感觉怎么样 宝贝 And how are you doing, baby?
好像被蜜蜂蛰了舌头 Like a bee stung my tongue.
让我看看 Let me check.
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好了 张大嘴巴 All right, come on. Open wide.
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鹅口疮而已 It's just thrush.
校对 多星人 时间轴 iiichiii
不是大事 但感觉比较糟糕 Probably feels worse than it is.
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后期 Jason肖 特效 小布
等下你出院时 We're gonna be sending you home
我们会给你开点类固醇和抗真菌药 with some steroids and antifungals.
监制 好想力丸的柚子
服用此类药物时不得吸烟 It's important that you don't smoke
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这一点很重要 while you're taking these meds.
我看到市面上已经有其他的药物了 I've been reading about some other drugs that are out there.
蛋白酶抑制剂 Um, the protease inhibitors?
我能有资格拿到这药吗 Do you think I qualify to get on them?
除非你认识黑市的人 Unless you got a connection with the black market,
那种药还被药监局扣着呢 those meds are still being held up by the FDA.
你在医院进进出出多久了 How many times have I watched you come in here?
一年了 About a year.
在这场与病魔的抗争之路上你才刚起步 You're still a baby on this journey.
我都感染七年了 看看我 I've been positive for seven years and look at me.
你会没事的 You're gonna be okay.
但我看有文章说 某些人的恶化速度很快 But I read it moves really fast in some people,
背后原因至今未解 and they still don't understand why.
不过我看... Well, I mean...
报告显示你的T细胞和红血细胞指标过低 It says here that your T cells and red blood cells are low,
但其他一切稳定 but everything else seems to be stable.
除了舌头 其他感觉如何 Other than that tongue of yours, how you been feeling?
-不算太糟 -那就好 - Not horrible. - Okay.
主要是害怕 Mostly just scared.
继续保持 Well, hold on to that.
"不算太糟"已经... "Not horrible" is...
比大部分入院的病人好很多了 a lot better than most people who come in here.
谢谢 布兰卡 Thanks, Blanca.
他们帮我办理入院手续的时候 I told them, when they checked me in,
我说我只要布兰卡护士来照顾我 that I only wanted Nurse Blanca to take care of me.
我还不算是护士呢 亲爱的 我... I'm not a nurse yet, honey. I...
还在努力 脚踏实地 I'm getting there, one day at a time.
-布兰卡 能来一下吗 -好的 - Blanca, do you have a minute? - Yeah.
我会回来的 特洛伊 I'll be back, Troy.
继续看病毒相关的文章 Keep reading up on that virus.
知己知彼 百战不殆 The more you know.
电话也不打 不像他的作风 It's not like him not to call.
谁 Who?
等等 发生什么了 我们上哪去 Wait, what's going on? Where we going?
普雷 他一声不吭 Pray. He checked himself in without letting anybody know
-就办了入院 -什么 - he was here. - What?!
你还好吗 Are you okay?
怎么没提前打个电话 Why didn't you call?
你知道我有多少次赶到医院 You know how many times I rushed to the hospital
去陪科斯塔斯吗 to be with Costas?
那又能怎样呢 And for what?
我们都会独自死去 We all die alone.
别说那些晦气的话 Don't say things like that.
不 别说了 No, hush up.
我就知道你们姐妹消息灵通 I knew you bitches would sniff me out
早晚会发现我在这 and find me sooner or later.
这次又怎么了 What is it now?
又是肺炎 Pneumonia, again.
但这次 医生说我... But this time, the doctor says I don't...
免疫系统不足以支撑我对抗病毒了 所以... have enough of an immune system to fight it, so...
就这样了 This is it.
这就是结束了 This is the end.
不不不 No, no, no, no, no.
我们还没有走投无路 We haven't exhausted all of our options.
我再去找人会诊下 I'm gonna get a second opinion.
我会问问威廉姆斯医生有没有合适的人选 I'm gonna ask Dr. Williams who he'd recommend.
现在 先静脉注射 In the meantime, let's get some deoxy uridine
一些脱氧尿苷 好吗 running into that IV. Okay?
不必了 No.
省省你的"布兰卡积极向上演讲"吧 Don't be giving me one of your "Blanca pep talks."
我们在这条路上走了太远 We've been on the journey too long
不必再多愁善感了 to be getting all sentimental.
-你写了遗嘱了吗 -写好了 - Have you prepared a will? - Yeah.
在我姑姑那 到时候她会打给你 My aunt has it. She knows to call you.
我能为你做什么 Well, is there anything I can help you with
让你感觉好一点 to make you more comfortable?
就... Just...
陪我躺一会儿吧 求你了 Just lay with me, please.
我不懂我为什么病得这么重 I don't understand why I've been so sick,
又是低血小板又是肺炎 with my low platelets and the pneumonia
眼睛也不好使了 and my eye and stuff.
而你... But yet, you haven't been...
都一年多没事了 啥事儿也没有 sick in over a year. Just nothing.
我也不知道 Your guess is as good as mine.
这病叫人捉摸不透 This disease don't make no sense.
我不想让人怜悯我 I don't want nobody to pity me.
我想让所有人都知道我... I want everybody to know that I...
死得很快乐 died happy.
心满意足 Satisfied.
但有一件事我要完成 But I do have one thing I need to finish.
什么事 What's that?
艾滋病印花被 My panel for the AIDS Quilt.
我想和你一起完成 And I want to finish it with you.
我的针线包和所有装饰品 My sewing kit and all the trimmings and stuff
都在椅子上的包里 are in my bag over there on the chair.
连李伯拉斯的披肩都带来了吗 Got Liberace's cape in here?
