这只是时间问题 It is only a question of time.
等你来做点什么事儿 我们早就死了 We could all be dead before you do anything.
你想要我的数据 我的想法 You want my data? You want my ideas?
还想要我的病人们 都拿走吧 You want my patients? Take them!
干点实事儿行吗 Just do something with them!
你说的太他妈对了 我... You're fucking right! I am...
imprecise and unfocused and you are all idiots!
Did you organize that picketing of the mayor?
Yes.
- And the signs? - Yes.
And your next play is about a First Lady
- who gave the best blow jobs in Hollywood. - Yes.
- 这个地方做你的办公室正好 - 对 - This place is perfect for our new office. - Yes.
好干净啊 So tidy.
来 Here.
我扶着他 I got him.
来 我扶你到床上去 Come on. Let's get you back to bed.
好 Okay.
好嘞 Here you go.
Estelle给你做了些卷心菜卷给你吃 Estelle made you some stuffed cabbage for later.
这是巴黎出的新药 There's this new drug in Paris.
Kessler的爱人坐飞机过来取 Kessler's lover is flying out to get it.
在这儿 HPA-23 Here it is. HPA-23.
Ned Ned.
- 他身体情况不妙 - 这是新药 - He looks awful - You this is anything
还是跟其他药一样的什么药 or is it just another shit drug like all the rest?
我觉得你应该准备好 让自己面对事实 I think you need to prepare yourself for letting go.
我不能放弃我爱的人 You can't stop fighting for the ones you love.
你有为你爱的人努力吗 Haven't you ever had to fight for somebody you love?
Tommy 你得走出你的世界 Tommy. You gotta start putting yourself out there
让我和大家都了解到你 in a way that everyone else could see what I see.
这是什么臭逼爱情场面 What kind of a fucked-up love scene is this?
喂 Yes?
是的 女士 Yes, ma'am?
明天4：30吗 4:30 tomorrow?
好的 女士 Yes, ma'am.
白宫打来的电话 The fucking White House.
市长滚犊子去吧 白宫邀请我去诶 Fuck the mayor. I've just been invited to the White House.
他们要采取行动了 They're gonna do something!
哦 我想知道 Oh, just so I understand,
对于这个瘟疫来说 what exactly does your title mean
你的职位是什么意思 in terms of our plague?
我们不用这种负面的叫法 会吓到群众的 We prefer not to use negative terms. It only scares people.
目前出现3,339例感染 Well, there's 3,339 cases so far.
1,122人死亡 1,122 dead.
我觉得是瘟疫 我很害怕 Sounds like a plague to me. I'm scared.
你不害怕吗 Aren't you?
你的职位是干什么的来着 What does your title mean again?
我为总统提出 I come up with ideas for the president
他该做什么和不该做什么的主意 about what he ought to be doing and not doing.
好吧 很好 明白了 Okay, good. Got it.
So, the money's there, right? It just hasn't been spent.
那法国研发出了一种新药 So there's this new drug in France.
为什么国家卫生研究所不学习呢 Why doesn't the N.I.H. study it?
我是说 我想要的 我们想要的 我们急切需要的 I mean, what I want, what we want, what we desperately need
就是为了帮助我们减少这种繁文缛节 is for somebody to help us cut through all this red tape.
I can asure you that not a week goes by
that I don't bring new information and reports to the president.
The progress that's been made on this disease
- is unprecedented. - But it's contagious.
你不明白么 这个病它有传染性 Can't you see that because it's contagious,
所以你 你得动作快点吗 you... you have to work faster?
你真的相信 那些在政治中 Do you really believe that anybody
身居高位的官员们 在他们的内心深处 in a serious public policy position in their heart of hearts
或甚至在他们最私密的会议中 or even in their most closeted meetings
会跟彼此说,"嘿 伙计 says to each other, "Hey, guys,
不要太悲观了?"吗 let's not get too upset about this"?
是的 你的上司没有说出"艾滋病"这个词 Yes, your boss hasn't said the word "AIDS" out loud.
回答我个问题 Answer me this one question.
这个玩意儿 妓女们会 会得这个病吗 This shit, can... can hookers get it?
或者 你懂的 有一夜情的人会得吗 Or, you know, someone who had a one-night stand?
- 当然了 - 你证明不了 - Of course. - You can't prove that.
我是说 根据我的理解 我所知道的 I mean, from what I understand, what I've read,
经由正常的性交 female-to-male transmissions through normal
女性传给男性的几率很小的 vaginal intercourse does not seem to be very efficient.
这是病毒 传播的几率都是一样的 It's a virus, y it doesn't discriminate.
是这样 但是 Yes, but...
不易传播 对吗 it's very difficult. Isn't it?
你懂的 对个直男 对异性恋的男人 It's almost impossible for a straight, you know,
来说是几乎不可能的 对吗 regular heterosexual guy to get it, am I right?
- 你说啥 - 没有记录在案的病例 对吗 - I'm sorry? - There's no documented cases, am I right?
