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Mommy is... stretchable.
妈妈是…… 有弹性的。
What do you mean by stretchable?
你是什​​么意思 可拉伸的？
Daddy's hard. You can't move him.
爸爸很硬。 你无法移动他。
He gets mad, and that's it.
他生气了，仅此而已。
Mommy gets mad too,
妈妈也会生气，
but she's more like putty.
但她更像是橡皮泥。
Mm.
毫米。
And she gets sad too.
她也会感到难过。
That's when it's the most stretch.
那时就是 拉伸幅度最大。
Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her?
腻子，嗯……我想知道 你是怎么拉伸她的？
You just--
你只是——
Can I... Can I talk now? Please?
我可以…… 我现在可以说话吗？拜托？
Um...
一...
- Is it okay if Mommy talks? - Yep.
妈妈说话可以吗？ - 是的。
Okay.
好的。
I'm not stretchable. I'm not putty.
我没有弹性。 我不是橡皮泥。
Well, that's her experience of you.
嗯，那就是她。 你的经历。
That isn't true.
那不是真的。
I try very hard to be in control of her and everything,
我努力让自己处于…… 控制她和一切，
but, um, may as well not even be there at all.
但是，嗯，或许干脆就别提了。 根本不要在场。
Well, perception is reality, so--
嗯，感知。 这就是现实，所以——
Also, I don't get sad.
而且，我不会感到悲伤。
You seem sad right now.
你现在看起来很伤心。
You do seem sad right now.
你现在看起来很伤心。
We're here to talk about how to get you better.
我们今天来这里是为了讨论…… 如何让你变得更好。
All we do is talk about me.
我们整天都在谈论我。
I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right?
我也会难过。我的意思是， 我可以难过，对吧？
Well, of course.
当然。
But, um, you must know that this is all tangled up together
但是，嗯，你必须知道…… 这一切都纠缠在一起了。
and you of all people should know--
而你，偏偏是这些人！ 应该知道——
I know. I know, but, um...
我知道，我知道，但是，嗯……
this... this isn't how things...
这... 事情并非如此……
...are gonna get better. Um...
情况会好转的。嗯……
GIRL Mommy, please don't cry...
女孩 妈妈，请不要哭……
No, no. I--
不，不。我——
- ...because then I'll cry. -Sweetie.
因为那样我会哭的。 亲爱的。
- She... - Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay.
- 她... 宝贝，没事的，没事的。
We want the tube removed. Now.
我们要求立即取出导管。
-No, you can't kill me! - And to do that, we need...
不，你不能杀我！ 而要做到这一点，我们需要……
No, she won't do what she has to do
不，她不会那样做。 她必须这样做
because she knows that she has this safety net.
因为她知道 她有这张安全网。
Things are not stable enough right now to--
事情并非如此 目前足够稳定，可以——
It's clear that we have different goals.
很明显，我们有 不同的目标。
You want her to get better before the tube can be removed.
你希望她好起来 在拔除导管之前。
I think the tube needs to come out,
我认为管子需要 出来，
and then she can get better.
然后她就能好起来了。
We all have the same goal here.
我们都有 目标相同。
But what I'm learning as we're talking all together
但我正在学习 我们正在一起讨论。
is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us,
就是你我需要花时间 有段时间，只有我们两个人，
without her here...
她不在了……
...to talk about some serious issues.
……谈谈一些 严重的问题。
I'm gonna need you to
我需要你
restart the tube feedings at night
重新开始管饲 晚上
and I need you to start doing...
我需要你 开始做……
Did you get the kind with no cheese?
你收到那种了吗？ 不加奶酪吗？
I can't explain this to you every time, sweetie.
我无法向你解释这件事。 每次都是这样，亲爱的。
They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay?
他们会嘲笑我。 就说是面包，好吗？
I'll take the cheese off when we get home, of course.
我把奶酪拿掉 当然，等我们到家之后。
Is it the kind with the little
是那种带小
green and black things in the sauce?
绿色和黑色的东西 酱汁里？
It's the same kind we always get.
它是同一种。 我们总是得到。
That kind has the things in the sauce.
那种类型具备那些条件。 在酱汁里。
I can't... I can't eat it.
我吃不下……我吃不下。
Like, can you scrape it off--
比如，你能把它刮掉吗？
Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out?
你到底想不想把管子取出来？ 难道只有我希望它被删除吗？
You have to be...
你必须是……
Jesus.
耶稣。
Oh, poo.
哦，糟糕。
Oh...
哦...
You got your wish. No cheese.
你的愿望实现了。没有奶酪。
- Did you will that to happen? - Yeah.
——这是你有意为之吗？ - 是的。
Are you some kind of witch or something?
你是某种类型的人吗？ 女巫之类的？
Hey, straight to the table. Actually, no.
嘿，直接进入正题。 实际上，并非如此。
Wash hands first, and then straight to the table.
先洗手， 然后直接到餐桌旁。
I don't have to go to the bathroom though.
我不必去 去洗手间。
No one's making you go to the bathroom.
没人强迫你 去洗手间。
I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please,
我只是问问你。 请洗手。
like we always do.
就像我们一直以来做的那样。
Is Daddy coming? Where's Daddy?
爸爸会来吗？ 爸爸在哪儿？
Uh, he said maybe bedtime.
呃，他说 或许该睡觉了。
When does he go again?
他下次什么时候走？
He just got back, so... in a month?
他刚回来。 所以……一个月后？
Mommy?
妈妈？
Yeah.
是的。
I did have to go to the bathroom.
我不得不这么做。 去洗手间。
Okay.
好的。
This might take a while.
这可能需要一段时间。
Okay.
好的。
Mommy?
妈妈？
Yeah?
是的？
The bathroom has water in it.
浴室 里面含有水。
Okay, well, that's good.
好的，那很好。
No, I mean on the floor.
不，我是说在地板上。
Come quickly!
快来！
Are you coming?
你来吗？
Mommy!
妈妈！
Oh, my God. What?
我的天哪，什么事？
Why didn't you tell me as soon as you came in here?
你为什么不告诉我 你一进来就……
I just noticed...
我刚刚注意到……
because I had to go to the bathroom so bad.
因为我不得不走 去洗手间太难受了。
I don't like how it feels on my socks.
我不喜欢它 感觉袜子上有异样。
Where's it coming from? How deep is it?
它来自哪里？ 有多深？
Are we gonna die?
我们会死吗？
Is the house gonna fall on top of us?
房子会 掉到我们身上？
Mommy?
妈妈？
Can you lift me up and carry me out?
你能把我抱起来吗？ 把我抬出去？
Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on.
是的，就是这样 待在那儿，好吗？坚持住。
Mom, why are you leaving me? Where are you going?
妈妈，你为什么要离开我？ 你要去哪里？
Just please stay on the toilet, okay?
请你待在厕所里，好吗？
No.
不。
Can you please come...
请您过来一下……
Can you come now?
你现在可以过来吗？
Oh, my...
我的天哪……
Oh...
哦...
...my fucking God.
我的天哪。
Mommy!
妈妈！
Mommy, you're not telling me what it is!
妈妈，你不是 告诉我那是什么！
Mommy!
妈妈！
- What's going on? - What?
- 这是怎么回事？ - 什么？
What's happening, Mom?
妈妈，发生什么事了？
Are we gonna die?
我们会死吗？
-Hey. - Hey, yeah.
-嘿。 - 嘿，是的。
We just got home, and you would not believe--
我们刚到家。 你简直不敢相信——
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
我的天哪！我的天哪！
No, no, no! Do not come here.
不，不，不！不要来这里。
Do not come in here!
不要进来！
Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now!
现在，快走，快走，快走！ 现在！现在！
Go, go, go, go!
快，快，快，快！
Go! Oh, my God!
走！我的天哪！
Nothing is familiar or real.
一切都那么陌生。
Ever.
曾经。
Every time I feel this way I get further and further away
每次我有这种感觉的时候
from being in myself, and, like, I can never get back.
从我自身出发，并且，
When you think about time,
当你思考时间的时候，
how do you see it?
你是怎么看的？
How do I see time?
我如何看待时间？
Um...
一...
Time is a series of things to get through.
时间是一系列事物的集合。
Each goal is a cliff.
每个目标都像一座悬崖。
There's nothing at the end of it,
什么也没有
but then it comes, and there's just another cliff.
但随后，它就来了，
I'm so mad at you!
我真生你的气！
Oh, shit.
妈的。
Yo, you know about holotropic breathing?
哟，你知道的 整体呼吸法？
Mm-mm.
毫米-毫米。
Yo, this shit is lit.
哟，这玩意儿太炸了。
Basically, you trick your brain into thinking it's dead,
基本上，你是在欺骗你的大脑。 让它以为它死了，
and you see the fucking universe.
你看 这该死的宇宙。
You know what I'm saying?
你明白我的意思吗？
So you won't feel paranoia and guilt if something's wrong.
所以你不会感到妄想。 如果出了什么问题，就会感到内疚。
I've got a friend who does Reiki and shit like that.
我有个朋友 会做灵气之类的。
Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating.
你明白我的意思吗？ 这就像过度换气一样。
When you die, they say you let off this chemical.
他们说，人死后会怎样。 你释放出这种化学物质。
And when you're dreaming, you let off the same chemical.
当你做梦的时候， 你释放的是同一种化学物质。
It's sort of like that, you know?
差不多就是这样。 你知道？
You make your brain think it's dead,
你塑造你的大脑 我觉得它已经死了。
but being brain-dead is still alive.
但脑死亡 还活着。
-Holographic breathwork? - Holotropic.
全息呼吸法？ 全向的。
Tropic. Holotropic.
热带的。全向的。
- Is that real? - What?
这是真的吗？ - 什么？
- The... the dead brain thing? - Oh, yeah.
——就是……大脑死亡这件事？ - 哦，是的。
I mean, shit. I guess anything could be real.
我的天哪。 我想任何事都有可能是真的。
I mean, anything could be bullshit too.
