Savannah's pancreas.
为什么?她为什么要那样? 你们在隐瞒什么? Why? Why would she do that? What are you hiding?
除非你回答我的问题 否则我不会再回答你任何问题 l don't answer any more questions till you answer mine.
那你何不坐下来听? Then why don't you sit down and listen.
我是说如果你的脾气 还没让你精疲力竭的话 That is, if you're not too exhausted by your temper tantrum.
可恶 Shit!
莎瓦娜一开始来找我咨商时 她说她名叫雷娜塔霍本 When Savannah came to see me, she told me her name was Renata Halpern.
-天哪,她比我想像中还疯 -住嘴,否则我不说了 -She's even crazier than l thought. -Shut up, or l won't continue.
她说她父亲是毛皮商 双亲都是大屠杀的幸存者 She said her father was a furrier and both parents were Holocaust survivors.
她没办法在我面前扮犹太人 吸引我的是 She couldn't fool me about being Jewish, but what fascinated me...
她为何选择当幸存者的孩子 ...was why she chose to be the child of survivors.
她过去想从什么事中走出来? 她现在想从什么事中走出来? What was she trying to survive? What is she trying to survive?
-我怎会知道? -我想你知道 -How would l know? -l think you do.
少来,你应该回答我的问题 You're supposed to be answering my questions.
她为什么要写那本书? Why'd she do it?
她写那本书是想 把自己变成另一个人 Writing made her want to be someone else.
-你赞成? -我没这么说 -That was okay with you? -lt was not okay.
我告诉过只有 她能对抗自己的心魔 l said unless she resolved her own problems, she wouldn't have a chance.
大家都付钱请你 把他们变成别人吗? ls that what people pay you to do? Turn them into someone else?
你根本没在听我说… You're not listening!
鬼扯,你以为我每天来干嘛? What do you think l'm doing here every day?
-抱怨,规避 -去你的,露温斯汀 -Complaining! Avoiding! -Fuck you, Lowenstein!
佛洛伊德,我妹,和雷娜塔 都该死,这一切令我作呕 Fuck you, Sigmund Freud and Renata Halpern. lt makes me sick!
你的反应令我作呕 Your reaction makes me sick!
你希望我作何反应? 若我对你儿子如法炮制呢? How do you expect me to react? What if l'd done the same to your son?
那不一样! lt's not the same thing!
把他变成长老教派的四分卫 l'll make him a Presbyterian quarterback!
那不一样 我儿子没想过要自杀 lt's quite different. My son didn't try to kill himself.
给他时间… Give him time, Lowenstein. Give him time!
你是大混蛋 You son of a bitch!
天哪,我替你拿点冰块… My God, l'll go get you some ice.
看来这件事 会引发一场渎职官司 ,医生 l see a malpractice suit coming out of this, doctor.
我好惭愧 l am so embarrassed.
今天过得真精彩 What a day.
我被字典砸 l get dropped by a dictionary...
还发现自己妹妹变成 布鲁克林的犹太人 ...and l find out my sister's become a brooklyn Jew.
拿着… Here. Here.
我不需要那个 我宁可失血致死 l don't need that. l'd rather bleed to death.
你闭嘴,拿冰块敷一下 Just be quiet and take it.
等你止血,我带你去吃晚餐 After you've stopped bleeding, l'll take you to dinner.
今天不吃辣肉酱 我这次要好好敲你一顿 No chili today. This time it's gonna cost you.
这算是治疗? This is therapy, huh?
对,很血腥吧? Yeah, pretty bloody, isn't it?
我还是不敢相信 自己会拿字典砸你 l still can't believe l did that to you.
面对现实吧 我引发了你的兽性 Face it, Lowenstein. l bring out the animal in you.
-我要向你道歉 -我接受 -l owe you an apology. -l accept.
-我那么说伯纳很不应该 -没错… -That was a terrible thing to say. -Yes.
我知道 谢谢你接受我的道歉 l know it. Jesus. Thank you for accepting.
想点餐了吗? Would you like to order now?
我们想点餐了 We would like to order now.
要我替你点吗? 我常到这里吃饭 Do you want me to order for you? l eat here all the time.
我怎能让一个 连烹饪都不会的女人替我点菜? How am l supposed to trust a woman who can't even cook?
我不会烹饪 不表示我不会吃 Just because l can't cook doesn't mean l can't eat.
好…点吧 今晚我会尽全力取悦你 Go ahead. l'll do anything to make you happy tonight.
我想… l think...
我们先吃蘑菇朝鲜蓟肉 ...we'll start with the artichaut garni de champignons au safran.
先生吃… And pour monsieur....
野浆果鸭慕斯 La mousse de canard aux baies sauvages.
然后我们吃蟹鱼汤 那很美味 And then we'll have the soupe de poisson au crabe. Delicious.
主菜要兔脊肉 And for our main course, r鈈le de lapin.
兔子很棒 The rabbit is superb.
天哪,美女用法语点菜 God, there's nothing sexier than a beautiful woman...
最性感了 ...ordering food in French.
你何不把菜单念一遍给我听? Read me the whole menu.
你在挑逗我? Are you flirting with me?
对,我想是的 Yeah, l think l am.
希望你觉得我有魅力 尽管我的鼻子流血不止 l'd like you to find me attractive, bloody nose and all.
我想问你莎瓦娜的事 l'd like to ask you about Savannah.
天哪,休息一晚都不成? Don't you ever take a night off?
对,是你说要尽全力取悦我 一件事就好 You said you'd do anything to make me happy. Just one thing.
莎瓦娜说她的童书源自一个梦 Savannah told me her children's book came out of a dream.
说是梦魇比较贴切 More like a nightmare.
梦里有些情景令她害怕 但她不清楚原因 lmages in it terrorized her, but she didn't know why.
就像那三只流浪狗 你想那是什么意思? Like the three stray dogs. What do you think it means?
你真是无可救药 Lowenstein, you're incorrigible.
我们在这么棒的餐厅里 We're at a wonderful restaurant...
你却要我诠释我妹妹的梦? ...and you want me to interpret my sister's dreams?
你想解梦 就解我的吧 You wanna interpret dreams? Do mine.
昨晚我梦到你了 很美妙的一场梦 l had a great one about you last night.
你梦见我? You had a dream about me?
对,想听吗? You wanna hear?
我不确定 l'm not sure.
别担心,这个不是保护级的 Don't worry. This one's G-rated.
这个? This one?
告诉我吧 Tell me.
有次暴风雪侵袭纽约市 There was a blinding snowstorm right here in New York City.
我出去散步时遇见你 l went out for a walk, and l ran into you.
我们决定到彩虹室 We decided to go to the Rainbow Room.
那里没有人 No one was there.
所以我们开始跳慢舞 So we started to slow dance.
你认为这反映出什么? What do you think it means?
你说是暴风雪? You said it was a snowstorm?
能见度很低的暴风雪? blinding snowstorm?
或许你害怕看见什么 Maybe there's something you're afraid to see.
或许我想更了解你 Maybe l wanna get to know you better.
或许你想“唬”我 Maybe you're trying to snow me.
或许我是害怕 Maybe l have cold feet.
