小的时候，你在秋千上一待就是好几小时 As a child, you spent hours on this swing.
怎么拉长着脸呀? Why the long face?
我能问你个问题么? 当然可以． Can I ask you a question? -Sure.
在跟爷爷一起前你有过别的情人么？ Did you have another love before grandpa?
他是我生命中唯一的男人 He was the only man in my life.
虽然我是不得已而结婚的,但我渐渐学会了爱他． married because I had no choice, but I learned to love him.
那个年代人们总说 Back then they said:
“没有职业的女人有两个选择： "A woman without a trade has 2 options:
结婚或卖淫” Marriage or prostitution."
那其实都差不多 That's about the same.
若你能重新开始会怎样? What if you could start anew?
爷爷会是你生命中的男人吗? 不 -Would Pepe be the man of your life? -No.
如果我能重新来过 If I could start anew
我会跟尽量越多的男人上床 I'd get fucked as much as I could.
每个人都该听听你的看法 Everyone should share your ideas.
一个男人做爱越多就是大男子汉． A man who gets laid is a super macho.
一个女人那样，她就是荡妇． If it's a woman, she's a slut.
-男女平等?! -别管他们怎么说! -Sexual equality. -Forget what they say!
如果他们多一点爱 少一点废话… If they made love more and spoke less...
-那就能好很多了 -没有那么简单． It would be better. -It's not that simple.
为什么? What isn't?
算了，奶奶． Pay no mind, grandma.
这很难解释． 你知道你该怎么做吗? -It's hard to explain. -You know what you should do?
听着． Look.
把你的疑虑．想法．问题写在一张纸上， Jot down your doubts, ideas, problems on a sheet of paper,
但要用疑问的口气 but interrogatively
那样能帮你从旁观者的角度去看 来理解它们． so you can see them from outside and understand them.
在你这个年纪就曾这样做过，帮助很大． I did that at you age, and it helped a lot.
我现在还这么做，但只是为了不忘却． And I still do, but so as not to forget.
来吧，晚餐好了， 走吧． Dinner is ready. Come on.
当你和爷爷做爱时，感觉怎样? When you made love with grandpa, how was it?
你还真好奇． You're very curious.
来吧，我给你做了海鲜肉丸 ome, I've made shellfish meatballs for you.
足够你带去巴塞罗那的了 Enough for you to take to Barcelona.
我失去童贞是在1993年7月l7日那天 I lost my virginity on the 17th of July, 1993,
临晨2：46 at 2:46 in the morning.
那是在我15岁一次外出度假时 t was during a vacation period, when I was 15.
那是令人永远无法忘记的时刻 You never forget a moment like that.
-你还好吗? -是的． Are you okay? -Yes.
我记得我没有任何感觉 I remember I felt nothing,
除了因为没有流血而感到深深的羞愧．还有 just deep shame for not having bled, and
一种好像尿床了似的奇怪的感觉 that strange feeling of having pissed in bed.
我借着上厕所的理由离开了， I left with the excuse of the toilet,
但突然觉得我和爱德华的经历 with the foeling my experience with Edouard
不该只是那样，正是这种感觉 couldn't be like that. A foeling that
让我回去找他．我好像缺少了什么 made me go back to him. I was lacking something.
可．你怎么又来了? But, what are you doing here?
-再来． -再来一次? -Again. -Once again?
不，无数次． No, hundreds of times.
无数次 Hundreds of times.
那种奇怪的能量的释放 That strange release of energy aroused
唤起了我深处的欲望 令我想通过我的身体去交流． i me a desire to communicate through my body,
也唤起了我的好奇心 渴望通过一个亲吻，一次抚摸． a curiosity to experience sensations through a kiss,
和皮肤的触碰去体验满足． a caress or the contact of my skin.
我跟爱德华的初次体验的14年后 14 years after my first experience with Edouard
我住在巴塞罗那，仍充满着那种想去尝试 I live in Barcelona and still have the same urge to experiment
内体的不同体验的冲动． through my body.
性瘾日记 DIARY OF A NYMPHOMANIAC
-你的日记，它刚才在这儿 -你在写日记? My diary, it was here. -You're writing a diary?
-我是听了你的建议啊． -我没让你写日记． -I follow your advice. -I didn't tell you to.
只是写下你的问题 以便能更清楚地理解它们． Just to jot down your problems for a better perspective.
日记是孤独寂寞的人写的东西 Diaries are for lonely people.
不是这样． That's not true.
是因为他们有事想说出来． τhey have something to tell.
因为他们的生活不同． Because their lifo is different.
而他们总希望有人会发现它． And they always hope that someone will discover it,
读完它 并去了解其作者的真正的内心 read it to get to know the true personality of the author.
没错．因为他们觉得寂寞 Right, because they feel lonely.
这已经是这周第三次停电了 It's the third blackout this week.
-黑暗还是让你害怕啊． -这打火机坏了． -The dark still scares you. -τhis lighter doesn't work.
别在你的日记里说我坏话哦 Don't speak badly of me in your diary.
当然不会了． Of course not.
你能在里面写写我吗？ Could you write something for me?
比如你不是一个人，我一直在你身边． τhat you're not alone, that I'm with you.
到时见了． It's about time.
在黑暗里我无法忍受 I'm unbearable in the dark.
无法忍受． Unbearable.
你闻起来就像湿湿的，刚修剪过的草地 You smell of fields, of wet, recently cut grass.
你何不留下来? Why don't you stay over?
不，我不能． No, I can't.
明天我还有个会议需要做一下准备． τomorrow I have a meeting and must prepare my presentation.
亚历克斯你为什么从不留下跟我睡觉呢?求你好吗? Alex, why don't you ever stay to sleep with me? Please?
你不想让我睡觉． You don't want me to sleep.
不 No.
你就从来不觉得累吗； Don't you ever get tired?
瓦莱丽，我跟不上你的节奏 Val, I can't keep up with your pace.
而且．我跟你说了我明天还要开会． Besides, I told you I have a meeting tomorrow.
好啦 Come on.
哈山 Hassan.
瓦莱丽 Valerie.
很高兴听到你的声音． Nice to hear you.
你消失得无影无踪了但我还是找到了你． You disappeared into thin air but I found you?
这周我会去巴塞罗那．我想见你． I'll be in Barcelona this week. I want to see you?
周二行吗? 好的，我会给你电话．再见 -?ow about Thursday? -Okay, I'll call you. A kiss.
谁打来的呀? 哈山． -Who was that? -Hassan.
-他要来吗? -我周二会跟他见面． -He's coming? -I'll see him τhursday.
回到办公室的桌上来．情况越来越糟了． Back to my desk, things are getting rough.
怎么了? What is?
他们要开始重新调整了 They're restructuring.
从我来这儿起就听说了 I've heard that ever since I'm here.
是的，好吧… Yeah, well...
我被问及我做爱时的感觉． I've been asked what I feel when I make love.
那种感觉就像与另一个人的能量混合在一起，让你飞起来 It's like a mix of energy with the other person that makes me fly
和宇宙融为一体． and merge with the cosmos.
我的高潮所释放的是我的一小部分能量 τhe energy of my orgasm is a small part of me that goes
最终和宇宙融合在了一起 and ends up mixing with the universe.
一次恒星之旅，带我飞到无限的远方． A sidereal trip that takes me to infinity.
在我的国家，据传说安拉对南风说 In my country they say Allah told the south wind that he'd
他会用它来创造出一匹阿拉巴马 create the Arabian horse from it.
“那就造吧”风说 "So be it", said the wind.
他捧着一点微风将它系在马鬃上 He held a puft and tied it to the horse's mane
那样它就不会忘记自己来自哪儿， o it wouldn't forget where it came from,
但它是如此的飞快而敏捷 but it turned out to be so fast
以至于没有人能驾驭它． 最后是以实玛利(旧约中亚伯拉罕之子, 在以撒出生后被弃） and cunning that no one could ride it, and it was Ishmael,
第一个虔诚的信徒，驯服了它们其中一匹 the first faithful, who was able to tame one of them
并给它命名叫肯哈维安“黑羚羊”． and called it Kuhaylan, the Black Antelope.
