我叫坦普尔·葛兰汀 My name is Temple Grandin.
我与众不同 I'm not like other people.
我以图像思考 并将它们连结 I think in pictures and I connect them.
自闭历程
亚利桑那州 1966年 ARIZONA 1966
她在那里! 坦普尔! There she is! Temple!
好热! It's hot!
快过来 亲爱的 你挡住其他乘客了! Come on, dear. You're holding up the other passengers!
我能看到热气! I can see the heat!
坦普尔! 桑迪 来这边 Temple! Sandy, over here.
这里能住人吗? Do people live here?
狼在咆哮 The wolf is growling
拿枪的男人对伊利亚·库亚金说 and the man with the shotgun says to Illya Kuryakin,
"你想让我把门打开吗?" "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
不好意思 坦普尔 我听不懂你在说什么 I'm sorry, Temple, you lost me.
"秘密特工"(美国古董间谍剧) 迷宫瞭望 The Man from U.N.C.L.E. The Gazebo in the Maze.
狼在咆哮 The wolf is growling
拿枪的男人对伊利亚·库亚金说 and the man with the shotgun says to Illya Kuryakin,
"你想让我把门打开吗?" "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
你还好吗? You okay?
安 安 这是哪里? 看个够吧 Aunt Ann, what is this place? Just holding pens.
东海岸可没有这些东西吧? You don't have those on the East Coast, huh?
这里是屠宰场吗? Is this where they slaughter them?
是的 Yes, it is.
"你想让我把门打开吗?" "Would you like for me to open the gate?"
没错 去吧 Yes. Yes, please.
去把门打开 坦普尔 Open the gate, please, Temple.
你想让我把那扇门打开吗? Would you like for me to open that gate?
是的! Yes!
对! That's it!
快点 坦普尔 Come on, Temple.
坦普尔? Temple?
走吧 饭桶! Come on, git!
他们到了 There they are.
坦普尔把门打开了 Temple made it okay.
跟迈克叔叔打个招呼 Say hi to your Uncle Mike.
你好 坦普尔 Hi, Temple.
我刚才正在跟比利讲你 我们的避暑客 I just been telling Billy here all about our summer visitor.
你是个牛仔吗? Are you a cowboy?
请不要介意我的侄女 Excuse my niece.
这不是跟人打招呼的方法 坦普尔 That's not how we greet people, Temple.
你知道该怎么打招呼 You know better than that.
你好 我是坦普尔 很高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple. It's very nice to meet you.
我也是 Nice to meet you, too.
女士 Ma'am.
谢谢 我明天就把它换好 Thanks for this. I'll replace it tomorrow.
好的 不着急 我有备用的 Yeah. No rush. I got spares.
你们这里能收到"秘密特工"吗? Do you get The Man from U.N.C.L.E.?
我带你去房间看看 Let me show you your room.
这些就放在这里可以吗? These okay here?
我的科幻小说都放在那边 And I put all my science fiction books there.
怎么能看出这是我的房间? How do I know this is my room?
因为我们说好了 这就是你的房间 Because we say so. It's your room.
行了吗? Okay?
好的 Okay.
坦普尔 你要上大学了 兴奋吗? So, Temple, you excited about college?
这可是大事 That's something.
谢谢你 我不能吃这些 Thank you. I can't eat that.
我有肠炎 因为紧张 我患了肠炎 I have colitis. I get it from nervousness.
我只吃布丁和果冻 我知道 I eat pudding and Jell-O. I know.
你妈妈说过了 Your mom said.
你还没回答迈克的问题呢 So you didn't answer Mike's question.
你要上大学了 兴奋吗? Are you excited about going to college?
我想继续呆在高中 我很喜欢我的科学老师 I want to stay in high school. I like my science teacher.
卡洛克博士非常聪明 而且他也上过大学 Dr. Carlock's very smart and he's been to college.
我不明白为什么要到大学去学 So I don't understand why I have to move to learn
他本来就知道的东西 what he probably already knows.
甜点匙和茶匙要放在不同的地方 The dessert spoons and teaspoons go in different sections.
我就是这么放的 I did that.
你叔叔分不清它们 You know, your uncle can't tell them apart.
有时候我也分不清 And sometimes I can't either.
它们不一样 They're different.
是的 没错 Yes, they are.
该睡觉了 年轻的女士 I think it's time for bed, young lady.
我们早上听到鸡鸣就起床 We get up with the rooster around here.
不缺什么东西吧? 这是我的房间 You got everything? This is my room.
坦普尔·葛兰汀的房间 TEMPLE'S GRANDIN ROOM
是的 Yes, it is.
晚安 我不想让你抱我 So, good night. I don't want you to do that.
对不起 我忘了 不抱 I'm sorry. I forgot. No hugs.
那么 晚安了 Good night then.
你好? 我把你吵醒了吗? Hello? Did I wake you?
当然没有 是谁? Of course not. Who is it?
是安! It's Ann!
你猜我在坦普尔的衣柜里 Guess what I found balled up
找到了什么东西卷成一团? in the bottom of Temple's closet?
一件她不喜欢的夏日连衣裙? A lovely summer frock she didn't want?
我花了好久才把它熨平 早上我就寄出去 It's taken me an age to iron it. I'll mail it in the morning.
如果你都没办法让她把裙子带上 If you couldn't get her to pack it,
我很怀疑她会听我的话穿裙子 I'm not sure I can get her to wear it.
她刚到这里就把另一件裙子扔了 The other one came off the minute she arrived.
她怎么样? How is she?
她很好 跟我说说 She's good. Tell me.
她...迈克提到大学的时候 她变的很紧张 She...She got tense when Mike mentioned college, but...
不过 她后来平静下来了 很乖地上床睡觉了 No, but then she calmed down and she went off to bed just fine.
别担心 这个夏天 照顾坦普尔就是我的工作 Stop worrying. Temple's my job for the summer.
去担心别人吧 Worry about the others.
我想她一定会玩地很开心的 I'm sure she's gonna have a great time.
不过你一定要记得 You do remember, though,
总有些事会引爆她的脾气的 something's gonna set her off.
坦普尔? Temple?
坦普尔! Temple!
坦普尔 我需要帮忙! Temple, I could really use a hand here!
你想过要读什么专业吗? So any idea what your major might be?
科学 多半是心理学 Science, probably psychology.
你不用现在就决定 对吗? You don't have to decide just yet, do you?
大学比寄宿学校好多了 真棒 It's better than boarding school. That's great.
有很多选择... 丹尼在盯着你看 Lots of choices... Danny's looking at you.
看到了吗? 它不用转头就能看到四周 See? He can see all around without moving his head.
那你怎么知道它在看哪个方向? So how do you know where he's looking?
它的耳朵 His ears.
它看哪里 耳朵就指向哪里 He points his ears where he's looking.
看到了吗?它在看你 现在它在看那些牛仔 See? He's looking at you. And he's looking at those cowboys.
对吧? 现在它的注意力转向我了 它在看我 See? Now I've got his attention. Now he's looking at me.
你说得对 你怎么发现的? You're right. How'd you figure that out?
好了! 他们在干什么? There you go! What are they doing?
那是什么? What is this thing?
这样它就不能动了 比利才能给它打预防针 It holds her still so Billy can inoculate her.
它怎么了? 它冷静下来了 What happened to it? It calmed down.
它们喜欢这个机器 能让它们温和下来 They just like it. It gentles them.
站着别动 不然它们会来追你的 Stand still and they'll come to you.
它们不会伤害你 只是好奇 Won't harm you. Just curious.
忍不住要过来 Can't help themselves.
你担心在学校里掉队吗? Are you worried about keeping up with the other students?
不 我又不笨 我没说你笨 No. I'm not stupid. I didn't say you were.
你要从家里搬出去吗? 拉直 Is it moving away from home? Hold it straighter.
为什么你不想上大学? Why don't you want to go to college?
人 People.
我不懂别人 I don't understand people.
至少高中同学都知道 我不懂他们 At least the people at school know I don't understand them
而且我和其中一些人交了朋友 and some of them are my friends anyway.
什么地方你不懂? What don't you understand?
女孩们为男孩子们疯狂 Girls get all goofy over boys.
老是谈着愚蠢的流行乐队 服装 They talk about silly pop groups and clothes
总是说这种话 and say things like,
"我这么高兴 你怎么这么暴躁?" "Why are you so grumpy?" when I'm happy.
我说"我也高兴" And I say, "I'm happy."
他们会说"你看起来不像高兴的样子" And they say, "Well, you don't look happy."
我就会说"你看不出来我在思考吗? And I say, "Can't you see I'm thinking?
看不出来我很难过吗?" And can't you see I'm sad?"
而且我听不懂他们在谈什么 And I don't know what they're talking about.
你高兴的时候是什么样子? What do you look like when you're happy?
像这样 Like this.
不 当你跟我谈起"秘密特工"时 No. That's not what you looked like
你可不是这个样子 when you were telling me about The Man from U.N.C.L.E.
你是这个样子 You looked like this.
这样很滑稽 That's funny looking.
快乐 这是生气 Happy. And that's you angry.
生气 ANGRY
快乐 这一张我很快乐 Happy. I'm happy in that one.
更像是满足 I'd say more satisfied.
满足 Satisfied.
玛利亚 你能过来帮我个忙吗? Maria, can you give me a hand here?
坦普尔! 坦普尔! Temple! Temple!
把我关进来 Close it on me.
坦普尔 快出来 把我关进来! Temple, let's get you out of... Close it on me!
别傻了! 求你了! Don't be silly! Please!
把两边关上 把两边关上 Close the sides. Close the sides.
求你了! Please!
关紧! 再拉紧点! Harder! More!
拉动旁边的小铜杆 Pull Brass Rod Gate Opens
你有47秒的通过时间 you hve 47 seconds to drive through.
你看到坦普尔在大门那儿做的东西了吗? Did you see Temple's handiwork at the gate?
真是巧妙极了 不是吗? Isn't that the darndest thing?
嗨 Hi.
嗨 亲爱的 嗨 Hi, darling. Hi.
这些年来安一直在催我 All these years Ann's been bugging me,
那么精妙的东西我可做不出来! like I could ever come up with that!
就是它吗? Is that it?
坦普尔就是一直在用这个吗? Is that what Temple's been using?
是的 我知道它看来很可怕 Yes, it is. I know, it looks horrible,
但是真的对她有帮助 but it helps her.
我去找她 坦普尔! I'll go find Temple. Temple!
那是我的 那是坦普尔的 That's mine. That's Temple's.
她这个夏天快乐极了 She's had a great summer.
你简直无法相信她修好了多少东西 You won't believe the things she's fixed.
她和动物们处得很好 She's wonderful with the cattle.
我知道了 谢谢你了 Yeah. I...I appreciate that.
我应该提醒你一句 她决心要留下来 I should warn you, she has her mind set on staying.
