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字幕來源：TLF字幕組 后期：Sung1219
本字幕非人人影視翻譯 人人影視只做壓制處理
根據真實故事改編
波特蘭 俄勒岡州 1947
最初的記憶往往不真實 All of our earliest memories are lies,
家族神話代代相傳 family mythologies handed down to us repeatedly
仿佛它們都真實存在似的 until they become as real as what actually happened.
開門啊 媽媽 Get the door, Mama.
片名 《心靈深處的音樂》
十個月后
快開門 媽媽 Get the damn door, Mama.
沒有人確切知道母親是什么時候變瘋的 No one in the family can say exactly when my mother went crazy.
又十個月后
外婆說 媽媽一直都瘋瘋癲癲的 According to Grandma, she was always that way.
快開門 媽媽 Get the damn door, Mama.
爸爸說自從媽媽數次流產后就變那樣了 Dad said it started when she lost the babies.
八年里七次流產對誰都是個毀滅性打擊 Seven miscarriages in eight years can tend to do that to a person.
所以他們對我的出生才會感到如此驚訝 That's why my arrival on the scene came as somewhat of a surprise.
我出生時 脖子被臍帶纏繞 I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck.
所以一直以來 我都很容易發火 I've been pissed off ever since.
流產徹底擊垮了母親 The miscarriages had taken such a toll on Mom
以致于她總覺得我也已經夭折了 that she somehow got it in her head that she'd lost me as well.
歡迎來到加利福尼亞州
仁慈之家孤兒院
我出生不久 Shortly after I was born,
媽媽就把我扔在了加州的一所天主教孤兒院 my mother drove me to California and placed me in a Catholic orphanage.
我很想和你們聊聊我兒時的一些回憶 I wish I could tell you about my earliest memories there,
可惜的是 無人知曉 but the truth is, no one knows.
歡迎來到俄勒岡州
回家后，她告訴家人我夭折了 Back home, she claimed I had died at birth
不告訴任何人我在哪兒 and couldn't tell anyone where I was.
你們怎么了？ What?
歡迎來到加利福尼亞州
兩年后 她又流產了 Two years later, after another miscarriage,
她猛然想起我被她遺棄在孤兒院 she suddenly remembered where she'd left me.
即使媽媽一直瘋瘋癲癲 爸爸卻依然愛她 Despite all of Mom's craziness, Dad never stopped loving her.
可他們最后還是離了婚 But they divorced,
我就像個沒人要的蛋糕被推來推去 and I was passed around like an unwanted Christmas fruitcake.
最終 我媽媽決定擔起做母親的責任 Eventually, my mother decided she needed to be a fulltime mom again,
希望我們的生活重新開始 and that we needed a fresh start.
但我并不愿意 I disagreed.
-你會有自己的房間 -我已經有了 -You'll have your own room. -I already have my own room.
我要給你買個雙層床 I'll get you bunk beds.
我要那干嘛? 我又沒兄弟 But why do I need bunk beds? I'm an only child.
生活也有美好的一面 那就是我爸爸 It wasn't all bad. The best thing in my life was my dad.
他叫戴風 他是個中國人 His name was Dell Fong, and he was Chinese.
我知道他是個中國人 I identify him as being Chinese,
因為他的膚色是我記憶中最鮮明的一抹色彩 because his race is the most vibrant memory I have of him.
理查德 太危險了 過來 該干活了 Richard, that's not safe. Come on, time to work.
或許你將來也能當個廚子 Maybe you can be a cook, too, someday.
我并不想像爸爸那樣當廚師 I could never be a cook like my father
我早就決定了我的未來 because I'd already made my career choice.
我要做超人 Superhero.
超人有時得處理些麻煩事 As a superhero, you occasionally have to deal with something annoying,
比如能殺死超人的克利普頓石 like Kryptonite.
我的克星就是家人 My Kryptonite was called home.
媽媽每年都會 My mother had this ritual. Every year,
為每個夭折的孩子們過生日 she'd celebrate the birthday of each of the children she miscarried.
給他們買生日卡 再吃很多安眠藥 by buying them a birthday card and taking an overdose of sleeping pills.
這樣的場景每年會發生七次 That happened seven times a year.
她的自殺雖然總不成功 但卻總是很準時 I wouldn't call her successful at suicide, but she was punctual.
爸爸的克星是什么呢? My dad's Kryptonite?
醬油 Soy sauce.
"人們安息時 靈魂深處的音樂會伴隨著他們" "Most people go to their graves with their music inside them."
霍姆斯先生想說什么呢? What was Mr. Holmes saying?
孩子們 開動腦子 這不難 Come on, guys, it's not that hard.
他是在說大多數人死時 He's saying that most people die
都還沒能展現出他們的才華 without discovering their own genius,
和與眾不同的特質 without expressing the uniqueness that makes them special.
所以我們要做一個小游戲 And that's what this little exercise is about.
我想讓你們用三分鐘時間告訴我一些你知道 I want you to give me three minutes about something anything that you know
但你的同學卻不知道的事情 that your classmates may not know.
皮蒙特 勇氣可嘉 快上來 Mr. Pimentel, I like your spirit. Come on up.
馬屁精 Butt kisser.
有趣的是 Funny how things happen.
只有事后你才意識到 Only in hindsight do you realize
諸如上課舉手這樣的小事 how something as small as raising your hand
也會改變你的一生 can change your entire life.
你們在金龍餐館 Well, have any of you ever eaten chicken at the Golden Dragon,
黃園餐館或華園餐館吃過雞嗎? the Rickshaw Gardens or the Chinese Gardens?
你們也應該知道餐館是不買活雞的吧? Well, you know the restaurants don't buy live chickens, right?
他們只買殺好的雞 They buy dead ones.
那你們知道去哪進貨嗎? 那些雞是怎么死的? And you know where they get those chickens and how those chickens die?
我知道 因為雞是我殺的 你們盤中的雞都是我殺的 I do, 'cause I killed them. I killed your dinner.
我給城里每家中餐館 I've chopped the head off chickens
都殺過雞 for every Chinese restaurant in the city.
你得找把大刀 You find the biggest knife you can find,
抓緊雞脖子的尾部和翅膀... then you have to grab the chicken by the lower of its neck and swing...
我能說上好久 I could've talked for hours.
帕克斯先生也和我一樣興奮 Mr. Parks was almost as happy as I was,
因為他有個演講俱樂部 because he ran the speech club.
警告 北極上空的導彈正在逼近 warnings of approaching missiles over the Arctic.
下一條新聞 蘇聯主席赫魯曉夫在與非社會主義國家 And in other news, Soviet Premier Khrushchev has made great strides
和平共處的政策中邁出一大步 in his policy towards peaceful coexistence with non-Communist countries.
我相信赫魯曉夫在其倡導的與非社會主義國家 And I believe Premier Khrushchev has made great strides
和平共處的政策中邁出了一大步 in his policy towards peaceful coexistence with non-Communist countries.
我也許還不是最棒的原創演說家 I may not have been the most original speaker,
但我已嶄露頭角 but I became a star.
超人的夢想早已褪去 我現在真正知道了自己的理想 Forget that superhero dream, now I knew what I really wanted to be.
媽媽? Mom?
我已經搞不清今天是誰的生日了 I forget whose birthday it was this time.
但肯定不是我的 I just know it wasn't mine.
媽媽不再試圖自殺 但幾個月后離開了我 My mother ended up surviving only to leave me a few months later.
不過這也無所謂 因為我自有打算 It didn't matter, though, because I had plans.
事情并不像我想得那么順 Things didn't happen as quickly as I expected.
高中畢業之后 A few years after high school,
我在一家歌舞廳的廚房工作 I got a job working in the kitchen of a gogo bar
掙錢讀大學 to earn money for college.
理查德 十分鐘前那菜就該好了 Richard, I need that order 10 minutes ago.
我花錢可不是雇你來干站著的 I don't pay you to stand around.
我一直懷揣著那個夢想 I still had my dream,
但偶爾也會有些分心 but there were a few distractions.
直到多年后看了星球大戰 Bambi was a visual effect that would only be rivaled years later
班比的身影才在我腦子里淡去 by my first viewing of Star Wars.
蒂芙 你太暴露了 Tiff, you're exposed.
你在準備什么? What are you working on?
波特蘭州立大學有個演講比賽 There's a tournament at Portland State University,
任何人都可以參加 and it's open to anybody.
如果我好好表現 也許能得到學校的賞識 So I figured if I went there and I did really well, I might get noticed,
沒準兒還能得到獎學金 and who knows, maybe a scholarship.
真的啊 No shit.
-那你準備穿什么? -不知道 毛衣吧 -What are you gonna wear? -I don't know. Probably a sweater.
那可不行 寶貝 Oh, honey, no way.
看到那家伙了么? You see that guy over there?
城里最大的男裝店就是他開的 He owns the biggest men's store in town.
姑娘們 Girls.
棒極了 Well done.
謝謝你 先生 Yeah, thank you, sir.
皮蒙特先生? Mr. Pimentel?
我叫本·帕吉 大學演講系主任 I'm Ben Padrow with the University. I'm chairman of the Speech Department.
