APRIL 8, 1979 1979年4月8日
The night flight from Los Angeles left me in New York ... 从洛杉矶出发的夜班飞机使我离开了纽约……
on a clear and cool day. 在晴朗而凉爽的一天
It was still early when I arrived in Soho ... 我到达苏荷区还很早...
at the corner of Spring St. with West Broadway. 位于Spring St.的拐角处与西百老汇大街
I took a two-week break from the pre-production of my next movie ... 我下一部电影的预制片花了两个星期的时间...
to come here to visit Nick. 来这里拜访尼克
Nicholas Ray, director of "Youth Misplaced", "Johnny Guitar" ... 青年错位的导演，《约翰尼·吉它》（Johnny Guitar）...
and other films that have marked the history of cinema. 和其他标记了电影史的电影
I climbed this ladder for the first time 2 years ago ... 我是2年前第一次爬上这个阶梯 2年前...
when Nick agreed to participate in my movie "The American Friend". 尼克同意参加我的电影“美国朋友”
His role was not in the script, so we wrote together. 他的角色不在剧本中，所以我们一起写了
We played a lot of backgammon games and we became friends. 我们玩了很多西洋双陆棋游戏并且我们成为了朋友
Hi. 你好
Good to see you. 很高兴见到你
Nick is sleeping, but he had you wake up when you arrived. 尼克在睡觉，但是到家时他让你醒了
No, I'm so tired I want to sleep too. 不，我好累，我也想睡觉
- And you need more sleep too. - Sleep there. -而且您也需要更多的睡眠 睡吧
- It's ok. See you later. - Yes. -好吧待会儿见 -是的
The last time I saw Nick was 3 months ago ... 我上次见到尼克是3个月前...
at Sloan Kettering Memorial Hospital. 在斯隆凯特琳纪念医院（Sloan Kettering Memorial Hospital）
He had just come out of his 3rd operation in 1 year ... 他刚走出一年后的第三次手术...
since the discovery of cancer. 自发现癌症以来
We couldn't even greet each other. 我们甚至不能互相打招呼
The doctors had implanted radioactive cells in his chest ... 医生已经在他的胸部植入放射性细胞...
and no one could come close, because of the radiation. 而且没有人可以靠近由于辐射
"Bold surgery" ... “大胆手术” ...
Nick said telling me about her ... 尼克说了关于她的事...
still not sure if I should go through it or not. 仍然不确定是否应该通过它
"What are the odds?" I asked. “几率？”我问
"I can die." “我会死 ”
"What if I don't?" "Then I'll die slowly." “如果我不愿意怎么办？” “然后，我要慢慢死去 ”
"Knowing you, I think will prefer the bold operation." “知道了，我想将更喜欢粗体操作 ”
"You're absolutely right," he said. “你说的对，”他说
Despite the fatigue of the trip ... 尽管旅途很累...
I couldn't fall asleep. 我无法入睡
The idea of coming to New York came out of nowhere ... 来到纽约的想法突然出现……
in a phone call two days earlier. 在两天前打个电话
I had no idea what was going to happen. 我不知道会发生什么
Good morning! 早上好！
Everyone on board for a glorious day! 每个人都度过了美好的一天！
I can't spend the day at the station, I have a lot to do! 我不能在车站度过一天，我有很多事情要做！
Time to get up, brush your teeth and drink coffee. 该起床，刷牙，喝咖啡
- Bye bye! - Shut up, you bastard! -再见！-闭嘴，你这个混蛋！
Good morning! 早上好！
Everyone on board for a glorious day! 每个人都度过了美好的一天！
Damn it. 妈的
Silence! 沉默！
Ah, you son of a ... 啊，你的儿子...
Good Morning. 早安
One two Three... 一二三
four five... 四五...
seven eight nine ten. 七，八，九，十
Susan? 苏珊
I dreamed... 我梦到...
The other day, I dreamed 前几天，我梦到了
Keep singing, brother 兄弟，继续唱歌
I dreamed of a damn ... 我梦到一个该死的...
musical... 音乐...
in Venezuela. 在委内瑞拉
What is going on there? 那里发生了什么事？
What? 什么啊
Good morning Nick. 尼克，早上好
Wim, good morning. 威姆，早上好
When did you arrive? 你什么时候到的
Early. At 6 am 早点早上六点
I told Tom to wake me up, damn it. 我叫汤姆叫醒我，该死
He wanted to, but I didn't let him. 他想，但我没有让他
How long will it be? 需要多长时间？
As much as I can. 尽我所能
- Wonderful. - One week, I hope. -很棒 -我希望有一个星期
That's great. 很好
I dreamed of a musical ... 我梦见音乐剧...
in Venezuela. 在委内瑞拉
To 35 ... 到35 ...
and the camera is here, and louder. 相机在这里更大声
He holds the cigarette with his left hand ... 他用左手拿着香烟 ...
supports the shaver ... 支持剃须刀...
take the recorder, do that, lower the recorder ... 拿录音机，这样做放下录音机...
scratches himself, turns back and screams. 挠自己，转身尖叫
Let's repeat that, okay? 让我们重复一遍，好吗？
- Where's the recorder? - Here, near the ashtray. -录音机在哪里？-在烟灰缸附近
Maybe if ... 也许……
- Sounds like acting, Wim? - No way. -听起来像演戏一样吗？-没办法
Filming. 拍摄
Audio. 音频
- Camera. - Scene 20-3, shot 2. -相机-场景20-3，拍摄2
- How are you doing? - Ready to go back to work. -你好吗？-准备好上班了
Great. In what? 很好在什么地方？
- Oh, it's very pretentious. - I bet so. -哦，这很自命不凡 -我敢打赌
Thank you very much. 非常感谢
What are you working on? 你在忙什么
"Hammett, A Mystery in Chinatown". “汉密特，唐人街之谜”
- And the budget? - $ 10 million. -预算呢？ -1000万美元
It's not pretentious at all. 一点也不自命不凡
With 10% of that, I could do ... 有了其中的10％，我就可以...
"Lightning Over Water". “水上闪电”
Susan? 苏珊
Good Morning. 早安
Are you there? 你在吗
- Susan? - Wim! -苏珊？ -Wim！
We have to make a movie together. 我们必须一起拍电影
I can start today if you want. 我可以从今天开始
What is it going to be about? 这是怎么回事？
Will you edit with Tom? 你会和汤姆一起编辑吗？
Yes, we spent the whole night working. 是的，我们整夜都在工作
On what? 什么啊
"We Can't Go Home Again". I am trying to improve. “我们不能再回家了” 我正在努力改善
Wim ... Wim ...
