有人从好莱坞来看你 You have a visitor from Hollywood.
自称是电影导演 He says he's a movie director.
你们都是来看演出的吗 Are you coming to the show?
我和迈尔斯谁更胜一筹 Who do you like better,me or Miles Davis?
我们很荣幸邀请到这位 We're proud to present the man
被公认为全国最棒的 who's been voted number one in the nation
小号手和演唱家 for both trumpet and vocals.
他的演奏如同加利福尼亚的海岸般令人愉悦 All the way from the sunny shores of California,
他才貌双绝 简直就是爵士界的詹姆斯.迪恩 the James Dean of jazz,the Prince of Cool,
也就是那个被时代杂志认为是发明了“西部牛仔舞”的人 the man "Time" magazine credits with inventing West Coast Swing.
好了 大家听好 That's right, folks.
他将在这里和我们尊敬的迈尔斯.戴维斯 And he's here playing a double bill
以及迪兹·吉莱斯皮一起连续演奏两场 with our very own Miles Davis and Dizzy Gillespie.
作为他在"鸟岛"的处子秀 Making his Birdland debut,
有请査特.贝克尔和他的乐队 Chet Baker and his quartet!
- 一切顺利 - 一切顺利 - It's gonna be great. - It's gonna be great.
- 我气色怎么样 - 好极了 - How do I look? - Perfect.
太棒了 孩子 Yeah, baby!Yeah!
谢谢各位 非常感谢 Thank you.Thank you very much.
我们都爱你 査特 We love you, Chet!
安静 Shh!
亲爱的 在吗 Elaine? Honey?
在 Yeah!
你需要等到它完全融化才行 And then you wait till it melts.
我完全不敢相信你以前没有嗑过 I can't believe you never tried before.
看来是个正人君子 You're so square.
我不喜欢蜡烛 I hate needles.
那你愿意为我冒一次险吗 Will you do it for me?
当然 Yeah.
- 恐惧 你好 - 恐惧 你好 - Hello, fear. - Hello, fear.
- 啊 - 要把它绑紧 - Aah! - Get it tight.
- 死亡 你好 - 死亡 你好 - Hello, death. - Hello, death.
- 操你 - 操你 - Fuck you. - Fuck you.
嘿 宝贝你回来啦 Oh, hey, babe.
快醒醒 Hey, hey.
滚出去 Get out.
快滚 这些东西一并拿着滚 Get out!Take your shit with you!
你也一样滚 我早该知道的 And you too!I should have known.
别这样 Stop it!
你这个天杀的 God damn it!
- 对不起 - 我已经有一周的身孕了 - I'm so sorry. - It was, like, a week.
他可是你的亲骨肉啊 That is your child.
这又他妈的是什么 What is this shit?
就是因为迈尔斯你就这样 You did this because of Miles?
倒是说话啊 査特 Chet, say something!
安静 Shh.Shh!
我发现 你只要在我身边 See, once you're here,
我就像是又爬回了母亲的摇篮里 it's like you're crawling back inside your mama's womb
铜铃叮当作响 clinking and clanging.
你可以听到响声随风而逝 It all melts away,and you can hear.
这应该是你第一次嗑药 This is the scene where you're meant
所产生幻觉的情景 to do heroin for the first time.
- 我知道我该怎么演 - 这并不在排练之中 - I know what scene it is. - Those are not the lines.
是导演叫我自由发挥的 Well, he told me to make up lines.
他想让我的演技再升华一下 He said he wanted it to be improv.
得了吧 你完全脱离剧本了 But that's way off script.Come on.
这本来就是人为编造的 Well, the whole thing is fake.
我就是想说 如果你想达到真实的效果 I mean, if you want it to be real,
那这地方就应该快是一个便池了 there should just be puke everywhere.
然而并没有 It wasn't like this at all.
因为我当时才他妈的20岁 I was 22, for fuck's sake.
你完全背离剧本了 査特 That's going way, way off script, Chet.
我也不知我他妈的在演些什么 I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
我们可以把你吸毒之后的那场戏重来一遍吗 Can we just do the make-out part again?
我的纽扣掉了 I lost a nai.
- 伙计们 今天就这样吧 - 好的 - All right, guys. - Yeah.
要不要再排练下那个情景 Do you want to rehearse the scene,
否则就只能下周一来了 or do you want to pick up on Monday?
那还是周一接着来吧 We'll pick up on Monday.
那好 伙计们 收工吧 下周一见 All right, folks, that's a wrap. See you next week.
你这样有点过分了 That's unprofessional, Chet.
- 为啥 - 本来就是 - Jane? - Yeah.
- 简 这样挺好的啊 - 我可不这样想 - Jane, that was great. - I don't think so.
- 就是这样演下去就行了啊 - 好吧 不要骗我哦 - Keep doing what you're doing. - Okay, you sure?
是啊 稍微再专注一点就更好了 Yeah, just keep improvising.You'll be okay.
好 非常感谢 All right.Appreciate it.
噢 谢谢你 爱丽 Oh, thanks, Ellie.
我一直在努力让他看起来像一个好人 What I'm doing is trying to make him look like a nice guy.
不是吧 你总是 No, no, what you're doing
让我看起来像一个跳梁小丑 is making me look like a clown.
- 你是迪克.波克吗 - 是啊 我就是 - Oh, are you Dick Bock? - Yeah, yeah, I-
- 査特 - 嘿 迪克 - Chettie! - Hey, Dick.
为什么没跟我说你回美国来了 Why didn't you tell me you were back in the US
并且还在拍电影 and now you're shooting a movie?
好吧 我... Well, I...
我本以为你还会再蹲几年监狱的 I thought you had another couple of years in jail.
如你所知 原本是这样的 Well, I-I was supposed to,you know,
但这个导演好像很牛逼的样子 but then this director, he's like, he's super talented-
噢 他给了你很大一笔钱吗 Oh, and he offered you a lot of money?
他肯定是去贿赂了一些人的 Well, he paid somebody;that's for sure.
我本该演演我自己的 Oh, I could've played myself, Chet.
迪克 你怎么...怎么成了一个演员了 Dick, you're not-you're not an actor.
- 你不也一样吗 - 好吧 世事难料 - Neither are you. - Well, that's true.
这是一个秘密 Don't tell anyone.
这一切...自从你离开后一切都变了 A let's, uh-a let's changed since you left.
我感觉到了 Yeah, I see.
爵士已死 鲍勃.迪伦也去玩电音了 Jazz is dying.Dylan went electric.
你卖了“太平洋公司” You sold Pacific, Dick.
不 我把它建了起来 但你把它毁了 No, I built it up.You tore it down.
- 我们一起铸就了它 - 是我 - We built it up - I built it up.
- 是我们 - 而你把它给毁了 - We built it up. - You tore it down.
然后你却把它给抛售了 And-and you sold it out.
是我卖的 至少我要还要养家糊口 I sold-yeah, at least I didn't abandon my wife and kid
没有成为世界上赫赫有名的瘾君子 and become the world's biggest junkie.
我把一切都搞砸了 是吗 I did fuck everything up,didn't I?
没错 Yeah.
我很想念你 迪克 真的 I miss you, Dick.I really do.
査特 Chet!
我就想要你给我通个电话 I just wish you would have called.
稍等一下 可以吗 Two-two seconds, okay?
我本该告诉你的 抱歉 I should've called.I'm-l'm sorry.
嗯嗯 Yeah.
你还记得那个在杰瑞药铺给我们 You remember that old daft pharmacist at Jerry's
乱开吗啡和栓剂处方 that give us the prescriptions
的愚蠢药剂师吗 for those morphine suppositories?
对 对 还记得 你和他没什么两样 Yeah, yeah, yeah.Oh, you liked him.
我在把手从我的屁眼里拿出来之前 Well, I had to be high
整个人都嗨得不行 before I could get my finger out of my ass.
- 査特 - 马上就好 - Chet! - Yeah, two-two seconds.
- 他有怎么了 - 还在蹲监狱 - What happened to him? - Yeah, he's in jail.
那你现在准备走正道了吗 Aren't you on the-aren't you on the straight and narrow?
- 对 是的 - 你确定 - Oh, yeah. - Yeah?
必须的 Yeah.Clean as a hound's tooth.
那就好 Great.
好 我们可以再次合作 All right,let's get together.
可以吗 我们可以商讨下一张唱片 All right? Let's talk about doing another record.
我很乐意 迪克 I would like that very much, Dick.
如今我们也都成熟了 一起干吧 We're grown-ups now.Let's do another record.
一起做 那一定会很棒的 Let's do it.That'd be great.
太好了 All right.
嘿 尼克 一切都还顺利吧 Hey, Nick,is everything okay?
一切都在掌控之中 It's going great.It's gonna be great.
听着 明天电影制片厂要有一场记者招待会 Look, tomorrow the studio booked another press conference.
- 又有一场 - 在下午 - Another press? - In the afternoon.
- 在下午吗 几点 - 一点钟 - In the afternoon? What time? - 1:00.
- 嘿 査特 - 一点钟 好的 - Hi, Chet - 1:00, okay.
听着 你和简相处得怎么样 Listen, how's it going with you and Jane?
都还好吧 Everything okay?
我没懂你在说啥 我是说 你觉得怎么样 I don't know.I mean, you tell me.
我觉得挺不错的哦 I think it's great.
我相信你的所作所为 让你随心所欲地玩音乐 I trust what you're doing,let you play your music.
这个电影将重振你的职业生涯 査特 This movie is going to re-launch your career, Chettie.