我的意思是，任何事 也可能是胡说八道。
You know what I'm saying?
你明白我的意思吗？
But you know that feeling like when you're not...
但你知道那种感觉 比如当你不在的时候……
Yeah.
是的。
Oh, you're making fun of me.
哦，你是在嘲笑我吗？
- Miss, I don't even know you. - Right.
小姐，我根本不认识你。 - 正确的。
Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the wine.
好的。嗯，是的，这些都对。 但葡萄酒方面没有问题。
Why?
为什么？
The law prohibits me from selling you this wine right now.
法律禁止我 现在就卖给你这瓶酒。
But it isn't even 2:00.
但现在还不到两点。
It's 1:58.
现在是1点58分。
Right, but--
没错，但是——
By the time I ring these up, it will be past two.
等我把这些都打完电话， 到时候肯定已经过两点了。
Huh. Um...
嗯……
I'll just get the peanut butter cups.
我这就去拿 花生酱杯。
You can put them on my room.
你可以把它们放在我的房间里。
Will do.
会做。
I can't talk about this anymore.
我无法说话 不再纠结这件事了。
I'm telling you. Please.
我跟你说，求你了。
Hey, hey. Look, if that's what Dr. Spring thinks is best,
嘿，嘿。听着，如果那是
then we have to listen to Dr. Spring.
那么我们就得听。
There is no "we" though.
但这里并没有“我们”。
It's just me. I... I'm...
只有我一个人。我……我……
- It's not fair. I'm telling you. - Whoa!
这不公平，我跟你说。 哇！
Fair? Listen, I'm working, all right?
公平吗？听着，
I'm dealing with a lot of assholes. You have no idea.
我正在处理很多
And I cannot do anything about
我对此无能为力。
what's going on there from here.
那里发生了什么事？
We need to be a team. You have to go there today
我们需要团结一致。
and check in and let them know
办理入住手续并告知他们
- that this whole thing is not-- - I know. I know.
——整件事并非如此—— 我知道，我知道。
The problem with that logic, though,
这种逻辑的问题在于： 尽管，
is that I'm not a housewife.
因为我不是家庭主妇。
- I work too. - Whoa, whoa, whoa.
我也有工作。 等等，等等，等等。
Mommy, this hotel food is gross.
妈妈， 这家酒店的食物很难吃。
-Good morning. - This is disgusting.
-早上好。 这太恶心了。
Wow.
哇。
You guys look just like twins. Anybody ever tell you that?
你们俩看起来就像双胞胎。 有人跟你说过这话吗？
Uh, no. You're the first person
呃，不。 你是第一个人
to notice and/or say that.
注意到并/或说出来。
Everyone says that.
大家都这么说。
- Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick? -Yeah.
- 嘿，小可爱。想看个魔术吗？ -是的。
Whoa. How'd you do that?
哇！你是怎么做到的？
Mommy?
妈妈？
You should take it. She's never gonna eat it.
你应该接受它。 她肯定不会吃的。
Okay.
好的。
Am I gonna throw up now?
我现在是不是要吐了？
- Yeah? -You hung up on me.
- 是的？ 你挂断了我的电话。
Look, I know you have a lot on your plate,
我知道你有
but she's getting better,
但她正在好转。
and the rest of it is totally temporary.
以及其余部分
The ceiling will get fixed, I promise.
天花板会修好的。
The sky is not falling. None of this is your fault.
天并没有塌下来。
- I love you. - I'm sorry. I love you too.
- 我爱你。 对不起。我也爱你。
What's so bad about a hotel anyway?
有什么不好的？
And while you're there, take advantage of the pool.
当你在那里的时候，
They got a pool, right?
他们家有游泳池，对吧？
You always said you wish you had a pool,
你总是说你希望
so now you have one.
现在你也有了。
Why don't you go? You can do some laps, lounge a little.
你为什么不去？你可以
Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita...
拿个游泳圈，放松一下。
Okay.
好的。
Did you know that you can train hamsters to love you?
你知道你可以吗？ 训练仓鼠爱你？
No.
不。
You can train them to love you.
你可以训练他们爱你。
Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon.
如果你愿意的话，我会非常高兴。 把培根吃完。
That way I can tell everybody you got 100% on breakfast.
那样我就可以告诉大家了。 早餐你得了满分。
And once they love you, you can get them to do everything
一旦他们爱上你，你就可以 让他们做所有事
including tricks.
包括一些小伎俩。
Let's start with one bite.
我们先尝一口吧。
♪ Ring, ding Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪
♪ 铃，叮
♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪
♪ 叮叮当当 ♪
♪ Ring, ling Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪
♪ 铃，铃
♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪
♪ 让他无法爱你 ♪
Is the parking guy gonna get mad again?
停车管理员会 又生气了？
Double-park! Double-park! Double-park!
双排停车！双排停车！ 双排停车！
Okay.
好的。
Gotta be fast. You know what happened last time.
得快点。你知道的。 上次发生了什么？
You've missed the last few weeks of family sessions.
你错过了过去几周。 家庭会议。
Yeah.
是的。
I told you what happened.
我把事情经过告诉你们了。
Our entire ceiling fell down, and with all that chaos,
我们的整个天花板都塌了， 伴随着这一切混乱，
and we're living out of the hotel--
我们正在过着这样的生活 酒店的——
So we need to schedule something as soon as possible
所以我们需要安排一些事情。 尽快地
to talk about her goals and the treatment process.
谈谈她的目标 以及治疗过程。
Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah.
嗯。嗯，好的。嗯。
Duh.
喜欢。
Yeah.
是的。
- Mm-hm. - Mm-hm.
嗯。 嗯。
Oh, you meant now? Okay. All right.
哦，你是说现在吗？ 好的。没问题。
Um...
一...
Well, uh, let me look at my schedule.
嗯，让我看看 按我的时间安排。
I should probably do that...
我或许应该那样做……
I know that you already know this,
我知道你已经 记住这一点，
but you can't start letting feelings of guilt and control
但你不能开始放手 内疚感和控制感
about this illness and treatment affect you.
关于这种疾病 治疗会对你产生影响。
It's no one's fault.
这不是任何人的错。
That's right. That's what I keep hearing.
这是正确的。 我一直听到这样的说法。
Also, I really need you to start taking care of yourself.
另外，我真的需要你 开始照顾好自己。
Right. Yes.
对。是的。
No. Put my oxygen mask on first.
不。 我先戴上氧气面罩。
Mm-hm, mm-hm.
毫米-嗯，毫米-嗯。
I'm just gonna have to get blunt here.
我只想…… 直说吧。
So she needs to reach her weight goal in the next week.
所以她需要联系她 下周的体重目标。
If she does that, then we can put tube removal
如果她那样做， 然后我们可以进行导管移除
and discharge dates on the books
出院日期 已登记在册
but if she doesn't do that,
但如果她不那样做，
I'm gonna have to reassess the level of care
我得重新评估一下。 护理水平
because obviously something is not working here,
因为很明显，有些事情 这里行不通。
and this is what I need to talk to you about.
这就是…… 我需要和你谈谈这件事。
When can we sit down properly?
我们什么时候才能好好坐下来？
Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th.
好的，没问题。呃，9月7日。
It's September 15th.
今天是9月15日。
September 20. I mean, September...
9月20日 我的意思是，九月……
September 20.
9月20日
Hey!
嘿！
Hey! I told you not to do that, and the next time
嘿！我不是告诉过你不要那样做吗？ 下次
I will report you to the building.
我会举报你 到大楼。
You have no authority to report me.
你没有权力 举报我。
You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed!
你不准进入停车场。 我会叫人把你拖走！
Oh, sure! Call them!
当然可以！给他们打电话！
I'm not in there long enough
我待在里面的时间不够长。
for them to even come!
他们居然会来！
Whatever!
任何！
Asshole.
混蛋。
The apartment is a 30-minute walk,
这套公寓是 步行30分钟，
but it might as well be on Mars.
但它看起来就像是在火星上一样。
And I just, I can't...
我就是，我做不到……
Every time I go check, it looks worse,
每次我去查看的时候， 情况更糟了。
and I... I have no control.
而我……我无能为力。
Have you tried discussing a compromise
你试过吗？ 讨论妥协方案
with your landlord?
你和房东之间有什么关系？
Perhaps they could section off the room with the hole,
或许他们可以划分区域 有洞的房间
then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment.
那样你就能自由自在地生活了。 在公寓的其他地方。
Live freely with asbestos
与石棉和平共处
and 100-year-old dust and black mold spores?
以及百年尘埃 还有黑霉孢子？
That's your advice?
这就是你的建议？
It's not advice. It's a question to consider.
这不是建议。 这是一个值得思考的问题。
I should really show you this hole.
我真的应该展示一下 你这个洞。
It's an entire nightmare on my ceiling.
简直是一场噩梦。 在我的天花板上。
When does Charles return?
查尔斯何时返回？
This is week three of eight.
这是为期八周的第三周。
I mean, you should know that. Don't you write things down?
我的意思是，你应该知道这一点。 你难道不把事情写下来吗？
It's your job to remember
你有责任记住这一点。
the boring details of my fucking life.
枯燥的细节 我他妈的人生。
We do have to stop now. We are out of time.
我们必须就此打住。 时间不多了。
I have another patient coming, so...
我还有另一个 病人来了，所以……
Wait, now?
等等，现在？
What about the ten-minute warning?
那么…… 提前十分钟警告？
Yeah, I just wasn't paying attention.
是啊，我当时就是不在。 认真听讲。
You didn't respond to the email that I sent you about my dream.
你没有回复这封邮件。 我之前发给你的那封关于我的梦境的信。
I don't respond to my client's dream emails.
我没有回应 致我客户的梦想邮件。
Okay. So, if you don't bring it up,
好的。所以，如果你 别提这件事了。
then what is the point?
那还有什么意义呢？
Okay. Uh, you got me.
好吧。呃，你赢了。
I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today,
我做了一个梦，我需要 今天就来谈谈这件事吧。
and I didn't get any time
我根本没时间
because you didn't give me a warning.
