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想像公元前400年的雅典 The scene is Athens, 400 BC.
在一片草地上 一群哲學家相聚於此 A bunch of the local braniacs have gotten together, the wine is being passed,
草葉 and the ideas are flowing fast and furious. The debate's in full force,
他們的話題包羅萬象 辯論精彩異常
蘇格拉底也是其中之一. 還有誰? 醉酒的阿塞貝爾西 and Socrates has the floor. Who enters? Alcib扶ades,
這位帥哥無可救藥的 愛著他的導師蘇格拉底 drunk, a beautiful man, hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates.
而這些對話的不同尋常之處在於 And, uniquely, in all of these dialogues,
阿塞貝爾西總能辯過蘇格拉底. 為什麼? Socrates doesn't get the last word. Alcib扶ades does. Why?
因為在柏拉圖看來, 慾望是人罪惡之源. Because passion, Plato seems to be saying, is essentially and mercilessly human.
而我們能做的就是 通過不懈的自製 And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it,
來平抑它 through relentless discipline.
對蘇格拉底而言 健康的生活意味著個體需要專注於, To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised of constant focus by the individual,
去抵制那些阻礙我們 to excise those forces that weaken or... or confuse his
認識這個世界的力量. understanding of the world around him.
他號召我們在我們生命的每一刻. He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control.
都可以做到這種自製. Meaning, our every waking moment.
對於這一點 Socrates recognized what every philosopher
蘇格拉底認為在人類歷史上, 無論是哲學還是宗教 and religion, for that matter, in the history of the world,
從柏拉圖到亞里士多德, 從享樂主義到禁慾主義, from Plato to Aristotle, from Epicurus to the Stoics,
從猶太基督教到佛教 都是一致的, from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists, have all observed,
即維持幸福所需的平靜 which is that the balance needed for a happy life
是種奢望. is illusory.
人類因此不停追尋這種寧靜 And as soon as in our gorgeously-flawed human way
當我們自以為得到寧靜的時候. we think that we've attained it.
起初感覺像聖人 而後墮落 We're pretending divinity, and we're gonna crash,
就像墜落大海的伊卡羅斯一樣 like Icarus, flaming into the sea.
所以回去你們可以想想當你 So think about that this weekend, when you think you're
在頂尖的地位 這時你酗酒 on top of the world, and then you pour a pitcher of beer
或者偷窺別人裙子的時候…. down your throat and chase that upper-classman, who's out of your league.
下周講亞里士多德. 不要對著冷冰冰的文字千瞪眼. Aristotle is next week. Don't just look at it as words.
想像一下 他們和我們一樣. 也是有血有肉的人. Imagine the scene. These were people. They were alive, like you and me.
他們也會討論這些東西. 要活在他們的世界裡 They thought these things. Breathe 'em into life.
這次的作業我想對比一下 So, I was thinking about doing a sort of contrast
古希臘悲劇詩人文章中的對話和合唱. between dialogue and chorus in Sophocles.
你可以讀讀尼采的. 「悲劇的誕生」 Now you should check out Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy.
他認為悲劇誕生於 掌管理智與和諧的阿波羅, He says that tragedy emerges from the clash between Apollo,
與掌管歡樂敖縱的迪奧尼牽司 之間的衝突中 god of reason and harmony, and Dionysus, god of intoxication.
在人類身上這種衝突無休無止 And that their struggle within our human condition is inevitable, and
而死亡就是悲劇所產生的最終形式. that is what has produced the most salient form of art the world's ever known.
- 悲劇? - 難道你不這麼認為? - Tragedy? - What, you don't think so?
我喜歡喜劇. 你看電影嗎? I like comedies. 'Ya wanna see a movie?
我不怎麼看, 格林斯特小姐. No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry.
- 你有收到我的紙條嗎? - 是的 -然後？ - Did you get my note? - I did. - And?
你很巧妙的用了拉丁語. It was very clever of you to write it in Latin.
是因為用了一些晦澀的隱喻? With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic?
- 很恰到好處. - 如果我將那些文學性的形容詞轉換成動詞 - It was quite propagate. - And how I was sending up Cicero
來表達我的一片癡情如何? with all those alliterative adjectives thrusting themselves into the verbs?
- 那對我不起作用. - 那麼? - None of this was lost on me. - So?
格林斯特小姐, Miss Greenstein,
你很聰明 並且能夠用獨特的方式來展示你的能力, you are very, very bright and very profession in your way,
但是有一些規則 道德, But there are certain rules, mores (mawr-eyz), if you will,
是我們所不能逾越的. lines that we don't cross.
(Laughs) Ah, ha. (Laughs) Ah, ha.
我沒開玩笑 我也希望你以後可以稍加控制… I'm not joking, actually, and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain...
別! 別, 不要這樣! No! No, no, no... No! Please, don't do that!
把門打開 格林斯特小姐. I'm gonna ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein.
(法語)暖流流過全身 耳邊風鈴陣陣 Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus [But my tongue becomes immobile]
兩眼似乎被蒙住 如夜般黑暗 Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte [A thin flame goes down under my weak limbs]
卡圖盧斯51 雷斯比爾詩集 但是, Catullus 51, the Lesbia cycle, yes. However,
不要 別 不要這樣! Oh, no, no, no! Abs... Absolutely not!
格林斯特小姐! Miss Greenstein!
這樣不好…這對我們雙方都不好! This is not good for either of us!
格林斯特小姐 不要這樣! No, Miss Greenstein! No! Restrain yourself!
Oh! Oh! 抱歉! 我... Oh! Oh! Excuse me! Um... I... I... I...
麥琪!不要走. 請你離開 格林斯特小姐. Maggie! Mag... Maggie! Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving.
- 麥琪 絕對什麼都沒發生. - 你不用解釋 - Maggie. Absolutely nothing. - You don't have to say anything.
我從沒想…她 她 她進來然後就…! I would never... She... She... She went and just puh!
她們都愛慕你 和在哈佛一樣. They're all in love with you. Just like Harvard.
誰告訴你的? Who told you that?
這可是古典藝術學院 大家熱衷八卦. This is the classics department. No one is more gossipy than you people.
好吧 明早我要去一下劍橋. 只是吃個午飯 Ok, I am going to Cambridge in the morning. It's just a lunch.
我不想知道. I don't wanna know.
我們不賣藥丸. 我們不賣可卡因. We don't deal in crystal meth. We don't deal in cocaine.
也不賣其它毒品. Not your rock stuff or your powder.
我們不賣注射用可卡因或者別的. We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up in a spoon and shoot into your arm.
藥片? 藥劑? 一點也不賣. Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell, no, by and large.
Maybe, well, maybe the black molly's gonna pass through these hands
以前什麼時候似乎我也吸過
on his way to somewheres else, just on account of the fact I used to like
但那正我上學時候的事了. 且那也是為了交任務. pop in high school, 'cuz I had to get my homework done.
但總的而言我們不做毒品買賣. But that's generally where we draw the line.
只賣絕對百分百純正的 俄克拉何馬州的大麻, 獨家. 為什麼? No, sir. We deal in 100% pure Oklahoma grown, exclusive. Why?
因為我不想為了錢 而會危險到炸了我的房子. Because I ain't gonna blow my house up mixing up antihistamines into dynamite.
我對那些化學物質 And, spiritually, I don't cotton to somethin'
不是很瞭解. that's gotta pass through a needle.
我也不喜歡化學. Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em.
我的人在這方面都不善長. My people was bootleggers before all this.
我們所買賣的都是純天然的. It was a backyard operation. They did it natural.
如今我們用一些技術 我會推廠它的 Little bit more of a science nowadays. I will grant ya that.
他說只要你改主意 你就可以接管北部市場 You say you changed your mind, getcha up north.
他有說得克斯州嗎？ 得克薩斯州只是你一廂情願 - He mentioned Texas. - Texas ain't gonna happen.
我們不會讓出得克薩斯州的. Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas.
堪薩斯州, 內布斯加州, 密蘇里州. Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri.
我不在乎. I ain't interested.
你會感興趣並且這很合你意. He say you'd better get your mind around being interested.
什麼意思? Meaning what?
意就是要麼你擴大你的生意. 要麼就讓我們來佔有 Meaning your choice is to expand your business, or we shut you down entire.
如果那樣的話你怎麼償還你的欠債呢? Then how you gonna pay your debt?
- 你們生意上的賺的錢呢? - 上周我們得到了它. - Well, what happened to Fat Back? - Arrested last week.
- 其他人呢? - 他們把自己房子給炸了. - And the Rawls feller up in Liberty Mans? - Blowed his house up.
看我說什麼來著. Oh, see, that's.. that what I'm talkin' about.
那可是一大筆債啊. Well, it's tough times.
是的. Well, ain't it the truth.
過去你可以找些廢銅爛鐵做幾個陷阱, Used to be, you could get a couple of trip wires, a couple of booby traps,
當一條好狗來迎合當地的警察, a good set of dogs, you pay off your local constable,
好呆在人家的地盤上. and you just live out on the property.
無論怎づ搞 都相安無事. Feed her a little 13-13-13 fertilizer, like growing summer beans.
我們甚至不用和毒販子鬥爭. Even the war on drugs passed us by.
因為他們忙著和恐怖分子斗呢. Course, now they come up with the war on terror.
現在我們對你們這些小鎮上毒販的瑣事不感興趣, Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a small-time drug dealer,
- 你嫌我那地方小? - 或許我們可以去塔爾薩看看. - Oh, you calling me small-time? - We gotta make it to Tulsa.
你知道嗎我是這個州水栽法的先驅 Do you know that I was the first grower in the State that ever employed hydroponics?
水栽法是什麼? What's hydroponics?
讓種子在水裡生長你個白癡. Germinating the seed in water, you shit-for-brains.
你知道我為了培育一株好的品種 Do you know how many generations of hybridization
需要種多少代嗎? I've had to do to get my top three varietals?
這就是為什麼我的大麻是最好的! There is a goddamn reason I grow the best!
- 夠了 布萊迪 那接下來呢？ - 帕格只在乎錢 ! - Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be? - Pug wants his money!
如果我不知道他們的計劃的話 我就什麼都做不了. Well, If I'd a known about a timetable, we'd have been doing that.
關於他們的計劃你他媽給我閉嘴. 他給你提供出路 Shut your face about a timetable. He's offering you a way out.
你最好乖乖接受, You sure as shit better take it,
要不然你談的這些榮耀都有屁用. or he's gonna bust up in your glory hole, like nobody's business.
轉轉它. We should turn it loose.
我是不會去製造或散佈 I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey
那些我自己不願意用的東西. 看看 anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self. Lookit here.
你是如何稱其為毒品呢? How you gonna call that a controlled substance?
一政府規定的 一看看這外表 - Well, the government do. - Look at the bud structure on it.
水晶的外形 檀香的味道. 你都想不出來這是什麼 The crystal density, the smell of them terpenes. You can't synthesize that.
這就是大自然無懈可擊的造體系, That is nature's delivery system for goodness,
就是為了造出這樣完美的東西. distilled into a pure form.
它進入你體內 在這個被邪惡所包圍的世界, It glides down into your belly, and blooms into a feeling of peace,
帶給你平靜. in this world beset by evil.
不管你吸多少 邪惡還是會存在的. That world is gonna be there, no matter how much grass you smoke.
看看這 你用你的水栽法 建了泰姬陵 Now, look here. You wanted to build the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics.
- 恩? - 你成功了. - Well? - And you done it.
但是你要明白當你進到這個圈子時, But you know what you was gettin' into with him,
你想成為什麼樣的人. and he sure as shit ain't goin' away.
布萊迪! Brady!
聽著呢. My mind's workin' on it.
Well, I sat down in the closet, with all my overalls
Tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls
Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then? Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then?
Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman
- 嗨，莎倫 她在哪? - Oh, 老地方. - Howdy, Sharon. Where's she at? - Oh, she's in her usual spot.
- 嗨，喬! - 布萊迪. - Hi, Joe! - Brady.
...to escape reality ...to escape reality
And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile
It don't cost very much... It don't cost very much...
- 嗨, 媽. - Oh, 嗨. 那是什麼? - Hey, mama. - Oh, hey. Whatcha got there?
哲學雜誌上關於比爾的文章. Oh... It's a new article on Billy, and a theory he wrote hisself.
謝謝 Thank you.
- 你知道嗎,有時候我在想. - Hmm? - Ya know, I've been thinkin'. - Hmm?
或許你的父親希望被殺. Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed.
有時候我幻想這樣的場景, 他沒撲向那機關鎗, Somehow, I got this picture of him, runnin' toward a machine gun,
而活了下來, because he'd rather die that way,
回到小德西盯著窗老去. than come back to Little Dixie, and grow old, stare through a window.
或許他希望死的壯烈些, Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable,
我也不想浪費時間去想 I... I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out
30年前他腦袋裡到底是怎づ想的. what was in his head over 30 years ago.