你好 帕吉教授 久仰大名 Hi, Dr. Padrow, I know who you are.
恭喜你 表現很出色 Well, congratulations. I'm impressed.
西服也很不錯 Nice suit.
謝謝 Oh, thank you very much.
你在哪個學校? Where do you go to school?
實話實說 我目前沒在上學 Actually, sir, I'm not in school right now.
經濟上有點兒小困難 不過我很想去州立大學 I'm a little strapped financially. But I'd love to come to State.
我們很愿意提供獎學金和助學貸款 Well, we have scholarships and financial aid. We'd love to help.
到時候來找我 Come see me.
好的 先生 Yes, sir.
你遲到了 You're late.
對不起 進來的時候遇到點麻煩... I'm sorry. I was over at the admissions...
沒時間解釋了 快去舞臺上準備吧 No time for apologies. On the stage, let's go, come on.
我按你要求準備了三段演講 I picked three speeches, like you asked.
你想先聽哪個? Now, which one do you wanna see first?
最好的 抓緊時間 The good one. Tick, tock. Come on.
好的 All right.
最后的晚餐散場了 Last meal's been eaten.
最后的祈禱結束了 Last prayer has been said.
囚犯被送上了電椅... The prisoner is strapped into the electric chair...
伯明翰的自由之戰開展得如火如荼 My black brothers will gladly sacrifice for freedom overseas
我的黑人兄弟為自由犧牲而感到自豪 when there's freedom in Birmingham
直到我獲得投票權 until my right to vote in this country
否則我將為之獻身 precedes my obligation to die for it.
過來 坐這兒 Just sit down there, please. Right here.
你很喜歡演講? You like it up there?
對 我... Yeah, l...
那種感覺 無可比擬 I like it better than anything.
為什么? Why?
我不知道 I don't know.
等一下 Stop right there.
這是你說的第一句實話"我不知道" That's the first honest thing you've said, "l don't know."
你根本不知道你為什么站在演講臺上 You don't know why you're up there.
你甚至不知道自己在說什么 You don't even know what you're saying.
當然 你有天份 有熱情 Sure, you're talented and passionate.
你也就能愚弄那些高中老評委 可在這行不通 You could fool some bluehaired judge in high school, but not here.
這里需要的是更高的水平 This is another league.
等等 我... Wait a minute, l...
我參加的每個比賽我都拿了冠軍 I've won every single tournament I've ever entered.
你卻認為我不行? You didn't think that I was good?
你是我見過最有天份 最有才能的演講者 I think you're the most gifted, natural speaker I have ever seen,
你擁有難以置信的潛力 and you have incredible potential.
但也是個自以為是的傻瓜 And you are completely full of shit.
等等 就這樣完了? Hold on, wait a minute. So that's it?
我為此準備了六年 好嗎? I've been working towards this for the last six years, all right?
我不要求...不一定非要全額獎學金 我可以... I'm not asking... It doesn't have to be a full scholarship. I can...
聽我一句勸 你還未準備好 Look, my advice? You're not ready.
體驗生活 充實自己 Go live a life. Fill yourself up.
找出人生的真諦 錘煉出自己的見解 Find out what's important, earn a point of view.
-我... -錘煉 -I... -Earn.
錘煉出自己的見解 感覺心中有話要說時再來找我 Earn a point of view. Then come back when you've got something to say.
"體驗生活" 見鬼 "Get a life" My ass.
我曾經也有生活 只是再也回不去了 I had a life, and there was no way I was going back to it.
走運的是 政府有一項政策 Fortunately, the government had this program
讓你可以走出國門體驗生活 where you could gain valuable life experience and see the world.
他們為你提供教育 作為交換 They would guarantee your education in exchange for services rendered.
你得去越南服兵役 It was called Vietnam.
第一軍隊 1970
我的決定也許有點草率 My reaction may have been a bit hasty.
在越南的半年 After six months in country,
讓我覺得波特蘭的生活并非那么遭 life in Portland didn't seem all that bad.
在他們占領之前 我們得撤離這座山坡 So we're gonna move off this hill before they decide to take it from us.
我需要四名志愿者留守陣地 I need four volunteers to stay behind.
這是成為英雄的大好時機 This is your chance to be a hero.
英雄是我的夢想 I always wanted to be a hero.
那好 還有三個名額 All right, there we go. I need three more.
一區一區 我們需要援助 Sector One. Sector One. We need help!
我們受到敵方攻擊 完畢 Under fire in the sector. Over.
撤 Let's move!
我們完了 快撤 We're out. Let's go. We're out.
你們很勇敢 你們的表現對得起身上的軍服 What you did out there took courage. Know your outfit is proud of you.
我只是想讓你們明白 我為你們驕傲 I just wanted you to understand that I'm personally proud of you.
在越南的這段日子 I got something planned for you you can enjoy,
我為你們準備了充足的食物 while you're right here in Vietnam.
堅持到底 Carry on.
酒可真多啊 Oh, the mother lode.
誰想要勛章啊? Who needs a medal, huh?
我可不需要 I don't want a medal, man.
為了活下去干杯 To surviving the surviving.
繼續炸吧 越南佬 Bring it on, gooks.
炮火 Incoming!
理查德 傷到哪了 聽得見我說話嗎? Richard! Point to where it hurts. Can you hear me?
你的耳朵嗡嗡作響 這是耳鳴造成的 You got tinnitus. It's ringing in the ears.
我聽不見 I can't hear you.
你還算走運 沒有完全失去聽力 You're lucky. You only lost half your hearing.
你的同伴們都徹底聾了 Your friends lost theirs completely.
如果我聾了 為何還會聽到這些嗡嗡聲? If I'm deaf, why do I hear this noise all the time?
你無法聽到高音 并且不能戴助聽器 You lost your upper register, and hearing aids won't help.
因為你一聽到那些高音 By the time you can hear those high sounds,
低音頻就會增強 你會受不了的 明白了嗎? the low sounds will be so loud, you'd go crazy. You understand?
你能讓這些聲音消失嗎? Can you just make the noise stop?
我不能 那是耳鳴 I can't. That's tinnitus.
有時情況會好點 但不會消失 Some days will be better than others, but it won't stop.
永遠不會 Ever.
這是我的大學錄取通知書 This is my letter of acceptance to the university.
我還帶了許多推薦信 And I also brought a couple of recommendations.
不 不 我不能批準 No, no, I can't authorize this.
對不起 你能看著我說得再大聲點嗎? I'm sorry. Could you speak up and look at me when...
謝謝 Thank you.
我不能批準你的大學補助金 I can't authorize government funds to send you to college.
為什么? Why?
你是個聾子 You're deaf.
我是什么? I'm what?
你開玩笑的吧 It's a deaf joke.
你比聾子還遭 你是混合體 You're worse than deaf, you're confused.
你聽得見元音而聽不到輔音 You can hear only vowels, no consonants.
對 Yeah.
如果是這樣 那你只有兩條路 Well, if you can only hear vowels, you've got two choices,
去學唇語或者搬到夏威夷 learn to read lips or move to Hawaii.
我不要去夏威夷 我要上大學 I don't wanna go to Hawaii, I wanna go to college.
就算你畢業了 也沒公司會要你 Listen, even if you graduate, they won't be able to place you.
為什么? 就因為我是聾子? Why? 'Cause I'm deaf?
海倫·凱勒又聾又啞 但她不是找到了工作? Helen Keller was deaf and blind. She had a job.
-不 -不 她的確有工作... -No. -No, I know she had a job...
不 關鍵是你的耳鳴 No, because of the ringing.
-不分晝夜地響 對嗎? -對 -Night and day, right? -Yeah.
-兩個耳朵都是如此? -對 -In both ears? -Uhhuh.
你無法聚精會神 你會遺忘你所學的 You won't be able to concentrate. You'll forget what you've read.
你會交不到朋友 You won't have any friends.
你缺乏完全的法律能力 你會滿嘴臟話 You'll be incompetent and you'll be foulmouthed.
別開玩笑了 No shit?
知道嗎? 你算老幾? You know what? Who the hell are you, huh?
你只有桌子和寫字板 你根本不了解我 You got a desk and a clipboard. You don't know me.
如果你了解我 'Cause if you did,
你就會知道我有多想掀翻那桌子 you'd know how close I am to coming over that desk
把那寫字板砸你那豬屁股上 and shoving that clipboard up your fat, pompous ass.
我會上大學 我會畢業 I'm gonna go to college, and I'm gonna graduate,
我還會找到工作 and then I'm gonna get a job,
而你就一輩子和那些表格做伴吧 and you can stick that in your goddamn chart.
你這個不長眼的東西 You ungrateful piece of shit!
把你的手給我拿開 Get your hands off me, bro!
-別碰我 -馬上給我滾 -Don't touch me. -Get the hell out of here.
-再碰我試試 -別再讓我看見你 -Don't fucking touch me. -Don't come back.
嘿 老兄 能等會嗎? Hey, bro, could you hold it a sec?
-好的 -我去去就來 -Yeah. -I'll be right back.
你發什么神經啊? What the hell's wrong with you?
謝了 伙計 Thanks, man.
沒用的東西 Damn thing only lights half the time.
