×ÖÄ» Newborn.
×ÖÄ» I open my eyes.
×ÖÄ» I melt.
×ÖÄ» Into the eternal night.
×ÖÄ» A spark.
×ÖÄ» I fall into the flame.
×ÖÄ» You brought me out of the shadows.
×ÖÄ» You lifted me from the ground.
×ÖÄ» Brought me back to life.
×ÖÄ» What is she dreaming of?
×ÖÄ» How calm she is.
×ÖÄ» In love.
×ÖÄ» Forever at peace.
×ÖÄ» We climbed the steps...
×ÖÄ» To the wonder.
×ÖÄ» It's coming in.
×ÖÄ» Love makes us one.
×ÖÄ» Two...
×ÖÄ» One.
×ÖÄ» I in you.
×ÖÄ» You in me.
×ÖÄ» Momma?
×ÖÄ» Why are you unhappy?
×ÖÄ» I'm not.
×ÖÄ» I'd never hoped to love again.
×ÖÄ» I'll go wherever you go.
×ÖÄ» Tatiana, look how cute she is.
×ÖÄ» You want a little sister like that?
×ÖÄ» - How old is she? - Three months.
×ÖÄ» If I left you because you didn't want to marry me,
×ÖÄ» It would mean I didn't love you.
×ÖÄ» I don't expect anything.
×ÖÄ» Just to go a little of our way together.
×ÖÄ» Stop being so serious!
×ÖÄ» You understand?
×ÖÄ» He's asking if you want to come and live in the United States.
×ÖÄ» My sweet love.
×ÖÄ» At last.
×ÖÄ» My hope.
×ÖÄ» How I loved you.
×ÖÄ» So how long have you been here?
×ÖÄ» A couple of months.
×ÖÄ» How do you like it so far?
×ÖÄ» I like it.
×ÖÄ» - Do you have any children? - I have a daughter.
×ÖÄ» She's 10.
×ÖÄ» I bet it's hard being a single mom.
×ÖÄ» I know my daughter's a little younger,
×ÖÄ» but it would be fun for them to get together, maybe.
×ÖÄ» It's kind of a hard age to move away from someplace.
×ÖÄ» Honest.
×ÖÄ» Rich.
×ÖÄ» If you love me...
×ÖÄ» there's nothing else I need.
×ÖÄ» You spoke little.
×ÖÄ» But you were an incredibly loving man.
×ÖÄ» Okay, what are we missing?
×ÖÄ» There's tons of stuff. It's super clean.
×ÖÄ» Everything is beautiful here.
×ÖÄ» Look how clean everything is.
×ÖÄ» Are you going to marry her?
×ÖÄ» She has pretty hair.
×ÖÄ» Pretty hands.
×ÖÄ» You guys might get rich together.
×ÖÄ» She can even make drinks.
×ÖÄ» It'll be great. You'll be my stepdad.
×ÖÄ» What's going on here?
×ÖÄ» We're doing a little remedial work.
×ÖÄ» Remedial work?
×ÖÄ» We're looking to make sure there's no toxins.
×ÖÄ» I got stuff on my house.
×ÖÄ» Kids acting strange.
×ÖÄ» Sometimes we see... like tar
×ÖÄ» coming out in the cracks in the patio.
×ÖÄ» The neighbors here, they had their house in escrow.
×ÖÄ» They pulled out.
×ÖÄ» The buyers pulled out.
×ÖÄ» Yeah.
×ÖÄ» That's too bad.
×ÖÄ» The reports from the lab came in.
×ÖÄ» It showed the presence of lead and cadmium
×ÖÄ» in the surface soil and in the dust
×ÖÄ» in the schoolyards...
×ÖÄ» What is this love that loves us?
×ÖÄ» That comes from nowhere.
×ÖÄ» From all around.
×ÖÄ» The sky.
×ÖÄ» You, cloud.
×ÖÄ» You love me, too.
×ÖÄ» I've had it blonde and brown and pink and red.
×ÖÄ» Me, I could never dye my hair unless my mom says I can.
×ÖÄ» My mom doesn't care.
×ÖÄ» My mom's pretty cool.
×ÖÄ» After school you took her to swim.