你還有任何他的印象嗎? Do you remember him at all?
我還記得第一次見他時的微笑. I remember smelling weed the first time... on him.
他永遠都這樣 Well, that certainly had its impact.
Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us
黛西 和我們一起住吧? 和我跟科林住一段時間 and live with me and Colleen for awhile?
- 科林和我. - 科林和我. - Colleen and me. - Colleen and me.
瞧瞧你這語法? What's your version of proper grammar?
或許挺押韻的 不要迴避話題. Rhythm, maybe. Dumb Dutch question.
你比這所有的人都年輕12歲!不覺得可笑嗎？ You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. This is ridiculous!
我喜歡這樣 我想幹嗎就幹嗎 I like it here. I can do what I want,
我還沒準好看著你 被別人暗殺或被抓進去. and I'm not eager to get stranded when you get yourself killed or taken back to prison.
媽 科林懷孕了. Mama, Colleen is pregnant.
不用你說? You don't say?
還是很高興告訴你! I've been dying to tell 'ya!
為你感到高興. Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you.
那你呢 你將成為奶奶. Well, how 'bout you? You're gonna be a grandma.
你覺得自己是個好丈夫嗎? Are you gonna be a husband?
我在努力. I ain't dead.
你父親是個混球 一個天才就這樣虛度了一生. Your father was a freaked-out genius who wasted his life.
你可以做成任何事. He could have done anything.
你比你弟的智商要高 可是他卻遠遠超過你. Got a higher IQ than your brother, and he just passed you by.
我沒想過趕上比爾. I... I... I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy.
我不是他 他也不是我. I ain't him, and he ain't me.
媽 我喜歡現的我 這就夠了. Mama, I like who I am just fine.
你覺得在我死之前還可以見到他嗎? You think I'll see him again before I die?
我覺得只有我們當中的某個人死了他才可能會回到這裡. I think it's gonna take one of us dying to get him to come back down here.
和你在一起真好. Well, nice sittin' with ya.
謝謝. 你太客氣 Gorgeous.
真豐盛. 我還從來沒在普羅維登斯吃過飯. This is wonderful. I... I... I almost never eat out in Providence.
最近我在聯邦山就餐, 但也不是常去. Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill, but not nearly enough.
我聽說你那本關於庫斯奧勒的書 反響不錯. I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius has the whole community astir.
- 謝謝. - 這次又是哪個出版社? -牛津. - Oh, thanks. - Which press was that again? -Oxford.
他們是不是去年剛出版 你關於米奈克穆斯的譯本呢. But they did your translation of the Menaechmi last year.
是的 他們做的很好. They did. They've been terrific.
真勤奮 你是怎麼抽出時間的? Plautus. How do you find the time?
可能是我還沒結婚吧. Well, I don't have a life.
上周我看了一些你的基本資料. I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill.
比爾你…你起初來自漢堡閣. You, ah, you come from humble beginnings.
是的. I do, yea.
- 那現在呢? 奧馬哈市? - 俄克拉何馬州. - Where was it? Omaha? - Oklahoma.
你說話居然沒有口音? Oh, why don't you, ah, why don't you have an accent?
經過練習改掉的. With some considerable effort, I lost it.
- 你父親是個走私者. - 事實上是我爺爺. - Your father was a bootlegger. - It was my grandfather, actually.
- 太不可思議了. - 有什麼不可思議的? - Fantastic. - Why fantastic?
說不上來. 像我們這樣的人一生部是栽培出來的. I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life.
就讀昂貴的私立學校 父母都在學院工作. Fancy private schools, parents in academia.
我一直都很服你們這樣的人. I'm always astounded by those who made their own way.
謝謝. 我的家庭是有點瑕疵. Oh, thank you. I, ah, my family is a bit eccentric.
我是靠讀書才有今天的. I found discipline in books.
你可能很奇怪 為什麼迪恩索倫森會在這. Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here.
比爾 我們想讓你去法學院就職. Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the Law School.
不是開玩笑? You can't be serious?
我們一直想擴大我們在哲學領域的投入, We've been wanting to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum,
當我們得知你不太滿意於布朗大學和古典哲學學院時, and when we got wind of your hesitancy in transferring up from Brown in Classics,
我們就有讓你給法學院學生 we came up with the idea of letting you create
創建一個研究所的完美創意. your own institute for our law students.
我…我都不知道怎麼答覆你. 太不可思議了 I, ah, don't even know how to begin to respond. That is such a precipitous offer.
安心的接受吧. Savor it. Digest it.
一生中這樣的時光可不多啊. Moments like this come too seldom in life.
我…我會考慮的. I, ah, I'll say.
比爾 我們都希望你能來. 通過勤奮你成就了你的才華. We all want you here, Bill. You've crafted your career diligently.
現在你可以考慮一下你的將來了. It makes absolute sense as your next step.
你下巴上有東西. You've a dollop of japeno.
寶貝 你做的好極了. Mmm, honey, that's better, you're the best.
寶貝 謝謝. Thank you, Brady.
- 你看起來真性感. - 才沒呢. - 有. - Look how sexy you look. - I do not. - You do.
我還要等多久 你才可以讓我做些小動作呢? How long the doctor give me till I got to throw up that old detour sign?
等我洗完這些碟子. Well, just wait till I'm done with these dishes.
Oh, well, push that... Gonna put you right on the burner. Bring it, electric! Oh, well, push that... Gonna put you right on the burner. Bring it, electric!
Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya. Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya.
你好? Hello?
能問一下你是誰嗎? Well, can I ask who's calling?
能告訴我什麼事嗎? Can I ask what this is about?
因為我是他女朋友 定下來的結婚對像. Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry, is why.
- 誰? 是誰? - 一個叫帕格的傢伙. - Who is it? Who is it? - Some fellow named Pug.
- 該死 給我. - 我希望不是... - I'll take it in the back there. - It better not be...
不會的, 不會的. 是關於卡車的事. It ain't, it ain't. It's a man about a truck.
嘿, 布萊迪! Hey, Brady!
- 嗨, 帕格. 最近過的... - 我的人去你那了嗎? - Hey, Pug. How are y... - [indistinct] down there, Brady?
- 是的. - 他們有告訴你你需要給我答覆嗎? - Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did. - They told you I needed an answer?
是的 他們都說明白了... Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear. I was just hopin'...
我只是希望你明晚過來. I want to see you tomorrow evening.
- 明晚可能有點... - 你得聽我的，布萊迪! - Well, tomorrow night's gonna be... - You heard me, Brady!
- 什麼事? - 博格! - 嘿, 布萊迪. - 帕格剛打來電話. - Yea? - Bolger! - Hey, buddy. - Pug just called me.
他自己打的? Pug called you hisself?
他想要我們去他那. Yea, he want us up there.
- 他想要我們? - 不是，他想見見我們. - What does he want? - No, he want to see us.
- 你改主意了...? - 沒有，在我沒去之前還不會改. - You gonna change...? - No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit.
- 我不喜歡這樣，布萊迪. - 我們必須到那邊去 - I don't like this at all, Brady. - Well, we just gonna have to
把協議定下來. 和我一起去 be ready to deal then and come what may.
一你知道我是你助手 You know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya.
一再見. I'll see ya.
你好? Hello?
勞拉 誰? Lola who?
等等 先不要掛. Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on.
你是怎麼得到這個號的? How did you get this number?
嘿, 有個男的給你打電話嗎? Hi, did that man get a hold of you?
是的. He did, yea.
他說事情緊急，所以我就... He said it was an emergency, so I...
你做的很對，謝謝. You did the right thing, thanks.
還有什麼事嗎? Was there something else?
你還好嗎? Is everything all right?
我哥哥被謀殺了. Well, my brother's been murdered.
比爾，太可怕了! Bill, that's awful!
我從來都不知道你還有個哥哥! I didn't even know you had a brother!
怎麼被殺的? How?
被箭射死的. He got shot with a crossbow.
你再說一遍? I beg your pardon?
在我家鄉這種東西隨處可見. They're inexplicably popular where I come from.
是意外嗎? Was it an accident?
不是 要是意外的話就不叫謀殺了. No, because then it wouldn't be a murder.
我還沒搞明白... 你最後一次見他是什麼時候? Ah, oh, I don't know even know what... When was the last time you saw him?
很久以前了. Um, it had been a long time.
那你有什麼打算? What will you do?
我想我應該回一趟家. Well, ah, I suppose I have to go home.
你去塔爾薩有什づ事嗎? What brings you to Tulsa?
什麼？ 哦 一點家事. Pardon? Oh, ah, family matter.
應該沒人願意去俄克拉何馬州的, I was gonna say, because nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know,
要麼家在那兒 要麼去出差, and it's one of those states where you live there, maybe you got business there,
就是沒有人因為那裡風景迷人才去. but you don't see people coming for the attractions.
- 不錯. - 你是做什麼的? - Right. - What do ya do?
就寫寫書 教教書. 我是個教授. I, ah, I write and teach. I'm a professor.
- 那你教什麼? - 古典哲學. - Of? - Classical Philosophy.
這年頭這課沒什麼用了. There's not too much use for that these days.
說老實話這麼多年人類沒怎麼變化. Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually.
你在塔爾薩有親人?? Do you have family in Tulsa?
沒有 其實在伊達貝爾. No, no. Idabel.
小德克西那兒? Little Dixie?
我希望你不會是因為家裡發生了不幸而回去的吧. I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back.
- 是我的一個親人. - 抱歉. - It is for someone. - I'm sorry. - Thanks
我是個牙醫. I'm an orthodontist.
曾經是我想重操就業 Was, I mean. Will be again.
你矯正過牙齒嗎? Have you had work done?
- 沒, 沒有過. - 看得出來. - No, no, actually, I haven't. - Yea, I can.. I can tell.
你臉型不錯. You got a nice face, though.
謝謝. Thanks.
- 肯.費恩曼 - 比爾．金凱德 - Ken Feinman - Bill Kincaid
- 比爾你有孩子嗎? - 沒有 - You have kids, Bill? - No
我想重新來過. I'm starting out all over. Yea.
不是所有的人都理解的 確實很困難 People don't realize it, but it's... it's tough to break in, and you get
你得維持事業 還要供孩子上學, most of your business, ya know, through your kids' school, in your church,
還要去教堂, synagogue, in my case, ya know,
我得去猶太教堂確實很不容易 每一筆費用都很貴 but it's tough, I mean the costs of a practice these days
很貴的那種. is just, ah, it's downright humiliating.
老實說你想不到有多貴. Honestly, it's downright humiliating.
- 的確如此. - 我們現在住在曼哈頓, - Hmm, yea, I believe you. - We were living in Manhattan,
但是我是在塔爾薩長大的, 照這樣說我們都是回家. but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa, so, ya know, we just moved back.
塔爾薩有許多的猶太人嗎? Are there a lot of Jews in Tulsa?
很多人問這個問題, That's.. that's what.. that's what everyone asks,
確實有一些 but.. but there are. No, it's...
雖然是個小群體 但是關係都很好 it's a small community, but very cohesive,
和當地人相處的不錯. and, ya know, the pull was unimaginable.
肯 你沒看到人家在看書嗎? Kenny, do you see the man is reading?
人家可不是來聽你說 I don't think he wants to sit and listen to you
塔爾薩猶太人歷史的. chronicle the evolution of Tulsa Jewry.
好吧 你還是看你的書吧. I'll let you get back to your reading.
謝謝. Thanks.
真的不好意思. It's a little embarrassing. I don't.. don't mean to be..
如果你有親戚在這兒的話. It's just, ah, if you've got family down there.
- 侄女或者外甥... - 我沒有. - Ya know, nieces and nephews... - I don't.
我想如果你有的話把這個給他 I mean, if you did or, you know...
離這不遠, It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away,
- 我很在行的. - 我知道. - and, ah, you know, I do great work. - I.. I know you do.
我認為我們相遇就是種緣分. I never take accidental encounters for granted.
- 親愛的! - 我們該走了. - Kenny! Kenny! - So... I'm gonna run.
- 裡克博格 - 你好，裡克. - Rick Bolger - Hey, Rick.
- 叫我博格吧. - 很高興見到你. -Folks call me Bolger. - Nice to meet ya.
你們長得真像. Man! You sure do look like him.
可能是吧 但還是有區別的. I think that's what they mean by identical.
我和你哥是鐵哥們. Your brother was a great friend to me.
我很久都沒有見過他了 不過還是謝謝你. I... I hadn't seen him in awhile, but.. thanks.
- 你沒有帶行李嗎? - 有 這兒. - You ain't got no bags? - No, that's it.
那我們出發. Nice to meet you.
My wildest dreams grow wilder every day My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
There's nothing I can think or do or say There's nothing I can think or do or say
我很久沒有來這兒了 希望這次能住旅館. I ain't been up here in awhile. I was gonna stay in a hotel.
那你現在開往哪? Where'd ya go?
機場旁邊一個地方. Found me a dead-end in a construction site near the airport.