你比那第一匹马还更难驯服． You're more difficult to tame than that first horse.
我不知如何给你命名． I don't know how to name you.
你是想说我很疯狂吗； Are you calling me wild?
是的． Yes.
我好像从没在床上和你做过． I think I've never fucked you in a bed.
我们现在就可以做．如果你希望 We can do that now, if you want.
不过…我刚才想到个更好的主意 Although... I've just had a better idea.
来，看． Here, look.
它们在哪儿?你又把它们藏起来了； Where are they? You've hidden them again?
没有． No.
现在别，哈山,求你 Not now, Hassan, please.
我现在不想，今天就别了． I don't foel like it right now, not today, no.
它们在这儿 Here they are!
不要，求你． No, please.
不 No.
今天不要嘛． Not today.
要，要，就今天．看，看，来吧． Yes, yes, today. Look, look, come on.
早上好． Good morning.
小心．瓦莱丽，你又迟到了 Be careful, Val, you're late again.
想喝点吗? Want one?
我甚至不想看到它们．我要喝咖啡． I don't want to even see them, I need coffee.
我买了条裙子去参加马可仕的婚礼． I bought a dress for Marcos' wedding.
当我试穿的时候我够不到后面的拉链． When I tried it on I realized I couldn't zip it up.
所以我像孩子似的哭了起来然后就打电话给你了． o I cried like a baby and then I called you.
你知道哈山吧 You knew about Hassan.
我忘了．但我需要你的时候总找不到你 I forgot, but I never find you when I need you anyway.
我在考虑着登个广告寻找男友 I'm thinking of publishing an ad to find a boyfriend.
广告?什么意恩? An ad? What do you mean?
你别陷得太深了． You have to stop being obsessed.
你想不出门就找到一个男朋友? How can you find him not going out?
我不想要一夜情． I don't wantjust one-night stands.
在你坠入爱河前需要先体验和尝试． You must try before falling in love.
我需要的是爱情，瓦莱丽， I need to fall in love, Val,
找到一个爱我的男人，然后… find a man who loves me and
也许能不时地买花送给我 perhaps buy me flowers now and then.
我情愿他是个做爱高手．我买花送给他好了． I rather he fucks well. I'll buy the flowers.
我无法忍受家里没有一个人可以说说话． I can't stand not having anyone to talk to at home,
孤独一人地醒来发现冰箱里还剩着半个柠檬． to wake up alone and find half a lemon in the icebox.
爱情能填满冰箱而我的已经空荡荡地很久了． Love fills iceboxes and mine's been empty for a long time.
我很担心．你昨天没打电话来道晚安． I was worried. You didn't call yesterday to say good night.
我回到家太晚了，我跟几个朋友出去吃晚餐了． I got home late. I had dinner with some friends.
-对了，肉丸你还喜欢吗？ -是的，很好吃． -Did you like the meatballs? -Yes, delicious.
我得挂了．我要给你打完那件毛衣． I'm hanging up. I must finish your sweater?
-我爱你，我爱你… -我也是．明天再聊，奶奶． -I love you, I love you.?. -Me too. Till tomorrow, grandma.
驯服我． τame me.
-什么？ -驯服我． -What? -Tame me.
你值得我给你送上一束鲜花 You deserve some flowers.
我想彻夜做爱． I want to fuck all night long.
我不能．我不能．我不能，瓦莱丽 I can't. I can't. I can't, Val.
-我要走了． -怎么了? -I have to go. -What's the matter?
不行，瓦莱丽．瓦莱丽，瓦莱丽，瓦莱丽，瓦莱丽 No, Val. Val, Val, Val, Val.
我有件事要告诉你． I have to tell you something.
-你有女朋友． -你知道? -You have a girlfriend. -You knew?
我猜的．但是，别担心．我不吃醋． I imagined but, don't worry, I'm notjealous.
而且，我从没问过你是否是一个人这对我来说不重要． Besides, I never asked you if you were alone. It's not my problem.
我没想到你能这样接受 I didn't think you'd take it like that.
你想要我哭吗? You wanted me to cry?
瓦莱丽． Val,
我们不能再见面了． we must stop seeing each other.
我想要飞 I want to fly.
瓦莱丽，瓦莱丽．瓦莱丽． Val, Val, Val.
你就不明白吗?你就不能想点别的事吗? Haven't you understood? Can't you think of anything else?
你的问题很严重．你不能整天 You got a problem. You can't spend all day
就只想着做爱． thinking about fucking.
我是这样，但你是个狗娘养的． I do, but you're an s.o.b..
别再那样叫我．听到没? Don't ever call me again, okay?
永远别! Never!
妈的! Fuck!
亚历克斯，又一个离开我的男人 Alex, another man who has left me.
那种孤独，寂静． τhe loneliness, the silence.
我需要一点新鲜空气． I need some air.
怎么?你是新来的吗? What? Are you new here?
这是我的地盘．宝贝!滚开!到别处干去． τhis is my turf, baby! Beat it! Go work somewhere else.
一些日子里．我会在浴室里待上好几小时，感觉着水冲在身上 ome days I'd spend hours in the shower, feeling the water,
忘却所有事． forgetting everything.
但我却无法将亚历克斯从脑海里抹去． ut I can't get Alex off of my mind.
我非常喜欢他． I liked him a lot.
像他一样，许多男人只是想干我， Like him, many others just want to fuck me,
但我喜欢那样， and I like that,
但这让我很受伤 but it hurts
因为．毕竟，我是一个女人 because, above all, I'm a woman.
亲爱的，我是打电话来道晚安的， Darlingw I was calling to say good night,
但我猜你出去开心了吧 but I guess your out having a good time?
你做得很对!趁你年轻好好享受吧． You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young?
再见．吻你 Bye. A kiss.
这不公平，瓦莱丽，他们都是猪． It's not fair, Val, they're pigs.
你把你生活的一部分付出给了他们，而他们却炒了你． You give them part of your life, and they fire you.
要帮忙吗? Want a hand?
算了，反正我早厌倦了． Forget it, I was fod up anyway.
你不是在节食吗? Weren't you on a diet?
我为什么要这幺沮丧？ How can I be being so depressed?
你听到了，就说我不在这儿干了 You get it, I don't work here.
喂？ Yes?
不．瓦莱丽 克里不能听你的电话．她不在这儿干了．再见． o, Valerie can't attend to you, she no longer works here. Bye.
什么？请说． Yes? Speaking.
当知道他们给你打电话后，我很生气． I got furious when I found out they called you.
谢谢你赶来，但其实不必麻烦． Thanks for coming, but there's no need.
我正好有几天假期 I got a few days vacation at work.
我本来就打算过来． I'd have come anyway.
别这样的表情，瓦莱丽，我还没打算这么快死呢 Don't look like that, Val. I've no intention of dying so soon.
只是点小问题而已．我的心脏能坚持住． It was just a slight problem. My heart is holding out.
医生们总是太夸张 Doctors always exaggerate.
-你出什么事了? -没什么． -What is wrong with you? -Nothing.
瓦莱丽，我非常了解你． Val, I know you well.
跟一个男人分手了吗； Is it over a man?
一个? One?
跟他们都结束了． Over all of them.
你知道什么是慕男狂吗? Do you know what nymphomania is?
我想这就是我的问题所在 I think that's my problem.
我无法控制它． I can't control it.
我需要性． I need sex.
我看到一个男人就想得到他． I see a man and I need him.
但没有人能理解这点． But no one understands that.
人们会盯着我看． People stare at me.
那些不吸引我的陌生人就会那样 It happens with strangers that don't attract me.
我害怕． I'm scared.
害怕不能像其他女人一样 cared of not being like other women.
害怕某天会受伤． Scared of being hurt someday.
害怕不能跟一个男人一起生活并组成一个家庭． Of not being able to live with one man, not having a family.
慕男狂，一个男人发明的词只为使女人 Nymphomania, a man's invention to make women
为自己打破了规则而内疚． feel guilty if they break the rules.
