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There has been an unexpected
warp in the space-time continuum.

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Operation Lara is go.

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Emily this is my friend Lara.

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This is my friend Mandy.

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Have you already met.

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Yeah it was coincidence.

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What's going on?

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Nothing.

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James aren't you supposed to be in jail?

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Yes.

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You can't just stay here.

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Effy what the fuck is going on?

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You didn't reply.

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Freddie, Effy won't
come out of the toilet.

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You left her alone?

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She's going to need us
to help rebuild her again.

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What you thinking about?

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My brother.

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What about him?

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Nothing.

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Something happened to him, didn't it?

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Lots of things happened to him.

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He was born almost a month late.

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Won a poetry competition
when he was eight.

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And met Sarah Ferguson.

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Got the highest mark for first
year essay in Cardiff history.

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And somewhere in there.

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He was hit by a bus.

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And nearly killed.

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Right?

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Why didn't you tell me about that?

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Why that?

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Why not the good stuff?

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Because I'm not interested in it.

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Tell me what happened to
your brother, Elizabeth?

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From the start.

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♪ set the sails I feel
the winds are stirring ♪

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♪ toward the bright horizon set the way ♪

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Ok, on three, one, two,

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yambai! Stop it!

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Come here fucker!

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♪ and who could heed the
words of Charlie Darwin ♪

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♪ fighting for a system built to fail ♪

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Ohh! You said you were cold.

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I don't recognise it.

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It's Freddie's.

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Oh do you want me to get you another one?

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No it's fine. I'll keep it.

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You are doing so well sweetheart.

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There's a bus coming Tony doesn't see it.

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He's distracted.

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It hits him, runs him over.

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He's in the gutter and he's bleeding.

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He looks dead.

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Open your eyes.

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Well done, Elizabeth.

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It's taken you three weeks
to tell me that story.

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- How do you feel?
- Awful.

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I'd like us try something new.

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I want you to close your eyes again.

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And imagine that bus never hit Tony.

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Can you do that for me?

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- But it did hit him.
- It's just an exercise.

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Try to imagine it never happened.

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Ok.

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Make a picture in your head.

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What do you see?

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Tony standing by the road.

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He's laughing.

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Good.

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Afternoon.

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How's the real world?

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Fine.

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Well I don't know actually.

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Me and Emily.

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We're all... since... the...

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You know, and I don't
know what we're doing.

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If we're ok or if we're about to break up.

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Sometimes I think she can read my mind.

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I seriously do.

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I mean is that normal?

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Is that what you...?

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Eff?

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You think you're going
mad so you came to see me,

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to see what a mad person looks like?

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No!

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No.

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No.

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Yes.

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Listen to me very carefully Naomi.

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You need to get a message to
the dog lord of Azerbaijan.

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He's got my toilet ticket.

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Oh God what are they giving you?!

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And can I have some?

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This whole thing with this girl, Sophia.

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Why don't you just
imagine it never happened?

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But it did.

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Yeah, but if you tried to
think like you didn't...

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But...

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Am I missing something?

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You can't change what's already happened.

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I wish you could.

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But... you just can't.

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Please go on Elizabeth.

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The boy is crying.

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And his mother.

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And his little sister.

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He doesn't want him to go.

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What happens next?

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And then et says,

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"I'll be right here".

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And then he gets in the
spaceship and flies away.

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Yeah yeah that's right,
make fun of the old man!

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I think you're ready
to go home, Elizabeth.

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What?

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I'm not ready we're not finished yet.

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Oh we're far from finished.
You'll be seeing me twice a week.

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So I just go home, back to normal?

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Stick to your routine,
and no drink or drugs.

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But yes, pretty much back to normal.

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You can go.

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Thank you.

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We'll see each other soon.

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(* Phil Collins: Easy lover)

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♪ easy lover ♪

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♪ she'll get a hold on you believe it ♪

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♪ like no other ♪

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♪ before you know it
you'll be on your knees... ♪

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I cleaned up a bit.

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Did a bit of soring out, is it all right?

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I love it.

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I've put everything away.

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It's tidier, don't you think?

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I've made this plan for you.

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I just thought it might
help you plan your days.

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Oh, you found Pato.

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He was under your bed.

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Come on, you funny giraffe.

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You can have that back, too.

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Now, don't speak to any bad man.

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Shit.

