翻译：Reginamoon 艾瑞卡 Luna
翻译：某豚 吃货丁小七
校对：吃货丁小七 大钊
后期：BOGLFT
水果硬糖
摄影师319
我们该见个面了吧 小宝贝
丁字裤女孩
说了多少次了 我不是小宝贝
摄影师319
我得亲眼看了才知道
丁字裤女孩
你觉得小宝贝会读扎迪?史密斯吗
[扎迪?史密斯: 英国青年一代作家的代表]
摄影师319
谁知道呢 小宝贝们会装作在读
丁字裤女孩
你又知道 你研究过那些小宝贝吗
摄影师319
我只研究你
丁字裤女孩
你在干什么呢
摄影师319
除了意淫你之外吗
丁字裤女孩
你应该用那个摄像机拍拍我
丁字裤女孩
这样你就不只是意淫了
摄影师319
这主意不错
丁字裤女孩
就我这模样 逗你的啦
摄影师319
你又吊我胃口
丁字裤女孩
好吧 就这么做吧
丁字裤女孩
我的意思是我们见面吧
摄影师319
真的吗 在哪儿见
丁字裤女孩
我姐姐能载我去"夜鹰"咖啡厅
给我一小时洗个澡
丁字裤女孩
摄影师319
我会想象这个画面的
丁字裤女孩
中午11点怎样
摄影师319
行 去洗澡吧 马上
丁字裤女孩
一兴奋就开始发号施令了 是吧
摄影师319
求求求求求你了
这样才象话 等会儿见 么么哒
太好吃了 This is so good.
我想再吃几块 I want more.
别太贪心了 Don't get greedy.
杰夫 Jeff?
海莉 Hayley.
不好意思 Sorry.
我本来想见面时装得成熟点 I was gonna be, like, so sophisticated when we met.
在你满嘴都是那啥的情况下 Little hard to do that
想做到可不容易 with your mouth full of whatever that is.
这个可棒了 真的很棒 你要试试吗 It's great. It's great. Do you want some?
当然 Sure.
这和我之前想的一样 It's, um...kind of what I was thinking.
什么 Sorry?
你看起来不像是那种 You just don't look like the kind of guy
要在网上约女生的人 who has to meet girls over the internet.
我觉得有时候先在网上聊一聊会比较好 Well I think it's better to meet people online first sometimes.
这有利于了解他们的内在 You get to know what they're like inside.
等你当上摄影师 很快就会发现 When you work as a photographer, you find out real quick,
人们的脸是有欺骗性的 people's faces lie.
那我的脸有欺骗性吗 Does my face lie?
我望进那双眼睛 看到了一个女孩儿 I look at those eyes and I see...
她读扎迪?史密斯 a girl who reads Zadie Smith,
听约翰?梅尔和酷玩乐队 who listens to John Mayer and ColdPlay,
超级喜欢看巨蟒剧团 who loves Monty Python episodes
并且绝望地 疯狂地 深切地 and who, desperately, madly, deeply,
想要 需要 渴求 wants, needs, longs for...
更多的巧克力 more chocolate.
厉害 对人物性格的判断真是厉害 Excellent, excellent judge of character.
能帮我拿两个松露巧克力 Can I get two of those truffles
和两个甘纳许吗 and two ganaches?
甘纳许是什么 Now what's a ganache?
你不知道什么是甘纳许吗 You don't know what a ganache is?
你真走运 身边有个美女 Lucky you're with a woman of the world
带你了解这些 to introduce you to these things.
来两块巧克力心型蛋糕 And two chocolate-covered hearts.
我还要一杯低咖啡因拿铁 And a decaf latte for me.
-你呢 -不用了[挺好]- And...? - I'm good.
是啊 你人看起来确实不错 Yeah, you do appear so.
你包里装的是什么 So what's in the bag?
就是 书和其他小玩意儿 Oh, you know, just, like, books and stuff.
我之前想着要是你放我鸽子 I figured if you stood me up,
那我还可以看看书什么的 then I should have something to read.
实际上我不知道读哪本 Well...I couldn't really decide.
寻人启事 唐娜?穆尔
我在读一本写珍?茜宝的书 I'm reading this book about Jean Seberg.
她是个演员 She's this actress
和一群错误的人上了床 who slept with all the wrong people
最后落得个自杀的下场 and ended up killing herself.
你可别这么做 Don't you do that.
不会的 我只打算和正确的人上床 No. I-I intend to sleep with all the right people.
另外 我在读《罗密欧与朱丽叶》 Plus, I'm reading Romeo and Juliet.
九年级的指定读本 It's a ninth grade book,
但我想着我可以在 but I figured I could have it done
开学前就读完它 before the school year starts, so...
看起来不像是伊莉萨白一世时代的悲剧啊 Doesn't look like Elizabethan tragedy.
不 那个是 no, that's 'cause--
是我爸 他让我去旁听 well, my dad-- he's letting me audit
他的一个医学院课程 one of his med school courses, right?
我只能听得一知半解 I don't really understand half of it,
但我真的很喜欢 but I totally love it.
怎么着 所以你是去医学院 What? So you go to UCW
和研究生一起坐在阶梯教室里听课 and you sit in a lecture hall with all these grad students
然后怎样 他们有找你搭讪吗 and, what, do they hit on you?
怎么 你吃醋了吗 Why? Are you jealous?
只是在赞美你而已 Just admiring.
我都不知道你对那些事感兴趣 I didn't know you were interested in that kind of thing.
怎么 What?
你以为我们聊了三个星期 You thought since we'd been chatting for three weeks
你就把我摸透了吗 that you knew everything about me?
再说了 Plus,
他们不会搭讪个14岁的小女孩的 they wouldn't hit on a 14-year-old girl.
他们 老得都能做我爸了 They're, like, old enough to be my dad, so...
他们 They're like...
他们超老 他们 你没那么 they're bad older. They're-- You're not--
我还真是 善于表达 啊 I'm so articulate.
抱歉 我能重新说一遍吗 Sorry. Can I just, like, start over?
没事 我懂的 我懂的 我懂的 No. I get it. I get it. I get it.
我只是在想 I just thought...
你知道吗 你 You know, well you,
你看上去比实际年龄要大 you look older than you are.
你表现得绝对比实际年龄要成熟 You certainly act older than you are.
真的吗 Really?
是啊 我没想到自己会见到一个 Yeah. I was expecting someone
如此让人印象深刻的人 not as impressive.
我也没想到 Me too.
这T恤真酷 Cool shirt.
夜鹰
你想要吗 You want it?
不用了 我没带够钱 所以 No, I didn't really bring enough bucks, so...
这不是我问的问题 And yet, not actually what I was asking.
当然了 我想要一件 Sure, I want it.
能给我拿一件绿色的小码吗 Can I get a green shirt in a small, please?
不 不行 不行 No. No, no.
我不能让你这么做 I can't let you do that.
怎么了 是因为 What? Because--
因为 Because--
因为什么 因为你会觉得 What? Because you'd be so
欠了我一个大人情 所以就得 indebted to me that you'd have to...
好吧 我就让你帮我买好了 Okay. I guess I can let you do that.
但是你得穿上它当我的模特 You have to model it for me, though.
条件来了 你的条件还真多 Conditions. I can't live with all these conditions.
谢啦 Thanks.
-这真是太不公平了 -怎么了 - This is so unfair. - What?
他们的演唱会都是这个点 This is when things happen,
半夜才开始 in the middle of the night,
我绝对不可能去看的 by which time I am completely out of the scene.
这就是青少年的生活啊 Life as a teenager.
我真的很讨厌去哪都得林赛开车带我 I just hate having to depend on Lindsey to drive me everywhere.
你很快就能自己开车了 You'll be driving before you know it.
与此同时 In the meantime,
我错过了伊莉沙白?渥兹在南加州大学的演讲 I missed Elizabeth Wurtzel speaking at USC
伊莉沙白?渥兹: 美国畅销书作家
还错过了冰金乐队的演唱会 and the Goldfrapp concert.
我去了冰金乐队的演唱会 I was at the Goldfrapp concert actually.
-你少唬我 真的吗 -是啊 - Shut up. You were? - Mm-hmm.
棒不棒 Was it great?
当然棒了 这还用问吗 Of course it was great. What am I saying?
你可以自己评判 Well, you could judge for yourself.
-我偷录了 -你偷录了演唱会吗 - I got a bootleg MP3. - You have the concert?
就一首歌而已 Just one song.
你可以再大声点 就能把警察招来了 A little louder, please, so the authorities know.
我必须得听一听 I totally have to hear it.
我可以发给你 I'll send it to you.
得等你回到家之后 等你把它找出来 After you get home, after you get around to it.
美好的东西总是值得等待的 Good things are worth the wait.
那你最近都在等什么呢 And what have you waited for recently?
我得再等你四年 I'm gonna have to wait four years for you.
你只是想把我的注意力 You are just trying to distract me
从MP3上分散出来 from that MP3.
听着 我只能发给你 Look, I have to send it.
我又不能直接把你带到我家去 It's not like I could just take you over to my house.
那样就有点疯狂了 That would be a little insane.
的确 True.
好吧 不许偷看 Okay, now don't peek.
我是靠拍模特为生的好吗 I shoot models for a living.
该看的早就看过了 I've seen it all before.
你确定吗 And you're so sure about that?
我觉得蛮确定的 I'm thinkin' yeah.
也许你该偷看一下的 Maybe you should peek
然后让那个店员好奇一下这里发生了什么 and make that clerk wonder what's going on over here.
你就做梦吧 小女孩 In your dreams, little girl.
小女孩 Little girl?
你之前不是说我成熟吗 Whatever happened to how mature I was?
-这样够成熟了吗 -好吧 - Is this mature enough for you? - Okay...
你再这么吊我胃口就要把我逼疯了 Keep teasing me like that, you're gonna drive me crazy.
有吗 Is that so?
好吧 Okay.
好了 All right.
看起来怎样 How's this?
不错 Nice.
好吧 Okay.