每个人都应该做真正的自己． Everyone is the way they are.
千万别放弃你真正渴望的东西 Never give up anything you really long for
因为你会后悔的． because you'll regret it.
相信我 Believe me.
在我看来 To me,
我觉得 I think that you
你不敢去过你自己的生活 don't dare to live your lifo.
想听听我的建议吗； Want a piece of advice?
充分享受生活． Enjoy life
尽你的可能 as much as you can.
去把毛衣拿来吧，我想打完它． And go get my sweater, I want to finish it.
你该休息下，奶奶． You should rest, grandma.
我休息得够多了，去，把我织的毛衣拿来吧 I've rested enough. Go on and get my knitting.
去吧． Go on.
打电话给瓦莱丽 CALL VAL
我失去了唯一一个能理解我的人． I've lost the only person who understood me.
我感到绝对的孤独． I foel absolutely alone.
我很想有一个男人陪伴在身边安慰我， I'd like to have the company of a man to comfort me,
但我连去找他的力气也没有 but I haven't the strength to go looking for him.
我筋疲力尽了． I'm exhausted.
亲爱的，我是打电话来道晚安的 Darlingw I was calling to say good night,
但我猜你出去开心了吧 but I guess your out having a good time?
你做得很对!趁你年轻好好享受吧． You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young?
再见．吻你． Bye. A kiss.
亲爱的，我是打电话来道晚安的 Darlingw I was calling to say good night,
但我猜你出去开心了吧 but I guess your out having a good time?
你做得很对!趁你年轻好好享受吧． You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young?
再见．吻你． Bye. A kiss.
亲爱的，我是打电话来道晚安的 Darlingw I was calling to say good night,
但我猜你出去开心了吧 but I guess your out having a good time?
你做得很对!趁你年轻好好享受吧． You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young?
再见．吻你． Bye. A kiss.
我给你打了好几通电话你怎么也该回一个啊． I called you a lot. You could at least answer.
发生什么事了? What happened?
我知道我的性生活在伤害我，所以 I know that my sex life is harming me, and that
我不能再这样下去了． I can't go on like this.
尽管裁很消沉，但我要去找工作． Although I'm sunk, I'm looking for work.
很好．你正是我需要的人，你会英语，你… Okay, you're the person I need. You speak English, you
有市场营销方面的知识 have knowledge of marketing.
我们的货出口到法国， We sell a lot to France,
你将负责跟客户沟通， and you'd take care of our communications,
和陪我参加一些展会．圣诞的时候会得到一只火腿 go with me to fairs, and have a ham for Christmas.
-火腿？ -我会发给我们的员工． -A ham? -I give them to my employees.
你不能说我们外国人不团结吧 ou can't say we foreigners don't integrate.
有兴趣吗? Interested?
我今天还有另一个面试 I have another interview today.
-我这周会给你回复 -好的． -I'll let you know this week. -Okay.
我注意到你很善于观察你看到了，我们要搬迁． I see you're very observant. You see, we're moving.
你为什么离开你上一份工作? Why did you quit your last job?
他们在进行裁员，我也被包括了，先生… τhey cut down on personnel, including me, Mr...
里亚先生，杰米 里亚． Rijas, Jaime Rijas.
什么? What?
“里亚事务所”，总经理． ijas and Associates, general manager.
你毕业于工商管理专业 You're a graduate in business administration
并掌握几门外语．真是令人印象深刻的简历 and applied foreign languages. A really impressive curriculum.
-我能问你几个问题么? -当然． May I ask you something? -Sure.
-你结婚了吗? -没有． -Are you married? -No.
订婚了吗? Engaged?
我想这不相干． I think that is irrelevant.
是的．你说的对，但对这份工作而言 Yes, you're right, but in thisjob
需要到世界各地出差． one must travel the world over.
我目前没有男友． τhere's no commitment on my part.
你想问我些其他问题吗 Would you like to ask me anything else
比如关于薪金什幺的； on the salary, or whatever?
你用的是什么香水？ What perfume do you use?
哦．你真的有… Well now, you really have
非常非常敏锐的嗅觉． a very, very good sense of smell.
这是种特殊的薰衣草香水 It's a special lavender perfume.
喂； Yes?
瓦莱丽? Valerie?
是的，请说 Yes, speaking.
我是杰米 里亚 你好吗? It' Jaime Rijas? ?ow are you?
哦，你好． Oh, hello.
我做了决定了，但有一个问题 I've made a decisionw but have a problem
希望能和你当面谈谈． and would like to talk to you in person.
什么样的问题? What sort of problem?
我想我可以坦率和你谈谈 I think I can speak openly to you.
不知是否可以出去喝一杯来聊聊呢? Would you mind talking about this over a drink?
我们不能在你办公室里谈吗? Can't we do that in your office?
我想找一个更安静的地方．在办公室… I'd prefer a quieter place? My secretary
我秘书总会打断我们． interrupts constantly.
我现在39岁 我一直是个头脑清晰的生意人， I'm 39 and have always been a businessman with clear ideas,
但在此之前 还从未通过这样的事． but nothing like this had ever happened to me before.
所以我想 我很需要找一个人谈谈 And I thought it was important to talk about it with someone
一个没有先入之见的人．而你真是那个人选． without prejudice, and you're that person.
为什么? 我们还不怎么了解吧．． Why? You hardly know each other.
正是因为我们并不了解彼此． Precisely because we don't know each other at all,
所以你的意见会更客观． your opinion will be more objective.
那要看情况． τhat all depends.
我在公司遇到一个女人， I met a woman at work and,
但由于我的总经理身份的关系， due to my status as director general,
我不知道该怎么办． I don't know what to do.
我一直在控制着我的冲动 I've always controlled my impulses but his thing
-但它已经变得失控了． -她在你公司工作吗? -its getting out of hand. -She works in your company?
现在还不是． Not yet.
她知道吗? Does she know?
她很聪明 我想她可能意识到了 She's smart and I think she has realized
我对她的感觉并不简单 there's something more,
但她没有作任何回应… but she's made no comment and
所以我怕 她对我没有同样的感觉 I'm afraid she may not feel the same for me.
对不起．我踩到你了吗？ Sorry. Did I step on you?
-桌子太小了 -没关系． -τhe table's small. -That's okay.
你很美，瓦莱丽克里 我想给你买朵玫瑰．但是 You're beautiful, Valerie. I'd like to buy you a rose, but
我没有钱． I have no money.
或是我有? Or do I?
我忘了告诉你了． I forgot to tell you something.
这份工作在今晚之前 本来是给你的． The job was yours until this evening.
但从现在起，我想 我不能像上司一样命令你什么了 But from now on I don't think I couldn't order you around.
-晚安． -晚安． -ood night. -Good night.
有什么家人吗? Any relatives?
两个已经成年的儿 但他已经离婚很多年了 wo grown boys, but he's been separated for years.
不觉得他对你来说老了些吗? Isn't he too old for you?
他是我见过的最帅的男人． He's the smartest man I've ever met.
他聪明，体贴．彬彬有礼．他拥有所有这些品质． He's Intelligent, polite, cultured, caring. He's got it all.
以前我从未有过这样的感觉 I had never felt like this before.
当我看到他时我的心就像跳出来了 他的手令我疯狂． When I see him my heart leaps and his hands drive me crazy.
瓦莱丽，你，是不是恋爱了； Val, you, in love?
小的时候 我会松开手里的气球． As a child I'd let my balloons go.
我喜欢看看它们升到空中 那令我感到自由． I liked to watch them rise. It made me foel free.
我不知道我是否恋爱了．但我非常喜欢他． I don't know if I'm in love, but I like him a lot.
他跟所有其他男人都不同． He's different from all the other men.
也许你也是天生注定要结婚的类型． Maybe you too were born for matrimony.
还不会这么快． Not so fast.
这是我生命中第一次感觉 像一个普通的女人一样， I feel a normal woman for the first time in my lifo,
这种感觉令我着迷， a foeling that fascinates me,
能够像我所遇到的 所有其他女人一样． to be like all other women I meet.