[美国著名的艺人和钢琴家 因精湛的演奏技巧和华丽的表演风格为大众所知]
不 我决定了 No. I decided that
我的拼毯要比西尔维斯特的更基更华丽 I wanted my panel to be gaudier and gayer than Sylvester's.
[詹姆斯·西尔维斯特 美国歌手兼词曲作家 被视为同性恋社区的代言人]
那样的话 当他们在国家草坪上展开时... That way, when they unfold it on the national lawn...
那些置身事外的政府官员 all those government people who did nothing
就会被它的美丽亮瞎狗眼 will be blinded by its fabulosity.
看看包里有什么 Well, let's see what we got here.
有小金属亮片 We got the sequins.
薄纱呢 Where's the tulle?
找到了 我就说有薄纱 Right. I was waiting for the tulle.
你知道绝对少不了它 You know I had to have it.
活出彩 浪起来 秀出姿态 -普雷·泰尔
我还没准备好失去你 普雷 I'm not ready to lose you, Pray.
我没准备好放手 I'm not ready to let go.
我知道 I know.
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活出彩... Live...
浪起来... Work...
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你好 我是布兰卡 你的护士助理 Hey. I'm Blanca. I'm your nurse's aide.
布兰卡 是我 特洛伊 Blanca, it's me, Troy.
我的天 特洛伊 My God, Troy.
你看看你 健康又光彩照人 Look at you, all healthy and glow-y.
让我看看 Let me see.
抗真菌药绝对起作用了 Yeah, I see those antifungals worked.
那个药 而且我还入选了临床试验 That, and I got into the trial.
就是他们一次性给我多种药物的那个 The one where they give us multiple drugs at once.
-混合药物疗法 -对 - The cocktail. - Yes.
药效很好 And it's working.
两周不到 我的鹅口疮就完全好了 Within two weeks, my thrush was completely gone.
腺体也不肿胀了 No more swollen glands.
食欲也恢复了 还长胖了 I have an appetite again. I've gained weight.
我感觉超级棒 I feel great.
医院里谁让你参加临床试验的 Who in the hospital got you into the trial?
胡说八道 It's bullshit.
我负责的艾滋病人 不管黑人还是拉丁裔 I have never had an AIDS patient, Black or Latin,
没人参与这种试验 offered a spot in one of these trials.
任何试验都没有 亲爱的 Or any trials, sweetheart.
你以为是谁在管理那些制药公司 Who do you think's running the pharmaceutical companies?
是和那群政府官员一样的 It's the same old, impotent white men
老顽固 无能白人男性 who are running the government.
我要让普雷用上那些药 I'm getting Pray on those drugs.
宝贝 我们要怎么做 Well, baby, how we gonna do that?
唯一能让白人干活的方式 The only way you ever get white people to do anything.
吓唬他们 Scare 'em.
你一起吗 You coming?
研究对象选拔的方案 The protocols for who gets in the study
是由医药公司和疾控中心决定的 are determined by the drug companies and the CDC.
我知道情况不太妙 I know the optics are bad.
情况 Optics?
死了那么多人就只是情况不太妙 A pile of dead people is bad optics?
死了一堆黑人就只是情况不妙 A pile of dead Black people is bad optics.
死了一堆白人可就是国家的悲剧了 A pile of dead white people is a national tragedy.
种族并不只是 Race is not the only factor
决定谁能得到药物的唯一标准 that determines who is getting these drugs.
试验要选取多少人 How many people are in this study?
-这我不能说 -我可以 - I can't tell you that. - I can.
我问了主管这个项目的医生 I asked the doctors who are administering it.
八十人 Eighty.
这八十人中 有多少黑人或拉丁裔 Out of the 80, how many are Black or Latin?
这我也不能说 I can't tell you that either.
只有两人 Two.
两个 Two!
医生 请冷静点 Doctor, calm down.
一名医生想要救死扶伤 You're asking a doctor to calm down because
你却要他冷静点 he wants to prevent people from dying?
我很喜欢你们 I like all of you.
你们都是很棒的员工 You're excellent employees,
但我的建议是 冷静 别惹麻烦 but my advice to you is to take a breath and not cause trouble.
不仅因为你们可能会被解雇 Not just because you could be terminated,
而且这些药显然有效 but because these drugs appear to be working.
你们难道想打扰科学家们的研究过程 Why would you want to interrupt the scientists
以至于导致研究成果停滞吗 and possibly delay the results of their study?
是因为如果试验只针对白人 Because the study is flawed
那么这个试验就存在缺陷 if it's only including white people!
它不仅有失偏颇 还缺乏科学合理性 It's not only biased, it's not scientifically sound.
听着 瓦内萨 Listen, Vanessa.
我知道艾滋联盟曾经在对抗艾滋病时 I know that ACT UP was slow in building a rainbow coalition
建立彩虹联盟的效力不够 但他们已经逐步壮大了 to fight this disease, but they're caught up now.
等他们发现这项特殊研究的对象 And they're gonna be all kinds of angry
八十人中仅有两人为有色人种 when they find out that two out of the 80 people
他们一定会大发雷霆 in this specific study are people of color.
不用三小时 一群怒不可遏的人 And it won't take three hours to get a crowd
就会到这里游行 of angry folk down here to protest,
找到电视台的人进行全面报道 to call up their TV people and chronicle this whole thing.
我虽然只是个护士助理 Now, I may be only a nurse's aide,
但我很清楚 对于医院来说 but I know for sure that, for this hospital,
这才是情况不妙 that's bad optics.
我喜欢你眼中的恐惧 I like the look of terror in your eyes.
这让我知道 你真的会采取行动 It tells me you're actually gonna do something.
我不喜欢被威胁 I don't like to be threatened.
但我不得不赞同你们的说法 But I also don't disagree with you.
