Or Angela.
Do you like it?
We have to give her adrenaline!
- What is it? - There's a problem with her pulmonary ventilation.
- Heartbeat? - 40.
She's haemorrhaging, then.
Can you feel my hands, Angela? Can you feel them?
Uh?
l won't let you go!
With each push, l'll bring you back.
l'm holding on to you.
When you drink tea, remember?
When you do your homework, remember?
When you sing, do you remember when you sing?
But please help me, my brave little girl.
Help me! Tell me l'm still worth something.
Don't move.
Where are you?
She's stabilizing.
Welcome back, sweetheart. You are still here.
- Stay. - No, l'll go out.
l'm sweating, shaking, and about to piss my pants.
- Eat these, they're warm. - Stop! l can't eat anymore.
Shall l wrap them up for you?
Yeah.
You have a fever.
Yes...
There he is!
Congratulations!
A life without kids is like stew without meat! Well done!
l'll be an aunt!
l can't quite picture the baby.
lt'll be beautiful, like you.
Maybe it'll be a girl, ugly like you.
Last night l dreamt it was born without feet.
By the next scan, it'll have feet, don't worry.
- Good morning, doctor. - Good morning.
- Hello. - Oh, Alfredo! - Excuse me,..
..l wanted to ask you if you can cover my shift tonight.
- You could've just called. - Well, l live nearby.
Know that aneurysm case? He died from complications.
- A cardiopatic, wrong tests. - lt happens to us all.
They made me sign the form. l'm being reviewed.
That's the procedure, you know that.
Ada left me.
She said l'm cruel, that l spoil everything l touch.
We're all cruel, some more, some less.
Are you cold?
A bit.
Here it is, the galloping horse.
Doctor?
They're paging you.
Doctor!
Timoteo!
Who's next?
l waited so long for you.
Why didn't you at least call me?
l am sorry.
Have you changed your mind?
- lt's not what you think. - What, then?
What is it then? Tell me then?
- What is it? - Please!
Please!
Do you want to leave me? Tell me. Do you want to leave me?
Tell me if you want to leave me. Do you want to leave me?
l have something to tell you.
- Hi, Timoteo. - Hi.
My wife is not well.
What does she have?
l don't know.
You're a doctor and you don't know?
Good morning. The captain and his crew..
..welcome you aboard flight AZ 354....
- l am getting off. - Sit down! We are moving!
- l'm having a heart attack. - l'll call a doctor. - l am a doctor!
- Sit down! What are you doing? - l am his doctor.
My raincoat!
- l saved your life! - Why, will it crash?
Not any more, you can't get off the ones that crash.
Fuck the convention!
l like surprises, like blow-jobs in elevators.
l'm in love.
Who is it?
A woman.
What are you doing?
Dancing.
lt's bad for you.
l had an abortion.
- What did you say? - l had an abortion!
- You did what? - l did it!
- l wanted it! l wanted it - You would've changed your mind!
- Where did you do the abortion? - At the gypsies'.
You're nuts, come with me to the hospital!
- l don't like hospitals. - You have to come with me!
Why? Why? Why? Why?
Remember when l told you about that man at the market?
He was my father.
Ow!
My father took advantage of me.
lt's better this way. l wouldn't have been a good mother.
On the mat, Angela and Aurora!
Why are you obsessed with judo?
lt's a good sport, a good discipline:
..you have to be fair, respect your mates. lt's a good sport.
She wants to do synchronized swimming.
She's too clumsy for synchronized swimming.
She fell down.
Get out of there! Fight back, Angela! Come on!
You have to loosen up, sweetheart. How many times l have told you?
Judo is about taking advantage, capturing your opponent's energy..
..and using it, in some way. lnstead you just lie there,..
..you are not aggressive, not vigorous. A bit more cynicism when fighting!
You let go, it almost looks like you do it on purpose!
l can't take it anymore. l don't want to come here anymore.
l don't like judo, you understand?
l'm not a boy! l'm not a boy! l'm not a boy!!
What the fuck do you want from me? What do you want?
l'm not a boy! What do you want? l'm not a boy!
Ssh... Calm down.
Ssh!
Enough already. Angela will choose her sports.