或许你只是想念冬天 Maybe you just miss winter.
腿要动,动… Move those legs. Move them!
好,就位 That's it. Get in position.
头抬高,好,来 Keep your head up. Come!
那是我儿子吗? ls that my son?
那是我儿子吗,伯纳? ls that you in there, bernard?
我觉得这样不太好 l don't think this was such a good idea.
别像个犹太妈妈 Stop being a Jewish mother.
我本来就是犹太妈妈 我还带了三明治 l am a Jewish mother. l brought sandwiches.
很好,我饿扁了 Oh, good. l'm starving.
这里有好吃的 l got delicious ones here.
来,伯纳,休息一下 Take a break.
很好,我替你带了一个 Great. l got one for you.
妈,这是你在厨房 辛苦了一天做的? Slave away in the kitchen all day making those?
不,跟平常一样买来的 要不要来一个? l bought them as usual. Would you like one?
不要,我不饿 No, l'm not hungry.
我可以看你打球吗? So can l watch you play?
我保证不会太保护你 l promise l won't be overprotective.
我已经不想打了 l don't feel like playing anymore.
走吧,咱们去丢几分钟球吧 Let's toss the ball around for a few minutes.
我算什么?训练过的海豹? 她要我干嘛我就得干嘛? Am l a trained seal? l gotta do what she wants?
你真命苦 Oh, you got it tough, kid!
咱们躺在草地上 为你悲惨的人生哭泣吧 Let's lie in the grass and cry for all the terrible misfortune in your life.
每次我妈在,你就变成混蛋 You're a jerk every time my mother's around.
你想干嘛?给她留下深刻印象? Are you trying to impress her?
你完全搞错了 ,伯纳 你气的不是他而是我 You're out of line. You're mad at me, not him.
这些鬼话你留着说给病人听吧 Save that crap for your patients, Mom.
他说得对 He's right, you know.
他说得完全正确 He's absolutely right.
我不知道该怎么跟他说话 l don't know how to talk to him.
或许你应该改变作法 Maybe you should try a new approach.
是吗?什么方法? What's that?
笑呀… Laugh, Lowenstein, laugh.
南方人的生活之道? The Southern way?
对,不管用就打他的头 lf that doesn't work, then you bop him on the head.
你觉得我这个人怎样? What do you think of me?
我觉得你很成功 Well, l think you have it made.
你很富有,活得像个女王 你的孩子需要管教,但 You're rich. You live like a queen. Your kid needs some work...
整体来说,你是人上人 ...but overall, you're in the top 1 percent.
你说谎 You're lying.
我觉得你很可悲 l think you're a very sad woman, Lowenstein.
我喜欢你说实话 l like it when you tell the truth.
我觉得你是我长久以来 交到的第一个朋友 l think you're the first friend l've made in a long time.
走,我们去看电影 Come on. Let's go to the movies.
-电影? -对,走吧 -The movies? -Yeah, come on.
莎瓦娜温格档案的稀有影片 Rare footage from the Savannah Wingo archives.
太棒了 ,你在哪儿找到的? How wonderful! Where did you find this?
我到处窥看时发现的 一定是莎瓦娜收藏的 l was snooping around. Savannah must've kept them.
等等,那是路克吗? ls that Luke?
对,他是路克 他老爱捉弄人 Yeah, that's Luke. He was always horsing around.
这是我们的毕业典礼 Oh, here's our graduation. 对,他是路克 他老爱捉弄人 Yeah, that's Luke. He was always horsing around.
这是我们的毕业典礼 Oh, here's our graduation.
小学毕业典礼吗? From grade school, right?
对,小学 Yeah, right. Grade school.
你都穿着衣服下水? Did you always jump in with your clothes on?
事实上,我们都这样下水 As a matter of fact, we did.
-那就是你母亲莱拉? -对,那就是莱拉小姐 -And that's your mother? Lila? -Yeah, that's Miss Lila.
她当时很漂亮 She was very pretty.
她现在还是 She still is.
这些是谁拍的? So who took these pictures?
有一年,我父亲买了这架摄影机 My father bought this camera one year.
他想放弃他 唯一的专长,捕虾 Thought he'd give up shrimping, the only thing he was good at...
靠拍电影赚大钱 别问我他打算怎么做 ...and make a fortune in film. Don't ask me how.
莎瓦娜说令尊老是赔钱 真的吗? Savannah said your father was always losing money. ls that true?
那是轻描淡写 亨利温格是点石成金的相反 That's an understatement. Henry Wingo had the opposite of the Midas touch.
-什么被他碰到就变垃圾 -那是什么?告诉我 -Everything he touched turned to shit. -What is that?
那是我爸最蠢的计划之一 That is one of my father's all-time cockamamie schemes.
-什么? -他买了这个加油站 -What? -He bought this gas station.
以为老虎能吸引数以千计的人 He thought a tiger would draw people by the thousands.
结果只让人躲得老远 All it did is scare them the hell away.
只有路克不怕那头野兽 The only one that wasn't afraid of that animal was Luke.
他喂它 He fed him.
照顾它 Took care of him.
他很勇敢 He had a lot of courage.
你呢? What about you?
我不需要勇气,我有路克 l didn't need any. l had Luke.
这就是我们的岛 Oh, this is our island.
父亲唯一真正拥有过的地方 The only place Dad ever really owned.
拍这影片时,那地方一文不值 by the time this was taken, it was worthless.
对路克则不然 Not to Luke, though.
对他来说 那是世上最宝贵的地方 To him it was the most precious place in the world.
他长大后到越南 When he was older, he went to Vietnam.
以英雄之姿返乡 He came back a hero.
他发誓再也不离开那里 Swore he'd never leave it again.
他是没再离开过 He didn't.
后来出了什么事? What happened?
我妈在离婚协议中得到那座岛 Mother got the island in the divorce settlement.
她马上卖给政府赚了一大笔 She immediately sold it to the government for a lot of money.
政府想盖发电厂 They wanted to put up a power plant.
路克气疯了 ,他提出威胁 Luke went crazy. He made some threats.
政府一笑置之 The government laughed.
他炸掉一处工地 He blew up a construction site.
于是政府笑不出来了 They quit laughing.
然后呢? And then?
他掀起自己的战争 He went on waging his own private war.
伤了些人 Hurt some people.
莎瓦娜和我企图阻止他 但政府早我们一步 Savannah and l tried to stop him, but the government stopped him first.
朝他头上开枪,就解决他了 Shot him in the head. bingo.
要喝冷饮吗?啤酒如何? Would you like a cold drink? Maybe a beer?
你怎么面对他的死? How did you deal with his death?
我像故障的马达一样的关闭 l shut down like a broken motor.
依南方人的生活之道 你依旧没掉泪 And according to the Southern way, still no tears.
有时候我还是会哭的 Oh, l cry sometimes, Lowenstein.
我参加婚礼和奥运时会哭 听到国歌时,哭得更是悲戚 l cry at weddings, at the Olympics, at the national anthem.
但你不为路克哭? but not over Luke?
有什么用? 又不能挽回他的命 What the hell for? lt wouldn't bring him back.
