不因盗贼其一被救深感绝望， 更不推定盗贼其二必受惩处
七岁时，我第一次尝到了精液的味道。 I first tasted semen when I was seven years old.
没什么要说的吗？ Nothing to say?
作为开场白，显然很吓人。 It's certainly a startling opening line.
什么意思？你在讽刺我吗？ What is that, irony?
不好意思。从头来过吧。 I'm sorry. Let's start again.
你想和我说什么？ What do you want to say to me?
我在此聆听你要倾诉的一切。 I'm here to listen to whatever you have to say.
七岁时，我被一位牧师强暴了。 I was raped by a priest when I was seven years old.
法庭记录里写，我的精神和肉体都受到了奸污。 Orally and anally as they say in the court reports.
持续了五年。五年间的每一天。 This went on for five years; every other day for five years.
我流了很多血，你可以想象的到，流了特别多。 I bled a lot, as you can imagine I bled a terrible amount.
- 你和别人说过这件事吗？ - 我正在和你说啊！ - Have you spoken to anyone about this? - I'm speaking to you, now!
我是说，你有没有寻求过专业帮助？ I mean, have you sought professional help?
为什么？我能学会怎么处理吗？ 所以我能学会如何容忍？ Why? So I could learn how to cope? So that I could learn how to live with it?
也许我根本不像处理问题。 也许我根本不想学着去容忍。 Maybe I don't want to cope. Maybe I don't want to learn how to live with it.
你有提出正式控告吗？ 有没有作证？ Did you make a formal complaint? Did you testify?
他死了。 The man's dead.
我不知道说些什么。 I don't know what to say to you.
对不起，我无法回答你。 I have no answer for you, I'm sorry.
就算他还活着又有什么用呢？ What good would it do anyway if he were still alive?
杀一个混蛋有什么意义？ What would be the point of killing the bastard?
一点也不新鲜。杀个坏牧师没有意义。 That would be no news. There's no point in killing a bad priest.
杀个好牧师？会震惊世人的！ Killing a good one? That would be a shock!
他们不会明白是怎么一回事。 They wouldn't know what to make of that.
我要杀了你，神父。 I'm going to kill you, Father.
因为你没做错什么！ I'm going to kill you 'cause you've done nothing wrong!
因为你是无辜的。 I'm going to kill you because you're innocent.
但不是现在。 Not right now, though.
我会给你时间处理后事的。 I'll give you enough time to put your house in order.
愿你与神相和。 Make your peace with God.
定在下周日吧。 Sunday week, let's say.
我会和你在那边的沙滩见面，水边处。 I'll meet you down by the beach, down by the water there.
周日杀牧师！挺不错的。 Killing a priest on a Sunday! That'll be a good one.
没什么要说的吗，神父？ Nothing to say to me, Father?
现在没有。但是下周日我会想到的。 Not right now, no. But I'm sure I'll think of something by Sunday week.
- 基督之驱。 - 阿门。 - Body of Christ. - Amen.
喝得有点多了，米歇尔？ A little too much wine again，Mícheál ?
对不起，神父。 Sorry, Father.
我怀疑这是不是你的某种策略。 I'm wondering is this some kind of ploy on your behalf.
策略，神父？ Ploy, Father?
我发现我的藏酒...最近消失了。 I've noticed my stocks of booze appear to be... somewhat diminished of late.
我怀疑这是不是你的某种策略？ I'm wondering is this some kind of ploy you're working?
来掩饰你偷偷喝酒的事。 Cover up for the wine you've been imbibing on the Q.T.
我不知道您在说什么。 利瑞神父没发现问题。 I've no idea what you're talking about. Father Leary noticed nothing amiss.
利瑞神父没我这么了解你，米歇尔。 Father Leary does not know you as well as I do, Mícheál.
你不太知道你的一肚子坏水。 He may well underestimate the depths of your Machiavellian chicanery.
我能走了吗，神父？ Can I go now, Father?
着什么急？黑手党总部有集会吗？ What's the hurry? Have they called a meeting at Mafia Headquarters?
走吧！ On your way!
最近在忏悔时听到的话呀！ Things you hear in confession these days!
- 让人郁闷。 - 你不能把自己代入进去。 - It's depressing. - You have to detach yourself from it.
咱们是提供慰藉的。不能代入个人情感。 We're here to provide solace. Your personal feelings don't come into it.
我知道！你把我当成什么啦？ I know that! What do you take me for?
但是很难啊。人们的生活太乱了。 It's difficult, though. The mess people make of their lives.
怎么了？当然别说细节。 What's the problem? Without going into details, obviously.
长着大大的黑眼睛的女人，你见着她了吗？ That woman with the big black eye, have you seen her?
- 维诺妮卡布瑞南。是的。 - 她就很奇怪。 - Veronica Brennan. Yeah. - She's an odd one.
她遇到的事情很怪。感觉想把你拉进沟里。 Things she comes up with. Think she's trying to drag you down into the muck.
你知道什么是“吸精”吗？ Do you know what "felching" is?
我知道什么是“吸精”。 I do know what "felching" is, yeah.
- 我还得查字典呢。 - 说好的不提细节呢？ - I had to look it up. - This is you not going into details?
不好意思。反正她遇到的问题一发不可收拾了。 Sorry. Anyway, whatever is wrong with her has obviously gotten out of hand.
她被打了。 She's got knocked around now.
如果你和她说这个事，她会暴怒的。 Well if you say it to her she'll raise holy hell.
忏悔的时候，听听她说什么，再说。 Say it on the basis of something she said during confession.
我知道，我知道，不能那样做。 I know, I know, we can't have that.
那娘们会被逐出教会的。 She could be excommunicated, the cow.
我会和她还有杰克聊聊。作为牧师的职责什么的。 I'll have a word with her. Jack as well. Pastoral duties and what have you.
不谈她忏悔的事。看看会怎样。 Nothing to do with her confession. See what's going on.
那个有色人种，那个...乌干达人。 我觉得是她的情人之一。 That colored fellow, the... Ugandan. He's one of her lovers, I think.
西蒙是科特迪瓦来的。 Simon's from the Ivory Coast.
对。我知道不是那儿就是圭亚那 要么就是某个非洲国家来的。 Right. I knew it was that or Guyana or one of those African countries.
圭亚那在南美。 Guyana is in South America.
我可不这么觉得，神父。 我地理可好了。 Don't think so, Father. I was always pretty good at Geography.
不错！ Not bad!
没想到啊。 Surprisingly.
以为你就是瞎画呢。 I was expecting a daub.
这俩人是谁？ Who are these two lads?
不知道。我读了些鬼故事。 Don't know. I'm reading these ghost stories.
也许和鬼故事有关吧。 Maybe it's got something to do with that.
恐怖。 Spooky.
你知道是谁吗？ So, did you know who it was?
我知道是谁。 Yes, I know who it was.
你了解他吗？ Do you know him well?
很了解。 Well enough.
根据你的了解... 你认为他只是吓唬你么？ Knowing this man as you do... Do you think it was an idle threat?
我不知道。我不确定。 I don't know. I'm not sure.
如果你不确定， 那就可能不是闹着玩。 If you're not sure, it means it's possible.
嗯，也许是吧。 Yes, I suppose.
你没宽恕他吧？ You didn't grant him absolution, obviously?
他没要求我宽恕。 He didn't ask for it.
那就明白了。他不是来忏悔的。 根本毫无悔意。 There you have it. The man is not penitent. There's no contrition.
他威胁你要犯罪，而不是请求宽恕。 He's threatening to commit a crime, not asking for forgiveness for one.
忏悔隐私神圣不可侵犯这一点就不成立了。 The inviolability of the sacramental seal does not apply.
你是说让我报警吗？ You're saying I should go to the police?
我可没说，詹姆斯。 I'm not saying anything, James.
你来做决定。 The choice is yours.
别说你犯了个典型的错误。 Don't tell me, you made the classic error.
应该竖着割，不应该横着。 You're supposed to cut down, not across.
这是布鲁诺。 This is Bruno.
我总想要一辆红色跑车。 And I always wanted a fast car, a red one.
我以为你度过中年危机了呢。 I thought you'd already had your midlife crisis?
你是位漂亮的年轻姑娘。 You're a very nice-looking young woman.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我喜欢你的领结。 I like your bow tie.
上头有圆点。 It's got polka dots.
米罗，这是我女儿菲奥纳。她从伦敦来。 This is my daughter Fiona, Milo. She's over from London.
- 你在戏弄我。 - 我没有。 - You're having me on. - I'm not having you on.
- 但你是牧师啊。 - 我在成为牧师前结婚的。 - But you're a priest. - I was married before I became a priest.
我和我妻子生了孩子-菲奥娜。 我妻子去世了... My wife and I had a child - Fiona. My wife died...
然后我成为了神职人员。 and after that I joined the priesthood.
- 能这样吗？ - 看起来可以。 - You can do that, can you? - It would appear so.
别告诉我你犯了个典型的错误。 Don't tell me. You made the classic error.
- 我已经指引过她了，弗兰克。 - 应该竖着割。 - I've already done that guide, Frank - You're supposed to cut down.
- 我说我已经做完了！ - 看看！ - I said I've already done it! - Now, now!
喝点烈酒吧。 Drop of the hard stuff for yourself.
为这位漂亮但是苦恼的小姐上个大杯的生命之泉... A generous serving of the old water of life for this beautiful, yet troubled...
滚开！ Fuck off!
嘴巴够坏的。配上婊子，正合我意。 An exceedingly dotty mouth. I like that in a whore.
布兰登，不是说这个的时候。 Brendan, now's not the time.
听你的，神父。你做主。 Whatever you say, Father. You're the boss.
过得如何？ How's that working out for you?
- 我好久没出门了。 - 好吧。 - I haven't been out in a good while. - So you say.
不是。我一直规规矩矩的。 别转移话题。 No, no. I've been a very good lad. And don't change the subject.
什么话题？ What was the subject?
- 你知道什么话题。 - 爸爸，是为男人。男人，还能是什么呢？ - You know what the subject was. - Oh, daddy, a man. A man, what else?
都快成习惯了，宝贝。 It's getting to be a habit, honey.
我知道。多可悲啊，我什么都做不好。 I know. It's pathetic, I can't do anything right.
墨镜不错。 Nice shades.
像不像第一夫人？ Do they make me look like Jackie O?
不太像。 Not really.
你就为这个来的吧？多讨厌啊，是吧？ This what you came to go about? Nasty, huh?