因为你没有 请给我一个警告。
We can discuss the dream you emailed next session.
我们可以讨论这个梦 您已通过邮件告知下次会议安排。
Well, it's actually a different dream.
其实， 另一个梦。
- Well, I don't really-- - About you.
嗯，我其实不太—— 关于你。
- Okay, quickly. - Okay.
好的，快点。 - 好的。
I was in a hospital day room
我当时在医院的日间病房
or a recreation room or something,
或娱乐室 或者别的什么，
and I knew my daughter was also in the hospital
我认识我的女儿 当时也在医院
but... but far away, another part,
但是……但是很远的地方， 另一部分，
and it didn't look like the hospital
而且看起来不像 医院
she was in last year, though,
她去年就参加了。
when everything happened. It was different. It was weird.
一切发生的时候。 感觉不一样，很奇怪。
And I was waiting for Charles to come get me,
我一直在等查尔斯。 来接我，
so we could pick her up
这样我们就可以去接她了。
but instead, you were there,
但你却在那里。
and you wanted to sit really close to me.
你想坐下来 跟我很亲近。
And I was, like, inching away from you on the bench
我当时就像是慢慢地、一点点地远离。 来自替补席上的你
and you kept inching closer.
你一步步靠近。
And I got my phone out to text Charles
我拿到了我的手机 给查尔斯发短信
'cause I was nervous he'd come in and he'd see
因为我担心他会 进来后他就会看到
and then you tried to grab the phone
然后你试过了 去拿手机
and then you started to tickle me...
然后你就开始了 挠我痒痒……
...to try to get me to drop it,
……试图让我放弃这个想法，
and I was, like...
我当时就想……
I was really enjoying it,
我真的很享受这个过程。
but I was so scared that Charles would come in and he would see.
但我当时非常害怕查尔斯 他会进来，然后看到。
All right.
好的。
Okay?
好的？
All right. You got to tell me.
好吧，你得告诉我。
We'll talk about it next time.
我们下次再谈。
Okay?
好的？
We won't talk about it next time.
我们不会 下次再谈吧。
You know that.
你知道的。
There's no thread. There's no thread at all.
没有主题。 根本没有线索。
Yes? What now?
是的？ 接下来怎么办？
MAN Hi, yes. So sorry.
男人 你好，是的。非常抱歉。
Have to leave. Stop work.
必须离开。停止工作。
Uh, what?
呃，什么？
Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer.
母亲去世了。我必须离开。
Uh, okay, uh, just--
呃，好吧，呃，只是——
I'll be one second.
我马上就来。
Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me?
好的，那问题到底是什么？ 你能告诉我吗？
This has been going on for so long.
这件事已经持续很久了。 这么久了。
Do I need to get a new contractor?
我需要获得 新的承包商？
It spread.
它蔓延开来。
Uh, it's full. It's very full, you understand? Very full.
呃，满了。非常满了。
It spread?
它传播开来了？
Not easy to explain. Not my language.
很难解释。
¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idioma, ¡lo entenderé!
我会说西班牙语！请给我解释一下。
Sorry, but I don't understand those words.
抱歉，但我没有
How long will you be grieving for your mother?
你会悲伤多久？ 给你母亲？
I don't say. I don't know. I can't say.
我不说。我不知道。
Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed.
听着，我需要约会，好吗？ 需要修复。
Just give me a date. My husband and I will be returning to--
告诉我个日期就行了。我丈夫 我将会返回——
I'll be back, one week.
我一周后回来。
Okay, well, fine. I'm going to be going there
好吧，行。 我要去那里。
and checking on what you have done so far,
并进行检查 你目前为止所做的一切
and I'm going to be taking pictures, and I--
我将会是 拍照，而我——
Vete a la mierda, el cabrón.
下地狱吧，你这混蛋。
I can see you now.
我现在能看到你了。
I'm really happy to hold this silent space for you but...
我很高兴能拥有这个 为你留出一片静谧的空间，但是……
...as usual, I am curious as to
和往常一样，我很好奇……
what you might be thinking about.
你可能是 正在思考。
Riley.
莱利。
That's all I can think about.
我满脑子都是这件事。
Tell me what's going on.
告诉我发生了什么事。
Well, I...
嗯，我……
I keep telling you, it's--
我一直跟你说，这是——
It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he--
就像我一直说的那样 他对医生说——
He doesn't smile. He--
他不笑。他——
He looks at me weirdly,
他用一种奇怪的眼神看着我，
and he's just very uncomfortable all of the time,
他非常 一直感到不舒服，
and... and no one will do anything about it.
而且……而且没人会这么做 关于这件事的任何事。
You know what I would love
你知道我最想要什么吗？
and what I think would be extremely helpful
我认为应该是 非常有帮助
is if you could come to a session without Riley.
如果你能来的话 去参加一个没有Riley的会议。
I think it would be...
我觉得应该是……
- I know you think you can't-- - No, I can't.
我知道你认为自己做不到—— 不，我不能。
But I think if you got a sitter who you trusted, who you could--
但我觉得如果你能找到保姆的话…… 你信任的人，你可以——
Did you hear about that nanny in New York?
你听说过那个保姆的事吗？ 在纽约？
The mom came home from work,
妈妈下班回家了，
and the nanny had stabbed
保姆刺伤了
both of her kids to death in the bathtub.
她的两个孩子都死了 在浴缸里。
That is real. That happened.
这是真的，这件事确实发生过。
A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay?
这种情况是 非常非常非常不寻常，明白吗？
Most people have caregivers
大多数人都有照顾者。
- who can trust that... - I can't.
谁能相信这一点呢…… 我不能。
Well, I... I believe you can.
嗯，我……我相信你可以。
I just think you don't want to or you're afraid
我只是觉得你不想…… 或者你害怕
so let's stick to some practical--
所以咱们坚持下去 对某些实际而言——
I need to protect him.
我必须保护他。
From something specific?
源自某个特定事物？
Because something very bad is happening.
因为某些事 情况非常糟糕。
I'm so... Can I just-- One second. I just have to...
我真是……我能……吗？ 稍等一下。我得……
This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry.
这可能与我女儿有关。 我……我非常抱歉。
Um...
一...
Yeah. Look, look, I-- I'm not Riley's doctor
是的。听着，听着，我—— 我不是莱利的医生
so I can't speak to what may or may not be going on with him.
所以我无法评论可能发生的事情。 或者可能不会和他继续下去。
We can only talk about your feelings
我们只能说说而已。 关于你的感受
about what you perceive is going on with Riley,
关于你所感知的 Riley那边发生了什么事？
which is why I do believe medication can be--
这就是我为什么相信 药物治疗可能是——
I'm not perceiving it.
我没感觉到。
It is happening.
这正在发生。
And I feel awful about it.
我对此感到非常难过。
Okay, listen.
好的，听着。
When you're having these feelings of deep panic
当你…… 这种深深的恐慌感
at home with Riley,
在家和Riley在一起，
just put him in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe...
把他放在婴儿床里就行了。 托运人或安全的地方……
...and draw a bath.
然后放好洗澡水。
Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore,
深呼吸，直到你 心跳不再加速了。
come out and get dressed,
出来穿好衣服，
start the day over again...
新的一天重新开始……
...put on some real clothes.
穿上像样的衣服。
These feelings that you're experiencing
这些感觉 你正在经历
they are... they're very, very, very scary.
他们是…… 它们非常、非常、非常可怕。
Okay? And very dark.
好吗？而且很暗。
And that's why you need to keep moving.
这就是原因。 你需要不断前进。
You need to keep going.
你需要坚持下去。
You need to be busy.
你需要让自己忙起来。
You can't sit inside the fear
你不能一直沉浸在恐惧之中。
and doubt
以及怀疑
and scariness.
以及恐怖感。
Breathwork is a deep healing in the nervous system,
呼吸疗法是一种深层疗愈。
where we hold trauma and trapped emotions.
我们承载创伤的地方
We can't talk our way out of trauma.
我们无法通过言语解决问题。
The body needs to process
身体需要处理
unprocessed emotions within the body.
未处理的情绪
And this is why breathwork is so powerful.
这就是为什么呼吸练习
If you're looking for deeper ways of healing
如果你想了解更多
and you're searching for alternatives,
你正在搜索
don't wait any longer.
别再犹豫了。
Let's connect and schedule your first breathwork session.
让我们联系并安排时间吧。
Directly before the judge read Ortega her sentence,
就在之前
she begged for forgiveness for her unspeakable crime.
她恳求原谅
She stated she was sorry
她表示很抱歉。
for what the judge had called, "Pure evil."
正如法官所称，
She then spoke about how untreated mental illness...
然后她谈到了如何
Fuck.
他妈的。
- The judge was not convinced. - Shit.
法官并不信服。 糟糕。
She will be serving life in prison
她将终身监禁
with no possibility of parole, saying that--
没有假释的可能性，
You would not believe what I have been through today.
你不会相信 我今天所经历的一切。
Okay, so, I don't know if you recall
好吧，所以，我没有 你是否记得
but there was this pair of absolutely davoon-ianca,
但是有这样一对 绝对的 davoon-ianca，
davoon, gorge leather gloves
达沃恩，峡谷皮手套
that I saw on The RealReal.
我在The RealReal上看到的。
I wake up this morning, banned.
我今天早上醒来，发现自己被禁了。
Banned. Yeah. I know.
被禁了。是啊，我知道。
CHARLES Hey, my love!
查尔斯 嘿，我的爱人！
So you been keeping up
所以你一直都在关注
and eating, and doing all the right things?
以及进食，
Yeah, I ate some cheese today!
是的，我吃了 今天吃点奶酪！
-Mmm. -Cheese!
嗯。 -奶酪！
That's fantastic. I love cheese!
太棒了。
- Daddy, can I get a hamster? - No.
爸爸，我可以养只仓鼠吗？ - 不。
I already told you, you're not getting a hamster.
我已经告诉过你了， 你别想得到一只仓鼠。
No, no. You know what, let's see, okay?