我有三个理由去你家 Now, there's three points I have to make.
第一 One,
你是占不到什么便宜的 因为 you wouldn't take advantage because
今天许多人都看到你和我在这儿见面 you've been seen with me here today.
第二 And two,
那可是冰金乐队啊 it's Goldfrapp.
第三呢 And three?
第三 And three--
你说过我疯了才会去你家 you said that it would be insane for me to come over and...
四个 五个医生里有四个都说过 Four-- Four out of five doctors agree that
我实际上是个疯子 I am actually insane.
所以 我必须得去你家 Thus, I have to come over
为了追随我的内心 in order to be true to myself.
是吧 Right?
还有第四个理由 这辆酷炫的车 And the fourth reason: this amazing car.
在这样强大的逻辑之下 Well, in the face of logic like that,
我必须跪下膜拜你 I bow down and worship.
跪下 Bow down?
这想法不错 你还等什么 That's a good idea. What are you waiting for?
膜拜我啊 Worship me.
遵命 尊贵的丁字裤女孩 Yes, oh, royal Thonggirl.
我连亲吻你的脚都不配 I am not worthy to kiss your feet.
说不定你还是够格的 Well...maybe you are.
也许我们该走了 Maybe we should, like, get going.
遵命 伟大的丁字裤女孩 Yes, oh, magnificent Thonggirl.
你想给你姐姐打个电话吗 You wanna call your sister?
和她说一声你去哪儿了 Tell her where you'll be?
晚点吧 我现在只想坐进这辆车里 Maybe later. I just wanna get in this car.
太棒了 So hot.
怎么了 What's wrong?
大人告诫我们这些小家伙 Well, they teach us "Young things"
不要喝不是自己弄的饮料 所以 not to drink anything we haven't mixed ourselves, so...
真聪明 Smart.
到厨房来 我再给你倒一杯 Come back in the kitchen. I'll pour it again.
不要 拜托 No. Come on.
我能搞出比这个有趣多了的东西 I can whip up something more entertaining than that.
你很注重健康嘛 Healthy dude, huh?
我在努力 I try.
想尽可能活久点 Figure I'll live as long as I can.
长寿这件事并没有人们吹嘘的这么好吧 Living long is overrated.
怎么 你不想快快成熟吗 老人家 What? You don't want to reach a ripe, old age?
为了什么 快点到80岁吗 For what? When I'm 80?
那时我还有什么乐子 What do I do for fun?
你80岁时我就98岁了 When you're 80 I'll be 98.
是啊 对我而言就毫无用处了 Right... and useless to me.
你觉得我对你而言有什么用处 What use do you have in mind for me?
我就知道这里有好东西 I knew there'd be something fun around here.
我是说除了水之外 I mean, other than water.
我猜这些美女们都和你有一腿吧 I bet these babes got some dirt on you.
她们都是模特而已 Those are models.
那她们为何在你家墙上而不是杂志封面上 So why are they on your walls instead of magazine covers?
她们就在这儿 盯着你 Here, looking at you while
就在你做那些最私密的事情的时候 you know, you do the most intimate things.
我家就是我的工作室 My house is my studio.
客户来这里 When clients come here,
就像走进了我巨大的作品集里面 they're walking into my giant portfolio.
怎么着 那些都是在这里拍的吗 So, what? These were all shot here?
天吶 Oh, my God.
好吧 你可真了不起啊 Okay, you are like a big deal, aren't you?
这是我的工作 I get work.
那种不就是能拍出正方形相片的相机吗 Isn't that one of those cameras that gives you the square image?
你怎么知道的 How do you know that?
我是个书呆子 我不断地读书 I'm a goon. I just, like, read constantly.
你也看到我包里的一堆书了 You saw all those books in my bag.
你现在可没有在读书 You're not reading now.
的确没有 I'm not, am I?
感觉不错 Feels good.
你怎么喝这么慢 Don't fall behind.
我们应该碰个杯 We should toast.
把握[拉丁语] Carpe...
一切[拉丁语] omnious.
这是什么意思 What's that?
这是我特有的祝酒词 It's my own little toast.
你知道 把握今天拉丁语] 吧 You know carpe diem.
把握今天 "Seize the day."
所以我想出了 把握一切[拉丁语] So I figure, carpe omnious.
把握一切 "Take it all."
把握一切 Take it all.
所以说 So, like,
你有什么感觉吗 what is it like
当你通过镜头看着那些 to look through your lens at some...
美丽的女人 beautiful woman
卖力地想在你面前表现自己最美的一面 who's working so hard to look good for you?
你知道这些模特的 You know these models.
她们都有自己的经纪人 They all have handlers.
就是那些确保她们发型好看 People to make sure their hair is just right
妆容没问题 and their makeup is okay
以及确保她们不会在赶场时迷路的人 and they don't get lost on their way to their next gig.
所以你从来没机会单独和模特们在一起吗 So you never get to be alone with them?
-很少有机会 -可怜的杰夫 - Rarely. - Poor Jeff.
我也得到了报酬的 别担心我 I am compensated for my troubles. Don't worry about me.
但是我就喜欢担心你啊 But I like worrying about you.
这让我忍不住去想 It makes me wonder...
想什么 What?
没 没事 忘了这个吧 忘了吧 No, no. Forget it. Forget it.
不要 说嘛 No, come on.
说吧 你那疯狂的小脑袋里在想什么 Come on. What's in that insane mind of yours?
好吧 我们再喝一杯 螺丝起子 Okay. We'll have another screwdriver
螺丝起子: 由橙汁和伏特加酒调制的鸡尾酒
然后说不定 说不定我会告诉你的 and then maybe, maybe I'll tell you.
-我还在等着呢 -别急啊 - I'm waiting. - Hold on.
你没跟上我的节奏哦 You are not keeping up.
怎么了 What?
好吧 现在你应该帮我放松 Okay, here's where you're supposed to make it easier for me
来读读我的心 and read my mind.
你在想我睡过几个模特 You're wondering how many models I've done it with.
不对 No.
-所以有多少 -一个都没有 - How many? - None of them.
骗鬼吧 Oh, get out.
没有 她们大多数都还未成年 No. They're underage, mostly.
我会被逮捕的 I'd be arrested.
所以说 你怎么没 So you're not arrested
因为给她们拍这样的照片而被捕呢 for photographing them like this?
我非常注意法律的界限 I'm very aware of the legal boundaries.
-我必须这么做 -是啊 没错 - I have to be. - Right. Right.
因为在内心深处 内心深处 'Cause secretly... Secretly...
你还是想睡了她们的 you would like to do them.
没有 我只睡过一个 No. There's just one that I slept with
那时我们都还很年轻 when we were both younger.
是那个吗 That one?
不在那些里面 Not out here.
-是在卧室里吗 -别 - In the bedroom? - No--
她叫什么名字 What's her name?
别 Hey.
珍妮尔 "Janelle."
没错 珍妮尔 Yeah. Janelle.
怎么着 So, what?
怎么 她是你珍视的初恋女友之类的吗 What? Was she, like, the first big girlfriend or something?
没错 That's right.
她学会了我用在她身上的所有招数 Learned everything I knew practicing on her.
那个日期呢 And that date--
是你俩第一次 Was that the first time that you guys...
不好意思 不好意思 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
所以呢 她现在在哪里 So, what? Where is she now?
实际上一拍完这个照片 She actually signed with Ford
她就和福特签约了 right after this shoot.
-她事业有成 她 -天吶 - She really took off. She, um... - Oh, my God.
她上过杂志封面吧 我认识她 She is, like, on magazine covers. I know her.
显然 不是私人的那种认识 Well, like, not personally, obviously,
但是 but...
你每秒钟都让我惊讶 You are impressive every second.
让人惊讶的是这些模特 The models are impressive.
我只是知道如何把她们的潜质挖掘出来 I just know how to bring it out.
你还爱着她 You still love her.
不爱了 No.
你还爱她 Ah...yeah.
-不爱了 -还爱她 - No. - Yeah!
-不爱了 -真的吗 - No. - Really?
-不爱了 -确定一定以及肯定吗 - No. - Really, really, really?
真不爱了 No.
我还是喜欢以前单纯的一切 可是 I still love how simple things were back then but...
要知道 我 you know, I--
我不想忘记那种感觉 但是 I don't want to forget that, but...
我们都向前看了 we've moved on.
你很寂寞 You're lonely.
没有 No.
我能从你声音里听出来 I can hear it in your voice.
我是个大人了 I'm a big boy.
我想每个人心中都有个珍妮尔 对吧 I guess everyone kind of has a Janelle, right?
我想是的 I guess.
要不你去拿你的相机 Hey. What if you got one of your cameras
来看看你能把我照出什么感觉 and we can see what you can bring out in me.
-这就是你想问的吗 -我 - This is what you wanted to ask? - Well, I--
-没你想得那么容易 -好吧 - It's not as easy as you think. - Okay.
模特不单只是嘟嘟嘴巴 Models don't just pout their lips.
他们得愿意展示自我 They have to be willing to open up.
得展现自己的一部分灵魂 They have to show us a little of their soul,
他们的秘密 their secrets.
但绝大多数人只展现出了弱点 And most people only open up from weakness.
没人想看懦弱的人的照片 Nobody wants to see photos of weak people.
我们看好模特因为他们愿意 We look at great models because they open up...
用一个充满力量的方式 from a position of...
来展现自己 of, uh, of strength.
他们有力量去 They have the strength...
相信他们能做到一切 to believe they can do anything,
无论有多疯狂 或 no matter how crazy, or, uh...
你还好吧 Are you okay?
-试试吧 -好 - Let's try something. - Okay.
在这边拍我 Do me out here.
-我都在工作室里给人照相 -得了吧 - I shoot everyone in my studio. - Oh, come on.
但我不是普通人 不是吗 But I'm not anyone, am I?
看来不是 Clearly not.
来吧 杰夫 拍我 Come on, Jeff. Shoot me.
来吧 拍我 Come on. Shoot me.
拍我 Shoot me.
