亲爱的Vista Dear Vista,
我打算写这张字条很长时间了 I've been meaning to write this note for a long time
但我不太擅长表达自己 but I'm not very good at expressing myself.
所以先这么说吧 So I'll just say this.
我思念你的笑容 I miss your smile.
希望看到这张字条的你一切安好 I'd say that I hope this note finds you well
但是随着这些事情的发生 but as these things go..
...情况不会如此 ...that won't be the case.
几个小时之前 A few hours ago
我发现这女孩儿在德沃俱乐部俱乐部吧的卫生间最后一隔 I found this girl looking a little too peaceful
有点儿太平静了 in the last bathroom stall of The Devoe.
我不知道怎么看待这件事 我检查了她的脉搏但是.. I didn't know what to think of it. I checked her pulse, but..
她已经走了.. ...she was gone
可怕的是这令我些许地想到了你 And the scary thing is she reminded me a little bit of you
正如你一样，她撒手人寰，丢下某人 and just like you, she left someone behind.
很抱歉让你看到这个, Richie I'm sorry you had to see this, Richie.
一年轻漂亮的姑娘死在厕所里 A beautiful young girl dead on the toilet seat.
我是说，没人需要这样被刺激 I mean, nobody needs that kind of excitement
不是吗？ am I right?
你欠德沃俱乐部俱乐部什么东西？ What do you owe The Devoe?
你的债都清了，Richie，好么？ Because that debt is gone.It's gone, Richie. Okay?
你和我，互不相欠了 You and me, we're even.
你欠其他人的钱，我也换种眼光看待 The money you owe everybody else, I'm gonna look the other way on that too.
你就像我的一个儿子, Richie. You're like a son to me, Richie.
这些年我感觉如同你父亲一样 I feel like a father to you all these years.
我知道我们并不一块儿玩 I know we don't hang out together
但我就是这么觉得 but...that's how I feel.
真的 I really feel that way. I do.
拿着这个，我请的 Take this. That's on me.
你什么都不欠我的 You don't owe me nothin'.
拿着 然后.. Take that and, uh..
就是..你今晚儿上看到的只有我们俩人知道 just...just keep what you saw here tonight between us
行吗？嘿，好不好？ alright? Hey. Alright?
我很感激, Richie. I appreciate that, Richie.
没有你的世界冷酷又孤独，Vista The world is a cold and lonely place without you in it, Vista.
我就是很想你 I just miss you.
自从你死了 And since you've been gone
我被指控为一个偷窥狂 I've been accused of being an observer
瘾君子 a user,
独行人 a loner,
清道夫 a cleaner,
一事无成 傻瓜 a failure and a fool...
但从来不是个参与者 but never a participant.
不是 No.
没人那样指控过我 No one's ever accused me of that.
无论如何，这次我决定不干了 Anyway, I decided it's time to call it quits.
药物也没法再麻痹我 The drugs no longer work.
我要回家啦，去见你 I'm coming home to see you
这回任何事都阻止不了我 and there ain't nothing gonna stop me this time.
你在吗，Richie. Hello. Richie.
需要有人去Sophia学校的诗歌朗诵会接她，你能去吗 I need someone to pick up Sophia from her school recital. Can you do this?
我知道，我们有日子没怎么联系了 I know, I know,we haven't spoken in a while
但我真没办法去学校接她 but I'm not gonna be able to pick her up from school
我被一些事儿缠着 'cause something's come up.
我现在一团糟 I'm just so fucked right now.
我现在的情况烂的要死，所以我需要你帮我这一次 I'm in a fucked-up situation and I need a favor on this one.
说点儿什么 Say something.
老天爷，我知道你没在做什么重要的事儿 Jesus Christ, I know you're not doing anything important!
你要我隔着电话求你吗？ You want me to beg you over the phone?
那我求你了，好吗？我求你 This is me begging you, okay? I'm begging.
听着，你到了以后得用口令 Listen, when you get there, there's a password, okay?
只有我和她知道，口令是“栗色” Only she and I know it.The password is "Chestnut."
你在听吗？“栗色” Are you hearing me? "Chestnut."
好不好，你能在20分钟后到那儿吗 Okay? Can you be there in 20 minutes?
你他妈到底能不能做这件事儿？ Can you do this one fucking thing?
怎样了 What's it gonna be?
求你了, Richie. Please, Richie.
好吧 Okay.
我有这特权目睹了这群孩子 I've had the privilege of seeing these children
成长，奋进，追寻梦想 grow and move on to pursue their dreams
我必须说，这个班的一群孩子是我见过的最聪明 and I must say, this class has some of the smartest
最有天赋的 and most talented children I've ever seen.
让我们再次鼓掌欢迎 So let's have another round of applause
五年级的唱诗班 for the 5th grade choir.
我叫 Sophia Holy Hill. My name is Sophia Holy Hill.
今夜的诗歌朗诵，我选择了 and for tonight's recital,I have chosen
“因为我不能停步等候死神” "Because I Could Not Stop For Death"
出自19世纪美国诗人 艾米丽·荻金森之手 by the 19th century American poet, Emily Dickenson.
因为我不能停步等候死神 "Because I could not stop for death
死神好心停车接我 "He kindly stopped for me.
车厢里只有我们俩，还有“永生”同座 "The carriage held but just ourselves in immortality.
我们缓缓而行，他知道无需急促 "We slowly drove.He knew no haste.
我也抛开劳作和闲暇... "And I had put away my labor and my leisure too --
从那时算起，已有几个世纪 "Since then, 'tis centuries and yet each seems
却似乎短过那一天的光阴 "shorter than the day.
那一天，我初次猜出，马头，朝向永恒 I first surmised the horses' heads were toward eternity."
感谢你，Sphia,让我们掌声-- Thank you, Sophia. Let's give a hand --
我还没讲完 I'm not done yet.
我将用普通话再诵这首诗歌 I will now recite the exact same passage in Mandarin.
\前方高能/
口令 Password.
栗色 Chestnut.
老妈呢？ Where's mother?
27分钟后我有体操训练 I have gymnastics rehearsal in 27 minutes.
如果不能按时到，后果很严重 If I'm not there on time, there'll be hell to pay.
然后你护送我回家 After that, you've to escort me home.
明天我有考试，必须7点前到家 I have a test tomorrow,I need to be home by 7
好好准备学习 in order to study for it properly.
如果晚上七时准时准点我到不了家，后果很严重 If I'm not home by 7 p.m. on the dot, there'll be hell to pay.
好了，既然我们说清楚这一点了 Well, now that we cleared that up
我不知道你还记得我不 I don't know if you remember me
但是..我叫Richard but...my name is Richard.
然后我是.. And I am..
...你的叔叔 ...your uncle.
我不在乎 I don't care.
所以，那个，你夏天还上学？ So, what, you, uh,take school in the summer?
是 Yes.
咋，挂科了？ What, did you flunk?
没啊，我在跳级，六年级 No, I'm skipping 6th grade.
你跳过六年级 You're skipping 6th grade.
跳六年级啊 Skipping 6th grade.
我爱六年级 I loved 6th grade.
我太爱它了 上了两遍 I loved it so much, I took it twice.
你没必要再进去了 You don't have to go beyond this point.
好哒，那什么，很高兴见到你 Okay, yeah. Well, uh, it's nice to meet you.
告诉你老妈我问她好 Tell your mom I say hello.
再见 Goodbye.
亲爱的Vista Dear Vista
你肯定不会相信 you're not gonna believe this
但我现在比以前感到更加糟糕 but I now feel worse than I did before.
我甚至没在开玩笑 I'm not even kidding.
照旧，我的计划不变 Still, my plan remains the same
但我现在忍不了回到那潭血水当中 but I cannot bear to return to the red water.
我这次准备试一种更温和的方法 I'm gonna try a softer approach this time.
它不会让我们处于糟糕的境地 Something that won't leave us quite a mess.
一般情况下，你懂的，我试着远离药片 Normally, as you know, I try to stay away from the pills
因为它的副作用嘛 because of the adverse side effects
尤其是偏执妄想症 especially the paranoid delusions.
它们会最先表现出来 They're usually the first to surface.
我希望这次它不会发生 I really hope it doesn't happen now.
典型的妄想之一是我欠别人钱 Particularly the one delusion where I owe people money.
Richie! Richie!
干嘛？ Yeah?
你拿到我们的钱了？ You got our money?
你谁？ Who is this?
你知道我是谁 You know who this is.
你还知道数字，是800美元 And you know the number. It's $800.
$800？ $800?
我以为是 $600呢. Yeah, I thought it was $600.
那是昨天的了，今天800 No, that was yesterday.Today it's $800.
那要如果我明天给你呢？ Well, what if I give it to you tomorrow?
那时候是多少？ What's it gonna be then?
明天不可以，Richie,这是重点 You won't have it tomorrow, Richie. That's the point.
你永远都不能在明天还 You'll never have it.
我明天还. 噢是吗？那你你会怎么地？ I'll have it tomorrow. Yeah? How you gonna do that?
不用操心 Don't worry about it.
明天拿到钱就给你 Okay? I'll have it for you tomorrow.
我会在明天晚餐时间给你 I'm gonna have it for you tomorrow at dinnertime.
晚餐时间，那就是5点 Dinnertime. So 5 o'clock?
晚餐时间是7点 Dinnertime is 7 o'clock.
我那旮旯晚餐时间就是5点 Dinnertime is 5 o'clock where I come from.
是吗，我猜你那旮旯也在美利坚吧 Yeah? Well, I guess you come from America.
我那旮旯是纽约，晚餐时间是就在7点 I come from New York where it's 7 o'clock.
你一派胡言. 明天之前你根本拿不回我们的钱 You're full of shit.You won't have our money by tomorrow.
我才不是胡言乱语！ 你就是一派胡言 I ain't full of shit! You're so full of shit.
你就是满嘴喷粪 You're so full of shit --
你知道我满嘴是啥？ You know what I'm full of?