颜色不错。 Interesting color.
人们说，如果你仔细寻找， 在所有事物中都能看到美。 They say you can find beauty in everything, if you look hard enough.
要我说，只能在大部分事物中寻到美。 And I'd say you can find beauty in most things.
不是所有。那是胡说八道。 Not everything. That's nonsense.
我怎么会明白呢？我只是个老了的洗衣工。 What would I know? I'm just an old washer woman.
听着，如果你不想和我说话，没事。 Listen, if you don't want to talk to me, that's fine.
我不是来这逼你的。 I'm not here to compel you to do anything.
你可不知道，神父。也许我喜欢被人强迫呢。 也许我很享受。 You never know, Father. Maybe I'd like to be compelled. Maybe I'd enjoy it.
我会和杰克谈谈。看看他怎么说。 I'll have a word with Jack. See what he has to say for himself.
大审判官？去自己听听吧。 Grand Inquisitor? Go and hear for yourself.
他肯定很高兴有人对着他说教。 I'm sure he'll be only too pleased to have someone else to bore the ears off.
很早以前我就不听他胡扯了。 I stopped listening to his old shite a long time ago.
是这样吗？对不起，我之前没发现。 That's how it is, is it? I'm sorry, I didn't realize.
你以为我们是格蕾丝王妃和雷尼尔三世呢？ You thought we were another Grace Kelly and Prince Rainier?
我知道你们的婚姻不幸福。 但他们也是，所以这个类比不大好。 I know it wasn't a very happy marriage. So it's not a great analogy.
神父，你知道我一直喜欢你这点的。 You know that's what I've always liked about you, Father.
对这个郊区来说，你有点太犀利了。 You're just a little too sharp for this parish.
他是个好人。砍了两个人的头。 血溅得到处都是。 Fine fellow he was. Decapitated the two of them. Blood all over the place.
- 你好啊，神父。 - 杰克。 - Hi, Father. - Jack.
能和你谈谈吗？私底下。 Could I have a word? In private.
听着不妙啊。 Sounds ominous.
我的律师在哪儿呢？ Where's Johnnie Cochran when you need him?
我希望咱俩不是被关在这。 要不然得做爱才能取暖呢。 I hope we don't get locked in here. We'd have to make love to keep warm.
我和维诺妮卡谈了谈，杰克。 I had a word with Veronica, Jack.
在屋外是吗？没事吧？ Out at the house, are you? Is everything all right?
没事。我是说，有事。 Everything's fine. I mean now, everything's not fine.
星期日弥撒的时候？墨镜啊什么的。 Mass on Sunday? With the shades and everything.
- 哦那件事。 - 嗯。 - Oh, that. - Yes, that.
你打的她？还是怎么回事？ Are you laying into her or what's going on?
我没对她不好。没有。 是那个她正交往的黑人干的。 I wasn't mean to her. No. That's that black fellow that she's been seeing.
我是说她正交往的那个有色人。 I mean that colored fellow she's been seeing.
我可不是种族歧视，只是说漏嘴了。 I didn't mean to be racist, that was a slip of the tongue.
- 你是说他打的她？ - 我就是这个意思。嗯。 - You're saying he beat her up? - That's what I'm assuming. Yeah.
她说话很难懂。我理解不了。 The way she speaks in riddles. I can't make any sense out of her.
我觉得她有狂躁症。要么就是乳糖不耐。 两个之一吧。 I think she's bipolar. Or lactose intolerant. One of the two.
神父，我已经不知道我俩怎么样。 I don't know where I am with her anymore, Father.
说实话，我挺高兴她离开我的。 And if I'm honest with you, I'm kind of glad to have her off my hands.
即使这个人打她？ Even if this fellow is knocking her about?
和我有什么关系！ What's it to do with me!
什么？ What?
那是我不能承受之重！ Not everyone can carry the weight of the world!
- 那你的婚姻呢？你的誓言呢？ - 我的誓言！ - What about your marriage? The oaths you took? - The oaths I took!
听着... Listen...
和那个人在一起，她更快乐了。更稳定。 She's happier, now that she's seeing him. A lot more settled down.
平静多了。我也不再受监视了。 Like a lot calmer. And I'm not under surveillance anymore.
我想什么时候回家都行。 I can just reel in at whatever time I like.
大家都很开心！有什么不好？ So everybody's happy! Where's the harm in that?
要带块牛肉回家吗？ Shall I cut you a side of beef to take home?
刚宰的。 It's freshly slaughtered.
- 西蒙。 - 你好，神父。 - Simon. - Hello, Father.
怎么今天来了？ Why the visit today?
不是为了车来的。 It's not about my car.
是布瑞南夫人的事。你是她男友。 It's about Mrs. Brennan. You're her boyfriend.
我有时上她。这算她男朋友吗？ I fuck her from time to time. Does that make me her boyfriend?
- 在这算。- 那我听说她有很多男友。 - Does around here. - She has a lot of boyfriends, I've heard.
多少个？ How many?
你想让我承认通奸？所以才来的？ You want me to confess to adultery? Is that why you're here?
有人打她。 Somebody beat her up.
- 她说我打她吗？ - 她没有。 - Did she tell you I beat her up? - No, she didn't.
那你来干吗？ Then why are you here?
有人打她。 Somebody beat her up.
不是你，就是她丈夫。 It's either you or the husband.
我不觉得杰克会打她。他不是那种人。 I don't think Jack would beat her up. He's not the type.
哪种人？ What is the type?
- 你知道吗，有人喜欢被打。 - 谁？ - Some of them like to be hit, you know? - Who?
白人，爱尔兰女人。别问为什么。 White women, Irish women. Do not ask me why.
- 得是心理医生才懂。 - 胡说八道。 - You'd have to be a psychiatrist. - That's nonsense.
没有。 No, no.
他们喜欢被打。 They like to be hit.
特殊情况下，她们求着被打。 In certain situations, they beg for it in fact.
所以她遭报应了，是吧？ So she got what was coming for her, did she?
- 我只是泛泛而谈。 - 哦，泛泛而谈。 - I was speaking generally. - Oh, you were speaking generally.
我是在说她的事。 Well, I'm speaking specifically.
- 别再那么干了。 - 你不能告诉我该做什么！ - Don't do it again. - You cannot tell me what to do!
- 咱们不是在布道。 - 布道！对。 - We're not in the missions now. - Oh, the missions! Right.
违抗你就要被砍手吗？ Are you going to chop off my hand if I disobey you?
你知道你们的历史。很伟大。 You know your history. That's grand.
我喜欢读书。 I like to read.
你也许认为黑人... You probably think that black people...
是啊是啊。黑人，白人。什么什么的。 Yeah, yeah. Black people, white people. Blah, blah, blah.
神父，走开。你的布道结束了。 Run along now, Father. Your sermon is finished.
小心点好啊。 Better watch your step there.
为什么？ Why is that?
如果他是打伤她的人，那你就要小心了。 If he was him who was laying into her, you have to tread very carefully there.
那是非常敏感的事情。 It's a very sensitive area.
你得解释解释。我恐怕完全不知道你在说什么。 You'll have to explain this to me. I'm afraid you've lost me completely.
教会不能参与人种多样性相关事务。 The Church can't be seen to be getting involved in matters of diversity.
知道吗？ Do you know?
你是说，打人是某种宗教仪式什么的吗？ You mean if he's beating her up as one of those ethnic rituals or something?
好像他们一边打人一边握手似的！ Like when they do that thing when they shake hands!
我知道你在笑我！ You're mocking me now, I can tell!
敏感话题要谨慎对待。我就是想说这个。 We have to be very circumspect in those areas. That's all I'm saying.
我会谨慎的，神父。别担心。 I'll be very circumspect, Father. Don't you worry about that.
最近怎样？ How's all?
快死了。你呢？ At death's door. You?
一样。还用那个旧打字机呢？这么矫情？ Same. Still using the old typewriter, I see. You have an affectation?
我的人生就很矫情。 My whole life has been an affectation.
这就是那种，听起来很风趣，其实没什么意义的话。 One of those lines that sounds witty and doesn't actually make much sense.
被你发现啦。 Caught out again.
最近一本杰作写得怎样啦？ How's the latest masterpiece going?
比《西西莉亚赫恩》好，但是比不上《巴菲尔德》。 Better than "Cecilia Hearn" but not as good as "Beffield".
要是能这么评价每个人就好了。 Wish I could say that about everybody.
给我带来点什么？ What have you got for me?
需要别的吗？ Need anything else?
- 枪。 - 嗯？ - A gun. - Yeah?
PPK自动手枪。 A Walther PPK.
邦德的选择。希特勒在地下室就用这个自杀的。 Bond's weapon of choice. Old Adolph killed himself with one in the bunker.
这是你的计划？ That's the plan, is it?
要是时候到了，我不想连续挣扎上几个小时。 No intention of riding around in agony for hours on end when the time comes.
也不知道我是谁，我在哪。 Not knowing who I am or where I am.
胡说八道。 It's nonsense.
我是实用主义。 Pragmatism.
我从哪买枪？ Where would I get a gun from?
得了吧。 Come on, now. Give me a break.
在这个国家，从来都不会少枪的，对吧？ You've never been short of guns in this country, have you?
我得说，你今天挺让人难过的。 You're awfully mournful today, I must say.
你屋里没有照片。 You don't have any photographs.
没有。 No.
这点上我和阿帕切人一样。 I'm in agreement with the Apaches on that score.
阿帕切人？ The Apaches?
阿帕切人。阿拉帕霍人。 The Apaches. The Arapaho.
洪克帕帕苏族人。 The Hunk papa Sioux.
连一张妈妈的也没有？ Not even one of Mum?
不需要照片才能记住你母亲。 Don't need a photograph to remember your mother.
记忆会消散。这是最可怕的地方。 Memories fade. That's what's so terrible about them.
不会的。 No, they don't.
不太会的。 Not really.
我应该买个拐杖。 I should buy a cane.
很配你。你的心理年龄大。 It'd suit you. You're old beyond your years.
嗯。 Yeah.
能让我感觉很傲慢。 Give me a feeling of imperiousness.
- 而且你可以靠着它。 - 可以靠着！沉思。 - And you could lean on it. - I could lean on it! Reflectively.
梳理事情。 Point things out.
把某人打死。 Club someone to death with it.
钝器啊。打谁呢？ A blunt instrument, yeah. Who, though?
那个都柏林来的年轻人。 That young man from Dublin.
是不是所有的器具都不好用？ Are all instruments blunt?