If we make a movie together, we have to give Tom a job. 如果我们一起拍电影，就必须给汤姆一份工作
Do you think it's a good idea ... 您认为这是个好主意吗？
have two guys working on a movie who are blind in the right eye? 有两个正在看电影的人右眼瞎了吗？
- Start again. - Can you repeat that line? -重新开始 -你可以重复那行吗？
- Wim? - Yes? -Wim？ -是的？
If we make a movie together, we have to work on Tom. 如果我们一起拍电影，我们就得和汤姆合作
I don't know if that would be a good idea. 我不知道这是否是个好主意
Has prejudice against one-eyed. 对独眼有偏见
No, I just don't think two crazy one-eyed would make a good cast. 不，我只是不认为两个疯狂的独眼巨人会带来好表现
Has prejudice against "Brandon Marlo". Marlon Brando ... 对“布兰登·马洛”有偏见 马龙·白兰度...
Oscar Homolka ... 奥斯卡·霍莫尔卡（Oscar Homolka）...
Why did you come here, Wim? 你为什么来这里，Wim？
I wanted to talk to you, Nick. 尼克，我想和你谈谈
About what? 那呢
The death? 死了吗
"A MOVIE FOR NICK" “尼克的电影”
The wind 风
Soft and warm 温暖
Heartbeat 心跳
Land of the heart Thunder high 心灵之地雷声高
With your shirt open You look 打开衬衫外观
Thunder over the water 惊涛骇浪
More love than you can see 爱多比你看到的多
Mom, where are you? 妈妈，你在哪里？
Wisdom can die Must learn from freedom 智慧会死必须向自由学习
Thunder over the water 惊涛骇浪
Open chest over open heart 心胸开阔
Dark heart Deep down, down there 黑暗的心深处，深处
My thunder is in here 我的雷声在这里
I'm ready to protect myself 我准备保护自己
Mom, I'm your only child 妈妈，我是你唯一的孩子
Dad, I'm your daughter 爸爸，我是你的女儿
Put your head down and cry 低着头哭泣
Thunder over the water 惊涛骇浪
People I want to meet 我想见的人
I spent my life growing up 我一生都在成长
Now I see I'm throwing it all away 现在我看到所有东西都扔掉了
Thunder over the water 惊涛骇浪
Thunder over the chains Thunder over the lovers 雷霆链雷霆恋人
Thunder over the canyons 峡谷上的雷声
Thunder over the protectors 雷霆冲刺的保护者
Thunder over the desert 沙漠上的雷声
Thunder over hands 惊天动地
Thunder over fools 愚人惊雷
Thunder over the huts 小屋惊雷
Thunder over the school 惊雷的学校
Thunder, thunder, thunder Thunder, danger 雷声，雷声雷声，危险
Thunder over the chains Thunder over the lovers 雷霆链雷霆恋人
Thunder over change 突如其来的变化
Thunder over the protectors 雷霆冲刺的保护者
Thunder, thunder, thunder Thunder, danger 雷声，雷声雷声，危险
I've been smoking, Pat? 我一直在抽烟，帕特？
Are you ready? 你准备好了吗？
I didn't come to talk about death, Nick. 尼克，我不是来谈论死亡的
"I didn't come to talk about death, Nick." “我不是来谈论死亡的，尼克 ”
But it may be necessary. 但这可能是必要的
"But it may be necessary." “但是可能有必要 ”
I really wanted to see you. I need your advice. 我真的很想见你 我需要你的建议
I said over the phone that you wanted to see me ... 我通过电话说你想见我...
but I was afraid to come. 但我害怕来
I think it's good I tell you why right now. 我告诉你为什么现在很好，我认为这很好
I knew I was going to see you weak ... 我知道我会看到你的虚弱...
and that you might not like to be seen like this. 并且您可能不希望这样被看到
But now I think it's okay. 但是现在我认为还可以
I remembered something else on the plane yesterday ... 我记得昨天在飞机上还有其他东西...
that makes me more afraid. 这让我更加害怕
I thought I might be attracted to your weakness or suffering. 我以为我可能会被你的软弱或痛苦所吸引
AND... 还有...
If I saw that I was, I think I would have to leave you. 如果我看到自己是，我想我必须离开你
It would be like mistreating you ... 这就像虐待你...
How to betray you. 如何出卖你
This will not happen. 这不会发生
How nice. What are our plans for the rest of the day? 好啊我们一天余下的时间有什么计划？
I want to be with you all day. Tonight, I have a lecture. 我想整天和你在一起 今晚，我有一个讲座
I earn a few giving lectures at girls' schools. 我在女校赚了一些讲座
This school is more or less. It used to be for girls. 这所学校或多或少 它曾经是女孩的
Vassar. 瓦萨尔
Remember the chain of Vassar daisies? 还记得Vassar菊花链吗？
Now there are 40% boys. It is a progress. 现在有40％的男孩 这是一个进步
Let's take the train? 让我们坐火车吗？
I have a car. 我有车
They rented me a limo ... 他们租给我一辆豪华轿车...
which is the captivity ... 这是囚禁...
most luxurious I've ever seen. 我见过的最豪华的
It's so big it goes from here to Poughkeepsie. 它是如此之大，从这里到波基普西
I already owned one. 我已经拥有一个
Let's see what movie? 我们看什么电影？
"Bravo's Passion". “ Bravo的激情”
What am I going to talk about today? 我今天要谈什么？
You're asking me this before every lecture. 你在每次演讲前问我这个问题
Good... 好吧...
I don't know why I wasn't invited to Vassar when I was younger. 我不知道为什么我小时候没有被邀请去瓦萨尔
I don't think they are your type. 我认为它们不是您的类型
Tone? 汤姆？
Want to get out of here? 想离开这里吗？
- Come on, Tom. - It was a good shot. -汤姆，来吧-拍摄不错
What time will we get there? 我们什么时候到达那里？
We talked less and less until the end of the trip ... 我们聊的越来越少直到旅行结束...
each trapped in his own thoughts. 每个人都陷入自己的思想之中
We wanted to make a movie, but we didn't have a story yet. 我们想拍电影，但是还没有故事
The reality was our story, until that moment. 现实是我们的故事，直到那一刻
All right, you down there! 好吧，你在那里！
How is the picture? 图片怎么样？
It was good at 16. 当时16岁
- And the sound? - Terrible. -声音呢？太糟糕了
The scene where Mitchum returns home ... 米奇姆回家的场景...
crawls under the house ... 爬在房子下面...
and find the magazine and the gun is one of mine ... 并找到杂志和枪是我的...
I have never seen a scene that most represents the return home. 我从未见过最能代表回家的场景
I don't think anyone here had a bad home. 我认为这里没有人有糟糕的家
What does it mean to come home? 回家意味着什么？
Pieces of affection. 多情
Some of us do. 我们中有些人这样做
Others only get tools. 其他人仅获得工具
I want to see the rest of the movie. 我想看电影的其余部分
Let's get on the podium and shoot from there. 让我们登上领奖台，从那里开枪
I'm going there as soon as I'm done. 我一完成就去那儿
... that wasn't wild. ...并不疯狂
If they weren't wild, they wouldn't ride broncos. 如果他们不野，他们就不会骑野马
Despite the solemn silence 尽管沉默庄严
Everyone moves through the dark earth ball 每个人都通过
Although there is no voice or sound 尽管没有声音或声音
Among the radiant orbs 辐射球之中
Where does this one come from? From the Arkansas Valley? 这是哪儿来的？来自阿肯色山谷吗？
Benjamin Britten. 本杰明·布里顿
Do not play! 别开玩笑了！
Never heard you singing it. 从来没有听过你唱歌
- Of course you did. - IS? -当然可以-是吗？
In burial or marriage? 在埋葬还是结婚？
On the way to the bank. 在去银行的路上
When are we going back there? 我们什么时候回到那里？
Let's take a walk around the city. 让我们在城市中漫步
We will not get very far. The city is small. 我们不会走的太远 这个城市很小
I'm going to buy tomato soup. 我要去买番茄汤
OUTPUT 退出
Thank you. 谢谢啦
Thank you very much. Thank you, Mr. Spielman, for the hospitality. 非常感谢谢谢斯皮尔曼先生的盛情款待
I... 我...
