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翻譯 roaddog tong大梨 皮卡兵站起來了
我覺得昨晚很棒 I thought last night was great.
她是我前妻 She's my ex‐wife.
翻譯 Mint.X showeryhe Margaery
-你想讓我走嗎 -不 ‐ Do you want me to leave? ‐ No.
好了 開始有進展了 Okay, we are getting somewhere.
校對 Margaery
這么說你們現在是三人對了嗎 So you're a throuple now?
慢著 你說什么來著 Wait, wait, what are you, what are you saying?
-三人對 -兩人伴侶再加一人 ‐ Throuple. ‐ It's a couple plus one.
你想知道我能不能過了牧師這茬 You were wondering if I could get over the whole priest thing.
時間軸 啾啾啾 五香鴨脖
其實 我能 因為你不是真的牧師 Well, I can because you're not a real priest.
后期 漁夫
我不知道誰傷害了你 但是有人傷害過你 I don't know who hurt you, but somebody did.
你需要處理好自己的事情 You need to work on your own shit.
總監 Margaery
你是有什么毛病 What the hell is wrong with you?
你準備把生母條款就這么混在里面嗎 You were just gonna slip in that biological parent clause?
我要盡量為我家人考慮周全 I'm trying to do what's best for my family.
她就是你的家人 She is your family.
我不會簽婚前協議的 There's not going to be a prenup.
-我們還沒討論完這事 -去你的 ‐ We're not done discussing this. ‐ Fuck you.
我們得畫句號了 We need to end this.
我如今又該怎么辦呢 What am I supposed to do now?
我也不知道 I don't know.
我們怎么辦 你要出席公開場合 What do we do, huh? You've got an event.
我們準備好一起去了嗎 Do we all get ready together?
穿著拖地禮服 手牽著手 Hold hands in our floor‐length gowns?
我必須告訴你一件事 I have to tell you something.
-我懷孕了 -什么 ‐ I'm pregnant. ‐ What?
她所有事都是一個人承擔 She processes everything alone.
怎么才能讓她對我敞開心扉呢 I mean, how do I get her to open up to me?
因為我爸 It's my dad.
我恨他 因為他根本不明白 I hate him because he doesn't understand...
我只是想告訴你 我不需要你 I just wanted to let you know that I don't need you.
我只想要你 I just want you.
-你演得太棒了 -哪有 ‐ You are amazing. ‐ Shut up.
真的棒 我是認真的 No, you were. I'm serious.
貝特·波特 我要跟你談談 Hey, Bette Porter, I need to talk to you.
該死 Goddamn it!
別碰她 Keep your fucking hands off her.
我們現在在貝特·波特家門口 We're here outside Bette Porter's home
等待她有關競選的回應 awaiting answers from her campaign.
昨晚 市長候選人貝特·波特 Last night, mayoral candidate Bette Porter
據稱企圖傷害泰勒·亞當斯 allegedly assaulted Tyler Adams.
波特一直與此人的妻子有染 Porter has been having an affair with his wife,
盡管她最近剛剛在艾麗絲秀上否認此事 despite recently denying their status on The Alice Show.
她的競爭對手杰夫·米爾納承諾 Her opponent Jeff Milner is still committed to running
不會將此事作為選戰的黑料 但表示 a clean campaign, but couldn't help but mention he's not
他對波特近來犯的錯誤半點都不驚訝 the least bit surprised by Porter's latest missteps.
-艾麗絲 -艾麗絲 可以采訪一下你的看法嗎 ‐ Alice. ‐ Alice, can we get one comment, please?
你為她說謊了嗎 Did you lie for her?
你能回答一下問題嗎 Can you answer the question?
你有什么要為自己辯解的嗎 What do you have to say for yourself?
沒錯 但她這么做是完全沒有問題的 Right, but she was completely justified in doing so.
我只需要多一些時間 All I'm asking is for time.
在她作出決定前 She wants to talk to us and her family
她需要和她的家人商量 before she makes a decision.
-你好嗎 -天啊 他們真是魔鬼 ‐ Hey. ‐ God, they're animals.
太感謝你們過來了 真是不好意思 Thank you so much for coming. I'm sorry about all of this.
沒有的事 沒關系 No, no, it's okay.
這有關系 It's really not okay.
她可以挽回頹勢的 She can bounce back from this.
我真的真的 非常抱歉 艾麗絲 I'm really, I'm really sorry, Alice.
為哪件事抱歉 我在自己的秀上維護你嗎 For which part? For defending you on my show,
還是沒有告訴我你又開始見費利西蒂了 or for not telling me you started seeing Felicity again?
我 都很對不起 I'm... both. I'm sorry
-這兩件事 -你為什么不告訴我們 ‐ About both. ‐ Why didn't you tell us?
你看她干什么 Why are you looking at her?
聽著 這很復雜 Look, it's complicated,
并且 并且 and‐and‐and‐and
-她已經很不好受了 -見鬼 你知道 ‐ She's been through a lot. ‐ Holy shit. You knew?
-你早就知道 -冷靜點冷靜點 ‐ You knew? ‐ Calm down. Calm down.
別這樣 請別對她發火 No, no, please don't be mad at her.
媽呀 這簡直更糟 你們兩個 Oh, my God, this is so much fucking worse, you guys.
艾麗絲 我太抱歉了 Alice, I am so sorry.
-我現在不想和你說話 -艾麗絲 等一下 ‐ I can't do this right now. ‐ Alice, wait, just wait.
貝特 貝特 讓她走吧 Hey, Bette, Bette, Bette, let her go.
她會冷靜下來的 She'll cool off.
你還好嗎 You all right?
我不好 No.
安吉在這兒嗎 Is Angie here?
她去喬迪家過夜了 She spent the night at Jordi's.
我們昨晚之后都有點驚魂未定的 We're both pretty shaken up after last night,
我只想讓她開開心心的 and I just wanted her to go have fun.
-很好 -你懂的 ‐ Good. Yeah. ‐ You know?
-壞了 -怎么了 ‐ Shit. ‐ What?
我今天本來應該帶她去車管局的 I was supposed to take her to the DMV today.
她今天要駕照考試 She's supposed to have her driver's test today.
我怎么會忘了呢 How did I, how did I forget that?
-我要怎么帶她去呢 -你不能出去 ‐ How am I supposed to do that? ‐ You can't.
不管你去哪所有人都會跟著的 Everyone's gonna be following you everywhere.
天啊 天啊 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
沒事 沒事的 我有個辦法 All right, all right, all right. Here's an idea, here's an idea.
我反正今天要去酒吧 I have to go to the bar,
我之后可以接上奎拉 and then I have to go pick up Quiara,
然后我們帶她去 and then we can take her.
-真的 -當然 真的 ‐ Really? ‐ Yes, really.
為你赴湯蹈火 我的好朋友 Anything you want, my friend, anything you need.
怎么了 What?
我只是 I just...
跟我說說 怎么了 Talk to me. What?
我不能再這樣下去了 I can't do this anymore.
我不能 I can't.
-我做不到 -好 什么 ‐ I can't do it. ‐ Okay, what‐what‐what...
-這個太 我做不到 -你做不到什么 - That's just... I can't. ‐ What‐what can't you do, Bette?
我不行 我要退出競選 I can't. I... I have to drop out.
波特 你想的話 隨時都可以退出 Bette, you are allowed to drop out any time you want.
沒錯 That's right.