这件事没得商量 That's not an option.
安 Ann.
对不起 我无意冒犯你 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to attack you,
尤其是你整个夏天都如此慷慨大方 especially when you've been so generous all summer.
坦普尔? 坦普尔? Temple? Temple?
坦普尔 Temple.
坦普尔! Temple!
路上顺利吗 妈妈? 你很准时 How was your trip, Mother? You made good time.
路途漫长 谢谢你的关心 It was long. Thank you for asking.
你准备好去上大学了吗? You ready for college?
我更愿意呆在这里 I think I'd rather stay here.
我们已经谈过这件事了 We've talked about this.
亲爱的 你会好起来的 Sweetheart, you're gonna be fine.
没人能预料到 简直是奇迹 No one expected it. It's nothing short of a miracle.
奇迹! It's a miracle!
富兰克林皮尔斯大学 1966年 FRANKLIN PIERCE COLLEGE 1966
坦普尔 这边 Temple, this way.
我帮你开门 谢谢 Can I get that for you? Thank you.
224 这就是你的房间 224. This is you.
我没有室友 不不不 I don't have a roommate. No, no, no.
你的室友几周后才来 Your roommate is coming in another couple of weeks.
记得吗? Remember?
每个人都有室友! Everyone else has a roommate!
你何不把这看成 Well, then, why don't you just think of
一个适应新环境的大好机会呢? it as a chance to settle in, sweetheart?
我要回家了 坦普尔 Think I'll go back home! Temple.
我知道一切都很陌生 I know that this is strange and new,
但是你会适应的 but you're going to be all right.
我不想呆在这里! I don't want to stay here!
努力适应 保持平静 Try and stay calm.
会好起来的 努力适应 保持平静 好吗? It's all right. Try and calm down, all right?
你单独呆一会儿吧 I'm going to give you a moment to yourself.
出啥事了 她还好吗 (波士顿 1951年) What's wrong? Is she all right? (BOSTON, 1951)
喜欢和其他孩子玩吗? Interested in playing with other children?
不 不喜欢 No, not really.
玩具 洋娃娃? Plays with toys, dolls?
她喜欢撕东西 She loves to rip things.
不会说话 她几岁了? And no speech yet at the age of...
四岁 四岁了 Four. She's four.
还是不会说话 No, not yet.
我想这只是一个阶段 但是... I'm sure it's just a phase, but...
你的孩子明显患有自闭症 Your child is clearly autistic.
自闭症 我...我不太了解... Autistic. I'm...I'm not familiar...
她患有幼儿精神分裂症 She's an infantile schizophrenic.
幼儿...那么... Infantile...So...
她什么时候能好? So when would she grow out of it?
我是说 长大后她会怎么样? I mean, what's the next step for...
我们建议你送她到疗养院去 We generally recommend an institution.
疗养多久? 我不知道 我... For how long? I'm not sure I would like that. I really...
我不想错过她的第一句话 I...I wouldn't want to miss her first words.
她很可能永远不会说话 She probably will never speak.
恐怕这种治疗不分疗程 And I'm afraid there is no course of treatment.
我说的是长期住院治疗 I'm talking about institutionalization.
但是... But...
她...她刚开始是个再正常不过的孩子 I mean, she...She was a perfectly normal baby
后来她变了 and then later she changed.
我想知道为什么会这样 So I need to know how, why.
我不确定你是否能... I'm not sure you'd...
让你的丈夫给我打个电话吧 Perhaps if you had your husband call me.
我的丈夫非常繁忙 而且我毕业于哈佛 My husband is a very busy man and I graduated from Harvard,
你为什么不跟我说说试试呢? so why don't you try me?
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
自闭症很有可能由母爱缺失导致的 It's been suggested that it may be a lack of bonding with the mother,
在某个关键阶段 母亲冷淡疏远孩子 that at a crucial phase, the mother was cold, aloof,
而这个时候孩子最需要身体上的爱抚 when the child most needed physical affection.
但是事实不是这样 But that is not what happened.
我还有另一个孩子 她不是这样的 We have another child and she is not like this,
而且我跟其他母亲一样 and I did not do anything different.
坦普尔抗拒我 Temple rejects me.
我...我想抱她 但是她不肯 I...I want to hug her and she won't let me.
我知道这是我的职责 我可以从现在开始 I'm supposed to have done this. Well, then, I can undo it.
只要你告诉我该怎么做 正如我说过的 You just tell me what to do. As I said,
我建议住院治疗 I recommend institutionalization.
这里是我们推荐的疗养院名单 Here's a list of facilities that we recommend.
狗 Dog.
坦普尔 狗 Temple. Dog.
坦普尔 猫 Temple. Cat.
猫 坦普尔 试试 Cat. Temple, try.
妈妈 Mommy.
我知道你能听到我说话 I know you can hear me.
好吧 妈妈需要休息五分钟 All right. I think Mommy needs a five-minute break.
好了吗? Okay?
好了 Okay.
法语
不 我不想学法语 我想学科学 No. I don't want to study French. I want to learn science.
请读这一页 Read the page, please.
读过了 Read it.
那它讲的是什么? And what did it say?
你... You...
你学过了? You learned it?
我只是看了一眼 I just looked at it.
然后这一页就印在了我的脑子里 Then I have the page in my mind
我不用看书也可以读 and can read off the page.
我看到图像 然后把图像连结 I see pictures and connect them.
嘿 给我留个座位! Hey, save me a seat!
给我看看 快出去! Let me see. Come out here.
约翰 我给你弄了一个 让路 John, I got one for you. Coming through.
小心! Watch out!
我只吃果冻和酸奶! I only eat Jell-O and yogurt!
我只吃果冻和酸奶! I only...I only eat Jell-O and yogurt!
你看到了吗? You see her?
不要意思 Excuse me?
我是你的室友 I'm your roommate.
你在干什么? What are you doing?
这是我自己做的一个机器 It's a machine I just made.
它让人觉得被拥抱了 It feels like a hug.
你想抱一下吗? 感觉好极了 Do you want a hug? It feels really good.
当你钻到机器里的时候 So when you got in your machine,
不 我不觉得自己像头牛 No, I didn't feel like a cow.
但它能给你带来愉悦感 But it gave you pleasure.
它让我感觉很好 很温和 It made me feel good, gentle.
拥抱让你感觉良好 是的 The hug made you feel good. Yes.
但是你不喜欢别人碰你 不喜欢 But you don't like to be touched by people. No.
你喜欢碰自己吗? Do you like to touch yourself?
我自己可以碰自己 Touching myself's okay.
但是当那个机器挨到你的时候 But when the squeeze machine touches you,
感觉更好? 是的 it feels better? Yes.
它能帮你舒缓心情? It gives you release?
是的 舒缓心情 Yes, there is release.
但是我需要它! 把它搬走吧 But I need it! Let's take it down.
这是我自己做的! 是我的! I built it! It's mine!
吵什么呢? What's all the noise?
等等! 住手! 怪胎 Wait! Stop it! Pervert.
抓紧了吗? 抓紧了 Got it? Okay. Yeah, I got it.
二十三小时五十九分 Twenty three hours, 59 minutes
四 三 二 一 零点! 行动! and four, three, two, one. Zero hour, Mr. Solo!
嘿!你在干什么? Hey! What are you doing?
站住! 站住! Stop! I said stop!
她说她春假以后就不回学校了 She says she's not going back after spring break
除非她可以把机器带去 unless she can take it with her.
你在听吗? 在听 Are you still there? Yes.
我真的不觉得这是个好主意 And I really don't think it's a good idea.
但是对她很有用 It works for her.
我们一直在全力避免这种事情发生 It's everything we've been struggling to get away from.
学校说的再清楚不过了 房间里不准放机器 They were perfectly clear. No devices in her room.
别人都会觉得她是怪胎 Could there be a better way to mark her as a weirdo and an oddball?
让我们试试 好吗? Just let us try, okay?
就是这样 So that's it.
好了! Okay!
它能让我平静下来 It makes me gentle.
十五分钟之后 她就像换了个人一样 She's a different person after just 15 minutes.
换了个人? 你具体怎么解释? A different person? How can you explain that?
我也解释不了为什么机器会有用 I can't explain why the machine works,
但是这与性无关 but I know it's not sexual.
正如坦普尔说的 它能使她冷静 As Temple says, it calms her.
听着 这一切更让我确信 Look, all this does is to convince me
我们没有设备来满足葛兰汀小姐的需要 that we're not equipped to deal with Ms. Grandin's needs.
它使她成为一个更好的学生 It makes her a better student.
她能集中精力 更轻松地与其他人交流... She's able to concentrate, to interact with others more easily...
这很不科学 This isn't very scientific.
没有实验根据... There is no empirical evidence...
我可以做实验 I can do an experiment.
我可以调查它对其他人的作用 I can...I can see how it works on other people.
我可以测量心跳速率 我觉得它对人人都有效 I can measure heart rates. I think it'll work on everyone.
我们开诚布公地说吧 Let's talk frankly.
我不确定你在本校是否能学到东西 I'm not sure you can get anything from being at Franklin Pierce.
听听她的话吧 Listen to what she's saying.
她想做一个自己的实验 She wants to do her own science experiment,
可以在心理课上做实验评估 something you can evaluate in her psychology course.
我有一支笔 还有一块写字板 I have a pen and a clipboard.
时间到 Time.
你感觉如何? A 幽闭恐惧 Do you feel, A, claustrophobic,
B 压迫紧张 B, constricted,
C 毫无异感 C, no different,
D 舒适舒服 D, comfortable,
E 舒缓放松 E, relaxed?
倒数第二个选项是什么? What was the one before last?
D 舒适舒服 D, comfortable.
没错 挺舒服的 好的 Yes, I'm quite comfortable. Okay.
C 毫无异感 C, no different.
A 幽闭恐惧 A, claustrophobic!
我觉得挺放松的 I guess I feel relaxed.
非常放松 Very relaxed.
我的天哪 Oh, my God.
"F" 不愧是怪胎 "F" for "Freak."
你好? 是新罕布什尔乡村中学吗? Hello? Hampshire Country School?
我找卡洛克博士! I need to speak to Dr. Carlock!
卡洛克博士? 好的 请等一下 Dr. Carlock? Yes. Please hold.
4年前 4 YEARS EARLIER
你做得棒极了 我走了 You're doing great. I'm going.
寄宿学校 新罕布什尔 1962年 BOARDING SCHOOL NEW HAMPSHIRE 1962
过来 小猪 小猪 小猪 Here, piggy, piggy, piggy.
好孩子 拿着这个吧 You're such a good boy. Please, here, take this.
我来提吧 欢迎 I'll take these. Welcome.
不好意思这里太乱了 我们刚开了个员工会议 Excuse the mess. We just had a staff meeting.
很好 他们到了 Good. They're here.
坦普尔·葛兰汀 这是霍奇斯先生 Temple Grandin, I would like you to meet Mr. Hodges.