我一嘴的20片安眠药 你个烂人 I'm full of 20 sleeping pills, you pile of dung shit.
明天到来之前我早就已经消失了 So I'm gonna be long gone by tomorrow comes around.
你说啥呢？ 是啊，就是这样 What are you talking about? Yeah, that's right.
我会死在自己的一堆呕吐物中 I'll be facedown in a puddle of my own puke
在你来之前就已经这样了.随你什么时候约见我 by the time you show up here, okay? So meet me up whenever.
五点，七点，我不在乎 5 o'clock, 7 o'clock, I don't care.
我会老早就消失掉了，你懂吗？ I'm gonna be long gone, you understand?
你特么一神经病。 You fuckin' psycho.
$600, $800的, 不如说成 $1,000好吗? $600, $800, why don't we just make it $1,000?
去死吧你 Go fuck yourself!
Richie Richie.
Richie.
我去找你了 没用，对我不起作用 I'm coming to see you now.No, that doesn't work for me.
看那些安眠药怎么样吧 We'll just see about those sleeping pills.
你明晚晚餐时间过来 You come tomorrow night,dinnertime.
你就在那儿带着就好 You just stay right there.
你来之前我早就没了 I'm gonna be long gone by the time you come around.
我已经在楼里了 I'm already in the building.
什么？ What?
我说我在楼中, Richie. I said I'm in the building, Richie.
胡说！ Bullshit!
这儿在开派对呢，是不？ There's a party going on up there, right?
是的, Richie. Yeah, Richie.
开派对庆祝一年中最长的一天 Party celebrating the longest day of the year.
才没呢，没什么派对 Nah, there ain't no party going on up here.
有啊，就在这儿 Oh, yes, there is.
他们放音乐呢，我这儿能听见 They're playing music up there. I can hear it.
是吗？ Yeah?
放的什么歌? What song are they playing?
好听的歌, Richie. It's a good song, Richie.
David Bowie的，我猜是 It's David Bowie, I think.
是的，就是那个 Yeah, that's it.
是 "Five Years" David Bowie的. It's "Five Years" by David Bowie.
| the way that you talk |
|I kiss you,you're beautiful |
| I want you to walk |
| We've got five years |
| Stuck on my eyes |
| Five years |
| What a surprise |
| We got five years |
| My brain hurts a lot |
| Five years |
| That's all we've got |
| We've got five years |
| What a surprise |
| Five years |
| Stuck on my eyes |
| We've got five years |
| My brain hurts a lot |
| Five years |
| That's all we've got |
| We've got five years |
| Stuck on my eyes |
| Five years |
| What a surprise |
| We've got five years |
| My brain hurts a lot |
| Five years |
| That's all we've got |
| We've got five years |
| What a surprise |
| We've got five years |
| Stuck on my eyes |
| We've got five years |
| My brain hurts a lot |
| Five years |
| That's all we've got |
| Five years |
| Five years ||
我要用弓箭射你的脸 I'm gonna shoot you in the face with a bow and arrow.
她还没回家 She hasn't come home.
啥？ Huh?
老妈还没回家 Mother hasn't come home yet.
你确定？ Are you sure?
相当确定 Pretty sure.
好的 Okay.
那什么，我 Well then, I -- I guess
我尽力几分钟后到那儿 I'll try to make it over there in a couple minutes.
大厅不准吸烟，先生 There's no smoking in the lobby, sir.
大厅不准吸烟，先生！ There's no smoking in the lobby, sir!
你他妈能不能让我轻松一会儿？ Would you give me a fucking break?
这是我在地球上的最后一天，好吗 It's my last day on Earth, okay?
有人么？嘿，听着 Hello? Hey, hi, listen.
Jordan? 什么事? Jordan? Yeah?
那些药片不起作用啊 These -- these pills...they don't, uh, they don't work.
哪些？你怎么分辨出来的 Which ones? How can you tell?
名字是Opadin It says Opadin, you know.
本来应该让你陷入深度睡眠的 That's supposed to put you into a long sleep.
哦，睡觉啊. 是Opadin. Oh, sleep. It's Opadin.
不对，哥们儿，那不是你要的 Nah, man, that's not what you asked for.
你说啥？ What are you talking about?
我以为你要的是左洛芬 I thought you asked for Zolufen.
那是啥？我不晓得啊 Zolufen What is that? Yeah. I don't know.
左洛芬是什么玩意儿 Zolufen? What -- what is that?
呃，那是内什么，绝经期的药什么的 You know, it's for, like, menopause or something.
绝经期！我不知道啊 Menopause! I don't know. Yeah.
绝经期？啥玩.. 没错 Menopause? What -- Yeah.
我要绝经期的药干嘛？ Why would I want a menopause medicine?
我不知道啊，我什么问题都不问的, Richie. I don't know. I don't ask any questions, Richie.
绝经期啊？呵呵就是 Menopause?! Ah! Yeah.
你个蠢蛋 你还好吗？ Oh, you stupid, stupid -- You alright? What?
蠢蛋！绝经！ Stupid! Menopause?
真心的？特么的蠢货 Really? Fuckin' stupid!
嘿，你是玛格丽特的丈夫吗？ Hey, are you Margaret's husband?
不是 No.
那好吧 Well --
我只想确定她没什么事 Well, I just wanted to make sure she was okay.
哦，行吧 Yeah, okay.
你叫啥 What's your, uh, what's your name?
就一个朋友.她是我最好的朋友 I'm just a friend. She's my best friend.
你觉得她在这儿？ And you think she's here?
你这样想？ Is that what you think?
你知道的 You know, uh..
如果你真是她最好的朋友 ...if you're really her best friend
你会知道她没有丈夫 you know that, um... she doesn't have a husband.
即使她结婚的时候她也没有丈夫 Even when she was married, she didn't have a husband.
嘿，你是谁？你是谁啊？ Hey, who are you? Who are you?
Hello? Hello?
你好呀 “闺蜜”小姐 Hello? Miss Best Friend!
你谁啊，“最好的朋友”小姐？ Who are you, Miss Best Friend Person
你是谁？ who are you?
一个金发女人刚在这儿 There was a...blonde woman over here.
我猜是 I bet.
好吧，不重要啦 Alright, never mind.
Wow. Wow.
她没打电话吗 So she, uh, she hasn't called yet or anything?
没有 No.
她过去这样迟到过吗 Is she ever late like this?
从来没有 Never.
那咱们先别担心了 Well, let's not get worried, I guess.
也许她可能是 Maybe -- maybe it's possible that she, uh, I don't know
和一些朋友去玩儿了 hung out with some friends after work
或者去喝酒了 or got a drink or something.
不会，从来不会 No. Never.
不可能？ It's not possible?
不可能 No. It is not possible.
她从不和朋友出去，她从不迟到 She never hangs out with friends. She's never late.
她也从来不允许我迟到，她从不喝酒 She never allows me to be late. She never drinks.
她从不喝酒，她从不让你这样的人 She never smokes, and she never has left someone like you
照顾我，从来不会 looking after me. Ever.
好啦，任何事都有头一回 Yeah, well, there's a first for everything.
只要她回到家，你就能回到你的生活了 As soon as she gets home, you can get back to your life.
你画的？ 啊 Did you draw this? Yes.
不错嘛 Huh.
家族中的另一位艺术家，真不错呀 Another artist in the family. That's really good.
让我想到了-- You know, it reminds me, uh --
我也绘画 我年轻的时候常常在手翻书上画画 I draw too. I used to draw these flip-books when I was younger.
你知道手翻书吗？ You know what flip-books are?
不管怎样，有一个卡通人物名叫Sophia Anyway, I had this cartoon character named Sophia.
Sophia 和她的小冒险 Sophia and all her little adventures.
你妈过去很喜欢它们 Your mom used to love 'em.
她会对着它们哈哈大笑 觉得很有意思 She'd laugh at them, she thought they were funny.
她觉得很酷 She thought they were real cool.
我不知道 I don't know.
我不记得我们和哪个叫Sophia的一块儿成长 I don't remember us growing up with anyone named Sophia.
有时候我想知道，如果可能的话 Sometimes I wonder, if maybe
她给你起名的原因.. she named you after..
就是这些我过去画过的手翻书 ...these flip-books I used to make.
我不知道 I don't know.
也许她提到过一些 Maybe she mentioned something.
她不谈起你 She doesn't talk about you.
事实上她说你消极又具备攻击性 Actually, she said you were passive-aggressive.
消极什么？ Passive what?
消极攻击性？ Passive-aggressive?
消极攻击性 Passive-aggressive?
消极攻击性 那是什么意思 Passive-aggressive? What does that mean?
听着，明早我有测验 Look, I have a test tomorrow morning.
所以如果你不介意的话 So if you wouldn't mind --
你有铅笔吗 You got a pencil over there?
确保还回来 Make sure you return it.
亲爱的 Vista Dear Vista
这是一封信的第三个草稿 this is the third draft of a letter
本来应该只有一份的 that is supposed to only be written once.
在一篇美丽的城市景色下给你写信 I'm writing to you from a view of the beautiful city
你爱这样的景色 that I know you loved.
不幸的是，我得在这儿多困一段儿时间了 I, unfortunately, need to stick around a little while longer.
但我开始感觉不那么好 But I'm starting not to feel so good
我好奇我能支撑多久 and I'm wondering how long I can keep this thing up.
老妈？ Mom?
好的 Okay.
他在这儿 He's here.
我也爱你 I love you too.
她想和你说话，你能用那个电话 She wants to talk to you. You can use that phone.
去另一个房间 Go into the other room.
我给你一件事去做什么？ I give you one thing to do. What?
你把她一个人撂下了？ You dropped her off alone?
她让我那样的. 她让你？ She told me to. She told you to?
我不知道该怎么办. 早看出来了 I don't know what to do. Clearly.
啥都改变不了你，真奇妙 Nothing changes with you. It's incredible.
你是现代科技的奇迹 You're a marvel of modern science.
你让我接孩子，我接了 You asked me to pick the kid up and I did.
