美國恐怖故事 畸形秀
第四季 第八集
翻譯 面條打包子 磨舊的時光 薩薩 燕窩窩窩窩頭
翻譯 爵士年代蓬蓬裙 肉松 麗麗芙 草草
時間軸 訥訥 倉鼠 小式 燕窩窩窩窩頭
后期 餓得慌 校對 草草 總監 草草
吸煙
焦慮
吸煙
焦慮
擔心
醫院
吸煙
焦慮
擔心
醫院
醫生?
動物
虐待
我的天使
別擔心
你為什么要看我
我現在太丑了
只是個瘸子罷了
我再也不會像往日般美麗了
但你依然會有一雙美腿
裝好了 艾莎
忘卻過去
讓我的新腿帶你走遍世界
我不能失去他 I can't lose him.
我不會允許他進精神病院 絕不行 I won't have him committed. I won't.
我并沒有讓丹迪入院治療的意思 No one is suggesting an institution for Dandy.
不要把他的名字跟"入院"放在一起 I refuse to hear that word uttered in the same sentence with his name.
這是推卸責任 范布魯姆醫生 It's an abdication of responsibility, Dr. Feinbloom.
相信我 歌莉婭 我從未這么想過 Believe me, Gloria, it's the furthest thing from my mind,
但顯然 你考慮過 but apparently not from yours.
丹迪一直是個任性的孩子 Dandy's always been a willful child.
我經常覺得他像個外國人 I often thought of him as a foreigner.
一位教養得體的貴族男孩 A perfectly groomed aristocratic boy
行為舉止很得當 who could play the part
但卻聽不太懂別人的話 but didn't quite understand the language.
因為對他而言 詞語有著截然不同的意思 Because words had a different meaning for him.
特別是"不"這個詞 Particularly the word "No".
"不"對他是種冒犯 "No" was an affront.
"不"是激勵他戰斗的吶喊 "No" was a battle cry.
我曾抱怨過貓挖壞了我的杜鵑花 I had complained about the cat digging up my azaleas.
結果他就殺了那可憐的小動物 So he killed the poor animal.
從那時起 From that moment on,
我就時刻守在丹迪左右 I never let Dandy out of my sight.
我當然知道他得跟別的孩子交往 Of course, I knew he had to socialize with children.
他從沒學會如何玩耍 The boy never learned to play.
他找到了一個完美的玩伴 He found a perfect companion.
園丁的兒子 埃米爾 The gardener's son, Emil.
很可愛的小男孩 Beautiful little boy.
他們一起四處玩耍 無憂無慮 They would roam the grounds together, happy as clams.
我松了口氣 以為不用再監視他了 I relaxed, thinking my vigil had become unnecessary.
有一天 那個男孩消失了 One day, the boy vanished.
他們四處尋找他 They searched everywhere for him.
但埃米爾就這樣人間蒸發了 But... Emil was never seen again.
是時候了 歌莉婭 我得見見他 It's time, Gloria. I need to see him.
他永遠不會同意做精神分析的 He would never agree to psychoanalysis.
那就騙他是干別的 Then tell him it's something else.
我會推掉所有行程 I'll clear my schedule.
歌莉婭 最近是否發生了什么事 Gloria, were there any recent incidents...
-丹迪 -母親 - Dandy! - Mother!
讓你如此擔心自己的兒子 that triggered this anxiaty about your son?
只是母親的直覺 Just a mother's intuition.
小可愛 Ma Petite!
她人太小了 She's so tiny.
她可能掉進了哪個洞里 She could be in a hole somewhere,
大聲求救 但我們卻聽不到 更看不到 screaming, and we wouldn't hear her, let alone see her.
-小可愛 你在哪 -小可愛 - Petite? Where are you? - Ma Petite.
你去找那片空地 You head toward that clearing,
我去河床看看 帶上迪馬喬 I'll hug the riverbed. Take DiMaggio.
來吧 乖孩子 去找她 快去找 Come on, boy. Come on. Find, find.
小可愛 Ma Petite!
聞到什么了嗎 聞到了嗎 You got some, boy? You got some?
小可愛 Ma Petite!
去找 快找 Find, find!
小可愛 Ma Petite!
沒找到尸體嗎 No... no body?
看來她被動物吃了 Looks like an animal took her.
可能是郊狼 Maybe a coyote.
骨頭什么都吃了 Bones and all.
不要啊 Oh, no.
不要 Oh, no.
不 不要啊 Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
天啊 God.
不要 Oh, no, no.
還以為你這會兒該抽得不省人事了 Thought you'd be high as a Limehouse whore by now.
這地方根本配不上她 She was too good for this place, you know?
上帝把自己的光明灌注在那個小天使里 God put his very own light into that little angel.
就好像他早知道 It was as if he knew
這世界一次只能接受他一點點的愛 that the world could only handle a tiny bit of his love at once.