他是我们的数学老师 He is our mathematics teacher.
坦普尔 过来 Temple, come here.
你好 我是坦普尔 很高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple. It's very nice to meet you.
这是戴维德女士 我们的法语老师 This is Mademoiselle Davide. She is our French teacher.
你好 我是坦普尔 很高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple, very nice to meet you.
我是卡洛克博士 我教科学这门课 Hi, I'm Dr. Carlock. I teach science.
你是科学家吗? 坦普尔 Are you a scientist? Temple.
你好 我是坦普尔 很高兴见到你 Hello, I'm Temple, it's very nice to meet you.
你是科学家吗? Are you a scientist?
我以前在国家航空航天局工作 I used to work for NASA.
坦普尔对科学充满兴趣 Temple's very interested in science.
我很想见见贝尔卡和斯德尔卡 I'd like to meet Belka and Strelka.
它们是第一批活着返航的太空狗 They're the first dogs to come back from space alive.
没错 That's right.
乘史波尼克五号1960年8月20日返航 In Sputnik 5, August 20th, 1960.
我们不得不在期中换学校 We're changing schools mid-term
因为坦普尔被开除了 because Temple's been expelled.
不好意思 为什么她又被开除了? I'm sorry, why was she expelled, again?
她用书打了一个孩子 Hitting another child with a book.
这确实是事实 但是我站在她这边 There's no excuse, but I will say this in her defense.
我从未见过她动手 除非是被挑衅了 I have never seen her strike unless she's been provoked.
其他孩子总是讥讽她 欺侮她 And other children have taunted and bullied her constantly.
他们嘲笑她 因为她听不懂笑话 They make fun of her because she doesn't understand their jokes.
她用快速旋转来放松自己 She spins to comfort herself.
她语速很快 有时过快 She talks fast, often too fast,
而且总会重复自己的话 and she talks repetitively,
所以其他孩子管她叫复读机 and then the children called her a tape recorder.
然后她会恐慌症发作 Then she'll go into a panic attack,
他们就又嘲笑她 and then they make fun of that, too.
不好意思 她什么时候被诊断为自闭症的? Excuse me. When was she diagnosed autistic?
四岁时 但是有时我觉得那个诊断未必正确 She was four, but I sometimes wonder if that's correct.
为什么? Why do you say that?
你见过她了 她非常聪明 You've seen her, she's bright.
我们在与特殊孩子打交道方面有丰富经验 We have a lot of experience with children with special needs,
情绪问题 神经行为问题 and emotional problems, neuro-behavioral issues
我们积累了大量... that we've made a number...
我觉得是因为... 实在抱歉 I think that because of... I'm so sorry.
我浪费了你们的时间 我不能这样对她 I really have wasted your time. I just can't do this to her.
葛兰汀太太 葛兰汀太太! 葛兰汀太太! Mrs. Grandin. Mrs. Grandin. Mrs. Grandin!
葛兰汀太太 请等一下! Mrs. Grandin, please!
我能和您说几句话吗? Can I speak with you for a moment, please?
葛兰汀太太 在我看来 Mrs. Grandin, you don't strike me
你不像那种虐待孩子 as the sort of person who would abuse their child
对孩子不管不顾 毫不关心的人 or deny them love and care...
我... 你听着 I... Now, you wait.
我为坦普尔做了我力所能及的一切 I have done everything that I can for Temple
如果还不够 我无能为力 and if it isn't good enough, then it just isn't good enough.
但是你根本无法想象 到处一塌糊涂 But you cannot even begin to imagine the chaos,
她情绪不定 喜怒无常 痛苦极了 the upheavals, the tantrums and the pain.
她很痛苦 Her pain.
你表现得似乎自己做了错事 You seem to be acting as if you have done something wrong,
但实际上 很明显你做了所有能做的事 when it's obvious you've done everything right.
我觉得她棒极了 I think she's terrific.
我知道这一切很困难 I know it's difficult when,
作为父母 我们希望孩子们 as parents, we want our children
按我们的期望快乐成长 to be everything we hoped for them to be
如果不是这样 我们会归咎于自己 and, if they're not, we think it's our fault and...
其他人甚至根本不理解我们经历了什么 And that there's never ever anybody out there who understands
这种感觉孤独极了 不是吗? what we're going through. It makes you feel alone, right?
葛兰汀太太 我不是学校负责招生的人 Mrs. Grandin, I'm not an admissions person.
我只是个科学老师 I just teach science,
但是我觉得这所学校 but I feel that this school
很适合你的女儿 might be the right place for your daughter.
我很乐意在这里教她 I'd love to have her here.
医生想让我送她去疗养院 而且... The doctors wanted me to institutionalize her and...
我也不知道 就这样把她丢在寄宿学校 I don't know. Just dumping her at a boarding school,
感觉像是放弃了她 it just feels like another way to give her up.
不是的 不是的 But it's...It's not.
这是引领她走进世界的第一步 It's just the first step in getting her out into the world.
我知道你看到其他孩子嘲笑她 And I know you saw the children making fun of her
你想保护她 我当然想保护她 and you want to protect her. Yeah, of course I do.
是的 哪有父母会不想保护自己的孩子? Yeah, what parent doesn't want to?
但是总有一天 她要踏出人生的第一步 But at some point, she's going to hit life head on.
相信我 我们知道她与众不同 And trust me, we know how different she is.
与众不同 她丝毫不比其他人差 Different, not less.
与众不同 但不比其他人差 Different, but not less.
你等着看吧 你会... You watch. You'll...
你会交到朋友 还会学骑马 You'll make friends and you're gonna ride horses.
好吗? 好吧 Okay? Okay.
好的 Okay.
你在栗子那儿干什么? What are you doing in with Chestnut?
谁也不准接近那匹马! No one is to go near that horse!
它可以当我的马吗? 它喜欢别人抱它 Can he be my horse? He likes being hugged.
我想骑它 I want to ride him.
你可以骑马 但不能骑栗子 You'll ride. Just not Chestnut.
为什么法国有那么多鱼? Why are there so many fish in France?
法国鱼! 法国鱼! French fish! French fish!
干得好 坦普尔 棒极了 Excellent work, Temple. Really excellent work.
法国鱼! 法国鱼! French fish! French fish!
住手! 怎么回事? Hey! What happened here?
她莫名其妙地打了他! 坦普尔 She hit him for no reason! Temple.
快走 走吧 Come on, let's go.
他不是第一次这样了! And he's done it before!
别说了 坦普尔 别说了 Stop. Stop. Temple, stop.
坦普尔 蒂姆会为他的所作所为受到惩罚 Temple, Tim will be punished for what he did,
但是你不能打人 but you cannot hit people.
你明白吗? You understand that?
很好 为了确保你牢记这一点 Good. And to really get that through to you,
你两周不准骑马 you will not ride for two weeks.
不公平! 两周 But that's not fair! Two weeks.
不 不 没办法了 No, no. There's...There's nothing there.
他这个样子已经三个小时了? And he's been like this for three hours?
我看已经回天乏力了 I don't think there's anything anybody could have done.
我让人开卡车过来 你能来吗? I'll send the boy around with the truck. Can you do it?
交给我吧 爸爸 I'll take care of it, Dad.
坦普尔? Temple?
他们去了哪里? Where do they go?
我不知道 I don't know.
也许是天堂某处 Heaven, maybe. Somewhere.
坦普尔 当人们和动物死去时 Temple, when animals and people die,
他们会常留我们心间 they stay with us in our minds.
我们仍看得见他们 We can still see them.
所以我觉得你最好不要记住这样的栗子 So I think it would be best not to remember Chestnut like this.
好吗? Okay?
我看到了我第一天到这里时栗子的样子 I see Chestnut the day I arrived.
栗子被刷洗时的样子 I see grooming Chestnut.
我还看到了一本书里很像栗子的插画 I see a picture of a horse just like Chestnut in a book.
在119号公路上 我们在饲料厂附近 We passed a Chestnut horse
遇到了一匹很像栗子的马 on route 119 near a feed store.
还有安阿姨的日历上 There was one on a calendar at Aunt Ann's,
生物杂志里 there was one in Life magazine
在肯尼迪先生的反面... opposite the page of Mr. Kennedy...
好了 好了 Okay. Okay.
这些都清晰地浮现在你的脑海里? Can you bring everything you've seen to your mind?
当然 Sure.
如果是日常用品呢? 比如说 鞋子? Even if it were an everyday object, like, say, shoes?
我能看到我穿过的所有鞋子 I see all the shoes I've worn,
我妈妈的鞋子 其他人穿的鞋子 my mother's and other people I've met.
你有三双鞋 其中一双该换鞋跟了 And you have three pairs, one needs a new heel.
我还能看到报纸广告 电视广告 还有... And I see the newspaper ads and TV ads and...
你看不到吗? Can't you?
这个女孩头脑超群 This girl has an amazing mind.
试试看教她数学 Try teaching her math.
她的代数无可救药 法语也是 Her algebra's hopeless. Or French.
"为什么法国有那么多鱼?" "Why are there so many fish in France?"
我想给你们看点东西 I want to show you something.
她用图像思考 She thinks in pictures.
所以对于能看到实体的东西 That's why she does so well
她都非常擅长 when she can see the things that are being discussed.
例如生物 Like biology.
或是商店 Or...Or shop.
这些是切实的东西 但是语言和代数? Those are concrete things. But language or algebra?
对她毫无意义 那是什么东西? It's just gibberish to her. What's that?
你想看看"法国鱼"的出处吗? Do you want to see your "French fish"?
"鳗鱼在吃饭" "The eels ate."
"鳗鱼(eel)吃饭" "Eel ate."
法语中有很多"eel"的字母组合 French is full of "Eels."
她立刻看到了这些 And this is what she sees.
她拥有令人惊叹的视觉思维 She's an amazing visual thinker.
让我教她 好吧 Let me work with her. Fine.
还剩五分钟 想看电影吗? We have five minutes left. Who wants to see a movie?
好啊 好吧 Yeah! All right.
J.D. 你来弄投影仪吧 好的 J.D., will you do the projector? Okay.
好了 现在大家都认真观看 All right. Now everybody watch very carefully
因为这部电影是有关视错觉的 because this one is all about optical illusions.
当大多数人发现人类感官 It comes as a distinct shock to most people
是多么受限和不准确时 when they realize how limited
他们都极为震惊 and how inaccurate the human senses really are.
在这所房子里 透过窗户的人脸 In this house, faces at the window
都大小扭曲了 不是吗? seem to come in assorted sizes, don't they?
看起来像波维先生(美国儿童故事) That looks like Mr. Povey,
不是吗? doesn't it?
但是这与人脸无关 问题出在窗户 But there's nothing wrong with the faces. It's those windows
窗户在影响你的大脑 and what they're doing to your brain.
好的 继续 All right, here we go.