I am and you are in the process of making a movie. 我和你正在拍电影
Let's start... 让我们开始...
this our movie ... 这是我们的电影...
with the same... 与...相同
kind of resource with which we started "Bravo's Passion". 一种我们开始“ Bravo's Passion”的资源
One secret is that ... 一个秘密是...
we started filming with 26 script pages ... 我们开始拍摄26个脚本页面...
and we wrote every night. 我们每天晚上都写信
We didn't have much ... 我们没有太多...
besides instinct and reaction of the actors ... 除了演员的本能和反应...
what we had done the day before and what we would do the next day. 我们前一天做了什么，第二天我们会做什么
There was no way ... 没办法...
use the meticulous Henry James style of construction. 使用精心打造的Henry James风格的建筑
The closer I get to the end ... 我越接近终点……
I get closer to rewriting my beginning. 我越来越接近重写我的开始
And certainly in the end ... 最终肯定会...
on the last page ... 在最后一页上...
the climax ... 高潮...
refurbished the opening ... 翻新开口...
and the opening usually changes. 通常情况下，开口会改变
However ... 但是...
this movie is not a wild west. 这部电影不是荒野的西部
Actually, this movie is about people ... 实际上，这部电影是关于人的……
who want to have a home of their own. 想要拥有自己的房屋的人
That was the big ... 那是很大的...
search in the US ... 在美国搜索...
at the time the movie was made. 电影拍摄时
I asked all social classes in Washington ... 我问华盛顿的所有社会阶层...
I did a search ... 我进行了搜索...
about people's main desire ... 关于人们的主要愿望...
and over 90% said they had a home of their own. 超过90％的人说他们有自己的家
That's what the movie is about. 这就是电影的内容
At the moment, I'm debating with myself whether or not ... 此刻，我正在与自己辩论是否...
creating art form by working with the representation of reality. 通过与现实的表现合作创造艺术形式
There are times when the representation ... 有时代表...
is it art or not art ... 是艺术还是非艺术...
in which reality ... 在哪个现实中...
Is it fantasy or not? 是不是幻想？
The reality, for ... 现实，对于...
a crazy person ... 一个疯狂的人...
what some call the perfect fit for society ... 有些人称其为最适合社会的...
can be pure fantasy. 可能是纯粹的幻想
Stanislavsky was a bad word ... 斯坦尼斯拉夫斯基是个坏词……
improvisation was a bad word. 即兴表演是一个坏词
I think it's because of the superfluity of talent in Hollywood ... 我认为这是因为好莱坞人才的过剩...
that I feel so uncomfortable living there. 我感到很不舒服住在这里
- Since when do you make these tapes? - You come home every night ... -从什么时候开始制作这些磁带？ -您每天晚上回家...
Some weeks ago. 几周前
... thinking and wasting, wasting. ...思考与浪费，浪费
I don't like this lifestyle. I enjoyed it for a while ... 我不喜欢这种生活方式 我享受了一段时间……
but I couldn't do things I wanted to do. 但我做不到我想做的事
"Nick sent you to film this?" - Very tempting. “尼克派你去拍这个吗？” -非常诱人
- No. - It's very easy to give in. -不 -很容易让步
And if you ... 如果您...
refuses sometimes, he is a difficult person. 有时会拒绝，他是一个很难相处的人
If you are a difficult person, no one needs you. 如果您是一个艰难的人，没人需要您
- Good night, Wim. - Good evening. -晚安，Wim -晚安
Sleep well. 好好睡
What is the movie about? 这部电影是关于什么的？
The movie is about ... 这部电影是关于...
a man who wants to compose himself before he dies. 一个想在死前定居的人死前
He wants to regain self-esteem. 他想恢复自尊
He was once a very successful man. 他曾经是一个非常成功的人
I was getting very confused. 我很困惑
Something happened each time the camera focused on Nick ... 每当相机将镜头对准尼克时，都会发生某事
something I didn't control. 我没有控制的东西
It was the camera itself watching Nick through the focus. 是摄像机本身通过焦点观看尼克
As a very accurate instrument ... 作为一种非常准确的工具...
the camera showed clearly and mercilessly ... 摄像机清楚地显示毫不留情地...
that his time was running out. 他的时间即将耗尽
No, I couldn't see it with the naked eye. 不，我不能用肉眼看到它
There was always hope. But not through the camera. 总是有希望 但不是通过镜头
I didn't know what to do with it. 我不知道该怎么办
I was terrified. 我很害怕
- Wim? - Yes? -Wim？ -是的？
You may come in. 你可以进来
I want to read the introduction. 我想阅读介绍
All well. 好吧
When did you write? 你什么时候写的
Not now. 不是现在
This movie is about a man who is an artist. 这部电影是关于一个艺术家的男人的
60 years. 60年
He made a lot of money in the art world with his paintings. 他的画在艺术界赚了很多钱
Can't sell your latest paintings ... 无法出售您的最新画作...
but it has another big need besides money ... 但是除了钱以外还有另一个很大的需求...
which is to regain your identity to the fullest before you die. 这是为了在您死亡之前最大程度地恢复您的身份
He will die of cancer, and he knows it. 他将死于癌症，他知道
To recover your pictures ... 要恢复您的图片...
he steals them and while faking his work ... 他偷了他们，并在伪造工作的同时...
he tries whenever possible ... 他尽可能地尝试...
replace the frames you steal with fakes. 用假货替换偷来的镜框
That's what he likes to do the most. 那是他最喜欢做的
He has lived with his current wife for 5 years. 他与现任妻子一起生活了5年
He is 40 years older than her. 他比她大40岁
However, they are very happy ... 但是，他们很高兴...
in a loft on the corner of Spring and Broadway. 在春天和百老汇拐角处的阁楼中
In Soho, your best friend is a Chinese dyer. 在苏活区，您最好的朋友是中国染工
He got very close to Nick ... 他离尼克很近...
and lend him money from time to time ... 不时借钱给他...