- 简 - 嘿 尼克 - Jane. - Hey, Nick.
怎么了 What's wrong?
我也不知道 我是说你觉得这样算是在工作吗 I don't know. I mean,do you think it's working?
我觉得你们两位都做得特别棒 I think it's great what the two of you are doing.
进展得让人难以置信 The improvisation is fantastic.
我需要更深入地去揣摩 I-l need to know more than just
査特的女人这个角色 that I'm playing the women of Chet Baker.
机智如你 And you're doing it brilliantly.
你可以问他啊 这是拍他的电影 It's-look, ask him.It's his story.
我就知道她们都是大胸女郎 All I know is that they have big tits.
这好像也并不夸张吧 It's like-it's not a lot to go off of.
得了 这是他的故事 向他请教 Well, it's-it's his story.Ask him.
尼克 过来没有 Nick, you coming?
- 她们的确都是巨乳 - 等一下 - They did have big tits. - Hang on a second.
我们周一再聊聊 可以吗 We'll talk about this Monday, okay?
好的 没问题 Okay. Sounds good.
- 可以吗 - 完全可以 - Okay? - All right.
下周在欧洲有重要的场景 拜拜 Okay, big scenes.Europe next week. Ciao.
注意保护好你的美胸 Don't be insecure about your tits.
- 你的胸狠性感 - 好吧 这是剧本要求 - Your tits are great. - Okay, so the script.
我真的不理解为什么这些女人要和你鬼混 Uh, I don't understand why these women would stay with you.
- 你这都不知道 - 对 完全无解 - You don't understand that? - No, don't get it.
那我们可以去共进晚餐 Well, maybe we should go out to dinner
吃完美食我就告诉你答案 and get some real food and talk-
什么 你觉得我演得不够入戏 What, are you saying that I ain't real, mister?
我是说你可以更深入了解你的角色 I'm saying that maybe you need to get deeper into character.
得了吧 我从来不和我的电影搭档约会 査特 Yeah, I don't date actors I'm working with, Chet.
我早就跟你说过 I already told you that.
- 但我并不完全是个演员 - 嗯嗯 这还用说 - Yeah, but I'm not an actor. - Yeah, that's for sure.
不 但我们也可以一起聚餐啊 No, we can get together,
一起锻炼身体这些 and we can do those Kazoon exercises.
是喀山吧 傻瓜 It's Kazan, you dummy.
嘿 听着 我才不管这些 Hey, listen, I don't care.
我们可以一边吃饭一边顺便排练一下 We'll just rehearse while we eat.
妳知道 如果妳想的话可以点外卖 You know, we could order in if we want.
你的一切我都太了解了 You know everything about me,
而我还不知道你姓什么 and I don't even know your last name.
那不是每天都写在电话簿上的吗 It's on the call sheet every day.
- 那是 - 嗯哼 - It is'? - Mm-hmm.
你这里 我可以把它擦掉吗 Were you- can I wipe this thing?
- 什么 我居然把食物弄到我脸上了 - 其实还挺不错的 - What, I got food on my face? - Beauty mark.
不 擦掉之后就更美了 No, you're prettier without it.
好了 我们出去嗨吧 找点乐子 Come on; let's go out,have some laughs.
你休想趁机拿我寻欢 You don't strike me as funny.
我是个幽默的人 I'm funny.
一个月球和半个月球相比 哪个更重 What's heavier,a full moon or half moon?
一个月球咯 因为它更亮嘛 A full moon,because it's lighter.
- 完全没有笑点 - 这还不搞笑 - Not so good. - That's not funny?
- 我没觉得 - 我还有更多的干货 - No. - I have better material.
- 绝对笑点满满 - 阿祖卡 - Top-shelf stuff. - Azuka.
- 什么意思 - 我就姓这个 - What's that mean? - It's my last name.
在非洲文化里有"过去的辉煌"的意思 It's African,and it means "past glory."
还是不行 No.
你的身体没有跟进 You're not following through.
现在这样就对了 就这样 Now just-all right,all right, all right.
把它掷出去就行 Just lay it out there.
好吧 你又得了零蛋 Okay, well, that's another goose egg for you.
我也是醉了 Come on!
你真的太厉害了 You are really competitive.
我猜他们在戏剧学校没有 I guess they didn't teach you about bowling
教你打保龄球 back there at acting school?
挺好玩的 Very funny.
其实我应该像我的父母和哥哥们一样 I was supposed to be an academic, actually,
去搞些学术研究 like my parents and my brothers.
但为啥又没去呢 But then what happened?
百老汇让我彻底地爱上了音乐 Oh, l fell in love with musicals on Broadway.
- 我学爵士 - 是吗 - I studied jazz. - Did you?
- 什么乐器 - 钢琴弹唱 - What instrument? - Piano, voice.
我从未和音乐知识如此丰富的女人 I've never been with a woman
待在一起过 who knew anything at all about music.
那伊莱恩平时喜欢干嘛? So what did Elaine like to do?
伊莱恩? Elaine?
她通常就喜欢操 Mostly, she liked to fuck. Yeah.
她喜欢操 我也喜欢操她 She liked to fuck,and I liked fuckin' her.
有什么好奇怪的 What? What?
这让我哭笑不得 你的歌一直都很浪漫 I don't know.Your songs are so romantic.
但我猜那都不是你创作的 是吗 But I guess you never wrote them, right?
是啊 Mm-mm.
有一次 我们在两小时内做了七次爱 One time, we did it seven times in two hours.
你觉得怎么样 What do you think about that?
听起来你操得很讲究速度 Sounds like you fuck too fast.
我嗑嗨时操得更爽 Uh, I do better when I'm high.
所以说你是个瘾君子咯 So you're really a junkie?
你觉得呢 Huh?
我有些不良嗜好 I got some habits.
那是因为年少缺爱还是其它什么原因 So what, your parents didn't love you enough or something?
不 是我自己罪有应得 No, it's nobody's fault.
那你为何现在一团糟 So why are you such a fuck-up, then?
啥 Huh?
你很好奇 You want to know?
你想知道为什么 You want to know the truth?
对 我就喜欢追根溯源 Yeah,I want to know the truth.
这让我感到快乐 It makes me happy.
我喜欢嗑嗨的感觉 I love to get high.
好吧 你还挺坦诚的 Well, at least you're honest.
说说你吧 What about you, huh?
你也混得不咋的吧 Why are you such a fuck-up?
- 我可不是屌丝 - 很明显你就是 - I'm not a fuck-up. - Oh, yeah, you are.
你现在不就是个女演员吗 Yeah, you're an actress,aren't you?
说得好像所有女演员都混得很差似的 All actresses are fuck-ups?
好吧 Yeah, well..j
那些人是如何评价好莱坞的 What is they say about Hollywood?
好莱坞是一个可以为你的一个吻付给你1000美元 They'll pay you 2 grand for a kiss
而只为你的灵魂支付50美分的地方 and 2 bucks for your soul.
你知道是谁说的吗 You know who said that?
不知道 No.
玛丽莲.梦露 Marilyn Monroe.
快打烊了 年轻人 Closing time, folks.
我们来唱首歌 不知道你听过没有 We sing.You know that song?
我以前从未坠入 ? I've never been in love ?
爱河里 ? Before ?
这一切都因你 ? Now all at once ?
而发生了 ? It's you ?
你应该听过吧 You know that, right?
是你 ? It's you ?
让一切成为永恒 ? Forever more ?
我以前 ? I've never ?
从未坠入到 ? Been in love ?
爱河里 ? Before ?
我原以为我自己 ? I thought my heart ?
心如止水 ? Was safe ?
我以为我... ? I thought I- ?
要不要到我家里来和我一起放声高歌 Why don't you come back with me to my place and we can sing?
这不太好吧 That's not a good idea.
听着 我对你可是知根知底的 Listen, I know all about you.
说来听听 What do you know?
我知道你正身陷囹圄 I know you're trouble.
烦恼因你迎刃而解 Trouble's good for you.
这就是你的演奏如此动人的原因吧 That's why your playing touches people.
算是吧 Mm-hmm.
契科夫好像说过 It's like what Chekhov said
这感觉就是病人们 when his patients were fevering
对那种已经变馊的食物 on what kind of food they liked to eat:
还情有独钟似的 "Something sour."
我父亲在我几岁时经常给我讲一些哲学家 And my dad read me all the philosophers
但没涉及过契科夫 before I was a teenager,but Chekhov?
他认为恋爱 He thought that the feelings
所带来的这种感觉 that we experience when we're in love
是人最正常时候的状态 are our normal state,
这可以看出 that being in love shows a person
一个人的本质 who he should really be.
- 我爱... - 还记得我吗 査特 - I love- - Remember me, Chettie?
干死他 Fuck him up!
査特 天啊 Oh, Chet!
- 査特 - 转过头来 - Chet! - Come here!
你忘了你所欠我们的吗 You forget what you owe us, Chet?
妈逼的贱人 Fucking junkie.
- 看这里 - 住手 - Come here. - Stop it!
救命啊 你们住手 Help! Stop!
这下爵士就和你说拜拜了 贱人 No more jazz, motherfucker!
我的天啊 天啦 Oh, my God!Oh, my God!
救命啊 Help!Help!
他的脖子受了很严重的伤 He's got severe trauma to the neck...
面部有骨折的危险 possible fracture of the cheek.
门牙也全部没有了 He's lost all his front teeth.
査特 是简 Chet, it's Jane.
