忘年恋
非常 呃 奇特 Yeah, it's, uh, quaint.
这里好热啊 It's really hot.
对 Yeah.
那位女士 - Just had some lady
一直说个不停 talking my ear off the whole time.
你怎么样？ How's your day?
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你要是有事 我就晚点儿再打 If you're distracted I'll call you later.
我听着呢 I'm listening.
你们早晚得掉进水里 Oh my God. I hope you guys fall in.
这些事根本没法预判 You just don't know.
我跟你说过 我跟《法官朱迪》制作组见面的事吧 I told you what happened when I met Judge Judy.
确实 That's true.
好莱坞就是这样 Oof, these Hollywood types.
玛丽 别这样！ Mary, come on!
嗨 兰达 Rhonda.
嗨 乔伊 Hey, Joe.
小心点 Please be careful.
已经第二瓶了 - That's two.
亲爱的 你能把盘子和杯子拿出去吗？ 就在那里 Honey, can you take the plates and the cups out? They're over here.
全都拿出去 如果能拿得下 All of this. Take those, and...
就把这些也拿出去 - And these too, if you can get them all. - Mm-hmm.
我只希望她能礼貌一点 All I ask is that she's polite.
别整天摆出大明星架势 戴着墨镜在家里干坐着 You know, not just sitting there with her big movie star sunglasses on.
搞得好像这里配不上她似的 Like, too good for everything.
如果她要来家里 我希望她能参与进来 - If she's here, I want her to participate.
她肯定会参与的 看看这生活多美好啊 I'm sure she will. I mean, look at this beautiful day.
喂 你们要去哪儿？ Hey, where you going?
楼顶？ Uh, the roof.
我可不想给你朋友的家长打电话 说他们家的孩子摔死了 I'm not calling anybody's mother to say someone broke their neck and died.
我们会注意安全的 We'll be so safe.
-走吧 -查理 - Come on. - Charlie.
-走 -查理 - Come on. - Charlie.
楼梯在这里 快走 There's steps. Oh my God. Let's go.
帮我盯着点他们 好吗？ Keep an eye on things for me, okay?
老天啊 Honestly.
热狗好像不够 I don't think we have enough hot dogs.
我看过她演的一部电影 I saw a movie she was in.
很奇怪的那部 她脱光了 A pretty weird one where she gets naked.
然后进行了… And does, like a...
鲜血仪式之类的 我理解不了 blood ritual. I couldn't really follow it.
你在哪儿看的？ Where'd you see it?
就在电视上 Just on TV.
好吧 我是搜索了 “伊丽莎白·巴瑞裸体” All right, I looked up "Elizabeth Berry naked."
你家的吧 I think that's you.
-嗨 -稍等 - Hi. - Just one little second.
很高兴能见到你 It's such a pleasure to meet you.
太客气了 You are so sweet.
你能来是我们的荣幸 We're so happy to have you.
-欢迎 -谢谢 - Welcome. - Thank you.
我还以为你会更高呢 I thought you were taller. You look...
你在电视上看起来更高 原来我们差不多呀 You look taller on television, but we're basically the same size.
对 我们差不多 We're basically the same.
我真的非常感谢你接受这个提议 实在是太慷慨了 I can't thank you enough for doing this. It's so generous.
不用客气 我自己也希望你来讲这个故事 My gosh, well, I want you to tell the story right, don't I?
这也是我的初衷 我希望你能被大众看到、了解 That's... That's all I want. I want you to feel seen and known.
这是我的狗 宙斯和达奇 Those are my dogs. That's Zeus, and that's Dutch.
别介意那个游泳池 And, uh, ignore that pool.
-正在修理 -正常的 - It's a work in progress. - Always.
对了 这是从你们家前门拿来的 Oh. This was on your front steps.
乔伊 Joe!
你肯定不敢相信 You're not gonna believe this.
-嗨 很高兴见到你 -嗨 - Hi. Nice to meet you. - Hi.
我去拿垃圾袋 I'll get a garbage bag.
我就知道 老天 我早有预感 I have a sixth sense about these things. God, I knew it.
-什么东西啊？ -是一盒SHI - What is it? - Uh, it's a box of S-H-I-T.
已经很久没有收到了 不过这是我们家的日常 We haven't had one in a while but it's just par for the course.
别那么惊讶 Don't look so shocked.
知道是谁寄的吗？ Do you know who sent it?
大概是没有任何朋友的变态吧 Some sicko who probably wasn't invited to any barbecues.
-需要吗？ -好 - You want? - Sure.
-索菲亚 我来帮你吧 -没关系 - Oh, Sofia, let me help you with that. - Don't worry.
把这里当成自己家就行 到处转转 跟大家聊聊天 Okay, so make yourself at home, look around, talk to people,
需要做什么就去做吧 记得来根热狗 do what you have to do, and get yourself a hot dog.
好的 - Great.
这边！ Right here!
达阵！ Touchdown!
-漂亮！ -查理 - Nice, dude. - Charlie!
好吧 好吧 Okay, okay, okay, okay.
-我们会支持你的 -我知道 行了 - Well, we'll just support you. - I know, just... Okay.
-你好 -你们好 - Hi. - Oh, hi.
你是玛丽吧？ You're Mary, aren't you?
对 Yeah.
-你是双胞胎之一？ -嗯 - You're one of the twins? - Yeah.
我哥也在这里 不知道去哪儿了 My brother's around here somewhere.
我们姐姐在学校呢 Our older sister's at college.
嗨 Hi.
我从来没见过上过电视的人 I've never met anyone who's on TV before.
你父母啊 Well, your parents.
嗯 但我的意思是 真正的明星 Yeah, but, like... for real.
你是不是住在卡拉巴萨斯？ （注：加州洛杉矶的城市） Do you live in Calabasas?
不是 No.
呦 看看这个 Dude, yo, look at this.
很可爱的一对儿吧？ They're sweet, aren't they?
非常可爱 Very.
社区里的人都很喜欢他们 They're a very beloved part of this community.
我能看出来 I can see that.
那么… So...
格蕾丝最让你喜欢的是什么？ What is it you love most about Gracie?
她总是很清楚自己想要什么 She always knows what she wants.
从不自我怀疑 She's unapologetic.
我儿子前段时间搬出去了 家里太安静了 但是… My son's been out of the house for a while now and it's quiet, but...
我随时可以打给格蕾丝 问她“咱们今天干什么？” I can always call up Gracie and say, "What are we doing today?" And...
她永远都有答案 there's always an answer.
本来觉得这些事情都已经过去了… It really feels like things just settled down, and...
现在你们又要拍电影了 now y'all are making a movie.
这是… It's...
这是非常… It's a very...
复杂…有关人性的故事 complex and... and human story.
请你们… Just...
对他们善良点 be kind.
大大的眼睛 眼角尖尖 Eyes round, pointy.
看不出她眼神中的内容 Closed when they're open.
粉色的口红 Pink lipstick.
微微撅嘴 Slight pout.
有点像鸟 但非常坚毅 Bird-like, but steely.
很机械 Mechanical.
也许只是疏离 Or just removed.
获奖者是伊丽莎白·巴瑞！ The award goes to Elizabeth Berry!
我想感谢给我投票的所有人 I'd like to thank everyone who voted for me.
对我来说最重要的就是你们的选择 感谢你们！ It means the most coming from you. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
清透 Clean.
清新 Fresh.
你 You.
清透 Clean.
清新 Fresh.
你 You.
清透 Clean.
清新 Fresh.
你 - You.
你怎么一身炭火味 You smell like charcoal.
是烟 Smoke.
什么？ Excuse me?
我们用的是燃气炉 所以你闻到的是烟味 We have a gas grill, so you just must be smelling smoke.
哦 味道都染在被子上了 Yeah, well, it's stinking up the sheets.
你想让我去洗澡吗？ Do you want me to shower?
我想让你在上床前洗澡 What I want is for you to have showered before you get in.
还是有烟味 Still smokey.
对不起 Sorry.
好了吗？ - Okay?
好了 Okay.
没事的 一切都好 Everything's fine.
好的 Okay.
看起来像个省略号
好像对方正在输入
哈哈 太搞笑了
从来没见过 排列这么整齐的虫卵
很奇怪吧？
先用绿叶打基础 You start with your greens as a base,
然后选择你想突出的花朵 and then you choose your focus flower.
-这个怎么样？ -你喜欢这个？ - How's that? - Like that?
-对 -好 - Yes. - Yes.
我不喜欢这些叶子 - I don't like this part.
我哥哥斯科特是海军少将 So, my brother, Scott, is a Rear Admiral in the Navy,
他说纪律本身就是嘉奖 - and he says that order is its own reward.
-好漂亮啊 -哦 - Well, that is so pretty. - Oh.
是啊 谢谢 Thank you. Yeah.
你们约好见面了吗？ You set a date?
没有 我们都太忙了 No, we've been so busy.
过一段时间再说吧 We'll figure it out down the line when it feels right.
这样啊 I see.
很漂亮 女士们 Beautiful, ladies.
谢谢 莉迪亚 这位是伊丽莎白 Oh. Thank you, Lydia. This is Elizabeth.
她要在电影里扮演我 所以我带她体验一下美好生活 She's playing me in a movie, so I'm trying to show her a good time.
可不是嘛 That I don't doubt.
你为什么想演我？ Why do you want to play me?
我读过剧本之后 就觉得… When they sent me the script, I just thought...
这个女人 now here is a woman
有更多的故事 with a lot more to her than
不只是小报和文化记忆中的 I remember from the tabloids and our...
那么简单 cultural memory.
我根本没想过那些事 I don't really think about all that.
你从不沉溺于过去？ - You don't ever dwell on the past?
我现在的生活已经很忙了 I have my plate pretty full.
我是说 对我个人来说 I mean, I know that for me, personally,
总能感受到过去的负担 the past weighs on me.
我做过的决定 或者以前的伴侣 You know, decisions I've made, or relationships.
所以你会坐在那里思考以前的人生和行为 So you just sit there and you think about your history and your behavior.
对 有时候 Yeah, sometimes.
谢谢你们邀请我跟你们共进晚餐 Thank you so much for having me here for dinner in your home.
我很感激 - It really... It means a lot.
不客气 Oh. 'Course.
可惜玛丽不在 她去朋友家了 It's a shame that Mary couldn't join us tonight, but she's at her friend's.
我不想这样 I don't want this.
你的 There you are.
-妈妈 -查理 坐下 - Mama... - Charlie, sit.