笛子和号角呢？ Flutes and horns?
这是谁呀？ Who's this now?
是我女儿，菲奥娜。 It's my daughter, Fiona.
嗯！像是法国小说里的人。 这个家伙叫什么？叫布兰纳诺。 Right! Like a French novel or something. What was the fellow's name? Bernanos.
我是麦克菲茨杰拉德。在路那头买了个大房子。 Michael Fitzgerald. I've bought the big house up the road.
- 最近没在弥撒时见到你。 - 最近很忙。 - Haven't seen you at mass recently. - I've been too busy.
我在考虑建个小教堂。《故园风雨后》的风格。 Thinking of getting a chapel built on the grounds. Like Brideshead Revisited.
然后你可以辞了职来看看，省点我的事。 Then you could pop in freelance and save me the trouble.
- 真可爱。 - 也很贵。高级马肉啊。 - Lovely creature. - Really expensive too. Prime horsemeat.
- 你爸爸很有趣。 - 是吗？ - Interesting man, your father. - Is that right?
一个好人，大好人。附近没人说他一句坏话。 A good man. A fine man. Nobody around here has a bad word to say about him.
- 让我奇怪他隐藏了什么。 - 天啊，你这个臭混蛋！ - Makes you wonder what he's hiding. - God, you're a fucking prick!
- 哦，脾气好大！ - 菲奥娜... - Oh, feisty! - Fiona...
我开玩笑呢。如他们所说，毫无冒犯之意。 I'm kidding. No offence meant, as they say.
帮我个忙吧，神父。找个下午来见我。我有个提议。 Do me a favor, Father. Swing by the house one afternoon. I've a proposition.
- 是吗？ - 是啊。 - Really? - Yes, really.
融资提议。你感兴趣吧？ A financial proposition. That interests you, doesn't it?
要是教会不在乎钱，那就该升黑旗哀悼了。 It would be a black day when the Church is no longer interested in money.
嗯？ Huh?
斯坦顿督查。 Inspector Stanton.
神职人员深夜到访。也许会有个狂野的开场。 The clergy at this time of the night. We could be getting off to a wild start.
神父！你听见什么了？想说什么？ Well, hey Father! What do you hear? What do you say?
不好意思，我不知道有人在。 I'm sorry, I didn't realize you had company.
没事。只是小里欧。 Sure. It's only Little Leo.
你在看我屁股吗，神父？ Are you checking out my ass, Father?
啊？没有。 Huh? No.
他在逗你呢，神父。我能为你做点什么？ He's only messing with you, Father. What can I do for you?
不用躲着里欧吧。对吧，里欧？ There's nothing to hide from Leo. Right, Leo?
他喜欢坦坦荡荡一目了然，杰瑞。 就像你的屁股似的。 He likes an open book, Jerry. Like your ass.
神父，和警方有关吗？ Is this a police matter, Father?
没有，是私...私事。 No, it's a personal... a personal thing.
是私...私事。 It's a personal... personal thing.
神父，你看起来很忧愁。 我的建议：撒手别管啦。 You look worried, Father. My advice: take it on the lamster.
你不想为个小人来这... You don't want to drop in for the phonus bolonus...
最后搞个出人意料的结果把。明白吗？ and wind up with a shock in the kisser. Get me?
- 他没心情，里欧。 - 也许我能让他不绷着脸了呢。 - He's not in the mood, Leo. - Maybe I can cheer up the old sourpuss.
神父，让我给你带来段好时光吧。 好时光里欧，就是我。 I'll show you a good time, Father. Good Time Leo, that's me.
你要是穿着那长袍就要额外计费了。 Although it will be extra if I let you wear that cassock.
我知道你们这些长金发的教徒什么样。 I know what you holy rollers are like when you're getting golden hairs.
我要走了。 I'm out of here.
他挺有个性，是吧？ He's a character, huh?
你有什么困扰，神父？你看起来很不安。 What's troubling you, Father? You seem agitated.
你需要你帮忙。 I need a favor.
我曾祖父的。 My great grandfather's.
他说那这个干掉了一个开罗帮的人... Said he took it off one of the Cairo Gang...
就在血色星期天扫射的时候。 when he shot them all on Bloody Sunday.
第一个血色星期天。 The first Bloody Sunday, obviously.
- 有用上的时候吗？ - 嗯。 - Ever had call to use it? - Yeah.
我有次在威克洛山杀了个人。 I killed a man once in the Wicklow Mountains.
因为什么？ What case was that?
你要把我惹急了。 Now you're just pissing me off.
有人威胁你吗，神父？遇见了什么事儿？ Somebody been threatening you, Father? What have you been up to now?
不是你，谁遇见了？ If not you, who else?
- 你说你想用枪干嘛？ - 我没说。 - What did you say you wanted it for? - I didn't say.
要我说，是为了你的狗。 I'd say you wanted it for your dog.
你的狗快死了。很痛苦。 The dog's dying. It's in pain.
你想在这几天结束它的痛苦。 You're worried you might have to put it out of its misery one of these days.
我的狗快死了。很痛苦。 My dog's dying. It's in pain.
我想在这几天结束它的痛苦。 I'm worried I might have to put it out of its misery one of these days.
很有同情心啊，是吧？没法劝你。我自己也是这样。 Compassionate, huh? Well I can't argue with that. I'm compassionate myself.
早先已经有过那样的事了。 Already had one of those, you know. Early on.
- 哪样？ - 恋童癖牧师。 - One of what? - Pedophile priest.
二十年前。在都柏林。 Twenty years ago. This was in Dublin.
一个年轻姑娘控告一起强暴案。 Young girl made a complaint. A rape.
- 发生了什么？ - 你觉得呢？ - What happened? - What do you think?
我逮捕了那个混蛋， I arrested the bastard,
48小时候，我就收拾包来了西边。 and 48 hours later I was packing my bags and making my way out West.
- 你搬来出了？ - 重新调配。 - You moved out? - Reassigned, yeah.
那个人呢？ What happened to him?
他被派到海外布道了：非洲。 I was told they were sending him to one of the missions overseas: Africa.
我想在那他想做什么做什么了。 He could do whatever he wanted over there, I suppose.
- 不管怎样，谢谢。 - 记住这句话，神父。 - Thanks, anyway. - Like the man says, Father.
保护自己！ Protect yourself!
你在这破地方多久了？ How long have you been in this crap?
几年吧。 A couple of years.
应该有疗养效果的。 Supposed to be therapeutic.
- 也许我也应该过来。 - 也许吧。 - Maybe I should take it up. - Maybe you should.
在伦敦你有和谁交往吗？ Are you seeing someone in London?
你是说认真的，还是... Do you mean professionally, rather than...
别再说这些... Let's just stop all this...
如果你不想和我谈，那应该找别人谈谈。 If you can't talk to me you should talk to someone.
应该吧。 I suppose I should.
玩的开心吗？ Enjoying yourself?
嗯是啊。 Yeah, we are, yeah.
天不错！ Lovely day!
嗯是啊。 Yes indeed, yeah.
走人啦！ Stamps!
牧师都这德行？ That's the feature of the priesthood?
米罗。 Milo.
我得和你谈谈，神父。 I need to speak to you, Father.
来，坐。 Take a pew, literally.
人们为什么自杀呢，神父？ Why do people kill themselves, Father?
人们为什么自杀？好有深度。 Why do people kill themselves? That's jumping in the deep end.
我想有很多原因吧。你怎么看？ Lots of reasons, I suppose. Why do you think yourself?
我不知道。喝酒，抑郁...没性爱，也许吧。 I don't know. The drink, depression... Lack of sex, maybe.
你是个像样的男人。我没想到你有困扰。 You're a presentable man. I wouldn't have thought you'd have trouble there.
我没法巧舌如簧。从来都不行。 I don't have the gift of the gab. Never had it.
所以你想自杀？ That's making you feel suicidal?
没什么比这无聊了。要么自杀，要么参军。 More bored than anything else. It's either suicide or joining the army.
- 都是很极端的选择。 - 参军能学门手艺。 - Those are drastic choices. - You can learn a trade if you join.
不参军也能学门手艺。 You can learn a trade if you don't.
你可以更好地体验生活。 You can experience more of life.
你觉得打仗能让你更像个真实的人吗？ You think you can become a more authentic person by fighting in a war?
通过杀人。 By killing people.
我认为你反对我参军。 You're against me joining is what I'm sensing.
这么说吧： Let's put it this way:
我认为那些和平年代参军的人... I've always felt there's something inherently psychopathic...
都是天生变态。 about someone who joins the army in peacetime.
我认为，人们加入军队... As far as I'm concerned people join the army...
是想体验杀人的感觉。 because they want to find out what it's like to kill someone.
我不认为应该鼓励人们有这种倾向吧？ I hardly think that's an inclination that should be encouraged, do you?
上帝也会这么想的。。 Jesus Christ didn't think so either.
十诫里“不可杀人”这一条... And the Commandment "thou shalt not kill"...
旁边也没标着星号， does not have an asterisk beside it,
让你在此页下方查找那些可以杀人的情况。 referring you to the bottom of the page, with instances where it's OK to kill.
自卫呢？ What about self-defense?
这就复杂了。 It's a tricky one, all right.
我们不太容易受到侵略，对吧？ We're hardly being invaded, though, are we?
反恐之战无边境。 The war on terror has no borders.
我们不太可能被基地组织盯着呢，米罗，对吧？ I don't think we're high on Al Qaeda's agenda, Milo, do you?
谁知道穆斯林在想些什么？ Who knows what goes on in the Muslim mind?
不过我必须承认，我有点想杀人。 I have had murderous feelings, though, I have to admit.
没人和我上床，让我对女人很气愤。 Not getting laid. It's starting to make me feel really angry towards women.
所以我想，如果我参军... And so I thought, well, if I join the Army...
你说的那些倾向，是能加分的。 those inclinations, as you call them, would be seen as a plus.
申请的时候，他们不会跳出来说他们就是想要这样的人。 On the application, they don't come out and say that's what they're looking for.
广告会说参军是要见识什么的鬼话。 In the ads they tell about seeing the world and all that shite.
但我猜想杀人应该和有了学位差不多。 But I would assume wanting to murder someone would be like having a degree.
我不达标的事就不那么明显了。 It would outweigh my lack of qualifications.
好。 Right.
你看黄片吗？ Do you use pornography?
我觉得我把能看的全看了。 I feel I've exhausted all the possibilities of pornography.
全看了？ All of them?
