我回来了。 I'm back.
回到我妈妈和其他人的样子 Back to what my mother and everyone else
这是我的命运，不管打多少架 said was my destiny no matter how many fights
我赢了或赚了几百万。 I won or millions I earned.
回到我开始的地方，伙计。 Right back where I started, man.
也许这就是我。 Maybe this is who I am.
赛鸽能飞1000英里。 Racing pigeons can fly 1,000 miles.
但他们总是会回到这个问题上 But they always come right back to that
他们称之为家的脏盒子。 dirty box they call home.
六年就等于终身监禁。 Six years might as well be life.
我25岁，正值壮年。 I'm 25, in my prime.
从巴斯特手中夺回冠军简直是小菜一碟。 Snatching the title back from Buster would've been cake.
但等我出来，我就他妈的30岁了。 But when I get out, I'll be 30 fuckin' 1.
31岁的冠军并不多见 Not a lot of 31-year-old champions
外面的世界。 of the world out there.
尤其是在六年没受过训练，吃了劣质食物之后。 Especially after six years of no training, bad food.
弯曲和伸展。 Bend and spread.
监狱会偷走你的一切。 Prison steals everything it can from you.
我所有的希望都破灭了。 20. Every hope I had is all fucked up now.
我离开这里后会是谁? Who will I be when I get out of here?
欢迎回家，冠军。 Welcome home, Champ.
到那时，会有人在乎吗? And by then, will anyone even care?
嗨,迈克。 Hey, Mike.
我是雷雷。 I'm Ray Ray.
我觉得有点不好 I feel a little bad about
我和雷雷是怎么开始的 how Ray Ray and I got started.
但那是他妈的监狱，伙计。 But it was fucking prison, man.
我需要去认领那狗屁东西。 I needed to claim that shit.
我不想做任何人的婊子。 30. I wasn't about to be anyone's bitch.
你能想象和我一起住在8 × 9英尺的牢房里吗? Can you imagine livin' with me in a 8x9 foot cell?
雷·雷比约伯更有耐心。 Ray Ray turned out to be more patient than Job, man.
雷，雷想让我远离麻烦。 Ray Ray tried to keep me out of trouble.
好像有人曾经成功过似的。 As if anyone had ever succeeded at that.
现在是你弄清楚的时候了 Now's the time for you to figure out
你离开这里后要做什么。 what you're gonna do when you get out of this place.
但你有时间想清楚。 But you got time to figure that shit out.
不过你还是继续干吧 Keep fuckin' around, though,
系统会偷走你的未来。 the System'll steal your future from you.
听一个知情人的话吧。 Take it from one who knows.
我没有未来。 I ain't got no future.
你想让这一切有所价值吗? You wanna make this worth something?
看书。 Read books.
真实的人。 Real ones.
从宪法开始。 Starting with The Constitution.
去你妈的。 Fuck you.
头几个月，我得证明我不是混球。 Those first months, I had to prove I wasn't a punk.
因为每个人都想出名 Because everyone was looking to make their name
向我开枪。 by taking a shot at me.
至少我是这么想的。 Or so I thought.
你吃那坨屎。 You eat that shit.
可能尿在里面了，变态。 Probably pissed in it, creepy fuck.
该死的! Damn!
泰森，你这个跳树的混蛋! Tyson, you tree jumper fuck!
树跳投? Tree jumper?
从来没听过这个。 Never heard that one before.
长官，跳树者。 Sir, tree jumper.
你觉得这是什么意思? What do you think it mean?
可能是某种种族歧视… Uh, probably some kind of racial, uh...
“你是一只猴子，在爬树。” "You're a monkey, climbing trees."
你这么说我真该揍你一顿。 You know, I should kick your ass for saying that.
你错了。 You're wrong.
原来这是一个强奸犯的昵称 Turns out it's a nickname for a rapist
躲在树后， hiding behind a tree,
等着女人走过，然后他就可以扑上去了。 waiting for women to walk by so he can pounce on them.
我他妈的什么都不会做。 I ain't fuckin' do nothin' like that.
所以我让他知道他被误导了。 So I let him know he'd been misinformed.
他们因此把我关进了禁闭室。 They put me in solitary for that one.