-沒錯 對的 -是的 ‐ That's right. Okay. ‐ Yeah.
這就是我想要的 我要退出 That's what I need. I'm gonna do it
就是現在 趕緊完事 right now, just get it over with.
貝特 我 Hey, Bette, I...
貝特 貝特 我能幫你擺脫這件事 Bette. Bette. Bette, I can get you out of this.
-只要給我一分鐘 -不 不 結束了 ‐ I just need one minute. Just give me‐‐ ‐ No, no. It's over.
我受不了了 I can't want this anymore.
-你不能出去 -我受不了了 ‐ You cannot go out there. ‐ I can't.
你沒權利指揮我要怎么做 You cannot tell me what to fucking do.
安吉給我打電話了 Angie called me.
蒂娜 Tina.
拉字至上:Q世代 第一季 第六集 《懸念》
早上好 Good morning.
我快要渴死了 I am fucking parched.
我馬上回來 I'll be right back.
別喝酒 我在這陪著你呢
糟糕 Fuck.
糟糕 糟糕 Fuck. Fuck.
一杯巴克泡騰酒 沒有冰了 One mimosa, no ice for you.
不 這不是 Um, no, that's not a...
這不是個好主意 that's not a good idea.
我需要 Um, I need to...
我得給我的互助對象打電話 I need to call my sponsor.
我得去戒酒會 Um, I need to go to a meeting.
-夏恩 -你們在搞什么 ‐ Shane, um... ‐ What the fuck is this?
我很抱歉 Um, I'm sorry.
你知道我可以因為這個開了你 對吧 You know this is a fireable offense, right?
是的 我知道 Yes, of course.
我們只是 喝了幾杯而已 Well, we were just having a couple drinks.
我以為你已經戒了 I thought you were sober.
我之前是戒了 I was.
好吧 把這亂七八糟的收拾一下 All right, just clean this shit up.
好的 Yeah.
苔絲 我很抱歉 我 Tess, I am so sorry. I did...
沒事 不用道歉 No, please. Don't apologize. Um...
這些都不是你的錯 好嗎 None of this is your fault, okay?
見鬼 Fuck.
不 如果她做好批注 No. If she has notes,
她就要在三點之前給你 she has to get 'em into you by three o'clock,
否則就排不進去了 對的 or they're not gonna be folded into the network cut. Yes.
我周二復工 I'll be back in the office Tuesday.
我走得太急了 抱歉 Sorry I left in such a hurry.
謝謝理解 Thanks for understanding.
好的 我回頭打給你 再見 Okay. I'll call you later. Bye.
-抱歉 -沒事 ‐ Sorry about that. ‐ No, it's okay.
戲劇怎么樣 How was the play?
哪部分 Which part?
喬迪表現得怎么樣 Well, was Jordi good?
安吉說她很緊張 Angie said she was nervous.
她表現得很好 但是 She was great... but...
怎么 What?
我不知道我對她是什么感覺 I don't know how I feel about her.
什么意思 What do you mean?
她讓我緊張 She makes me nervous.
像我們女兒那樣的孩子 Well, anyone that likes our daughter
就是會讓我們緊張 is gonna make us nervous.
你覺得她們發生關系了嗎 Do you think they've had sex?
沒有 No.
她們甚至都沒接吻呢 They haven't even kissed yet.
那挺好 Good.
我感覺 那是為數不多的 我做對了的事情 Well, that's one thing I've done right, I guess.
你做了很多對的事 You are doing a lot right.
你想說說昨天晚上發生什么了么 Do you want to tell me what happened last night?
我們都正要離開劇院 Well, we were, um... we were all leaving the play.
我 安吉 和喬迪 It was me and Angie and Jordi.
我還沒看到人 And... and I could hear him
就聽到他在吼 before I saw him, you know?
吼著我的名字 He was screaming my name.
我手上拿著車鑰匙 I had the car keys,
我給安吉 叫她趕緊上車 and I‐I gave them to Angie, and I said, "Get to the car."
然后...他沖上臺階跑到我面前 And then... and then he comes barreling up the stairs at me.
安吉站到我們中間 And then Angie stepped in between us,
像要保護我似的 almost like to protect me or something.
然后他 And then he, uh...
把她推到地上 he pushed her down to the ground.
他居然敢碰我們的女兒 He put his hands on our daughter,
還他媽把她推到地上 and he fucking pushed her to the ground.
所以我 So, I‐I...
就推了他 他往后跌 I pushed him, and he fell backwards,
我有一瞬間還想著... and I thought for a second...
好吧 Okay.
他會提起訴訟嗎 Is he, um... is he gonna press charges?
我也不知道...不知道 I don't know. I don't know...
我也不知道會發生什么 I don't know what's gonna happen.
見鬼 Oh, shit, um...
我得接 I got to take this, okay?
是 我到了 沒事 Yes, I'm here. It's okay.
一切順利 我 Everything's okay. I...
還沒見到她呢 No, I haven't seen her yet.
抱歉沒打招呼就走了 I'm sorry I didn't call you before I left.
現在不太方便 可以稍后打給你嗎 It's not a good time. Can I call you back?
真煩死了 Just so fucking annoyed!
看得出來 I can tell.
從那片三明治就能看出來 Really going in on that sando.
她早上四點就出門 Oh. She left at four o'clock in the morning,
之后就沒聯系過我 and I haven't heard from her since.
是啊 Yeah.
有點像我媽 Kind of reminds me of my mom.
是嗎 What?
嗯 她超冷艷 Yeah. She's like a super‐cold hot lady.
誰 丹妮還是你媽 Who? Dani or your mom?
都是 Both.
知道嗎 You know what?
你真的好變態 You... you're a fucking freak.
嗯 你喜歡啊 Yeah, you love it.
你也會喜歡我媽的 她很辣 超受歡迎 You'd like my mom. She's hot. She's a fucking stud.
你以為這雙腿遺傳的誰 Where do you think these legs came from?
這張臉蛋呢 怎么 逗我呢 This face? What, are you kidding me?
是啊 起碼你還和我聊天 Oh, yeah, well, at least you talk to me.
我當然要跟你聊天 Of course I talk to you.
我喜歡和你聊天 I love talking to you.
你是最好的 姐們 You're, like, the freaking best, dude.
既然你那么喜歡和我聊天 Well, if you love talking to me so much,
要不說說昨晚怎么回事 why don't you tell me what happened last night?
要不這樣 我先整一個三明治 You know what? I'm gonna crush this sando first,
然后去奶泳 and then go take a nip dip.
奶泳 Nip dip.
剛想出來的 I just came up with that.
像詩人一樣 Like a poet.
像普通版的艾米莉·狄克斯坦 Like a regular Emily Dickerstein.
她傻傻的 She a little stupid.
這么說太嚴重了 That's utterly inflammatory.
根本不是襲擊 It was not an assault.
任何像樣的母親在那種情況下都會那么做 She did what any decent mother in her situation would do.
不是 這不是官方聲明 No. That is not our official statement.
當然 有的話我們會第一時間告訴你 Yeah. You'll be the first to know when we have one.
-該死 -怎么了 ‐ Fuck. ‐ What's going on?
我正努力讓資助者信任貝特 Trying to convince donors to trust Bette,
但這很難 因為我都無法信任她 but it's a hard sell because I don't fucking trust her.
我知道這很難 I know this is hard.
對所有人都很難 It's hard on all of us.