他缺钙很严重 He's got a severe calcium deficiency, don't you?
太好吃了 This is delicious.
这是阿瑟顿-柳家的招牌菜 - It's an Atherton-Yoo specialty. - Mm.
-是乳鸽吗？ -不是 鹌鹑 我亲自打来的 - Is it squab? - No, quail. I brought them home myself.
你烹饪的鹌鹑 You shot and, um...
-是自己打来的？ -嗯 - fried the quail yourself? - Mm-hmm.
格蕾丝经常去打猎 Gracie hunts all the time.
我爸教我的 My daddy taught me.
我很小的时候 大概才四五岁 就开始跟爸爸和哥哥去打猎了 I started going with him and my brothers when I was young, like four or five.
厉害 是在弗吉尼亚吗？ Amazing. This was in Virginia?
田纳西 Um, Tennessee.
最开始住田纳西 然后伊利诺伊 然后蒙大拿 再然后才是弗吉尼亚 Tennessee, and then Illinois, and then Montana, and then Virginia.
查理 吃饭啊 Charlie, eat.
我不饿 午餐吃得太晚了 I'm really not hungry. I had a late lunch.
午餐吃的什么？零食吧？ What, your little gushy treats?
你觉得我还是小孩吗？ How old do you think I am?
我希望你上大学的时候能壮实一点 I want you to look strong when you go to college.
你需要补充营养 不然你同学会以为你是跳级的 You need your nutrients. They're gonna think you skipped a grade or something.
我能离开吗？ Can I be excused?
男孩太难搞了 - Boys are hard.
经常搬家是什么感觉？每次都要重新开始 So what was it like moving all the time, having to uproot your life, and...
这就是我的生活 我已经习惯了 It was just my life. I was used to it.
我去哪儿都能交到新朋友 跟哥哥们也很亲近 I made friends wherever I went, I was very close to my brothers.
我觉得我的童年很特别 - I think my childhood was exceptional.
我有很多问题想问你们俩 但是… I have a lot of questions for both of you, but please...
如果现在不合适 请直接告诉我 Please tell me if this is not the best time.
没有不合适 随时都可以问 It's as good a time as any.
太好了 - Great.
谢谢 Thank you.
我想问问那个包裹的事 I wanted to ask you about the box. The package.
怎么了？ What about it?
这种事经常发生吗？ I mean, is that a routine occurrence?
已经比以前少多了 - It's a lot less than it used to be. - Mm.
你们考虑过搬到远一点的地方吗？ Did you ever consider leaving town?
为什么是我们搬走？ - Why should we be the ones that leave?
对啊 我们的家人都在这里 我爸爸 还有格蕾丝的孩子 Yeah, our whole family's here. My dad. Gracie's kids.
你们还记得初次见面的场景吗？ Do you remember when you first met?
不记得了 I don't really.
我想想 I don't know. Let me see.
我见到乔伊是… I met Joe...
我一直知道他们家 Well, I remember knowing of his family.
他们是社区里唯一一个韩国家庭 They were the only Korean family in the neighborhood.
-韩美家庭 -对 - Half. - Yes.
我儿子乔治跟他同年级 And my son Georgie was in the same year as Joe at school,
所以理论上我在学校应该见过他 但我没印象了 so technically I would have met him there, but I don't have any memory of that.
嗯 - Right. - Um...
岛上的所有家庭都很亲近 The... Everyone's pretty close-knit here on the island,
基本上所有人都脸熟 and you kind of recognize everyone.
他后来跟乔治关系很好 There was a point when he was friendlier with Georgie,
但直到他来宠物店找工作 我才算认识他 but I didn't really meet him until he came to the pet store looking for a job.
那是六年级毕业后的暑假吧？ That was summer after sixth grade?
七年级 Seventh.
后来他放学后和周末都会来那里工作 And then he started working there after school and on the weekends.
那… And...
你和乔治的关系怎么样了？ what's it like with Georgie, your friendship?
从那之后我们就没怎么说过话了 I haven't really talked to Georgie much since then.
乔治很敏感 一直都非常敏感 Georgie's very sensitive. He always was very, very sensitive.
那你跟他和其他孩子的关系怎么样？ What's your relationship like with him and your other kids?
这跟电影有关系吗？ How is that relevant?
据我所知电影只拍92年到94年的故事 不是吗？ It's my understanding that the movie takes place between 1992 and 1994, am I wrong?
你为什么要知道之后发生的事？ So why would you need to know anything that happened after that?
呃… Well, um...
人心中有些东西 There are things that exist
可能很久之后才会生根发芽 inside people that don't necessarily
我希望能找到这些东西的种子 come to head until later and I try and look for the seeds of those things.
我当然会跟乔治联系了 Of course I talk to Georgie.
-还有比利和卡斯蒂 我可是他们的妈妈 -卡斯蒂最近才来过 - And to Billy. And Cassidy. I'm their mom. - Cassidy was just here last...
什么时候来着？ 而且毕业典礼的时候所有人都会来 What was it? And we'll see everyone at graduation.
双胞胎跟卡斯蒂的儿子皮特同年级 The twins are in the same grade as Cassidy's son Peter, my grandson.
所以他们会一起毕业 如果那时候你还在这里 So we'll all be at graduation together, which you're welcome to come to,
也欢迎你来参加 if you're still here.
谢谢 Thank you.
你最好留点肚子吃甜点 I hope that you are saving some room for dessert,
我准备了很特别的东西 对吧？ because I did make something very special, right?
晚安 Goodnight.
你也是 Yeah, see you.
其实我想问一下… Actually, I wanted to ask, um...
你介不介意我找一天 在你工作的时候过来看看？ How would you feel about me coming to visit you at work one of these days?
-可以啊 -太好了 - Fine. Yeah. - Great.
太好了 谢谢 That's great. Thank you.
小事情 It's no problem.
我刚想到我们俩一样大 I just realized we're basically the same age.
-是吗？ -嗯 我36岁 - Yeah? - Yeah, I'm 36.
-嗯 我们确实… -真有意思 - Yeah, we... - Funny, I...
我才刚开始考虑要孩子的事 I'm just now starting to think about having kids,
而你的孩子已经快要上大学了 and you're almost sending yours off to college.
-嗯 -我都不敢想象 - Yeah. - I can't imagine.
我觉得这是… I think it was almost, uh...
我觉得我… I think I...
我自己不觉得这有什么大不了的 因为 就是… I didn't know what a big deal it was, in a way, because, you know...
但是 嗯… Um, but, anyway...
我会给你发信息的 我们定好时间我就过来 I'll text you, and we can schedule a time for me to drop by.
最好还是跟格蕾丝商量吧 她比较擅长处理这些事 Maybe, uh, write Gracie about... She's better at that stuff.
-好了 开车小心 -你也是 - All right, well, yeah, get home safe. - Yeah, you too.
我是说… I mean...
很奇怪 她做了那些事… It's strange, even after everything she did...
…而且闹得那么大 ...and how public it was,
但她没有任何羞耻或者负罪感 she doesn't seem to carry around any shame or guilt.
可能是某种人格障碍吧 Yeah, that's probably a personality disorder.
算了 不说了 All right, forget it.
我没有敷衍你 你给我看的节目里是这么说的 I'm not trying to be glib. It's in the TV movie you showed me.
但是这也有点太过分了吧？ But isn't it kind of radical?
觉得自己没有任何问题 I mean, clean slate every day.
没有质疑 没有后悔 No doubts. No regrets.
什么意思？ Meaning what?
你已经开始质疑了？ Now you have all these doubts?
不是 No.
哎呀 工作电话 我得接一下 Oh God, someone's calling me from the network, I should probably take this.
-我爱你 -我也爱… - Love you. - I love...
…那些追求财富、 政治权力和名声的人… ...by someone who was seeking wealth, political power, fame...
在当时的英国 如果有人欠债且无法支付账单… In England in those days, if someone owed money and could not pay bills...
嗨！ Hey!
嗨 - Hi.
嗨 Hi.
-汤姆·阿瑟顿 -伊丽莎白 - Tom Atherton. - Hi. Elizabeth.
非常感谢你愿意过来 Thank you so much for doing this.
我的荣幸 我给你点了咖啡 普通的手冲 不知道你喝不喝这种 My pleasure. I got you a coffee. It's regular drip. I hope that's okay.
非常感谢 Oh, thank you. I appreciate it so much.
你肯定不太喜欢这种对话吧 I'm sure this isn't your favorite topic of conversation.
其实我并不介意 You know, actually, I don't mind.
有时候聊一聊能让我感觉更好 I think sometimes talking can feel good.
那就好 That's great.
那我们就直接进入正题吧 So I guess we will just... dive in.
要吃点东西吗？ Want something to eat?
-不用了 咖啡就行 谢谢 -嗨 卡萝！ - No, I'm fine with just coffee, thank you. - Hey, Carla!
嗨 汤姆！ Hi, Tom!
她是我牙医的助手 啊 抱歉 Yeah, that's my dental hygienist. Anyway, sorry.
我们可以先…你先给我讲讲 - Yeah. - So, maybe we can start with...
你们格蕾丝认识的时候 她是什么样子吧 you telling me about what Gracie was like when you first met.
她很美 She was beautiful. You know?
很美… She was...
我们是在派对上认识的 And we met at a party.
我喝多了 And I was drunk.
烂醉如泥 Like blotto drunk.
她一直在照顾我 And she took care of me.
然后… And...
我们就开始约会了 We started dating after that.
那时候她读高中 我读大学 She was in high school, I was in college.
然后我们都毕业了 She graduated, I graduated.
我就求婚了… I proposed and...
就这样 按部就班 that was it. A, B, C, D.
你幸福吗？ You were happy?
嗯 Yeah.
我觉得很幸福 I felt very happy.
我知道她后来说我们的婚姻有问题 I know later she said that things weren't working,
但是当时我觉得一切正常 but I gotta tell you, at the time, I felt like everything was normal. Um...
所有夫妻都会吵架 但我觉得我们的生活很好 I mean, look, couples fight sometimes, but our lives felt good.
我以为我们有个幸福的家庭 Yeah, we had a... We had a great family, I thought.
所以对我来说… Mm. You know, so it was a...
我很震惊 I was shocked.
很震惊 Shocked.
-后来我才知道她是跟谁… -你一定很难过吧 - And then when I found out with who... - That must have been really hard.
感觉非常…诡异 It was just so, uh... weird.
就好幸… It was like...
