I used to like one girl when I was in high school.
She wanted me to wait..
So I'd been waiting her for 3 years. I don't know why I did that.
And I’m feeling good with a senior, My code senior,
a very good person..but he's a man.
And now, I have a close girl friend.
I feel good when I'm with her.
Could you tell me what I really am?
I think you got an aswer but you're just not sure.
May I add you FB accout?
I really want to meet you.
Sure. When?
Where are you?
I couldn't call you
I'm waiting for you in front of the gate.
I'm still waiting. Call me when you see this massege.
I really want to see you.
Just a couple of minutes is fine..
I'm still waiting for you.
He exit through another gate so we missed.
I called him he said was upset about his luggage
I thought that today would be the first day that we met
I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood today. Let's meet other time
Um.
After that I've been thinking..
what if he didn't want to see me?
what are you doing?
Just got home.
I'm sorry that I didn't meet you. I know that you must've been waiting for me.
But I was not in mood that time. So sorry.
That's okay.
Boss, Did you fix my Ipad?
Not yet Dad.
You need to update software all the time.
Well, tell me when you finish.
Okay.
SonBank: Especially he's over-thinking.
Doctor said The chemotherapy will be available in next 2 months.
What can I do? That's what he told me.
Why don't you send mom to another hospital?
To be honest, I don't have enough money but I don't want to lend anyone.
So how much does it cost?
Hundreds of thousands.
Should we ask Uncle Kob first? He may help us for the money.
No, I don't want anyone to know this. Your mom told me not to tell anyone..
Especially Boss.
He's over-thinking.
Are you finish?
Yes, Dad.
What happened?
Nothing, Dad.
Why did you come here late today?
Bad traffic, mom. I'm so bored with BKK traffic.
Umm. So, what do we have for dinner?
I haven't cooked anything yet.
Aw.. So what are we gonna eat?
I fell asleep.
Nevermind, I'll cook for you. Wait a minute.
No..no..no. You don't have to do it. I'll order it with a call.
I'm starving. It takes too long before you finish cooking.
So what will you order?
Pizza?
I don't wanna eat carbohydrates
So what do you want?
Up to you.
Here we go again.
Then you will blame what I order and don't eat it.
- No, I can eat anything. - Choose it.
Anything but pizza.
Ok. Ok. Ok. Shall we go somewhere for a dinner?
Someplace around here.
I just arrived. Don't wanna go out.
Then you go buying to go food, both of you.
Bro, come on.
I'm watching soccer.
Come here. You drive.
Are you okay?
I'm fine. Just feeling queasy.
Are you awake?
- What are you doing? - Sleep?
Have a goodnight.
What's wrong?
I just know that my mom have a cancer.
May I call you right now?
No one tell me about this.
They are making me like I'm nobody.
I'm stressful.
I'm frustrated.
Why does my life have to be like this?
What did I do wrong?
Why does my mom have to be like this?
What happened?
Why don't you tell me what you're facing?
Why don't you tell me the truth?
Am I not your son?
Because I care about you. That's why I didn't tell you.
I'm afraid that you won't go to school.
I'm afraid that you will be worried about me.
Next time please don't have a secret with me.
I'm begging you.
I don't wanna be the last one to know the truth.
I don't wanna be a stupid person that everyone keeps lying to me.
I used to go back home only on weekend, But after that,
I went back home everyday..
And I also had to study, and the exam things. I was so tired during that time.
My house is very far from the school.
Sometimes it took almost 4 hours..
but what could I do? I was worried about her.
I wanted to spend the time with my mom as much as possible.
What are you doing?
Fixing the pants for your brother. He needs to use it tomorrow.
Boss.
Yes, dad?
Take my motorbike. I don't use it lately
Thank you.
I feel like I don't have any brother or sister.
They never help me relieving anything, P'Win.
When will you come back from Singapore?
So that we will finally meet.
I'll be back on this Monday. See you.
That time, I'd been absent-minded.
I'd worried about everything..
It felt like I'd been waiting to meet him for so long.
The night before we met, I couldn't sleep at all.
I was thinking what he would think about me when we met…
What should I start to speak with..
Would he like the thing I made for him.
Everything was confusing in my head.
What does it mean?
Ho.. I was gonna surprise you..
but I'm surprised instead.
Is that long?
Oh.. Here.
For me?
Of course.. Not.
I'm kidding.
Thanks.
Wait. Wait.
Why did you pick it?
It has meaning..
So that I know how many flowers I give to you.
And how many flower you gonna give?
21 flowers.
Why 21?
I don't know..
You can google it if you wanna know.
No google..but goo goo eyes.
I'll tell you when I give you the 21st one.
Now you have a secret.
C'mon. I'll tell when the time comes.