你没告诉我接下来做什么 You didn't tell me what to do afterwards.
那你准备怎么办 What was the plan then?
你就预备把她一个人撂在一边 You were gonna drop her off alone
然后再消失五年？ and disappear for another 5 years?
嘿，我没消失，我可没消失 Hey, I didn't disappear. I didn't disappear
你消失了 别起这个话头 You disappeared. Don't start with that.
你让我滚，我滚了 You told me to fuck off, I fucked off.
滚了5年？我没见你给我打过电话 For 5 fucking years? I don't see you calling me.
我今儿给你打了，好吗 是啊，为啥呢 I called you today. Okay? Yeah. And why is that?
我现在不跟你谈这个 I'm not getting into this with you right now.
我在判断是非上犯了个错误. 一个判断上的错？ I made an error in judgment. An error in judgment?
就像你揍我丈夫一样 Like when you punched my husband
餐厅里？ in a restaurant?
Darren 可以去死了，那个小婊砸 Darren can go fuck himself, that little bitch.
哟，这道歉很有诚意，多谢，很好 That's very apologetic. Thank you. That's great.
那个卑鄙小人，他该庆幸我没废了他 That weasel. He's lucky I didn't kick him in the nuts.
他还在到处播种，你能相信吗 He's still reproducing, can you believe it?
我该废了他的 I should've kicked him in the nuts.
你没有能力理解你行为带来的后果 You don't have the ability to understand the consequences of your actions.
知道吗，我很抱歉 You know what? I'm all out of sorrys.
20世界的时候我抛开了这些事 I ran out of those in the 20th century.
你走吧，我不想吵架 Just leave the apartment. I don't wanna fight.
你想干嘛？我在尽力了 What do you want? I'm doing the best I can.
你家熊孩子一直在赏白眼给我 I've got a kid giving me permanent stink-eye
老家伙们对着我吼 我不知道你在哪儿 old people are yelling, I don't know where you are
我不知道我在那儿 我不知道发生什么事了 I don't know where I am, I don't know what's going on.
你就离开公寓好了，让她锁上门 Just get out of my apartment and have her lock the door.
你为啥不让你的金发朋友照顾她？ Why don't you have your blonde friend take care of her?
我疲于做错的事了 I'm just a little tired of doing all the wrong things.
什么朋友 What friend?
你的朋友 在走廊里打听你 Your friend looking for you in the hallway.
金发麦吉 或者别的什么的 Blondie McGee or whatever her name is.
你说什么呢 什么朋友啊 What are you talking about? What friend?
破蛋而出的小鸟儿在走廊找你呢 Some cracked-out bird was looking for you in the hallway
说是你最好的朋友 我不晓得 said she was your best friend. I don't know.
长什么样？ What did she look like?
她 呃 金发 She was like, uh, blonde
看起来像在用钥匙开你家的房门 and looked like she was trying a key into your apartment
然后她发了疯似的冲下走廊 and then she sprinted down the hallway like a crazy woman.
啊？ Hello?
我的天 Oh, my God!
听着，Maggie.我没多少时间了 Look, Maggie...I don't have a lot of time left, you know?
我不愿意事情草草结束 I'd rather not end things like this.
你得把Sophia带离那个公寓 那里不安全 You need to get Sophia out of that apartment right now. It's not safe there.
什么呀 带她出去 Huh? Get her out of the apartment.
下楼梯 走到大街上 Go down the stairwell, exit through the street
别走第三大道 not through 3rd Avenue.
走楼梯井？ 你照做就是！ Go down a stairwell? Just do it!
从20层？ 带她走出大楼！ From the 20th floor? Get her out of the building.
好吧，你让我偷偷把Sophia带到侧面的出口 Okay, so you want me to sneak Sophia out of the side entrance?
是！我就想让你这么做！ Yes! That's exactly what I want you to do!
当我是谁? James Bond? What am I? James Bond?
再见到那女人，别跟她说话 You see that woman again, you don't talk to her
别和她联系，别做蠢事儿 you don't interact with her, you don't do anything stupid.
让她远离我闺女 You keep her far away from my daughter.
你想让我和Sophia一块儿呆着？ So, you want me to stay with Sophia now?
就他妈做好这一件事！ Just do one fucking thing right!
求你了，就他妈做这一件我让你做的事！ Please, just do this one fucking thing that I tell you to!
能做到吗？能带走她吗？ Can you do this? Can you get her out of there, please?
好了好了，随你了 Yes, fine, whatever. Okay. Fine.
你在听吗, Richie? Are you listening to me, Richie?
是的是的，领着她远离那个女人和那座楼 Yes, yes, steer her away from Blondie, get her outta here.
带他去你的公寓，过会儿我再打过来 Take her to your apartment. I'll call you later.
听着，我会按你的意思做 Look, I'll do whatever you want.
Maggie, 但我感觉她不太喜欢我 Maggie, but I don't think she likes me very much.
我觉得她想和她老妈你在一起 You know, I think she'd like to be with her mother.
Sophia,挂掉电话 Sophia, hang up the phone.
我不想她看见我这个样子, Richie. I don't want her to see me like this, Richie.
为什么不告诉我你在哪儿 Why don't you tell me where you are
我们好去找你 and we'll come over there to you.
你能不能—— Can you just --
就把她带走那座公寓，求你了 Can you just get her out of the apartment, please?
到底 到底怎么了 你好好吗 What's -- what's going on? Are you -- are you alright?
这是我的一次电话机会 This is my one phone call.
啊？ Huh?
这是我的一次电话机会 This is my one phone call.
什么你的一次电话—— What do you mean it's your one phone --
Maggie? Maggie?
她说你带我去你的地方 She said to take me to your place.
她怎么 She what?
不，不，不，不能这样 Oh, no, no, that's not gonna work.
听妈妈的话 That's what Mother said.
是啊 她又不是我妈 Yeah, well,she's not my mother, okay?
我的公寓不怎么适合客人 My apartment isn't exactly suitable for guests right now.
不管她这样说了 Well, that's what she said.
她说把你带离公寓 She told me to take you out of the apartment.
没直接的说确切地址 There was no directive as to any certain destination.
当然有 There certainly was.
没把这茬儿解决没商量 I'm not budging until we sort this out.
你要监视我吗 Are you gonna picket me?
我会告诉她你觉得这事儿难以接受 I'll tell her you find the terms unacceptable.
随你的便 You do what you gotta do, okay?
我们去我的公寓，无可争议 We are not going to my place. That is an indisputable fact.
她不接电话 She's not picking up.
找什么呢 What are you looking for?
我不知道，我头疼 I don't know. I got a headache.
和电解质有关 Something with electrolytes.
电解质？洗手间在哪儿 Electrolytes? Where's your bathroom?
你在干嘛 What are you doing?
没什么 Nothing.
为什么？谁做的？ Why? Who does this?
知道谁干的么？动物 You know who does this? Animals do this.
啊？我不明白，为啥要这么做？ Huh? I don't understand. Why would you do that?
好了，我会查查安保录像 Alright, I'll check the security footage
看谁得负责 see who's responsible.
这是得花在我身上的应急金 Here's some emergency money for you to spend on me.
走， 去理个头绪出来 Let's go, come on. Let's clear those out.
Hill. H-I-L-L. Margaret Hill. Hill. H-I-L-L. Margaret Hill.
请稍等 One moment please.
是的， 我们系统里的确有Margaret Hill Yes, we do have Margaret Hill in our system.
有吗？她在那儿做什么？ You do? Okay, so, what, uh, what is she doin' there?
我不能告诉你她为什么被带进来 先生 I can't tell you what she was brought in for, Sir.
我只能告诉你她两个小时前被转移到 I can tell you she was transferred to central booking
中央登记处了 about 2 hours ago.
中央登记处，那儿发生什么事了 Central booking, okay. What -- what happens there?
她被安排在一个拘留室 She's placed in a holding cell
她正在等候传讯 and she's waiting for her arraignment.
她在拘留室吗？是的 She's in a holding cell? Yes.
好的，那个—— Okay, what -- what --
你知道传讯的时间吗？ Do you know what time the arraignment is?
让我看看 Let's see.
传讯安排在早晨4点 Her arraignment is scheduled for 4 a.m.
早晨4点 你特么逗我玩 4 a.m.? Are you fucking kidding me?
那之前我拿这孩子怎么办 What am I gonna do with the kid till then?
我不知道怎么回答 I don't know how to respond --
卧槽，我完蛋了 Holy crow, I'm fucked.
我特么完蛋了 I'm so fucking fucked.
走吧 Let's go.
这什么玩意儿 What the hell is this?
这是保龄球道 It's called a bowling alley.
我给开这家店的人打工，我们能免费玩 I work for the guy who runs the place. We can bowl for free.
我不打你不打？ I don't bowl. You don't bowl?
好吧，我只能打打这个了 Well, this is all that I can do
在晚上10点 好吗 for 10 o'clock at night, okay?
要么这个要么酒吧 懂我的意思？ It's either this or the bar. You know what I mean?
你干嘛 What are you doing?
我看起来像干嘛 What does it look like I'm doing?
我在做作业 I'm doing homework.
好了，所以你不打保龄球 我知道了 Alright, so you don't bowl. Okay, I get it.
还有其他事要做 这儿有食物啊 There's other things to do. There's food.
街机游戏啊和其他活动 There's arcade games, there's other activities.
你不造作业是怎么回事吗 What don't you understand about homework?
好吧好吧，但是啊.. Alright, fine, but you know..
...你从不..享受的吗 ...do you not ever have...fun?
我是说，你就不放松的吗 I mean, don't you ever let loose?
体操训练很有趣 Gymnastics is fun.
体操 好吧 Gymnastics. Okay.
你跳了个三重后空翻什么的 So you did a triple-backflip whatever you call it
那表情跟个杀手似的 but you did it with the face of an assassin.
微笑哪儿去了？你不笑啊 I mean, where are the smiles? You don't smile.
你朋友呢，你和他们玩什么 What about your friends? What do you do with them?
