性 爱 大 师
第二季 第十集
《性爱大师》前情提要 Previously on "Masters of Sex"...
可以说我们现在的财政状况并不好 It's safe to say that we are not in the best shape financially.
钱的事儿自然会解决 Money will sort itself out.
过去一年里 我一直跟你丈夫讲 I've been telling your husband for the last year
他应该把这里租下来 he should rent this space.
这对年终报告有好处 It'd be better for our end-of-year report.
你是弗吉妮娅推荐来的啊 Oh, you're a Virginia referral.
你真是个淘气的骨科医生 朗廷医生 You've been a very naughty orthopedist, Dr. Langham.
不管你听到了什么 派克女士 In spite of what you may have heard, miss Packer,
我跟病人的关系都是非常专业的 my relationship with my patients is strictly professional.
让我们用卡路里燃烧弹式的热情 Let's give a big cal-o-metric welcome
来欢迎女性营养品的新代言人 to the new face of women's nutrition --
奥斯丁·朗廷医生 Dr. Austin Langham!
大家好 我是弗兰克 我是个酗酒者 Hi. I'm Frank, and I'm an alcoholic.
你好 弗兰克 Hi, frank.
我总是很擅长消失表演 Disappearing acts have always been my specialty.
我爸爸教会了他的孩子们怎么消失 My dad taught both of his boys how to vanish.
是吧 比尔 Didn't he, Bill?
我已经知道整个故事了 I already knew the whole story.
因为这正是我的人生 弗朗西斯 I knew it because it's my story, Francis.
你是我所认识的人中最勇敢的 You're one of the bravest people that I know.
你清楚自己想要什么 You just see what you want and you...
然后大胆争取 you go and get it.
有什么可以帮到你吗 马斯特斯夫人 May I help you, Mrs. Masters?
不知道你们是否需要我的帮助 I was wondering if you could use my help.
我们需要有人去跑腿买吃的 We need someone to make a sandwich run.
各位想吃些什么 What can I get for you?
酒精能减轻你对我们俩所做的一切 Does drinking help to relieve your conscience
对莉比的伤害的负罪感吗 about what it is we're -- we are doing to Libby?
我们有更崇高的使命 弗吉妮娅 No, no, we have a greater purpose, Virginia.
很久之前这就无关研究了 It hasn't been about the study in years.
我们不可能在诊疗室内找出 We are not gonna find the cure for dysfunction
性功能障碍的治疗方法 in an exam room. We're not.
那么告诉我 比尔 Then tell me, Bill,
我们到底是要在这研究什么性功能障碍问题 what sexual dysfunction are you proposing we treat?
我的问题 Mine.
还舒服吗 You're comfortable?
我不适合一动不动这么久 I'm not good at staying in one place for so long.
我和弗朗西斯结婚那天 There was a five-hour wait at city hall
市政厅排了五小时的队 the day Francis and I decided to get married.
我本想改天再来了 I wanted to come again another day
一般来说这足以让我苦不堪言 because usually I'm a whirling dervish,
但弗朗西斯坐在我旁边 but Francis sat right next to me,
牵着我的手 给我唱了 held my hand, sang me
他知道的全部的吉尔伯特与萨利文写的歌 all the Gilbert & Sullivan songs he could think of,
就为了让我等得好受点 just to make the time pass easier.
丈夫一般不会来陪妻子做宫颈帽 Husbands generally don't come for their wives' cappings,
虽然我完全不介意弗兰克来 although Frank would have been perfectly welcome.
他大概不会这么想吧 Not so sure he believed that.
我知道你们最近有过争执 I know you and he had... words, recently.
如果你想要他来 保琳 If you'd like him here, Pauline,
我可以让我的接待员给他打电话 I could have my receptionist call him.
如果能让你们和好 那我就愿意 I'd do it if there were a chance of you two mending fences.
没什么好和好的 Well, there's really no mending to be done.
是说没这必要 Meaning it's not necessary?
还是没这可能 Or it's impossible?
他不是想来为难你什么的 比尔 He didn't come here to take you to task for anything, Bill.
他已经放下过去的事了 He's made peace with his past.
戒酒项目在这方面对他帮助很大 The program has been so helpful for him in that regard.
我觉得他只是想告诉你 I think he just wanted to share with you
他现在明白的一切 all that he's come to understand --
我还以为你们是为了怀孕的事来找我呢 And here I thought you two came to me for fertility treatments.
我们很想组建家庭 We are desperate to have a family.
但我知道对于弗兰克 But I know for Frank that means...
那不止是生个孩子那么简单 more than a child.
帮人生孩子是我的专长 Well, babies are my stock-in-trade,
我们就先说这个吧 so let's focus on that, shall we?
需要贝蒂给你拿点什么吗 Now, what can I have Betty bring you?
弗兰克 还是杂志... Frank, or perhaps a magaz--
不会再这样了 Um, yeah, it won't happen again.
多谢 Thank you very much.
又搞什么鬼呢 What on god's earth?
我刚刚跟电力公司打完电话 I just got off the phone with the electric company.
我让他们查下今天的邮件 I told them to check today's mail,
我们迟交的电费就在里面 where they would find our late payment,
他们也找到了 所以马上就会来电 which they did, so the lights should go back on shortly.
我们为什么迟交电费了 And why was our payment so late?
因为我要等八位病人的支票 'cause I had to wait for checks to clear from eight patients.
我们欠样本实验室钱 We owed the specimen lab,
他们还因此威胁不给我们检测结果 which was threatening to hold up our results.
然后我只得迟交电费 Then I had to put off the electric company
等着15日卡路里炸弹交租金 until cal-o-metric's rent came in on the 15th.
还要我继续说吗 Should I go on?
我知道我们手头比较紧张 I understand things are a little tight.
我们唯一的办法就是把余下的地方租出去 Our only prayer here is to sublet the rest of this floor.
我不能允许我的病人跟二流小生意 I'm not gonna have my patients sharing lobby space
共用等候室 with second-rate businesses.
你要么找来不那么上档次的租户 Either it's tenants who aren't so fancy-schmancy
给你交租金 要么就等着去戴矿工帽灯 but pay the rent, or you're gonna be doing pelvic exams
做骨盆检查吧 with a miner's lamp stuck to your forehead.
我不可能没有别的出路 I doubt those are my only options.
好啊 还有一个选择 All right. Here's another option --
如果冬天我们交不起采暖费 If we can't pay the heat this winter,
那我们就要在大理石地板上浇水结冰 then we're gonna be hosing down these marble floors,
把这里变成溜冰场 turning this place into a skating rink
然后收入场费 and charging admission.
那你建议我们招什么样的租户 What's your suggestion for viable tenants?
我已经在找了 I'm already looking.
你似乎不惊讶 You don't seem all that surprised.
对你有帮助吗 装作是别人 Was it helpful, pretending to be somebody else?
我给你的建议 帮到你的朋友了吗 I mean, did the advice I gave you -- did it help your friend?
老实说 没有 To be honest, no.
没有 结果糟透了 No. It was a disaster.
我显然是不理解心理治疗的机制 I clearly did not understand how therapy works.
否则我就该意识到替她来 Otherwise, I would have realized how ridiculous it was
是多蠢的主意 to think that I could stand in for her.
或许她是给了你一个自己来寻求治疗的借口 Maybe she provided you with a reason to seek treatment for yourself.
不 我是为她而来 No, I came for her.
我现在来也只是因为我觉得我欠你个解释 And I'm only here now because I thought I owed you an explanation
所以我不会再来了 as to why I wouldn't be returning,
至少不会再作为病人 as a patient, at least.
我希望将来还能给你打电话 I would love to be able to call you in the future --
我觉得这很有效果 I find this work fascinating --
如果我有关于我自己病人的问题 可以找你吗 if I have any questions regarding my own patients?
不知我们谈到的事 Still, I'm wondering if anything we discussed
有没有什么让你产生了共鸣 seems to resonate with you on a personal level?