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(* Elvis Perkins in Dearland:
Send my fon regards to Lonelyville)

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♪ send my fond regards to Lonelyville ♪

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♪ I'm staying in my
well-appointed valley on the hill ♪

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♪ oh I'll grow hale on seawater... ♪

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♪ and leave something to
loneliness sweet William will ♪

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♪ I once was there to find the
girl that mystic morning's Eve ♪

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♪ there in the shade with
all the things up its leaves ♪

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♪ waking to the marvel, to
be northern, to be free ♪

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♪ you can hear the
sound of southern bells ♪

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♪ follow where she please ♪

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♪ some with the forked tongues
they'd love again to unlearn ♪

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♪ some for a heart a brushed
yet stainless urn... ♪

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Err...

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I've brought your jumper back.

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"Good to see you, Effy?"

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Jesus Christ

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Effy, it's fucking better than that.

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Oh, my God.

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Why didn't you let me see you, Eff?

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Because of the treatment John gave me.

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He didn't want me to see anyone.

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John?

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John Foster, my counselor.

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He's the one that helped me.

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And what did he do that was so special?

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He took all my bad memories.

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And made them good.

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And some of those memories
were about me, right?

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Only a few.

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Ok, if I'd have visited you,

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it would have fucked up John's treatment?

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Is that what you're saying?

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Yeah, I'm sorry

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Freddie...

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I'm sorry.

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The bad memories about me.

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You don't like...

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Feel them anymore?

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No, they're gone.

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He took them away.

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But do you know what's left?

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Love.

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All I feel for you now is love.

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Nothing else.

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(* Giselle: They stay down deep)

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♪ what's that you hide behind your back? ♪

188
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♪ nothing but a shadow trap ♪

189
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♪ what's that you pressed
against your lips ♪

190
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♪ set sail with words on conjured ships ♪

191
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♪ and in those ocean eyes of yours ♪

192
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♪ sea monsters swimming put in drawers ♪

193
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♪ I'm scared they'll climb
out when you leave... ♪

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we're ok, we're ok we're ok.

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♪ they stay down deep ♪

196
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♪ oh what's that you
hide behind your back? ♪

197
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♪ nothing but a shadow trap... ♪

198
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Hello?

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Oh my God, it's you! I
can't believe it's you!

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I don't even know why I'm bothering.

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I know I'm failed. Useless as usual.

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At least you took yours, I was too mental.

203
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So you're mental and I'm useless.

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It's shame we'd have fit
right in at Cambridge.

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Let's find out what I got.

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(* Francois and the atlas
mountains: So many nos)

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♪ I never took the time ♪

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♪ to catch you on my side... ♪

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Hey good luck!

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Well done girls.

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Ah, Ms. Moon, Ms. Stonem.

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Good to see you up and about.

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I suppose this is the last
time we'll see each other.

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Oh, I'll come back to see you Doug.

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00:16:52,660 --> 00:16:56,410
Yes well, massive attack
said the same thing.

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Though daddy G writes at Christmas

217
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and on my birthday.

218
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Though he's missed the last two.

219
00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:06,760
Anyhow, here you go, Ms. Moon.

220
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A c? Ok.

221
00:17:11,620 --> 00:17:12,599
Listen Eff, I need to
tell you something...

222
00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:16,009
Doug, I want to retake. What do I...?

223
00:17:16,010 --> 00:17:18,089
Yes, er, about that...

224
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Would you come with me?

225
00:17:20,720 --> 00:17:21,900
What is it?

226
00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,570
Mr blood wants to see you.

227
00:17:26,490 --> 00:17:29,419
It's been a good year here
at Roundview, Elizabeth.

228
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Every single student
received A to C grades.

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Really?

230
00:17:34,010 --> 00:17:37,900
Well, we had a lot of
people doing media studies.

231
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Nevertheless, our targets were met.

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Except by you.

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You failed everything.

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Yeah I know.

235
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I didn't even sit the exam.

236
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Which brings down the college average

237
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and affects the funding scenario.

238
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Do you see my dilemma?

239
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I can retake, right?

240
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It wouldn't make a difference.

241
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Let me level with you Elizabeth.

242
00:18:10,750 --> 00:18:13,640
Here are your old results.

243
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And here...

244
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Are your new results.

245
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Please act as such.

246
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Three As?

247
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An excellent result,
considering your circumstances.

248
00:18:46,170 --> 00:18:49,230
You want me to tell people I got three as?

249
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In my experience, Ms. Stonem,
we are all living lies.

250
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Reality, as the sophists so elegantly
informed us, is all relative.

251
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Now go on, go out with you.

252
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It feels wrong. It's like cheating.

253
00:19:18,220 --> 00:19:19,880
It's like cheating at life.

254
00:19:20,110 --> 00:19:21,969
And now I'm starting to
wonder about everything.