好了 Well, come on.
艾瑟爾 看來你已經想辦法 Oh, Ethel. Looks like you have already taken steps to
緩解痛苦了 dull your pain.
在如此黑暗的夜晚 A woman's entitled to a little nip or two
我有權喝上兩杯 on a dark night of the soul.
坐下吃點東西吧 Sit. Eat.
我們得為她服喪 We will mourn her.
圣誕節取消了 Christmas is canceled.
我給你做了假甲魚湯 I made mock turtle soup.
你在帳篷里的表演真精彩 That was quite a show you put on in that tent.
著名女演員
跟瓊·芳登一樣精彩 Regular Joan Fontaine.
我見過你讓全場觀眾拜倒在你腳下 I've seen you bring a full house to their feet,
但你今晚的表演是有史以來最棒的 but you have never been better than you were tonight.
你真有才 艾莎·馬爾斯 You have got it, Elsa Mars.
為小可愛哭泣 The sobs over Ma Petite.
緊抓她沾血的小裙子 演得真好 Clutching her bloody dress, that was a nice touch.
戲碼有點俗 但是... Bit of a house note, damn...
我差點就以為你是真心的 I almost believed you meant it.
你怎么敢這么說 How dare you?
她是我最珍視的寶貝 She was my most precious one.
你唯一珍視的 就是觀眾的喝彩 All that's precious to you is the roar of the crowd.
決不允許任何人 And God forbid someone comes along
奪走屬于你的光彩 and steals your spotlight.
要知道 You know,
我見識過威士忌讓人神志不清的樣子 I have seen the way whiskey can ravage the mind,
但你今晚跑到這里來 but you come in here tonight
是想指控我什么 and you accuse me of what?
殺死無辜的化身嗎 Of killing innocence itself?
滾出去 Get out!
14年了 14 years.
我給你端茶送水 I've brought you your tray,
替你洗頭 washed your hair,
聽你說了一堆昔日輝煌 和破滅夢想的 listened to all those tall tales about what was,
大話 廢話 what could have been.
你說的這些 I heard those stories...
我都聽了不下十遍 艾莎 ten times over, Elsa.
我比你更了解你自己 I know you better than you know yourself.
我一直想 為什么 I always wondered, why.
我如此愛你 I loved you so much,
待在你身邊 卻讓我如此痛苦 it gave me such pain to be around you.
我晚上離開時 會覺得 When I leave here at night, I'd just...
悵然若失 felt like I lost something.
一個女人不應該害怕 A woman shouldn't dread...
和她最好的朋友待在一起 spending time with her best friend.
那為什么我會這么不安 Why'd I feel so uneasy?
現在我明白了 Now I know.
我 Who am I,
是你的拯救者 if not your savior?
這就是你的感恩 And this is the thanks.
我今晚已經如此痛苦 You call me a murderer
你卻跑來說 on a night when I have already lost
我是個兇手 so much?
我詛咒你 Damn you for this!
詛咒你 God damn you for this!
我詛咒你 Damn you!
你是我們的母親 You were our mother.
這里有些人甚至沒見過自己的母親 There's people around here who never even met theirs.
你懂不懂 You understand
被自己的母親推開 是什么滋味 the pain of being rejected by your own mother?
你當然懂了 Of course you do.
你就是憑這個把我們弄了來 That's how you sucked us all in here.
來吧 都來吧 艾莎給你們喂奶 Come one, come all, suckle at Elsa's bosom.
都來吧 All are welcome.
只要別當頭牌就行 Just don't ask for top billing.
夠了 Enough of this.
我誰都沒殺 I have killed no one.
那雙胞胎呢 What about the twins?
我當時就在那里 I stood right there.
聽到你和那個好萊塢來的男人說話 I heard you talking to that fella from Hollywood.
如果能平靜輕松地 Wouldn't it be a better solution
解除她們的痛苦 不是更好嗎 if they could be quietly and easily relieved of their misery?
你什么意思 What are you saying?
安樂死 A mercy killing.
好個解決辦法啊 Oh, that's quite a solution.
你連眼睛都沒眨 And you, you didn't even blink.
"好個解決辦法啊" "Quite a solution,"
你是這么說的 you called it.
聽見你說這話 我心都死了 I died when I heard you say that.
是你"殺"了我 You killed me dead.
那只是種說法 It was a turn of phrase.
你要評判我 But I will be judged
得憑我的行為 on my actions,
而非話語 and not on my words.
所以我這就出去 So now I am going to go out,
找到那對雙胞胎 I'm going to find those twins,
把她們帶回來 I'm going to bring them back here,
好讓她們再一次向你 so they can pronouce my innocent to you,
證明我的清白 one more time!
休想 No way.
不 我已經確保 No, I made sure
她們逃到了安全的地方 they were safe somewhere
遠離你的地方 away from you.
天吶 My, my.