不好意思 你什么時候發現 I'm sorry, when did you find out
貝特和費利西蒂還在睡的 that Bette was still sleeping with Felicity?
因為我是今早發現的 Because I found out this morning.
-我只是干好本職工作而已 -丹妮 ‐ I was just doing my job. ‐ Dani,
-你該告訴我的 -那也不會有區別 ‐ you should've told me. ‐ It wouldn't have made a difference.
我不喜歡被騙 I don't like being lied to.
你搞了那么久的政治 You've been in politics for so long,
我還以為你已經適應了呢 I thought you'd be used to it by now.
我的工作內容都是給那些我認為 I have spent my career supporting people
會造成最少傷害的人提供支持 who I believe would do the least harm.
而貝特本應該做得更好 And Bette was supposed to be better than that.
我很抱歉她讓你失望了 I'm sorry she disappointed you.
不只是我 丹妮 而是我們 It's not about just me, Dani, it's about us.
你 我 中心的孩子們 You, me, those kids at the center.
我是一個跨男 I'm a trans man.
看著貝特·波特那樣的人成為市長 And seeing someone like Bette Porter become mayor
意味著我們的生活現狀可能得到改善 means that‐that people like me might live a better life.
她本應該是去開拓鋪路 I mean, she was supposed to be the one to pave the way
這樣有朝一日我們能夠上任 so that someone like me could be in charge someday.
我明白 但她仍然可能勝出 I understand that, but she can still win.
很多人都想找理由 You know, people have been looking for any reason
破壞競選 而她提供了很多材料 to write off this campaign, and she has given them plenty.
你完全有理由生氣 You have every right to be mad,
但你不能否認她自有特別之處 but you can't deny that she's special.
她能鼓舞人心 She's inspiring.
每一天她都在給我激勵 She inspires me every day.
以前從沒人給過我這種感覺 I've never felt like that about anyone before.
我知道你暫時很難看出來 I know it might be hard for you to see right now,
但她值得 but she's worth it.
我明白了 I see.
什么 What?
是啊 Yeah.
這對你有別的意義 Yeah, this is, this is something else for you.
那句話是什么意思 What's that supposed to mean?
你已經被她影響了 She's gotten to you.
不是 沒有 No, no, she hasn't.
-這是... -祝你好運 ‐ This is... ‐ Good luck.
-你要去哪兒 -其實 ‐ Where are you going? ‐ You know,
我之前非常希望她是改變世界的那個人 I really wanted her to be the one to change the world,
不過我大概只能靠自己了 but I think I'm gonna have to do it on my own.
再見 丹妮 Goodbye, Dani.
你覺得她表現如何 How do you think she's doing?
-她會過的吧 -放輕松 ‐ She's gonna pass, right? ‐ Relax.
我相信她表現不錯的 I'm sure she's doing fine.
-她看起來很聰明 -她就是個天才 ‐ She seems like a smart kid. ‐ No, she's a fucking genius.
我只是覺得這些人靠不住 I just don't trust these people.
見鬼了 Like, holy shit.
你是奎拉 You're Quiara.
-是的 -天啊 我好喜歡你去年 ‐Yeah. ‐Oh, my God, I loved your set
在格拉斯頓伯里音樂節上的表演 at Glastonbury last year. I...
真是棒極了 It was absolutely amazing.
謝謝 Thank you.
是否方便跟你合照一張呢 Do you mind if I take a picture with you?
沒事 來吧 No, not at all. Let's do it.
要我來照嗎 You want me to do it?
好的 謝謝 Yes, thank you.
-好了嗎 -好了 ‐ You ready? ‐ Yes.
好的 一 二 Okay. One, two...
三 好了 Three. All right.
-非常感謝 -應該的 ‐ Thank you so much. ‐ Of course.
-見到你很高興 -我也是 ‐ Nice meeting you. ‐ You, too.
-她很有品味 -別說了 ‐ She's got good taste. ‐ Oh, shut up.
怎么樣 So?
過了 I passed.
-我就知道 我就知道你肯定過 -棒 ‐ I knew it. I knew you would. ‐ Yes!
當然 Yeah.
好了 那么 你知道那是什么意思 All right, well, you know what that means.
怎么 你什么意思 What? What do you mean?
你想去哪就去哪兒 Anywhere you want to go.
真的嗎 Really?
-當然 -當然 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Yeah.
好啊 Okay.
-好 太好了 出發吧 -走吧 ‐ Okay, sweet. Let's go. ‐ Let's do it.
-準備好了嗎 -當然 ‐ Ready? ‐ Yes.
好的 寶貝 走吧 All right, honey, let's go.
你們真該看到她們的表情 You should've seen their faces.
她們 They were, like...
嚇壞了又充滿愧疚 知道那種表情嗎 you know, shocked but guilty. You know that look?
她怎么就不告訴我呢 Why didn't she just tell me?
我又不是會亂說的人 It's not like I'm gossipy.
我不是 I'm not.
那只是給我的設定而已 That's just my persona.
她很可能只是害怕 She was probably just scared.
-怕什么 -你也知道 ‐ Of what? ‐ You know,
在生活中 有時候 我們會用回避的方式 sometimes, in life, we avoid the people
對待那些會說真話的人 who are gonna tell us the truth.
好吧 沒什么幫助 Okay. This isn't helping.
你是她的好朋友 Hey. You're a really good friend to her.
-嗯 -謝謝 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Thank you.
-嗯 沒錯 -謝謝 ‐ Yeah, you are. ‐ Thank you.
你很棒 我也很抱歉 You're amazing. I'm sorry.
看到你們我好想回老家啊 Y'all are making me so homesick.
真希望我的好朋友也在洛杉磯 I wish my best friends lived in L. A.
我們不是朋友 We're not friends.
好吧 Okay.
你們要買單嗎 Um. Are y'all ready for the check?
-嗯 買單真是太好了 -要不這樣吧 ‐ Yeah, check would be awesome. ‐ You know what?
我們還要等一會兒 I think we're gonna need a minute.
好的 那我等會兒再過來吧 Okay, I'll just be back in a sec, then. Yeah.
我好喜歡你的節目 I love your show.
謝謝 Oh, thank you.
棒極了 Ugh, great.
我做錯什么了 What did I do?
那幅畫是新的 That's new.
我喜歡 I like it.
謝謝 Oh. Thanks.
我兩個月前在費伊/克萊恩畫廊買的 Got it a couple months ago at Fahey/Klein.
我想念那地方 I miss that place.
-謝天謝地 -她通過了 - Oh, thank God. - She passed.
要是沒過 她八成會怪我 She probably would've blamed me if she hadn't.
我討厭教她學車 You know, I hated teaching her.
我一直都特別恐慌 I just panicked the whole time.
我教她側方停車的時候把她氣瘋了 She got so mad when I was teaching how to parallel park
最后她趕我下車 that she actually made me get out of the car
只許我在停車場另一頭看著她 and watch her do it from the other side of the parking lot.
天啊 她真像你 Oh, my God, she is so much like you.
也真像你 You, too.
希望我們沒有把她毀完 I hope we haven't screwed her up entirely.
我是說我 我希望自己沒有毀了她 I mean me. I hope I haven't just screwed her up.
你是個好媽媽 You're a good mom.
你也是 So are you.
我很高興你能給她那么多空間 I'm just glad that you were able to create so much space for her.
當然 Of course.
怎么了 What?