255
00:19:21,970 --> 00:19:25,050
Elizabeth, what's really going on?

256
00:19:26,030 --> 00:19:29,320
What do you mean? That,
what I just told you.

257
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We talked at length...

258
00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:38,919
At length... about this, Elizabeth.

259
00:19:38,920 --> 00:19:44,820
Achievement, success, academic or
otherwise, earned or not, is nothing

260
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- compare to being well and being happy.
- Yeah but...

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Happiness.

262
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Correct?

263
00:19:52,160 --> 00:19:53,320
Yes.

264
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You're right.

265
00:19:55,530 --> 00:19:56,550
You're right.

266
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These don't matter.

267
00:20:03,450 --> 00:20:05,510
There are bigger things happening here.

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Bigger than school.

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Bigger than friends.

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Even bigger than love.

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Ok?

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Ok

273
00:20:48,250 --> 00:20:53,460
right now that Effy's here and
we're all suitably refreshed.

274
00:20:54,170 --> 00:20:55,219
Speech!

275
00:20:55,220 --> 00:20:59,029
The exam result party
planning committee have decreed

276
00:20:59,030 --> 00:21:04,950
that all our results be read out
in quick succession. So, ready...

277
00:21:05,370 --> 00:21:06,530
A, A, B!

278
00:21:09,610 --> 00:21:11,490
A, A, A!

279
00:21:13,550 --> 00:21:14,910
B, B, C!

280
00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:17,730
C in philosophy!

281
00:21:18,950 --> 00:21:20,560
B, C, C!

282
00:21:22,630 --> 00:21:23,960
A, C, C!

283
00:21:25,670 --> 00:21:26,830
I got expelled!

284
00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:36,710
Eff?

285
00:21:41,630 --> 00:21:43,690
It doesn't matter what I got.

286
00:21:44,090 --> 00:21:45,560
None of this matters.

287
00:21:46,220 --> 00:21:47,980
It's just numbers on a page.

288
00:21:48,970 --> 00:21:50,030
It's not real.

289
00:21:50,740 --> 00:21:52,030
Not to me anyway.

290
00:21:54,970 --> 00:21:58,300
You're all great. You're all great people.

291
00:21:58,870 --> 00:22:01,510
But I think...

292
00:22:03,500 --> 00:22:04,730
I think I'm finished.

293
00:22:05,870 --> 00:22:07,210
I think I've had enough.

294
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:10,820
What are you talking about Eff?

295
00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:14,430
You have to make sacrifices, Fred,

296
00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:15,569
to get the stuff you want.

297
00:22:15,570 --> 00:22:16,449
I don't understand.

298
00:22:16,450 --> 00:22:18,160
I'm in a different place now.

299
00:22:18,710 --> 00:22:19,870
We all are.

300
00:22:20,820 --> 00:22:21,770
And I'm sorry.

301
00:22:22,770 --> 00:22:24,100
I'm really sorry.

302
00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:25,780
What are you saying?

303
00:22:28,340 --> 00:22:31,569
I'm saying goodbye, I have to.

304
00:22:31,570 --> 00:22:35,190
To everyone? To me?

305
00:22:36,120 --> 00:22:37,120
Yeah.

306
00:22:38,670 --> 00:22:39,970
To everyone.

307
00:22:41,770 --> 00:22:42,950
To you.

308
00:22:46,070 --> 00:22:47,790
Where the fuck are you going?

309
00:22:47,950 --> 00:22:48,980
Home.

310
00:22:54,190 --> 00:22:56,310
She dumped you again?!

311
00:23:01,950 --> 00:23:03,330
Hey, princess.

312
00:23:07,780 --> 00:23:10,180
Aren't you supposed to
be in prison or something?

313
00:23:11,550 --> 00:23:13,540
Aren't supposed to be in the loony bin?

314
00:23:14,390 --> 00:23:17,350
I did my time, you should have done yours.

315
00:23:18,310 --> 00:23:19,390
I did enough.

316
00:23:21,170 --> 00:23:23,900
Surely Effy Stonem's
not abandoning a party?

317
00:23:25,140 --> 00:23:26,420
I don't belong in there.

318
00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:29,320
Neither do I, we've got a
lot in common, me and you.

319
00:23:29,410 --> 00:23:30,450
Not any more.

320
00:23:32,170 --> 00:23:33,700
We're both stood in the rain.

321
00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:35,860
We're both miserable.

322
00:23:38,210 --> 00:23:39,779
You're no good for me, Cook.

323
00:23:39,780 --> 00:23:40,990
You never were.