不，不。你知道吗，
Maybe when we get back to the apartment...
也许当我们得到
No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a hamster.
不，不，不，不，不。 她没能得到一只仓鼠。
Daddy, when are you coming home?
爸爸， 你什么时候回家？
She's not getting a hamster.
她没能得到一只仓鼠。
What, where are you? I can hear something weird.
什么？你在哪里？ 我听到了一些奇怪的声音。
Oh. Yeah, that. I'm catching a game.
哦，对，就是那个。
- A game? - Yeah.
游戏？ - 是的。
Yeah, we got here this morning,
是的，我们今天早上到的。
and there's a minor league team here
而且还有
on the island where we go. It's a little loud, so...
在我们去的那个岛上。
Oh, it must be nice, huh, doing things for yourself.
哦，那一定很不错吧。 为自己做事。
- What's that like? - Hey, hey, hey.
那是什么感觉？ - 嘿，嘿，嘿。
You wanna switch places?
你想交换位置吗？
You don't know what I'm dealing with here.
你不知道
All right, I'll go sit on my ass...
好的，
-Daddy! - ...all day in therapy...
爸爸！ ……整天都在接受治疗……
I'm sorry. Ha-ha.
对不起。哈哈。
I mean, "sit on my butt" listening to people whine,
我的意思是，“坐在我的屁股上”
and you can captain this fu--
你可以指挥这该死的——
Uh... this stupid boat, okay?
呃……这艘破船，好吗？
Listen, I'm allowed to do things on my time off.
听着，我被允许
- Jesus Christ! - Time off? Oh, okay, um...
耶稣基督！ 休假？哦，好吧，嗯……
Daddy has to go now, and, uh, we have to drive,
爸爸现在必须走了。 呃，我们得开车。
- so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? - No. I don't have to go!
所以，跟爸爸说再见吧，好吗？ 不，我不用去！
- Look, they're in the middle... - Jesus.
你看，他们就在中间…… 耶稣。
I told you, it's a rodent,
我跟你说过，那是只啮齿动物。
and just something to look after for no reason.
还有一些其他的东西 无缘无故地照顾。
Please, please don't ask again,
请不要再问了，
and don't ask Daddy things I already say no to.
不要问爸爸问题 我已经拒绝了。
But Mommy, it's not fair!
但是妈妈，这不公平！
Dr. Spring said this is a big week.
斯普林博士说了这句话 这是重要的一周。
- Did she tell you that? -Yeah.
她跟你说过吗？ -是的。
I think you can do it.
我觉得你能做到。
But I'm already doing it my best.
但我已经这么做了 这是我尽力了。
I know, but you have to do a little better
我知道，但是你有 做得更好一点
then we can get rid of this thing,
然后我们就可以 把这东西扔掉。
and everything will be okay.
一切都会好起来的。
I'll be better.
我会好起来的。
Okay. Well...
好吧……
...it's not up to me.
……这不由我决定。
It's up to you.
由你决定。
What book can I read you tonight?
我可以读什么书？ 你今晚有空吗？
I'm too tired. Just a song.
我太累了。 只是一首歌。
Okay, what song?
好的，什么歌？
- The dead whale one. - Okay.
——就是那条死鲸鱼。 - 好的。
♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪
♪ 坐在旁边
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
♪ 想想你的烦恼 ♪
♪ Pour yourselves A cup of tea ♪
♪ 给自己倒上一杯
♪ Think about the bubbles ♪
♪ 想想那些泡泡 ♪
♪ You can take your teardrops ♪
♪ 你可以带走你的眼泪 ♪
♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪
♪ 把它们放进茶杯里 ♪
♪ Take 'em down To the riverside ♪
♪ 干掉他们
♪ And throw them Over the side ♪
♪然后把它们扔出去
♪ To be swept up by a current ♪
♪ 被潮流裹挟 ♪
♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪
♪ 然后被带到海边 ♪
♪ To be swallowed by Some fishes ♪
♪ 被吞噬
♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪
♪ 被吃掉的人
♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪
♪ 被鲸鱼吞下 ♪
♪ Who grew so old ♪
♪ 谁老了 ♪
♪ He decomposed ♪
♪ 他腐烂了 ♪
I don't mean to say we're all robots,
我并不是说
but I wonder if you had been raised
但我很好奇
the way your mother had been raised.
你母亲的方式
I mean, she had a father who just took off,
我的意思是，她有父亲。
didn't come home.
他没回家。
Then another man entered her mother's life,
然后是另一个人
and she became attached to him, and he bailed out.
她渐渐对他产生了依恋。
I know what you're saying.
我知道你的意思。
I did have that same one. Very similar.
我也有一个一样的。
But... Okay, well, my question is
但...
if you had been raised as your mother had been raised
如果你从小就被抚养长大
do you think you probably would've
你觉得
knocked your kids around too?
你也经常欺负孩子吗？
See how many you catch in your mouth.
看看有多少 你用嘴接住。
Okay.
好的。
Okay, open.
好的，打开。
Wait. Shh.
等等。嘘。
Fuck. This fucking drunk bitch...
他妈的。 这个醉鬼婊子……
Put this on my room, please. It's definitely before 2:00.
请把这个贴在我的房间里。 肯定在两点之前。
I'm gonna need to see your ID, ma'am.
我需要看看 女士，请出示您的身份证。
You've never asked me that before.
你从未问过 我以前也这样。
Ma'am, I'm gonna need to see your ID.
女士，我需要 查看您的身份证件。
You really want me to go
你真的想让我走吗？
all the way back up to my room,
一路回到我的房间，
get my ID, and come all the way back down here?
带上我的身份证，然后过来 一路回到这里？
It's the rule. Aren't you only on the second floor anyway?
这是规定。难道你不是唯一这么想的吗？ 反正都在二楼吧？
When is this the fucking rule?
这他妈什么时候成规了？
I have been in here every single night...
我一直在这里 每晚……
Maybe I cracked open the rulebook
也许我裂开了 规则手册
and found some shit out.
然后发现了一些糟心事。
Well, maybe you should find my ID that's behind...
或许你应该 找到我放在后面的身份证……
Ladies, ladies, ladies...
女士们，女士们，女士们……
- It's the rule, ma'am! -Ladies!
这是规定，女士！ -女士们！
- Ladies! - I'm not going back!
- 女士们！ 我不回去了！
Ladies, whoa, whoa!
女士们，等等，等等！
- Ladies, calm it down, bro. -I'm fuckin' chill.
女士们，冷静点，兄弟。 我他妈的超放松。
It's not that deep.
没那么复杂。
She fucking barking at me.
她冲着我狂吠。
Just use my ID for it.
直接用我的ID就行了。
- I can't do that. -Why not?
我做不到。 为什么不呢？
I can't use your ID for her wine.
我无法使用你的身份证 为她准备的酒。
Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it.
那这酒就是我的了。 她只是在为此付出代价。
She fucking took it.
她竟然真的拿走了。
Hey!
嘿！
What?
什么？
The name's Jamie, by the way.
顺便说一下，我叫杰米。
Got a light?
有火吗？
I'm not interested.
我对此不感兴趣。
- In what? - I need to be alone.
——在什么方面？ 我需要独处。
Rude as hell.
真是粗鲁至极。
A motherfucking thank you would've been nice, miss.
真是太感谢了 小姐，那本来会很不错的。
I'm, uh, at the hotel.
我，呃，在酒店。
I'm outside just getting some fresh air.
我刚到外面。 呼吸一下新鲜空气。
I don't like it when you leave her there by herself,
我不喜欢这样
even for a second. It isn't safe.
哪怕只有一秒钟。
I'm just outside for a minute getting some air.
我刚才在外面待一会儿。 出去透透气。
The windows don't open in there.
窗户没有 打开里面。
To stop everyone from killing themselves, obviously.
为了阻止所有人杀戮 当然，他们自己。
All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
好的。是啊，是啊，是啊。
but what if she wakes up and she's scared or--
但如果她醒了呢？
Well, she never wakes up,
她一直没醒。
and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now.
总之， 我现在在酒店有人。
- A babysitter. - Really?
- 保姆。 - 真的吗？
Where'd you find a babysitter? Who is it?
你在哪里找到的保姆？
His name's James.
他名叫詹姆斯。
His name is James? He's a male babysitter?
他叫詹姆斯吗？
Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what?
你打电话只是为了打电话吗？ 我是个坏妈妈吗？
You have no idea what it's like not to be able to go outside
你根本不知道那是什么滋味 不能外出
even for a minute, by yourself.
哪怕只有一分钟，独自一人。
You can go outside whenever you want to.
你可以出去走走 随时都可以。
You can go wherever you want to.
你可以去 你想去哪儿都行。
The machine doesn't fucking stop...
机器 根本停不下来……
and there's nothing to do in--
而且里面也没什么可做的——
Hey, I am over here working my ass off!
嘿，我在这里
Oh, my God! Who is the one who went to a baseball game today
我的天哪！是谁？ 今天去看了棒球比赛
and who is the one who filled her bag with gloop 500 times,
是谁填的 她把黏糊糊的东西装进袋子里500次，
saw patients, picked her up,
看了病人，接她回家了，
had to do dinner where she only got 20 percent,
得去哪里吃晚饭 她只拿到了20%，
and then had to try to convince--
然后不得不 试着说服——
Can we please not do this?
我们能……
Look, I gotta go.
好了，我得走了。
The reception's really bad here. Everything's fine.
这里信号很差。 一切都很好。
No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart--
不，不，不。等等，等等，等等。
Yes. Yes.
是的。是的。
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
是的，是的，是的，是的。
Here are pics of hole.
这是洞的照片。
Forgot to send today.
今天忘了发。
I went during lunch.
我午休时间去的。
What is movie...
什么是电影？
...babies, zombies, '80s, mothers eating babies?
……婴儿、僵尸、 80年代，母亲吃婴儿？
Here's what I found.
以下是我发现的情况。
A court has reopened...