是不能,但或许能挽回你 but it might bring you back.
谢谢 Thank you.
欢迎回家 Hey there! Welcome back.
天哪,温格医生医院有急事 Dr. Wingo had an emergency at the hospital.
没关系 Oh, that's all right, Megan.
-丫头们睡了吗? -睡了好一会儿了 -Are the girls asleep? -Yes, for a while.
你回家去吧 You can go home now.
好,我去拿我的东西 Okay, l'll just get my things.
教练 Hey, coach.
莎莉 Oh, hey, Sally.
你好吗? How you doing?
我很好… All right. Fine.
在这种情况下,我们该怎么做? What's the proper form in this situation?
谈话,吵架或忽视一切? Do we talk, fight, or ignore the whole thing?
我不知道 l don't know.
要不要喝果汁? You want some juice?
莎瓦娜情况如何? How's Savannah, Tom?
时好时坏 She's one day up, and then it's one day down.
你喜欢 或是信任那个心理医生吗? Do you like the psychiatrist, you trust her?
再告诉我一遍,她叫什么? What's her name again?
露温斯汀 Lowenstein.
要我生火吗? Want me to make a fire?
不必了 ,外面气温有90度 l don't think so. lt's 90 degrees outside.
你总是这么传统 You've always been such a traditionalist.
杰克可里夫兰向我求婚 Jack Cleveland wants to marry me, Tom.
你需要推荐信? Do you need a letter of recommendation?
不好笑 That's not funny.
想想我其他的选择 我认为这是我所能说… Considering my other options, it was the kindest...
…最仁慈最克制的话了 ...most restrained thing l could say.
你想怎么做? What do you wanna do?
我不知道 l don't know.
部分的我只想打包离开这种 Part of me just wants to pack up and walk away from a life...
似乎已经行不通的生活 ...that doesn't seem to work anymore.
部分的我却说 若不能过好这里的生活 And part of me says that no life will work...
换一个也不会顺利的 ...if l can't make this one right.
我能怎么帮你? How can l help you, Sally?
试着去了解吧,我猜 by trying to understand, l guess.
很抱歉我让你不确定 l'm sorry l made you unsure of yourself.
我有时封闭,敏感又混蛋 l can be a closed, defensive son of a bitch.
偶尔 Sometimes.
只有偶尔 Only sometimes.
你要进来吗? You coming in?
不了 ,我睡这里 l'll sleep here.
这太令人困惑了 lt'd be too confusing.
谢谢你问我 Thanks for asking, though.
爸回家了 ,好棒 Daddy's home!
爸爸,你在哪儿? Where are you, Daddy?
我胸膛上吱吱叫的小猪是谁? Who are these squealing piglets jumping on my chest?
我好饿 boy, am l hungry.
加点芥末和辣酱 正好可以饱餐一顿 A little mustard on you would be perfect.
-你抓不到我 -你也抓不到我 -You can't catch me. -Can't catch me either!
好,谁最想我? 小心,有钱可以拿唷 Who missed me most? Careful, there's money involved.
穿上甲板鞋 我们待会儿要搭爷爷的虾船出海 Get your shoes. We're going on Grandpa's shrimp boat.
珍妮 喜欢我替你买的运动衫吗? Hi, Jenny. You like that sweater l got you?
-喜欢,很漂亮 -很好 -Yeah, it's nice, Dad. -Good.
你跟妈吵架了吗? Are you and Mom having a bad fight?
没有,我们没事 No, honey. Everything's fine.
你们唬不了我 Y'all don't fool me.
天啊 Oh, boy.
我该如何应付 你们这些聪明的女人? What am l gonna do with all you smart women?
过来,抱我一下 Give me a hug.
小芊,想帮忙就进来 Chandler, come on in if you wanna help.
你也是,汤姆 You too, Tom.
妈咪,爷爷给我钓竿 Mommy, l got a fishing rod from Grandpa!
好美 lt's beautiful.
过来,爸… Come here, Daddy.
那是露西弄的 Lucy did that one.
-我没有 -你有 -l did not. -You did too.
我想装饰 l wanna decorate.
当然可以啊 这是你的蛋糕 You can decorate. lt's your cake.
尽管装饰 别吃糖霜了 You go on and decorate. You stop eating that icing.
-我想做一个 -好-- -l wanted to do one. -Well, okay--
亨利? Henry?
上桌吧 孩子要吹蜡烛了 Come to the table. The children are gonna blow out their candles.
听见了吗? Did you hear me?
该替汤姆和莎瓦娜 唱生日快乐歌了 lt's time to sing ''Happy birthday'' to Tom and Savannah.
我在看电视 l'm watching TV.
过去替孩子庆生,老天爷 You get over there and help your children celebrate their birthday.
过来,女人 Come here, woman.
别再指使我 Don't you ever tell me what to do, Lila.
这是我家,你只是客人 去把电视打开 This is my house. You're just a guest in it! Now turn the TV back on.
拜托,妈妈,没关系 把电视打开 Please, Mama. lt's all right! Turn the TV back on.
打开电视 我正在看… You're gonna turn that TV on. l was watching that.
我真厌倦你从不尊重我 l'm sick and tired of you never showing me any respect!
电视坏了 ,混蛋 TV`s broken, you son of a bitch.
你现在可以看孩子吹蜡烛了 Now you can watch your kids blow out their candles.
祝你生日快乐 Happy birthday to you
祝你生日快乐 Happy birthday, dear Chandler
祝你生日快乐 Happy birthday to you
快来,爷爷,爸要开网了 Grandpa, Daddy's gonna open the net.
来了 ,小寿星 l'm coming, birthday girl.
好,拉上来… bring it up.
爷,我带了你给我的钓竿 Grandpa, l brought the fishing rod you bought me.
退后,他要放下网了 Stand back. He's getting ready to drop it.
-等等… -快点,爸 -Wait, wait. -Oh, hurry up, Daddy!
不知道有没有抓到很多虾 l don't know if we got much shrimp.
你们看,太棒了… Look at that.
先把这些螃蟹丢下船 The first thing you wanna do is put these crabs overboard.
为什么,爷爷? Why, Grandpa?
它们晒太阳会死 They'll die in the sun and the heat.
注意海鳐鱼和鲶鱼 这里离医院可远了 Look out for stingrays and catfish. lt's a long way to the hospital.
我想要那只小弯弯 Look at that squiggly.
-小芊 -什么事,爷爷? -Chandler? -What, Grandpa?
我要你帮我一个忙 l want you to do something for me.
抓一只虾剥虾头 Pick up a shrimp and head it.
我会 l can do that.
用拇指拿 You put it with your thumb.
这样对吗? ls this right, Grandpa?
看能不能用单手剥 Do it with one hand.
学到诀窍了? You got a knack for this, huh?
把那个篮子拿过来 因为这种鱼是废物 Fetch me that crate over there for this good-for-nothing trash fish.
-爷爷要我拿 -才怪,他要我拿 -He told me to get it. -He told me.
我替爷爷拿 l'm gonna get it for Grandpa.
她们爱你,爸 They love you, Dad.
