片名：母亲，爱情的限度 "MY MOTHER"
给我点火 Give me a light.
谢谢 Thanks.
再见 Bye!
-你等我很长时间了？ -不 -Did you wait long? -No.
你想到哪里了？ What do you think?
我又热又渴.就是这样 I was hot and thirsty. That's all.
小心.它是湿的 Careful. It's wet.
你太累人了 You're so tiring!
我想在其他方面发展 I would have preferred doing otherwise.
或者去其他的地方生活 Or living otherwise.
但是我让我自己克服一些事情 But I let myself get overcome by things...
发生在我身上的一切奇怪的事情.它们进入我的生活… Things foreign to me. They settled in...
一点一点的 Little by little...
他们毁灭我的希望 They destroyed my hope.
它们开始统治我的生活 They began to rule.
你可以理解当我年轻的时候 You can understand that when I was young...
这并不是我向往的生活 this wasn't the life I dreamed of.
我不会向往这样的生活.因为我不是这样的人 I didn't dream of this life because I wasn't this person.
我充满了快乐和精力 I was full of joy and energy.
你不会理解我的.皮艾尔 You didn't know me, Pierre.
当你出生的时候.我就不再年轻了 As soon as you were born, my youth fell apart.
我已经有了今天生活的感慨 I have the impression that my life today...
无法与我真实的内心世界相呼应 doesn't correspond to my true nature.
我感慨我已经无法改变 I have the impression I haven't changed.
依然充满快乐和精力 Still full of joy and energy.
但是无法向其他人证明这一点 But unable to prove it to others.
我的快乐和精力孤独存在着 Alone in my joy and energy.
这就有点糟糕 That's pretty awful.
你妈妈像我一样 Your mother is like me.
我不是说你妈妈糟糕 I don't mean she's awful.
只是她也无法改变她的生活 She simply hasn't changed either.
像我一样，她戴着一层面具 Like me, she wears a mask.
这几天她很累 She's pretty tired these days.
-外表看来，她很好 -现在我可以走了吗？ -Physically, she's fine. -Can I go now?
-要我帮你拿袋子吗？ -不 -Want me to carry your bag? -No.
-把盒子给我 -不，我应付得了 -Give me the box. -No, it's OK.
你瘦了.你看起来很糟糕 You lost weight. You look bad.
看见你我太高兴了 I'm so happy to see you.
-玛尔特，我想你. -我也是 -I missed you, Marthe. -Me, too.
祖母给你的干酪 Grandma sent this cheese.
你妈妈在楼上 Your mother is upstairs.
-这很重. -没问题 -It's heavy. -No problem.
游泳池! The pool!
你被浸透了 You're soaked!
你就没有其他的话和我说吗？ Is that all you can say?
我带你四处参观一下 I'll show you around.
我想今天下午我要去购物 I think I'll go shopping this afternoon.
你呢？ And you?
我不知道 I don't know.
今天下午你不能呆在家里， 皮艾尔 You can't stay inside the house all afternoon, Pierre.
她只是晕倒了 She just fell down.
肯定是晒了太多太阳，或者可能是她滑倒了 Surely too much sun. Or maybe she slipped.
皮艾尔 Pierre...
他撞到她了？ Did he hit her?
玛尔特，他撞到她了？ 告诉我是否他撞到她了 Marthe, did he hit her? Tell me if he hit her.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
明天早上起床的时候小心一点 Be careful when you get up tomorrow morning.
非常小心 Be very careful.
皮艾尔 Pierre.
你爸爸走了 Your father said goodbye.
他去了法国 He had to leave for France.
因公出差 On business.
在法国哪里？ Where in France?
在尼斯 In Nice.
回到他情妇身边？ Back to his mistress?
你是怎么回事？ Pierre! What's come over you?
请不要再有这样的想法 Keep those thoughts to yourself, please.
不要激动 Don't get mad.
这不会困扰我的 It doesn't bother me either.
我很高兴和你单独呆在这里 I'm happy to be here alone with you.
不要夸大其词 Don't exaggerate.
我发誓 I swear.
你是我生命的全部 I have you all to myself.
今天下午怎么样？ How about this afternoon?
去海滩？ Going to the beach?
和你一起？ With you?
我妈妈在哪里？ Where's my mother?
你怎么了？ What's come over you?
妈妈.你不可以呆在这里 Mom, you can't stay here.
他为什么把你带到这里来？ Why did he bring you here?
-想坐吗？ -不，谢谢 -Want to sit? -No, thanks.
真的! Really!
你在这个岛屿做什么？ What are you doing on this island?
他就不能去其他的地方工作？ Can't he work elsewhere?
我不想在这里呆两个月 I won't last two months here.
你还真是无趣! You're just bored.
有水上乐园 There's the Aquapark.
我会带你去永波镇 I'll take you to Yumbo.
马上就可以过去 It's the place to go.
你怎么说？ What do you say?
好的.当然 Yeah, sure.
吃完晚饭我们就出发 Dinner, then we'll party.
出去玩一整个晚上 The whole night.
你这么英俊 You're handsome.
挎着你我会很骄傲 I'll be proud to have you on my arm.
他们会以为你是我的情人 They'll think you're my lover.
-也许吧. -为什么不呢？ -Yeah, right. -And why not?
我太老了，无法做你的情人？ I'm too old to be taken for your lover?
你为之羞耻？ You're ashamed?
玛尔特，你听说过吗？我看起来很老! Marthe, did you hear that? I look too old!
真的，皮艾尔… Really, Pierre...
你会为之羞耻？ Would you be ashamed?
你什么时候出发？ When are we going?
马上.除非你认为这不是一个好主意 Real soon, unless you think it's not a good idea.
-那今天就走 -今天不行 -Let's go today. -Not today.
我承诺… But I promise...
妈妈! Mom!
妈妈？! M-Mom?!
妈妈？ Mom?
啊哈 Aaahh.
啊哈 Aahh.
你生气了，因为我没有带你出去？ Are you angry because I didn't take you with me?
说! Tell me!
我们有很多玩的时间 We have lots of time for fun.
我明天会带你去的 I'll take you tomorrow.
我保证 Promise.
其实，你的小情人… Meanwhile, my young lover...
给我一点东西让我擦干自己 Bring me something to dry myself off.
在浴室 From the bathroom.
去… Go...