我没什么朋友，这是你想听到的吗 I don't have many friends. Is that what you wanna hear?
就我和妈妈，挺好的 Just me and Mother, and that's just fine.
你和你妈 啊？ You and Mother, huh?
你听过一部电影 "Psycho（精神病）"吗 You ever heard of the movie "Psycho"?
你知道 总会有测试在 You know, there's always a test, by the way.
你的人生会是一个测试 Your whole life is gonna be a test, alright?
有时候我翘课 不做作业 I mean, sometimes I'd skip out, I'd not do my homework.
是啊 看你后来成这熊样 Yeah and look how you turned out.
Gideon（保哥上场，吼~）想要见你 Gideon wants to see you.
Gideon要见我 ？ 是的 Gideon would like to see me? Yeah.
干嘛 不造. What for? I don't know.
那么—— Well --
我侄女在这儿 得—— I have -- I have my niece here, you know? I mean, I'm gonna --
得有个人照看她 We need somebody to watch her.
只需要几分钟 It'll only be a couple of minutes.
找个人看着我侄女儿 不然我不走开 Get somebody to watch my niece or I'm not moving.
我看着 I'll watch her.
其他人 Get somebody else.
听着啊 Look, I, uh
我得走开几分钟 I have to go for a couple minutes
我会回来的 好吗 um, I'll be right back, okay?
你一个人没事吧 You'll be alright?
Richie! Richie!
Gideon. Gideon.
那小姑娘是谁？ Who's the, uh, who's the girl?
啊那个 我侄女的说 Oh, that's...that's my niece.
是嘛！ 是哒 Oh, yeah? Yeah.
呃 兄弟还是姐妹的 Uh, brother or sister?
姐姐的 Sister.
她好吗 Yeah? How's she doing?
入狱了. 这个拽 She's in jail. Now that's cool.
她今儿晚上打给我 完全出乎意料 Calls me tonight, out of the blue.
折磨我吧 大概是 To torture me, I guess.
好几年没跟她说话了 I haven't spoken to her in years.
昨晚上你在德沃俱乐部工作？ You worked in The Devoe last night?
是啊. 嗯 Yeah. Yeah.
我了解 I got this, uh..
我知道这种问题 Richie ...I got this problem, Richie.
我啊 最近遇到一个人 I, uh...I met someone
改变了我看事情的角度 recently, who changes the way that I see things.
和我行动的方式，...是个姑娘 The way that I operate. It's a, um...it's a girl.
不是一般的姑娘 她热辣性感 It's not just any girl. She's, you know, she's red-hot.
我汗津津的醒过来 一想到要她不再呆在我身边 I wake up sweating thinking she won't be lying next to me.
我觉得自己要被烧焦了 Maybe I'm thinking I might get burned.
不论如何 这是最坏的情况 Whatever it is, it's the worst-case scenario, you know?
我梦到过所有的糟糕情况 I've dreamed up all the bad scenarios.
这个女孩儿 I mean, this girl, Richie.
这姑娘对我施了魔咒 This girl has me under a fucking spell, you know?
我忘不了她 I just can't shake it.
想到我会为她做的事情 能吓坏我 It scares me sometimes, the things I'd do for her.
我懂这种感觉 I know the feeling.
我知道你懂, Richie.这是我能跟你谈心的原因 I know you do, Richie. That's why I can talk to you.
因为不像其他傻小子们 你深爱过一个人 Because unlike these other assholes, you have been in love.
我没说错吧，你跟那个女孩儿 她叫什么 Am I right? With that girl? What's her name?
Vista. Vista. 没错 Vista. Vista. Vista. Right. Vista.
你可能会惊讶 You're probably gonna be surprised by this
因为你我都不怎么聊天了，但当我遇到我的那个她 since you and I don't talk so much, but when I met my girl..
我想起了起你俩 ...I kinda thought of you guys.
我想到你们曾经拥有的 I thought of what you guys had.
你的那个她叫什么名字 Well, um, what's your girl's name?
你看 这就是问题 哥们儿 See, that's the thing, man.
她走了 She's, uh, she's gone, you know?
过去24小时她一直忽视我 She's been ignoring me for the past 24 hours or so.
她完全消失了 She completely disappeared, you know?
给你 瞧瞧 Here. Take a look at her.
漂亮吧 Beautiful, right?
她昨晚没回家 Anyway, she doesn't come home last night.
没电话没短信没邮件 什么都没有 There's no call, no text, no e-mail. There's nothing.
我问周围见到她的最后一个人的时间 I ask around when was the last people heard from her.
我不喜那些回答 I don't like the responses, you know?
那人说话的腔调 Something about the tone of a person's voice.
所以了 日子一天天过 没有她 So, day keeps moving on without her
然后我的想象开始天马行空了, Richie. and my imagination starts running wild, Richie.
我开始想那些她看过的其他男人 And I start thinking about other guys I've seen her look at.
开始想她的朋友们 I started thinking about her friends
她不知道我知道的 that she doesn't know I know about.
我开始 想我会怎么做 I started thinking what I'd do to someone
如果我知道有人睡了她 if I found out he bedded her.
我会把那混蛋绑起来 一整年 I would shackle the fucker up for a year and I would slowly
慢慢折磨他 一天又一天 and systematically torture him every day
直到他玩儿完 until he finally shuts down.
我会把他的小皮肤烧光光 I would burn off all his fucking skin
我会这么干的 is what I would do.
这就是我想的事儿, Richie. These are the kinds of things I'm thinking about, Richie.
我在考虑做坏的事情 I'm thinking about bad things.
没错 Right.
那么 你能认出她吗 So, do you recognize her?
Richie. 什么 Richie. Yeah?
你能吗 You do?
是，不，呃，我是说 Yeah, no, I mean, I, uh, I --
我看见她，她有时在The Devoe附近 I see her, I see her around The Devoe sometimes.
我是说 我不认识她但是-- I mean, I don't know her, but --
很难错过不是吗对 Hard to miss, right? Right.
这是关于那些抓着你的小事的争论 It's the arguments about the little things that get you.
我们对一些事发生小口角 We got in some little spat about something.
我甚至都不记得是关于什么事 然后 嗖的一声 I don't even remember about what, and then, poof
她走了 她走出门外 she's gone. She's out the door.
你知道她去哪儿了 Richie? You know where she goes, Richie?
她去了德沃俱乐部 She goes to The Devoe.
真的？ 嗯 Really? Yeah.
她走过那个鬼地方 She marches over to that shithole club
她短信我说找到了她朋友Flora she texts me that she found her friend Flora
就这些 这就是我收到的最后讯息 and that was it. That was the last I heard from her.
那儿有我朋友 我紧盯着 I got friends over there. I keep tabs on the competition.
俱乐部保安告诉我她凌晨一点进的 The bouncers tell me that she goes into the club around 1 a.m.
然后 她没出来 and then she doesn't come out.
她进去了，但没出来 She goes in, but she doesn't come out.
至少没从前门出来 At least, not through the front door.
你昨晚换班了不是吗 You did the late shift last night, right?
我想知道 So I wanna know.
你看见什么了没 Did you see anything?
我看见什么？是的 Did I see anything? Yeah.
我看见什么了...想想. Did I see anything? Mm-hmm.
我最后的轮班比其他时候晚 My late shift is later than most.
你懂得，我不..不怎么看得到什么 As you know, I don't...I don't see much of anything ever.
很多时候，几乎没人跟我说话 You know, most days, nobody even talks to me at all.
没人觉得我有用 I mean, nobody sees anything in me
我在其他人身上看不见什么 and I don't see anything in...in anybody else.
这..就是我的生活了 And that's, uh...that's my life.
你没回答我的问题 You didn't answer my question.
算了, Richie. Forget it, Richie.
你是个好人，我就是 呃-- You're good people, I just, uh --
我以为你也许会知道点儿什么 I don't know. I thought maybe you knew something.
哎 不过是 You know, it's just..
...我脑子一团乱 你知道吗 ...my head is just all fucked up right now, you know?
我确定 I -- I'm sure that, you know
这事儿会..会解决的 this will all...be sorted out.
这种事儿常有 I mean, these things happen.
争吵什么的，不是吗 These fights, right? Yeah.
我是说 I mean --
听着 Look.
海洛因对人们做诡异的事 Heroin does strange things to people.
那是什么 What was that?
我不过是说 I -- I was just saying that I think
你怎么知道她吸食海洛因 How'd you know she does heroin?
你怎么会知道的 >我一定是误解了 How would you know that? I must have misunderstood.
有什么好误解的？ What's there to misunderstand?
你说的海洛因，但我一个字没提到过 You said heroin, I didn't say anything about that.
你没说？ 没，我没告诉过你 Didn't you? No, no. I didn't tell you.
我甚至没告诉过我最好的朋友 我为什么会告诉你 I haven't even told my best friends. Why would I tell you?
你说她去找她朋友Flora You said that that she went looking for her friend Flora.
海洛因的俚语是Flora（脑子转的还真快-。-） Flora is slang for heroin. Flora is slang for heroin.
你听说过吗 You ever heard of that?
听说过 Flora是海洛因的俚语? Ever heard of Flora?
没这小伙儿什么都知道 他都没听说过 No. Boy here knows everything about that, he says no.
你他妈的在对我说谎吗 Would you fuckin' lie to me?
我和那姑娘有关系亲密 I had a very intimate relationship with the lady.
我知道她的秘密我知道她所有的名字 I know all her secrets and I know all her names.
我知道Flora是谁 我知道她干什么的 I know who Flora is. I know what she does.
我不懂很多事但我知道这个 I don't know much about many things, but I do know that.
我和我侄女一起 I have my niece with me.
昨天我可能就会让你杀了我了 Yesterday, I would've told you to kill me
但今天我有一个侄女了 but today I have a niece.
听着，我是Richie. Hey, listen, it's Richie.