該死 我也沒好到哪去 Hell, I only work half the time myself.
你不太說話啊 有火嗎? You don't say much. Got a light?
老兄 借個火好嗎? Buddy, you got a light?
嘿 老兄 你是聾子? Hey, man, you deaf?
對 Yeah, I am.
我能理解 我是瘸子 I heard that. I lost a wheel.
該死的和平主義者 Fucking peaceniks.
要不是和他們觀點相同 我會更討厭他們的 I'd hate them a lot more if I didn't agree with them.
來點啤酒嗎? You wanna get a beer?
什么? What?
啤酒 釀造而成 喝起來涼涼的 A beer. A brew. Cold one.
現在是上午10點 It's 10:00 in the morning, man.
那又怎樣? So?
不用了 謝謝 No, no thanks.
邁克·斯鐸茲 Mike Stolz.
邁克 Mike.
理查德 Richard.
和尼克松同名? Like Nixon?
有前途 走 伙計 That's awesome. Here you go, bro.
那名字很配你 That shit's good for you.
他們沖過來 把我們包圍 They overran us. Swarmed us, bro.
只剩我和吉米了 我... And it's just me and Jimmy left, and I'm like...
我正準備逃 該死的吉米 I'm fucking gone. Fuck Jimmy, bro.
一把抓住我 And I fucking stand to run,
把我推開 殺死了我身后的那個家伙 and Jimmy pulls me down and greases this guy that was right on me.
我都沒看見他 I never saw him.
吉米救了我 Jimmy saved my life.
我回頭找他 正想說"我們快逃" Then I look over, tell him, "Let's go, bro."
就看到吉米的人頭落地 And Jimmy's head was just gone.
那群卑鄙小人 Mother-fuckers!
他救了我的命 He saved my life.
上帝寬恕我 我把他一個人留在了那 And God forgive me, bro, I was gonna leave him there.
搞什么啊? 難道就沒有一個像樣的煙蒂夾? What the fuck, man? Can nobody afford a decent roach clip?
看看這破玩意 是什么啊? Look at this shit. What the fuck is this, bro?
波特蘭州立大學
顯然凱西的不滿情緒是為了尋求一致 Clearly, Kesey's expressing his hatred for conformity.
對 他在鼓吹個人主義 Yeah, he's celebrating the individual,
但我認為是濫用權力問題 but I think it's more about the abuse of power.
個人脫離群體 雖然... The individual is disengaged from the society, although...
我認為是濫用權力問題 I think it's more about the abuse of power.
結果 他演成了一個慷慨激昂的 As a result, he acts as a spiritual and emotional
政治人士 對嗎? authority figure, right?
我... I...
我忘拿東西了 I forgot something.
嘿 走路小心點 Hey, watch it.
下巴 Chin.
瘦小 Thin.
寶石 Gem.
網絡 Web.
活力 Pep.
演講系 本·帕吉
你可以隨時來找我 You come by anytime.
-謝謝 帕吉教授 -不用謝 -Thanks, Dr. Padrow. -Sure.
看來你遇到了點小麻煩 Look like you have a coke problem.
我幫你? May l?
我... I...
我不要... I don't...
別廢話了 好嗎? 反正我也聽不到 Yeah, don't bother, all right? I'm deaf.
我會讀唇語 但你那樣的可不行 看了頭暈 I can read lips, but not that well. Those are gonna make me seasick.
不用謝 You're welcome.
該死的童子軍 Damn boy scout.
嫌我口吃不屑與我交流? You think you're too good to talk to me?
慢著 我能聽懂那句話 Wait a minute, I understood that.
你想要那破勛章嗎? You want a fucking medal?
不 我想擁抱你 No, I wanna hug you.
能和你握握手嗎? 我叫理查德 How about I shake your hand? Richard.
亞特 Art.
你最好洗下手 You better wash your hands.
別沾上傳染病了 This may be contagious.
要坐下嗎 愛因斯坦? You wanna sit down, Einstein?
當然 Yeah, sure.
你想要... You wanna...
唯一能讓我聽到他說話的竟是個 The only person on the planet that I could hear
患了腦性麻痹的萎縮大叔 was a wickedly obscene genius with cerebral palsy.
而唯一能懂他的就是我這個聾子老兵了 And the only person that could understand him was a deaf vet.
我們真是一對畸形組合 We were like a traveling freak show.
這椅子用了多久了? How old is that chair, anyway?
我在越南看到的坦克比這還小 I saw tanks in Nam smaller than that thing.
不要 No.
我買個新輪椅有什么用? Why the hell would I need a new one?
我沒有可去的地方 There's nowhere for me to go.
嘿 小心點 Hey, watch it!
對不起 Oh, sorry.
你就不能移開點嗎? Can't you go forward in that thing?
當然可以 但你得給我吹簫 Yeah, sure, if you blow me.
怎么了? 有什么好笑的? What? What's so funny?
她剛說什么? What'd she say?
她只是想給我吹簫 Oh, she just wants to blow me.
那個腦癱說啥了? What did that spaz say?
我叫亞特 和藝術同一個單詞 Art is what I'm called. A work of art, some would say.
支持亞特就給我吹簫 Support Art and blow me.
他說他很抱歉 他以后會小心的 He said he's very, very sorry, and he'll try to be more careful.
-好吧 -怪胎 -Yeah, right. -Freaks.
給他吹簫吧 Oh, and blow him.
這勾起了我的童年回憶 This reminds me of my childhood.
你也溜冰? You used to skate?
我小時候經常和我祖母坐在這 I used to sit here with the grandmas
看著其他人溜冰 and watch everyone else skate.
物是人非了 Times they are achanging.
對 Yeah.
你溜得好嗎? Are you a good skater?
爛到家了 Oh, hell no.
再快點 再快點 Go faster, go faster.
當心點 Whoa, watch it.
亞特 伙計 停下 Art! Honeyman, stop!
我不知道他有沒有受傷 I can't tell if he's hurt or not.
亞特 你還好嗎? Art, are you okay?
我正玩得高興 這小妞撞到了我 I was kicking ass till this chick knocked me down.
她太危險了 She's dangerous.
你還好嗎? You okay?
下次裝個警報器 Yeah, next time use a blinker.
等在這 Wait here.
你是個糟糕的約會對象 You're a lousy date.
你在聽我說嗎? Are you listening to me?
你能看著我再說一遍嗎? You wanna repeat that to my face?
-什么? -你剛說什么? -What? -What did you say?
-什么? -你剛不是聽到了 -What? -You heard me.
事實上 我是個聾子 No, I didn't, actually, I'm deaf.
但我會讀唇語 我在那也知道你說什么 But I can see what you're saying from over there.
冷靜 老兄 沒必要為這事鬧不愉快 Hey, easy, tiger. Don't get your knickers in a twist.
而且是你在偷聽我們的私人對話 First of all, you're eavesdropping on a private conversation.
再次 我有言論自由權 Secondly, I can say whatever I want.
是嗎? 那我也有言論自由 你是個蠢貨 Yeah? So can l. You're an asshole.
我朋友不是白癡 My friend is not a retard.
相反 他可能比我們三個人加起來都聰明 Actually, he's probably smarter than the three of us put together.
他當然比你聰明 He's certainly smarter than you.
他患了腦性麻痹 這影響到了他的運動機能 He's got cerebral palsy. See, it affects his motor skills.
既然他的大腦還能影響運動機能 It means that his brain is perfectly functioning
這說明他的腦子運轉自如 while his body is more or less useless.
如果你的大腦出現問題 If you have a little trouble wrapping your head around that,
你就不是現在這德行了 好好想想吧 蠢貨 think of it as the opposite of you. Asshole.
那家伙他算老幾啊? Who the hell is this guy?
我為我朋友的言行道歉 I'm sorry about my friend.
你有他這個朋友真是可惜 他是個混蛋 Yeah, I'm sorry for you, he's a jerk.
有時候是吧 Sometimes.
你不該威脅他 太孩子氣了 You didn't have to threaten him. That was puerile.
她剛說啥? What'd she say?
她說你是個傻逼 She said you're a dick.
你還是去找你的朋友吧 You know what, why don't you just head back over to your friend?
蠢貨和傻瓜 真是絕配 The two of you deserve each other.
你發什么神經呢? What is your problem?
搞什么啊? You believe that?
她是個美女 She's a fox.
你應該約她出去 You should've asked her out.
你說什么呢? 她剛罵我是傻逼 What are you talking about? She just called me a dick.
她其實說的是你太孩子氣了 Actually, she said you were immature.
什么? What?
那你為什么騙我? How come you said "dick"?
好玩唄 Because it was funnier.
是你 Oh. You.
記得我嗎? 孩子氣男孩 Yeah, remember me? Immature guy.
記得 我要上課去了 Yeah. I got class.
我陪你 Oh, I'll walk you.
不用了 謝謝 No, thanks.
票都賣光了 你打算怎么進去 愛情大師? It's sold out. How are we going to get in, genius?
會有辦法的 We'll figure that out.
如果那男人來了呢? What if that guy's coming?
那你們倆正好湊成一對 不用擔心 Then the two of you can hold hands. Don't worry about it.