有 我跟那个已婚男人的感情 My relationship with a married man --
你提出的关于那事和我们为什么分手的问题 all the questions you asked surrounding that, why it ended.
那么你是出轨的主角 而不是你朋友 So, that was your affair, not your friend's?
是的 我们现在还在一起 Yes, it was. It is. It continues.
但我们不是出轨 But it's not an affair.
对你而言 "出轨"一词包含了什么 What does the word "affair" connote for you
"感情"不包含的意义 that "relationship" doesn't?
出轨主要是性关系 Something that's primarily sexual.
你们之间不是如此吗 And yours is not.
不是的 No. No.
远比那复杂的多 It's -- it's far more complicated than that.
过去的确有性因素在里面 但现在没有了 It has been sexual in the past, but it's not now.
你和他... You and he...
-不做爱吗 -不 - don't engage in sex? - No.
能问问是为什么吗 And why is that, may I ask?
因为他...不举 Because he...is impotent.
你也记得我们分手了两年 As you recall, there were two years when...we were apart.
但那之后... But...since then --
就上个月 我们还在一起过 Just in the past month, we've been together.
每次都是我伺候你 And I've taken care of you each of those times.
你自己也说了 我们总这样 You...yourself remarked on the...trend.
但是 But...
莉比生珍妮时 是做宫颈帽吗... When Libby had Jenny, she was capped, using --
我有继发性阳痿 I have secondary impotence.
我自己的时候没问题 I can function... when I'm by myself.
但如果有别人 就不行 It's when I'm with a -- a partner.
你和莉比讨论过这事 So you and Libby have discussed this,
你就是这么跟她解释的吗 and this is how you've explained this to her?
有些事我和莉比... Well, there are things that Libby and I...
不会谈起 don't discuss, and I --
我不在乎解释 I'm not interested in the explanation,
我只想知道怎么治好 I'm interested in the cure.
可是 Well...
对任何一个病人 With any patient,
我们都会 We would...What?
我们都会探寻缘由 引发不举的事件 We would explore a cause, a triggering incident.
比如莱斯特 Lester, for example.
他说他的问题是从被简拒绝开始 He said that his -- his problem started when Jane rejected him.
那不过是莱斯特的问题 Well, that's Lester.
还有一个谢利 There's Shelley.
从那刻起我们就不来这 That's when we stopped coming here,
不来这交欢了 Stopped having sex --
就在你知道我和谢利约会的时候 when you learned that I was seeing Shelley.
比尔 你很清楚谢利 Bill, you know that Shelley
不存在拒绝你的问题 wasn't any kind of rejection of you.
那你和他现在还在一起吗 Are you with him now?
你知道我没有 No, you know that I'm not.
我知道 你这一刻没有男伴 I know. You're not with anyone at the moment.
因为你现在...和我在一起 所以如果说 You're here...with me, so if jealousy
是嫉妒亦或是缺少安全感是我的问题 or -- or...insecurity were the issue,
那么我现在也不该有这些感觉 Uh, there's no reason for me to feel either.
然而我的...“问题”依旧存在 And yet my...difficulties persist,
所以那怎么会是我的病因呢 So -- so how can that be the cause?
生理问题背后的心理学 The psychology behind these physical problems
是非常复杂的 is very complicated,
要去弄懂为何... And to understand the "why" of it --
我们可以花一辈子的时间去弄懂缘由 Oh, we can spend forever on the "Why"
可就是找不到任何关于治疗方法的头绪 And not get any closer to finding any kind of cure.
弗吉妮娅 你要知道事情的重点是 我们... You know, the point, Virginia, is, we --
我们在这里有机会 你知道的 来找到治愈良方 We have an opportunity here, you know, to find a cure
这么做不单是为了我自己 这是在为千万的男人们 Not -- not just for me, but for millions of men.
我们的确偏离了研究的轨道 We've drifted away from the work.
这点我也承认 I -- I admit that.
但...但这是我们重回研究之路的办法 But -- but this is the way back.
我现在人"坏掉"了 而你是... I'm broken, and you're the one --
你是那个唯一能修好我的人 You-- you're the only one who can fix me.
所以你认为现在你们之间的关系 So, you consider the relationship
有了更深层的意义吗 to have a higher purpose now?
是的 是这样 I do. Yes.
他和我 我们是唯一适合 He and I, we are uniquely qualified
来研究治疗办法的组合 to develop a treatment,
这会挽救不计其数的婚姻免于凋零 to prevent countless marriages from dissolving.
也包括他的吗 你搭档的 Including his? Your partner's?
不 他的婚姻现在没亮红灯 No, his marriage is not at risk.
所以你不觉得他的妻子 You don't think his wife
会感到缺少了她的性伴侣是吗 feels the loss of his sexual companionship?
我...也许我... 我能治愈他 I -- maybe I -- I can cure him
然后再把他送回到他的婚床上 and send him back home to his marital bed.
那你还真是无私的很 That's very selfless of you.
我...我在开玩笑好吗 I -- I was joking.
同时我觉得那种嘲讽言语 And I don't think that sarcasm
也不应该出现在治疗过程中 您说是吧 really has a place in therapy, do you?
我有歪曲过您的意图吗 Did I misrepresent your intentions?
我认为你在对我本人下着某种人格判断 I think that you are making some kind of judgment about me.
医生 我可以跟你保证 Doctor, I can assure you,
现在的情况我一直保持得很和睦 I am at peace with this situation now.
我觉得如果当真如此 I think if that were true,
你早就应该打电话来取消这次诊疗 you would have telephoned me to cancel the session
而不是出现在这里 instead of...showing up here.
好吧 那... All right. Well...
那你告诉我 我今天为何要在这儿 Uh, why don't you tell me? Why am I here?
我认为你不过是想要得到我对你的认同 I think you want me to be all right with you.
在很短的时间内你就来到这里 In the very short time you've been coming here,
同时你承认你欺骗了两个人... You admitted to deceiving two people --
欺骗我 把你故事中的"你"说成别人 Me, in pretending to be someone else...
还有欺骗了你恋人的妻子 And your lover's wife,
背着她与她的丈夫保持着恋人关系 In carrying on a relationship behind her back.
还有其他人或许正在被你欺骗着吗 Is there anyone else you may have deceived?
你想让我说"我自己" 对吧 You want me to say "myself," right,
说我自欺欺人 That I've deceived myself?
*妈妈会给你买一只知更鸟* *Mama's gonna buy you a mocking bird*
*如果它...* *And if that...*
莉比答应会过来帮忙的... Libby promised helping out with this, uh...
民权办公室真不该耽误别人的晚餐 Civil rights office wouldn't interfere with dinner.
我很乐意去准备晚餐 I'm happy to start dinner.
这个小家伙就好比一盏明灯 This little one is out like a light already.
摇篮曲什么的从来就对你没用 Lullabies never worked with you.
你当时盯着我 那表情仿佛在说 You'd stare at me with that expression that said,
"我再也不要睡觉了" "I will not sleep, ever."
而弗朗西斯会跟着一起高兴地哼唱 Whereas Francis would just hum along happily,
那时的他甚至还不会说话 Even before he could speak.
天生表演家的料子 弗朗西斯 Always the entertainer, Francis.
现在的他为人更认真了 你不这么想吗 He's more serious now, don't you think?
当弗朗西斯还是孩子的时候 When Francis was a child,
难道你就不能从那盏明灯下看到他 You couldn't see a little darkness in him,
内心那一丝丝的黑暗吗 under all that light?
如今他告诉了我 我才惊觉 He tells me now I should have,
他的那种兴高采烈不过是一种 用他的话怎么说来着 That his good cheer was an act of -- what did he say? --
自卫行为 Self-preservation.
你相信吗 You believe that?
如果说我之前的经历学到了什么 Well, if I've learned anything,
那就是每个人都有他们各自观察事物的视角 It's that everyone has their own version of everything
一切皆有可能 That's ever happened.