一高一矮 A small one and a tall one.
来试试我们能不能把他们的大小调个 Let's see if we can even things out a bit.
是怎么做到的? 坐下! How do they do that? Sit down!
没关系 坦普尔 坐下 All right, please. Temple, sit down, please. J.D.
问题就在于此 不是吗? That is the question, isn't it?
"是怎么做到的?" "How did they do that?"
这就是本周的作业 至少一页 Well, that's this week's assignment. I want one page, at least.
满满一页? 好吧 两页? A full page? All right, two?
不不不不 就这样 一页 No, no, no, no. All right, one page. Okay.
他们从透视上搞的鬼! They mess with the perspective!
说得对 坦普尔 That's right, Temple.
这是一间用扭曲的透视法建起的房间 And it was a room built with distorted perspective.
但是到底怎么做的? But how?
你自己能想出来吗? Well, do you think you could figure it out?
如果你在脑海中把它图像化? Maybe if you visualized it?
如果你能造出这样一间房子 我给你额外加分 And if you build one, I'll give you extra credit.
好 Yeah, okay.
嘿! Hey!
怪胎! Weirdo!
她非要把粉笔画到墙上吗? Does she have to chalk the walls?
你看她 Look at her.
我做不到! I can't do it!
我觉得你可以 坦普尔 I think you can, Temple.
但是我不行! 我知道 我知道 But I can't! I know, I know.
我不该大吼大叫 I shouldn't shout.
但是透视量化行不通! But measuring perspective didn't work!
嘿 莉 这是你需要的规格说明 Hey, Leigh, these are the specifications you need.
成功了吗 坦普尔? Success, Temple?
没有! 给我个提示吧 求你了! No! Give me a clue, please!
你必须考虑到房间的所有特征 You have to think of all the features in the room,
墙壁 地板 天花板 门 the walls, the floors, the ceilings, the doors.
我明白了! Got it!
你已经做好了 不是吗? 你看... You've already gone through this, right? You saw...
没错 你可以看出她是怎么上色的 Well, you can tell that that's how she painted it.
那天她就是在建这个东西 This is what she was working on the other day.
我也想试试 奇怪的视觉幻象 I want to go through this. It's a strange optical illusion.
正如你们看到的 Well, as you can see,
两匹马的大小完全相同 the horses are the exact same size.
这就是那个房间 And here is the room.
坦普尔 祝贺你 Temple, congratulations.
我觉得这值得我们热烈鼓掌 I think this deserves a round of applause.
我觉得值得庆祝一下 I think it deserves a celebration.
没错! Yeah!
五 四 三 二 一 Five, four, three, two, one.
我有个问题 Now, here's a question.
如果我旋转螺旋桨 然后放手 If I wind this up and then let go,
为什么不是螺旋桨停止不动 why doesn't the propeller stay still
而机身不断旋转? and the body of the plane spin around?
很简单 机翼的阻力 That's simple. The resistance of the wings.
太对了 瞧着 That's absolutely right. And watch this.
如果没有机翼 With no wings
只有飞机的阻力 and just one plane of resistance,
就成了直升机了! 说得太对了 you have a helicopter! You're absolutely right.
坦普尔 你的思维非常特殊 你知道吗? Temple. You have a very special mind, you know that?
你看待世界的方法与其他人不同 You see the world in ways that others can't,
这是个很大的优点 and that's quite an advantage.
你知道吗? 如果你不是疯疯癫癫的 And you know something? If you weren't such a goof
而是充分发挥天赋 and you developed this talent,
你轻而易举地就能进大学 you could easily go on to college.
进大学干什么? What would I do at college?
以你的心智 你可以自由选择一门专业 Well, with your mind, anything you wanted to. Pick a subject.
牛 有没有和牛有关的大学? Cows. Do they have colleges with cows?
有 还有马 猪 山羊 绵羊... Yes, they do. And horses and pigs and goats and sheep and...
没错 名叫畜牧学 Yeah, it's called animal husbandry.
畜牧学 Animal husbandry.
没错 这个专业是研究动物的 Yeah, and it deals with the care of animals.
真的 你可以自由选择 Really, anything you wanted.
你可以研究人类 心理学 You could study people, psychology.
这样我就能理解别人了? I'd get to understand people?
也能这么说 Well, that's the idea.
我想呆在这里 I'll stay here.
坦普尔 把它想成一扇门 Temple, think of it as a door.
一扇打开之后 呈现给你崭新世界的大门 A door that's going to open up onto a whole new world for you
你需要做的就是决心打开它 and all you need to do is decide to go through it.
富兰克林皮尔斯大学 FRANKLIN PIERCE COLLEGE 1966
葛兰汀小姐? 首先 Miss Grandin? First off,
我和我以前的老师卡洛克博士谈过了 I talked to my old teacher Dr. Carlock.
他说我应该向您指出 And he said I should stress
我不是没有做作业 我真的做了 that it wasn't that I hadn't done the work, because I had,
而是因为我搜集了太多的资料 but I'd collected way too much data
又添加了大量的引用和注释 and backed it up with far too many citations,
所以我需要更多的时间来使它连贯完整 that I needed extra time just to make it coherent.
但是如果你看一眼结果 But if you look at these results,
你就会发现不仅仅是我 实际上 you'll see that it's not just me, but in fact,
大多数人在使用我的机器时 a majority of people who become calmer
都会更冷静更平静 when using my machine.
因此我有理由继续持有它 And that really makes a clear case for me keeping it.
而且我应该拿到一个好分数 And I should get a good grade.
你的... 决不仅仅是及格 Did your... Certainly more than a pass.
是你以前的老师卡洛克博士 Did your previous teacher, Dr. Carlock,
建议给你一个好分数的吗? suggest the good grade?
不是 是我自己说的 No, that's me.
放在这里吧 Leave it with me.
这是非常重要的作业! This is very important work!
你采用参照组了吗? You used a control group?
他们做测试时分为躺着和坐着两种 They were tested resting, seated,
很多人都不耐烦了 第四页 and most of them got bored. Page four.
棒极了 我想确实该给你好分数 This is excellent. And I think it will be a good grade.
我可以留着机器了 So I keep my machine.
这样的话 我会留下来的 In that case, I'll stay.
我猜你的新室友 I would imagine your new roommate
在是否保留机器上也有话要说 will want a say in whether you keep the machine.
这是我的挤压机 That's my squeeze machine.
需要我把它搬开吗? 不用 Do I have to move it? No.
不要换地方 这样我就能记住它放在哪里了 But don't ever move it and then I'll always know where it is.
好的 Okay.
放"秘密特工"的时间快到了 It's almost time for The Man from U.N.C.L.E.
放映室里在放这部片 They play it in the rec room.
你想看"秘密特工"吗? Do you want to watch The Man from U.N.C.L.E.?
你不能看"秘密特工" You can't watch The Man from U.N.C.L.E.
我想看 I do. I'd love to watch it.
你能带我去看吗? 当然 Will you show me where it is? Yeah, sure.
现在 伊利亚·库亚金正试图打开那扇门 Now Illya Kuryakin's trying to open the door,
但门是锁着的 but it's locked.
现在房间里的地板滑动了起来 And now the floor's sliding under the room.
地面上出现了很多尖钉! There's a big drop to lots of spikes!
这是房间里的其他孩子在发出嘘声 That's the other kids in the room hissing.
你也喜欢"星际迷航"吗? 是的 Do you like Star Trek, too? Yes.
你最喜欢谁? 史波克先生 Who's your favorite? Mr. Spock.
我们有很多共同之处 We have a lot in common.
我们可以听收音机 Maybe we can watch it on the radio.
盲人电台有广播 真的吗? They broadcast it for the blind. They do?
那我们听吧 Let's watch it on the radio.
你现在平静多了 You're quieter now.
是因为你的挤压机吗？ Is that because you're in your squeeze machine?
我正要出来 I was just getting out.
我的声音变化那么大吗? Is my voice that different?
在我听来是的 It is to me.
我通过声音能听到你的内心 Remember, I see you through your voice.
你能记住很多声音吗? Do you remember a lot of voices?
当然 我还记得很多地方的不同声音 Of course. But I remember the sounds of places, too.
我们是一样的 你拥有声音 我拥有图像 We're the same, only you have sounds and I have pictures.
我要去上课了 I'm off to class.
要上法语课 我恨死了 I have French class. I hate it.
所以才要用我的挤压机 That's why I'm in my squeeze machine.
我对你的挤压机没意见 Your squeeze machine doesn't bother me.
好吗? 我知道了 好的 Okay? I know. Okay.
法语
祝你好运 Good luck.
谢谢 Thank you.
不好意思 请问这个位子有人吗? Excuse me, is this seat taken?
没有 No.
不像别人 我一直都体会不了 I've always wanted to understand the gentleness that other people feel
被妈妈抱的温柔触感 by being hugged by their mothers.
但是现在我有了这台机器 就行了 And now I've made a machine that lets me do that.
像是电线被重新连了起来 It feels like a wire gets reconnected.
或是说什么东西被修好了 Like something gets repaired.
如果没有这台机器 也就没有今天的我 If it wasn't for my machine, I wouldn't be standing here today.
也许我会一个人窝在家里 Instead I'd be hiding in my room
或者不停地转圈 or spinning in circles to calm myself,
要不然就是打人 来使自己平静下来 or hitting someone.
当我还小的时候 我将自己与人群隔离 When I was younger, I closed myself off from people.
我直到四岁才开口说话 I didn't even speak until I was four.
这种症状有一个夸张的名词 自闭症 There's a highfalutin name for this condition. Autism.
但正因为有了我的机器 But because of my machine.
我才能够理解别人对我的爱与善意 I'm able to know the kindness and love that have been given to me
才能够有如今的成就 to reach this point in my life.
今天这种感觉特别强烈 我不再是孤单一人 Today more than ever, I realize I have not walked alone.
我不仅要谢谢我的老师 还有我的朋友 亲人 And I thank not only my teachers, but my friends and family as well.
就好像音乐剧"天上人间"中唱的那样 As in the words of the song from Carousel.
*当你穿过暴风 高高昂起你的头颅* *When you walk through a storm Hold your head up high*
*不要惧怕黑夜* *And don't be afraid of the dark*
*风雨过后终有灿烂天空* *At the end of a storm is a golden sky*
*云雀欢鸣* *And a sweet silver song of a lark*
*越过狂风暴雨* *Walk on through the wind Walk on through the rain*
*不管梦想被怎样嘲讽打击* *Though your dreams be tossed and blown*
*前进 前进* *Walk on, walk on*
*希望永存你心* *With hope in your heart*
*你永远不会孤单前行* *And you'll never walk alone*
*你永远不会孤单前行* (亦为利物浦队队歌) *You'll never walk alone*
这就是我的门 This is my door.
它带我走进了新天地 It opens to another world.
亚利桑那州立大学的同学 大家过来 Arizona State students, gather around.