324
00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:47,390
If this was us meeting for the first time.

325
00:23:48,530 --> 00:23:50,690
I'll do it all again. Everything.

326
00:23:51,450 --> 00:23:54,219
The fucks, the fuck-ups, everything.

327
00:23:54,220 --> 00:23:55,749
I'll do it all again.

328
00:23:55,750 --> 00:23:57,170
What's that supposed to mean?

329
00:23:57,820 --> 00:23:59,280
It means I still love you.

330
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:03,030
Piss off.

331
00:24:35,130 --> 00:24:37,430
When I touch your little finger...

332
00:24:39,340 --> 00:24:41,840
You will be completely relaxed

333
00:24:44,630 --> 00:24:48,190
now, describe the room to me.

334
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:54,530
It's dark.

335
00:24:57,740 --> 00:24:59,060
I can't see.

336
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:04,090
The curtain's are closed.

337
00:25:09,930 --> 00:25:11,160
There's a man...

338
00:25:13,470 --> 00:25:15,190
Sitting on a chair.

339
00:25:18,490 --> 00:25:20,250
He's facing away from me.

340
00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:26,690
He's so full of hate.

341
00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:31,860
So full of death.

342
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:40,050
What if he leaves?
What if he's not there?

343
00:25:41,870 --> 00:25:43,560
What is he was never there?

344
00:25:47,170 --> 00:25:53,530
Open the curtains and
let the sun shine in.

345
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:58,140
It's warm.

346
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,350
Pato the funny giraffe is here.

347
00:26:04,380 --> 00:26:08,270
This is a place without fear or danger

348
00:26:08,710 --> 00:26:10,450
this is a safe place.

349
00:26:11,750 --> 00:26:12,940
Peaceful.

350
00:26:13,870 --> 00:26:15,510
Away from everyone...

351
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:17,930
And everything,

352
00:26:19,910 --> 00:26:21,090
it's here.

353
00:26:22,980 --> 00:26:24,380
And you...

354
00:26:26,770 --> 00:26:28,190
Are wonderful.

355
00:26:42,710 --> 00:26:45,810
- What are you doing here?
- I want an explanation.

356
00:26:46,470 --> 00:26:48,529
- Freddie...
- Do you know what you've done to me?

357
00:26:48,564 --> 00:26:50,589
- Dumping me with no reason at all?
- I had reasons.

358
00:26:50,590 --> 00:26:52,443
Well, if the urge to tell
me any of them occurs,

359
00:26:52,478 --> 00:26:54,138
please let me know.

360
00:26:54,490 --> 00:26:57,810
Or did John steal your
soul as well as your past?

361
00:26:57,950 --> 00:27:00,400
- Tea and biscuits?
- Mum...

362
00:27:01,130 --> 00:27:02,340
All right...

363
00:27:03,820 --> 00:27:07,190
The night before you dumped me,
you told me that you loved me.

364
00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:09,310
I know.

365
00:27:09,380 --> 00:27:12,520
So look me in the eye and
tell me you don't love me now.

366
00:27:20,740 --> 00:27:22,650
Don't do that!

367
00:27:22,900 --> 00:27:25,070
I went crazy when I was with you.

368
00:27:25,270 --> 00:27:27,280
I can't let that happen again.

369
00:27:28,100 --> 00:27:30,339
Love's not supposed to do
that, you made me go mad!

370
00:27:30,340 --> 00:27:33,600
You're making me mad now, Effy.

371
00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:37,540
And that's exactly what
love's supposed to do.

372
00:28:14,050 --> 00:28:15,180
Effy?

373
00:28:15,215 --> 00:28:16,310
Yes?

374
00:28:16,360 --> 00:28:17,940
Are you all right?

375
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:19,620
Yes.

376
00:28:19,990 --> 00:28:22,140
Did you remember your pills?

377
00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:24,790
Effy?

378
00:28:25,340 --> 00:28:26,370
Yeah.

379
00:28:27,420 --> 00:28:28,580
Love you.

380
00:28:45,410 --> 00:28:46,590
Pato?

381
00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:54,170
Where is he? Pato?

382
00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:56,050
Mum!

383
00:28:58,140 --> 00:28:58,999
What's wrong? What's the matter?

384
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:00,920
I can't find pato!

385
00:29:01,460 --> 00:29:04,579
Eh, have you looked under bed?

386
00:29:04,580 --> 00:29:05,960
Of course I have!

387
00:29:07,530 --> 00:29:10,530
- Effy, Effy, don't worry.
- Pato!

388
00:29:10,650 --> 00:29:12,039
We'll find him.