-别这样 -什么 - Don't do that. - What?
别放那种做作的垃圾音乐 That phony music video crap.
来吧 Come on.
展现你自己 Just be yourself.
要放开 Just be open.
-你刚没听我说吗 -来吧 杰夫 - Weren't you just listening to me? - Come on, Jeff.
-坐下 -拍我 - Sit down. - Shoot me.
看着我 Look at me.
要真实 Be honest.
听我话行吗 坐下 Would you listen to me? Just sit down.
-杰夫 我不 -坐下 - Jeff, I don't-- - Sit down.
-杰夫 我不 -给我坐下 - J-Jeff, I don't-- - Sit down!
你还好吗 Are you okay?
我感觉不太好 I don't feel so good.
你刚 你刚刚叫我了吗 Did you-- Did you call me?
抱歉 我刚在翻你的药柜 Sorry. I was just looking through your medicine cabinet.
真没劲 连兴奋剂之类的都没有 Okay, boring! No Valley of the Dolls stuff at all.
但我很好奇那么多润滑液是干嘛用的 Can't help but wondering why all the lubricants though.
等你准备好了告诉我一声 Oh, hey, just-- Tell me when you're ready.
慢慢来 Take your time.
你对我 What did you...
-你对 -你记得我说过 - What di-- - You remember what I said
不要喝不是自己倒的东西吗 about not drinking anything you didn't mix yourself?
这个好建议 人人适用 That's good advice for everyone.
抱歉把你药晕了这么久 You know what? I'm sorry you were drugged for so long.
我之前也没干过 I've never really done that before
这个是我从我爸那偷来的 and I swiped this from my dad.
没有使用说明 Didn't come with directions
我也不能直接问我爸 and it's not like I could just ask him
一次要用多少 how much to use.
我估计用太多了 So I probably used too much
或者是那几杯螺丝起子 or those screwdrivers
影响到我的判断力了 你觉得呢 could have affected my judgment, you think?
这真的是水 It's real water.
我发誓 Scout's honor.
什么 Wha--?
为什么我被绑起来了 Why do I get... tied up first
我们是要这么玩吗 if this is how we're gonna play?
杰夫 Jeff...
游戏时间结束了 play time is over.
是时候醒来了 Now it's time to wake up.
这不好玩 This isn't funny.
这是什么未成年恶作剧吗 Is this some...teenage joke?
未成年 Teenage...
没错 yes.
恶作剧 Joke?
不是 No.
-现在放 -耐心点 - Now let me-- - Patience.
-放我走 放我走 -耐心点 - Let me go. Let me go! - Patience.
-放我走 -耐心点 - Let me go! - Patience.
我去外面看看房子周围的情况 好吗 I'm just checking out the side of the house, okay?
我看过一个警匪剧 超好看 You know, I saw this cop show once. It was great.
那个凶手 And the killer,
他自以为已经把所有犯罪证据都销毁了 he thought he had cleaned up all the evidence
但他的衬衫上有受害人的血液 but some of the victim's blood was on his shirt
当然啦 他洗过了 and, yeah, sure, he washed it,
但有些干掉的血液留在了烘干机内胆里 but some of the dried up blood got caught in the lint trap, so
我是说 I mean...
这里有什么我该了解的吗 anything in here I should know about?
你他妈的在干什么 What the fuck are you doing?
这是我该问的 杰夫 That's kind of been my question, Jeff.
你他妈的在干什么 What the fuck are you doing,
住在一个贴满了 living in a house filled with pictures
半裸未成年少女照片的房子里 of half-naked teenage girls?
口口声声说你都没碰过她们 Oh, none of whom you've ever done it with--
救命 救命 Help! Help!
救命 救 Help! He--
我没有任何理由冒险 杰夫 There is really no point in me taking any risks, Jeff.
理论上来说 我能让你喊破喉咙 Technically, I could let you scream your fucking brains out
也不会有人听见 and no one is going to hear you.
没错 我一直等到今天 Yeah, I waited till today
因为库格林先生在上班 because Mr. Coughlin is at work,
克拉斯科一家 and the Kraskows--
他们去圣巴巴拉市度假了 they're vacationing in Santa Barbara.
但我还是不能冒险让路人 Still, I can't have some pedestrian
听到你喊叫 just happening by as you're screaming,
所以闭嘴 不然下次就是漂白剂了 so shut up or next time it's gonna be bleach, okay?
你一直在跟踪我吗 You've been stalking me?
好吧 Okay.
我们把话说清楚 All right. Let's get this straight.
是你一直在跟踪我 You have been stalking me.
我进了别的聊天室 用了不同的化名 Yeah. I went into other chat rooms, with different nicknames.
你会去了解每一个女人 You would get to know each woman...
一旦你发现 and then as soon as you found out
她们比我年纪大 they were any bit older than me
你就立马甩了她们 you would just drop them like that.
你花了不少时间找跟我年龄相仿的人 You took your time sniffing out someone my age.
我不跟别人聊是因为她们很无聊 I didn't talk to the others because they were boring.
-我们有共鸣 -是吗 - You and I connected. - Oh, mm-hmm, right.
别这样 你觉得我都是装出来的吗 Come on. You think I faked all that?
话说其实还挺有意思的 You know, actually it's kind of funny.
因为每次只要我提到些 Because every time I would mention
不出名的歌手或者乐队 some, like, obscure singer or band,
你貌似总是很了解他们 you knew so much about them.
但不是立马就知道 But not right away.
总是要过几分钟 It was, like, a few minutes later.
大概是为了网上搜索 Maybe to give you enough time to look them up on the web?
杰夫 Jeff...
你对冰金乐队的描述 you used the same phrases about Goldfrapp
和亚马逊网站上的一字不差 as they do on Amazon.com.
露馅了吧 Busted.
顺便一提 By the way,
我他妈的恨透冰金乐队了 I fucking hate... Goldfrapp.
别这样 Come on.
我只是想给你留个好印象 I wanted to impress you.
我又不是第一个为了给女生留下好印象 I'm not the first guy to do something stupid
而做傻事的男人了 to impress a girl.
因为这个我就得被绑起来受折磨吗 Does that deserve being tied up and tortured?
折磨 Torture?
这对你来说就是折磨了吗 Is this torture to you?
我猜你是没了解过 I guess you've never read anything
国际特赦组织 by Amnesty International
或者人权观察组织吧 因为 or Human Rights Watch because this...
这些 都不值一提 This... is nothing.
当然了 你也不是第一个 Of course you're not the first guy
对女孩撒谎的男人了 杰夫 to lie to a girl, Jeff.
女孩这词是重点 The operative word there being "Girl."
我是说 你知道我多大了 I mean, you know how old I am.
对一个刚来初潮的小孩 What makes a kid who's barely past her first period
至于这么大费周章的调查吗 worth all this research?
你会开始好奇 I mean, you really got to start to wonder
一个成年男子费尽心思 when a grown man goes through all this trouble
只是想讨一个女孩的欢心 just to charm a girl.
又是这个词 Wow. There's that word again.
女孩 "Girl."
或许是因为相机什么的 You know, maybe it's this whole camera thing?
相机 计算机 Cameras...computers.
他们可以让你躲起来 不是吗 They let you hide, don't they?
那么安全 So safe.
我能听出相机隔在我们之间时你声音变了 I heard how your voice changed when the camera came between us.
我的声音变了是因为我感觉不舒服 My voice changed because I felt sick
因为你给我下了药 because you drugged me.
对 因为你被下药了 好吧 Yeah, you were drugged, all right.
甜美的毒药 And the drug was sweet,
十四岁女孩年轻的肉体 little 14-year-old flesh.
听着 Look...
我是个正经人 随便问问谁 I'm a decent guy, ask anyone.
去问啊 打电话问那些模特 Go ahead. Call these models.
她们会告诉你的 They'll tell you.
她们当然会了 Of course they will.
你又不是白痴 杰夫 You're not an idiot, Jeff.
兔子不吃窝边草 You don't piss where you live.
那些女孩是你的工作 Those girls were your work
而我 换而言之 and I, on the other hand was...
是你的玩物 your play.
-是你先勾引我的 -得了吧 - You were coming on to me. - Oh, come on.
他们都是这么说的 That's what they always say.
-谁 -谁 - Who? - Who?
那些恋童癖 The pedophiles!
她好性感 她自找的 "She was so sexy. She was asking for it."
她只是生理上是个女孩 "She was only technically a girl.
举止已经像个女人了 She acted like a woman."
把责任都推给小孩很容易 不是吗 It's just so easy to blame a kid, isn't it?
一个女孩知道了怎么去模仿女人 Just because a girl knows how to imitate a woman
并不代表她真的准备好做女人 does not mean she's ready to do what a woman does.
你才是成年人 I mean, you're the grown-up here.
要是小孩只是在尝试 If a kid is experimenting
说些什么挑逗的话 你得无视掉 and says something flirtatious, you ignore it.
而不是继续煽风点火 You don't encourage it.
要是小孩说 我们来调鸡尾酒吧 If a kid says, "Hey, let's make screwdrivers,"
你应该把酒拿开 you take the alcohol away
而不是跟他们拼酒 and you don't race them to the next drink!
听着 听着 Look, look.
我一直很寂寞 好吗 I've been lonely, okay?
寂寞让我变傻 但我不是恋童癖 That makes me stupid but I am not a pedophile.
-我又不寂寞 -这都是天大的误会 - I am not lonely. - This is some horrible mistake.
-我也不傻 -松开我 - And not stupid. - Untie me.
我们就当没发生过 立刻放开我 We'll forget this whole thing. Just untie me now!
我是有点不开心 所以当我准备走时 I might be a little peeved. So when I am ready to go,
我会自己叫出租车 I'll call a cab
然后打电话叫人给你松绑 and call another one to let you loose.
-那得到什么时候 -我还不确定 - When will that be? - I'm not sure yet.
别 Don't--
你少说两句 You can save yourself so much time
就能给自己省不少时间 by just dropping that word from your vocabulary.
