《使女的故事》前情提要... Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
大主教想和解 The Commander wants to reconcile,
可他不知道该怎么做 but he doesn't know how to do it so,
我给他提了个建议 I made a suggestion.
你可以赋予她发言权吗 Could you maybe give her a real voice?
在幕后 Behind the scenes.
如果这样可以有所弥补 If that would fix things.
这值得讨论一下 It's worth discussing.
穿上盛装 在幕后操纵 Wear the dress. Pull the strings.
你们觉得她尊重你们吗 Have you found her respectful?
她以前挺不尊重人的 We've had trouble with her in the past.
是的 Yes.
我想走了 I want to go now.
好的 亲爱的 All right, my love.
像汉娜这个年纪的小女孩 A young girl of Hannah's age
很可能会去学校学习家政 would attend a school for domestic arts.
她所在教区的学校在布鲁克兰的水库边 The one in her district is in Brookline, by the reservoir.
谢谢 塞... Thank you, S‐‐
你认识那个男人吗 You know that man?
是不是卢卡斯·班科莱 Is it Lucas Bankole?
我爱你 I love you.
嗯 Yes.
她都长这么大了 She's gotten so big.
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她逃出去了 She's out.
她很安全 She's safe.
她和卢克在一起 She's with Luke.
愿上帝和他的仁慈赋予我们奇迹 May He and His goodness bless us with miracles,
哪怕我们疲倦并缺乏信仰 for we are weary and weak of faith.
也许这不是奇迹 Maybe it's not a miracle.
奇迹是人类无法企及的 A miracle is beyond human powers.
这是我的成就 I did this.
我们的成就 We.
这是一个梦想 It's a dream.
基列使女的唯一梦想 The only dream for a Handmaid in Gilead.
我的孩子自由了 My baby is free.
宜应称颂 Praise be.
她们可能会怨恨我 They could resent me.
我不怪她们 I wouldn't blame them.
宜应称颂 Praise be.
但她们没有怨恨 反而为我开心 Instead of resentment, they offer grace.
一个人的胜利就是所有人的胜利 A victory for one is a victory for all.
我多么希望他也在这里啊 I want him here so badly.
我想被他抱住 轻呼我的名字 I want to be held and told my name.
离别胜新婚 Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
也许吧 Maybe.
那另一半的我呢 What about the rest of me?
我们制造汉娜的那晚 The night we made Hannah.
我想着如果再也不能碰他 If I thought I would never touch him again,
没有他 never have him,
我不如去死 I would die.
但没有人会因为缺乏性爱而死亡 But nobody dies from lack of sex.
只会因为我们失去了爱 It's lack of love we die from.
我为你丈夫祈祷 I pray for your husband.
你真好 奥芙马修 That is kind of you, Ofmatthew.
我祈祷他能把妮可宝宝送回她真正的家 I pray he returns Baby Nichole to her rightful home.
她真正的家就是和父母在一起 Her rightful home is with her parents.
宜应称颂 Praise be.
我知道他会做正确的选择 I know he'll do the right thing.
你不会嫁给一个 You wouldn't have married a man
会绑架的男人 who is actually capable of kidnapping.
你应该有这个判断力 You have much better judgement than that.
愿主明察 Under His eye.
咬我啊 Bite me.
西恩娜 Sienna?
没事了 Never mind.
你好像有什么不同 Did you do... something different?
你的头发 Your hair.
一点点 A little.
看起来不错 It looks nice.
就像以前一样 Like it used to.
谢谢 Thank you.
早上好 亲爱的 Good morning, dear.
早上好 劳伦斯太太 Good morning, Mrs. Lawrence.
美好的一天 大主教 Blessed day, Commander.
答案是 不行 The answer is "No."
你有求于我 You want something.
我能看出来 I can tell.
我只想知道我丈夫是否安全 I just need to know if my husband is safe.
不知道 他系安全带吗 I don't know. Does he use a seat belt?
他注意血压吗 Does he watch his blood pressure?
那是无声的杀手 That's the silent killer, you know.
他们知道我丈夫在哪里 They know where he is now.
他们知道我女儿在我丈夫那 They know he has my daughter.
这不是你想要的吗 And isn't that what you wanted?
你觉得他们会伤害我丈夫吗 Do you think they would try to hurt him?
他们 They?
你觉得我丈夫有危险吗 Do you think he's in danger?
我们都处于危险之中 We're all in danger.
多好啊 What a blessing.
你可以去见她 To have seen her.
知道她没事 To know that she's all right.
她和一个陌生人在一起 She's with a stranger.
这只是对你来说 A stranger to you.
嗯 Yes.
对我来说 To me.