×ÖÄ» Taught her the names of the wildflowers.
×ÖÄ» You called her your daughter.
×ÖÄ» I'm writing my thoughts.
×ÖÄ» You love me?
×ÖÄ» Of course.
×ÖÄ» I don't have any friends.
×ÖÄ» In Paris I had lots.
×ÖÄ» We need to leave.
×ÖÄ» Both of us.
×ÖÄ» There's something missing.
×ÖÄ» There is a love...
×ÖÄ» that is like a stream that goes dry
×ÖÄ» when rain no longer feeds it.
×ÖÄ» But there is a love...
×ÖÄ» that is like a spring coming up from the earth.
×ÖÄ» The first is human love, the second is divine love
×ÖÄ» and has its source above.
×ÖÄ» The husband is to love his wife
×ÖÄ» as Christ loved the church,
×ÖÄ» and give his life for her.
×ÖÄ» He does not find her lovely-- he makes her lovely.
×ÖÄ» But there is a grace that comes in such a marriage.
×ÖÄ» I got married when I was 17.
×ÖÄ» And I had a child.
×ÖÄ» But my husband...
×ÖÄ» started running after other women.
×ÖÄ» And he left us...
×ÖÄ» and went to Canary Islands.
×ÖÄ» And other priests have told me that...
×ÖÄ» in the eyes of the church I'm still married to that man.
×ÖÄ» They said I couldn't have the sacraments.
×ÖÄ» I want to be a wife.
×ÖÄ» I don't even know why I was with him in the first place.
×ÖÄ» Then it sunk in.
×ÖÄ» I didn't really want to tell my dad,
×ÖÄ» because I knew he would start yelling.
×ÖÄ» I'd never give her up.
×ÖÄ» Ever.
×ÖÄ» Everywhere you're present.
×ÖÄ» And still I can't see you.
×ÖÄ» You're within me.
×ÖÄ» Around me.
×ÖÄ» And I have no experience of you.
×ÖÄ» Not as I once did.
×ÖÄ» Why don't I hold on to what I've found?
×ÖÄ» My heart is cold.
×ÖÄ» Hard.
×ÖÄ» I write on water...
×ÖÄ» What I dare not say.
×ÖÄ» I try to cradle you.
×ÖÄ» To make you contain yourself.
×ÖÄ» An avalanche of tenderness.
×ÖÄ» The world so far away.
×ÖÄ» A ghost.
×ÖÄ» Ashes.
×ÖÄ» You see that red band in the sky right there?
×ÖÄ» And you see that blue down below it?
×ÖÄ» That's the earth's shadow on the atmosphere.
×ÖÄ» Look. You see what I'm talking about?
×ÖÄ» Stop for a second.
×ÖÄ» You see?
×ÖÄ» Look at me.
×ÖÄ» I'm not looking at you.
×ÖÄ» I don't want to look at you.
×ÖÄ» You're not my father.
×ÖÄ» You think you're my father. You're not.
×ÖÄ» Tatiana...
×ÖÄ» You're annoying me.
×ÖÄ» Father, I'm going to pray for you.
×ÖÄ» Thank you very much.
×ÖÄ» So you will receive the gift of joy.
×ÖÄ» Me?
×ÖÄ» Because you're so unhappy.
×ÖÄ» 'Cause you don't come out too much.
×ÖÄ» Do you get lonely all the time, or most of the time
×ÖÄ» when ain't nobody around?
×ÖÄ» So what you got to say about it?
×ÖÄ» You gotta have a little more excitement.
×ÖÄ» Just like when me and you are around,
×ÖÄ» and there ain't nobody around.
×ÖÄ» Just, "Hey!"
×ÖÄ» The power hits you, brother. It always hits me.
×ÖÄ» You can just say, "Hey, power," And it hits me.
×ÖÄ» Hits me before I can get it out.
×ÖÄ» See, the devil don't know what I'm saying.
×ÖÄ» And you won't know and I won't know.
×ÖÄ» I can feel the warmth of the light, brother.
×ÖÄ» That's spiritual.
×ÖÄ» I'm feeling more than just natural light.
×ÖÄ» Feeling the spiritual light, see?