好的 这边 这边来 All right. Come on, everybody. Come on down this way.
(斯科茨代尔 亚利桑那 1970年) SCTTSDALE, ARIZONA, 1970
好 过来 这儿 在这儿 Here we go. All right, come on in. Here we go. Here we go.
同学们 都过来 Everybody, come on. Let's go.
靠近点 这样大家听得清楚一些 All right, come on in closer now. Gather around so you can hear.
好了 大家听好 All right, class, listen up.
这位是唐·麦克尔斯 是这家饲育场的老板 This is Don Michaels. He runs the feedlot.
谢谢 教授 Thanks, Professor.
那个 我们现有 All right, what we got here at any one time
五万到五万两千头牛 is about 50, 52,000 head of cattle.
它们需要长到650磅才能进到里面 Now, they gotta weigh 650 pounds to get in here.
之后的三四个月 它们会呆在这儿 During the three or four months they spend here, they'll put on
在被宰杀之前 another 400 pounds before they move
还需要再长400磅 into the big house for slaughtering.
当它们长瞟的时候 我们就负责保持它们健康 Well, while they're here fattening up, we got to keep them healthy.
当它们从山里来后 我们做的第一件事 So one of the first things we do when they come in off the range
就是让它们泡个澡 把虱子洗掉 is put them through a dip, get rid of any bugs.
不好意思 小兄弟 你没事吧? Excuse me there, buddy. You okay?
她是个女孩 That's a girl.
葛兰汀小姐 Miss Grandin.
小姐 你魂还在吗? Miss, are you with us, here?
我在听牛叫 哦 是吗? I was listening to the cattle. Oh, yeah?
怎么有些叫的特别响? Why are some mooing more loudly than others?
这叫声我从来没听到过! I never heard so much mooing!
亲爱的 我这辈子都在和牛打交道 Honey, I've been around cattle all my working life.
以我的经验来看 那些不过是些母牛罢了 About all I can tell you is that, just like the female of the species,
喜欢抱怨 聊八卦 或者玩忧郁 cattle love to yammer and gossip or sulk.
不是这件事就是那件 It's always just one thing or the other.
就像我说的... But like I was saying...
但那一定有原因 Well, there must be a reason.
它们在说话 They're saying something.
我看你还是找怪医杜立德咨询下 Well, I reckon you could get Dr. Dolittle on out here.
也许他会告诉你答案 He probably could tell you.
当这位小姐在聆听 While missy here is listening to
牛的心声的时候 what the cattle are saying to each other,
你们为什么不跟我去看看池子的运作? why don't you boys step over here with me and see a dip in action?
现在浸渍槽最大的问题就是 Now, the biggest problem you got with a dip vat
牛戳一下游一下 is that cattle can swim all right unless they tip on over.
除非把它们吊住拖出来 Then them babies'll drown real fast on you
否则牛宝宝们就得淹死 unless you get a hold of them and haul them out.
起来 走! Get up there. Go!
看见了吧 这就是我说的 Well, there you go! See, this is what I was telling you.
上帝! Jesus!
加油 小伙子们 使出吃奶的力气! Come on, boys. Earn your money!
吊在那儿! 把它们吊起来! Hold them up over there! Hold them up!
加油 伙计们 它快撑不住了 Come on, boys. We're gonna lose that baby.
罗伊! 罗伊 绑住小母牛快把它拉上来! Roy! Roy, get a rope on this heifer and drag it out!
知道了 知道了 Okay. Okay.
好了 到里面看看吧 Well, there you go. You'll see inside.
杀一头牛都没费这么多力气 It'll take more than that to kill a cow.
起来! 起来! 这样损失多吗? Get up! Get up! Do you lose many?
我们一个小时要处理300头 Well, we got to run 300 of them through here in an hour.
一个礼拜大概损失一到两头 I guess in a week, we'll lose one or two maybe.
我们手艺还不错 We're doing pretty good.
杜立德 怎么了? 太过了? Dolittle, how you holding up? Too much for you?
它们喜欢绕圈走 They like to walk in circles.
你们知道吗? 牛喜欢绕圈走! Well, what do you know, boys? Cattle like to walk in circles!
唐 给她颁个奖 Dang, give that girl a prize.
这样能使它们平静 It calms them down.
绕圈走使它们远离那些饲养员 They walk in circles away from the handlers.
也许我们进去的时候你该呆在外面 Maybe you ought to wait out here when we go inside.
走! Go!
它就在笼子里了 致命一击 Then when we have it in the cage, it just takes one knock to the head.
杜立德 你觉得怎样? So, Dolittle, what do you think?
它要去哪儿? 肉类加工 Where does it go? Meat processing.
不是 它要去哪儿? No, where does it go?
还在这儿 不过变成了肉 It was here, and now it's meat.
它去哪儿了? Where did it go?
教授 这位女士 Professor, I think maybe your young lady here
最好考虑下其他的工作 ought to consider another line of work.
牛叫? 你的硕士论文想写牛叫? Mooing? You want to do research and write your master's on mooing?
弯道 牛喜欢弯道 在弯道里它们从来不叫 Curves. Cattle like curves. They don't moo at curves.
葛兰汀小姐 我们录取你 Miss Grandin, when we accepted you,
是被你在前任学校的惊人成就所折服 we were impressed you had excelled at your previous school.
关于牛叫的硕士论文太降档次了 A master's thesis on mooing strikes me as a lowering of the bar
至于我 不会因为 and I, for one, will not be the first person
你的自闭症给你开先河 to give you an easy ride because of your autism.
关于那些... 牛是被捕食动物 Come up with something... Cattle are prey animals.
我的自闭症让我更好地理解牲畜 My autism allows me to understand prey animals well.
我能够看见牛的警戒区 I can visualize the flight zones of cattle.
当饲养员在警戒区外面 A handler outside the flight zone
动物们会以一种平和有秩序的方式绕圈 can keep an animal circling in a calm and orderly manner.
但是闯入它们的警戒区 会引起紧张 But stepping into the flight zone panics the cattle,
它们会从温柔的叫变成大叫 and they change from soft moos to loud mooing.
被捕食动物从来不以大叫来吸引注意 Like, prey animals don't make noises that will draw attention to them
除非它们是想警告群里的同伴 unless they're trying to warn other members of the herd.
它们互相警告要被宰了? So they're warning each other they're going to be slaughtered?
不 不 不 先生 No. No. No, sir.
不管是被赶进浸渍槽还是角落 The loud mooing is the same whether they're gonna be dipped,
或者被宰 它们的大叫声都是一样的 driven around a hard corner or taken to slaughter.
我是说 它们并不了解会遭遇什么... I mean, they have no idea what's gonna happen to them...
很高兴我们达成了共识... I'm glad we agree on that...
但是它们被吓到了 but they're spooked.
受惊吓的牛不会走直线 And spooked cattle don't act straight.
它们的淤青 刮伤 溺水 都要钱去治疗 They get bruised, scraped, drowned, and that all costs money.
花上半个小时安抚它们 And it takes a good half hour to calm a herd
也得花钱 and that costs money, too.
这不是管理伺养场的明智之举 It's not a good way to run a stockyard.
我相信 对牛好的 对生意也好 Well, I believe what's good for cattle is also good for business.
找农场签字 Well, get the yard to sign off on it.
你是说唐 就是那管理人 You mean Don. That's who's in charge.
斯科茨代尔养牛场 SCOTTSDALE LAND & CATTLE
不好意思 女士 女人免进 Sorry, ma'am. No women on the lot.
我叫坦普尔·葛兰汀 My name is Temple Grandin.
我是亚利桑那州立大学的学生... I'm a grad student at Arizona State...
规矩就是规矩 女士 That's the rules, ma'am.
我是亚利桑那大学的毕业生 上礼拜我还来过 I'm a grad student at Arizona State and I was here last week.
牛仔嫂们的投诉 Complaints from cowboys' wives.
不准女人到厂里去 They just don't want no women on the yard.
我只是尽我的职责罢了 I'm just doing my job.
女士 你把后面都堵住了 Ma'am, you're holding up the line.
你先要掉个头才能离开 You're going to have to turn around and take it on off the lot.
麻烦你了 If you please.
别再来了 Don't come back.
约翰·里士满 记者 农场工人杂志 John Richmond, press, Ranchman magazine.
进去吧 Go on in.
这是一扇门 It's a door.
不过是另一扇门 It's another door.
谢谢 女士 保重 Thanks, ma'am. Take care.
美元交易 DOLLAR DEAL
早上好 进去吧 Good morning. Go on in.
早 进吧 Morning. Go on in.
嘿 山基 嘿 嘿 这儿 Hi, Sanch. Hey. Hey, there.
你回来真好 Good to have you back, son.
这次你去了好久 Seems like a long time since you worked out here.
对 的确 Yeah, it does.
这是什么 What is this,
紫心勋章?(美军授予受伤军人) 对 a Purple Heart? Yeah, it is.
我们真为你感到骄傲 We're real proud of you.
格里 山基 这些可不是靠挖厕所能得到的 Gee, Sanch, you didn't get all these just digging latrines.
不是 我在溪生服役(越南地名) No, sir. I was in Khe Sanh.
真是条汉子 Good for you.
不好意思 我需要你为我的硕士论文签字 Excuse me, sir. I need you to sign off on my master's thesis.
你怎么进来的? How'd you get in here?
他们就是招手放行了 They just waved me in.
你研究什么? 牛鼓动研究 What are you gonna research? Agitation in cattle.
就是牛叫吗? 你信那套? Would that be mooing? You believe that crap?
因为牛是被捕食动物 大声嚎叫是... Since cattle are prey animals, loud mooing is a sign of...
不可能 No way.
来吧 山基 我们去喝咖啡 Come on, Sanch, let's get some coffee.
我说 你有没有拐回来一个中国小萝莉? Say, did you bring back one of them little China gals with you?
不 飞机上不让带 No, they wouldn't let me bring back one on the airplane none.
姑娘们煮好咖啡了吗? You girls got the coffee ready in here?
这位仁兄十分饥渴啊 进来! We got a man that's thirsty. Come on in!
你这儿有其他入口吗? Do you have another entrance?
什么? 你这儿还有其他入口吗? Pardon? Do you have another entrance?
没有 女士 No, ma'am.
你这儿有果冻或者酸奶吗? Do you have any Jell-O or yogurt?
在冰柜里 就在你后面 亲爱的 In the cooler. Right behind you, darling.
弱肉强食 By eating the weaker and slower ones,
狮子使羚羊得以繁衍 并保持适当的比例 lions keep the antelope population strong and in proper proportion
不会对其它动物构成威胁 to all other animals.
光 阴影 Light. Shadow.
水塘的反射 Reflections on puddle.
链条 外部动静 衣服 Chain. Movement. Clothes.
我吃过公牛睾丸! I've eaten bulls' testicles!