我会联系一下 I'll make some calls
让你们的朋友参与试验 and get your friend into the trial.
这还不够 It's not enough.
我们需要两个名额 We need two slots.
一个给普雷·泰尔 一个给布兰卡 One for Pray Tell and one for Blanca.
我们成功了 We did it.
你和普雷入选了 You and Pray are in.
怎么 What?
我很为普雷高兴 Look, I'm happy for Pray and all,
他的情况比我严重很多 但我觉得我不需要 and he's much worse off than me, but I don't think I need this.
我们不该把机会让给病得更重的人吗 Shouldn't we give it to someone who is sicker?
这种新的联合疗法 This new idea of combination therapy
阻止艾滋病毒在不同阶段的增殖 stops HIV from multiplying in different stages,
从而 阻止它攻击你自身的免疫系统 which, in turn, prevents it from attacking your immune system.
等到你病重了 Waiting until you're sick
说明伤害已经造成了 means the damage is already done.
谁说我会坐以待毙了 Who said I was waiting to get sick?
你没听说过塔斯克吉梅毒研究吗 Ain't you ever heard of the Tuskegee study?
[医学史上最恶名昭著一项研究 观察男性黑人梅毒患者在未经治疗的情况下的疾病进展]
当然听过 Of course I have.
所以你知道他们打着科学的名号 So you know that they let 600 Black men die
让六百名黑人男性死于梅毒 from syphilis in the name of science.
在波多黎各 他们把当地女性当小白鼠 In Puerto Rico, they used local women as guinea pigs
来测试避孕药 to test birth control pills.
也导致了很多人的死亡 And a bunch of them died, too.
这次的情况不一样 This isn't either of those situations.
这是一家上市医药公司与疾控中心 This is a genuine, robust, scientific trial of a drug
联合开展的一项真正的 by a publicly traded pharmaceutical company
强有力的科学药物试验 而且还很有效 in conjunction with the CDC, and it's working.
亲爱的... Sweetheart...
我爱你 I love you.
我不想失去你 And I don't want to lose you.
你不需要去相信医药公司或者政府 You don't have to trust the drug company or the government.
你只需要相信我 You just have to trust me.
你相信我吗 Do you trust me?
我相信 Yeah, I do.
这些都是保密协议 Those are confidentiality agreements.
你们是643和644号试验病人 You are now known as patients 00643 and 00644.
这些是试验记录簿 These are log books.
这次特别试验是为了测试 This particular trial is to test the efficacy
结合蛋白酶抑制剂和 of combining protease inhibitors
非核苷逆转录酶抑制剂是否有效 with non-nucleoside reverse transcriptase inhibitors.
你们需要按特定时间服用这些药片 You need to take the pills on a very specific schedule.
有副作用吗 Are there any side effects?
和活着相比吗 Besides living?
我不在乎 I don't care.
把药片给我吧 Just give me the pills.
我们目前还不确定 We are still unsure of the toxicity
这种特殊剂量的药物毒性 of this particular dosing.
除了每周的血液检测 我们需要你每月 Along with your weekly blood tests, we need you to come in,
来进行全面检查 once a month, for a thorough examination.
如果你发烧或是感到身体疼痛 If you develop a fever or feel any body aches,
你需要立即拨打这个电话 it's important that you call this number immediately.
好吧... Well...
为我变老干杯 here's to getting so old,
大家伙都开始叫我老奶奶了 folks will start calling me grandmother.
来吧 Come here.
我们多久没见了 How long has it been?
安吉尔和帕比的婚礼之后 Since Angel and Papi's wedding.
是啊 Yeah.
我真的以为我命数已尽 You know, I really thought it was over for me.
然后我参与了医院的药物试验 But then I got into this trial at the hospital.
什么实验 What's this trial?
混合药物疗法 It's a cocktail of meds.
那些药物可太要命了 Man, you know these meds are lethal.
你还记得布兰卡的样子吧 You remember what happened to Blanca.
不 不是齐多夫定 是某种新药 No, it's not AZT. It's some new stuff.
而且还挺有效 And it's working.
看看我 Look at me.
我的T细胞数量在增多 My T cell count is rising.
我感觉我重获新生了 I feel like I have a new lease on life.
重返二十岁 I feel like a 20-something again.
现在我知道我能活下去 我... And now that I know that I'm gonna live, I...
我不想留下任何遗憾了 I don't want to have a single regret.
生活就这样匆匆而过 Life has just been passing me by,
我错过了太多的生活体验 and there's so much living I've missed.
我懂你 I feel you.
真的吗 Really?
那你错过了什么 And what have you missed?
你 You.
我也错过了你[我也很想你] 宝贝 I missed you too, baby.
你小脑瓜子可别乱想 But don't let it go to your head.
我也很想念演出 I've also missed performing.
我得重回舞台 I gotta get back on the stage,
但我一把老骨头跳不动了 but my ass is too old for ballroom.
我也一样 I feel the same way.
你还年轻 不该有这种感慨 You are too young to be feeling too old.
但我也许知道怎样帮你 But I think I know what might help.
怎么说 What's that?
♪ 圣光照耀 ♪ ♪ The spirit will shine ♪
♪ 众生... ♪ ♪ On everyone... ♪
康复治疗后 我就去寻找团体 So, after rehab, I was in search of community.
一个能让我将目睹的所有不公 And a space where I could raise my voice in protest
都高声抗议出来的地方 of all the injustice I've witnessed.
-那艾滋联盟呢 -我还是其中一员 - What about ACT UP? - I'm still involved with them,
但我觉得自己是个累赘 but I just felt like I would be a liability.
我眼睛不太好 You know, I couldn't see.
也都快走不动了 I could barely walk.