你彻底疯了! You're completely crazy!
去把它拿来 Go and get it.
圣母玛利亚，求你大发慈悲 Hail Mary, full of grace.
保佑那些女人 Blessed art thou among women.
保佑你发源地的果实 Blessed is the fruit of thy womb.
圣母玛利亚，上帝的母亲，恳求你原谅我们这些罪人 Holy Mary, Mother of God pray for us sinners.
从现在直到我们死亡的一刻 Now and at the hour of our death.
圣母玛利亚! Hail Mary!
我有一个坏消息.你爸爸出了意外 I have bad news. Your father had an accident.
他的遗体和你祖父母在一起 His body is with your grandparents.
我们要即刻坐飞机去南特 We're taking the plane for Nantes.
我不知道我们能否租到一辆小车 I don't know if we'll rent a car...
或者能被搭载 or if we'll be picked up.
发生什么事？ What happened?
如果你告诉玛尔特或者罗伯特.不要忘了… If you speak to Marthe or Robert, don't forget...
你要假装哀伤 You're supposed to be sad.
不需要哭泣 No need to cry.
但是至少要低头 But at least look down.
你还年轻 You're still young.
你可以从头开始 You'll start again.
听着，皮艾尔 Listen, Pierre.
我不希望你这样安慰我 I don't expect you to comfort me like that.
傻瓜 Imbecile.
♪小约翰跳着舞，舞起来像这样...♪ ♪ Little John dances, he dances like this... ♪
♪带着他的家伙，他上下翻飞，带着他的家伙，他上下翻飞♪ ♪ With his dick, he'll dance, with his dick, he'll dance. ♪
♪摇着他的指，指，指，挥着他的手，手，手♪ ♪ With his finger, finger, finger, with his hand, hand, hand, ♪
♪摆着他的肘，肘，肘，晃着他的头，头，头♪ ♪ with his elbow, elbow, elbow, with his head, head, head, ♪
♪甩着他的家伙,家伙,家伙...扭着他的屁股,屁股,屁股♪ ♪ with his dick, dick, dick... with his ass, ass, ass. ♪
♪这是小约翰的舞姿舞步…♪ ♪ This is the way Little John dances... ♪
在伊斯坦布尔，我们是最幸福的 In Istanbul, we were happiest.
那时你太小，没办法记住 You can't remember. You were too little.
但是我们在那的三年里… But those three years we lived there...
很完美 Ideal.
土耳其人非常有趣 The Turks are wonderful.
并不像人们说的那样.他们很好 Not like what people say. They're good.
一点都不像西班牙人 Nothing like the Spanish.
他们没有生活重心 They're the empty core of life.
生活在他们旁边就要卑躬屈膝 Living next to them is already stooping low.
之后就离开 Then just leave.
我会走的 I will Ieave.
去哪？ And go where?
七月!那是我们的 July! That's us.
♪那些在七月出生的人，起来，起来，起来♪ ♪ Those who are born in July. Rise, rise, rise! ♪
喝酒，喝酒，喝酒! Drink, drink, drink!
♪她是我们中间的一个♪ ♪ She's one of us! ♪
♪她喝酒的样子就像我们中间的任何一个♪ ♪ She downs a glass like anyone. ♪
♪她喝醉了，从她的脸上你就能得知!♪ ♪ She's a drunk. You can tell from her face! ♪
再来一次!再来一次! One more time! One more time!
皮艾尔... Pierre...
看着我 Look at me.
你还太年轻.我不应该这样跟你说 You're too young. I shouldn't speak to you like this.
你爸爸死了.我不想再与你有任何联系 Your father is dead. I won't lie to you anymore.
你一定承认我比他更坏 You must admit that I'm worse than him.
我不值得你尊敬 I don't deserve your respect.
你认为这些年每天下午我都在做什么？ What do you think I've been doing every afternoon all these years?
为什么是祖母在养育你？ Why were you raised by your grandmother?
你在想什么？ What did you imagine?
看着我，皮艾尔! Look at me, Pierre!
我是一个婊子 I'm a bitch.
一个荡妇 A slut.
没有一个人尊敬我 No one respects me.
你爸爸知道.他允许这样 Your father knew. He allowed it.
如果你真的爱我.那就承认我令人厌恶 If you really love me, then admit that I'm disgusting.
我希望你那样爱我 I want you to love me for that.
用我让你产生的那种羞耻感 For the shame I inspire in you.
皮艾尔! Pierre!
我在这里 I'm over here.
我喝的太多了 I drank too much.
但是我还很好…我没有吐在你身上 But I'm still OK... I didn't vomit on you.
他发出一阵臭味 He stinks.
他没有洗澡？ Doesn't he wash?
他的房间有没有打扫？ Has his room been aired?
没有 No.
我一进去，他就开始尖叫 When I enter, he starts screaming.
他必须出来 He has to go out.
他必须锻炼 He needs exercise.
你有什么指示？ What will you prescribe?
从现在开始，只有维他命 For now, only vitamins.
在他这个年龄.我不想给他开弛缓药 At his age, I won't give him relaxants.
这太荒谬了 That's ridiculous.
首先，他必须经常出门，改变他的饮食习惯 First, he has to get out more and change his eating habits.
他必须出来.必须吃饭… He should go out. He should eat...
要多长时间才能在西班牙成为一个医生？ How long does it take to become a doctor in Spain?
他没有发烧或者其他的征兆 He doesn't have fever or other symptoms.
你需要我医学的意见吗？ You want my medical opinion?
他没有任何毛病 Nothing's wrong with him.
他只是不在意 He just doesn't care.
很好 Fine.
我要给你多少钱？ What do I owe you?
什么都不需要，像这种情况，什么都不需要 Nothing. For this, nothing.
什么都不需要？滚出去! Nothing? Get out of here!
让我一个人呆着，滚! Leave me alone. Get out!
你确定你告诉了我所有的事情？ Are you sure you told me everything?
-你看起来很紧张 -闭嘴! -You seem nervous. -Shut up!
不要说一个字!现在从床上起来! Not a word! Out of bed now!
我要换被褥 I'm changing the sheets.
给，干净的睡衣 Here. Clean pajamas.
-怎么了？ -这是爸爸的 -What's wrong? -These are Dad's.
我并不是责骂你，甜心 I'm not scolding you, sweetie.
我并不是责骂你 I'm not scolding you.