弗朗西斯不喜欢我每晚都要来上这么一杯 Francis doesn't like the fact that I have a drink every night.
他虽然未曾当着我面说过什么 He hasn't said anything to my face,
但我能从他不赞成的表情上看出来 But I can see his disapproving looks.
你不觉得我喝得太多吧 比利 You don't think I drink too much, do you, Billy?
我觉得 你想喝多少就该喝多少 I think you drink, uh, as much as you want,
这事儿本来就是你说的算 Which is as it should be.
他现在参与的项目 It's that program of his,
如果让我们今天坦诚相对 If we're gonna be perfectly honest.
我的意思是 如果帮的到他固然是好 I mean, good for him if it helps.
我所希望的 只不过是我的儿子们快乐 All I want is for my sons to be happy.
但我同时还认为 那项目会把一个人变成警察 But I also think it can turn a person into a policeman.
亦或是业余的精神科医生 Or an amateur psychiatrist.
或者是秘密俱乐部的一员 Or a member of a secret club.
他跟你用过"敬求宽恕"这词儿吗 Has he used the word "Amends" with you?
我是想说 有何必要用这么讲究的辞藻 I mean, why do you need such a fancy word
"对不起"不就行了吗 For saying "I'm sorry"?
"敬求宽恕"又能帮的了谁 And who will these "Amends" help?
这几个字又不能把事情纠正回去 It's not like they're making things right --
只不过是旧事重提 Dragging up the past,
颠来倒去最终还不是为了替自己开脱 Spinning it so it only serves them.
他有为了你未曾做过的事儿而原谅过你吗 Has he forgiven you for something you didn't do?
我只能说 "谢谢你 弗朗西斯" I just said, "Thank you, Francis.
"感谢你的宽宏大量" That's very generous of you."
但其实那看上去像是一个指责 But it felt a little like an accusation
被粉饰成了歉意一般 that's dressed up to be an apology.
我有点太严厉了 I'm being too harsh.
不 你没有 No, you're not.
我妻子 My wife.
下班回家了 Home from work.
我们把人分成了四组 We split everyone into four groups.
一组前往北杰佛逊这边的大楼 One group takes the towers here by North Jefferson.
卡尔大街往下走还有个10层大楼 There's 10 towers down by Carr Street,
所以我们派两组去那里 So we'll put two groups on those.
其余的人从这边的北20大街向西出发 And the rest will start here by North 20th and move west.
所以我们赶快拿起电话行动起来 So, let's get on the phones and make sure we deliver
确保此次任务圆满完成 好吗 the best turnout possible, all right?
明天大家几点碰头 What time is everyone meeting tomorrow?
我需要提前安顿好我的孩子们 I need to make arrangements for my children.
你不用来 You're not coming.
你刚刚说你需要尽可能多的人 You just said you need as many people as possible.
我需要的是对的人 The right people.
我能和别人做的一样多 I can do as much as anyone else.
听着 我们会挨家挨户敲 Look...We will be knocking on the doors
那些无业 无发展的穷苦黑人家的门 of dirt-poor negroes with no jobs, no prospects,
他们也许连最后一丝尊严也没有了 and probably already lost any ounce of dignity they ever had,
我们想要说服他们不要继续 And we're gonna try to convince them to stop paying rent
支付这些也许是他们住过最体面的公寓的租金 on the only decent apartment most of them have ever lived in.
我倒不会把一间鼠患不断的 I would hardly call a rat-infested slum
贫民窟形容为体面 a decent place to live.
你只会成为又一个想要 You'd just be one more white person showing up,
告诉他们如何生活的白人 trying to tell them how to live their lives.
这些人看你一眼就会把门关上的 These folks take one look at you, they'll close the doors.
另外 那些楼里有老鼠 And besides, there's rats in those towers...
还有虱子 and lice, too.
我们都很清楚你是怎么看待虱子的 And I think we both know how you feel about lice.
如果你想找些事情做 Now, if you're looking for something to do,
你可以从买午餐开始 you can start by getting lunch.
但是别再买吞拿鱼沙拉了 And no more tuna salad.
我们吃的都要吐了 We're all sick to death of tuna salad.
他确实在脚注里提到了我们 Oh, he does give us credit in the footnotes.
马斯特斯和约翰逊 "Masters and Johnson...
在1958年的一个研究中首次明确了 were the first to identify specific stages
性兴奋可划分为四个不同阶段 of sexual arousal, four in all, in a 1958 study.
随后他们便停止了临床研究 They have since ceased their clinical research."
我来打电话给科夫曼先生 Well, I'll just have to call Mr. Kaufman
-让他知道我们仍在 -别打给他 - and let him know we are still -- - Don't call him.
我们可能遇到最遭的情况就是把野兽惊醒 The worst thing we can possibly do is rouse the beast.
野兽 The beast?
只找到四个 "Only found four."
他又编了两个阶段出来 H-he's come up with the other two stages
就为了显示他的研究与我们不同 purely to distinguish his work from ours.
这只是篇冷门期刊上的研究 It's one study in a small journal.
美国泌尿评论是一个很有影响力的期刊 The American Urology Review is a respected journal.
过去三年我们做的所有事 And everything we did in the past three years
都可能被这个约瑟夫·科夫曼医生 could be erased by Dr. Joseph Kaufman,
将休眠期作为一个性兴奋阶段的 who has the audacity to list "dormant"
论调给抹杀掉 as a stage of sexual arousal.
那是因为约瑟夫·科夫曼医生错了 Well, Dr. Joseph Kaufman is wrong.
是的 他错了 而且他还被发表了 Yeah, he's wrong, and he's been published.
比尔 我不会对这件事小题大做 Bill, I would not overreact to this.
科学史上的每一个名字 Every name in the history of science
都是因为他们率先完成了某件事 is the name of the man who got there first.
也许是 但脚注里明确写了 Maybe it is, but it says right here
我们才是第一个完成这件事的人 in this footnote that we were the first ones out of the gate.
而且这里面一句也没提功能障碍 And it doesn't mention a thing about dysfunction,
所以我们肯定是有优势的 so we definitely have the edge there.
我... 我马上回来 I'll -- I'll be right back.
我孩子找到这个的时候 他们以为是个帐篷 When my kids found it, they thought it was a teepee.
他们甚至用它来玩牛仔和印第安人的游戏 They even used it for playing cowboys and indians.
我没有勇气告诉他们那不是个帐篷 I didn't have the heart to tell them it wasn't a teepee.
那是妈妈唯一还能穿进去的裙子 It was the only dress mommy could still fit into.
但是 But...
事情改变了 Not anymore!
微笑 微笑 鼓掌 鼓掌 Smile, smile. Clap, clap.
对的 伙计们 That's right, folks.
当辛迪三个月前来到我的办公室时 When Cindy here came to my office three months ago,
她有将近两百磅重 She weighed in at nearly 200 pounds.
我那时是六十码的身材 I was a size 60.
十六 十六码 16. A size 16.
前途是凄惨的 The prognosis was bleak,
但解决方法很简单 but the prescription was simple --
只要一天三片卡路里燃烧弹 Just three small tablets of cal-o-metric per day.
我就从超重变成了火辣身材 And I went from overweight to feeling great,
多亏了卡路燃烧弹 All thanks to cal-metric.
卡路里燃烧弹 Cal-o-metric.
卡路里 有个里字 Cal-o...with an "O."
不如我们休息五分钟调整一下吧 Why don't we take five to collect ourselves?
我能去下洗手间吗 Can I use the little girls' room?
可以 Yes.
谢谢 Thank you.
伙计 她太棒了 Boy, she is fantastic.
普通的巴里摩尔[老牌影星]罢了 A regular Barrymore.