这么快就结束了 You're finished already?
他们怎么说 What did they say?
他们才刚开始 Oh, they've just gotten started.
你也一起吧 I'd like you to join us.
你有发言权 You have a say in this.
我们向加拿大提出了初步申诉 We lodged a preliminary complaint to Canada,
请求把妮可送回来 petitioning for Nichole's return.
我们会跟进的 And we will follow up.
基列的一个孩子被绑架了 A child of Gilead has been kidnapped.
你提议我们再向他们发一份严正声明吗 You're suggesting we send them another stern note?
不 大主教 我是说没有引渡条约 No, Commander. I'm saying that our options are limited
我们的选择将会很有限 without an extradition treaty.
先生们 Gentlemen.
请原谅我 Pray excuse me.
塞丽娜 Serena?
我想了解抚养她的那个男人 I'd like to know about the man who is raising her.
他在萨福克县城市规划局工作 He worked in the... Suffolk County Office of Urban Planning.
这是之前了 Before.
现在呢 And now?
在工地兼职 Part‐time construction and utility work.
他在接受难民援助 He receives... refugee aid.
他有信仰吗 Is he a man of faith?
当然没有 Of course not.
他倒是给长子施洗了 He did baptize his first child.
但据我们所知 他的宗教活动也就仅此而已 But, to our knowledge, that's the extent of his religious activities.
我们查阅了病历 We have been able to access some medical records.
妮可打了疫苗 Nichole's up to date on her vaccinations.
她的身高在同龄人中是60百分位 She's measuring 60th percentile for height
体重是55百分位 and 55th for weight.
还有 And...
上面写着她长了颗牙 It says here she has a tooth.
我们会尽一切努力把她带回家 And we will do whatever it takes to bring her back home to you.
这不是你想要的吗 I thought this is what you wanted.
我们女儿在加拿大很安全 Our daughter's safe. In Canada.
我很感激 I'm grateful.
但是呢 But?
跟我说说 Help me understand.
你想要什么 What is it that you want?
我想和她在一起 但这是不可能的 I want to be with her, but that's impossible.
我只想了结这一切 I just want this to be over.
客厅的客人是来找你的 They're here for you. In the parlor.
奥芙约瑟夫 Ofjoseph.
祈神保佑生养 Blessed be the fruit.
愿主开恩赐予 May the Lord open.
他们来这里只是想找你聊聊 They're just here to have a conversation.
坐 Sit.
我们想 We'd like to arrange...
见见妮可 a visit with Nichole.
你可以想象 As you can imagine,
由于我们的女儿 seeing our daughter has opened up
让沃特福德太太很受伤 a terrible wound for Mrs. Waterford.
我只是想道个别 Just one visit to say goodbye.
你丈夫会受到保护 Your husband will be protected.
我丈夫 My husband?
所有人都会受到保护 Everyone will be protected.
我保证 You have my word.
我也是 Mine as well.
你们的保证 Your word?
我要怎么做 What do I have to do?
给你丈夫打电话 Call your husband.
不行 No.
请给我们一点时间好吗 Will you please give us a moment?
当然 Of course.
不行 No.
我知道我不能和她在一起 I know that I can't be with her.
我只是想在她的人生中留下痕迹 I just want to be something to her.
没用的 That's not gonna help.
好吗 Okay?
不会如你所愿的 It's not gonna be what you think.
拜托 Please.
拜托 求你了 Please. I am begging you.
琼 June.
你以为我不想见她吗 You don't think I wanna see her?
我这么做有什么好处 If I do this, what do I get?
你可以见到她 You get to see her.
那我有什么好处 So... what do I get?
你想要什么 What do you want?
你欠我一个人情 I want you to owe me.
愿主明察 Under His eye.
你有两分钟 You have two minutes.
47.56美元 It's $47.56.
这坚持一周都难 This will barely last us the week.
一般人怎么买得起啊 How do people pay for this stuff?
大多数人压根不需要 Most don't need it.
好吧 All right.
再见 All right, see ya.
喂 Hello.
喂 Hello?
谁啊 Who is this?
卢克 Luke.
是我 It's me.
别挂 Don't hang up.
天哪 Oh, God.
琼 June?
琼 我 June, I, uh...
琼 Oh, June.
我没事 卢克 汉娜也没事 I'm okay, Luke. Hannah's okay.
她没事 She's all right.
你在哪里 Where‐- where are you?
我还在基列 Still here. I'm in Gilead.
琼 June, um‐‐
我爱 I love...
我爱你 I love you.
我好爱你 I love you so much.
我爱你 I love you.
天啊 我爱你 God, I love you.
我爱你 I love you.