躺著就可以數星星. Laid out, counting stars. Crazy how much building they got goin' on up there.
太奇怪了 這些建築是什麼時候建的. 人們也許不想住在鄉下了 Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess.
你覺得呢? You figure?
太神奇了... Mystery...
I swear I'll get it right I swear I'll get it right
My wildest dreams grow wilder every day My wildest dreams grow wilder every day
I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray
Just how wild is too high a price to pay Just how wild is too high a price to pay
要喝點什麼嗎? You need a drink or anything?
我們直接去布羅肯阿羅. 可以去「我的圖騰」 Comin' up on Broken Bow. Can stop off at the Me Tote Em.
好. Sure.
我的圖騰? Me Tote?
我差點給忘了 這是你哥哥的. Oh! I almost forgot. This here is your brother's.
不管你帶不帶. I don't know if you want it.
我沒看錯吧. You're shittin' me.
巴迪! Buddy!
穿的很帥啊. You clean up nice.
什麼? How's that?
你這身衣服哪兒弄的? Where's the tux from?
天啊 是這樣的... Oh, God, no, no, wait a second, wait a second. You, you...
- 博格去哪兒了? - 他就在附近, 但我不是你認為的那個人. - Where's Bolger at? - He's around back, but I'm... I'm not who you think I am.
- 你不是? - 你不認識我. - Oh, you're not? - No, you don't know me.
我不想知道你來布羅肯阿羅做什麼, Oh, well, what I wanna know is what you're doin' up here in Broken Bow,
這裡不歡迎你 when we don't want you in Broken Bow?
我的錯 我這就走. Um, it's my mistake. I'm... I'm just gonna leave.
巴迪回來之前 你哪兒也別去. Yea, well, not till Buddy gets here, you won't.
巴迪是誰? Buddy?
冷靜! 冷靜! Calm down! Calm down!
- 布萊迪過來. - 我不是他我告訴過他認錯人了... Ohhhh! Ohhhh! - Keep it up, Brady. - I'm his brother! I'm not... Ohhhh! Ohhhh!
你最好別來北邊, 這裡沒有你想要的東西, You don't wanna be comin' up north, where you ain't got no tripwires,
你也沒有買通警察. or booby traps, and hos you done bribed.
你還以為你可以為所欲為 Maybe even sell your souped-up turbo grass to whoever you... [Gunshot]
- 我還在找你呢. - 兩對一不好吧. - I wondered where you was at. - Don't seem like too fair a fight.
北邊的事可不歸你管. Well, nobody asked you two to come up north, neither.
但是我們來塔爾薩有別的事. Well, we had some business to take care of up in Tulsa.
- 我聽說了. - 你聽到什麼了? - I heard somethin' about that. - What you heard?
我聽說布萊迪欠了帕格很多錢. Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money.
你可以給他們解釋嗎？ Will you explain this, please.
最好別和這兩個白癡講話. The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds, the better.
我聽說你要把你的買賣擴大到整個小德克西. Heard he thinks you're gonna expand business down to our Little Dixie.
- 我已經說過了. - 如果我這樣呢! - The young pussy already said. - How 'bout I say THIS!
感覺好點了嗎? How ya feelin'?
- 布萊迪? - 你還好吧. - Brady? - Hey, buddy.
到底是怎麼一回事? What the hell is goin' on?
我又活過來了. Well, I think Sally got razor happy.
- 什麼? 你瘋了? - 冷靜. - What? Are you out of your mind? - Okay, easy now.
抓牢他. 抓牢. Hold on to him, now. Hold on.
- 放開我!放開我! - 你保證你能冷靜! - No, let go of me! Let me go! - Not until you calm down, he won't!
你讓他們通知我說你死了? 說是被弓箭射死的? You had him tell me you were dead? With a fucking crossbow?
好吧 我沒事 很抱歉 Well, all right, I'm sorry 'bout that,
但是除此之外沒有別的辦法讓你回來. but there were no other way for me to get you to come down here.
讓我來幹什麼? Ow! Ow! Ahhh... Down here for what?
- 我要結婚了. - 關我屁事就這個爛借口? - I'm gettin' married. - As if I care. What kind of excuse is that?
我要當爸爸了 你要當叔叔了. And I'm having a baby. You're gonna be an uncle.
哪個傻瓜願意給你生個孩子? Who... Who would be dumb enough to have a child with you?
我願意. I would.
你還記得那次舞會嗎? 在丹頓的家裡? You remember the Dentons? On Luminus back home?
- 科林丹頓? - 記性不錯. - Colleen Denton? - You remember.
我上高中的時候還做過她家姆. I babysat you when we were in high school.
你曾是我的最愛坐在廚房裡看書. You was my favorite. You used to sit in the kitchen reading books.
我就可以把門關上一個人看電視. I got to watch all the TV I wanted, as long as I kept the door shut.
在我睡覺之前你還給我講莎士比亞的十四行詩. You were reading Shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep.
現在你準備和這個癮君子結婚? And now you're gonna marry this pothead?
- 不 他已經戒了. - 我已經徹頭徹尾的改了. - No, he's not no more. - Ah, leaving all that behind.
是的 我從各個方面都看出來了. Oh, oh, yea, I can see the evidence for that everywhere.
在孩子出生之前我還是可以稍稍放縱一下 然後再戒掉. I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes, and then it's cold turkey on that, too.
且我還可以和博格輕鬆一下? But me and Bolger's gonna smoke till the bottom drops out, ain't we?
你可真會選時間. Oh, what a... what a great time.
不管怎樣 我還是想立馬走人. Anyway, you know what? I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible.
- 過了週末再走吧. - 不行. - 你可以去看看老媽. - Hang on. Just stay through the weekend. - No. - You could go see mom.
聽著我要走了 你的所作所為真是很殘忍 一點都不負責任 Look, Brady, I am leaving. What... What you did here is cruel and irresponsible
這就正我走的原因. and exactly why I stay away.
我讀了你所寫的每一篇文章. No. You... You know I read every goddamn article you write.
我都讀了一個關於亞里士多德語錄的.長達50頁文章 I read 50 pages on the interpretation of one word in Aristol.
我坐在那兒翻了一天的字典, Sat there the whole fucking day with a dictionary,
不是小字典 而是那種牛津大辭典. and not the Merriam Webster, either, the motherfucking OED.
全世界都找不到二十個人能把那讀完的, Ain't 20 people in the world read that whole piece, I'll bet,
而我就是其中一個. and you're lookin' at one of 'em.
布萊迪，你想怎樣? What do you... What do you want, Brady? I mean, what do you fuckin' want?
我只是想看看我心愛的弟弟 這都犯法了嗎? I just want to see my brother, who I love. What's the crime?
你為什麼不打電話直接叫我過來, Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and call me, and just ask me to come down,
- 就像正常人那樣? - 如果我打電話你是不會理我的. - like anyone normal person? - Because when I do, you never call me back.
如果你是這樣的話? And, if you did, you'd just say no. Am I lying?
- 你明白我在說什麼 沒錯吧? 說錯了嗎？ - 沒有，沒有. - Well, am I lying? - No. No, you're not.
- 為什麼要這樣？我們不是壞人 比爾 - 我知道你不是. - Wow... We ain't bad people, Billy. - I know you're not.
你知道媽在敬老院的事嗎？ You know mom put herself in a home?
- 敬老院? - 是的. - 天啊. - A rest home? - She did. - Jesus.
你已經來了，難道你就不想去看看她嗎？ You want her to die down here, and you don't even come to say goodbye.
- 她還吸毒嗎? - 你自己去看吧. - Is she still using drugs? - Just go see her and find out for yourself.
我不能去，我還不能... I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just can't. I can't go and...
我們到底做了什麼讓你如此記恨我們? What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way?
我沒有恨你們. 真的沒有. 只是... I don't hate you. I really don't. I just...
你不想你的家鄉嗎? 你的家人 And.. And where you're from don't matter to ya? Your family?
你的哥哥? Your own fuckin' brother?
聽著，我只想過自己想過的生活. Look, I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control.
那種若干世紀前某些睿智的思想家 I adhere to certain philosophic tenets that were laid down centuries ago
所傳承下來的有序的生活. by some very introspective thinkers.
我只希望你在伊達貝爾多呆幾天. I'm talking about three fucking days in Idabel.
真他媽操蛋. Son of a bitch.
好 我在這兒過週末 過完我就走. Ok, look, I will stay through the weekend. But then I'm out of here.
明白嗎? Do you understand?
別鬧了. 停下! 天啊! Hey! Hey, don't you fuck around. Stop! Jesus!
我的天! 他認為我們在賣大麻呢. God! I think he thought we were selling dime bags.
這是什麼? What is all this?
讓我們來告訴你吧. Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two.
這一切都是從溫室開始的. 小的在這邊長大的放那邊, It all starts in the mama room. Ya got your young'uns over here,
這是原來的,這是鈉燈 一千瓦的. your juvies, and your adults in the back.
燈發熱就顯得紅了. All these lights are sodium-vapor.
Portalux HP 1000 watts
Incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum.
這種條件下更有利於植物的生長
Makes the plant grow too tall on the stem,
葉小的就活不長. and the leaves get all nine, and the whole thing just keels over.
也會剔除很多我門不需要的特性. Plus, it reduces the potency, which is definitely not what we want.
二極管的白熾燈很管用 Now, LED's gettin' to be all the rage
因為它熱量低 耗電也少... 'cause it's cooler and saves ya on power costs, but...
但我還是鍾愛鈉燈! I'm a sodium-vapor man!
這些都是電子化控制的 Ya know, we got your electronic digital balance
博格 把那升起來! Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger!
- 是誰建的? - 博格和我. - Who built all this? - Me and Bolger.
還有其他一些朋友也來幫過忙. Had a few buddies help us with the heavy liftin'.
這一切都是你哥哥的功勞. Your brother designed every bit of it.
園林方面的. The horticultural part.
所需的材料都在單子上. Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit. Grade-schoolers could've assembled it.
這些都可以培育上等太麻, We should've got a contractor to pour the pad,
我們本來是要雇幾個工人的?但那樣很冒險 but we couldn't likely hire one of those, could we?
- 這些都是什麼? - 這部是供溶系統. - 溶供管? - And, and, what... what are all these? - Oh, NFT Spiral System. - NFT?
溶液供給管道. Yea, nutrient film technique.
這部不需要土壤這裡面部是有機溶液. No soil in there. These pipes are filled with hydroclay.
都是混合有機溶液 為細胞代謝提供養料. It's like an expanded clay aggregate, supports the active capillaries.
只是土壤和樹皮. It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit.
沒有加酸 加鹼 完全無公害培育. No acid, no alkaline in the base, totally sterile medium.
看看我的第七代水栽品種, You're lookin' at cell generation of hybridization cloning,
它們就像我的孩子一樣. through all my special little children.
我們沒有虧待你吧? And we feed ya good, too, don't we?
養料從下面輸入. Pump the nutrients, see, up into the medium from underneath.
老弟 大學問家 你覺得這裡會有熱帶雨林的貓頭鷹嗎 Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle Juice, Tarantula, the whole shitteroo.
你看看這些都他媽太棒了. You're looking at the motherfuckin' state of the art.
我不知道我該說什麼. I don't know what to say.
博格聽到沒有 他說他不知道說啥好了 You hear that, Bolger, we rendered him speechless! Huh!
- 想來點嗎? - 不 - You wanna try some? - No
我是靠腦袋謀生的 我得保持清醒. I make my living with my mind, and, so, I like to keep it clear.
算我沒說. I forgot who I was talking to.
你還活在你的哲學世界裡. Traveling through his optic space-time. Shit.
我們到走廊去坐會兒. Let's go sit on the back porch. I've got a new varietal.
我有新品種我得嘗嘗. I really gotta give her a test drive.
我讀過你在紐約書評上的一篇文章, Now, I read an article you wrote in the New York Review of Books,
- 關於一個海德格爾的. - 海德格爾? - 'bout a fellow called Heidegigger. - Heidegger?
那個 那個白癡. That's the one. What kind of name is that?
就是一個書評而已 關於雅克.拉康對海德格爾的態度 Oh, it was a review of a book exploring Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger.
就那個! 我就搞不明白! Exactly! That right there is what I don't understand about y'all! I mean...
你從來不寫自己的看法! Y'all ever... hardly ever write about a topic!
你總是去評價一個人 對另一個人的看法態度 I mean, you write about what some other fellow wrote about the topic.
就像一個人得出一個想法, 然後一個法國佬看到了 So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then some, some French guy's got a take on that,
你就寫這個人．一直就這樣寫下去, then you write a review of that,
你要明白這就是學術研究 布萊迪. and some other fellow's gonna come along and on and on and on and on.
不是每個人都能明白的. You very neatly explained academia, Brady.
你的中心思想是什麼？ So, I'll write and say for all y'all.
It's just called, "What the Fuck's the Point"?
我想 我該走了 Ya know what? I think this is right about where I leave.