我昨天碰到了迪克·戴维斯 Say, I ran into Dick Davis yesterday,
我在妇产医院认识的一个整形医生 a fellow orthopedist when I was still at maternity,
我告诉了他我在干什么 and told him what I'm doing now --
巡回全国 拍摄电视广告 Touring the state, starring in television commercials,
帮助众多女性 helping women from Kennett --
这是这周的行程 Here's this week's schedule.
明天在范德沃特百货公司宣讲 Presentation at Vandervoort's department store tomorrow,
周三圣路易斯动物园 St. Louis zoo on Wednesday,
周末在杰佛逊市集 Jefferson county fair this weekend.
明晚 哈尼大街435好 Tomorrow night, 435 harney avenue?
这是什么 伍尔沃斯的 What is that, a -- a Woolworth's?
我的公寓 My apartment.
记得敲门 因为门铃坏了 Oh, and be sure to knock because the buzzer's broken.
我不明白 I don't understand.
辛迪和我 我们要在你公寓宣讲吗 Cindy and I, we're... presenting at your apartment?
只有你和我 Just you...and me.
我觉得我们应该有些特殊的时光 I thought we could have some special time.
你对猫不过敏吧 Oh, you're not allergic to cats, are you?
因为说实话 Because I'll be honest
我一直好奇你全身的毛发 I keep thinking about that golden hair on your wrists,
都像你手腕那里一样金黄吗 wondering if that's the same gold color all over your body
还是随着变浓密颜色会变深 Or does it get darker as it gets thicker.
我想亲眼看看 I'd like to see for myself.
明晚 Tomorrow night.
和在商场里一样 Same rules as the mall --
不要迟到 不然你就被解雇了 Do not be late, or you will be fired.
我最近读了一些东西 I've been doing some reading,
原来每个结婚指南上 and it turns out that every marriage manual
都对阳痿做出了建议 has suggestions for impotence,
很多我们从贝蒂那里已经知道了 Many of which we already know from Betty.
我打印了一个清单 Um, but I've typed up a list.
那你就是打印了一个不管用办法的清单 Well, then you've typed up a list of remedies that don't work.
尽管这些方法不是百分百有效 Even if the treatment is not 100% effective,
但我们仍然能够从其中学到一些东西 we can still learn something from each one.
贝蒂的那些方法我已经都在莱斯特身上试过了 I've already tried all of Betty's quackery on Lester,
差点让那个可怜的家伙神经崩溃 nearly gave the poor man a nervous breakdown.
你也说了 那是莱斯特 That's Lester, as you said.
但是和莱斯特进行的治疗确实让我们 Although, the session with Lester did teach us
意识到解决这种问题的方法最好由 that it's best to try to resolve this condition
熟悉的人来操作 with someone familiar,
我们熟悉对方 And we are familiar with each other.
所以今天我们就简单一点 So, let's keep it very simple today.
我会用我的手 我的嘴 I'll use my hands... my mouth...
你放松就好 ...and you just relax
还有别再想着它了 And stop thinking about it.
我之前读到过列奥纳多·达·芬奇在画 You know, I read somewhere that before Leonardo da Vinci
蒙娜丽莎之前 painted the Mona Lisa,
画了140张失败的草稿 he did 140 failed sketches.
罗杰·班尼斯特1英里赛跑突破4分钟之前 And before Roger Bannister ran the four-minute mile,
他跑过4分20秒 he ran the 4:20 mile
然后4分12秒 渐入佳境 and then the 4:12 mile and so on.
我们只尝试了清单上三分之一的方法 We've only covered about a third of the options on this list,
我还听说有通过催眠成功的案例 and I have heard that there have been successes with hypnosis.
电影手册
你还好吗 You okay?
没事 没事 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
我就是有点 有点头晕 I, um I'm just -- I'm -- I'm a little dizzy.
我没事 I-I'm okay.
这边请 H-here, um, come -- come this way.
不必感到窘迫 Don't be embarrassed at all.
我第一次见到收缩的子宫颈的时候 I almost went down like a ton of bricks
也差点像石头一样滚下来 on my first look at a retreating cervix.
你也是这里的医生吗 Are -- y-y-you're one of the doctors?
不 我是档案保管员 Oh, no. I-I'm the archivist.
负责用影像记录研究 I'm documenting the study on film,
为后世保留这些资料 to keep a record of it for...posterity.
你拍电影吗 Y-y-you make movies?
我宁愿这样想 I prefer to think of it
因为画面照样是每秒24次运作 as telling the truth 24 times a second.
小兵[法国电影] "Le petit soldat"?
戈达尔[导演] Godard?
那么你一定见过很多人 So y-you must have seen a lot of people
在这里进进出出了 come in and out of here.
太多了 Hundreds.
有效果吗 Does it work?
马斯特斯医生说他可以治好我的... Dr. Masters says that he could cure me of my...
算了 这不要紧 Never mind. it doesn't matter.
马斯特斯医生能治好所有病 Dr. Masters can cure anything.
大部分的病 Well, most things.
有些病是任何医生都治不好的 I mean, some things no doctor can cure
不管这医生的医术多好 不是吗 no matter how good he is, right?
没人能给灵魂开刀 只有上帝可以 You can't operate on the soul. Only god can do that.
如果你真的相信有这种事 If you believe in that sort of thing.
显然很多人相信 I mean, lots of people do believe, obviously.
罔顾科学 Before science,
人们得想出解释一切的办法 you had to come up with some way of explaining things.
天上有一个长胡子的人 A man in the sky with a beard
好像这合情合理 makes as much sense as anything else.
那样讲有点过于简单化了 That's oversimplifying things a bit.
我只是觉得 Well, I only meant that --
人们必须找到事情的意义 You know, people need to find meaning in something.
人们得相信一些东西 They -- they need to believe in something.
相信热力学第二定律就挺好 Second law of thermodynamics is good
无可辩驳 and pretty irrefutable --
整个宇宙在不断地趋向无序 that the universe is hurtling inexorably toward entropy.
那么人生就是毫无意义的 So life is meaningless,
一切痛苦与折磨都只是盲目无序的混沌 and all the pain and suffering is just blind, random chaos.
谢谢你的水 Thank you for the -- the water.
对不起 这理论不是我提出来的 Sorry. I-I didn't come up with that theory.
应该怪开尔文[物理学家] Blame Lord Kelvin.
崭新的早晨啊 Brand-new this morning.
现在我知道为什么贱卖了 Now I know why they were on sale.
你真是我的救命恩人 吉妮 You are a lifesaver, Gini.
不如说是老手 因为我只买打折货 More an expert since I only buy on sale.
我没敢去楼下做美甲 I didn't dare ask for nail polish downstairs,
不是因为怕他们见到我在跑腿儿 not that they would notice my run,
也不是怕他们觉得我好像是穿着日光比基尼 not that they would notice if I mimeographed for them
在帮他们印东西 in a day-glo bikini.
好了 Yes, well,
楼下种族平等协会那堆人 They do seem like a pretty determined bunch
看起来还挺有决心的 down at the core office.
他们决心一定要成功拒付租金 They're determined to make this rent strike a success,
这点我可得给他们鼓掌 which I certainly applaud them for.
拒付这楼盘的租金吗 A rent strike in this building?
不 是布鲁特-伊果计划 Oh, no, no. At -- at pruitt-igoe, the projects.
比尔肯定没告诉你 因为他不喜欢我在那里工作 I'm sure Bill didn't tell you since he hates my working there.
种族平等协会的人 The people in the core office
觉得我不过是个无聊的家庭主妇 think I'm nothing more than some bored housewife.
我肯定他们感激你的到来 Well, I'm sure that they appreciate you.
相信我 他们没有 Trust me, they don't,
所以我今晚要和他们一起去拉选票 which is why I'm gonna canvass with them tonight,
尽管他们不想我跟着去 even though they don't want me to.
比尔同意你去吗 Bill agreed to you going?
所以我需要你的帮助 Which is why I need your help.
我猜你们今晚又会工作到很晚 I'm assuming you two will be working late tonight again.