宝贝 我想你 Oh, baby. I... I miss you.
我每天都想你 I think about you every day.
对不起 对不起 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
-别这么说 -我 ‐ Don't. - I‐‐
不用道歉 Don't be sorry.
不 我应该更努力地找你 No, I should've tried harder to find you.
还有汉娜 And Hannah.
我时间不多了 I don't have much time.
好的 你没事吧 Yeah. Are you‐‐ Are you all right?
他们伤害你了吗 Did they hurt you?
没有 No.
他们在旁边吗 Are they there?
他们在听吗 Are they listening?
卢克 拜托 Luke, please.
我保证我没事 I'm all right. I promise.
你听我说 I need you to listen to me.
好的 宝贝 Yeah. Yeah, baby.
你得帮我做件事 I need you to do something for me.
行 什么都行 Yeah, anything.
你明天带上妮可 去多伦多机场 I need you to go to the Toronto airport tomorrow
跟沃特福德夫妇见面 and meet the Waterfords, and bring Nichole.
卢克 Luke.
-卢克 -我 - Luke. - Yeah. I'm‐‐
我在听 I'm‐‐ I'm here.
琼 June...
你想让我跟沃特福德夫妇见面 You want me to meet the Waterfords?
就这一次 Just once.
道个别 To say goodbye.
稍后他们会打给你 告诉你具体事宜 You'll get another call with all of the details.
拜托 Please.
答应我 I need you to say yes.
不见男的 Not him.
只见女的 Just her.
好 Okay.
我爱你 I love you.
我可以走了吗 先生 May I be dismissed, sir?
可以 You may.
上帝保佑你 God bless you.
她听起来怎么样 How did she sound?
还是琼 Like June.
你还好吗 亲爱的 How are you holding up, dear?
非常好 劳伦斯太太 Very well, Mrs. Lawrence.
谢谢 Thank you.
那段时间 That must've been painful,
一定很痛苦 after all that time.
跟我想象得不太一样 It didn't go quite as I'd imagined.
重要的 What matters...
是 is...that...
你表达了爱意 your love came through.
有时语言无法表达我们的情感 Sometimes words fail us.
我丈夫用过音乐表达 My husband used music.
他上大学的时候给我录过磁带 He used to curate cassette tapes for me in college.
我还留着呢 就在地下室 I still have them in the basement.
你听过吗 Do you ever listen to them?
我 I...
我很想念给我录磁带的那个人 I miss the man who made them.
也许还有点他当年的影子吧 Maybe there's just a little bit of him left.
他帮过我 He helped me.
他帮过埃米莉 He helped Emily.
我觉得 I think...
可以抓住一个人的闪光点 it's okay to take a sliver of someone...
念着他的好 and hold on to that.
尤其是你别无选择的时候 Especially if it's all you have.
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你的早餐 沃特福德太太 Your breakfast, Mrs. Waterford.
我昨晚的饭还没消化 I'm still full from dinner.
那就带上飞机吃 Well, for the flight then.
你觉得她会喜欢吗 Do you think that she'll like it?
"我为这个孩子祈祷" "For this child I prayed."
真好看 Oh, it's beautiful.
能替我亲亲她吗 Would you give her a kiss from me, please?
当然 Of course.
太太 还有件东西 Ma'am, there's something else.
昨晚到的 It arrived last night.
这是什么 What is it?
这不是给我的 太太 It didn't have my name on it, ma'am.
车到了 The car is here.
我帮你打包带上飞机 I'll wrap this up for the flight.
谢谢 丽塔 Thank you, Rita.
走吧 Let's go.
美好的一天 沃特福德太太 Blessed day, Mrs. Waterford.
愿主明察 Under His eye.
沃特福德太太 Mrs. Waterford.
欢迎 Welcome.
图埃洛先生 Mr. Tuello.
你记得我 真荣幸 You remember me. I'm flattered.
我来确保见面顺利 I'm just here to make sure this goes smoothly.
我知道该如何表现 I know how to conduct myself.
接下来由图埃洛先生负责 Mr. Tuello will take it from here.
大主教给我下了严格的命令 The Commander gave me strict orders.
大主教不在的时候我说了算 I speak for the Commander in his absence.
遵命 沃特福德太太 Yes, Mrs. Waterford.
坐车去航站楼很快就到 It's a short drive to the terminal.
你在那换衣服吧 You'll change there.
什么 I'm sorry?
班科莱先生要求在公开场合见面 Mr. Bankole requested a more public meeting place.
我们给你准备了衣服换 We brought you a change of clothes.
你不能太显眼了 We want you to blend in.
这边请 沃特福德太太 Right this way, Mrs. Waterford.