昨晚勇士输给道奇了 , 3比7 The braves lost to the Dodgers last night, 3 to 7.
你知道吗,儿子? Did you know that, son?
我知道 Yeah, l know that, Dad.
-放在那里 -我长大可以捕虾吗? -Put it there. -Can l be a shrimper when l grow up?
你会像我一样是捕虾人 You can be a shrimper like me.
再见,我爱你们 bye-bye, girls. l love you!
好,要写信 Write!
-你怎么去机场? -别担心,我叫计程车 -How will you get to the airport? -Don't worry, l'll get a cab.
直到离开后 我才明白自己有多爱这片土地 You know, l never realized how much l love this place till l went away.
我的灵魂徜徉于逆浪之美… ''My soul grazes like a lamb...
…就如同羊在吃青草一样 ...on the beauty of indrawn tides.''
还记得吗?你曾在给我的信上 写过这句话 Remember that? You wrote that to me in a letter once.
我以前很会写信吧? l used to write damn good letters, didn't l?
你在纽约有对象了吧? You've met somebody in New York, haven't you?
我不知道 l don't know.
我知道 l know.
听我的话 跟纽布瑞先生道歉 You are gonna do like l said. You are gonna apologize to the Newburys.
陶德纽布瑞侮辱我们家 他骂我们下等白人 Todd Newbury insulted our family. He called us cheap white trash.
所以你揍他来证明 他的话是对的?蠢蛋 Then you proved him right by whaling him, you stupid cracker.
景致真美,不是吗? lsn't this a lovely view?
我想回家 l wanna go home.
闭嘴 Hush up.
你好,汤姆 Hello, Tom.
你好,瑞斯 我来看我妈 Hello, Reese. l'm here to see my mother.
请进,她在等你 Well, come on in. She's expecting you.
谢谢 Why, thank you!
你肯见我们真好 lt is awful good of you to see us, Reese.
这是我的荣幸 Well, it's my pleasure.
你今天像平常一样漂亮 You looking mighty pretty today, as usual.
我总说最成功的男人 也是最仁慈的 Why, l always say the most successful men are always the nicest.
莱拉,你在这里坐一下 Lila, if you just have a seat here...
汤姆和我要到书房谈谈 ...Tom and l are gonna have a little talk in my study.
这是东方地毯 lt's Oriental carpet.
从东方进口的 From the Orient.
你敢再碰我儿子 lf you ever touch my son again...
我就把你丢进河里喂螃蟹 ...you're gonna be crab bait all over this river, boy.
温格家人不许碰纽布瑞家人 A Wingo never touches a Newbury.
你敢告诉别人我打你 lf you tell anybody l hit you...
我就把你们家赶出这个镇 ...l'm gonna run your family clean out of this town.
现在给我滚出去! Now get out of here.
我觉得这里比纽约潮湿 l think it's more humid than New York City.
你好,亲爱的 Hello, darling.
你变得很富裕 Wealth becomes you, Mama.
你总是能心想事成吧? You really got what you wanted, didn't you?
别挑衅,拜托 Don't start, please.
告诉我莎瓦娜的事 Tell me about Savannah.
她还有很长一段路要走 She still has a long way to go.
我剪了很多有关心病的文章 l cut out a whole slew of articles on mental illness.
你把这拿给她的心理医生 听见没? l want you to give them to her psychiatrist.
我会的,莱拉,我会的 l will, Lila. l will.
你都跟莎瓦娜的医生说什么? What are you telling Savannah's doctor?
所有能帮助她康复的话 Anything that might help her get better.
喝吧,省得冰块溶化掉 Go on. Drink your tea before the ice melts.
我要告诉露温斯汀医生 “凯伦沃德”的事 l'm gonna tell Dr. Lowenstein about Callanwolde.
我不知道你在说什么 l don't know what you mean.
你知道的… Oh, yeah, you do, Mama.
你知道的… Yeah, you do.
我们说好绝不说这件事 We made a promise never to speak about that.
我以为你会保密 l expect you to keep it.
当时我们还小,那是个蠢承诺 我认为 We were kids. lt was a stupid promise. And l think...
说出来对我们都有益 ...it'd help to talk about it.
这也关系我的人生,我的生活 属于我个人,我要保持隐私 This is my life too. lt's private. l wanna keep it private.
就算是帮亲生女儿你也不肯? At the expense of helping your daughter?
-别夸张 -拜托,别为难我 -Stop exaggerating. -Don't make me feel bad about this.
-我甚至不必告诉你 -我不想再谈这件事 -l didn't have to tell you. -l don't wanna talk about it.
老天,这就是问题的症结 That's always been the problem!
你的问题是 你太沉湎于过去 Your problem is, you dwell too much on the past.
我从来不回顾 当我向某件事道别 l never look back. When l say goodbye to something...
便关上门 再也不去想它 ...l close the door, and l never think about it again.
那路克呢? How about Luke?
什么? What?
你曾想过路克吗? Do you ever think about Luke?
他曾浮现在你心头吗? Does he ever cross your mind?
谁教你这么残忍? Who taught you to be so cruel?
是你,妈 You did, Mama.
是你教的 You did.
但你也教我,即使某人 几乎毁掉你 You also taught me that even though someone nearly destroys your life...
你还是能爱他们 ...you can still feel love for them.
你这是想让 我这个作母亲的感到窝心吗? ls that supposed to warm a mother's heart?
你要对我有耐心 You have to be patient with me, Lila.
你做了很多令我生气的事 You've done a lot to piss me off.
纽约的噪音好多 There's so much noise in New York.
警报器,喇叭,喊叫声 Sirens, horns, screaming.
加奶精,不加糖,对吗? Cream, no sugar, right?
对,谢谢 Oh, yeah, thanks.
我有事要告诉你 l have something to tell you.
我知道 l know.
我不知道该怎么说 l don't know how.
就直说吧 Just say it.
当晚在下着两 lt was raining that night.
妈妈教我们跳舞 Mama was teaching us to dance.
汤姆,过来跟我们跳舞 Tom, dance with us!
少数的愉快记忆之一 One of the few times l remember having fun.
妈,我不会跳舞 Mom, l can't dance.
什么意思?你当然会 What do you mean? Of course you can.
握莎瓦娜的手 Hold Savannah's hand.
莎瓦娜跳得比我好 你跟她跳就好 Savannah does it better than me.
就这样,转圈 Here you go. Turn around.
1 , 2 ,踢,对了 One, two, kick. There you go, Tom.
再转圈,就是这样 Here comes another turn. Here we go.
转,对了 Turn. That's it!
会是谁呢? l wonder who that is?
对了 That's it.
他们闯进我们家 They broke into our house.
三个大男人 Three men.
妈妈大喊“救我们,汤姆” Mama cried, ''Help us, Tom.''
我想,却没办法 l wanted to, but l couldn't.
一个强暴了莎瓦娜 One of them raped Savannah.
一个强暴了我妈 One of them raped my mother.
我想这不是 莎瓦娜所有问题的根源 l guess that's not the answer to all of Savannah's problems...
但我认为你应该知道 ...but l thought you should know.
天哪,是的 God, yes.
“凯伦沃德”是什么? And what's Callanwolde?