一天二十三小时独自待在黑暗的小坑里 Alone in a small dark pit 23 hours a day
除了我的思想什么都没有。 with nothing but my thoughts.
我的思想一开始就不那么健康。 And my thoughts weren't that healthy to begin with.
它是用来扼杀希望的。 It's designed to murder hope.
它的工作原理。 It works.
嘘,迈克! Psst, Mike!
大风扇。 Big fan.
我给你带了信，兄弟。 I brought you your mail, homie.
保持信心。 Keep the faith.
我们表现得很坚强。我把文章放在这里。 We are showin' up strong. I put the article in here.
人民爱你，迈克。 The people love you, Mike.
人们在议论纷纷。 People were talking.
我们不会让德西蕾 We will not let Desiree
别利用我们 get away with using us
摧毁我们所知道的最伟大的人之一! to destroy one of the greatest men we've ever known!
我有支持者， I had my supporters,
包括这个家伙。 including this guy.
我们会说德西蕾做了伪证。 We're gonna argue that Desiree perjured herself.
她否认聘请了律师 She denied retaining an attorney
在民事法庭上起诉你 to go after you in that civil court
在刑事案件开始之前。 before the criminal case even started.
意思是她只关心钱，亲爱的! Meaning she is all about the money, honey!
过亚伦‧德修兹、 Alan Dershowitz,
哈佛大学教授。 Harvard professor.
世界上最好的律师。 Best lawyer in the world.
更像是说说而已，大比尔。 More like all talk, big bill.
白化病人唐·金。 An albino Don King.
我上诉失败了 I lost my appeal,
印第安纳州最高法院拒绝对其进行复审。 and the Indiana Supreme Court refused to review it.
从那天起，我对体制失去了信心。 That's the day I lost faith in The System.
时间变得真实起来。 Time got real.
啊,操。 One hundred. Ah, fuck.
你不能再和守卫乱搞了。 You gotta stop fucking with the guards.
我姐姐送的。 From my sister.
他们打不垮铁麦克。 They can't break Iron Mike.
我能借用一下吗? Can I borrow that?
-宪法?-是的。 - The Constitution? - Yeah.
更好的是。 Better yet.
保留它。 Keep it.
我很难相信别人 It was hard for me to believe people
告诉我我有一个光明的未来 telling me I had a bright future--
巴金，库斯，现在是雷雷。 Barkim, Cus, now Ray Ray.
我来自粪土。 I came from shit.
据我所知，我就是个废物。 As far as I knew, I was shit.
我知道你们有些人认为我活该被关起来。 Now, I know some of y'all think I deserved to be locked up.
求同存异。 Agree to disagree.
重点是，我变成了一个拿着号码的黑鬼。 Point is, I became just another nigga with a number.
在90年代，有数字的黑鬼是大生意。 And in the '90s, niggas with numbers was big business.
你要明白。 You gotta understand.
在90年代，有一场针对“毒品”的战争。 In the '90s, there was a war on "drugs."
老布什:这个…… GEORGE H.W. BUSH: This...
这是快克可卡因， this is crack cocaine,
几天前被缉毒人员缴获的 seized a few days ago by drug enforcement agents
就在白宫对面的一个公园里。 in a park just across the street from the White House.
雷雷的包只有它的一半大小， Ray Ray's bag was half that size,
他们夺去了他一半的生命。 and they took half his life.
可卡因的数量是100比1 It was 100 to 1 disparity between the amount of cocaine
这引发了对毒品的强制性最低刑期。 that triggered a mandatory minimum sentence versus crack.
你想知道为什么这里有这么多兄弟吗? And you wanna know why there's so many brothas in here?
在印第安纳州的玉米地? In an Indiana cornfield?
因为卖可卡因的白人会被判缓刑 'Cause white boys selling coke got suspended sentences,
而卖可卡因的兄弟只判了20年。 while brothas selling crack got 20 years.
老布什:我们需要更多的监狱， GEORGE H.W. BUSH: We need more prisons,
更多的监狱，更多的法庭，更多的检察官。 more jails, more courts, more prosecutors.
即使有那么多新监狱， Even with all those new prisons,
我们被挤得更紧了。 we were packed tight and wound tighter.
这些人不需要监狱。 These people don't need prisons.