我来引见一下 I'll introduce you.
不 先不用 No. Not yet.
塞丽娜·沃特福德 Serena Waterford.
卢克·班科莱 Luke Bankole.
你好 Hello.
我可以留下 I could stay.
让班科莱先生决定吧 I leave that up to Mr. Bankole.
你可以走了 You can go.
我就在附近 I won't be far.
上帝保佑你 God bless you.
去你妈的 Fuck you.
我知道你做出这个选择很不容易 I understand this wasn't an easy choice for you.
谢谢你 I thank you for making it.
我是为了我妻子 I did this for my wife.
她涨秤了 She's gained so much weight.
她能吃固体食物了吗 She started eating solids yet?
她不喜欢豌豆 She's not a fan of the peas.
琼还好吗 Is June okay?
嗯 她被重新分配了 Yes. She's been reassigned.
分配到哪 Where?
告诉我名字 I want a name.
你妻子非常安全 班科莱先生 Your wife is perfectly safe, Mr. Bankole.
撒谎 That's a lie.
约瑟夫·劳伦斯 His name is Joseph Lawrence.
好啦 I know.
你到底想干什么 What do you want out of this?
这次见面 This visit?
我只是想见我女儿 I just wanted to see my daughter.
她不是你女儿 She's not your daughter.
也不是你的 Or yours.
这不是血缘的问题 Okay, you understand this is not about biology,
我希望等她长大了 and I hope that you'll explain that to her
-你能给她讲一下 -她永远 - when she's old enough... - She'll never be
-都不该知道 -每个孩子都有权利 - old enough to understand. ‐ Every child has a right
-了解他们的身世 -是吗 - to their own story. - Yeah?
哪怕这个故事很复杂 Even if that story is complicated.
那你丈夫又是什么角色呢 And what's your husband's role in that story?
我希望妮可能收下这个 I'd like for Nichole to have this.
这是我父亲留下来的 This was a gift from my father,
愿他的灵魂安息 God rest his soul.
我不知道你为了能安然入睡 I don't know what it is that you tell yourself
是怎么告诉自己的 so that, you know, you can sleep at night,
但妮可会知道她是从哪来的 but Nichole is gonna know exactly where she came from,
她妈妈有多勇敢 and how brave her mother was
才能把她送到这来 for getting her here.
这才是她的故事 That's her story.
好吗 All right?
你不会出现在她的生命里 You're never gonna be anything to her.
你知道我是怎么告诉自己的吗 You wanna know what I tell myself?
她就是我的奇迹 That she was my miracle,
但我把她送走了 and that I let her go.
因为我想让她过上更好的生活 Because I wanted a better life for her,
你妻子也是这么想的 and so did your wife.
所以如果你不愿意实现我的愿望 So. If you can't honor my wishes then...
那就实现她的 honor hers.
求你了 把这个留给妮可 Please, give this to Nichole,
让她自己去判断吧 and let her draw her own conclusions.
你要知道是我保护了你妻子 You need to understand that I protected your wife.
你说什么 What did you say?
你什么 You what?
抱歉 我们该走了 I'm sorry, but we need to wrap this up.
好吧 我拿着 Okay, I'll take it.
你有什么话要带给你妻子吗 Is there something you want me to tell your wife?
没有 No.
我爱你 宝贝女儿 I love you, my sweet girl.
我好爱你 I love you so much.
我爱你 I love you.
你想抱抱她吗 Do you wanna hold her?
是的 谢谢 Yes, please.
宝贝女儿 Oh, my baby girl.
你可以不换回原来的衣服 You don't have to change back.
我的提议仍然有效 My offer still stands.
叛国和椰子 Treason and coconuts.
我只有一个家 图埃洛先生 I only have one home, Mr. Tuello.
你懂的 对吧 You understand that, don't you?
嗯 Yes.
我以前住在亚特兰大 I used to live in Atlanta.
希望将来你可以回去 Well, I hope you get back there someday.
基列地面 Gilead Ground.
空客300-ER80 Airbus 3‐0‐0 Echo‐Romeo‐8‐0.
请求进入33号跑道 飞往波士顿 request Taxi 33 for departure to Boston.
空客300-ER80 可以起飞 Airbus 3‐0‐0 Echo‐Romeo‐8‐0. cleared for takeoff.
如果需要我
谢谢你照看她 Thank you for looking out for her.
怎么样 Well?
她太完美了 She was perfect.
现在一切都结束了 And now it's over.
不是非得结束的 It doesn't have to be.
你干嘛 What do you want?
准备走了 你呢 Ready to jet. You?
是的 Yes.
我今天不太对劲 I'm... not myself today.