Thank you.
This dim sum's restaurant is very nice. I always come here.
What are you smiling at?
Nothing.
I like watching you eating.
It looks delicious when you are eating.
You mean the dim sum or me?
- What? - Don't take your arm off.
Why?
Cause Arm.. Flirting on you.
I have something for you.
What is it?
Cause you always grumble that you don't have any song to listen..
so I recorded the songs for you.
Really?
Thank you.
I open it now.
Did you draw this?
So pretty.
Thanks.
Please listen to them.
After that, we met more times.
He made me felt that..
I was not alone in this world anymore.
Arrived at my room.
You don't have a flight today, right?
What are you up to? You don't answer me.
I'm busy now. I'll text you when I'm free
What are you doing? You also don't anser my call.
I'm with my boyfriend.
Althought I'd known that he had a boyfriend..
I still wanted to talk with him.
He seemed to be the only one...
who made me happy..
when there's only sorrow around me
His voice is very beautiful.
Mom.
P'Win, I had a nightmare.
What did you dream of?
I dreamed that my front tooth was broken.
They say it foretells about the family.
Then I'll take you to the temple tomorrow so that you will feel relieved.
How are you? Feel better?
Hi.
Not sleep yet?
Not yet, and you?
Not yet.
Everything is a lot better right now.
It's so great that I can't stop thinking that..
if I hadn't met you,
how my life was going to be.
It doesn't matter. You are strong enough for it.
And it already passed. You don’t need to think about it.
P'Win..
I want you to hear something
What is it?
If the wind didn't blow the leaf down,
You would just walked away.
It might be the minute that
You and I missed each other
If flowers bloomed with no color,
not beautiful enough for me
to stop and meet you that time
What would today be?
At first, love was just a dream
then it is real when you just came in
Hold your hand, lie on each other
I just want to stop the time and stay like that
I will not leave you
From today and so on
I would ask just to have you by my side
How lucky I am that all my heart
would meet you
P'Win.
Huh.
Are you listening?
I fell asleep.
Aww..What.. I tried to sing for you.
Just kidding.. I listened.
You sing pretty good.
Can you sing a song for me more next time?
Sure.
Now go to sleep.
Have a goodnight.
Goodnight.
Boss. Boss. Teacher. Teacher's coming.
Teacher's coming.
Don't make a face like that. I go there just a short time.
It's not a short time.
It's 40 days.
Too long before we meet again.
You're afraid that you will be missing me too much, right?
No, I won't.
When I go there, I want to lie on the bed thinking about you..
but if you won't miss me,
so I won't miss you too.
Up to you.
If you don't want to, then don't.
Aw aw. Now you're yawning to me?
No, it's not because of you.
I just feeling sleepy today. I fell asleep during the class.
- The teacher blamed me too. - Serve you right.
So why do you feel sleepy?
I don't know. May be I can't sleep lately.
I woke up during the night sometimes.
I'm worried about my mom. She will get a surgery next week.
Don't worry.
Doctor are all professional.
Here, eat the cake first.
But I'm still scared.
You think too much. Let's eat the cake.
Er.. P'Win.
May I ask you something.
What?
That you come to see me..
doesn't.. Your boyfriend say something?
Why do you talk about him?
I don't know..
Since we are seeing together, I'm afriad to ask you about this.
Still, I want to know it.
It's about you and me. That means 2 of us.
Why do we need to talk about someone else?
Okay, I won't ask it again.
Let's eat the cake.
No need. I'm full.
You're mad at me?
Sorry.
I'm so sorrry.
Please.
Not gonna forgive me, right?
Still mad at me?
my eyebrows will be gone..
Don't play the food. It's dirty.
Forgive me?
38 days later.
My mom's still in emergency room.
Could you please talk to me?
I'm waiting her in thr front alone.
I want you to stay by me here.
Mom.
How are you? Hurt?
A bit numb
But I'm fine.
I only had P'Win to cheer me up in that moment until I got through it.
Even if he might be with someone who is important to him.
But for me, He's always my important person.
I don't know. It's just.. When I feel bad, I want him to know it..
Or when I'm happy, I want to share with him too.
You can say that all the feeling I have,
I want him to know everything.
I'm sorry that I have no time to text you. Only 2 days left then I'll go back.
See you.
Mom.
Are you alright, Mom?
Feel terrible?
I don't know when she will be back to normal.
I wanna see her walking around like before.
Everytime she moved, I saw her face and I could feel her pain.
She tried to keep it inside but I could feel it.
I've been bogged down with my mom's illness for a long time. I felt sorry for her.
I felt bad for myself that I couldn't help her anything.
I'm sorry that I have no time to text you. Only 2 days left then I'll go back.
See you.
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