他们需要精神科医生，包括我自己。 They need psychiatrists, myself included.
但这不是关于纠正，而是关于惩罚。 But it's not about correction, it's about punishment.
像对待动物一样对待人…… Treat people like animals...
你他妈以为你是谁啊? Who the fuck do you think you are?
他们他妈的要吼了。 They're gonna fuckin' roar.
啊，我能说什么呢?我是个固执的混蛋。 Ah, what can I say? I'm a stubborn fuck.
我们走吧。 Let's go.
但雷雷也是。 But so was Ray Ray.
最后，他让我读了各种烂书。 And eventually, he got me reading all kinds of shit.
比漫画书好吗，热血少年? Better than comic books, Young Blood?
不是更好，但很有趣。 Not better, but interesting.
他从不让猪把他打倒。 He never let the pigs get him down.
即使在监狱里。 Even in prison.
他看到了系统真正的运作方式。 He saw The System for how it really works.
唐·金曾经说过 Don King used to say
他没有服刑 he didn't serve his prison time,
他在监狱里待了很长时间。 his prison time served him.
我不知道他在说什么。 I never knew what he was talking about.
现在，你知道了。 Now, you do.
犯人编号856951，该走了。 Inmate number 856951, time to go.
这是怎么回事? What's this about?
你要被转到重刑监狱了， Oh, you're being transferred to Supermax,
立即生效。 effective immediately.
怎么啦？ What?
这没有任何意义! This don't make no sense!
-嘿，放开他!-啊，啊，啊! - Hey, let him go! - Ah, ah, ah, ah!
给我个借口。 Gimme an excuse.
我的人不会知道我在哪里! My people ain't gonna know where I am!
迈克，给我妹妹打电话! Mike, call my sister!
317-555-0153 ! 317-555-0153!
迈克，给我妹妹打电话! Mike, call my sister!
317-555-0153 ! 317-555-0153!
我再也没见过雷雷 I never saw Ray Ray again,
我在找机会复仇 and I was looking for revenge.
迈克泰森。 Mike Tyson.
多亏了那些愚蠢的警卫， And thanks to the stupid fucking guards,
我找到了。——劳埃德·富兰克林 I found it. - Lloyd Franklin.
闭嘴，别碰我的东西。 Shut the fuck up and don't touch my shit.
我知道雷雷教过你很多。 I know Ray Ray taught you better.
1988年我被调到这里的时候， When I got transferred here in '88,
雷雷向我展示了地形。 Ray Ray showed me the terrain.
比如你的粉丝邮件。 Like your fan mail, for example.
真金白银，兄弟。 Solid gold, brotha.
“按照你的要求，我已经存了50美元 "As per your request, I have deposited $50
在你的军需帐户上。 "in your commissary account.
愿上帝保佑你，冠军。” God Bless you, Champion."
已经有1000美元了。 That's like $1,000 already.
把小数点移开，花花公子。 Uh-uh, move that decimal point, playboy.
大约有1万人，而且还在增加。 More like 10,000, and rising.
这位年轻女士发来了照片。 This young lady sent photos.
“维琪”? "Vicky"?
即使是丑八怪也能拿到40分。 Even the uglies get 40 in trade.
但就像任何可靠的特许经营一样， But like any solid franchise,
它扩张得很快。 it expanded quickly.
收购这家公司的时机成熟了。 This joint was ripe for a takeover.
就像监狱版的《我们做个交易》 It was like Let's Make a Deal, prison edition,
而我就是他妈的蒙蒂·霍尔 and I was Monty fucking Hall.
好了，亲爱的，我让你接电话 'Kay, sweetie, I'm gonna put you on the phone
和我的好朋友… with my good buddy...
——Cephus。——Cephus。 - Cephus. - Cephus.
我要你带他玩得开心，好吗? I want you to show him a good time, okay?
嗨。 Hi.
伙计，去他妈的外面的世界。 Man, fuck the outside world.
在这里，我不需要每天早上5点训练。 In here, I don't need to train every morning at 5:00.
我不需要去打那些混蛋 I don't need to be beating up motherfuckers
为了你的娱乐。 for your entertainment.
在这里，我是一个企业家。 In here, I'm an entrepreneur.
安全，没有压力了。 Safe, pressure's off.