嗯，昨晚的那个女孩 Uh...about that girl from last night
um...Gideon在到处打听她 um...Gideon is asking around about her
他...他说 and he's...he's saying
她是他的女友 他.. that she was his girlfriend and I'm just --
等一下 Hold on a second.
你好？ Hello?
Bill. Bill? Bill. Bill?
昨晚那个姑娘怎么了 Um, what happened with that girl last night?
她是不是 Did she --
是不是警察来了 Did the police show up or --
什么姑娘？ What girl?
卫生间的那个 The girl from the bathroom.
什么姑娘什么卫生间的？ What girl? From what bathroom?
昨晚卫生间有个姑娘吗, Richie? Was there a girl in the bathroom last night, Richie?
你说的是这个吗 Is that what you're sayin'?
不是 No.
如果你看到什么了，你会告诉我们 You'd tell us if you saw something
昨晚在卫生间里 in the bathroom last night
不会吗, Richie? wouldn't you, Richie?
昨晚我在卫生间什么都没看见 I didn't see anything in the bathroom last night.
你在哪, Richie? Where are you, Richie?
你和谁在一起 Who are you with?
把这事儿弄简单点儿吧 Let's just make this easy.
今晚你早点过来轮班怎么样 Why don't you come into your shift early tonight?
定在1:30好吗? Say, 1:30?
好的 Yeah, sure.
| You've heard all about your raggy melodies |
| Everything from opera down to harmony |
| But I've a little song that I will sing to you |
| It's going to win you through and through |
| There ain't much to the words but the music is grand |
| And you'll be singing it to beat the band |
| Now you've heard of your "Will O' The Wisp" |
| But give a little listen to this |
| It goes Ja Da Ja Da Ja Da Ja Da |
| Jing Jing Jing |
| Ja Da -- |
| Ja Da Ja Da -- ||
亲爱的Vista 死神都不要我 Dear Vista, even Death doesn't want me.
但他想要那只飞回我夜晚纠缠我的 But he wanted that dead bird who's flown back into
死了的鸟儿 my night again to haunt me.
以此同时 我姐姐 Meanwhile, my sister
也就是 完美热裤小妞 normally Miss Perfect Pants
把她自个儿闹进监狱里去了 has gotten herself into some sort of jam
把我和她闺女留在一起 and left me with her kid.
Richie. Devin. Richie. Devin.
我希望我在去看望你的路上 I wish I was on my way to seeing you
但那夜晚确实开始远离我了 but the night is really starting to get away from me
看起来连尽头也没有 and there doesn't seem to be any end in sight.
作业写完了？ 这地方我不能忍 Homework done? This place is unacceptable.
带我回你家 Take me to your apartment.
没门 Not gonna happen.
明早8:22 我有个第二学期的测试 I have a test tomorrow at 8:22 a.m. for second period
老天，帮我去考试，如果完蛋了 and so help me God, if I bomb that test
我就灭了你丫的 I'm going to kill you.
哎呦，灭我，排个队吧 Yeah, well, get in line.
我们得去个地方 我有事要做 We gotta go somewhere. I gotta pick something up.
在你公寓吗 Is it at your apartment?
在我的公寓还用去拿吗 不是 Is what at my apartment What I gotta pick up? No.
如果不是你的公寓 我不去的 If it's not to your apartment, I'm not going.
就在附近好吗?只需要2分钟 It's just around the corner, okay? It's gonna take 2 minutes.
不去 I'm not going.
游戏结束 Game over.
装好书包 出发 Pack your bag and let's go.
嘿哥们儿 Hey, man.
听着 一会儿我就回来 好不 Look, I'll be back in a second, alright?
呆在这儿 Just stay right here.
时间很短 好吗 很短的 I'll just be one second, okay? One second.
怎么了？ What's wrong? What's the problem?
我想回家 很抱歉 I wanna go home. Look, I'm sorry, okay?
我要回家 对不起 I wanna go home. I'm sorry.
你花了应急金 我什么？ You spent the money. I what?
你的钱？我没花你的钱 Your money? I didn't spend your money.
都在这儿呢. 你妈妈都怎么说我啊？ I got it right here. What does your mother say about me?
她根本不谈起你 She doesn't talk about you.
你能请留步吗 Would you please stop walking?
我去拿这些手翻书了 Look, I went to get these -- these flip-books
我跟你说过的那些 不是吗 I was telling you about, alright?
我没花你的钱 我不会那么做的 I didn't spend your money. I wouldn't do that.
我没花你的钱 我也没说谎 好吗 I didn't spend your money and I don't lie, alright?
我不撒谎 I don't lie.
我不过-- I just --
我以为你会想看这些东西的 I thought you'd wanna see these, I don't know.
它们怎么在那里 Why were they in there?
因为我过去住在那儿 Because...because I used to, I used to live there.
好了，我很抱歉 我不该带你去那儿的 Look, I'm sorry, alright? I shouldn't have taken you there.
我脑子不清楚 我-- I wasn't clear-headed, I just was --
我还以为你会喜欢这些呢 I thought you might like to see these.
你想看看吗 Would you like to see one?
她被一支箭射中了？ She got shot by an arrow?
是啊是啊，看到了吗？就像兔八哥一样 Yeah, yeah, see? It's like -- it's like Looney Tunes.
看到了？她死了，但她又复活了，看到了？ See? She dies, right? But then, she comes back to life, see?
Sophia 总能死而复生 Sophia always comes back to life.
你怎么做到的 How did you do all this?
我无聊呗 Well, I was bored, you know?
我只是个孩子，你妈妈和我 I was a kid and your mother and I, we didn't have
没有什么玩具或者电子游戏 a lot of toys or video games
所以我们得找自己的娱乐方式 so we had to find ways to entertain ourselves.
你做了多少这些 How many of them did you make?
一盒子，大概60本 I got a box of these. Like 60 of these.
60? 嗯哼，60本 60? Yeah, like 60 of them.
60啊 是啊 无聊呗 60? Yeah. Well, I was bored!
我懂啊 但是60？我知道 很荒谬 Yeah, but 60? I know, it's ridiculous.
能找个空调吗 求你啦 Can we please get into the air conditioning? Please?
最爱的数字 3. Favorite number? 3.
最爱的颜色蓝色 Favorite color? Blue.
最爱的书 不读 Favorite book? Don't read.
这信写给谁 什么信 Who's the letter to? What letter?
你一直在写的给那个女孩儿的信 The girl you've been writing a letter to.
不重要 Doesn't matter.
我想知道啊 不重要 But I wanna know. That doesn't matter.
你知道不能在室内吸烟的吧 You know you're not allowed to smoke indoors?
知道 Yes.
你知道抽烟是肺癌的主要诱因吗 You know smoking is one of the leading causes of lung cancer?
我知道 那你为啥吸烟 Yes, I do. Then why do you smoke?
因为感觉棒棒哒 Because it feels really good.
你看起来不健康 你吃维他命吗 You don't look really healthy. Do you take vitamins?
我吃药片 那可不是维他命 I take drugs. Those aren't vitamins.
我造 你有女友吗 I know. Do you have a girlfriend?
没 为啥 No. Why not?
不重要 It doesn't matter.
可能是因为你看起来不健康 Maybe it's 'cause you don't look healthy.
大概吧 能赶紧吃光你的薯条吗 Maybe. Can you please finish up eating your fries?
也许是因为你呼出的气体难闻 Maybe it's because of the bad breath.
我不口臭 I don't have the bad breath.
抽烟是牙龈炎的主要原因 Smoking is one of the leading causes of gingivitis.
你真让我头疼啊 You're really giving me a headache right now --
你不照顾好自己 You don't take care of yourself.
你在给我制造严重的偏头痛 You're giving me a huge migraine headache.
你得找个女朋友了. 我不能-- You should get a girlfriend. I can't --
你明显照顾不好你自己 You clearly can't take care of yourself.
完全相信你 你必须这么做 Totally believe you. You have to do it.
你能别敲敲了吗 Will you please stop knocking?
里头有个小姑娘 能别敲了吗 There's a little girl in there, can you please stop knocking?
打扰 你能别敲了吗 Excuse me. Can you stop...knocking?
嗨？ Hello?
你能不能...能不能闭嘴 Will you...will you please shut up?
你能不能闭嘴 Will you please shut up?
闭嘴 Shut up!
闭嘴 闭嘴 闭嘴 Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
闭嘴 Shut up.
你他妈能闭嘴吗 Would you shut the hell up?
闭上你丫的嘴 Just shut the fuck up!
讲真 Please!
闭上你的肥大奶牛嘴？ Shut your big, fat cow mouths!
闭上你的臭嘴 闭上 我靠 Shut it the fuck up! Just do it, man!
闭上嘴 求你了 闭嘴 Shut it, please! God, shut up!
真心的好么 等一下 Seriously, alright. Hold on.
听着 让Bruce接电话 Listen, uh, get Bruce on the phone.
让他弄清楚Richie的姐姐怎么了 Ask him to find out what's up with Richie's sister.
让他把她放出来 Have him help her out.
你妈妈怎么了 What's going on with my mom?
我不会告诉你一些我不该说的东西 I'm not gonna screw anything else up
搞砸其他事了 by telling you something I shouldn't.
Gideon来的电话. It's from Gideon.
你们为什么不怎么说话了 How come you guys don't talk anymore?
不光是一件事的原因 Well, it's not just one thing.
我想知道 是很多事造成的 I wanna know. It's a bunch of things.
你妈妈和我在一个不健康的家庭长大 We grew up in an unhealthy home, your mother and I.
她在很年轻的时候有了你 She had you when she was really young.
她还是个未成年的时候有了你 She had you when she was a teenager.
我猜想 她不想让你在那种环境里长大 And I guess, she didn't wanna bring you up in that environment
而我是那环境的一部分 and I was part of that environment.
所以就是 你们分开了？ So what happened was you grew apart?
事情是 What happened was..
...我变坏了 ...I became a bad person.
我一点儿也不这么认为 I -- I don't think that at all.
我觉得- 我觉得你挺傻 I -- I think you're a dumb person.