×ÖÄ» I can almost touch that light, coming right from the sky.
×ÖÄ» The parish has grown a lot.
×ÖÄ» And we really need more room
×ÖÄ» For the community to get together.
×ÖÄ» We have plays, we have dinners,
×ÖÄ» We have parties.
×ÖÄ» We have C.C.D. In the parish hall.
×ÖÄ» We have weddings, we have parties.
×ÖÄ» How long will you hide yourself?
×ÖÄ» If I would have known it was there...
×ÖÄ» Let me come to you.
×ÖÄ» Let me not pretend.
×ÖÄ» Everything that's happening...
×ÖÄ» Pretend to feelings I don't have.
×ÖÄ» Man is in revolt against God.
×ÖÄ» The Prophet Hosea saw
×ÖÄ» in the breakdown of his marriage
×ÖÄ» the spiritual infidelity of his people.
×ÖÄ» In that broken marriage, we see the pattern of our world.
×ÖÄ» We wish to live inside the safety of the laws.
×ÖÄ» We fear to choose.
×ÖÄ» Jesus...
×ÖÄ» insists on choice.
×ÖÄ» The one thing he condemns utterly
×ÖÄ» is avoiding the choice.
×ÖÄ» To choose is to commit yourself,
×ÖÄ» and to commit yourself is to run the risk--
×ÖÄ» Is to run the risk of failure,
×ÖÄ» the risk of sin, the risk of betrayal.
×ÖÄ» But Jesus can deal with all of those.
×ÖÄ» Forgiveness he never denies us.
×ÖÄ» The man who makes a mistake
×ÖÄ» can repent.
×ÖÄ» But the man who hesitates,
×ÖÄ» who does nothing,
×ÖÄ» who buries his talent,
×ÖÄ» in the earth.
×ÖÄ» With him, he can do nothing.
×ÖÄ» My visa has expired.
×ÖÄ» We need to face the facts.
×ÖÄ» If you'd asked me to stay,
×ÖÄ» I would have.
×ÖÄ» You thought we had forever.
×ÖÄ» That time didn't exist.
×ÖÄ» These guys live around here, I mean,
×ÖÄ» They're perfectly happy until somebody comes around
×ÖÄ» asking questions, and it makes everybody nervous...
×ÖÄ» Ain't this is our property?
×ÖÄ» Can't we do what we want to do with it?
×ÖÄ» I tell my husband to get us out of here, but where we gonna go?
×ÖÄ» They got all these lawyers, these big time lawyers,
×ÖÄ» And we can't get no help.
×ÖÄ» Even the dog is acting funny.
×ÖÄ» We've been on this house for a long time.
×ÖÄ» You're out at the ranch up there?
×ÖÄ» I've been there for some time.
×ÖÄ» You told me about her.
×ÖÄ» I have to look at.
×ÖÄ» Some of these creeks and rivers--
×ÖÄ» The woman you met at the hospital.
×ÖÄ» You talk to my sister, right?
×ÖÄ» Someone you'd known in your youth.
×ÖÄ» I'm going over to the...
×ÖÄ» The tall grass prairie now.
×ÖÄ» The ranch is going into receivership.
×ÖÄ» It's going bankrupt.
×ÖÄ» No, he claimed he didn't want to have kids
×ÖÄ» While he was in school.
×ÖÄ» She hadn't changed.
×ÖÄ» So many student loans, gambling debts
×ÖÄ» and this ranch that's falling apart.
×ÖÄ» I caught you on the right day then.
×ÖÄ» Kind.
×ÖÄ» I had a child...
×ÖÄ» a little girl.
×ÖÄ» She died.
×ÖÄ» My father...
×ÖÄ» he said to read romans.
×ÖÄ» "All things work together for good."
×ÖÄ» He believed that.
×ÖÄ» Will you pray with me?
×ÖÄ» I had no faith.
×ÖÄ» You knew.
×ÖÄ» Were you afraid?
×ÖÄ» My mother says I'm chasing moonbeams.
×ÖÄ» Is that what she said?
×ÖÄ» I told her I'd rather
×ÖÄ» Have a moonbeam than
×ÖÄ» The life I had before.
×ÖÄ» Do you want this?