基本是吧。最近我在看变性人黄片。 Nearly all of them. I'm on to transsexual pornography at the moment.
长那玩意的妞儿，懂吧？ Chicks with dicks, you know?
也许有更简单的解决办法。 Maybe there's a simpler solution.
离开家。去那些有可能遇见单身女人的地方... Leave home. Go somewhere where your chances of meeting available women...
没什么道德感，人数又多。 with loose morals are increased proportionally.
你是说我应该进城吗？ Should I go to town, you mean?
不，我是说像都柏林，伦敦，纽约？ No, I was thinking more Dublin, London, New York?
纽约？我也许会得艾滋的。 New York? I might end up getting the AIDS.
神父，谢谢你抽时间和我讲话。 Thanks for taking the time to talk to me, Father.
虽然没什么用。 I can't say it's been much help.
但是我想能把事情说出来总是好的。 But it's good to get these things out in the open, I suppose.
啪！ Puck!
他们都离开我了。所以这里很空荡。 They've all left me, you know. That's why the place is so empty.
像个坟墓似的。 Like a tomb.
谁离开你了？ Who's left you?
老婆，孩子。 The wife, the kids.
甚至是康斯薇拉。她是厄瓜多尔人。 Even Consuela. And she's from Ecuador.
她看起来没什么选择去别的地方。但显然不是的。 So you'd think she wouldn't have that many options. But apparently not.
我很抱歉。 Sorry to hear that.
你说有个融资提议。 You mentioned a financial proposition.
我想做些补偿。为过去的罪修行。 I'd like to make amends. Do penance for past sins.
我想所有的罪都是过去时，要么就不是罪了。 Although, I suppose all sins are past. Otherwise they wouldn't be sins.
只是...邪恶的想法。在脑子里飘来飘去。 They'd just be... evil thoughts. Floating around in your mind.
对了，你为什么穿着旧黑袍？ Why do you wear the old soutane, by the way?
你想表达什么吗？ Are you trying to make a statement?
我是说，看，这块表。这就有某种效果。豪雅表。 I mean, look. This watch, here. That's making a statement. A TAG Heuer.
你能说重点吗，菲茨杰拉德先生？ 还是你就想随便说点什么？ Are you going to get to the point, Mr. Fitzgerald? Or are you going to ramble?
我问你个问题：你能从我身上看到什么？ Let me ask you a question: What do you see when you look at me?
我告诉你吧。 I'll tell you what you see.
你能看到一位英俊、圆滑、 You see a handsome, sophisticated,
杰出的中年男人。 eminent man in the prime of his life.
一位伟人。高踞金融界顶端... A colossus, let's say. Who once bestrode the world of high finance...
在某些范围内非常有影响力。 and became profoundly influential in certain spheres.
不用极度这个词。而是有影响力。这是事实。 I'm not saying inordinately. I'm saying significantly. Let's face it.
你确定我不能怂恿你喝酒吗？ Are you sure I can't tempt you?
喝水就好。 I'll stick to the water.
听说你爱喝酒。 I heard you like to drink.
爱得过度了。 I like it too much.
根本没有过度这回事。 There's no such thing as too much.
只有不够多！ There's only not enough!
说到哪了？ Where was I?
谈钱，还有呢？ Talking about money, what else?
看看。 Now, now.
- 及时脱身啊，是吧？ - 在事情垮掉以前。 - Got out in time, did you? - Before it all came crashing down.
跑得好，神父。 It was the perfect getaway, Father.
他们说以各项违规为由起诉我。 They say charges are going to be filed against me, for various irregularities.
但是他们总拿这种话威胁人。 But they're always threatening things like that.
他们得起诉半个爱尔兰的金融家才行，还有银行家。 They'd have to charge half the financiers in Ireland. And the bankers.
然后冲进政府，一同起诉那些混蛋。 And then troop into government and charge those cunts as well.
我们都知道这不可能。 And we all know that's not going to happen.
没有惩罚会降到我这样的人头上。 No, there'll be no punishment forthcoming for a man such as myself.
永远不可能。 There never is.
但是，对此我感觉到...一点点的愧疚。 Still, I feel a... modicum of guilt about the whole thing.
- 一点点？是吗？ - 嗯... - A modicum? Do you? - Well...
我觉得我应该感到愧疚。 I feel like I ought to feel guilty.
我很肯定这不是同一回事。 I'm sure it's not the same thing.
我爱这幅画。很贵。 I love this one. Really expensive.
但是不太明白是什么意思。 Not quite sure what it's supposed to mean, though.
为什么非要有意思呢？ Why does it have to mean anything?
所有事情都要有意思。要不然意义在哪？ Everything has to mean something. Otherwise, what's the point?
当然，我不非要知道它什么意思。 我拥有它，这就够了。 Of course, I don't have to know what it means. I own it. That's enough.
只有这些重要吗？拥有？占有？ That's all that matters? Ownership? Possession?
教会有多少土地？多少金子？ How much land does the Church own? How much gold?
那是教会。不是我。 That's the Church. It's not me.
你是教会的代表，不是吗？ You are a representative of the Church, are you not?
- 如果你非要这么说的话。 - 我就是这么说的。 - If you say so. - I do say so, yeah.
我认为你总爱妄下定论，神父。 I think you're a very judgmental man, father.
对我是。但我努力不那样。 Yes I am. But I try not to be.
你认为我没有感情吗？ 你认为我不在乎... You think I don't have feelings? You think I don't care about...
我认为你根本不想修行！ I think you don't want to do penance at all!
我认为你叫我来只是想开我的玩笑。 I think you asked me here to make fun of me.
当你真的想做修行了，随时给我打电话， When you want to do penance sincerely, you can give me a call, at any time,
我会尽全力帮助你！ and I'll try my best to help you!
我可以冲着它撒尿。 I could piss on this, you know.
我说我爱它，我不爱。这对我来说什么都不是。 I said I love it, I don't. It doesn't mean anything to me.
我现在就可以把画拿下来冲着它撒尿。 你想让我这么做吗？ I could take it down right now and piss on it. Do you want me to do that?
- 为什么我想让你这样？ - 我不知道。 - Why would I want you to do that? - I don't know.
我就可以得到某种...精神上的启示。 So I can have some sort of... spiritual revelation.
得到某种真谛，对吧？ Some sort of fucking epiphany, huh?
好，来吧。 OK, let's go.
给你来个真谛。 I'll give you an epiphany.
我不要。 Well, I don't own it.
我估计像你这样的人会冲着所有的东西撒尿。 所以为什么不撒呢？ People like you have pissed on everything else, I suppose. So why not?
你东西都齐了啊。 You have your tools done, I see.
是谁？ Who is it?
法国情侣。来吧。 French couple. Head on.
女的一点事没有。男的完蛋了。 She was totally unscathed. He got fucked.
开在反道上了？ Wrong side of the road?
酒驾的人撞了他们。 The others hit them drunk, of course.
- 多少人？ - 五个人，加上那个法国人。 - How many? - Five, and I'm including the Frenchman.
天啊！ Dear God!
他是个海洋生物学家。 Marine biologist he was.
我就想呆在那...水底下。 That's where I'd like to be... under the sea.
- 其他人呢？ - 停尸间。他们最好的归宿。 - Where are the others? - The morgue. Best place for them.
天啊，每条生命都很神圣，弗兰克。 Every life is sacred, Frank. For God's sake.
我知道。有些不如其他的神圣。 I know. Some are less sacred than others.
借此终敷礼，愿上帝用他的爱和仁慈... Through this holy anointing may the Lord in his love and mercy...
帮助你... help you...
带着圣灵的光辉。 with the grace of the Holy Spirit.
阿门。 Amen.
愿上帝将你从罪中解救...鼓舞你。 May the Lord who frees you from sin save you... and raise you up.
阿门。 Amen.
刚才的仪式你举办过很多次吗？ Have you performed the last rites many times?
嗯，通常是为老人举行的。 Yes. Usually with older people, of course.
他们有时间准备。 They have time to prepare for it.
人人都知道大限将至的时候。 Everybody knows it's coming.
会轻松些吗？ It is easier?
不会。 It's never easy.
我会说，更合理。 More understandable, I'd say.
也少些不公平。 Less unfair.
像是这样的情况， In situations like this one,
人们会很震惊。 people are shocked.
震惊于世事无常。 The randomness of it.
他们诅咒上帝，诅咒同胞。 They curse God. They curse their fellow man.
有时失去信仰。 They lose their faith in some cases.
失去信仰？ They lose their faith?
那开始的时候，信仰必然不强烈。 It must not have been much of a faith to begin with.
才能轻易地失去。 If it is so easy for them to lose it.
是，但是信仰... Yes, but what is faith...
对大多数人来说，只是对死亡的恐惧。 别无他物。 for most people is the fear of death. It's nothing more than that.
如果是这样，就会很容易失去了。 If that's all it is, it's very easy to lose.
你丈夫是个好人吗？ He was a good man, your husband?
对。 Yes.
他是个好人。 He was a good man.
我们生活地很快乐。深爱对方。 We had a very good life together. We loved each other very much.
现在... And now...
他离开了。 he has gone.
没什么不公。 And that is not unfair.
只是恰巧发生了。 That is just what happened.
但很多人过得不好。 But many people don't live good lives.
他们感觉不到爱。 They don't feel love.
所以才不公平。 That is why it's unfair.
我为他们感到遗憾。 I feel sorry for them.
特雷莎，你愿意和我一起念悼词吗？ Will you say a prayer with me, Theresa?
万福玛利亚,满被圣宠者,主与尔偕焉。 Hail Mary, full of Grace, the Lord is with Thee.
女中尔为赞美,尔胎子耶稣,并为赞美。 Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
天主圣母玛利亚，为我等罪人，今祈天主， Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,
及我等死候。阿门。 and at the hour of death. Amen.
说完你那些官话了？ Finished with all your gobbledygook?
她怎样了？ How's she holding up?
- 她很坚强。 - 也很好看！ - She's a strong woman. - Good-looking too!
我也想进去。 I could be in there.
我喜欢寡妇。我和你说过吗？ I've a thing for widowers. Did I ever tell you?
我觉得你可能完了。你的肉体变陈腐了。 I think you might have done. Your material is getting a little stale.
当然。扮演无神论的医生，多老套。 Sure. The atheistic doctor. It's a cliche part to play.
没什么好台词。 There aren't that many good lines.
一成的人文主义，九成的黑色幽默。 One part humanism to nine parts gallows humor.