我让里面的人都为我工作。 I had everyone on the inside working for me.
妈的，我还让这个傻逼给我带了甜甜圈。 Shit, I even had this dumb motherfucker bring me donuts.
所以我是监狱之王， So I was the King of the Prison,
我喜欢这样。 and I liked it that way.
我只想待在监狱里躲起来。 What I wanted was to just stay in prison and hide.
外面感觉像监狱。 Outside felt like prison.
而我，你知道，我只是在做真实的自己 And I'm--you know, I'm just being real
和你们在一起。 with you guys right now.
我一直在挑战极限 I just kept pushing the envelope
和我惹上的麻烦 with the kind of shit I was getting into.
但我的刑期并没有延长， But instead of tacking more time on my sentence,
他们只是不停地刮掉它 they just kept shaving it off
因为我表现好。" for my "good behavior."
你确定吗? You sure about this?
如果你被抓住，他们肯定会严惩你的。 They'll throw the book at you for sure if you get caught.
别担心。 Don't worry about it.
别说我没警告过你。 Don't say I didn't warn you.
这是一个完美的掩护。 It was the perfect cover.
我不插手他们的伊斯兰教， I stayed out of their Islam shit,
他们不插手我的事。 they stayed out of my shit.
我们开始花很多时间在那里。 We started spending a lot of time there.
这些家伙总是很忙 These guys were always busy
向更高的力量祈祷。 praying to their higher power.
我有自己更高的力量。 I had my own higher power.
他们从没跟我说过一个字。 They never said a fucking word to me.
直到有一天。嘿,冠军。 Until one day. Hey, Champ.
冠军，看看这个。 Champ, check this out.
价值900美元，好吗?你可以给我发传真。 $900 value, all right? You can get faxes on this shit.
电池续航一小时。 One hour battery life.
你甚至有一支手写笔，你可以写字 You even got a stylus and you can write
你知道我在说什么吗? in your calendar, you know what I'm saying?
我在监狱里，黑鬼。 I'm in jail, nigga.
我在做什么预约? What kinda appointments I'm makin'?
-你说得对，冠军，你说得对。-是的。 - You right, Champ, you right. - Yeah.
所以，我是说，如果你不想 So, I mean, if you don't want it--
快把这些东西带走。 Just take this shit out of here.
好吧，好吧。 Okay, all right.
你的新玩具不能用。 The new toy of yours won't work.
胡说，这是个电话。 Bullshit, it's a phone.
除了砖头什么都不是。 Ain't nothing but a brick.
除非它能跟楼上说话。 Unless it talk to the upstairs.
卫星。 Satellite.
我们在这里收不到那种信号。 We don't get that kind of signal out here.
你用这个空间来处理你的业务。 You use this space to transact your business.
但你总是留下来祈祷。 But you always stay for the prayers.
如果你愿意，你可以和我们一起祈祷。 You could join us in prayer, if you like.
我唯一的要求是 The only thing I ask
就是脱掉你的鞋子。 is that you remove your shoes.
起初，伊斯兰教的吸引力是 At first, the appeal of Islam was
他们只是坏人中的坏人。 they're just the baddest of the bad.
我第一次看到它是唐的司机乔上尉。 First time I saw it was Don's chauffeur, Captain Joe.
阿里是个千万富翁! Ali is a multimillionaire!
拉里·霍姆斯是个千万富翁。 Larry Holmes a multimillionaire.
迈克·泰森睡在一张满是钱的床上! Mike Tyson sleeps on a bed of money!
我让你们这些HBO混蛋赚了一大笔。 I make you HBO motherfuckers a fortune.
你爱我的黑屁股! You love my Black ass!
所以别浪费我的时间! So don't waste my motherfucking time!
我需要吃点东西。 I need something to eat.
这个豆饼很好吃。 This bean pie's pretty delicious.
-嗯-伙计 - Mm. - Man,
乔上尉可不是开玩笑的。 Captain Joe was no joke.
这家伙教过马尔科姆·艾克斯， This dude taught Malcolm X,
他是以利亚·穆罕默德的王牌 and he was Elijah Muhammad's ace.
现在我就坐在这里想他妈的赚钱。 Now I'm sitting here trying to make motherfuckers money.