就好像我根本不认识格蕾丝了 Like I didn't even know Gracie.
是什么 Like, what would make
让一个36岁的女人 跟一个七年级的学生有外遇？ a 36-year-old woman have an affair with a seventh grader?
想不通 Beats me.
你是怎么发现的？ How'd you find out?
跟其他人一样 I found out the way everybody found out,
他们在宠物店的储藏室里被人撞见了 when they got busted in that stupid stockroom at the pet store,
她被捕了 and she got arrested.
然后警察就上门了 Then, here comes the cops at the house!
“告诉我们是怎么回事” 我根本毫不知情 "Tell me what's going on." And I'm like, "What?"
太遗憾了 Oh, I'm so, so sorry.
是啊 不过没关系 Yeah, it's... Like, you know what? It's okay.
我… And...
我现在过得很好 I'm happy now.
我很少见到他们 不过她和那个男孩 I don't see them very much, but her and the boy,
好像也很幸福 所以… you know, they seem happy, so...
我懂什么？ what do I know?
哇 太完美了！ Oh, isn't that perfect!
好漂亮啊 Oh, that's really pretty.
-有点像婚纱 -你太美了 - I feel like a bride. - You look youthful.
就像第一个春日 Like the first day of spring.
我觉得其他人都会穿得更… I just feel like everyone else is gonna be wearing more, like,
-更夏天 -谁在乎别人怎么穿啊？ - summery dresses. - Who cares about everyone else?
-我在乎 我的意思是我不喜欢这件 -好 - Me. I am saying I don't like it. - Oh, okay. Okay. Okay.
-那再试试别的吧 -好吧 - Just... Then try on the others. - Okay.
-他们不穿毕业长袍吗？ -要穿长袍的 - Will they not be wearing robes? - Yes, they'll be wearing robes.
这件穿在长袍下面 - This is for under the robe. - Ah.
我听说你去见汤姆了 I heard you saw Tom.
对 喝了杯咖啡 Yes, for coffee.
他怎么样？ How was he?
-他很帅 -可不是嘛 非常帅 - He's handsome. - Oh yes, he's very handsome.
我能看出来 跟他走入婚姻 会让人变得 I could see how being in a relationship with him, in a marriage,
与世隔绝 would be isolating.
太对了 Precisely.
你为什么要跟汤姆这样的人结婚？ Why'd you marry a man like Tom?
我当时她年轻 他… I was young and he was...
看起来是个完美丈夫 He seemed perfect on paper.
那个时代跟现在不一样 It was a different time.
我父亲经常说 “你要是…” My father used to say, "You're eith..."
“你要是想离开这个家 要么嫁出去 要么葬出去” "You're either leaving this house in a veil, or in a box."
不会吧！ - No!
-搞笑吧？ -太过分了 - Isn't that funny? - That's wild.
哇！ Oh!
好可爱！ So cute!
太漂亮了！ Oh, it's lovely!
-我喜欢这种面料 -我好喜欢 - I love the fabric. - I love it.
线条好漂亮 I love how it flows.
玛丽 你敢这样露出手臂真是太勇敢了 Oh Mary, I wanna commend you for being so brave and showing your arms like that.
我在你这个年纪要是也有这种勇气就好了 That's something I always wished I could do when I was your age.
我就做不到 不在乎大众对美的定义 Just not care about these unrealistic beauty standards.
你跟我不一样 You're different than me.
你是现代女性 You're a modern woman.
我再试试其他的 我真的很喜欢这件 I'm gonna go try on some of the other dresses. I really like this one. Um...
但是跟莫莉裙子太像了 I think it's just too similar to the one Molly has.
好 你决定就好 - Okay. Whatever you want. - Okay.
我没资格干涉你跟谁聊天 So, it's not my business who you talk to,
你愿意的话 可以把所有我认识的人都见一遍… I mean, you can go through the phone book for all I care, but I just, um...
但是下次请提前告诉我一声 这样我就不用跟邻居撒谎了 Just let me know ahead of time so I don't have to lie to my neighbors.
明白 Understood.
我… I, um...
给你带了点东西 brought you something. Um...
不知道能不能帮上你… It's... If it's helpful...
只是暂时借给你 It's just a loan.
哇 Oh!
太棒了 Wow, these are great.
这是我们的婚礼 That was from our wedding,
《内幕》杂志拍的 which The Insider did.
-这笔钱对我们买房帮了大忙 -很漂亮 - Which really helped us with the house. - Gorgeous.
这件好可爱啊！ - Ah, how sweet is that!
-超可爱的 -你喜欢吗？ - Really sweet. - You like it?
-太喜欢了 -很时尚 - I love it. - Very in.
你经营这里多久了？ How long have you owned this place?
最开始是我母亲的店 - It was my mother's.
1972年开业的 - She opened it in 1972. - Hm.
-经营了很久了 -嗯 这里很漂亮 - So we had a good run. - Yeah, beautiful store.
是你母亲雇佣的格蕾丝吗？ So, was she the one that hired Gracie?
那时候我母亲的身体不太好了 Oh. Well, my mother's health was in decline,
自从附近开了Kmart百货之后 格蕾丝一直很照顾这里的生意 and Gracie had been a loyal customer after they opened that Kmart around the corner.
那是哪一年？ This was what year?
是我母亲摔倒受伤之后 It was after my mother's fall.
1990年十月 Mm. 1990. October.
最开始她只负责看店 At first, she was just watching the store,
后来负责的事情越来越多 then she took on more and more responsibilities.
记账 下订单 Balancing the books, orders.
公平地说 她做事确实井井有条 Very organized. I'll give her that much.
是你雇佣了乔伊吗？ Were you the one who hired Joe?
不是 不是的 Oh no. No, no, no.
格蕾丝问我母亲 能不能用最低工资雇一个兼职 Gracie asked if she could hire a part-time helper at minimum wage.
那是92年的夏天 我母亲同意了 That was summer, '92, and mother said yes.
对于发生的一切 We were really surprised,
而且是在这里发生 我们简直太震惊了 to say the least, to be a part of... what all happened.
这篇报道差不多总结了一切 This... pretty much sums it up.
哇 Oh, wow.
好了 我该回去工作了 Anyway, I should probably get back to work.
最后一件事 One more thing.
我想去看看储藏室 I'd love to see the stockroom.
别碰那些饵料 Just... don't touch any of the bait.
没问题 Will do.
我是鲍勃·维拉 欢迎收看《老房子》 Hi, I'm Bob Vila. Welcome to This Old House.
大家能看到 这里已经开工了 As you can see, work is underway.
在本期节目中 我们来看一下 In this program, we'll be looking at some exterior repairs
必要的外部修缮 that have to be made,
并根据能源评估进行一些内部拆除 as well as listening to an energy audit, looking at some interior demolition,
再讨论一下尚未确定的厨房改造计划 and discussing our kitchen plans, which we haven't made yet.
首先上去跟诺亚·艾布拉姆聊聊 First, let's go up and talk with Norm Abram...
今天怎么样？
他已经在解决我们之前看到的一些问题 ...who's already tackling some of the problems we looked at earlier,
烂掉了 -rot.
不怎么样 又少了三个卵 工作也不顺
诺亚 嗨 -Hi, Norm. - Hi, Bob.
不知道你能不能聊一分钟 Wonder if you could talk for just a minute.
怎么了？
想仔细看看屋檐吗 当然 -Wanna get a closer look at the eaves. Sure.
看看情况有多糟糕 Let's see how bad things are.
压力太大
大部分时间 用来哄老板开心了
到目前为止你发现了什么？ What have you found so far?
我们发现了很多烂东西 - We found a lot of rot.
嗯 太理解了
是的，这造成了大部分问题 Yes, and that's caused the majority of the problems.
没事 我已经到家了
你把排水沟和封板都拿掉了 You've taken the gutter and fascia board off.
对 我拿到了你的木板和所有这些木块 Right. I got your boards and all these blocks.
我要放松一下 泡个澡
我们发现排水沟的安装方式… And we found that the way the gutter was installed, that it...
-乔伊 梯凳在哪里？ -来了 - Joe, where's the step stool? - One sec.
谢谢 Thank you.
你有没有问你爸怎么去毕业典礼？ Did you ask your father how he's getting to graduation?
我这周要去给他送东西 I was gonna drop some groceries off this week.
到时候问 I'll ask.
你要怎么处理你的虫子？ What are you gonna do with your bugs?
我想办法 I'll figure it out.
-别再拿到卧室里来了 行吗？ -好 - Just not in the bedroom again, okay? - Okay.
-好 Okay.
大家好 我是泰勒·柯 Hi, everyone. I'm Tyler Ko.
身高1米67 出生于2002年4月20日 今年13岁 I'm 5'6", I'm 13 years old, I was born on April 20th, 2002.
02年的？老天啊 2002? Jesus Christ.
需要帮忙吗？ Do you need any help?
太好了 乔伊 谢谢 That'd be great, Joe. Thank you.
需要我做什么？ What should I do?
能把后面装老鼠幼崽的盒子拿来吗？ You wanna get the box of pinkies in the back?
-喂蛇的 -活老鼠吗？ - For feeding the snakes. - Live mice?
冷冻过的老鼠 它们什么都感觉不到的 They've been in the freezer, so I don't think they'll feel anything.
本尼·金 1米52 十三岁 来自东西海岸公司 Benny Kim, five foot, 13 years old, and I'm with Coast to Coast.
怎么弄的？ How'd he do it?
从屋顶滑滑板飞下来了 - Skateboarding off the roof.
生日派对 Birthday party.
有照片吗？ Are there any pictures?
有 - Yeah.
才13岁 Only 13.
好小啊 So small.
是啊 - Yeah. - Mm.
这里很安静啊 Ah. It's peaceful in here.
大概跟片场完全相反吧 A lot different than a movie set, I would think.
确实 True.
不过戏剧演出时的后台 Backstage during a play,
跟这里差不多 it's kinda like this.
你也演戏剧？ You act in plays?
偶尔 我应该多演一些 Sometimes. I should do it more often.
我的职业生涯就是从剧院开始的 Got my start in the theater.
我看过你的电视剧 I've seen your TV show.
老天 Oh God.
很激烈 Very intense.
能拿到那部剧很幸运 但是我真希望没人看过 I've been very lucky to have it, but I kinda wish no one ever watched it.
我看过其中一集 Yeah, I, um... I saw one where you
你要给大象做手术 had to operate on an elephant.
老天 太丢脸了 Oh God. Now I'm really embarrassed.