在我阿姨的农场 是我的下酒菜! Ate them in my aunt's ranch. Regularly!
真是浪费! This is a waste!
嘿! Hey!
别忘了喝水 You gotta remember to drink out here.
我有数据证明是什么让它们畏怯 像阴影 Well, I have data on things that make them balk, like shadows,
水的反射 阳光下闪烁的链条 reflections on water, a chain glinting in the sun.
是吗? 它们不愿走在阴影里 Is that right? They won't walk into shaded areas.
它们想看见自己走向哪儿 They need to see where they're going.
我有许多重要讯息 I've lots of important information on all this
真的很需要麦克尔斯先生的签名 and I need Mr. Michaels to sign off on it.
唐? 他从来不签任何东西 Don? Don don't sign nothing.
但我真的很需要麦克尔斯先生... I need Mr. Michaels to sign...
你没懂我意思 You're not hearing me right.
唐从来不签任何东西 Don don't sign nothing.
这里我说了算 I sign everything around here.
他的名字 但是是我掌笔 His signature, but I do the signing.
我都不确定唐会不会写字 I'm not even sure if Don can write.
如果 你对牛和它的行为感兴趣的话 Say, if you're interested in cattle and how cattle act,
你不应该只在饲育场里晃悠 you shouldn't just hang around feedlots.
你应该去牧场 拍卖会 牛仔竞技场那些地方 You should be out on ranches, auctions, rodeos, that sort of thing.
来了头大的 1000磅 Got the big steer here. 1,000 pounds.
看看它怎样 Let's see what she got here.
20 25 25 25.5 25.5 75 20, 25, 25, 25 and a half. 25 and a half, 75.
25 75 25... Twenty five, 75, 25...
它看上去很凶猛 He looks mean.
25 75 30 30 30 30 Twenty five. 75, 30, 30, 30, 30.
成交 17号 Sold him. Pat 17.
看哪 妈妈出场了 Look it, here's mama here.
现在 57 25 25 25 Now, 75. 25, 25, 25.
25 27.5 25, 27 and a half.
它是27.5 30 32.5 35 He's 27 and a half. 30, 32 and a half, 35.
成交 21号 21号 Sold him. Pat 21. Pat 21.
亚利桑那牧场工人 我们有房地产 有... The Arizona Ranchman. We got real estate. We got...
亚利桑那农工期刊 ARIZONA FARMER-RANCHMAN
媒体 PRESS
对 这杂志不错 希望你能看看 Yeah, it's a good magazine. I'd like you to take a look at it.
能帮你解决所有的关于牛的问题 Help you out with all kinds of cattle questions.
5分钟后见 怎样? See you back here in about five minutes, okay?
不好... Excuse...
都是通往新世界的门 It's all doors to new worlds.
不好意思 先生? 先生? Excuse me, sir? Sir?
很高兴能够见到您 I'm very pleased to meet you.
我是坦普尔·葛兰汀 理科学士 I'm Temple Grandin, a Bachelor of Science,
正在亚利桑那州立大学做我的硕士论文 doing my master's here at Arizona State,
最近在斯科茨代尔饲养场做研究 currently studying in Scottsdale Feed Yards,
写一篇关于控制系统 and I was wondering if I could
孰优孰劣 interest the Arizona Farmer-Ranchman periodical
和牛群是怎样辨认的论文 on a thesis I'm writing on control systems and cattle
不知道"亚利桑那农工期刊" and why some work better than others
是否有兴趣 and how they can tell the difference.
你在斯科茨代尔 Don Michaels How'd you get on
和唐·麦克尔斯怎么处的? with old Don Michaels over at Scottsdale?
我告诉他我吃过公牛睾丸 先生 I told him I've eaten bull testicles, sir.
你所有的投稿我都会读的 葛兰汀小姐 Well, I will read anything you send in, Miss Grandin.
给 我的名片 你直接寄给我好了 In fact, here, take my card. You address it directly to me.
谢谢 先生 谢谢! Thank you, sir. Thank you!
门开着 It's open.
先生 斯科茨代尔饲育场签署了 Sir, Scottsdale Feedlot signed off
我的牛鼓动研究 on my cattle agitation study.
闻上去像是牛先签了一半 Smells like half the herd signed it first.
不 先生 牛不会签字 No, sir. Cattle can't do that.
我不需要杂志 And I don't need the magazine.
我有订阅 I'm a subscriber.
我只是想确保你看到了我的文章 Well, I just wanted to make sure you saw my article
以牛叫为牛鼓动的指导 on mooing as a guide to cattle agitation.
完整版还在打字机里 但是你礼拜五就能拿到 Full thesis is still at the typist, but you should have it by Friday.
坦普尔? Temple?
让我们绕着火堆歌唱 不 拉尔夫 Let's go sing near the fire. No, Ralf.
布朗克斯维尔 纽约 1975年 BRONXVILLE, NY 1975
圣诞快乐! Merry Christmas!
坦普尔! Temple!
理科硕士 Well, Master of Science.
畜牧学硕士 太棒了 Master of Science in Animal Science. Fantastic.
我打赌你回到东部一定很开心 I'll bet you're glad to be back East.
我比较喜欢西部 I like the West.
我也是 但那儿终究不是家 对吗? So do I, but it isn't home, is it?
你毕业后找了什么工作? What will you do with your master's?
你母亲好像说你在教书 Your mother mentioned teaching maybe.
是在西梅德福一个很好的新学校 Great new school over West Medford way.
我还有很多研究要做 论文要写 所以... I have a lot more research to do and things to write. So...
对了 你的论文还被出版了 That's right, you've been published.
记得斯科特吗? You remember Scott?
斯科特? 斯科特? Scott? Scott?
斯科特 这儿 Scotty, over here.
我去去就回 他是我们的长子 I'll be right back. He's our oldest boy.
"纽约杂志"曾发表过他的一篇文章 New York Magazine's taken a piece of his.
你还记得斯科特吗? You remember Scott?
他在我的果冻上吐过口水 He used to spit in my Jell-O.
我肯定那不是他干的 坦普尔 I'm sure he didn't. Temple,
和斯科特说说你的文章 tell Scott about your writing.
我在"亚利桑那农工期刊"发表过两篇文章 I published two articles in the Arizona Farmer-Ranchman.
亚利桑那... The Arizona...
"亚利桑那农工期刊" The Arizona Farmer-Ranchman.
一篇是关于好的牛叫声和坏的牛叫声 One was on good moos and bad moos.
另一篇是关于牛槽和屠宰面具的头枕 The other was on head restraints in cattle chutes and killing pens.
它们的设计真的很糟糕 They're really badly designed.
糟糕的系统 那... Just terrible systems. Just...
很高兴见到你 坦普尔 It's lovely to see you, Temple.
再见 圣诞快乐 Bye. Merry Christmas.
圣诞快乐! Merry Christmas!
我需要我的挤压机! I need my squeeze machine!
我讨厌派对 I hate parties.
都是人 却没有一个听我讲话 There are too many people and no one listens to me.
他们一直使眼色 我都不懂什么意思 And they keep giving each other looks and I don't know what they mean.
他们只是不自在 They're just uncomfortable.
他们不想听你的牛故事 People don't want to hear all those details about cattle.
我想 我愿意和牛在一起 Well, I do. I wanna be with cattle.
亲爱的 我不希望你躲避人群 Sweetheart, I don't want you to avoid people.
他们让我不舒服 那就忽略他们 They make me feel bad. Then ignore them.
你可是这屋里唯一一个理科硕士啊 You are the only Master of Science in the room.
我真为你感到骄傲 And I am so proud of you.
坦普尔 看着我 看着我 Temple, look at me. Look at me.
你知道人们通过眼睛传达讯息吗? Do you know how people tell each other things with their eyes?
我这是在告诉你 我爱你 也尊敬你 This is me telling you that I love you and I respect you.
我永远都学不会 I will never learn how to do that.
我知道 I know.
嘿! 该死! Hey! Damn it!
你不准进去 You are not allowed in here.
我在为我的论文做调查... I'm doing research for an article...
不行 女士 No, ma'am.
亚利桑那州立大学时 We put up with you sneaking in here
我们就忍受着你的偷偷摸摸 when you was at Arizona State,
但是在这儿行不通 but you're done with that.
不是大学生 没有保险担保 不准进去 No college, no insurance coverage, no access.
我还想为你写很多其他文章 There are many other articles I would like to write for you.
首先 牛是怎样主动进入浸渍槽的 Firstly, how cattle can be introduced into dip vats on their own accord.
第二... 等下 葛兰汀小姐 Secondly... Hold on, Miss Grandin.
首先 我很欣赏你的文章 Firstly, your articles have been greatly appreciated.
接到了很多电话 I got a lot of calls.
都说你讲得很有道理 Folks think you talk sense.
第二 我说过你所有的投稿我都会读 Secondly, I told you I would read anything that you write.
还有 第三 女士 你需要一身新衣服 And, thirdly, young lady, you need another set of clothes
当你进城办事儿 when you come into town on business.
我需要看上去像个特派记者的样子 I need to be an accredited press person.
我能有一张通行证吗? Can I get a press pass?
你希望得到一份工作? You asking for a staff job?
我只有四名员工 I ain't got but four staff,
一个记账一个配送 and two of them are bookkeeping and distribution.
不 我不是希望在这儿工作 No, I don't wanna work here.
我希望和牛一起 所以我需要一张通行证 I wanna be with cattle, so I need a pass.
好吧 我们可以 但是像我说的... Well, we can do that. But like I said...
玛丽-安? 进来 Mary-Anne? Get in here.
先生? Sir?
你觉得怎样 葛兰汀小姐? How's that working for you, Miss Grandin?
这身一点都不痒 太赞了 It doesn't itch. I like it a lot.
那是我的军衔 这样他们就看得见了 That's my rank. They'll be able to see that.
嘿 什么...该死! Hey, what...Damn it!
喷一下 坦普尔 你臭死了 Use it, Temple. You stink.
谢谢 坦普尔? Thank you. Temple?
坦普尔·葛兰汀小姐? Miss Temple Grandin?
我是泰德·吉伯特 来自约翰韦恩红河饲育场 I'm Ted Gilbert, from John Wayne's Red River Feedlot.
你好 很高兴见到你 Hello, I'm very pleased to meet you.
天哪 我读过你的文章 Hell, I've been reading your stuff.
你是怎么写出来的? How'd you like to put it into practice?
我的设计师跑了 而我需要一个新的牛槽 See, I lost my designer and I need a new cattle dip.
你能胜任吗? 不难 Can you do it? It's pretty simple,
但是我要在五天内收到计划书 but I got to present plans in five days.
当然能! Sure!
这真是绝了妙了 你怎么想出来的? This is very clever. How did you come up with this?
我只是看见了 把他们组合在一起 I just see things and put them together.
这要花多长时间... 所有这些? So how long will it take you to... And all this?