這下你抓到我了 警察 Well, you got me, copper.
我有罪 Guilty as charged.
是的 我想讓她們消失 Yes, I wanted them to be gone.
但我從沒傷害過誰 But I never hurt anyone.
我想甩掉她們倆 I wanted to be rid of them.
送她們坐上去坦帕的巴士 Put them on a bus to Tampa.
雖然對我來說去坦帕還不如一死百了呢 Although, for me, death would be preferable to Tampa.
死了就不用再忍受 And I will no longer suffer
你的侮辱以及瘋狂了 your insults and your insanity!
看來 我今晚失去了兩位老朋友 Apparently, I have lost two old friends tonight.
站住 No.
艾瑟爾 Oh, Ethel...
我跟我的孩子們是一樣的 I am just like the rest of my children.
我愛你們是因為我了解你們 I love you because I understand you.
你覺得你了解我嗎 You think you know me, hmm?
你...壓根一點都不了解我 You... don't know me at all.
一個好心的年輕士兵找到了我 A sweet young soldier with a kind heart found me
把我帶去了安全的地方 and brought me to my safety.
他名叫馬西莫·德西芬諾 His name was Massimo Dolcefino.
他在一戰期間一舉成名 He found his fame in the first World War
那時正盛行手榴彈 when grenades became the great terror,
他專職為士兵截肢 separating soldiers from their limbs.
當時需要義肢的客人源源不絕 With an almost unlimited supply of clients for his prosthetics,
馬西莫的技藝日漸精深 堪稱藝術 Massimo elevated his craft into art.
但戰爭結束后 But after the war,
他經營慘淡 he fell on hard times.
馬西莫移民到德國 Massimo emigrated to Germany
以在電影界就職 to work in the movies
當一名雕塑家 道具師 as a sculptor, a prop maker.
他在那里 And it was there
遇到了最大的挑戰 he met his greatest challenge.
我 Me.
現在你知道了 So now you see.
你之前為什么不告訴我這些 Why didn't you tell me all this?
為什么要瞞著我 Why'd you keep it a secret from me?
我為此感到不齒 羞辱 I was humiliated, ashamed.
你還看不出這是我最深的秘密嗎 Can't you see how deep it is?
艾瑟爾 放下槍 Ethel... put the gun away.
不 No.
今晚好戲要落幕了 Curtain comes down tonight.
你覺得你殺了我 其他人會包庇你嗎 Do you think the others will cover for your murder?
殺了你后我會自殺 The last bullet's for me.
你讓我心碎欲裂 艾莎 You broke my heart in two, Elsa.
我曾那么愛你 I loved you.
我為你奉獻了一生 I gave my life to you.
我維護你 I defended you.
對我來說 這世上 For me, the only pure things
唯一純潔的就是小可愛 in the world was little Ma Petite,
以及我對你的愛和奉獻 and my love and dedication for you.
現在兩者都消失了 Now they're both gone.
那你兒子吉米呢 And Jimmy, you own son?
他會沒事的 He'll survive.
我在大篷車里給他留了封信 I left him a letter, it's in the caravan.
那其他的孩子呢 And the rest of our children?
你這突發的瘋狂 可以要我的命 Your descent into madness can cross over my corpse,
但你絕不能殺我的孩子 but you will not kill my children.
他們是無辜的 They are innocents.
全完了 艾莎 It's all over, Elsa.
我們全完了 For all of us.
沒有人是無辜的 No one's innocent anymore.
那就來吧 So be it.
但首先 But first...
上路前再喝杯酒 one last schnapps for the road?
敬我們的過去 A toast to our history.
去吧 Go on.
我們從來沒有共飲過 對嗎 We've never shared a drink before, have we?
對不起 你沒法去好萊塢了 艾莎 I'm sorry, you won't be going to Hollywood, Elsa.
你沒法和我一起去了 So, you won't be there with me.
-她受傷了嗎 -看起來不像 - Is she hurt? - Not that I could see.
那個理查德·斯賓瑟 That Richard Spencer fella
在摩天輪旁發現了她 哭哭啼啼的 found her out by the Ferris wheel, blubbering.
瑪姬 Maggie?
吉米 Oh, Jimmy!
怎么了 發生了什么 What? What happened?
我們也想知道 That is what we are trying to determine.
我在樹林里 I was out in the woods,
想為小可愛的墳墓挑一些花 picking flowers for Ma Petite's memorial grave.
發生了撞車 There was a crash.
我過去一看 I went to see what it was,
那里有輛車 車里... and there was a car, and in the car...
很抱歉 吉米 是你媽媽 I'm sorry, Jimmy. It was your mother.
她死了 She is dead.
什么 What?
不要是艾瑟爾 Not Ethel.
不 不可能 Oh, no, that can't.
她出事故了嗎 She was in an accident?
不是事故 It wasn't an accident.
我覺得她是自殺 I think she killed herself.