我爱干嘛就干嘛 杰夫 I'm gonna do what I want, Jeff.
听着 See...
一个像你一样擅长勾引未成年人 a guy as smooth at seducing adolescents as you are
还拍了那些照片的人 and takes those photographs--
我想 I just figure
他肯定在周围藏了什么不可告人的东西 he has something around that he doesn't want seen,
当我找到的时候 and when I find that,
或许我就知道我是在对付什么人了 then maybe I'll know what I'm dealing with.
你在对付什么人 What you're dealing with?
我的意思是 你是哪种恋童癖 I mean, what kind of pedophile are you?
只是偷窥意淫级的吗 Just a voyeur?
再重申一遍 我不是恋童癖 Again, not a pedophile.
对 你是个摄影师 Right. You're a photographer.
有人付钱给你 Takes a genius to get paid
让你做你白干都乐意的活 何乐而不为 for what you'd be happy to do for free.
去客厅 Go into the living room.
去翻那个灰柜子 打开下面第三个抽屉 Look in the grey cabinet. Pull out the third drawer down.
你就能看到我为 You'll see prints of my work
各种环保组织拍摄的作品 for all kinds of environmental groups.
我拍过育空地区 I've done shots of the Yukon Territory,
犹他荒野 the Utah wilderness,
阿拉斯加的因纽特村庄 Inuit villages in Alaska...
那又如何 So what?
你热爱大自然 所以你就是个好人了吗 You love nature, thus you must be a nice guy?
我是说给模特拍照只是我工作的一部分 I'm saying my modeling shots are just part of my portfolio.
我拍过很多不同的主题 I've shot a lot of different subjects,
有些也是非常重要的作品 some of it very important work.
重要到你觉得 And it was so important that you thought,
我没法把这个挂在我房里 "Well, I can't possibly hang it on the walls of my home.
我得把我房子里贴满未成年少女 I need to plaster my house with pictures of underage nymphs
把自然风光的照片全部扔一边 and just tuck the nature shots away."
你是个窥淫者 还是个环保主义者 So...a voyeur and a conservationist.
我不是窥淫者 I'm not a voyeur!
不仅仅只是窥淫者 Not just a voyeur.
有时还会升级成真正意义上的猥亵 Sometimes you kick it up a notch to actual molestation.
我不是猥亵者 I am not a molester!
我不知道你把我误以为是谁了 I've no idea who you've confused me with.
有时你猥亵别人 但她们反抗了 Sometimes you molest someone and they fight back
你彻底失去控制便伤了她们 and you completely lose control and you hurt them.
我没伤过任何人 I have never hurt anyone!
待会再定夺吧 We'll just see, won't we?
那些是我的信 Those letters are mine.
你把未成年带家里时 就没什么是你的了 Nothing's yours when you invite a teenager into your home.
不是不爱她了吗 Don't love her anymore, huh?
所以你才留着这些 That explains why you save these.
我想过发到易贝网上卖掉 I thought about selling them on e-Bay.
什么 Excuse me?
抱歉 我没听清 估计是因为音乐 Sorry. I couldn't hear you. Maybe it was the music or...
我不知道 也有可能因为这些鬼话 I don't know. Maybe it was the bullshit.
好吧 说实话 All right. Honestly...
我想过把这些都寄给她 Some day I thought about sending them to her,
提醒她之前她有多贱 reminding her how much of a bitch she was.
有点小生气呢 是吧 A little angry, are we?
她伤了你的心 你还没走出阴影吗 She broke your heart and you haven't gotten over it?
你走进别人的房子 You walk into somebody's house,
开始翻看别人的东西 you start looking through their shit--
你会找到让他们羞愧难当的东西 You're gonna find things that embarrasses them.
但这代表不了什么 It doesn't mean anything.
好吧 好的 All right. Okay.
亲爱的杰夫 "Dear Jeff.
你得停手 我做不到你想让我做的了 You have to stop. I can't go where you wanna take me.
你和我所想的判若两人 You're just not the person I thought you were."
你不必读出来 我知道上面写着什么 You don't have to read it. I know what it says.
当然了 说说吧 I bet you do. How many times
你私下读过多少遍 did you read this over to yourself?
不关你的事 None of your business.
她究竟发现了你的什么 杰夫 What kind of person did she find out you were, Jeff?
不关你的事 None of your business.
事实上 那要看是什么事了 That kind of depends on how you define business, actually.
那么后来呢 你找到她了 So, what? Did you find her?
你朝思暮想的女孩 The girl you wanted?
这就是你的工作 所谓的大搜索 Is this what your work is, some kind of big search?
你是那种 Are you the type of guy
喜欢保存已发邮件的人吗 who likes to save his outgoing e-mails?
然后反复地读 去想自己都说了什么 Read them over and over again, to think about what you said?
奇怪了 This is weird.
你的下载记录显示你从网上下载了一些照片 Your download manager says you pulled some photos off the net,
但 我找不到它们 but...I can't find them.
天啊 那真不寻常 Gosh, that's strange.
是啊 聪明人不会在计算机上留那些照片 Yeah. A smart guy doesn't leave photos on his computer.
因为那是警察首先调查的地方 Cause that's the first place the cops are gonna look.
然后你就会想到备忘录 And then you're... into mementos.
那么你把从网上下载的东西 So where do you put the stuff that you
都放哪了 pull off the net, hm?
你是不是有一个专门的小密室用来藏东西 Do you have a special little hiding place or something?
我自己住 I live alone.
为什么还需要密室 Why would I need a hiding place?
我也百思不得其解 Just what I've been wondering.
我搜遍了整幢房子 I have looked through your whole house.
所有东西 Everything....
却没有发现色情刊物 and I have found no porn.
一丁点与色情相关的东西 I have not found a single bit...
都没有 of porn.
男人都喜欢这些东西 不是吗 Guys tend to have porn around don't they?
不是说这些不好 也不是说他们不好 Nothing against it, nothing against them.
这就是他们与生俱来的 It's just the way they're brought up.
说真的 即使一个人不想被别人发现 Seriously, if a guy knows he can get away with it,
他通常也会在私密的地方藏上几本 all guys, they have porn at least somewhere in their crib.
-你研究过这些 -所以我想 - You've done studies on this. - Then I was thinking
你墙上的这些照片也许就是你的色情刊物 that these photos on his wall, maybe those are his porn.
但我打赌它们并不是你的得意之作 But I bet they're not your stroke shots.
我猜你的这些照片 I bet whatever you have is so...
是很诱人的 juicy,
它需要专属于自己的小窝 it needs its own little cubbyhole.
是这样吗 杰夫 Isn't that right, Jeff?
密码是什么 杰夫 So what's the combination, Jeff?
去你的 Eat me.
看看他流的汗 Look at how he's sweating.
你担心了吗 杰夫 Does this worry you, Jeff?
我总会想出来的 你最好还是告诉我 I'm gonna figure it out, so you might as well just tell me.
我是个尖子生 I am an honor student.
慢慢来吧 Take your time.
我会的 Oh, I will.
相信我 我有的是时间 Believe me, I've got plenty.
不 已经不多了 No, not much.
你不回去吃晚餐 Aren't mommy and daddy gonna worry
妈妈爸爸要担心的 if you're not home before dinner?
我想不会 I'm thinking, no.
是那样吗 Oh, is that it?
-什么 -他们太忙不管你 What? They're too busy to keep track of you,
所以你想找个 so you reach out to somebody who seems like
也许可以照顾你的人 he might care about you?
你很愤怒因为他们根本不在乎你 And you're so mad because they ignore you?
他们总是围着你的姐姐转 They always made the fuss over your older sister
因为她最先学会所有事 because she learned to do everything first?
你在生他们的气 You're furious with them,
但他们真的爱你 but they do love you
并且抚养你长大 and they pay for your existence,
但你不能让他们看到你的愤怒 but you can't let them see any of that anger.
我没生他们的气 I'm not angry at them.
没有 没有 当然没有 No, no. Absolutely not.
那样太危险 That'd be too dangerous.
但你真的很生气 But you are angry
你总得发泄出来 and you gotta let it out somehow.
所以你找到一个男人 一个老男人 So you find a guy, an older guy.
或许他让你想到你爸爸 Maybe he reminds you a little of your dad.
我猜猜 我长得像他吗 Let me guess. I look like him?
你一点也不像他 You don't look anything like him.
你可以嘴硬 If you say so.
但你总得把愤怒发泄出来 But you gotta let that anger out somehow.
-而我是个好靶子 -闭上你的嘴 - And I seem like a good target. - Will you shut up?
我说闭上你的嘴 Seriously, just shut up!
你一点也不了解我 You know nothing about me.
是的我不懂 你可以坐下来告诉我 No, you're right. So sit down and tell me.
我们谈谈 We'll talk.
-好吧 - 我们坐在这个沙发上 - Yeah, right. - We can sit on the sofa.
我会给你叫辆出租车 And I'll call a taxi for you.
如果你愿意 我可以抱着你 If you want, I'll hold you.
如果不愿意 我们也可以保持距离 If you don't want, I'll keep my distance.
你可以全部发泄出来 You can let it all out.
随你怎么哭 怎么喊 If you need to cry, if you need to scream.
想做什么都可以 海莉 Whatever you need, Hayley.
你不会生我的气 You wouldn't be mad at me?
我只想让你看看自己在做什么 I just want you to look at what you're doing.
我只想问 I just wanna ask, um...
你 Did you...
你真的认为这么做会有用 Did you seriously think that that was gonna work?
你很擅长这么做 杰夫 You're good at what you do, Jeff.
你的工作就是和女孩一起 让她们放松 What you do is work with teenage girls, put them at ease
相信你 将她们的所有秘密告诉你 so they can trust you with all their secrets.
不 我没那么做 No, that's not what I was doing.
珍妮尔的生日 Janelle's birthday.
珍妮尔的电话号码 Janelle's phone number.
珍妮尔的号码倒着输入 Janelle's phone number backwards.
你是个尖子生 You're an honor student.