我要找到其他的发泄方式 新的反抗方式 So, I had to find another outlet, a new way to protest.
然后我就偶然发现了 And that is when I stumbled across
"同志合唱团" the Gay Men's Choir.
♪ 真爱永存 ♪ ♪ Love lives on ♪
♪ 告别孤单 ♪ ♪ Beyond goodbye ♪
♪ 我们的真心 ♪ ♪ The truth of us ♪
♪ 永不灭 ♪ ♪ Will never die ♪
♪ 我们的灵魂将闪耀 ♪ ♪ Our spirits will shine ♪
♪ 离开之后也会永存 ♪ ♪ Long after we're gone ♪
♪ 我们的爱亦是如此 ♪ ♪ And so our love ♪
♪ 永存 ♪ ♪ Lives on. ♪
太棒了 Beautiful.
-谢谢... -一起来 - Thank you... - Join us.
你得想办法释放被压抑的情绪 You need something to release all that pent-up energy you got.
我们俩都是 We both do.
-嘿 -嘿 兄弟 - Hey. - Hey, buddy.
-怎么样 -普雷 要加入我们吗 - What's happening? - Pray, are you joining us?
对 我还带来了新成员 这是瑞奇 Yes, and I brought a new voice. This is Ricky.
很高兴见到你 瑞奇 Nice to meet you, Ricky.
我们在排练"真爱永存" We're rehearsing "Love Lives On."
-知道这首歌吗 -嗯 - Do you know it? - I do.
太好了 给你一份歌词 Great. Here, I have a copy for you.
拿好 There you go.
好了 绅士们 Okay, gentlemen.
离春季盛典只剩一周了 Our spring gala is a week from today.
我们站好队形 再排练一次 Let's get in formation, and, we're gonna do it one more time.
转过身来 Oh, turn around
我们为什么要背对观众 Why are we turning our backs to the audience?
白色衣服的人 面朝前 The men in white, facing forward,
代表从传染病中幸存下来的 represent the original founding members of the group
组织创始人员 who have survived the plague.
黑色衣服代表那些过早离世的人们 The ones in black represent those we've lost way too soon.
好了 从头再来一次 All right, one more time from the top.
准备好就开始 Whenever you're ready.
♪ 你触动了我的生命 ♪ ♪ You touched my life ♪
♪ 扭转了我的心 ♪ ♪ And turned my heart around ♪
♪ 当我找到你时 ♪ ♪ It seems when I found you ♪
♪ 似乎那才是我 ♪ ♪ It was me ♪
♪ 我真正找到了... ♪ ♪ I really found... ♪
上面是不是该写"生活 工作 祈祷[普雷]" Shouldn't it say, "Live, Work, Pray"?
不 No.
只有想引起我注意的时候 You know, people call me by my name
别人才会叫我的名字 when they want to get my attention,
但舞会最能体现我 but the balls are my identity.
我希望这块印花被能展示真正的我 I want this quilt to tell people who I am.
而我 就是那个世界的狂欢盛典 And who I am is a celebration of that world.
我希望被人们所记住 I want to be remembered as a representation
我就是舞会的标志人物 of all that the balls could be.
也代表着希望 快乐 家庭... Hope and joy and family...
有时是邪恶 Sometimes, viciousness.
根据我们最近的验血单 Well, there ain't gonna be a lot to be remembered,
还没什么需要纪念的 according to our last blood tests.
我都不敢相信这是真的 I honestly can't believe this is real.
药起效了 The drugs are working.
普雷 我们会活下去 Pray, we gonna live.
不仅仅是活着 Not just live.
是活得尽兴 Be fully alive.
我感觉像... You know, I feel like...
我感觉像是吃下了能力药丸的吃豆小姐 I feel like Ms. Pac-Man when she eats those power pellets.
世界等着我们享用 The world is ours to devour.
我们可以去巴黎过圣诞 We can go to Paris for Christmas
坐在公园里 and sit in the park
看着鸟儿们飞回来过春天 and watch the birds return for spring.
或者我的生命止步于明天 Or I can die tomorrow,
但一切充满了欢乐 and there's joy in all of it.
今天可以在舞会上大汗淋漓 Today could be a sweaty ballroom or sitting
或者窝在沙发里看"年轻和骚动不安的一族" in front of the couch watching The Young and the Restless
和朋友们小酌一杯 or having a drink with a friend.
都没问题 Don't matter.
因为今天... 'Cause today...
今天已让我心满意足 today feels like enough.
你知道我最想做什么吗 You know what I want to do more than anything?
制定计划 Make plans.
什么计划都好 都可以 Any plans. Don't matter what.
我只想知道我还可以制定计划 I just want to know that I can make them.
对于我们来说... That the future is still something that...
还能拥有未来 we're allowed to have.
我们要制定的第一个计划 The first plan we need to make
就是不要再做这个鬼印花被了 is to not work on this damn quilt again.
可以 成交 Okay, deal.
感谢大家的到来 Thank you for coming.
谢谢 见到你真好 Thank you. Good to see you.
下次排练再见 See you at the next rehearsal.
真是太开心了 It was so much fun.
谢谢如此热情的招待 Thank you for your amazing hospitality.
谢谢你... 谢谢你的一切 Thank you so much... for everything.
-晚安 好了 -晚安 - Good night. All right. - Good night.
-对了 -谢谢你的邀请 - Yeah. - Thanks for inviting me.
我们很快就要再见了 We have to do this again soon.
替我打扫干净前 你哪也不许去 You ain't going nowhere till you help me clean up this mess.
什么... Wha...?
你总是让人做这做那 You always trying to put somebody to work.
只是... Just...
爱留不留 Stay or hang out.