我几乎每天都跟杰米见面 我意识到我发现了 I see Jaime nearly every day. I realize I've discovered something
与性同样重要的东西： as important as sex.
一个男人的爱． τhe love of a man.
这是我生命中第一次疯狂地坠入爱河 I have fallen madly in love for the first time in my lifo.
他带我去最高档的地方．而且总是来接我． He takes me to the best places, and always picks me up.
开着他的捷豹吗? 我真羡慕啊． In his Jaguar? I'd like that, really.
一个有一辆捷豹的男朋友 A boyfriend with a Jaguar.
那么他在床上怎样？ And how is he in bed?
我还不知道． I don't know yet.
你真的是恋爱了! You're in love!
杰米，你需要用安全套 Jaime, you need to use a condom.
是吗? 但我想感觉你． Really? I want to feel you.
-真有必要用吗? -是的． -Is it necessary? -Yes.
喔，没问题 Okay, no problem.
我去拿一个． I'll go get one.
既然你下床了．顺便把猫带出去 我们应该二人世界． And while you're at it, take the cat out. We should be alone.
抚摸我． Caress me.
对不起我太快了，只是我今天太累了 Sorry I was so fast, but I've had a tiring day.
别担心．没关系． Don't worry. It's okay.
能让灯开着吗? Could you leave the light on?
你现在应该什么都不怕．因为你有我． You should fear nothing now, you have me.
而明天会是非常，非常特别的一天． And tomorrow will be a very, very special day.
你等着吧． You'll see.
令天我们终于做爱了．但我几乎没有任何感觉， τoday we finally made love. I hardly felt anything,
就像跟爱德华 的第一次一样 like the first time with Edouard.
但我爱他，他也爱我 But I love him and he loves me.
那对我来说是最重要的 That's the most important to me.
-太迷人了． -是的． -It's marvellous. -Yes.
那是办公室．别看，现在还是一团乱． τhe office. Don't look, it's all a mess right now.
我跟杰米就像在一场奇异的梦中 I'm living a marvellous dream with Jaime
让我不愿醒来． from which I don't want to wake.
一个能看风景的房间，木质地板．漂亮吗? A room with a view, wooden floors. Nice?
这是相应的全浴卫生间 τhe corresponding full bathroom,
这儿是我们的办公室． and here is our bedroom.
看，也有卫生间．． Look, and the bathroom...
这能完全关闭． This closes completely.
里面就会完全漆黑了 Black out, really.
真是完美大小的屋子 三个卧室． It's the perfoct size. 3 bedrooms.
是的，我们的房间．办公室在楼下 Yes, our room, the office downstairs,
还有一间是给 and another for...
给客人的． Guests.
是的，还有… Yes, and...
那天你说过 你想很快有个弦子， the other day you said you wanted children soon,
不过请不要把这当成压力． but don't take that as pressure, please.
这窗有六层高． τhe windows are 6 stories tall.
我一直梦想着能看到海景． I've always dreamed of a view of the sea,
但这一切太贵了，亲爱的． but it's too expensive, darling.
你不用担心．好吗； Don't you worry, okay?
这我来负责．就这样． That's up to me, and period.
那么他在床上怎样？ And how is he in bed?
说实话．完全不怎样． τruthfully, nothing out of this world.
他高潮来得太快了．他说因为工作太多了． He comes too fast. He says he works too much.
你不是一直说性是最重要的吗 You always said sex is most important.
也许那是因为我不爱他们 Maybe because I wasn't in love.
瓦莱丽，我觉得现在就一起住 还是太早了点． Val, I think it's a bit soon to go live together.
你们还没谈多久呢． You haven't been going out long.
你说过我应该改变下自己的生活，而我现在正是这么在做啊． You said I should change my life, and I'm doing just that.
跟他在一起，我第一次感到… Being with him, I foel,
不再需要任何其他人．而且，我就快29岁了． for the first time, no need for anyone else. Besides, I'm nearly 29.
也许我该考虑下生个孩子了 Maybe I should think about having kids.
-就是因为这个原因吧． -这只是许多原因之一． -So that's it. -One of many reasons.
一个不喜欢动物的人 还是让人有点担心． man who doesn't like animals worries me.
他只是对猫过敏． He's allergic to cat fur.
好吧．别介意我说的 Okay, pay no mind to me.
我最近不太顺心． I'm going through bad times.
-你会收养他吗? -好的． -Will you take him? -Yes.
能帮我拉一下拉链吗？ 当然． -Can you zip me up? -Sure.
-你在看什么? -冰箱． -What are you looking at? -τhe icebox.
-冰箱怎么了? -我爱它． -What's wrong with it? -I love it.
你也爱我吗? Do you love me as well?
穿这身裙子，你看起来 With that dress on, you look
太美了． beautiful.
敬你． τo you?
你还好吧? Are you okay?
当然我很好．但我觉得有点不舒服． Of course I am, but I foel a bit uncomfortable.
一切都是你付钱，你在家具上也花了一大笔钱 You're paying it all. You spent a fortune on furniture.
如果钱不花还有什么用呢? What good is money if you can't spend it?
等你找到工作， When you find a job,
我们再谈这吧．好吗？ we'll talk about this again.
看到什么吗? See anything?
它太美了． It's beautiful.
谢谢．杰米，但你不能在承担了一切费用后还给我这些礼物． τhanks, Jaime, but you can't pay it all and give me these gifts.
这是在对你说我爱你． It's to say I love you.
对不起，我踩到你了吗？ 桌子太小了． orry, did I step on you? The table's small.
你真是个混蛋! What a son of a bitch!
什么? What?
不需要用． There's no need.
你做爱很棒．能感觉得出你跟很多男人一起过． You fuck well. I can tell you've been with many men.
但我现在不想去想那些 I don't want to think about that now.
你现在只属于我． You're mine only.
只属于我． Mine only.
别说话． Don't talk.
你在做什么? What are you doing?
抱紧我． Embrace me.
你不害怕了吗? Aren't you afraid?
不再怕了． Not any longer.
喂； Yes?
-瓦莱丽克里? -是我，请说． -Valerie? -Yes, speaking.
嗨，是我哈利 嗨．哈利． -?i, it's ?arry. -Hi, Harry.
我今早能见你吗? Could I see you this morning?
当然可以，我半小时后就到 再见． Sure, I'll be there in half an hour. See you.
我雇了一个女人，但她糟透了． I hired a girl, but she was a disaster.
还没干到一星期． She didn't last a week.
如果你愿意，你可以现在就开始工作 If you're willing, you could start right now.
现在就? Right now?
是的，我急需要人． Yes, I need someone urgently.
三周后我们就要推出这一系列 我们都火烧眉毛了． We present the collection in 3 weeks. We're up to here.
我们还没谈过钱吧． We haven't spoken about money yet.
圣诞发一个火腿，对吗，迈特? A ham for Christmas. Right, Maite?
是的．一个客户在外面等 我马上就来．谢谢． -A client is waiting. -I'll be right there. Thanks.
不用担心钱的事．我们会签份协议． Don't worry about money. We'll reach an agreement.
要咖啡吗? Coffee?
哈罗． Hello.
我有个大好消息． I have very good news.
你去哪儿了? Where were you?
我开始工作了． 什么? -I've started to work. -What?
我给你手机打过电话 但它关机了． I called your cell phone but it was off.
哈利耍我马上就开始 哈利? -Harry wants me to start right... -Harry?
-他们 -他妈的谁是哈利? -τhey're... -Who the fuck is Harry?
老板．一个意大利人 The boss, an Italian.
一家时装公司雇了我． I've been hired by a fashion firm.
一个意大利人? 他就那么雇了你? An Italian? He hired you just like that?
还不知道你工作得如何? 真奇怪． Not knowing how you work? How weird.
这不奇怪吗? Isn't that weird?
你还年轻 有很多需要学的． You're still young and have a lot to learn.
怎么啦? What's wrong?
我以为你会为我的工作高兴 I thought you'd be happy about my job.