把所有可能的密码都试一遍 Try every possible combination of numbers.
只需要不到一周的时间 Should only take you the rest of the week,
不算吃饭的时间 if you figure in breaks for meals.
或者我 Or I...
或者我可以试一下三月十九日 Or I could just try March 19th.
三月十九日 初识珍妮尔 March 19th. First with Janelle.
是这什么 杰夫 What's this, Jeff?
你起名摄影师319 You are lensman319 after all.
是第一次给她拍照 Was this the first photo session
还是第一次上她 or the first time you banged her?
还是两件事同时进行的 Or was that the same thing?
那是哪一年呢 Hm. What year would that have been?
八七年三月十九日 3-19-87?
不对 Nope.
八九年三月十九日 3-19-89?
感情真够细腻的 How sentimental you are.
这些照片有什么特别之处 What's so special about these photos?
这就是为什么国家制定了联邦法律 This is what they make those federal laws for,
杰夫 Jeff.
这太变态了 This is officially sick.
这个女孩有什么特别之处 What makes this girl so special?
为什么只有她穿着衣服 Why does she get to keep her clothes on?
我认识这个女孩 I recognize this girl.
海莉 Hayley?
你在哪 Where are you?
妈的 Oh, fuck!
你醒了 Welcome back.
抱歉把你扒光了 I'm sorry to expose you like this.
跟做爱无关 尽管我不得不承认 It's not about sex, although I have to admit...
你身材蛮好的 you are built.
我不想伤害你 I never touched you.
我只想把你困住 I was trying to hold you off me
然后叫警察 while I called the cops.
你会给他们看这个吗 Would you have shown them this?
为什么你的保险箱里 Why do you have a picture of
会有唐娜?穆尔的照片 Donna Mauer in your safe?
她失踪了 你见过她吗 And have you seen her, because no one else has?
我约唐娜喝过咖啡 I did meet Donna for coffee.
为了让她高兴给她拍了照片 I took a shot of her to make her happy.
怎么个高兴法 So how happy did you make her?
你看她 她是穿着衣服的 Look at her. She's fully dressed.
你可以看到她身后的咖啡店 You can see the coffee shop behind her.
我从没带她回过家 I never brought her home.
那又怎样 你刚刚对我说 So, what? You just said,
再见了 小姑娘 和你在一起很开心 "See you later, kid. It's been fun."
你完全可以把它丢掉 You could have thrown this away.
可你没有 You didn't.
你想继续下去 You needed to hang on to it.
你可以告诉警察 You could have talked to the police.
-你说的对 -是的 - You're right. - Yeah.
还是你在隐瞒什么 Or maybe you had something to hide,
就像你收藏的那些儿童色情照片 like the extensive kiddy porn collect.
听着 我不是你想象中的禽兽 Look. I'm not the monster you think I am.
但我承认 我出格了 But okay, I...crossed a line.
报警吧 我会自首的 Just call the cops. I'll turn myself in.
一位可爱的恋童癖者要自首 A cute pedophile pleads guilty.
但这不是他的错 "But, oh, it's not his fault.
他有病 他上瘾了 He's sick. He has an addiction."
我会坐牢 像你希望的那样 I'll do jail. Isn't that what should happen?
是的 你说对了 你该去坐牢 Yeah, you might. You might get jail time.
我不知道 那些物理治疗 药物 I don't know. Therapy, drugs,
讨论会 group discussions,
搬家时会通知所有人 notifying people when you move into a new house.
那能有多糟糕 How bad is that, really?
那会毁了我的事业 我的生活 It'll ruin my career, my life.
罗曼?波兰斯基不是还赢得了奥斯卡 Didn't Roman Polanski just win an Oscar?
为什么要放冰 So why the ice?
我读过绑架唐娜?穆尔的罪犯的 I read the psych profile
心理侧写 about the person who took Donna Mauer.
说他单独作案 Said he's a loner.
极度聪明 Thinks he's pretty damn bright
对少女有致命吸引力 and as powerful as a teenage girl.
他会再次犯案 听起来跟你很像 He's gonna strike again. Kind of sounds a lot like you.
不是我 It's not me!
也许不是 但 Maybe not, but...
我找到的那些照片 Those photos that I found
你灌我酒的方式 and the way you let me get drunk.
你肯定会上头条 You're a headline waiting to happen.
如果我采取一些防范措施 Everybody will be safer
所有人都会安全 if I do a little preventive maintenance.
你到底想干什么 我得给你下面剃一下 What the fuck are you doing? I have to shave you down here.
切口处不能有任何毛发 对吧 I can't have any hair on the incision site, right?
什么 What?
我去过我爸爸学校的医学实验室 I've been going in my dad's medical library at school
你说过我很聪明 对吧 and, um, well, you said I was pretty bright, right?
我认为我足够聪明 I think I'm smart enough to perform
给你进行阉割手术 a successful castration.
不 No!
-别动 -不要 - Please. - No! Ow!
我想你这里还没有失去知觉 Okay, okay. I guess you're not numb enough yet.
这段时间我们谈点什么好 What should we talk about while we're waiting?
亲爱的珍妮尔 Dear Janelle.
我的名字叫海莉?斯塔克 My name is Hayley Stark.
希望你不要介意我这样写信给你 I hope you don't mind me writing you like this.
我见到了一个人 也许你认识 I met this guy that
他叫杰夫?科威尔 I think you know Jeff Kohlver.
他很可爱 He's so cute.
他很喜欢我 Well, he seems to really like me.
他甚至还带我回家拍照 He even asked me over to his place to do some photography,
我超级兴奋的 And I am so excited about this.
因为对于一个十四岁女孩来说 Because, well, for a 14-year-old like me,
这可是很了不得的 this could be a huge break, you know?
这里附上一个小笑脸 And here I put in a little smiley face icon.
只是 我装作不在意 Thing is, and I've tried to pretend this isn't the case,
但他经常谈起你 but he talks about you an awful lot,
我的直觉告诉我他还爱着你 And I have this ooky feeling he's still in love with you.
我也很喜欢他 I'm pretty sweet on him too,
可是如果你们还有复合的可能 but I don't want to go crazy over him if there's some chance
我就不敢爱上他 that you two might get back together.
所以 So, so, so, so,
我在他的计算机里找到了你的邮箱地址 I found your e-mail address in his PDA,
我认为我该问一下 And I thought I'd just ask.
这一切是不是太疯狂了 Is this insane?
是我疯了吗 Am I insane?
还是杰夫疯了 Is Jeff?
他还经常提起另外一个女孩 And this other girl he talks about all the time.
她的名字叫唐娜?穆尔 Her name is... Donna Mauer.
你认识她吗 Do you know anything about her?
我在他的计算机里找到了这些照片 I found these photos on his computer,
但我很笨 不知道怎么打开 but silly as me I can't figure out how to open them,
但我会以附件形式发给你 but I'm attaching them to this note.
这些是你或者唐娜的照片吗 Are they pictures of you or Donna?
不管怎样 谢谢啦 Anyhoo, thanks a mile.
我会很感激你诚实的回答 Your complete honesty will be "Mucho" Appreciated.
充满爱与平和的海莉上 Love and peace, Hayley."
我尽量让这封信听起来既无辜 I tried to make it sound as innocent
又稚嫩 and moronic as possible.
写得怎么样 How do you think I did?
算了 Fine.
直接发过去好了 Guess I'll just send it and that'll be that.
你会让自己陷入很大的麻烦 You're getting yourself in terrible trouble.
此话怎讲 Oh, and how's that?
如果你把我切了 你永远也忘不掉 If you cut me in any way, you won't forget it.
伤害别人之后你自己也会改变 It changes you when you hurt somebody.
我猜这是你的经验之谈 And you speak from experience, I guess.
我能承受 I've just lived.
不像你 Unlike you.
你做错的事 The things you do wrong.
它们会困扰你 They haunt you.
告诉我困扰你的是什么吧 Tell me what you're haunted by.
难道你想在以后跟男生 You wanna remember this day when you're with a guy
约会 on a date?
或者结婚的时候想到今天吗 Or on your wedding night?
相信我 你会的 Cause I promise you, you will.
不要那么对自己 Don't do that to yourself.
这真是太体贴了 You know, that is so thoughtful.
你说得好无私 You are speaking to me so selflessly.
你不想我把你阉掉 I mean, you just don't want me to castrate you
是为了我好 for my own benefit?
我被你感动到了 Wow, I'm touched.
杰夫 Jeff.
假设别人对你说了同样的话 Why don't we imagine someone saying the same thing to you
在随便什么时候 at a random moment?
想想吧 当你勾引小女孩的时候 Imagine that, when you downloaded this little girl...
我在你旁边说 I was sitting by your side saying,
停下 别那样对自己 Stop. Don't do that to yourself.
你会听吗 Would you have listened?
停 Stop.
别那样对自己 Don't do that to yourself.
停 Stop.
别那样对自己 Don't do that to yourself.
停 Stop.
你已经完全没感觉了 对吧 You are good and numb, aren't you?
去你的 Fuck off.
你说话的方式 Your conversational skills
越来越糟糕 are really deteriorating as the day goes on.
说真的 阉割手术 Seriously. It turns out that castration
是我见过最简单的外科手术 is the easiest surgical procedure around,
全国成千上万的农民 and thousands of farm boys
给他们的牲畜做过阉割 across the country guild their own livestock.
所以我想 如果他们可以 我也可以 So I figure, if they can do it, then I can pull it off,
你知道我的意思 if you know what I mean.
我他妈不是牲畜 I'm not fucking livestock.
你可以一直对自己这么说 You keep telling yourself that, stud.
救命 Help!
听着 没用的 Look, that wasn't necessary.
你个婊子 You bitch.
别再扭了 No more wiggling.
你妈知道你切男人的蛋吗 Does your mother know you cut off men's balls?
以前从没干过 但 I've never done it before today, but...
大概我到家了会告诉她 Maybe I'll tell her when I get home,
看看她怎么说 see what she says.