哇 我爱这首歌 Oh, my God! I love this song!
| When I learned |
| Feeling alive |
| And you know |
| You were fine |
| Sharing knives |
| Cut and go |
| I just hoped |
| That you were home |
| It was the faintest cry in a sorry place |
| In the faintest times I will never forget why |
| I always liked |
| You and I ||
来和我一块儿跳舞 我不跳舞 Come dance with me. I don't dance.
来啦 我不跳 Come on! I don't dance.
快来我不跳舞 Come on. I don't dance.
啊哈 A-ah!
怎么了 没事 What happened? Nothing. Nothing.
不过呢 It's just, uh --
那是个意外 It was an accident.
我觉得你得缝针 I think you need stitches.
你是公众辩护律师？ You're the public defender?
不 我是 Bruce Warham. No, I am not. My name is Bruce Warham.
我为Gideon Young工作.谁？ I work for Gideon Young. Who?
杨先生让我代表你 Mr. Young has asked me to represent you
为了帮你兄弟的忙 .我弟弟？ as a favor to your brother. My brother?
我的理解是，那个袭击你的人 From what I understand, the gentleman who assaulted you
提起了反诉 是吗 has filed a cross complaint, right?
我弟弟？ My brother?
我想让你知道 I want you to know something. I, uh..
我很高兴我遇到了你 ...I'm really glad that I met you.
Richie,你还好吗 啊 Richie, are you alright? Yeah.
你还好吗 我没事 You okay? I'm fine.
抱歉 Ms Hill 我时间不多 I'm sorry, Miss Hill, I don't have a lot of time.
你知道反诉的事吗 Are you aware of the cross complaint?
知道 Yes.
你该知道的 You should know that
尽管带了熊猫眼的是你，他也有背景 even though you're the one with the shiner, he also has grounds.
背景 什么背景? Grounds? Grounds to what?
我的天 你流了这么多血 Oh, my God. You're bleeding a lot.
那边有个药店 别 别 别 There's a pharmacy there. No, no, no.
我要去那儿 我保证 我会回来的 I'm gonna go there. I promise, I'll be right back.
好吧 首先 他会诉讼 Well, he could sue you, for one.
他会指控你 尽管我不认为 He could press charges, although I don't think
有这个可能性 that's very likely, but..
他们会尽力让事情看起来如此 你得清楚 ...they could try and frame it that way. You should know that.
打扰一下 Excuse me.
那个男人打了我 他袭击了我 This man hit me, he assaulted me.
我理解 我为什么在这儿 I understand. So why am I here?
如果我才是受害者 他为什么要起诉我 How can he sue me if I'm the victim?
这家伙狂揍了墙 然后他揍了我 This man punched a wall and then he punched me.
但你和他上床了 对吗 But you were sleeping with this man, right?
他结婚了 是吗 This man is married, right?
这男人有孩子，有律师 This man has children, this man has a lawyer
这件事他可以爱怎么说怎么说 who can frame this any which way he wants.
但我当时不知道他结婚了 But I didn't know he was married.
我理解你，但你懂我要说的吗 I understand that, but do you see where I'm going?
你 是那个情妇 You're the mistress.
我是什么？ I'm what?
你是小三 You're the other woman.
我是小三 I'm the other woman.
这是站不住脚的 我来处理好了 It won't hold water. I'll take care of it.
过后几个小时 我们把你从这儿弄出去 We'll get you out of here in a few hours.
Miss Hill,会没事的 Miss Hill, it'll be fine.
嘿 Richie.可能会有点儿刺激 Hey, Richie. This might sting a little.
老天爷啊！ 对不起啊 Ah! Jesus Christ! I'm sorry.
很快就过去了. 吸气 It'll be over in a second. Breathe.
吸气, Richie.我没关系 Breathe, Richie. I'm fine.
数到三然后呼气 Then count to 3, then breathe out.
这是个临时的解决办法，我们得送你去医院 This is a temporary fix. We need to get you to a hospital.
不 不要医院 至少去看下医生 No, no hospitals. Go to a doctor.
我不会去看什么医生的 I ain't goin' to a doctor.
如果你不为你自己 为我 If you won't do it for you, do it for me.
听着 我只想送你安全回家 Look, I just wanna get you back home safe.
我只想做好一件事 I just wanna do one thing right, okay?
然后呢？我得为你操心？ Then what? I'll have to worry about you?
然后我就再也看不到你了？然后你就永远消失了？ That I'll never see you again? That you'll be gone forever?
别想你自己 想想我 Instead of thinking about yourself, think about me.
你不在身边 How's Sophia supposed to go on more adventures
Sophia 如何经历更多冒险呢？（要哭了） if you're not around?
无论如何， Sophia都会经历更多的冒险的 Sophia's gonna have a lot of adventures, no matter what.
我知道你看不起你自己，Richard I know you're down on yourself, Richard
但世界上有更糟糕的人 好吗 but there are much worse people out there, alright?
你妈妈不想让我呆在你身边是有原因的 Look, your mother doesn't want me around you for a reason
那些原因并不差 and they have good reasons.
你比许多人都要好 You're better than a lot of people.
至少你不会说 我压根不该存在 At least you wouldn't say that I shouldn't exist.
啊？谁--谁说你压根不该存在？ Huh? Who -- who says you shouldn't exist?
爸爸 你爸? Darren? Dad. Dad? Darren?
是啊，他是个混蛋 Yeah, he's a jerk.
他什么时候说的一直 When does he say that? All the time.
他的生活本来可以更好的 His life would've been better.
我在周末见他 I see him on the weekends.
生活本可以更好的 是吗 Life would be better, huh?
你妈妈对此怎么说 What does your mom say about this?
我不用这些事烦妈妈 糟心 I don't bother mom with it. It's just noise.
他在他朋友面前称呼我为 堕胎失败 He called me a failed abortion in front of his friends.
堕胎失败？ 他自认为幽默 Failed abortion? It's just his idea of humor.
他就这死样子 It's just the way he is.
就这死样子 哈？ Just the way he is, huh?
就这死样子 Just the way he is.
他还在那个 Does he still work at that, uh
大街上的店里工作吗 那家音乐商店 the store down the street? That music store?
他周末去那里工作？ Does he work there on Wednesdays?
还有几分钟就要关门了 We're closing in a few minutes.
Darren 在这儿工作？他在这儿吗 Darren working here? Darren here?
他在工作室 在工作室啊 He's in the workshop. The workshop.
给我一分钟 一分钟 就呆一分钟 Give me one minute. One minute. Stay there for one minute.
我了个-- What the f --
Richie? 堕胎失败？ Richie? Failed abortion?
你他妈说什-- 堕胎失败？ What the fuck are you -- A failed abortion?
你他妈在说什么啊 I don't know what the fuck you're talking about!
Richie, 怎么了 Richie, what the fuck?
滚开啊 Get the fuck off!
靠 Fuck.
他妈的怎么了, Richie! What the fuck, Richie!
到底-- What the --
我不知道有什么值得我活着的了, Darren I don't know what there is to live for anymore, Darren
但我对上帝发誓 but I swear to God..
我对上帝发誓 ...I swear to God..
如果你再对我姐姐或她的孩子说一遍 ...if you say any more
你的混账话 fucked-up things to my sister or her kid again
我会活着的 I will stay alive.
我会活着 保证你生不如死 I will stay alive to make sure your life is a living hell.
怎么了卧槽 What the fuck, man?
| There is a house in New Orleans |
| They call the Rising Sun |
| And it's been the ruin |
| Of many a poor boy |
| And God I know I'm one |
| My mother was a tailor |
| She sewed my new blue jeans |
| My father was a gamblin' man |
| Down in New Orleans |
| Now the only thing a gambler needs |
| Is a suitcase and trunk |
| And the only time he's satisfied |
| Is when he's all drunk -- |
坐吧, Richie.没关系 Have a seat, Richie. No, that's okay.
我们不留下 我得带她回家 We're not stickin' around. Gotta get her home.
我饿了你才不饿 I'm hungry. No, you're not.
我当然饿了 Sure I am.
好啊 亲们 Howdy, folks.
请给我点儿肋排 I'll have some of those ribs, please.
来点儿蔬菜 才不要蔬菜 With some vegetables. I don't want vegetables.
放点儿蔬菜在里头 Put some vegetables in there.
这些就是蔬菜 里头没有 These are vegetables. Those don't have vegetables.
放点儿绿色进去 绿色蔬菜 Please put some green things in there. Green vegetables.
知道了 绿绿的菜嘛 Got it. Greenish vegetables.
谢了 Thank you.
下去 Guys.
这个漂亮的小丫头是谁啊, Richie? So who is this fine young lady, Richie?
侄女, Sophia. My niece, Sophia.
你好呀, Sophia小姐.好高兴见到你 Hello, Miss Sophia. Delightful to meet you.
天真无邪呢 Precious.
你从没告诉我你有家庭 You never told me you had family.
你也没告诉过我你是Gideon的基友 You never told me you were friends with Gideon either.
我不是Gideon基友 I'm not friends with Gideon.
我为他打工 和给你打工一样 I work for him the same as I work for you.
我就仅是这些吗, Richie? Is that all I am, Richie?
不过是你的老板？ Just the boss man?
昨晚你和Flora约好见面了？ Did you make that date with Flora last night?
没 那摊子事能烦死你 No. That stuff will kill you.
| I got one foot on the platform -- ||
这就是你觉得我想做的事？ Is that what you think I was trying to do?
Hmm? Hmm?
你觉得这就是我给你的吗？ Is that why you think I gave it to you?
给我什么 8年. Gave what? 8 years.
你给我打工八年 8 years you worked for me.
我从没要求你什么 I never asked you for nothin'.
我对你很好 I treated you great
即便你到街对面为那孩子工作 even when you went across the street to work for that kid.
从没对你喊过 从没让你感觉渺小 Never yelled at you, never made you feel small
从没问过你为什么烦心 never asked what was bothering you.
从不在乎 Never cared.