別走.別走. Come on, come on.
- 試試這個. - 我說不要. - Give you a tug on that. - I said no.
你以前比我吸的還多. 你會喜歡上這個的. You used to do this more'n I did. You couldn't get enough of it.
我已經不吸了. Well, I just don't do it anymore.
從你的表情看得出你還是很想的. Oh, I know you want some. It's written all over your face.
這是自己的產品 比其他的都好用. Look, the shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere.
在牙買加買的. 那些和這個相比簡直不值一提 Makes that Jamaica shit we used to buy taste like tobacco.
我信你. Oh, I'll bet it does.
來點吧 有一小點的苦 但味道不錯! -嘗點吧 -好吧 A tiny taste. A little, little, bitty, ole taste. Just.. Taste!
我都不敢相信我會幹這事，簡是太愚蠢了! Fine, fine. Fuck, I don't believe I'm doing this. This is so fucking stupid!
你最後一次吸是什づ時候? When was the last time you did it?
- 大學吧. - 我敢打賭你會上癮的. - Graduate school. - I'll bet this is gonna lay you out.
- 還記得和媽媽一起第一次吸嗎? - 記得. - You remember the first time? With ma? - I remember.
好傻啊. [Both] Fucking ridiculous.
我猜她知道我們自己會做的. I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own, anyway.
我不想知道她當時的想法. I... I don't wanna know what she was thinking about.
快點 像樣的吸一口. Oh, come on, give it a real pull there.
你戒了這麼久再吸 Now, how many buds are you gonna smoke that's that
得吸多少才能上癮啊? smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years?
我把荷蘭傳統工藝裡面的催熟過程加強了, I've been lengthening the maturing process more in the Dutch tradition,
- 這樣可以加大焦油量. - Wow! - and I got just the right amount of resin. - Wow!
Ooohhh! 起作用了. Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'.
我記得 So, anyways, I seem to recall you didn't..
你不太喜歡那個海德格爾吧 you didn't think too much of this fellow, Heidegigger.
不喜歡？ 他就是一法西，納粹份子 What? No, he was a fucking fascist. He... He held down the National Socialists.
但是這文章很有邏輯 也說明真相 All right, but this article was about logic and... and truth, and
關於 另外一個人怎麼看待 about him and some other fellow related to, uh...
- 分析哲學. - 什麼? - 分析哲學. - Analytic philosophy. - What was it? - Analytic philosophy.
分析哲學. 分析哲學. Analytic philosophy. Analytic philosophy.
我有一個詞想不起來 認... There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista...
- 認識論. - 認識什麼? - 認識論. - Epistemology. - Epista what? - Epistemology.
哦，對 認識論. Epistemology, bingo, bingo.
我們幹嘛要說這個? Why are we talking about this?
就算討論問題啊. Just solving problems.
隨便討論討論. Just solving problems.
就像我們有時靈光一現突然想到, Like... Like, when all of a sudden, you get hit with a answer,
自己一直要找的答案, to a mess you've been in,
而你想到的那一刻. 你又會奇怪為什麼以前沒想到 and as soon as it hit ya, ya can't hardly believe ya didn't think of it before.
你想說什麼，布萊迪? What is it you want, Brady?
- 你再來點吧. - 不，我他媽吸過了. - Here, git ya another pull on that. - No, I'm fucking euthanized.
別啊,再來點. 嗯… Go on, now. Go on!
好吧 聽我說 是有些事. All right, now, here's the thing.
那些器材你部看到了．非常昂貴. All that equipment you see out yonder. It was expensive.
所以我不得向塔爾薩幹這行的猶太人借錢. So I had to go see this Jew up in Tulsa, who's kinda in the business.
- 什麼叫「幹這行」? - 借錢. - What do ya mean, he's in the business? - Well, the dope dealing business.
幹這行的猶太人? 你是怎麼知道他的猶太人的? A Jew in the business? How do ya know he's a Jew?
相信我 他就是. Well, he... Trust me, he's a Jew.
什麼意思？他有個猶太人的姓? Well, what does that mean? He has a Jewish last name?
他媽的就是! He's a goddamn Jew!
- 別當個「反猶太者」. - 反什麼. - Don't be anti-Semitic. - Anti what? - Anti-Jew.
我不反猶太! 我愛所有人! I ain't anti-Jew! I loves everybody!
天啊! 好吧, 他是個毒販子，然後呢？ Oh, Jesus! So, okay, he's a dope dealer. So what...
其實不僅僅是個毒販，他是個頭目, Well, he's not really a dealer. He's... He's a little more upstream than that,
而我是他的主要大供應商. but I've been his main supplier of grass.
- 我還是有些不明白... - 你能不能聽我把話說完? - I still don't see... - Will ya listen? Ya just..
你總是不聽我說.. Ya know, ya never listen!
好吧, 好吧,你說. Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening.
我想讓你當我. I need you to be me.
什麼? What?
呆在這 就像你回了一趟家, Down here, just like we used to back at home,
當我要走的時候我會和你解釋的. while I go up there and figure out this whole situation.
不干 門都沒有 布萊迪. No fucking chance, Brady.
我都想好了 很簡單的. Well, look, I've got this one figured. It's so simple.
你只要替我去看望媽就可以了. All you gotta do is go and visit mom.
你以為媽會分不出我們倆? You don't think mom is gonna know the difference between you and me?
媽媽認不認出不重要. 重要的是郡長 他很好唬弄的. It ain't about mom, goddamn it. It's the sheriff. It's he we're gonna fool.
我們現在根本不像 你不覺得嗎? We don't even look alike, anymore. Has that occurred to you?
博格跟我說了你去「我的圖騰」裡的事了 Bolger said when you walked into that Me Tote Em, it took all of
說店員以為你是換了髮型的我. five seconds for them boys to figure out it was me with a shave and haircut.
- 我終於知道為什麼會挨揍了. - 他說你都不知道跑. - Which is why he took me to Broken Bow. - He said you wanted to go.
布萊迪，布萊迪，我誠心替你向上帝懺悔... Brady, Brady, I swear to God, even for you...
可能博格也覺得我們像吧, Well, that might have been Bolger's idea,
但你來之前我從來沒想過. but I didn't know nothing about it till you all showed up here.
聽我說. 我們可以回布羅肯阿羅找他們算賬, And let me tell you something else. We're going back up to Broken Bow,
and we're gonna whip some country ass.
不了,不用了. No, no, you're not.
好啊．不叫我們就自己玩了? Started without us?
你知道的 你現在不能碰這個. Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff.
我知道我開玩笑的 但其他人就不好說了. I know, but I'm being polite. The rest of 'em came.
太奇怪了. That is so weird.
忘了介紹了 珍妮特 這是我親愛的弟弟 比爾 比爾 這是我們的朋友 珍妮特 Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill. Bill, this is our good friend, Janet.
- 你好, 我是比爾. - 你剛吸過? - 是的. - Hi, I'm Bill. - You havin' a smoke? - Oh, I wa... I was, yea.
- 你要來點嗎? - 我一會喝啤酒, 謝謝. - Oh, uh, do you want some? - Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks.
我 我 我其實不怎麼 Yea, I... I... I usually don't, either. I... I...
事實上我… Actually, actually, I never do. I... I'm...
不用緊張 沒人能抵擋住布萊迪的誘惑 It's all right. Nobody can say no to Brady.
因為我有魔力 Mojo, I got the mojo.
我真不吸. I kinda forgot.
博格說你很出名 那叫什麼來著，博格? So, Bolger says you're a famous, what was it you said, Bolger?
- 大思想家. - 大思想家. - A famous thinker. - A famous thinker.
- 很有名的. - 如果僅限於某些小圈子的話算是吧. - He's real famous. - In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe.
那你靠這個掙錢嗎? And they pay you for that?
我做講座我是教書的是教授. Well, I... I... I lecture, and I... I teach. I am a professor.
- 我只是隨便問問. - Ah, you're... Yea... - 很高興見到你. - I was just fuckin' with you. - Ah, you're... Yea... - Nice to meet you.
Go ahead, get in the coda. Go ahead, get in the coda.
- 她是個詩人. - 什麼? - 確切地說她寫點小詩. - She's a poet. - What? - Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry.
2005年她還得了釣魚比賽冠軍. And she's the ladies noodling champion of '05.
赤手空拳不到十個小時釣了六十斤魚. 125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours, with nothing but her bare hands.
我曾經勸說讓她跟我和科林一起生活, I tried to get her and Colleen in a three-way once,
但她們好像不太接受. but wouldn't neither of 'em go for it.
- 我週日走，你知道吧? - 知道. - I'm... I'm leaving on Sunday, you do understand that, right? - I understand that.
- 我是堅決不會加人什麼... - 這個我們以後再談. - I am not gonna participate... - No, no, we'll talk about that later.
博格，你就不能紳士點! Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man!
今天發生的一切都告訴我要離你遠點. All this happened in one day.
Almost everything that has happened here has only served to vindicate why I stay away.
別跟我說你手裡這東西剛剛沒讓你爽到. Oh, come on. Don't tell me that goblet of goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy.
不, 一點都沒有,不管這是什麼. No, even that, whatever it actually is.
承認吧 比爾，它們就是能讓你High到頭. That's Ambrosia, Billy. That's pure Ambrosia.
Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery, Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery,
Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be. Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be.
Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game. If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain. Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game. If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain.
If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied. If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied.
Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh... Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh...
- 你現在住哪兒? - 普羅維登斯. - So, where do you live now? - Mmm, Providence, Rhode Island.
- 你為什麼要來這呢? - 我想在這寫詩. - Why, why would you come back here? - It's where I wanna write.
- 我也靠教書賺錢. - 教大學? - 高中. - I teach for money. - Is it a college? - High school, here in town.
中學? High school?
我也試過要當大學老師 但是大學生的思想觀價值觀部已成形 I tried the tenure track, but college students are already
他們有自己的世界 too culturally informed. Closes their minds.
我以前怎麼沒碰到過你這樣的女孩呢? How come there aren't more girls, like you, writing Hugo?
是你沒注意過吧. Maybe they don't know how to look.
聽說你教文學? Well, you... you teach... English?
- 對. - Hmm... - I do. - Hmm...
- 我媽媽以前也教這個. - 她肯定非常以你為榮. - My mother used to do that for awhile. - She must be very proud of you.
- 我已經很久沒見她了. - 為什麼? - I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. - Why not?
這個問題很複雜. That is a very complicated subject.
- 你是舉世聞名的思想家? - 別這麼說 - You're some world-famous thinker? - Har... Hardly
那就小一點的範圍? Some minorly famous thinker?
- 你卻不想你媽以此為榮? - 是的. - And you don't let your mother enjoy that? - That's correct.
跟媽媽鬧彆扭可不是什づ好事. It's not good to have unresolved problems with your mother.
- 為什麼? - 因為終有一天她會離我們而去. 那時你會在哪兒呢? - Why? - Because some day, she'll be gone. Then where will you be?
- 就在這吧. - 沒錯. - Probably the same place I am right now. - Exactly.
- 你很聰明. - 你也是. - You're smart. - You aren't as smart as you think you are.
我自己的兄弟都能騙到我. Well, hey, I just got tricked by my dope-dealing brother.
每個人都會受騙的. We all get tricked some time or other.
- 不要. - 不要? - 不要 - 為什麼? - Mmm, I don't think so. - No? - No - Why?
你剛才抽大麻了要是我吻你. A combination of what you've been smoking and what I'd do with you.
你就戒不掉了. You'd never recover.
我盡量. I'll do my best.
我要回家了. I'm goin' home.
好吧 我們能不能就… Well, can't light a cake. Can... could we just like, um...
我是說 剛才就差一點了… I mean, we were, we were kind of lost... having a hug.
我明天早上去釣魚 想去的話一起吧, I'm going noodling tomorrow, if you want to tag along.
我弟弟跟我說過你釣魚的事. My brother said that you did that.
晚安. Sweet dreams.
你來看. Here you go.
小心點這個可是最好的. Check out the best part.
- 天哪! - 都在這了. - Holy shit! - This here's why I keep it alive.
- 等一下 有些是我們以前房間裡的. - Oh, yea. - Wait a minute. Some of these are from our room. - Oh, yea.
我也收藏了一些 不過都是原版 沒有贗品. Yup, a few more I picked up along the road, but all originals. Ain't no knockoffs.
- Wow - 坐吧. - Wow - Now sit you down.
哈，爽吧 我在彭加買的 Ain't that the coup de grace? I got her off from Taylor in Ponca City,
我和科林一起搬回來的, 給我們一家三口買的. before me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby.
科林要是知道是給自己用的. 絕對不會去的 If Colleen knew what went on in that bed, she'd never let me [indistinct].
- 不錯. - 肯定睡著很舒服. - Lovely. - Let's get you somethin' for that buzz you got workin'.
- 還記得這個嗎? - 你還是喜歡塑封唱片啊? - Hey! Remember this? - You still goin' with vinyl, huh?