該死 Shit!
自殺 Suicide?
天吶 不 Oh, dear, no.
但是為什么呢 Oh, but why?!
她生病了 She was sick.
非常痛苦 In a lot of pain, too.
不 我媽媽沒病 No. My mom wasn't sick.
她確實病了 兒子 She was, though, son.
-不 -她親口告訴我的 - No. - She told me so herself.
不 No.
我猜她是想親手了結自己 Guess she wanted to go out on her own terms.
天吶 Oh. My God.
她在哪 快帶我去 Where is she? Take me to her.
她尸首分離了 Her head's come off?
天吶 Jesus.
她撞得該是多狠 How hard did she hit that tree?
看 Look!
她一定是把鏈子栓在樹上 She must have wrapped this chain around that tree,
再纏到自己的脖子上 and then wrapped it around her neck,
然后踩了油門 then hit the gas.
她一定是想過程快一點 I guess she wanted it to be quick.
天上的神明啊 Oh, mein God in Heaven!
為什么 Why?!
什么叫為什么 What do you mean, "Why?"
我們為什么不直接把她吊在大篷車里 Why can't we just hang her in her caravan and be done with it?
因為你把刀插進了她的眼眶 Because you chucked a knife through her eye socket.
-天吶 -這就是原因 - Oh, God. - That's why.
這場意外會掩蓋掉很多罪行 This accident is gonna cover a whole host of sins,
你的罪行 all of them yours.
-你的戲劇感哪去了 -這不是在演戲 - Where's your sense of drama? - This is not theater!
怎么不是 That's exactly what it is.
這和變戲法一樣 This is a magic trick.
我們得把觀眾的視線轉移開 We have to divert the attention of the audience
才能完成魔術 in order to pull off the illusion.
天啊 Oh, my God.
不 別這樣 我都干了什么啊 No, don't it. My God, what have I done?
艾瑟爾 Oh, Ethel.
可你得明白 But you understand.
我不得不殺了她 I had to kill her.
我得保護我的寶貝小天使們 I had to protect my precious angels.
狗屁 Horseshit.
你是為了保護你自己 You had to protect yourself.
可你不必... But you don't...
你為什么幫我 Why are you doing this for me, huh?
說啊 為什么要幫我 Tell me, why are you doing this for me?!
這...是好萊塢的規矩 This... this... this is what we do in Hollywood.
你是我的客戶 You are my client.
我的職責就是保護你 I have an obligation to-to protect you,
保護你的事業 protect your career.
你的命運 You have a destiny,
是早就定好的 你注定要成為明星 written in the stars, to be a star.
有一天你會捧走奧斯卡小金人的 You're gonna win an Oscar one day.
你真這么覺得嗎 Do you really think so?
沒錯 我信 I do. I do.
艾瑟爾 為什么 Oh, Ethel, why?!
我親愛的姐妹啊 Oh, my sweet sister!
為什么 為什么 為什么啊 Why? Why? Why? Why?
我能幫你的 我本可以幫你的 I could have helped you. I could have helped you.
我可以幫你的 I could have helped you.
天啊 Oh, my God.
我最最親愛的姐妹啊 Oh, my sweet, sweet sister.
丹迪 你在哪呢 親愛的 Dandy, where are you, darling?
我給你準備了驚喜 I have a surprise for you!
丹迪 Dandy!
媽媽 快看看誰來了 Mother, look who came for a visit.
你好 莫特太太 Hello, Mrs. Mott.
我是來探望我母親的 I came to see my mother.
親愛的 你剛好錯過她了 Oh, dear, you just missed her.
瑞金娜一整個下午都對我糾纏不休 Regina's been peppering me with questions all afternoon,
我都跟她說了 你才是最后和朵拉交談的人 but I told her that you were the last one to speak to Dora.
也只有你才能告訴她 And only you could shine a light
究竟是怎么回事 on the situation.
是啊 Yes, well...
朵拉去買南瓜了 Dora went to buy the squash.
你懂的 親愛的 You understand, dear.
如今 想買到好南瓜 These days, the only way to procure a proper squash
就得去霍姆斯塔德 克林曼農莊 is to venture down to Homestead, to the Klingmans'.
那場可怕的颶風 That horrid hurricane
把龐帕諾比奇的塔巴納西農場給毀了 completely destroyed the Tabernathys' farm in Pompano,
那塊地方如今種出的南瓜 and it's been simply impossible to consume the squash
都沒法吃了 from that region ever since.
我母親去買南瓜了 My mother went to buy... squash?
而且她正好會路過科勒爾蓋布爾斯 And since she would be passing Coral Gables,
我還讓她順道去 I asked her to stop off
取回我早前在拍賣會上買的黑人燭臺 to collect the blackamoor candelabras I had purchased at auction.
所以 孩子 So, you see, child,
我也說不準 I could not venture to guess
朵拉什么時候會回來 when Dora will return from her expedition.