法院重新开放……
...nine-week-old baby really was taken and killed by a dingo
……九周大的婴儿真的
24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother
梅丽尔·斯特里普去世24年后
wrongly jailed for killing her child.
被错误监禁
Chamberlain has always insisted...
张伯伦
What?
什么？
Mom?
妈妈？
Hello?
你好？
Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay.
妈，醒醒。醒醒。好。
Mom. Mom. You hear us?
妈妈，妈妈，你听到我们说话了吗？
Come on, Mom. Snap out of it.
妈，醒醒吧。
♪ If you wanna know this If you wanna know that ♪
♪ 如果你想知道这个
♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪
♪ 来我的糖​​屋吧 ♪
Hey. Hey, you know what would be super fun
嘿。嘿，你知道的 什么会超级好玩
and like a really, really big kid type of thing to do?
而且真的，真的 这是大孩子才会做的事吗？
I can't hear you.
我听不见你说话。
I said, you know what would be super fun
我说，你知道 什么会超级好玩
and a big kid type of thing to do?
还有一个大孩子 这类事情该怎么做？
What?
什么？
If I drop you in front of the door
如果我把你丢下 在门前
and you just go in by yourself. Oh, my God.
你一个人进去就行了。 我的天啊。
- That would be so cool of you. - No.
如果你能这样做，那就太好了。 - 不。
- Why not? - All the moms walk you in.
为什么不呢？ 所有妈妈都陪你进去。
You're a mom. You have to walk me in. You have to sign me in.
你是一位母亲，你必须步行。 你需要帮我登录。
Eva! Eva!
夏娃！夏娃！
Can you walk her in today? Please, please, please?
今天你能陪她进去吗？ 求求你了，求求你了，求求你了？
I cannot deal with the parking.
我无法忍受停车问题。
Of course. No problem.
当然可以，没问题。
- No problem. - Thank you.
- 没问题。 - 谢谢。
Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what?
好的，真是个令人兴奋的消息。 猜猜看？猜猜看？
Eva will walk you in! Go, go, go.
伊娃会带你进去！ 去！去！去。
Let's go!
我们走吧！
- Mommy, Addie scares me. - Come on.
妈妈，艾迪吓到我了。 - 快点。
She only eats Nutella. I need you!
她只吃Nutella巧克力酱。 我需要你！
- To be with you! - Honey, please. For Mama, okay?
能和你在一起！ 亲爱的，拜托了。为了妈妈，好吗？
- Please? Please? - You are my mom.
求求你了？求求你了？ 你是我的妈妈。
We'll go look at hamsters today if you do it.
我们去看仓鼠吧。 今天如果你这么做的话。
"Look" at them?
“看看”他们？
I'll get you one, okay? Just go. Go!
我给你买一个，好吗？ 走吧，走！
Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay?
好了，看到了吗？我爱你！ 我爱你，好吗？
Everything's gonna be... Shit.
一切都会…… 拉屎。
- Hi. -Hi.
- 你好。 -你好。
Shit! Shit! Shit!
妈的！妈的！妈的！
I'm the worst. I'm the fucking worst!
我是最差的。 我真是太糟糕了！
And then you told me that if you touch a baby bird,
然后你告诉我 如果你触摸一只幼鸟，
the mama bird will not come back if they know you touched them.
鸟妈妈不会回来了。 如果他们知道你碰过他们。
Hm. That must have been some dream.
嗯。那一定是…… 一个梦。
- Do you-- - I'm not done.
- 你 - 我还没说完。
You kissed me.
你吻了我。
I said, you kissed me.
我说，你吻了我。
Yes. I heard you. In your dream, I kissed you.
是的，我听到了。 在你的梦里，我吻了你。
Yeah, and then the next day, I felt...
是的，然后是 第二天，我感觉……
...crushing guilt.
……难以承受的内疚感。
And I knew somehow that your husband
我隐约知道这一点。 你丈夫
had called me an asshole.
他骂我是个混蛋。
You know, Stephen, we can talk about these feelings
你知道吗，斯蒂芬， 我们可以谈谈这些感受。
apart from your dreams.
除了你的梦想之外。
But...
但...
I can't help it if in my dreams you always want to kiss me.
我无法控制自己在梦里会做什么 你总是想吻我。
What's the difference
有什么区别
between going outside on hotel property when she's sleeping...
在酒店外出之间 她睡觉时财产……
...and going all the way home?
……然后一路回家？
In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom
我想，在其中一个方面。 我只是个普通的妈妈
making a shitty choice,
做出了一个糟糕的选择
and in the other, I'm a... I'm a...
而在另一个世界里， 我是……我是……
a straight up shitty mom.
一个彻头彻尾的糟糕母亲。
Well, it's not my role
嗯，这不是我的职责。
to decide whether you should or whether you should not...
决定你是否应该 或者你是否应该……
- That's not-- - No, no, no. I shouldn't.
——那不是—— 不，不，不。我不应该。
I know I shouldn't.
我知道我不应该这样做。
I shouldn't even leave her for a second.
我甚至不应该离开 她愣了一下。
I mean, it is your job to say.
我的意思是，说出来是你的责任。
Just tell me not to do it.
只要告诉我不要这么做就行了。
Just tell me what to do.
告诉我该怎么做。
I don't think you want me to tell you what to do.
我觉得你不想和我在一起。 告诉你该怎么做。
You know what to do.
你知道该怎么做。
No one will tell me what to do.
没人能命令我该怎么做。
I'm supposed to know how to fix this.
我应该知道 如何解决这个问题？
I'm supposed to know how to fix her.
我应该知道 如何才能治好她？
What is it you think it's your job to fix?
你觉得呢？ 这是你的工作，需要解决吗？
She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week, Dr. Spring said.
她必须达到50磅的体重。 斯普林博士说，下周就能到时候了。
That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right?
那可是2.5倍的收益啊！ 英镑，对吧？
Each day's supposed to be 2,500 calories in
每一天都应该是 2500卡路里
compensating for her resting rate at 1,800 calories burned.
弥补她休息的时间 燃烧速率为1800卡路里。
That's gotta be at least 80% of each meal for seven days
那至少得有80%吧。 连续七天每餐
plus the tube, and that's if she just lays still all day.
再加上管子，那就是 如果她整天都躺着不动的话。
And if it doesn't,
如果不行，
then something about not getting the tube out
然后是关于 无法取出管子
and reassessing the level of care.
并重新评估 护理水平。
- What do I do? - Tonight...
- 我该怎么办？ 今晚……
I would like you to get a good night sleep.
我喜欢你 为了睡个好觉。
So would I, but I'm asking you a thing.
我也会这么做。 但我有个问题想问你。
An actual thing, a problem to fix, and I need help with this.
一件实事，一个问题 需要修复，我需要帮助。
Am I supposed to just sit around and watch her fail
难道我就只能坐着吗？ 四处观察，看着她失败
and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do?
而这将会 永远这样下去吗？我该怎么办？
Okay. That means there's no drinking.
好的。这意味着 禁止饮酒。
There's no drugs. There's no...
这里没有毒品。没有……
Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?!
你在听我说话吗？！ 你能听到我吗？！
I'm asking you what I'm supposed to do!
我问你什么 我应该这么做！
Why don't you like me?
你为什么不喜欢我？
Why don't I like you?
我为什么不喜欢你？
I know you won't answer me. Just forget it.
我知道你不会回答我。 算了吧。
That is incredibly unfair.
这太不公平了。
Why is this so important to you right now?
这对你来说为什么如此重要？ 现在？
I just want someone to tell me what to do.
我只是想要个人 告诉我该怎么做。
No one will tell me.
没人愿意告诉我。
I love him, I love him, I love him.
我爱他。 我爱他，我爱他。
When we get home,
我们到家后，
he can live a happy life there.
他可以在那里过上幸福的生活。
And we're gonna have him forever, and ever, and ever,
我们将拥有 他永远，永远，永远。
and ever, and ever.
永远，永远。
I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him.
我爱他。我要吻他。 我要抱抱他。
Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be S'mores.
我的天哪。也许吧。 他的名字应该叫S'mores。
That's really nice.
真好。
I said, don't open the box.
我说，不要打开盒子。
I just wanna see him. He's been scratching.
我只想见他。 他一直在挠痒。
He doesn't like being in the box.
他不喜欢这样 在盒子里。
He's trying to get out.
他想逃出去。
Can you hold it closed, please? And keep it closed.
请您帮忙把它关上好吗？ 并保持关闭状态。
He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me.
他抓伤我了！ 他应该爱我才对。
Close the box.
关上盒子。
I can't.
我不能。
Mommy, he's getting out.
妈妈，他要出去了。
Just hand it to me. Hand it to me.
递给我就行了。 递给我。
He's gonna jump out.
他要跳出去。
- He hates us. - Give it to me. I can't see.
他恨我们。 给我吧，我看不见。
Give it to me.
给我。
I think we got the wrong hamster.
我认为我们得到了 抓错仓鼠了。
Shit.
拉屎。
Ow! Shit.
哎哟！糟了。
- We're gonna die. - No, we're not gonna die,
我们都要死了。 不，我们不会死的。
but I have to pull over.
但我必须靠边停车。
Ow! Shit!
哎哟！糟了！
- Maybe this isn't S'mores. - Oh, my God.
- 也许这不是棉花糖夹心饼干。 - 我的天啊。
- It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit. - Oh, my...
泄露了！泄露了！糟了！糟了！ - 哦，我的天……
Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out.
妈妈。我的天哪。它出来了。
Why aren't you putting that back in?
你为什么不在？ 把它放回去？
Just put it back in.
放回去就行了。
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
我的天哪。我的天哪。 我的天哪！我的天哪！
Please! Put him back in!
求求你们！让他回去！
I don't want it. I don't want him anymore.
我不要。 我再也不要他了。
He's bad.
他很坏。
Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey.
好的。好的，嘿，嘿，嘿。
You're fine.
你没事。
You're fine, and I'm fine, okay? Nobody is hurt.
你没事，我也没事，好吗？ 无人受伤。
Let's...