389
00:29:12,526 --> 00:29:14,190
Where are you?!

390
00:29:21,570 --> 00:29:22,880
Pato?!

391
00:29:24,580 --> 00:29:29,680
Effy, Effy.

392
00:29:30,070 --> 00:29:31,200
Effy.

393
00:29:34,990 --> 00:29:36,710
He was behind the bed.

394
00:30:15,620 --> 00:30:19,870
I don't think this is right,
burning all your things.

395
00:30:20,980 --> 00:30:22,090
I need John.

396
00:30:23,620 --> 00:30:25,350
He'll make me better.

397
00:30:26,870 --> 00:30:28,130
Ok.

398
00:31:27,500 --> 00:31:28,820
Here she is.

399
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:39,830
It's not good for you, that.

400
00:31:41,470 --> 00:31:43,690
That has never bothered you before.

401
00:31:44,930 --> 00:31:48,340
You know, I walk through
this park every day.

402
00:31:48,370 --> 00:31:50,550
I've never noticed there's a pond here.

403
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,430
Can you believe that?

404
00:31:52,990 --> 00:31:54,620
Every day for years.

405
00:31:55,030 --> 00:31:58,140
And then today, bam.

406
00:31:58,360 --> 00:31:59,980
Like it came out of nowhere.

407
00:32:00,610 --> 00:32:02,190
What the fuck are you on about?

408
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,260
Yeah yeah, I know,
"piss off" and all that.

409
00:32:07,620 --> 00:32:08,720
What?

410
00:32:10,440 --> 00:32:14,450
Listen, I got a call from
your man. He's all in a tizzy.

411
00:32:16,020 --> 00:32:18,610
So I thought I'd come and hear
your side of the story, like.

412
00:32:21,620 --> 00:32:23,490
I'm sorry, I don't understand.

413
00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:25,260
Come on, Eff

414
00:32:25,910 --> 00:32:26,930
Eff?

415
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:28,720
Who's Eff?

416
00:32:32,930 --> 00:32:35,269
Yeah, of course, sorry.

417
00:32:35,270 --> 00:32:36,650
You're not Effy.

418
00:32:37,650 --> 00:32:40,140
I've mistaken you for someone else.

419
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:43,150
Looks like it.

420
00:32:48,770 --> 00:32:50,190
So what is your name?

421
00:32:53,970 --> 00:32:55,130
Elizabeth.

422
00:32:57,270 --> 00:32:59,539
Elizabeth, nice to meet you.

423
00:32:59,540 --> 00:33:00,720
I'm James.

424
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:02,930
(* crystal fighters: Xtatic truth
- last Japan remix)

425
00:33:42,940 --> 00:33:45,239
I wouldn't normally go for a drink,
let alone a dance with someone.

426
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:47,930
- I've just met.
- Yeah?

427
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:49,820
So why did you?

428
00:33:51,700 --> 00:33:53,079
You seem nice.

429
00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:54,490
I am nice.

430
00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:59,930
So, what are we doing next, mystery girl?

431
00:34:02,830 --> 00:34:04,080
Something bad.

432
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:07,600
You've come to the right man.

433
00:34:32,940 --> 00:34:36,540
Oh, déjà vu.

434
00:34:37,150 --> 00:34:40,290
Yeah, ain't that the French
for "what the fuck is going on?"

435
00:34:41,620 --> 00:34:42,930
No.

436
00:34:43,740 --> 00:34:45,510
I've been here before.

437
00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:49,070
Something bad happened here.

438
00:34:50,260 --> 00:34:51,400
What?

439
00:34:53,470 --> 00:34:54,840
I was screaming.

440
00:34:57,150 --> 00:34:58,520
Someone got hurt.

441
00:35:00,350 --> 00:35:03,790
Ok, this is getting way too
much Stephen king for me.

442
00:35:04,940 --> 00:35:07,100
You win, all right? I call chicken.

443
00:35:08,990 --> 00:35:10,430
Someone got hurt.

444
00:35:11,660 --> 00:35:13,310
What are you talking about?

445
00:35:13,420 --> 00:35:15,510
What am I talking about? Come on, Eff

446
00:35:15,820 --> 00:35:17,660
I know you, you know me.

447
00:35:19,150 --> 00:35:23,030
We've dated, we have fucked
in every sense of the word.

448
00:35:24,500 --> 00:35:26,099
We are Cook and Effy.

449
00:35:26,100 --> 00:35:28,329
No, tha... that's not
true, we've never met.

450
00:35:28,330 --> 00:35:30,026
So how do I know you've got a mark

451
00:35:30,061 --> 00:35:31,722
shaped like a wine glass on your arse?