好了 她來了 Okay, here she comes.
不是吧 你就是理查德? No. You're Richard?
天哪 太不可思議了 怎么可能? Oh, my God, this is so trippy. What are the odds?
你朋友呢? 他沒來嗎? Where's your friend? He's not coming?
尼克斯? 他不去 Nikos? Nah.
伙計 Aw, man.
我認為這行不通 I don't think this is a good idea.
可以的 你需要油錢 我們需要搭車 Come on. You need the gas money, we need the ride.
別猶豫了 我保證不會亂來 Look, come on, I'll be nice. I promise. Please?
好吧 如果你亂來 我就把你扔出去 Yeah, well, if you're mean, I'll leave you.
好的 聽起來很公平 亞特 你覺得呢 All right, that sounds fair. Art, that sound fair to you?
-亞特認為很公平 -走嘍 寶貝 我來開車 -Art thinks that's fair. -Oh, come on, baby. I'll drive.
一起進去嗎? Are you guys coming?
我們待會再進去 Yeah, we'll be right in.
借過 Pardon me.
不好意思 Hi.
你最好別在這調戲我 You better not molest me back here.
有辦法了 咬我 I have a plan. Bite me.
做什么? Do what?
痛死我了 他咬著我不放 救命 Oh, my God, he's got me! Help!
來人啊 快來個人幫忙 來人啊 Help! For the love of God, somebody help me! Help!
不不 他有傳染病 你也會被傳染的 No, no, he's contagious. He'll get you, too.
快去找人來幫忙 Go, go get help. Hurry!
你沒有票子的吧? You didn't have a ticket, did you?
你說什么? Sorry?
你沒有票子的吧? You didn't have a ticket, did you?
嘿 我在這啥也看不到 Hey, hey. I really can't see anything from here.
清楚多了吧? Better?
你知道就是我 對嗎 You knew it was me, didn't you?
我在校園里貼的告示都沒了 All my signs disappeared off the campus
唯一來就是你 and you're the only one that called.
我就喜歡這樣 I like that.
我去洗澡 I need to shower.
知道嗎 我的腦子里都是昨晚的甜蜜 You know, I just can't stop thinking about last night.
天哪 Jesus Christ!
早上好 泰山 Hey, morning, Tarzan.
你要進來我不介意 I'd invite you in,
但我不認為這容得下兩個人 but I don't think there's room for both of us in here.
-親愛的 -還記得理查德吧 -Hey, babe. -Hey. You remember Richard.
記得 Uhhuh.
你們倆住在一起? What, do you guys, like, live together?
-對 -對 -Yeah. -Yeah.
你們倆是朋友還是別的什么? What, are you guys, like, friends or what?
我們是公開的男女朋友啊 We have an open relationship.
看來你被弄糊涂了 要不要我給你理理頭緒? You look a little confused, man. You need me to draw you a picture?
你昨晚和我上床 但你還和那家伙在一起? You just spent the night with me and you sleep with this guy, too?
我可不會約束自己 I'm not confining myself.
你是在報復我? So are you trying to get back at me?
不 理查德 這就是我的生活 No, Richard, this is my life.
昨晚很愉快 不是嗎? We had fun last night, right?
我喜歡你 但我也喜歡尼克斯 I like you, but I like Nikos, too.
我喜歡你 非常喜歡 Yeah, I like you. I like you a lot.
但我無法忍受你和他的關系 I can't handle this shit.
理查德? Richard?
理查德 我知道你聽得到 Richard, I know you hear me.
我想我早該提醒你的 Look, I guess I should've warned you.
也許在進浴室前就該提醒我 Maybe before I looked in the shower.
只要快樂 不就好了 我們不用管是什么關系 Well, let's just have fun. I mean, we don't even know what we have yet.
我們現在的關系就像面包里塞了太多香腸 I think what we have is one too many sausages in the bun.
我喜歡和你在一起的快樂 Look, I like to have fun, too,
但你對快樂的概念就是劈腿 but your idea of fun is a testicle tag team.
不 你找錯人了 No, that's... Wrong guy.
你的思想很保守 真可愛 You're oldfashioned. That's cute.
我們還會見面嗎? Am I going to see you again?
好吧 Okay.
但必須遵守規定 Here's how this works.
如果你和我在一起 那就只有我 If you're with me, when you're with me, you're with me.
我不想聽到他的名字 也不想看到他 I don't wanna hear about him, I don't wanna see him,
更不想在你身上聞到他的氣味 I don't wanna smell him.
很公平 That's fair.
把毛巾遞給我 寶貝 Pass the towel, baby.
你的成績很優異 Your grades are excellent.
當兵時受過勛章 You're a decorated veteran.
介意告訴我你是在哪受傷的嗎? You mind telling me where you were wounded?
在第二次面試之前我通常不泄露這信息 I don't usually divulge that information till the second date.
你的生活目標是什么 理查德? So what do you wanna do with your life, Richard?
我想幫助有困難的人 掙很多的錢 I wanna help people. And make a lot of money.
太棒了 Yeah!
畢業以后 我偽造了自己的履歷 After graduation, I lied about my experience
在一家保險公司謀得一份不錯的工作 and got a great job with an insurance company.
他們不知道我是聾子 They had no idea I was deaf.
就放這 Right here.
當心 Careful.
這些放哪? Where do you want this?
就...就放那 Yeah, right... Over here.
-你覺得呢? -我喜歡 -What do you think? -I love it.
沒有人需要施舍 Nobody's asking for handouts, man.
這的人想要工作 All these cats here, they all wanna work, bro.
他們需要有個人可以帶頭 知道嗎? They just need somebody to front them, you know?
一個會拍老板馬屁的人 Some buttoneddown asshole who's already got his nose up the man's ass.
一個已經有工作的人 Somebody with a job, bro.
就是像我這樣的人 Yeah, somebody like me.
說的對 老兄 Good idea, bro.
新襯衫? New shirt?
親愛的 接電話 Baby, the phone.
喂? Hello?
等等 誰的生日? Wait, whose birthday?
最好是世界上最好吃的煎餅 They better be the best pancakes on the planet.
別管煎餅了 我現在一點都不餓 Forget it, I'm not hungry anymore.
真是好笑 Oh, that's funny.
-你知道還有什么更好笑嗎? -什么? -You know what else is funny? -What?
坐在輪椅上的家伙從樓梯上滾下去 A guy with CP rolling down a flight of stairs.
煎餅屋
嘿 老兄 你能不能把門... Hey, buddy, can you hold that for...
謝謝 感激不盡 Thank you, appreciate that.
這就行 Just here.
遵命 老爺 Yes, your highness.
-你要不要脫衣服? -要 -You want your coat on or off? -Off.
好 Okay.
要菜單嗎? You need a menu?
不 不 我... No, no. I...
我知道要點什么 I know what I want.
晚上好 Good evening.
我的意思是 早上好 I mean, good morning.
嘿 我們就要煎餅 Hey, we'll just have the pancakes.
對 Yeah.
但我們經理說不能為你們提供 Actually, my manager told me that we can't serve.
-你們不提供煎餅? -為什么? 他們... -You can't serve pancakes? -Why? They...
他們怎么會沒有 They got them.
聽著 我不想讓你覺得我失禮... Look, I don't want to sound rude...
不不不 你沒有不禮貌 只不過... No, no, no. You're not rude, it's...
只有我懂他的話 I'm the only one who understands him.
我已經盡量不把這搞成吵架 I'm trying my damnedest to not make this a scene.
很好 我覺得沒必要吵架 Good. I don't feel there is one.
我想你們倆最好離開 I think you two need to leave.
你們讓其他顧客感覺非常不舒服 You're making the other customers very uncomfortable.
為什么? Why?
嘿 我們可以拒絕為這里任何一個顧客服務 Hey, we can refuse to serve whoever we want here.
你開玩笑的吧 You gotta be kidding me.
今天是我朋友的生日 而他只想要吃煎餅 It's my friend's birthday. All he wants is pancakes.
我... 我想 I... I think
她需要些性感的帥哥 she needs some hot man love.
也許 我會問問她 Maybe. I'll ask her,
但我覺得她不是你喜歡的類型 but I don't think she's your type, Art.
好吧 你休想 Okay, don't you dare.
你是我見過世上最丑陋 最惡心的東西 You are the ugliest, most disgusting thing I have ever seen.
我想你這種人就不該出生 I thought people like you died at birth.
別人怎么可能在你旁邊吃的下東西? How do you expect people to eat around you?
正常人看都不愿看你 Normal people shouldn't even have to look at you.
聽著 小姐 Listen, lady.
我... I'm
我很抱歉 sorry if I'm
做了你該做的事情 doing your job for you.
他說他為自己倒了客人們的胃口感到很抱歉 He says he's very sorry for turning your customers' stomachs.
-那顯然應該是你的工作 -是啊 -That's obviously your job. -Yeah.
好吧 要么你們離開 要么我就叫警察了 Okay, you know what? You guys can leave, or I can call the police.
哦 哦 等著 Oh, oh, wait.
叫警察吧 Call them.
那晚 我們因為違反了所謂的丑陋法而被捕 That night we were arrested for violating what was known as an Ugly Law.