海莉 我知道你要做科展项目 "Hayley, I knew you needed a science fair project,
但说真的 but really..."
你和你妈都是神经病 So you and your mom are both whacked.
不知道 其实就是个 I don't know. That's that whole...
先天后天的问题 对吧 nature versus nurture question, isn't it?
我生来就是个复仇心切 天真无辜的小婊子 Was I born a cute, vindictive little bitch or...
还是社会把我变成了这样 did society make me that way?
我可想了好久了呢 I go back and forth on that.
一会儿就完事 马上搞定 I'll be done in a sec. I'm almost done.
保险箱里有钱 There's money in the safe.
-然后 -你可以拿走 - So? - So you could take it.
拿摄影器材也行 想拿什么拿什么 Take the camera equipment. Take whatever you want!
肯定会拿的 I am.
威逼利诱真不能阻止我 好吗 You really can't talk me out of this by bribing me, okay?
那我要怎么办 How-- How can I?
什么怎么办 阻止我吗 What? Talk me out of it?
我不知道 还没想过 I don't know. I haven't thought about that.
不行 开始前我得给这玩意消毒 You know what? I need to sterilize this before we start.
你想让我用伏特加 Do you want me to use the vodka,
还是有其他酒可以给我用的 or do you have another alcohol you wanna offer me?
好了 Okay.
我刚刚抹来抹去的 Okay, all that scraping I did--
血可能倒灌回去了 The blood probably rushed back in.
可能还得多麻醉一会儿啊 I have to numb you out a bit more, okay?
一会儿回来 I'll be right back.
要我替你给谁电话吗 是不是你 Can I call someone for you? Is that what you--
你无聊了啊 Oh, you're getting bored.
抱歉 但我们得正式开工了 Look, I'm sorry. We gotta get this show on the road.
还挺厉害的嘛 Oh, it's actually really impressive.
看你能挣扎到什么程度 挺好玩的 I thought it would be fun to see how far you could get,
我真以为只能移动一两英寸 and I really only expected, like, an inch or two.
真是 挺不错的 That's... not bad.
你干脆杀了我算了 Why don't you just kill me?
你觉得这是我要的效果吗 Is that what you think I want?
不是吗 Isn't it?
差不多吧 Close.
你能有这些设备真不错 I love that you have all this stuff
因为 这样你就能看了 对吧 because, like, this way you can watch, you know?
我真的很伤心哎 Now I'm hurt.
千辛万苦准备好开工 I go through all the trouble to set this up
你连看都不想看吗 and you don't even want to watch?
我 I just--
我和丹尼斯姑姑以及她的孩子们待过一个夏天 I stayed one summer with my Aunt Denise and her kids.
她孩子当时大概四五岁 You know, and her kids were, like four or five,
我大概十岁 and I was, like, ten.
不不 我当时九岁 No. No, I was nine.
年纪最小的那个 她女儿林恩 And the littlest one, the daughter, Lynnie...
她 她很喜欢我 She...she loved me.
于是跟我玩了个游戏 So she had this-- she had this game
她从浴缸里跳出来 浑身湿漉漉 where she would jump out of the bathtub, all soaking wet...
然后跳到我身上 and she'd jump on top of me
挠我痒痒 and she'd tickle me.
边挠边叫 And she'd tickle me and she'd shout:
皱皱攻击 皱皱攻击 "Prune attack! Prune attack!"
因为她的手指都泡水起皱了 'cause her fingers were all pruney.
我什么也做不了 怕伤害她 I-I-I couldn't do anything 'cause I was afraid I'd hurt her
感觉 很奇怪 and it was... weird.
有天她妈妈回来 我俩正玩 And one day her mother came in, in the middle of it...
她看到自己女儿 赤身裸体骑在我身上 and she saw her daughter, naked, on top of me.
于是 她对她大吼 And then... she yelled at her:
林恩 回浴缸去 "Lynnie, get back in the bathtub."
然后拖着我的手 Then she took me by the hand...
把我拽进了厨房 and she dragged me to the kitchen.
点上了炉子的火 She turned the stove on.
等炉子烧热了 We stood there while the burner got hot.
她扯下我的裤子 And she pulled my pants down...
把我举起来放在炉子上方 and lifted me up over the burner.
我能感觉到皮肤黏上了她手里的泥 I could feel the dirt on my skin from her hands.
之前她肯定在修整花园 She must have been gardening.
我不停地哭 And I cried and cried.
还能听到泪水掉在炉子上 滋滋作响 And I could hear the tears sizzle as they hit the burner.
之后她让我坐下 Then she sat me down.
说 再让我抓到你和我女儿 She said, "If I ever catch you with my daughter again..."
她打电话给我妈 She called my mom.
第二天我妈来了 My mom came the next day.
从此再没见过丹尼斯姑姑 I never saw Aunt Denise again.
这玩意真粘手 These things really stick.
好了好了 准备妥当了 Okay, well, you know, we're set.
别 Don't.
告诉过你别用那个词 I told you not to use that word.
懂了吗 Okay?
海莉 求你了 Hayley, please.
你需要帮助 You need help.
十几岁的女孩不会做这种事的 A teenage girl doesn't do this.
我知道你觉得十几岁的女孩子该做什么 I've seen your idea of what a teenage girl should do,
别跟我说教 so don't even start.
我出咨询师的费用 I'll pay for a therapist.
谢了 Thanks.
谢了 但如果我真去看心理医生 Thanks, but if I ever see a shrink--
-就会让我的案例 -求你了 - I want to make my case... - Please.
成为他们兴趣的焦点 really, really interesting for them.
求你了 我为你做什么都行 Please. I'll do whatever you want.
可以叫警察 你要我怎么说我的行为都行 You could call the cops. I'll say I did whatever you want.
我觉得在这种情况下 I don't think they're gonna believe a confession
他们不会相信你的招供的 under these circumstances.
-那我走 总行吧 我搬家 -真的吗 - Then I'll leave. I'll leave, okay? I'll move. - Really?
唐娜的尸体却还在原地 Donna's body will still be where you left it.
不是我 I'm not the guy
我不是凶手 我发誓 I'm not the guy, I swear!
做什么都行 求你了 Anything! Please!
别把我阉了 Please don't do this!
-什么都行吗 -什么都行 朝我撒尿 - Anything? - Anything! Piss on me!
喂我吃玻璃 我不在乎 尽可以为所欲为 Fucking feed me glass! I don't care! Whatever you want!
你让我告诉警察什么都行 求你了 I'll tell the cops I did whatever you want. Please!
你让我做什么都行 什么都行 求你了 I'll do whatever you want. Anything. Please.
求你了 什么都行 Please. Anything.
什么都行 什么都行 Anything. Anything.
求你了 Please.
求你了 Please!
-什么都行吗 -真的 - Anything. - Yes.
真的 什么都行 只要 Yeah, anything. Just--
求你了 Oh, please.
求求你了 Please!
我之前说到要给珍妮尔发邮件 When I talked about sending an email to Janelle,
你把话题岔开了 you changed the subject.
其实我可以现在就发 拍拍屁股走人 I could send it right now, pack up and go.
那我真是为你做了件大好事 It could be the best thing that ever happened to you.
从此你就不用想着什么 You could stop torturing yourself with the idea
有天她能回心转意 回到你身边了 that you might get back with her someday.
你说怎么样 What do you say?
该死的 别碰我 Goddamn it! Get the fuck off of me!
求你给我松绑 放我走吧 Please untie me and let me go!
求你了 求你别阉了我 Please! Please don't cut me!
求你了 求你了 Please! Please!
求你了 Please!
我不该那么戏弄你 I shouldn't have teased you like that.
不该让你觉得还可能幸免于此 I shouldn't have let you think there was a way out of this.
我有这本医学教科书 I got this medical text,
如果我忘了什么 别惊慌 and if I forget anything just don't panic.
因为 这里面都写了 Okay, 'cause it's-- It's right here.
我知道你会想去看 Yeah, I knew you'd want to watch.
如果你动得太厉害 我可能 Look, if you move too much, I could...
割伤会阴动脉 那你 nick the perineal artery and you--
那大概在有人来救你之前 You could, like, bleed to death
你就出血过多死亡了 懂吗 before anyone got here, okay?
配合点 我必须 So, just, please. I really need to have
操作得平平稳稳 好不 a steady, steady hand, okay?
杰夫 Jeff?
有感觉吗 Do you feel that?
你为什么在意 Why do you care?
你能配合点 那再好不过 I'd be thankful for small favors.
挺顺利啊 Wow. That went well.
你那个丹尼斯姑姑的故事 You know, you told that, uh...
讲得很棒啊 that Aunt Denise story very well.
非常非常棒 Very, very well.
为什么要讲呢 What was that supposed to be?
花言巧语解释你为什么变成现在这样吗 Some kind of magic key to explain why you are the way you are?
不是那样的 Doesn't.
首先该切哪个呢 左边还是右边的睪丸 Okay. What should I do first? Your right or left testicle?
不如从右边开始吧 Why don't we just say right, okay?
好了 现在只要轻轻来 All right, now, I just have to give it one little
一小刀切下来就好了 slice to free it up,
然后 and then, um...
剪断 Snip.
只剩缝合了 Okay. Now I just need to suture it up.
如果我有个护士之类的打下手 This would be so much easier if I had, like,
肯定容易多了 但 a nurse or something,but
我问我朋友 想不想帮忙阉个男人 you know, I asked my friend if she'd help me castrate a guy
她发出一阵倒胃口的声音 and, well, she made all these, like, ooky sounds,
好像我要叫她吞虫子似的 like I was asking her to swallow worms or something.
走着瞧未来八年里 谁进医学院 We'll see who makes medical school in eight years, huh?
好了 可能你会觉得被扯了一下 All right, now, you're gonna feel a tug,
因为我得结扎得紧一点 好吗 'cause I really gotta get this tight, all right?
所以 忍忍吧 So just... bear with me.
好 Okay...
很好 Okay.
很好 完成一半了 胜利在望 Okay, halfway through. Over the hump.
不能停手吗 Can't you stop?