我是．我高兴， And I am. I am happy,
我只是没预计到， but I didn't expect it,
所以我才那样的反应 and that's why I reacted that way.
但我为你高兴． But I am happy.
原谅我吧． Forgive me.
真的，原谅我． Really, forgive me.
那晚，我以为自己在做的那场奇异的梦 That night, that marvellous dream I thought I was living
开始渐渐变成了一场恶梦 began to turn into a nightmare.
我开始觉得我并不了解 I just give an account that I did not know
眼前这个我爱上的人． the person of which I had fallen in love.
目录什么时候要? When the catalogues?
明天需要印好它们 你来负责，瓦莱丽 They should be printed tomorrow. You do it, Valerie.
他在哪儿?我没耐心了! Where is he? I'm losing my patience!
出什么事了? 我要打烂你的脸! -What's going on? -I'll bust your chops!
你来这儿做什么? What are you doing here?
那么说，想操我老婆的家伙就是你吧? o, you're the one who wants to fuck my wifo?
为什么这么晚了她还在这儿? Why is she here so late?
你以为我不知道发生什么吗? You think I don't know what's going on?
以为我不知道吗? You think I don't know?
杰米 Jaime,
回家吧，我马上就来 马上，亲爱的．等我． go home. I'll be there soon. Right away, darling. Wait for me.
我到外面等． I'll wait outside.
起来啦．来嘛．起来 Get up. Come on, get up.
你好吗? How are you?
你睡得好吗? Did you sleep well?
亲爱的．你知道我想到什么吗? Darling, you know what I've thought?
我想我们可以一起去旅行． τhat we could both use a trip.
原谅我，亲爱的． Forgive me, my love.
原谅我．真的．我压力太大了 Forgive me. Truthfully, I am very stressed.
我忘不掉我的太多问题 I can't forget my problems.
我们去度度假，我们就会好了． We'll go on vacation, and we'll be fine.
别碰我!我们最好还是分手吧． Don't touch me! It would be best for us to separate.
分手? Separate?
亲爱的，我们不能分手． My darling, we can't separate.
没有你我活不了． I can't live without you.
如果你离开我，我会承受不了的 If you leave me, I won't bear it.
亲爱的，我的宝贝， My darling, my little love,
求你．你必须理解我． please. You have to understand me.
给我一个机会，我只是心情不好． ive me a chance, I'm in bad shape.
杰米，你的问题很严重． Jaime, you're not well.
你有撒谎强迫症，你的情绪反复无常． You're a compulsive liar, your moods are unpredictable.
你有暴力倾向，你到我工作的地方来让我难堪 You're aggressive, you come to work and show me up.
你的行为不正常． You're not acting in a normal way.
你需要去看医生． 你希望我怎么做我都会去做 -You need to see a doctor. -I'll do as you wish.
无论是什么，但请你别离开我． Whatever you want, but don't leave me.
求你，你不能离开我．我需要你． Please, you can't leave me. I need you.
-你什么时候到的? -今天． -When did you get here? -τoday.
我都认不出你了． You're unrecognizable.
你知道我在想什么吗?库阿乌兰．记得吗? You know what I'm thinking about? Kuhaylan. Remember?
那第一匹阿拉巴马．我想那个男人学会了驯服它． The first Arabian horse. I think than man learned to tame it.
说真的，你都让人认不出了，瓦莱丽你需要靠你自己一个人生活 Honestly, you're unrecognizable, Valerie. You need to be alone.
看着我 Look at me.
你知道你永远可以信赖我． You know you can always count on me.
江山易改本性难移，但对杰米我还心存着希望． People don't change, but I had hopes of doing so with Jaime.
索尼亚说的对，我瞎了 Sonia was right. I'm blind
可更糟的是，我依然爱着他． and, what's worse, I still love him.
我无法继续下去．我唯一希望的就是失去知觉， I can't go on. All I want to do is lose consciousness,
从这个世界上消失 disappear from this world.
哦．瓦莱丽．瓦莱丽! 你何不去度度假? Oh, Val, Val! Why don't you take a vacation?
那对你会好些． It would do you well.
感谢你的关心，你是对的，我这样下去无法工作 I appreciate it. You're right, I can't work like this.
我无法集中精神． I can't concentrate.
还有，别忘了火腿． And don't forget to take the ham.
用火腿打他 掩饰成像一次意外一样． Hit him with it and make it look like an accident.
你如果不是同志，你跟我很可能就在一起了呢 Were you not gay, you and I would be together.
哦．圣母玛利亚 Oh, Madonna!
是的，是的．就这样 继续．别停下． es, yes, that's it. Do it. Don't stop.
亲爱的，看，我给你买了圣诞礼物 Darling, look, I have a Christmas present for you.
-你叫什么名字? -万妮． -What's your name? -Vane.
万妮，这是瓦莱丽 瓦莱丽，这是万妮． Vane, this is Val. Val, this is Vane.
我们真是完美的一个组合 We make up a perfoct team.
过来，亲爱的，过来，宝贝．过来． Come here, my love. Come here, love, come here.
过来吧． Please, come here.
我们可以玩个痛快 We could have a great time.
-你叫什么名字? -万妮． -What's your name? -Vane.
来，来吧，亲爱的， Come, come on, my love,
来，来，过来． come, come, come here.
来，亲爱的． Come, my darling.
奶子真棒! What tits, huh?
多好的奶子 What tits!
真够大的．婊子． τhe biggest thing you've got, bitch.
你还穿了孔啊? You've got a piercing, huh?
够了．下去，下去．下去 τhat's enough. Get off, off, off!
我的钱呢? Where's my money?
我没有现金．知道吗？ I have no cash, you know?
-我的100欧元呢? -我不知道． -Where are my 100 euros? -I don't know.
我不清楚 I have no idea.
杰米，我们要有孩子了 Jaime, we're expecting a baby.
什么? What?
我们要有孩子了． We're expecting a baby.
那不可能． τhat's impossible.
为什么不可能? Why is it impossible?
我不怀疑你怀孕了，但我怀疑它是不是我的 I don't doubt you're expecting, I doubt it's mine.
你怎么能那么说? How can you say that?
你知道我为什么怀疑吗? You know why I doubt it?
因为我不育已经有很多年了 Because I'm sterile for many years now.
你跟别人上了床 有了孽种就想丢给我． You laid someone else and want to dump it on me.
你真是个魔鬼． You're a monster.
而你是个歇斯底里的三八 And you are a hysterical piece of shit.
我一直想告诉你这个．你是个鸡! I've always wanted to tell you this. You're a whore!
你一直都在撒谎，像所有鸡一样! You lie all the time, like all whores!
我不知道我怎么忍了你这么久 I don't know how I stood you so long.
就是这样．谈话结束了． And that's it, the conversation is over.
别哭，你这头猪 Don't cry, you pig.
别哭了．猪． Don't cry, pig.
孩子是这世界上我最想要的． A baby is what I most wanted in this world.
你做得对．瓦莱丽．你还年轻，以后有很多机会要孩子 ou did right, Val. You're still young for having kids.
我不知道现在该怎幺办． I don't know what to do now.
我辞掉了工作，花光了我的积蓄， I quit my job, spent my savings and,
还因为他，欠了一屁股债． thanks to him, I'm in deep debt.
这几个月的房租都是我付的 I paid the rent for months.
哦，别担心 Well, don't worry.
怎么，这里发生什么了j What, what is going on here?
你看不见吗? 她要离开了． Can't you see? She is leaving.
什么，你要走吗? What, you're clearing off?
亲爱的． My love,
-我求你，宝贝． -别碰她． -I beg you, baby. -Leave her alone.
如果你走出这扇门，我发誓我会杀了你．明白吗? If you walk out that door, I swear I'll kill you. Understand?
我会杀了你．听见吗？ I'll kill you, you hear?
我要毁了你，婊子! I am going to destroy you, bitch!
听见没? 我要打电话报警了 -You hear? -I'll call the cops.
真该死! τhis is fuckin' shit!
我们走．瓦莱丽，我们离开这儿 Let's go, Val, we're out of here.