现在我得跟那些男孩一样 从楼顶跳下去了 Now I'm gonna have to jump off the roof with those boys.
谢谢你同意我来 Thank you for having me.
-你觉得这有帮助吗？ -有啊 - Yeah, you think it'll help? - Yeah.
我已经知道这大概是什么感觉了 I... I already have an idea of what it must've felt like.
你说的是什么？ What what felt like?
跟你偷偷摸摸在一起 Sneaking around with you.
我好像不应该说这种话 I probably shouldn't have said that.
你不会告诉别人吧？ You won't tell anyone, will you?
不用担心 No worries.
差不多是午餐时间了 所以… Well, it's, um, kind of lunch time now, so...
♪ 影子在我眼前慢慢拉长 ♪ ♪ Shadows grow so long before my eyes ♪
♪ 它们在书页上 ♪ ♪ And they're moving ♪
老天啊 Oh my God.
♪ 慢慢移动 ♪ ♪ Across the page ♪
♪ 突然间 白天变成了夜晚 ♪ ♪ Suddenly the day turns into night ♪
不得不说 你确实能让人联想到她 I must say you evoke her.
-真的有点像 -谢谢 - You really do. - Oh. Thanks.
具体哪里像？ What specifically?
你们都有一种…可爱…愉快的感觉 A... You just have a... a loveliness, a... a brightness.
好像你们永远都不会发脾气 Like there isn't an angry bone in your body.
多谢夸奖 That's very sweet.
好了… All right, so...
你第一次见格蕾丝是什么时候 When did you meet Gracie?
那时候我和老婆孩子刚从纽约搬来 Well, my wife and kids and I had just moved down from New York.
我接过很多知名案件 I'd been doing a lot of very high-profile cases,
给很多卑鄙小人辩护过 defending some pretty despicable men, as it were.
最后莎伦终于受够了 And, um, Sharon finally had had it.
她说“我要搬到萨凡纳去 来不来随你” She said, "I'm moving down to Savannah. Feel free to come with."
所以… So...
说来也有趣 我为那么多人辩护过 And it's funny, really, because
强奸犯、杀人犯、诈骗犯、杀手 for all the rapists, murderers, frauds, hitmen,
从没上过《纽约时报》的封面 never did I end up on the front page of the New York Times.
最后因为格蕾丝的案子 终于上了《纽约时报》的封面 But for Gracie, I ended up on the front page of the New York Times.
哇 Wow.
-就在慢悠悠的萨凡纳 -谢谢 - Down in Slow-vannah. - Thank you.
有一天晚饭之后 我接到了一通电话 Anyway, I get a call one night after dinner
约好去了车站见面 to go down to the station.
格蕾丝就穿着花衬衫坐在那里 And sitting there in her floral blouse is Gracie.
我说“我好像见过你” And what I said was, "I think I know you."
她说“我是格蕾丝·阿瑟顿 你的邻居” She said, "I'm Gracie Atherton, I'm your neighbor."
“我给你送过蓝莓蛋糕” "I brought you a blueberry pound cake."
可不是嘛 And of course it was.
我问“有什么能帮你的” So, I said, "What can I help you with?"
然后她就告诉我了 And that's when she told me.
她当时是怎么说的？ What did she say exactly?
她说“我搞外遇被发现了” She said, "I got caught having an affair."
我说“不好意思 格蕾丝 搞外遇在这个国家不犯法 And I said, "Gracie, forgive me, but that's not illegal in this country,
不然的话 有麻烦的人可太多了” and if it were, there'd be a lot of people in serious trouble."
然后… And, um...
然后她就哭了 then she started to cry.
她是“我们相爱了 She said, uh, "We're in love."
我也不希望发生这种事 但我们相爱了” "I didn't mean for it to happen, but we fell in love."
你是说她否认犯罪？ So she was in denial, you would say?
确实 Oh, absolutely.
她不觉得自己做了什么错事 She, uh... She didn't think she did anything wrong.
她已经坠入爱河了 She was head over heels.
那孩子很帅气 It was a good-looking kid.
但是她对这事根本没概念 没想过可能坐牢 But she had no conception. I mean, prison? Pshh.
她觉得只要给陪审团解释清楚就没事了 She thought she could just explain it all to the judge and that'd be that.
她觉得这就是罗密欧与朱丽叶的故事 It was a little... A little Romeo and Juliet.
小小的风流韵事 A little bit starry-eyed.
她什么时候理解了事情的严重性？ When did it sink in?
现在也没理解吧？ Has it sunk in yet?
这歌还能再慢一点吗？ Jesus Christ, can we play this any slower?
不好意思 让大家听到了史上最慢的版本 I apologize for this being the slowest version of this song ever.
都是鼓手的错 - It's the drummer's fault.
-搞什么啊？ -去你的吧 - What the hell? - Fuck you.
-你见过乔治了吗？ -去你的 乔治 - Have you met Georgie yet? - Fuck you, Georgie.
-那就是乔治？ -嗯 - That's... That's Georgie? - Yeah.
我也希望那事对他不会有那么大的打击 I'd hoped things would work out better for him.
-靠 -他是个很好的孩子 - Holy shit. - He was a very sweet boy.
很敏感 - Very sensitive.
看看是谁来了 - Well, hey, look what the cat dragged in. - Yeah.
你好吗 乔治？ - How you doing, Georgie? - Hey.
这是伊丽莎白·巴瑞 This is Elizabeth Berry.
我知道这是谁 Oh, I know who this is.
我太知道了 I know perfectly well.
你就是那个演员 The actress.
你就是那个儿子 The son.
他们给你多少钱？很多吗？ How much they paying you for this? Is it a lot?
也给她钱了吗？ Are they paying her?
没有？ No?
这是部独立电影 It's an independent movie.
我们不想打断你的演出 We don't mean to interrupt your show.
-乔治 你… -来吧… - Georgie, you... - Why don't you...
看着我的眼睛 look me in the eye
告诉我 我有多自私 and tell me how selfish I am.
-我再告诉你 咱们俩差多少 -买单吧 - I'll tell you if it's a match. - All right. Let's get the check.
其实我很高兴能遇到你 我一直想见你 I'm glad this happened. I really wanted to meet you.
-真的吗？ -真的 - Oh, really? - Yeah.
你都听说什么了？ What have you heard?
我听说你很有艺术天赋 I've heard you're really creative.
很敏感 人也很好 And sensitive and sweet.
嗯 这只是别人看到的样子 Well, they would say that.
那你是什么样子？ Well, what are you then?
我是浴火重生的凤凰 I'm a phoenix rising from the ashes.
我只是个鬼魂 I'm just a ghost.
因为那件事吗？ 'Cause of what happened?
那件事毁了我的人生 Well, uh, it ruined my life.
当然了 Of course.
那… And, um...
你还记得 你知道那件事时的情景吗？ do you remember the first time you found out?
当然了 Yes.
比利走进我的房间告诉我了 Yeah, Billy sat me down in my room and told me.
我还以为他是故意气我的 And, um, I just thought he was trying to make me upset.
所以我去问我爸了 他说这是真的 So I went and found my dad, and he said it was true.
他在桌子上重重地砸了一拳 And he'd slammed his fist down on his desk so hard that
他的手皮开肉绽 到处都是血 he'd split his hand open. It was bleeding everywhere.
这一切就发生在我生日之前 And all this happened, like, right before my birthday.
所以也没人想起来要取消我的生日派对 So everyone forgot to cancel my party.
不过最后也只来了一个人 But only one guy showed up anyway,
我们就在我的房间里玩 and we just, um, hung out in my room,
吃超级酸糖吃到吐 and I ate so many Warheads that I threw up.
然后… And, um...
看电视看到天亮 we just watched TV until the sun was almost up,
我给他打了飞机 他再也没跟我说过话 then I gave him a hand job, and then he never spoke to me again.
乔纳 你不能唱这首歌！ Jonah, you can't fucking sing this!
老天 我得走了 Oh my God. I gotta go.
-很高兴见到你 -我也是 - It was really nice to meet you. - Yeah, you too.
回见 Later.
-让开 贱人 -不劳你操心了 - Step away, bitches. - It's all good. Don't worry.
你也看到了 有人受伤不轻 As you can see, the situation is not without its casualties.
据我所知 邻居们都很喜欢她 From what I've seen, she seems to be pretty well-liked in the neighborhood,
而且她的烘培生意很忙… and she's busy with her baking, and...
你应该查查是谁给她下的订单 You might want to check the names on those orders.
来来回回就那几个人 It's a handful that keep repeating over and over.
我妻子就是其中之一 My wife's one of them.
所以大家找她订蛋糕 就是为了让她忙起来？ So people are just ordering things to keep her busy?
这是他们的好意 Yeah. It's a kindness, you know.
但是一个家庭能吃多少凤梨蛋糕啊 But, uh, how many pineapple upside down cakes can a family eat?
♪ 也许你只是有眼无珠 ♪ ♪ Well maybe you're just Too blind to see ♪
♪ 我已经到了极限… ♪ ♪ I'm up on the tight... ♪
有人吗？ Hello?
爸爸 Hey, Dad.
嗨 - Hi.
格蕾丝让我问问 你打算怎么去毕业典礼 Gracie wanted to know how you're planning on getting to the graduation.
我自己开车去 I'll drive myself.
又不远 It's close.
真不敢相信他们秋天就要去上大学了 I can't believe the kids are gonna be at college in the fall.
家里要成空巢了 An empty nest.
你有更多时间去做其他事了 You're gonna have more time to focus on other things.
是啊 Yeah.
很高兴你能来这里 好了 安静 We're glad you're here. Okay, settle.
卡梅伦 Cameron.
我在这里工作了20年 这是第一次 This is the first time in my experience, I've worked here 20 years,
有茱莉亚学院的毕业生坐在这个剧院里 that a Juilliard-educated actor has sat in this theater.
卡梅伦 别闹了 Cameron, quit it.
这是一个千载难逢的机会 尽量问些高质量的问题 好吗？ It's an incredible opportunity, so let's ask some great questions, shall we?
问吧 Yes?
你演过性爱场景吗？ Have you acted in sex scenes?
-你放学后留下 -演过 - You are staying late. - Yes, I have.
-不用回答这种问题 -没关系 我演过 - You don't have to answer... - No, it's fine. I have.
这就是表演的奇怪之处 And it's a strange part of acting.
什么意思？ - Like what? - Hm. Well...