那是用来引导牛的 That's to lead the cattle in.
它们顺着弯道走很开心 They're happy to follow a curve 'cause they think they're going back
以为自己在回家的路上 正如你所说 to where they came from. If you say so.
的确 这要花上多长时间? I do. So how long will it take you to do it?
我还有两三个要赶 Well, I have two or three more before this.
但是我明天就要! But I need it by tomorrow!
大家都是明天要 Everybody needs it tomorrow.
你看着我 我也快不起来 I won't work any quicker with you watching.
我想看 好吧 Well, I wanna watch. Okay.
嘿 坦普尔? Hey, Temple?
这是"养牛杂志"的瑞德·哈里斯 This here is Red Harris from Cattle magazine.
很高兴见到你 哈里斯先生 Very nice to meet you, Mr. Harris.
对了 瑞德明天出席不了盛大的开幕式了 Yeah, Red, he can't make the grand opening tomorrow,
所以我想先给他偷偷地看下 so I thought we'd give him a sneak preview.
那么 坦普尔 So, Temple,
当我面放一些牛进你的浸渍槽怎样? will you put some cattle through your dip while I'm here?
好的 Okay.
嘿 打开门! Hey, open the gate!
如果饲养员在槽外顺时针慢慢地走 So if the handlers walk slowly clockwise outside the chute,
牛就会沿逆时针方向穿过槽 then the cow will walk counterclockwise through the chute.
看见了? 它们会顺着弯道 See? They'll just follow that curve.
那些牛安静地走 The cattle just keep calmly walking
以为是在绕圈走 绕着同伴走 thinking they're going in circles and following their buddies.
它们很高兴绕着弯道 And they're happy to follow a curve
以为自己正在回家的路上 because they think they're going back to where they came from.
它们不会激动 因为地上有槽 所以不会滑倒 They're okay because it's grooved and they know they won't slip.
当它们跨下一步的时候 它们的重心 So when they take the next step, their center of gravity
使它们慢慢地沉入槽里 makes them drop calmly into the dip
它们就会从水里走过 and they just walk through the water.
我通常不告诉别人我会写什么 I don't usually tell people what I'm gonna write,
但是 葛兰汀小姐 这是一个杰作 but, Miss Grandin, this is a masterpiece.
嘿! 我不想这样做 Hey! I don't like to do that.
很抱歉 坦普尔 I'm sorry there, Temple.
我希望明天早上 你能穿上 Now, look, I want you to be dressed in your best outfit
你最好的衣服 好吗? tomorrow morning, okay?
好的 Okay.
看看这玩意儿 Just look at this thing.
它们进去得花上一个世纪 It'll take us forever to get them through here.
J.D. 把手电拿来 J.D., I want you to get the torch and,
瑞德 把这个拿走 还有这个 Red, I want this out, this out.
大家把那些镶嵌板都整好了 弄直了 I want those panels lined up and we're gonna run them straight in.
加油 伙计们 你们俩跟我来 Come on, boys. You two come with me.
抓住另一边 现在 使劲! Grab the other end of this. Now, hold on!
看这儿! 看那儿! 谁造的呀? Look at this! I mean, look at that! Who'd build something like that?
上帝 给我搞一些钢板 Jess, get me some sheet steel.
给这些小牛整个滑滑梯 We're gonna slide these puppies in here.
艾瑞克 钢板呢? 快点! Eric, where's that sheet steel? Hurry up!
走 起来 Let's go. Get up.
放在那堆里 放出来 Put them over in that pile and get them out of here.
她来了 She's here.
继续 伙计们 我来搞定她 捡起来 Keep working, boys. I'll take care of her. Pick it up.
小姐 Miss.
你做的槽 Some dip you got here.
谁在斜坡上放钢板的? 牛在上面走不来路! Who put steel on that slope? Cattle can't walk on steel!
这样设计就是为了让它们慢慢走! That's designed so they'll walk slowly!
不好意思 小姐 刚才就淹死了三头 Excuse me, little miss. We just had three head drown in here.
都是你的错! 你的愚蠢杀了它们! That's your fault! You killed them 'cause of your stupidity!
它们为什么不从弯曲的牛槽走? And why ain't they coming through the curved chute?
那会花上一整天的 小姐! That'd take us all day, little lady!
嘿 那是我的衣服! Hey, that's my shirt!
如果这是滑的 它们就会跟着 If it's smooth, they'll follow it!
但如果有东西在上面 If there's stuff on it,
它们就会害怕! 你们不能挂东西! they'll get scared! You can't hang things!
你个怪人! 给我恢复原样! You wacko! Put it all back the way it was!
坦普尔 发生什么事了? Temple, what's going on here?
因为他们的愚蠢 他们杀了三头牛! They killed three cattle because of their stupidity!
他们毁了一切! They ruined it!
等下! Just a minute!
牛一点都不危险! 坦普尔? Cattle aren't dangerous! Temple?
它们是可预测的 And they're predictable.
所以设计一个不伤害它们的装置并不难! So it's not hard to design a system that won't hurt them!
你在加州做什么? What are you doing in California?
但是那群牛仔却宁愿刺它们 吓它们 But the cowboys would rather prod them and scare them.
你开了通宵? Did you drive all night?
我根据牛的所看所想所为 I designed a dip vat
在约翰韦恩红河的饲育场 at John Wayne Red River Feedlot
设计了一个浸渍槽 based on the way cattle see and think and behave
"养牛杂志"的编辑说这是一个杰作 and the editor of Cattle magazine said it was a masterpiece,
但是那群牛仔却在里面杀了三头牛! but the cowboys killed three cows in it!
三头 短短五分钟 Three. In five minutes.
只因为他们不遵循我的设计 Because they wouldn't follow my design!
坦普尔 你能坐下说吗? Temple, would you like to sit down?
我不能保护那些牛... I can't protect the cattle...
我正在喝茶 I'm just having a cup of tea.
...除非我设计出一个完整的系统 ...unless I design the whole system
从它们进去到被宰杀 from the moment they enter to the moment they get slaughtered.
你是在说屠宰场吗? Are you talking about a slaughterhouse?
当然 它们会被宰杀掉 Well, of course they're gonna get slaughtered.
如果人们不吃牛肉 会有这么多牛吗? Do you think we'd have cattle if people didn't eat them every day?
它们不过是动物园里长得搞笑的动物罢了 They'd just be funny-looking animals in zoos.
对 我们为了自己养活它们 No, we raise them for us.
这说明我们欠它们一些尊敬 That means we owe them some respect.
自然很残酷 但我们不是 Nature is cruel, but we don't have to be.
我可不希望狮子撕裂我的胆 I wouldn't want to have my guts ripped out by a lion.
我宁愿死于屠宰场 如果它设计精良的话! I'd much rather die in a slaughterhouse if it was done right!
在我看来 你应该 Well, it seems to me that you should be
那个设计的人... 我们很容易 the one who's to design... We can easily do it in a way
就能让它们感觉不到痛苦 它们也不会害怕 where they don't feel pain and they don't get scared.
皮质醇分泌也会骤增! And their cortisol levels go through the roof!
你听见我说的了吗 坦普尔? 我觉得 Okay. Did you hear what I said, Temple? I think you're the one
你是唯一能设计屠宰场的人 who should design the slaughterhouse.
对 我要... Yeah, I'm going...
我知道有个屠宰场一片混乱 I know a slaughterhouse that's a mess
也知道如何去修理 and I know exactly how to fix it.
阿伯特屠宰场 ABBOT SLAUGHTER HOUSE
这是一扇门 又一扇门 It's a door. It's another door.
有什么事? Can I help you?
你好 很高兴见到你 Hello, it's very nice to meet you.
我想参观屠宰场 I'd like to tour your slaughterhouse.
什么? Excuse me?
你好 很高兴见到你 Hello, it's very nice to meet you.
我想参观屠宰场 I'd like to tour your slaughterhouse.
我们不接受参观 女士 We don't do tours, ma'am.
我为约翰韦恩红河的饲育场设计过浸渍槽 I designed a dip vat at John Wayne's Red River Feedlot
"养牛杂志"的编辑 that the editor of Cattle magazine
也认为这是一个杰作... said was a masterpiece...
保安? 能来一下前台吗? Security? Can I get security to the front office?
停业 GOING OUT OF BUSINESS
坦普尔 我要告诉你个坏消息 Temple, I'm so sorry to leave this message on your answering machine,
但是我猜你会想知道 but I thought you'd want to know
你的朋友卡洛克教授逝世了 that your friend Dr. Carlock has died.
不可能 我才见过他! Well, I just saw him!
很明显 他早已病入膏肓 Apparently, he'd been sick for some time.
随时打给我 再见 亲爱的 You can call me anytime. Bye, sweetheart.
我才见过他 I just saw him.
他们在干什么? What are they doing?
在表示尊敬 They're paying their respects.
这是一种感谢和告别的方式 It's a way of saying thank you and goodbye.
我见他的时候说过再见了 I said goodbye when I saw him.
这是最后一次机会说再见 And this is a final chance to say goodbye.
坦普尔 坦普尔 你还好吧? Temple. Temple. Are you all right?
我要走了 I'm leaving now.
可是还没结束呢 Well, it isn't over yet.
我见他的时候说过再见了 他不在那儿 I said goodbye when I saw him. He's not there.
在我的脑海里 I've got him in my mind.
你知道他们去哪儿了吗? Do you know where they go?
不 不 我不知道 No. No, I don't.
好吧 我要走了 Okay. I'm gonna go now.
小心开车 Drive safely.
请收好 女士 There you are, ma'am.
天 那件罩衫真漂亮 My, that's a pretty blouse.
希望你不会介意 I hope you don't mind me saying so.
有些人会觉得我很直接 Some people think I'm forward,
但是 如果喜欢一样东西 but, you know, if I like something,
我就会径直走过去 夸奖他们 I just come right out and just compliment them.
被夸奖总是好事 不是吗? It's nice to get a compliment, don't you think?
谢谢 很高兴见到你 我叫坦普尔·葛兰汀 Thank you. It's very nice to meet you. I'm Temple Grandin.
很高兴见到你 我叫贝蒂 Well, it's nice to meet you, too. I'm Betty.
好了 我们认识了 Well, then, there we are.
你是在等人吗 还是等什么东西? Are you waiting to meet somebody or something?
不 我对自动门有障碍 它让我紧张 No, I have trouble with automatic doors sometimes when I'm nervous.
我有自闭症 I'm autistic.
我儿子也是艺术家 他对飞机也有障碍 My son is artistic and he's got the same thing with airplanes.
来吧 跟着我 Come on. You just come along with me.
好了 没事的 我会保证门一直开着 All right. Come on. And...And I'll make sure that they stay open.
行吗? 你现在安全了 你安全了 All right? You are safe now. You're safe.
谢谢 不用谢 Thank you. My pleasure.