"scraping the bottom of the pan" from his meager lace. 从他微薄的花边上“刮平锅底”
He also has cancer. 他还患有癌症
They both try to stare in a good mood, but they can't always. 他们俩都试图凝视自己的心情，但并非总是如此
I liked it. 我喜欢
Why do you want him to be a painter? 你为什么要他当画家？
Why does he take his name? 他为什么叫他的名字？
Why isn't he you ... 他为什么不...
a filmmaker instead of a painter? 电影制片人而不是画家？
It's you, Nick. Why get away from it? 是你，尼克 为什么要摆脱呢？
I Think... 我觉得...
All well. 好吧
Why not make a movie about yourself? 为什么不拍一部关于自己的电影？
It will have to be about you, too. 它也必须与您有关
I think we'll keep making this movie, huh? 我想我们会继续拍这部电影，对吧？
Well, what I want is ... 好吧，我想要的是...
regain my self image ... 恢复我的自我形象...
and my image to the world. 和我对世界的印象
You have to choose what you want to do. 您必须选择要执行的操作
Let's try until we find out ... 让我们尝试直到发现...
what has more to do with you. An actor needs ... 与您有更多关系 演员需要...
work with the character's needs ... 满足角色需求...
that are closest to your greatest personal needs. 最符合您最大的个人需求的产品
My acting will be defined by yours. 我的表演将由你决定
It will be defined by the fact that you will face death. 这将取决于您将面临死亡这一事实
That means you will disturb me ... 那意味着你会打扰我...
And I do not care. 我不在乎
That's what I'm here for. 那就是我在这里的目的
Are you in the mood to play backgammon? 您是否有心情玩双陆棋？
Let's get on with it. 让我们继续吧
You get white. 你变白了
All well. How much? 好吧多少钱
- One dollar a point. - Closed. 一分钱-关闭
Feel free. 放心吧
It's so cold outside, but the sun is shining. 外面很冷，但是阳光普照
You are discovered. I am discovered. 你被发现了 我被发现了
What if I have to go back to the hospital? 如果我必须回医院怎么办？
In a nice. 很好
You are here, and I need not worry. 你在这里，我不用担心
The sound is out of sync. 声音不同步
There are patches everywhere. 到处都有补丁
- It will not pass the projector. - What? -它不会通过投影机 -什么？
What scenes did you think of for the movie? 您觉得这部电影有哪些场景？
I want to imagine that I will win this one. 我想想象我会赢得这一奖项
Your turn. 换你了
How will our movie end? 我们的电影将如何结束？
I'll get a Chinese reed ... 我会得到中国芦苇...
that will set sail all decorated with red flowers. 将会开红色花的所有装饰
- In the Hudson? - In the Hudson, going to the ocean. -在哈德逊河中？-在哈德逊河中，去海洋
Okay, Nick. 好的，尼克
I read about a "Festival of Life" that was going to take place in Chicago, Illinois. 我读到即将在伊利诺伊州芝加哥举行的“生命节”
I remembered that at the end of the 19th century ... 我记得在19世纪末...
the governor of Illinois refused to allow a large party ... 伊利诺伊州州长拒绝允许一个大型政党...
held your date ... 举行了您的约会...
in the city ... 在城市中...
for fear of protest and violence. 因为害怕抗议和暴力
After three hours in that city ... 三个小时后在那个城市...
I had been beaten and my camera had been destroyed. 我被殴打了，我的相机被毁了
This is the Federal Court. 这是联邦法院
At the trial, there were people like Tom Hayden, Rennie Davis ... 在审判中，有人汤姆海登（Tom Hayden），雷尼·戴维斯（Rennie Davis）...
John Froines ... 约翰·弗洛因斯...
Jerry Rubin, Dave Dellinger ... and a Quaker, Abbie Hoffman. 杰里·鲁宾（Jerry Rubin），戴夫·戴林格（Dave Dellinger）... 和贵格会的艾比·霍夫曼（Abbie Hoffman）
This is Bill Kunstler. 这是Bill Kunstler
I stayed until the end of the trial. 我一直待到审判结束
Most started to disappear. 大多数开始消失了
That made me think: 这让我想到：
"Where is everyone?" “大家都在哪里？”
So, I decided to try to find somewhere else. 所以，我决定尝试寻找其他地方
Fortunately, I was offered a job ... 幸运的是，我得到了一份工作...
at a university in northern New York. 在纽约北部的大学
I decided to buy a cane, let the goatee grow ... 我决定买一根手杖，让山羊胡子长出来...
give a crooked smile ... 弯曲的笑容……
and impress them with my rhetoric, rebellion ... 并用我的言辞，叛乱给我留下深刻的印象
and my size. 和我的尺寸
Education is quite a branch. 教育是一个分支
I photographed and re-photographed ... 我拍摄并重新拍摄了...
mirrors ... 镜子...
brass "plexiglass" ... 黄铜“有机玻璃” ...
with the 35 mm ... 与35毫米...
at 16 mm, the Super 16 ... Super 16 ...在16毫米处
the Super 8, the 8 ... 速8、8 ...
and the video synthesizer. 和视频合成器
Lots of crap. 很多废话
With everything you can imagine. 拥有您可以想象的一切
Hi, are you the new film teacher? 嗨，你是新来的电影老师吗？
I think I am. 我想我是
- Don't you know? - I don't know what? -你不知道吗？-我不知道吗？
Didn't you direct that Eskimo movie with Anthony Quinn? 您不是与安东尼·奎因一起导演那部爱斯基摩电影吗？
And also directed "Misplaced Youth". 并指导“放错地方的年轻人”
Did you like it? 你喜欢吗？
It was cool. 酷
And "Johnny Guitar"? 还有“强尼吉他”？
What the hell are you doing here? 你到底在做什么
Very kind. 很好
It's good to enjoy our own work, isn't it? 享受我们自己的工作是件好事，不是吗？
I just wanted to see if I was blind from the other eye. 我只是想看看我是否另一只眼睛瞎了
- I'm blind with the same eye. - Lie! -我用同一只眼瞎了-说谎！
How did it happen? 它是怎么发生的？
When I was 13, I challenged a boy to shoot an arrow at me. 13岁时，我向挑战一个男孩向我射箭
He launched. 他发射了
- Had an apple on your head? - No. -您的头上有苹果吗？-否
How did you lose your eye? 您是怎么失去视线的？
In Chicago, during a conspiracy trial. 在芝加哥的一次阴谋审判中
- Was it there? - Was it. -在吗？-在吗？
Excuse me. 不好意思
Did I hurt you when I punched you? 当我拳打你时我伤害了你吗？
No. 否
Did it hurt your wrist? 它伤害了您的手腕吗？
No. I wanted to punch harder ... 否我想更努力...