你看起来糟糕透了 You look like shit.
但会慢慢好起来的 You're gonna be okay.
你应该知道口对我的意义 You know What an embouchure is
就像是钢琴家失去了手一样 Like a piano player not having any hands.
28年的苦练都将化为泡影 28 eight years of practice, gone.
此生永远不能再演奏了 You'll never play again.
好莱坞方面也出现了戏剧性的转折 And from the Hollywood,a dramatic U-turn.
制片方废置了最近假释出狱 The studio is now shelving the Chet Baker movie,
的爵士传奇人物 which was meant to launch
査特.贝克的电影拍摄 the recently paroled jazz legends comeback.
他们并没有提前告知我 They haven't called me.
不能这么快就出尔反尔 They can't shelve the movie that quickly.
那不是外人 那是查特的交易人 That was no stranger. That was Chet's dealer.
你觉得制片方 Do you think the studio's gonna have
想把自己给牵扯进来吗 anything to do with this?
别做梦了 Just wake up.
等等看吧 会有人来帮咱们的 Okay, wait,somebody must be able to help.
我是说只能这样了 I mean, somehow-
有多少人来表示慰问吗 How many people have called?
又有多少人来探访过 How many people have come to visit?
都在这儿了 We're all here.
这是所有人了 This is everybody.
而且我要走了 And I'm leaving.
我已经照顾了你13年了 查特 I've looked after you for 13 years, Chet.
但我 我受够了 But I'm... I'm done.
这真是一团糟 This is such a mess.
妳认识他多久了? How long have you known him?
5个星期 Five weeks.
Okay. OK
把瘾戒掉 查特 Get clean, Chet.
我跟你的假释官谈过 他说你会开始美沙酮治疗 I spoke to your parole officer, who says you'll be starting methadone treatment,
所以很不幸我不能再给你开止痛药了 so unfortunately I can't prescribe any pain medication.
坚持下去 不要给你的嘴施加任何压力 OK? Just hang in there. And avoid any stress to your mouth, okay?
—我们表现得怎么样?还不错吧?-太棒了 小查 - How'd we do? Good? - You were brilliant, Chettie.
—非常棒!-超他妈精彩 - Sensational! - It was pretty fucking good.
—依莱恩在哪 嗯?—太棒了! - Where's Elaine, huh? - Amazing!
哎 依莱恩 你听到了吗?嗯? Ah, Elaine, did you hear that? Huh?
来吧 迈尔斯想见你 来吧 来吧 来吧 Come on. Miles asked to see you. Come on. Come on. Come on.
-小查 是迈尔斯!-继续 - Chettie, Miles! - Go on.
查特想在你表演前跟你打个招呼 迈尔斯 Uh, Chet just wanted to say hi before your set Miles.
-这是依莱恩 -你好吗 - This is Elaine. - How you doing?
-嗨 -你喜欢这场表演吗? - Hi. - You dig the show?
很棒 是的 It was nice. Yeah.
很多漂亮的面孔 这很 嗯 甜蜜 A lot of pretty faces. It was, um, sweet...
像糖一样 like candy.
为这些漂亮的照片摆姿势一定很难吧 Must be real hard posing for all these pretty pictures.
-我只是想卖好唱片 对吧?-正确 - I'm just trying to sell records, right? - Right.
让我告诉你一些东西 Let me tell you something.
我从来不相信一个爵士乐手 I never trust a cat...
会让金钱或爱情影响他的艺术 let loot or love affect his art.
你觉得外面那些愚蠢的白人姑娘对爵士乐有一点点的认识吗? You think them silly white girls out there understand a lick about jazz?
他是投票结果的第一名 迈尔斯 He's number one in the polls, Miles.
这就是你寄予厚望的白人吗?亲爱的 Is this your great white hope? sweetheart.
就站在这里?是吗? Standing right here? Is this it?
你想要一些建议吗 贝克? You want some advice, Baker?
回到你家乡的沙滩上去吧 老兄 Go back home to the beach, man.
这地方不适合你 This ain't the place for you.
等你体会到生活的时候再回来 Come back when you've lived a little.
-你好 恐惧 -你好 恐惧 - Hello, fear. - Hello, fear.
-你好 死亡 -你好 死亡 - Hello, death. - Hello, death.
-操你 -操你 - Fuck you. - Fuck you.
嘿 查特 在家吗? Hey, Chet. You home?
门是开着的 You left the door open.
我没得到那份工作 所以别问了 I didn't get the job, so don't ask.
你干了什么? What did you do?
你干了什么? Oh, what did you do?
拜托 查特 Come on, Chet.
醒醒 醒醒 拜托 查特 Wake up. Wake up. Come on, Chet.
快点 快点 Come on. Come on.
为什么要吵醒我? Why did you wake me up?
怎么了 What?
你就因为不能再吹小号了就要自杀吗? So you're gonna kill yourself because you can't play trumpet anymore?
是 Yes.
我应该对你感到抱歉吗 Am I supposed to feel sorry for you?
做点其他的吧 Play something else.
唱歌 Sing.
我们可能还没互相介绍过 Maybe we haven't been introduced.
我叫查特.贝克 My name is Chet Baker.
是这一代最优秀的小号手之一 I'm one of the greatest trumpet players of my generation.
最优秀的爵士即兴演奏家之一 One of the best jazz improvisationalists.
-所以要么吹小号要么就什么也不做? -是的 - So it's trumpet or nothing? - Yes.
所以或许我也应该自杀 因为我没有长得跟慧云李一样 So maybe I should kill myself too,because I don't look like Vivien Leigh.
你应该找准一件事然后做得更好 You should find one thing and be better at it.
不 这对你来说容易 像你这样被赐予稀有的天赋的人 No, that's easy for you to say, the one blessed with a rare gift.
谦逊一点吧 Have some humility.
-这是爱 -你搞错了重点 - It's love. - You're missing the point.
-你爱过 查特 嗯? -我结过婚 结过两次 - You ever been in love, Chet, huh? - I've been married, twice.
是啊 我演过这些女人 Yeah, I played those women.
我没感觉到真爱 I didn't feel real love.
妳想感觉真爱? You want to feel real love?
想吗? You want to?
想 Want to...
不 我并不想跟你一起磕嗨 查特 No, I don't want to get high with you, Chet.
我只是开玩笑 I was just kidding.
你是怎么被选上的? How did you get into it anyway?
当我从军队释放 过了一段时间后 有一天我回家 When I was released from the army, a little while later, I came home one day...
家门口有一张纸条 and there was a note on my door.
上面写着“与查理.帕克试演 下午3点在蒂凡尼俱乐部” It said, "Auditions with Charlie Parker at the Tiffany Club, 3:00 p.m."
我看了 I saw it.
带上了我的小号 然后我去了那里 I grabbed my horn, and I went over there.
我看到3、40个小号手都坐在那里 I could see 30 or 40 trumpet players all sitting there,
洛杉矶所有的小号手都去了 and every trumpet player in LA was there.
然后他就在那里 大混蛋一个 And there he was, biggest ass,
不过他是个人物 对吧? but he was somebody, right?
过了一会 他说 And then after a while, he says,
“查特.贝克来了吗?” "Is Chet Baker here?"
一定有人跟他提起过我 对吧? Somebody must've told him about me, right?
然后我说 来了 And I said, "Yeah.
来了 大鸟 我 我在这 Yeah, Bird, I... I'm here."
然后我上前 我们演奏了“Toot Toots” And so I came up, and we played "Toot Toots."
我们演奏了“Cheryl”和“The Song Is You” We played "Cheryl" and "The Song Is You."
他拿起麦克风 He took the microphone.
他说“谢谢各位的到来 这场试音结束了” He said, "Thanks for coming, everybody. This audition is over."
就这样 他就给了你这份工作? He gave you the job just like that?
就这样 他说我“bixellated” Just like that. He said I was "bixellated."
那时他是个吸毒的胖子 对吧? He was a big, fat junkie by then, right?
别说大鸟的坏话 Don't talk shit about Bird.
为他编曲是一种荣誉 It was an honor to score for him.
真是个楷模 Some role model.
是 他确实是 Yeah, he was.
他确实是 He was.
他从来不伤害别人只伤害他自己 He never hurt anybody but himself.
就跟我一样 Just like me.
如果有人要伤害你 If anyone's gonna hurt you...
那只能是我 it's gonna be me.
不 不 不 No. No, no.
我不跟行尸走肉约会 查特 I don't date zombies, Chet.
如果你想让我留在你身边 你就要答应我 You want me to stick around, you have to promise me
你要远离美沙酮 you'll stay clean on the methadone.
我爱美沙酮 I love methadone.
-美沙酮真的太神奇了 -不 我是认真的 - Methadone is amazing... - No, I'm serious.
我也是 我是说 美沙酮 I am too. I mean, methadone...
不 我再看到你像这样抓你的脸 No, I see you scratching your face like that again,
我就知道你没戒干净 then I'll know you're not clean.
我戒干净了 I'm clean.
这是个全新的我 It's a new me.
为了妳我把牙都补好了 I had my teeth done just for you.
现在我有点想念你掉的牙了 Now I miss your missing tooth.
话说回来你是怎么掉的牙? How did you lose it, anyway?
拜托 你读过剧本的 对吧? Oh, come on. You read the script, right?
我那时12岁 I was 12 years old.
在路边丢石子 I threw the rock on the side,
然后石头弹起来砸掉了我的牙 and it ricocheted and broke my tooth.
你是你自己最大的敌人 You're your own worst enemy.