×ÖÄ» Do you know what you want?
×ÖÄ» I can't afford...
×ÖÄ» to make mistakes with men anymore.
×ÖÄ» I want you to come more often.
×ÖÄ» Can you?
×ÖÄ» I've been waiting for you.
×ÖÄ» I felt wild.
×ÖÄ» I don't know. What are you laughing at?
×ÖÄ» You.
×ÖÄ» - Me? - You make me laugh.
×ÖÄ» You make me happy.
×ÖÄ» You took me.
×ÖÄ» No.
×ÖÄ» Girl.
×ÖÄ» Little girl.
×ÖÄ» Fool.
×ÖÄ» Here I am.
×ÖÄ» Yes.
×ÖÄ» I feel stripped bare.
×ÖÄ» I don't know where I'm going.
×ÖÄ» I return to my apartment and collapse.
×ÖÄ» I can't take it here anymore.
×ÖÄ» Paris is dreadful.
×ÖÄ» I don't see Tatiana.
×ÖÄ» She's gone...
×ÖÄ» To live with her father.
×ÖÄ» I can't find a job.
×ÖÄ» I want to come back to the states.
×ÖÄ» I met someone who told me
×ÖÄ» He'd marry me so I could get a green card.
×ÖÄ» Tell her.
×ÖÄ» I trust you.
×ÖÄ» I want to be your wife.
×ÖÄ» I love you.
×ÖÄ» Walk away.
×ÖÄ» I thought I knew you.
×ÖÄ» Now I don't think you ever were.
×ÖÄ» What we had was nothing.
×ÖÄ» You made it into nothing.
×ÖÄ» Pleasure.
×ÖÄ» Lust.
×ÖÄ» Ma'am, if you'll come over here.
×ÖÄ» Sir, if you'll be on this side, please.
×ÖÄ» You all have rings for each other?
×ÖÄ» "To love, honor and cherish you."
×ÖÄ» "Be faithful only to you."
×ÖÄ» "As long as we both shall live."
×ÖÄ» "And I do promise before these witnesses..."
×ÖÄ» "To love, honor and cherish you..."
×ÖÄ» "To be faithful only to you..."
×ÖÄ» "As long as we both shall live."
×ÖÄ» I feel so close to you...
×ÖÄ» That I could almost touch you.
×ÖÄ» There is always this invisible something...
×ÖÄ» That I feel so strongly...
×ÖÄ» Which ties us so tightly together.
×ÖÄ» I love this feeling...
×ÖÄ» Even if it makes me cry sometimes.
×ÖÄ» It is so strong, this conviction...
×ÖÄ» That I belong to you.
×ÖÄ» Maybe you'd like me to stop telling you I love you.
×ÖÄ» I know that strong feelings make you uneasy.
×ÖÄ» Tell me if that's so.
×ÖÄ» See my bracelet.
×ÖÄ» It's pretty. Where's it from?
×ÖÄ» How's everything there?
×ÖÄ» You miss being here?
×ÖÄ» It's great here.
×ÖÄ» Honestly, at dad's it's so much fun.
×ÖÄ» Did the tooth fairy steal it?
×ÖÄ» No, I'm the one who took it out.
×ÖÄ» It didn't hurt?
×ÖÄ» You're so pretty.
×ÖÄ» The divine presence...
×ÖÄ» which sleeps in each man, each woman.
×ÖÄ» You say...
×ÖÄ» "Christ said this."
×ÖÄ» "Christ said that." What do you say?
×ÖÄ» And what you say,
×ÖÄ» does it come from god within?
×ÖÄ» Answer that...
×ÖÄ» which is of God,
×ÖÄ» in every woman, every man.
×ÖÄ» Know each other in that love,
×ÖÄ» that never changes.
×ÖÄ» I'd like to show you here on the monitor.
×ÖÄ» This is the area of your uterus,
×ÖÄ» and the I.U.D. That you have in place there.
×ÖÄ» We feel like one of the less risky procedures
×ÖÄ» that we can do is to remove this device.
×ÖÄ» And we see if those symptoms don't resolve.
×ÖÄ» I think something that
×ÖÄ» you and your husband need to consider
×ÖÄ» is with the absence of the I.U.D.