沒什么 你就... Nothing. You just...
那可不是你的天性 That doesn't come natural to you.
什么意思 What are you saying?
你從沒那么對過我 You could never do that for me.
你只是... You just...
占去了那么多空間 took up so much space.
知道嗎 從我記事起 You know, for as long as I can remember,
我就一直知道自己想要什么 I've been able to identify what I want
也一直愿意去追求 and I've been willing to pursue it.
你真覺得我該為此道歉嗎 Do you really think I should apologize for that?
我沒讓你道歉 I'm not asking you to apologize.
但我絕對把你的事業 你的感受放在第一位 But I definitely put your career first, your feelings first--
我從沒要求你那么做 I never asked you to do that.
你不必要求 一切都在你的時間線上 You didn't have to. Everything was on your timeline,
你的計劃里 on your terms.
我覺得這話不公平 I don't think that's fair.
你當然覺得了 Of course you don't.
因為你從來不會錯 Because you're never wrong.
看看周圍吧 我天天都在犯錯 Look around. I am wrong all the fucking time.
你還在見那個女人嗎 Are you still seeing that woman?
我昨天跟她分手了 I broke up with her yesterday.
在這一切發生之前 Before any of this even happened.
我早該那么做的 Just should've done it sooner.
那樣的確會有幫助 That would have been helpful.
基特死的時候 是費利西蒂陪著我 You know, Felicity was there for me when Kit died.
我希望我當時在場 I wish I could've been there.
你至少可以去參加她的葬禮 You could have at least come to the funeral.
那只會讓你更難過 I would have made it harder for you.
我是想保護你 I was trying to protect you.
那怎么算保護了 How was that protecting me?
我們當時剛剛離婚 We had just gotten divorced.
我才搬走 I had just left.
如果我出現 那會很讓人不解的 It would have been very confusing if I had shown up.
真是狗屁借口 Such a bullshit excuse.
我們需要那空間 We needed that space.
你需要那空間 You needed that space.
我需要那空間 I needed that space.
你該去的 You should have been there.
我還以為你是我的家人 I thought you were my family.
好吧 Whoa. All right.
如果你愿意 可以問我借泳衣的 Yeah, you can borrow a bathing suit if you want, you know.
不 我喜歡敞開胸懷 Nah, I like to be free.
你真行 You're a mess.
妹子 別那么說 我昨晚過得很慘的 Dude, don't say that. I had a dark night last night, okay?
你不用為苔絲的行為負責 好吧 Bro, you are not responsible for-for Tess's actions, all right?
我知道 但我搞砸了 我知道 No, I know, but I fucked up, dude. I know I did.
不不不 她是個成年女性 No, no, no, no, no. She's a grown-ass woman.
你在不在她都會喝酒的 She was gonna drink with or without you.
可能吧 Maybe.
我很殘缺嗎 Am I, like, broken?
什么 What?
沒有 No.
是 但是... No, but...
我說真的 I mean, seriously. Like...
如果我永遠沒辦法好好生活呢 What if I can never, like, get my shit together?
我是受了太多傷 沒法和別人在一起嗎 Like, am I too damaged to be with somebody?
不 妹子 No. Dude, no.
你...你不是 You're-you're not damaged.
那她為什么不愿和我在一起 Then why won't she be with me?
該死 Oh, fuck.
我好想麗貝卡 Oh, I miss Rebecca.
永別了 Goodbye, forever.
不 好吧 Oh, no. Okay.
那我能怎么做 怎么幫你 Well-well, what can I do? How can I help?
你... Hey, do you, um...
你想吃凍酸奶嗎 我們可以去吃 You want some Froyo? I can rally up for some Froyo.
不 我只是不想再有這種感覺了 No, I just don't want to feel like this anymore.
見鬼 好吧 Fuck. All right. Okay.
管它的 我們今晚出去 Fuck this. We're going out tonight.
好好找點樂子 We need to have some fun.
真的嗎 Really?
你和我 嗨到炸 Fucked up. You and me.
姐妹之夜嗎 Bro night?
-姐妹之夜 -太好了 - Bro night! - Shut up!
-姐妹之夜 -太棒了 姐妹之夜 - Bro night! - Ha! Yes! Bro night!
-棒 -來吧 - Yes! - Let's do it.
這是喬迪家嗎 Is this Jordi's house?
是的 Yep.
好吧 All right.
你怎么知道自己愛不愛一個人 How do you know if you love someone?
你想幫幫我嗎 Uh, do you want to help me out with this?
怎么說呢... Well, um...
好吧... Okay. Um...
我之前有次為法國《時尚》拍照 I had this photo shoot for French Vogue.
-天啊 -好吧 - Oh, God. Oh. - Okay.
你要說那個 You're doing that.
-對 我就是要說 -好 - Yeah, I'm doing that to you. - All right.
我走進攝影棚 Um, and I walked into the studio
第一次見到了她 and I saw her for the first time.
她閃著圣光 在那走來走去 And she was backlit, and she was moving.
知道嗎 你的回憶非常戲劇化 You know what, your memory is very dramatic.
請告訴她真實發生的事 Just-just tell her what really happened, please.
好吧 那個攝影師... Okay. Okay. So, this photographer,
是個法國男人 um, this French dude.
-叫伯納德 -不 杰拉德 - His name was Bernard. - Yeah. No, Gerard.
-杰拉德 對 -杰拉德 - Gerard, yes. - Gerard.
他叫我去擺姿勢 Um, he calls me to set.
而你的夏恩叔叔拒絕了 And your Uncle Shane here says no.
不是因為我無禮或者刁難他 Not because I was being rude or difficult.
是因為你還沒準備好 It's because you weren't ready yet,
-他又在一直催我 -好吧 - and he was rushing me along. - Okay.
但他開始對她大吼 But he starts yelling at her,
用法語叫她"拉普湯" in French. Calls her la putain.
-拉普湯 -那是什么意思 - La putain. - What does that mean?
"婊子" "Bitch."
結果那正好是她懂的唯一一個法語詞 Which happens to be the only word in French she knows.
當然了 Of course.
-他就是個混蛋 -的確 - He was a fucking dick. - He was.
所以我站出來 開始幫他翻譯 So I stepped in and I start translating for him.
她自然就覺得我是跟他一伙的 And, automatically, she assumes that I'm on his side.
那你要我怎么想 我又不會說法語 Well, what-what do you expect me to think? I don't speak French.
-是 真可憐 -是 但我... - No, you don't. It's really sad. - No, I don't. But can I--
讓我來告訴你開心的部分 好吧 Let me-- let me tell you the-the happy part, okay?
-你約我出去吃晚餐 -是的 - You asked me out to dinner. - I did.
記得嗎 Remember?
吃完飯 我們在城里閑逛 And then, afterward, we walked around the city.
然后我們好像一直逛到了日出 And I think we walked till the sun came up,
-是不是 -是的 - didn't we? - We did.
對 她問了我很多關于我的問題 Yes. She asked me so many questions about myself.
-我沒有 -一大堆 - No, I didn't. - Too many.
-沒有 -天啊 她簡直住不了嘴 - I didn't. - Oh, my God, she wouldn't stop.
然后... And...
重點是... The-the point is,
我很注重隱私 I'm a private person,
可即使那樣 我還是很想讓她了解我 but, despite all of that, I still wanted her to know me.
你知道嗎 You know?
是 Yeah.
我... I...
是 我完全明白 Yeah, I totally get that.