452
00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,690
Or that your favourite film is et?

453
00:35:33,730 --> 00:35:34,730
Stop it.

454
00:35:34,930 --> 00:35:35,889
That's because we know each other.

455
00:35:35,924 --> 00:35:37,288
The fucking world knows us.

456
00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:38,730
So cut the fucking shit...

457
00:35:47,010 --> 00:35:50,360
My brother, he got hit.

458
00:35:50,740 --> 00:35:52,330
He got run over here.

459
00:35:53,540 --> 00:35:56,699
No, that never happened, that
never happened! You never happened!

460
00:35:56,700 --> 00:35:59,199
Yes it did, it did.

461
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:00,790
What's happening to me?

462
00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,380
It happened, but it never happened.

463
00:36:03,580 --> 00:36:04,899
It happened, but it never happened.

464
00:36:04,900 --> 00:36:07,250
- It happened, but it never happened.
- Stop it!

465
00:36:10,940 --> 00:36:13,560
- Hit me again.
- No!

466
00:36:14,140 --> 00:36:16,680
What's wrong with me? Hit me again!

467
00:36:17,070 --> 00:36:18,400
I'm not scared.

468
00:36:19,060 --> 00:36:20,879
I'm not scared of anything. Hit me.

469
00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:22,910
Effy, please stop.

470
00:36:23,010 --> 00:36:24,330
I can't!

471
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:48,484
Eff! Get out the road, man!

472
00:36:48,519 --> 00:36:50,220
I'm not scared!

473
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:54,589
I want to be scared! I want to be hurt!

474
00:36:54,590 --> 00:36:57,820
I want to remember! I'm not scared!

475
00:36:57,980 --> 00:37:00,850
I'm not scared! I'm not scared!

476
00:37:00,890 --> 00:37:04,850
Come on! Come on! Come on!

477
00:37:15,450 --> 00:37:17,190
Take me to Freddie, Cook.

478
00:37:18,020 --> 00:37:19,489
You need to get me to him.

479
00:37:19,490 --> 00:37:21,920
You need to get me
there. I need to tell him.

480
00:37:23,980 --> 00:37:26,450
You remember me, though,
yeah? You know who I am?

481
00:37:27,510 --> 00:37:29,110
How could I forget?

482
00:37:30,170 --> 00:37:31,620
You're my friend.

483
00:37:41,294 --> 00:37:42,880
An ambulance, please.

484
00:37:43,230 --> 00:37:45,310
It's for my girlf... my friend.

485
00:37:46,610 --> 00:37:48,460
She's not right, I don't...

486
00:37:48,960 --> 00:37:50,870
She's been sectioned before.

487
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,200
Yeah, it's 82 Peveril Road.

488
00:37:56,910 --> 00:37:59,110
That's the one, yeah, ok.

489
00:38:03,210 --> 00:38:05,470
You fucking skipping out on me, man?

490
00:38:10,090 --> 00:38:13,769
Yeah, I'm leaving, I
was going to go tonight

491
00:38:13,770 --> 00:38:15,300
you were going to fuck off?

492
00:38:15,630 --> 00:38:16,650
Leave her?

493
00:38:16,890 --> 00:38:19,689
Cook, she broke my heart man.

494
00:38:19,690 --> 00:38:21,410
She broke my heart as well.

495
00:38:21,770 --> 00:38:22,980
You broke my heart.

496
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:26,450
I bet you've broken hers at some point.

497
00:38:28,750 --> 00:38:29,521
So what are we gonna do?

498
00:38:29,556 --> 00:38:32,300
Are we just three losers
screwing each other for ever?

499
00:38:32,770 --> 00:38:34,320
Or are we something better than that?

500
00:38:40,340 --> 00:38:41,980
Fuck, mate, grow up.

501
00:38:42,970 --> 00:38:44,190
Cos I'm done here.

502
00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:48,919
Thanks for bringing her to me.

503
00:38:48,920 --> 00:38:51,120
Where the fuck else would I bring her?

504
00:38:52,730 --> 00:38:54,410
Don't screw it up.