我求你． I beg you.
我求你，求你． I beg you, please.
我发誓我会变的，亲爱的 I swear I'll change, my love.
原谅我，亲爱的． Forgive me, my love.
你不能走，亲爱的． You can't go, my love.
你休想离开我．听见吗? ou won't get away from me, you hear?
婊子! Whore!
没人能离开我．知道吗？ No one leaves me, you know?
没人能离开我，臭婊子! No one leaves me, you bitch!
你到我那儿住吧 You're coming to my place
直到你摆脱了那个狗娘养的 until you get over that son of a bitch bastard.
瓦莱丽？ Val?
你好． Hello.
瓦莱丽． Val.
瓦莱丽，你不能这样继续下去． Val, you can't go on like this.
瓦莱丽．你必须振作． Val, you have to react.
你看起来槽透了． You look terrible.
你在这里多久了? How long have you been here?
哦．宝贝… Oh, my baby...
我帮你把这里收拾一下 I'll help you clean all this up.
瞧．我给你带了吃的． 来吧． Look, I've brought food. Come on.
跟雅姆的分手几乎让找死去 Breaking off with Jaime nearly cost me my life.
当意识到这个陷进时．我终于走出来 eeing the depths of the pit, I want out
重新见到光明． and to see the light again.
在几个月没有经历性高潮后 After several months without an orgasm
我的身体开始苏醒． my body was beginning to rouse.
它就像从永恒的昏睡中被唤醒了 t was like waking from a long, eternal lethargy.
我感到饥渴． I'm starving.
我知道我要怎么做来满足我的饥渴． I know what I will do to quench my appetite again.
-嗨． -嗨． -Hi. -Hi.
我想我可能弄错了． 不．是这里．请进． -I think I made a mistake. -No, it's here. Come in.
进来． Come in.
你是瓦莱丽，对吗? 是的． -You're Val, right? -Yes.
是你打电话来面试的吧． You called for the interview.
我叫辛迪．跟她们一起工作的， 幸会． -I'm Cindy. One of the girls. -It's a pleasure.
你请稍等一会儿． You'll be attended to right away.
-克里斯蒂娜． -瓦莱丽．瓦莱丽． -Cristina. -Val, Valerie.
瓦莱丽克里?名字很好听 请让我看一下．谢谢 Valerie? A nice name. Let me have a look, please. Thanks.
请坐吧．瓦莱丽． Have a seat, Val.
你过去在那儿工作过？ 这行吗? -Where have you worked? -In this?
是的，当然 Yes, of course.
这是我的第一次． This is my first time.
真有趣．你会做什么? Interesting. What can you do?
无论什么． 只要用安全套就行 verything, as long as it's with a condom.
那很好． That's fine.
跟辛迪，走 Go with Cindy.
妆化好点． Use more make-up.
客户出钱不是要看家里能看到的货色． Clients don't pay for what they have at home.
我想我找到工作了 跟我说说． -I think I found a job. -Tell me about it.
哪家公司? For what company?
一个妓院． In a brothel.
拜托，瓦莱丽，这不好笑 Come on, Val, that's not funny.
我明天就开始． I start tomorrow.
-你是认真的? -是的． -Are you serious? -Yes.
看 Look,
我们大多数时间是在等待． we spend most of the time waiting.
想看看我生命中那个男人吗? Want to see the man of my lifo?
他叫米格 His name is Migue.
他跟我妈妈住在里约． He lives with my mother near Rio.
我送他去那儿是因为他爸是个杂种． sent him there because his father is a bastard.
我做这一切都是为他．但我不能继续下去了． I take all this for him, but I can't go on.
我必须小声跟你说．这里隔墙有耳． I must whisper. τhese walls have ears.
来吧．姑娘们，我们去跳舞 Come on, girls, let's dance.
你会听话吗? Are you going to behave?
辛迪 Cindy.
我是马尔 I'm Mar.
我是斯蒂芬妮． I'm Stephanie.
你叫什么名字，孩子? 劳拉． -What's your name, child? -Laura.
我是瓦莱丽． I'm Val.
瓦莱丽，我要你． Val, I want you.
我需要做什么? 那取决于你． -What do I have to do? -That's up to you,
但他一直很亢奋． but he's always high.
不过他不要从头到尾做 He cannot have full sex.
帮他手交会让他很高兴． A good hand job will make him happy.
两个小时都手交? A two-hour hand job?
你知道，你可以调调情，按摩 You know, you play a little, massages...
这里不是学校，瓦莱丽． This is no school, Val.
客人不会把你吞了的 τhe client isn't going to gobble you up.
去吧．你看起来很美． You look beautiful.
嗨． Hi.
你是新来的，对吗? You're new, aren't you?
来吧．跟我一起躺在水里 Come on, get in the water with me.
过来． Come here.
你有种特别的味道 真的吗? -You have a special smell. -Really?
你喜欢吗? You like it?
-让我们去床上吧． -不．我们待在这儿． -Let's go to bed. -No. Let's stay here.
做爱并不让我兴奋． Fucking doesn't turn me on.
好吧，放松．那我们看看怎么做好 Okay, relax, we'll see what can be done.
嗯，我是来自塞尔维亚． Well, I'm from Seville.
我在一家机械公司工作 我们的产品出口到全欧洲 I work for a machine company that sells throughout Europe.
妈的! Fuck!
停下．姑娘，我就要疯了 Stop, girl, or I'll go crazy.
你干嘛停下? Why the fuck did you stop?
因为你叫我停的啊． Because you told me to.
不．你没注意听我说． You pay no attention to me.
继续，该死 Keep going, shit!
以前从没人对我这么做过． o one's ever done this to me before.
你去看过四月的展会吗？ 没有． -Did you go to the April fair? -No.
你知道我突然有种什幺感觉吗? You know what's happened to me all of a sudden?
-我已经爱上你了． -可我们才刚见面啊． -I've fallen in love with you. -But we just met.
没错，一见钟情嘛． τhat's right, love at first sight.
我们为什么不到床上去呢? Why don't we get into bed?
好吧．但只是因为我爱你． Okay, but just because I love you.
你的屁股可真漂亮! What a nice ass you've got!
要是我弄疼你了，我很抱歉 I'm sorry if I hurt you.
再打我一次． Slap me again.
那一刻，我有种奇怪的感觉 At that moment I felt a strange foeling.
就像15岁 跟爱德华一起时一样． The same as at 15, with Edward.
我需要去了解更多， I needed to know more,
去从这个我刚踏入的世界中学习 to learn from this world I just entered.
不在做什么? What are you doing?
第一次很难．我知道 The first time is tough, I know.
我们第一次时都哭了． We have all cried the first time.
但你会习惯的． 它会变得像锻炼一样． But you get used to it, it becomes an exercise.
-你还好吧? -我当然很好． -Are you okay? -Of course I am.
-钱呢? -给． -Where's my money? -Here you are.
-感觉怎样? -还好．但有点粗野． -How did it go? -Fine, but a bit of a pain.
你还期望是一个有修养的，风趣的男人 You expected a cultured, interesting man
跟你愉快地交谈吗？ with a pleasant conversation?
我提醒你你是个妓女． I remind you you're a whore.
你看起来很累． You look tired.
一点也不，我很高兴． Not at all, I'm delighted.
客人们都喜欢些什么？ What do clients like?
什么样的都有． A bit of everything.
有的喜欢把你绑起来．有的喜欢用东西插你． Some want to tie you up, others stick things in you.
你让我有点概念了 You just gave me an idea.
那个很帅的就是他! τhat handsome is he!
他的名字叫乔瓦尼 他是意大利人． His name is Giovanni. He's Italian.
另一个是头猪． The other one's a pig.
他们常来巴塞罗那 他们是不错的客人 τhey come to Barcelona often. They're good clients.
我马上出来． I'll be right out.
去吧，你看起来美极了 Come on, you look divine.
很高兴见到你． It was a pleasure to meet you.
我希望你会喜欢这． I hope you enjoyed it.
多么激情的生活． What an intense life.