你要出去？ You're going out?
当然 Of course.
为什么要看守一个不是不舒服的儿子... Why watch over a son who isn't sick...
而差点让自己疯狂？ and wants to make me crazy?
我愿意带你出去，但是我不喜欢等待 I'd take you with me, but I don't feel like waiting.
给… Here...
你爸爸书房的钥匙 The key to your father's study.
我没有办法摆脱他的垃圾 I don't have the strength to get rid of his junk.
我希望你去做这件事情 I'm counting on you to do it.
把所有的东西都扔掉，除了那些你感兴趣的 Throw it all out, except what interests you.
小钥匙打开书桌 The small key opens the desk.
好的 OK.
去吧!你要让我迟到了 Go on! You'll make me late.
还爱我吗？ Still love me?
我爱你胜过所有的一切 I love you more than anything.
去吧! Go on!
不要告诉妈妈!不要告诉她. Don't tell Mom! Don't tell her.
如果你告诉她，我会杀了你! I'll kill you if you tell her!
妈妈已经起来了？ Is Mom already up?
你妈妈出去几天了 Your mother went away for a few days.
去哪里？ Where to?
不要担心 Don't worry.
我们只有3天的和平 Just the three of us in peace.
罗伯特和我会好好照顾你 Robert and I will take good care of you.
我们会给祖母打电话，告诉她你准备回家 We'll call Grandma and tell her you're going home.
让我们躺在这里 Let's lay here.
-给我一些空间 -好的 -Give me some room. -Yeah, Okay.
我知道你非常不高兴 I know you're horribly unhappy.
妈妈？ Mom?
你太虚弱了 You're just as weak.
你爸爸和你一样虚弱 Your father was weak like you.
现在你也许知道， 欲望让我们变的软弱 Maybe now you know desire reduces us to weakness.
但是你还不知道我所知道的 But you don't know yet what I know.
-那你告诉我 -不，皮艾尔 -So tell me. -No, Pierre.
你一定不要向我学习 You mustn't learn from me.
如果你知道了.你就会忘了我 If you knew, you'd forgive me.
甚至忘了你爸爸 You'd even forgive your father.
我希望你过的快乐 I want you to enjoy your life.
我不认为你很快乐 I don't think you're happy enough.
我想知道你所知道的事情 I want to know what you know.
我不希望你认为这是一件糟糕的事情 I don't want you ever looking this bad.
你知道雷阿是怎么叫你的吗？ You know what Rea calls you?
雷阿？ Rea?
你认识她 You know her.
她是一个偶尔让我重获生命的浅黑肤色的女人 She's the brunette who picks me up sometimes.
是的，我猜想是这样的 Yeah, I guess so...
她说什么了？ What does she say?
她叫你多面哀愁骑士 She calls you the Sad Faced Knight.
不是很准确 Not too clever.
你们两个一定可以融洽相处 You two would get along.
她只是比你大几岁 She's only a few years older.
她是我所认识的最疯狂的女孩 She's the wildest girl I know.
我会把你交给她 I'II put you in her hands.
她会完善你的培养 She'll perfect your education.
妈妈… Mom.
还是你想让你妈妈做？ Let your mother do, will you?
爱你妈妈并不是你人生的全部 Loving your mother isn't everything...
既不明智 nor being intelligent.
也不堂皇 Nor being handsome.
更不是令人恐怖的严肃 Nor being frighteningly serious.
如果你忽视别人的快乐， 那将会带给你什么？ Where will that take you if you ignore the joy of others?
你也很严肃 You're serious, too.
这是一层面具…白痴 It's a mask, idiot.
今天晚上我邀请雷阿到我们家喝酒 I invited Rea for a drink with us tonight at the house.
可以吗？ Is that OK?
好的 Yes.
很好 Good.
你怕吗？ Are you afraid?
当然不 Of course not.
可惜 Pity.
妈妈… Mom.
妈妈！ Mom!
穿衣服 Pierre, get dressed.
我们带你去永波镇 We're taking you out to the Yumbo.
也吻我，雷阿 Kiss me too, Rea.
求你，雷阿 Rea, please.
小男孩，我给你的初吻会在你的臀部 Little boy, the first kiss I give you will be on your ass.
拜托，你能否路过一下高尔夫俱乐部 Please, can you pass by... pass by the golf club.
我想看看高尔夫俱乐部是否还开放 I would like to see, the golf club, I would like to see if it's still open.
我的舌头会一直往下发展 My tongue will dig around down there.
它会打扫你可爱而劣等的洞穴 It will clean your adorable shitty hole.
你跟他说什么？ What did you tell him?
我等不及去咬他污秽的臀部 I can't wait to eat his filthy ass.
嗨，我污秽的臀部和你一样干净! Hey, my filthy ass is as clean as yours!
什么？ What?
你为什么生气了？ Why are you mad?
如果我错了，展示给我看 Show me, if I'm wrong.
什么？ What?
这儿… Here...
停下! Stop it!
来检验一下 Let's check it out.
你能不能把灯转过来？ Can you turn on the light please?
谢谢 Thank you.
令人厌恶! Disgusting!
你令人厌恶! You're disgusting!
我想你过高估计你洞穴的清洁了 I think you overestimated the cleanliness of your hole.
去找他! Go find him!
我求你，去找他 I beg you. Go find him.
-你比他们更坏! -让我进入 -You're worse than them! -Let's go inside.
不.我无法移动 No. I'm not moving.
起来，玛尔特 Get up, Marthe.
邻居会听见的.起来 The neighbors will hear.
求你 Get up, please.
不要! Stop it!
来吧… Come on...
让我走! Let me go!
不要这样! Stop it!
-他怎么了？ -他正在睡觉 -What happened to him? -He's sleeping.
你在这里睡觉，玛尔特？ You slept there, Marthe?
-我有话要跟你说. -不是现在 -I must speak to you. -Not now.
-这很重要 -等会儿 -It's important. -It can wait.
-在你房间？ -不 -In your room? -No.
我会给你说明的 I'll show you.
我马上过来.我一定要跟你说 I must speak to you.
你还好吗？ Are you OK?
是的 Yes.
我在思考你爸爸死亡的事情 I was thinking of your father's death.
事实上.那是一种很好的死亡 Actually, it was a good death.
你还好吗？ And are you OK?
很好，我想去教堂 Fine. I went to church.