but it was the first time I hit anyone. 但这是第一次我击中任何人
Do you want me to teach you? 你要我教你吗？
No. 否
I think I'd start to like it if you taught me. 如果您教我，我想我会开始喜欢它
At this point in my life, I'm starting to like it. 在我生命中的这一刻，我开始喜欢它
Are you looking for something? You don't see very well, do you? 您在寻找什么吗？您的视线不是很好吗？
I see well enough. 我看得很好
I'm looking for a dry tampon. 我正在寻找干燥的棉塞
Maybe I can help. 也许我可以帮忙
Here's one. It's dry. 这是一个 它是干的
Do you want me to help you put it on? 您要我帮您穿上吗？
Thank you. 谢谢
What was the name of the girl you were trying to rape? 您要强奸的女孩叫什么名字？
Her name was Jill. 她的名字叫吉尔
I lived with her last year, so it wasn't an attempt to rape. 去年我和她住在一起，因此，这不是强奸的尝试
Does it remember the old days? 还记得过去吗？
I'm living with someone else. 我和其他人住在一起
Your problem. 您的问题
Her name is Leslie. 她的名字叫莱斯利（Leslie）
And don't mess. 别弄乱
- Does she like you? - Perfectly. -她喜欢你吗？-完美
Your file says you got kicked out of your old college. 您的文件说您被踢出了旧大学
- Why? - He was president of USD. -为什么？-他是美元总裁
- Do you swear? Did you run out of streak again? - No, I'm fighting right now. -你发誓吗？ -不，我正在战斗
- Really with you? - No, with you. -真的和你在一起？-不，和你在一起
Good morning, Nick. Sit down. 早上好，尼克 坐下
No, thank you, Mr. President. 不，谢谢主席先生
Do you want some coffee? 你要喝咖啡吗？
No, thank you, Mr. President. 不，谢谢主席先生
As for ... 至于...
syringes we found ... 我们发现的注射器...
That night ... 那晚...
Tom and I discussed whether or not Nick was a father to us. 汤姆和我讨论了尼克（Nick）是我们的父亲
Tom thought so, but I disagreed, angry ... 汤姆这么想，但我不同意，生气...
saying I wanted to see Nick as he was, as himself ... 说我想见尼克像他本人一样……
without the obstruction of seeing a father in him. 没有障碍在里面见到父亲
But maybe there is no other way if your friend is 30 years older. 但是，如果您的朋友年满30岁，也许别无选择
What mattered was what the movie was doing to our friendship. 重要的是电影在做什么对我们的友谊
I felt more and more the pressure to make a movie. 我越来越感觉到拍电影的压力
And I found myself arrested and worried about the work itself ... 我发现自己被捕并感到担忧对作品本身...
and with the mere mechanics of making outlets and deciding schedules ... 以及建立网点和确定时间表的机制...
instead of worrying about Nick. 不用担心尼克
That night ... 那晚...
none of us slept much. 我们没有人睡得太多
Sleeping brought no comfort. 睡觉没有带来安慰
I would just keep making the movie in my dreams. 我只是继续做梦中的电影
The camera would always be present. 相机将始终存在
Does it make any difference how I feel? 有什么区别我的感觉吗？
You can turn your head and ... 您可以转头...
turn around and feel like crying ... 转身，感觉像在哭...
or get angry. 或生气
Can you turn your head towards me? 你可以把头转向我吗？
Ready, Nick? 准备好了吗，尼克？
- Turn your head. - I want the first ... -转动头-我要第一个...
The first what? 首先是什么？
Audio. 音频
- Running. - Take 22 A, part 1. -跑步 -以22 A，第1部分
Action. 行动
- I didn't come to talk about death, Nick. - Maybe I need to. -我不是来谈论死亡的，尼克 -也许我需要
"Maybe I need to." “也许我需要 ”
Even waking up ... 甚至醒来...
can only mean entering another nightmare. 只能表示进入另一个噩梦
It could mean that the lights have been set ... 这可能意味着灯光已设置...
that the camera and audio are running and that the team is watching. 摄像头和音频正在运行并且团队正在观看
They are always watching, in silence. 他们一直在看着沉默
Each one with their ideas and their fears ... 每个人都有他们的想法和他们的恐惧...
about what we are doing and where this is going. 关于我们在做什么以及前进的方向
I just knew that Nick was suffering ... 我只知道尼克遭受了痛苦...
it would be better to stop filming ... 最好停止拍摄...
but nothing would be more painful for him than that. 但对他而言，没有比这更痛苦
The next morning, I had to call the LA producer ... 第二天早上，我不得不打电话给洛杉矶生产商...
and what I had feared ended up happening. 和我所担心的最终发生了
I had to go there the next morning. 我不得不第二天早上去
Why does he need to suffer so much? 为什么他需要受这么大的苦难？
Is it that bad every night? 每天晚上都那么糟糕吗？
Singing in the rain 在雨中唱歌
Just singing in the rain 只是在雨中唱歌
Let's go back. 回去吧
Tom was disappointed by the interruption of filming ... 汤姆对中断拍摄感到失望...
more for Nick than for himself. 尼克胜于他自己
Going back to the loft, we saw Nick and Susan getting out of a cab. 回到阁楼，我们看到尼克和苏珊乘坐出租车离开
But where to? 但是要去哪里？
We had prepared a scene that we wanted to do soon. 我们已经准备好了一个场景我们想尽快完成
What's up, Chris? 怎么了，克里斯？
Susan took Nick to the hospital. - Because? 苏珊带尼克去了医院 -为什么？
He wasn't feeling well, so he asked to go. 他身体不舒服，所以他要走了
- At where? - Memorial Hospital. -在哪里？ -纪念医院
It is on York Avenue, between 67th and 68th. 它位于约克大道（York Avenue），介于67至68之间
- Is he in pain? - I think so. -他疼吗？ -我是这样
- Did you vomit again? - Yeah. I was feeling sick. -你又呕吐了吗？ -是的，我感到恶心
The team was very quiet. 团队非常安静
During the two weeks of filming ... 在拍摄的两个星期 ...
Nick had approached a lot of everyone. 尼克已经接近很多人
His strength had faded before our eyes. 他的力量已经消失在我们眼前
We all knew this could happen anytime. 我们都知道这可能会发生任何时候
He added a clause to the will before leaving. 他离开前在遗嘱中增加了一条
The same paralyzing fear came over me again. 麻痹的恐惧再次笼罩着我
Was I demanding a lot from Nick? 我对尼克的要求很高吗？
Where my responsibility started ... 我的责任从哪里开始 ...
and where did it end up? 它在哪里结束？
Tom and I went straight to the hospital. 汤姆和我直接去医院
We took the camera with us. 我们带着相机
I just want to say fresh words that are in my head ... 我只想说些新鲜的话我的脑海里
not the old clich茅s. 不是陈词滥调
It's dark. Lack of light. 天黑了 灯光不足
I thought we could start thinking about our situation ... 我以为我们可以开始考虑我们的情况了...
after two weeks of filming. 两周后拍摄
And, in a way, after two weeks ... 而且，在某种程度上两周后...
we are not closer than at the beginning ... 我们不比开始时更近
no further from each other or from what we wanted. 彼此之间或我们想要的一切
It was ... 是...
our mutual enthusiasm ... 我们的共同热情...
that made everything look so right. 使一切看起来都很好
And then ... 然后...
for me ... 对我来说
the pressure has changed a lot ... 压力发生了很大变化...
in the sense that I thought that the movie was ... 在我以为这部电影是...
harming you. 伤害您
Then ... 然后...