有时候性爱场景就是机械性的表演 像一场设计好的舞蹈 sometimes it's really mechanical, like a choreographed dance,
你唯一需要关注的就是 you know, where the only thing you can focus on is
自己在什么时间出现在什么位置 where you're supposed to be, and when.
还有… And then
有时候两个人之间会产生化学反应 你就会开始感觉 sometimes there's real chemistry between two people and you start
这都是真的 feeling like it's real.
奇怪的真实感 而且永远不会跟对方承认 In a strange way. You'd never admit it to one another,
但是那时候两个人几乎都赤身裸体 相互抚摸… but you're wearing practically nothing and you're rubbing up against each other...
大汗淋漓 ...and sweating...
而且要演几个小时 ...and it's for hours,
那条界限就会开始模糊 and you start losing the line of, like,
我是在假装享受吗？还是… am I pretending that I'm experiencing pleasure, or am I...
还是在假装没有享受？ Am I pretending that I'm not experiencing pleasure?
所有工作人员都在周围 而且几乎都是男性 And the whole crew, they're almost always all men.
你能感觉到他们在看 You feel them watching.
能感觉到他们在屏住呼吸 And you feel them, like... ...holding their breath.
他们咽口水的时候会小心不被发现 And they try and hide it when they swallow.
每次都会屈服于那种氛围 You give in to the rhythm, you know, every time.
那种紧张永远都不会打破 Tension never breaks.
吉米 你说 Kimme, yeah.
你是怎么选择角色的？ - Uh, how... How do you choose your roles? - Hmm.
当我有幸能自己挑选角色的时候 Well, when I'm lucky enough to choose my roles, I...
我想找到… I wanna find...
难以理解… a character that's...
那种没法一看就理解的角色 That's difficult to... to, on the surface, understand.
我想弄清楚这个角色为什么会这样 I want... I want to take the person, I want to figure out why are they like this.
生来如此 还是后天形成？ Were they born, or were they made?
这个范围非常广 可以是臭名昭著的罪犯 And that can run the gamut from the more notorious to the...
也可以是任何普通人 Just anyone.
如果你觉得那个人是坏人 为什么还要演？ Why would you want to play someone who you think is a bad person?
开什么玩笑？想想那些伟大的角色 Are you kidding? I mean, pick any great role.
美狄亚 海达·高布乐 或者… （注：古希腊悲剧和易卜生戏剧的主角） Medea or Hedda Gabler, or...
安东尼·索普拉诺 （注：黑道家族主角） Tony Soprano.
说的没错 卡梅伦 Precisely... Cameron.
那种复杂性、道德的灰色地带 这是最有趣的 不是吗？ It's the complexity. It's the moral grey areas that are interesting, right?
很抱歉让你不舒服了 I'm so sorry you're not feeling well.
这也太傻了吧 Now this is silly.
这可是很严肃认真的事 This is actually very serious business.
那好吧 If you say so.
这个是… - Okay, um, so this is, um...
这是我用的粉底 This is the foundation that I use. Um...
我脸上已经涂过了 现在不会再涂了 I have... I have some on now, so I'm not gonna... I'm not going to put on anymore.
能让我… Can I, uh...?
谢谢 Thank you.
这… And...
这是我喜欢的腮红 - this is the blush that I like.
我用… And I use a, um...
我用这种化妆棉 Use a sponge to put it on, and...
这是我最喜欢的口红颜色 here's my favorite lip color.
这种颜色 It looks like that. Um...
我… I'll just...
我涂一点这个吧 put a little of this on.
其实我给你化妆可能会更好 You know, I think that it would be better if I just did this to you.
好 Okay.
你肯定已经习惯了吧 - Bet you're used to this.
你一直都想当演员吗？ So did you always want to be an actress?
对 Always.
我想去百老汇表演 I wanted to be on Broadway.
我九岁的时候给爸妈说了这个想法 And when I told my parents, I was nine or ten,
他们太失望了 they were so disappointed.
他们说“宝贝 你很聪明 配得上更好的工作” They said, "Honey, you're so much smarter than that."
你怎么说？ What did you say?
你配得上更好的工作吗？ Are you smarter than that?
不知道 - I don't know.
我也不知道 I don't know.
你父母是干什么的？ What do your parents do?
都是搞学术的 They're academics.
我母亲写过一本备受推崇的书 是关于… My mother wrote a pretty respected book on, uh...
…认知相对主义的 ...epistemic relativism.
我母亲 My mother
写过一个很棒的脆皮馅饼食谱 wrote a great recipe for blueberry cobbler.
你母亲是什么样的人？ What was your mother like?
她很美 She was beautiful.
咚咚咚 Knock-knock.
亲爱的 你能不能把虫子从客厅里拿走 Sweetie, I was hoping you could clear your bugs out of the living room.
我想在奥娜尔回家前把房子收拾好 I wanna get the house ready before Honor gets home.
还有 你能点些外卖晚餐吗？ And, um, could you pick up some takeout for dinner tonight?
-我太忙了 -没问题 - I'm swamped. - Sure.
我可以帮忙 I can help.
好啊 Okay.
我喜欢它们 Oh, I love them.
它们今年胃口很好 Hm. They're hungry this year.
你从什么时候开始养的？ How long have you been doing this?
几年前 A few years.
我读了一篇文章 说帝王蝶的数量正在减少 I read this article about how the monarch population is dwindling,
还提到了有人在帮忙繁育它们 and they mentioned that people help raise them.
格蕾丝说得好像全世界只有我养似的 但其实有很多人 I'm not the only one who does this. Gracie makes it seem that way, but...
你是怎么做的呢？ How do you do it?
注意观察 - You just keep your eyes open. - Mm-hmm.
找到卵 And look for the eggs.
带进来 Take them inside.
保护好它们 让它们有机会成长 Protect them so they have a chance to grow.
我们已经有了不小的影响力 越来越多的人加入了 We've had an actual impact. The numbers are way up and...
我们在脸书上有个群组 - Huh. - ...I'm a part of this, uh, Facebook group.
-我知道这听起来很蠢 -一点也不蠢 - Anyway, I know it sounds really dorky. - Not at all.
我在组里有个朋友 米凯拉 她住在达勒姆… My friend Michela, who's in the group, she lives in Durham...
大家通常都在笼子里放乳草 让幼虫附着在上面 People put milkweed in the cages for them to attach to,
但她还会放这种棍子让它们攀爬 but she also puts these sticks in for them to climb
因为有的幼虫喜欢爬到顶部的网子上结茧 'cause some of them attach to the top part of the mesh when they form the chrysalis,
这样就能倒挂着 and hang upside-down.
太迷人了 That's fascinating.
要托住笼子的底部 - we have to grab these from the bottom. - Mm-hmm.
要非常小心 已经有蝶蛹了 Be very careful because of the chrysalises.
好的 - All right. - Yeah.
可以了 Here you go.
这里可真美 - This is a beautiful place to live.
是啊 很漂亮 Yeah. It's been really nice.
你没事吧 You okay?
谢谢 Yes. Thank you.
我看不出来你对我们的真实想法是什么 So, it's hard to tell what you actually think about all this.
这个嘛… Well...
我觉得你们有个美好的家庭 I think you have a very nice family.
而且你们两个人都很有趣 And you're both interesting people.
好吧 Okay.
你怎么想呢？ I don't know. What do you think?
我觉得很难相信 I think it's hard to trust that. You know?
你们会真实反映事情的原貌 That you're going to represent things as they were.
我会尽力的 - Or... - I'm gonna try.
我也说不好 I don't know. It's hard to feel.
大家好像都把我当成受害者 People... they, like, see me as, like, a victim, or something.
我们在一起已经快24年了 I mean, we've been together for almost 24 years now. Like...
-如果我们不幸福 为什么还在一起？ -对 - Why would we do that if we weren't happy? - Right.
我从小就跟别的孩子不一样 I was different than the other kids.
跟周围的人不一样 - The people around me. - Mm.
女孩子从来不… And girls were never...
但她是那么的… But she was so...
她能看到我 She saw me.
嗯 Yeah.
这是我想要的 I wanted it.
我不知道 I don't know.
你爸妈是怎么说的？ What did your parents say?
我们从来没有认真聊过这事 We never really talked about it.
我爸一直都在忙工作 My dad was always so focused on his work,
我妈在我20岁的时候去世了 我们一直没有回顾这件事 and my mom passed away when I was 20, so we never got to really look back on it.
-太遗憾了 -不用… - Well, I'm sorry. - No, it's...
说实话吧 我也很难想象 到底要怎么跟他们聊这件事 It's hard to imagine what that conversation would have been, honestly.
你当时还那么小 I mean, you were so young
却吸引到了那么多关注 to have so many eyes on you.
该死 Fuck.
格蕾丝？ Gracie?
出什么事了？ What happened?
乔伊丝打来电话 Joyce in Mercer called
取消了她的订单 and cancelled her order,
以后也不会再订了 and all future orders.
太可惜了 I'm sorry.
我说蛋糕已经做好了 她说她会付钱的 And I told her that I'd already made it, and she said that she would pay for it,
但是蛋糕就不要了 他们要搬家了 but that she didn't need it. They were leaving town.
-他们去哪儿？ -好像是她妹妹病了 - Where are they going? - Her sister is sick or something.
谁知道呢 重点是我白白浪费了好几个小时 It doesn't matter. I wasted hours that I could have used.
谁也预料不到的 格蕾丝 You couldn't have known, Gracie.
我讨厌这种事情 I just... I hate things like that.
现在这个蛋糕只能扔进垃圾箱了 And now I have this cake that's going to go right in the garbage.
不用把蛋糕扔掉的 You don't have to throw it in the garbage.
你去哪儿了？ Where were you?
去散步了 I took a walk.
带伊丽莎白在附近转转 Showed Elizabeth the neighborhood.
伊丽莎白 Elizabeth.
我快受不了她了 She's getting on my last nerve.
为什么？ Why?
她简直无孔不入 She's just everywhere I look.
-为什么要这样？ -为了电影 - And for what? - For the movie.
让大家可以看到 可以理解 So people can see it, and understand more.
也许这样你能更好过一些 And maybe it's more easier for you?
我？ For me?
我们 For us.
我们俩 The both of us.
好吗？ Okay?
我也不知道 I don't know.
不过她很快就会离开的 She'll be gone soon.
真好吃 So good.
非常顺利 对我的帮助非常大 （佐治亚州调查局性犯罪者登记） I'm telling you, it's going great. It's really, really helpful.