我对你足够在乎来让你一个人呆着！ I cared enough to leave you alone!
我尊重你的事就是你自己的 I respected that your business was your own business!
即便它花着我的钱 Even when it cost me money!
即便当你住不起这个城市 Even when you couldn't afford to live in the city no more
我借给你钱！ I lent you money!
假装你有家 假装你有生活 Pretended like you had a home. Like you had a life.
好像我们互不相欠 并不如此 我猜 Like we were equals. I guess we're not equals.
我那会儿很难 Richie! I was in a tough spot, Richie!
他们知道那儿发生的事 他们会灭了我的 They see what happened here, they're gonna shut me down!
就这样！没了！ That's it! Over!
你会失业 我们都会 You'd be out of a job. We all would.
梦要灭了 The dream would be done.
那个混账...蠢丫头！ That stupid...stupid girl.
20份工作之间和摇滚俱乐部的差别 The difference between 20 jobs and a rock club
自从乔伊·雷蒙（雷蒙乐队主唱）踏上7号火车起 that's been lodged on Ludlow
就归于Ludlow since before Joey Ramone was taking the 7 train!
要么是那个 要么是破碎机 It's either that or the wrecking ball
来毁灭这整个街区！ wipes out this entire block！
用混账公寓来代替它！ and replaces it all with fucking condos!
抱歉 Sorry.
我压力很大 I'm under a lot of stress.
这种信息会让你这样 This MSG will do it to you.
我通常不这样直白 I'm not usually this direct.
我从没遇到过这种情况 I've never been in a situation like this before.
我不擅长于解决棘手的问题 I'm not the best at handlin' situations like this.
我就想让你知道我为什么说这些 I just wanted to let you know where I'm coming from.
我想说说其他事情 I like to talk about other things.
你的侄女 Your niece.
世界新闻呢 World affairs.
这些肋排今晚不是做给我的 These fuckin' ribs aren't doing it for me today.
亲爱的 你得多吃点儿 You're gonna have to eat more than that, darlin'.
我不能要. 你要求的 No I shouldn't. You asked for it.
我要求是因为我想报复某人 I just said that to get back at someone.
我不是故意的 I didn't mean it.
来吧 我请了 Come on. It's on me.
你不能一下子就戒掉 You can't quit all at once.
你得慢慢来 You gotta wean yourself slow.
这东西真能让你快乐无边 Well, this will make you feel real good.
相信我 Trust me.
我得去洗手间了 I'm gonna go to the bathroom.
好吧 保证把 Alright, well just make sure
你和你那性感的小翘臀一块儿带回来 you bring that cute little ass back here, okay?
我交男朋友了现在 I have a man now.
亲爱的 你不过交了个男孩子 You got a boy, darlin'.
需要男人？你知道上哪儿找我去 You want a man? You know where to find me.
你就是个令人厌恶的悲哀的老男人 You're a repulsive, pathetic old man.
结束了 We're finished here.
好了 结束它 我们要走了 Come on, finish that up. We gotta go.
这儿没有一丁点儿美好的东西 没有 There's nothing good here. Nothing good.
你还好吗, Richie? You alright, Richie?
我没事 没事 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.
你今晚得来工作 You gotta come to work tonight.
今晚不可以 No, not tonight.
你知道你身上有一点好处, Richie? You know the wonderful thing about you, Richie?
那就是 对你来说死亡不光是一个目的地 It's that death isn't just a destination for you.
它是你的一部分 它住在你体内 It's a part of you. It lives in you.
和你的灵魂互相交织 It's woven into the fabric of your soul.
除了拥抱这个事实 你别无选择 There's nothing you could do but embrace the fact
对你来说每一天都是最后一天 that every day of your life ought to be your last.
走吧 Let's go.
走了 快 Let's go. Come on.
快 快 Come on. Come on.
你刷过牙什么的了吗 Did you brush your teeth and everything?
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
你刷牙了？嗯哼 You brushed your teeth? Mm-hmm.
很好 Okay, good.
你不会离开我吧 You're not leaving me, are you?
不会的 我在旁边房间里 No, I'm gonna be in the next room.
你发誓？ Promise?
我发誓 I promise.
哦 我趁你不注意的时候读了你的信 Oh, I -- I read your letter when you weren't looking.
我好奇 希望你别介意 I was curious. I hope you don't mind.
是封情书 是吗 It's a love letter, right?
对不对 Right?
你忘记了告诉她 你爱她 You forgot to tell her you love her.
所以不起作用 That's why it doesn't work.
为什么不停地写？ Why you keep rewriting it.
爱 就是你遗落掉的词 That's the word that's missing.
我们需要你跟我们走一趟 先生 We're gonna need you to come with us, sir.
在我们报警之前 能解释吗 You wanna explain this to us before we call the police?
很高兴听到这句 我什么都不记得了 I'd love to hear this one. I don't remember this at all.
几个小时之前发生的 你不记得？ You don't remember this happening a few hours ago?
不记得 先生 No, I do not. No, I do not, sir.
这事儿发生的当间儿 At the time that this incident took place
我正遭受绝经期药物的折磨 I was under the influence of a menopausal medication.
确实什么都不记得了 I don't remember much of anything that happened.
来我们走走 Let's take a walk. Until a couple --
你可能会记得这个呢 Maybe you'll remember this.
听着 我侄女在上面 让我保护她好吗 Listen, my niece is up there, okay? You gotta let me back up.
再次见到你我们就报警了 If we ever see you here again, we'll call the police.
求你们让我保护她吧 Please let me back up there.
离开这儿 你有两分钟 You have 2 minutes to get outta here.
亲爱的Vista 我突然间发现了自己的一部分 Dear Vista, I have stumbled upon a part of me
他渴望见到明天升起的太阳 that wants to see the sun rise tomorrow.
这部分曾被我深埋心底 A part of me that has been buried deep inside
很久很久 for so many years.
我想知道 人生中这样想是不是更好： I wonder if it's better to go through life thinking
一个消失了的被爱的人可能会仍旧徘徊于世 that a loved one who's missing could still be alive out there.
我想回答是：没有 I'm guessing the answer to that question is no.
但我被要求帮别人一个忙 But I've been asked to do a favor that I don't feel
我不再喜欢帮的忙 like delivering any longer.
这是我在消失之前要偿还的债 It's a debt that I need to settle before I go.
嘿 Gideon 在附近吗 Hey, hey, have you seen...Gideon around?
哦 在呢 他一团糟呢 Yeah, man, he's fucked up.
他在哪儿你知道吗 Do you know where he is?
不知道 一个小时没见到他了 No, I haven't seen him in like an hour.
谢谢 Yeah, thanks.
| And it's not like Mr. Shock |
| To get shy when I'm asking who is on top |
| There must be something deep down in the middle down there |
| He's not too easily scared -- |
Rich, Rich.他邀请我来这儿的 Rich, Rich. He invited me here.
他邀请我的 He -- he invited me.
Devin,这件事很重要 Devin, it's important.It's important.
| Wouldn't care too much if he just disappeared |
| Oh see there he is now coming down the stairs |
| He pulled the mirrors off his Cadillac ||
Richie!过来这儿 Richie! Hey, come here!
见到你真高兴 哥们 It's good to see you, man.
先前的事太抱歉了 我搞砸了 Hey, I'm real sorry about before. I fucked up.
我反应过度了 好吗你不用道歉的 I overreacted, okay? You don't have to apologize.
不不不 我搞砸了 No, no, no. I fucked up. Okay?
对不起 对不起 你不必这样 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You don't have to be.
我请你喝一杯 Come on, let me get you a drink.
我一直在想 I've been thinking about it, man.
一直在思考很多事情 I've been thinking about a lot of things.
我得控制我的脾气了 And I -- I gotta stop losing my temper, you know?
我需要积极有效地做事 I gotta approach things in a positive and constructive way.
因为当我回想过去 我18岁的时候 Because when I think about it, I was 18 years old
我第一次接手这档生意 when I first got into this business.
我不知道我在干什么 但我有积极的态度 I didn't know what the fuck I was doing, but I had a positive attitude.
我拿下了这间名不见经传的仓库 I took this abandoned warehouse dumbo.
我把它变成了纽约最火的俱乐部 I turned it into the hottest party in New York.
我一夜清理了60 Gs I was cleaning 60 Gs a night.
18岁 我站在世界之巅 知道我怎么做到的？ I was 18, on top of the world. You know how I did that?
你知道我怎么做到的？我抓住当下的时机 You know how I did that? I seized the moment.
我抓住了那个时机 I seized the moment.
总之 好汉不提当年勇 Anyway, enough of that shit.
你说你姐在监狱里？ Did you say your sister was in jail earlier?
还是我自己乱编的 Or am I just making that shit up?
不是监狱 那叫中央登记处 It's not jail, it's called Central Booking.
她在中央登记处对头 She's in Central Booking. Yeah.
在中央大道 是吗 It's on Center Street, right?
几个小时候她出来了很好 She gets out in a few hours. Good.
我想 或许我去接她 I was thinking about maybe picking her up.
应该的 You should.
我不知道跟她说什么 I don't know what to say to her.
什么意思？我不知道说什么 What do you mean? I don't know what to say.
很简单 告诉她你爱她 It's easy. You just tell her you love her.
就是这个 That's it.
还有谁能去接她？她有老公吗？ Who else is gonna pick her up? She got a husband?
她有个前-傻帽-夫哦 She has an ex-douchebag. A douchebag, huh?
傻帽前男友 在她17岁的时候让她怀孕 Ex-douchebag. He knocked her up when she was 17.
你得去做你要做的事 You gotta go there. Here's what you gotta do.
支持她. You gotta go there and be supportive.
对 她是你姐姐 Right. She's your sister.
她度过了艰难一夜 She's had a rough night.
很高兴你来我的小聚会 I'm real glad you came by to my little gathering
没料到你会来 I didn't think you were gonna come.
我不是来聚会的 I'm not here for the gathering.
是来告诉你一些事 I'm here to talk to you about something.
