okay Rachel do you have any idea how
painful it is to tell someone that you
love them and not happen say it back I
don't care okay
I can't watch
why am i attracted to a person I know
isn't good I happen to know the answer
to this because you're hoping you're
wrong and every time she does something
that tells you she's no good you ignore
it and every time she comes through and
surprises you she wins you over and you
lose that argument with yourself that
she's not for you
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even though you don't like me like that
I still want us to be friends do you
think I can have one more kiss I'll find
closure on your lips and then I'll go
maybe also one more breakfast one more
lunch and one more dinner I'll be full
and happy and
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and it doesn't matter how many new
haircuts you get or gyms you join or how
many glasses of chardonnay you drink
with your girlfriends we still go to bed
every night going over every detail and
wonder what you did wrong or how you
could have misunderstood and how in the
hell for that brief moment you could
think that you were that happy and
sometimes you can even convince yourself
that he'll see the light and will show
up at your door no you're the one who
ended it remember yeah because I was mad
at you not because I stopped loving you
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I'm still in love with you
you