我真的很震惊 You know, I'm really shocked
我会这么喜欢"同志合唱团" how much I'm enjoying being a part of this Gay Men's Choir.
我真的以为... I honestly...
这是一群没有灵魂的白人男孩 thought it was gonna be a bunch of soulless white boys
展现他们的歌喉 singing show tunes.
-但其实还不错 -我就说嘛 - But we pretty good. - I told you.
在合唱团唱歌对我来说很治愈 Singing with the choir has been really healing for me.
我又开始考虑我的时尚系列了 You know, I've started thinking about my fashion line again.
意味着我能满世界跑 You know, which means I can fly around the world
寻求灵感 looking for inspiration.
我还想学点法语 You know, I might want to learn French.
参加纽约马拉松或者... Run the New York Marathon or...
水肺潜水 scuba dive, maybe.
重新爱与被爱 你懂吗 Fall in love again. You know?
各种各样的可能性 Just endless possibilities.
听起来真的很不错 This all sounds great.
你呢 你有什么巡演之类的吗 What about you? Do you have any tours or anything coming up?
没 我感觉生活抛弃了我 Nah. You know, I'm not so sure that life is for me anymore.
我累了 普雷 I'm tired, Pray.
我不想再奔波 到处面试 I'm tired of hustling, tired of auditioning,
厌倦了居无定所... tired of hopping between houses and beds....
的日子 and beds.
我已经快30了 I'm almost 30 years old,
却还是一事无成 and I ain't done shit with my life.
别妄自菲薄了 Stop selling yourself short.
你不会放弃梦想的 对吧 You ain't giving up on your dreams, are you?
听 听我说 Listen. Listen.
我们一起经历了风风雨雨 We've been through a lot together.
我了解你 I know you.
我知道你就是舞台上的闪耀之星 And I know that you need to be up on a stage.
那才是最好的你 That's where you're at your best.
最快乐的你 That's when you're the happiest.
所以我才会邀请你加入合唱团 That's why I asked you to join the choir.
我知道 I know.
不要放弃梦想 Don't give up on your dreams.
发生什么了 What's wrong?
没办法了 This is it.
没什么计划了 No more plans.
我要死了 普雷 I'm gonna die, Pray.
不 别说瞎话 Don't. Don't say that.
-我要死了 -别胡说 - I am. - Don't say that.
有我在 I got you.
我会... 一直在 I... got you.
医院里的伙食难道不应该 Don't it make sense that the food in a hospital
是这个世界上最美味的菜肴吗 should be some of the finest gourmet shit in the world?
我说真的 I'm serious.
对很多人来说 这可能是最后一餐 For many people, it's their last meal.
能不能用点心 Maybe put a little effort into it?
怎么了 What's wrong?
普雷 你恢复得这么好我真的很开心 Pray, I'm so happy you're doing well.
这地方就像地狱 This place has been like hell.
这些年来 看着那些年轻人英年早逝 Seeing all those young men dying all these years.
你懂吗 那种绝望 You know? With no hope.
我接受培训是为了让患者变好 挽救生命 I trained to-to make people feel better, to save them,
但我已经很久没能做到了 but I haven't been doing that.
现在 你接受的混合药物治疗 And now, with the cocktail you're on,
让我看到了光 看到了希望 I see some light. I-I feel the hope.
普雷 他们不肯让更多有色人种参与试验 Pray, they not letting no more people of color into the trials.
我们刚刚又去找瓦妮莎 Yeah, we just met with Vanessa again.
-她去找过制药公司 -是 但他们 - She spoke to the drug company. - Yeah, they gave her
以研究离实际投产应用很远 新增患者成本太大 some bullshit about the study being too far down the line
为借口拒绝了 and the cost of adding new patients.
成本 The cost?
如果患者拿不到药 Hundreds of thousands of people are gonna die
千千万万的人会因此而死 if they don't get on those drugs.
干他娘的成本 Fuck the costs.
不能只有我们受益 It can't just be us who are the lucky ones.
我们并非... We are no better...
高人一等 than anyone else.
我们的命也不比那些已经逝去 Our lives have no more meaning than our friends we've lost
和正接近死亡的朋友的生命更有意义 and are losing!
所以... So...
他们想让我们袖手旁观 they're asking us to do nothing and live
看着他们去死 while we watch them die?
证明我们值得 To find proof that we're deserving
而他们不配吗 and they're not?
他们救了我们的命... They give us life...
但却想要以幸存者的愧疚让我们付出代价 and then charge us the price of survivor's guilt.
普雷说得对 Pray's right.
如果我们就这样坐以待毙 How could I live with myself if I let this go on this way
余生该如何自处 without a fight?
我们要怎么做 What are we gonna do about it?
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right! Health care is a right!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right!
我们有权享有健康护理... Health care is a right! Health care is a right...
好了 安静安静 听我说 All right. All right. All right. Listen up!
里面的人 听我说 Listen up, people!
你们这些利益至上的制药商 You pharmaceutical, commercial,
资本主义的白皮猪 capitalist pigs!
欧洲检验药效只需要九个月 Europe takes nine months to test a drug,
但在这里 自由美利坚... but here, in the U.S. of A...
要花上几年 it takes years!
沉默=死亡
他妈出什么毛病了 What the fuck is going on?!
沉默=死亡
为什么 人们在死去 Why?! The people are dying!
人们横死街头 The people are dying in the streets!
-我们不是让你... -我们有权享有健康护理 - We're not asking you... - Health care is a right!
售卖不安全的药物 To release unsafe products to us.
我们只要求加快研究进程 We're simply asking to speed up the process!
艾滋病防护药远远不够 AZT isn't enough!
-我们要更有效的药物 -我们有权享有健康护理 - Give us the other stuff! - Health care is a right!