哦，不.不要又开始了 Oh, Pierre. Don't start that again.
我很好.我很高兴 It's OK. I'm happy.
一切都很好 Everything's fine.
-你昨天晚上高兴吗？ -是的 -Were you happy yesterday? -Yes.
即使一切陷入混乱 Even if everything will have to be disrupted.
快乐只存于在虫子蠕动在水果里的那一刻 The pleasure only begins the moment the worm is in the fruit.
在祈祷的时候，我决定照雷阿所希望的那样做 While praying, I decided to do what Rea wants.
这值得喝一杯!拿瓶酒来! That deserves a toast! Bring on the bottles.
庆祝你和雷阿的爱情 To your loves with Rea!
她还是让我感到害怕 She still makes me afraid.
我们三个会在一起吃晚餐 The three of us will dine together.
你可以和她一起度过良霄 You'll spend the night with her.
-你要离开我？ -不 -You're going to leave me? -No.
我不想离开你.我会有我自己的快乐 I won't leave you. I'll have fun on my own.
去拿酒来 Get the drinks.
皮艾尔 Pierre...
你知道你妈妈是个狂人吗？ Do you know your mother is nuts?
是的 Yes.
-晚餐后不要离开我们 -好的 -Don't leave us after dinner. -Yes.
不要! No!
如果你走了，我会很沮丧 I'll be sad if you go away.
我不再是你们这个年龄的人 I'm not your age anymore.
没有我，你们两个可以会有更多的乐趣 You two will have more fun without me.
我不希望一个老妈妈妨碍你的娱乐 I wouldn't want an old mother to hurt my fun.
你不是一个老妈妈! You're not an old mother!
我一定是，从我记得我曾经是一个最坏的孩子开始 I must be, since I remember being the worst child ever.
一个疯狂的女儿不总是变成一个老妈妈？ Don't wild daughters always become old mothers?
我是疯狂的，真的， 一个疯狂的孩子 I was wild. Really, a wild child.
我一个人跑进森林，就像今天一样 I ran alone in the woods. I'm just as wild today.
你可能是对的… You're probably right...
我不会是一个老妈妈 I might not be an old mother.
森林里的骑马术 Horseback riding in the woods...
我不用马鞍骑马 I rode bareback.
我脱掉衣服 I threw off my clothes.
皮艾尔，你在听我说话吗？ Pierre! Are you listening?
我让那匹马获得自由 I freed the horse in the woods.
那是我和你爸爸做爱的时候 That's when I slept with your father.
我不像你这个年龄. 我13岁，并且充满了狂暴 I wasn't your age. I was 13 and full of rage.
你爸爸在森林里发现了裸体的我 Your father found me naked in the woods.
我想当时我和马处在一个野兽出没的森林地带 He thought my horse and I were woodland beasts.
在故事里你爸爸基本不存在 Your father hardly counted in the story.
我喜欢一个人独处 I preferred being alone.
我一个人呆在森林里 I was alone in the woods.
身无寸缕 I was naked.
我裸体骑马 I mounted naked.
我处在一种只有在死亡时才会体会的状态 I was in a state I'll know again only at death.
我梦想一种游戏和一种疯狂的生活 I dreamed of game and wildlife.
我祈祷他们使我陷入混乱 I prayed they would disturb me.
你爸爸使我陷入混乱 Your father disturbed me.
孩子，我森林带的孩子…. My child, my woodland child...
来自森林带的植物，来自快乐的湿地… From woodland foliage, from the moistness of my pleasure...
我不想要你爸爸 I didn't want your father.
当他发现我裸体时，他强迫我 When he found me naked, he forced me.
我让他满脸鲜血，你知道的 I bloodied his face, you know.
我想挖下他的眼珠子，但我失败了 I wanted to scratch his eyes out.
妈妈… Mom.
我还没有13岁 I failed. I wasn't thirteen yet.
完全没有，只要我有13岁! Not at all. If only I had been thirteen!
我们结婚已经5年了 We had already been married five years.
他用他所有的时间来侦察我 He spent his days spying on me.
我想他一直爱我 I think he always loved me.
海琳! Hélène?
是曼纽尔! It's Manuel!
一会加入你们 Join you later.
你怎么样？ How you doing?
-你好吗？ -你好吗？ -How are you? -How are you?
你看，我要过去一下！ Look, I'm going over there for a minute!
（独特的舞台报幕） [indistinct stage announcer]
闭上眼睛 Close your eyes.
享受吧，小婊子! Have fun, little bitch!
我找海琳.你认识海琳吗？ I'm looking for Hélène? Do you know Hélène?
你自己四周找找 Look around, find her yourself.
海琳和雷阿？ Hélène and Rea?
海琳？不 Hélène? No.
你要脱掉他的衣服吗？ Will you undress him?
我可以吗？ Should I?
吻我 Kiss me.
-吻我. -不 -Kiss me. -No.
这不是我承诺给你的那一吻 That's not the kiss I promised you.
世界就是从这个洞起源的 The origin of the world is this hole.
其他地方无处不在 Nowhere else.
绝对不要相信那些伪装的人 Never believe those who pretend otherwise.
继续.把这些脱掉 Go on. Take these off.
继续! Come on!
举起来！ Giddy-up!
继续! Come on!
我是你的马吗？ Am I your horse?
-我是你的马吗？ -继续 -Am I your horse? -Go on.
就是这样 That's it.
-话是这样说 -很简单，男孩 -Say it. -Easy, boy.
很简单! Easy!
它受伤了! That hurts!
你好，我可以和你喝一杯吗？ Hello there, may I have a drink with you?
我不会说德语 I don't speak German.
你不说德语？ 你是在这里工作吗？ You don't speak German? Are you working here?
-是啊，呃，不是 -不是？ -Yeah, uh no. -No?
我可以坐在这里吗？ Could I just sit here with you?
请… PIease...
对不起，我很抱歉 Pardon me, I'm sorry.
你好！你好吗？不错吧？ Hello! How are you? Fine?
你觉得加那利群岛怎么样，喜欢吗？ What do you think about Canarias, do you like it?
你呢？是不是觉得很神奇？今年夏天是不是很电气化？ And you? Isn't it so marvelous? Isn't it so electrified this summer?
这天气是加那利岛的超级菜，好吧，再见，谢谢 The weather is super canariadish, OK, Good bye. Thank you.
