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极乐死亡 Little Death
我出生的那天我父亲正在外面谈生意 The day I was born,my father was away on business.
我母亲给他发了一张我的照片 My mother sent him my picture.
他看过之后回复 这个丑陋的小怪物不可能是我儿子 He said: "This monster can't be my son. He's too ugly.
一定是有什么地方出错了 There must be a mistake."
但这就是我本来的样子 But it was me.
Martial Martial?
- 我看起来怎么样 - 你怎么了 - How do I look? - What's with you?
老实说 你觉得我丑吗 Be honest. Am I ugly?
丑的惨绝人寰 这就是为什么我们会睡在一起 Hideous. That's why you're in my bed.
怎么 你想要换个地方吗 Why? Do you want to trade places...
让我给你拍张照 ...and let me photograph you?
- 它模式设置好了吗 - 没问题 相信我 - Is it set at 60? - Yeah, trust me.
继续 难道你还想花上一整晚的时间 C'mon, don't take all night.
我警告你 一定要等我到高潮的时候再拍 I told you, not until I come!
知道了 亲爱的 抓紧时间 OK, my love. Hurry up.
该死 她来了 Shit! She's here.
进来吧 Come in.
- 你衣服都没穿好 - 被你发现了 - You're not ready! - Good observation.
你好 Hello.
这是Martial 我的一个朋友 This is Martial, a...friend.
这是我姐姐 Camille My sister Camille.
见到你很高兴 Hello.
给我两分钟让我穿好衣服 Give me 2 minutes to get dressed.
这些照片拍的不错 These are nice.
它们有主题吗 Is there a theme?
那是你弟弟的特长 That's your brother's specialty:
专拍要高潮了的男人 photographing men while they come.
- 他们都在假装吗 - 不 这样也没有任何意义 - They're faking? - No. There's no point otherwise.
你仔细看看这张照片 Check out this one.
瞧见没 See?
我的脸上都沾上了一些精液 I've got a little drop of sperm on my cheek.
挺迷人的 How charming!
不管怎么说 我一点都不惊讶 即使他有一点 Anyway, I'm not surprised. Even when he was little he...
- 我希望他有付钱给你 - 为什么他要给我钱 - I hope he pays you! - Why should he?
我们生活在一起 这样我就已经很知足了 We live together, that's enough for me.
你是做什么的 What do you do?
我接手了我父亲的生意 现在开展的还不错 I took over my father's business. It's going well.
我们能动身了吗 Can we go now?
再见 Bye.
你从哪里找来的那家伙 Where did you dig that one up?
听着 如果你打算评头论足的话 那我不去了 Listen, if you're going to make snide remarks, I'm not coming.
- 我很抱歉 但是 - 没有但是 - I'm sorry, but...- No buts!
清楚了吗 这样就好 OK? That's the way it is.
我甚至不能谈论你的情人 一提起就让你抓狂 I can't even ask about your lover without you getting mad.
还在生气吗 Still mad?
- 生什么气 - Martial. - About what? - Martial.
没有 我一点都不在乎 Nah, I don't care.
你最近在忙些什么 So what have you been up to?
你想知道些什么事 What do you want to know?
所有事 谈谈你的生活 最近在做什么 Anything. Tell me about your life, what you're doing...
你的新照片 ...your new photos...
听着Camille 我一点都不想和你谈这些 Listen Camille, I don't feel like talking to you.
尤其是现在 Especially not now.
好吧 我知道了 我闭嘴好了 OK, fine. I get it. I'll shut up.
Look, Camille...
Go ahead, I don't feel up to it.
I don't believe it.
Make an effort! It's been 6 years.
I can't.
Listen, I know it isn't easy, but don't leave now...
...when he's right here!
Go on!
- Hi Daddy! - His weetie.
Look who's here.
Hello, sir.
But Dad...
Paul!
- Paul, let me explain. - What now?
He's very ill. He's lost touch with reality.
- Don't be angry with him. - For what?
Not recognizing me? I'm used to it.
Ticket, please.
Sir, your ticket.
I don't have one.
That'll be 150 francs.
Haven't got it.
Then it's 270 francs. I.D., please.
This isn't you.
Take off your glasses.
Oh shit, my mistake.
These are Martial's jeans.
OK, off the train!
Please, sir...
It could happen to anyone!
My father just died.
So this is when you get in?
How'd it go?
Fine.
Tell me about it.
- Leave me alone. - But I fixed dinner...
Want some?
No.
Has he been asleep long?
Yes, he should wake up soon.
What the hell are you doing?
Have you lost your mind?
Oh, it's the Perfect Daughter! She's a saint!
Give it back!
Selfish pig! You've got no respect!
You only care about your stupid photos.
Do you ask a baby before taking its photo?
What are you on about?
I'm not in the mood.
I've had it. This can't go on.
What?
The way you're acting.
You won't talk to me, you won't eat.
You don't want me to touch you.
Do I turn you off or what?
I'm not hungry.
Do you want to leave?
I don't know.
You don't know, you never know.
Make an effort!
- You just take and never give. - Stop it.
Yes, hello.
Here he is. It's your sister.
Camille?
You alright?
When?
No, I can't...
Please don't insist. Bye.
So?
My father is dead.
When did it happen?
She didn't say.
During the night, I guess.
How old was he?
60 something.
You should have come.
I hate funerals.
Yeah, you're right. It was a big drag, too hot out.
It's nicer in bed with Martial.
Here you go again...
Not at all!
I understand! Dad never could stand you.
He thought you were a jerk.
Why spend a boring day with your bourgeois family?
After all, they hate gays!
Speaking of which, I bet your boyfriend's a good lay.
You wear me out, Camille. Don't make a scene.
Who's making a scene? I'm just fine, no problem.
You've got the problem.
Look at you. For 10 years you've sulked like a misunderstood martyr.
Give it a rest for once.
Talk to me.
There's nothing to say. You're delirious.
I'm delirious!
Am I the nutcase who photographed my naked father on his deathbed?
I know you won't talk to me, and you don't want to listen.
But let me tell you...
you aren't the only one who hurts.
It's been hard for me, too.
Working with him was good. I was happy but sometimes...
I thought I would suffocate.
I thought about you a lot.
I admired you so much. You broke the ties, creat your own life.
He loves you.
But my love life!
It's just one big fiasco.
Pretty dumb, huh?
I always wished I could talk to you about it.
Why am I telling you all this? You couldn't careless.
You know, Dad woke up while you were taking pictures.
Really?
You didn't notice?
No.
Anyway, it made him happy.
You were finally photographing your family.
But he wanted me to give you these.
They're his favorite photos.
I've never seen them.