好了 妳需要为妳的角色做更充分的准备 女士 Well, you need to better prepare for your roles, ma'am.
有一年多的时间我不能再玩了 I couldn't play for more than a year.
只能躲在那个愚蠢的牲口棚里 I had to hole up inside that stupid barn
每天练习 and practice every day.
是啊 但你熬过去了 是吗? Yeah, but you managed, right?
是 但那只是一颗牙齿 Yeah, but that was one tooth.
我意思 妳在说什么呢? I mean, what are you saying?
妳 妳觉得我应该回到那里? You... you think I should go back down there?
好吧 你需要恢复 查特 不只是你的嘴 Well, you need to recover, Chet, not just your jaw.
但我很喜欢这间公寓 But I love this apartment.
这个月底你就会失去它了 You're losing this at the end of the month.
噢 那倒是真的 Oh, that's true.
妳会跟我一起去吗? Would you come with me?
我不会为了你丢掉我的生活 I'm not dropping my life for you.
俄克拉荷马州 耶尔
哗 真是个惊喜啊 小查 Wha... what a surprise, Chettie!
-嗨 妈妈 -嘿 抱一下 - Hi, Mama. - Hey, give me a hug.
把帽子还给我 Give me back my hat.
噢 你需要剪个头了 孩子 Oh, you need a haircut, boy.
穿这件夹克 你会冻死的 In that jacket, you're gonna freeze to death.
你的牙怎么样了?在康复吗?让我看看 How are your teeth? Are they healing? Let me see.
这是简 This is Jane.
妳看起来真像小查的前妻 You look like Chettie's ex-wife.
-妈妈 我跟妳说过 -我 我在一部电影里饰演依莱恩 - Mom, I told you... - Well, I... I played Elaine in a movie.
-是啊 -很高兴见到妳 贝克夫人 - Yeah. - Nice to meet you, Mrs. Baker.
我从来没喜欢过她 I never did like her.
我们想要小住一段时间 如果可以的话 We were thinking about, uh, visiting a little bit, if that's okay.
好啊 那好极了 Yeah, that would be wonderful.
你想待多久就多久 待到圣诞节之后 You can stay as long as you want. Stay until after Christmas.
嗨 爸爸 Hiya, Dad.
嗨 孩子 Hey, Junior.
-他要跟我们住在一起 -是 - He's gonna stay with us. - Yeah.
我听得见 薇拉 I can hear, Vera.
你又要戒毒了? You trying to dry out again?
你有一个很漂亮的农舍 贝克先生 That's a lovely farmhouse that you have, Mr. Baker.
谢谢 Well, thank you.
妳看起来是个很不错的黑人姑娘 You know, you look like a nice colored gal.
如果我是你 我会钻进车里 我会 If I was you, I'd get in that car and I'd...
你 你可以住你原来的房间 好吗? Uh, you... you can have your old room, all right?
嘿 切斯尼 Hey, Chesney!
加油站在招人呢 Filling station up the road's hiring!
在这里一定很孤独 Must have been lonely out here.
没有兄弟姐妹 No brothers or sisters.
我有我的小号 I had my trumpet...
和收音机 and the radio.
那就是你现在的全部所需 That's all you need now.
还有一些时间 And some time.
还有妳 And you.
别停下来 亲爱的 听起来很棒 Don't stop, honey. It sounds good.
我什么都不是 妈妈 I got no chops, Ma.
有很大进步 It's real progress.
真是的 It is!
是时候把它挂起来了 儿子 Time to hang it up, son.
贝克先生 我是里德警官 Mr. Baker my name is Officer Reid.
我来接手你的假释官 I'm taking over as your parole officer.
你应该收到了关于这件事的信件 You should have received a letter to that effect.
我清楚你已经同意尝试这个叫美沙酮的新型治疗 I understand you've agreed to try this new treatment called methadone.
哦 是的 警官 我 我很喜欢 Oh, yeah, officer, I... I just love it.
就跟海洛因一样让人上瘾 只是不会太嗨 Just as addictive as heroin, without the high.
嘿 这是合法的 而且可以让你远离毒品 Hey, it's legal and it's keeping you clean.
是那样 There is that.
你要找一个稳定的工作 然后保持耐心 贝克先生 You got to find a steady job and be patient Mr. Baker.
等你回洛杉矶我会来见你 I'll see you when you get back to LA.
那就是我 耐心先生 That's me, Mr. Patient.
嘿 迈尔斯 Hey, Miles.
嘿 迪兹 Hey, Dizzy.
西海岸有一个白人爵士乐手 There's a white cat on the West Coast
会让你大吃一惊 gonna eat you up.
忘了鸟岛吧 Forget about Birdland.
我觉得我需要给这些混蛋找更好的胶水 I think I need to get better glue for these bastards.
-将军 -我得看看 - Checkmate! - I need to see this.
胡说 就将军了? Nonsense. Checkmate?
胜利属于我 Victory is mine.
我让你赢的 I let you win.
你真是个输不起的失败者 You're such a sore loser.
-但我还是得到了我的奖品 -妳会得到妳的奖品 - Yeah, but I still get my prize. - Yeah, you'll get your prize.
好舌头并不是只擅长吹小号 Horn's not the only thing that tongue's good for.
妳和其他的小号手在一起过吗? Have you been with other trumpet players?
有吹长号的 吹萨克斯的 Trombone, yeah. Alto sax, yeah.
是吗?你拥有过一整个铜管乐队? Yeah? You had the whole brass section?
-别闹 不要 -嘘 - Drop it! No! - Shh!
嘘 嘘 我妈妈 嘘 Shh, shh! My mother. Shh.
轻点 查特 轻点 轻点 查特 Easy, Chet, easy. Easy, Chet.
慢慢来 慢慢来 OK? Just slow down. Slow down, okay?
假装你在演奏我 Pretend you're playing me.
可以吗? Okay?
放轻松好吗? Just relax okay?
深呼吸 Just breathe.
对 Yeah.
这样好多了 这样好多了 That's better. That's better.
好了 就保持这个调子一整夜吧 Okay, now hold that note all night.
小查 为什么不再待久一点呢? Chettie, uh, why don't you stay longer?
我也想 妈妈 I wish we could, Ma.
不 他得跑回他的大城市去 No, he got to run back to the big city.
这次不会碰毒品了 Gonna stay clean this time.
去吧 Do it.
嘿 爸爸 Hey, Dad.
我带了这个给你 I got this for you.
我知道这是你的最爱 I know it's your favorite.
你还记得你曾经用班卓琴弹给我听吗? You remember you used to play it for me on the banjo?
这有我们喜欢的那首曲子“生为蓝调” It's got that tune we love, "Born To Be Blue."
-哦 我的天 -对吧? - Oh, my goodness. - Yeah, right?
那是一首很美的曲子 That's a pretty tune.
好 谢谢 Well, thank you.
我是按着你曾经弹奏的曲调录的 I based my recording off the way you used to play it.
但为什么你要像姑娘一样唱歌呢? But why did you have to sing it like a girl?
这张唱片我卖了很多 I sold a lot of that record.
你卖了多少唱片? How many records did you sell?
哦 对了 你 你放弃了 对吧? Oh, that's right. You... you quit, right?
我没放弃 I didn't quit.
是 Yeah.
但我从来没让我的家人蒙羞 But I never embarrassed my family.
我从来没把贝克这个名字拖入泥潭 I never dragged the Baker name through the mud.
再见 爸爸 Good-bye, Dad.
你还好吗 查特? You all right, Chet?
可以吗? 如果 Would it be okay if, uh...
妳知道 我搬来跟妳一起住 you know, I moved in with you.
下山吧 阳光 Go down, sunshine
看看明天会带来什么 See what tomorrow brings
下山吧 阳光 Go down, sunshine
看看明天会带来什么 See what tomorrow brings
查特 我正要睡觉 Chet, I'm trying to sleep!
或许会带来阳光 Well, it may bring sunshine
又或许带来雨水 And again it may bring rain
很棒 Nice.
嘿 很感谢 你们每个星期天都来这吗? Hey, thanks a lot. You guys are here every Sunday?
是的 或许你应该先自己多练习一下 Uh, yeah. You might want to practice more on your own first.
你知道那是查特.贝克吗? You know that's Chet Baker, right?
那是查特.贝克? That's Chet Baker?
操 那是查特.贝克 Holy fuck, that's Chet Baker.
妈的打个电话给他吧 Let's fucking call him.
准备好了就开始吧 阿祖卡女士 Whenever you're ready, Ms. Azuka.
经常给予我们友谊 让我们敞开心扉 Heaven gave us friendship that we may open our hearts
逃离重压在我们心头的秘密 and escape the secrets that weigh upon us.
或尝试用不同方式演绎一下 Or I could try it a different way.
我有 我有很多的想法 I've got... I've got lot of ideas.
-不 我认为 嗯 我不 -我不觉得这适合你 -No, I think, uh... I don't... -I don't think it's gonna work out.
有事? Yes?
嘿 那 那迪克在吗? Hey, yeah, is... is Dick around?
我去看看 I'll see.
你绝对想不到谁找上门来了 You'll never guess who's at the door.
-查特? -嘿 迪克 - Chet? - Hey, Dick.
我打扰到你了?你 你在冥想还是干什么? Am I getting you at a bad time? You... you meditating or something?
-你也可试试 -算了吧 这 这很俗 老兄 - You should try some. - No, it's... it's corny, man.
我听说你已戒毒了 So I heard you were clean.