玩得开心，再见 Have a good time. Good bye.
嗨，妈妈… Hey, mom!
我有个想法! Mom, I have an idea!
我们解雇玛尔特和罗伯特吧 Let's go fire Marthe and Robert.
我的意思是解雇那些照顾的人 I'll fire them! I mean, who cares.
我们不需要他们，我可以解雇他们吗，嗯？ We don't need them. I'll fire them, OK?
喜欢做我们的仆人吗？ Feel like being our servant?
让他一个人，他是德国人 Leave him alone. He's German.
他不会明白的 He can't understand.
我没有留意.我要解雇他们 I don't care. I'II fire them.
玛尔特! Marthe!
你藏在哪里，母牛？ Where are you hiding, fucking cow?
快！穿衣服! Come on! Get dressed!
出去!没有时间洗刷了! Get out! No time to wash up!
穿衣服! Get dressed!
-发生什么事了？ -闭嘴 -What's happening? -Shut up!
出去! Get out!
你们被解雇了!听见了吗？ You're fired!
解雇! Fired!
不要再回来了! Don't come back!
想打我吗？ Want to hit me?
-来，打我. -不要，罗伯特! -Go on, hit me. -Don't, Robert!
我的臀部？ My ass?
想击打我的臀部吗？ Want to slap my ass?
来，打! Slap it!
不干？ No?
太坏了 Too bad.
我警告你… I'm warning you...
给你们20分钟消失 You have twenty minutes to disappear.
20分钟! Twenty minutes!
如果不，我会把你们两个废掉 If not, I'll waste you both.
我发誓 I swear!
我们需要喝一些咖啡吗？ Think we could get some coffee?
如果他们不喜欢报答上帝 And as they did not like to acknowledge God,
上帝会惩罚他们，用一颗清醒的头脑 God delivered them over to a discerning mind,
去做一些不相称的事情，使之充满… to do unsuitable things: being filled with...
所有的不公平，不道德，贪婪，恶毒 all injustice, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness;
充满嫉妒、行凶的思想… full of envy, homicidal thoughts...
冲突，谎言，恶习 strife, deceit, bad habits;
搬弄是非者，辱骂者，上帝的敌人 whisperers, revilers, enemies of God.
一些… Some...
不理解上帝规律的人… who understand the law of God...
依旧参与这样的行为… still practice such actions...
他们值得去死 They are worthy of death.
他们并不只是这样做，还吸引他人这样做… They not only do them, but even commend those who practice them...
呆在那里，不要进来 No! Stay there. Don't come in.
我们要去一个远地方 We went a little far. No use regretting it.
不要为之惋惜，你还太年轻 But you're too young.
与你祈祷的时间太接近 Too close to the time you prayed.
这不是我的过错 It's not my fault.
在一个理想的世界里. 我们可以成为纯粹的朋友 In an ideal world, a pure friendship would unite us.
但是理想的世界并不存在 But there's no ideal world.
我理解你看我的方式 I'm exactly how you saw me, Pierre.
那是我希望所保留在你眼中的 That's how I want to remain in your eyes.
我想成为那样的妈妈 I want to be that mother for you.
现在听我说，我不想再看见你 Now, listen. I don't want to see you.
没有这种混乱，我们无法生活在一起 We could never live together without this disorder.
也因为这种混乱.我们现在不能看见彼此 Because of this disorder we can't see each other now.
请不要摆出一副很严肃的表情 Don't put on your serious face, please.
我们所做的… What we did...
只有患精神病的人才会再这样做 It would be insane to do it again.
但是在你身边，我唯一的想法就是再做一次 But being next to you, I'll only dream of doing it again.
我知道你现在还无法对我作出评价 I know you don't judge me now.
你必须要对我忠实 You must remain faithful to me.
即使我们相隔几千米 Even if we're thousands of kilometers apart.
我们一定要拒绝在一起， 让我们耐心的等待这个世界… We must refuse together the world of those patiently waiting...
让死亡来牵引他们 for death to enlighten them.
我们一定要骄傲的把我们同他们区分开来 We must turn our backs to them with pride.
照顾好房子 Take care of the house.
记得密码吗？ Remember the code?
不要让我失望 Don't disappoint me, Pierre.
我会给你打电话 I'II phone you.
走 Go.
走 Go on.
祝福我 Bless me.
你让我害怕 You scare me.
你愿意成为上帝的母亲吗？ Would you accept to be the mother of a god?
成为玛利亚 To be Mary?
为什么儿子总是要询问上帝？ Why are sons always asked to be gods?
对不起 Sorry.
我以为周围没人 I thought no one was around.
我就跳进来了 I let myself in.
你继续，我就起来 Hold on, I'm coming.
我没有听说过你 I didn't hear you.
你妈妈走了？ So your mother left?
我过来把钥匙给她的 I came to give her the key.
我打搅你了吗？ Am I bothering you?
没有 No.
你还好吧？ Are you OK?
你看起来不是很好 You don't seem OK.
我很好 I'm fine.
你在期盼某人吗？ Are you expecting someone?
不 No.
我一个人 I'm alone.
是我打搅你了？ Am I bugging you?
想喝点什么吗？ Want something to drink?
你不高兴？ Are you that unhappy?
对不起 Sorry.
我想如果我能哭泣 I guess if I was able to cry,
可能就会少一点痛苦 this would be less uncomfortable.
也许我们应该出去 Maybe we should go out.
去永波镇？ To Yumbo?
不 No.
是我妈妈让你来照顾我的吗？ Did my mother tell you to take care of me?
是的 Yes.
我遵从吩咐 I obeyed.
它协助我… It intimidated me...
让我兴奋 It excited me.
你告诉我你自我感觉很笨拙 She assured me you'd feel just as awkward.
这就是我答应的原因 That's why I said yes.
那我们现在要做什么？ What are we supposed to do now?
娱乐 Have fun.
-我们远离了一个糟糕的开始 -恰恰相反! -We're off to a bad start. -On the contrary!
你要把我抱在你怀里 You should take me in your arms.
我让你作呕？ Do I disgust you?
请不要背叛我 PIease don't tease me.
所以你会像你出现的那样消失？ So you'll disappear as you appeared?
一天.我碰到这个家伙… One day, I met this guy...
他问我我是不是像他想象中那样的人 He asked me if I was who he thought I was.