我们……
Take it with you! Take it with you!
带上它！ 带上它！
- I'll be right back. - It's gonna hurt me!
我马上回来。 我会很疼的！
I hate my hamster!
我讨厌我的仓鼠！
- Hey, man. What are you doing? - Hey, hey, hey.
嘿，哥们儿，你在干嘛？ - 嘿，嘿，嘿。
Oh. You're lucky there's no damage.
哦，你真幸运。 没有损坏。
We don't have to exchange information.
我们不必 交换信息。
What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear her crying, huh?
什么？我的孩子就在那辆车里。 你听到她哭了吗？
You scared her to death, you dick.
你把她吓死了。 你个混蛋。
Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap.
嘿，妈妈。 那只是轻轻一碰而已。
Don't fucking call me Mommy. She thought we were gonna die.
别他妈叫我妈妈。 她以为我们要死了。
Don't fuck with me about my child's safety. Huh?
别惹我 关于我孩子的安全。嗯？
- Give me all your information. - What the fuck is that?
请把你的所有信息都告诉我。 那他妈是什么玩意儿？
- What?! - That! That!
- 什么？！ ——就是！就是！
Mommy!
妈妈！
Oh.
哦。
Mommy, what happened?! Mommy!
妈妈，发生什么事了？！ 妈妈！
I love you. I miss you. Come back here.
我爱你。 我想你。回来吧。
Everything is under control.
一切都在掌控之中。
Stop.
停止。
Do you know that I love you
你知道我爱你吗？
and I think you're the best
我认为你是最棒的。
and so proud of you for everything,
我为你感到无比骄傲。 对于所有事情，
and you can do it, and you're almost all better.
你可以做到， 你们几乎都康复了。
- You're so good. - Mommy, stop.
你真棒。 妈妈，停下。
What? I can't stop. I just love you too much.
什么？我停不下来。 我太爱你了。
You smell like wine.
你身上有股酒味。
Hello?
你好？
Hi, it's... it's Caroline.
嗨，我是……我是卡罗琳。
Caroline Primm, your patient.
卡罗琳·普里姆，您的病人。
I'm sorry it's so late.
很抱歉这么晚才回复。
Um... Oh. Is this an emergency?
嗯……哦。 这是紧急情况吗？
Because, um, if this is an emergency,
因为，嗯， 如果这是紧急情况，
you need to hang up and--
你需要挂断电话——
It's not an emergency. I just--
这不是紧急情况。我只是——
I forgot to call you yesterday.
我昨天忘了给你打电话。
What?
什么？
Well, you told me to take Riley for a walk
嗯，你告诉我
after I took a bath and calmed down
洗完澡之后
and I did it, and I forgot to call you--
我做到了，而且我
Oh. Okay, yes. Um...
哦。好的，是的。嗯……
Well, uh, that's good, and, um...
嗯，那很好。 嗯……
Uh, I-- I do feel though that I should tell you that this number
呃，我——不过我确实觉得我 应该告诉你这个数字
is really for emergencies only, okay?
确实是为了应对紧急情况。 就这样，好吗？
Oh. I'm sorry. I just...
哦，对不起，我只是……
I just couldn't sleep thinking that you were worried.
我根本睡不着
I wasn't worried.
我并不担心。
You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me?
你……你不是吗？
I said that you could call me if you...
我说过你可以 如果你……请给我打电话
I said you could call me if you couldn't calm down
我说过你可以给我打电话。 如果你无法冷静下来
not that you had to call me.
当然，你没必要给我打电话。
But, um... but are you safe, Caroline?
但是，嗯…… 卡罗琳，你安全吗？
Are you...?
你是...？
I'm... I'm sorry. I... I misunderstood.
我……我很抱歉。
Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um... Yes, I'm safe.
是啊，我真是太笨了。嗯……
Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay?
好的。那我们来谈谈…… 这是会议内容，好吗？
I'm sorry. I'm obviously bothering you.
对不起。
It is not your fault, uh...
这不是你的错，呃……
and I will-- I'll see you next week.
我会—— 下周见。
Well, can I come in tomorrow?
那我明天可以来吗？
It's just waiting until next week seems too long.
它只是在等待
Uh, well, let me check my schedule,
呃，好吧，让我…… 请查看我的日程安排。
and I will text you a time, okay?
我会发短信告诉你具体时间，好吗？
Okay. Um, I'm sor--
好的。嗯，我很抱歉——
You've gotta be fucking kidding me! Shit!
你他妈肯定疯了 开玩笑吧！糟了！
Hello?
你好？
Hello?
你好？
Hello!
你好！
Hello! Is anyone here doing their job?
有人在吗？ 他们是否在尽职尽责？
Shit.
拉屎。
Want some help with that?
需要帮忙吗？
I know a trick. Got a knife.
我知道一个诀窍。我有一把刀。
Sweetie?
宝贝？
Little Bear, open up. It's Mommy.
小熊，开门。 是妈妈。
Little Bear, open up.
小熊，开门。
JAMIE What is she doing?
杰米 她在做什么？
Whoa. Whoa, whoa.
哇。哇，哇。
- What the fuck's your problem? - What? Whoa.
你他妈到底有什么毛病？ 什么？哇。
What, you're obsessed with me or something?
什么？你迷恋我？ 还是别的什么？
What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself.
你在说什么？ 别太自作多情了。
Well, why are you looking at me? What? What do you want?
你为什么看着我？ 什么？你想要什么？
I don't want you just sitting outside and by yourself.
我不想让你只是坐着。 在户外，独自一人。
Some creep might walk past or something.
可能会有变态路过 或者别的什么。
What creep?
什么变态？
How the fuck do I know, lady?
我他妈怎么知道的，女士？
There's creeps all over this place.
有变态 到处都是。
- Don't call me lady. - My bad, miss.
不要叫我女士。 我的错，小姐。
Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't.
不要叫我小姐。 别。千万别。
Ma'am.
女士。
- Frau? - Yeah.
- 女士？ - 是的。
- Slag. - Oh, my God.
- 炉渣。 - 我的天啊。
Your thottiness?
你的轻浮程度？
Housewife?
家庭主妇？
At this point, I don't even know what to refer to you as.
到了现在，我甚至都不知道了。 该如何称呼你？
I'm gonna just call you female.
我就叫你女性吧。
Yo, crazy pants.
哟，疯子。
I was gonna partake in surfing the web
我本来打算参加的。 在上网
for some things that I'm into,
对于我喜欢的某些东西，
if you catch my drift, and I'm just putting it out there,
如果你明白我的意思的话， 我只是把它说出来而已。
you more than welcome to join.
非常欢迎您加入。
No pressure. Just saying.
别有压力，我只是说说而已。
What kind of stuff?
什么东西？
Is that like the dark web?
那就像 暗网？
Like where you can buy people and stuff?
比如你可以在哪里 买人和其他东西？
I don't know. Never bought a person, so...
我不知道。 我从没买过人，所以……
But you could? Or sell one?
但你可以吗？或者卖掉一个？
I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on the dark web
我的意思是，我猜是这样，但是 我不上暗网。
searching for that kind of shit, so...
正在寻找 真是糟糕透了，所以……
Aren't there places on there
上面难道没有地方吗？
where people, like, show each other videos of murders
人们会在那里展示 彼此的谋杀视频
and people they're holding captive?
以及他们是的人 囚禁？
Can we change the subject? Let's buy drugs.
我们能换个话题吗？ 我们去买毒品吧。
Let's get some...
咱们来点……
...some shit, right? Come on. What do you want?
真是糟透了，对吧？拜托。 你想要什么？
What are you into?
你喜欢什么？
I don't know. Do they have, like...
我不知道。 他们有，比如……
cocaine or something?
可卡因之类的东西？
When was the last time you tried cocaine?
上一次是什么时候？ 你试过可卡因吗？
What do you mean? It's a very popular drug.
你是什​​么意思？ 这是一种非常流行的药物。
I like it.
我喜欢。
All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both.
好的。嗯，我明白了。 莫莉，所以我们两个都要。
See, the thing is,
你看，问题在于，
I don't get paid till next week, so I need you to cover me.
我下周才能拿到工资。 所以我需要你掩护我。
Oh. Oh, I'm-- No.
哦。哦，我——不。
No, no. I see what this is about.
不，不。 我明白是怎么回事了。
- Where you going? - I'm going back to my room.
你要去哪里？ 我要回房间了。
For what? You don't even have a key.
为了什么？ 你连钥匙都没有。
Besides, your daughter's passed out.
此外，你女儿的 昏过去了。
Front desk lady's definitely in a coma by now.
前台女士 他现在肯定已经昏迷不醒了。
Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez.
冷静点，过来坐下。 咱们点餐吧。哎。
I could put it on my credit card, I guess.
我可以把它放在我的 大概是信用卡吧。
What? No.
什么？不。
The 400, I could put it on my credit card.
我可以把400放进去 用我的信用卡支付。
No, no. See, man, it can't be traced back to you.
不，不。你看，伙计， 无法追溯到你身上。
It has to be anonymous.
必须匿名。
Well, then how do you pay for the stuff?
那么，你该怎么做？ 付钱吗？
All right, what we could do is
好的，我们可以这样做：
we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick
我们可以去药店。 或者一些很快的事情
and put it on one of those gift cards
并把它放在其中一个 那些礼品卡
or maybe you got bitcoin, or crypto, or some shit like that?
或者你可能持有比特币，或者 加密货币，或者类似的东西？
No, I don't have any of that stuff,
不，我没有 任何那些东西，
and I can't get in a car
我进不了车
and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night.
别再打扰我女儿了 在半夜。
You leave your daughter alone all the time.
你把你的女儿一个人留在那里。 一直如此。
No, I don't. That's just if I go in the field.
不，我没有。那只是 如果我去田里。
Ha! I literally seen you leave your daughter alone myself
哈！我亲眼看到你离开的。 你女儿独自一人，我
with my own two eyes.
亲眼所见。
- What's the problem this time? - What are you?