是他们所逃离监狱的名字 That's the prison they escaped from.
莎瓦娜被强暴时是几岁? How old was Savannah when this happened?
13岁 Thirteen.
事发当时,你在干嘛? What were you doing while this was going on?
我不知道 l don't know.
不知道?或许你是去求救? You don't know? Maybe you ran for help?
为什么没有? Why not?
我不知道… l don't know. l don't know.
你为什么没有? Why do you think you didn't?
我不知道 l don't know.
就是没有 Just because.
那是小孩子的答案 That's a child's answer, Tom.
你之前提到 You said before...
有3个男人闯进来 ...that three men came in.
第三个人呢? What happened to the third man?
他在哪里? Where was he?
汤姆,救我! Tom, help me!
救我 Help me!
不要…住手… Stop it!
汤姆…没关系 lt's okay.
告诉我他的事 Tell me about him.
他说“你敢动 我就割你喉咙” He said, ''You move, l'll slit your throat.''
生肉 Raw meat.
他叫我生肉 He called me raw meat.
我最喜欢 ''Nothing l like better than fresh...
生肉了 ...raw meat.''
我这段遭遇 What was happening to me...
超乎我所能 ...was unimaginable...
想像 ...literally.
我不知道男生也会遇上这种事 l didn't know it could happen to a boy.
我只想死 All l wanted to do was die.
尤其是当我看见路克时 Especially when l saw Luke.
路克做掉两个,妈妈 做掉一个,我什么都没做 Luke, two. Mama, one. While l did nothing.
你什么都没办法做 There was nothing you could do.
你只是个小男孩 You were just a young boy.
你没有武器 You had no weapon.
我很惊訝你和莎瓦娜能存活 l'm surprised you and Savannah survived it at all.
之后呢?我是说… What happened after? l mean....
你的家人如何处理此事? 你父亲有何反应? How did your family deal with it? Your father?
谁说我们把这件事说出去了? Who said we told?
你们没说? You didn't tell?
你们没告诉任何人? No one?
你们一定有报警,或… You must have told the police or....
老天,汤姆… Jesus Christ, Tom.
妈说事情结束了 Mama said, ''lt's over.
把这些尸体抬出去 Get these carcasses outside.
把这里整理干净 Clean up this mess.''
当晚她着魔了 She was insane that night.
她不断说 ''This did not happen. This did not happen.''
“这件事没发生” She kept saying it.
她说若我们敢透露一个字 Said the minute we talked about it...
她就跟我们断绝关系 ...was the minute she stopped being our mother.
她说黎明终将来临 一切在阳光底看来会更美好 Said morning would come and everything would look nicer in the sunlight.
我们把尸体掩埋好后 And after we buried the bodies...
我去看莎瓦娜 ...l went in there to check on Savannah...
看她情况如何 ...to see how she was doing.
她努力照妈妈的话做 She was trying to do what Mama had said.
试着假装这件事从未发生过 Trying to act as if nothing had happened.
她用发卷把头发卷起来 Putting her hair up in rollers.
只是她的洋装穿反了 Only her dress was on wrong side out.
我父亲回家吃晚餐时 And when my father came home for dinner...
我们若无其事地 围在餐桌旁吃饭 ...we sat around and ate as if nothing was wrong.
老天救我 God help me.
我认为静默比强暴更可怕 l think the silence was worse than the rapes.
3天后,莎瓦娜企图自杀 Three days later, Savannah tried to kill herself.
她可以沉默,却无法说谎 She could keep quiet, but she couldn't lie.
这就是我爱南方的原因 And that's what l like About the South
说说话吧 Say something, Lowenstein.
你觉得如何? How do you feel?
我觉得…还好 Well, l feel okay.
我原以为说出来后 我会倒在地上 l mean, l thought l'd be on the floor after telling you this...
但我很訝异自己感觉还好 ...but l feel surprisingly all right.
你确定? You're sure?
我是说… l mean....
怎么说呢? What am l?
我松了口气 l'm relieved.
家丑已外扬 我说出了这个秘密,而我-- The laundry's clean, and the ghost's out of the closet and l'm--
你真的学会如何掩饰痛苦? You've really learned how to cover your pain.
你掩饰了一辈子 You've done that all your life.
那个13岁的男孩还很痛苦 That 1 3-year-old boy is still in a lot of pain.
别这样对我 Don't do this to me, Lowenstein.
别这样对我 Don't do this to me.
我能体会你的痛苦 l can feel your pain, Tom.
我感受到了 l feel it.
你自己也要去感受 Let yourself feel it.
感受痛苦需要勇气 lt takes courage to feel the pain.
你做得到,可以的 You can do it. You can handle it.
别害怕 Don't be afraid.
没问题的 lt's okay.
你封锁了这么久 You've kept it locked up for so long.
释放吧 Just let it go.
释放吧 Let it go.
你有好多事想哭,是不是? You have so much to cry about, don't you?
没关系 lt's okay.
感受痛苦 Feel the pain.
哭吧 Cry.
感受痛苦 Feel the pain.
只有这样能治愈你自己 lt's the only way to heal yourself.
对,亲爱的,释放吧 Just let it go.
释放吧 Let it go.
我做这种事嫌老了 l'm too old for this shit.
来呀,教练,再来一次 Come on, coach. Let's do it again.
年老不好受吧 Out of shape and past your prime?
过来 Come here.
我不是针对你个人 但 l don't mean anything personal by this...
我要打得你满头包 ...but l'm gonna leave cleat marks all over your face.
是吗?我很乐意让你难看 lt felt great putting you on your ass.
好,准备好了吗? All right, you ready?
预备 Set!
开始 Hut!
快… Go! Come on, come on, come on.
想不到我会败给小提琴手 l can't believe l'm being outplayed by a violinist.
好,来吧,扶老头一把 Come on. Give an old man a hand.
就算不能教你橄榄球 我也要打败你 Now l'm gonna get you if l can't teach you football.
爸 Dad.
你妈让你这样过暑假? This is how your mother lets you spend the summer?
葛林堡教授来过电话 他说你这星期跷课两次 Professor Greenberg said you've skipped two lessons this week.
我不喜欢葛林堡,他很讨厌 l don't like him. He's a creep.
那叫严格 伟大的教师常是如此 He's strict. The great teachers usually are.
我是汤姆温格 伯纳的橄榄球教练 l'm Tom Wingo, Mr. Woodruff. bernard's football coach.
幸会,久仰大名 lt's a pleasure, Mr. Wingo. Heard a lot about you.
今天何不到此为止? 回家练小提琴 Let's call it quits. Go home and practice your fiddle.
我们明天再来练 Maybe we can work something out tomorrow.
我从不知道他这么壮 l had no idea he was so strong.
他是个好橄榄球手 He's a good football player.
但我可不想 他用断掉的手指拉琴 l don't want him playing the violin with broken fingers.
他说过你会担心这一点 他很小心的 He said you'd be worried. He's careful.
该担心的人是他 He should be worried.
很抱歉让你提早结束 l'm sorry to cut your session short...