505
00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:01,030
(* Laura marling: Is a hope)

506
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,099
♪ I've been thinking ♪

507
00:39:04,100 --> 00:39:06,419
♪ all my wandering ♪

508
00:39:06,420 --> 00:39:11,329
♪ on the way home from your house ♪

509
00:39:11,330 --> 00:39:16,189
♪ that I love you in the way I do ♪

510
00:39:16,190 --> 00:39:20,893
♪ and if there'll ever be someone else ♪

511
00:39:21,299 --> 00:39:27,249
♪ you're young and you're
stable stand up to your label ♪

512
00:39:27,250 --> 00:39:30,499
♪ you're young and you're able ♪

513
00:39:30,500 --> 00:39:35,749
♪ but you need your saviour ♪

514
00:39:35,750 --> 00:39:40,609
♪ oh you'll need your saviour ♪

515
00:39:40,610 --> 00:39:45,189
♪ young believers, come and see her ♪

516
00:39:45,190 --> 00:39:49,809
♪ she has pushed into the ground ♪

517
00:39:49,810 --> 00:39:52,189
♪ though with one hand ♪

518
00:39:52,190 --> 00:39:54,499
♪ he could break her ♪

519
00:39:54,500 --> 00:39:57,060
♪ with one hand... ♪

520
00:39:57,210 --> 00:39:58,790
Effy? Are you all right?

521
00:40:01,510 --> 00:40:02,809
I'm back where I was.

522
00:40:02,810 --> 00:40:05,920
Yeah, you're back in hospital.

523
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:11,680
No. In here.

524
00:40:13,130 --> 00:40:16,790
In here I can hear the voices again.

525
00:40:17,470 --> 00:40:18,790
Ok, I'm here.

526
00:40:20,470 --> 00:40:21,983
I didn't mean what I said to you.

527
00:40:22,018 --> 00:40:23,689
Ssh, ssh, ssh.

528
00:40:23,690 --> 00:40:24,829
I'm so stupid.

529
00:40:24,830 --> 00:40:29,200
It's all right. We're
together. We'll be together.

530
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:35,060
Good morning. How are we doing?

531
00:40:36,530 --> 00:40:39,060
No, I don't want him anymore, Freddie.

532
00:40:43,140 --> 00:40:44,460
You're John Foster.

533
00:40:45,290 --> 00:40:46,610
And you must be Freddie.

534
00:40:46,750 --> 00:40:47,940
You need to leave.

535
00:40:48,810 --> 00:40:49,469
She's my patient.

536
00:40:49,504 --> 00:40:52,680
Not any more. We want someone else.

537
00:40:55,730 --> 00:40:56,890
You're done with her.

538
00:40:58,560 --> 00:40:59,910
Fuck off.

539
00:41:11,240 --> 00:41:12,800
You deserved better.

540
00:41:13,870 --> 00:41:17,320
Ssh, it's all right, just
go to sleep, all right?

541
00:41:17,770 --> 00:41:21,800
I love you, I love you.

542
00:41:22,540 --> 00:41:23,810
I love you.

543
00:41:25,030 --> 00:41:26,080
I love you.

544
00:41:27,740 --> 00:41:29,430
I love you.

545
00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:33,410
(* the Felice Brothers:
Heyeyes dart 'round)

546
00:41:37,050 --> 00:41:42,419
♪ my love is light as a dove ♪

547
00:41:42,420 --> 00:41:47,829
♪ and her skins is fair
and dark is her hair ♪

548
00:41:47,830 --> 00:41:53,529
♪ and her eyes dart 'round
and fall on the ground ♪

549
00:41:53,530 --> 00:42:00,430
♪ and her lips move alone
to an old country song... ♪

550
00:42:01,390 --> 00:42:03,029
I don't like this place.

551
00:42:03,030 --> 00:42:04,520
Neither do I.

552
00:42:06,950 --> 00:42:08,350
I'll look after her.

553
00:42:10,710 --> 00:42:15,889
♪ An old liquor store
where we danced on the floor ♪

554
00:42:15,890 --> 00:42:21,639
♪ oh the light on the wall
it brightens the hall ♪

555
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:28,540
♪ but the room in the back
is quiet and black... ♪

556
00:42:44,100 --> 00:42:45,150
Hello?

557
00:42:47,410 --> 00:42:49,661
♪ her voice and her breath ♪

558
00:42:49,696 --> 00:42:56,410
♪ could I hear them sounds
in life underground? ♪

559
00:43:11,820 --> 00:43:12,430
Hello.

560
00:43:12,465 --> 00:43:19,009
♪ And her lips move
along to an old country song ♪

561
00:43:19,010 --> 00:43:20,540
Please.

562
00:43:22,710 --> 00:43:24,610
You do your counselling in here?

563
00:43:24,650 --> 00:43:26,240
You find it oppressive?

564
00:43:28,010 --> 00:43:29,620
It pacifies me.

565
00:43:30,930 --> 00:43:33,460
Although I suppose I should
brighten it up a little.