×ÖÄ» Is this a time that you may want to think about children?
×ÖÄ» Or is there another means for contraception?
×ÖÄ» So I don't need to have a hysterectomy?
×ÖÄ» That's the good news.
×ÖÄ» Thank you.
×ÖÄ» Would you like to have children?
×ÖÄ» Someday.
×ÖÄ» "God gave us marriage as a holy mystery..."
×ÖÄ» "In which a man and woman are joined together..."
×ÖÄ» "And become one."
×ÖÄ» "And with affection and tenderness..."
×ÖÄ» "Freely give themselves to each other."
×ÖÄ» "This ring I give you..."
×ÖÄ» "Is a sign of our constant faith..."
×ÖÄ» "And abiding love."
×ÖÄ» Go.
×ÖÄ» Where are we...
×ÖÄ» When we're there?
×ÖÄ» Why not always?
×ÖÄ» Which is the truth?
×ÖÄ» What we know up there?
×ÖÄ» Or down here?
×ÖÄ» We pray thy blessings upon them
×ÖÄ» and upon this food which we are about to eat.
×ÖÄ» Would you like one?
×ÖÄ» Alone.
×ÖÄ» He just goes off like that.
×ÖÄ» I don't know where he goes.
×ÖÄ» Leave while you can.
×ÖÄ» Now that you're young. Beautiful.
×ÖÄ» Your whole life in front of you.
×ÖÄ» Live and do what you like.
×ÖÄ» Life's a dream.
×ÖÄ» In a dream you can't make mistakes.
×ÖÄ» In a dream you can be...
×ÖÄ» Whatever you want.
×ÖÄ» Anything.
×ÖÄ» Leave this place.
×ÖÄ» It's cramped.
×ÖÄ» Small.
×ÖÄ» There's nothing here.
×ÖÄ» Look at their faces.
×ÖÄ» False.
×ÖÄ» All false.
×ÖÄ» You're a little dreamer.
×ÖÄ» You need to fly.
×ÖÄ» You should be free.
×ÖÄ» Listen to your heart.
×ÖÄ» Dead?
×ÖÄ» No, my bag!
×ÖÄ» You're crazy!
×ÖÄ» We'll get it later.
×ÖÄ» When we come back.
×ÖÄ» It's hidden.
×ÖÄ» You don't need anything.
×ÖÄ» You're free.
×ÖÄ» We're gypsies.
×ÖÄ» You're like me.
×ÖÄ» A gypsy.
×ÖÄ» I'm my own experiment.
×ÖÄ» Come get me.
×ÖÄ» I'm here.
×ÖÄ» Where are the people?
×ÖÄ» They're all dead. Nobody's here. Nothing.
×ÖÄ» I want somebody to surprise me.
×ÖÄ» Where are you people?
×ÖÄ» What are you looking at?
×ÖÄ» You think I'm a monster?
×ÖÄ» An evil monster?
×ÖÄ» A vampire? A witch?
×ÖÄ» I want to break these chains...
×ÖÄ» Be free.
×ÖÄ» Open me.
×ÖÄ» Enter me.
×ÖÄ» Show me how to love you.
×ÖÄ» Why do we come back down?
×ÖÄ» Things have gotten worse.
×ÖÄ» In and out of prisons like this.
×ÖÄ» I don't know what happened. I was drunk.
×ÖÄ» If I had done this,
×ÖÄ» I'm not saying I did, I might've, I could've.
×ÖÄ» I'm asking for forgiveness, father.
×ÖÄ» I can't help myself.
×ÖÄ» If you need me to kneel down, I'll kneel down.
×ÖÄ» I want to be free.
×ÖÄ» That sun is just right in my eyes.
×ÖÄ» I can fight, I will fight.
×ÖÄ» I can fight with my feet and hands.
×ÖÄ» They think they're really about something, but they ain't.
×ÖÄ» You gonna open that bible and preach to me now?
×ÖÄ» Intensely I seek you.
×ÖÄ» My soul thirsts for you.
×ÖÄ» Exhausted.
×ÖÄ» Will you be like a stream that dries up?
×ÖÄ» Loverboy! Where are you?