I felt like Oedipus ... 我感觉就像俄狄浦斯...
as if the movie is killing you. 就像电影杀死你一样
I was paralyzed by the idea. 这个想法使我瘫痪了
In the first place, I didn't want to ... 首先，我不想...
put you in a stagnant position, because ... 使您处于停滞状态，因为...
I didn't want them to be inert because of my illness. 我不想因为我的病而变得惰性
And me too ... 我也是...
I wanted you to feel free to come and go as often as you could. 我希望您能自由地出入
I started by giving as much as I could ... 我从尽我所能开始...
and ... 和...
it was a great relief when ... 当...时，这真是令人欣慰
I surrendered more and more to you. 我越来越向你投降了
It was great. I felt comfortable in those days. 很棒 那些日子我感到很舒服
The insecurity I ended up acquiring ... 我的不安全感最终获得了...
all the confusion ... 所有混乱...
unconscious fear and everything ... 潜意识的恐惧以及所有...
led me to make images that I didn't like. 引导我制作图像我不喜欢的图像
I think you felt the same way when you saw the scenes yesterday. 我认为您昨天看到的景象也有
The movie was very clean ... 电影很干净...
beautiful, well finished. 漂亮，做得很好
I think it was the result of pure fear. 我认为这是纯粹恐惧的结果
That's what happens ... 就是这样...
when you haven't decided what you are going to show. 当您不确定您将要显示的内容
So you try to show beautifully. 因此，您尝试精美展示
I couldn't ... 我不能...
I couldn't get the most basic things. 我没有最基本的东西
I returned to the empty apartment to get my bag. 我回到了空荡荡的房间拿起我的书包
At the hospital, Susan gave me the diary ... 在医院苏珊给我写了日记...
that Nick had started 2 years earlier ... 尼克已经开始 2年前...
before your first operation. 第一次操作之前
She asked to take you with me to Los Angeles and read. 她要求带你陪我到洛杉矶读书
"Today Susan asked Dr. B how to overcome fear." “今天，苏珊问B博士如何克服恐惧 ”
Did she ask for her or for me? 她是要她还是要我？
Dr. B looked at me and said, "Facing him" ... B博士看着我说，“面对他” ...
quite vaguely and suggesting that we should face the fear of the head. 含糊其词并暗示我们应该面对头部的恐惧
Very weak medicine for pain. 止痛药很弱
What about love? The battle between fear and love? 那爱呢？恐惧与爱之间的斗争？
Even the desire for love helps. 甚至爱的愿望都会有所帮助
It even helps to act like if I wanted love. 如果我想要爱，甚至可以起到的作用
TOLERANCE I want to live because ... 宽容我想活着是因为...
GENEROSITY / ALTRUISM SENSITIVITY / MATURITY / LOVE I will miss breathing. 宽容/暴躁敏感/成熟/爱我会错过呼吸
It must be very uncomfortable. 一定很不舒服
I get angry that I can't breathe, taste and say hello 我为无法呼吸而生气，品尝并问好
I'm spitting blood, and morning sickness freaks me out. 我在吐血，晨吐使我害怕
It's a panic that overwhelms me from within, that I've never had. 恐慌使我从内心不堪，我从未有过
In the cab, on the way to the airport, I wondered: 在出租车上，在去机场的路上，我想知道：
Since how old did I want to die? 我想死几岁？
Maybe not die, but experience death. 也许不会死，但会死亡
Experience death without dying ... 体验死亡而不会死...
seemed like a natural goal. 似乎是很自然的目标
An actor must utter every speech as if it were the first ... 演员必须说出每句话就像是第一次讲话
or the last one, that will never be said by him. 或最后一个，他永远不会说的
In my profession, I have been dealing with this problem for 50 years. 在我的职业中，我已经解决这个问题已有50年了
Now I'm dying of cancer. 现在我快死于癌症
The date and time of death are not on the calendar. 死亡日期和时间不在日历上
And, in three weeks, I'll play the general ... 而且，三周后我将扮演将军...
in the movie version of 'Hair' " 电影版本的 “头发”
CURIOSITY - IMAGINATION HUMILITY 好奇心-想象力谦卑
Curiosity, imagination, humility. 好奇心，想像力谦卑
Four weeks later, I came back to New York ... 四个星期后，我回到了纽约……
this time with Ronee, my wife. 这次和我的妻子罗妮
Nick's health had not improved. 尼克的健康状况没有改善
He was still in the hospital, but was discharged in the afternoon. 他仍在医院中，但下午出院
He was working with Gerry ... 他正在和Gerry合作...
in an adaptation of Kafka's "Report to the Academy". 改编自卡夫卡的《给学院的报告》
- Like what? - Monkey. -喜欢什么？ -猴子
Mr. Pecker. 佩克先生
I'm sorry if that's not your real name ... 如果那不是你的真名，我很抱歉...
but this is your first introduction to society ... 但这是您对社会的第一次介绍...
and mistakes like this can happen. 这样的错误可能会发生
Gerry, I think ... 格里，我想...
the second time ... 第二次...
had more energy than the first time. 比第一次有更多的精力
Can you do it like that again? 你能再那样做吗？
- I don't know, I can try. - Try it. -我不知道，我可以尝试 -试试吧
Take a different situation if you want. 如果需要，请采取其他情况
Take another look ... 再看看...
in your imagination. 在你的想象中
Populate it with the Puritans. 用清教徒填充它
- As I said? - Populate it with the Puritans. -你怎么说？ -用清教徒填充它
Any more questions? 还有其他问题吗？
Any more advice? 还有其他建议吗？
No, that's great, Gerry. 不，太好了，格里
So let's try. 让我们尝试一下
First, I would like to say ... 首先，我想说...
that would never have succeeded ... 那将永远不会成功...
accomplish what i did ... 完成我所做的...
if, somehow ... 如果，以某种方式...
had clung to the memories of my youth or my background. 牢牢记住了我青年时代或背景
So I would like to add that ... 所以我想补充一下...
The world of men suits me better. 男人的世界更适合我
I felt more comfortable in it ... 我觉得比较舒服...
as soon as the strong breeze of my past ... 我过去的一阵轻风...
started to decrease ... 开始减少...
and soon it became a slight breath ... 不久，它变得微微呼吸...
of air on my heels. 脚后跟的空气
To be clear, ladies and gentlemen ... 明确地说，女士们先生们...
their lives like monkeys, and all of that past nature ... 他们的生活就像猴子，还有过去的一切……
could not be excluded from you ... 不能被排除在你之外...
as mine was excluded from me. 因为我不属于我
Of course we all feel ... 当然，我们所有人都感到...
tickling on the heels above the ... 在...上方的脚后跟上挠痒痒
Achilles tendon. 跟腱
Both the great Achilles and the little chimpanzees ... 大阿喀琉斯和小黑猩猩都...
both... 都...
we all came ... 我们都来了...
of... 做...
same place. 同一个地方
I... 我...