566
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:36,260
My patients are my livelihood.

567
00:43:38,250 --> 00:43:41,871
Anyway, about Elizabeth, and
your reason for being here.

568
00:43:41,906 --> 00:43:44,120
Yeah man what the fuck
am I doing in your house?

569
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:48,490
Elizabeth and her mother have expressed...

570
00:43:49,310 --> 00:43:53,420
Dissatisfaction with my methods.
It's perfectly understandable

571
00:43:53,550 --> 00:43:54,979
I am something of a Maverick.

572
00:43:54,980 --> 00:43:56,690
You never helped her at all.

573
00:43:56,710 --> 00:43:58,750
She's worse than she ever was now.

574
00:43:59,260 --> 00:44:03,130
Anyway, I'm hoping to keep
working with her regardless.

575
00:44:03,210 --> 00:44:04,319
There are some thing I haven't tried...

576
00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:05,500
Are you deaf?

577
00:44:05,570 --> 00:44:08,590
Listen, we don't want you.

578
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,120
Just stay the fuck away.

579
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:14,220
Indulge me a moment longer.

580
00:44:14,740 --> 00:44:18,259
I admit I was arrogant, stupid.

581
00:44:18,260 --> 00:44:19,610
I made mistakes.

582
00:44:23,300 --> 00:44:24,775
I got too close.

583
00:44:24,810 --> 00:44:26,250
I feel terrible.

584
00:44:29,460 --> 00:44:30,970
I care too much.

585
00:44:32,350 --> 00:44:34,800
Stay away from her.

586
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:41,650
I'm too human.

587
00:44:44,730 --> 00:44:48,040
We're essentially creatures of instinct,

588
00:44:49,550 --> 00:44:51,090
passing whims.

589
00:44:52,620 --> 00:44:55,560
Are really a profound moment.

590
00:44:58,140 --> 00:45:00,250
Can't let you have her, I'm afraid.

591
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:04,590
She really does love you, you know.

592
00:45:05,070 --> 00:45:06,189
Hey come on.

593
00:45:06,190 --> 00:45:07,710
Just open the door, yeah.

594
00:45:52,730 --> 00:45:54,680
- Something is odd.
- Karen, I've asked around.

595
00:45:54,870 --> 00:45:55,559
There's no sign for Freds.

596
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:56,499
I love you.

597
00:45:56,500 --> 00:45:57,439
Don't lie.

598
00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:58,009
Freds?

599
00:45:58,010 --> 00:45:59,609
He's talking in my head.

600
00:45:59,610 --> 00:46:01,159
What's Fred saying?

601
00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:03,300
He's saying that they're all fucking mad.

602
00:46:03,730 --> 00:46:05,009
Thomas is coming around latter.

603
00:46:05,010 --> 00:46:06,619
He's giving me French
lessons for my interview.

604
00:46:06,620 --> 00:46:07,799
Hey, Fredster.

605
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:08,689
Look where we ended up.

606
00:46:08,690 --> 00:46:10,899
All back at Naomi Cambells.

607
00:46:10,900 --> 00:46:12,039
You owe him, Cook.

608
00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:14,059
When you were fled last
year, who was looking for you.

609
00:46:14,060 --> 00:46:15,509
What kind of lame rave is this?

610
00:46:15,510 --> 00:46:16,589
I dressed up.

611
00:46:16,590 --> 00:46:18,979
You find him, you fucking find my brother!

612
00:46:18,980 --> 00:46:20,849
You've to forget about good and bad.

613
00:46:20,850 --> 00:46:22,523
I'll never forget you.

614
00:46:22,946 --> 00:46:26,300
R.I.P Freddie Mclair 1992-2010

615
00:46:26,978 --> 00:46:31,223
♪ that we can walk down, me and you ♪

616
00:46:33,220 --> 00:46:36,348
♪ so keep your candles burning ♪

617
00:46:36,383 --> 00:46:39,254
♪ and make her journey bright and pure ♪

618
00:46:39,289 --> 00:46:41,666
♪ that she will keep returning ♪

619
00:46:41,701 --> 00:46:44,386
♪ always and evermore ♪

620
00:46:45,813 --> 00:46:50,226
♪ into my arms, o lord ♪

621
00:46:50,653 --> 00:46:55,665
♪ into my arms, o lord ♪

622
00:46:55,975 --> 00:47:00,223
♪ into my arms, o lord ♪

623
00:47:00,258 --> 00:47:04,795
♪ into my arms, ♪

624
00:47:04,796 --> 00:47:08,940
corrected by chamallow35 [addic7ed]