-求你了 -杰夫 - Please? - Jeff,
有些男人 some men,
终其一生也就只有一个蛋 they go through their whole lives with only one ball,
也过得好好的 不是吗 and they're just fine, you know?
反正我是这么听说的 Or so I've read.
我就觉得吧 Well, I guess I figured that,
还给你留一个 就不算惩罚了你 you're not really punished if I leave you with a spare.
别晕 别晕 Okay, stay with me. Stay with me.
没事的 没事的 杰夫 It's okay. It's okay, Jeff.
如果我留一个 If-if I left one,
那你走路就总也走不直了 then you'd be walking around crooked all the time.
这是最好的办法 明白吗 Look, this is for the best, all right?
你就要进入一个全新的世界了 Okay, you're entering a whole new world now.
只要 Just gotta...
剪断 然后 snip and...
好了 Okay.
这真是一场 This seriously has to be, like,
相当容易的手术 因为 one of the easiest operations, because...
真不明白为什么女童子军要学 I wonder why they teach Girl Scouts things like
露营 卖饼干之类的事 camping and selling cookies.
我说 这才是真正有用的技能 You know? 'Cause this is what's really useful.
就是不知道要怎么设计奖章 I don't know how they'd design a merit badge though.
那肯定很好玩 That'd be interesting.
丹尼斯姑姑的葬礼上 我见到了林恩 I saw Lynnie at Aunt Denise's funeral.
我告诉她 她妈妈当年做过的事 I told her what her mom did.
她不相信我 She didn't believe me.
如果丹尼斯姑姑就在这里 你会说什么 If Aunt Denise was here right now, what would you say?
我会说 救命 I'd say, "Help.
一个少女割了我的蛋 快报警 A teenager cut my balls off. Call the police."
上次她就挺冷血 She wasn't very sympathetic the last time,
我也就任你随便呼救了 so I wouldn't really hold your breath.
好了 All right.
我会帮你取消之后几天的安排 I would cancel any appointments you have in the next few days
因为你将经历前所未有的痛苦 because you're going to be sorer than you've ever been before.
我觉得可能得 Oh, I'd say, in, like,
过八九天再拆线 eight or nine days, take the stitches out,
我建议你自己做 which I suggest you do yourself
省得丢人现眼 to save embarrassment.
还有个网站 阉人问答 Oh, and there's this website: EunuchsQuestions.Com.
阉人的拼法是e-u-n-u-c-h-s Eunuchs is e-u-n-u-c-h-s.
我是看不太懂啦 不过上面有些很棒的建议 I had a lot of trouble with that but it gives great advice
特别针对如何面对自身的阉割 on how to deal with your castration.
你真 You really--
不用独自面对这一切的 其实 You don't have to go through this alone, you know?
想要留点纪念吗 Do you want some souvenirs?
不要吗 No?
那行 Okay.
怎么处理这些东西呢 What should we do with them?
可以看看能弹多远 We could see how far they bounce.
话说回来 Actually...
要是让小动物误以为 we wouldn't want, like, a little animal
这是午后小吃 就不好了 confusing it for an afternoon snack.
说真的 搞不好会让 You know? A little squirrelly
小松鼠或者郊狼生病的 or a coyote might get sick.
那就不好了 We don't want that,
特别是 你还这么爱护自然资源 especially with you being such a conservationist.
可以用垃圾处理机磨碎了 We could grind them up in the garbage disposal.
要不然 缝回去也行 Or-- or we could sew them back in.
我原来的建造课老师 I had this shop teacher once,
课上把自己大拇指锯掉了 who sawed off his thumb in class,
随后敷了一点冰 and then he grabbed some ice,
开车去了急诊室 drove to the emergency room.
当然喽 第二天他的大拇指就接回去了 The next day, sure enough, he has this thumb.
不太能弯了 但搭便车之类还是能行的 Didn't bend so well, but he could hitchhike and stuff.
看看管用不 I'm just checking to see if it works.
大概 不是黄铜的 I guess they, uh, weren't brass.
你没笑吗 You're not laughing, are you?
也难怪 毕竟不是个好笑的事 Well, no wonder. This isn't a laughing matter at all.
说不准唐娜会稍微笑笑 I don't know. Maybe Donna's smiling just a tad.
我没对她做什么 I didn't do anything to her.
也许做了 也许没做 Maybe, maybe not.
建议你追踪追踪杀手 But I suggest you track down the guy who did...
因为他完全不知道要面对的是什么 'cause he has no idea what's waiting for him.
给 Here.
你真该补补水了 You really need to rehydrate.
杰夫 拜托 喝了吧 Jeff. Please. Come on.
杰夫 我说真的 Jeff, I'm serious.
你必须 必须得喝了这杯水 好不 You really, really need to drink this, okay?
喝了吧 Come on.
真乖 Attaboy.
还想喝吗 Do you want more?
为什么现在又对我这么好 Why are you being so nice to me now?
看你可怜兮兮的 You're pitiful now, aren't you?
接下来日子不好过了啊 I mean, it's going to be tricky,
不能让别人发现 not letting anyone find out about...
你不能做爱了 no more sex.
不能在公共浴室洗澡 No more taking public showers.
但总有一天 你得去体检 But one of these days you're going to get a physical,
医生就会发现 and your doctor's going to find out.
别担心 他不会告诉他那些高尔夫球友的 And don't worry. He's not going to tell his golf buddies,
他们也不会告诉他们的朋友 and they're not gonna tell their friends,
以此类推 and they're not gonna tell their friends.
但是几年下来 你忍不住要怀疑 But a couple years down the road you're going to start wondering,
出版商知道吗 "Do your publishers know?"
你的模特们知道吗 Do your models know?
珍妮尔知道吗 Does Janelle know?
上帝啊 我出汗了 God, I'm sweating.
我要去冲个凉 Look, I'll go take a shower
然后就会淡出你的生活 and then I'll be out of your life, okay?
我会找到你的 I'll find you.
别在你还被绑着的时候威胁人 Don't make threats while you're still tied down.
我只是说 I'm just saying--
那你想要我怎么做 What do you expect me to do about it?
我只是说说 I'm just saying.
最简单的方法 The easiest thing for me to do
就是杀掉你 would be to just kill you.
不过我已经说了不会那么做 But I already told you I'm not going to do that.
你不会那么容易解脱的 杰夫 You don't get off that easy, Jeff.
我真的流了好多汗 I'm sweating like a pig. Seriously.
我得去冲凉了 Um...I gotta go have a shower,
回来以后我们说不定还能聊一会儿 and then when I come back later, maybe we can chat some more.
我还是完整的 I'm all here.
你为什么能亲眼看见 Why you can see it with your very own eyes.
快点 快点 Come on. Come on.
不 No!
操 Fuck.
特雷西 Hey, Trace.
快好了 比我想象得快多了 Look, I'm gonna be done, like, so much sooner than I thought,
你想一起看个电影什么的吗 so do you wanna catch a movie or something?
好 Cool.
我才不会告诉你呢 No, I'm not telling you.
我是洛杉矶警局的海莉队长 Yes, this is Lieutenant Hayley, L.A.P.D.
你认识一个摄影师吗 You're acquainted with a photographer,
叫杰夫瑞?科威尔 one Jeffrey Kohlver?
这里出了一起事故 Yes, there's been an incident here.
你是否能协助我们呢 Is it possible that you can assist us?
我现在无法透露细节 I'm not at liberty to discuss that at this moment, ma'am,
但情况比较严重 but it's a very delicate matter
我们越快能与您取得联系 and the sooner we can speak with you here,
就越有可能减少被媒体曝光的机会 the better chance we have of keeping it out of the newspapers.
非常感谢 We appreciate that.
地址是 The address--
是 Yes.
对 就是这里 Yes, that's the place.
您大概多久能过来呢 How soon do you think you can be here?
别动 Steady.
站直 Stand straight.
好样的 Attaboy.
-你疯了 -没错 - You're insane. - Right.
我们第一次见面我就告诉你了 记得不 Which I did tell you when we first met, remember?
五个医生里有四个这么说 Four out of five doctors agree...
我也许应该问问我的医生 Maybe I should ask my therapist.
看看她怎么说 See what she thinks about it.
问问她带软垫的精神病房多少钱 Ask her how much it would cost to get a padded ce--
救命 Help!
闭嘴 Shut up!
你好 Hi.
你好 请问科威尔先生在吗 Oh, hello. Is Mr. Kohlver here?
他睡着了 有点不舒服 Um, he's asleep. Not feeling so well.
我觉得是食物中毒 I think it's food poisoning.
真抱歉 I'm sorry to hear that.
你是 Are you--
我是他的侄女 I'm his niece.
是吗 Oh, really?
我能问你点事儿吗 Can I ask you something?
好吧 Okay.
可能话题跳得有点远 I might be a little out of line here.
你会照看小孩吗 Do you babysit?
我会 我会 Yeah, yeah. I do. I do.
可是我只过来几天而已 But I'm only here for, like, a couple more days.
这样啊 Oh, that's too bad.
我找了好久能照顾小孩的人 I'm on a constant patrol for new babysitters.
这样啊 Right.
那些是 Are those-- Oh...
对了 科威尔先生的饼干 Yes. Mr. Kohlver's cookies.
我女儿是女童军 My daughter's a Girl Scout
我们送了好几次 and we've been trying to deliver these,
可是每次都见不到他 but we've always been missing him,
给 很好吃的哦 so here they are, yummy stuff.
谢谢 Thanks.
杰夫叔叔很喜欢他的女童军 Yeah. Uncle Jeff loves his Girl Scouts, so...
-你可能需要 -什么 - You should probably-- - What?
给我钱 Well, pay me.
对 不好意思 多少钱呢 Right. Yeah. I'm sorry. How much is it?
-六块 -六块 - Six. - Six.
你能稍等一下吗 Can you just wait here for a second?
没问题 No problem. Sure.
给 Here you go.
是不是有什么声音 Did I hear something?
食物中毒 他在吐 The food poisoning. He's... vomiting and...