喬迪也是一樣 And, like, Jordi's the same way,
我也想讓她了解我 and... I-I want her to know me, too.
但這...很嚇人 你懂嗎 But it's just-- it's scary. You know?
是 我懂 Yeah. I know.
而且對我來說最難的 And the hardest part for me was
是我第一次對她說 the moment right before I told her
我愛她的那一刻前 I loved her for the first time.
我知道我愛她 知道我想告訴她 And I knew I did. I knew I wanted to tell her,
但我不知道她會不會說出一樣的話 but I didn't know if she would say it back.
是 Yeah.
-你說了嗎 -當然說了 - Did you? - Of course I did.
馬上就說了嗎 Right away?
-是的 -不是 - Yes! - No.
-我也說了 -不 你沒有 - Hey, I did, too. - No-no, you didn't.
她停頓了好久 She took this long pause.
-沒有 -別呀 - No. No. - Oh, no.
我要呼吸 所以我就吸了一口氣 I had to breathe, so I inhaled.
你看 呼吸 好吧 There. The breath. Yes.
但是如果她不愛我呢 Yeah, but what if she just doesn't love me back?
那就是她的損失了 Well, then she's really missing out.
對 Yeah.
不幸的是 驗證的方法只有一種 And unfortunately, there's only one way to find out.
該死 Fuck.
聽著 Look...
你可是安吉·柯納德 you're Angie Porter-fucking-Kennard.
可別忘了 Don't you forget it.
趕緊下車 表明你的心意 So get your ass out of this car and go speak your mind,
不管怎樣我們都在這里等你 because we're gonna be here either way.
-好 -好嗎 - Okay. - All right?
-去吧 -好 - Go get 'em. - Okay.
-去吧 -你可以的 - Go. - Yeah, you got it.
好了 Okay.
-祝我好運 -你不需要運氣 - Wish me luck. - You don't need luck.
-當然了 -你不需要運氣 - Of course. - You don't need luck.
好吧 Okay.
我去 Ooh, shit.
天啊 God.
天啊 我給她的建議沒錯吧 Oh, God, I gave her the right advice, right?
-嗯 你做的很好 -你確定嗎 - Yeah, you did good. - You sure?
你做得很好 Yeah, you did great.
好吧 喬迪那孩子最好也說愛她 All right, that fuckin' Jordi kid better say it back to her.
-要不然呢 -要不然 - Or what? - Or what?
我就給她媽打電話 I'll call her mother, is what.
-我沒開玩笑 -好吧 - I'm not kidding. - Okay.
她會接到電話的 She's gonna get a call.
怎么樣 How'd it go?
很好 我通過了 It went great. I, uh, I‐I passed.
這是我開車來的第一個地方 And this is the first place-I drove.
好 你落了什么東西嗎 Nice. Did you forget something?
沒有 我什么東西都沒忘 No. I didn't forget anything.
那有什么事 So what's up?
怎么了 What?
我好喜歡看你這樣 I love seeing you like this.
-像這樣嗎 -對 - What, like this? - Yeah.
我知道你害怕 I know you're scared.
但是這就是我想要的 But this is what I want.
所以 So,
昨晚挺緊張的 last night was intense.
對 是啊 Yeah, it was.
你媽媽怎么樣了 How's your mom?
她沒事 我給蒂娜媽媽打電話了 She's okay. I called Mama T,
她來了 能幫上忙 and she's here, so that helps.
-很好 -是啊 - Nice. - Yeah.
但是 But, um...
好奇怪 it's so weird.
昨晚發生這一切的時候 The whole time that it was happening last night...
我意識到 我想要做的 I realized that all I wanted to do
就是要確保你的安全 was make sure that you were okay.
我知道我們做了一段時間的朋友了 And I know we've been friends for a while now,
我 我也很喜歡 and I... and I love that,
我不想搞砸 所以如果一會結局不太好的話 a‐and I don't want to mess that up, so if this goes badly,
你就 當這一切都沒發生過 just... forget, like, this ever happened.
但是我 But I...
我喜歡你 I like you.
我真的喜歡你 I really like you.
我 I...
就是那種喜歡你 I‐I, like, like like you,
我還覺得 and I think...
我覺得我愛你 I think I love you.
我想知道你愛不愛我 And I... I-I want to know if you do, too.
愛 Yeah.
-是嗎 -愛 - Yeah? - I do.
我也喜歡你 I like you, too.
我也愛你 I... I love you, too.
那 So...
太好了 我說對了吧 Oh, yeah! I told you!
我說對了吧 我說對了 I told you! I told you!
天啊 Oh, gosh.
真美好 Oh, it's so cute.
好吧 All right.
好吧 All right?
是的 Yeah.
真的嗎 Yeah?
-我同意 -真的嗎 - I'm in. - Yeah?
天啊太好了 Oh, my God, yes.
天啊 我的車窗下不來了 我需要新鮮空氣 Oh, my God. My window won't go down. I need air.
-空調開到最大了 -好吧 - AC's on full blast. - Okay.
-我感覺 -我只是需要新鮮空氣 - I feel like... - I just need some air.
你按喇叭他們就走得更慢了 If you honk, they're gonna go slower!
她知道 她故意這么做就是為了折磨我 She knows that-- she's doing it on purpose to torture me.
我覺得不是這樣的 娜塔 Well, I don't think that's true, Nat.
好吧 一個問題 Okay, one question.
昨晚 我們手牽著手的時候 Last night, when we all held hands...
那是什么意思 what did that mean?
那意味著我們可以偷偷牽手 It meant that we could hold hands in the dark.
好吧 Okay.
不 我不想再回到柜子里 Okay, no, I'm not interested in going back in the closet,
-謝謝 -天啊 - Thank you. - Oh, my God.
沒人求著你這么做 Nobody's asking you to do that.
除非你 Well, except that you are...
正要求她再回到柜子里 好吧我們 technically asking her to go back in the closet... well, us.
這是一個能裝下三個人的步入式衣柜 It's a big, walk-in closet with room for three adults.
快他媽走啊 Fucking go!
我覺得這樣很荒謬 I think it's absurd
跟誰都沒說卻告訴了陌生人 to tell strangers when we haven't told anyone else.
沒事 沒事 That's fine. That is fine.
我只是覺得 我們需要一步一步來 I just think we need to take, you know, steps...
然后再聊一聊 and-and talk about the...
-這個 -怎么回事 - You know, this. - What's going on here?
你為什么站在她那邊 Why are you taking her side?
娜塔 Nat.
我只是說我們不是朋友 All I said was that we weren't friends.
她不知道那是什么意思 She had no idea what that meant.
我非常確定她知道 I'm pretty... I'm pretty sure she knew what that...
餐館里是怎么回事 what was going on at the... restaurant.
-你知道嗎 -我不這么想 - And you know what? - I don't think so.
我說得很清楚了 很清楚 I made it very clear--very clear
在告訴孩子們之前 that I didn't want to tell anyone
我不想告訴任何人 until we told the kids.
順便說一下 我們是不會告訴孩子們的 And by the way, we're not telling the kids.
這就太不好做了 Well, that is gonna be tough.
-因為 -你瘋了吧 對 - Because... - That's insane. Yeah,
因為孩子們已將開始問東問西的了 because the kids are already asking questions.
-對 -他們也會想知道 - Yeah, they are. - And they're wondering
為什么我最近總是待在家里 why I've been staying at the house so much.