控制 控制 Seize control! Seize control!
-别他妈碰她 -滚回家吧 死基佬 - Get your fucking hands off of her, man. - Go home, faggot.
-你有毛病吧 -这就是我们的家 - What's wrong with you?! - This is our home.
你怎么敢这么对我们 How dare you treat us this way!
沉默等于死亡 胜利属于我们 Silence equals death! Victory now!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right! Health care is a right!
你他妈别碰我 Get your fucking hands off me!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right!
你们不能这样 不可以 You ain't gotta do it like that. You ain't gotta do it like that!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right!
我们有权享有健康护理 Health care is a right! Health care is a right!
主题是... The category is...
我们要做的 I knew what needed to be done was going
是擒贼先擒王 right to the source and scaring their asses
把他们逼到正道上 into doing the right thing.
他们怎么可以拒绝让更多人... How is their refusal to add more people...
有色人种 穷人 我们这样的人... People of color, poor people, our people...
进入到临床试验中 To the trial doing the right thing?
普雷 他们降价就是我们反击的成果啊 Pray, they lowering the costs because we took action.
-下一步... -还不够 - The next step... - That's not enough!
这些人把自己当上帝就他妈离谱 It's outrageous how these people are fucking playing God!
普雷 普雷 我知道 Pray. Pray, I know.
抱歉 抱歉 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
我真的不想再看我们的人死去了 I don't want to see any more of our people die.
我也不想 I don't either.
你确定你要这么做吗 You sure you wanna do this?
你别想趁我在气头上不理智 You don't get to use my rage
让我临阵脱逃 and my gift for tantrum-ing to chicken out.
我们走定了 We are doing this.
我们上一次在中央公园走秀 There was still leaves in Central Park
树上还有叶子 the last time we walked a ball.
都多长时间了 It's been what?
至少五六个月以前了 At least five, six months.
那时候我还醉得一塌糊涂呢 And I was a drunk hot-ass mess the last time.
今天我就是来恢复我往日的辉煌 That's why I'm here: To reclaim my glory,
在舞会界 重新获得 and to get my name back in the good graces
大家的青睐 of the ball community.
我才不会让这些小屁孩 Because I can't let these children be dragging me
觉得我已经退场 into all eternity.
让他们看看什么是真正的传奇人物 Gotta let them know what a real legend looks like.
两个传奇人物 You mean legends.
我同意 I'm down for that.
看到我们用这样的表演来纪念她 You know Candy would be gagged
坎蒂肯定会开心得说不出话 to see us performing together in her sweet honor.
你看 我就知道药物肯定对脑子有副作用 See, I know that medication has gotten to your head.
坎蒂看到你 一向都说不出好话来 'Cause Candy ain't never been sweet to your ass.
确实 确实 True. So true.
所以 据说... So, word on the street is...
克里斯托弗医生今晚会来 Dr. Christopher is in the house tonight.
他的舞会初体验 His first ball.
我从没有哪次这么紧张过 I never been this nervous at a ball.
谢天谢地还有你陪我一起 Thank God I'm not doing this alone.
你这样真是可爱 It's so cute to see you like this,
坠入爱河 all in love,
一心想惊艳男朋友... wanting to impress your man...
我很爱他 Look, I do love that man.
他... 激励我前行 He just... he pushes me.
他每天都告诉我 我很美 很聪明 He tells me every day that I'm beautiful, that I'm smart,
我值得... That I deserve...
值得现在拥有的一切 That I deserve to be here.
你能遇见他真是太好了 I'm glad you found him.
但对我来说还是太清秀了 Now, he's a little too clean-cut for my taste.
-不过还是帅的 -行吧 - But, you know, he's cute. - Okay.
-对你来说算是了 -别酸了 - For you. - Yeah, stop hatin'.
你知道我男人帅得很 'Cause you know my man is fine.
当然了 He most certainly is.
普雷 他月底房租到期后 Pray, he is moving in when his lease is up
就要搬来和我住了 at the end of the month.
我太高兴了 I am so happy.
-我真幸运 -不 - I'm a lucky girl. - No.
幸运的是他 He's the lucky one,
他得到了真实的你 'cause he got a real one.
最好的人 The best one.
你永远都要记住这一点 And don't you ever forget that.
我会的 I won't.
所以你的愿望清单上有什么 So, what's on your bucket list?
我离开家门那一刻定下的人生目标 I have done almost everything I set out to do
大多已经实现了 when I left my mama's house.
我活出了自己 问心无愧 I've gotten to live my truth, unapologetically.
我在舞厅最艰难的时刻也活出彩 I've gotten to werk the most treacherous of runways out on that ballroom floor.
我和最优秀的一群人一起秀出姿态 And I've gotten to pose with the best of them.
也包括你 Including you,
我最最亲爱的姐妹 my most precious, precious sister.
所以 尽管我没能把我的品牌 So, no, I may not have my name on labels
打响到大洋彼岸 但是... across the Atlantic, but...
我的影响力体现在这里 my impact has been felt here.
我留下了永久的印记 I've left a lasting mark.
我现在明白了 And I understand that now.
-大家准备好了吗 -好了 - Is everybody ready? - Yeah.
帕比和瑞奇在等我们 Papi and Ricky waiting for us.
快两点了 It's almost 2:00 a.m.
好了 盛大的压轴表演 Well, we the grand finale.
你也知道他们的话不能信 And you know they all stunt queens at heart,
让他们多等会儿也无妨 so they ain't worried about waiting.
好了 All right, then.
把这顶好家伙戴戴好 Let's pin this girl on real nice and tight,
给孩子们带去一场终身难忘的表演吧 and give these children a show they will never forget.