…但我已帮伯纳报名参加 最后两周的坦格伍德音乐营 ...but l've enrolled bernard in the last two weeks at Tanglewood.
只要稍加训练 他有可能会成为优秀的音乐家 With a little discipline, he might actually become a good musician.
你是大师 You're the maestro.
很高兴你了解 l'm glad you understand.
下周五我和苏珊要办晚宴 Susan and l are having a dinner party next Friday.
愿不愿意赏光? Why don't you join us?
谢谢,我很期待 Thanks, l'll look forward to it.
你好吗? How are you?
我很好 Oh, l'm okay.
好 Good.
她情况如何? How is she?
以她这周所经历的事 我认为她的状况很好 Considering what she's been through this week, she's doing very well.
我能见她吗? Can l see her?
她会很乐意见到你 l think she'd like that.
你好吗,亲爱的? How you doing, darling?
我还活着 l'm still here.
所以… So....
我不知道该说什么 l don't know what to say.
那让我抱着你就好 Then just let me hold you.
很抱歉让你受这种罪 Tom, l'm so sorry l put you through all this.
不…你帮了我一个忙 No, no, you did me a favor.
不过别再犯 but just don't do it again.
我无法想像少了你 日子该怎么过 l couldn't bear to think of a world without you in it, sweetheart.
-听说坦格伍德很漂亮 -谁在乎? -l hear it's pretty up in Tanglewood. -Who gives a shit?
-我写信给贵校的教练 -做什么? -l wrote the coach at your school, pal. -Why?
我告诉他送回一名很棒的选手 你是很坚强的孩子 l told him l was sending back a hell of a ballplayer. You're a tough kid.
我是吗? l am?
我教的你都学会了 你还回过头来要求学更多 You took everything l dished out and came back asking for more.
你是我最棒的教练 You're the best coach l ever had.
我是你唯一的教练 Well, l'm the only coach you ever had.
不,我是指…老师 你是我最棒的老师 No, l mean teacher. You're the best teacher l ever had.
谢谢,好久没听到 我的学生这么跟我说 Thanks. lt's been a long time since a student of mine said that.
你为什么不教书了? Why'd you quit?
我必须更加善用我的人生 l thought l should do something better with my life.
例如呢? Like what?
这是个好问题 Well, that's a good question.
我不清楚 l'm not sure.
你不能回去教书吗? Can't you go back to it?
我不知道他们还要不要我 l don't know if they'd want me.
或许我可以写封信… 告诉我寄到哪儿就好 l could write a letter. Tell me where to send it.
谢了 ,但我要你做另一件事 Thanks, but l want you to do something else.
拉小提琴 你爸说你拉得很棒 Play the violin. Your father says you're good.
-就在这里?现在? -当然,有何不可? -Here? Now? -Sure, why not?
让这地方快活起来 Cheer this joint up.
但我有点难为情 l'm a little embarrassed.
大家或许会以为 我要向他们讨钱 People might think l want them to throw money.
多赚几块钱又有何妨? Well, what's wrong with a few extra bucks?
我就拉我正在练的这首 l guess l'll play this thing l've kind of been working on.
好 All right.
要是我琴拉得和你一样好 我绝不碰橄榄球 lf l could play the violin like that, l'd never touch a football.
两者兼顾有什么不对? What's wrong with doing both?
完全没有 Absolutely nothing.
完全没有 来吧,把这背上 Absolutely nothing. Here you go. Put this on.
你得赶快 可别错过火车 You gotta hurry. You don't wanna miss your train.
我父亲恨你 My father hates you, Coach Wingo.
对,但他爱你 Yeah, but he loves you.
过来 Come here.
再见 Goodbye, bernard.
-我会想你 -我也是… -l'm gonna miss you. -Me too.
-我会写信给你,好吗? -你最好写… -l'll write to you, okay? -You better. You better!
别抽烟 And don't smoke.
这个你或许会用得上 You might be needing this.
我以为古典钢琴家 l thought classical pianists were...
都长得干瘪,还外加贫血呢 ...supposed to be pinched and anemic-looking.
如果你想追她 我安排你坐她旁边 l'll sit you next to her in case you wanna make a pass.
不必,我不喜欢这一型 No, thanks. She's not my type.
很好 Good.
为什么这么说? Why do you say that?
我认为她和我丈夫有染 l think she's having an affair with my husband.
你跟每个人都打过招呼了吗? You've met everyone?
我被吓坏了 ,麦迪逊金斯利 他是我最喜欢的作家之一 l'm intimidated. Madison Kingsley's my favorite writer.
那就去跟他聊呀 我去看看晚餐 Talk to him. l'm gonna check on dinner.
谢谢 Thank you.
汤姆,好高兴你来了 l'm delighted you're here.
很高兴能再次听你亲自演奏 l'm delighted l got to hear you play in person again.
再次? What? Again?
对,我在去年夏天的 查里斯敦音乐节看过你的表演 Yes, l saw you at the Charleston Music Festival last summer.
布拉姆斯小提琴协奏曲 brahms' violin concerto.
是巴尔托克 bart髃.
你近看过史特拉底瓦里琴吗? You ever seen a Stradivarius up close?
这是世上最精致的乐器 This is the finest instrument ever made.
各位,我要奏一曲 向温格先生致敬 Everyone, l'm going to play something in Mr. Wingo's honor.
我们不常有南方客嘛 lt's not that often we have Southern guests, huh?
你想听什么,教练? 我知道的 What would you like to hear? l'm afraid l don't know many...
橄榄球歌不多 ...football songs.
好…我什么都好 Anything's fine with me.
该死,那个莫札特 的确是写了些活泼曲子 Damn it all, Herb, that Mozart sure cranked out some snappy tunes.
请你能帮我调一杯 威士忌加苏打吗,好吗? Could you do me a favor and fix me a Scotch and soda, please?
遵命… Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
他是谁? Who is he?
他是苏珊的朋友… That's a friend of Susan's.
是个橄榄球教练 Some football coach.
真迷人 Charming.
真好吃,还是去年那位厨师吗? The food is wonderful. ls it the same cook as last year?
对…很高兴你喜欢 Yes. l'm glad you like it.
他是个二流艺术家 A minor artist.
你怎能这么说? How can you dismiss his work as unimportant, Spencer?
他的作品 可是挂在大都会博物馆哩 lt's hanging in the goddamn Metropolitan.
麦迪逊,那地方也挂卫生纸呀 Well, Madison, so is toilet paper.
汤姆,你应该跟麦迪逊聊聊 他很崇拜南方作家呢 Tom, talk to Madison. He's a great admirer of Southern authors.
像是福克纳,欧康纳,韦尔蒂 Faulkner, Flannery O'Connor, Eudora Welty.
我热爱那些南方叛党 l love all those renegade Confederates.
你是说你喜欢暴力和古怪 You mean you love excess and eccentricity.
没错,那些人都是疯了 不是吗? lt's true. They're all mad as hatters, aren't they?
我想你对疯癫有些了解吧 l suppose you know a few things about madness.
一点 A bit.
汤姆的妹妹是诗人莎瓦娜温格 麦迪逊,你对她的作品熟吗? Tom's sister is Savannah Wingo. Are you familiar with her work?