當然! 我不喜歡電子產品. 這才是絕對的經典. Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital. They can't improve a phono classics man.
- 快把你自己躺下. - 是「你快躺下」. - Come on, lay you down. - Lie down.
- 你的口氣和媽一樣. - 對不起. - Now you sound like mom. - Sorry.
Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree
- 聽這個很舒服吧. - Ahhh... - How's that for a lullaby [indistinct]. - Ahhh...
Does a dance so rhythmically Does a dance so rhythmically
別以為這樣我就會同意… Hey, don't think that this means that I'm in any way...
現在不說那事. We ain't gonna talk about that right now.
Having a time Having a time
你回來我就很高興，比爾. I'm just glad you're here, Billy.
Cocaine tree lookin' fine Cocaine tree lookin' fine
Gotta put on your sailin' shoes. Gotta put on your sailin' shoes.
Put on your sailin' shoes Put on your sailin' shoes
Everyone will start to cheer Everyone will start to cheer
When you put on your sailin' shoes When you put on your sailin' shoes
Doctor, doctor, ahhh Doctor, doctor, ahhh
Oh, 別鬧了. Oh, cut it out.
感覺如何教授? How ya feelin', professor?
- Mmmm, 你做什麼? - 把頭髮剪了. - Mmmm, what did you do? - Well, I bumped into some clippers.
Hmm, 是不是很像啊. Hmm, feels weird.
- 你覺得呢? - Ahhh... - Whaddya think? - Ahhh...
- Oh, 天啊. 幾點了? - 該起床了. - Oh, God. What time is it? - It's time to get up.
我給你拿了衣服 換上吧. Here, I bought you a few things. Put 'em on.
這個? 為什麼啊? What? Why?
就是換一下 像我們昨天說的那樣. Remember that thing we were talkin' about [indistinct].
- 不, 不, 布萊迪. 行不通的 - 為什麼? - No, no, Brady. That's... that's just not gonna work. - Why?
首先，你剪的髮型 Well, for one thing, because you've given
是史上最傻逼的 yourself the stupidest haircut in human history.
得了吧 你的髮型也不咋地 別人根本看不出區別. Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy. Can't hardly tell the difference.
對不起 我不是說… No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said...
我還把珍妮特介紹給你了呢? 別說你不喜歡她? Haven't I fixed you up with Janet? And then you like her?
我對她的感覺跟你這蠢主意毫無瓜葛. My opinion of her is totally unrelated to your infantile scheme.
聽著! You listen!
不開玩笑，你必須幫我, I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me, because if I don't get up to Tulsa,
要是不去塔爾薩 我就麻煩太了, I'm gonna be in some real trouble.
那你去啊 幹嘛非要我… Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have to...
因為如果我去塔爾薩的話... Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I...
你的意思是你必須呆在這 Where... Where you would rather be seen down here, so that you're not implicated in
這樣就不會有人發現你那瘋狂的犯罪計劃. whatever typically insane criminal behavior that you intend.
別做夢! No fucking way!
我只求你今天去看看媽媽. All I'm askin' you to do is go and see mom.
不過分吧. That one little good deed. That's all.
那也不是什麼好事, 我實在不想去看她. Well, it's not a good deed, and I really don't wanna see mom.
你都大老遠來了! You come all the way down here!
不! 不! 事實上是你把我騙來的. No! No! You tricked me into coming, actually.
很簡單啊! Oh! Please! It's... It's so simple!
你只要去趟養老院 All you gotta do is walk into a fucking rest home
去見那個12年沒見過面的老媽! 鬼知道你們之間到底怎麼了 and see your own mother you ain't seen in 12 years, for God knows why!
你頂多會碰到一個」豬」而已. I don't know why you wanna pass a pig eatin' a bear claw.
沒人那麼稱呼他們了. They don't call them that anymore.
- 什麼? - 沒人管他們叫「豬」了. 所以我才… - What? - Nope! They aren't called pigs anymore. That's exactly...
行 警察嘛. Called the police.
你怎麼知道他會在那兒? How do you even know that he'll be there?
因為他整天在那泡前台妹妹. 'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer who sits behind the desk.
到時候你只要說, "嗨, ya, 莎倫. 我來見我媽." All you gotta do is walk in and say, "Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma."
然後閉嘴進去就是了. And don't say another fuckin' word. And just walk on by.
這個不在場證明設計得太低級了. That is the most ridiculous alibi.
別人只要發現你有個雙胞胎弟弟. 而且這段時間 我回過家就被揭穿了 All anyone would have to do is find out that you have a twin and that I was down here.
你以前一直替我考試什麼時候被抓到過? When we ever been busted before? You took tests for me all the time.
- 你還幫我約會. - 不, 約會就一次 16歲的時候. - And I let you go on dates as me. - No, I did that one time when we were 16.
- 她吻你了對吧? - 從那以後我一直很自責. - And she guzzled your custard, didn't she? - I have felt bad about that ever since.
求你了, 比爾. 我想改變自己的生活. Come on, Billy. I'm trying to change my life here.
- 見鬼. - 求你了，看在我是你哥哥的份上. - Fucking hell. - I'm asking, as your brother.
好吧.. 僅此一次. Ugg.. I just walk by.
I got kicked off of Noah's Ark I turn my cheek to unkind remarks I got kicked off of Noah's Ark I turn my cheek to unkind remarks
There was two of everything but one of me There was two of everything but one of me
- 今天是星期六吧? - 是的? - Say, ain't it Saturday? - Yeah, so?
猶太人星期六要去教堂. 知道他去哪家嗎? Think the Jews is in church Saturdays. You know where it's at?
- 找找唄? - 要是教堂很多怎麼辦? - Can't we look it up? - What if it's more'n one?
不會很多吧. There can't be more than one.
- 能問你個問題嗎? - 說吧 - Can I ask you a question? - Shoot
你相信上帝嗎? Do you believe in a higher power?
相信. 我覺得只有上帝存在這一切才合理. Yea, I do. I do. It's the only way to make sense of all this.
不然世界怎麼可能會這麼混亂. Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos.
那我們都是他創造的? 他評判我們的一舉一動 Like, the world was created by Him, and He judges what we do?
不, 我覺得像平行線. No, I think it's more like, like parallel lines.
平行線? Parallel lines?
像這樣, 兩條沒有盡頭卻永不相交的線. Ya know, like two lines go on and on forever and don't ever touch.
是 Yea
但是在自然界這是不存在的. 'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature.
人類不可能創造出平行線， 那只是個概念. And man can't create no true parallel. It's just more of a concept.
這是我高中幾何課上學的. I learned that shit in high school geometry.
Ah huh Ah huh
這個概念，這種完美... Well, that concept, that perfection...
我們知道其存在 而且可以想像. We know it exists, and we think about it.
但卻觸不可及. But we can't never get there ourselves.
我想上帝也是這樣的. I think that right there is God.
- 準備好了嗎? - 準備什麼? - 來吧. - You ready? - For what? - Come on over here.
- 天啊! - 給我老實點? - Jesus! - You just gonna stand there?
你對這種血腥不反感嗎? You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament?
人類一千多年前就這麼做. This is the way it was done a thousand years ago.
明白. I think I can understand that.
還打算明天就走嗎? You still leavin' tomorrow?
是的. I think so.
- 我會想你的. - 我們彼此還不太解呢. - I'll miss you. - And we barely even know each other.
你不瞭解自己. You have not known what you are.
只因你一生沉睡. You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.
緊閉雙眼. Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time.
你做的一切是對過去的嘲笑. What you have done returns already in mockeries.
但那不是真實的你 . The mockeries are not you.
你已將真實的你深深藏匿. Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk.
- 誰的詩? - 沃爾特.惠特曼 - Who is that? - Walt Whitman
我從沒想過能見識一個女詩人 I don't think I ever imagined hearing him recited to me by a
抓到40多磅的鯰魚. girl getting a 40-pound catfish.
這才是好詩. 他的詩不押韻 不講究套路. That's exactly how he should be recited. He wrote without rhyme or meter.
很自由... 所有的感覺部投人其中, Free verse... just whatever he felt inside,
通過其獨特的韻律表達出來. coming out in his own intricate rhythm.
純淨奔放的熱情, 不受約束. Pure, unashamed passion, without definable restriction.
- 抱歉, 我不接受這個觀點. - 為什麼? - I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few issues with that. - Why?
因為有人說過就算是詩歌也是有格式的. Because some have dared to suggest that even poetry has rules.
你可以自己定嘛. Or you make your own.
就是這點，我不贊同. Right there, that's the part I never bought into.
- 所以呢? - 要是每個人都自己定格式, - Because? - Because if everybody runs around, making their own rules,
那究竟哪個才是真的呢? how can you find what's true?
就沒有一個標準依據了. There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on.
那夜, One night,
我, I [indistinct],
綻放絲質肌膚,吞下你的草葉 devoured your leaves,
深知這葉無毒 無蟲 knowing no poison, no love nourishment
無需禁忌 只因飢渴. in that larval blindness, a hunger finally true.
- 誰的詩? - 我的. - Who's that? - That's me.
也許真相就在我們眼前, Maybe what's true is in front of us,
可我們卻都視而不見. and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there.
有一天 你會發現你所尋覓的東西, Once you think you've got it all solved,
都已被你丟棄了? what's left?
別把魚腥弄我身上，好嗎? Don't get any fish innards on me, okay?
給我閉嘴. Shut up.
哈拉卡是什麼? So, what is the Halakhah?
是猶太律法. It's the law.
是我們每天都要遵循的行事規則. It's the path we follow in our daily lives.
裡面包含了令我們生活更為完善的規則. It comprises those rituals that make our lives complete.
沒有這些規定 世界將被混亂和暴力征服. Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail.
當摩西在西奈山上跟上帝對話時, When Moses talks with God on Sinai,
猶太人拋棄了律法, the Jews abandoned the law,
圍著牛犢跳舞, and danced ecstatically before the calf,
忘了是誰把他們救出埃及的. forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt.
朋友們 猶太人世世代代 My friends, in every generation, we are threatened
飽受混亂 奴役和絕望所帶來的苦難 with chaos and slavery and despair.
然後這個... 這個靈魂和迷惑 And then this... this spirit and confusion.
哈拉卡在這個世界上 給了我們一個避難所 Halakhah allows refuge in a world we can't explain.
我們才得以在暴亂下生存 Violence, anarchy
就算審判來臨, 我們也應深刻理解其中的含義. in which the workings of justice may falter, there is a larger and deeper coherence.
那是誰啊? Who the fuck is that?
只有相信這些 才能成為真正的猶太人. To know this with certainty is to belief as a Jew.
沒有律法 我們就會迷失 Without law, we are lost
該死的怪人. Fuckin' faggot.
心靈貧瘠 人與人之間冷漠無情. in an arid wasteland. No good to each other.
出去等我 Not this mess
那我們就不需要上帝了. No good to our God.
- 安息 - 好的 好的 - Shabbat Shalom - AUDIENCE: Shabbat Shalom
我想在此感謝羅斯鮑姆先生 So, I would like to thank the Taubmann family
他送來的鮮花把聖壇妝點得很美, for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema,
祈福儀式結束後請大家跟我們一起用餐 and please join us after the Musaf service for Kish [fades out]
- 謝謝你送我. - 很榮幸. - Thanks for doing this. - Happy to.
好吧. All right.
- 你確定你不進去? - 我就在前面等吧. - You sure you don't wanna come in? - I'll be waitin' right over there.
我倒是很想見證母子和解的溫馨場面. But will look kindly later on boys who sort shit out with their mamas.
我看起來怎麼樣? How do I look?
莎倫,我來看我媽. Well, hi ya, Sharon, just goin' to see my mom.
警官 Officer
等等!冷靜! Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait!
等等!冷靜! Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man!
你最好不要說話給我老實聽著. No, no, not a word from you, Brady, you hear, you're just gonna listen.
這裡的工作人員發現你媽在抽太麻. The staff here, they found your mama smokin' pot the other day.
她簡直是瘋了, 她是不是還以為她不屬於這裡, Now she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here,
但把她趕出去對大家部沒好處. but it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away.
我之所以沒抓你 The only reason I ain't haulin' you in is 'cuz
是因為我還沒找到你給她大麻的證據. I ain't got proof it was you give it to her.
一但我找到了 一定會 As soon as I do, we gonna get on your property and we gonna
將你種在那的那些極品大麻連根剷除了 . find every last ounce of that super charged grass you're growin' out there.
我才不管你欠別人多少錢呢 明白了嗎 I don't care how many money men you're payin' off. You understand?
明白. Yessir.
你的新髮型真難看 懂嗎？ You ain't foolin' a soul by cleanin' up.
我會一直盯著你的. I know just what you is.
我只問一個問題. That ain't at all what I asked you.
為什麼你三天前就該來卻現在才到, I asked you why you was supposed to be here three days ago,
我有一些事需要先解決了. and you just walk in here now?