好了 各位小慈善家 Now, just to remind y'all do-gooders,
今晚的入场费和所有的奖金 this evening's admissions fee, as well as all cash prizes,
都会捐赠给舞会基金 will be donated to the Ballroom Fund
造福我们的兄弟姐妹们 to benefit our brothers and sisters
帮他们和艾滋作斗争 struggling with HIV/AIDS.
走吧 后爸 Yo, Stepdad. Let's go!
来吧 快点 Come on. Hurry up.
各位等候已久的时刻到来了 Now it's the moment you've all been waiting for,
今晚的最后一个主题 the final category of the night,
坎蒂之声 Candy's Sweet Refrain.
今夜 我们致敬 Tonight, paying tribute
最了不起的天后 to the grandest diva herself,
戴安娜·罗斯小姐 正是她... Miss Diana Ross, who proved...
在1983年"中央公园现场"的标志性演出中 in her iconic 1983 "Live from Central Park" performance
证明了哪怕狂风大作 骤雨不歇 that no wind, no rain
她也不会停下 can ever stop her.
今天将要登场的是我们的两位天后 We have two of our own divas making a special appearance
来为我们的冬季募捐舞会拉上帷幕 to cap off tonight's Winter Fundraiser Ball:
布兰卡·伊万吉丽斯塔家母 Mother Blanca Evangelista,
和所有人的教父 普雷·泰尔 and the godfather of them all, Pray Tell!
两位天后合体 无与伦比 Ain't nothing like a double dose of diva.
如果你需要我 就呼唤我 If you need me, call me.
无论你身在何方 No matter where you are,
无论我们相隔多远 no matter how far.
呼唤我的姓名 Just call my name,
我会立刻飞奔而去 I'll be there in a hurry.
你永远可以放心 不必心存疑虑 On that, you can depend and never worry.
♪ 哪怕狂风大作 ♪ ♪ No wind ♪
♪ 哪怕骤雨不歇 ♪ ♪ No rain ♪
♪ 哪怕冬日凛冽 ♪ ♪ No winter's cold ♪
继续 Yes, don't stop!
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ Can stop me, babe ♪
♪ 宝贝 ♪ ♪ Ooh, babe ♪
♪ 宝贝 ♪ ♪ Baby, baby ♪
♪ 如果前方是你 ♪ ♪ If you're my goal ♪
♪ 哪怕狂风大作 ♪ ♪ No wind ♪
♪ 哪怕骤雨不歇 ♪ ♪ No rain ♪
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ Can stop me, babe ♪
♪ 如果前方是你 ♪ ♪ If you are my goal ♪
我知道 我知道你要向着太阳 I know, I know you must follow the sun.
指引的方向 Wherever it leads.
但要记住 But remember,
如果你未能实现自己的期许 if you should fall short of your desires,
要记住人生中还有一重保障 remember life holds for you one guarantee.
我永远在这里 You'll always have me.
如果你想念我的爱 And if you should miss my lovin'
想念过去的时光 one of these old days,
想念曾紧紧环绕着你的双臂 if you should ever miss the arms that used to hold you so close,
想念曾轻柔亲吻着你的双唇 or the lips that used to touch yours so tenderly,
要记住分别那天我对你说的话 just remember what I told you the day I set you free.
♪ 哪怕高山险阻 ♪ ♪ Ain't no mountain high enough ♪
♪ 哪怕谷地崎岖 ♪ ♪ No valley low enough ♪
♪ 哪怕彼岸遥遥 ♪ ♪ Ain't no river wide enough ♪
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ To keep me from you ♪
♪ 哪怕高山险阻 ♪ ♪ Ain't no mountain high enough ♪
♪ 哪怕谷地崎岖 ♪ ♪ Ain't no valley low enough ♪
♪ 哪怕彼岸遥遥 ♪ ♪ Ain't no river wide enough ♪
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ To keep me from you ♪
♪ 哪怕高山险阻 ♪ ♪ Ain't no mountain high enough ♪
♪ 我也不会 不会停下 ♪ ♪ Nothing can keep me, keep me from you ♪
太棒了 Yes!
♪ 哪怕高山险阻 ♪ ♪ Ain't no mountain high enough ♪
♪ 哪怕谷地崎岖 ♪ ♪ Ain't no valley low enough ♪
♪ 哪怕彼岸遥遥 ♪ ♪ Ain't no river wide enough ♪
♪ 再来一次 ♪ ♪ Say it again ♪
♪ 哪怕高山险阻 ♪ ♪ Ain't no mountain high enough ♪
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ Nothing can keep me ♪
♪ 我也不会停下 ♪ ♪ Keep me from you. ♪
十分 Tens!
我这辈子从没看过这么性感的表演 I don't think I've ever seen anything sexier in my life.
你看你把我弄得多湿 You know how wet you make me.
真受不了你 Ooh, I can't stand you.
你今晚表演得真好 You did great tonight.
谢谢 Thank you.
你也知道自己不该吸烟的吧 Now, you know damn well you not supposed to be smoking.
我同意 Yeah, I concur.
少来管我 Leave me alone.
我不喝酒 也不吸毒 I don't drink. I don't drug.
在舞厅全力演出后 抽根烟怎么了 One cigarette after I have given my all in the ballroom
这又不会把我害死 ain't gonna kill me.
克里斯托弗医生 So, Dr. Christopher,
你觉得我们的陋室如何啊 what do you think of our humble abode?
我很喜欢 I loved it.
最开始有点紧张 I was a little nervous at first.
不知道会发生什么 I didn't know what to expect,
有点让我想起了教堂 but it kind of reminded me of church.
服装 戏剧演出 The costumes, theatrics,
还有崇拜... worshipping...