根據這個法律 任何一個出現在公共場合 This law made it a crime for anyone to appear in public
的病人 殘疾人或畸形的人都是犯罪 who is diseased monstrosity or deformity in any way
只要那是個丑陋得難以入目的東西 so as to be an unsightly or disgusting object.
嘿 嘿 兄弟 Hey, hey, buddy.
小心點 白癡 Watch it, dickwad.
那個惡劣的女招待幫了我大忙 That horrible waitress had done me a huge favor.
我一直努力隱藏我的過去 她迫使我面對它 I'd been trying to hide from my past. She made me embrace it.
我辭去報酬很好的工作 I quit my nice, highpaying job
卻去給一個真正的混蛋打工 and went to work for a real jerk.
我自己 Me.
我給陌生的老板打電話 I coldcalled every business in the phone book.
我總是能說服別人 I wouldn't take no for an answer.
我幫認識的老兵都找到了工作 I found jobs for every vet I knew,
在這過程中 我找到了屬于我的生活 and in the process, I found a life calling for myself.
好了理查德 來看看這個聽起來怎么樣 All right, Richard, let's see how this sounds.
柯林斯醫生 請你給21-10分機打電話 Dr. Collins, please call extension 21-10, stat.
那時候 老兵只相信老兵 At that time, the only people vets trusted were other vets,
所以我在政府找了個幫他們找工作的職位 so I got a job at a government agency helping them find work.
你到底怕什么? What is it that you're afraid of,
是他不能跟你合作還是你不能跟他合作? that he can't work with you, or that you can't work with him?
你得好好想想 不是嗎? You had to stop and think about that, didn't you?
我一被聘請 邁克就說他想找個工作 As soon as I was hired, Mike said he wanted a job.
沒有什么能比毀了一個 Nothing tickled him more
對他來說沒意義的系統更讓他高興的了 than trying to tear down a system that made no sense to him.
邁克天生善于物色人才 Mike was a natural headhunter.
我毅力絕佳 女士 I'm like Chinese water torture, lady.
我會一直給你打電話直到你開竅 I'm gonna keep calling you back till you pull your head out of your ass.
聽著 女士 聽我說 Listen, lady, listen, listen to me.
打仗時 我的腳在稻田里被廢了 I left my leg in a rice paddy.
我每個月都有很豐厚的補貼 I get a big, fat check every month.
我不需要求他們來做這工作 I don't need to be begging work for these guys.
但是他們需要我 But they need me.
也需要你這樣有遠見的人 And they need somebody like you with balls
給他們一個機會 也給你公司一個發展機會 to give them a freaking chance to make your company better.
什么? What?
是嗎? 好吧 我同意 小姐 Yeah? Well, amen, sister.
也許哪天我們可以出去喝一杯 Listen, maybe you and l could get a drink sometime.
好吧 也許不行 好吧 就這樣 All right, maybe not. All right, take care.
豪言已出 The word was out.
我可以給任何殘疾人 I could find jobs for any disabled person,
老兵或其他的人找到工作 veteran or otherwise.
她以前是文件管理員 二十年來沒有請過假 She's a file clerk and she hasn't missed a day of work in 20 years.
-聽起來不錯 -告訴他我是個侏儒 告訴他 -Sounds good. -Tell him I'm a dwarf. Tell him.
她明天能開始上班嗎? Can she start tomorrow?
能 還有她是個侏儒 Yeah. And she's a dwarf.
-什么? -侏儒 -A what? -A dwarf.
一個侏儒怎么可能當文件管理員? How the hell can a dwarf be a file clerk?
她的專長是整理L到Z的文件 She specializes in L through Z.
我有一個梯凳 笨蛋 I have a step stool, stupid.
她有梯凳 沒問題的 She got a step stool. Come on.
-好吧 我給她個機會 -好的 -Okay, I'll give her a shot. -Right.
-讓她明天過來吧 -好極了 -Have her come in tomorrow. -Great.
喂? Hello?
是不是政府辦公室? Is this the Governor's office?
是的 我是理查德·皮蒙特 Yeah, well, this is Richard Pimentel.
好象有人打過來過 I have a note to return a call.
好的 Okay.
喂 Hello.
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
嗯... Well...
謝謝你 先生 非常感謝 我一定盡力 Thank you, sir. Thank you very much. I certainly try.
因為你是無藥可救的垃圾 因為你自私 'Cause you're an ungrateful piece of shit. 'Cause you're selfish.
哪種工作? What kind of offer?
什么? What?
什么? 你他媽想找我單挑? What? You wanna fucking take me on?
你想單挑? 大塊頭? You wanna take me on, tough guy?
是 我很愿意談這個 絕對 Yeah, I would love to talk about that. Absolutely.
我才不管那么多 I don't give a shit, man.
好的 非常感謝 Okay. Thank you very much.
聽著 兄弟 我現在立馬去你那里怎么樣 Listen, bro, how about I come down there right now
然后用我的塑料腿把你扁死 and I beat you to death with my plastic leg?
什么? 什么時候? What? When?
你明天上班? You can start tomorrow?
他會去的 He'll be there.
嘿 兄弟 你幫了一個退伍軍人大忙 Hey, bro, listen, you're doing a great thing for a vet, man.
別搞砸了 Don't fuck it up.
-敬我們的未來 -干杯 -To our future. -Absolutely.
上周 政府辦公室打電話給我... So, when the Governor's office called me last week...
哇 我沒聽錯吧? Whoa. Excuse me?
我猜辦公室的人聽說了些關于我的事情 I guess his office had heard something about me.
我記不得具體是哪個詞了 I don't remember the exact words,
就是創新者 天才之類的詞 but something like innovator or genius.
-但是你不記得? -是的 記不得確切的詞 -But you don't remember? -No, not the exact words.
不管怎樣 目的就是 Anyway, the upshot is
他們要我開設一個項目 they want me to create a program
訓練雇主跟殘疾人一起工作 to train employers to hire and work with the disabled persons.
-真的? 親愛的 那太棒了 -我也這么想 -Seriously? Honey, that's amazing. -That's what I thought.
他們以前都做什么? What were they doing before?
沒有以前 他們也是第一次做這個 There is no before. This is the first time they've done this.
-我得從零開始 -你這個小開創者 -I'd be starting from scratch. -Well, you little groundbreaker, you.
你一星期前就聽說了 卻從來沒跟我提起? You heard about this for a week and you never told me?
我不知道這是不是定下來了 Well, I didn't know it was going to be definite yet.
還有壞處是我得辭掉現在的工作 And the bad news is I'd have to quit my job.
但好處是當這個項目計劃完成了 But the good news is, is that once the program was created,
他們就會讓我走遍全國 去訓練他們 they wanna send me around the country and train all the trainers.
所以好處就是你能環游全國? So the good news is you'll be traveling?
是的 如果你愿意 你可以跟我去一些地方 Yeah. If you want to, you could come with me for some of it.
怎么了? What's wrong?
我只是... 沒什么 沒什么 I just... Nothing. Nothing.
來 告訴我 你好象不高興 Well, come on, you seem bummed.
我沒不高興 只是... I'm not bummed. It's...
只是我現在都很少見著你 It's just that I hardly see you now as it is,
那以后你開始旅行了 會怎么樣呢? so what's it going to be like when you start traveling?
不 不 這個... No, no. This...
這是個完全不同的工作 知道嗎? Look, this is a completely different job. Okay?
當我在這的時候 我就在家工作 When I'm in town, I'm gonna be at home.
我最近工作有點過頭 但你對我真包容 I've been working a lot lately and you've been really great about that.
這件事真的很重要 This is a really big deal.
我知道 I know.
好吧 我為你感到驕傲 Okay. I'm proud of you.
那么你打算何時告訴邁克你要離開? So when are you gonna tell Mike you're leaving?
邁克是最難搞定的一個員工 Mike's the hardest worker you got, okay?
他有點喜怒無常 He's a little bit volatile.
他就是顆定時炸彈 He's a ticking time bomb.
但是他很有效率 那才是最重要的 對吧? He's effective. That's the important thing, right?
他根本不聽上頭指揮 He's completely out of control.
你不在這看著他 誰知道他會干出啥事來? What happens when you're not here to babysit him?
實際上 根本沒人想跟他一起工作 As it is, no one wants to work with him.
得到他幫助的那些人會和他一起工作的 The people that he got work for will work with him.
我會跟他談談的 這工作是他的命 Look, I'll talk to him. This job is his life.
我不管 I don't care.
我要他走人 I want him gone.
我很準時 我從來不遲到 I'm on time, bro. I'm never late.
我打扮得很整潔 I wear nice clothes.
有誰比我業績還好? 我甚至比你還好 Who's placed more people than me, even more than you?
這毫無疑問 我知道 No doubt, I know.
你的作風異于常人 這讓上頭不太喜歡 You got an unorthodox style, man. It makes management nervous.
那你什么時候走? So when are you leaving, man?
一星期以后 I go in a week.
真該死 兄弟 你會很棒的 Fucking A, brother. You're gonna be great.
謝謝 Thanks.