但是扮演你？那就有趣了。 Playing you, though? Now, that might be interesting.
扮演我。我是谁？ Playing me. Who's me?
好牧师。 The good priest.
我走了。 Excuse me, won't you?
我得去杀个人。 I have to go kill somebody.
我睡了多久？ How long was I out?
几时代。几世纪。 Ages. Eons.
我和你讲过巨人芬恩的故事吗？ Did I ever tell you the story about Finn McCool?
还有另一个叫奇科萨蒂欧的大家伙？ And another big strong lad called Kik Satio?
- 他们在山顶。 - 他们在山顶。 - They were at the top of the mountain. - They were at the top of the mountain.
奇科发起了挑战，把巨石扔进海里，伊斯奇做不到。 Kik as a challenge throws a boulder into the Sea and Iski couldn't do it.
芬恩接受了挑战。 Finn accepted the challenge.
他把巨石放在岸边， His boulder landed on the shore,
波浪如此之大，海再也无法恢复原状， creating such waves that the sea hasn't been the same since,
所以东海岸是举世闻名的冲浪地点。 which is why the Eastern Coast is renowned internationally for surfing.
芬恩把巨石放在那，抽出剑来， The boulder Finn had thrown landed here, he drew his sword,
将石头一分为二，说道： split the rock in two and it said:
如果让我瞧见有人特别鲁莽... If I shoot someone foolhardy enough...
有胆走过这石头三次，我就要把他们压碎。 to pass through the rock three times, they'll be squished into tiny lumps.
毫不客气。 Unceremoniously.
那个景点没什么诗意。也不太浪漫。 Not a lot of poetry in that recital. Not a lot of romance.
我讨厌死浪漫了。 I'm sick to death of romance.
他是个日本作家。自杀了。 He was a Japanese writer. Committed suicide.
他事先整理了一份历史上自杀的名人单子。 He wrote out a list beforehand of all the famous suicides throughout history.
包括上帝。 He included Christ.
听起来自作聪明。 Sounds like a smart-ass.
要是在中世纪，他们会说我体内有恶魔。 In the Middle Ages they'd just say I was possessed by demons.
也许你是呢。 Maybe you were.
也许那时候他们说的才准确。 Maybe they were nearer the mark back then.
你觉得这一切无关紧要。 You think what happened was unimportant.
对大局来说无关紧要，才激发出这样一种娱乐方式。 Insignificant in the great scheme of things to provoke such a reaction.
但是也许... But what may...
但是对你不重要的事情，也许对我来说很重要。 But what may mean nothing to you may be very important to me.
我从没说过这无关紧要。 I'd never say it was unimportant.
我只是说，你在三十岁时做的决定... I just say the choices you make when you're thirty...
和你在六十岁的时候做的，不一样。 are not the same choices you make when you're sixty.
这根本不相关。 That's irrelevant.
所有生活方式都有自己的逻辑，自己的意义。 Every mode of living has its own logic, its own meaning.
也许吧。 Maybe so.
也许你是对的。我要想一想。 Maybe you're right there. I'll have to think about that.
我想这样的争论陈旧乏味。 It's a tired old argument, I suppose.
但是那些你丢弃的东西呢？ But what about those you leave behind?
那是我的东西，不是别人的。 They belong to myself, not to anybody else.
对。 True.
不对。 False.
我想你会告诉我，你有不可饶恕的罪？ You'll tell me you would have been in mortal sin, I suppose?
但我永远会遭天谴，神父。 But I have suffered eternal damnation, Father.
上帝伟大。 God is great.
其仁慈无边。 The limits of His mercy have not been set.
你想葬在这里吗？ Is this where you want to be buried?
我为什么想葬在这种破地方啊？ Why in hell would I want to be buried in a God-forsaken place like this?
那在哪儿？拉雪兹神父公墓？ 挨着王尔德？ Where, then? Père-Lachaise? Next to dear old Oscar?
挨着阿波利奈尔和马克斯·奥菲尔斯。 Next to Apollinaire and Max Ophüls.
想象力很丰富啊。 Very fancy, I must say.
- 对了，我给你找到把枪。 - 嗯好。 - I have your gun for you by the way. - Yeah, right.
真的！韦伯利左轮，大约是1920年的。 但是很好用。 I do so! Webley, circa 1920. Still in good working order, though.
反正那个人是这么告诉我的。 Or so I've been told by a man who would know.
- 拿给我吧。 - 没在我身上。 - Hand it over, then. - I don't have it on me.
我就知道。怕我把自己了结了，是吧？ I knew it. Worried I might follow through with it, huh?
据我所知，你也许会对着我一通乱射的。 You might take a pot shot at me, for all I know.
我为什么要这样做？除了说废话以外 你还对我干什么坏事了？ Why would I do that? What have you ever done to me except talk garbage?
这不代表什么。 That doesn't mean anything.
现在，傻子们没理由就瞎杀人。 Bloody idiots can't even be bothered with a reason for murder these days.
碰上个人，梆梆梆。 Come up to a fellow and it's bang, bang, bang.
我不知道。有些人的理由不错。 I don't know about that. Some people have very good reasons.
你来这见谁，神父？ Who are you here to see, Father?
弗莱迪乔司。 Freddy Joyce.
- 弗莱迪乔司，杀人... - 我知道他是谁。 - Freddy Joyce, the murd... - I know who he is.
你为什么想见他？ Why the hell do you want to see him for?
他过去是我的学生，要求见我。 He's an old pupil of mine. He asked to see me.
我要求他们绞死我。 You know I've asked them to hang me.
爱尔兰没有死刑的，弗莱迪，你知道的。 There's no capital punishment in Ireland, Freddy, as you well know.
- 你为什么想被绞死？ - 因为莱斯利瑞恩就是那么死的。 - Why do you want them to hang you? - That's the way Leslie Ryan died.
你感到懊悔吗？ You're saying you feel remorse?
我不是怪物。我看起来像怪物吗？ I'm not a monster. Do I look like a monster?
怪物长什么样？ What do monsters look like?
那天警察来了。 I had the cops in here the other day.
三级谋杀。想重温那些血淋淋的细节。 In third degree. Wanting to go over all the gory details.
你肯定特别乐意提供。 Which I'm sure you were only too happy to provide.
他们总是对吃人的事很着迷。 They're obsessed with cannibalism.
“吃起来什么味道？” "What did it taste like?"
我说像野鸡肉。味道重一些。 I told them it tasted like pheasant. A bit gamy.
挺好的。还能开个玩笑。 Good for you. Make a joke about it.
- 他们为什么...？ - 和往常一样。 - Why were they...? - Same as always.
他们想知道最后一个人是谁。没找到尸体的那个。 They want to know who the last one is. The one they never found.
被我拼起来的那个。 The one I connected up.
你为什么不说呢，弗莱迪？ Why can't you tell them, Freddy?
能寻求点平静。 To find some kind of peace.
我想说... I wanted to...
神父，说真的，我想不起来放在哪... Father, for the life of me, I cannot... remember where I put...
我是说，我知道在林子里的某个地方。 I mean, I know it was in the woods somewhere.
- 我把钥匙放哪儿了？ - 不是的！我当时头脑不清醒。 - Where did I leave my keys? - No! I wasn't in my right mind.
迷幻剂...当时就好像童话一样。 The LSD... it was like a... fairytale.
你在审判时说过了，弗莱迪。重复很无聊的。 You said all that at the trial, Freddy. It's getting kind of tiresome now.
她是个可爱的... She was a lovely...
她是个可爱的姑娘。 She was a lovely girl.
她和我说过，以前被虐待过。 You know she told me that she'd been abused before?
所以我说：再来一次也没什么区别，然后。 So I says: once more won't make any difference, then.
你看见他们的眼神失去光彩... You see the light go out in their eyes...
- 然后你成了神！ - 你没有！ - And you become God! - No you don't!
你没有。 No you don't.
为什么叫我来？ Why am I here?
我想和人说话。 I just wanted someone to talk to.
我不觉得你对所作所为有任何歉疚。 I don't think you feel any guilt whatsoever, about anything you've done.
我有的，我有的，神父。 I do. I do, Father.
我相信圣经所说。 I believe what the Bible teaches.
我相信，如果为我的罪忏悔，我就会被宽恕。 I believe that if I repent my sins, then I'll be forgiven.
我就可以上天堂， And I'll be able to go up to heaven,
看见那些姑娘，告诉她们我有多抱歉。 and I'll see those girls and I'll tell them how sorry I am.
我会拥抱她们，亲吻她们，用最真的爱来爱护她们。 I'll hug them and I'll kiss them, and I'll love them with the real, true love.
我一点也不想伤害她们。 I'll have no desire to hurt them in any way.
上帝创造了我，不是吗？ God made me, didn't he?
不是吗？ Didn't he?
所以他理解我。 So he understands me.
他肯定理解的。 He must do.
你不这样想吗？ Don't you think?
我想，如果上帝都不理解你，弗莱迪... I think if God can't understand you, Freddy...
那没人能理解你了。 no one can.
你知道吗，他们不让我赎回我的东西？ You know they're foreclosing on me?
- 谁？ - 谁？银行，还能有谁？ - Who? - Who? The banks, who else?
我很遗憾。 Sorry to hear that.
我怎么没听你们那群人布这个道？ How come I never hear your mob preaching about that?
什么道？ About what?
银行家们让这个国家完蛋了？ About all these bankers who have brought this country to its knees?
让人们不还钱就无家可归。 Still driving people out of their homes for not making their payments.
你听过你们那帮人讲这个吗？ Ever hear your mob talk about that?
这些也是重要的事情啊，不是吗？ Those are things too, aren't they?
是的。 Yes, they are.
那就对了。 That's right.
我想历史上你们也从犹太人身上勒索钱财， I suppose when you have a history of screwing the Jews out of their money,
和纳粹勾结。 and collaborating with the Nazis.
要是说这事，就是五十步笑百步了，是吧？ It's like the pot calling the kettle black, eh?
也许是吧。好好利用你的图书卡吧，布兰登。 I suppose it is. Getting full use out of your library card there, Brendan.
图书馆关门了。你不知道吗？财政消减。 Library's been shut down. Did you not hear? Cutbacks.
你没在跳舞，米罗。 You're not dancing, Milo.
我不喜欢这首歌。 I don't like this music.
那你喜欢什么歌？ What music do you like?
多莉帕顿。 Dolly Parton.
多莉帕顿不错。 Dolly Parton's good, yeah.
可卡因真棒！ Great cocaine!