我问他：“你在想什么？” "What are you thinking?" I asked him.
他说：“我想你是一头小猪.” "I think you're a young pig", he said.
我告诉他是的，我告诉他我是一头小猪 I told him yes. I told him I was a pig.
他总是看着彼此 We saw each other often.
一个月，差不多有10次 For a month. Around times.
他喂我.他强迫喂我 He fed me. He force-fed me.
我增胖了8斤.我被禁止洗澡 I gained about 8 kilos. I was forbidden to wash.
那令人厌恶 That's disgusting.
你要习惯那样 You get used to it.
像那样我会死 I ended up Iiking it.
他让我吃所有的东西 He made me eat all kinds of stuff.
有时候是猫食 Sometimes cat food.
然后有一天他把我捆绑起来 Then one day he tied me up.
他跟我说：“你已经准备好被屠宰了.” He told me: "You're ready for the slaughter."
他拿着一把巨大的屠宰刀 He had this huge butcher's knife.
他开始在我鼻子下面慢慢磨快它 He started sharpening it slowly right under my nose.
我真的很兴奋! I got real excited!
你不害怕吗？ You weren't afraid?
他是很怪异，但是并不是危险 He was weird, but not in the dangerous way.
用一种甜蜜的表情 Actually kind of sweet.
当彼此攻击之后，他总是会有这种表情 After each hit... He always had this look.
这种暂停很好.所以他还会继续 This pause for an OK so he could continue.
那他之后用那把刀子做什么？ What did he do with his knife afterwards?
他弄伤我，在我纽扣下的腹部 He bled me. From under my belly button.
那并不是真的痛心，血慢慢的滴落 It didn't really hurt. The blood dripped slowly.
他把它收集在一个塑料瓶里 He collected it in a little plastic bowl.
他说他准备做一根血液香肠 He said he was going to make a blood sausage.
然后他把刀指向我的喉咙 Then he pointed the knife at my throat.
我真的害怕了 I got really scared.
我惊惶失措，开始尖叫 I panicked. I started to scream.
他说：“抗议啊，抗议啊!” He said: "Squeal, Squeal!"
我真的以为一切结束了 I really thought it was over.
我昏倒了，失去了直觉 I passed out, lost consciousness.
我想这就是他没有继续做下去的原因 I think that's why he didn't go all the way.
第二天，他告诉我，我不够认真 The next day, he told me that I wasn't serious enough.
他要的是一头真正可以屠宰的猪 He wanted real young pigs to slaughter.
他打开门，把我踢出来了 He showed me the door, kicked me out.
我想那家伙真的杀了两个年轻的比利时人 I think that guy really killed these two young Belgians.
他给我看那些冷冻柜里大块的肉 He showed me these chunks of meat in his freezer.
他说：“这是弗兰克.” "This is Frank", he said.
“这是他身边的查理德” "That's Richard next to him."
他想刺激你？ He wanted to excite you?
也许 Maybe.
我所知道的，是它真的被处理过 All I know, it really worked.
我在哪里能找到咖啡？ Where can I find the coffee?
我去! Yea, yea... I'm coming.
昂丝… Hansi...
我觉得你的朋友很反常 Your friends kind of freak me out.
我只认识鲁鲁 I only know Loulou.
要他们离开吗？ Want them to leave?
我们在一起到确切的说要做什么？ What exactly are we doing all together?
确切？ Exactly?
你是其中一个说在人群里会比较容易生活的人 You're the one who said it would be easier in a group.
我宁愿他们离开 I'd prefer it if they Ieft.
好的 OK.
一会喝咖啡 Then make coffee.
好的.我们喝咖啡 Alright, we'll have coffee.
昂丝! Hansi!
你不留下来？ Aren't you staying?
不!皮艾尔 No, Pierre.
我决定和鲁鲁一起回家 I decided to go home with Loulou.
再见 Bye.
如果你愿意，给我打电话 Call me, if you want.
我们会在住处吃午餐 We'll have lunch at the Residence.
我让你久等了？ Did I keep you waiting?
喜欢我的装扮吗？ Like my outfit?
我整个早上都在骑马 I horsed around all morning.
我喜欢那种声音，但是不喜欢鞭子 I like the sound, but not the whip.
让你失望了？ Disappointed?
在我脚上! At my feet!
舔我的靴子! Lick my boots!
为什么拉长着脸？ Why the long face?
我妈妈付钱给你了吗，昂丝？ Did my mother pay you, Hansi?
皮艾尔 Pierre.
昨天晚上你和鲁鲁去哪里了？ Where did you and Loulou go last night?
我从来没有离开这里 I never moved from here.
我无法入睡 I couldn't sleep.
因为我在想你 Because I was thinking of you.
-相信我吗？ -不，完全不 -Believe me? -No, not at all.
很好… Well...
你想离开吗？ Do you want to go?
不 No.
想玩鞭子吗？ Want the whip?
你想鞭打我至死，以此来惩罚我的迟到？ Do you want to whip me to death as punishment for being late?
你真的认为我是一个被你妈妈付钱了的娼妓？ Do you really think I'm a whore paid by your mother?
不，不，不… No, no, no...
他们一个都不在这里! None of that here!
这是一个可敬的地方 This is a respectable place.
不，等等，等等，等等 No, wait. Wait, wait.
把它拿出来 Take it out.
不要这样 Stop that.
为什么？ Why?
-这很下流 -不，一点都不 -That's dirty. -No, it's not.
不要这样做，停止! Don't do that. Stop it!
你想我怎么做？ What do you want me to do?
什么都没有 Nothing.
只要这样呆着 Let's just stay like this.
不需要更多的抚摸？ No more touching?
当然，我们可以彼此抚摸 Sure, we can touch.
但是温柔点.可以吗？ But gently, can't we?
你无法达到目的的 You'll never manage.
我们问问鲁鲁 We'll ask Loulou.
是我 It's me.
还是有很多人吗？ Still a lot of people?
过来这里 Come here.
请过来帮帮我们 Come and help us, please.
我们等你 We'll wait.
裸体的感觉真好 It's so nice being naked.
请脱下我的靴子.我们无法应付 Take off my boots, please. We can't manage.
几点了？ What time is it?
2点多 A little after 2.
已经这个时候了？ Already?
我们去吃点东西吧？ Can we still get something to eat?