我当时没想凶你 I didn't mean to snap at you.
我月经迟了 I'm late.
你怀孕了 You're with child.
愿主保佑你 降下神迹 May God bless you and bring forth this miracle.
好的 Yes.
愿上帝让我真正有价值 May He make me truly worthy.
再次 Again.
是的 Yes.
你家的大主教一定很高兴吧 Your Commander must be pleased?
我还没告诉他 I haven't told him yet.
现在大家的注意力都在妮可身上 Not with everyone so concerned over baby Nichole.
我还没找到机会说 There hasn't been a moment.
她很平安 我为她高兴 I'm glad she's safe.
也为你丈夫高兴 Your husband, too.
谢谢 Thanks.
你也是 You, too.
我真的觉得一切都会没事的 I really think everything's gonna be okay.
奥芙约瑟夫 Ofjoseph.
请跟我走 Please come with me.
卢克 Luke.
这样说话真奇怪 This is so weird.
对不起 And I'm sorry.
我为此道歉 I'm sorry about that.
但... But...
我有话要对你说 there are some things that I need to tell you
之前没能说的话 that I couldn't... before.
我无法想象 I can't imagine
当你见到妮可的时候有什么感想 what you thought when you met... Nichole.
但你可能不太关心 But you were probably thinking a lot less
她是如何偷渡边境的 about her journey across the border
而更关心她是如何降生的 and more about her journey into the world.
向你坦白并不容易... It's not easy to tell you this...
因为我很惭愧 'cause I am ashamed.
我不得不在这里建立新的生活 I had to build a life here.
勉强度日 Of a sort.
你也应该这样做 And you should, too.
你应该好好生活 You deserve a life,
充实地生活 卢克 a full life, Luke.
你应该得到爱情 You deserve love.
我永远... And you'll always have...
我永远爱你 但... You'll always have mine but...
我能理解 I understand if...
你也许不满足于此 you maybe need more than that.
我想让你知道 妮可 I need you to know that Nichole...
她是爱情的产物 She was born out of love.
她的真名是霍莉 Her real name's Holly.
她的... And her...
她的父亲是一名司机 名叫尼克 Her father is a driver named Nick.
你见过他 You met him.
他帮我活了下来 He helped me to survive.
我需要相信你能原谅我 I need to believe that you can forgive me.
我不再是你记忆中的那个女人 I'm not the woman you remember.
她成为了我的一部分 She's part of me.
但我要尽自己所能 存活下来 But I'm doing what I need to, to survive.
你也应该这么做 You should, too.
不 你... No, you...
你必须这么做 You have to.
为了汉娜 You have to for Hannah.
这都是为了她 卢克 It's all for her, Luke.
这都是为了她 This is all for her.
我向你保证 I promise you,
我在努力接近她 I am trying to get to her.
我保证 I promise.
我爱你 I love you.
美好的一天 亲爱的 Blessed day, dear.
出什么事了 What's going on?
你真是爱管闲事 Well, aren't you a Nosy Nellie?
这边 亲爱的 Over here, dear.
取下斗篷和翼帽 Cloak and wings.
裙子和靴子也脱掉 Dress and boots, too.
来了 Coming.
动作快点 Clock's ticking.
来好好看看 Let's get a good look.
幸运的孩子 Lucky girl.
塞丽娜 Serena.
塞丽娜 Serena!
你做了什么 What did you do?
注意仪态 亲爱的 Posture, dear.
别想耍小聪明 Don't think about being clever.
后果自负 There are consequences.
你快来看看 You gotta see this.
我们迈出了非同寻常的一步 We have taken the extraordinary step
直接向全世界声明 of addressing the world directly.
我们... We...
是一个深陷哀伤的家庭 are a family in mourning.
我们因失去爱女而悲痛 A family devastated by loss,
迫切渴望帮助与答案 desperate for help and answers.
我们以和平的态度 And we make this request
向加拿大政府提出请求 to the Canadian government in peace.
我们心爱的小女儿 Our beloved baby daughter,
妮可·沃特福德 Nichole Waterford,
被一名危险的逃犯绑架至境外 was kidnapped by a dangerous fugitive fleeing our country.
妮可属于基列国 Nichole belongs in Gilead.
我们非常想念她 We miss her dearly.
我们只想让她回来 We just want her back.
我们期望政府给予全面配合 We expect the government's full cooperation,
因为我们的女儿是无辜的受害者 as our daughter is an innocent victim
无法为自己声张权利 with no voice of her own.
这是家庭事务 This is a family matter.
为了不使事态升级 You can help to keep it this way
请你们把她安全送回我们身边 by sending her back to us safely.