我告诉你我需要吃点东西， I tell you I need something to eat,
这是你能想到的最好的办法 and the best thing you can come up with
是他妈的豆饼吗? is a motherfucking bean pie?
该死的! God damn it!
我需要一些真正的食物! I need some real food!
把它捡起来，煎一下。 Pick it up, fry it up.
来吧。 Come on.
你知道我不碰猪肉的。 You know I don't touch pork.
那混蛋，你开枪了。 Then motherfucker, you fired.
你为什么这么做，唐? What'd you do that for, Don?
迈克,有时 Mike, sometimes
你得让那些混蛋知道谁是老大。 you got to show these motherfuckers who's in charge.
我说了明天给你打电话。 I said I'll call you tomorrow.
不要担心HBO。他们会回心转意的。 And don't worry about HBO. They'll come around.
他们总是这样。 They always do.
这些黑鬼是谁? Who the fuck are these niggas?
哥哥王。 Brother King.
我在此恭敬地传达 I'm here to respectfully convey
乔上尉永远不会被终结。 Captain Joe is never terminated.
如果有人要被解雇， If anyone is to be terminated,
那将是你。 it will be you.
是啊，从那以后唐就没再惹乔上尉了。 Yeah, Don didn't fuck with Captain Joe after that.
这些家伙都是坏蛋 These guys were bad motherfuckers,
但他们也有一些非常有趣的东西要说。 but they also had some really interesting stuff to say.
你—— You--
这是鸡肉，不是猪肉。 It's chicken, it's not pork.
我应该多慢跑。 I should probably jog more.
这里没有拳击。 There's no boxing in here.
印第安纳监狱规则。 Indiana prison rules.
这些都是外部的。 That's all external.
你到底打算怎么解决你松弛的精神? How exactly do you intend to address your flabby spirit?
你在这里待了不到一年， You got less than a year in here,
如果你能不惹麻烦的话。 if you manage to stay out of trouble.
但是真正的自由呢? But the true freedom?
真正的自由…… The true freedom...
来自于超越基本的追求。 comes from elevating above base pursuits.
你准备好了吗? Are you ready to do that?
这家伙很懂行。 The fucking guy knew his shit.
我得说，我喜欢他。 I gotta say, I liked him.
自从卡斯之后就没人这么跟我说话了。 Nobody had talked to me like that since Cus.
我必须在精神上，然后是身体上保持良好的状态。 I had to get in shape spiritually, then physically.
唐只关心后半部分。 You know, Don only cared about the second part.
我只剩下六个月的时间，他却在大肆宣传 I had maybe six months left and he was hyping the world
等我凯旋归来。 for my triumphant return.
我的钱包里每增加一百万美元 Every million dollars added to my purse
又是一百万磅的压力 was another million pounds of pressure,
吓得我不敢再带了 scaring me shitless about whether I could still bring it.
给你们所有人。 For all of you.
如果你还想见我的话。 I mean, if you even still wanted to see me.
伙计，我他妈吓坏了。 Ah, man, I was freaking the fuck out.
所以我寻求帮助。 So I asked for help.
安吉洛医生，我以为你不会来。 Dr. Angelou, I didn't-- I didn't think you'd show.
你问了。 You asked.
如果我诚实的话 And if I'm being honest,
我不知道该对你说什么。 I'm not exactly sure what I can say to you.
但如果我的一句话能帮到你， But if a word from me can help,
那我肯定能找到那个词。 then certainly I can find that word.
尽管他们说了那么多关于我的事 Still, even with all they're saying about me...
我接近现在的人， I approach people as they are now,
不去评判他们的过去。 without judgment for what they have been.
甚至是迈克·泰森。 Even Mike Tyson.
我们都有可能成为那样的人。 That we all have the possibility of becoming.
“你可以把我写进历史 "You may write me down in history
“用你苦涩扭曲的谎言。 "with your bitter, twisted lies.
“你可以把我踩在泥土里， "You may trod me in the dirt,
但是，像灰尘一样，我还是要站起来。” but still, like dust, I'll rise."
我喜欢有人 I love when someone
向我引述我的话。 quotes me to me.
我希望我对职业拳击也有这么多的了解。 I wish I was as knowledgeable about prizefighting.