Sorry, Angela. Sorry, you're right.
You're not a boy, you're a beautiful girl.
Hello? Can you hear me?
Can't you give me any kind of information?
lt's the British Airways 1 1:30 flight.
Eleven thirty, yes! Eleven thirty, yes!
There is sugar in. Yes! Yes! Yes!
Fuck you, then! There is no coverage. Hi, Timo.
Alfredo is the best, shit personality, but he's a genius.
Plus at her age, recovery capacity is impressive.
No signal in this room either.
Remember that time..
..you stopped that plane saying you were having a heart attack?
''l'll call you a doctor.'' ''l am a doctor!''
''Where are you going?'' ''l'm his doctor.''
When l left Martine, she said:
..''At least fall in love for real next time.''
l have a Caesarean.
Angela will make it.
That little bugger of my godchild will make it.
- Would you call us a cab, please? - No, it's near. Let's take a walk.
l think it's raining.
- How many months? - Nine. Nine months.
l'm at the end of the line. Yes!
l'm one week overdue. Yes.
- Do you know if it's a boy or a girl? - Yes, it's a little girl. Very happy!
- A little scared? - No, no, l am happy.
Goodbye.
- l forgot my credit card. - Go get it! Shall l wait?
No, there's hell of a traffic. l'll be there straight away!
ltalia!
ltalia! ltalia!
Wait! Wait! Wait!
ltalia.
Go away!
Go away! Go away! Go away! Go away!
- Go away! - l didn't manage to tell you! l couldn't tell you!
- Why did you have your hair cut? - l got lice.
What's that?
How pretty!
ls it a girl?
l hope it didn't shrink.
No. Luckily, it is hand washable.
Just iron it and it'll be as new.
The day l had the abortion..
..l came by your house.
You were at the gate, but l didn't come near because your wife was there.
You got out of the car, carrying grocery bags.
You stepped back and bumped into her.
She placed her hands on her belly, low.
That's when l understood.
My life's always been like this,..
..full of small signs that come looking for me.
You'll never forgive me, will you?
God will never forgive us.
God doesn't exist, my love.
Let's hope so.
Let's hope so, my love.
What will you do?
l have to give my house to the building people.
Then l'll go back to my village, then maybe to Canada.
- Do you speak English? - l'll learn it.
All right, goodbye then.
Timo! Timoteo, l think it's time.
Bianca?
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We're going to the hospital.
Oh, yes.
All right.
See you there, then.
Bye.
A book...
- Who's Bianca? - My gynaecologist.
- Manlio? - l preferred to be looked after by woman.
He was a bit offended at first,..
..but then he understood.
- You didn't tell me. - There is so much we don't tell.
Angela...
Dee-dee!
So much hair!
Dee-dee!
So cute, she looks like my sister, lsotta!
- Her nose is too small. - But as a child she was very pretty!
- She looks like herself. - There you go!
- l see Timoteo in her! - Let's hope not!
She was born 90 minutes ago. lt's a little early for look-a-like.
Exactly! Timoteo,..
..what's important is that she doesn't have your nose.
Timoteo!
Timo!
l can't sleep, l feel like l went through the spin cycle.
Angela is pretty, isn't she?
Very beautiful.
Are you happy?
Of course.
- Do you have to go to work? - Yes.
l'll go home, shower and then l'll go to work.
When will you be back?
ltalia...
l am sorry. Did l wake you?
No, no.
l was about to go.
Where?
To the station.
l'm leaving, l told you.
Hem... The baby girl was born.
- ls she pretty? - Yes, she's pretty.
What did you name her?
Angela.
Are you happy?
How can l be happy?
Don't move!
l can't live without you.
Sure you can. Sure you can!
Welcome! Welcome!
Don't worry! Mummy will be back!
Shut up, Crevalcore!
Crevalcore!
Shut up! Don't worry, mummy will be back!
Mummy will be back!
Fuck you!
l missed my train!
#Amori... che non sanno stare insieme,..#
#..amori al limite della follia, quelli che trovi e che non lasci piu.#
How long since you've been back?
A long time.
You're a bit warm, do you have a fever?
- Ow! - Ah?