熟呀,她很优秀 Yes. She's good.
非常优秀 Very good.
她是苏珊的病人 She's Susan's patient.
我想现在提这个不妥当吧 l don't think that's appropriate.
亲爱的,大家都知道你是 文艺圈的名心理医生 Everyone knows you're the great psychic healer of the literary community.
我很訝异 那些作家没分些版税给你 l'm surprised you don't get a share of their royalties.
你刚喝了什么? What have you been drinking?
去问汤姆,是他倒给我喝的 You should ask Tom. He poured it.
你没打算毒死我吧? Were you trying to poison me?
不是刻意的 Not intentionally.
但你了解潜意识嘛 but you know how the subconscious mind works.
汤姆,我喜欢你 l like you, Tom.
我喜欢你的坏脾气 还有你那小小的骄傲? l like your feistiness, your Tara-like pride.
你答应过不做这种事的 You said you wouldn't do this.
你说得对,我不该揶揄汤姆 You're right. l shouldn't pick on Tom.
应该揶揄你,是你把我儿子 变成穿橄榄球衣的诗人 l should pick on you for turning my son into Quasimodo in a football uniform.
苏珊,真不敢相信你让伯纳从事 可能伤到手的运动 l can't believe you'd let bernard play a game that can hurt his hands.
我也无法相信大家都知道 你搞我老公,你还敢来我家 l can't believe you'd come here. We all know you're fucking my husband.
你应该向莫妮卡道歉 l think you owe Monique an apology, Susan.
你才应该向我道歉,混蛋 l think you owe me an apology, you son of a bitch.
亲爱的,你的幽默感呢? Darling, where's your sense of humor?
麦迪逊,你新剧本中 那个角色叫什么? Madison, what's the name of the character in your new play?
我叫他混蛋 l'm calling him S.b.
他是以坐在这桌的 某个角色为蓝本 And he's modeled after a character sitting right at this table.
但愿不是我 Not me, l hope.
赫勃,南方小子拿了你的小提琴 Yoo-hoo, Herbert! Southern boy's got ahold of your fiddle!
他说什么? What'd he say?
你最好快点来,琴越来越重罗 better hurry, now! lt's getting heavy!
赫勃,你怎么这么慢才来? Herbert, what's taking you so long?
你在干嘛? What do you think you're doing?
亲爱的,你的幽默感呢? Darling, where's your sense of humor?
那把史特拉底瓦里琴价值上百万 That Stradivarius is worth over $1 million!
一旦我把它丢下去 它就一文不值了 Well, if l drop it, it won't be worth shit.
别丢,汤姆 Don't do it, Tom.
向你老婆道歉,赫勃 Apologize to your wife.
你在虚张声势罢了 You're bluffing.
或许,但影响力很大 不是吗,浑球? l may be. but it's a powerful bluff, isn't it, asshole?
对不起,苏珊 l'm sorry, Susan!
你变得很有诚意 Sincerity becomes you, Herbie.
现在为你今晚在餐桌上 Apologize to me for your unforgivable breach of etiquette at the table...
不可原谅的无礼向我道歉 ...you possum-breathed cocksucker.
我很抱歉,汤姆 l'm very sorry, Tom.
你们纽约人可真知道怎么办宴会 You all sure know how to give a party up here in New York City.
汤姆…等等 Tom, wait!
我知道你为何总是这么哀伤了 Now l know why you always seem so sad.
请带我一起走 Please take me with you.
让我警告你 Let me warn you...
想到恋爱我就怕 ...the thought of falling in love terrifies me.
那我们做朋友就好 Then let's just be friends.
非常好的朋友 Very good friends.
我想我喜欢通奸 l think l like adultery.
所以他们才定之为罪 That's why they made it a sin.
罪人,忏悔吧 Repent, sinners!
与主共生死吧 Cast your lot with the Lord!
在昨晚的事发生后 我是需要忏悔 After last night, l'll need some repenting.
我有麻烦了 Oh, l'm in trouble.
什么?… What? What?
告诉我,你为什么有麻烦? Tell me. Why are you in trouble?
我开始爱上纽约了 l'm starting to like this city.
是什么使你改变主意? What made you change your mind?
这你还要问? You have to ask?
我有精神病,极需安全感 l'm neurotic. l need reassurance.
露温斯汀 你能改变我的任何决定 Lowenstein, you could make me change my mind about anything.
嗨,汤姆,刚烤好的唷 Hi, Tom. Hot baked goods.
我打扰了什么龌龊事吗? Did l interrupt something vile?
你好,苏珊 你今天早上气色好极了 Well, hello, Susan! You look fabulous this morning.
好高兴你们上过床了 l'm so glad you both got laid.
你好, 艾迪 Hi, Eddie.
你的牛角面包要不要涂奶油? Do you like a little butter on your croissant, darling?
你问他 Ask him.
你猜怎么了? 我今天跟伯纳通过电话 Guess what? l spoke to Bernard today...
他要我下周末去看他 ...and he asked me to come visit him next weekend.
我真不敢相信 l couldn't believe it.
太棒了… That's great. That's fantastic.
真是太谢谢你了 ,汤姆温格 l'm so grateful to you, Tom Wingo.
这没什么…拜托,别说了 lt was nothing, nothing. Come on, cut it out.
你看,就是这片土地 沿着湖畔四周 This is the property. lt goes all the way around.
一直延续到那里,很美吧? All the way over there. lsn't it beautiful?
没有你美 Not as beautiful as you.
亲爱的 Oh, sweetheart.
就是这里,赫勃从不喜欢 这里让他打喷嚏 This is it. Herbert never liked it, you know. lt made him sneeze.
我想念一氧化碳干净清爽的味道 l miss the fresh smell of carbon monoxide, myself.
我不敢相信我们距离 纽约只有一小时路程 l can't believe we're only an hour from New York!
南卡不是唯一有树的州 South Carolina's not the only state with trees.
下辈子我想变成你 ln my next life, l wanna be you, Lowenstein.
我要赚疯子很多钱 在城市拥有很棒的阁楼… l'll make lots of money from crazy people, have a penthouse in the city...
还有很大的乡村别墅 加上我这样的男人 ...a great country house and a guy like me.
-来,我带你参观一下 -好 -Come on. l wanna show you around. -All right.
你瞧,漂亮吧? Look, isn't it pretty?
你刚打破了一打蛋 Darling, you just broke a dozen eggs.
我不在乎 l don't care.
你知道我初见你的想法? You know what l thought when l first saw you?
我想天哪,她恨我 l thought, ''Jesus, she hates me.
她为什么让我觉得自己蠢毙了 Why does she make me feel so damn stupid?''
你现在觉得如何? What do you think now?
现在? Right now?
我觉得“她怎么令我这么愉快” l'm thinking, ''Why does she make me feel so damn good?''
因为她爱你 because she loves you.
露温斯汀… Lowenstein, Lowenstein.
或许我现在应该叫你苏珊 Maybe l should be calling you ''Susan'' now.
不,我喜欢你喊 露温斯汀的方式 No, l love the way you say ''Lowenstein.''
你知道吗… You know...