不如你告诉比尔 你家保姆临时有事 What if you told bill that your sitter cancelled
我来顶替她的位置 at the last minute and I'm filling in for her?
这样我就有理由不在家了 That would explain why I'm not home.
你让我对比尔撒谎吗 Uh, you want me to lie to bill?
我可以把孩子们留在你家 和亨利泰莎一起 I could drop my kids off at your house with Henry and Tessa.
保姆费我会出的 I would pay for the sitter, of course.
不 这没必要 No. That -- that would not be necessary.
这是个好借口 It's a good cause.
只有你知我知 And we'd just keep it between us.
除非你觉得骗比尔 Unless the idea of lying to bill is too...
太过良心难安 Uncomfortable.
事实上并不会 It's not, in fact.
我该告诉保姆 What time should I tell the sitter
你和孩子打算几点过去呢 to expect you and the kids?
这边请 This way.
弗吉尼娅你来了 Virginia, good.
这位是谢普·泰利 I want you to meet Shep Tally.
泰利先生是 Mr. Tally is a partner
威廉姆斯库利克公关公司的人 at Williams and Kulick public relations.
你美得就像六月的第一缕阳光 Well, you are as pretty as the first day in June.
谢谢 Thank you.
抱歉 我本人比较有商业思维 Forgive me. I tend to think in terms commodities.
泰利先生曾经帮助过 Mr. Tally was instrumental
我的同事 约翰·洛克 in helping my colleague, John Rock.
那个约翰·洛克 The John Rock...
那个发明避孕丸的人吗 who developed the birth-control pill?
那次真是场大战 That one was a race, I'll tell you --
一路上同时竞争的人太多了 neck-and-neck the whole way.
泰利先生确保了 Well, Mr. Tally made sure
让洛克医生第一个发表 that Dr. Rock came in first,
现在他将和科夫曼医生一起 为我们保驾护航 and he's going to do the same for us with, uh, Dr. Kaufman.
这地方真大 This is quite the space.
你有没有想过 Do you ever get the urge to,
套上一双溜冰鞋 uh, strap on a pair of roller skates,
在大厅里转上几圈 do a few loops around the lobby?
从来没有 Never. Once.
我们可以从档案室看起 I thought we could start with the, uh, archives.
这是莱斯特 档案管理员 This is Lester, our archivist.
莱斯特 泰利先生想看看 Lester, Mr. Tally would like to see
一些关于研究的片子 some footage from the study.
我和约翰逊夫人先失陪一下 Mrs. Johnson and I will join in a moment.
请进 Please.
我们请不起广告商... We cannot afford an ad man...
是公关 A public relations...
让我们付钱给这位公关 A P.R. Man, who's going to charge us
去把好端端的"六月"说成是一件商品 to turn June into a commodity.
听着 要不就是约瑟夫·科夫曼 Look, either Joseph Kaufman
衬托我们的研究 要不就是我们沦为他的陪衬 is a footnote in our study, or we're footnotes in his.
我现在只要求你 和我一起 All -- all I'm asking, for now, is for you to join me
迈出我们最重要的一步 in putting our best foot forward.
向泰利先生展示我们研究的价值所在 Show Mr. Tally the value of our work.
研究结果显示从精子开始游动到射精 Turns out ejaculate can travel up to three feet
它的活动距离共计可达三英尺 from where the...sperm, uh, started its original journey.
感谢上帝 Oh, thank God.
泰利先生 我认为了解我们研究的 Mr. Tally, I think the best way
最佳途径就是 to understand our work
从性反应的四个阶段开始 is to start with the four stages of sexual response.
高潮阶段在持久度和强度方面相对较短 Orgasms tend to be shorter in duration and intensity,
但除此之外 我们观察到的变化非常之小 but aside from that, we've seen very few changes at all.
我们的研究已经解开了 Our study has already invalidated
有关于年龄对性反应影响的 a whole host of myths, uh, regarding the effects of aging
大量谜团 on sexual response.
马斯特斯医生 这位是 Dr. Masters, I'd like you to meet --
-现在不行 贝蒂 -赫伯·史普利博 - Not right now, Betty. - Herb Spleeb.
"操蛋生活何所惧 致电赫伯来帮您" "When life kicks you to the curb, call Herb."
赫伯是位离婚诉讼律师 Herb's a divorce lawyer,
对租用办公室很有兴趣 very interested in renting office space.
泰利先生 我们为什么不进检查室接着聊 Mr. Tally, why don't we continue to the exam room?
以防万一 Should the need arise.
我们在观察阴核刺激 So, as we observe clitoral stimulation,
睾丸膨胀 皮肤潮红的同时 testicular swelling, skin flush...
也会检测性交时的心率变化 we measure heart rate during sexual activity
前列腺收缩 as well as prostatic contractions,
及阴道延伸的程度 vaginal elongation, and so on.
所以你俩是在编录 So, the two of you catalogue what happens
人体在性爱活动时的变化 to the human body during sex.
你们还做些什么 What else do you do?
我们最近进入了研究的新阶段 Well, we've recently begun a new phase of the study,
就是治疗有性功能障碍的病患 treating patients with sexual dysfunctions.
好吧 很有意思 Okay. That's interesting.
这还言之尚早 It's also, uh, premature.
研究还处于起步阶段 I-it's in the early stages.
我们才刚开始 We've barely begun.
但是我们已经有了几项重大发现 But we've already made some major discoveries.
这些发现拿出来讨论为之尚早 Discoveries we're not yet ready to discuss.
但很快就会 But will be very soon.
你说的很快是指几年后吗 If by very soon, you mean years from now.
你们知道你俩妙在哪里吗 Hey, you know what's great about you two?
就是这样 This.
你俩的争论 你一句我一句 The two of you arguing, the back and forth.
就像每一对平凡的美国夫妻 You are like every married couple in America.
不是 我俩没结婚 No, we're not married.
这不重要 Doesn't matter.
听着 要是让一些科学家 Look, some scientist comes on TV,
在电视上讨论性问题 观众会立马转台 starts talking about sex, people are gonna tune out.
观众可能认为他是变态 Maybe they think he's a pervert,
或者 只是觉得他无聊 or -- or maybe they just think he's dull.
但如果是你俩 二位科学家 But the two of you come on, both scientists
看上去却就像是邻家的友善夫妻 and yet looking like the nice couple next door,
不知为何我就会信任你们了 And suddenly I trust you.
抱歉 我俩上电视吗 I'm -- I'm sorry. Us on TV?
哥伦比亚广播公司正在寻找纪录片题材 CBS is looking for documentary subjects.
你们的档案管理员有数小时的影片存档 Your archivist has hours of footage.
我们会聚焦在你俩身上 We would focus on the two of you.
制作成一个人物导向的故事 We'd make it a human-interest story,
故事主线差不多类似 something along the lines of,
"男女研究员探寻欲望之谜" uh, "Man and woman researchers plumb the mysteries of desire."
或许你俩终究能指导全美国人 The two of you could finally teach America
如何做爱 how to have sex.
在电视上 On...television?
你说的没错 Uh, you're right.
我反应过度了 I overreacted.
关于约瑟夫·科夫曼 那只是一篇文章而已 Joseph Kaufman is -- is one article.
不过是一次小挫败 It's a minor setback.
我们会迎头赶上的 We'll -- we'll catch up.
或者我们只能拿第二名 Or we'll come in second place.
照现在的情况看 第二就是最后一名 Which in this case, would be last place.
你说雇佣泰利先生 You said hiring Mr. Tally is
不是我们眼下使用资金的最佳方法 not the best use of our resources right now.
我是说过 但之后我仔细听了他说的 I did, yes, and then I listened to him.
比尔 就算只能署一个人的名 Bill, if only one person gets the credit in these things --
我原本认为泰利先生会让我们 I thought Mr. Tally was gonna land us
上美国医学杂志 而非电视节目单 in the American Journal of Medicine, not TV guide.