戒了 我戒了 上次意外之后我就戒了 I am. I'm clean. Ever since the accident.
意外?你要多少钱? Accident? How much you need?
迪克 Dick...
我只需要一场演出 老兄 I just need a session, man.
我听说你在一家披萨店表演 I heard you were playing some pizza parlor.
是啊 是啊 Yeah, yeah.
我简直想不到这种事会发生 I didn't even think that that would be possible.
你知道 有点伤自尊 但 唔 你明白的 You know, it hurts a little bit, but, uh, you know...
我现在演奏得 还不错的 迪克 挺不错的 I'm blowing pretty... pretty well, Dick, pretty well.
录一支单曲也不在话下了 就像以前那样 Good enough for a solo record, you know, like old times.
不可能了 查特 Not gonna happen, Chet.
不 我 我被负责的缓刑官紧紧盯着 No, I... I got a probation officer breathing down my neck.
要是这次再把持不住 我就真的要坐牢了 你知道 If I fall this time, I'm gonna do some... some real time, you know.
我意思 我 简现在还怀了孕 我意思 我 I mean, I got... Jane's pregnant. I mean, I'm...
-你和简还在一起? -哦 是的 是的 - You and Jane are together? - Oh, yeah. Yeah.
不 这次我真的帮不了你 No, I can't help you this time. Uh...
迪克 你还没听我演奏过 Dick, you haven't even heard me play.
很高兴见到你 查特 保重 Good to see you, Chet. Take care.
查特 Chet!
给我花盆 给我花盆 Give me the plant. Give me the plant.
简真的怀孕了? Jane really pregnant?
那是个新开始吧 That's a start.
抱歉 查特 现在不像以前了 I'm sorry, Chet. It's not like the old days.
坚持戒毒 Stay clean.
-能帮我签个名吗? -哦 当然可以 - Could you sign this for me? - Oh, yeah, sure.
-我去帮你拿杯啤酒 OK? -好 好 太好了 - I'll get you a beer, okay? - Yeah, yeah, great.
-妳叫什么? -莎拉 - What's your name? - Sarah.
-莎拉? -草字头的莎 - Sarah? - Sarah with an H.
OK 这是什么? Yeah, okay. And what's this here?
只是 嗯 帮助你在台上放松的小礼物 It's just, um, a little gift to help you relax up there.
哦呵 Oh, wow.
妳看起来挺乖啊 And you look like such a good girl.
我是个乖女孩 I am a good girl.
你与她是一对? Are you with her?
呃 Uh...
对 妳知道的 Yeah, you know.
是的 Yeah.
要是你以后想试试别的乐器记得来找我 You should call me if you ever want to explore other instruments.
Okay. OK
好了 谢谢 草字头的莎 Well, thank you, Sarah with an H.
-妳的唱片 -谢谢 - Here's your record. - Thank you.
-还有妳的笔 -谢谢 - And here's your pen. - Thank you.
怎么回事? What was that about?
哦 没啥 我们刚才讨论了一下迈尔斯和他的臭脾气 Oh, nothing... we were talking about Miles and how he likes to piss everybody off.
-好吧 随你说 查特 -真的 - Yeah, so do you, Chet. - Yeah.
-她送给你什么了?- 呃 小册子 - What did she give you? - Uh, some pamphlet.
她送给你什么了 查特? What did she give you, Chet?
送我毒品 OK? She gave me dope, okay?
不是我要的 她就只给我这东西 I didn't ask for it. She just gave it to me.
贝克 贝克 贝克 Baker, Baker, Baker.
我是里德警官 I'm Officer Reid.
我们电话里聊过你假释的事 记得吗? We spoke on the phone about your parole, yeah?
这对你的假释可没帮助 This isn't gonna cut it.
你好像对音乐不是很喜欢 你有什么要求? Well, you don't like the music. You got any requests?
是的 我有要求 找份正经差事怎么样? Yeah, I got a request. How about you get a real job?
“正经差事”是科尔.波特说的?我不知道什么叫“正经差事” "A Real Job" Is that Cole Porter? I don't know "A Real Job."
你知道什么?小时候 我爸总是跟我说 You know something? When I was a boy, my dad, he used to say to me
常在河边走 that if a man sits in a barber's chair long enough,
哪能不湿鞋 eventually he's gonna get a haircut.
喔 那 那挺深意啊 Wow, that's... that's very meaningful.
这 呃 这样的智慧 真的 It's, uh... it's wisdom like that... that really...
让你远离监狱 Keeps you out of prison.
你不想进监狱吧? You do want to stay out of prison, don't you?
是的 长官 Yes, sir.
那 为我们两个都好 Well, then, why don't you do us both a favor
这周就找个正经差事吧 and get a real job by the end of the week.
-我能怎么做? -你会想到办法的 - What am I gonna do? - You'll think of something.
你觉得这点时间我能找到正式演出的活儿吗? You think maybe we could get some, like, proper gigs?
你还没准备好 You're not ready.
你打算怎么办? What are you gonna do with that?
帮我把这扔了 不是我想要的 Just go throw it away. I didn't ask for it.
那个蠢姑娘给我的 Dumb chick just gave it to me.
不 不 我相信你 No, no. I trust you.
你去见迪克了 是吧?他怎么说? You went and saw Dick, right? What did he say?
告诉过妳 他拒绝了 Told you. He said no.
我意思 妳知道 我不会低声下气去求他的 I mean, you know, I'm not gonna beg him.
在这个点上 我什么都愿意做 At this point, I'd do anything.
谢谢你最后改变主意 迪克 Thanks for changing your mind, Dick.
很高兴你给我电话 I'm glad you called.
妳知道 能看到查特戴着墨西哥帽演奏可不亏 You know, it's almost worth it to see Chet in a sombrero.
他表现如何? How is he doing?
哦 他 还在挣扎中 Oh, he's, uh, struggling.
你说过他这辈子再也演奏不了的 You said he'd never play again.
我不知查特演奏不了或演奏得很普通 哪个结果更糟糕 I don't know what's worse, Chet not playing or Chet playing mediocre.
总得花时间让他适应 迪克 你明白的 Well, it's gonna take time, Dick. You know that.
-妳现在怎样? -活得好好的 - How are you doing? - I'm still here.
跟他签一个夏季合同吧 Give him a contract over the summer.
妳怎么了 成他经纪人了? What are you? His new manager?
你妒嫉了? You jealous?
不 呃 租这地方要花钱 No. Uh, time here costs money.
把他的声音混在背景里好了 So put him in the back. Mix him out.
哦 对了 我还得给他发工资 Oh, right, and of course keep paying him.
听着 我们要吃饭 Listen, we need to eat.
给我们点活干就行了 So get us to do stuff.
刷墙也好 修理也好 无论你需要什么 We can paint walls, fix things, whatever you need.
查特.贝克 杂务员 Chet Baker, handyman.
他在俄克拉荷马还给人加过油呢 He pumped gas in Oklahoma.
真的? You serious?
妳知道 这是我第一次看到他流汗 You know, this is the first time I've seen him sweat.
在音乐方面他都是轻车熟路 Everything came so easily for him musically.
我想这就是问题所在吧 I think that was one of the problems.
你说他还能不能带来更高水准的演奏? You think he'll ever play high-level again?
不错 Kill it.
有人走调了 Somebody's out of tune.
走调的人不是我 It's not me. Somebody's out of tune.
下一位 Next.
我说 蔬菜的那段台词 你按我们说好的来了吗? I mean, did you do the... the line about the vegetables like we talked about?
我说 那相当有趣 I mean, that was funny.
他们不 不喜欢这种? They didn't... they didn't like that?
我来这可不是为了这些 This isn't what I came here for.
嘿 别这样 凡人哪会懂天赋这回事 Hey, come on. People don't know anything about talent.
都一无所知 Nothing at all.
我说 想想今天大部分的音乐家 I mean, think about it. Most musicians today...
他们的演奏超前了100年怎能指望听众听得懂 I mean, their playing is 100 years ahead of where the listeners' ears are.
我没在说天赋的事 I'm not talking about talent.
我只想找份工作而已 I just want to get a job.
妳会找到的 我保证 You will. I promise.
在纽约找工作容易多了 It was easier in New York.
今晚就放肆抑郁一下吧? Can we just be blue tonight?
可我不想抑郁 But I don't want to be blue.
我们会有一间蓝色的房间 We'll have a blue room
崭新的双人房 For two, room, a new room
在那儿天天如假日般美妙 Where every day's a holiday
只因妳已属于我 Because you're married to me
与舞厅不同 Not like a ballroom
查特天天来上班吗? Chet's been showing up every day?
你 你看过我写的报告了 You... you read my report.
我意思 他在这儿演出 还帮了不少忙 I mean, he's been playing sessions, and, uh, he's been helping out around here.
那几面墙就是我们刷的 We painted those walls over there.
OK 明天就得提交他的缓刑审核了 Okay, 'cause he's got this probation review coming up tomorrow.
可他的工作时间还是差了那么点 所以 And he's still short of hours, so...
大家休息下 You guys take a break.
查特 你能上来一下吗? Chet.Can you come up here for a second?
他麻烦了 He's in trouble now.
-嘿 贝克先生 -嘿 里德长官 - Hey, Mr. Baker. - Hey, Officer Reid.
我刚告诉了他们你明天审核的事 I was just saying that you've got this review tomorrow
而你的工作时间还是少几个小时 所以我有点头疼不知道怎解决 and you're still shy a few hours, so I'm not sure how we're gonna work that out.