真是欲罢不能！ Very moreish!
只是为了治病，神父。 Totally medicinal, Father.
乔司怎么样？ How was your man, Joyce?
今天挺糟的，先别提了。 It's been a tough day, let's put it that way.
你怎么能和那样的人联系呢？ How can you hope to connect with someone like that?
说什么呢？不是弗莱迪乔司吧！ What are you talking about? Not Freddy Joyce!
我今天去探监了。 I visited him in prison today.
为什么？ Why?
囚犯也和别人一样需要精神引导。也许更需要。 A prisoner deserves spiritual guidance as much as anyone else. Maybe more so.
这样好吗？他们能找到上帝。 Is that right? So they can find God.
然后说上帝已经赦免了他们的罪。 And then say God has absolved them of all their sins.
然后他们的所作所为就不重要了，因为他们被救赎了！ And what they did didn't really matter anyways, 'cause now they're saved!
就像那样。 Something like that, yeah.
冷静点。你不知道你在说什么。 Calm down. You don't know what you're talking about.
能看着点我的酒吗？天啊！ Do you mind the drinks? For Christ's sake!
早就该挨打了。你知道的。 He had that coming a long time. You know yourself.
他长得挺好看。 Fine-looking man.
和他小心点。 Watch yourself with him.
我早就不吸可卡因了。 I gave up cocaine a long time ago.
你吸过？ You took cocaine?
来吧，跳个舞。 Come on, let's dance.
- 不要。 - 你们那时候叫这个什么？摇摆舞？ - No, no. - How'd they call it in your day, jive?
- 不要不要。 - 来吧！ - No, no. - Come on!
原谅我，神父，我犯了罪。 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.
念一遍我们的天父，十遍万福玛利亚。 Say one Our Father and ten Hail Mary's.
我的罪比这要重。 I've sinned more than that.
那就跪着爬上克罗帕特里克山。 Make an ascent to Croagh Patrick, then. On your knees.
跪着是吗？为什么这样讲啊？ On my knees, is it? What made you say that?
- 你的教堂着火了。 - 滚开布兰登。我没心情。 - Your church is on fire. - Fuck off Brendan. I'm not in the mood.
你的教堂着火了！ You're church is on fire!
天啊！ Jesus Christ!
我叫消防队了，神父。 I called the fire brigade, Father.
说得好像有用一样。 For all the good it'll do.
他们永远赶不来。 They'll never get here in time.
- 为什么没人瞧见？ - 爸爸，离远点。 - Why didn't anybody see? - Daddy, stay away.
爸爸！过来。 Daddy! Come away.
为什么没人瞧见？ Why didn't anybody see?
也许他们要把这个怪在你头上。 They're probably going to blame you for this.
干得很专业啊，我得说。 Professional job, I'd say that for them.
谁他妈都能点火。 Any fool can start a fire, for fuck's sake.
谁会这么做？ Who'd do a thing like this?
显然是对教会心怀怨恨的人。 Somebody with a grudge against the Church, obviously.
半个国家的人都有嫌疑。 That could be half the country.
除非是私人恩怨。 Unless it's a personal angle.
- 你什么意思？ - 没人和你父亲有仇吧？ - How'd you mean? - Nobody had a grudge against your father, no?
谁会记恨你？ Who'd have a grudge against you?
也许这就是未来，是吧？ Maybe this is the future, huh?
也许有一天，一切都会化为灰烬。 Maybe it'll all be ruins one day.
也许有一天孩子们会惊讶的说：他们过去就信这个？ Maybe one day kids will say in amazement: They used to believe in what?
还有天上的那些事。 And all that up in the sky.
如果我们是好人，就上天堂。 是坏人就下地狱。 And if we're good we'll go to heaven. And if we're bad we'll go to hell.
作为警察来说，你好像不太能理解人性。 You know, for a policeman you seem to know very little about human nature.
也许你是对的。你懂得比我多。 Maybe you're right. You know more than me.
什么也别碰。 Don't touch anything now.
先挫挫那些好辩的男孩的锐气！ 那些高傲的混蛋！ Have to get the forensics boys down. The supercilious pricks!
现在怎么办？ What do we do now?
我想，重建一个吧。 We'll have to rebuild it, I suppose.
下次用砖头吧。也许会好点。 Maybe use bricks next time. Might be a good idea.
天啊，神父。 Oh, God, Father.
是为了可卡因吗？我可以吸，也可以戒掉。 Is this about the coke? I can take it or leave it.
是吗？ Really?
是啊。大部分人都能。 Yeah. Most people can.
不能戒掉的就会出现问题。 The only ones who can't have problems to begin with.
不能忽视他们啊。那些有问题的人。 We shouldn't write them off, though. The ones who have problems to begin with.
你想做点什么，维诺妮卡？ What do you want to do with your life, Veronica?
什么也不想。 Nothing.
想想野百合怎样生长： Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow:
它既不劳作，也不纺线。 they toil not, neither do they spin.
引用得很棒。 Very nice quotation.
当然。大家都知道这句。 Sure. Everybody knows that one.
老一套啦。 Hackneyed, yeah.
和“以德报怨”还有“不想被人议论， 就随便议论别人”一样。 It's like "turn the other cheek". Or "judge not lest you be judged".
也许我想做演员。 I'd like to be an actress, maybe.
爸爸失踪，妈妈专横。 I've an absent father and domineering mother.
好的开始。 That's a start.
你爸爸为什么离开？ When did your dad leave?
他没离开，他被杀了。。 He didn't leave, he was killed.
- 谋杀？ - 打猎时出的意外。 - Murdered? - Hunting accident.
完全是偶然事件。 Completely random.
所以别坚持了，神父。我命里注定完蛋。 So there's no use presevering, Father. I'm a lost cause.
没人命里注定完蛋，维诺妮卡。 No one is a lost cause, Veronica.
谁干的？ Who is it?
我不知道。 I don't know who it is.
你说你知道的。 You said you did.
没证据说是同一个人。 I've no evidence it's the same man.
是同一个人。烧掉教堂要花很大精力。 It's the same man. Takes a lot of nerve to burn down a church.
如果心中有强烈不满，也许会好办一点，如果原谅... Helps if you have a burning sense of grievance, if you'll pardon the...
我们得自问：他想要什么？ We have to ask ourselves: What does this man want?
他想被爱，当然。我们都想被爱。 He wants to be loved, of course. We all want to be loved.
如果不是，那就是想被...崇拜。 Failing that he wants to be... admired.
如果不是，那就是想被恐惧。 Failing that he wants to be feared.
如果不是，那就是想被憎恶、痛恨。 Failing that, he wants to be hated and despised.
你应当小心那些想被憎恶痛恨的人。 You should beware the man who wants to be hated and despised.
你不这样想吗？ Don't you think?
我想这是你从书里读来的，阁下。 I think you read that in a book, your Excellency.
我想他确实想搅乱别人的心情。 I think he wants to stir up some sort of feelings in others. That's true.
不想再被人忽视了。 Doesn't want to be ignored any more.
想和世界接触。 Wants to make contact.
真是正确的接触方式。 He made contact all right.
是谁？ Who is it?
我得说，业务很糟糕啊。 Dreadful business, I must say.
无疑是几个小流氓胡闹来着。 Some little blackguard running riot, I wouldn't wonder.
世风日下，能怎么办呢？ What can you do in this day and age?
对。 True that.
神父，我对那天的事情表示抱歉。 Sorry about the other day, Father.
我说的是醉话。 That was the drink talking.
我们能为你做点什么？ What can we do for you?
我说话没打草稿。但是看来当时应该打个草稿。 It's off the bat with what I was saying. And it seems more necessary than ever.
我想捐款。 I'd like to make a donation.
你太大方了。 That would be grand.
宽慰你的良心？ To salve your conscience?
慈善活动的本质都是如此。赎清罪恶。 Surely that's in the nature of all philanthropy. The expiation of guilt.
我肯定你没什么要愧疚的，菲茨杰拉德先生。 I'm sure you've nothing major to feel guilty about, Mr. Fitzgerald.
你会吃惊的，神父。叫我迈克吧。 You'd be surprised, Father. Call me Michael.
好啊迈克。我们会充满感激地接受你的善心。 Michael it is. Any charity is always gratefully received.
我知道。 I know.
我相信那是教会的信条。 I believe that's Church doctrine.
能得到的帮助，教会不会放过的。尤其是现在这个时代。 The Church needs all the help it can get. Especially these days.
你为什么这样说？ Why would you say that?
根据最近几年给出的补偿金说的？ Well, with all the compensation that's been paid out over the last few years?
那还是美国佬那边的情况，他们还不是最糟的。 And that's only the Yanks, we all know they weren't worst.
我不太清楚。那样的事 大部分都是在四五十年前发生的。 I don't know about that. Most of those cases were 40 or 50 years ago.
在我看来是重提旧账。 Raking up old ground it always seemed to me.
- 该原谅过去，遗忘过去了。 - 同意，我同意。 - Time to forgive and forget. - I agree. I agree.
过去的都过去了。该向前看了。 What's past is past. Time to move on.
什么，什么的。 Etcetera, etcetera.
迈克，你想来杯茶，还是更带劲的东西？ Would you like a cup of tea, Michael, or maybe something stronger?
你有冰毒吗？不不，我停不下来啊。 Do you have any crystal meth? No, no. I can't stop.
那咱们怎么定呢？一万？两万？ So what are we talking about? Ten? Twenty?
两万？ Twenty thousand?
两万欧元，对。 Twenty thousand Euros, yeah.
那真是太大方了。 Well, that would be grand.
够我们盖地基的钱了。 That would help us getting the initial building work off the ground.
那就两万了。 Twenty it is, then.
这是大卫奥卡森牌钢笔。 This is a David Oscarson pen.
很贵。 It's really expensive.
很可爱。 It's lovely.
五万如何？ Why not make it fifty?
神父！ Well, Father!
如果钱不是问题，那就五万吧。 If money is no object, make it fifty.
那十万如何？钱对我来说什么都不是。 Why not make it a hundred? It means nothing to me.
我知道。 I know it doesn't.
为你最爱的项目捐十万，神父。你怎么说？ 100,000 Euros for your pet project, Father. What do you say to that?
我说：谢谢，菲茨杰拉德先生。 I say: Thank you, Mr. Fitzgerald.
斯坦顿在干什么呢？ What was Stanton getting on?
如果我知道我就告诉你了。 If I could tell you, I would. You know that.