电视节目观众群是没那么专业 没错 It is a less-specialized audience, yes,
但想想这样我们能影响 帮助多少人 but think of all the people we could reach, we could help.
我们也可能被彻底排挤 We could alienate entirely.
我们已经看到向一屋子医生发布这个研究时 We already saw what happened to a roomful of doctors
他们的反应 exposed to this work.
你能想像当老太太打开电视 Imagine what'll happen when grandma turns on the TV and --
却发现我俩在大谈特谈阴唇肿胀有什么后果 and finds the two of us discussing swollen labia.
也可能大家已经能够 Or maybe people are ready
接受我们所说的内容了 to hear what we have to say.
威廉·赖希因为他的人体性高潮理论 Wilhelm Reich died in a prison cell
而死在了监狱里 because of his theories of the human orgasm.
联邦调查局焚毁了他的研究 The FBI burned his research.
比尔 这原本是你的主意 Bill, this was your idea.
是你雇佣了谢普·泰利 You hired Shep Tally
因为你想要得到关注和认可 because you want attention, recognition.
我想获得诺贝尔奖 I want to win a Nobel Prize.
而不是沦落为替《脱线先生》 I do not want my work reduced to the warm-up hour
节目暖场 before "Mister Magoo."
我明白了 I see.
那么 要是你的研究毫无成果 Well, then, would you be able to forgive yourself
而约瑟夫·科夫曼一举夺奖 if you did nothing
你能不能原谅自己呢 and Joseph Kaufman walked away with the prize?
拒付租金
我们以小组形式活动 一层楼三个人 We'll work in groups -- three to a floor.
那些电梯不是坏了就是老旧不堪 Now, the elevators are either broken or will break,
所以我们走楼梯 so we'll take the stairs.
你们要确保告知住户 Be sure to tell the tenants
自己和物业没有关系 that you're not with the housing authority.
记住不是每个人都乐意见到你的 Remember that not everyone will be happy to see you.
耐心点 Be patient.
我们走吧 Let's go.
把这些贴在公共区域 Put these up in the common areas.
拒付租金
晚上好 女士 我是 Good evening, ma'am, I'm --
罗伯特·杰斐逊·富兰克林 Robert Jefferson Franklin.
德莱拉 今晚是正经事 Delila, tonight is serious business.
你哪个晚上不是在干正经事 Oh, nights are always serious for you,
罗伯特·杰斐逊 Robert Jefferson.
我不能无家可归 I can't afford to lose my home.
我们理解 女士 We understand that, ma'am.
我们只希望您能了解您享有一定的权利 We just want you to understand that you have certain rights.
权利 Rights?
我甚至都没有让我丈夫和我一起住的权利 I don't even have the right to have my husband live with me.
听着 这公寓是我仅有的容身之所了 Look, this apartment -- this is all I have.
我明白 女士 Yes, ma'am.
内森 妈 快进屋来 Nathan, mama, come inside now.
罗宾逊夫人说她有兴趣 Uh, Mrs. Robinson says she's interested.
她想参与罢租 She wants to strike.
不过你还得说服你的女儿 You may have to convince your daughter, though.
别担心这点 Don't worry about that.
她不敢不听我的话 She'll do what I tell her to do.
走吧 宝贝 Come on, baby.
加了双倍的橄榄汁 Double the olive brine,
别具风情 so it's extra dirty.
谢谢 Thank you.
我们得谈谈 We need to talk.
你... You...
真是帅呆了 are so handsome.
上帝啊 I mean, my god.
你要是卷发 那简直就是大卫再世 If you had curly hair, you would be David.
佛罗伦萨的那位 The one in Florence.
指米开朗基罗的雕塑《大卫》
你知道我是很敬重你的 弗洛 you know how much I respect you, Flo.
你是个非常好的老板 And you are one hell of a good boss.
你很会说话讨好女孩嘛 You know just what to say to a girl.
但我得提醒你一下 But I have to warn you,
你今晚要求我所做之事 what you're asking me to do tonight, it's, um...
是不会发生的 It's just not possible.
是嘛 Is that right?
如果一个人已经结婚 You see, when you've been married,
12年之久 uh, for 12 years,
他会掌握一些伪装的窍门 you develop a-a-a knack for pretending.
假装他会对 Pretending to -- to be in-interested
自己妻子口中 in 9/10 of the...chatter
十之八九的闲聊感兴趣 that comes out of your wife's mouth.
但是 无...无论 Uh, but n-n-no matter how --
他...他多么擅长伪装 how good you -- you -- you get at pretending,
总有一些事情 there are certain things that you -- you --
是装不出来的 you just can't fake,
如果一个男人对一个女人的感觉 you know, when a man doesn't feel about a woman
不像那个女人 maybe in the same way that she feels --
对他的感觉一样 She feels about him.
你 你明白... Do you -- do you --
因为即便他...他可以尝试 Because, um, he -- he -- he can -- he can try.
他可以尽其所能努力尝试 He can try as hard as he -- as hard as he would like.
他可以对她撒谎 He -- he could lie to her,
也可以对自己撒谎 and he could -- he could also lie to himself.
但是 他... But he -- he
但是他的家伙是不会起反应的 But his equipment is not going to function,
你明白吗 do you understand what I mean?
他不会起反应 因为他那家伙 It's not gonna function because his equipment is --
跟乔治·华盛顿和樱桃树的故事一样 is a lot like George Washington and the cherry tree --
是不会骗人的 It cannot tell a lie.
看来你的家伙一点问题都没有 朗廷医生 Looks like your equipment's gonna be just fine, Dr. Langham.
我们开始吧 Shall we start?
程序是什么 What's the agenda?
让我来操心那些吧 Why don't you let me worry about that?
我只是觉得我们应该... Well, I just think we should --
我觉得你应该别再说了 I just think you need to stop.
有什么是你曾想要做的吗 Isn't there anything you ever think about...doing?
对我做的 To me, I mean.
一些不同寻常的事 Something unusual?
我可是有不少想对你做的事 Because I think about doing things to you.
我想过让你软弱无力 I think about making you powerless...
完全屈服于我 ...Completely at my mercy...
开口求我 ...Making you beg.
我从不求人 你知道的 I don't beg. You know that.
你不能碰我的胸 You can't touch my breasts --
不能用手 也不能用嘴 Not with your hands, not with your mouth.
我说了不能 I said no.
你不能碰它们 You can't touch them.
不能亲吻它们 You can't kiss them...
或是舔触它们 ...or lick them...
无论你有多么渴望 ...no matter how much you want to.
别动 我没让你动 No, I didn't say that you could move.
你有多想要我 How much do you want me?
我想要你 I do want you.
我要让你进来了 I'm going to put you inside of me.
不 等一下 继续说 No, wait. Keep talking.
我在说 I am talking.
不 别别 别动我 No, don't -- don't -- don't touch me.
再说一遍你之前说的 What you said before, say it again.
你都勃起了 You're right there.
-你的感觉很好 -不 我没有 - You feel so good. - No, I don't.
你有的 比尔 You do, Bill.
不是这样的 弗吉妮娅 That's not true, Virginia.
好吧 我们可以从头再来 Okay. We can begin again.
不 不能了 No, we c-- we can't.
刚才都起作用了 比尔 It was working, Bill.
该死的 God damn it.
-算了吧 -好吧 - Just leave it. - Okay.
比尔... Bill...
你有没有看见我的... Have you seen my, um...
我...希望刚才... Well, I... hope that was...
能让你满足 good for you.
我知道你很满足 Well, I know it was good for you.
两次都是 Both times.
既然我们已经解决了这件事 Well, now that we've... gotten that out of the way,
我希望咱们之间能维持专业的关系 I hope that we can resume our professional relationship
而不会有任何尴尬 without any sort of... awkwardness between us.
什么叫"解决了" What do you mean, "out of the way"?
这个啊 一夜风流 This, you know, one-time thing.