那他之后可以补做 还有些板墙的活儿 Uh, he can do some work later. I mean, there's some drywalling to do.
-我意思 如果这样能帮到他的话 -能 能 能帮到 - I mean, if that helps. - Yeah, yeah, that helps.
那我能否留在这监督他干活? Can I stick around, make sure that happens?
-当然 -今晚可不行 - Sure. - I can't drywall tonight.
你父母今晚飞来看我们 Your parents are flying in.
-谁飞来都不重要 -我不想对简食言 - Doesn't matter who's flying in. - I don't want to break my promise to Jane.
我也不想明天在海斯法官面前说你还差那么几个小时 I'm not gonna stand up in front of Judge Hays and tell him you're shy of hours.
我得告诉你一些事 I have to tell you something.
你可有想过 就因为你这种人的存在 逼死了比莉.荷莉嫡 Do you realize that it's people like you, okay, that killed Billie Holliday?
-什么? -你就没有想过吗?不 这 这是真的 - What? - You realize that? No, it's... it's true...
-这两者有什么关系? -不 这是真的 - What does that have to do with anything? - No, it's true.
-把工时补完算吧 -警察日夜地骚扰她 - Just do the hours. - Cops harassing her day and night.
-根本没人日夜骚扰她 -迪克 我能回去继续工作吗?拜托 - Nobody harassed her day and night. - Dick, can I go back to work? please.
-她本来就吸毒 -别争了 不值得 - She was a junkie and... - It's not worth it.
我觉得 我们协商得挺顺利 That went pretty well, I thought.
好 第二遍 开始 All right, round two. Here we go.
好 准备好了吗? All right, we set?
开始 Hit it.
你知道 我这二十多年来监督过不少有毒瘾的音乐家 You know, I've been working with junkie musicians for over 20 years,
但他是我见过最努力的人 and I have never seen anyone work this hard before.
是啊 Yeah.
-也是戒了最久的人 对吗? -对 那是个奇迹 - Well, he's stayed clean this long, right? - Yeah, that's a miracle.
一定是爱的力量 Must be love.
这些理由足以为他补上那些时间了吧 That's why you give him the hours.
写上吧 Write it out.
给他打个勾 Give him a tick.
妳得先向我保证一件事 You gotta promise me one thing first.
他可不能穿成这样见未来亲家 Get him some half decent clothes to meet your parents.
成交 It's a deal.
好极了 Nice!
差不多二十年前我买了一条船 I bought our boat about 12 years ago.
-我喜欢在水面的感觉 -我也是 - I love being out on the water. - Yeah, me too.
我以前有过一艘太平洋号 长19英尺 I used to have a Pacific Cat. It was a 19-foot catamaran.
-哇 -对 - Wow. - Yeah.
可看看你现在蜗居在我女儿的小面包车里 And now you're squatting in the back of my daughter's van.
没错 这是事实 Yeah, that's true.
一开始我同事告知我的宝贝女儿与查特在一起 Some of my colleagues found out Junebug was living with Chet Baker,
他们所谈论的都是那被埋没了的天分 and all they could talk about was wasted talent.
哦 他们一定是评论家吧? Oh, they must be critics, huh?
真正的天才 张伯伦 大鸟 总是四处活跃炫耀 Real talent... Chamberlain, Bird... always flourishes.
但还有一种所谓的天才总是眼高手低 But then there's the type that promises more than they can fulfill.
我听过你的专辑 今天在这和你见面 贝克先生 I listen to your records. I see you here today, Mr. Baker.
就是想求证你所承诺的一切 是否只是一个白种男人的白日梦而已 And I wonder if that's all there is a white man's promise.
我会成为一个你女儿的好丈夫 先生 I'm gonna be a good husband to your daughter, sir.
你是想让我将女儿嫁给你? Are you asking for her hand?
呃 是的 是的 我 我想是的 Uh, yeah, yeah. I... I guess so, yeah.
艾尔西告诉过我你有这个想法已经两次了 Elsie told me you've asked for Junebug's hand twice already.
可你却从来没有想过给我打个电话问问 But you never bothered to call me.
这 我们没有电话 Well, we don't really have a phone.
看来你爸爸有不少同事 Uh, hey, so your father has some colleagues at work
对查特的生活了如指掌啊 that know everything there is to know about Chet Baker, huh?
好了 就这么打住 好吧? I mean, here's the deal, all right?
我不介意你想教育我 I don't mind if you want to give me a lecture
男子汉要有责任感什么的 about being responsible or anything like that,
要是你想对我的音乐指手画脚或扯到天份 大鸟 but if you start talking to me about music or talent or Bird...
你知道 呃 我只能说 you know, uh, I might have to say,
“操你” "Fuck you."
我们也不拐弯抹角了 你曾经有毒瘾 对吧? Let's cut the crap. You were a drug addict, right?
是的 Yeah.
换你 你会把自己的宝贝女儿嫁给一个和你一样的人吗? Would you want your daughter to marry a man like you?
爸爸 Dad!
你知道 为何我们不回去 吃点冰淇淋? You know, why don't we head back, get some ice cream?
我想去游个泳 I'm gonna go for a swim.
你要去哪? Where are you going?
查特 Chet!
查特 你干什么? Chet! What are you doing?
和你说什么好呢? What'd I tell you?
惊喜 惊喜 老兄 Surprise, surprise, man.
可能低水准的演奏技巧反而找回他原来的感觉 Maybe poor technique will actually give his sound
格调像过去的查特却更深沉 a character like the old Chet but deeper.
尼克 Nick!
-很高兴见到你 -很高兴见到你 - It's so good to see you. - Good to see you.
查特真不错 Chet's so amazing.
你该给他办一场演出 You should get him a gig.
唔 Hmm.
-这位是 丹尼.弗利民 -嘿 查特 - This is, uh, Danny Friedman. - Hey, Chet.
-嘿 丹 好久不见 -迪兹是发起人 - Hey, D. Been a while. - Dizzy's a promoter.
-是的 我知道他是干啥的 -演奏别有一番风味 老兄 - Yeah, I know who he is. - That was something else, man.
他正在办一场西海岸巡演 也许能帮你办场表演 He's doing this, uh, West Coast tour. He might be able to help you get a gig.
-那真太好 -哇 - That'd be okay. - Wow!
你知道 这是我第一次看你录音 You know, this is the first place I saw you recording.
-是吗?-没错 - Right? - That's it.
你和穆里根两人合作的演奏 You and Mulligan trading solos.
这里见证了西海岸爵士的诞生 小子 Wow, this was the birth of West Coast swing, baby.
大家都这么说 That's what they say.
我有 我有个想法 我说 为什么 我们何不在这儿演出呢? I got... I got an idea. Bear with me. Why don't... why don't we do a gig here?
-对 对 这挺好 -再找几个执行官和发起人 - Yeah, yeah, that could be nice. - A couple more execs and promoters.
-把灯光调暗点 挺好玩的 - 好好玩它一晚上 - He dims the lights. It's kind of fun. - Make a night of it.
迪克 迪克 我不是和你说过吗?我星期一就走了 Now, Dick, Dick, what did I tell you? I'm only in the area till Monday.
-OK 那这样 -那 我们可以去鸟岛办啊 要是你想的话 - Okay, well... - Well, we could do Birdland, if you want.
-就几个礼拜之后 你知道吗? -我倒是想 - In a couple of weeks, you know? - I wish.
-你周一走 那周日呢? -呃 好 4点以后 - You're out Monday. Is Sunday good for you? - Uh, yeah, after 4:00.
-4点之后? -没错 - After 4:00? - Yeah, so...
你们认为怎么样?肯定很有意思的 What are you thinking? It'll be fun.
-8点 -挺好 - 8:00. - That'd be good.
很好 好吧 查特 很高兴见到你 老兄 That'd be good. All right. Chet, it's good to see you, man.
-我们一定会过得很愉快 -周日见 - We'll have a good time. - See you Sunday.
-好 再见 丹 -会很有意思的 - All right, see you, D. - It'll be fun.
是啊 一定很不错 我们周日见 Yeah, it'll be nice. I'll see you guys Sunday.
-嘿 代我向迪兹问好 -我会的 哥们 - Hey, say hi to Dizzy. - I will, brother.
-不就做到了吗?- 你做到了 - Did you just do that? - You did that.
现在我知道付你大笔钱的意义何在了 迪克 Now I see why I pay you the big bucks, Dick.
你赚到大钱 然后再付我 You make some big bucks, then you pay me.
好了 我意思 你也没大家说的那么糟糕嘛 All right, I mean, you're not half as bad as everyone says.
嘿 简 Hey, Jane!
-简 -她走了 - Jane! - She left.
-她走了? - 是的 - She left? - Yeah.
-去哪儿了? - 和哪位 呃 - Where did she go? - Um, with that, uh...
那个 她和那个叫尼克的导演走了? What, she left with that director, Nick?
对 Yeah.
听着 她要是一直在录音室陪着你怎会有演出机会? Look, how's she supposed to get an acting gig if she never leaves the studio?
别这样 查特 多开心一会儿 行吗? Come on, Chet, try to be happy for more than 10 seconds at a time, all right?
别想那部电影了 Forget about that movie.
你还有个演出要做好准备呢 You've got a big show to think about.
-他只不过是嫉妒你罢了 小查 - 真是个人渣 - He's just jealous, Chettie. - What a jerk!
别因为他想太多 Now don't let him get to your head.