很正常的問題 Valid, valid question.
我覺得 我覺得我們需要深呼吸 好嗎 I think... I think we need to just breathe, okay?
我在呼吸呢 I'm breathing.
然后我們要平安地到家 And we're gonna just get home safely.
今天就去他媽的吧 This day needs to go fuck itself.
你是說我開車開得有問題嗎 Is that directed at my driving?
不 但你的確開得像有人追你似的 No. But you do drive like you're being chased.
對 所以我才要坐后座 Yeah, that's why I'm in the backseat.
效率高的司機 Efficient driver.
達娜酒吧
再來一杯 One more, please!
四杯了 That's four.
虐爆你 丫頭 虐爆你 I got you beat, girl. I got you beat!
好吧 所以你喝多了就刻薄 Okay, so you're a mean drunk.
我不刻薄 我從來不刻薄 I'm not mean. I'm never mean.
-你知道誰刻薄嗎 -誰 - You know who's mean? - Who?
丹妮 那個小王八蛋 Dani. Little fucking fuck.
她要求了點個人空間不代表她就刻薄 Dude, just because she asked for space does not make her mean.
她就是刻薄 Oh, she's mean.
而且還性感 And hot.
你知道還有誰很性感嗎 Oh. You know who else is hot?
麗貝卡 Rebecca?
貝特·波特 Bette Porter.
不不不 別這樣 No, no, no, no. Don't do that.
你別這樣 Let's not do that.
怎么了 我只是說 What? I'm just sayin'...
她很性感 She's hot.
我有眼睛 我看得出來 I got eyes, and I can fuckin' see.
-好嗎 -好吧 你喝多了 還很偏執 - Okay? - Okay, you're very drunk and very paranoid.
要不然她怎么再也不說我好看了 How come she never says that I'm pretty anymore, you know?
我挺漂亮的吧 I am... I'm pretty, right?
你很漂亮 You're very pretty.
我覺得苔絲有話要跟你說 I think Tess wants to talk to you.
該死 Fuck.
我該去和她談談 I should go talk to her.
去和她聊聊吧 Yeah, go talk to her.
真希望丹妮肯跟我聊 I mean, I wish Dani would talk to me.
好吧 你冷靜點 Okay, calm yourself.
好吧 Okay.
我要去找她聊了 肯定很棒 I'm gonna go talk to her. It's gonna be great.
你可以的 You got this, buddy.
你不用這么別扭 You don't have to make this weird.
你可以和我正常說話 You can just talk to me.
好 我不覺得哪里別扭 Okay. I‐I don't feel like I'm being weird.
我現在很別扭嗎 Am I... am I being weird?
是 很奇怪 Yeah. Very.
好 我猜我能察覺到 Okay. Yeah, sure, I guess I could see that.
你以前跟朋友睡過嗎 Have you ever slept with a friend before?
沒 就跟路人和牧師睡過 Nope. I sleep with strangers and priests.
這樣 什么時候你不把事情弄得很奇怪了 Okay. Well, it's only fun if you...
什么時候才能盡興 don't make it weird.
好 我之前不知道 Okay, great. I didn't know that.
還有 我們不會再搞到一起了 And... it's never gonna happen again.
這個我之前也不知道 Oh. I didn't know that, either.
我今天學到了很多 I'm learning so much today.
你真可愛 You're so cute.
謝謝 你真 性感 Thank you. You're... very hot.
我這么說沒事吧 Am I allowed to say that?
-沒事 -因為我們是朋... ‐ It's fine. ‐ Cause we're fr‐‐ Okay.
-懂了 -好 ‐ Copy that. ‐ Good.
太好了 Great.
我不過是老了點 Just because I got a fade,
不代表我就不想 it don't mean that I don't want her
-她夸我漂亮 你懂吧 -懂 - to tell me I'm pretty. You know? ‐ Yeah.
你以前絕對說過 You mentioned that for sure already.
-抱歉打擾了 -什么事 姐妹 ‐ Hey, I'm sorry to interrupt. ‐Oh. Sup, bud?
-你收到我的短信了嗎 -沒有啊 ‐ Did you get my text? ‐ No.
對了 之前的事對不起 Oh, sorry about the thing earlier, by the way.
但我跟苔絲沒事 But Tess and I are cool.
嗯 好好好 這很好 Oh, good, good, good, I'm glad to hear that.
但 我發短信是想跟你說奎拉搬進來了 But, um, I‐I texted you to say that, uh, Quiara's moving in.
我靠 Holy shit.
那可太棒了 恭喜你 That's awesome. Congratulations.
-謝謝 -客氣 ‐ Thank you. Um... ‐ Yeah.
然后我們想要 二人世界 And we'd like to... live together.
天啊 你是想讓我搬出去 Oh, God. You want me to move out.
行 完全可以 沒問題 Yeah. Totally. Of course.
一周時間夠用嗎 Would a week be enough time?
一周 沒問題 A week is... perfect.
沒問題 挺好的 That's‐that's good. It's great.
理解萬歲 謝了 Thank you for understanding. I appreciate it.
抱歉打擾了 I'm sorry to interrupt.
-玩得開心 -謝了 ‐ Have fun tonight. ‐ Thank you. Thanks.
-玩得開心 我走了啊 -謝謝 ‐ Enjoy yourself. Be safe. ‐ Thank you.
慘了 Fuck.
太好了 Yo, thank God, man!
你現在能跟我住一起了 Now you can live with me!
-真的嗎 -姐妹 ‐ Really? ‐ My buddy!
-靠 -你還記得那個伙伴制度嗎 ‐ Oh, shit. ‐ Oh, you remember that buddy system?
我現在急需一個姐妹 你就是這個人 Oh, man, I need a buddy right now, and you're it!
好的 酒鬼 Okay, Drunkie, whee...
你知道我現在想干什么嗎 you know what I want to do right now?
什么 What?
我他媽想去夏威夷 I want to go to fuckin' Hawaii.
我還以為你想吃披薩 I thought you were gonna say you wanted to go get pizza.
不 我想去沙灘上度假 No. I... I want to be on a beach
然后再來一個椰子汁之類的 and, like, go have one of those coconut drinks and shit.
真想去啊 Oh, man.
我可以幫你從吧臺點一杯 沒事的 I can get you a drink from the bar, no problem.
歌名Closer - 演唱者Tegan and Sara
我靠 Oh.. shit!
什么鬼 What the fuck?
這是我的保留曲目 This is my jammy jam!
來吧 Let's do it!
好 來 Yeah! Go!
我好喜歡這歌 Damn, I like this song.
要改造的太多了 This is a lot to handle.
快 再放開點 給我看看你都會些什么 All right, a little more, let me see what you got.
不錯 That's‐that's good.
你要 Yeah, maybe like‐‐
把手放下來 Yeah, keep the arms down.
對 對了 Right. All right.
好 就是這樣 It's like‐‐ uh, okay. This is a lot.
屁股動起來 Just move your hips!
-我在扭屁股 -不 要像這樣 ‐I am moving my hips. ‐Yeah‐‐ No, like this.
好 Okay.
這歌好聽 Damn, I like this song.
我喝高了 I'm drunk as fuck.
給我看看你的駕照 Let me see your driver's license.
-好 -給我看看 ‐ Oh, yeah. ‐ I want to see it.
還不是正式的那個 Okay, uh, it's not the real one.