我喜欢 I'm into it.
-那你什么时候来走个舞会呢 -走秀吗 - So, when you walking, my man? - Walking?
不 不 那不是我的领域 Nah. Nah, that's not my ministry.
不... 你们懂的 No, that's... y'all got that.
下周五我们四个在布兰卡家吃饭吧 我掌勺 How about I cook dinner for the four of us next Friday at Blanca's?
是我们家 At ours.
对 Yeah.
-我们家 -好啊 - At ours. - Well, all right.
那就这么定了 Sounds like a plan to me.
见到你很开心 兄弟 Good to see you, brother.
-爱你 妈 -我也爱你 - Love you, Mom. - Love you, too.
-明天见 -好 - I'll see you tomorrow? - Yeah.
-能再见到你很开心 -我也是 - So good to see you again. - You, too.
-你今晚美极了 -谢谢 - You were beautiful tonight. - Thank you.
-真的很美 -谢谢 - Absolutely beautiful. - Thank you.
真为你感到高兴 So happy for you.
哪怕高山险阻 Ain't no mountain high enough.
医生 Yo, Doc.
照顾好她 Keep her safe.
我会的 I will.
普雷 在吗 Pray? You here?
普雷 Pray.
说了我今天会来的 I told you I was coming.
怎么还在床上 Why are you still in the bed?
普雷 Pray.
普雷 Pray?
普雷 Pray.
醒醒 醒醒啊 普雷 Get up, Pray. Get up, Pray.
不 不 不 普雷 快醒醒 No, no, no, no, no. Pray, get up.
醒醒 普雷 Get up, Pray!
醒醒 别这样 Get up, Pray. Don't do this.
普雷 快呼吸 Pray, I need you to breathe.
快呼吸 普雷 I need you to breathe, Pray.
普雷... Pray...
普雷 Pray!
醒醒 醒醒 Get up! Get up!
操 Shit.
我的朋友没呼吸了 My friend is not breathing.
快点让救护车过来 Please send an ambulance now.
地址是1355公共大道2B公寓 I need somebody at 1355 Common Avenue, Apartment 2B.
醒醒啊 普雷 Come on, Pray.
醒醒啊 Come on.
普雷 坚持住... Pray. Come on, just...
别这样 你不能... Come on. You can't...
你... 坚持住 You... come on.
我需要你 普雷 I need you, Pray.
不 普雷 No, Pray!
普雷... Pray...
醒醒 普雷 Get up, Pray.
瑞奇 瑞奇 Ricky. Ricky.
普雷怎么样了 How's Pray?
他们已经尽力了... They tried everything...
不 No.
不 不 No! No!
我知道 我知道 I know. I know.
-我知道 我知道 -不 - I know. I know. - No!
快吃啊 你们 Well, come on, y'all.
普雷也不想你们饿肚子 Pray wouldn't want y'all going hungry.
我只是不明白 I just don't understand.
这件事发生得这么突然 It just happened so quickly.
我以为他吃的那些药有效果 I thought those meds that he was on was working.
毕竟是临床试验 That's the thing with clinical trials,
可能给你的是安慰剂 你也不清楚 they may give you a placebo, and you would never know.
这也太糟了 你的意思是 That's fucked up. So you're saying he was
他的恢复是自己想象出来的吗 only getting better 'cause it was in his head?
有可能 或者也有可能 Maybe. Or it's possible
他的器官衰竭得太厉害 that his organs just suffered too much.
尽管免疫系统已经在恢复 Even though his immune system was getting better.
验尸官说是心脏的炎症 The coroner said the inflammation to the heart
导致了突发性心脏病 is what brought on the attack.
这种事从来不是一夜之间发生的 Something like that doesn't just happen overnight.
是啊 Yeah.
谁知道他的身体抗争了多久了 Who knows how long his poor body was there struggling for.
我不想这种事也发生在你身上 布兰卡 I don't want this to happen to you, Blanca.
我也不想这种事发生在自己身上 I don't want it to happen to me.
我知道 我们不会有事的 亲爱的 I know. We're gonna be okay, baby.
临床试验时他们一直在测量我的各项水平 They've been taking my levels on the trial,
他们说药在起效 and they said that the meds are working.
看看你 And look at you.
看起来比以往都要强壮 You look stronger than you've ever been,
你还没吃药呢 and you ain't even on pills.
怎么了 What is it?
我在吃普雷吃的药 I'm on the same meds Pray been taking.
但... But...
怎么可能 How is that possible?
我在身上发现了病变 I found a lesion.
普雷说不用担心 Pray told me not to worry,
他可以给我些新药 that he had some new medication for me.
他说他跟临床试验的医生有关系 He said he had the hookup with the doctors in the trial.
所以我过去的两个月 So, I've been going to his place every week
每周都去他家 for the past two months.
他每次都有给我药 And he always got more for me.
其实确实是没有道理 It didn't really make sense
医生没有理由给他额外的药 that the doctors would just give him extra pills,
但病变确实消失了... but the spot went away...
而且我变强壮了 我也没放心上 and I got strong again, so I let it go.
我以为他是在临床试验过程偷的 I figured he was just swiping it from the trial.
不可能 他不可能偷到任何东西 No. There's no way he could've swiped anything.
医院里那些医生 And those doctors at the hospital?
他们绝不可能 There's no way in hell
给任何人额外的药 they're gonna give anybody an extra dose.
不 不 不 No, no, no, no, no.
我的天 My God.
怎么了 What?
不 普雷 No, Pray.
怎么了 瑞奇 怎么了 What, Ricky? What is it?
亲爱的 Honey.
他给我的是他自己的药 He was giving me his own meds.
普雷 Pray.
天啊 God.
瑞奇 Ricky.
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