那就太好了 我也很高兴 I'm very happy to hear this. I think it's very good.
不过我问你是因为 说好的观察期已经结束了 But I wanted to ask because you're over the number of days that we budgeted for.
看来员工杀青礼物 要从卫衣降级成马克杯了 Well, I guess that means the crew-wrap sweatshirts have become crew-wrap mugs.
我知道你相信我 Look, I know you trust me.
当然了 Of course I do.
我觉得我已经非常接近真相了 And I feel like I'm getting really close to something true.
就要看到诚实的东西了 Something honest.
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好吧 到周五好了 Okay. To Friday.
谢谢 Thank you.
不能再延长了 我是认真的 But that's it. I'm serious.
哎呀 他是认真的 Uh-oh, he's serious.
没开玩笑 I am.
你妻子怎么样？ How's your wife?
伊丽莎白… Elizabeth...
怎么了？ What?
你胆子也太大了 You're reckless.
她在家？ Is she home?
不在 但你又不知道她不在 No, but you had no idea.
她在罗马接到了一部电视剧 所以… She got hired in a televisions series back in Rome, so...
-她不会来片场的 -很好 - she won't be on set. - Good.
-你看过试镜录像了吗？ -看过了 - Did you watch the tapes? - I did.
我知道他们已经见了很多人… Look, I know, I'm sure they've seen lots of people, but...
…但有没有去洛杉矶以外找找？ ...has it just been LA?
那些孩子都很可爱 Because the kids, they're cute,
但都不够性感 but not, like, sexy enough.
你也见过他的 他有那种安静的自信 You've seen him. I mean, he's got this, like, quiet confidence.
他小时候肯定也是这样 Even as a kid, I'm sure.
我觉得… I think...
你该回家了 you need to come home.
你终于回来了！ - My God, it's so good to see you.
老天 你都给我一样高了 怎么搞的 - My God, you're as tall as me now. - You look great.
我来拿 Let me grab this.
我好想你 Oh, I missed you.
你室友怎么样？ How's the roommate?
-挺好的 问题都解决了 -那就好 - It's all good. We got over it. - Good.
我就知道你没问题的 I knew you would.
妈妈怎么样？ How's Mom?
很好 挺忙的 Great. Busy.
那个演员怎么样？ How's the actress?
有什么好笑的？ What's so funny?
乔伊？ Joey?
你怎么样？
还好 工作还是糟心 你？
还行 有点累 想休假
哈哈 我也是
你在吗？ Are you in there?
你吓到我了 You scared me.
也许我们应该去这里玩
探索 墨西哥埃拉达保护区
亲眼看看那些 蝴蝶最后去了哪里
你不是结婚了吗？
你看起来不像被吓到了 You don't look scared to me.
没关系 来吧 It's okay. You can come out.
-你怎么样？ -挺好 - How's it going? - Fine.
期待明天的典礼吗？ Are you excited about tomorrow?
当然 Sure.
真不敢相信你和妹妹都要去上大学了 I can't believe you and your sister are leaving.
我试着想象生活会变成什么样 但我想不出 Yeah, I try to picture what it'll be like, but... I can't.
嗯 Yeah.
你紧张吗？ Are you nervous?
-紧张什么？ -上大学 - About what? - College.
离开家 Leaving home.
我早就盼着离开家了 I can't wait to leave home.
好 That's good.
我觉得这样挺好 Yeah, I think that's good.
你还要在这里坐多久… So, you gonna be out here a while, or...
你想让我离开吗？ Should I not be?
我是想… I was just gonna...
没事 你抽吧 You should... Yeah, you should go ahead.
-真的？ -嗯 - You sure? - Mm-hmm.
-你要吗？ -不用了 谢谢 - You want? - No. Thanks.
我从来… I've never...
从来没吸过 I've never done that.
什么？ What?
爸 这也太奇幻了吧 No, Dad, that's crazy.
我试试 Um... Here.
你不用尝试的 You definitely don't have to.
你不用… - You don't...
我没事 - I'm fine.
没事 I'm fine.
这样真好 This is nice.
是啊 Yeah.
哇 你可真漂亮 Well, don't you look nice.
谢谢 Thank you.
你来早了 You're early.
-是吗？ -准备好做蛋糕了吗？ - Am I? - You ready to bake?
这是我弟弟比尔最爱的蛋糕 This is my brother Bill's favorite cake.
这是给他做的吗？ Is this for him?
不是 他在明尼阿波利斯 他在双城工作 No, he's in Minneapolis. He works for the Twins.
双城是什么？ Which twins?
一支职业棒球队 It's a professional baseball team.
哦 对 - Oh, of course. - Mm-hmm.
他高中的时候是棒球队队长 He was captain of the baseball team in high school,
在大学也打联赛 现在是职业投手教练 and then he played college ball, and now he's a professional pitching coach.
底部要这样搅匀 I'm gonna spread it around in the bottom like this.
小时候他一直都非常保护我 He was always so protective of me growing up,
虽然他比我小 even though he was younger.
每次有男孩子接近我 他都把他们推到墙上 Whenever boys would get near me, he'd throw them up against the locker,
问“你想干什么？” and say, "What are your intentions?"
他们想干什么？ What were their intentions?
现在你要把樱桃 Okay, now, you are going to put the cherries
铺在锅底 at the bottom of the pan...
像这样 like this.
要好好弄 因为外表很重要 And do it nicely, because it really does matter how it looks.
-很好 -谢谢 - That's very nice. - Thank you.
其实乔伊有过的女人 比我有过的男人多 You know, Joe's been with more women than I have men.
真的吗？ Is that right?
好像根本没人记得 Nobody seems to remember that.
我之前只有汤姆一个男人 I'd only been with Tom.
但是乔伊在我之前还有过两个女生 But Joe'd been with two girls before me.
他七年级的时候？ When he was in the seventh grade?
他的生活跟我截然不同 He led a very different life than me.
他父亲一直在忙工作 家里都是他操心 His father was always working, so he was the man of the house,
他基本上是一个人照顾妹妹们 and he took care of his little sisters pretty much on his own.
其中一个妹妹有严重的哮喘 One of them had terrible asthma.
他很小就承担了大人的责任 He grew up very quickly.
而我却一直被家人护着 And I was very sheltered.
给你看样东西 I wanna show you something.
这是那时候乔伊给我的 Joe gave this to me back then.
我觉得很可爱 I think it's lovely.
“宁静是夏日坐在湖边 "Peace is sitting on a lake in the summertime."
宁静是热天的一瓶可乐 "Peace is a Coca-Cola on a hot summer day."
宁静是跟你在一起” "Peace is being with you."
这是“什么是宁静”的作业 The assignment was "What is peace?"
你真的很特别 You're such a special person.
行了 爸 这太尴尬了 Dad, please, stop. This is so weird.
我是认真的 I really mean it.
你们都在上面吗？ Are you boys up there?
嗯 Yeah.
加里波第说七点来接我们 可以吗？ Garibaldi's said they can take us at 7:00. How does that sound?
太好了 谢谢妈妈 - That sounds great. Thanks, Mom.
乔伊！ Joe!
-你没事吧？ -我没事 - Are you all right? - I'm okay.
我突然想到… I was just thinking, what if...
-要是… -亲爱的 我听不不见 - I had... - Honey, I.. I can't hear you.
-我给自己拍X光片 是什么样 -我听不见你说什么 - ...to take my own X-rays. - I can't hear what you're saying.
没事 我们马上就下去 Everything's fine. We'll meet you down there in a second.
这样可不太好 Maybe this wasn't the best idea.
我觉得一切都完蛋了 I feel like everything's so fucked up.
没有啊 爸爸 挺好的 It's not, Dad. It's all right.
-我只想让你有个幸福的人生 -我会的 - I just want you to have a good life. - I will.
因为… Because...
坏事总是会发生 ...bad things, they happen.
我们也会做坏事 And we do bad things also.
我们必须思考这些事 And we have to think about those things.
如果我们想忘记这些事 就会… If we try not to think about it, there's this...
-你明白我的意思吗？ -我明白 爸爸 - Do you know what I mean? - Yeah, I know, Dad.
我根本不知道你跟我亲不亲近 God, I can't tell if we're connecting
或者我是不是给你留下了不愉快的回忆 但我没办法 or if I'm creating a bad memory for you in real time, but I can't help it.
我们很亲近 爸爸 No, we're connecting, Dad. It's okay.
没事的 It's okay.
不用担心我 Don't worry about me.
怎么能不担心 It's all I do.
我非常开心 奥娜尔能够按时结束期末考 I'm so glad that Honor was able to finish her finals in time
来得及回家看着我们的美丽的玛丽 to come home to watch our beautiful Mary,
和文雅的查理 在明天走上礼堂 and our gentle Charlie walk across that stage tomorrow.
我以你们为荣 I couldn't be prouder of both of you.
也敬乔伊 我的人生挚爱 And to Joe, the man of my life,
也将走入人生的新篇章 here's to entering this next phase together.
小鸟即将离巢 但是他们永远都能回家 As our little ones fly away from the nest, they know they can always come home.
干杯 - Cheers.
干杯 Cheers.
你忘了一个人 You forgot someone.
伊丽莎白 我们都很高兴 你能在这个特殊时刻加入我们 Elizabeth, we're so happy you could be with us at this very special time.
谢谢 Thank you.
干杯 Cheers.
真好吃 - Mm. This is delicious. - Mm.
奥娜尔 回家之后我给你看看 我们给你妹妹准备了什么毕业礼物 Honor, when we get home, I'll show you what we got your sister for graduation.
是体重秤吗？ Is it a scale?
什么？ Excuse me?
我毕业的时候 你送我的是体重秤 When I graduated, you got me a scale.
那是给你的宿舍准备的日用品之一 That was just part of setting you up at your new place.
你很清楚那不是你的毕业礼物 You know perfectly well that wasn't your graduation present.
包装好了 还系了蝴蝶结 It came wrapped in a bow.
我们给她买了一条有她诞生石的项链 We got her a necklace with her birthstone in it.
给她妹妹准备的也一样 不过她根本没戴过 Just like we got your sister. But I see you're not wearing yours.
你们什么时候开始拍电影？ When do you start shooting this movie?
再过三周左右 In about three weeks.
快了 It's soon. Hm.
-我不喜欢你们拍这种片子 -奥娜尔 - Wish you weren't doing that. - Honor.
我能理解 真的 I can understand that. Of course.