问题是，我真的很努力。 Well, the thing is, I've been really trying.
再训练一次，更好的是读书。 Been training again, and even better, reading.
我只是想做个好男人，你知道吗? I'm just trying to be a better man, you know?
为你还是为他们? For you or for them?
当你不再是他们的冠军时，你该怎么办? Where does that leave you when you're not their Champ anymore?
别碰他。 Don't touch him.
你可以做得更好。 You can be more than that.
打扰一下，警官。 Excuse me, officer.
你能帮我吗 Would you be so kind as to
给我和泰森先生拍张照? take a picture of me and Mr. Tyson?
真漂亮，兄弟。 It's beautiful, brotha.
也许是在真实地再现这种文化。 Maya be reppin' the culture for real.
50.
你说什么? Say what?
为了照片。50美元。 For the photo. 50 bucks.
是的，我把画卖了… Yeah, I sold the picture...
和甜甜圈。你知道这有多难吗 And donuts. Do you know how hard it is
在监狱里吃甜甜圈? to get fucking donuts in prison?
但那句话，却一直伴随着我。 But those words, they stayed with me.
问题是，历史上没有战士 The thing is, no fighter in history
离开三年后又重回巅峰。 ever got back on top after three years away.
没有人能完好无损地从监狱出来。 No one ever came out of prison in one piece.
精神上的，精神上的，其他任何事情。 Mentally, spiritually, anything else.
是什么让每个人都认为我就是那个人? What made everyone think I would be the one?
世界在等着你明天的归来。 The world is waiting for your return tomorrow.
不是我的，是泰森的。 Not mine, Mike Tyson's.
唐说他身价一亿美元。 Don says he's worth $100 million.
迈克·泰森值多少钱? What's Mike Tyson worth?
迈克·泰森一文不值。 Mike Tyson ain't worth shit.
迈克·泰森在这里感觉更安全。 Mike Tyson feels safer in here.
你觉得这是为什么? And why do you think that is?
我知道你想干什么。 I know what you're trying to do.
你想说这是真主的旨意 You're trying to say this is Allah's way
让我把游戏抛在脑后 of telling me to leave The Game behind.
把我的一生奉献给什么? Devote my life to what?
听着，我明天就会走出这扇门。 Look, I walk out these doors tomorrow.
我不需要更多的谜语或故事， I don't need no more riddles or stories,
别胡扯了。 none of that bullshit.
告诉我他妈的该怎么做。 Just tell me what the fuck I need to do.
迈克泰森。 Mike Tyson.
你只侍奉真主。 You serve no one but Allah.
有了这些知识， And with that knowledge,
你可以选择任何你想要的道路。 you can choose whatever path you want.
伙计，我很害怕走出那些门。 Man, I was terrified to walk out those doors.
我的生活完全失控了。 My life was so out of control out there.
在监狱里，我制定规则，管理一切。 In prison, I made the rules and I ran things.
在祈祷中，我终于能够做出 In prayer, I was finally able to make
所有外面的声音都给我闭嘴。 all those outside voices shut the fuck up.
愿真主赐你平安和怜悯。 Peace and mercy in Allah be on you.
好吧，迈克。 ♬今天不是你的日子 All right, Mike. ♪ It ain't your day ♪
-该走了。 -我失去了理智 - Time to go. - ♪ I lost my mind ♪
如果我不能再战斗了怎么办? What if I couldn't fight no more?
我只是很害怕你们会讨厌我。 I was just so scared you guys were gonna hate me.
但我还是很害怕回去 But I was just as scared of going back
给那个老混蛋迈克 to the old, fucked up Mike.
那个拥有所有人，包括我的人， The guy who had everyone, including me,
确信自己会早进坟墓 convinced I was gonna end up in an early grave.
这些都是我的选择。 Those were my choices.
我可以继续做库斯的怪物。 I could go back to being Cus's monster.
唐的饭票。 Don's meal ticket.
或者我可以成为那个高高在上的雷·雷， Or I could be the elevated man Ray Ray,
伊玛目西迪克，玛雅看到了我的内心… Imam Siddiq, and Maya saw inside of me...
那是我想成为的。 That I wanted to be.
我现在必须做出决定。 And I had to decide now.