我以为我是有麻烦的那个，不是你。 I thought I was the one that was supposed to be in trouble, not you.
鱼怎么样？ How's the fish.?
刺太多。 Too many little bones.
不是一直如此吗？ Isn't that always the way?
永不停歇。 Not stopping.
见见别人。 Meeting a fellow.
你倒是预先提醒了我你通奸的事。 You're informing me of your adultery in advance.
难道不是比忏悔的时候更诚实了吗？ Isn't that more honest than in the confessional?
尘埃落定，什么也做不了。 When it's all done and dusted, and there's nothing you can do about it.
你想让他做些什么？ What are you expecting him to do?
让我别再犯罪。 Stop me from committing a mortal sin.
你得自己停下。我帮不了你。 You have to stop yourself. I can't stop you.
那你有什么好呢？ Then what good are you at all?
一如往常，我的车来了。 There's my ride, as it were.
有时间再聚吧。 Let's do this again, sometime.
你是经常要忍受这种破事吗？ Do you have to put up with that kind of shit on a regular basis?
这么说吧，经常会发生类似的事。 There's a lot of it going around, let's put it that way.
咱们应该好好聊聊。把话都说出来。 We really should talk, you know. Let it all out.
就像在教堂里那样。 Like in one of those shit plays at the abbey.
但是我不知道会有什么启示。 I don't know what the revelation would be, though.
我也不知道。 Neither do I.
你知道，你母亲去世让咱俩心中的某个部分消失了。 Your mother dying killed a little something in both of us, I know that.
那是个漫长的告别，如果算得上告别的话。 It was a long goodbye, if ever there was one.
有时我希望她没能坚持那么久。 Sometimes I wish she hadn't hanged on as long as she did.
她特别固执。 She was stubborn all right.
但是也很勇敢。 Brave too, though.
不知道到时候我会不会这样勇敢。 Wonder if I'll be as brave when the time comes.
不光是她去世的事。 It wasn't just her dying.
很长时间你都不知去向。她死前死后都是。 You were missing in action a long time. Before and after.
在我最需要你的时候。 When I needed you most.
我从来没疏忽过你。 I was never neglectful, I don't think.
没打过你什么的。 Never hit you or anything.
还有其他种类的暴力。 There are other forms of violence.
我知道啊！比如，企图自杀。 I know there are! Attempting suicide, for one.
天啊！我恨自杀。 Jesus! I walked into that one.
也不光是针对自己的暴力。 It's not only violence against yourself, either.
我不想那样的。 It wasn't intended that way.
我从没想伤害你。 I never meant to hurt you.
怎么会伤害我呢？我爱你！ How could it not hurt me? I love you!
我也爱你。 I love you too.
千万别怀疑这一点。 Don't ever doubt that.
爸... Dad...
就在我以为你回到我身边的时候， And just when I thought I had you back,
你整理好一切，准备要走，你真的走了。 and you were ship-shape and rearing to go, go you did.
我以为你要续弦。 I thought it would be another woman.
我受到神召了。不是想逃跑！ I have a vocation. I wasn't trying to escape!
我知道！我知道你是真心的。 I know that! I know you're sincere.
但是，爸，事实不会变的。 But, Dad, the fact remains.
先是妈妈离开了，然后是你。 First Mum went away, and then you went away.
两位家人，走一送一。 I lost two parents for the price of one.
我哪也没去。我一直在这。 I never ran anywhere. I stayed here.
神父，我觉得你有点天真。 I think you're being a bit naive there, Father.
我还在这。 I'm still here.
我会一直待下去。 I'll always be here.
会吗？ Will you?
你保证？ You promise?
我会一直在这。 I'll always be here.
你也会一直在这。 And you'll always be here.
刚才那出三幕启示剧不错吧？ How was that for a third act revelation?
老掉牙了。 Corny.
但是我喜欢。 But I like it.
来。 Here.
祝你健康！ Here's mud in your eye!
真棒！ Great stuff!
人真的变老的时候，能看出来。 You know I can tell when you're really getting old.
怎么看？ How?
你身边没人再说“死”的事了。 No one ever says the word "death" around you anymore.
布鲁诺！布鲁诺！ Bruno! Bruno!
布鲁诺！ Oh Bruno!
他对布鲁诺做了什么？ What has he done to Bruno?
我忘和布鲁诺告别了！ Oh, I forgot to say goodbye to Bruno!
- 我会代你好好亲他一口。 - 那就好！ - I'll give him a big kiss on you. - Oh, do!
- 我会好好的。 - 会吗？ - I'll be fine from here. - Will you?
就说今天会挺好的吧。 Well let's just say today I'm fine.
希望如此。 So you say.
你好！要去哪儿啊？ Hello! Where are you off to?
沙滩。 The beach.
- 沙滩挺舒服的，是吧？ - 对。 - It's nice at the beach, isn't it? - Yeah.
你冲浪吗？ You surf?
不，我爸爸不让。他说太危险了。 No, my dad won't let me. Says it's too dangerous.
他知道什么啊？小气鬼！ What does he know? The meany!
你来度假的？ You're here on holidays?
- 你从哪儿来？威克洛！ - 对。 - Where are you from? Wicklow! - Yeah.
别在意。不会在你身上出气。 Never mind. I won't hold it against you.
珍妮！上车。 Jeanine! Get in the car.
你和她说什么呢？ What were you saying to her?
- 我没和她说什么。 - 是吗？ - I wasn't saying anything to her. - Oh, really?
我他妈看你们聊天呢。 It looked like a fucking conversation to me.
你去哪儿了宝贝？ Where the hell did you get to, honey?
我四处找你。 I've been looking all over for you.
大杯。 Large one.
确定吗？ You sure about that?
嗯，威士忌。 Whiskey, I said.
谁烧了你的教堂，神父？如果你不介意我这么问。 Who burnt down your church, Father? If you don't mind me asking.
那不是我的教堂。是我们的教堂。 It's not my church. It's our church.
我说是罗马尼亚人干的。 I'd say it was the Romanians.
那些该死的异教徒。罗马尼亚人。 They're awful heathens. The Romanians.
咱们这有些什么罗马尼亚人啊？ What Romanians do we have around here?
罗马尼亚人总是四处闲晃。没好处的。 They're always hanging around. Romanians. Getting up to no good.
肯定是不喜欢你的人，神父。 Must be someone who doesn't like you, Father.
估计是镇上的某个好人吧。 I think it must be one of the good people in this town.
你应该当警察去，西蒙。你有“推理能力”。 You should join the Garda, Simon. With your "powers of deduction".
这些人简直是送死啊，神父？ These measures, huh, Father? Like a buttercup in the mouth of a cow.
来一品脱，布兰登。 Pint there, please, Brendan.
你确信有上帝咯，神父？ So you're sure there's a God then, Father, yeah?
我不是开玩笑 I'm not kidding.
我是认真的。我有困惑。 I'm being serious. I'm asking because I'm having doubts myself.
我有信仰危机。 I'm having a crisis of faith.
别觉得我冒犯你啊。 Don't be getting offended.
神...对不起！真的对不起！ Fa... I'm sorry! Really I am!
板上钉钉似的...别这么气着走啊！ As sure as a hole in the ground... Don't be going away mad!
我真是爱捣乱。 I'm an awful messer.
你好啊神父！你听了什么？说点什么？ Hey, Father! What do you hear? What do you say?
你回来了？ You're back, so?
我在镇上有很多客户呢。下至普通人，上至民众。 I've got a lot of clients in this town. From the Hoi polloi to the masses.
我得随时保持屁股润滑。 I've got to keep my ass lubricated at all times.
普通人就是民众的意思。你用错词了。 Hoi polloi are the masses of society. You're using the phrase incorrectly.
你懂得多，神父。我没受什么教育。 You know that maybe so, Father. I didn't get no education, see?
成天我就是后面上完上前面。 I was getting fucked in the ass and fucked in the face all day.
没时间读书。 Wasn't no time for any of that.
我定期和主教上床，知道吗？ I was sucking the prick of a bishop on a regular basis, you get me?
你喜欢吗，聪明鬼？ How did you like that play, smart ass?
你需要帮助。 You need help.
你听着有点扭曲。 You're starting to sound a little screwy.
也许你该看看精神科医生了。 Maybe you need to see a head-shrinker yourself.
你需要帮助吗？你还好吗？ Do you need help? Are you OK?
神父... Hey! Father...
我没事，神父。行吗？ There's nothing wrong with me, Father. All right?
我感觉挺好。 I'm feeling fine.
你知道... You know...
我第一次在都柏林工作的时候，有个三岁的小男孩。 when I first started out working up in Dublin, there was this 3-year-old boy.
父母把他带到医院。做例行手术。 Parents brought him into the hospital. A routine operation.
但是麻醉师用错剂量了。 But the anesthetist made a mistake.
小男孩，聋了，傻了，瞎了... Little boy ended up deaf, dumb, blind...
而且瘫了。永远。 and paralyzed. For good.
想想吧！ Think of it!
想想小男孩第一次恢复意识时候的情景吧。 Think when that little boy first regained consciousness.
一片黑暗。你也会害怕的，不是吗？ In the dark. You'd be frightened, wouldn't you?
你很害怕，但是你也知道恐惧要结束了。 You'd be frightened in the kind of a way that you know the fear is going to end.
肯定要结束了。 Has to.
快了。父母不会离得太远的。 Must. Your parents couldn't be too far away.
他们会来救你的。 They'll come to your rescue.
他们会打开灯。和你交谈。 They'll turn the light on. They'll talk to you.
但是，想想看。 But... think of it.
没人会来救你。灯也不会亮。 Nobody comes to rescue you. No light is turned on.
你就在黑暗里。 You are in the dark.
你想说话...但是不能。 You try to speak... but you can't.
你想动弹...但是也不能。 You try to move... but you can't.
你想大叫。但是你听不见自己的吼声。 You try to cry out. But you are unable to hear your own screams.
自己埋葬了自己。 You are entombed within your own body.
带着恐惧嚎叫。 Howling with terror.
什么？ What the fuck?
你他妈为什么要告诉我这样一个故事？ Why the fuck would you tell me a story like that?
没什么原因。 No reason.
有些人太爱动气了。 Some people are awfully touchy.
祝你好运！ Good luck!
该走了。走吧。 Time to go. Come on.
你还在喝呢。再来一杯。 You're still drinking. Same again.
我说，该走了。 Time to go, I said.
你在命令我吗？ Is that an order?
你不喜欢接受命令吗，神父？ You don't like taking orders, Father?