但我希望你们看了之后 会觉得电影言之有物 I hope in the end that you'll feel it had something to say,
觉得我们反映出了真实的东西 and that we captured something true.
多真实？就好像你来参加我们的毕业晚餐 一点也不尴尬？ True like how it isn't awkward at all that you're at this graduation dinner?
-乔伊 你能不能… -什么？ - Joe, can you... - What?
-你不管管吗？ -怎么管？ - Can you do something? - Like what?
真是谢谢你了 Thanks for your help.
奥娜尔 我跟你说过 我送你体重秤是个传统 Um, Honor, I got you that scale, as I told you at the time, as a tradition,
因为我高中毕业的时候 我妈妈也给我送了体重秤 because that's what my mother got me when I graduated from high school.
你也可以试试没有体重秤的人生 看看会发生什么 You try going through life without a scale. See how that goes.
妈妈 Mom.
-嗨 -嗨 卡斯蒂 - Hi. - Cassidy. Hi.
-嗨 妈妈 -外婆 - Hi, Mom. - Hi, Grandma.
你们好 Hi. Oh, hello. Hi.
起爱的 你可真美 Oh, hi, sweetheart. Oh, you look so pretty.
老天啊 皮特 恭喜 Oh my goodness. Peter, congratulations.
比利、泰勒、乔治 所有人都来庆祝了 Billie, Tyler, Georgie, hi. Everyone's celebrating of course.
对 太好了 Yeah, it's just the best.
-很高兴再次见到你 -我也是 - Very nice to see you again. - Yes, you as well.
汤姆 Tom.
好 我们去我们桌了 Okay, I think we'll head over to our table.
嗯 我们这个原来的家庭坐后面 Yeah, we're in the back with the old families.
-乔治 -嗯 - Georgie. - Yeah.
-毕业典礼见 -好 拜拜 - See you at graduation. - All right, bye.
我是《诺亚方舟》的超级粉丝 Uh, I'm a really big fan of Norah's Ark.
谢谢你 我太荣幸了 Thank you. That means the world.
气氛降到冰点 Firmly frozen by now.
我哥哥马克还住在里士满 My brother Mark, he still lives in Richmond.
他总是说 “别抱太高期望 就永远不会失望” He always says, "Keep your expectations low, and you'll never be disappointed."
我总是记不住 And I always forget that.
你有几个兄弟啊？ How many brothers do you have?
四个 Four.
两个哥哥 Two older.
两个弟弟 Two younger.
你应该早就知道了吧 But I think you know that.
那… So...
你本来期望的是什么？ what were your expectations?
今晚能够顺利 Uh, that tonight would go well.
孩子们都爱我 That my children would love me.
拥有完美的人生 And my life would be perfect.
有点太天真了 That was a little naive.
我确实很天真 I am naive.
一直如此 I always have been.
在某些方面看 这是老天的馈赠 In a way, it's been a gift.
让乔伊先送我们回家可以吗？ Is it all right if Joe drops us off first?
我女儿需要一点空间 I think the girls need a minute.
-我走回去就行了 -不用 让乔伊送你 - I can just walk from here. - Mm-mm. He'll drive you.
-能来根烟吗？ -好 - Could I bum another cigarette? - Yeah.
给你 There you go.
埃利斯就是在那棵树上吊死的 Alice hung from this tree...
吊了整整三天才断气 - They said they're in the back. - ...for three days, before she died.
这边走 我带你们去看那棵树… Come this way. We'll show you the exact tree...
晚上好 Good evening.
他们后来去找她的尸体 They went to go find her body.
她已经把你逼疯了吗？ Has she broken your spirit yet?
不是 我只是有点累 No, just tired.
你破案了吗？ Did you crack the case?
能往另一边吐烟吗？谢谢 Do you mind blowing your smoke in the other direction, please? Thank you.
想听听我的理论吗？ Wanna know my theory?
当然 Sure.
童年创伤 Childhood trauma.
你说哪个？ Which one?
最大的创伤 The big one.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
她的哥哥们… Her older brothers...
-什么？ -真的 - What? - Yeah.
从她12岁开始的 Started when she was 12.
断断续续 On and off.
不过别跟她提这事 她从来不说 Just don't mention it to her, obviously. She doesn't talk about it.
我从她的日记里看到的 很久之前的事了 I read it in her diary, but this was, like, way before.
这也太… That's...
这就说得通了 Explains a lot.
她为什么还跟他们有联系啊？ Why does she still talk to them?
女士 她的脑子已经被搞坏了 这就是我想跟你说的 Lady, she's messed up in the head. That's what I'm trying to tell you.
老天 Oh, God.
我有个想法 Listen, actually, I had an idea.
我查了一下电影是怎么拍的 - I was looking up how y'all make movies. - Mm-hmm.
我看到有个职位是音乐总监 I read about this job of, um, music supervisor.
-嗯？ -这工作我也可以 - Yeah? - I could do this job.
就是给电影选音乐呗？我能选出超棒的歌 Pick out songs for movies? I would pick great songs.
你想说什么？ What are you asking?
做个交易… So, what if...
我给你们做咨询 把我记得的事都告诉你们 in exchange for my memories, my consultation,
以后也不会在媒体上 my willingness not to go to the press
公开贬低这部电影和你们俩 and talk disparagingly about it and you and her,
作为交换 你们让我当这部电影的 you give me this position of music supervisor.
音乐总监 On this movie.
我帮你打听一下 I'll look into that for you.
谢谢 Thank you.
我觉得这里已经不再欢迎我了 And I think I've outstayed my welcome here.
我妹妹以前哮喘很严重 My sister had really bad asthma.
是吗？ Did she?
嗯 她老是要用那种呼吸机进行治疗 Yeah, she was always having to do that breathing machine thing.
嗯 做雾化 Yeah, nebulizer.
对 Right.
其实 I actually
我也带了一台雾化机 have one with me here.
是新的 但我一直搞不懂要怎么… A new one, and I can't figure out how to get the,
就是那个喷嘴 要怎么固定 you know the mouthpiece thing, to snap on.
真烦人 It's so stupid.
我很想用那台机器 I'd really like to use it.
确实很烦人 That's irritating.
其实只要 You just sort of have to
-把盖子… -你能帮忙吗？ - get the top, and... - Could you...
你有时间吗？ Do you... Do you have a second?
这种机器从八十年代之后就没有变过 They haven't changed this machine since the '80s.
谢谢 Thank you.
你救了我的命 You saved my life.
不客气 Sure.
我… I...
有东西想给你 wanted to give you something.
这是我保留下来的唯一一封 It's the only one I could save.
天呐 Oh my God.
现在别看 Don't read it now.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你还那么年轻 You're so young.
相信我 Believe me.
你可以重新开始 You could start over.
去做什么呢？ And do what?
任何事 Anything.
我去拿毛巾 I'll get us a towel.
谢谢 Thanks.
去床上吧 Let's get in bed.
太疯狂了 That was crazy.
是啊 Yeah.
你以前做过这种事吗？ Have you ever done that before?
嗯 当然了 Right. 'Course.
-你呢？ -没有 - What about you? - No.
我对其他人有过爱慕之情 I mean, I've had crushes on people.
这很正常 I think that's allowed.
我说不清 I don't know.
这种事 Um, any of it.
会让她疯掉的 It would, uh, kill her.
她对我… You know, she's very loyal.
很忠诚 With me.
听着… Listen...
不管怎么样 她都会好好的 whatever happens, she's gonna be okay,
-格蕾丝这种人… -她不会的 - People like Gracie... - No, she won't.
-你根本不了解她 -好吧 - No. You really don't know her. - Okay.
告诉你吧 Let me tell you something.
人最终都要对自己负责 Your responsibility, ultimately, is to yourself.
格蕾丝… Grace...
伊丽莎白 事情没有这么简单 Elizabeth, I think it's a little more complicated than that.
你做自己该做的事就好 但是… You're gonna do what you're gonna do, but...
-这种故事… -故事？ - ...stories like these... - Stories?
-故事？ -你知道我是什么意思 - Stories? - You know what I mean.
-这种事情 -这不是… - Instances. - This is...
由严重的创伤引起… Severely traumatic beginnings...
这不是故事 这就是我的人生！ This isn't a story! This is my fucking life!
-天啊 -没必要这么激动 - Jesus. - No need to get so worked up about it.
我还以为… I thought you...
我还以为你真的喜欢我 我们有火花 actually liked me, and that we had a connection.
我喜欢你啊 I like you.
那这是怎么回事？ Then what was this about?
这就是成年人做的事 This is just what grown-ups do.
还好我不太容易被吓到 You're lucky I'm not jumpy.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你坐在那里干什么？ Why are you sitting there?
我在想事情 I've just been thinking.
想什么？ Okay.
我觉得有很多事 我们已经很久没有谈过了 I think there are a lot of things we haven't talked about in a long time.
也许从来没谈过 Maybe ever.
什么事？ What kind of things?
关于我们的关系的事 Things about our relationship.
别挤牙膏了 想说什么就说吧 Well, I'm not gonna cross-examine you, say what you wanna say.
我就是想起了一些事 I've just been remembering things.
你怎么想起来说这些了？ What brought this on?
有什么关系？ What does it matter?
是因为那个演员吗？ Is it the actress?
也许吧 Maybe.
不知道 而且原因不重要吧 I don't know. I don't see what difference it makes.
重点是…我的感受 It's how... What I'm feeling.
过来坐我身边 Come and sit by me.
好吗？ Okay?
来吧 宝贝 Come on, baby.
什么事让你难过了？ What's making you feel bad?
不是… It's not...
我不是难过… I don't feel bad, like...
我只是想说… I'm just trying to say...
如果我当时… What if I wasn't
根本没准备好做这些决定呢？ ready to be making those kinds of decisions.
那怎么办？ Then... Then what?
因为…孩子们 Because the kids.
意味着什么？ What would that mean?
我听不懂你在说什么 I don't understand what you're saying.
我是说 我当时也许年纪太小了呢？ I'm saying, what if I was too young?
是你先勾引我的 You seduced me.
-但我那时候才13岁啊 -别跟我说这种话 - But I was 13 years old. - Don't give me that.
-这是事实 -我不在乎你当时几岁 - But I was. - I don't care how old you were.
是谁主导的？ Who was in charge?
-什么？ -是谁在做主？ - What? - Who was the boss?
是谁主导的？ Who was in charge?
-我想跟你好好谈谈… -我觉得这部电影 - I'm just trying to talk about something... - I think that this movie is...