I come from the Gold Coast ... 我来自黄金海岸...
in Africa. 在非洲
Hi Wim 嗨，Wim
- Hi, Ronee. - Hi Nick. -嗨，罗妮 嗨，尼克
- How are you? - Good. -你好吗？很好
- Wow, good to see you. - Thank you. Good to see you too. -哇，很高兴见到你 -谢谢很高兴见到你
- It's good to be back. "Good to have you back, Wim." -回来真好 “很高兴你回来，Wim ”
How long were you in the hospital? 你在医院多久了？
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. 我不知道，我不知道，我不知道
Go on, Gerry. 继续，格里
Continues. 继续吧
Do you want ... Since I'm going to repeat, should I try something different? 您是否想要...由于我要重复一遍，我应该尝试其他尝试吗？
No. Continue. 不，继续
From where? 在哪
Of the ... 的...
Damn monkeys. 该死的猴子
The bid on the importance ... 重要性竞标...
Is something missing? Is it like the first time? 缺少什么吗？像第一次吗？
During my capture ... 在我被捕期间...
I got two shots, one in the neck ... 我拍了两枪，脖子上一枪...
and the other one was more serious ... 另一个更严重...
well below the hip ... 远低于臀部...
and that's why I lame to this day. 这就是为什么我la脚到今天
I recently read an article ... 我最近看了一篇文章...
written by one of 10 hawks ... 由十个鹰派之一撰写...
who criticized me in the press ... 谁在新闻界批评我...
and he said my monkey nature is not under control yet. 他说我的猴子天性还没有得到控制
The proof of that was my craze ... 这证明了我的狂热...
to lower his pants and show where the shot went. 放下他的裤子，并展示射门的去向
Good... 好吧...
the hand that wrote this should have the fingers ... 写这个的手应该有手指...
torn off one by one! 一一撕掉！
I can lower my pants whenever I want, I have nothing to ... 我可以随时放下裤子，我无事可做...
To tell the truth, here, where everything is open and clear ... 说实话，在这里，一切都是开放和清晰的...
and since we are seeking the truth ... 既然我们正在寻找真相...
Our refinement can be dropped. 我们的精炼可以放弃
Taken in close, right in the wound ... 紧紧贴在伤口上...
horrible, thick ... 可怕的，浓密的...
- On here. caliber. -来口径
Plug well closed. 插头完全关闭
When I woke up, I was ... 当我醒来时，我...
inside... 里面...
I was in a cage. 我当时关在笼子里
It was the first time I saw myself with no way out. 这是我第一次看到自己没有出路
Neither right nor left. 左右都不对
There was no way out! 没有出路！
See that I use the word "exit" wisely. 看到我明智地使用了“退出”一词
I do not use the word "freedom" on purpose. 我不是故意使用“自由”一词
No, I didn't want freedom, but a way out! 不，我不想要自由，而是出路！
Output! Output! 退出！退出！
Exit, Exit ... 退出，退出...
Output! 退出！
Very brave! 勇敢！
Okay, we're ready, Wim. 好的，我们准备好了，Wim
- Where's Wim? - He'll be right back. -Wim在哪里？ -他马上回来
Nick and Ronee had worked on a scene based on "King Lear". 尼克（Nick）和罗妮（Ronee）曾在基于“李尔王（King Lear）”的场景中工作
We had built a small scenario. 我们已经构建了一个小场景
But once again, reality was stronger than fiction ... 但再一次，现实比小说强……
we wanted to turn her into. 我们想把她变成
It would be the last time. 这是最后一次
Dad? 爸吗
Dad? Hi. 爸吗你好
Came back? 你回来了吗
- Hi Hi. -嗨-嗨
- Hi Hi! -嗨-嗨
Hi! 嗨！
How are you? 你好吗
- You terrible cow! - You are wonderful. -太牛了！ -看起来不错
Nothing has changed. 一切都没有改变
Finally, you came. 终于，你来了
I brought chocolate. 我带来了巧克力
Want to see? 想看吗？
I brought flowers. 我带来了花
What kind of flowers? 什么样的花？
Lilies of the field. 领域的百合花
What's the fun? 有什么好玩的？
They are burial flowers. 他们是葬礼花
Do you swear? 你发誓吗？
How are you feeling? How it feels? What they? 感觉怎么样你感觉如何？什么啊
They are very sincere with me. 他们对我很真诚
- What they say? - When they opened me the first time ... -他们怎么说？ -当他们第一次打开我时...
They could do nothing. 他们无能为力
- Because? - They thought there was no chance. -为什么？ -他们以为没有机会了
So, I left that hospital ... 所以，我离开那家医院...
and went to another one. - It was very brave of you. 然后去另一个-你真勇敢
What happened at the other hospital? 另一家医院发生了什么事？
There was an Irish doctor ... 有一位爱尔兰医生...
very good. 非常好
- He said he could do it. - Do what? -他说他可以做到 -怎么办？
Get cancer out of ... 使癌症摆脱...
pulmonary nerve ... 肺神经...
which is risky. 这是有风险的
He did that... 他做到了...
and operated on me twice more. 再对我进行两次手术
Then they found out ... 然后他们发现了...
Brain cancer, which should have appeared first, isn't it? 脑癌，应该首先出现，不是吗？
Was one connected to the other? 一个连接到另一个吗？
I think so. 我也这么认为
What happened to brain cancer? 脑癌怎么了？
It's gone. 没了
- Did they take it? - Yes. -他们接受了吗？ -是的
When did you tell him? 你什么时候告诉他的
A year later. 一年后
All well. 好吧
I'll be fine. 我会没事的
Not afraid? 不怕吗
Do not. 不行
We have a lot of money again. 我们又有很多钱
We own ... 我们拥有...
half of Britain ... 英国一半...
and a part of ourselves. 和我们自己的一部分
And I like the small part of ourselves ... 我喜欢自己的一小部分...
that we have together. 我们在一起
Looks like I took part in the building ... 好像我参加了大楼...
with this ugly face. 这张丑陋的脸
Your face is beautiful. Was always... 你的脸很美 一直都是...
and still is. 仍然是
Liar. 骗子
- I do not. - You're a beautiful liar. 我不知道-你是个美丽的骗子
I'm afraid of lying, afraid ... 我怕说谎，怕...
from my own lies. 从我自己的谎言
- You lied? - Yes. -你说谎吗？ -是的
- Lied to me? - Sure. -你骗我吗？ -当然了
- For mommy? - Sure. -为了妈妈？ -当然了
Because? 怎么了
Telling the truth is very boring. 讲真话很无聊
Sometimes no. 有时不是
Sometimes telling the truth is very exciting ... 有时候说实话非常令人兴奋...
why don't you expect it to tell ... 你为什么不希望它告诉...