没有一例记录 There's not a single documented case
是异性恋的男人的这种病的吧 of a heterosexual man getting it?
不管是性交还是口交 Not from fucking or a blow job?
这我就不知道了 I don't have that information.
太好了 我也是这么想的 Great, that's what I thought.
Susan 会议可以开始了 Susan, call my meeting.
我会晚15分钟到 谢谢 I'll be about 15 minutes late. Thanks.
- 非常感谢 - 等等 - Thank you so much. - Wait, please.
- 可以随时打给我 - 先生 等下 - Call me anytime. - Sir. Wait.
有1亿人会感染 100 million predicted
竟然没有一个人重视 and nobody is paying any attention!
请保安到二楼来 Hi, I need security on the second floor.
你为什么坐在地上 Why you sitting on the floor?
我想从这儿到那儿去 就摔倒了 I fell down trying to get from there to here.
哦 别碰我 天哪 Oh, don't touch me! God.
你看我的时候 我特别不爽 I hate it when you look at me.
你饿不饿 我饿了 你呢 You hungry? I'm hungry, how about you?
我看了我的约会记录 I looked in all my datebooks.
和我睡过的人都没生病 No one else I slept with is sick.
也许你是携带者 Maybe you're the carrier.
咱俩别这样 We don't have to do this to each other.
你会好起来的 Felix 你会的 You're gonna get better, Felix. You are.
Emma说国家卫生研究所终于开始研究了 Emma says the N.I.H. is finally starting research.
- 我们要满怀希望 - 哦 是吗 - We have to hope. - Oh, do we?
- 是的 - 是吗 我要怎样去满怀希望 - Yes, we do. - Do we? And how am I supposed to do that?
嗯 Huh?
别再吃那个了 Stop eating that shit!
- 给我 - 不给 - Give it to me. - No!
你知道注意营养很重要的 You know how important it is to watch your nutrition.
我对生活还有期许的 I have a life expectancy of 10 more minutes.
我想吃啥就吃啥 I'll eat what I wanna eat.
Ned Ned.
我的身体越来越差 好吗 It's getting messier. Okay?
我不想让你看到我这样 I don't wanna make you see it.
没人能强迫我做任何事 Nobody can make me do anything.
你比任何人都清楚 You should know that better than anybody.
你想在地上度过余生吗 Now you gonna sit there on the floor for the rest of your life?
- 你听我说的了吗 - 你有听我说的了吗 - Do you hear me? - Do you hear me?
- 没有 - 没有吗 - No! - No?
我都做了40多次治疗了 没听到吗 I've had over 40 treatments. No?
我做过3种 不对 是4种不同的化疗了 不对 I've had three... no, four different kinds of chemo. No!
我都试了3种试验了 I've had three different experimentals.
Emma在我身上花的时间比任何人都多 Emma has spent more time on me than anyone else.
但是没一点儿用 And it hasn't done a thing!
你不能逼太阳在晚上出来啊 You cannot force the goddamn sun to come out!
我厌倦这样的斗争了 I am so sick of fighting
我厌倦所有人的愚蠢 and everybody's stupidity
和无知 还有倍感后悔的经历 and blindness and guilt trips.
你不吃东西 那你别吃了 You can't eat the food? Don't eat the food.
我才不管 随便你吃什么药 我不在乎 I don't care. Take your poison, I don't care.
吃鱼对你好 Fish is good for you.
也不想吃鱼 对吗 Don't want any of that, do we?
不是沙拉 No green salad!
不吃花椰菜 蔬菜也不吃 No broccoli! No vegetables!
不吃七谷面包 No bread with seven grain!
怎么就会有人想和牛奶呢 Why would anyone ever want any milk?
因为你的骨头需要钙 You might get some calcium in your bones!
你想死吗 Felix Do you wanna die, Felix?
去死啊 Die!
别离开我 Felix Please don't leave me, Felix.
不让进 不然进 Keep out! Keep out!
走开 走开 Keep out! Keep out!
边儿去 边儿去 Keep out! Keep out!
禁入 Keep out!
混蛋 Assholes.
同人健康疾病中心 Gay Men's Health Crisis.
鹅口疮是真菌 是的 Thrush is a fungus, yes.
Can you tell him that we'll be picketing there
and not afraid of arrest or police brutality.
- 同人健康疾病中心 - 对的 - Gay Men's Health Crisis. - That's right.
The mayor has four more hours before we carry out
our threats of civil disobedience if he doesn't meet with us.
Tommy got the call yesterday, Ned.
你怎么不告诉我呢 Why didn't you tell me?!
You see, it works!
- 何时 何时 - 只能两个人去参加会议 Ned - When? When? - Only two can go to the meeting, Ned.
- - When? - Tommy's executive director.
I'm going.
- I polled the fucking board, Ned. - I wrote that letter
to the mayor. That meeting is mine.
I am going to go and represent this organization
that I have spent every minute of my life fighting for
and that was started in my living room
or I quit.
You'd let me quit?
The board asked me to read this out loud to you.