We just had some business back at home we had to take care off, is all.
聽說你去了布羅肯阿羅. I heard you made an appearance in Broken Bow.
我只是隨便去看看. Well, I just stopped in at the Me Tote Em, there.
我女朋友想要一些甘草. My girl wanted some licorice.
誰都知道福勒他們賣的是什麼. Everybody knows those Fuller boys work out of the Me Tote Em.
連警察都知道. Even the police know that.
她就是想要一些甘草而已. She wanted the licorice.
我希望你這個包裡面裝著我要的錢. I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay.
我正想說這個呢. Well, that's just the thing.
即使不是錢 你種的大麻樣本也可以. Either that, or you got samples of what you goin' be up to down there.
別跟我說你攪了我的假期. Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest.
卻沒帶來任何我感興趣的東西. To other shit, I got no interest makin' its way between my ears.
剛才我們去錯教堂了. We went to the wrong temple at first.
- 哪兒? - 尤蒂卡那邊的教堂. - Temple Jester? - Over on Utica.
去那個教堂的都是基督徒懂嗎. If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Krustian.
你要是基督敦徒的話生活還能輕鬆點. Might make your life a little easier.
誰說我生活不輕鬆了? Who says my life ain't easy?
不知道 或許是那些反猶太人說的吧. I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews.
法律上又沒說猶太人都是毒販. Law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer, neither.
最起碼沒人找我麻煩. They leave me alone, by and large.
這個世界是很神奇的, The way of the world is mysterious,
人人都有自己的位置 但處在什麼位置是要靠自己去爭取的. but every man has his place, each accordin' to his lights.
或許吧. That could be.
謝佛和瓦德爾應經告訴你交易的詳情了. Shaver and Wendell done presented to you a deal, Brady.
布萊迪應該說是機會, 要麼你的包裡裝著錢 Uh, opportunity. Now, either you got my money in that bag,
要不就得考慮一下你的狀況而擴大生產. or we gonna talk about expanding your situation down there.
兩樣都不是. Well, I can't do neither.
- 為什麼? - 我要成家了. - Why not? - I wanna have a family.
我自己老爸不行，所以我得當個好爸爸. I ain't never had a dad myself, so I aim to be a good one.
我不幹了, 我自己可能會種點 So, I'm done. I might be growin' for myself,
但不再為你或任何人種了. but I ain't gonna be growing for you or nobody no more.
起碼不會再交易了. At least, not in the selling facet.
這麼說你包裡裝的是還我的錢了. So, that's a bag full of money payin' me back for settin' you up down there.
- 你沒聽明白吧 帕戈. - 你他媽越說我越糊塗, - Well, now, hear me out, Pug. - That's gettin' harder,
你他媽越說我越糊塗. because of all the shit I'm listenin' to.
聽著. 我和博格會把你支付的所有設備 Okay, look. Me and Bolger. We gonna take that whole operation
送到布羅肯阿羅. that you paid for, we gonna haul it up to Broken Bow.
處理好然後交給福勒兄弟. We gonna set it up, turn it over to the Fuller brothers.
把我們所知道的都教給他們. I'm gonna teach them everything I know.
你太高估他們了 福勒兄弟比貓還笨, You can take Bobby Fuller and brain, and stick it in the head of a cat,
那群蠢貨會把那套設備毀了的. that animal will keel over and die.
- 我和博格會盡最大的努力教他們的. - 到底是誰要還我的錢? - Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes. - Who is paying me back?
我正在籌錢 一定會把錢還給你的 I'm working on that, but you ain't never said nothing about a timetable.
- Ohhh! 這都一年多了? - 那又如何? - Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it? - Yea, so?
這麼長時間來我從沒讓你還過一分錢吧? In all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel?
12個月了? In all those 12 months?
沒有, 但賣給你的大麻我都打折了啊. No, but you and me both know I've been selling you at a cut rate.
Ohhh! 是啊! 這麼說你覺得我該謝你嗎! Ohhh! So! Now you want me to be nice!
沒錯 有問題嗎? Well, I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that?
布萊迪, 所有國家都把我們猶太人趕到這裡. Brady, my people been kicked out of near every country on this planet.
我爺爺來這裡是因為俄國移民潮. My granddaddy came here, because of the pogroms in Russia.
他一路向南流浪, 靠賣馬車上的小飾品為生, He traveled all over the South, selling czachkers out of a wagon,
因為除了他以外 because nobody else wanted the job
沒人願意每天駕50英里馬車. of taking a wagon 50 miles a day.
猶太人擅長賺錢, 是因為基督敦徒懶得去賺. Jews got good with money, because Krustians didn't wanna touch it.
現在基督教徒反過來責怪猶太人太富有. Now, Krustians say, Jews got all the money.
我真搞不懂 I wonder how that happened?
我幾乎把自己的所有都捐給以色列, I give nearly every cent I make to the State of Israel,
因為以色列是我們的家 但我們不幹了. because Israel is where we put our foot down, and we said no more.
不再干小商小販的生意了! We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more!
再給我他媽的一點時間. I would just like a little more fucking time.
知道我想怎麼樣嗎? Well, ya know what I'd like?
我希望世上所有人都叫我混蛋，然後給我一美元! I'd like everybody in the world to call me a cocksucker and give me a dollar!
為什麼? Why is that?
因為到時候我會很富有 所有人都會愛我! Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me!
謝佛 看那包裡有什麼. 要是沒錢就把這些混蛋殺了! Shaver, check that pickle. And if they ain't got my money, kill those sons-of-bitches!
帕戈 本可以不這樣的. Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way.
來啊. Oh, bring it on, sonny.
敢跟我玩 混蛋 去死吧. You tricked me, motherfucker! I sure as shit gonna bleed.
好了,這下好了! All right, shit! All right, shit!
去拿油漆! Get the spray paint!
耶穌是慈愛寬容之神, Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God,
他不在乎你在哪兒. 只在乎你做了什麼. He don't care where you've been. He don't care whatcha done.
他只想愛你 並希望你也愛他. He just wants to love ya up, and wants you to do the same to him.
你出生時他在你身邊, Ya know, He was there when you was born,
同樣他希望你死後回到他身邊. and He just wants you back again before you perish.
他愛你幫助你寬慰你, He loves ya and holds ya and He comforts ya,
並賜你永恆的安詳, and gives ya everlasting rest,
因為耶穌是富有石情心的神. because Jesus is a compassionate God.
我想起了一個故事,一位老人在海灘上散步 Brings to mind the story of the old man who's walking down the beach,
突然停下來... 思考上帝最偉大的創造是什麼 He stops and he's just... he's just takin' in the glory of the creation.
突然他感覺身後有人轉身一看, And, suddenly he realizes there's somebody behind him, and he turns, and he looks,
是耶穌! and it's Jesus!
他說, "主啊, 主啊, 如果..." And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..."
你信這些鬼話嗎? Are you listenin' to this bullshit?
媽媽. Hey, Mom.
比利? Billy?
風景不錯啊. Well, you've got a nice view.
哦喜歡看暴風雨時這裡的樣子. I like watching the storms come in.
你從小就很怕打雷. You used to get so scared of 'em.
現在還怕嗎? Do ya still?
現在沒有什麼讓我害怕的了. I don't think anything like that scares me anymore.
沒有恐懼的東西就不能算真正活著. If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive.
相信很多人都同意你這句話. I'm sure many people would agree with you.
你不怕來看我嗎? Coming here didn't scare you?
- 嗯, 可能有點吧. - 為什麼? - Nah, ah, maybe a little. - Why?
我不是來跟你聊這些的 黛西. Ah, I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy.
你在這待了一段時間 然後很快就走了，為什麼? So, one minute you were there, and then you were gone. What happened?
說真的 我想說這個. No, I'm... I'm serious, I'm really... really not gonna do this.
為什麼, 比利? Why, Billy?
比利? 為什麼? Billy? Why?
好 因為我們需要一個媽媽, All right. Because we needed a mother,
而不是跟我們一起鬼混的朋友. and not another friend to get fucked up with.
- 兩樣我都能做啊. - 但是你沒有. - I could be both. - But you weren't both.
你的意思是我沒有養育你嗎? Are you saying that I didn't raise you?
我都不知道當時你在搞什麼. I don't know what the fuck you were doing.
你看的書我看了, 你寫的論文我也看了, Reading every book you read, every paper you wrote,
甚至完全看不懂的那些我都看了. even when they were beyond me.
我不要你說我聰明, I didn't need you to tell me I was smart,
- 我需要的是指導. - 你什麼都不需要. - I needed guidance. - You never needed anything.
- 但是布萊迪需要啊! - 不用跟我提布萊迪. - Brady did! - You don't have to tell me about Brady.
不用提醒我 . 他每次到來似乎都在提醒我沒教好他的事實? I... I don't need to be reminded. Don't you think I know that every time he comes here?
我想要的只是一點點的理性 All I ever wanted was a tiny taste of something
正常的生活. resembling a normal and rational life.
不過那是充滿謊言的生活? Where everything's a lie?
知道嗎 高中的時候 Do you know that I actually went away to school
我特意選修了一門「60年代的文化」, and took a class in the culture of the 60s,
僅僅是為了明白你的生活方式? just to try to understand the way you lived?
和你為什麼會做出那樣的選擇, The... The choices that you made,
理解那些所謂的, just to... to try to make sense out of all that new freedom,
新自由主 必大動盪? 還他媽的什麼政府主義 and... and upheaval and fucking anarchy?
問題在於你把一切都毀了 但又懶到, Ya know, and the... the problem is you tore everything down,
不想去做一點東西去彌補. but you were too lazy to actually build anything, as an alternative.
你還是老樣子 說的一針見血. As usual, you've got it all figured out.
你還會來看我嗎? Am I ever gonna see you again?
不知道. 我想不會了吧. I don't know. I don't think so.
對不起. I'm sorry.
我也是. Yea, me, too.
They say everything can be replaced. They say everything can be replaced.
They say every distance is not near. They say every distance is not near.
So I remember everything - [indistinct] So I remember everything - [indistinct]
- [indistinct] Of every man who put me here. - [indistinct] Of every man who put me here.
I see my light come shinin' I see my light come shinin'
From the west unto the east From the west unto the east
Any day now Any day now
- 這次他們不會來了. - U等等! - He's gonna get here in time. - Ugh! Brady! Ugh! Oooh!
給你臉你不要 [indistinct]
去跟巴迪說 下次我來布羅肯阿羅的時候, Now you tell Buddy, the next time I slide into Broken Bow,
博格想喝酒 或我想叫個服務生的時候, if Bolger wants to shake a snake, or if I just want a refreshin' potable,
你們他媽最好給我熱情點... I expect a little more fucking time...
[Screaming on and on and on] They say that every man must fall [Screaming on and on and on] They say that every man must fall
Yet I swear I see my reflection Yet I swear I see my reflection
Somewhere so high above this wall Somewhere so high above this wall
傑克．羅斯鮑姆, 也就是朋友們熟知的帕戈, Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends,
在圖薩的猶太人中一直是一個爭議人物. was a controversial figure in Tulsa's small Jewish community.
機械設備生意做的很成功, An enormous success in the oil bill equipment business,
為以色列捐助了幾百萬美元, he gave millions of dollars to the State of Israel,
- 還捐助了很多其他的猶太組織. - Uh, oh. - as well as, other Jewish and statewide causes. - Uh, oh.
帕戈．羅斯鮑姆是個富有而慷慨的人. Pug Rothbaum was a man of generosity and valor.
他賺的所有錢部用來幫助他人了, Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others,
- 包括 猶太人 基督徒 所有人都幫. - 他不會吧. - 怎麼了? - Jews, Christians, everyone. - He didn't. - What?
我們猶太人團體和圖薩 失去了一個韋大的人 Our community and the city of Tulsa have lost a great man.
沒錯, 他在本市和整個州捐助修建了很多地方, Indeed, Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings and signs all over our city and state,
包括很多醫院大樓, 印第安人遺產博物館, including various hospital wings, his Museum of Indian Heritage,
還有很多公路休息站. and this rest stop on the Will Rogers Turnpike.
我們回來了! Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, buddy.
- 你都做了什麼? - 你說什麼呢? - 這個? - What have you done? - What's it all about? - This?
這案子的一個有意思的地方是納粹符號被畫反了, One curious aspect of this case is that the swastikas were drawn backwards,
說明兇手仇恨猶太人 indicating either haste
而且不太熟悉這一臭名昭著的納粹符號 or a lack of familiarity with this most infamous of anti-Semitic emblems
或者更可能的是 行兇的可能是印度人. or, perhaps, rather more implausibly, that Hindus were involved.
我又不是印度人! I ain't no Hindu!
你不是說欠圖薩一個猶太人的錢嗎? The guy you owed money to, a Jew up in Tulsa?
不要懷疑我! 我整天部在和博格在一起! Don't point your finger at me! I've been with Bolger all day!