我希望我的生活也能是那样 I would like mine to be that way too.
你叫什么名字? What's your name?
瓦莱丽 Valerie.
我有种奇怪的感觉 I have a strange foeling
在这里，不知怎的，时间好像停滞了一样． that here, somehow, time stands still.
你只是才开始学着去做你自己 You're just learning to be who you are.
那么你呢? What about you?
你是我的过去的未来． You are the future of my past.
而我，也许是．．．你的未来的回忆． And me, perhaps, the memory of your future.
这工作不难，只是跟其他工作有点不同 It's not a difficult job, just different.
你怎么能那么说? How can you say that?
我喜欢自由地做事．你知道 I like to do it free, you know that.
并且我能赚钱，我还要求什么呢? And I get paid, what else could I want?
-你有没有被打过屁股？ -什么？ -Have you ever been spanked? -What?
试试．你会发现惊喜的． Try it. You'd be surprised.
我们有太多先入为主的看法了 We have too many preconceptions.
那么那些花呢? And those flowers?
一个客人，佩德罗送的礼物 A present from Pedro, a client.
-它们很漂亮． -是的． -τhey're pretty. -Yes.
还想杰米吗? Still thinking of Jaime?
一点也不． Not at all.
我有个意大利客人 我很喜欢他． I have an Italian client I like a lot.
多小一心点，瓦莱丽． Be careful, Val.
我以前也见过你这样的表情 I've seen that look before.
-留着吧． -不． -Keep it. -No.
别傻了 Don't be silly.
你好．克里斯蒂娜． Yes, Cristina?
喔，我马上就来 Okay, I'm on my way.
是乔瓦尼 It's Giovanni.
乔瓦尼与我见过的其他客人都不同 Giovanni is different from all other clients I've met.
他碰我的时候我会颤抖 I shivers when he touches me.
他令我就像飞到了宇宙 看到星辰． He makes me go to the cosmos, see stars.
我想我爱上他了． I think I'm in love with him.
谢谢． Thank you.
我住在卡布里亚 因为我妈妈住那儿 I live in Calabria because mama lives there.
一年里我大多时候都出门在外 I spend most of the year travelling.
-什么? -你左边的眉毛． -What? -Your left eyebrow.
-它怎么了? -我喜欢． -What's wrong with it? -I like it.
还有乱乱的头发． That uncombed hair.
你知道么? You know?
相比语言的交流 我更擅长于身体的交流． I communicate better with my body than with words.
我会用一次抚摸来传递令我感觉自己活着的东西 With a caress I describe things that make me feel alive.
我害怕，乔瓦尼．我太爱你了． I'm scared, Giovanni, I like you too much.
你的体味令人无法抗拒 Your smell is irresistible.
-什么味道? -地中海的味道， -What smell? -The Mediterranean,
透着新鲜，生命． freshness, life.
我也太喜欢你了． I like you too much too.
-告诉我你的手机． -我不能． -Give me your phone number. -I can't.
老板会杀了我的． 你老板应该付你更多钱 -My boss would kill me. -Your boss should pay you more.
你这周还会打电话给我吗? Will you call me again this week?
你想知道答案吗? Do you want to know the answer?
瞧． Look,
这个证明我会再打给你． this proves that I will call you again.
帮我保存好它，好好照顾它． Save it for me, and take good care of it.
我得走了．你的时间到了． I have to go. Your time's up.
尽管我想跟你一起睡觉． Although I'd like to sleep with you...
你说什么? What did you say?
没什么，忘了吧． Nothing, forget it.
那么钱呢? What about the money?
我真槽糕． I'm a disaster.
如果我再付你一个钟点的钱呢? What if I pay you another hour?
这个小时的我请． This one is on me.
瓦莱丽，你要多小心． Val, be very careful.
别爱上他．这是简单的逻辑． Don't fall in love with him. It's sheer logic.
一个嫖鼓的男人是不可能 It's impossible for a man who goes with whores
对你忠诚的．相信我． to be loyal. Believe me.
瓦莱丽，你很美．你的新工作很适合你． Valerie, you're beautiful. Your new job suits you.
尽管我很嫉妒那些男人． Although I'm jealous of the other men.
你的飞机什么时候走； When does your plane leave?
三小时候． 不，为什么，你不能留下吗? -In 3 hours. -Why, why don't you stay?
我得去马德里． I have to go to Madrid.
我们可以要一瓶可口可乐 然后去卫生问． e could order a Coca-Cola and go to the bathroom.
我以为你戒了那个了呢． I thought you dropped that.
我又感到饥渴了． I'm thirsty again.
我想你能给我多点折扣吧 I guess you'll give me a good discount.
请给我们一瓶可乐和一个开瓶器 A Coca-Cola and an opener, please.
你不喜欢这吗? Don't you like it?
我当然喜欢这套房，但． Of course I like this suite but
我不想做你的未婚妻，佩德罗 I don't want to be your fiance, Pedro.
瓦莱丽，听我说． Val, listen to me.
只要能让你爱我，我会愿意为你做任何事 I'll do whatever you want for you to love me.
并且我们做爱时我可以一个字也不说． And I won't say a word while we're fucking.
我希望的只是你能嫁给我 What I want is for you to marry me.
瞧． Look,
这是给你的． this is for you.
看一下吧． Fuckin' look at it.
-你不喜欢吗? -不喜欢． -You don't like it? -No.
曾经有人送过我一个相似的 我不能接受它． I was given a similar one once. I can't accept it.
别送我任何东西． Don't give me anything.
也别送花，我讨厌花 And no flowers, I hate flowers.
佩德罗，你在给我压力 Pedro, you're pressing me.
去找别的女孩吧． Go see some other girls.
你说什么? What are you saying?
我不要别人，我就要你! I don't want others, I want you!
你弄疼我了． You're hurting me.
我不会嫁给你的． I won't marry you.
你喝醉了． You're drunk.
-我最好还是走了． -走，走？ -I had better go. -Go, go?
你知道这房间花了我多少钱吗? You know what this room costs me?
你知道这房间花了我多少钱吗? Do you know what this room costs me?
我付你钱，你就要照我说的做 明白没? I pay you, and you'll do as I say. You understand me?
这儿是你他妈的钱 Here's your fuckin' money.
捡起来 Pick it up.
他妈的捡起来! Pick it the fuck up!
四脚朝地趴着． Stay there on all fours.
四脚朝地给我趴着 对了． Stay there on all fours. Yeah.
-你要伤害我吗? -你喜欢吗? -You're hurting me? -Do you like it?
现在你叫我打你，像你平时一样好吗 Now you'll ask me to spank you, like you've always done.
你喜欢吗? You like that?
婊子．你真是个婊子 Bitch, you're a real bitch.
你在伤害我．求你住手，佩德罗． You're hurting me. Please, Pedro.
你在抱怨什么? 什么? What are you complaining about? What?
是你选择要做鸡的 You chose to be a whore.
你要照我说的做， You'll do as I say,
不管怎样． in one way or another.
告诉我你喜欢这样 τell me you like this.
不，求你! No, please!
你喜欢吗? You like this?
我爱你，瓦莱丽 I love you, Val.
你看什么? And you, what a view?
那晚我明白了奶奶曾对我说的那句话 That night I understood, what grandma said,
卖淫跟结婚其实没有多大的区别． prostitution and marriage aren't that different.
你都像是成了另一个人的财产 You become the property of someone else.
而如果那个人像杰米或佩德罗那样． And when they're like Jaime or Pedro,
你的人生就不再有任何价值了 your life has no value any longer.
我以为他要杀了我． I thought he would kill me.
这行里有很多佩德罗，那样的． τhere are many Pedros in this.
离开吧，你还有时间． Go, you're still in time.
再晚的话，就很难摆脱了． After, it's difficult to drop it.
你可以去里约 顺便给找儿子一个大大的吻 ou could go to Rio and give my son an enormous kiss.
现在回家去吧，你看起来很累． Now go home. You look tired.
我不想一个人． I don't want to be alone.