你他妈的为什么要提出投票? Why the fuck would you bring up the polls?
-亲爱的 冷静点 - 别碰我 - Honey, calm down. - Don't touch me.
说了别碰我 Get off me!
晚安 Good night.
我们一整晚都在这儿 稍后见 We'll be there all night. See you later.
他已婚且有小孩 He's married with kids.
他照样能喜欢性爱 Yeah, so that means he doesn't like to have sex, huh?
他对妳献殷勤了吧? Did he hit on you?
是的 可人家对我有意思我就一定要接受吗 Yeah, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna go for it.
他心里也明白 I mean, he knows that!
拜托 男人们都做同一件事 Come on, all guys do the same thing.
他们玩玩而已 对吧? They play games, right?
好 你要记住自你搞砸了上一份工作我就再没工作过了 Well, just remember I haven't had a job since you screwed up the last one.
好 但是 妳 妳 All right. But what, you... you...
所以妳们俩离开了然后一起排练了? so you two went off and you rehearsed together?
是 这正是我所做的 Yeah, that's exactly what I did.
但是我在帮妳试镜 But I was helping you with that audition.
OK 查特 冷静下 Okay, Chet, just calm down.
他是导演 他可以让我得到工作 He... he's the director. He can get me the job.
哦 所以他是大人物?所以他很重要? Oh, so he's the big-shot? So he's important?
拜托 Come on.
我受不了了 I can't do this all the time.
妳要离开我 吓? 这就是妳要做的? You're leaving me, huh? Is that what you're doing?
是这回事吗? Is that what's happening?
别傻了 查特 Don't be silly, Chet.
我怀孕了 I'm pregnant.
你何不再问我一次? So why don't you ask me again?
两秒钟 Two seconds.
这 拿着 OK? Here, hold this, okay?
还有这 And hold this.
在这 好了 There. All right.
放回来 OK Go right back. Okay.
妳愿意嫁给我吗? Will you marry me?
那是什么? What is that?
这非常宝贵 好吗? This is extremely valuable, all right?
这是一个气门环戒 This is a valve ring.
是 我愿意 Yeah, I will.
这是我父亲给我的第一个小号上的气门环 This is the valve ring to the first trumpet my dad gave me.
妳可以用条链子穿着它 妳知道 You can put it on a chain, you know.
这样子 Huh? That way...
妳就不会弄丢了 You won't lose it.
妳不会弄丢它 对吧? You're not gonna lose it, are you?
不 我不会 No, I won't.
很美丽 Beautiful.
-我爱你 -我也爱妳 - I love you. - I love you too.
大家 坐下 Settle, people.
我们要录下今晚的表演 所以 保持安静 We are recording tonight's performance, so... be quiet.
如果你们能够在每首歌结束后不鼓掌 And if you could hold your applause until after every song,
将不胜感激 it'd be much appreciated.
查特 准备好? Chet, ready?
是 我准备好了 Yeah, I'm ready.
呃 我还没准备好 Uh, I'm not ready.
我没准备好 I wasn't ready.
我们能再试一次吗?OK Can we try it again? It's okay.
这真是浪费时间 老兄 This is a waste of time, man.
OK 请大家再安静一次 Okay, quiet again, everyone, please.
这需要再来一次 This will be take two.
我有趣的情人 My funny valentine
甜蜜如画的情人 Sweet comic valentine
妳使我 You make me smile
发自内心的微笑 With my heart
妳看似可笑 Your looks are laughable
虽不可摄录 Unphotographable
然而是我最爱 Yet you're my
最爱的艺术之作 Favorite work of art
是妳的身姿 Is your figure
不及希腊雕像? Less than Greek?
是妳的嘴角 Is your mouth
流露一丝软弱? A little weak?
当妳开口讲话时 When you open it to speak
妳聪明吗? Are you smart?
勿改变一分一毫 But don't change a hair
为了我 For me
若妳真的在意我 Not if you care for me
保持住 小情人 Stay, little Valentine
保持 Stay
每天如是 Each day is
情人的 Valentine's
节日 Day
-鲍勃 李安纳德 -李安纳德 - Bob, Leonard... - Leonard.
-还有比尔 -比尔 - And Bill. - Bill.
鲍勃 谢谢你这么说 我真的 真的很感激 你知道吗? Well, Bob, thanks for saying that. I really, really appreciate that, you know?
-什么? -迪兹和丹尼在那边 - What? - Dizzy and Danny are over there.
噢 该死的 我知道了 Oh, shit. So I see.
-请原谅我离开一下好吗? -Hi 贝克先生 - Excuse me for a second, will you? - Hi, Mr. Baker.
嘿 现在请不要骚扰我 迪兹.吉莱斯皮就在那边 Hey, please don't harass me right now. Dizzy Gillespie's right over there.
迪兹.吉莱斯皮?别开玩笑了 这是他 Dizzy Gillespie? Get out of here. That is him.
听着 简告诉我这个好消息 我只想说祝贺 Listen, Jane told me the good news. I just wanted to say congratulations.
好的 谢谢 谢谢 Well, thanks, thanks.
- 哪天办喜事? -尽快 - When's the big day? - As soon as possible.
-OK 我看得出来你想走 -OK 好的 - Okay, I see you want to go. - Okay, all right.
谢谢 谢谢过来 Well, thanks... thanks for coming, all right?
嘿 老兄 很棒的演出 很棒的演出 漂亮 漂亮极了 Hey, man. Excellent show. Excellent show. Beautiful, beautiful stuff.
-谢谢 -听着 - Thank you. - Listen.
你还没戒掉 对吗?因我有一个小派对 You're not going clean, are you? Cause I'm having a little party...
-OK - 请 我们可以做吗? - Okay. - Please, can we do it?
是 是 Yeah, yeah.
-简 -噢 宝贝 - Jane. - Oh, baby!
你真是太棒了 You were so good.
-小查 -哦 嘿 丹尼 - Chettie. - Oh, hey, Danny.
-看看谁在这 我的朋友 -哦 哇 嘿 迪兹 - Look who's here, my friend. - Oh, wow. Hey, Dizzy.
-很久不见了 小查 -是啊 真是的 哇 - It's been a long time, Chettie. - Yeah, it sure has. Wow.
-丹尼仔说我该过来看看 -谢谢过来 你觉得怎么样? - Danny boy said I ought to come by. - Thanks for coming. What did you think?
你真的降调把它唱下来了 在中间的时候有一点点 Well, you really pared it down, man. A little bit under the center.
-是的 总是这样子 -那几乎是平调 - Yeah. Always been like that. - It's almost flat.
-不知怎的 依然不错 -为什么 谢谢 - Somehow, it's still nice. - Why, thanks.
但你知道 嘿 你真不该唱的 But you know, hey, you really shouldn't sing.
-你知道 对吧? -对 - You know that, right? - Yeah.
丹尼说他在考虑鸟岛 Danny was saying he's thinking about Birdland.
瞧 查特 你经历了很多 但 Look, Chet, you've come a long way, but, uh...
但什么? But what?
他们现在只做特别活动 Well, they only do special events now.
迪兹 拜托 你一定还能帮我拉拉关系 Dizzy, come on. You've still got pull there.
大家都尊敬你 Everybody respects you.
你有办法让我进去的 你知道吗? You got the... the key to the gate, you know?
-你还没为鸟岛的演奏做好准备 老兄 -我准备好了 - You ain't ready for Birdland, man. - I'm ready.
迈尔斯说经历了生活再回来吧 你知道 Miles said come back once you've lived a little, you know.
迈尔斯 是 这听起来是他那时会说的话 Miles, yeah, that sounds like something he would have said back in the day.
我经历过了 I lived a little.
要知道 你的时光已经结束 小查 Look, you've done your time, Chettie.
度过一些艰难的时期 但你的演奏 Makes for some ragged phrases, but your playing is...
诚实 它是诚实 Honest. It's honest.
你有一个只属于你自己的声音 这不可否认 You got a sound that's all your own. Ain't no denying that.
我准备好去鸟岛演奏了 And I'm ready to play Birdland.
我不是担心你的演奏能力 It's not your playing that I'm worried about.
如果你的内心准备好那么一切也都可行 All things be ready if your mind be so.
你确定你准备好回去了吗? Are you sure you're ready to come back?
我已经学了三种不同的吹口 好吗? I've learned three different embouchures, all right?
左边一个 中间一个 右边一个 如果你想让我唱歌 OK I got a left, I got a center, and I got a right, and if you let me sing, okay,
在我的牙齿掉光前 我可以演奏两套完整曲子 I can play two full sets before my teeth fall out, okay?
眼前的奖励 Eyes on the prize.
上帝 你真是一个贪吃的乞丐 God, you are a glutton beggar.
我会让你去鸟岛的 I'll get you Birdland.
但不要说我没有警告你 But don't say I didn't warn you.
-真了不起 纽约市 -我们明天飞到那 - That's amazing! New York City! - We fly out tomorrow.
好 但我已经收到回复了 你知道的 Yeah, but I've got my callback, right? You know that.
是 但妳得错过它了 这是一桩大生意 宝贝 Yeah, well, you're gonna miss that. This is a big deal, baby.
但 那对我来说也是一桩大生意 Well, no, it's a big deal for me too.
知道 知道 但我在鸟岛演奏不能没有妳 I know, I know, but I can't play Birdland without you.
-你可以的 - 不 不 拜托 - Yeah, you can. - No, no, come on.
-那将会很有趣 -你可以做到的 - It'll be so much fun. - You can do it.