那我就等著 I'll wait.
該我了 Oh. My turn.
爆胎 A flat tire,
漏水的龍頭 a leaky faucet.
我母親什么都會修 My mother could fix anything.
她的葷段子遠近聞名 She was famous for her dirty jokes.
但她也是個有文化的女人 But she was also a woman of culture.
她喜歡詩歌 But she loved poetry.
我小時候 上床睡覺前 She used to read it to me as a kid
她常念給我聽 when I was going to bed.
艾米莉·迪金森是她的最愛 Emily Dickinson was her favorite.
我是無名之輩 "I'm nobody.
你是誰 "Who are you?
你也是無名之輩嗎 "Are you nobody, too?
那我們是同類 要保密 "Then there's a pair of us. Don't tell.
不然他們會驅逐我們 They'd banish us, you know."
你并不是無名之輩 媽 You weren't nobody, Ma.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
沒事了 孩子 It's okay, son.
好了 我們去喝一杯 All right. Let's go get a drink.
她是我的朋友 That woman was my friend.
她堅強 樂觀 She was tough, funny.
她不用靠男人 She didn't need a man to...
來養活她 和她的孩子 take care of her or her child.
她生來就在逆境中摸爬滾打 She was a survivor from the day she was born.
沒人給予她幫助 Nobody handed her nothing.
我們活得從來都不容易 We never had it easy.
都不容易 尤其是我們女人 None of us. Especially not us women.
你們肯定都有體會 I know you all know what I'm talking about.
沒錯 It's true.
看我爸對我做的事 Look what my daddy did to me.
我只不過敢于追求自己的生活 Because I dared to live my own life.
愛我想愛的人 Love who I wanted.
你覺得法律 You think the law
會懲罰他嗎 would have anything to say about it?
當然不會 Hell no.
她屬于他 She's his property.
聽我說幾句 女士們 Let me tell you something, ladies.
這姑娘 That girl,
她是我們的一員 she's every last one of us.
要我說 不再忍了 我絕不再忍了 Well, I say no more. Not in my house!
任何做出這種事的男人 Any man that would do that,
都得付出代價 he needs to pay.
誰和我一起 Who's with me?
我看到一個人 I see a man.
雙手被砍掉了 With his arms torn off.
他被開膛破肚 內臟清晰可見 His insides are outside for all the world to see.
那這張呢 And... this one?
這張很簡單 Oh, that one's easy.
一個男人正在捅死一個女人 A man is stabbing a woman to death.
她的血噴得滿墻都是 Her blood is smeared all over the wall.
應該非常難清理 It's going to be a very messy cleanup.
好無聊 I'm bored.
我多少分 What's my score?
母親說你想測我的智商 Mother said you wanted to test my genius IQ.
只來一次測不出來 It'll take more than one visit to determine that.
你一周得來兩次 I'd like to see you two times a week.
我最近在看《國家地理》 I've been reading in National Geographic
關于巴布亞新幾內亞原住民的文章 about the natives of Papua New Guinea.
他們與毗鄰的部落作戰 They would go to war with a neighboring tribe,
征服對方之后 and when they conquered them,
勝方會吃掉 the winners would eat
敗方部落最強的戰士 the vanquished tribe's best warriors,
然后吃巫醫 吃酋長 and then their medicine man, and then their chief.
告訴我 你覺得吃一個人的肉 Tell me, do you think it's possible
可以獲取那人的力量嗎 to take someone's power by eating their flesh?
或者沐浴那人的血 Or could you do it just by...
就能獲取力量嗎 bathing in their blood?
你騙我 母親 You lied to me, Mother.
范布魯姆醫生根本不想測我的智商 Dr. Feinbloom had no interest in measuring my genius IQ.
他只想聽我說話 All he wanted to do was listen to me talk.
我不會再去了 I'm never going back.
丹迪 你必須再去 Dandy, you must go back.
你覺得我病了嗎 母親 Do you think I'm sick, Mother?
當然不 你很有精神 Of course not. You're spirited.
真可笑 That's a laugh.
我母親哪去了 她不是去買南瓜了 Where... is my mother? She ain't out buying squash.
她一定能及時回來做明天的晚飯 I'm sure she'll be home in time for dinner tomorrow night.
希望如此 She better be.
否則我就去報警 Or I'm going to the police.
我跟你做個交易 母親 I'll strike you a bargain, mother.
我會再去看范布魯姆醫生 I'll go back to see Dr. Feinbloom.
我會去看一整個月 In fact, I'll go for an entire month.
真棒 丹迪 That's wonderful, Dandy.
只要 你殺了瑞金娜 All you have to do is kill Regina.
你真太不會撒謊了 母親 You're a horrible liar, Mother.
她能識破你編的每一個愚蠢的謊言 She can see through every one of your stupid stories.