嗨， Hi,
你有一个客人．并不是很多都像佩德罗那样的． you've got a client, and there aren't that many Pedros.
对不起，我不能去．我好几晚没睡了． I'm sorry, I can't go. I haven't slept for nights.
而且我还有约 我去． -And I have a date. -I'll go.
你哪儿也别去 你约了谁? You're going nowhere. Who's the date with?
你是我的人． You're committed to me.
如果我是你．我就去．是那个意大利人．你朋友 I'd go if I were you. It's the Italian, your friend.
-乔瓦尼? -是的．还有他的朋友． -Giovanni? -Yes, and his friend.
马克和你马上就去． 干杯! Mae and you will go right now. Cheers!
-嗨． -嗨，亲爱的． -Hi. -Hi, darling.
来吧，公主． Come on, princess.
我终于还是说服了乔瓦尼，这个花花公子… I've finally convinced Giovanni, the 'macaroni', that
今晚让你归我了 you'd be mine tonight.
过来，美人．过来． ome here, beautiful. Come here.
你来了之后一声没吭过 You've said nothing since you're here.
真是个讨厌的婊子! What a pain of a whore!
我无法让自己不去想乔瓦尼 I couldn't stop thinking about Giovanni.
我无法相信他没有选我 I couldn't believe he didn't pick me.
亚历杭德罗操我的时候让我觉得恶心． I felt disgust while Alejandro fucked me.
辛迪说的对 我应该离开妓女这行． Cindy was right saying I should quit prostitution.
趁我还能这么做 I could still do that.
但辛迪被套住了 But Cindy was trapped.
她欠了格里斯蒂纳很多钱 She owed Cris a lot of money, and she was infatuated with her.
她无法忍受没有她的儿子在身边 She couldn't stand not having her son.
发生什么了? What happened?
辛迪． Cindy.
她从窗户摔下来了．我想是…自杀． She foll out the window. A suicide, we think.
她接到一个电话，好像她丈夫把孩子带走了． She got a call. Seems like her husband took the boy,
但我们只知道这点． but we know nothing more.
辛迪绝不愿离开她的儿子 Cindy would never leave her son.
第二天我们埋葬了她， We buried her the next day,
只是我们妓院几个女孩一起 just the girls from the brothel.
我很痛苦． I was devastated.
我无法停止自己去想辛迪 I can't stop thinking about Cindy.
我们都为辛迪难过， We're all sorry about Cindy,
但生活还要继续，只有工作才能让你吃饱饭 but life goes on, and the job that feeds you as well.
我不去． I'm not going.
你要去，亲爱的 Yes you are, darling.
嗨？ Hello?
有人吗? Hello.
-你好． -你好． -Hi. -Hi.
我想是她们没告诉你吧 没关系． -I see they didn't tell you. -That's okay.
-你叫什么名字? -瓦莱丽． -What's your name? -Valerie.
我是伊尼戈． 幸会． I'm Inigo. Delighted.
你能扶我起来帮我躺到床上去吗? Could you pick me up and put me on the bed?
我也能做到 I could do that but
只是会费很大的力气 it takes me a great effert.
别害怕．我不会有任何感觉． Have no fear. I feel absolutely nothing.
不，你不需要帮我脱衣服． No, you don't need to undress me.
我唯一还有感觉的部位就是我的脖子． The only place I foel anything is my neck.
我的手也能有点感觉． And my hands a bit.
-你闻起来真好． -我闻起来什么味道? -You smell nice. -What do I smell of?
-巧克力味． -巧克力? -Chocolate. -Chocolate?
你能帮我个忙吗? Could you do me a favour?
动动你的手指． 来吧，瓦莱丽， ove your fingers. Come on, Valerie,
动动你手上的手指对你来说这很容易 ove the fingers of your hand. For you it's easy.
我一根手指也动不了． I am incapable of moving a single finger.
你不知道有多少次…突然地… You don't know how many times, suddenly,
我想象我的手和我的手指开始能动了，然后 I imagine me hands and my fingers start to move, and
我从轮椅上下来 开始跑了起来． get up off the chair and I start to run.
我能触碰鲜花， I can tough the flowers,
感觉天鹅绒的柔滑， foel the velvet,
或抚摸像你这样美的女人 and caress a woman as beautiful as you.
我们应该更爱自己一些．瓦莱丽． We should love ourselves more, Valerie.
离开吧，你还有时间．再晚的话，就很难摆脱了． Go, you're still in time. After, it's difficult to drop it.
千万别放弃你真正渴望的东西 Never give up anything you really long for
因为你会后悔的． because you'll regret it.
相信我． Believe me.
我知道你住哪儿，我会找到你． I know where you live. I'll go get you.
你要去哪儿?嗯?去哪儿? Where are you going? Where, huh?
我不在乎你说什么，我要走． I don't care what you say, I'm gone.
我在乎说过的话 I do care about what is said.
滚吧！把包给我! 你这婊子! Clear out! Give me the bag! You whore!
走吧．从我的视线中消失 Go on, get out of my sight!
你让我忍无可忍! You're unbearable!
我们总是当一切已晚后才开始清醒． We always realize things when it's too late.
自从那次事故之后， Since the accident,
每当我碰到谁，我就会给他们建议． whenever I see anyone, I give them advice.
什么建议? What advice?
好好把握他们生活的每一天，真正地 To take advantage of their life every day, but truly.
去生活． Live.
你需要靠你自己一个人生活 You need to be alone.
尽你的可能充分享受生活． Enjoy life as much as you can.
我能够触摸绿草， 感受天鹅绒． And I can touch grass, feel velvet.
我渐渐开始抚摸自己的身体 I slowly started to caress my body.
我最终发现了应该走怎样的路． I had finally discovered what road to follow.
那就是：做自己． That of being myself.
尽管那天下着滂沱大雨．我还是决定了出去． Although it was pouring rain, I decided to go out.
我想和一直在我身边的那个人分享这一剥． I wanted to share that moment with who'd always been by my side.
你怎么来了? What are you doing here?
我知道我现在样子很糟 I know I'm unpresentable.
恭喜! Congratulations!
你还好吗? 从没像现在这么好过 -Are you okay? -Better than ever.
我想谢谢你 I wanted to thank you.
谢我什么? For what?
谢谢你做我的朋友，谢谢你给我的建议． For being my friend, for your advice.
我始终都会听你的建议 I always follow your advice.
我决定了离开歧院． I've decided to leave the brothel.
我真为你高兴． I'm so happy.
我会跟哈山在一起一段时间 I'll spend some time with Hassan.
你不打开你的礼物吗? Won't you open your present?
真漂亮! It's beautiful!
它没有拉链． It has no zipper.
现在我没有那个问题了 他能帮我拉． Now I don't have that problem. He helps me.
这是马可仕．我们通过广告认识的． τhis is Marcos. We met through an ad.
-嗨．马可仕． -嗨． -Hi, Marcos. -Hi.
-我为你高兴． -进来换下衣服吧． -I'm glad for you. -Come in and change.
-不，我娶走了． -你以后打算做什么? -No, I have to go. -What will you do now?
生活． Live.
我是个滥交的女人，是的． I'm a promiscuous woman, yes,
因为我想利用性的方式 because I want to use sex as a means to find
’找到每个人所寻找的东西 认同． what everyone is looking for. Recognition,
快乐，自尊．还有最重要的， pleasure, self-esteem and, in short,
爱和关怀．’ 这有什么病态的吗； love and affection. What's pathological about that?
不管你想叫我什么，来吧 If you want to give me a name, go on,
我不介意． I don't mind.
但你必须知道我是个真正的美人鱼， But you must know I'm really a mermaid,
一个森林女神，一个仙女 a dryad, simply a nymph.
-嗨． -嗨． -Hi. -Hi.
什么? What?
跟我回家吗? Get home?
我想和你做爱． I want to fuck with you.
但我没有钱． I have no money.
没关系．不要钱． No matter. It's free.
一个嫖妓的男人是不可能 It's impossible for a man who goes with whores
对你忠诚的 to be loyal.
瓦莱丽 Valerie...
生活 Live.