这次又出了什么问题？ - 你是做什么的？
You stalking me or something?
你是不是在跟踪我？
I'm a concerned citizen. I mean, takes a village, right?
我是一位关心社会的公民。 我的意思是，这需要全村之力，对吧？
What?
什么？
Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy!
宝贝！宝贝！是我妈妈！
You locked me out. Sweetie!
你把我锁在门外了，亲爱的！
Sweetie! Open the door!
宝贝！开门！
Little Bear, open the door!
小熊，开门！
Mommy...
妈妈……
Just wheel the machine over and open the door!
把机器推过来就行了。 开门！
Little Bear!
小熊！
Open the door!
开门！
I locked myself out!
我把自己锁在门外了！
It's Mom! It's Mommy!
是妈妈！是妈妈！
Mommy?
妈妈？
Are you there?
你在吗？
I'm not sure how we can talk about anything helpful
我不确定我们该如何…… 聊些有用的事
if you won't even look me in the eye.
如果你连看都不愿意看一眼 打中我的眼睛。
You asked me for this extra session.
你问我要这个 加练一次。
I can't.
我不能。
You must be so mad at me.
你一定很生我的气吧。
Mad? Oh, because you called me?
生气了吗？哦，因为你给我打电话了？
No, no, no. I'm not mad at you.
不，不，不。我没有生你的气。
Let's move on. Please?
我们继续吧，好吗？
You have a daughter.
你有一个女儿。
Why didn't you ever tell me?
你为什么从来没告诉我？
Well, this isn't about me.
嗯，这跟我没关系。
But now I know that you know.
但我现在知道你也知道了。
You know.
你知道。
I don't know. You need to tell me.
我不知道。 你需要告诉我。
It's not your fault.
这不是你的错。
But it is mine.
但这是我的。
Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we...
好吧，你知道，卡罗琳，我想 或许我们该……
um...
一...
...that we consult with someone
……我们会咨询某人
about some medication for you.
关于您需要服用的一些药物。
Well, I can't take medication. I'm breastfeeding.
我不能服用药物。 我正在哺乳。
- Do you want me to kill my baby? - Of course not.
你想让我杀死我的孩子吗？ 当然不是。
I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial,
我只是觉得如果医生认为 这或许是有益的，
then maybe we need to...
那么或许我们需要……
prioritize your... your... health over breastfeeding.
优先考虑你的……你的…… 健康比母乳喂养更重要。
Just right now.
就是现在。
You know, you need to take care of yourself
你知道，你需要采取 照顾好自己
so you can take care of Riley.
这样你就可以照顾Riley了。
I have to go to the bathroom.
我要去趟洗手间。
Um, well, we only have 15 minutes left.
嗯，好吧，我们只有 还剩15分钟。
I have to go now.
我现在得走了。
Okay, well, can you wait till after the session?
好吧，你能等一下吗？ 直到会议结束后？
No?
不？
Oh... Oh.
哦……哦。
Shit.
拉屎。
Oh. Okay, okay. Okay.
哦。好的，好的。好的。
Okay.
好的。
Caroline? Excuse me.
卡罗琳？打扰一下。
Caroline?
卡罗琳？
It's okay.
没关系。
Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline?
卡罗琳？打扰一下。卡罗琳？
I need you to help me out here. I...
我需要你 请帮帮我。我……
Okay. I know. I know.
好吧，我知道，我知道。
Caroline?
卡罗琳？
Okay. Okay.
好的，好的。
Caroline!
卡罗琳！
Caroline!
卡罗琳！
Yeah. I know.
是啊，我知道。
What is going on here? I'm in a session.
这里发生了什么事？ 我正在参加一个会议。
So, my patient, she has this baby
所以，我的病人， 她生了这个孩子
and she said she was going to the bathroom
她说她是 去洗手间
and then she left the baby with me and I...
然后她就离开了婴儿。 和我在一起，我……
- She's gone. And now I can't-- - I'm with a patient.
她走了。现在我再也…… - 我正在陪着病人。
Please, I need your help. I really need your help.
请帮帮我。 我真的需要你的帮助。
I'm with a patient.
我正在陪着病人。
Plus, also, I'm not your supervisor.
此外， 我不是你的主管。
This is a professional issue. This is not a treatment issue.
这是专业问题。 这不是治疗问题。
Are you joking? This is an emergency!
你在开玩笑吗？ 这是紧急情况！
Whatever's happening in here
这里到底发生了什么？
is not as important as what I'm going through here!
没那么重要 就像我现在经历的那样！
- Okay, no. - I need your help!
好吧，不。 我需要你的帮助！
- Goodbye. - I need your help!
- 再见。 我需要你的帮助！
This is an emergency.
这是紧急情况。
- You can come back later. - Absolutely not.
您可以稍后再来。 绝对不是。
No!
不！
Okay.
好的。
-Hello? - Hello?
-你好？ - 你好？
Hello. Hello. Yes.
你好。你好。是的。
Hello, I am your wife's psychotherapist...
你好，我是 你妻子的心理治疗师……
Stop, I can't...
停下，我不能……
and she left today in the middle of her appointment.
她今天离开了。 在她预约时间的中间。
I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this?
我听不到您的声音。
Okay. Yes. This is your wife's therapist.
好的。是的。 这是你妻子的心理治疗师。
She left in the middle of her appointment today...
她中途离开了。 她今天被任命……
- All right. You gotta stop. - And...
好了，你得停下来。 - 和...
You gotta stop. I have no idea what you're even talking about.
你必须停下来。我不知道。
Who is this?
这是谁？
Is your wife named Caroline Primm?
你妻子叫什么名字？ 卡罗琳·普里姆？
And you are, um...
而你，嗯……
Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm?
你宝宝的名字叫莱利吗？ 你是尼克·普里姆吗？
- Yes. - Okay, yes, right. Well--
- 是的。 好的，没错。嗯——
My wife doesn't have a therapist.
我妻子没有
Okay, well, she has been my patient
好吧， 她一直是我的病人。
at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk
在中心 蒙托克的心理艺术
since she was about six months pregnant
因为她大约 怀孕六个月
with Riley, and today...
和莱利在一起，今天……
Well, this is news to me.
这对我来说还是个新闻。
Mm. Well, whether...
嗯，那么……
...you knew that she was my patient or not,
你知道她 无论我是否是病人，
what I'm trying to say to you
我想跟你说的是……
is that this is an emergency, and I really...
这是一场紧急情况。 我真的……
She left your baby here with me,
她把你的孩子留给我这里了。
and I need you to come and pick him up.
我需要你来 然后把他接走。
What do you mean? What do you mean?
你是什​​么意思？
What do you mean, what do I mean?
你是什​​么意思， 我的意思是？
She left the baby?
她把孩子丢下了？
She's not answering her phone...
她没接电话……
She's probably in the bathroom
她可能在洗手间。
or by a fucking vending machine.
或者被他妈的
Okay.
好的。
I suggest that you call her.
我建议你给她打电话。
Maybe she would pick up if it was you.
也许她会接电话。 如果那是你。
I'm gonna text you my address to come and get the baby.
我会把我的地址发短信给你。 来接孩子。
Oh, Jesus Christ!
我的天哪！
I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure she's okay.
我相信她没事的。 我相信她没事的。
I cannot even believe this.
我简直不敢相信。
I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure--
我相信她没事。我确信——
You know what? This is so fucking typical of her.
你知道吗？这是
Okay. Well, she probably just needed some space.
好吧。嗯，她可能 只是需要一些空间。
I'm gonna text you my address where...
我会给你发短信。 我的地址是……
- so you can come and get her. - Okay, look. Listen to me.
所以你可以来接她。 好吧，听我说。
- Him. - Listen to me.
- 他。 听我说。
I'm at work right now. I am at work right now.
我现在正在上班。
That's why she's supposed to be
所以她才应该……
taking care of the fucking baby,
照顾
so I can work, okay?
这样我才能工作，好吗？
Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna text you my address.
我打算这样做。
I'm in Amagansett.
我在阿马甘西特。
You can drop the baby off at this address, okay?
你可以把宝宝放下。
Okay, well, I can't do that,
好吧，我做不到。
and I am actually very concerned about your wife.
我其实非常 你很关心你的妻子。
This is an emergency, and she--
这是紧急情况，她——
You know, you've used that term twice now.
你知道，你已经用过
This isn't my emergency.
这不是我的紧急情况。
I'm not the one who lost my fucking wife!
我不是那个人
I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately,
我需要你下来这里 立即把宝宝接回来。
and if you're not here within a half an hour,
如果你不在这里 半小时内，
I'm going to call the police. I will text you the address.
我要报警。 我会把地址发短信给你。
- Thank you very much. - Oh, Jesus--
- 非常感谢。 哦，耶稣——
- Yes? - Hi, it's Stephen.
- 是的？ - 你好，我是斯蒂芬。
May I come in?
我可以进来吗？
I'm expecting a patient. He just buzzed in.
我正在等候一位病人。 他直接按了门铃。
Would you mind waiting in my office
您介意稍等一下吗？ 在我的办公室
down the hall just a few moments?
沿着走廊 就一会儿？
Your office? Who are you, the boss?
你的办公室？ 你是谁，老板吗？
No. Just another therapist.
不，只是另一个心理咨询师。
I have an office. It's down the hall.
我有一间办公室。 就在走廊尽头。
Door is open. You'll see it.
门开着，你会看到的。
This is my time. She's mine right now.
这是我的时代。 她现在是我的。
You can't make me wait, okay?
你不能让我等，好吗？
This is an emergency situation.
这是紧急情况。
You can either wait in my office
你可以到我的办公室等我。
or you need to leave the building entirely.
或者你需要 完全离开这栋楼。
Is that a baby?
那是婴儿吗？
Is that your baby? You have a baby?
那是你的宝宝吗？ 你有孩子吗？
I mean, do you guys have a baby together?
我的意思是，你们这些人 你们打算一起生个孩子吗？
Okay, this situation does not concern you, okay?