好的，女士 Yes, ma'am.
我们马上就下来 We'll come down.
很好，女士 Very well, ma'am.
鲁鲁到底是谁？ Who is Loulou really?
一个童年的朋友，他离开了家 A childhood friend. He runs the Residence.
但是… But...
没有什么事情是单纯的，首先吃饭 Nothing's ever simple. Let's eat first.
不，除非你告诉我他是谁 No, but tell me who he is.
不，对我来说，鲁鲁是我们的仆人，好吗？ No. For me, Loulou is our servant, alright?
抚摸我，我依然很潮湿 Feel... I'm still dripping.
够了.这已经够了 Enough. That's enough.
你说你是干什么的？ What did you say you did for a living?
你饶了我吧！我那儿狗屎都比这好 Give me a break. I've shit in places better than this.
是想...所以我要去洗澡... I stink.. so I'm going to take a shower...
你可以把你的衣服脱掉，上床去... and you can take your clothes off and get on the bed and...
你可以穿着衣服 you can stay dressed.
迷人! Charming!
-想离开吗？ -当然不，我们要留下来 -Want to leave? -No, of course, we're staying.
把衣服脱了 Take off your clothes.
操她 Fuck her.
起来！ Get up!
好了，你就坐这里，我要你看她，不是看我 OK, sit down here. I want you to look at her, not me.
你有问题吗？ You got a problem with that?
没有，一点都没有 Not at all.
请别在我房间抽烟！ Don't smoke in my room, please!
你好 Hello.
你是西班牙人吗？ Spanish?
你妈妈在哪里？ Where's your mom?
你是意大利人？ Are you Italian?
我去散步 I'm going for a walk.
有时候，我承认如果我非常喜欢昂丝的洞穴 Sometimes, I can admit if I love Hansi's ass so much,
那就是因为我想这是上帝的一种惩罚 then it's because I want God to curse it.
现在我已经很快乐… I now associate joy...
我所理解的在上帝那里的那种遥远的快乐… That faraway joy in God that I knew...
我承认他们同样公平地对待神圣的东西 I admit they're both equally holy.
她的洞穴让我清醒地认识到，我从来没有真的爱上帝 Her ass makes me realize I never really loved God.
我喜欢那些被上帝抛弃的想法 I liked the idea of being abandoned by God.
我只是在背诵教义，仅此而已 I was reciting catechism, that's all.
上帝存在一些另外的超出我陈旧祈祷的东西 God is something other than my old prayers.
他已经消失在我的感觉里 He is my way of losing my senses.
因为爱昂丝，我希望我慢慢的迷失我的感觉 By loving Hansi, I hope to slowly lose my senses.
你知道的，用一种迟钝的方式.但却并不是无生命的 In a slow way, but not lifeless, you know.
一种起伏不定的迟钝 A choppy slowness.
起伏不定和叮咛作响的头皮 Choppy and scalp-tingling.
它并不总是让我快乐 It doesn't always make me happy.
我并不认为我在昂丝身上迷失的感觉 I don't think I lose my senses more with Hansi...
多过在上帝那里所迷失的 than with God.
我并不知道你是否想引导我走向这种迟钝 I don't know if you wanted to guide me toward this slowness.
也许你认为昂丝对我而言，还不是足够的不正当 Maybe you think Hansi isn't perverse enough for me.
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
我找了你一个小时了! I've been looking one hour for you!
我在给妈妈写信 I'm writing to my mother.
关于什么？ What about?
关于我们 About us.
我想读一下 I want to read it.
你知道，我根本不相信堕落 You know, I don't believe in perversion at all.
我不想谈论这个 I don't want to talk about that.
我不相信它是因为它并不存在 I don't believe in it simply because it doesn't exist.
你妈妈比我更了解 Your mother knows better than me.
你是不是不高兴我给她说这个问题？ Are you annoyed I'm writing her that?
它让我感觉很糟糕 It makes me sad.
如果你不再需要我， 马上告诉我 If you don't want me anymore, tell me real soon.
你在想什么？ What are you thinking?
没有有罪的快乐.忘了它 There's no guilty pleasure. Forget that.
我准备做所有的事情， 只要是清楚的 I'm ready to do everything. Just be clear.
你想要什么？ What do you want?
你知道你自己想要什么吗？ Do you even know what you want?
我爱你 I love you.
我不想你被慢慢的辱没 I don't want you to stoop so low.
-你想要什么？ -在那里你想要什么？ -What do you want? -What is there to want?
一切 Everything.
你和雷阿做过什么？ What did you do with Rea?
不要说了 Stop it.
为什么？ Why?
你做过你想再做一次的事情吗？ Did you do things that you'd like to do again?
那你和我妈妈做过什么？ And what did you do with my mother, huh?
告诉我，你惭愧了？ Are you ashamed?
皮艾尔，不要这样做 Pierre, let's not play that.
嗯，为什么不？ Well, why not?
第一次，她送我去了一间旅店 The first time, she sent me to a hotel room.
就在高尔夫球场附近 Near the golf course.
她把门打开 She left the door opened.
我假装进去… I was supposed to enter...
不着寸缕… get completely undressed...
然后我们就在地毯上用各种方式做爱 then get on all fours on the carpet.
只是为她叫喊 Then just call for her.
继续 Go on.
她从浴室出来 She came out of the bathroom.
她盯着我看了很长时间 She stared at me for a long time.
然后一个男人从浴室出来了 Then a man came out of the bathroom.
他下达命令 He gave the orders.
他告诉你妈妈怎么样对我 He told your mother what to do to me.
他想，蒙骗我 He wanted me blindfolded.
于是你妈妈就像他所期望的那样，吸遍我所有的地方 Then your mother sniffed me everywhere he wanted.
他说她必须要把我弄干净 He said she had to clean me up...
闭嘴！ Shut up! Shut up!
好吧 OK.
走开 Go away.
让我一个人呆一会 Leave me alone.
我说让我一个人呆一会 Leave me alone, I said.
让我一个人呆一会! Leave me alone!
- 我要把这个给你 -这是给我的吗？ -I'm going to make this one for you. -This one's for me?
是啊，你的愿望是什么？ Yeah, what's your wish?
我的愿望？ 我想结婚！ My wish? I would like to get married!
-一年内？ -两年 -In a year? -In two.