聽著 兄弟 我大可不必這樣 如果你不... Look, man, I don't have to do this if you're not...
沒事 不用擔心我 No, don't worry about me.
我是個幸存者 我會沒事的 I'm a survivor, brother. I'm gonna be fine.
是啊 Yeah.
他們要我寫一本關于雇用殘疾人的書 They wanted me to write the book on hiring the disabled.
我終于知道說些什么了 I finally had something to say,
但我就是不知道怎么說 I just didn't know how to say it.
加油 各位 我不想在你們眼睛里看到文字 Come on, guys. Now, I don't wanna see text in your eyes.
他難道沒說你們就是群自以為是的蠢貨嗎? Has he told you yet you're full of shit?
只要你們很優秀 他一定會這樣說的 'Cause if you're any good he will, trust me.
女士們先生們 這是理查德·皮特蒙 Ladies and gentlemen, meet Richard Pimentel,
我最好的學生 the best student I never had.
今天就到這 謝謝大家 That's all for today, thank you.
與假想敵斗爭 你喜歡《堂吉訶德》? Tilting at Windmills. You a Quixote fan?
是啊 Yeah.
有天晚上我在讀這書 我就突然意識到 I was reading it one night and I had an epiphany.
對一個殘疾人來說最痛苦的 You know, the hardest thing about being disabled
是別人對待你的方式 is the way that other people treat you.
雇主們不愿聘請殘疾人 Employers, they don't wanna hire people with disability.
為什么? Why is that?
他們對我們沒信心 They lack confidence in us.
-我想你可能搞錯了 -什么意思? -I think you may have that wrong. -What do you mean?
你不需要去改變他們對待殘疾人的看法 You don't need to change their minds about people's disabilities,
你得改變他們對自己的看法 you need to change their minds about themselves.
我要給你看些東西 I wanna show you something.
-鋰? -對 -Lithium? -Yeah.
我是他們所謂的燥狂抑郁癥患者 I'm what they call a manicdepressive.
你手上拿的那個藥使我可以正常生活 That medicine you're holding allows me to function.
我不隨便把這告訴別人 I don't share that with a lot of people.
這么多年來 我都不愿接受這一事實 For years, I didn't wanna accept what I was.
你到我這面試的那天正趕上我心情不好 The day you auditioned for me was not a good day.
不 因為你我才有了人生 No, I got a life 'cause of you.
但也可能因此失去人生目標 You could've lost it because of me.
那是我自己的決定 I make my own decisions.
我失去聽力了 I lost my hearing.
我卻得到了另一個超能力 讀唇 I gained a superpower, lipreading.
我可以竊聽一百英尺以外的談話 I can spy on conversations a hundred feet away.
這在那些可惡的系午餐會上可以派上大用場 I could have some fun with that at those godawful faculty lunches.
-那你不帶助聽器? -不帶 沒用的 -So you don't wear hearing aids? -No, they don't help.
政府給了我助聽器 I get them from the government,
但我像派發萬圣節的糖那樣都送人了 but I just pass them out like candy for Halloween.
幫我個忙 我要你去見個人 Do me a favor, I want you to meet someone.
斯達克助聽器實驗室
-理查德? -是我 -Richard? -Yeah.
比爾·奧斯丁 跟我來 Bill Austin. Come on back with me.
-就在這里 請 -好的 -Right in here, please. -All right.
無意冒犯 這些對我來說都是垃圾 No offense, but this is all kind of a circle jerk.
我來這只是為了讓本高興 I'm just here to humor Ben.
我每年都來這例行公事 See, I have this ritual with Uncle Sam every year where he tells me
結論都是我的聽力一年比一年差 how much more deaf I am than the year before,
然后我把他的殘疾補助金支票兌現 and then I cash his disability checks.
如果有正確的解決方法 Well, there doesn't seem to be too much purpose
活在無聲世界里也沒有那么多期待 in living a life with a hearing problem if we can find the right solution.
等等 你要用那東西干嗎? Wait, wait. What are you gonna do with that thing?
我要把這個插進你耳朵里 I'm going to stick it in your ear,
除非你想要我把它插到別的地方 unless you have another place you'd rather I stick it.
那還是耳朵好了 Ear's good.
現在 我們準備好要試新的助聽器了 Now we're ready to try the new hearing aids.
就是這個? Is that them?
他們就好象耳朵的隱形眼鏡 They're like a contact lens for the ear.
我們發現小的比較好 We've found that smaller's better.
而且把助聽器放在耳溝里效果更好 We get a more efficient coupling for the ear when the aid is in the canal.
你能聽見我嗎 理查德? Can you hear me, Richard?
聽起來怎么樣? 你能聽見我嗎? How does it sound? Can you hear me?
你能聽見我嗎? Can you hear me?
哦 是啊 太棒了 Oh, yeah. That's great.
當我再次提筆寫書 我仿佛脫胎換骨 Once I started writing again, it was like I tapped a vein.
我的寫作目的就是去改變雇主 My central focus was to change the attitudes of employers
對待所有殘疾人的態度 about persons with all disabilities.
我花了一年的時間寫完這本書 It took me a year to write.
你在看第幾頁了? What page are you on right now?
我在"閉上你的臭嘴"那頁 I'm on page "shut the fuck up".
我是有腦性麻痹 但我不是聾子 I've got CP, I'm not deaf.
好了 進來 All right, come in.
老兄 拜托說幾句 Come on, man. Say something.
你為什么要我看這書? Why did you want me to read this?
因為我不知道自己在干嘛 'Cause I don't think I know what I'm doing, Art.
但如果不是遇見你 我絕對寫不出這些 But I never would've written that if I hadn't met you.
你是我所認識的最聰明的人 Now, you're the smartest guy that I know,
如果你覺得它一文不值 我就把它撕掉 and if you don't think that's any good, I'm just gonna tear it up.
你不... You don't have...
知道... a clue...
-好吧 撕了 -不 讓我說完 -All right, shit. -No, let me finish.
你不知道這究竟有多棒 You don't have a clue how good this is.
你知道除了需要別人幫我們躺下 You know what we cripples want
我們殘疾人更需要什么嗎? besides getting laid?
我們更需要的是被尊重 To be seen.
當在路上他們看到我 When they look at me out there now,
你知道他們看見什么了? you know what they see?
空氣 Nothing.
我被無視 I'm ignored.
你怎么可能無視活生生的人? How can you ignore this?
但是他們就是無視我 But they ignore me,
因為 because
我顛覆了他們 I am so disturbing
給人類下的定義 to their definition of human,
這就是我給他們的感覺 that I make them feel.
我喜歡這書 I love that.
你所寫的 What you've created
會讓他們意識到尊重我們的重要性 will help to make them see us.
如果你想要把它撕了 If you try to tear this up,
我就扁你 I'll kick your ass.
好吧 All right.
我把自己投身于事業中 I threw myself into my career.
我正在改變他人的生活 卻忽視了自己 I was changing lives and ignoring my own.
我成了美國政府的基調演說發言人 I was keynote speaker for the US government,
訓練每個機構的雇員 training every agency.
中情局 航天局 退伍軍人管理局等等其他 CIA, NASA, the VA, all of them.
我自己顛覆性的小目標就是讓聯邦政府 My own subversive little goal was to make the federal government
成為這個國家雇用殘疾人最多的雇主 into the biggest employer of disabled persons in the country.
邁克明白這有多諷刺 Mike would've dug the irony.
理查德 我們幾個月前就計劃好的 Richard, we made plans for this months ago.
為什么到現在才告訴我你不能去? Why did you wait till now to tell me you can't go?
-我只是忘記了 很抱歉 -那就告訴他們 -I just forgot all about it. I'm sorry. -So tell them that.
這個會議很重要 我是發言人 It's an important conference, I'm the speaker.
我不可能就這么不去 大家都需要我 I can't just not show up, people count on me.
那我難道不需要你嗎? And I don't?
他們只是大會上的陌生人 They're strangers at a convention, an audience.
他們給你喝彩 你照單全收 They applaud, you eat it up.
我不得不懷疑 So I have to wonder,
你做這些是為了他們還是為了自己? are you doing this for them or for you?
我為了他們 也為了自己 I'm doing it for them and I'm doing it for me.
我回來的時候會補償你的 We'll do something special when I get back.
好嗎? Okay?
理查德 這對我來說很重要 我希望你不要去 Richard, this is important to me. I'm asking you not to go.
不用說了 我現在不想談這些 Stop it! I am not doing this right now.
我到賓館以后打給你 I'll call you from the hotel.
親愛的 是我 我知道很晚了 Hey, baby, it's me. I know it's late,
但如果你在的話就接電話 but pick up if you're there.
喂? 我只想告訴你 Hello? Just wanna say that
今天進展得很順利 today went really well
我想知道你過的怎么樣 and I wanted to see how you were doing
還有我非常想你 and tell you that I miss you a lot.
還有... And...
在的話就接電話 我真的很想告訴你... Pick up if you're there 'cause I really wanted to tell you that l...
我想我搞砸了 I think I messed up.
克莉絲汀? Christine?
哦 天那 Oh, boy.
我一不在 你就乘虛而入啊 The minute I turn my back, you come sniffing around.