弗洛 求你了 行吗 Oh, Flo, please, okay?
我很喜欢这份工作 我很擅长这个 I love this job. I'm good at this job.
我知道怎么和女人交流 I-I know how to talk to women.
我知道怎么能让她们感觉 I know how to make them feel like -- like -- like -- like --
只要一支卡路里燃烧弹 幸福只手可及 like happiness is one small dose of cal-o-metric away.
我知道怎么让女人自我感觉良好 I know how to make women feel -- feel good about themselves.
那就为我做这些啊 So do that for me.
让我感觉良好 Make me feel good.
我也曾年轻貌美过 I used to be young and beautiful, you know.
让我回到过去 Make me feel like that again --
变回那个年轻美丽 性感迷人的女孩 That young, pretty, desirable girl.
好吗 Okay?
早上好 Morning.
我们准备再进行一次联名征集 We're, um, preparing for the second canvas.
将会在后天晚上 It'll be the night after next.
同样的时间 Same time.
我们昨晚拿到了多少签名 How many signatures did we get last night?
我们去的第一批大楼吗 In that first wave of buildings?
大概三成的人 We're about at 30%.
这比你预想的要好啊 It's better than you hoped.
是啊 比预想的好 Yeah. It's better.
你介意我坐这里吗 Do you mind if I sit?
我想和你道歉 I'd like to apologize.
这就是道歉了吗 Is that the apology?
不 No.
这个是 this is it.
我觉得昨天我冒犯到你了 I feel like I may have offended you yesterday.
我本不想告诉你 Well, I I hate to break it to you,
但你已经不是第一个因为我笃信上帝 but you're not the first person to call me a nitwit,
而说我傻的人了 because I believe in god.
我一点都没觉得你傻 I don't think you're a nitwit at all.
我一直嫉妒那些有信仰的人 I was always jealous of people that could believe.
我有个小学同学 他叫弗雷迪·鲁索 I went to grade school with a guy, Freddy Russo.
他成天吹嘘无论自己做了什么错事 He used to always brag that whenever he did anything bad,
只要去忏悔一下 all he had to do was go to confession
就可以当做什么都没发生过了 and it was like it never even happened.
其实并没有那么容易 Well, it's not as easy as all that.
我知道 但是 I know, but...
能有这样的信念其实挺好 There is something comforting in the idea
只要你说出真相 你就可以 that you just have to tell the truth and you can be...
被宽恕 Absolved.
我曾听说人类最大的罪孽就是绝望 I once heard the greatest sin is despair.
我想是的 That's true, I think.
当你决定就此放弃 When you decide to just give up.
我想我已经犯了这条罪 I think I may have done that --
就那样放弃了 Given up like that.
我身体有些问题 I have a... a-a condition.
我跟女孩子 I ca-- I can't do anything in the, uh...
做不了 ...with a girl.
马斯特斯医生试图帮我 Dr. Masters tried to help me with it,
但我觉得这么做不值得 but I, uh -- I decided it wasn't worth it.
因为太痛苦 It was just too painful
太耻辱 and humiliating...
所以我放弃了 ...So I gave up.
我想这就是我的忏悔 I guess that's my confession.
好吧 这是我的 Okay, here's mine.
我 我身体也有问题 I-I also have a...condition,
我一直认为是上帝在惩罚我 and I always thought that it was god punishing me
而我除了学着接受 and that there was nothing I could do
没有其他能做的 But learn to accept it.
所以我也放弃了 So I gave up, too.
最大的罪孽 不是吗 Greatest sin, right?
也许我们不一定要如此 Maybe it doesn't have to be.
顺便说 我是莱斯特 I'm Lester, by the way.
芭芭拉 叫芭布就行 Barbara. Barb.
-很高兴认识你 -我也是 - It's nice to meet you, barb. - Y-you, too.
他试过那个泵了吗 Did he try the pump?
我猜他宁愿跳楼 I think that he would rather jump out a window.
哪也不怪他 Can you blame him?
有时候治疗比疾病本身更可怕 Sometimes that cure is worse than the disease.
可怜的莱斯特 Poor Lester.
知道吗 那会深深影响你 You know, it can get under your skin,
那个 很特殊的毛病 that, uh, particular problem.
有个人 他曾经每周四晚上都来找我 One guy, he used to come in every Thursday night,
他在杰斐逊路上的花店工作 Worked at the, uh, florist's shop on Jefferson.
总会给我带不同的花 Always brought me something new --
这周是雏菊 下周是紫丁香 daisies one week, lilacs the next,
直到一次 他来了 Until...one time, he came in
可是就是做不了 and he couldn't get anything going.
所以我使尽了浑身解数 So, I pulled out all the stops,
可就好像是在努力让死人复活 but it was like trying to raise the dead.
所以他非常烦恼 非常尴尬 So, uh, he got upset and embarrassed,
我跟他说 下周再来 你会没事的 and I told him, "Come back next week. You'll be fine."
之后每周他都会过来 And now every week, he's coming in,
在那躺三十分钟 而我奋力地忙活 lying there for 30 minutes while I'm going at it,
假装这次也许能成功 pretending that maybe this time it'll work.
渐渐地 周四我总是请假 I start taking Thursday nights off,
而他四处打听我哪天晚上会上班 and he's he's coming around asking for me on other nights.
我让姑娘们告诉他我不干了 因为 And I have the girls tell him I'm out 'cause...
他看我的眼神 there was something about the way that he looked at me,
好像他非常痛苦 like -- like he was in agony,
而我是唯一可以治愈它的人 and I was the only one that could fix it,
可为什么 为什么我没有去治愈它 and why -- why wasn't I fixing it?
我那时到底怎么了 为什么没有帮助他 What was wrong with me that I couldn't make it right?
你害怕见他 You dreaded seeing him.
马斯特斯 Masters.
什么 What?
弗朗西斯 你总说 Francis, you always said
永远不要让普通医生给你缝针 never to let a regular doctor stitch you up.
他们会把你缝得像弗兰肯斯坦一样 You'll look like Frankenstein.
你给我打电话我并不生气 母亲 I'm not angry you called me, mother.
我生气是因为你喝了酒 I'm angry you were drinking.
宝贝 看在老天的份上 别说傻话了 Oh, honey, for heaven's sake. Don't be ridiculous.
我就喝了一杯杜松子果汁酒 跟往常一样 I had one Tom Collins, like I have every night.
那辆车突然就冲出来了 That car came out of nowhere.
你居然怪另一个司机 You're going to blame the other driver?
就应该怪他 That's where the blame belongs,
警察也同意我的说法 and the police officer agreed with me.
我听不下去了 I can't listen to this.
你能别逼问她了吗 弗兰克 Why don't you ease up, Frank?
这是我的错吗 Oh, because this is my fault?
你又在干些什么 What about what you're doing?
站在这里 给她些安慰 What -- standing here, comforting her?
你是在放纵她 比尔 You are enabling her, Bill.
她喝了酒 居然还要开车 She was drinking. She got behind the wheel.
就一杯杜松子果汁酒 One Tom Collins.
你今晚差点就死了 You could've been killed tonight.
别再烦她了 弗兰克 Stop badgering her, Frank.
我们要正视母亲的问题 Our mother has a problem.
她只是受伤了 Our mother has a laceration.
你总是这样 自欺欺人 This is what you do. You just... Put your head in the sand...
-又来了 -然后 - That's it. - And continue
总是忽略她的酗酒问题 to ignore the fact that she is an alcoholic.
酗酒 你说我酗酒 Alcoholic? Oh alcoholic.
好了 把针给我 你出去 All right, give me that needle, and get out of here.
我在给她缝针呢 I am still stitching her.
-不用你了 -我拿着针 - Not any more. - Do not come near me
站在患者边上时 请不要靠近我 when I've got a needle near a patient's face.
你们俩 别吵架 You two. Don't start.
看看你对她做了什么 Look what you're doing to her.