這個只是臨時的 Um, it's just a temporary one.
還不知道什么時候能... I don't know when‐‐
-我給你這個錢包你還挺喜歡的 -當然 - Oh, and you liked the wallet that I got you. ‐ Yeah.
-早跟你說過了 -好 ‐ Told you I did. ‐ Okay.
好 準備 Okay, ready?
天啊 Oh, my God.
還好我沒有錯過 I'm so glad I didn't miss this.
-這可是件大事 -還好我也很開心 ‐ It's such a big deal. ‐ Yeah, me, either.
我總在懷念以前的事 I keep missing everything.
何必這樣呢 Why do you have to?
何必呢 Like, really, though, why?
這么說吧 Okay.
你知道你現在 You know how right now
你在盡力想清楚自己的很多事 you're trying to figure out a lot of things about yourself?
比如你想要什么 你想做什么事 Like what you want, uh, what you want to do,
想和誰在一起 who you want to be with?
但這可能會非常難 對吧 And‐and that can be pretty hard, right?
對 非常難 Yeah, yeah, really hard.
其實 Well...
你在這個階段想這個問題是對的 you're doing it when you're supposed to.
但 And...
我 I...
我當時沒有 I didn't do that.
我沒有到什么時候做什么事 I didn't do that at the right time.
我花了很長時間去了解真正的自己 It took me a long time to figure out who I was.
我很小的時候就認識你媽媽 And I‐I met your mom when I was really young.
我們相愛了 這很美好 We fell in love, and that was wonderful.
但我卻迷失了自我 But somehow I got lost.
而且我只有離開你媽媽 才能找到自己 And I didn't think that I could, uh, find myself unless I left.
這樣能說明白嗎 Does that make sense?
能 Yeah.
能 能說明白 Yeah, I think so.
我想你能擁有 I‐I wanted you to have...
兩個完整的家長 two whole parents.
而不是一個半 Not one and a half.
而我那時候就覺得自己不完整 And I felt like half of a person.
懂 Yeah.
很抱歉這讓我們相隔甚遠 I'm sorry that it meant that I had to be so far away from you.
因為你是這世上給我帶來最多快樂的人 Cause you make me happier than anyone in the whole world.
我很想你 And I miss you.
我一直很想你 I miss you all the time.
我真的很想你 I miss you so much.
我也想你 I miss you, too.
真的 I really do.
我一直都在想你 I miss you all the time.
所以你才打電話來的嗎 Is that why you called?
不是 No. Um...
我打給你是因為我覺得貝特需要你 No, I called you 'cause I thought B needed you.
好 Okay.
你沒事我就放心了 Well, I'm glad you're okay.
對 Yeah.
我何止是沒事 I am more than okay.
好吧 你會保守秘密的吧 Okay, can you... can you keep a secret?
當然 Of course.
你答應我不會告訴任何人 You promise not to tell anyone?
我答應你 I promise.
好 你也不能抓狂 Okay, and you can't freak out.
我不抓狂 I'm not gonna freak out.
好 Okay.
我今天親了喬迪 I kissed Jordi today.
我的天啊 Oh, my God!
-別 別笑了 -我太開心了 - Stop! Stop! ‐ I'm so excited.
-你的初吻 -是的 ‐ It's your first kiss. ‐ Yay.
太瘋狂了 That's so crazy.
別亂動方向啊 Okay, hold on.
好 我騎上車就是小鬼跑酷 All right. I'm a speed demon on this thing!
-別亂動 -好 ‐ Freaking hold on. ‐ Okay.
你知不知道我是怎么知道你并不殘缺的 You know how I know you're not broken?
-怎么知道的 -因為所有人都愛你 ‐ How? ‐ Because everybody loves you.
沒啊 有誰愛我了 No, they don't, dude.
有 那個達娜酒吧的酒保就愛你 Yeah. That‐that hot bartender at Dana's.
苔絲嗎 她不愛我 Tess? She does not love me.
還有 麗貝卡 Oh, and‐and, uh, Father Rebecca.
她絕對不愛我 Uh, she definitely doesn't love me.
不 大家都愛你 Yeah, everybody does.
我愛你 I love you.
真的嗎 Really?
那當然 Fuck yeah.
和你一起是我一天中最開心的時刻 You're, like, the best part of my day.
你的一切我都愛 I love the shit out of you.
我也愛你 I love you, too, man.
我準備走了 I'm gonna go.
我覺得是個好主意 Yeah, I think that's a good idea.
大家都還在氣頭上你先別走 Well, maybe you shouldn't leave when we're all angry.
我沒生氣 只是累了 I'm not mad. I'm just really tired.
好 晚安 Okay. Good night.
怎么 你現在準備跟我說什么 What? What are you gonna say to me right now?
我覺得你對她苛刻了點 I think you're being a little hard on her.
為什么大家都站在她那邊 Why does everyone take her side?
我可沒有 Whoa. I am not doing that.
我們還沒跟孩子們說她就跟陌生人說了 She outed us to a stranger before we even told our children.
我知道 但 I know, but...
我竟然還得為這事要跟你們兩個都吵一架 I can't believe I have to fight both of you on this.
太他媽扯了 It's un‐fucking‐real.
這都是什么東西 What the hell are these?
孩子們給我們每個人都留了言 The kids wrote us all notes.
這是給吉吉的 That's... It's for Gigi.
"我喜歡和你一起做早餐" "I love making breakfast with you."
真好 That's really sweet.
"我喜歡你給我們講故事" "I love when you read us stories."
"M·艾麗絲" "M. Alice."
M·艾麗絲 M. Alice.
[臟話罐]一種懲罰措施 說了臟話就要罰款 罐子里的錢最終用于家庭活動或慈善捐助
"你把臟話罐裝滿了我很開心" "I'm glad you fill up the swear jar."
他們叫我M·艾麗絲 They called me M. Alice.
瑪麗絲 Malice.
"M"是"媽媽"的意思 Well, the "M" Is for "Mom,"
所以是"媽媽艾麗絲" 媽麗絲 so it's "Mom Alice." Malice.
-就是這樣 -明白了 ‐ Oh. Yeah. Right. ‐ I see.
挺好 我接受了 Well, that's okay. You know, I'll take it.
你看 他們沒事 See? They're fine.
是 我看出來了 Yeah. I can see that.
這是好事 And that's good, right?
你一直在擔心這方面的事情 I mean, that's what you've been worried about this whole time.
他們似乎沒事 They seem to be okay.
我覺得 I think I just, um...
我有點 I feel a little like...
我不想對她和任何人苛刻 I don't want... I don't want to be mean to anyone or to her.
我只是 有點不知所措 I just... Feeling a little overwhelmed.
好吧 Okay.
太亂套了 It's so confusing, you know?
我不想讓你受傷害 I don't want to hurt you, but then I...
可是我又對那誰 I have all these feelings, you know,
有感覺 for... for...
對吉吉 For‐for Gigi.
但是 五味雜陳 But, like, all the feelings, you know?
-喜憂參半的那種 -我知道 - Like, all the bad stuff and the good stuff. ‐ Yeah.
就好像 Just, like...
是的 我能看出來 Yeah, I can see that.
我愛你 I love you.
我好愛你 I love you so much.
這一點我一點都不遲疑 I'm not confused about that.
我知道 I know that.
我不介意 I'm okay.
-真的嗎 -真的 ‐ You are? ‐ Yeah.