瑞金娜想把我送去坐電椅 Regina wants to send me to the electric chair.
如果我去了 And if I go,
我也要帶上你 I'm bringing you
就坐在我的大腿上 to sit on my lap.
多漂亮啊 Isn't it beautiful?
你叫什么 What do they call you?
芭芭拉 Barbara.
你能把機器再打開嗎 Can you switch the machine back on?
為什么要這樣做 你看起來苦不堪言 What's the point? You look miserable.
這里差勁透了 This place is the worst.
你的臉蛋很漂亮 You have a pretty face.
我是艾莎·馬爾斯 來吧 I'm Elsa Mars. Come.
我是林蔭大道上的公主 I'm a Park Avenue princess.
住著上東區的聯排別墅 Upper East Side townhouse.
在貝德福德避暑 We summer in Bedford.
我討厭那種生活的每一分鐘 I despise every minute of it.
各種名媛舞會 吃晚飯也要打扮 Debutante balls, dressing for dinner.
我看起來像個名媛嗎 Do I look like a debutante?
所以他們就把你送到這里 So they sent you down here
來減肥嗎 to reduce?
你真該看看感恩節晚宴時我母親的樣子 You should see mother at Thanksgiving dinner.
我每吃一口飯 她都會發怒 Every time I take a bite, she sees red.
去年夏天 她開始對別人說我懷孕了 Last summer, she started telling people that I was knocked up
因為做個大肥豬 要比未婚先孕還可恥 because it was less shameful than me being a big, fat pig.
但我喜歡自己的樣子 But I like me this way.
你是個享樂主義者 You are a hedonist,
迷戀物質世界 a lover of the physical world.
但如果我告訴你... But what if I told you...
有那么一個地方 ...that there is a place
你身上晃動的 where every pound
每一磅肥肉 of that glorious jiggle
在那里都能得到歡呼和喝彩呢 would be cheered and celebrated?
如果戴爾在我們之前回來了怎么辦 What do we do if Dell comes back before we do?
那他就是下一個 Then he'll be next.
這個大篷車屬于我們兩個人 This caravan's still as much mine as it is his.
-繩子在誰那里 -在我這兒 - Hey, who's got the rope? - I do.
剩下的交給我吧 I'll take from here.
我很感激你們愿意幫助我 It means a lot that you wanna help.
真的 Truly.
但這不是你們的戰斗 But this isn't your fight.
寶貝 你是我們的家人 Honey, you're family.
我們理應互相關照 We take care of our own.
艾薇 Evie,
把我們的湯燉上 put our soup on simmer.
小火 Low flame.
走吧 Let's go.
你 You.
你怎么進來的 我換過鎖了 How'd you get in here? I changed the locks.
鎖阻擋不了我們 Locks can't stop us.
"我們" "Us"?
誰跟你一起來的 Who came here with you?
我的姐妹們 My sisters.
我們走 Let's beat it.
我不餓 I ain't hungry.
當然了 你正喝著晚飯呢 Of course. You're drinking your dinner.
-你媽媽會怎么說 -什么也說不了 她死了 - What would your mother say? - Nothing. She's dead.
饒了我吧 艾莎 我在哀悼 Give me a break, Elsa. I'm in mourning.
并不只有你失去了親近的人 You are not the only one who has lost someone.
-她是我母親 -你還有其他人 - She was my mother! - You had others!
我對你的養育不比她少 I raised you as much as she did!
這里的每一個女人 Every woman in this place
都曾幫忙照看過你 took turns caring for you.
是我教你如何征服觀眾 如何做個領袖 I showed you how to hold an audience and to be a leader,
不過顯然 那一門你沒學好 but clearly I failed in that department.
你什么也不是 就是個屁 You're nothing but a load of wind.
你怎么能不來參加葬禮呢 How could you not come to the funeral?
我去邁阿密招募新人了 I was in Miami. Recruiting.
看到她了嗎 You see her?
這位是芭芭拉 This is Barbara.
不過我給她起了個藝名 Though I have given her the stage name
艾瑪·威格斯 of Ima Wiggles.
來吧 親愛的 Come in, dear.
認識你很高興 Nice to meet you.
坐吧 親愛的 Sit down, dear.
吃吧 Eat.
來吧 都吃掉 Go on. Eat up.
不吃得胖胖的 你就對我們沒用 You are no good to us without your figure.
她的名字取自史上最著名的胖夫人 She is named after the greatest fat lady of all time,
艾瑪·威格勒 重800磅 Ima Waddler, all 800 pounds of her.
瞧 You see,
生活就是這樣 that's how it works.
你媽媽精神不死 Your mother lives
因為演出會永遠繼續 because the show will always go on.
你來晚了 You're late.
這里已經完了 This party is over.
我都跟你說了好久了 艾莎 I've been telling you this forever, Elsa.