拜托 我们将会住在一间高档酒店 那将会很有趣 Come on. We'll get a fancy hotel. It'll be fun.
我们可以操爱 喝点小酒 跳个小舞 来点夜生活 We can fuck, a little drinking, a little dancing, a little nightlife.
这听起来都很棒 但你知道 我必须得到这份工作 这对我很重要 That sounds all great, but you know, I got to get this job. This is important to me.
还有 我认为你一个人去这对你也真的好重要 你知道 And besides, I think it'll be really good for you too. You know, to go alone.
这对我一点也不好 我不想自己去 That wouldn't be good for me at all. I don't want to go alone.
但我总是在你身边 查特 我得为自己做这事 好吗? But I'm always there for you, Chet. I got to do this for me, right?
什么 难道我得为妳详细解释吗? What, I got to spell it out for you?
你知道 你得更信任你自己 查特 You know, you've got to have more faith in yourself, Chet.
你演奏得最好 是当你不沾染任何毒品之前 Your best music was when you were clean, before all the drugs.
是的 也没有美沙酮 那该死的东西比避孕套还可恶 Yeah, not with the methadone. Man, that shit's worse than a condom.
噢 上帝 你真会开玩笑 Oh, my God, you're such a joker.
加油 迪克说如果这个演出进展顺利 我将会有能力照料一切 Come on. Dick says if this show goes well, I'll be able to take care of everything.
我意思是 操他妈的试镜 我们可以在欧洲巡演 妳知道吗? I mean, fuck that audition. We could be on tour in Europe, you know?
-操他妈的试镜? -妳知道我什么意思 - Fuck that audition? - Well, you know, what I mean.
不 我不知道你什么意思 No, I don't know what you mean.
-拜托 -如果进展得不顺利呢? - Come on. - What if it doesn't go well?
妳为什么这么说 吓?拜托 妳是那个相信我的人 Why would you say that, huh? Come on, you're the one person who believes in me.
-妳为什么这么说? -你相信我吗? - Why would you say that? - Do you believe in me?
是的 我相信你 那不是重点 Yeah, I believe in you. That's not the point.
不 那正是重点 No, that's exactly the point.
请不要这样做 请不要这样做 Oh, please don't do this. Please don't do this.
求妳 求妳 求妳和我一起去 Please, please, please come with me.
这 就只有几天 It... it's just a few days.
我觉得你可以自己去 I think you can go alone.
妳是认真的? Are you serious?
我不追星 查特 I'm not some groupie, Chet.
我会自己去 I'll go alone.
-查特 你去哪?老兄 - 我在这呢 - Chet. Where were you, man? - Well, I'm here now, all right?
噢 该死 Oh, shit.
-迈尔斯也在这里? - 怎么了 大家都在这里 - Miles is here too? - Why, everybody's here.
迷失 迷失 Lost, lost
迷失在彼此的臂弯里 Lost in each other's arms
让我们融化彼此 Let's defrost
让他们发出警报 Let 'em send out alarms
-你想要领带系紧些吗?-是的 我喜欢紧点 - You want that done all the way up? - Yeah, I like it tight.
尽管他们会认为我们很粗鲁 And though they'll think us rather rude
-你想要紧点还是 -是的 紧点 - You want that tight or you want that... - Yeah, tight.
疯狂 Crazy
有点小紧张 这 这样好 Little bit nervous. That's... that's good.
这 漱洗一下 漱一下口 Here, rinse. Rinse your mouth.
迈尔斯和迪兹在外面 你有充分理由紧张 Miles and, uh, Dizzy out there. You have every reason to be.
我不紧张 我生病了 I'm not nervous. I'm sick.
如果你得了感冒之类的 需要片阿司匹林 Well, if you need an aspirin, if you're getting a cold or something like that...
我没得感冒 I'm not getting a cold.
我缺乏美沙酮 你知道的 I ran out of methadone, you know.
你说什么? What did you say?
两天前 我没了美沙酮 Two days ago, I ran out of methadone.
你 你停药了? You... you stopped taking your medicine?
-不 - 你 查特 拜托 - Don't... - You... Chet, come on!
每一个东海岸的爵士乐手都在外面 You've got every cat on the East Coast out there
等着你来演奏这场你职业生涯的最大演出 而你 waiting for you to play the biggest gig of your career, and then you...
我不想要职业 迪克 我告诉过你 I don't want a career, Dick. I told you that.
如果我想要一份职业 我就会得到一份该死的工作 If I wanted a career, I'd get a fucking job.
-OK OK - OK? 我想要演奏 - Okay, okay. - Okay? I wanna play.
-我想做的就只是演奏 -嘿 嘿 嘿 - All I want to do is play. - Hey, hey, hey.
-简在哪?简在哪? - 她在洛杉矶 - Where's Jane? Where's Jane? - She's in LA.
-她有一场试镜 - OK OK - She has an audition. - Okay, okay.
看着我 都会好起来的 Look at me. It's gonna be all right.
来自全世界的爵士乐手 外面其中有些有美沙酮 Jazz cats from all over the world. Someone out there has some methadone.
— 你这么想? - 是的 只要放松 好吗? - You think? - Yeah, just relax. You good?
是 Yeah.
一起迷失吧 Let's get lost
-坐下 - 不要让我这么紧张 - Sit down. - Don't make me be all nervous.
会好的 You'll be fine.
你看起来不错 You look good.
谢谢 迪克 Thanks, Dick.
迪克 妈的查特在哪? Dick, where the fuck is Chet?
他 呃 He, uh...
-我们需要多一点点时间 OK? -迪克? 妈的在哪 - We need a little more time, okay? - Dick? Where the fuck...
我操 好吧 我们上 我们上 我们上 Fuck me. All right, let's go. Let's go. Let's go.
小查 我找到了一些美沙酮 找不到绝不罢休 Chettie, I found some methadone. I didn't take no for an answer.
还记得约翰尼.红吗?他手上有 Remember Johnny Red? He was holding...
操 Fuck.
又要开始了 It's all gonna start again.
简会离开你的 Jane will leave you.
其他的不会让我演奏不了 I don't think I can play otherwise.
不要冒这个险 Don't risk it.
我演奏 I'm playing.
或者 Or...
拿着这些美沙酮 Take the methadone.
我意思 你有了它演奏得挺好的 发声很棒 I mean, you've been playing great on it. Yeah, it sounded great.
你说如果我真的演好这场演出 You said that if I really nail this show,
会有很多演出等着我 对吗? there'll be lots of gigs, right?
也许还能去欧洲巡演? Maybe a European tour?
瞧 我以为你不想要一份职业 Look, I thought you didn't want a career.
我想要回我的生活 I want my life back.
迪克 拜托 Dick, come on.
我希望演奏音乐 I want to play music
以我想要的方式去演奏它 the way that I want to play it.
你知道的 这是我最后的机会了 You know, this is my last chance.
-不 不 -是的 是的 - No. No. - Yes. Yes.
这确实是一个机会 但如果你 But it is a chance, but if you...
如果你唱出了天籁之声 If you sing with the tongue of angels
但如果你没有爱 你就如一个叮当响的钹 but you have no love, then you're a clanging cymbal.
这 这是什么意思? What... what does that mean?
我不想你没有情感地在那演奏 I don't want you to be empty out there.
它给我信心 It gives me confidence.
它做到了 时间变宽了 你知道的 It does. Time gets wider, you know.
不仅仅是变长了 Not just longer.
而 而且我可以 And... and I can just...
噢 我可以进入到每个音符里 oh, I can get inside every note.
-我能 -每个完美的音符? - I can. - Every pretty note?
是的 Yeah.
但那是你 But that's you.
完全的你 That's all you.
一直是你 It's always been you.
你的选择 Your choice.
加油 爵士乐手 Come on, cat.
我还以为妳不会来 I didn't think you were coming.
-他们改时间了 -很好 - They changed my dates. - Nice.
他怎么样? How's he doing?
棒极 Great.
他要出来了吗? Is he coming out soon?
我没时间了 这家伙无论如何不能演奏了 I ain't got time. This dude can't play anyhow.
嘿 冷静下 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Cool it.
是我的错 坐下吧 It's my fault. Just sit.
你好 迪兹 Hello, Dizzy.
你好 迈尔斯 Hello, Miles.
西海岸的一个小小白人爵士乐手 There's a little white cat on the West Coast.
会让你们大吃一惊 It's gonna eat you up.
我之前从未 I've never been
堕入爱河 In love before
现在一下子 Now all at once
是妳 It's you
永远是你 It's you forevermore
我之前从未 I've never been
堕入爱河 In love before
我以为我的心是安全的 I thought my heart was safe
我以为我知道那些痕迹 I thought I knew the score
但这是为什么 But this is why
一切都太奇怪 That's all too strange
而又猛烈 And strong
愚昧之歌占据了我 I'm full of foolish song
而我的歌 And out my song
必须倾泻而出 Must pour
所以请原谅 So please forgive
这个我所堕入的令人无助的阴霾 This helpless haze I'm in
我从未堕入 I've really never been
爱河 In love
之前 Before
你能把这个给查特吗? Will you give this to Chet?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
不必对我抱歉 Don't be sorry for me.
谢谢 Thanks.
“生为蓝调” "Born To Be Blue."
在纽约的复出演奏后 查特.贝克去了欧洲 并在那里度过了他的余生
他创作了演艺生涯中的些许佳作 却一直没有戒掉毒瘾
于1988年在阿姆斯特丹去世