-但你根本不听！ -…一直在挖掘过去 - ...and you're not listening! - ...dredging up all this stuff.
伊丽莎白也阴魂不散 Driving Elizabeth around.
跟电影没有关系！ It's not about the fucking movie!
-没关系！ -我一直很体贴 - No! - I'm very sympathetic,
但你开始惹我生气了 but you're starting to upset me.
你根本不体贴 我们为什么不能谈这件事？ You have not been sympathetic. Why can't we talk about it?
如果我们真的像我们说的那么相爱 If we're really as in love as we say we are,
如果我们有那种罕见的… if we have that rare...
那我们应该能开诚布公地聊聊才对吧？ Shouldn't I be able to talk about this with you?
“如果我们真的像我们说的那么相爱”？ "If we're really as in love as we say we are?"
格蕾丝 你知道我的意思 求你了 Gracie, you know what I mean. I'm begging you.
不！ “如果我们真的像我们说的那么相爱”？ No! "If we're really as in love as we say we are?"
我需要你帮帮我 求你了 I need you to help me. Please.
“如果我们真的像我们说的那么相爱”？ 明天可是毕业典礼 "If we're really as in love was we say..." I... It's graduation.
亲爱的… - My love...
你今晚离开后 after you left tonight,
我想象了一下 如果我们不是这样的年龄 会有什么样的生活 I thought about the kind of life we could have if things were different.
如果我再年轻些 或者你再年长些就好了 If I'd been born later, or you long ago.
但如果真的如此 我们也许不会是现在这样 But who knows what we would have been like then.
或者不会在这里 Or where.
我们这一路将要面临什么样的悲剧 What tragedies we'd have to face along the way.
什么样的厄运 What bad luck.
我从来没想过要这样 This is not what I ever would have wanted.
但我…感激命运 But I'm so... grateful
把我们引上了这条道路 that our paths led us to this road.
我不管要付出什么代价 No matter what the cost.
我无时无刻不在想你 I think about you all the time.
以及我们看着彼此的眼睛时的那种感觉 And the feeling I get when we look each other in the eyes.
你也感觉到了吗？ Do you feel that too?
我知道你的经验不多 无从比较 但是… I know you don't have much to compare it to, but...
我向你保证 let me assure you
这种感情很罕见 it is rare.
我这辈子都没有遇到过 I've gone my whole life without it.
现在终于找到了 我没办法假装它不存在 And now that I've found it, I can't imagine going back and pretending.
有时候我希望我们从未相遇 Sometimes I wish we'd never met,
或者你没能得到宠物店的工作 or that you didn't get the job in the pet shop at least,
因为我知道我们的人生会永远改变 because I know that our lives will be forever changed because of this.
不管结果如何 No matter how it all turns out.
我知道我的丈夫和孩子… I know that my husband and my children...
我… I...
我知道… I know that...
这也会影响他们 this will affect them too.
我希望我们… My hope is that we can...
能一直保守秘密 至少要等到没有触犯法律的危险 keep our secrets long enough until at least we're in no danger from the law.
也许到那个时候 我就有时间好好地结束现在的生活 Maybe by then I'll have enough time to end things cleanly,
也能让我的孩子们知道 我爱他们 and to make sure that the children know that I love them.
也许到那个时候 我们就知道该怎么办了 And maybe by then we'll have figured out what to say.
当事情开始的时候… When this first started...
…我不知道该作何感想 ...I didn't know what to think.
我知道我们越界了 I knew that we'd crossed a line,
而且我觉得我们会再次越界 and I felt in my heart that we would cross it again.
但是现在我觉得… But now I think...
我已经不知道界限在哪里了 I've lost track of where the line is.
这些界限是谁划定的？ Who even draws these lines?
我只知道… All I know...
我爱你 你也爱我 is that I love you and you love me.
你今晚让我太幸福了 And you gave me so much pleasure tonight.
我希望你也一样开心 I hope I did the same for you.
周六再见 I'll see you Saturday.
看完后记得把信烧掉 你也知道如果被人发现我会是什么下场 Please burn this. You know what could happen to me if anyone ever found it.
你的…格蕾丝 Your... Gracie.
这里是萨凡纳市中心的河街 This is River Street, downtown Savannah.
降雨从西边开始 逐步蔓延至真个城市 The rain is moving in from the west and taking over.
就像李说的 我们都盼着降雨呢 And as Lee was talking about, we want the rain to come down.
这能带来一丝凉意 It cools off the environment, it cools off the atmosphere,
也减少人们的躁动 and that helps to bring in more stability.
强烈的雷暴已经 So that these thunderstorms that have been so nasty and so strong,
开始慢慢减弱了 will actually start to get weaker.
来看看雷达数据吧 这是一个大型风暴系统… Let's go right to our radar because it's a huge storm system...
嗨 Hey.
嗨 Oh, hi.
嗨！ Hey!
哇 Wow.
你太漂亮了 You look so great.
谢谢 Thanks.
饿了吗？ - Are you hungry?
不饿 No.
-来杯咖啡吧？ -咖啡？ - Maybe a coffee? - Coffee?
真是新鲜了 - That's new.
毕业快乐 Happy graduation.
好激动呀 Yes. So exciting.
-看看你 -你这么穿妈妈肯定不高兴 - Look at you. - Mm. Mom's gonna hate it.
她会喜欢的 No, she's gonna love it.
哇 她肯定喜欢你的裙子 是她挑的吗？ No, she's gonna love this. Did she pick this one?
-是的 -大日子 - She did. - Big day.
对 - Yeah, it is.
几点了 What time is it?
我们再过20-25分钟就出发 Uh, we should leave in 20-25 minutes.
我上楼换衣服 I'll go up and get changed.
妈妈呢 Um, where's Mom?
我也不知道 I don't know, honestly.
可能去做美容了吧 Maybe she had a beauty parlor appointment.
到了 All right, this is it.
我去停车 然后找你们妈妈 I'll park and find your mom.
-好 待会儿见 -谢啦 爸爸 - Okay, see you after. - Thanks, Dad.
嘿！你好吗？ Hey! How are you?
你来啦！ Hey, you made it!
我想对15届的毕业生同学们说： 加油 鲨鱼们 To my fellow graduates of the class of '15, go Sharks...
虽然这一路并非一帆风顺 ...while it hasn't always been smooth sailing,
但我知道我们的未来一片光明 I know that our futures are bright.
接下来 我来向大家介绍威尔逊西里高中 And with that, I present to you the 2015 graduating class
2015届毕业生 of Wilson Healy High School.
克里斯托弗·罗伊·亚当斯 Christopher Roy Adams.
约翰·安德森 John Anderson.
莫里斯·詹姆斯·阿伯克龙比 Maurice James Abercrombie.
布雷登·威廉·阿特金斯 Braden William Atkins.
麦迪逊·黛安·奥尔德里奇 Madison Diane Aldrich.
查尔斯·布伦南·阿瑟顿-柳 Charles Brennan Atherton-Yoo.
-加油 查理！ -玛丽·吉娜·阿瑟顿-柳 - Go Charlie! - Mary Jinae Atherton-Yoo.
加油 玛丽！ Go Mary!
约书亚·瑞安·阿特金斯 Joshua Ryan Atkins.
奥兰多·麦金利·阿特金森 Orlando McKinley Atkinson.
恭喜2015届的同学 Congratulations to the class of 2015.
加油 鲨鱼们！ Go Sharks!
太美好了 是不是？ That was beautiful, wasn't it?
是啊 It was.
我马上就要去机场了 Well, heading to the airport now.
也许这样更好 That's probably for the best.
我不知道这些对你的电影有没有帮助 I wonder if any of this will have really mattered for your movie.
我觉得有帮助 I think it will.
你理解我吗？ You understand me?
理解 I do.
希望你没把那个恶心的兄妹故事当真 I hope you didn't think that disgusting brother thing was real.
什么？ What?
太恶心了 It's disgusting.
我也不知道他为什么要给你编这种故事 I don't know what he's doing telling you these things.
他跟你说了？ He told you?
我每天都跟乔治聊天 I talk to Georgie every day.
缺乏安全感的人都很危险 是不是？ Insecure people are very dangerous, aren't they?
我很有安全感 I'm secure.
一定要在电影里表现出来 Make sure you put that in there.
各就各位 准备好 图像关闭 Settle in, guys. Here we go. Pictures off.
-摄像就位 -好了 - Cameras on! - Here we go.
场记板就位 Hold board.
灯光高一点 太暗了 Just bring it up a little. It's a little dark.
谢谢 Thank you.
准备好 保持安静 - Settle in, guys. Very still. Very quiet. - Very still, please.
四十二场 第一次 声音摄像机开始 Forty-two, take one, sound, speed.
-场记板 -主摄影机场记 - Okay. Marker. - A-camera, mark.
把蛇带来 - And bring in the snake.
准备好了 - And set. - Set.
都准备好了 And we are set.
开拍 And action.
-你害怕吗？ -不怕 - Are you scared? - No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我不怕 I'm not.
她不咬人的 She doesn't bite.
你怎么知道？ How do you know?
她不是那种咬人的蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
再来一遍 多拍几条… Okay, I think we go again. We do a series...
找到最好的效果 We're gonna find something.
再来一遍 Guys, let's go back to one.
再来一遍 准备好 Back to one. Places, please.
-没问题 -补妆 - I got it. - Stepping in.
可以了？ Is that all?
准备好 - Get set. - We are set.
开拍 And action.
你害怕吗？ Are you scared?
不怕 No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我不怕 I'm not.
她不咬人 She won't bite.
你怎么知道？ How do you know?
她不是那种咬人的蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
好 再来 Good. Reset.
再来一遍 - Back to one.
好了 安静 Okay, very still. Very quiet, please.
保持安静 Very quickly, guys. Clearing.
准备好 - And set. - We are set.
开拍 And action.
你害怕吗？ Are you scared?
不怕 No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我不怕 I'm not.
她不咬人 She won't bite.
你怎么知道？ How do you know?
她不是那种咬人的蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
很好 可以了 Beautiful. I think we got it.
等一下 能不能再来一条？ Wait, can we... Can we do it again, please?
-拜托 让我试试 -莉莉… - Please? Just for me. - Lizzie...
拜托 我越来越有感觉了 Please. Wait, it's getting more real.
再来一条 We're going again.
好 再来 Good. Reset.
再来一遍 Back to one.
快点 各位 Very quickly, guys.
准备好 Set.
开拍 And action.