這個世界要完了 This world is dying,
你找來再多的胖夫人 蜥蜴女 and all the fat ladies and lizard girls in the world
都不會改變這點 ain't gonna change that.
我是想幫你 I am trying to help you!
幫助大家 你怎么就不明白 To help this troupe! Why can you not see that?
不 不 等等 No! No. Wait, wait.
等等 Wait.
看看她 Look at her.
多豐腴的胸脯 Such an ample bosom.
你可以在她那里 What comfort you can take there
尋求本該從你媽媽的懷抱 on nights you would have taken comfort
得到的安慰 in your mother's embrace.
你有病 艾莎 You're sick, Elsa.
這道菜肉餡餅太美味了 This pot pie is heaven.
吃吧 親愛的 Eat up, darling.
多得是呢 There's plenty more where that came from.
瞧瞧這是誰 還有口氣呢 Look who ain't dead... yet.
怎么回事 你們想怎么樣 What's going on? What do you want?
想法多著呢 So many things.
但今天 我們就單純報復你一下好了 But today, we gonna settle for a little payback.
潘妮 蘇西 Penny, Suzi...
去拿枕頭 grab them pillows.
艾薇 去拿焦油 Evie, fetch the tar.
上帝啊 不要 Oh... Oh, God, no...
不要 No, no, no.
-上帝啊 -不不 這里沒有上帝 - God... - No, no, no. There is no God.
你就足以證明這點了 You proof enough of that.
你對你女兒做出的事 What you done to your little girl...
簡直沒人性 that was chickenshit.
那我們就要讓你沒人樣 We gonna make sure you look the part.
然后 And after that,
我要用這把刀砍下你的老二 I'm gonna cut your dick off with this knife,
然后再一槍打爆你的頭 and then I'm gonna shoot you in the head.
然后 我們再把你丟進洛克瑟哈奇河 After that, we gonna chuck you in the Loxahatchee River,
看看鱷魚還能不能把剩下的東西物盡其用 see if the gators got any use for what's left!
不要 No!
-求你們 別啊 -等等 - Please, no! - Wait!
等等 等一下 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
潘妮 Penny...
我來 Let me.
什么 潘妮 What...? Penny?
潘妮 Penny...
不要 No.
求你 對不起 潘妮 Please, I'm sorry, Penny.
不要 No!
潘妮 寶貝 對不起 Penny, baby, I am sorry!
不要 No!
潘妮 不要啊 Penny! No!
艾薇 站到他后面 Evie, get behind him!
把住了 Hold him steady.
蘇西 Suzi.
扒褲子 Drop his drawers.
住手 Stop.
天吶 Holy shit.
那是你爸爸 是嗎 That's your father, isn't it?
老天 Well, goddamn.
你還真是會讀心啊 You really are a mind reader.
出去 Get out.
這里只歡迎畸形女人 This is freak women only.
做畸形女人就要這樣嗎 And is this what it means to be a freak woman?
你怎么會知道 What would you know about it, anyway?
我知道如果你這么做 I know that if you do this,
你會改變 it will change you.
甚至超過他對你的改變 More even than he changed you.
是會改變我 It will change me.
我會獲得自由 It will free me.
你會被逮住 You'll get caught.
會進監獄 甚至更糟 Go to prison or worse.
還有保羅呢 And what about Paul?
他愛你 He loves you.
你要為了他放棄這一切嗎 And you're gonna give all that up for him?
那他就贏了 Then he wins!
瞧瞧你 Look at you.
漂漂亮亮的白人姑娘 Pretty little white girl.
你根本不知道這滋味 You got no idea what it's like,
永遠被人排斥 always living on the outside,
遠遠地看著 looking in through a window,
一切你永遠得不到的東西 seeing all the things you can never have
就因為世人不許 because they say so.
你說得對 You're right.
我并不能理解你們的感受 I can't really understand what it's like for you.
我也的確希望得到一切 And I do plan to have all of those things.
但是 德茜蕾 如果你也行呢 But, Desiree, what if you could, too?
我已經失去了機會 I've lost my chance.
你不知道你或許還能得到什么樣的機會 You don't know what chances you might have left.
如果你這么做 就永遠不得而知了 And you never will, if you do this.
她們也一樣 And neither will they.
潘妮 Penny...
我是令人驚駭的蜥蜴女 I am the Astounding Lizard Girl.
你能活命 You get to live
是因為我允許你活 only because I say so.
如果你敢再接近我 我的生活 But you come near me or mine
哪怕一次 ever again...
我就殺了你 and I will kill you.
艾薇 Evie...
把他帶去營地邊緣 Take him to the edge of camp
讓他自己爬回去 and let him crawl home.
是的 醫生 Yes, doctor.
我訂了從紐約啟程的瑪麗女王號游輪 I booked passage on the Queen Mary out of New York.
回程不定 Open return.
莫特太太 我覺得這并不明智 Mrs. Mott, I don't think this is wise.