好的，这种情况 这跟你没关系，好​​吗？
Make a choice.
做出选择。
Okay, I'll be in your office.
好的，我会在你办公室等你。
But I won't wait that long.
但我不会等那么久。
Okay.
好的。
Wow.
哇。
Can you believe that I got talked into getting
你相信吗？ 我被说服去买了
this fucking hamster after all of that? My God, I...
这只该死的仓鼠 经历了这一切之后？我的天哪，我……
She's right. I really am so stretchable.
她说得对。我确实如此。 弹性极佳。
- It's disgusting. - You know...
- 那真令人恶心。 - 你知道...
when I was in medical school,
我在医学院的时候，
I had to do a stint in a medical experiments lab.
我不得不去医院待一段时间。 在医学实验实验室里。
And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats.
我们当时正在测试 药物对大鼠的疗效。
Oh, I... So cool.
哦，我……太酷了。
And the way it worked is we'd take the rats,
它的运作方式是这样的： 我们会带走老鼠，
and we'd drop them in this guillotine thingy,
然后我们会放弃他们 在这个断头台上，
chop their heads off individually,
砍掉他们的头 单独地
peel the skin back
剥掉皮肤
and then look at their brains under a microscope.
然后观察他们的大脑。 在显微镜下。
I'm just so curious
我只是很好奇
about the process with that. I wonder--
关于这个过程。 我想知道 -
The rats would claw and bite you...
老鼠会抓挠 然后咬你……
...when you put your hand in the cage to pick them up.
当你把手放好 进笼子里去把它们捡起来。
So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves.
所以他们给了我们 这些钢链甲手套。
They're German. They're beautiful.
他们是德国人。 它们很漂亮。
So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage,
于是你戴上手套， 你把手伸进笼子里，
and the rats would just attach themselves to the glove,
而老鼠们只会 它们会附着在手套上，
clinging for dear life, you know?
紧紧抓住亲爱的 生活就是这样，你知道的。
And then when you got to the guillotine box,
然后当你得到 送上断头台
you had to shake them off.
你必须把它们甩掉。
Really shake them.
用力摇晃。
I was always worried that the rat would get hurt
我一直很担心 老鼠会受伤
when it hit its head on the guillotine, you know?
它的头部撞到了 你知道，就是断头台？
But their brains were always fine
但他们的大脑 一直都很好
when we looked under the microscope.
当我们向下看时 显微镜。
Oh.
哦。
Rodents are resilient creatures.
啮齿动物是 适应力强的生物。
Mm-hm. Yeah.
嗯。是的。
I'll tell Stephen your session's cancelled.
我会告诉斯蒂芬 您的会话已取消。
You have to take care of this, okay?
你必须小心 明白了吗？
I love you.
我爱你。
Just tell me, was she suicidal? Homicidal?
告诉我，她有自杀倾向吗？ 杀人犯？
No. Mm-mm. No.
编号。毫米-毫米。编号。
No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby...
不，她着了迷。 保护婴儿……
And, uh, yeah.
嗯，是的。
She wouldn't hurt the baby.
她不会伤害孩子的。
And she didn't talk about suicide.
她一句话也没说。 关于自杀。
She wouldn't abandon Riley.
她不会抛弃莱利。
She just did abandon him.
她就这样抛弃了他。
Right, well, you know, I mean, um...
对，你知道的。 我的意思是，嗯……
you know, permanently. Forever.
你知道，永远地。永远。
Is that it? I have another patient waiting
就这些吗？ 我还有另一位病人在等。
who really needs my help.
谁真正需要我的帮助？
It's fine. It's more common than you think.
没关系，这很常见。 比你想象的要多。
A woman tries to run away from all the responsibilities.
一名女子试图逃跑 摆脱所有责任。
- Yeah. - Everybody gets all upset,
- 是的。 大家都非常生气，
then they come back with their tails between their legs.
然后他们回来了 它们夹着尾巴灰溜溜地走着。
Okay. Okay.
好的，好的。
Thank you, Officer.
谢谢您，警官。
When you have finished recording,
什么时候
you may hang up or press one for more options.
您可以挂断电话或按 1。
Hi. Hi,
呵呵，
it's, uh... it's me again,
呃……又是我。
your tenant from 22 Algonquin, unit one.
你的租户 22 Algonquin，第一单元。
You know, the one with the giant fucking hole in the ceiling!
你知道，就是那个有巨人的。 天花板上破了个大洞！
Your repairs guy ran off, and it's getting worse
你的维修人员跑了， 而且情况还在恶化。
and I want to know why you're doing nothing,
我想知道为什么 你什么都没做。
and why you're happy for my daughter and I to be staying
以及你为什么为此感到高兴 我和女儿将留宿
at a flophouse full of freaks
在一家满是怪人的廉价旅馆
while I continue to pay you rent!
当我继续 用来帮你付房租！
And I have a very, very, very important patient
我非常非常 非常重要的病人
that is a prominent lawyer, and I am not afraid to--
那是一位杰出的律师。 我并不害怕——
Fuck!
他妈的！
I was after some Visa gift cards.
我想要一些 Visa礼品卡。
Uh, what denominations do you have?
呃，有哪些教派？ 你有没有？
Do you have a minute to talk before the children come out?
您有时间聊一分钟吗？ 在孩子们出来之前？
- Mm-hm. Sure. - Okay, come.
嗯。好的。 好的，过来。
So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment
所以，我注意到你仍然 还没预约
for family therapy like we discussed the other morning.
例如，用于家庭治疗 我们那天早上讨论过这个问题。
I know. It's just been so crazy at work.
我知道。只是…… 工作太忙了。
Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is.
对。所以我不能向你强调。 这件事的重要性不言而喻。
I'm on your side here.
我站在你这边。
Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand.
是的，是的，我明白了。
We need her off the machine.
我们需要让她离开机器。
Yeah, so do I.
是啊，我也是。
Okay. I'm gonna be frank.
好吧，我就直说了。
We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here.
我们需要她尽快离开那个岗位。 她有可能留在这里。
And to do that, she needs to gain faster.
而要做到这一点，她需要 为了更快地获得。
Okay. Well, but we have until next week, right?
好的。但是我们有 到下周为止，对吧？
- The 50 pound goal. - No.
- 目标是减重50磅。 - 不。
The way things are going, uh, she's not gonna make that goal.
照目前的情况来看，呃…… 她进不了那个球。
What are you saying?
你在说什么？
We do weigh-ins every morning. She's not gonna make the goal.
我们每天早上都会称重。 她进不了球。
Because the goal you set was impossible.
因为你设定的目标 不可能。
We were set up to fail.
我们注定要失败。
- It's unrealistic. - No.
这不现实。 - 不。
We're gonna have to reassess the level of care.
我们需要重新评估一下。 护理水平。
What does that mean?
这意味着什么？
Well, we can discuss it in our meeting.
我们可以讨论一下。 在我们的会议上。
You know what I would love, and think would be so good,
你知道我最想要什么吗？ 我觉得那会非常好，
is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery.
如果我们能约个时间就好了 已将手术日期记入日程表。
A concrete goal that we can all work towards.
我们可以实现的具体目标 所有人都朝着这个方向努力。
It's not... it's not a surgery.
这不是……这不是手术。
The tube removal? Well, uh... procedure, whatever you call it.
拔管？嗯…… 不管你怎么称呼它，这个程序。
It's not a procedure either.
这也不是一种程序。
Uh, when it's time to remove it, the doctor just pulls it out.
呃，当需要移除它的时候， 医生直接把它拔了出来。
Pull it out?
把它拔出来？
Yeah, it just slides out.
对，直接滑出来就行了。
They could just... really just pull it out?
他们完全可以…… 真的就这么拔出来吗？
Yeah, it's that simple.
是的，就这么简单。
Oh. But what happens to the hole?
哦。但是接下来会发生什么呢？ 到洞里去？
It closes up on its own.
它会自动闭合。
Oh.
哦。
It's kinda like when you get a cut on your tongue.
这有点像当你 舌头被割伤了。
It wants to close up.
它想关门。
Oh.
哦。
Yeah?
是的？
Oh, hi. Uh, is James here?
哦，你好。呃，詹姆斯在吗？
Who are you?
你是谁？
I'm his neighbor. I'm there, in that room there.
我是他的邻居。 我在那里，就在那个房间里。
He is not here.
他不在这里。
Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back?
哦，呃，你知道什么时候吗？ 他会回来吗？
I just have something to give him.
我刚有件事。 给他。
Give it to me.
给我。
- I'll see he gets it. - No, no.
我会看看他能不能明白。 不，不。
I have to give it to him myself. It's, uh...
我不得不承认这一点。 我自己对他来说。呃……
It's of value.
它很有价值。
Of value?
有价值吗？
Uh, yeah. Of value.
嗯，是的。很有价值。
Relax your body.
放松身体。
Center in with yourself.
静下心来，与自己相处。
Right now, your only job is to breathe.
现在，你唯一
We're in the work phase of this...
我们正处于工作阶段
The more you relax your body right now...
你越放松
...the easier it gets for you.
对你来说就越容易。
Recognize we're accessing the body's wisdom zone.
意识到我们正在访问
Let your mind go.
放松心情。
See if you can find your attention
看看你能不能找到
within the movement of your breath.
在运动中
Start noticing
开始留意
any sensation in your body...
你身体的任何感觉……
...and see what catches your interest
看看哪些鱼会上钩。
or your curiosity,
或者出于好奇，
and hold the space in a way you want to be held.
并保持这个空间
You'll probably notice
你可能会注意到
any intensity builds up in your body.
任何强度
That's okay.
没关系。
Rather than trying to control anything,
与其尝试
see if you can just allow...
看看能不能允许……
the intensity to...
强度……
You're not helping!
你这样一点帮助都没有！
Hold her legs that way. Hold her legs down.
这样扶住她的腿。
We might have to restrain her.
我们可能需要约束她。
-Mom! -Hold her down!
-妈妈！ 按住她！