×ÖÄ» Love is not only a feeling.
×ÖÄ» Love is a duty. You shall love.
×ÖÄ» Love is a command.
×ÖÄ» And you say, "I can't command my emotions.
×ÖÄ» "They come and go like clouds."
×ÖÄ» To that, Christ says,
×ÖÄ» "You shall love...
×ÖÄ» whether you like it or not."
×ÖÄ» You fear your love has died."
×ÖÄ» "It perhaps is waiting to be transformed
×ÖÄ» into something higher."
×ÖÄ» We fight.
×ÖÄ» Without knowing why.
×ÖÄ» Weak people never bring anything to an end themselves.
×ÖÄ» They wait for others to do it.
×ÖÄ» How had hate come to take the place of love?
×ÖÄ» My tender heart grown hard?
×ÖÄ» Do you want me as a wife?
×ÖÄ» A lover?
×ÖÄ» Companion?
×ÖÄ» He's killing me!
×ÖÄ» I'm sorry.
×ÖÄ» You want me to die? Here!
×ÖÄ» Why don't you have them?
×ÖÄ» I'm frightened.
×ÖÄ» Why do you turn your back?
×ÖÄ» All I see is destruction.
×ÖÄ» Failure.
×ÖÄ» Give me your blessing, father.
×ÖÄ» I've hurt people.
×ÖÄ» I know what I am.
×ÖÄ» My god...
×ÖÄ» what a cruel war.
×ÖÄ» I find two women inside me.
×ÖÄ» One...
×ÖÄ» full of love for you.
×ÖÄ» The other...
×ÖÄ» pulls me down towards the earth.
×ÖÄ» I thought you went away.
×ÖÄ» Forgive me.
×ÖÄ» Please.
×ÖÄ» Don't take up with anybody during the first six months.
×ÖÄ» Don't stop talking to people.
×ÖÄ» That's the first mistake that I see people make in my practice.
×ÖÄ» Sometimes you eat the bear,
×ÖÄ» and sometimes the bear eats you.
×ÖÄ» You can't feel sorry for yourself.
×ÖÄ» Once we get her served...
×ÖÄ» that'll start the process.
×ÖÄ» Because there's no children involved,
×ÖÄ» this could be a fairly rapid process, if that's what you want.
×ÖÄ» And I don't want you to lose hope...
×ÖÄ» It's very hard to be there.
×ÖÄ» The one who loves less,
×ÖÄ» the one who's stronger.
×ÖÄ» You have to struggle with yourself.
×ÖÄ» You have to struggle with your own...
×ÖÄ» strength.
×ÖÄ» Why?
×ÖÄ» I saw you.
×ÖÄ» Again.
×ÖÄ» They are sending me away. I won't be here for long.
×ÖÄ» They are sending me to Western Kansas.
×ÖÄ» Western Kansas? What are you gonna do in Western Kansas?
×ÖÄ» A lot of people around here
×ÖÄ» is going to be missing you.
×ÖÄ» We need people like you here in Bartlesville.
×ÖÄ» To preach the gospel.
×ÖÄ» That's why we have churches.
×ÖÄ» Where are you leading me?
×ÖÄ» Teach us where to seek you.
×ÖÄ» I feel a lot of burning, you know...
×ÖÄ» I pray but sometimes I don't hear him.
×ÖÄ» I don't think he hears me.
×ÖÄ» Christ, be with me.
×ÖÄ» Christ before me.
×ÖÄ» Christ behind me.
×ÖÄ» Christ in me.
×ÖÄ» Christ beneath me.
×ÖÄ» Christ above me.
×ÖÄ» Christ on my right.
×ÖÄ» Christ on my left.
×ÖÄ» Christ in the heart.
×ÖÄ» Thirsting.
×ÖÄ» We thirst.
×ÖÄ» Flood our souls with your spirit and life...
×ÖÄ» So completely...
×ÖÄ» That our lives may only be a reflection of yours.
×ÖÄ» Shine through us.
×ÖÄ» Show us how to seek you.
×ÖÄ» We were made to see you.
×ÖÄ» I want to keep your name.
×ÖÄ» Love that loves us...
×ÖÄ» Thank you.