倒是不介意发号施令啊。 You do not mind giving them.
这些人都差不多。 These kinds are all alike.
- 我“这种人”。 - 对，你“这种人”。 - My "kind". - Yeah, your "kind".
你大势已去，自己都没感觉。 Your time is gone and you don't even fucking realize it.
我的时代永不完结。 My time will never be gone.
听见了啊？好傲慢啊。 Did you hear that? The arrogance of the man.
你应该更谦卑一些。 You need to be a little more humble.
要灭灭你的气焰才行。你需要得很。 Needs to be taken down a peg or two. That's what he needs.
那来拿下我啊。 Take me down, then.
来啊。我看你他妈不敢。 Go on, I fucking dare you.
天啊！ Jesus Christ!
- 你怎么了？ - 布兰登林奇。 - What happened to you? - Brendan Lynch.
布兰登林奇？他是佛教徒啊！ Brendan Lynch? He's a Buddhist!
他是佛教徒又怎样？你他妈以为佛教徒不打人吗？ So what if he's a fucking Buddhist? You think Buddhists don't beat people up?
你以为佛教徒和别人不一样，不会搞砸孩子的生活吗？ You think Buddhists don't fuck their kids like everyone else?
你明显很心烦！ You're obviously very upset!
藏族人在街上冲人吐痰！在非洲杀白化病人！ Tibetans spit on blind people in the street! Their killing albinos in Africa!
你太他妈天真了。 You're so fucking naive.
别冲我骂脏话，神父。 Please don't curse at me, Father.
我希望早晨你清醒的时候咱们再聊吧。 I think It would be best to continue this conversation in the morning, sober.
你他妈为什么要当牧师啊？ Why are you a fucking priest at all?
你他妈应该当会计！要么就去买保险！ You should be a fucking accountant! Or a fucking insurance man!
可怕！ Terrible!
回家吧。 Let's go home.
什么啊？ What is it?
没什么。 Nothing.
你要离开了？ You're leaving?
我觉得这样最好。 I think it's for the best.
因为昨晚的事情？ Because of last night?
因为很多事情。 Because of a lot of things.
不光是昨天的事情，或是这发生的事情。 Not just last night. Or what's happened here.
如果你必须知道原因的话，我很困惑。 I've been having doubts, if you must know.
听着，我昨晚不应该那样说。 Listen, I'm sorry about what I said last night.
你说的话多恶毒啊！我没想到你那么讨厌我。 You said what you said with such venom! I didn't realize you hated me that much.
我一点也不讨厌你。 I don't hate you at all.
那是为什么？ Then, why?
你就是一点也不正直啊。 It's just you have no integrity!
形容谁最坏也不过如此。 That's the worst thing I can say about anybody.
这... Well, that's...
- 这真是... - 希望你能找到你寻找的。 - That's just... - Hope you find what you're looking for.
祝你好运。 Good luck.
神父？ Father?
你好。 Hello.
你要去都柏林吗？ You're going to Dublin?
对。 Yeah.
离开一阵？ Just getting away for a while, you know?
我听说你教堂的事了。真糟糕。 I heard about your church. Terrible thing.
是啊。 Yes.
你肯定很难受。 You must be very upset.
是的。 Yes, I am.
我要带他回家。回意大利。 I'm bringing him home. To his family in Italy.
都柏林然后...去罗马。 Dublin and then... Rome.
你最近怎样？ How have you been?
这里人对我很好。 People here have been very kind to me.
我是说... I mean...
有时我觉得过不下去了。 You know, sometimes I think I cannot go on.
但是... But...
我会努力的。 I will go on.
神父！ Father!
做弥撒有点早啊。 Little early for mass.
哈特博士破晓时去钓鱼。 他很不乐意地载了我一程。 Dr. Hart was out fishing at the crack of dawn. He begrudgingly gave me a ride.
你去哪儿？ Where are you headed?
去那边的沙滩。 Just down the beach there.
- 我能一起去吗？ - 别了。下次吧。 - Can I come along? - Not really, no. Maybe later.
好吧。那我不留你了。 That's fine, yeah. I won't keep you.
你写完书了吗？ Did you finish your book?
写完了。我不知道写的怎么样。 Yes, I did. I don't know how good it is.
肯定很棒。你是个很好的作家。 I'm sure it'll be extraordinary. You're a very fine writer.
谢谢，詹姆斯！ Thank you, James!
你知道那天咱们说话的时候你换了话题。 You know you changed the subject the other day when we were talking.
什么话题？ What was the subject?
你知道的。你的罪是做了不该做的事。 You know what the subject was. I think you committed a sin of omission.
肯定有比这更重的罪。 I'm sure there are worse sins than sins of omission.
你是专家，神父。 I'll let you be the expert in that department, father.
说实话，我觉得咱们聊罪恶聊太多了。 I think there's too much talk about sins, to be honest.
聊道德聊得有点少。 Not enough talk about virtues.
你也许说得对。 You might be right.
你把什么放在首位？ What would be your number one?
我可能太不重视宽恕了。 I think forgiveness has been highly underrated.
我宽恕你。 I forgive you.
你宽恕我吗？ Do you forgive me?
永远。 Always.
想跳下去吗？他们说这是轻松的解决方式。 Thinking of throwing yourself in? They say that's the easy way out.
不太轻松。我可不想。 Nothing easy about it, I wouldn't have thought.
我没有走在正路上，神父。 I'm in a bad way, Father.
我不是要扯你进来。 No, I'm not putting you on.
实际上，我已经走上歪路... The truth is I've been in a bad way for...
很久了。 a long time.
什么也不想做。 No will to do anything.
觉得一切都没有价值。 Feeling of nothing being worthwhile...
四分五裂。 A sense of disassociation.
游离冷漠。 Detachment.
我有老婆和孩子， I had a wife and kids,
但他们对我来说什么都不是。 they meant nothing to me.
我有钱。但也一文不值。 I have money. It means nothing to me.
我有人生... I have life...
毫无意义。 and it means nothing to me.
你认为那种感觉从哪来的？游离感。 Where do you think it comes from? The sense of detachment.
不知道从哪来。 From nowhere.
不知道。 From nowhere.
听着，我得去见一个人。 Listen, I have to meet someone now.
之后我会去找你。 I'll call on you after.
咱们可以聊聊。 We'll talk.
让你走上正轨。好吗？ Get you back on track. OK?
- 好吗？ - 谢谢。 - OK? - Thank you.
谢谢你，神父。 Thank you, Father.
谢谢。 Thank you.
- 你还好吗？ - 嗯。 - You all right? - Yeah.
慢慢把手从口袋拿出来。 Take your hands out of your pockets. Slowly.
为什么？ Why?
听说你有枪。 I heard you had a gun.
不得不说，我很吃惊。我以为我得去找你呢。 I have to say I'm surprised. Thought I'd have to go looking for you.
我来这不代表你要把事情进行到底。 Just 'cause I'm here doesn't mean you have to go through with it.
必须进行！ Yes it does!
就和打电话卖房一样。 It's one of those cell phone selling properties.
你能想到事情会这样吗？ Did you ever think it would come to this, though, huh?
我期待不会变成这样。我以为你是我的朋友。 I was hoping it wouldn't. I thought you were a friend of mine.
朋友只是没变成敌人的人。 Your friend is just an enemy you haven't made yet.
- 廉价的愤世嫉俗。 - 不廉价。 - Cheap cynicism. - Not cheap, now, no.
是好不容易得来的愤世嫉俗！ It's a cynicism that's been hard won!
是通过... It's a cynicism that's been earned...
一大堆身体和精神折磨得来的。 over a hell of a lot of physical and psychological torture.
那我收回。但无论如何，都是愤世嫉俗。 I take it back then. But it's cynicism none the less.
这就是咱们的区别。 Maybe that's the difference between us.
对，但这不是唯一的区别。 Oh, that's not the only difference.
有什么遗憾吗？ Any regrets?
有！没能读完《白鲸记》。 Oh, yeah! Never got to finish "Moby Dick".
- 鲸鱼把亚哈杀了。 - 是吗？ - The whale kills Ahab. - Is that right?
然后把船毁了，船上的员工也死了。 Then he destroys the rest of the ship and the crew along with it.
除了伊希梅尔。 All except for Ishmael.
只有他逃脱了。都告诉你了。 He alone escapes. To tell thee.
我能理解你烧了教堂。 The burning of the church I can understand.
但不非要杀了我的狗啊。 You didn't have to kill my dog.
我没杀你的狗。我爱狗。我为什么要那么做？ I didn't kill your dog! I love dogs. Why would I do a thing like that?
他脖子被割了。 I found him with his throat cut.
我他妈为什么要杀一只狗？我没... Why would I fucking kill a dog? I didn't...
这事儿和我没关系。 That had nothing to do with me.
我是无辜的。 I'm wholly innocent of that crime.
但是我那次确实给了维诺妮卡一铲子。 I did give Veronica a bit of a shove that one time, though.
我承认，并感到抱歉。 I do admit that and I'm sorry for it.
狗的事让你难过吗？ Did it upset you, the dog?
是的。 Yes, it did.
你哭了吗？ Did you cry?
是的。 Yes, I did.
那很好。 That's nice.
那你得知其他的牧师，对可怜的孩子们做了坏事， And when you read what your fellow priests did to all those poor children,
这些年来那么多坏事，你哭了吗？ all those years, did you cry then?
我问你问题呢：你哭了吗？ I asked you a question: Did you cry then?
没有。 No.
这就对了！ That's right!
- 我想... - 什么？ - I suppose... - What?
- 我想我感觉到了依恋之情。 - 嗯。 - I suppose I felt attachment. - Yeah.
- 当你读到... - 对对。 - When you read... - Yeah, yeah.
报纸上的东西时... Something in a newspaper...
别把自己代入进去！ Detach yourself from that!
咱们是幸运的人！ We were the lucky ones!
那边有尸体在燃烧！烧得好旺！ There's bodies burning back there! Burning like dogs!
别看着我。 Don't look at me.
把脸转开，别看着我！ Turn your face away, don't look at me!
别过来！米歇尔，跑啊！ No! Run! Mícheá, run!
我去找斯坦顿，神父！ I'll get Stanton, Father!
他让我想起了我。 He reminds me of me.
还不太晚，杰克。 It's not too late, Jack.
晚了。 Yes, it is.
晚了。 Yes it is.
念悼词吧，神父。 Say your prayers, Father.
我已经说过了。 I've already said them.