给她提供最好的治疗 Giving her the best medical care?
好了 够了 All right. Enough.
我是病人 我要你们别吵了 I am the patient, and I say no more fighting.
而我是整形医生 And I am the plastic surgeon --
我告诉你 你在这里的特权 And I'm telling you, your privileges here,
在我的办公室的特权 被取消了 in my office, are over.
现在 要么你自己出去 Now, you can either leave of your own accord,
要么我亲自把你架出去 or I will remove you myself.
就快好了 We're nearly done.
我让莉比过来接你 I'll get Libby to come over and pick you up,
她可以送你回家 and she can take you home.
求你了 别跟你弟弟吵架 Please, don't fight with your brother.
求你 Please.
我受不了 I cannot stand it.
你们可以不用闹这么僵的 比尔 This doesn't have to end badly, Bill.
好好耐心跟他解决问题吧 Please, um, summon your better nature.
这么多年后 我怀着 I came to you after all these years...
一腔善意来找你 with nothing but the best intentions.
经过多年的纠结痛苦 After years of despair,
我终于看清了事实 I finally had achieved some clarity.
事实就是 你是个酒鬼 Clarity that you're an alcoholic?
我们的母亲是个酒鬼 That our mother is an alcoholic?
谁是下一个 弗兰克 我吗 Who's next, Frank -- me?
当然了 Of course.
和你相处了好一段时间我才看清 It took spending time with you to see it.
你比我们都擅于伪装 You mask it better than most,
但你身上有着所有迹象 but...you have all the signs --
情绪波动 易怒 Mood swings, aggression,
冲动鲁莽 谎话不断 Impulsive decision-making, chronic lying.
真的吗 Really?
我骗了谁 弗兰克 Who am I lying to, Frank?
你自己 Yourself.
我们家的人都得了一样的病 它逐渐侵蚀了我们 We are a family with a shared disease, a corrosive disease,
如果你能从这个角度看 And if you view us through that lens,
如果我们每个人都能正视自己的病情 If each of us is able to address our sickness
并寻求治疗 and treat it...
我相信我们能修复这破碎的关系 I believe we can mend what's broken here.
才能停止争吵 互相原谅 理解 We can find some peace, forgiveness, understanding.
信念 希望 仁慈 Faith, hope, charity.
老天 Christ!
你还真是什么好词都用上了 You toss around platitudes like it's confetti at new year's.
我只是投降了 仅此而已 I have surrendered. That's all.
一旦接受了我的 Once I accepted my --
我们的问题 our affliction...
所有的自怨自艾 ...all that self-pity,
那些对父亲的怨恨 all that resentment I had toward dad...
我恨了父亲太久了 I hated dad for so long.
你还记得他以前总是喝酒吗 Do you remember how he used to drink?
每晚一杯纯施格兰金酒 One glass of seagram's, neat, every night.
仅此而已 That was it.
根本不止这些 It was much more than that.
就这些 弗兰克 你是想说他... No, it wasn't, Frank, and for you to suggest --
一切都符合 比尔 It all fits, Bill --
他的酗酒问题 他的怒火 his drinking, his rages.
头一回 我真正理解了父亲 For the first time, I understand dad,
理解了他的无力和自怜 his own feelings of impotence and -- and self-pity.
他也在饱受酒精的摧残 He was being eaten alive, too.
你说的可是父亲 那个禽兽 This is our father. Our father was a monster.
没错 酒鬼是可怕的 Yes, drunks are monstrous,
但我们的恶魔其实也只是个有病的可怜酒鬼 But our monster was a sick, suffering alcoholic.
他打我们是因为他喝了酒 He beat us because he drank,
可他喝酒是因为这是种疾病 but he drank because he had a disease.
他才没有打你 那都不是真的 He did not beat you. That -- that is not true.
你明知道他有 You know he did.
你在说谎 Y-you're lying
因为你总是需要关注 because -- because you're needy, you know,
你以为借用了我的故事 就能 because you think that somehow, if -- if you take my story --
比尔 Bill...
我们的酒鬼父亲打了你 Our drunk dad beat you,
他也打了我 and then he beat me.
但故事不一定要这样结局 But that doesn't have to be the end of the story.
这正是我一直想告诉你的 That's what I'm trying to tell you.
我原谅你 I forgive you...
原谅你抛弃了我 ...for leaving me.
我也原谅我们的父亲 And I forgive our dad.
那男人打了你 The man that beat you,
那禽兽打了你 That...monster who beat you.
谁能原谅这种事情 What kind of man forgives that?
我能 I do.
你 And you...
我想你一定想尽了办法 ...I'm sure you did everything you could
来避免这些暴打 不是吗 to avoid those beatings, didn't you?
首先 你把自己变成了一个可悲的小丑 First, you turned yourself into a pathetic clown,
用那些笑话和魔术 with the jokes and the magic tricks --
转移他的注意力 ways to deflect him,
试着逃跑 躲藏自己 Try and run and hide.
那是不得已而为之 I did what I had to do.
但我走后 你便再无处可逃 Yeah, but once I left, you had nowhere left to run,
当真正激发他怒火的人走了以后 You know, once the real object of his fury was gone
他需要一个替代品 and he needed a replacement.
这就是你的故事 对吗 This is your story, right?
我原谅你 比尔 I forgive you, Bill.
这才是最重要的 That's what matters here.
是吗 Yeah?
我打赌他第一拳下来 你就已经跪地求饶了 I bet once he threw the first punch, you begged for mercy.
重要的是我们明白自己的问题是什么 What matters is that we understand what happened to us.
我从来没有向他求饶 You know I never begged for him to stop.
你也在场 你知道的 我从不求饶 I mean, you heard us. You were there. I never begged.
那为什么你要那么做 So -- so why did you, huh?
或许跟你成为酒鬼的原因一样 Maybe the same reason you're a drunk...
一个失败的"酗酒者" A sloppy "Alcoholic"
天天念叨着你的决心 戒瘾步骤和铜币 sorry with your amends and your steps and yo-your chips,
死守着你那所谓的誓言和小玩意儿 clinging to your little code words and your trinkets
因为其实内心深处的你十分软弱 Because there is something inside you that is weak.
你一直都很软弱 弗兰克 You know, you've always been weak, Frank --
弗朗西斯 你知道吗 Francis, you know?
这才是你真正的问题 懦弱 Well, that's your real affliction, is cowardice.
你就是个懦夫 You are a coward.
你要原谅我 You want to forgive me?
行啊 原谅我无法尊重你 Okay, forgive me for not respecting you.
原谅我看清了 You know, forgive me for seeing you
真实的你 for what you really are --
一个软弱的小男孩 a weak little boy...
把自己变成了一个愚蠢的小丑 who became an idiotic clown,
成长为一个懦弱的可怜人 who grew up to become a gutless, pathetic man.
就这样 你是个娘们吗 What are you -- a girl?
操你妈的 弗兰克 你这个他妈的懦夫 Fuck you, Frank, you weak fuck!
你现在喝酒了吗 弗兰克 You been drinking, Frank?
看见了吗 这才是我们真正的连系 See, this -- this is what binds us --
我们都继承了他的劣行 Him, living on in us,
这里可没有一瓶酒 Not a bottle in sight.
比尔 我在想 今天已经很晚了 Bill, I was thinking, it's already so late.
不如我们今晚就下楼吃点晚餐 Why don't we just go downstairs and have some dinner tonight,
或者喝两杯也行 or maybe even just some drinks.
是我弟弟弄的 My brother.
别 不用了 Don't. Don't.
你不一定要留在这里 You don't -- you don't have to stay.
我只是 没法这个样子 I just, uh -- I just couldn't go home...
回家见莉比 face Libby like this.
我抛弃了他 I abandoned him
让他独自对抗那禽兽 to that...monster.
然后却还为此惩罚他 And then I punished him for it.
我到底是怎么了 What is wrong with me?
我放弃 I give up.