你是女骑师吗? 我是说 你的衣服? Are you a horsewoman? I mean, you know, your shirt?
我很喜欢马 但是我和牛一起工作 Well, I like horses, but I work with cattle.
我设计了一个浸渍槽被"养牛杂志"奉为杰作 I designed a dip that Cattle magazine called brilliant.
哦 天哪 我丈夫在杂志上看到过你 Oh, my golly, my husband read about you.
他在阿伯特工作 He works over at Abbot.
阿伯特屠宰场? 对 你听说过? Abbot slaughterhouse? Yeah. You heard of it?
我希望给那儿重新设计 我去过那 I wanna redesign it. I went there,
但是他们不太配合 but they wouldn't let me meet with them.
但是我有很多点子 建造一个新的设施 But I have several ideas about how to make a new facility
更人性化 更高效率 that will be much more humane and efficient.
我觉得你只需要和我丈夫见个面 Well, I guess you just have to meet my husband then.
我们能认识真是太好了 How wonderful that we bumped into each other.
一扇门开了 我走了进去 A door opened and I went through it.
对 你走了进去 Yes, you did.
我把门顶住了 And I held it.
这看上去像是牛的跑道 This looks like an airport for cows.
对 对 Yeah. Yeah.
谢谢 这不是赞赏 Thank you. I didn't mean that as a compliment.
牛专用的传送带? And conveyor belts for cattle?
你知道这些要花多少钱吗? Do you have any idea what the cost is on this?
还有那些实体墙和地板 And you've got solid walls and floors.
我们用那些板条是有原因的 它便宜 We have those slatted for a reason. It's cheaper.
很抱歉 葛兰汀小姐 I'm sorry, Miss Grandin.
很明显你对设计这样的东西 It's clear you just don't have the experience
毫无经验 to design something like this.
墙是实心的 The walls are solid
这样牛不会受到光或外界影响 so the cattle won't be distracted by light or movement outside.
遇到新事物 它们会停下来 They balk at unexpected things.
这对牛是好事 I'm sure that's nice for the cattle,
但是花费 小姐... but the cost, Miss...
你雇那些饲养员 How much money does it cost you
去戳那些牛 等他们暴躁时 to pay handlers to prod the cattle along
再安抚他们 这得花多少钱? and then hold them back when they stamped?
你们的槽因为堵塞一天要停工几次? How many times a day do your chutes stop because of pile-ups?
有多少头牛腿断了而导致停工? How many cows break a leg and bring everything to a halt?
有了我的系统 这些都不会发生 With my system, there'd be none of that.
只有平稳平静的流水线 There'd be a steady, calm flow.
听上去是不错 Well, that sounds great,
但是你不确定这主意是否行得通 but you don't have any idea of whether it'll work or not.
我确定 我就好像尼古拉·特斯拉 But I do. I'm like Nikola Tesla
或者托马斯·爱迪生 or Thomas Edison.
我知道我的系统行得通 因为我在脑子里 I know my system will work 'cause I've been through it
已经验算过千百万次了 a thousand times in my head.
我能像牛一样看见斜道 I can see a chute just as the cattle will
因为我的自闭症 because that's something my autism lets me do.
我能够在脑中运行计划 I can walk through a plan in my mind,
检查每一根横梁 每一颗柳钉 examining every beam and every rivet.
我是说 你们只看到了计划 I mean, you just see a plan,
但是我把整个计划都演算过了 but I'm walking through the whole plan.
这样 牛穿过一系列坚固的弯道 Okay, the cattle go through a series of solid curves.
地也由坚固的凹槽构成 And the floor is solid, too, grooved.
斜道越来越窄 但是牛不会在意 The chute gets smaller, but the cattle won't mind.
它们不会...不会害怕 They don't...They don't see any danger.
它们不过认为是到了另一辆卡车 They think they're just getting into another truck.
台阶让它们缓缓上升 The stairway leads them gently upwards.
地面成了一个运送装置 The floor becomes a conveyor.
两边的支撑高至它们的胸腔 A rest rises up to meet their chest
使它们得以舒适地前进 so they're comfortably carried.
它们会很平静 They'll be very calm.
自然很残酷 但我们不是 Nature is cruel, but we don't have to be.
我们欠它们一些尊重 We owe them some respect.
我第一次触摸的牛是一头被打晕的牛 I touched the first cow as it was being stunned.
短短几秒 它就会变成另一块牛肉 In a few seconds, it was gonna be just another piece of beef,
但是在那一瞬间 它仍是一个个体 but in that moment, it was still an individual.
它很平静 It was calm.
然后它走了 And then it was gone.
我意识到了生命的可贵 I became aware of how precious life was.
我思考死亡 觉得我离上帝很近 And I thought about death and I felt close to God.
我不想我的思想也随我死去 I don't want my thoughts to die with me.
我想做出一番成就 I want to have done something.
谢谢你邀请我 Thank you for inviting me.
你是我唯一想邀请的人 You're the one person I wanted here.
换成别人看到 会五体投地 Other people would have been overwhelmed by what they were seeing.
这会把他们弄晕的 It would have confused them.
我知道 I knew that you would be
只有你才能感受到发生了什么 the only one able to sense what was really going on,
只有你了解我在做什么 who could feel what I was trying to accomplish.
我知道有很多事情我不能理解 I know there are a lot of things I can't understand,
但我还是想活得有意义些 but I still want my life to have meaning.
全国自闭症大会 1981年 NATIONAL AUTISM CONVENTION
我不太想听那些所谓的专家 I don't know that I want to hear from any more experts.
那不管用! 我们试了好多年了! That doesn't work! We've been trying those things for years!
你能听我说完吗? Will you please let me finish?
接受密集的心理治疗 自闭症儿童能... With intensive psychotherapy, an autistic child can be treated...
但是穆兰德报告明明白白写着 But the Rimland report plainly shows
自闭症不是精神疾病 that autism is not a psychological problem.
我不太熟悉穆兰德报告 I am not familiar with the Rimland report.
冷静 冷静 Calm down. Calm down.
冷静下来 亲爱的 亲爱的 冷静 冷静 Calm down, sweetie. Sweetie, calm down. Calm down.
如果你让她安安静静地坐着会比较好 It would be better if you could get her to sit calmly.
试着控制她 你在说什么啊? You know, try to control her. What are you talking about?
但别人说自转是个好办法 能帮他们平静下来 But we were told self-stimming is good. It eventually calms them.
自转就是自我安慰 Self-stimming is selfcomforting.
自我激励 摇摆 旋转 Self-stimulation, rocking, spinning,
打滚 拍打... rolling on the floor, flapping the...
我觉得自转挺好的 Well, I think spinning is good.
打滚也是 And rolling, too.
自我激励的确能安抚紧张情绪 Self-stimulation does seem to eventually calm the nervous system.
是一个弥补无法拥抱的法子 It can be a way to compensate for not being held.
被别人抱住是件很恐怖的事 And being held by another person is scary,
但是打滚或者 或者与地面接触 but rolling or, or being held by surfaces produces
能够产生如同拥抱一般的感觉 the calming effect that ordinary children get from a hug.
你孩子几岁了? How old is your child?
那个 我没有孩子 Well, I don't have children.
但我是个自闭症患者 No, I'm autistic.
我也需要拥抱的感觉 And I need the sensation of being hugged.
所以我就发明了一个能够拥抱我的机器 And I've developed a machine that I get into and hugs me
我现在变了 不再决然独处 and I'm different afterwards. I'm more social.
我直到四岁才开口讲话 Well, I didn't speak until I was four
但是现在我有了学士和硕士学位 and now I have a B.A. And a master's
并在攻读博士学位 and I'm studying for my doctorate.
你怎么学会开口说话的? How did you learn to speak?
怎么可能? How's it possible?
别叫 请别... Please don't shout. Please don't...
大多数自闭症患者都会对声音和颜色特别敏感 Most autistic people are very sensitive to sounds and colors.
过多的刺激会造成伤害 Over-stimulation hurts.
你们知道 有时候人们七嘴八舌 You know, people talking too much at once,
就会造成我们紧张 you know, can cause us to panic.
你怎么治好的? How did you get cured?
那个 我并没有治好 我一直都有自闭症 Well, I'm not cured. I'll always be autistic.
我妈妈不愿相信我将终身不语 My mother refused to believe that I wouldn't speak.
当我学会讲话的时候 她送我去了学校 And when I learned to speak, she made me go to school.
不管是学校还是家 举止和规矩都很重要 And in school and at home, manners and rules were really important.
我被灌输了这些东西 但我很幸运 They were pounded into me. I was lucky.
所有这些都奏效了 All these things worked for me.
每个人都努力让我融入集体 Everyone worked hard to make sure that I was engaged.
我是说 他们知道我不同 却不另眼相看 I mean, they knew I was different, but not less.
我有一个天赋 You know, I had a gift.
能够以一种不同的方式看这个世界 I could see the world in a new way.
我能够看到普通人视而不见的细节 I could see details that other people were blind to.
我妈妈迫使我变得独立 My mother pushed me to become self-sufficient.
我夏天会在阿姨家的农场干活 I worked summers at my aunt's ranch.
还上了寄宿学校和大学什么的... I went to boarding school and college and those things...
一开始 那些东西让我手足无措 Those things were uncomfortable for me at first,
但是它们帮助我打开了通往新世界的大门 but they helped me to open doors to new worlds.
不好意思 但是我们想知道你的全部经历 Excuse me, please, but we want to hear everything.
求你了 对 求你告诉我们 Yes. Please. Yes. Please tell us.
求你了 都告诉我们吧 Please, everything you can tell us.
对 告诉我们吧 Yes. Tell us, please.
你是科学家吗? Are you a scientist?
法国鱼! 法国鱼! French fish! French fish!
你不能打人 你觉得你能想出来? You cannot hit people. You think you can figure it out?
五 四 三 二 一 Five, four, three, two, one.
我有一支笔和一块写字板 I have a pen and a clipboard.
把它想象成一扇门 Think of it as a door.
只需在脑门上致命一击 It just takes one knock to the head.
我不明白人们为什么 I don't understand why people are cruel
无端残暴 你的大脑非常特别 for no reason! You have a very special mind.
你以一种独特的方式看这个世界 You see the world in ways that others can't.
葛兰汀小姐 这真是杰作 Miss Grandin, this is a masterpiece.
一扇门开了 我走了过去 A door opened and I went through it.
对 你走了过去 Yes, you did.
我把门顶住了 And I held it.
我是坦普尔·葛兰汀 I'm Temple Grandin.
坦普尔是科罗拉多州立大学的教授 Temple is a professor at Colorado State University
并在世界各地就自闭症 and lectures worldwide on autism
和牲畜处理的主题发表演讲 and animal handling.
在北美 超过半数的牛的处理 In North America, over half the cattle
是通过她所涉及的人性化系统 are handled in humane systems she has designed.