真抱歉 I'm so sorry.
-你的饼干 -谢谢 - Your cookies. - Oh right, thanks.
你要是能多呆几天 And if you're going to be around any longer,
我就住在街对面三栋房子之外 I'm just-- I'm three houses down, across.
我随时可以换人照顾宝宝 I can always, always, always use a new sitter.
-我也希望可以 -我也是 - I wish I could, but... - Yeah, me too.
那个 Well...
房顶怎么了 So how's the roof?
你说什么 S-Sorry?
你之前站在房顶上 You were on the roof.
没错 I was.
我之前修剪玫瑰的时候抬头看到你在上面 Just a little while ago I was trimming my roses and looked up
我还在想是谁呢 and I saw you there and I was wondering who it was.
我们 有个 Ah, yeah, we-- There's, uh..
有点漏 所以我 We had a leak and I...
想着上去检查一下 thought I'd go up and check.
你叔叔让你爬房顶吗 Your uncle made you go up on the roof?
他 病了 He's... sick
所以我说我来看看 and I said I'd go and see if there's, like--
-是不是有洞 -这样啊 - a hole or-- - Right.
下过雨了吗 Did it rain?
我得去看看我叔叔了 I have to go back to my uncle.
当然 没事 Oh, sure. No problem.
告诉他茱蒂?德田向他问好 Just tell him Judy Tokuda said hello.
-当然 -行吗 - You bet. - Okay?
谢谢 Thanks.
好吃的东西哦 Well...it's "Yummy stuff."
漏水 A leak?
你就只能想到这个 真差劲 That's all you could come up with? Pathetic.
现在别惹我 杰夫叔叔 Don't piss me off right now, Uncle Jeff.
要知道她会回来的 You know, she'll be back.
她觉得你很古怪 She thinks you're flakey.
你可能需要帮助 给我他妈的悠着点 You might need help... putting it fucking mildly.
你刚才挣脱以后 When you got loose...
报警了吗 呼救了吗 did you call the police, did you run for help,
像一个无辜的人一样 like an innocent person would?
我打过电话了 I did call. Oh, yeah?
我们来回放看看吧 Why don't we just press redial and see?
面对现实 杰夫 Face it, Jeff.
你本来可以脱身的 可你没有 You could have gotten away and you didn't.
现在简直易如反掌 Now it's so easy.
我把你丢在这里 I leave you here,
有人找到你 someone will find you...
还有唐娜的照片 along with the photo of Donna
以及我在你计算机里打好的认罪书 and the confession that I typed on your computer.
或者 Or...
我可以给你一个特殊机会 I have a special time, limited offer.
踩翻椅子 一切就可以结束 You step off that chair, you end it all,
我会把证据都毁掉 I destroy all the evidence.
不会有人知道你为什么自杀 No one will ever know why you killed yourself,
连珍妮尔都不会知道 not even Janelle.
我没有杀唐娜?穆尔 I didn't kill Donna Mauer.
这个话题已经结束了 We've been over this.
操你妈 我不会求你的 Fuck you. I'm not gonna beg.
你是说你不会再求我了吗 You mean you're not going to beg again?
因为你很会求人 Because you do it so well.
求你了 Please.
求你了 求你了 Please, pretty please,
最诚挚的道歉 with a cherry on top.
你只要动动嘴皮子就可以了 One that you just had to pop.
你会露出马脚的 You'll leave a clue.
你已经搞砸一次了 You've messed up once already,
不止一次 more than once.
德田太太见过你了 Mrs. Tokuda's met you.
她已经发现你了 She's figured you out.
他们会找到你的 They'll find you.
-他们也许会 -不 他们一定会 - They might. - No. They will.
你的余生将陷入恐慌 You'll spend the rest of your life lookin' over your shoulder.
半夜惊醒 Waking up, in the middle of the night,
听不得风吹草动 jumping at every noise.
你觉得他们会多用心来找我呢 How hard do you think they're going to look for me, really?
当他们发现一个恋童癖杀手 I mean, they find a pedophile killer,
被打包好送上门 all gift wrapped for them.
你觉得他们会在乎是谁做的吗 Think they're gonna care who did the work?
你真觉得他们会想追查吗 Think they're even gonna bring it up?
我会得到世界上最好的辩护 And I will have the biggest legal defense you ever saw.
如果每个被猥亵过的人给我五块钱 If everyone who's ever molested sends me $5,
我都能请到 oh, come on, I'll be able to afford
世界上最他妈牛逼的律师了 the best fucking lawyer in the world.
最坏可能 Worst case scenario:
判我两年小区服务 two years of community service?
乔迪?福斯特将拍摄整件事的电影版本 Jody Foster directs the movie version of the whole thing.
乔迪?福斯特 美国著名导演
你想要谁来演你 Who do you want to play you?
你没有离开 对吧 You didn't leave, did ya?
不 No.
你不想离开我 You don't wanna leave me...
是吧 do ya?
你在哪里 Where are ya?
我们耗了那么久你怎么会轻易走掉 We've spent too much time only to walk away.
我知道你不会走的 I know you're not gonna leave.
出来 Come on!
我会好好对你的 我保证 I'll make it good for you, I promise!
你很好 Oh, you're good.
你真他妈的好 You're so fucking good!
你跟她一样 You're just like her!
你他妈的跟她一样 You're all just fucking like her!
你想把一个男人逼疯 You wanna drive a man fucking crazy,
来啊 直到你自己也疯掉 then go ahead, until you go out of your fucking mind!
去啊 去做啊 Then go-- Go on your fucking way!
去啊 去啊 去啊 Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!
去啊 Go!
你说对了 You're right.
你说对了 海莉 You're right, Hayley.
谢谢你 谢谢你 Thank you. Thank you.
这就是我 This is me.
我就是这样的人 This is who I am.
谢谢你 Thank you.
谢谢你帮我认识自己 Thank you for helping me see it.
你怎么花了这么久 What took you so long?
-你掉了这个 -我故意的 - You dropped this. - I had to.
是吗 Yeah?
不然你会一直呆在下面 Or else you would have been down there forever.
你在干什么 打飞机吗 What were you doing? Jerkin' off?
你想让我还是刀子先干你 Which do you wanna fuck first, me or the knife?
你知道怎么用吗 You know how to use that?
别忘了我可是荣誉学生 Honor student, remember?
只要我想没有什么做不到的 Nothing I can't do when I put my mind to it.
把刀子丢到后院里 Toss the knife in the backyard!
凭什么 Why?
不然你会再开枪 来啊 开枪啊 Or you'll shoot again? Go on, shoot me.
开枪啊 你不可能开枪的 Shoot me. You're not gonna shoot me!
你要担心的不是我 是珍妮尔 It's not me you have to worry about. It's Janelle.
我给她打了电话 I called her.
告诉她我是洛杉矶警局的海莉队长 Told her I was Lieutenant Hayley from the L.A.P.D.
她住得有多远 杰夫 How far does she live, Jeff?
看那边 Look over there.
看那边 Look over there!
你还有机会 The deal's still open.
你只需要把绳子套到脖子上就行了 You put the noose around your neck, you end this whole game.
我还是会清理掉证据 I will still clean up all the evidence.
你快没时间了 You're running out of time!
我们也可以等她来 Or we can wait for her.
我会脱光衣服 I'll pull off my clothes,
冲进她怀里 and I will run into her arms.
怎么 除非我上吊吗 What? Unless I hang myself?
我会找到你 我会抓到你 I'll find you. I'll track you down!
假设你知道我的数据的话 Assuming you knew anything about me.
父亲在医学院教书的卡拉巴萨斯女孩 Calabasas girl who's dad teaches at UCW
不会很难找 shouldn't be that hard to find.
你居然都信了 You believed all that? Huh?
你是谁 Who are you?
很难说 It's hard to say for sure.
也许不是卡拉巴萨斯来的 Maybe not a Calabasas girl.
也许父亲不是医学院的教授 Maybe not the daughter of a med school professor.
也许甚至不是唐娜?穆尔的朋友 Maybe not even a friend of Donna Mauer.
也许名字都不叫海莉 Maybe not even named Hayley.
你到底是谁 Who the hell are you?
我是你见过的 I am every little girl you ever watched...
摸过的 伤过的 touched, hurt,
毁掉的 杀掉的每个小女孩 screwed, killed.
-她终究会发现的 杰夫 -不 - She's gonna find it, Jeff. - No.
她会发现这一切的 She's gonna find it all.
套上绳子然后跳下去我就能阻止她 Put on the noose and jump and I'll stop it.
她永远也不会发现 She'll never find out.
她只会觉得你是个 She'll just think you were some sad man
她不能离开左右的伤心男人 who she never should have left.
杰夫 Jeff?
很可怕 Bad things--
你要是进了监狱会有很可怕的事发生 Fucking awful things will happen to you in prison.
这是唯一的机会 This is the only way.
你到时候会后悔没有抓住机会自杀 You'll wish you'd killed yourself when you had the chance;
这是唯一的机会 it's the only way.
这是唯一的机会 杰夫 It's the only way, Jeff.
杰夫 Jeff!
我没有杀她 I didn't kill her.
我只是看着 I just watched.
我想拍照 I wanted to take pictures...
可是他不让我拍 but he wouldn't let me.
是我和另一个人 It was me and another guy.
不是我做的 我发誓 I didn't do it. I swear.
我告诉你他的名字 I'll tell you the name,
我会帮你找到他 and I'll help you find him.
我会帮你找到他 I'll help you find him.
我知道他的名字 I know his name.
我知道他的名字 杰夫 I know his name, Jeff.
你知道有趣的是什么吗 You know what's funny?
杰夫 Jeff?
亚伦自杀前告诉我是你做的 Aaron told me you did it before he killed himself.
是他做的 不是我 It was him. It wasn't me.
杰夫 Jeff.
我不在乎 I don't care.
杰夫 Jeff?
别担心 Don't worry.
我保证会处理好一切的 I promise I'll take care of it all.
才怪 Or not.