你根本沒搞清楚 不是嗎? You just don't get it, do you?
在我沒撤消你的簽證之前 叫克莉絲汀出來 Just go get Christine before I have your visa revoked.
沒事的 尼克斯 It's okay, Nikos.
你一直背著我在跟他見面? You've been seeing him behind my back?
不 在找到容身之處前 我就住這 No. I'm just here until I find my own place.
我不會跟尼克斯好的 I'm not getting back with Nikos.
-他知道這點嗎? -當然 -Does he know that? -Of course.
你們睡同一張床? You two sleeping in the same bed together?
-老天 你根本不明白 -不明白什么? -Jesus. You don't get it. -What?
我只是想要你回家 I just want you to come home.
-我不會回家的 -為什么? -I'm not coming home. -Why?
是不是因為我不夠重視你? Is this because I don't give you enough attention?
不 是因為我自己不夠重視自己 No, it's because I don't give me enough attention.
我一直太依賴你這樣的男人 I've always depended on men like you
他們照顧我 讓我感覺很好 to make me feel better and take care of me.
我需要做回自我 I need to be on my own.
好的 做回你自己 跟我在一起 做回你自己 All right, well, be on your own. Be on your own with me.
我是說 我一直旅行 我可以給你所要的空間 I mean, I'm traveling, I can give you all the space you want.
我很納悶 知道嗎? 我不知道你要我說什么 I'm flailing here, okay? I don't know what you want me to say.
我愛你 我要跟你在一起 I love you. I wanna be with you.
你不想跟我在一起 You don't wanna be with me.
你只是得到我之后就把我放在架子上 You just wanna win me and put me on a shelf
提醒你得到了我 to remind you that you won me.
那不是愛情 理查德 我想我們需要分開一下 That's not a relationship, Richard, I think we need to be apart.
我需要想清楚自己到底是什么... I need to figure out who I am and...
而你也需要想清楚到底什么是最重要的 And I think you need to figure out what's important to you, too.
瑪格麗特 有人來找你 Margaret, you have a visitor.
嗨 媽媽 Hi, Mom.
你感覺怎么樣? How you feeling?
醫生說我做得很好 The doctors tell me I'm doing well.
可我不覺得 我也不這么覺得 But I don't feel like it, and neither do l.
精神分裂式幽默 不錯 媽媽 Schizophrenia humor. That's good, Mom.
你知道我想念什么嗎? You know what I miss?
跳舞 Dancing.
你知道誰以前跳舞跳得很好嗎? 理查德 You know who was a good dancer? Richard.
其實不是 Not really.
他參加狐步 恰恰 探戈課 He took foxtrot, chacha, tango lessons.
我以前常帶他去夜總會 I used to take him to the nightclubs.
我們玩得可開心了 Oh, we had so much fun.
不 媽媽 事實上 我可沒有 No, Mom, actually, I didn't.
沒有一個12歲的男孩想要參加舞蹈課 No 12-year-old boy really wants ballroom dancing lessons.
說謊 That's a lie.
那你為什么這兩年去學跳舞? Why'd you do it for two years?
那樣我就可以跟你在一起 So that I could be with you.
我現在想小睡一會 I wanna take a nap now.
但是你兒子大老遠趕來看你 But your son came so far to visit you.
沒關系 不要緊的 That's all right. That's okay, it's fine.
看 我要給你個東西 Here, I wanna give you something.
這是個新標準 This is a new standard
專門訓練全國雇主雇用殘疾人 for disability training for employers nationwide,
是我寫的 and I wrote it.
我不想看書 I don't feel like reading anything.
好的 我只想告訴你 我過得很好 Well, I just wanna tell you, Mom, I'm doing great.
我愛我的工作 我在服務社會 I love my job, I'm making a difference.
你到底想要什么? What do you want?
你要我拍拍你的手 You want me to pat your hand,
然后跟你說 真是個好孩子? say you're a good boy?
我可沒那么熱情 I'm not wired that way.
大部分健全人都看不起殘疾人 The average ablebodied person doesn't give a damn about the disabled.
如果沒婦女運動 我們怎么會關注女性權利? Would we care about women's rights if they hadn't mobilized?
我們不會關心殘疾人 We're not gonna care about disabled people
直到他們不愿再被無視 until they set aside their differences,
將自己的缺陷扔一邊 stop being invisible,
他們團結一致 為了ADA的通過而努力 and come together for the passage of the ADA.
ADA是指《美國殘障法案》 對嗎? That would be the Americans with Disabilities Act, am I right?
對 正是 《美國殘障法案》 Yes, exactly, Americans with Disabilities Act.
這個法案 明確指出 你不能僅僅因為一個人 This bill, simply put, says that you can't discriminate against people
長得跟你不太一樣就歧視他們 simply because they don't look like you.
好的 讓我們把這個法案先放一放 先來... Okay. Why don't we hold that thought right there until...
現在總統將在布什和杜卡其思中產生 Now that the election has come down to Bush and Dukakis,
我可以很負責任的說 I have it on very good authority
第一個公開表示支持ADA的總統候選人 that the very first candidate who comes out publicly in support of the ADA
將會得到殘疾人的投票 從而贏得整個大選 is gonna get the disabled vote. The whole thing, all of it.
只要候選者首先站出來支持此法案 Everybody, which is millions of votes for the first candidate
他就能獲得百萬選票 that has the balls to come out and support this.
-理查德 麻煩你 就... -再等等 -Richard, please, just... -One second.
據說一個政府高級官員 Rumor has it that one of our senior elected officials
有天被他的顧問告知 was told by his advisors,
先生 我們有個問題 okay, "Sir, we have a problem.
現在有重可怕的疾病 "There is a horrific disease.
它對同性戀和吸毒者感染率非常高 "It is infecting homosexuals and drug addicts at an alarming rate,
幾乎是致命的 "and it is always fatal."
你知道他說什么嗎? 知道他回答了什么嗎? And you know what he said? You know what his reply was?
他說"你剛才說的是的問題是什么?" He said, "What did you say the problem was?"
這是一種德國納粹心理 That is the kind of Nazi Germany mentality that we're looking at
卻在20世紀末美國看出現了 here in America, in the late 20th century.
就到這 我們直播結束了 好嗎? That's it. We're off the air, all right?
一路走來 我意識到不是我的心在驅使我 Somewhere along the way I realized my heart wasn't driving me.
而是我的氣憤 My anger was.
我想是亞特最先發現的 I think Art noticed it first.
你整個一個傻逼 You're a complete asshole.
你以前只是半個傻逼 但現在是整個的了 You used to be a partial one, but you graduated.
你怎么進來的? How the hell did you get in here?
你沒看見的時候 我會走路 When you're not looking, I can walk.
你現在忙得沒時間看你的朋友了? So you're too busy to see your friends anymore?
聾得連電話鈴都聽不見了? Too deaf to hear the phone ring?
知道嗎? 別拿這套到我面前 You know what? Don't bring your wobbling ass in here
想批評我 拜托? and try and guilttrip me, all right?
你知道我上個禮拜給誰演講了? You know who I lectured last week?
我知道 I do.
中情局 老兄 他媽的中情局 The CIA, man. Fucking CIA.
我做的事很牛 I'm doing great.
但你看起來不牛 But you don't look great.
是嗎? 好吧 那這是誰? Yeah? Well, who's this?
"但你看起來不牛" "But you don't look great."
這誰啊? Who's this?
嘿 該死的答錄機 Hey, Mr. Hot Shit Phone Recorder.
跟這東西講話感覺真臭 I feel like an asshole talking to this thing.
聽著 兄弟 事情象滾雪球一樣 知道嗎? Listen man, stuff's kinda snowballing here, you know?
嘿 兄弟 讓我問你些事情 Hey, bro, let me ask you something.
你記得坐在從越南回來的飛機上的感覺嗎? You remember what it felt like on the plane home from Nam?
邁克 Mike.
就像剛從鬼門關回來 Like you had survived hell
從那以后發生什么都無所謂了 and from now on it didn't matter what happened
因為活著就是福 'cause just being alive was a blessing,
而且你的整個人生都在等著你 and you had your whole life ahead of you.
該死 我努力過了 Fuck it. I tried.
等等 兄弟 Later, bro.
邁克 邁克 嘿 Mike. Mike. Hey.
靠 Shit.
我會盡自己所有 I'm gonna do whatever it takes
來保證殘疾人能溶如主流 to make sure the disabled are included in the mainstream.
他們已經被排除太久了 For too long they've been left out,
但是 他們再也不會被排除在外了 but they're not going to be left out anymore.
又是布什 布什 布什 布什 It's Bush. Bush, Bush, Bush.
如果布什贏了 你知道那意味著什么嗎? If Bush wins, you know what that means?
那就意味著我得整修這個地方 That means I'm gonna have to renovate this whole place
只是為了給那些弱智服務 just to service these retards.
你知道那會花去我多少錢嗎? You know what that's gonna cost me?
不知道 你會花去多少錢? No, what's it gonna cost you?
我只是在說 殘疾人法案... I'm just talking about this Disabilities Act, it's gonna...
是啊 那會花去你多少錢? Yeah, what's it gonna cost you?