- Shall we stop over somewhere? - Yes, yes.
They must need a doctor in your village, or not? So, that's it!
Or l'll take you to Africa.
A doctor friend of mine is a cardiologist in a madhouse!
We'll open a practice,..
..l'll turn you into a first-rate nurse.
l'll teach you everything.
You have to think about yourself.
That's how l think about myself. l am doing that, for the first time.
Do you, ltalia, take Timoteo, also known as Timo, as your husband?
To love and respect him for all the days of your life,..
..for better and/ or for worse?
Until death do us part?
Yes.
Well then,..
..in the name of this wine, this reheated soup,..
..and this pecorino cheese,..
..l pronounce you man and wife.
Thank you.
Thanks to you.
What's wrong?
What's wrong, my love?
Madam!
My wife doesn't feel well.
Can you show us to our room, please?
Follow me.
You coming? Come.
Timoteo!
l love you.
Timo!
Don't say a word, Ada.
Don't move!
Love!
What is it?
- What is it? - My belly hurts.
What do you feel?
l don't know.
Do you feel my hand?
Ah? Do you feel my hand?
l feel nothing.
Love!
A hospital, help!
l need to do an ultrasound.
- Yes, but who are you? - l'm a doctor. Do you understand?
Do you understand ltalian?
Her belly's full of blood.
- What's going on? - He says he needs to operate.
Who are you?
- Who are you? - l am a colleague, a surgeon!
Who has authorised you to be here? You can't do that!
- Watch the step! - Are you mad? lt's risky, you can't!
Uncover everything! Come on!
Uncover everything! Where are the instruments? Where?
They are here.
The medical cart! The medical cart!
The medical cart, hurry up!
You know, Ada,..
..as a student l was afraid of blood.
During the anatomy lectures l would always stand back.
Then, one morning, in the loos, l grabbed a blade..
..and cut myself here. Left flexor tendon.
l waited to see my blood dripping into the sink.
The time between the cutting of the flesh..
.. and when it starts oozing is quite special.
For a fraction of a second, the wound remains white.
l did thousands of operations,..
..yet the moment of incision still makes me a little dizzy..
..because that battle l fought in that loo..
..is still alive in me.
As for the rest,..
..l've always done my duty, you know that.
l don't know where people who die go,..
..but l know where they stay.
l know where they stay.
l should've prayed for God to guide Alfredo's hands and save my daughter.
Right, Ada?
l only did it once, when l thought l couldn't handle it.
l prayed for God to help me, because if that person had died,..
..the trees, dogs and rivers would've died with her....
l love you.
The one who loves you is always there.
Before you.
Even before meeting you.
Thirsty.
More, more.
Timoteo.
Love.
How can l?
- How can l? - Love.
- Love.
- My sweet love. - My sweet love.
- My love. - My love.
What are you looking at?
An abortion, they wrecked her.
- Pelvic peritonitis. - Yes, a septic abortion..
..followed by a poorly done curettage.
The doctor removed her uterus, but it was useless.
- Poor thing, where was she from? - Around here.
- Were they engaged? - Don't know.
Thank you.
She's so tiny: a child's coffin would have been enough.
Do you want to leave?
Bye, my love. Bye, bye, bye, bye.
Bye, bye, bye.
lt's already sealed.
The stone will not be ready before 10 days.
What should we write?
Her name. Just her name
- What was her name? - ltalia.
- We are stitching her up. - Her parameters?
Normal!
lt took me a while, l had some problems with the dura mater.
- Where are you going? - A friend had an accident. - You can't go in.
She had problems coagulating.
- Are you evaluating her? - l asked Ada to try and wake her up.
Thank you.
You are welcome.
Dad will remove the tarmac with the laser. Don't worry.
There is a friend of yours outside.
Bleached goatee,..
..the face of a little punk.
But he seems nice.
Can you open your eyes, sweetheart?
Oh, my God!
How is she?
She is alive.
Sit down.
l'll be right back.
Why didn't you fasten your helmet?
How many times have l told you?
Tomorrow l'll have my hair cut,..
..so when your hair grows back,..
..we'll get a picture of us with short hair and sunglasses.
Like two jerks!
Good morning.