- Read what? - A letter.
Ahem.
Go on, read it.
"We are circulating this letter widely among people
of judgment and good sense.
You are on a colossal ego trip we must curtail.
To manipulate fear as you have done repeatedly
is to us, sheer barbarism.
To exploit the deaths of gay men as you have done
on television and in publications all over America
is to us, an act of vandalism.
And after years of liberation,
you helped make sex dirty again for us...
terrible and forbidden.
We are more angry at you
than ever in our lives toward anyone.
We think you want to lead us all.
Well...
we do not want you to lead us.
In accordance with our bylaws as drawn up by Weeks, Frankel,
Levinstein,
Mr. Ned Weeks is hereby removed
as a director of Gay Men's Health Crisis.
We beg that you leave us quietly
and not destroy us and what good work we manage
despite your disapproval.
即可生效 Effective immediately."
Ned Ned.
The executive director isn't on the board, you know that.
我没有投票的机会 I don't have a vote.
What could... what could I have done?
- 你没有支持我 - 不是这样的 - You didn't support me. - That's not true.
You're all nothing but undertakers.
This whole organization is a funeral parlor.
Ned... - All you do is take care of the dying.
Who's fighting so the living can go on living?
Who's fighting for my Felix?
Tommy. We need you upstairs.
I belong to a culture that includes Marcel Proust,
Walt Whitman, Tennessee Williams, Alexander the Great,
so many popes and cardinals you wouldn't believe.
Mr. Green Beret, did you know that it was an openly gay Englishman
who's responsible for winning World War II?
His name's Alan Turing and he cracked the Germans' Enigma code.
After the war was over, he committed suicide
because he was so hounded for being gay.
Why didn't they teach any of that in schools?
A gay man is responsible for winning World War II!
If they did, maybe he wouldn't have killed himself
and you wouldn't be so terrified of who you are.
That's how I want to be remembered.
As one of the men who won the war.
Bruce, I know that I am an asshole.
But please don't shut me out.
去吧 Go.
你哥哥和我是恋人 Your brother and I are lovers.
我就要死了 我要立遗嘱 I'm dying and I need to make a will.
- 请坐 - 谢谢 - Please. - Thank you.
我想把所有的东西都留给Ned I want to leave everything to Ned.
- 我哥哥怎么样 - 他把所有的责任都揽到自己的身上 - How's my brother? - Well, he blames himself for everything
从我要死了到整个世界的状况 from my dying to the state of the entire world.
所有的一切 还有你俩谁不都理谁的事儿 All that plus you two still not talking.
你肯定和他一样倔强 You must be as stubborn as he is.
我会马上给他打电话 I'll call him right away.
现在打吧 他在家收拾东西 Do. He's at home packing.
过几天我们要去耶鲁 We're going to Yale in a few days.
去参加同志周 For Gay Week.
他说他简直不敢相信 He says he can't believe it.
他大一的时候 他还想自杀 He tried to kill himself there when he was a freshman.
我没多少遗产 I haven't much...
除了在Wellfleet的海角上 except for a beautiful piece of land
一块儿美丽的土地 on the Cape in Wellfleet.
Ned不知道这个 Ned doesn't know about it.
It was to have been a surprise
for when we lived there together
or riding away happily ever after.
I also have an insurance policy,
uh... with the "Times." I'm a reporter...
for "The New York Times."
It's meant to come to my next of kin.
I'm afraid they might not give it to him.
Well, if he's listed as a beneficiary, they must.
You're smarter than that. Don't be so naive.
I assure you, I will fight to make sure that they do.
I was hoping you'd say that.
Felix Felix...
I wish we'd met sooner.
I should be wearing something
You are, honey.
It should... it should be something
Perry Ellis ran up for me personally.
Ned?
You find a way to fight again.
I will.
Hey, hey, hey.
Hey.
Emma. Emma...?
Could we... could we start now, please?
Ahem.
"We are gathered here in the sight of God
to join together these two men.
他们深爱 They love each other
彼此 very much and...
他们要在家人和朋友的见证下 want to be married in the presence of their family
结为连理 and friends.
没有人反对 I see no objection.
Felix Turner 你 Do you, Felix Turner,
- 愿意Ned Weeks " - Alexander 愿意 - take Ned Weeks..." - Alexander. Yeah.
- "成为你 " - 我的此生挚爱 - "To be your..." - My great true love.
我愿意 I do.
我愿意 我愿意 I do. I do.
我愿意 I do.
我愿意 我愿意 I do. I do.
我是Tommy This is Tommy.
谢谢你通知我 Thanks for letting me know.
罗纳德·里根总统于1985年9月17日向公众提到 "艾滋病" 并在一则新闻参考中许诺将艾滋病 研究提到优先处理日程 然而里根总统在1986年提到的联邦预算 要求减少艾滋病开支的11% 截止到1986年底，共有24,559人死于艾滋病 自传染病从1981年开始出现，全球已有超过 3600万人死于HIV/AIDS 每天有超过6,000人新感染上HIV病毒