在遇见你之前 我都在沉睡着 ...before l met you, l was in a deep sleep...
而我自己竟然没察觉 ...and l didn't even know it.
我害怕 l'm afraid.
怕什么? Of what, sweetheart?
当莎莉要你回家时 我们会怎样? What's gonna happen when Sally wants you back?
她希望你回去 She wants you back, you know.
你怎么这么确定? What makes you so sure?
我试用过样品了 l've sampled the merchandise.
天哪 Oh, my God!
张开点… Spread them wide.
你真龌龊… You dirty thing!
不,我没有,这样打开 l'm not being dirty. Spread them this way.
你可以擒抱我了 Now, you gotta tackle me.
快点…抱呀 Go on, tackle.
接着 Catch it!
预备 Ready.
-我玩这个嫌老了 -我也是 -l'm too old for this game. -Me too.
这部分最棒 This is the best part.
如果我们在一起 我得改信犹太教吗? lf we stay together, do l have to become Jewish?
当然不必,赫勃就没改 Of course not. Herbert's not Jewish.
我不在乎 我家的人都这么做 l don't mind. Everybody in my family's doing it.
路克就在上面的某处 There's Luke up there somewhere.
你这个蠢蛋 You stupid asshole!
小时候,我视他如神祉 When l was a kid, he seemed like a god to me.
现在呢? How do you see him now?
他成了平凡人 Like a man...
像一般人一样有极限 ...with limitations, like the rest of us.
你例外,你是完美的 Except you, Lowenstein. You're perfect.
我差得远呢 l am far from it.
当我回顾我的人生 我发现我一直… l look back on my life, and l realize that l've been...
很麻痹了 ...paralyzed for the last...
天晓得几年 ...God knows how many years.
我怎能呆在那样的婚姻? How could l have stayed in a marriage like that?
你有个儿子 Well, you had a son.
对,是有理由,但 Oh, yeah, there were reasons...
都不够充足 ...but none of them good enough.
我从来没想过 l just never thought...
有这种可能 ...that this was possible.
如今我… And now l....
早上醒来 整天想着 l wake up in the morning, and l spend my whole day thinking...
“心情好可真不错” ...''lsn't it nice just to feel good?''
我一听到你穿过长廊走向我… l hear you walk down the hall towards me...
我就禁不住微笑… ...l can't stop smiling.
我不停地微笑 l smile all the time.
我爱你 l love you, Lowenstein.
我们能回小木屋彻夜做爱吗? Can we go back to the cabin and make love all night?
有关户外活动 你要学的还多着呢 You still have a lot to learn about the outdoors.
很高兴你带我来这 l'm glad you brought me here.
露温斯汀说她 很快就能安排让你回家 Lowenstein says she's gonna let you go home soon.
我想我已经准备好了 l think l'm ready.
你呢?你打算什么时候回家? What about you? When are you going home?
我不知道 我和莎莉之间出了问题 l don't know. Sally and l are having problems.
真糟糕,我很遗憾 Oh, no. l'm sorry, Tom.
我想在这儿待上一阵子 l thought l might stay here for a while.
你待在纽约?这我无法想像 You, in New York? l can't imagine that.
你永远都离不开南方的 You could never leave the South.
你就离开了 Well, you did.
没错,但我不像你那么爱南方 Yeah, but l don't love it the way you do.
嗨,莎莉… Oh, hi, Sal.
她打电话给你了? She called you.
我们都清楚 这一天终将到来,不是吗? We knew this day would come, didn't we?
但你从没 but you're never quite...
准备好迎接它 ...prepared for it.
抱着我,求你 我觉得我快死了 Just hold me, please. l feel like l'm dying.
我爱你的一点是 One of the things l love about you...
你是那种总是会回家的人 ...is that you're the kind of guy who'll always go back to his family.
我得去找个好犹太男人 你们这些人总是在折磨我 l gotta find me a nice Jewish boy. You guys are killing me.
你对回家没问题吧? You okay about going home?
应该吧 l think so.
很好 Good.
我开始写一本新诗集了 l started a new book of poems.
很好 Oh, good.
我将它取名为… l'm calling it:
潮浪王子 The Prince of Tides.
我要把它献给一个很特别的人 And l dedicated it to somebody very special.
路克会很感激的 Luke would appreciate that, Savannah.
我要把它献给… l dedicated it:
我的哥哥,汤姆温格… ''To my brother Tom Wingo.
我的记忆 My memory.''
谢谢你,亲爱的 Oh, thank you, sweetheart.
谢谢你 Thank you.
露温斯汀 为什么把事情搞得这么难? Lowenstein, why are you making it so hard?
你比较爱她 You just love her more.
承认吧 Admit it.
我没有比较爱她 No, Lowenstein.
只是爱她比较久 Just longer.
我们在彩虹室度过 我们在一起最后的数小时 We spent our last few hours together at the Rainbow Room...
跳着慢舞 ...dancing a slow dance.
就像在我梦中 Just like in my dream.
我搂着她 l held her in my arms...
一边告诉她 是她使我能够回家 ...as l told her that it was her doing that l could go back.
6周前我准备离开妻女 Six weeks before, l was ready to leave my wife, my kids.
我想摆脱一切 l wanted out of everything.
但是她改变了我的心意 But she changed that.
她改变了我 She changed me.
我第一次感觉, 自己 能对生命中的女人 For the first time, l felt l had something to give back...
有所回馈 ...to the women in my life.
这是她们应得的 They deserved that.
-爸爸 -爸爸回来了 -Daddy! -Daddy's home!
爸爸…有没有带礼物? Daddy, did you bring me anything?
我回归南方的家 和南方的生活 So l returned to my Southern home and my Southern life.
置身妻女面前 lt is in the presence of my wife and children...
使我面对我的人生 我的命运 ...that l acknowledge my life, my destiny.
我是老师 l am a teacher...
教练 ...a coach...
深深被爱的男人 ...and a well-loved man.
这已超乎足够 And it is more than enough.
我在纽约学会必须爱父母 ln New York, l learned that l needed to love my mother and father...
尽管他们有缺陷 愤怒的本性 ...in all their flawed, outrageous humanity.
在家里,没有不可原谅的罪行 And in families, there are no crimes beyond forgiveness.
但如今是生命之谜支持我 But it is the mystery of life that sustains me now.
我朝北方看 And l look to the North...
再度期望每个男人和每个女人 ...and l wish again that there were two lives apportioned to every man...
都能有两段人生 ...and every woman.
每日将尽时 我开车经过查里斯敦市 At the end of every day, l drive through the city of Charleston...
当我通过引我回家的桥 ...and as l cross the bridge that'll take me home...
我感觉那些字 在心中堆砌着 ...l feel the words building inside me.
我无法停止 或告诉你原因 l can't stop them or tell you why l say them.
但每当我到达桥顶 But as l reach the top of the bridge...
这些字 就在我耳边轻轻响起 ...these words come to me in a whisper.
我如祷告般念… l say them as prayer.
像在悲叹 As regret.
像在赞颂 As praise.
我… l say...
“露温斯汀,露温斯汀” ...''Lowenstein. Lowenstein.''
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