我建議暫時入院 I would recommend temporary commitment.
天吶 那可不行 Oh, goodness, no.
丹迪表面堅強 Dandy may seem durable,
但他其實很脆弱 but he's actually quite fragile.
莫特太太 Mrs. Mott...
我擔心你的安全 I fear for your safety.
謝謝 醫生 Thank you, Doctor.
我們不會再需要你的幫助了 We won't be needing your services any longer.
丹迪 Dandy...
你嚇到我了 You startled me.
你覺得我有問題嗎 You think I'm defective?
精神錯亂 Unbalanced?
脆弱 Fragile?
我只是想打發醫生 I was only trying to placate the doctor.
我們可不想他提什么給你做治療的事 We don't want him getting proactive about your treatment.
如果我真的精神錯亂那也怪你 Well, if I am unbalanced, it's your fault.
我5歲的時候 朵拉就把一切都告訴我了 Dora told me everything when I was five.
你父親因為29年的經濟危機失去了一切 Your father was wiped out by the crash of '29,
你為了回到這種奢華生活 不惜一切 and you would have done anything to get back to a home like this.
甚至嫁給自己的遠方表親 Even marrying your second cousin.
我愛你父親 I loved your father.
我的出生是罪孽 I was born of deadly sin.
你很清楚父親對那些小姑娘做了什么 You knew what Father had done to those little girls.
你也清楚 You knew the risks
跟表親生子的危險 of breeding with your cousin.
你比羅斯福夫婦還清楚 You're no better than the Roosevelts.
你居然敢在這個家里提他們的名字 How dare you say that name in this house?
我才不要去歐洲 I'm not going to Europe.
我不會跟你去任何地方 I'm not going anywhere with you.
我怎么能跟一個如此恨我的 How can I possibly be with a woman
女人在一起 who hates me so much?
別這樣 丹迪 No, please, Dandy...
這是我們最后的機會了 This is our last chance.
你看不出你是病了嗎 Can't you see that you have a sickness?
我最摯愛的并不是你父親 Your father wasn't the love of my life.
是你 You were.
自打你一出生 From the second you came out
皺著眉頭看著我 and looked at me with that furrowed brow...
我曾愛你的全部 丹迪 ...I loved all of you, Dandy.
甚至你的瘋狂 Even the madness.
我如今已經無愛可施 I have no more love to give.
你枯竭了我的愛 You have tapped me out.
是啊 母親 You're right, Mother.
真抱歉 我給你帶來了那么多痛苦 I'm sorry I've caused you so much pain.
這瘋狂該結束了 It's time for this madness to end.
不要 丹迪 別這樣 No, please, Dandy. Not this way.
如果你自殺 我也活不下去 I can't go on if you kill yourself.
好吧 Okay.
我以為你這會兒該醒酒了 I thought you would have sobered up by now.
為什么 Why would I want to do that?
首先 Well, for one thing,
你應該是這里管事的 you're supposed to be in charge around here.
毫無道理 Nothing makes sense.
這都毫無道理 It's not making sense.
你要想紀念艾瑟爾 The best way to honor Ethel
就打理好這里 is to take care of business here.
然后我們一起離開 So we can leave.
開始我們的新生活 Start our own life.
你要是老醉倒在摩天輪后面 萎靡不振 But you can't do that passed out behind the Ferris wheel
是做不到這一點的 or wallowing over here.
你知道昨晚差點出了什么事嗎 I mean, do you know what almost happened last night?
你是什么毛病 What's wrong with you?
你活像老古板的老師 You sound like some old schoolmarm.
我是愛上了一個領袖 I'm the girl who fell in love with a leader.
一個英雄 A hero, for Christ sakes!
-他哪去了 -那告訴你 - Where is he? - Well, surprise!
我沒法把我的感情捏成球 I can't just take my feelings and roll 'em in a little ball
塞回身體里 and stuff 'em back inside!
我又不是巴頓將軍那種硬漢 I'm not General Patton!
天吶 Christ!
你就要那樣的人嗎 Is that what you want?
如果是這樣 你就走吧 'Cause if that's the case, then buzz off!
我不是那個意思 That's not what I said.
"不是那個意思" Not what you said.
你得吃點東西 You need to eat something.
聽我說 吉米 Listen to me, Jimmy.
你沒做錯任何事 You didn't do anything wrong.
你認為... You're assuming that...
你本可救你媽媽 但是 you could have saved your mother, but...
別再那么想了 親愛的 just let the idea go, baby.
你什么都不懂 You don't understand anything.
不要 No.
還給我 Give me!
別再為我這種人操心了 You shouldn't burden yourself with the likes of me.
去跟別人過完美的生活吧 Go have your beautiful life with someone else.
好吧 All righty, then.
多謝跟我說清楚 Thanks for the clarity.
你還在啊 You're still here?
是啊 I am.