我知道你说的那个年轻姑娘的事 I think I know what you wanna talk to me about.
我不觉得你认识她 I don't think you do.
大家来聚会不是来看我的 People come to my gatherings not to see me
为了其他事 they come for other things.
我不是为其他事来的 No, that's not it. I'm not here for other things.
Gideon,我不是 Gideon, I'm not --
我有兴奋剂 镇定剂 所有你想要的 I got uppers, downers, I got whatever you want.
你不用说谎 我又特么不在乎 You don't have to lie. I don't give a fuck.
听着 我不撒谎 好么 No, listen, I don't lie. I don't lie. Okay?
放松 Relax.
我不撒谎 希望你知道这一点 I don't lie. I want you to know that about me.
好啦好啦 不好 Okay, okay. Okay. No, it's not okay.
因为先前我对你不诚实 Because I was dishonest with you before.
愧疚一直侵蚀我内心 I was dishonest with you. It's been eating me up all day.
我再也不想撒谎了 And I try never to lie.
我通过谎言伤害了某人 我-- I hurt someone once by lying and it just, it --
我想让你知道我不撒谎 I wanted you to know that about me. I don't lie.
知道我这一点很重要 It's important that you know that about me.
好吧 记住了 Alright. It's duly noted.
说清楚了 我要你帮我个忙 Now that we've cleared that up, I need you to do me a favor.
问我知道你女友什么事 Ask me what I know about your girlfriend.
你给我戴了绿帽？ You fuckin' with me?
我谁也没给谁戴绿帽子.. No, I ain't fuckin' with you.
我没耍你 但我之前不诚实了 I ain't fuckin' with nobody, but I wasn't very truthful before.
所以如果你想再来一次 直接问 So if you wanna redo that thing, you wanna go ahead
她的事吧 直接问 and ask about her, you go ahead and ask.
你知道我女朋友什么事 What do you know about my girlfriend?
我知道 她有时回来德沃俱乐部俱乐部俱乐部 我遇到过她 I know that she came into The Devoe sometimes. I met her.
遇到过几次 她很可爱 I met her a few times. She was a real sweet girl.
是啊 但她走了 Yeah. But she's gone.
她走了 She's gone.
你什么意思啊 她走了 What do you mean she's gone?
她死了 I mean she's dead.
她死了 听到我说的了吗 She's dead. Do you hear what I'm sayin'?
等一等 我不知道你在干嘛 Hold on. I don't know what you're doing right now.
你在说什么东西？ 我告诉你 Why you saying this? Let me tell you something.
你在谈论的可是我的真爱啊 You're talking about the love of my life.
我知道的如果你耍我的话-- I know. I know. If you are fucking with me --
我没有 如果你耍我- I'm not. If you are fucking with me --
你的真爱昨晚被发现死于吸食过量 The love of your life died of a drug overdose
就在德沃俱乐部的女洗手间 in the fourth bathroom stall
第四隔间 of the ladies restroom in The Devoe last night.
我就在那儿 什么什么？ I was there. I found her. What? What?
她很美 She's beautiful.
对你我来说 She was beautiful to you, and she was beautiful to me.
但对于 Bill But to Bill
她影响生意 I guess she was bad for business.
她在哪儿不知道 Where is she? I don't know.
为什么这样折磨我 我没在折磨你！ Why are you doing this to me? I'm not doing it to you!
为什么这样折磨 我抱歉我撒谎了 Why you telling me this? I'm sorry I lied to you.
抱歉我不知道该说什么 I'm sorry I lied. I didn't know what to say.
该做什么 I didn't know what to do.
无论你对我做什么 我都原谅你 Whatever you do to me, I forgive you.
我都原谅你 为什么这样折磨我 I forgive you. Why are you doing this to me?
我很抱歉 为什么这样折磨我 I'm sorry. Why are you telling me this?
我原谅你 I forgive you. I forgive you.
闪开 Pull over.
滚粗 Get out.
滚蛋 Get the fuck out.
你姐姐上了我老公 Your sister's fucking my husband.
你打算怎么样 What was your plan?
不知道 I don't know.
可能用钢笔戳她眼 ？ Stab her in the eye with a pen, maybe.
真对不起 I'm so sorry.
我再也不会那样离开你了 好吗 I'm never gonna leave you like that ever again, okay?
你眼睛怎么了 What happened to your eye?
睡几个小时然后上学 好吗 Go back to bed for a couple of hours before school, okay?
马上回来 Be right back.
我爱你 我也爱你 I love you. I love you too.
晚安 安 Goodnight. Night.
我能从她的表情看出来 I can see it in her face.
昨晚过后 她变了 She's changed since last night.
你让她喜欢你了 You got her liking you now.
10个小时而已 你变成了 好好先生 10 hours and suddenly you're Mr. Wonderful.
别付我钱 拿着吧 Don't pay me. Take the money.
我不需要钱 拿去 I don't need the money. Take it.
我不再需要钱了 Maggie. I don't need the money anymore, Maggie.
这整件事只关乎你我 好吗 This is just between us. This whole thing. Okay?
过几天工作间隙我会打给你 I'm gonna call out of work for a couple of days.
就在家就好 这是工作 没关系的 Just do it from home. It's work. It's fine.
你不想让任何人见到你这个样子 You don't want anyone seeing you like this.
你打给我 因为你不想 You called me because you don't want
你朋友见到你这样？ your friends seeing you like this?
我有一大堆人都得靠我，不像你 I've a lot of people depending on me. Unlike you.
一条线上的人牵扯到大量的钱 There's a lot of money on the line.
要是我带着黑眼圈进那个办公室 I walk into that office with a black eye
背着情感包袱, 都结束了 with any scent of emotional baggage, it's done.
我为之奋斗的一切 没了 Everything I worked for. Gone.
我们来自不同世界 We come from different worlds.
我知道我们到底来自哪儿 I know exactly where we come from.
我知道 我们曾是朋友 And I know that we used to be friends.
我们过去很亲密 We used to be close.
我们当时年轻 会犯错误 Well, we were young. And we could make mistakes.
是啊 可是 我是说 你一点都不怀念任何事吗 Yeah, but I mean, don't you miss anything, you know?
我怀念我们曾拥有的 I miss what we had.
是啊 因为你得做个青少年 Yeah, 'cause you got to be a teenager.
你得做其他青少年该做的 You got to do stuff that other teenagers do.
我有了个孩子 I had a kid.
我没有那种和朋友 邻居 I didn't have the luxury of hanging out
奢侈的疯耍 with friends from the neighborhood.
我没有特权去做不好的选择 I didn't have the privilege of making bad choices.
听着，这不过是-- Look, this is just a --
这只是唯一一次, Richie. This is just a onetime thing, Richie.
我不想我女儿有任何糟糕的偶像 I don't want my daughter having any more false idols.
好吗 Okay?
所以 请你 So, please..
如果你肯 ...if you can just..
...离开 ...leave.
四年级, PS 164 4th grade, PS 164.
苏格兰小力士 Evans 和 小骑士Jimmy 找到了我 Scottie Evans and Jimmy Knight, they got to me.
有时他们直盯着我 有时他们不理我 Sometimes it was a black eye. Sometimes they cut me.
有一天 你来了 记得吗 Then one day, you come down there. You remember?
你把你的拳头举得老高..然后砰地一声 You put your fist up real high...and boom
你揍了Evans的下巴一拳 you punched Scottie Evans on his chin he goes down
他像一吨的砖块倾颓 那画面太美我不敢看 like a ton of bricks. I never seen anything like it.
他们说 嗯 "记得你的小姐姐吗 They said, uh, "You embarrassed that your little sister
她为你而战？" 你不记得吧 fight your battles for you?" I didn't think so.
我看着你站在那儿 你知道吗 Just seeing you standing there, you know?
你说"你别惹Richie, 别惹我弟弟." "You don't mess with Richie, you don't mess with my brother."
我知道真相 I knew the truth.
我有世界上最酷的姐姐 I had the coolest sister in the world.
然后呢我们 And then we, uh..
长大了 ...we grow up.
改变了 We change.
我变了 I changed.
你走了有了个漂亮的女儿, Maggie And you go and you have this -- this beautiful girl, Maggie
她出类拔萃 她太聪明了 I mean, she's a one in a million. She's so smart.
我知道你不可能如此 I know you don't get to be like that
除非你的母亲是也万里挑一的佼佼者（有其母必有其女） unless your mother is the best of the best.
然后我意识到 And then I realized that, uh..
有些东西从不会改变 ...some things never change.
你还是这世界上最酷的姐姐 You're still the coolest sister in the world.
听着 Look.
周五过来吃晚餐吧 Why don't you come over for dinner on Friday.
七点？我们聊聊 Around 7? We'll talk.
但如果你迟到了 或者让Sophia失望了 But if you're late or you disappoint Sophia
我就灭了你 好不 I'm gonna kill you. Okay?
好的 Okay.
好 Okay.
| I'll be seeing you |
| In all the old |
| Familiar places |
| That this heart |
| Of mine embraces |
| All day and through |
| In that |
| Small cafe |
| The park |
| Across the way |
| The children's |
| Carousel |
| The chestnut tree |
| The wishing well |
| I'll be seeing you |
| In every |
| Lovely summer's day |
| In everything |
| That's bright and gay |
| I'll always |
| Think of you that way |
| I'll find you |
| In the morning sun |
| And when the night |
| Is new |
| I'll be looking at the moon |
| But I'll |
| Be seeing you ||
| When I learned |
| Feeling alive |
| And you know |
| You were fine |
| Sharing knives |
| Cut and go |
| I just hoped |
| That you were home |
| It was the faintest cry in a sorry place |
| In the faintest times I will never forget why |
| I always liked |
| You and I |
| It was a dead holiday |
| I just lost my head I couldn't stay |
| When you find |
| You were lost in the fray |
| I will hold my breath another day |
| It was the faintest cry in a sorry place |
| In the faintest times I will never forget why |
| I always liked |
| You and I |
| You and I ||