the whole truth. 整个事实
So when you see, you're right in the middle, before God and everyone else. 因此，当您看到时，您就位于上帝和其他所有人之前的中间
You tell the truth. 你说实话
What am I doing? 我在做什么？
It's exposing me. 暴露了我
I mean, that kind of truth. 我的意思是那样的事实
Where are you from? 你是哪里人
Want to pinch me? 想捏我吗？
"Not very funny, was it?" - Not. “不是很有趣，是吗？” -没有
Could have had. 本来可以的
It would be funny if I puked all over you. 如果我把你全都吐出来，那会很有趣
Come, my Leader. 来，我的队长
"Leader with the tail up. “带头的领导者
Your tail on mine. 你的尾巴在我的身上
What is the tail of the kitten? " 小猫的尾巴是什么？”
Vivaldi was a big ass. 维瓦尔第是个大屁股
It's making me sick. 这让我恶心
I knew that? 你知道吗
It is. I do not know why. 是的我不知道为什么
- That's not what I came here for. - It is not the first time. -那不是我来这里的目的 -不是第一次
Holy Christ, I'm sick. 基督，我生病了
Not with you or because of you. 不与您在一起或因为您
But before my eyes. 但是在我眼前
But I am sick. 但是我病了
And you are making me sick. 你让我恶心
But not because of you. 但不是因为你
I do not know why. 我不知道为什么
I do not know why. I need to go now. 我不知道为什么我现在要走了
I'm starting to drool. 我开始流口水
Damn it! 该死！
I have finished. All right? 我做完了好吧
- What will you do? - Say "cut". -你要怎么办？ -说“剪”
"Cut"? Go ahead. “切”？加油
- You should say "cut". - Go ahead. Cut it soon. Court! -您应该说“剪” -继续吧快切切！
Come on, cut! 加油，切！
- Do not cut. - Do not cut! -不要剪 -不要剪！
Cut it out! 剪掉！
EPILOGUE 结语
It would be hard to work on something other than at the movies, don't you think? 除了看电影以外，很难从事其他工作，不是吗？
It's like a drug. 就像毒品
We only talk about movies, you know? 我们只谈论电影，你知道吗？
- We're movie junkies ... - He was talking about a Chinese reed ... -我们是电影迷...-他说的是中国芦苇...
It was a scene from "55 Days in Beijing". 那是《北京55天》中的一幕
Did he live in the reed? 他住在芦苇丛中吗？
The reed thing had to do ... 芦苇必须做的事...
with a funeral boat that takes you to you. 带着a葬船带您去
He never saw this as a cure for anything. 他从来没有认为这可以治愈任何疾病
In the beginning, it was. He wanted to find a cure for cancer. 一开始就是这样 他想找到治疗癌症的方法
He would have died earlier if not for this movie. 如果不是因为这部电影，他早就死了
He played all the time, it was amazing. 他一直在比赛，真是太神奇了
I think he was suffering too. 我认为他也在受苦
You try everything that can work ... 您尝试一切可行的方法...
that can help someone. - Until you make a movie. 可以帮助某人 -拍电影之前
Nick was sincere. 尼克很真诚
- I think it worked. - Yes, it did. -我认为效果很好 -是的
I don't even know if I liked him, you know? 我什至不知道我是否喜欢他，你知道吗？
If it makes a difference what? 如果有什么不同？
- You being buried or cremated? - Looks like I'm in pain? -你被埋葬或火化了吗？ -好像我很痛苦吗？
I have already decided that my body will be studied when I die. 我已经决定死后会研究我的身体
- Because of that, I think I'm ... - All ... And my eyes. -正因为如此，我想我-所有-还有我的眼睛
- Your vital organs. - Vital organs! -你的重要器官 -重要器官！
I talked to Nick about the initial scene ... 我和尼克谈到了最初的情景...
when we didn't know if we would have the money to make the movie. 当我们不知道我们是否有钱拍电影时
He always gets lost between Dresden ... 他总是在德累斯顿之间迷路...
and Wall Street. 和华尔街
So I said, "Let's do it. Damn the damn money." 所以我说：“让我们做吧 该死的钱 ”
Despite this, he stated ... 尽管如此，他说...
Let's explode ... 让我们爆炸...
We can drink to simple things like Nick. 我们可以喝一些简单的东西，例如尼克
I drink to all without homeland, the displaced ... 我为没有家园，流离失所的所有人喝酒...
wherever they are. 无论他们在哪里
I want to toast Nick. May he rest in peace. 我想敬酒尼克 愿他安息
- He never knew what that is. - Rest in peace? -他从来不知道那是什么 -安息吧？
... came to the car and said: ...来到车上说：
"Your movie has no ending." “你的电影没完没了 ”
"As well?" "Nick Ray died over the weekend." “你是什么意思？” “尼克雷在周末去世了 ”
- He was going to be a son of a bitch ... - The funny thing is that he found ... -他要当个ch子...-可笑的是，他发现了...
that we had screwed. - Yeah! 我们已经搞砸了 -是的！
I have a theory. 我有一个理论
It was as if Nick's death was his last ... 好像尼克的死是他的最后一个...
Direction work. 指导工作
He made us break up. 他让我们分手
The only way he can do that ... 他能做到的唯一方法...
was doing everything very fast. 一切都做得很快
I just thought of something. Let's burn this damn boat. 我只是想到了什么 让我们烧掉这该死的船
We buried Nicholas Ray in him ... 我们把尼古拉斯·雷埋在他身上...
and the only thing left is to burn it. 剩下的就是烧掉它
I have many lives to lose. 我要失去很多生命
I'm willing to put them at risk, you know? 我愿意让他们冒险，知道吗？
Why not? Let's try to understand. 为什么不呢让我们尝试了解
I think we should burn! 我认为我们应该燃烧！
- Are you crazy or what? - I'm not crazy. -你疯了吗？ -我没疯
I just think we should burn it. 我只是认为我们应该燃烧它
Everyone is saying I'm crazy. 所有人都在说我疯了
what is beautiful. 真漂亮
If cremation is a form of death ... 如果火化是死亡的一种形式...
I think a better picture ... 我认为情况更好...
is to burn the damn boat! 是要烧那该死的船！
Listen, we have no images ... 听着，我们没有图像...
of him being cremated. - That's true. 他被火化 -是的
Listen, what if we had an outlet? 听着，如果我们有出口呢？
It's acting like an animal without morals. 它的行为就像没有道德的动物
It takes morale. 这需要士气
The boat is not ours. We have no right to do that. 船不是我们的 我们无权这样做
This is not how a revolution begins. 这不是革命开始的方式
It's not a revolution, it's a beautiful scene. 这不是革命，而是美好的一幕
- I would burn. - It's much less ... -我会燃烧的 -少得多...
- Would you kill a person? - Nick suffered so much violence. -你会杀人吗？ -尼克遭受了如此多的暴力
"I looked into my face, and what did I see? “我看着我的脸，我看到了什么？
Not a granite stone as an identity. 不是花岗岩石作为标识
Blue off, bruised skin ... 蓝色，皮肤瘀青...
wrinkled lips and sadness. 嘴唇起皱和悲伤
And a crazy desire to recognize and accept ... 疯狂的愿望承认并接受...
my mother's face. 我母亲的脸
Nick, Nick ... Ah, Nick. 尼克，尼克... 尼克，