嘿! 比利! Oh! Come! Ugh! Hey, Billy! Hey!
Ah!冷靜一下,別嚇到科林. Ah! Calm 'er down now, I don't want to upset Colleen. I mean it.
- 告訴我這不是你幹的. - 他要殺了我們 我別無選擇. - Tell me that you didn't do this. - He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice.
Ugh, ugh! 你去報警啊 解釋清楚. Ugh, ugh! You... You... You... You go to the cops and explain things.
或者藏起來! 怎麼都行！ You go and hide! You do anything but that! And... And... What...
幹嘛殺人啊? What were those swastikas?
而且為什麼要畫納粹符號啊. 納粹黨的人徽章上不部有嗎 Well, those were the symbols that the Nazis put on all their little trinkets.
我瞭解納粹的歷史. I... I... I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika.
我是說你為什麼要裝作是種族主義者做的? Why would you want it to look like a hate crime?
就不會有人懷疑是毒販爭端啦! So it don't look like a drug crime!
好! 很好! 這就是為什麼別人認為 Great! Perfect! Just... just confirm that we're the
我們還是粗野的印第安人. rednecked hick state that everybody thinks we are.
不許你侮辱俄克拉荷馬! Don't you talk down on Oklahoma!
怎麼會? 怎麼會這樣你這麼聰明, How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant,
卻又自私愚蠢成這樣? and so monumentally, selfishly ignorant at the same time?
你受到過非反抗不可的情況嗎? Oh, look! When you ever been in a situation you had to fight your way out of?
你遇到過嗎? Whether it was you or someone else?
我不會讓自己陷人這種處境的! I don't put myself in those kind of situations!
其實世界就是這樣的. 我不想告訴你他有多殘酷, Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya,
要是你為了保護自己或家人必須殺人 and if you had to kill someone to protect you
你也會做出相同的事 or your own, you'd do the same thing I done.
我孩子快出生了. I got a baby coming.
我…明天就走. I... I... I am leaving tomorrow.
你會舉報我嗎? You gonna turn me in?
不.我不知道. 我不知道自己該怎づ辦! No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do!
聽著. 這傢伙在整個州都是毒窩. Listen, listen. This guy. He hauled drugs all over this state.
- 你說過他不賣的. - 他不直接賣給吸毒的 而是下發給底層毒販. - You said he didn't sell. - He sold to the ones what sold 'em.
明白了嗎? 他想讓我擴大生產 All right? Now, he will come down here to force me
我才不幹呢. to explain the shit I don't even wanna talk about.
他們會找到你的 你會被殺的, They're gonna find you, and you're gonna get killed,
不然你就是進監獄 到時候你老婆孩子怎麼辦啊? or you're gonna go to jail, and then where are your wife and kid gonna be?
這不挺好的嗎. 我哪兒都沒去啊. That's the beauty of it. Well, I wasn't up there.
我在家呢. 知道嗎? I was down here. Remember?
是! 混蛋! Ah! You asshole!
你想過這麼做對我有什づ後果嗎? Do you have any idea what you're doin' to me?
混蛋! Son of a bitch!
比利! Ugh! Billy! Ugh!
- 你會把我一生部毀了的! - 不會有人發現的! Ugh! - You are going to ruin my life! - Ain't nobody gonna know! Ugh!
[電話鈴響] [Phone ringing]
接電話吧. Go answer the phone.
- 科林會接的! - 接這個操蛋的電話! - Colleen'll get it! - Just answer the fucking phone!
喂? Hello?
不, 不是的. 我是他哥哥. No, it ain't. It's his brother.
- 誰...誰啊? - Well, 他在呢 等等 - Who... Who is it? - Well, he's right here, I know.
喂? Hello?
- 比爾，我是內森．萊維. - 內森? - Bill, ah, Nathan Levy. - Nathan?
Ah... 你怎麼知道這個號碼的? Ah... How did.. How did you get this number?
希望你別介意. 我問了布朗大學的麥琪．哈曼. I hope you don't mind. I, ah, spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown.
你現在接電話方便嗎? Is this a bad time?
說吧呃.... 稍等一下. It's fine. Ah, you know what? Hang on one second.
對不起, 內森, 繼續說吧. Sorry, Nathan, go ahead.
Well, 這事你就當我沒說過,比爾. 但你還是先注意一下形象吧. Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill. But you're about to be ambushed down there.
- 和誰? - 跟你一個學生有關還有首詩, - By whom? - Something about a coed and a poem,
還有其他一些行為我不太好意思說. and some other behavior, which I would rather allow you to infer.
什麼? 你定是開玩笑吧. 不會有人這麼陷害我的. What? You've got to be kidding me. Nobody would say that.
有人看到了比爾. Apparently there was a witness, Bill.
內森... 內森... 內森, 聽我說. Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me.
- 這太荒唐了. - 所以我才給你打電話啊. - That is absurd. - That's why I'm reaching out.
但整件事結束前 我們還不能讓你... But until whatever happened blows over, we can't...
我明白. I understand.
- 事情解決了? - 不, 還沒有. - Everything all right? - No, it isn't.
哪有手機信號啊? Now, where can I find the signal for this?
我用拉丁語給你寫了首詩 想等你回來送給你. I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back.
模仿的是維吉爾的六步長短格詩, It was incentive of Virgil in dactylic hexameter,
上面寫的是如果我們在一起 兩個人會多甜蜜…. and it was all about what would happen if we were together in the [indistinct].
停. 太失禮了.別說了. Stop. Inappropriate. I don't wanna hear it.
我當時在圖書館 , 馬克培伯站在我身後看到了. So, I was in the library, and Mark Laub read it over my shoulder.
他能看懂嗎? 是啊 他還挺厲害的. He site-translated it? Oh, no, he was really good.
他連各種虛擬語氣都明白. He had like five hortatory subjunctives.
安，難道沒告訴他那只是一首詩 不是事實嗎? Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a fucking poem, that it never happened?
說了, 但是他不信,他就告到學院主任那裡去了. Yes, but he didn't believe me, so he went to the Department.
好像去年他的「貞潔」那篇論文. I guess he was really pissed about some B+ you gave him on a Lucretius paper last year.
我操! Fucking hell!
- 你是給他B+嗎? - 我不記得了, 安. - Did you give him a B+? - I don't remember, Anne.
還有那個婊子麥琪．哈曼 還添油加醋說看到 So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon, said she caught us that day
- 我沒穿襯衫和你在辦公室裡親熱. - Ohhh! - making out with my shirt off in your office. - Ohhh!
所以我去找她把真相告訴 可她還乞求她. So, I went to her, and I told her the truth, and I begged her.
但是當時門確實關著, 我也脫可衣服… But the door was closed, and I was partially undressed.
勞福林教授還在旁邊說, And then Professor Lockwood said that,
在現象的世界裡表象就是事實. in a world of phenomena, appearances are truth.
他就是一混球! Going around quoting the cynics. He's such a fucking lightweight!
- 好了 我不想再聽了. - 比爾! 你什づ時候能回來啊? - I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more. - Bill! When are you coming home?
別鬧了! 我不是告訴你別跟斯泰西鬧嗎! Stop it! I told you to leave Stacy alone!
她在學校說我壞話. She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school.
- 吃屎去吧，加布! - 那你先吃我的! - Eat shit, Gabe! - Well, after you eat mine!
你敢再說一遍試試，斯泰西質恩曼! Don't you dare speak to anyone that way, Stacy Feinman!
他總說髒話! 還罵你呢! He cusses all the time! And so do you!
你倆都給我乖乖呆在那! You both make spectacles of yourselves back there!
那爛披薩和紐約的根本沒法比! The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York!
那是我們唯一可以吃的披薩! Well, it is the pizza that we have!
對了你是不又向你媽要錢了? And, by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money?
親愛的我不想提這件事. Honey, I don't wanna talk about it.
- 你還有自尊嗎? - 當然有. - Don't you have any pride? - Of course, I do.
- 那是你媽! - 我們快破產了.蘇茜,破產! - It's your mother! - We're strangling, Suzie. Strangling!
信用卡的帳都支付不起. The credit card bills alone.
- 等我新的診所開張... - 什麼時候，你說啊? - 我告訴過你. 我告訴過你. - Now, until I get my practice up... - When? When? - I told you. I told you.
等孩子們在學校交到朋友, 然後我們就能認識那些家長. It's when the kids make friends at school, and we meet the parents.
我討厭學校的那些人!他們太爛了! 他們就是白癡! I hate the kids at school! They suck! They're a bunch of idiots!
今天早些時候發生了一起謀殺案, 羅特鮑姆先生在做完禱告後被殺. A brutal murder occurred earlier today, after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services.
- 我問你什麼時候? - 對啊,爸爸? - 大家都部給我安靜! - I said, when? - Yea, Dad? - Shh! Everyone be quiet!
警察說這是一起種族兇殺案. Sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime.
據說最後見到羅特鮑姆先生是在下午一點 Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 pm
在猶太教堂塔爾薩報道 . by fellow worshippers in Congregation Nevei Kodesh, here in Tulsa.
你是讓我一個人把三個孩子弄下車嗎? I'm supposed to get three kids out of the car by myself?
我有急事! Just give me a minute!
比爾．金凱德 Bill Kincaid
雨果中心高中 Hugo Central High School
親愛的我得… 別等我了! Honey! I'm just gonna, ah... Don't wait up for me!
什麼? What?
18O美元的確是有點貴 但你不裝子彈也沒法用啊. Well, 180 dollars will limit ya, but it don't mean you can't put a bullet
我真的不需要子彈 in there that's gonna pack a wallop.
其實這不關我事... 但你買槍不就是為了開槍嗎. I... I really don't need... need the bullets.
恩 我主要是想防身用. None of my business, friend, but you carry a firearm, you'd better be ready to use it.
Uh, huh. Well, ah, see, it's... it's really more for protection.
這些子彈火力很猛. Now, these here is hollow points.
我十分感激 但正如我說... I... I appreciate that, but, um, like I said, I... I'm content...
不用害怕 不會傷害到自己的. Dog eat dog. You wanna be the one who's chowin' down.
我沒那個打算. I really don't... I don't plan to chow down.
我只要槍吧. I'll just take the gun.
親愛的 你要相信我. Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey, you just got to trust me on this.
是的, 當然. Yes, right.
最晚明天晚上. Tomorrow night at the latest.
替我親孩子們. Just give 'em... Give everyone a big kiss.
我已經告訴你他在養老院待了一天. And I'm telling you, you was at that rest home, plain as day.
換了新髮型. 弄得自己像唱詩班的男孩一樣. And Erica. Looked like a choirboy.
他怎他怎麼可能同時在養老院可能同時在養老院? 這裡還有塔爾薩呢 So, how could he have been there, here, and in Tulsa?
他先去的塔爾薩再到這兒 He was in Tulsa before he was here.
真他媽浪費我時間. This is one big waste of my time.
我跟你說 別跟我囉嗦些沒用的. And I tell you what else! I'd better not hear about any vigilante bullshit.
知道為什麼他要去塔爾薩嗎? And you know why he would've been in Tulsa?
不知道，巴蒂 說吧! No, Buddy, educate me!
因為帕格．羅特鮑姆想要擴大業務. Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin' to make a lot more than grass down here.
- 誰告訴你的? - 帕格．羅特鮑姆 - Who told you that? - Pug Rothbaum
他要讓我和吉米徹底破產. He was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow.
他從帕格那借了二十萬.來買種植大麻的設備 He was into Pug for more than $200,000 for the equipment in his grow house.
你說的是真的, 巴蒂? You tellin' me the truth, Buddy?
你知道嗎, 在波士頓的河裡抓魚的經歷實在太棒了 Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be
excellent noodling in the rivers around Boston.
我知道. How about that.
一些事你會確信. Something you might want to confirm.
是啊 Okay
Hey Hey
不想再去看看媽媽嗎? You ain't gonna stop off and see mom one more time?
不想去了. I don't think so.
那好吧, 再見了. Well, I'll see ya when I see ya.
嘿. Hello, there.
你不是開玩笑吧. You have got to be kidding me.
- 你認識這人? - 算是吧. - You know this guy? - Sort of.
- 太像了. - 有什麼事兒嗎? - Well, I'll be damned. - How can we help ya?
好吧 我在飛機上見到的是你倆誰? Okay, ah, which of you was it I met on the airplane?
是你! 而你殺了帕格.羅特鮑姆! You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum!
- 科林 進屋! 快進屋去! - 不行! 誰也別進去! 都站那! - Get in the house! Get in the house! - No! Don't go there! Don't go there!
- 過去! - 你冷靜點! 你冷靜點n! - Over there! - Just calm down! Just calm down!
你冷靜點! 沒事! Calm down! It's all right!
都給我往後站，退後 No, no, you get back... Get back... No, no...
往後站，退後! No, no, no... Back! Back!
- 這裡面可是有很猛的子彈的! - 很猛的子彈? - I got hollow points! - Hollow points?