-我们来试试吧！ -快点！ -Let's try! -Come on!
嗨！ Hey!
我希望我们能永远呆在这里！ I wish we could stay here forever!
看着，皮艾尔… Watch, Pierre...
这个节目是为你妈妈表演的 This one is for your mother.
地中海活的最长的婊子! Long live the biggest bitch of the Mediterranean!
你还好吧？ Are you OK?
我去跟他道歉 I'II apologize to him.
不，我去 No. I'll go.
不要这样 PIease don't.
你想一个人？ You want to be alone?
给我一支香烟 Give me a cigarette.
鲁鲁! Loulou!
什么事？ Yes?
你可以过来吗？ Can you come here?
我来了! Right away!
证明给我看，我妈妈把我委托给你是正确的 Prove to me my mother was right for entrusting me to you.
-对不起.我不能 -你留下来 -Sorry, I can't. -You're staying.
你现在想离开已经太晚了 It would be too easy to leave now.
把绳索给我 Get me the cord.
-在哪？ -在扫帚旁边 -Where is it? -Near the brooms.
给! Here.
把她的工具箱也给我 Get me her kit, too.
在隔板上 It's on the shelf.
你还不穿衣服？ Will you dress?
我不准备去，我不喜欢那样 I'm not going. I don't feel like it.
你不能把自己锁在这里 You can't stay locked up here.
为什么不？ Why not?
你没有听见那些西班牙绅士在叫我们出去吗？ Don't you hear the hidalgos calling out to us?
不，我什么都听不见 No. I hear nothing.
你已经不再有趣了 You're no fun anymore.
你变的让人极度厌恶 You're becoming deadly boring.
谢谢 Thanks.
你想回家？ You want to go home?
我想去看看他 I want to see him.
依我之见 In my opinion...
在昂丝的臂弯里， 你儿子已忘了你 Being in Hansi's arms made your son forget you.
行动吧! Get moving!
我厌倦了一个人出去. 我已经品尝了那种滋味 I'm tired of going out alone.
我想必须要那样做了，雷阿 I've had it!
这是最后的开始 I think it's done, Rea.
我遗失了那种强烈的渴望 It finally happened. I've lost the urge.
你只是太沮丧了 You're just depressed.
比这还要严重 It goes deeper than that.
结束了 It's over.
我不会抱怨.我做的已经够多了 I shouldn't complain. I made the most of it.
现在一切烧尽 Now it's burned out.
结束了 Finished.
没有其他的理由… All the more reason...
让我举行一个辉煌的葬礼… Let's throw a flamboyant funeral...
为你欲望那瞬间的苦痛! for the momentary agony of your desire!
你知道吗… You know...
好戏都是在后头的 The last lap is always the best!
我不是开玩笑 I'm not joking.
这不是一个欲望的问题 It's not a question of desire.
我烧毁了我所有的桥梁 I burned all my bridges.
但是你是对的， 他一定已经忘了我 But you're right. He surely forgot me.
谢谢 Thanks!
鲁鲁？ Loulou?
过来 Come here.
我再也不做这种事情了.我发誓 We'll never do it again. I promise.
我做了很多 I did it a Iot.
我在你妈妈面前做过 I did it in front of your mother.
我们两个鞭打鲁鲁一整晚 Both of us whipped Loulou for whole nights.
但是是她强迫你 But she forced you.
我不知道 I don't know.
你应该忘记 You have to forget.
我不想再看见你哭泣 I don't want to see you cry anymore.
你妈妈让我哭泣.我们就必须为你去做 Your mother made me swear we'd do it with you.
没有什么能强迫我们去做 Nothing can force you to do it.
你确定？ Are you sure?
我真的爱你，皮艾尔 I really love you, Pierre.
吻他.过来吻他 Kiss him. Come and kiss him.
我们三个会在这里等她 The three of us will wait here for her.
我们会让她骄傲的 We'll make her proud of us.
没有什么理由好怕的，是吗？ There's no reason to be afraid, OK?
没有什么理由好怕的 No reason to be afraid.
-再来一些啤酒，我的朋友！ -对不起，没有 -One more beer please, my friend! -I'm sorry, no.
我说没有，就是没有！我打烊了 And when I say no, it's no! I'm closing.
再来一些，我会去睡觉 One more, and I'll go to bed.
你能帮我吗？ Could you help me please?
-谢谢你，谢谢！ -不客气。 -Thank you, thank you. -You're welcome.
看谁来了! Look who's here!
噢，我的宝贝在这儿 Oh, my baby's here.
嗨，孩子们! Hello, kids!
这是一场葬礼吗？ Is this a funeral?
我想你 I missed you.
冷吗？ Is it cold?
非常 Very.
-看来你睡了个好觉 -多谢你 -So you get a good sleep. -Thank you very much.
你和昂丝发展的怎么样？ How did it go with Hansi?
- 我不知道 -“我不知道” -Yeah, I don't know. -I don't know.
我想你 I missed you.
- 让我们干杯！ - 干杯！ -Let's toast! -Cheers!
干杯！ Cheers!
-干杯！ -干杯！ -Cheers! -Cheers!
妈妈! My mother!
儿子! My son!
我长大的儿子 My grownup son.
你看起来很好 You look well.
我想睡觉 I feel like sleeping.
我喝的太多了 I drank too much.
你会和我一起睡吗？ Won't you sleep with me?
如果你希望 If you want.
这不好吗？ Isn't it good?
这很好 It's so good.
好吗？ OK?
你们在这儿干什么？ So what are you doing here?
-度假 -度假 -Holidays. -Holidays.
-你呢？ -我？我不知道 -And you? -Me, I don't know.
你们度假做些什么？ And what are you doing on holidays?
放松放松，吃吃喝喝… Relaxing, drinking...
让他们单独呆一会，好吗？ Let's leave them alone, OK?
你是基佬？ Are you gay?
不，我不是 No, I'm not gay.
干吗问这个？ Why do you ask?
噢，不知道，就是问问 Oh, I don't know, just to know.
我所作的一切并没有错误 Wrong isn't what we're about to do.
错误的是想让它存在 Wrong is wanting to survive it.
你不认识我 You don't know me.
你无法得到我 You couldn't get me.
是的 Yes...
你是我的妈妈 You're my mother.
是我的爱 And my love.
来… Come...
妈妈，我不想死! Mom, I don't want to die!