那就意味著我得造一個斜坡 It means I have to put in ramps,
和一系列設施 I have to put in all these kinds of things.
這會引起...會引起巨大的赤字 It's gonna wind up... It's gonna be a big deficit.
好吧 花費1000塊去造一個輪椅斜坡 Right. You might have to spend, what, $1,000 to get a wheelchair ramp
再加寬座便器使那些人能小便? and widen a toilet stall so somebody can take a piss?
先生... Sir...
我沒別的意思 好嗎? I don't mean anything by it, all right...
不 你有 我就是那些弱智之一 Yeah, you do. I'm one of those retards, okay.
我在戰爭中喪失了聽力 I lost my hearing in the war.
你想談談那會花費你多少嗎? You wanna talk about how much that's gonna cost you?
那繼續啊 談吧 開始談吧? Tell you what, go ahead. Go ahead, talk about it, all right?
我不會聽的 想說啥就說啥 I won't listen. Say something funny.
告訴他 Tell him.
為什么不告訴他個笑話 一個人有180的智商 Why don't you tell him a joke about a guy who's got a 180 IQ
但是他有腦功能障礙 連自己鞋帶都不能綁 but he a has a brain disorder so he can't tie his shoe?
說啊? Huh?
或者一個世界級滑雪運動員因傷了脖子 Or a worldclass skier who breaks her neck
現在需要機器才能呼吸 and now she needs a machine to breathe?
那些多有趣啊 That's funny stuff.
而你多可憐啊 因為你現在得花點錢 And poor you, 'cause now you gotta sink a little bit of money
就為了這屁眼大的小飯館 into this pieceofshit restaurant.
你知道嗎? 拿去 You know what? Here you go.
抱歉給你造成不便 給自己買個良心 Sorry for the inconvenience. Buy yourself a conscience.
理查德? 理查德 是我 Richard? Richard, it's me.
嘿 克莉絲汀 Hey, Christine.
好久不見 你好嗎? It's been a while. How are you?
好啊 我剛要...我剛要去見些朋友 Good, yeah, I'm just... I'm meeting some friends.
那么你還在舉辦研討會 四處旅行... So are you still leading seminars, traveling...
是啊 是啊 很好 Yeah. Yeah, it's good,
進展得很順利 it's going really well.
是嗎? 我很高興 亞特好嗎? Yeah? I'm glad. How's Art?
還是老樣子 那是你丈夫嗎? The same old Art. Is that your husband?
不 No.
不? 你知道 跟你遇到有點怪 No? You know, it's strange to see you.
我前幾天還在想你 I was thinking about you just the other day.
非常想你 事實上 我...那個... Thinking about you a lot, actually. I... Well...
我還記得西雅圖之行 I was remembering the trip to Seattle.
我訂婚了 他是我未婚夫 I'm engaged. He's my fianc?
好吧 是這太熱了還是我欲火焚身了? Well, is it hot in here or is my life going up in flames?
-理查德... -我開玩笑的 -Richard... -I'm kidding.
好吧 我要走了 Well, I'm gonna go.
你還好吧? Are you okay?
當然 Yeah, absolutely.
他只是個老朋友 He's just an old friend.
皮蒙特先生 事關你母親 很急 請速回電話 Mr. Pimentel, it is urgent that you call us back regarding your mother.
我就在這 兄弟 I'm right here, man.
理查德 開門 Richard, open the door!
煤氣泄露了 你難道聞不出來? There's a gas leak. Can't you smell that?
你在干嘛 理查德? What are you doing, Richard?
你為什么那么做? Why would you do that?
她死了 She died.
我母親終于死了 My mother finally died.
別想了 It's okay.
是熱的 It's hot.
我覺得自己是白癡 I feel like an idiot.
我做了那么多事卻不能 All the shit I've dealt with, and the thing that gets me
讓一個精神病女人愛我 is I can't get some mentally ill woman I barely know to ever love me.
那不是你的錯 她受過太多傷害了 Well, that's not your fault. She's the one that was damaged.
她錯過了愛上一個偉大的人的機會 And she missed being close to a really great person.
話說回來 你在這里干嘛? What are you doing here, anyway?
我很擔心你 我也想謝謝你 I was worried about you. And I came to thank you.
如果不是你 我不可能像現在這樣幸福 If not for you, I wouldn't be as happy as I am now.
我不認為那是種贊揚 I don't think that's a compliment.
不 那是 那是 No, it is, it is.
我從你那里學到很多 我是過來道歉的 I learned a lot from you. And I came to apologize.
從沒告訴過你 很高興你是我生命的一部分 I never told you how glad I am that you're a part of my life.
我試圖用一生來向一個 So after spending my whole life trying to prove myself
沒有能力接受我的人證明自己 to someone that was not capable of accepting me,
現在我終于意識到我還是和母親有共同點的 I finally realized I actually had something in common with my mother,
那就是我們倆都不太在意我是不是活著 that neither of us much cared whether or not I lived.
但我不喜歡那樣 But I didn't like that.
所以我做了她永遠不會做的事情 So I did what she could never do.
我接受了自己 I accepted myself.
兩年前 Two years ago,
國會通過了《美國殘障法案》 the Americans with Disabilities Act was passed through Congress.
上周法案正式生效了 And last week it became a reality.
恭喜 這是你們的功勞 Congratulations. You did that.
我的老師 帕克斯先生 My teacher, Mr. Parks,
會說我終于找到自己的音樂了 would say that I've been able to find my music.
那是否意味著我成了超人? Now does that mean that I became a superhero?
不 我不這么認為 No, I don't think so.
雖然我有時喜歡穿著緊身衣 Although, I do like to wear spandex
和斗篷在房子周圍晃 and a cape around the house sometimes.
你們所做的最有意義的事就是 The differences that you make that are the ones of lasting importance,
你們小小的一份努力將影響他人一生 they're the little differences that you make in the life of another person.
今晚 我要告訴曾作出努力的所有人 And all of these people that I got to tell you about tonight,
你們改變了我的人生 they all made a difference in my life,
而我也希望或多或少影響了你們的人生 and I can only hope that somehow I made a difference in theirs.
年復一年 And that after years
努力要比生命更有意義 and years and years of trying to become larger than life,
我現在努力試著變得渺小一點 I'm now working on maybe being a little smaller.
嘿 你遲到了 Hey, you're late.
扁我吧 勇士 Blow me, Ironsides.
后到的人請客 Last one in pays.
好吧 太簡單了 賽車手 All right, easy there, Andretti.
煎餅屋
來吧 牛仔 Come on, cowboy.
-兩個人? -麻煩了 -Two? -Please.
跟我來 Follow me.
這張桌子行么? Is this one okay?
行 只要你給很多小費 Yeah, if you're big tippers.
他會付的 不過他是個窮光蛋 He's paying, but he's a cheap son of a bitch.
但如果你愿意用自己的信用卡支付 But if you play your cards right,
你就可以到我椅子上來騎騎 寶貝 you could have a ride on my chair, baby.
他說 我會付錢 而且我是個窮光蛋 He says I'm buying and I'm a cheap son of a bitch,
但如果你愿意用自己的信用卡支付 but if you play your cards right,
你就可以到他椅子上騎 you can have a ride in his chair.
親愛的 只要你保證你很快完事 Honey, only if you promise to go real fast.
不用 謝謝你 我們知道要點什么 No, thank you. I think we know what we want.
好 Yeah.
你搞到個熱力四射的 甜心先生 You got a live one, Honeyman.
是啊 Yeah.
來了 Here you go.
謝謝 Thank you.
這是我見過最慢的服務了 Well, that's the slowest service I've ever seen.
我們花了二十年才吃到這個 It only took us 20 years to get these.
冷靜點 Be cool.
你會害我們再被捕的 You're gonna get us arrested again.
我也許不在意 And I probably wouldn't mind.
我想他喜歡 I think he likes it.
哦 沒錯 Oh, yeah.
我想該我付錢了? So, I guess this one's mine, huh?
祝你生日快樂 Happy birthday to you
你在開玩笑吧 You've gotta be kidding me.
祝你生日快樂 Happy birthday to you
祝你生日快樂 親愛的理查德 Happy birthday, dear Richard
祝你生日快樂 Happy birthday to you
嘿 快點 許個愿 Hey, come on, make a wish.
耶 Yeah.
-理查德 -什么? -Hey, Richard. -Yeah?
有件事我一直想問你 There's something I have always wanted to ask you.
什么事? What's that?
這個輪椅 Does this wheelchair
是不是讓我的屁股看起來很大? make my butt look big?
回頭見 亞特 I'll see you around, Art.
好吧 Yeah.
理查德·皮蒙特的重要項目"風車"
成為了多元化訓練的藍圖
通過他的觀念培訓
他改善了23個國家的工作環境
和人們對雇用殘疾人和與其公事的態度
他的努力促使了1990年
《美國殘障法案》的制定
如今 理查德已娶妻并成為世界500強演講者
他仍致力教導和鼓勵人們消除偏見接受多元
克莉絲汀和理查德仍保持聯系
亞特成為了一名作家 仍住在波特蘭地區
他和理查德仍是知己