過去站一塊站緊些! Join it! Join over! Get in the cluster! Get in the cluster!
不這可不行我要趕飛機. No, this is not happening. I've got a plane to catch.
我恐怕不能讓你走. Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that.
別用槍對著我. You are not pointing that gun at me.
- 過去! - 這不可能! - Join the group! - This is not happening!
- 到他們那去! - 比爾, 比爾,過來吧. - Join the group! - Billy, Billy, come on.
謝謝! Thank you!
現在, 聽..., 聽著. Wha... Wha... Wha... Now, lis..., now, listen. Wha... Wha... Wha...
好了，你能不能別掄那槍了? Why don't you stop waving that thing around?
我不想有人挨槍子兒. I don't wanna hurt anyone.
那就好... 你能把槍放下嗎. No, all right. Then let's... let's just put the gun down, then.
我不過是想聊聊. I just wanna talk.
- 你為什麼要這樣? - 你飛來就是為了當他不在場的證明. - Why are you doing this? - You flew down here to be his alibi.
他是兇手, 而你就是同謀,這個州是信基督教的. Making him a murderer, and you an accessory, and this is a Christian state.
新約 舊約都說不可以殺人. We're very Old Testament, when it comes to murder.
他是死刑．而你會終生監禁! He'll get the chair, and you'll get life!
這他媽的到底是誰? Who the fuck is this guy?
事實上 我…你是牙醫對吧. You're an orthodontist.
我欠了很多債 我想開個新診所, I am drowning in debt! I've been trying to set up a new practice,
但上個診所的債還沒還! but I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one!
連醫療器械我部賣了! 我有老婆和三個孩子! Plus all the equipment! I have a wife and three kids!
那你他媽的怎麼不去死呢? Why don't you get to the fucking point?
我的孩子在學校交不到朋友! 這樣我也不能結交他們的父母 Until my kids can make friends at school, and we meet their parents!
不, 不, 不, 聽者. 比爾, 比爾, 嘿, 比爾! No, no, no, listen. Bill, Bill, hey, Bill!
- 我才是你在飛機上遇到的人! - 退回去! 退回去! 退回去! - I am a guy that you met on an airplane! - Keep back! Keep back! I said keep back!
- 你真想這麼幹嗎. - 我是認真的. - Really, really, please. - I really mean it.
快他媽退回去! Get the hell back!
開槍啊 打我好了. 我也不想活了 這樣最好 Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull. I give up. It's perfect.
對不起! 對不起! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
好了. 你回家吧. It's fine. Just go home.
- 比爾, 我們不能讓他走. - 讓他走吧 - Billy, we can't let him go now. - We are.
讓他走吧, 所有人都回家好了. Just let it go, and everybody just go home.
Go, go. Go, go.
-布萊迪! 布萊迪! - 嘿, 嘿, 你還想走! -Brady! Brady! - Hey, hey, you!
往哪兒走? Where do ya think you're going?
- 後退! - Aaahhh! - Get back! - Aaahhh!
- 比爾, 不! - Aaahhh! - Bill, no! - Aaahhh!
比爾! Brady!
珍妮特, 快打 911! Janet, call 911!
寶貝兒, 我想我媽是對的. Baby, I think my mama might have called it.
她是對的! She might have been right!
警察來了. Police coming.
比爾. 嘿, 比爾! Bill. Hey, Bill!
這需要輛救護車. We're gonna need an EMT.
- 比爾... 嘿, 比爾! - 比爾... 比爾... 比爾... - Bill... Hey, Bill! - Bill... Bill... Bill...
把槍給我! 給我. Gimme that! Gimme it.
看著我... 看著我... Look at me... at me...
去塔爾薩找那個人. Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa.
告訴她我在牆上所畫的那些. 其實什づ意義部沒有. All those drawings we did at Pug's. Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em.
答應我求你答應我. 答應我? Just promise me. You promise me?
你自己對她說吧. You're gonna tell her yourself.
好的. 比爾你沒有殺人. Okay. Now you ain't killed nobody.
第歐根尼．拉爾修斯和哲學家伊壁鳩魯 Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us the Greek philosopher, Epicurus's
關於死亡的對話告訴我們 . thoughts on death.
死亡來臨時恐懼是非理性的 It is irrational to fear an event,
也是沒有必要的, 因為死亡來臨時我們不再存在. if when that event occurs, we are not in existence.
只要我們存在死亡就不會來臨, And, since when death is, we are not, and when we are, death is not,
所以懼怕死亡是非理性的, then it's irrational to fear death.
伊壁鳩魯還說我們應該畏懼出生, One might just as well, Epicurus argued,
fear birth.
我比我弟弟布萊迪早出生幾分鐘. I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady.
他以自己的方式生活, 對恐懼的理解也不同於常人 He lived life on his own terms, indifferent to fear,
不同於他的家人或其他人. either his own, or those of others.
老實講. And, let's be honest.
以正常標準來說 —我弟弟是罪犯混蛋 一天哪. By any normal measure, my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuckup.
但我們在一起的那些年, But, in the years that we were together,
我們一起成長, when we were growing up,
他給了我這一生最快樂自在的生活 he gave me the happiest, freest times
而我卻不知道. that I will ever know.
我不明白為什麼過了這麼久 我才會意識到這些. I don't know why it took me so long to realize that.
因為自己的恐懼 我離開了小德克西. I left Little Dixie because of my own fears.
我最大的遺憾就是 My greatest regret is that
我沒能告訴他我當時有多痛苦 I never told him how difficult that really was.
博格，你哪來的這些疤? Bolger, how'd you get those scars?
- 和你弟弟在監獄時. - 我弟弟還蹲過監獄. - Prison, with your brother. - My brother wasn't in prison.
因為盜竊判了兩年 我猜他不想讓你知道. Two years on possession. I think he ain't wanted you to know that.
他還救過我的命呢 Saved my life, too.
有一次三個人拿刀就衝我來了 布萊迪跟瘋了一樣 Three guys jumped me with box cutters. Your brother, Brady, went berserk.
把他們部打跑了. Kept the both of us alive in there.
我真不敢相信他曾經… Can't believe he never...
可惜我沒法報答他了. Wished I could've repaid the favor.
So tell my baby I said so long So tell my baby I said so long
Tell my mother I did no wrong Tell my mother I did no wrong
Tell my brother to watch his own Tell my brother to watch his own
Tell my friends to mourn me none Tell my friends to mourn me none
I'm chained upon the face of time I'm chained upon the face of time
Feelin' full of foolish rhyme Feelin' full of foolish rhyme
There ain't no dark till something shines There ain't no dark till something shines
I'm bound to leave this dark behind I'm bound to leave this dark behind
你來這的目的是? So, to what do I owe this visit?
是我弟弟殺的帕格．羅特鮑姆. My brother killed Pug Rothbaum.
你弟弟? Your brother?
也是殺肯.費恩曼的人. Who's the... same man who was shot by Ken Feinman.
你有報警嗎? Have you told the police?
我會的. I will.
他想讓你知道這不是種族仇殺. He wanted you to know that it wasn't a hate crime.
我無法相信你弟弟不仇恨猶太人. I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews.
我知道 但他的確不那樣. I know, but he didn't.
我只好相信你了. Then I'll have to believe you.
還有什麼想說的嗎? Is there something else?
為什麼... 為什麼你認為... Why... Why do you think...
為什麼... Why do we...
我們是動物，金凱德教授. We are animals, Professor Kincaid.
只是我們不那樣想罷了. Brains that trick us into thinking we aren't.
那我該怎麼辦? What do I... What can I do with that?
- 還原. - 什麼? - Repair. - What?
我們所有人.你,我, All of us. You, me,
你弟弟, 帕格... your brother, Pug...
我們擾亂了這世界. We break the world.
去還原它吧. Help repair it.
嘿,過來. Hey, come on over here.
- 這是怎麼回事, 博格? - 讓比爾說吧. - What's this about, Bolger? - I'll let Billy speak.
坐吧. Have a seat.
說吧. Well, go on. Say whatcha got to say.
- 我弟弟有許多設備. - 那種植屋. - 對 - My brother had a lot of equipment. - His grow house. - Yea
我們和律師談過了. 警察不能沒收這些東西. We talked to a lawyer. The police can't confiscate it.
那是非常高級的裝置 水栽法. Now, it's a high quality system. It's hydroponic.
我準備把它賣給你. I'm proposing to sell it to you.
清單都在這了. That's the whole list.
我給你折扣價. That's at a... a discount price.
我可不想看這個. Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this.
為什麼? Why not?
因為你弟弟還沒還帕格這設備的錢. Because your brother never paid Pug for that equipment.
- 所以呢? - 那我幹嘛要花錢買? - So what? - So why I gotta pay you for it?
因為我弟弟死了. 我要付葬禮的錢. Because my brother is dead. I have to cover funeral costs.
他欠的債要還. He had bills that weren't paid.
還有他老婆 上要生孩子了 He had a mortgage, and his wife is expecting a baby now.
我要做的不過是還清他的債 Okay, all I'm trying to do is to cover his debts
再給他家人留一些 . and leave his family with a little something.
- 你難道不明白嗎? - 我也是他的債主. - Can you understand that? - Well, I'm one of his debts, see.
你弟弟和博格出獄之前 Ya know, before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary,
我是個俄克拉何馬州州的老太, I had this whole area, southeastern Oklahoma.
羅特鮑姆想要大麻也得來找我! And Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass!
你現在不是重新上位了嗎. And now you're going to have all of that again and better product besides.
而且貨比以前還要好! Your brother owes me that equipment!
-你弟弟欠我這設備? -得了吧 哥們兒你難道不想還原這世界嗎? Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world?
一什麼？ 一我們在擾亂這世界 你他媽就沒想過補救一下嗎？ - What? - We're breaking the world! Don't you want to fucking repair it?
我就想要這設備 然後你給我滾回 What I want is for you to give me that equipment and then to go back East
那些高級人住的東海岸 紐約之類的地方去. with all the other faggots who think that New York City is the only place on Earth.
我不在紐約. - I don't live in New York. - Well, that don't mean that
你比我們好不到哪去. you don't think you're better than us! Now, do it.
你知道嗎? 我們就是比你害! 我們用的是知識的力量! You know what? We are better than you! We use our powers of thought!
- 有本事就不要走! - 去死吧! - Don't you turn your back on me! - Fucking hick!
- 有本事別走! - 只管走.別回頭. - Don't you walk away! - Just keep walking. Don't look back.
- 我才不會像羅德的妻子. - 誰? - Watt's wife. - Who?
轉身就變成柱子了. She turned into a pillar of salt.
他媽的. Motherfucker.
救命! Help! Help me!
- 不行. - 快拔出來! - I can't. - Get it out!
-上面有箭頭. -救命 It's a bow. I think got a fletchette.
Oh, 天啊! 不, 不, 不! Oh, my God! No, no, no!
他被箭射中了! He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow!
家屬跟我來. Folks, wanna come with me.
箭和他心臟只差一英吋 Now, the arrow missed his heart by an inch
和脊椎只差幾英吋. and his spine by centimeters.
這對他意味著什づ? So, what does this mean for him?
他的恢復期會很長. Well, it'll be a long recovery.
我不說你知道 你救了他的命. I guess I don't need to tell ya this, but you saved his life.
[Baby crying] Yes, yes, yes, dear... [Baby crying] Yes, yes, yes, dear...
比爾, 要下雨了. Billy, it's fixin' to rain.
謝了, 媽媽. Thanks, mom.
我打算在這兒坐一會. Think I'm just gonna sit here for awhile.
在雨中嗎? In the rain?
我以前常常很害怕夏季的暴風雨. I used to be so scared of these summer storms.
而當我走後卻常懷念. And when I went East, I missed them.
以前我總是捂著耳朵躲進櫃子. I was so frightened, I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears.
但我討厭那樣. And I hated that.
所以我去圖書館, 去研究它們如何產生. So, I went to the library, and I studied them.
是什麼原因讓他們產生. Learned everything I could about them. How they happened. What made them happen.
那些雲層的名字. The name of every cloud.
然後呢? And?
還是一樣害怕 . They still happened.
介意我和你一起坐一會兒嗎? Mind if I stay out here with you?
我非常願意. I wish you would.
Lonely are the free Lonely are the free
'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em 'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em
They don't walk like you and me They don't walk like you and me
They just tumble in the breeze They just tumble in the breeze
Lighter than a feather all together separately Lighter than a feather all together separately
That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander, from post to in-between That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander, from post to in-between
From here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land From here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land
Lonely are the free Lonely are the free
The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong
You've known all along that you can't help but listen You've known all along that you can't help but listen
And now the moment's gone And now the moment's gone
It keeps you hanging on until the stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn It keeps you hanging on until the stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn
is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs
The silent are the strong The silent are the strong
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Every line was edited by Deb Ackley, Michigan, and took over 30 hours. Final version-06/23/10.