我一直都是一個很開放的人 你知道的 I mean, I've always been an open person. You know that.
我認為我們兩個感情很好 And... I think you and I are in a really good place,
-所以 -是的 我也這么認為 ‐ So‐‐ ‐ Yeah. I do, too.
我知道這很難 但是 I know this is tricky, but...
我相信你 I trust you.
我不想失去你 I don't want to lose you.
我不會離開的 I'm not going anywhere.
我吃定這段感情了 I'm totally in this.
為什么全世界你最好 Why are you the best?
天生如此 I was born this way.
-是嗎 太好了 -是的 ‐ Oh, yeah? Oh. Great. ‐ Yeah.
你要不要給她打電話請她回來 Do you think you should call her and invite her back?
-好的 我給她打電話 -好 - Yeah. I'll call her. ‐ Okay.
盡量別太苛刻 Maybe try not to be so mean.
好的 我盡量 Okay, I'll try.
我們看著像不像大根 Do we look like penises?
像 都是大根 Oh, yeah. They're all cocks.
一直都是 Always.
不 我認為是很合理 No, I‐I think that's reasonable.
對 Yeah.
明白 Understood.
非常感謝 Thank you very much.
泰勒的律師說他不會起訴你 So, Tyler's lawyer said that he's not going to sue you.
-太好了 -條件是你公開道歉 ‐ Thank God. ‐ If you make a public apology.
你可以告訴他去死了 Well, you can tell him to go fuck himself.
我敢肯定那樣也行 I'm sure that'll go over well.
你有兩個選擇 You have two options.
我可以退出競選 I can drop out of the race.
或者你可以反轉 Or you pivot
發表一個只有你能說得出的演講 and you give the speech that only you can give.
你有改變別人的力量 You have the power to change people.
你改變了我 You changed me.
貝特 Bette!
晚上好 晚上好 Good evening. Good evening.
感謝大家來到這里 Thank you so much for being here.
這一整天都有人讓我退出競選 All day, people have called on me to drop out of the race.
我也考慮了一下 And I've thought about it.
我跟我的家人談了 I've spoken to my family.
我跟我的好朋友以及我信任的同事談了 I've spoken to my closest friends and trusted colleagues.
這也提醒了我 And I have been reminded of
這次競選的目的是什么 what's been at the center of this campaign all along.
我不想讓你退出 I don't want you to quit.
去年的六月八日 On June 8th of last year,
我的姐姐凱瑟琳"基特"·波特死于海洛因吸食過量 my sister Katherine "Kit" Porter died of a heroin overdose.
她去世的九個月前出了一場車禍 Nine months prior to her death, she was in a car accident,
醫院的當值醫生給她開了 and the doctor on call at the hospital prescribed her
一種藥效很強的類鴉片止痛藥 a very powerful opioid painkiller.
她對那個止痛藥上了癮 She became addicted to that painkiller
因為我姐姐曾有毒癮 because my sister was an addict.
她不可以接受這種處方藥的 She never should've been prescribed those drugs,
但是沒人過問她 but nobody asked her.
醫院里沒人問過她 No one at the hospital asked her
那個可能挽救她生命的問題 the one question that might have saved her life.
沒人問她"你有吸毒史嗎" No one asked her, "Are you an addict?"
醫院的接診體系有負于她 The intake system at the hospital failed her.
她的醫生有負于她 Her doctor failed her.
醫藥公司有負于她 The drug companies failed her.
但我不能有負于她 And I cannot fail her, too.
我姐姐去世之后我學會了很多 I have learned so much since my sister died.
我學會了如何為了家人堅強起來 I have learned how strong my family is,
也知道了自己的生命中能有他們是一大幸事 and just how lucky I am to have them in my life.
當我說家人的時候 也包含我選擇的家人 And when I say family, that includes my chosen family.
我有為了我兩肋插刀的朋友 I have friends who would do anything for me.
但不是所有人都像我一樣幸運 But not everyone is as lucky as I am.
不是所有人都有堅實的后盾 Not everyone has a support system in place
支撐他們度過艱難時期 to carry them through particularly challenging times.
我愛你 I love you.
我也愛你 I love you, too.
怎么了 我深呼吸了一下 What? I‐I took a breath.
-我是在吸氣 -好吧 ‐ I was inhaling. ‐ Oh, touché.
這就是我決定競選的初衷 And that's exactly why I initially decided to run.
我想要為那些沒那么幸運的人的依靠 I want to be there for people who are less fortunate.
我想讓這個城市成為一個支持所有人的社區 I want this city to be a supportive community for all of us.
這番話我從未公開說過 I've never spoken about this publicly.
我從未想過做任何可能會 I've never wanted to do anything
利用家人痛苦的事情 that might exploit my family's pain,
但這個競選不只是我 but this is bigger than me.
也不只是我的家人 This is bigger than my family.
現在我非常清楚地認識到 And I know now all too well
我們并不是唯一承受這份痛苦的人 that we were not alone in that pain.
我姐姐的死是這個嚴重殘缺的體系釀成的惡果 My sister's death was the result of a deeply broken system,
這個體系給我的經歷讓我崩潰萬分 one that I was devastated to experience firsthand
而我仍決意要改變它 and one that I remain determined to change.
正因如此 我不能退出 And because of that, I cannot drop out.
我會繼續競選 I will stay in the race,
我要為了我的家人而戰 and I will fight for my family,
為了所有家庭而戰 for all families,
我也希望你們能繼續同我并肩戰斗 and I hope that you will continue to fight alongside me.
謝謝 Thank you.
今天過得怎么樣 How was your day?
事情很多 It was long.
很難熬 我真的不想說這事 Hard. I really don't want to talk about it.
你當然不想了 Of course you don't.
-別鬧 -怎么了 ‐ Don't do that. ‐ What?
你喝多了 You're drunk.
我不喜歡消極攻擊的鬼話 And I hate that passive‐aggressive bullshit.
我只是想知道你今天都干了什么 I just want to hear about your day.
我會告訴你的 And I'll tell you all about it, okay?
但是現在 我需要一點空間 But right now, I just need a little bit of space.
不不不 Hey, no, no, no, no, no.
別再扯什么空間了 我成天都在給你空間 Enough with the space. All I do is give you fucking space.
我不會這樣跟你談的 I'm not gonna talk to you like this.
-為什么 -因為你現在讓我很生氣 ‐ Why not? ‐ Because you're... you're pissing me off right now.
我怎么惹你了 你說 How? How? Okay, tell me,
我怎么惹你生氣了 How am I pissing you off?
我說了我累死了 I told you I'm fucking tired
而且我現在不想說 and I don't want to talk about it right now.
不 這鬼話 Okay, no. That shit?
不 你不能又跟我扯這一套 No. You don't get to do that shit to me again.
我想讓你跟我說 I want you to talk to me.
所有人都對我有所求 Everybody fucking wants something from me,
這太累了 and it is exhausting.
我只想讓你開口 I just want you to talk.
我沒什么好說的 I don't have anything to say!
剛才的演講很不錯 That was a great speech.
謝謝 Thank you.
你會是一個很偉大的市長 You're gonna make a great mayor.
看情況吧 We'll see.
有什么需要的 盡管找我 If you need anything, I'm here.
謝謝 Thank you.
我是你的家人 你知道的 I am your family, you know.
我知道 I know.
我愛你 I love you.
過來 Come here.
請不要走 Please don't go.
求你了 Please.